‘The Scoop’ Well? …

The Mysterious thiaBasilia Or Just Thia …

Yesterday’s ‘scoop’ was intentionally cryptic. Indeed! I always have a good reason for my idiosyncrasies because I like being somewhat ‘mysterious’ letting people figure out what my intentions are. In this case, I do not wish to express my thoughts or feelings on Psalms 2 or on any other subject anymore. Because I no longer want to contribute to the colossal mesh at large of theories, opinions, solutions, resolutions, etc.

The Chains …

Those were the chains who suffocated life out of me. No more. The chains have been broken, not by my own power but by the Power from on High.

As it is written:

Then he said to me, This [addition of the bowl to the candlestick, causing it to yield a ceaseless supply of oil from the olive trees] is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit [of Whom the oil is a symbol], says the Lord of hosts. Zechariah 4:6.

Summary …

Of my own? I know nothing! Hope this ‘scoop’ gives you all an idea of where I am going with these scoops. I am enjoying the recording and publishing as those come to mind if nothing else, for my own benefit. Lov, thia

One More ‘Scoop’ To Report …

This day is still lingering …

It’s now Monday, December 29, 2025, at 11:32 pm. Can you believe it? But what is the ‘scoop’ I intend to report? ‘The kings of the earth’ and nothing more.

Quote:

(1)  WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

(2)  The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act_4:25-27]

(3)  Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.

(4)  He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].

(5)  He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

(6)  Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion.

(7)  I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb_1:5; Heb_3:5-6; 2Pe_1:17-18]

(8)  Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

(9)  You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev_12:5; Rev_19:15]

(10)  Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

(11)  Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him].

(12)  Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!

Psalms 2:1-12

Don’t Ask. Don’t Tell Applies Here …

I refuse to answer on the grounds that I might incriminate myself also applies.

The moment is here. Though there is much to tweak the Site I want to see if anyone happens to bump on it to be blessed. Hope for the best. Lov, thia.

The Reality on This Year 2026 Shall Be For thiaBasilia …

Ha! I Have Come Forth as Gold …

  • “But he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold.” (Job 23:10)
  • It’s now Sunday, December 28, 2025, at 2:12 pm.

This year 2026 is the year for me to fulfill the written Word. No kidding after 18 years of trying & judging me in the wilderness of people, the Almighty Creator of all in existence has accomplished my transformation. I am now shining like gold.

What Is to Be for Me In 2026 …

The most important thing, starting this year Nutrition shall be the medicine to heal all my chronic illnesses. No kidding. Power from on high has gotten hold of me. I am determined to stick to my resolution from now on. All my failures of the past shall reinforce my resolution. No more spending my money on supplements. The Scriptures have guided me since 1974 and shall continue to guide me now with greater understanding of what life is all about. That’s what I intend to publish on this Monday, December 29, 2025, at 6:14 am.

The moment is here. Though there is much to tweak the Site I want to see if anyone happens to bump on it to be blessed. Hope for the best. Lov, thia.

My Decision…

I have decided to record somewhat curious ‘scoops’ to set minds on me because I have noticed that I make people laugh with my outlandish ways. Hope I contribute a lit bit to distract people from their own concerns even for the moment in touch with yours truly.

New Adventure in the Saga of My Life…

Sunday, December 21, 2025, at 5:00 am.

Happy Newspaper…

Check the ‘Scoops’ Often You Never Know What You’ll Find…

Today’s ‘Scoop’. This is the ‘scoop’ to begin this new adventure in this saga of mine. You know what? Today I have come to the conclusion that I am a multi-talented, multi-interested, or multi-passionate person—a multipotentialite. Like Nina Amir is who gave me this ‘scoop’ today.

Yes, we have many skills, passions, and creative pursuits. Historically, such people were called polymaths or Renaissance people.

But Me? O Well!…

I think the fun I have the most is playing dumb when I am not commiserating about my aches & pains along with offending whoever crosses my most crucial frustrations often assailing me. Besides, I make full use of my Schizophrenia, Bipolar, Manic-depressive diagnosis. Yes, I am crazy, but I am not dangerous.

O Well, I Am Not Sure About the Dangerous Part….

I do now recognize how much I have hurt so many loved ones. Even so, I now fully rejoice in the fact that my Loving Creator—the God of the whole earth He is called—He has mercifully granted me pardon giving me the power to forgive myself along everyone in the past as in the present.

Forgiveness Is Not a Feeling…

Forgiveness is an act of human will. It is amazing how such matter cannot get a hold of anyone for a long time. Least it took years to get hold of me. But what matters is the fact that these days I am living the best days of my life-giving space to all, accepting what it is without resistance. What a LIFE! Lov, thiaB.

An Odyssey of Discovery

Why do I want to create a new Portfolio Site?

I am a Spiritual Writer, a Blogger at the preset. I have been a successful Real State Agent, a Senior Companion, a jack of all trades master? O well! But most important? I am the Mom in a Dysfunctional Family but a Loving Family we were. We still are.

The following words declare my purpose to create a new Portfolio Site to give a new look at https://anewthiabasilia.com/.

Quote:

Encouraging Words from one of Thia’s Pastors

While reading this manuscript I became impressed that it contains a message that can be used of the Lord to give the child of God insight into their own spiritual journey. In this volume is to be found the ups and downs of the author’s own pilgrimage through a life that has taken many turns.

Every one of us, who are on our own spiritual journey, know that life is filled with many pitfalls that at times may cause us to be side-tracked and even to at times fall. Yet, in the adventure of this author’s life, one can see the grace, mercy and love of our Father God for one of His own. We are reminded in these writings of just how faithful He is to see us through the darkness of hell that may come against us, and bring us to the marvelous light of His love.

I commend this book to all who may find strength for the journey from the insights here given.

May it all bring honor, glory, and praise to our Lord. Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor

I hope for many to benefit from this account of my earthly journey. Until I can figure out how to create this new look to the site. Lov thia.

The Externals Against the Internals …

Now what? …

Who am I again? Where did I come from? Where am I going? These are the mysteries revealed to me as I go along day by day, moment by moment living in the sacred Presence of my Creator. One thing I know for sure, I have nothing to fear and all to hope for.

The Externals Against the Internals …

Honestly, the externals reveal the acts of my carnal corrupt nature. The internals are the inner acts of my Creator’s nature within my being.

Mysteries Revealed …

Interestingly, I started recording this matter on Tuesday, September 30, 2025, at 10:00 am’

Explanation: Ten in Scripture speaks of completeness in order, as the Ten Commandments set forth God’s moral law.

  • Thursday, October 9, 2025, at 12:04 am.

Frustrations

What is it my Master that is troubling me? It feels that I can not accomplish anything. I go from one thing to another looking for things that I cannot find. I know I intended to start recording anew from October 1st but evidently I lost that record.

What Is Happening Now …

I am frustrated with my health, with people and with myself. I am totally frustrated with the upcoming cataract surgery. On top of that it is fruiting for changes in in my working routine. I know without a shadow of a doubt that You are in control of everything in my life but I am hurting my Master, You know it. I wait on You.

  • Tuesday, October 14, 2025, at 10:02 am.

This matter is for whoever is concerned with our eternal souls. Will expounded later.

Peace, peace, when there is no peace …

(Jer 8:11)  For they have healed the wound of the daughter of My people only lightly and slightingly, saying, Peace, peace, when there is no peace.

SAD! SAD! SAD! But …

That’s where we are right now. Is now Saturday, October 18, 2025, at 5:35 am. My heart is heavy. The weight of the past cannot be ignored despite many props at disposal in the theater of civilization.

Restoration for Israel and Judah …

Whether anyone believes or not God’s Word is written in the Bible. Right now I am fit to chew nails. Why? Well, past, present, and future in this so called ‘civilization’ is beating me soundly.

And I feel like weeping myself. I want to cry but my eyes are dry. I am angry. To hear the predominant chit-chat rampart on the daily basis wherever I turn around is devastating! But then again everybody is doing the best they can. Am I?

Yahushua Wept …

There are two verses in the Scriptures stating this matter. To repeat a previous quote:

  1. John 11:35 Jesus wept.
  2. Luke 19:41-44 Luk 19:41-48 

The Hope of Restoration …

Yes, I am coping with our human nature’s degradation for the most, but there are moments when the result of my own degradation hits me hard. Who am I to tell anyone how to run their lives? Anyhow, pain is a hard master, it drives anyone to the depth of insanity! No matter, as it is written, there is hope. There is always hope.

Restoration for Israel and Judah: Jer 30:1-24 Jer 30:11.

There is Hope. There is ALWAYS HOPE …

Well? Just about now I am getting rid of my anger. Saturday, October 18, 2025, at 11:37 am. Later! It is now Sunday, October 19, 2025 at 7:42 pm. Reading the Scriptures that my Master inspires me to read does wonders for my soul.

Quote: Romans 8:18-28

Closing for now. Sunday, October 19, 2025, at 7:47 pm.

Why Am I So Angry …?

Monday, October 20, 2025, at 12:55 pm. Ha! I was so angry yesterday I could not even think but that was a good thing. Thinking out the answers has been my problem. Like many times before I quit the mad thoughts. The answer came eventually.

Be Angry and Sin Not …?

Quote:

Eph 4:26-27. Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath, neither give place to the devil.

Jeremiah 15:17-21

Why The Quotes …?

Well, some 29 years ago I found myself in the same conundrum I found myself yesterday. Conundrum? It is a word for puzzle, problem, riddle, enigma, etc. But in truth, I was consumed by my need for control.

The Need for Control …?

The need for control is the chain around our necks threatening to suffocate life out of us. We want to control not only our lives but everything near and far from us.

  • Friday, October 31, 2025, at 6:06 am.

Last day of the 10th month …?

This is the end of the 10th month of 2025. Ten months have passed but it feels like an eternity. How strange. What are You doing with my life O Master of my being? Much to reflect on today. I wait on You.

  • Sunday, November 2, 2025, at 4:32 am—5:45 am.
  • Monday, November 3, 2025, at 7:50 am.

My Soul & You …

Only You, my Fa can deal with my soul. You are my Beloved. Only You alone can satisfy the divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages within my being.

What A Realization! …

Since the 1st day of this 11th month, I have realized that I am entering a time for me of stability and somewhat a partnership and balance in my life.

It has taken the courage You have ingrained within my being for it all to be the reality of my life. All in all, this is changing my life not only for my good but also for the good of all involved in my life.

  • This Is a Message of Hope not of Fear!
  • Growth and expansion.
  • Ready to level up in life.  New opportunities are coming my way to help me on my journey.
  • Creativity and self-expression.
  • Sharing my gifts with the world.
  • Now is the time to pursue creative projects or start that hobby you’ve always wanted for me to explore.
  • Optimism and joy.
  • This new stage of my earthly journey brings an uplifting message of hope, faith and positivity.
  • That means happier times are ahead, so I must maintain an optimistic spirit in absolute knowledge of Your Set-Apart Spirit guidance and support to fulfil my life purpose and soul’s mission.
  • I am not alone on my path, You never leave nor forsake me.
  • It is amazing how You are opening communication, self-expression and community motivating me to interact with others through casual talk and sharing ideas.
  • I am now able to reach out to people who share my interests or values.
  • Knock down all around. Raising up above the ground.
  • Survivors’ forwards! Up & up on to eternity bound!
  • It’s my time to shine naturally.
  • No need to put on airs.
  • For I know who I am.
  • I know what to do.
  • I know how to do it.
  • The beauty of it all?
  • I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!
  • Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of the ‘shoulds’.
  • It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse.
  • Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.
  • I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
  • Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind on me.
  • I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
  • I am attracting more positiveness into my life.
  • It’s the revelation of my Master He is my refuge and my fortress.

Summary …

I will Never Cave In Under Any Circumstances! The Scriptures back me up. I am repeatedly attacked. Pain. Frustration. Doubting my sanity. FEARS! The attacks last sometimes for a long time, other times only a few moments before it comes to me exactly which way to go. Mourning comes by night, but joy comes by day.

  • Every single verse quoted here is indelible written in my heart not only the verse, but the whole chapter is ingrained within my being by my Creator. He means to strengthen me in gloom or glee. That’s the LIFE!

Okay Since I Am Sharing My Life with You …

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An artistic design featuring a purple butterfly surrounded by floral elements, with the text 'Basilia' prominently displayed. The inscription explains the meaning of the name, stating it refers to belonging to the Highest Royalty of God.

You see, I was born from a Catholic gentleman who believed in naming his children after the saint of the day, so I was born on Saint Basilio’s birtday on June 14, 1939. Well, father did not give me even a 2nd name like he with my sisters & brothers. Horror of horrors! Eventually I adopted ‘thia’ as my nick name since hardly anyone at the time had hear the name of my birth.

In 1986 I was living in Wilmington, NC trying to begin my life as a writer. My friend Mae Knight was my accomplice. She came out with the idea of attending a writers conference one weekend.We got there and joined the group prior to the beginning of the presentation. While individuals were discussing the meanings of their names, I inquired about the significance of “Basilia.” I promptly received the response: “It refers to belonging to the highest royalty of God, and your nickname carries the same meaning.” Can you believe it?

Okay Since I Am Sharing My Life with You …

New Stage In the Saga of My Life …

Silence …

Tuesday, July 29, 2025, at 5:08 am. Days come & go in silence for a while. I wait. On Wednesday, July 30, 2025, Diana took me to Laurel for the appointment with Dr. Pace for my eyes. I had lunch at McAlister’s.

It’s now Thursday, July 31, 2025, at 4:45 am. The last day of the month finds me on a quandary about my health, my environment, my relationship with the family as well as all in my path of life.

Entering The 8th Month …

Friday, August 1, 2025, at 1:40 am. August, noble, great, kingly, grand, excellent, imposing, impressive, superb, distinguished, magnificent, glorious, splendid, elevated, eminent, majestic, dignified, regal, stately, high-ranking, monumental, solemn, lofty, exalted, thus are the august surroundings of my life on these earthly grounds of my present.

The Why of My Existence …

To remember my Creator from my youth. Indeed! Gone is the uncertainty of yesterdays. The change and renewal of my strength and power is complete. It is time for me to lift my wings and mount up to the mountain close to my Creator as eagles mount up to the sun. From here on I shall run and not be weary, I shall walk and not faint or become tired.

O Well! By Faith Shall The Just Live …

Faith is the evidence of things not seeing. Although hypothermia and COPD have had significant effects on my condition, I continue to find strength in the written word. It is written. Yes, it is written about Jerusalem, but I am that spec of the grounds that encompass the chosen city named Jerusalem.

Quote:

Isa 40:1-31

(1)  COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your God.

(2)  Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Lord’s hand double for all her sins.

(3)  A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Lord [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our God! [Mrk_1:3]

(4)  Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.

(5)  And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Lord has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6]

(6)  A voice says, Cry [prophesy]! And I said, What shall I cry? [The voice answered, Proclaim:] All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive [its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from God, its glory and comeliness, however good] is transitory, like the flower of the field.

(7)  The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely [all] the people are like grass.

(8)  The N1grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever. [Jas_1:10-11; 1Pe_1:24-25]

(9)  O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your God! [Act_10:36; Rom_10:15]

(10)  Behold, the Lord God will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him. [Rev_22:7, Rev_22:12]

(11)  He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.

(12)  Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a [nine-inch] span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?

(13)  Who has directed the Spirit of the Lord, or as His counselor has taught Him? [Rom_11:34]

(14)  With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him? Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?

(15)  Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing.

(16)  And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices [worthy of the Lord].

(17)  All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness).

(18)  To whom then will you liken God? Or with what likeness will you compare Him? [Act_17:29]

(19)  The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it.

(20)  He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give [to his god is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he] chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate.

(21)  [You worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.] Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? [These things ought to convince you of God’s omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols.] Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth? [Rom_1:20-21]

(22)  It is God Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like [gauze] curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in,

(23)  Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).

(24)  Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when [the Lord] blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.

(25)  To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Holy One.

(26)  Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.

(27)  Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Lord, and my right is passed over without regard from my God?

(28)  Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.

(29)  He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength [causing it to multiply and making it to abound]. [2Co_12:9] End of quote.

(30)  Even youths shall faint and be weary, and [selected] young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted;

(31)  But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up [close to God] as eagles [mount up to the sun]; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired. [Heb_12:1-3]. End of quote.

The Root of the Written Word …

The root of the written word within my being is now more than ever before bursting from the ground of my soul as the magnificent tree of eternal life. O death where is your stinge?

  • It’s now Saturday, August 2, 2025, at 11:30 pm.
  • Entering the 3rd day on Sunday, August 3, 2025, at 12:05 am.
  • I am going on not by my might or my strength but by the Almighty Creator’s strength & power.
  • Psalms 37 along the whole content of the written Word is now my reality.

Quote:

Psalms 37:3-8 AMPC+

(3)  Trust (lean on, rely on, and be confident) in the Lord and do good; so shall you dwell in the land and feed surely on His faithfulness, and truly you shall be fed.

(4)  Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He will give you the desires and secret petitions of your heart.

(5)  Commit your way to the Lord [roll and repose each care of your load on Him]; trust (lean on, rely on, and be confident) also in Him and He will bring it to pass.

(6)  And He will make your uprightness and right standing with God go forth as the light, and your justice and right as [the shining sun of] the noonday.

(7)  Be still and rest in the Lord; wait for Him and patiently lean yourself upon Him; fret not yourself because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who brings wicked devices to pass.

(8)  Cease from anger and forsake wrath; fret not yourself–it tends only to evildoing. End of quote.

There Is Silence in the Heavens …

It’s now Thursday, August 7, 2025, at 4:33 pm. Strange, I used to read the paper pages of the Bible but now it seems to me that I am reading those pages written in my heart.

Quote:

Amos 5:13-15 AMPC+

(13)  Therefore he who is prudent will keep silence in such a time, for it is an evil time.

(14)  Seek (inquire for and require) good and not evil that you may live, and so the Lord, the God of hosts, will be with you, as you have said.

(15)  Hate the evil and love the good and establish justice in the [court of the city’s] gate. It may be that the Lord, the God of hosts, will be gracious to the remnant of Joseph [the northern kingdom].

Habakkuk 2:20 AMPC+

(20)  But the Lord is in His holy temple; let all the earth hush and keep silence before Him. [Zep_1:7; Zec_2:13]. End of quote.

Well? My Silence Is My Worship …

Friday, August 8, 2025, at 10:00 am. Indeed! There is a time for everything. It is time for me to close my mouth for the moment. Time to worship in silence.

  • And that’s where I am at today, Friday, August 8, 2025, at 10:00 am.

Here Are the Questions …?

It is now Wednesday, September 10, 2025, at 8:40 am.  Almost a month after I find myself in a weeping mood more so everyday as the time advances. Where is time heading? How long ‘soon’ can be? Today is already tomorrow. Weeping comes by night joy comes by morning. 

Yahushua Wept …

There are two verses in the Scriptures stating this matter.

Quote:

John 11:35 AMPC

(35)  Jesus wept.

Luke 19:41-44 AMPC

(41)  And as He approached, He saw the city, and He wept [audibly] over it,

(42)  Exclaiming, Would that you had known personally, even at least in this your day, the things that make for peace (for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin and upon which your peace–your security, safety, prosperity, and happiness–depends)! But now they are hidden from your eyes.

(43)  For a time is coming upon you when your enemies will throw up a bank [with pointed stakes] about you and surround you and shut you in on every side. [Isa_29:3; Jer_6:6; Eze_4:2]

(44)  And they will dash you down to the ground, you [Jerusalem] and your children within you; and they will not leave in you one stone upon another, [all] because you did not come progressively to recognize and know and understand [from observation and experience] the time of your visitation [that is, when God was visiting you, the time in which God showed Himself gracious toward you and offered you salvation through Christ]. End of quote.

  • Saturday, September 13, 2025, at 1:26 pm.
  • Tuesday, September 16, 2025, at 7:15 am.

Wicked Ways?

Indeed! The time advances. Where is time heading? How long ‘soon’ can be? Today is already tomorrow. Weeping comes by night joy comes by morning. 

The Joy by Morning …

Well, most certainly, Weeping comes by night joy comes by morning. This is my morning to enjoy the Presence of the Master of my being within my heart. But?

My Wicked Ways? …

Yes, my wicked ways have deprived me from the joy that comes after conviction & repentance.

  • Tuesday, September 30, 2025, at 7:38 am.

Reflecting …

Well? This is the 3rd Tuesday and the end of this 9th month of 2025. Lots to reflect on. Longings for the Lost Paradise with all its implicated beauty. Conviction. Second chances. Choices. Power to choose life instead of death. Wisdom from on high. Peace beyond my understanding.

Now what? …

Who am I again? Where did I come from? Where am I going? These are the mysteries revealed to me as I go along day by day, moment by moment living in the sacred Presence of my Creator. One thing I know for sure, I have nothing to fear and all to hope for.

The Externals Against the Internals …

Honestly, the externals reveal the acts of my carnal corrupt nature. The internals are the inner acts of my Creator’s nature within my being.

Mysteries Revealed …

Interestingly, I started recording this matter on Tuesday, September 30, 2025, at 10:00 am’

Explanation: Ten in Scripture speaks of completeness in order, as the Ten Commandments set forth God’s moral law.

  • Thursday, October 9, 2025, at 12:04 am.

Frustrations

What is it my Master that is troubling me? It feels that I can not accomplish anything. I go from one thing to another looking for things that I cannot find. I know I intended to start recording anew from October 1st but evidently I lost that record.

What Is Happening Now …

I am frustrated with my health, with people and with myself. I am totally frustrated with the upcoming cataract surgery. On top of that it is fruiting for changes in in my working routine. I know without a shadow of a doubt that You are in control of everything in my life but I am hurting my Master, You know it. I wait on You.

Cover page of a book titled 'Your Briefing on My Journey' by thiaBasilia Licona, featuring decorative text and colorful design elements.
  • Tuesday, October 14, 2025, at 10:02 am.

This matter is for whoever is concerned with our eternal souls. Will expounded later.

Peace, peace, when there is no peace …

(Jer 8:11)  For they have healed the wound of the daughter of My people only lightly and slightingly, saying, Peace, peace, when there is no peace.

SAD! SAD! SAD! But …

That’s where we are right now. Is now Saturday, October 18, 2025, at 5:35 am. My heart is heavy. The weight of the past cannot be ignored despite many props at disposal in the theater of civilization.

Restoration for Israel and Judah …

Whether anyone believes or not God’s Word is written in the Bible. Right now I am fit to chew nails. Why? Well, past, present, and future in this so called ‘civilization’ is beating me soundly.

And I feel like weeping myself. I want to cry but my eyes are dry. I am angry. To hear the predominant chit-chat rampart on the daily basis wherever I turn around is devastating! But then again everybody is doing the best they can. Am I?

Yahushua Wept …

There are two verses in the Scriptures stating this matter. To repeat a previous quote:

  1. John 11:35 Jesus wept.
  2. Luke 19:41-44 Luk 19:41-48  And as He approached, He saw the city, and He wept [audibly] over it,  (42)  Exclaiming, Would that you had known personally, even at least in this your day, the things that make for peace (for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin and upon which your peace–your security, safety, prosperity, and happiness–depends)! But now they are hidden from your eyes.  (43)  For a time is coming upon you when your enemies will throw up a bank [with pointed stakes] about you and surround you and shut you in on every side. [Isa_29:3; Jer_6:6; Eze_4:2]  (44)  And they will dash you down to the ground, you [Jerusalem] and your children within you; and they will not leave in you one stone upon another, [all] because you did not come progressively to recognize and know and understand [from observation and experience] the time of your visitation [that is, when God was visiting you, the time in which God showed Himself gracious toward you and offered you salvation through Christ].  (45)  Then He went into the temple [enclosure] and began to drive out those who were selling,  (46)  Telling them, It is written, My house shall be a house of prayer; but you have made it a cave of robbers. [Isa_56:7; Jer_7:11]  (47)  And He continued to teach day after day in the temple [porches and courts]. The chief priests and scribes and the leading men of the people were seeking to put Him to death,  (48)  But they did not discover anything they could do, for all the people hung upon His words and stuck by Him.

The Hope of Restoration …

Yes, I am coping with our human nature’s degradation for the most, but there are moments when the result of my own degradation hits me hard. Who am I to tell anyone how to run their lives? Anyhow, pain is a hard master, it drives anyone to the depth of insanity! No matter, as it is written, there is hope. There is always hope.

Quote:

Restoration for Israel and Judah

Jer 30:1-24

(1)  THE WORD that came to Jeremiah from the Lord:

(2)  Thus says the Lord, the God of Israel: Write all the words that I have spoken to you in a book.

(3)  For, note well, the days are coming, says the Lord, when I will release from captivity My people Israel and Judah, says the Lord, and I will cause them to return to the land that I gave to their fathers, and they will possess it.

(4)  And these are the words the Lord spoke concerning Israel and Judah:

(5)  Thus says the Lord: We have heard a voice of trembling and panic–of terror, and not peace.

(6)  Ask now and see whether a man can give birth to a child? Why then do I see every man with his hands on his loins like a woman in labor? Why are all faces turned pale?

(7)  Alas! for that day will be great, so that none will be like it; it will be the time of Jacob’s [unequaled] trouble, but he will be saved out of it. [Mat_24:29-30; Rev_7:14]

(8)  For it will come to pass in that day, says the Lord of hosts, that I will break [the oppressor’s] yoke from your neck, and I will burst your bonds; and strangers will no more make slaves of [the people of Israel].

(9)  But they will serve the Lord their God and David’s [descendant] their King, Whom I will raise up for them. [Jer_23:5]

(10)  Therefore fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Lord, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.

(11)  For I am with you, says the Lord, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.

(12)  For thus says the Lord: Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.

(13)  There is none to plead your cause; for [the pressing together of] your wound you have no healing [device], no binding plaster.

(14)  All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you. For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.

(15)  Why do you cry out because of your hurt [the natural result of your sins]? Your pain is deadly (incurable). Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you.

(16)  Therefore all who devour you will be devoured; and all your adversaries, every one of them, will go into captivity. And they who despoil you will become a spoil, and all who prey upon you will I give for a prey.

(17)  For I will restore health to you, and I will heal your wounds, says the Lord, because they have called you an outcast, saying, This is Zion, whom no one seeks after and for whom no one cares!

(18)  Thus says the Lord: Behold, I will release from captivity the tents of Jacob and have mercy on his dwelling places; the city will be rebuilt on its own [old] moundlike site, and the palace will be dwelt in after its former fashion.

(19)  Out of them [city and palace] will come songs of thanksgiving and the voices of those who make merry. And I will multiply them, and they will not be few; I will also glorify them, and they will not be small.

(20)  Their children too shall be as in former times, and their congregation shall be established before Me, and I will punish all who oppress them.

(21)  And their prince will be one of them, and their ruler will come from the midst of them. I will cause him to draw near and he will approach Me, for who is he who would have the boldness and would dare [on his own initiative] to approach Me? says the Lord.

(22)  Then you will be My people, and I will be your God. [Jer_7:23]

(23)  Behold, the tempest of the Lord has gone forth with wrath, a sweeping and gathering tempest; it shall whirl and burst upon the heads of the wicked.

(24)  The fierce anger and indignation of the Lord shall not turn back until He has executed and accomplished the thoughts and intents of His mind and heart. In the latter days you shall understand this.

For I am with you, says the Lord, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.  (Jer 30:11)

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There is Hope. There is ALWAYS HOPE …

Well? Just about now I am getting rid of my anger. Saturday, October 18, 2025, at 11:37 am. Later! It is now Sunday, October 19, 2025 at 7:42 pm. Reading the Scriptures that my Master inspires me to read does wonders for my soul.

Quote:

Romans 8:18-28

[But what of that?] For I consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the glory that is about to be revealed to us and in us and for us and conferred on us!  (19)  For [even the whole] creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for God’s sons to be made known [waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship].  (20)  For the creation (nature) was subjected to frailty (to futility, condemned to frustration), not because of some intentional fault on its part, but by the will of Him Who so subjected it–[yet] with the hope [Ecc_1:2]  (21)  That nature (creation) itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and corruption [and gain an entrance] into the glorious freedom of God’s children.  (22)  We know that the whole creation [of irrational creatures] has been moaning together in the pains of labor until now. [Jer_12:4, Jer_12:11]  (23)  And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come] groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies [from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal] our adoption (our manifestation as God’s sons).  (24)  For in [this] hope we were saved. But hope [the object of] which is seen is not hope. For how can one hope for what he already sees?  (25)  But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure.  (26)  So too the [Holy] Spirit comes to our aid and bears us up in our weakness; for we do not know what prayer to offer nor how to offer it worthily as we ought, but the Spirit Himself goes to meet our supplication and pleads in our behalf with unspeakable yearnings and groanings too deep for utterance.  (27)  And He Who searches the hearts of men knows what is in the mind of the [Holy] Spirit [what His intent is], because the Spirit intercedes and pleads [before God] in behalf of the saints according to and in harmony with God’s will. [Psa_139:1-2]  (28)  We are assured and know that [God being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love God and are called according to [His] design and purpose.

Closing for now. Sunday, October 19, 2025, at 7:47 pm.

Why Am I So Angry …?

Monday, October 20, 2025, at 12:55 pm. Ha! I was so angry yesterday I could not even think but that was a good thing. Thinking out the answers has been my problem. Like many times before I quit the mad thoughts. The answer came eventually.

Be Angry and Sin Not …?

Quote:

Eph 4:26-27

Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath, neither give place to the devil.

Jeremiah 15:17-21

I have not joined the people in their merry feasts. I sit alone beneath the hand of God. I burst with indignation at their sins. Yet you have failed me in my time of need! You have let them keep right on with all their persecutions. Will they never stop hurting me? Your help is as uncertain as a seasonal mountain brook—sometimes a flood, sometimes as dry as a bone.

” The Lord replied: “Stop this foolishness and talk some sense! Only if you return to trusting me will I let you continue as my spokesman. You are to influence them, not let them influence you! They will fight against you like a besieging army against a high city wall. But they will not conquer you, for I am with you to protect and deliver you, says the Lord. Yes, I will certainly deliver you from these wicked men and rescue you from their ruthless hands.” End of quote.

Why The Quotes …?

Well, some 29 years ago I found myself in the same conundrum I found myself yesterday. Conundrum? It is a word for puzzle, problem, riddle, enigma, etc. But in truth, I was consumed by my need for control.

The Need for Control …?

The need for control is the chain around our necks threatening to suffocate life out of us. We want to control not only our lives but everything near and far from us.

The Liberating Power of Love! Post 6 …

First post 2025 ..

Well? Let it be so. Amen.

New PC today Tuesday, December 24, 2024, at? Thursday, December 26, 2024 at 1:23 pm off. Monday, December 30, 2024, at 6:38 pm. Tuesday, December 31, 2024, at 4:35 am. This is the last day of 2024. I am ready to accept my senior position in the society of mankind not by word but my example. I am ready to listen, to refrain from hasty comments and ACT as per my convictions without imposing such on others. Tuesday, December 31, 2024, at 4:44 am.

Here I am Wednesday, January 1, 2025, at 12:22 am …

Indeed! I am ready to give & to receive the power from on high TO BELIEVE in the reality of the Almighty Creator of Everything in existence like I have never done before. Far away the sound of firecrackers to welcome 2025 lingers on. I wonder who’s awake & who’s asleep physically as well as spiritually.

A Cry from the Depth of My Soul …

Unto You, Almighty Creator of Everything in existence I lift my being with thanksgiving in my heart. Let Your joy be my strength this year onward like it never has been before. Let the plan in Your mind to restore Your creation including Your loving family prosper. Let it prosper in the mind & heart of each one of children of Your heart. Let these be, NOT JUST PRETTY WORDS. Instead let them be the prayer You are ingraining in my heart to remain from there on to the end of time as we know time to be. So be it.

God Alone Can Satisfy The Yearning Of Our Souls …

Ecclesiastes 3:9-15 AMPC+

(9)  What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

(10)  I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

(11)  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

Lack of Knowledge of God …

Hosea 4:6 AMPC+

(6)  My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because you [the priestly nation] have rejected knowledge, I will also reject you that you shall be no priest to Me; seeing you have forgotten the law of your God, I will also forget your children.

Abomination Of Self- Righteousness …

Matthew 5:20 AMPC+

(20)  For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with God) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

If My People Pray …

(13)  If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

(14)  If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Jesus Foretells Destruction of the Temple …

Matthew 24:1-2 AMPC+

(1)  JESUS DEPARTED from the temple area and was going on His way when His disciples came up to Him to call His attention to the buildings of the temple and point them out to Him.

(2)  But He answered them, Do you see all these? Truly I tell you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.

Signs of the End of the Age …

Matthew 24:37-39 AMPC+

(37)  As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.

(38)  For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark,

(39)  And they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man. [Gen_6:5-8; Gen_7:6-24]

Where to worship? …

John 4:23-24 AMPC+

(23)  A time will come, however, indeed it is already here, when the true (genuine) worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth (reality); for the Father is seeking just such people as these as His worshipers.

(24)  God is a Spirit (a spiritual Being) and those who worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth (reality).

Repentance …

Matthew 4:17 AMPC+

(17)  From that time Jesus began to preach, N1crying out, Repent (N2change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.

The Sermon on the Mount …

Matthew 5:21 AMPC+

(21)  You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]

Watch Yourselves …

Luke 21:34-36 AMPC+

(34)  But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the N1giddiness and headache and N2nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the N3business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;

(35)  For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.

(36)  Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.

Put On God’s Whole Armor …

Ephesians 6:10-24 AMPC+

(10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

(11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

Answers to my searching soul …

  • All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear the Almighty [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of Master’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For the Almighty shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil.
  • Proverbs 14:26-29
  • In the reverent and worshipful fear of the Master there is strong confidence, and His children shall always have a place of refuge
  • Reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is a fountain of life, that one may avoid the snares of death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:14

Amen- so be it, lov, thia

The Liberating Power of Love! Post 5 …

From October 21, 2024 Until Thanksgiving 2024 The Power Continues Upwards Not Backwards …

Friday, November 29, 2024, at 12:54 am. Yesterday was Thanksgiving Day 2024. Bountiful blessings showered us the year past. It is time now to post the shower of joy that continues to rain on us with its ups & downs like the waves of the sea. It seemed to me that I was procrastinating but I was not. All this since I posted last it has been coming to me how I am to continue aligning my will to the will of my Heavenly Father. Besides posting His Word I am printing small booklets that can be read quickly against a long book that can take longer to read. One more way to spread His Word. Furthermore, the words that I write do not come from my mind, instead, when I am writing is like writing dictation from the voice ingrained within by the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being.

The Silence of Death …

It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 5:08 pm. Silence. I am celebrating my death. Death to my demanding ways. Death to my building castles on the morrow. I am grateful to be alive today. Tomorrow might never be.

Today my heart flourished with the Liberating Power of Love. I am loved so I am empowered to love. Experience. Wisdom. Life. Joy. Peace. The infinite Power to love forevermore. What else could I ever want for. To be honest with myself, I do not feel liberated by the power of a love so ever elusive to me.

Baffled. Lacking Understanding …

But I know I love. Intense love. Let that be sufficient. I refuse to complain. I know I am blessed. I also know I have blessed many people. Well? Yesterday was gone. Today is here. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Repeat over and over again for thousands of years. I don’t want to think about it but inevitably I do.

Reflecting In Retrospect …

Yes. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds, including my own mind, have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. Such revelation came to me so ever unexpectedly between Saturday, October 19, 2024, and Monday, October 21, 2024.

It’s now Tuesday, October 22, 2024, at 3:53 pm. The more things come to my mind the more perplexed I become. The best thing I can do is to be still. To wait until Almighty’s enlightenment comes to me. It’s now 5:55 am on Wednesday, October 23, 2024. Today, Thursday, October 24, 2024, at 6:19 am is here not there.

The Sound of Time. Tic. Tack. Tic. …?

Nay. Time has no sound. Or? It could be described as noisy times. Boisterous times. The times of Noah?  The times of good & evil. There comes GOOGLE! The naked truth? Colossal confusion! But I would rather write about the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration While I sit still waiting for the Almighty to continue developing the plan in his mind for me, He is making an impact in the world to promote the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration.  

May Your Will Be Done in My Life …

Name meaning thiaBasilia: belongs to the highest royalty, the royalty of the Almighty. Let me not be puffed up because of meaning of my name. It’s now 5:17 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. I want to start this day with a prayer from the depth of my heart.

Blessed be Your name, Father Yahuwah! Blessed be Yahushua, my Savior, and my Master! I come boldly to Your throne of grace with thanksgiving in my heart, to ask for Your help.

Father Yah, may Your will be done in my life and the life of Your people. May Your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our supplies both spiritual and physical. 

And Father, deliver us from the evil of our wicked beings’ will to live our lives as we see fit to live them. Give us the discernment necessary to survive in these days of confusion and endure until the end.

There is so much confusion going on that unless You intervene, we don’t know which way to turn. Show us Your salvation even Yahushua our Savior.  Teach us Father how to lift our eyes to You and follow Your instructions. Deliver us from false doctrines.

Teach us what it means to die to ourselves and live unto You. Give us Your strength to live Yahushua’s life.

Are we willing to sacrifice our comforts to follow Yahushua? Or, do we insist to live our life in comfort just like everybody else?

Am I willing? Yes, I am my Father, You know it. And I thank for my past of lack and anxiety as for my present of abundance of all supplies needed for my comfort. Deliver me from regressing to the fear of mankind and the slavery of money. Deliver me from the reasoning of man and lift me up to Your reasoning.

This is a temporary life, let me live in my eternal life. Let me act and do so in line with Your commandments of love.

You said to be anxious for nothing, I refuse anxiety regardless of the attacks from it. I will not harbor anxiety. I lift my eyes to You to receive Your peace. 

I trust myself to You for You care for me. I will not harbor doubt and unbelief in You. And I thank You for the measure of faith You have given unto me.

You know how the lack of money affects me and each one of Your children. You know how money causes us to falter in so many ways, how it affects our reasoning. 

You say, we cannot serve money and You, and yet, we are slaves to money at every turn of the way. Everywhere we turn we need money.

We cannot free ourselves, set us free my Father, I plead. Deliver us from the slavery to money and teach us to live without our obsession for money.

His answer?

“My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it. You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you. You don’t need to go after money to supply yourself. All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies. Do not destroy your body with anxiety and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life. Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such. Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money. Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it. Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance. Do not change the course I have marked for you because of money. Again, sit still and wait on Me.”

Thank You for hearing, for answering my prayer.

Praying—Talking to My Master. Reflecting. Sharing …

It’s now 6:30 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. Saturday, October 26, 2024, at 7:48 am, what are You showing me by maintaining me in a reflective mood, my Beloved Master? Minutes are ticking, tic tac time tics by exactly as it tic tack yesterday. I wait. It’s now Sunday, October 27, 2024, at 9:19 am. It’s 5:30:am on Monday, October 28, 2024. Tuesday, October 29, 2024, at 11:15 am. No NET. It’s now 3:03 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. Still, no NET. I turned the computer off. Wednesday, October 30, 2024, at 4:22 am. I turned the computer on. The NET is on! Wonderful.

What a reminder that was!

What are we to do when all mediums of communication fail to no avail of restoration? Impossibly we say? Oh? Let’s think. What about if the workers, the experts are struck by lightning? Okay, laugh at me. But I can no longer laugh or cry without considering the possibilities in all that I do or say. I tremble. I am waiting for what? I do not know but it is imperative for me to wait like a servant for the Master’s instructions. Back to my reading task. Time? It’s 4:45 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. The day went by , nothing recorded on the last day of Pam’s care for me. It’s now Friday, November 1, 2024, at 4:04 am.

Wow! Here We Are! The 11th Month …???

It started off with a visit from Teri—the case manager. Change of company for my care. Wow! What a way to start this month. How prompt! Saturday, November 2, 2024, at 7:47 pm. This was a day to take care of myself with a good heart refusing to complain or feel sorry for myself. There is peace within my being, for I come to the throne of grace to ask for help continuously as it is written for me to do.

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. Hebrews 4:15-16 AMPC+

The Ingrained Voice Within …

It’s a joy to live by the ingrained voice within my being, the voice of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being. It’s now Sunday, November 3, 2024, at 1:21 am. Time to begin my day. Alright! Is it time to raise my voice. Not really raise my voice or anything hysterical. Again, life is a process of learning. We all have a choice to learn the truth about knowledge or we choose to emphasize our bias knowledge programmed in our minds is up to each individual. For myself? My choice has been seared within my being since 1985. I continue to learn about the truth about everything including what is happening right here in this room as well as the truth about everything happening globally. But what am I to do with such knowledge?  I just hear from within,

Laugh Like Your Father Up Above Laughs …?

Ha! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! It is written:

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion. I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession. You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth. Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him]. Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!  Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+.

A Day to Reflect …

It’s now 8:07 am on Tuesday, November 5, 2024. Waiting. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 2:00 am. Must I continue to laugh? I know there is a time to laugh and a time to cry. Now, for what I am experiencing I am beginning to see that those times for the most part happen in a single moment. Indeed, I am grieving the death of my friend plus the state and condition of the younger generation but at the same time I am laughing at the stupidity of mankind. 5:13 pm on Wednesday, November 6, 2024.

Wow! There Is Hope for America! …

But then again, what do I know? Nothing is like it seems to me. So? I am aware of the futility of making statements based on what it seems to me. Time will tell. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 11:03 pm. I do pray on high with all intensity, Deliver me from self-righteousness’. Thursday, November 7, 2024, at 4:17 pm. I am out of sorts. It’s now Saturday, November 9, 2024, at 2:54 am, almost 3:00 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest again. I remain resting in bosom of my Heavenly Father. Yesterday I was not inclined to record anything; I am simply in wonder letting all things happen like a gentle rain to refresh the depth of my soul. Today? It seems that I am to change direction. I am not sure yet in which way I am to go. I wait.

The Dream

Or was it a vision? Regardless, I had just settled in bed when I saw a black/yellow butterfly on the center of 3 layers. I meant to create a graphic, but I got side tracked until this morning. Here is more or less what I saw:

It’s now Monday, November 11, 2024, at 2:12 am. My body is not responding but my soul is free. I wait. Feeling better. Tuesday, November 12, 2024, at 3:47 am. Computer setup completed yesterday. More organizing today, Wednesday, November 13, 2024, at 6:08 am. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 3:24 am.

I created a graphic portraying my journey & helpers at this moment:

Tee Jones = Kindness & Love … Acts of kindness for Denise’s mom on Denise’s birthday 2024. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 7:55 pm, bed. Up and about on Friday, November 15, 2024, at 4:35 am. It’s now Saturday, November 16, 2024, at 2:35 am. Denise’s birthday. Beautiful inside & out, that’s my daughter!

Silence. I no longer make statements to incriminate or implicate myself.

Date & time now is 5:44 am on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sleep from 5-9. It’s now 9:20 pm on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 12:52 am. Bed. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 4:08 am.

We Must Return to the 10 Commandments …

Quote:

Mat 16:24-28

(24)  Then Jesus said to His disciples, If anyone desires to be My disciple, let him deny himself [disregard, lose sight of, and forget himself and his own interests] and take up his cross and follow Me [cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying, also].

Proverbs 14:26-29

Just As I Have Been Sensing for it All to Be …

Up and about. Wednesday, November 20, 2024, at 3:12 am. I have no desire to chit-chat. In the chit-chat I sense those written words become the idle words I will have to give an account of in the day of judgment. I tremble. Yes, laughter is good medicine but, right now? I just don’t sense laughing is the thing to do. I wait. Here I am 2 days later Friday, November 22, 2024, at 2:50 am.

Much To Think About …?

To start with why does my friend insist in showing up without teeth in her mouth? But why am I so appalled at my own sight without teeth? In fact, why am I so appalled at the sight of any deformity? Really, I make fun of everything but the truth about the whole spectrum of my humankind is pathetic to me. We are putting a tough face but inside of us? O well! Anyhow, my eyes are set up high on the ONE Creator of our beings as well as the Creator of everything in existence. A reminder of what I have written before,

  • Knock down all around.
  • Raising up above the ground.
  • Survivors’ forwards!
  • Up & up on to eternity bound!
  • It’s my time to shine naturally.
  • No need to put on airs.
  • For I know who I am.
  • I know what to do.
  • I know how to do it.
  • The beauty of it all?
  • I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!
  • Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of my ‘shoulds’.
  • It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse.
  • Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.
  • I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
  • Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind on me.
  • I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
  • I am attracting more positiveness into my life.
  • The universe, that includes the host of heaven, is working in my favor.
  • I live each moment hoping to discover the promised revelation of my Master,  
  • I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation.
  • Such is my legacy for the rest of my days on these earthly grounds expressed in Proverbs 3.
  • Trust In the Master With All Your Heart …

The Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …

Continuing quoting:

His own Word is written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings as well as in the heart of each one of His beloved children individually.

And His Word shows what immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.

He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!  

That’s the LIFE I am set in looking forwards to.

New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Wow! What a way to start this Friday, November 22, 2024, at 4:00 am. Bless my heart. Saturday, November 23, 2024, at 5:17 am. Up and about. Today signifies one more 7th Day of Rest. Resting on my Maker I wait. It’s now Sunday, November 24, 2024, at 2:33 am. What is my Master implying to me right now? I got it!

Harmony And Unity

The power of harmony and unity that can be achieved when we embrace both our nurturing nature and our creative expression. It reminds us that we have the power to balance our relationships, careers, and personal growth by tapping into our inner wisdom and strength, otherwise, tapping the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s ingrained within our beings. Wow! What a way to start this last week of November 2024.

Discovery!

Well? I have discovered the source of my computer problems. Indeed! I have been murdering it unmercifully! How? By never giving it proper rest. But what is at the root of this discovery? The need to update myself! Wow! I am not old, I am outdated. What a relief! There is no way to remedy old age, but the remedy for my present computer? Get a new computer and give much rest the present computer before it conks out and I lose important information like it happened with the old computer. Monday, November 25, 2024, at 2:25 am. Tuesday, November 26, 2024 at 1:30 am.

Discovery Conclusion …?

It’s now 6:24 am on Tuesday, November 26, 2024. I have been led to discover that regardless all astonishing discoverers we shall never discover the ultimate all discoveries until the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s timing for any of us to do so. Scriptures coming to mind.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

Wisdom of God Once Hidden …

1 Corinthians 2:6-16 AMPC+

(6)  Yet when we are among the full-grown (spiritually mature Christians who are ripe in understanding), we do impart a [higher] wisdom (the knowledge of the divine plan previously hidden); but it is indeed not a wisdom of this present age or of this world nor of the leaders and rulers of this age, who are being brought to nothing and are doomed to pass away.

(7)  But rather what we are setting forth is a wisdom of God once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by God–[that wisdom] which God devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

(8)  None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Lord of glory.

(9)  But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [N1who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed]. [Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

(10)  Yet to us God has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of God [the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny].

(11)  For what person perceives (knows and understands) what passes through a man’s thoughts except the man’s own spirit within him? Just so no one discerns (comes to know and comprehend) the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.

(12)  Now we have not received the spirit [that belongs to] the world, but the [Holy] Spirit Who is from God, [given to us] that we might realize and comprehend and appreciate the gifts [of divine favor and blessing so freely and lavishly] bestowed on us by God.

(13)  And we are setting these truths forth in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the [Holy] Spirit, combining and interpreting spiritual truths with spiritual language [to those who possess the Holy Spirit].

(14)  But the natural, nonspiritual man does not accept or welcome or admit into his heart the gifts and teachings and revelations of the Spirit of God, for they are folly (meaningless nonsense) to him; and he is incapable of knowing them [of progressively recognizing, understanding, and becoming better acquainted with them] because they are spiritually discerned and estimated and appreciated.

(15)  But the spiritual man tries all things [he examines, investigates, inquires into, questions, and discerns all things], yet is himself to be put on trial and judged by no one [he can read the meaning of everything, but no one can properly discern or appraise or get an insight into him].

(16)  For who has known or understood the mind (the counsels and purposes) of the Lord so as to guide and instruct Him and give Him knowledge? But we have the mind of Christ (the Messiah) and do hold the thoughts (feelings and purposes) of His heart. [Isa_40:13]

Who Knows? …

The Scriptures above are only a glimpse of the reason for our ignorance these days that seem to be the last days of time as we know time to be. REALTY: I know who I am. I know what to do. I know how to do it. Shame on me if I don’t apply myself to do what I know and do it. But guess what? Without an inkling of I have been doing, I have been doing exactly what I am supposed to do. How can that be?

Time & Timing That’s How …

Wednesday, November 27, 2024, at 6:49 pm. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 2:14 am. Thanksgiving Day, so much to give thanks for. Let us give thanks to the Almighty Creator of our beings for the joy of our salvation. His joy is our strength. So be it. Going to Diana’s to celebrate. It’s now Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 3:51 pm. I am back. I will now prepare what needs to be posted. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 4:30 pm. Lov, thia.

The Liberating Power of Love! Post 4 …?

Who Cares? We Do But! …

Silence is our defense. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. We are the victims of well-meaning trained health care givers set up by the Government in power..

Unfortunately, we are all under the authority of the powers of hell. What are we to do? We are to quit complaining, asking for help, demanding anything. We are to sit still, and, wait. What? Have I lost my mind? No. I have not lost anything.

Reality! I Have Found It All at Once …

Yes, this is about my journey. It was October 21, 1986. Over a year since June 20, 1985. A remarkable change began on the 20th day of June 1985, which I chose as the first chapter of my Autobiography. The change started on that glorious morning. It was slow, it was a change from within that goes on perpetually.

It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 4:09 am. How interesting it to find myself in the exact predicament today as it was that day some 38 years ago. O well! What can I say? The way my children and good friends and care givers treat me drive me bananas. I could just smack them a good one and send them flying to the moon if only I had the strength to do so.

It’s a good thing that I fear their power to condemn me to a home and let the government take my SS check, force me to take all those chemicals, reprogram my mind to OBEY! I tremble! I weep for days. I quit eating. I am determined to help myself by showing them I can help myself! Then? …

The Power of Silence …

Phew! What a relief! What’s the sense to retaliate? It only shows my stupidity. Have I not learned to be still, to wait in these many years of misery? Of course I have learned. I don’t need to explain. Let the power of my silence restore the joy of my Creator within my heart.

The Joy of My Creator? …

Surely! I’m so joyful as I travel on the bright road to Kingdom land and I’m living so my life so Yahushua might shine! There! I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

The Liberating Power of Love! Post 3 …?

What Is All About? Is It Just for This or That We Live? …

It’s 5:45 am on Saturday, October 19, 2024. I do not want to think about it. Let it be. Be still. Wait. For what I am experiencing the reality of life is marked by the ˈstupidness of mankind. No kidding, that’s the infallible truth. So? Why should I get all bent out of shape when my stupidity is exposed to my face? Am I not of the humankind? Ridiculous.

Cliché or the Reality of Love …

…. PLATITUDE

1. A trite or banal remark or statement, especially one expressed as if it were original or significant. See Synonyms at cliché.

2. Lack of originality; triteness: “a passage of platitude which no critical prejudgment can force us to admire” (Edgar Allan Poe). ….

Guilty!

Am I? Have I made a cliché out of the ancient words written in the ancient manuscripts? It’s Sunday, October 20, 2024, at 6:24 am. Perhaps. That’s what it looks like. I see myself amid the stupid spectrum of the world at large. I weep, I wait, until the reality of the Liberating Power of Love from the Almighty resonates within me. All is well with my soul.

I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

The Liberating Power of Love! Post 2 …?

To The Point …?

Friday, October 18, 2024, at 4:03 am. It’s another day in this wacky journey of mine trying to make a point. Big deal! But isn’t everybody, including my mother-in-law trying to do the same? Well? For sure debates, likes, dislikes, compliments or caustic gibes are out of the question. Been there done that.

Even so? The inscrutable workings of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence in His mysterious doings, words, revelations, commands, and what have you to the numerous human beings proclaiming one thing or the other turn out to encompass all the dim origins of life.

Anyhow, I already made my point in ‘The Liberating Power of Love!’ I posted yesterday. I haven’t got the slightest how that post was received. No matter. By intuition or the faculty of knowing or understanding something without reasoning or proof I record my impressions or insights gained by faith, trust, and hope in the Almighty Creator.

The Almighty Creator or The Unknown God Are the Same …

Simply, it’s only lately that I realized the naked truth, I don’t know my Creator. I only know that His love is The Liberating Power of Love as it is implied in the Scriptures, He inspired me to post yesterday.

I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

Liberating Power of Love

Enthralled …

I am enthralled as I glide through the pages of the books I have been inspired to read. No kidding, this is the searing of the completeness of my being. How blessed I am! It’s now Friday, October 11, 2024, at 6:51 pm. Slept on the recliner for a while. The man whoever he was, was after my picture album I was clutching to my chest, he reached, pulled my picture and left waving it; I was screaming, ‘I’ll kill you!’.

I got up intending to go to bed. I went to the door, turned on the porch light, opened the door, grabbed the screen handle, open it but someone grabbed it, I could not close it, then I found myself indoor but I had to push with my whole body to close the door and lock it. I headed for bed. I was scared like a little child. I guess I was still asleep.

I laid on the bed. I quoted scriptures to comfort me. I slumbered only to sense a presence over my face. I opened my eyes; a sort of golden reddish metallic face was about to kiss me. I spoke in other languages commanding it to get out of my house. It left. By this time, I was trembling in fear. I called Denise. Denise comforted me.

Next, I opened my eyes at 2:22 am. There is a knot in my stomach that has been there for the last few days. It comes and goes. I don’t know what this is all about. It’s now Saturday, October 12, 2024, at 3:23 am. The 2nd 7th Day of rest in the 10th month in 2024. Into Your hands I commend my spirit Almighty Yahuwah. This is a day You have made for me. I will rejoice, be glad about Sunday, October 13, 2024, at 2:10 am. It’s now Monday, October 14, 2024, at 5:33 am. Enlightenment from on High.

The Almighty’s Grace & Favor Descending Upon Fallen Man …?

Indeed! Enlightenment from on High. No kidding, for a while I felt I was doing better every day, then, I began to feel worse. I cried in pain, I was angry, short tempered, I didn’t care for anything, until it came to me the meaning of my dream clearly. I had searched for the meaning of it to no avail. But then I let go of my search, I lifted my spirit into the hands of the Almighty.

Little by little I noticed improvements in my body, in my mood, even the knot in my stomach was gone. Suddenly! It came to me; I want to kill my angry impatience because things are not developing as I expect them to develop! Phew! Joy busted from within me. Laughter.

But most importantly, the Almighty’s Grace & Favor Descended Upon this fallen creature I was on my way to descend. It’s now time to get back to my reading on Monday, October 14, 2024, at 4:06 pm. And so? For the rest of the story later. It’s now Tuesday, October 15, 2024, at 7:26 am. Later came after a week of wrestling.

Calmly I Wait for Whatever Happens Next …

It’s now Wednesday, October 16, 2024, at 12:30 am. What am I to think or do, how am I to discern what comes from You my Master, what comes from my imagination from programmed fears in my mind? I see the veil over some people’s eyes that scares me somehow. Right now, I refuse to pay attention to anything disturbing my peace. I surrender all happenings into Your loving hands. In my mind the next came to me.

The God-Given Task

Ecclesiastes 3:9-15 AMPC+

(9)  What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

(10)  I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

(11)  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

(12)  I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

(13)  And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

(14)  I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa 19:9; Jas 1:17]

(15)  That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].

The Way of the Righteous and the Wicked

Psalms 1:1-6 AMPC+

(1)  BLESSED (HAPPY, fortunate, prosperous, and enviable) is the man who walks and lives not in the counsel of the ungodly [following their advice, their plans and purposes], nor stands [submissive and inactive] in the path where sinners walk, nor sits down [to relax and rest] where the scornful [and the mockers] gather.

(2)  But his delight and desire are in the law of the Lord, and on His law (the precepts, the instructions, the teachings of God) he habitually meditates (ponders and studies) by day and by night. [Rom 13:8-10; Gal 3:1-29; 2Ti 3:16]

(3)  And he shall be like a tree firmly planted [and tended] by the streams of water, ready to bring forth its fruit in its season; its leaf also shall not fade or wither; and everything he does shall prosper [and come to maturity]. [Jer 17:7-8]

(4)  Not so the wicked [those disobedient and living without God are not so]. But they are like the chaff [worthless, dead, without substance] which the wind drives away.

(5)  Therefore the wicked [those disobedient and living without God] shall not stand [justified] in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous [those who are upright and in right standing with God].

(6)  For the Lord knows and is fully acquainted with the way of the righteous, but the way of the ungodly [those living outside God’s will] shall perish (end in ruin and come to nought).

The Reign of the Lord’s Anointed

Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+

(1)  WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

(2)  The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27]

(3)  Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.

(4)  He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].

(5)  He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

(6)  Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion.

(7)  I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

(8)  Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

(9)  You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

(10)  Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

(11)  Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him].

(12)  Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!

The Remnant of Israel

Romans 11:1-10 AMPC+

(1)  I ASK then: Has God totally rejected and disowned His people? Of course not! Why, I myself am an Israelite, a descendant of Abraham, a member of the tribe of Benjamin! [1Sa 12:22; Jer 31:37; Jer 33:24-26; Php 3:5]

(2)  No, God has not rejected and disowned His people [whose destiny] He had marked out and appointed and foreknown from the beginning. Do you not know what the Scripture says of Elijah, how he pleads with God against Israel? [Psa 94:14; 1 Kings 19]

(3)  Lord, they have killed Your prophets; they have demolished Your altars, and I alone am left, and they seek my life.

(4)  But what is God’s reply to him? I have kept for Myself seven thousand men who have not bowed the knee to Baal! [1Ki 19:18]

(5)  So too at the present time there is a remnant (a small believing minority), selected (chosen) by grace (by God’s unmerited favor and graciousness).

(6)  But if it is by grace (His unmerited favor and graciousness), it is no longer conditioned on works or anything men have done. Otherwise, grace would no longer be grace [it would be meaningless].

(7)  What then [shall we conclude]? Israel failed to obtain what it sought [God’s favor by obedience to the Law]. Only the elect (those chosen few) obtained it, while the rest of them became callously indifferent (blinded, hardened, and made insensible to it).

(8)  As it is written, God gave them a spirit (an attitude) of stupor, eyes that should not see and ears that should not hear, [that has continued] down to this very day. [Deu 29:4; Isa 29:10]

(9)  And David says, Let their table (their feasting, banqueting) become a snare and a trap, a pitfall and a just retribution [rebounding like a boomerang upon them]; [Psa 69:22]

(10)  Let their eyes be darkened (dimmed) so that they cannot see, and make them bend their back [stooping beneath their burden] forever. [Psa 69:23]

Gentiles Grafted In

Romans 11:11-24 AMPC+

(11)  So I ask, Have they stumbled so as to fall [to their utter spiritual ruin, irretrievably]? By no means! But through their false step and transgression salvation [has come] to the Gentiles, so as to arouse Israel [to see and feel what they forfeited] and so to make them jealous.

(12)  Now if their stumbling (their lapse, their transgression) has so enriched the world [at large], and if [Israel’s] failure means such riches for the Gentiles, think what an enrichment and greater advantage will follow their full reinstatement!

(13)  But now I am speaking to you who are Gentiles. Inasmuch then as I am an apostle to the Gentiles, I lay great stress on my ministry and magnify my office,

(14)  In the hope of making my fellow Jews jealous [in order to stir them up to imitate, copy, and appropriate], and thus managing to save some of them.

(15)  For if their rejection and exclusion from the benefits of salvation were [overruled] for the reconciliation of a world to God, what will their acceptance and admission mean? [It will be nothing short of] life from the dead!

(16)  Now if the first handful of dough offered as the first fruits [Abraham and the patriarchs] is consecrated (holy), so is the whole mass [the nation of Israel]; and if the root [Abraham] is consecrated (holy), so are the branches. [Num 15:19-21]

(17)  But if some of the branches were broken off, while you, a wild olive shoot, were grafted in among them to share the richness [of the root and sap] of the olive tree,

(18)  Do not boast over the branches and pride yourself at their expense. If you do boast and feel superior, remember it is not you that support the root, but the root [that supports] you.

(19)  You will say then, Branches were broken (pruned) off so that I might be grafted in!

(20)  That is true. But they were broken (pruned) off because of their unbelief (their lack of real faith), and you are established through faith [because you do believe]. So do not become proud and conceited, but rather stand in awe and be reverently afraid.

(21)  For if God did not spare the natural branches [because of unbelief], neither will He spare you [if you are guilty of the same offense].

(22)  Then note and appreciate the gracious kindness and the severity of God: severity toward those who have fallen, but God’s gracious kindness to you–provided you continue in His grace and abide in His kindness; otherwise you too will be cut off (pruned away).

(23)  And even those others [the fallen branches, Jews], if they do not persist in [clinging to] their unbelief, will be grafted in, for God has the power to graft them in again.

(24)  For if you have been cut from what is by nature a wild olive tree, and against nature grafted into a cultivated olive tree, how much easier will it be to graft these natural [branches] back on [the original parent stock of] their own olive tree.

The Mystery of Israel’s Salvation

Romans 11:25-36 AMPC+

(25)  Lest you be self-opinionated (wise in your own conceits), I do not want you to miss this hidden truth and mystery, brethren: a hardening (insensibility) has [temporarily] befallen a part of Israel [to last] until the N1full number of the ingathering of the Gentiles has come in,

(26)  And so all Israel will be saved. As it is written, The Deliverer will come from Zion, He will banish ungodliness from Jacob. [Isa 59:20-21]

(27)  And this will be My covenant (My agreement) with them when I shall take away their sins. [Isa 27:9; Jer 31:33]

(28)  From the point of view of the Gospel (good news), they [the Jews, at present] are enemies [of God], which is for your advantage and benefit. But from the point of view of God’s choice (of election, of divine selection), they are still the beloved (dear to Him) for the sake of their forefathers.

(29)  For God’s gifts and His call are irrevocable. [He never withdraws them when once they are given, and He does not change His mind about those to whom He gives His grace or to whom He sends His call.]

(30)  Just as you were once disobedient and rebellious toward God but now have obtained [His] mercy, through their disobedience,

(31)  So they also now are being disobedient [when you are receiving mercy], that they in turn may one day, through the mercy you are enjoying, also receive mercy [that they may share the mercy which has been shown to you–through you as messengers of the Gospel to them].

(32)  For God has consigned (penned up) all men to disobedience, only that He may have mercy on them all [alike].

(33)  Oh, the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unfathomable (inscrutable, unsearchable) are His judgments (His decisions)! And how untraceable (mysterious, undiscoverable) are His ways (His methods, His paths)!

(34)  For who has known the mind of the Lord and who has understood His thoughts, or who has [ever] been His counselor? [Isa 40:13-14]

(35)  Or who has first given God anything that he might be paid back or that he could claim a recompense?

(36)  For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things. [For all things originate with Him and come from Him; all things live through Him, and all things center in and tend to consummate and to end in Him.] To Him be glory forever! Amen (so be it).

Words Beyond Human Understanding …?

Indeed! Joy. Peace Beyond Human Understanding fills my heart. I can return to my reading now. Yes, I weep as the stark reality of the condition of my human nature, but I take heart as I realize that the end of slavery to my human nature is right within my being.

Indeed! The Liberating Power of Love!

I’ll post these reflections as soon as I edit them. Then I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

It Is My Journey. My Soul Is Free Continuous …

Chapter 1

Going On Steady Upwards Not Backwards …

But nothing is happening the way I thought …

Well? I went ahead, I posted the introduction to the book. This is neat. I posted the introduction Tuesday, September 10, 2024, only 3 day ago, but so much has happened to change everything I had planned to format the book. Even so?. It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 3:22 am. I am ready to start this day waiting on You, my Master, even for the words I am to use to handle the difficult situations that daily develop.

Difficult Situations that Daily Develop? …

Ha! Now I am getting a handle of how to craft this book! It Is My Journey—my journey no one else’s journey. So? It is the story of the journey I am traveling on from defeat to recovery. Is the story of a journey in the process of transformation.

My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me.’

Vacillating. No problem. My soul is free from anxieties. Besides, certainty, resolution, decisiveness, confidence, trust, belief, faith, far outweigh my vacillating. The truth is that I am waiting for things to develop without my acting from my ideas of helping others or myself. When is time for me to act, I will act with certainty. But!

I Am Concerned …

You know it, my Master. I am concerned about my eating and working habits. I am beginning to see that what troubles me when I see the trend in this generation fits me as well. Is my heart overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of SELF-INDULGENCE, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life? I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait.

Ah! The Wiles Of The Devil! …

Yes! The devil exists despite the skeptics, atheists, agnostics, etc. the worst part? The devil exists within me! What? O me! I just thought about it! No kidding! No wonder why I am in the predicament I am in. That ego inside my brain! That’s the one whispering to me all these evil thoughts against me! And me? O me! Yesterday? My ego whispered to me that I was self-indulgent! And the Scripture was quoted to me. Why? Because I aim to distribute that Scripture big time! I created a graphic frame and set that Scripture in it with the title “A Loving warning”.

Ha! Ha! Ha! I Am Now To Become A Crusader! …

Let it be! This is too good! I asked for it. Yes, I did! Do you, dear reader, take notice of my predicament yesterday? After quoting the Scripture, I prayed, “I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait”.

Well? It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 1:00 am. I have been up for about an hour. I woke up feeling pretty good. I think I woke up dreaming that I was eating brisket with Patsy. But as soon as I entered the living room, I saw the empty hook where my house key is to hang. I remember that Maya put the key in her pocket when we went to check the mailbox. No problem. Maya was distracted yesterday and forgot to return the key to the hook, but of course, doubt, fearful whispers began to rumble in my ears about what people could think of my carelessness to guard my key. I thought to myself, “Who cares! I don’t have to fear anything! My Master is in control!”

Suddenly! It All Came Together For Me! …

Honestly? I am my worst enemy. Correction, I have been my worst enemy until this moment of time. I know now Who is Who for sure. No kidding, there are two natures within my being, one is my carnal nature, the other is the nature that the Creator breathed within my being when He created me.

What Now? What Am I To Do? …

Be still. Surrender my will to the Master of my being. Wait. The whole matter of this situation with the two natures within the human being will come to light for each individual as we progress to the end of time. No need for me to express anymore than how it has come to me.

Well? Am I Supposed To Become A Crusader? …

What? What is a crusade? Crusade: A concerted effort or vigorous movement for a cause or against an abuse. Crusader: a disputant who advocates reform. The question is, Am I Supposed To Become A Crusader? Dear me! Not ‘become’, I have been crusading for my Master since 1985 when He commission me to journal my life. But that is not the same as a crusader today.

No need for me to take matters into my own hands to exhibit my colossal ignorance of what really goes on with the rest of human beings. I am not in this world to change the world with such campaigns. Indeed! I am not that wacky at all! I am wise as a serpent, innocent, harmless, guileless, and without falsity as a dove. Matthew 10 is a reality for me.

Quote:

Matthew 10:16 AMPC+

Behold, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; be wary and wise as serpents, and be innocent (harmless, guileless, and without falsity) as doves. [Gen 3:1]. End of quote.

But Nothing Is Turning Out To Be As I Thought …

It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 2:07 am. I am on to Post this matter as the first chapter of My Journey. My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me. That is not what I had in mind to do, but now I understand why I was not inclined to publish only what I published last. I am now really enthused; I don’t have to publish what has already been published. This is truly ANEW, AFRESH in a new but different way. As I am inspired to, I will post this entry as Chapter 1. lov, thia.

Better Than Expected …

Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 9:15 pm. Bed. Up around 2 am on Sunday, September 15, 2024. It’s now Sunday, September 15, 2024, at 9:19 am. I just concluded that I am refraining from ordering things indiscriminately. Big step forward for me. I can hear the clamor from the peanut gallery! Ha! Ha! Now what should I expect a reward? Oh! But it is so hard to be a saint!

Seriously, I Tremble When …?

When I get the picture of what is happening in this crazy world I inhabit, and me? Obsessed with things like crazy! I need this or that, every day I invent another thing needed. And Yes! That is my ego sucking me in into materialism. But of course, the same ego is telling me that I am too hard on myself. That my problem is I do not love myself. Or another suggestion or approach to distract or to push me in whatever direction I choose.

No, I am not rambling on. I am as serious as a heart attack. And no, I am not attempting to practice stoicism or to vest myself in sac clothes. Or to walk on pins and needles. I don’t have to, I have surrendered my choices to my Maker as He commands me to do. Thus, He knows better than me what are my needs, and He is providing those needs superabundantly.

Indeed! It’s Better Than Expected …

It’s now Sunday, September 15, 2024, at 9:44 pm. I have been sleeping since around 5 pm. I don’t feel good. Evil thoughts of sickness and disease flash through my carnal mind. No matter. I fear not. Now I know which way the cookie crumbles. I refuse to pay mind to the evil within, without me. I hear quite clear, “Do not be seized with alarm and struck with fear; only keep on believing.” That was a request for the impossible, the daughter was dead, why trouble the Master?

In my case? I have been suffering with chronic pain for years. Everything has been done to relieve my malady to no avail, but the Master has promised me to restore my health and my wealth. The truth? He is doing so, only He is fulfilling His promises to me in His way and on His time. And when I am feeling down and out with pain, dizziness, and all kind of evil threats in my mind, He speaks encouraging words to me.

All Is Well in My Paradise, Sitting On Top of The Mountain Alone With Him. lov, thia.

It Is My Journey. My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me.

It’s A Wonderful Life for Us, Not Just for Me.

The Post Tell the Saga

I spent many hours researching what it is that people wants to read about. I noticed that for the most people is no longer interested in any guidance into divine revelations. It turns out that for the most what we offer each other is only words without knowledge. Unless like in the Book of Job, the Almighty Creator of everything in existence has dealt with that person like He has done with me. It is totally a personal matter.

Indeed! I searched and researched until it came to me the futility of my search with the mire to attract many readers. For goodness’s sake! The posts tell the saga, if people is not interested in my saga so far, I know that not even the best crafted headline shall make the difference if my content is only ‘words without knowledge.

It’s Results in the Content Of a Book That People Enjoys Reading …

So? Around 9 am I decided to go ahead with the book cover, ‘It Is My Journey. My Soul Is Free. It’s A Wonderful Life For Us, Not Just for Me.’ The book cover is ready, on with editing and formatting the book. On to the task at 6:44 pm on Tuesday, September 10, 2024. Slept for a few hours. It’s now Wednesday, September 11, 2024, at 2:15 am. Editing and formatting the book is quite a frustrating task. I have been at it for the last 2 hours without any progress. On for a break.

It’s now Wednesday, September 11, 2024, at 8:00 pm. Everybody is excited. Not I. Hurricane talk prevails. That’s what it is. Be still. Faith. trust. Aline my will to my Master’s will. His plan in His mind is in effect for me. It’s now Thursday, September 12, 2024. At 3:30 am. Will continue with my work.

Wow! Today? Big Day Promised …

No kidding, from the moment I woke up my mood became neutral. Sure, the cramps in my legs that woke me up could have thrown me in the usual, ‘help me’ but instead at the suggestion to relax I got up to move around thinking, ‘how can I relax? That doesn’t make sense, as I headed to find something to drink. The cramps stopped. I fix my usual cup of coffee while my thinking is kind of in neutral grounds. I remember the storm. Headed to check what was happening out my door. Turn on the news on the computer. Nothing as dramatic as Katrine and other big storms, but the reporters are looking for the drama to attract readers. Me? I concluded, “Why am I wasting my time reading the news? Guess I am looking for the same drama that excites others. Silly me! I need to get back to my work.”

Big Day Promised …?

Indeed! I am already bubbling; things are working perfectly with the formatting & editing. Then? My body is responding to my good mood. The reward? Revelation as the cause of my pain & misery! It came to me, ‘I don’t fear death, what is it that I fear?’ Fear of rejection. WHAT?

I Fear, I Crave For Approval, For Love …

This is the first time I have come to face this fact with flying colors of conquering this fear. But the question is, How? That’s it! I don’t know how to conquer it. Yeah, I can just hear the multitude of assertions on how, not only to conquer one fear or all fears but! None of those assertions have helped me one iota. The fears continued to affect my living until today to my own amazement. Why? Timming.

A Time for Everything …

How many times have I heard such a quote? How many times have I proclaimed it with vain airs of wisdom? Too numerous to count. I preached but I did not convert. In practice, I forgot all about it. No kidding, that’s the fact. All those quotes I flung indiscriminately only made things worse for me. I could not understand it until today. Can you believe it dear friend reading these lines? I am now penning with such confidence beyond my understanding.

Well? From now on …

I know for sure that I am loved to love. What is it that this sentence I have been proclaiming over and over for quite a while? It means that to be loved means to be taken care of like a mother takes care of her child. I have only thought of our Creator taken care of us, of being loved by our Creator but today I realized how I have been loved by my parents and the many ones who have taken care of me, including my children, teachers, doctors, care givers, faithful friends and so forth. Isn’t that an amazingly healing revelation? Let me go on with this post.

This Post Is The Introduction Of The Book …?

I am inspired by the voice inside of me to blog the book before I published it. This way I will establish my credentials as a worthy to read writer. Who knows? Perhaps in the future I’ll be familiar with the ropes to gain many readers to love me, and I to love them.

Reality …

As it turned out yesterday nothing happened as I wanted to happen. Finally, at 5:30 pm I gave up waiting for something to happen so I could exhibit my enthusiasm with my experience of the day, but nothing happened. So? I went to bed. I slept from 5:30 pm until now on Thursday, September 12, 2024, at 11:00 pm. I find myself in a sober mood waiting on the Master of my soul. Ha! It’s a good thing for me to wait on my Master instead of rushing with my elevated moods that come and go as daily living develops.

Conclusion …

I must accept myself as I am. Up and down as the waves of daily living affect my emotions. Yes, I am inspired to blog about the book before I publish it. But right away I am blurring out my hope for my gain in doing so. Silly me! I must remember that my Master has made it clear to me that I am not in this world to change the world or myself with the power of my own wits. On the contrary, He aims to change the world with His power to transform me into a genuine human being despite my wacky ways. Moreover, I am not the only one He is working on. Daily He is showing me the work He is doing all around me.

Humbling Experience …

Humbling and valuable experience entitling me to accept myself as I am, a human being wacky but honest at the core. Indeed! I am a genuine human being grateful to be loved so that I can love in return, period. lov, thia.

Publishing Lost Posts Before 2020 …?

(Take notice: I did not reformat, but it is published in https://anewthiabasilia.com/ without the former link to my old website: thia-basilia.com so you can now read it.)

First Thing this Morning …?

It’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:07 am. This is the last week of the 8th month in 2024. The first thing in Your agenda this morning is to check former post that can not be accessed by the public because they were published in my former website that was deleted a while ago. Most of those posts were written before 2020. Thankfully, I have a record of those posts in my external drives, so I can read them. Amazing reads! I am inspired to publish them again. So?

On to publish ‘Hit Bottom the Deepest Part of My Soul’ …

What a way to start my day! Hopefully the post shall bless whomever bumps into https://anewthiabasilia.com/. For the record it’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:27 am.

Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …

What Was Dormant Down There? …

The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …

Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …

The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …

Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.

No Need To Call For Human Help …

Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.

Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for help and for company. No human is willing to help unless I return to their lifestyle.

That’s Not Going To Happen, And? …

You know it my Father. No human can effectively help another human without You anyhow. I’m going to bed. You alone are my Helper.

  • Ha! My pain? Accelerated to the max! I laid there unable to sleep. Tears flowing. Flashes of the most remote evils done long, long time ago.
  • Up and down the hours flew by. Help, my Father, help.

The time was around 1:30 am on Saturday, April 6, 2019.

Mercy! Let Me Forgive Myself. Let Them Forgive Me …

Mercy! Mercy! I pleaded in all earnest. The covers became heavier than ever. My left foot felt like something was cutting it off. My body? Hot!

Up Went Arms And Feet. Off Went The Heavy Covers!

Freedom! Like Magic? The Pain And Misery Ceased …

Phew! What a relief! I laid there for a moment enjoying the comfort of my body. I got up. My mind? Absorbing the love and wisdom from on high. I headed to the kitchen. I washed the dishes. Then?

I Heard Quite Clearer Than Ever Before That Lovely Voice From Within My Heart …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect.”

Sleep. Could Not Keep My Eyes Opened. I Headed For Bed …

Did not record the time, but! Next? Woke up refreshed! The time? Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 7:41 am. It’s now Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 9:42 am.

Which Way To Go Now, My Father? …

Two hours since I woke up. Not a sound from Ahmad. Not a single email from my children or loved ones. Been reading about health and different issues of people’s concern.

Don’t Know What To Think. Not Sure On What To Do? I Wait On You …

Perhaps it’s time to clean up. Maybe fix some breakfast. Perhaps? Time to pause. Time to reflect. Time to give You my undivided attention? I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Help me, my Father, help me.

Ha! Your Words? Fulfilled Sooner Than I Could Have Ever Imagined …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have nothing to fear. You have all to rejoice.

Despite your human inability to comprehend this matter of pain and suffering? The suffering of the moment is the substance for the purification of the deepest part of your soul.

Fear not. Soon, sooner than you could imagine? Your pain and suffering shall come to an end. Soon I will wipe your tears away.

Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”

You Have Made Yourself Be Clearly Seen By Me, And? Made Yourself Real To Me For Sure! …

Wow! How real! Your manifestation? In awe I comfortable sit here. In fear of Your Majesty? I dare not make any conclusions. In silence, I worship You. I wait on Your conclusions.

Timely? You Speak To Me In A Train Dream …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:00 am.

What an amazing day You made for me of yesterday. Much accomplished in which direction to go. Not only with the blog/the books, but mainly? With my life.

Wow! It’s All Coming To Light Now. Father Has Always Been In Control Of It All …

I held my peace despite my view of all that goes on in my present circumstances. I did not make any conclusions. Ahmad finally called sometime in the afternoon.

Strange Explanations About His Life And Doings Do Not Rattle Me Anymore …

Strange explanation of the reason for him not to check with me since the day before. Such explanation left me with questions in my mind about Ahmad and his two brothers, but!

I Declined To Assume Anything About Anything That Goes On Around Me …

Wow! What power on me You bestow! Ahmad and his doings? Out of my mind, instead? Enhancing the created book covers. Editing. Finding the books to edit. My eyes set on Yahushua I spent my whole day!

The Internet Prevented Me To Properly Continue With My Work, So?

I headed for bed and slept for a couple of hours. Got up at the knock on my door. My friend brought me food. I ate. Tried the Internet again for a bit. Nothing working. Back to bed. Slept until 2:44 am.

Woke Up From A Train Dream.

  • “To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life’s journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.”

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:33 am. Must return to bed. Can’t keep my eyes open. I laid in bed reflecting on the reality of Yahushua within me. At last I drifted into sound sleep.

I Clearly See Yahushua Now. He Is Real In All My Doings …

For so long I have followed Yahuahua’s instructions to pray to the Father, ‘Our Father in the heavens’, but now? His words touched the center of my heart. Quote:

John 14:15-21

If you really love Me, you will keep obey My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–

  • The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize

I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come back to you.

Just a little while now, and the world will not see Me any more, but you will see Me; because I live, you will live also.

At that time [when that day comes] you will know [for yourselves] that I am in My Father, and you [are] in Me, and I [am] in you.

  • The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]

Wow! What A Revelation. Totally Revolutionized My Whole Being …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 now at 11:38 am.

Faint is my past. Even my past before yesterday. Clear and real is my present. Even the moment of His real appearance?

Clear. Real. Vivid In My Heart And Mind Shall Be Forever!

Song of Solomon 2:10-13

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Song of Solomon 2:14-16

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]

Song of Solomon 2:4

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Let Me Remain Faithful To You Forever! ….

Let all my past lovers deem away from my mind and heart. Let them all fix their gaze in You. Let me decrease. Let Yourself increase. Let me remain in awe of You and no one else.

For In Loving You? I Love Them All …

Dear Reader, this is the end of my life as it always been. A radical change is taking place within my being. A change I cannot tamper with. I cannot continue to post for a time.

My Times Are In His Hands Now Literally …

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 9:58 pm.

I’m heading for bed, my Master but You know it. Hope for sound sleep. I wait on You. Up at 2 am on Monday, April 8, 2019.

We are all like shadows on the earth …

Monday, April 8, 2019 at 3:36 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? What is there for a human to do? We are all like a shadow on this earth. Quote:

1Ch 29:14  But who am I, and what are my people, that we should retain strength and be able to offer thus so willingly? For all things come from You, and out of Your own [hand] we have given You.

1Ch 29:15  For we are strangers before You, and sojourners, as all our fathers were; our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no hope or expectation of remaining.

It’s now Monday, April 8, 2019 at 4:57 am. Can’t keep my eyes open. Heading for bed. Well? Instead of heading for bed? As I got up I woke up, and?

That Lovely Voice From Within Came To My Ears:

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. What makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine?

How is your life already making a global impact?

Why one moment you are up and confident.

The next moment? Frustrated. Discouraged. Unable to see the Reality of My Being within you, and now?

Yahushua’s real appearance to take over your life is a reality, but! You are already questioning that matter as per the way your body continues to suffer, and?

The agony of doubt and fear is knocking at your door.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? FEAR NOT! This time?

Yahushua is in complete control of every minute detail of your life.

His desire for you?

The song of Solomon Yahushua is singing to you now. Therefore?

For a time in your life now you must remain aloof from this world and all goings on therein. You must bind your mind, soul, and body as in the Song of Solomon.

At Your Master’s discretion?

He will present you to this world in a way far beyond your imagination.

From here on? You have nothing to worry about.

Your times are in His hands.

From now on?

Yahushua shall lead and direct you in the task I have assigned unto you.

I know how overwhelming your task has become, but!

Your Master shall now make it all a joy and a delight as He will make your task to be.

Remember, after this post?

Refrain from posting until Yahushua releases you to post again.

This is a time exclusively for your Master and you.

I am at work.

You have written. You have published. You have optimized.

I have been and will continue to do the rest in the heart of each one of the readers of the posts.

Rejoice! Enjoy your Master’s Presence forevermore!”

The Truth, Dear Reader? Checkmate! …

The complicated game of my worldly life is ended. Instead? The reality of my soul’s longings for that One with Whom to endlessly share my tears and my joys? All games pale. No need to play anymore.

The Reality To Be Someone’s Delight …

Who is so blessed? At last I am! I have no longer need to play the worldly game of life. I will now live the reality of my Master’s delight by the power of His love and wisdom for me.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

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Step By Step. Day In Day Out. Sometimes Holding His Hand. For The Most? He Carried Me Not Touching The Land …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:26 am.

So easy to read the wonderful journeys of blessed souls. So hard to grasp the meaning of writing and reading the tales.

Memories. Memories. Memories …

Good memories. Bad ones. Is there a purpose for my memories, Master? Back to the paradigm of my human nature. Back to the cause and effect of living without You.

Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!

  • Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
  • Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
  • Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
  • Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.

It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.

You Are With And For Me For Sure! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm.

Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen. I have waited all day. The silence is overwhelming. Just when I considered again the possibility to give up? You intervened.

  • Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
  • I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and? Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:

Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning

“Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.

The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.

That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.”

  • I tried to call Ahmad to no avail. But! As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
  • Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.

What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.

Perhaps. One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all! I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.

All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …

It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.

What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …

Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.

Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.

Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?

  • You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.

You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …

What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:

Isaiah 41:15-20

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.

I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …

“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”

  • It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.

“    and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”

From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.

  • You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:

Psalms 19:1-14

THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]

Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.

There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.

Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.

Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.

  • (Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
  • But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])

The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.

The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.

The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.

More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.

Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.

Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.

Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.

Proverbs 9:10

The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding.

So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.

Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.

  • The number One meaning Unity.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!

So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.

  • What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Welcome To Our Home

Physically? My Home. Spiritually? Our Home

My life’s journey is an Odyssey

An extended adventurous voyage or trip.

n intellectual or spiritual quest: an odyssey of discovery.

Good News

As soon as I give up my demands: Freedom! On Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 7:09 am my day began with a healthy breakfast. My feet looked even better than yesterday. I began to ponder about the doctor’s appointment tomorrow. Do I really need a doctor to tell me what I already know? O well! Back to my reading. Around 5 pm I got a reminder for my appointment. It came to me to check with MS Lilly to make sure she remembered the appointment.

  • What? She had forgotten all about it.
  • I lost it!
  • Next? Ms. Lilly at my door.
  • Emotions escalated.
  • Solution was suggested for me to keep the appointment.
  • Suddenly! It came to me.
  • I don’t need a doctor!
  • All I need to do is to cancel the appointment.
  • My tears dried up.
  • Emotions settle down.
  • It’s now Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 10:14 pm.
  • I headed for bed.
  • Slept.
  • Woke up 7 hours later.
  • A good shower.
  • Dressed up in my happy roses dress.
  • Fixed coffee.
  • Affixed the apron to preserve my dress.
  • Cleared my lemon juice task.
  • Cleaned it all up.
  • It’s now Monday, July 8, 2024, at 7:44 am.
  • My day has begun …Ending at almost midnight.
  • It’s now Tuesday, July 9, 2024, at 6:22 am.
  • And so, time marches on & on.
  • Hopefully you read these writings from my heart & mind, but if you don’t, it’s your loss not mine.
  • I would like to think that I don’t care but I do.
  • Even so, I must go on.
  • Wednesday, July 10, 2024, at 9:56 pm.
  • Bed.
  • Thursday, July 11, 2024, at 4:34 am.
  • Up.
  • Thursday, July 11, 2024, at 8:26 pm.
  • Bed.

Will continue …

Who Knows for Sure?

The greatest stumbling block of the times: KNOWLEDGE …

Spiritual Versus Secular Knowledge …

Most of my earthly journey I have been obsessed with obtaining the highest level of Secular Knowledge. It was a must for me. Secular Knowledge was my god. Then? The King James Bible flooded my mind in 1974. I became obsessed with the truth about it all. Of course, I followed many theories that seem to be the truth I was searching for. Thank goodness! The time has come for enlightening. What a marvel for the ability to let go of the past, to let go without regrets. The best part?

To Let Go of The Present to Let Go of The Future …

Wow! No need any longer to check the meaning of anything. Only the intrinsic knowledge of my Father’s Presence within my being. Does that mean I am to remain ignorant of my surroundings? No, indeed not! But it means my searches have now become unbiased, free from prejudice or the act or state of holding unreasonable preconceived judgments or convictions.

  • That’s the wisdom from above beyond my understanding.

Wisdom From Above? …

But how this wisdom has materialized? Well, for many years I have been led to read the meaning of words, idioms, numbers, colors, birds, stones, flowers, practically everything visible with the naked eye, everything learned during my life span. But guess what? Lately I was led to read the meaning of 844. In the long exciting reading I came to read the following:

In the Bible, Luke 8:44 reads, Coming up behind Jesus, she touched the fringe of his robe. Immediately, the bleeding stopped. The verse represents the healing power of the Divine, even in passing. But it also reflects the action we need to take moving into the presence of the Divine. Your Angels won’t force you to do anything. Free will reigns, it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …

Wow! What a Sneaky Way to Set the Universe & Myself in The Highest! …

… it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …But guess what again? That was the switch for enlightenment to set in. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love …for being my Savior eternally & forever in love with me. Forever & eternally, I worship You. Heading for bed, Friday, June 28, 2024, at 7:55 pm. Up on Saturday, June 29, 2024, at 1:28 am.

  • It’s now Sunday, June 30, 2024, at 8:25 pm.
  • The end of this 6th month of 2024.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up on Monday, July 1, 2024, at 1:45 am.
  • The 7th Month Is Here.

The 7th Month Is Here …

Where does it find me? Neither here nor there on neutral gear. No longer speeding to get nowhere my dear. Peace. Wisdom. Humor …beyond my understanding. It’s now Tuesday, July 2, 2024, at 7:52 am.

Beyond My Understanding …

My attitude, my way of approaching whatever possibility comes up anytime is beyond my understanding. I no longer jump to accomplish anything. Instead, day by day, moment by moment it comes to me I am not to depend on my understanding much less on my feelings. I am to be still, to wait. The beauty of it is that the more I do so the more my healing becomes evident.

  • Strange, isn’t it?
  • It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:03 am.
  • What happen to Wednesday, July 3, & Thursday, July 4, 2024?
  • They came & went. Me?
  • Reminiscing.
  • Neither here nor there.
  • Reflecting.
  • Wisdom.
  • Peace of mind & heart.
  • The question came to me one more time.

What are my gifts?

So did the answer. How I thought about scriptural gifts before. How those gifts apply to me personally. Still, I wondered. Time is flying by me. It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:30 am. The dawn of this day is approaching. On this day, let me read and reflect on those scriptural gifts.

  • Why not? It’s a good thing to set my mind & heart in such matter.
  • Even so, there is no need to quote the Scriptures as I am accustomed to doing.
  • I will read & reflect in Romans 12:1-21 AMPC+

A Living Sacrifice … Gifts of Grace … Marks of the True Christian? …

Marks of the true Christian, on this anew, afresh cycle I am living on, that’s the main part I am to set on my mind & heart. How blessed I am. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love. Because of Your love I can now claim those marks on me despite my fearful feelings or aggravating thoughts of the past, present or future.

  • O well! I could have
  • My bones broken
  • But! I couldn’t have not
  • Jumped over the fear stumbling
  • I couldn’t have not
  • Undone the knot
  • Strangling my throat …

Until the next post, lov thia.

Where Am I At? …

Where Am I Heading? …

Is It for Real? …

It’s now Tuesday, June 25, 2024, at 4:08 am. What happen to Sunday & Monday? Well? I am not here or there. I am wondering & pounding. How am to convey all that is in my bay? Genuine. Authentic. What’s the meaning? What it means to be genuine or authentic? Never mind. No need to get technical. I am tired of technicalness. Let me see what’s with me.

Two Days Gone but Not in Blank …

I exercised my wits to resolve all involved in my bank. It had to do with my online ordering food as well as everything else that comes to mind at any time. Ordering. Confusing information. Deliveries. Returns. Refunds. Rules. Automated support. Complicated? To say the least! Anyhow?

  • I came ahead of the ordeal.
  • Did I steal?
  • Am I smug in the muddy river of my mood?
  • Nay! No need for guilt or smugness.
  • No need to take the blame belonging to the great advance of automation.
  • Civilization. Where am I?
  • Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic.
  • That’s where I am at.
  • That’s where I am heading.

Is It for Real? …

As real as the reality of all that is written. I have come to understand that Yahushua—the Messiah, the One sent by Yahuwah, actually? Yahuwah Himself for there is only ONE Creator. Something totally out of my understanding I have now come to accept without regrets. I first laid my eyes on the pages of the King James Bible in 1974. It took all those years since 1974 for me to unquestionable accept all those preposterous statements. Preposterous? Indeed! My human mind could only assume to understand. Again, I was an educated fool speaking words without knowledge.

What Am I Now? …

Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic. Cheerful. Enjoying my blessings amid my precious children, friends, my neighbors. Reflecting a wisdom far from the foolishness of my past. I have finally come to understand how those written words apply in my earthly journey.

Again, I am not ashamed of the Gospel, the Good News written in that King James Bible my precious Jimmy Autry made available for me in 1974.

I remember, I now keep firmly in mind, in heart the written admonition written in those pages for the ultimate happiness of my being. It is written.

  • Fear God and Keep His Commandments
  • …. But about going further than the words given by one Shepherd, my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end, so do not believe everything you read, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:9-14 AMPC+

(9)  And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.

(10)  The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.

  • (11)  The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
  • (12)  But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned.
  • Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • (13)  All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments,
  • for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation,
  • the object of God’s providence, the root of character,
  • the foundation of all happiness,
  • the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun]
  • and the whole [duty] for every man.

(14)  For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. End of quote.

Humorous …

When I quote the Bible or anything related to the Creator of everything in existence, many well meaning listeners turn ‘holly face’ at my words. I do not mean to make fun of my listeners. It’s funny to me because I used to do the same until? O well! It is all written in the numerous posts portraying my journal. But to tell the truth we humans are some funny creatures.

Humor Me …

I don’t mean to sound pompous, selfish, condescending always talking about myself, that famous ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’ ‘Me’ but, talking about myself I leave you alone from any judgmental jive escaping my human mind.

Well? It’s now Wednesday, June 26, 2024 at 4:25 am. Time to post again. I am sure this post is hitting the mark in many silent hearts. But that is something is not for me to know until the end of what I know time to be. Until the next time, lov, thia.

My Journey Continues …

Anew Afresh Today for Me …?

I can’t get tired of writing about it. An Odysey. It was June 20, 1985. What day it was? I don’t remember. The hour? Indeed! It was 3 am. What was I doing? I had subscribed to a creative writing course. I have gotten my first review. Suddenly! My thoughts drifted to myself. A sort of film strip began to roll. My whole life in sight … It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf

But Today? …

It’s Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 2:53 pm. I saw 4:44 pm. The ultimate spiritual significance of the numbers 444 is that you were born to fulfill a bigger purpose in life. The Mighty One Creator is aware of this. He is and has been helping you to realize the same capacity and opportunities He has ingrained within yourself. He is assisting you in achieving your goals if you focus your attention on where you want to go in life and make an effort to get there.

The Significance of Numbers in My Journey …

I find it peculiar to notice certain numbers at certain times. This happens when I am waiting for directions on what to write next. Results. A past which shall remain in history with no repeat. But it points to the direction I am to go. I am heading home where I belong. My home. The Almighty’s power and authority in a loving environment. A perfect governmental foundation. Perhaps the war going on shall end in the completeness or the nation of Israel as a whole. Who knows?

But I Am Writing About My Journey …

So? It’s now Thursday, June 20, 2024, at 8:12 am. It’s been 39 years since that famous June 20, 1985—Yahushua stepped into my tumultuous life. My journey began. I was 46 then, I am now 85. I noticed the 8 & the 12 then the 3 & the 9. Interesting, 3+9=12. The number 12, it stands for God’s power and authority.

My Attention Is Touched …?

There is a Supreme Being Creator of everything in existence like is well known. He has led me all those years until this instant of my present moment. He is the only One Who well knows about my fears, my doubts, my discouragements, still, He always is with and within me, He never leaves nor forsakes me. That’s the fact. Nothing else matters.

Anyhow Here I Am Now …?

It’s Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 4:47 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest or the 4th day of rest of rest on the the 6th month of the year. What am I doing? That is something I am always asking. Focus. On what? Ah! Now I remember! Yesterday was Friday, June 21, 2024—a frustrating day. Of course, I bury myself in my romantic classics reading forgetting even my own existence. I do remember fixing me a big breakfast before my frustrations took root. I finally headed for bed around 9 pm. I slept until 2:15 am on Saturday, June 22, 2024. On getting up I collected myself. I guess those 6 hours of sleep did me good.

What Did I Rediscovered Yesterday? …

The futility of the knowledge craving in my natural nature. I wanted to know. I had it was a must know. The frenzy consuming me most of my life. Knowledge. It was my god. It came to me again, so what? What have I done with all that knowledge in my possession? The truth? Just made a fool of myself. Indeed! I was an educated fool!

What I Am Now? Least, Not A Fool Anymore …

I am part sunshine and part hurricane, shiny as ever since my birth. So states my Denise, bless her heart! But I am beginning to appreciate the truth of such a statement. Sunshine in my face for all to enjoy when the going is good. Suddenly the hurricane! No good anymore! No more sunshine on my face! The shine fades away. Darkness in my bay.

  • Bless my heart!
  • Just like that!
  • What?
  • The hurricane lands.
  • Silence.
  • Calm.
  • Peace.
  • Stillness.
  • No more temper illness.
  • Sunshine.
  • Shiny as ever since my birth.
  • Anew.
  • Afresh.
  • Not just a new life.
  • But my new life is in a different way.
  • Humor & laughter in my bay.
  • Joyfully leaping & skipping.
  • The Liberating Power of Love?
  •  Indeed, in my keeping!
  • Love?
  • Not quite just the romantic word we fancy.
  • But true love?
  • That’s the golden key magically shining in that keyhole to open the door of the earthly stall of my imprisonment.
  • So, it is written, though it is symbolically written, for me?
  • I have finally come to understand how those words apply in my earthly journey.
  • And no, again I am not ashamed of the Gospel.
  • I remember how it is written.
  • “But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol-like calves released from the stall and leap for joy.”
  • So be it.

It’s now Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 10:11 pm. When shall I post again? Who knows?   lov, thia

It’s Time for Me to Post Again …

Indeed! …

My mind is set on the plan for me in the Creator’s mind. It has been a moment of waiting, a moment of suspense. Even so, a magical miraculous moment daily, monthly, yearly forever sear erasing all fears! What an experience!

Funny Thing …

No kidding, it is funny the way life develops in our stay on this earthly bay. The lonely road. The cup I had to drink. The scroll I had to eat. We are all the actors in the eternal amphitheater built without the human mind in hand. Such is the place where contests are held, the arena of the human theme.

Indeed! Funny Thing, Bless My Heart …

On waking up yesterday after a sleepless night horror presented itself in the most unexpected way. Giving up the bed wobbling like a drunken sailor, I made it to wherever until I sat in front of the computer screen intending to continue with my reading to forget my miserable state. Forget? Indeed!

  • I can’t pinpoint where the horror set in.
  • The keyboard, the mouse refused to move.
  • The Internet decided to follow suit.
  • Then to my utter frustration the computer refused to respond when I pushed the button to turn it of.
  • I headed to unplug it of course but!
  • I could not reach the back of the computer without disassembling my clever dried flower arrangement I had set up ignoring the reason why I had left that empty space so I could reach the back of the computer.
  • O well! I have not bothered to take care of computer problems since I have been captivated reading romantic classics. That’s another story.

To The Point …

I finally successfully rearranged it all. Once the computer restarted, I began to troubleshoot. Began with the mouse, then the keyboard. Plug, unplug. Tried again & again. Tried a different mouse. Then? The horror escalated!

  • I made up my mind to give up my new modern keyboard & mouse gifted from Diana.
  • Determinate grabber on hand I headed for the closet storing my old keyboard.
  • I grabbed it. Oops!
  • It slipped from the grabber clashing on the floor all keys scattered!
  • I managed to collect the whole mess.
  • Keyboard restored I plugged in. Beautiful!
  • Now the mouse.
  • I examined the old cordless mouse.
  • I changed the battery and plugged the USB for it.
  • Bingo! What a pleasure!
  • Recording is no longer a drag.
  • It seems like the doors keeping my physical being imprisoned all these years have been boasted.
  • What a miracle!
  • Let me explain this keyboard & mouse issue.

One of the Issues That Has Plagued Me for Quite a While But! …

This issue along with all issues & fears strangling the life out of me is ending now as I seriously start to live up my 85th birthday shining like the sun in a clear blue sky! How is that possible? In the same way that all miracles are possible.

  • And that’s the beginning of this new stage that I am traveling happily engaged with my children and beloved friends.
  • Where are we heading?
  • We are heading to our eternal home to our Loving Heavenly Father.
  • He will swallow up death forever and tears and sorrow shall be no more. So, it is written.

Quote:

Isaiah 25:1-9

(1)  O MASTER, You are my God; I will exalt You, I will praise Your name, for You have done wonderful things, even purposes planned of old [and fulfilled] in faithfulness and truth.

(2)  For You have made a city a heap, a fortified city a ruin, a palace of aliens without a city [is no more a city]; it will never be rebuilt.

(3)  Therefore [many] a strong people will glorify You, [many] a city of terrible and ruthless nations will [reverently] fear You.

(4)  For You have been a stronghold for the poor, a stronghold for the needy in his distress, a shelter from the storm, a shade from the heat; for the blast of the ruthless ones is like a rainstorm against a wall.

(5)  As the heat in a dry land [is reduced by the shadow of a cloud, so] You will bring down the noise of aliens [exultant over their enemies]; and as the heat is brought low by the shadow of a cloud, so the song of the ruthless ones is brought low.

(6)  And on this Mount [Zion] shall the Master of hosts make for all peoples a feast of rich things [symbolic of His coronation festival inaugurating the reign of the Master on earth, in the wake of a background of gloom, judgment, and terror], a feast of wines on the lees–of fat things full of marrow, of wines on the lees well refined.

(7)  And He will destroy on this mountain the covering of the face that is cast over the heads of all peoples [in mourning], and the veil [of profound wretchedness] that is woven and spread over all nations.

(8)  He will swallow up death [in victory; He will abolish death forever]. And the Master God will wipe away tears from all faces; and the reproach of His people He will take away from off all the earth; for the Master has spoken it. [1Co_15:26, 1Co_15:54; 2Ti_1:10]

(9)  It shall be said in that day, Behold our God upon Whom we have waited and hoped, that He might save us! This is the Master, we have waited for Him; we will be glad and rejoice in His salvation. End of quote.

I dare to say: That is the Master speaking, not thia …

Tuesday, June 18, 2024, came & went. It’s now Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 5:03 am. Here I am! I didn’t fade out after all. Instead, I am back shinning like the rising sun, least that’s how I feel. Hope for all likewise to shine.  lov, thia

Beginning Anew/afresh After Settling Down In the USA in 2024…

Let The Tale of The Interesting Saga begin …

It’s now Thursday, March 21, 2024, at 8:16 pm. I need to quit and sleep. I need to work on my business cards. O well! Here I am on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 10:36 am. I think I have almost accomplished the effect I want in my new crest. Now what? Diana gave me a fancy keyboard. It is really nice, only I need to learn how to use it, but right now I am heading for bed on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 8:36 pm.

  • This keyboard works.
  • Of course it works!!!
  • Thanks a million!

It All Began with Don Miguel …

All things are working on our Almighty Creator’s loving will and on His timing. I am looking forward to whatever develops on this 7th Day of Rest. Time now, Saturday, March 23, 2024, at 4:01 am.

This Is the Present to Begin My New Life …

In the present, some 65 years later to begin my new life after the brief recollection only mentioned as the steppingstone into my present future. So much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being.

Here I am! …

I have been up since about 2:14 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024. Yesterday I met a delightful one Jacqueline. I am looking forward to establishing a friendship with her. I am so intense in creating new graphics for the new approach to my posting as per the new perspective is now established for me. It’s now 6:12 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024, looking forward not backwards.

What’s The Scoop? …

A dysfunctional journey timely turning out functioning full speed ahead. I repeat, so much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being on Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 10:50 am.

  • Created To Be Loved to Love.
  • Functional roots stemming from the Word.

A Dysfunctional Family’s Journey …

A saga of interest … I am beginning to get a hold of what I am supposed to do. But it is now Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 8:45 pm, time to hit the sack. It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 12:44 am. I am up. This is one more day of surprises. Going to the foot doctor. Maybe Jacqueline shows up to get acquainted. Who knows? It’s Monday, March 25, 2024, at 7:31 am and I am already tense, frustrated in the depth of despair whether I want to admit it or not. Why not after 7 hours of futile search for what seems to be non-existent elusive files. Is enough to curse!

Well? All Is Well Again, So Glad! …

It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 6:32 pm. This really was a day for surprises, the first surprise the long visit from Jacqueline, truly delighted to find such a loving person. Then? It was not the foot doctor I was to visit. I went to an Ear Nose & Throat specialist. Met a delightful doctor and staff. Soon I’ll be able to be set up with a hearing aid to fit my hearing problems. Then? I received my lifeline device in case I fall or have an emergency. But I think I will not be able to work on the business cards before I crash in bed.

What Shall It Be Today, I Wondered …?

Reading the information on the events that are prophesied to happen now and, in the future, makes me wonder but, I remain still and waiting for the voice within my being to lead me forward and steady to that future the Master Creator of everything in existence has reserved not just for me but for all and every individual child of His beloved family roaming in the 4 corners of this earth.

No, I Am Not a Witch or A Psychic by Far …

Much less a doom sayer. But I am gifted with knowledge beyond what the human mind can conceived. Some consider me to be a prophet, but I do not consider myself to be so. So? What do I consider myself to be? That’s a good question that I have not come up with quite the right response to. But really? Is it not enough to know what I am not? And how do I know what I am not? By the preponderance of the evidence, I know what I am not.

 What Evidence?

The fact that I am not in any way shape or form able to come up with performing miracles or the magic tricks such persons in that lot of life perform. Can you imagine me coming up with a magic wand turning a frog into a prince?

What I Know for Sure Is That …?

O well! But one thing I know for sure is that I am a blessed child of my Heavenly Father. He has given me at this point of my journey here on these earthly grounds as those exist right now, the evidence of the abundance He has promised to me since 1985. Chee-Whiz! That was a long sentence! Anyhow, this was also a long scoop! I’ll continue in the next scoop. lov, thiaBasilia.

No Longer Set on My Beliefs To My Credit …

No Longer Set on My Beliefs To My Credit …

Can You Believe It? …

Anyhow? That’s My Reality to Begin 2024 …

  • Monday, January 1, 2024, at 4:44 am.

How appropriate! I don’t believe in numbers, but I pay attention to the Author of the numbers recorded in the Bible and appearing to me often enough at the appropriate times. As I began to record a moment ago, my eyes sat on the hour at 4:44 am. The meaning of number 444 is without a doubt a confirmation of what I just posted. Coincidence? Perhaps that is what it is in the human’s mind, but!

My Human’s Mind Is Unreliable …

That has been my discovery for quite some time, but it is only in the past year that this matter has been confirmed to me to the point that I cannot any longer rely on my human mind. For it has been a shocking matter to discover that practically all stored information has been misinterpreted by my human mind. No kidding! Even so, the whole issue is under the control of the Master of my being.

  • Therefore? No regrets. No fears. No worries. Instead?
  • Courage to state what I am inspired to state about the truth to set us free in an inoffensive way.

About My Goals …

What are ‘my goals’? From the beginning my goal was to make piles of money to eliminate poverty in this world, what a joke! Time! There is humor in the course of time, no doubt about it. Of course, time & timing sense of humor march together determinate to knock some sense into our nonsensical cranial cavities.

  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 5:48 am.
  • The 2nd day in 2024.
  • What’s the meaning of 2024?

Number 2024 Meaning: Listen to The Inner Voice …

This is my prayer now more than ever before. So many wonderful things are developing in our midst! It’s most important to me to continue listening to the inner voice within my being, specially at the times of illness & discouragement. Yesterday was one of those times, but? After midnight things turned to announcing health & riches coming my way.

What Am I To Make Out of All These Happenings …

I am still not feeling well. Fear & doubt somewhat lingering dragged me down. I have all the means to be what I meant to be, yet? My body is not responding giving way to doubt and fear that is all a pie in the sky. Time for a break. I cannot sit here feeling the way I am feeling. Something has to change for the best of that, I am sure.

  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 8:44 am.
  • Humor instead of anger, why not?
  • Right now, I don’t feel a bit humorous.
  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 9:16 am.
  • But I decided to pull up some jokes to cheer me up.
  • It did not work.
  • It’s now Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 11:24 am.
  • I am still in a funk.
  • I have not hear from anyone which makes me feel worse.
  • But then Diana called to invite me to lunch.
  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 2:14 pm.
  • Back from lunch.
  • Still in the funk.
  • All seems hopeless right now.
  • I am beginning to see the cause of it all has to do with my perspective.
  • I need Your help Almighty Yahuwah!
  • Unless You come through for me there is no one nor any way that I can overcome this moment of anguish.
  • Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.
  • It’s now Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 5:25 pm.
  • I will head for bed now with good thoughts in my mind.
  • Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 2:09 am.
  • Getting up for a bit perhaps go back to bed after a while.
  • I have all the means to conquer myself and accept the change from my past failures to the present triumphs.
  • For by the power invested upon me I aim to conquer the fear, the dread and great trembling after I had come among my loved ones a year ago.

Quoting The Scriptures To Conquer My Dread …

Paraphrased:

And my language and my message were not set forth in persuasive (enticing and plausible) words of wisdom, but they were in demonstration of the Almighty Spirit and power a proof by the Spirit and power of God, operating on me to give witness of the Presence of Yahushua within me. Whether my testimony has had any impact is not for me to worry about. Instead, I resolved to know nothing (to be acquainted with nothing, to make a display of the knowledge of nothing, and to be conscious of nothing) among my people except Yahushua the Messiah and Him crucified.

Hopefully, by the hearing of my testimony their faith might not rest in the wisdom of men (human philosophy), but in the power of God, as per 2 Corinthians 2:1-5.

NOW FAITH is the assurance (the confirmation, the title deed) of the things we hope for, being the proof of things we do not see and the conviction of their reality faith perceiving as real fact what is not revealed to the senses, as per Hebrews 11:1.

(5)  Also when [the old] are afraid of danger from that which is high, and fears are in the way, and the almond tree [their white hair] blooms, and the grasshopper [a little thing] is a burden, and desire and appetite fail, because man goes to his everlasting home and the mourners go about the streets or marketplaces. [Job_17:13]

(6)  [Remember your Creator earnestly now] before the silver cord [of life] is snapped apart, or the golden bowl is broken, or the pitcher is broken at the fountain, or the wheel broken at the cistern [and the whole circulatory system of the blood ceases to function];

(7)  Then shall the dust [out of which God made man’s body] return to the earth as it was, and the spirit shall return to God Who gave it.

(8)  Vapor of vapors and futility of futilities, says the Preacher. All is futility (emptiness, falsity, vainglory, and transitoriness)!

(9)  And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.

(10)  The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.

(11)  The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]

(12)  But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

(13)  All has been heard; the end of the matter is: Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments, for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of God’s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun] and the whole [duty] for every man.

(14)  For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. Ecclesiastes 12:5-14. End of quotes.

In Conclusion, What Is It That I Am Dreading? …

Ha! I am dreading the quoting of Scriptures might turn people away setting me as another religious fake. Wow! There it is! The fear shocking the life of me. No wonder I am so miserably sick! All I have to do now is to hope in You Almighty Yahuwah, Master of my being. My hope in You is my lifeline. I wait, confident that You are working all things as You intend all things to fit together for our good.

  • It is now 4:50 am on Wednesday, January 3, 2024.
  • I am cold.
  • Heading for bed to warm up perhaps I fall asleep.
  • Up again on Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 7:50 am.
  • It’s now 10:16 am on Wednesday, January 3, 2024, things are progressing.
  • I am no longer confessing how bad I feel.
  • I am doing so.
  • I am concentrating on the fact that I am doing well despite my bad feelings.

What’s The Sense to The Continuous Checking Things Out …

Perhaps that is my futile attempt to understand. But! I do not need to understand if I am to live by faith as it is written. Time to let go of the old and concentrate on enjoying the new. What a wonderful thought to avail me for the rest of my days.  It’s written:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

(11)  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end. End of quote.

Learning To Laugh at Myself Despite Pain & The Rain as It Is All In Vain …

Fun message in 2024. Humor instead of anger. Red hat: reminder I love you. And the apron? Reminder to work on myself! It’s now Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 2:00 pm. Graphic to illustrate complete. Time for a break.

  • It’s now Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 7:05 pm.
  • I have succeeded in baking my chicken tights & legs.
  • I enjoyed a piece but now I am sleepy, I shall head to bed.
  • Slept until 1:30 am on Thursday, January 4, 2024.
  • Got up since I could not sleep anymore.
  • I have been putting my cooking away.
  • It’s now Thursday, January 4, 2024, at 3:15 am.
  • Ready to close and post this record.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

Welcome 2024 … Hope …

Welcome 2024 … Hope …

It Is Just As Easy To Believe A Truth As It Is To Believe A Lie …

Hope …My Lifeline …

Thursday, December 28, 2023, at 7:20 am. More and more I am beginning to see the fallacy of our beliefs. This is something that is happening near & far from me. It seems to me that the older we get the better we can see things for what they are and for what they are not.

So Much for Statements …

Then again, those statements serve a good purpose to avail my own self. Such statements reassure me of the reality of my life’s journey concluding at the last chapter of Ecclesiastes.

The Way I Must Go …

The journey continues hour by hour, moment by moment, day by day up to this day. And hour by hour, moment by moment, day by day the way I must go is supernaturally shown to me. There is no way any longer for me to get lost in this world’s jungle. I am not alone as I am forging myself ahead to the end when time as we know time to shall be no more.

Until the next post, lov, thia

Can You Believe It # 2 …

Can You Believe It # 2 …

My Life in Shambles Built Into A Beautiful Vessel.

A Vessel To Hold The Flowers Of His Love …

Fluctuation: Constant Change; Vacillation; Instability on The Way to…???

Who knows? Yes, the question remains in my mind constantly. Is beginning to amuse instead of angering me. Better yet, I have begun to check myself before I check the world around me. Wow! What a mouth full of such statement. But is the truth. What do I mean by checking myself? Well? Take for example my waking up today.

  • Secrets were on my mind as I woke up.
  • Thinking back & forth about what secrets buried deep within us are causing us such damage to our minds & bodies.
  • Then I thought about the fact that I have no longer secrets within my being for I have exposed them all in my writings.
  • Or? Have I done so?
  • What? Now?
  • That is something for me to explore before I talk with my mouth full.

Talking With My Mouth Full …?

What a finding as I checked the meaning of talking with one’s mouth full. Part of table manners that for the most is no longer in mode these days. From an etiquette expert I found something that applies to what came to me at this point of my journey.

Quote:

This rush-rush culture also translates into talking with a mouthful. Instead of swallowing first before expressing a view, the assumed wisdom is that it can’t wait; that everything is so fast-paced, we have no time to think, therefore we speak. End of quote.

No Time to Think …

Go! Go! Go! Step out of my way or I step over you!  It’s Wednesday, December 20, 2023, at 5:57 am, time for break to eat & reflect. Ha! I thought for sure I was to succeed in making a big batch of delicious pralines, wrong thinking! Hahaha! Major mess-up I have no idea how to get rid of it, maybe tossed it?

  • Anyhow at least I got the mess isolated, I fixed and ate my breakfast, and I brushed my teeth, all I need to do is to finish the cleanup.
  • But it is now 9:40 am, which means I have been at it for over 3 hours.
  • That’s enough to put it all on hold until I recoup to plan how I will engage in the same task again.
  • I just can’t be defeated by my failures.
  • Get up and try again!
  • Will do!

But Getting Back to The Point …?

You know what? Perhaps this mess-up is a lesson to think about any project that comes to my mind. O what a predicament! I guess this thinking bit is different than assuming anything you think about. I guess should have swallowed my thought about successful praline making. O well! Live & learn.

Back to Fluctuation: Constant Change; Vacillation; Instability on The Way to…?

Who knows? Honestly, whatever is my answer the truth is that I don’t know. Yes, I am experiencing the fluctuation of my earthly journey as well as I am experiencing a rise in the elevation of my hope for a promised future ingrained within my heart and mind. But, that doesn’t mean that I know. The question remains, who knows?

My Sense of Humor? O Well! …?

I find it amusing to hear the answer that indicates how wrong I am to express such a question, answer given by so many people. In other words, I should know that it is this way or that way. “I know the Word!” Some exclaim.

  • Oops! Time for me to shut up.
  • I know better than to state my stand like I used to do.
  • Never mind that I no longer claim to “know” anything because like Job I was in the past speaking words without knowledge.
  • But? Here lately, I have come to see that it is not up to me to correct any issue.
  • All issues in this world are under the perfect control of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence.
  • It’s now Wednesday, December 20, 2023, at 7:53 pm.
  • Maybe head for bed?
  • Up at 3:16 am on Thursday, December 21, 2023.
  • In my mind: My life in shambles built into a beautiful vessel.
  • Ha! That’s the headline for the post today or whenever it comes to me to post again.
  • It’s now Friday, December 22, 2023, at 4:58 am

At The Umbral of Complete Healing …

Yesterday was a turning point in my healing progress. And this morning seem to me there is a turning point with my computer problems. But this is a mouth full, and I need to chew it up before I swallow it. I’ll wait to see what develops in the next few hours. For now, I shall lay down to rest, perhaps I’ll fall asleep. Friday, December 22, 2023, at 5:45 am. 8:09 am.

  • New day, Saturday, December 23, 2023, at 5:20 am. Feeling much better.
  • It’s now Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 2:24 am.
  • I have been up for about 1 hour.
  • I had an awful time falling asleep for the pain and congestion.
  • When I fell asleep it did not feel like I had slept at all and I don’t know how long I slept.
  • So much has transpired with this painful bout, hopefully it’ll be over today.
  • I am starting fresh in the computer on Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 3:07 am.
  • I don’t know what shall develop today, it is Christmas eve, much excitement and preparation for the party later and right now I don’t feel up the part to participate but I pray for the best.
  • The stabs in my head and the congestion are still a problem, I don’t know what to do about it.
  • Maybe I’ll laydown to rest perhaps I fall asleep.
  • It’s now Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 3:30 am.
  • Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 9:16 am.

My Christmas Gift 2023 …

I have been empowered to truly and for good forgive others as I forgive myself for hurts inflicted on each other in the past and in the present. Thus, my eyes have been opened to clearer see whatever was so obscure before. My mind & heart are now set supernaturally beyond my ability to explain. This is a gift for me of love, peace, joy inexplicable and full of esteem to be opened daily for the rest of my earthly days. How blessed I am!

  • Monday, December 25, 2023, at 3:52 pm.
  • It has been a wonderful day.
  • Showered with gifts!
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up on Monday, December 25, 2023, at 11:14 pm.
  • Working on graphic, My life was in shambles. Tuesday, December 26, 2023, at 8:08 am.

Can You Believe It …

The first words the Almighty spoke to my heart on August 8, 1985 coming to mind.

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please. You are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding. Some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers.

The uprooted of my soul to a chaos world …

Building, shaping, shaping, until perfection

completes the building making …

Built Into a Beautiful Vessel

To Hold the Flowers of His Love …

From Shambles to The Perfect Foundation Of Love, Peace, Abundance, & Joy …

Inexplicable Full Of His Esteem …

Indeed! My life was in shambles, uprooted, fallen. That was in 1985. Steady the Master’s hand at work all those years to complete the restoration of the devastation. Victoriously now along with my girls on we are heading to the end of 2023 joyfully expecting 2024 to be as it may one way or another however it could sway, it shall be the best for the three & me.

Until the next post, lov, thia

Can You Believe It? …

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Can You Believe It? …

Can You Believe It? …

Real Life Before They Were 5 Yrs. Old …

Combing Hair …

I was happily combing the middle one’s hair. The first born was somewhere in the corner of the room carefully watching the situation. Suddenly the high-pitched voice of my middle child was heard, “Mommy, where is God?” I began my display of such an ethereal answer hard to believe, but I was such dramatic one that I raised my free arm and exclaimed, “God is in the trees, God is in the flowers, God is in the birds that fly in the sky!” “God is everywhere!!!” then I stuck my finger on her belly saying, “God is in youuuu!”

  • Well? My oldest one caught the ghist of my display and quietly she came close to the scene of my display to assist and quite convincingly pointing her finger in her own belly said, “Yeah! I cut myself right here and saw his head sticking out!” Can you believe it?

Why Am I Going on With This Issue? …

Because it is quite significant, but! A new discovery! All these things running through my mind must be written down rather than talking it over. Why? The emotional machine installed within everyone is programmed to reject anything against the program written in that individual machine.

  • What time is it?
  • It’s 2:05 am on Friday, December 15, 2023.
  • Time continues to run.
  • And so does my mind.
  • I am taking a break to catch up with both.
  • Of course, I know it is a futile attempt, but all attempts are necessary to at least get an idea of what is and what it is not.

The Idea of My Life’s Reality …

What is the reality I must live by today? Jackpot! Indeed! I hit a big one right now. This pot shall supply me for the rest of my born days. Come on with it, thiaBasilia! What on earth are you talking about? Hahaha! I can afford to laugh whether I anger or amuse you! But that’s enough. I just found out that I am no longer codependent! But! Let me get a hold of this, to cement it in my mind for good.

Quote:

Dependency. Some level of dependency is healthy in relationships. It may be tough to make it through life alone, and most people thrive with companionship and social support.

Phew! I had Just Ruined a Brand-New Ink Cartridge, And? …

I began to get disgusted and furious with myself. The horrendous feeling of being a failure without redemption came upon me! First thing? The dread of facing Diana! Anger! Blame! Why Diana cannot understand that I NEED to print! Why didn’t she change the cartridge as I asked her to do? Now she is going to be angry, and I just don’t know how to cope with the least thing I do that could offend Diana … ???

  • That’s the moment when it came to me to look up how to get rid of such painful thoughts.
  • And that’s when I hit the jackpot!
  • I am not codependent!
  • I am not mentally ill!
  • I am not deluded!
  • I am not looking for approval!
  • I am hoping for a healthy relationship with my children.
  • And for that to happen we need to depend on each other for support.
  • And that is the support from my children that I am receiving and giving in return.

Alright! I Am Talking to Myself …

Enough talk. We are all traveling on the same track. No worries. Best of all? Fearlessly, I have made up my mind not to send out Christmas cards. It’s a waste any way that we can look about it. That was one of the stupidest thing that came upon me unexpectedly. I don’t remember ever sending Christmas cards before. O well? I’ll keep the package of cards marked with a big RED X! Hahaha! That is ought to do it! Well? Nothing is happening as I wish for it to happen. Diana grabbed the cards, guess she intends to mail them herself, bless her heart! Hahaha! Back to the drawing board. Heading for bed on Friday, December 15, 2023, at 7:54 pm.

Back To My Saga. Where Was I? …

Here I am! Another 7th Day of Rest! This one on Saturday, December 16, 2023, at 8:46 am. One more clue to the way we are going on the road we are all traveling in. Some think they are all set on the spot. Others tend to lean on the notion this is the end of the road. A good number are waiting to be raptured to Heaven. The atheist seems to me to be more Iamist. Lol! On and on the beliefs & doctrines are so numerous it boggles one’s mind. And me? My eyes are peeled looking forwards. For now? Photoshop.

  • Saturday, December 16, 2023, at 11:30 pm.
  • Bed. Up at 6:14 am on Sunday, December 17, 2023.
  • Woke up from a strange dream again.
  • The dream:
  • It seems that we were running an institution for the needy. We had run out of supplies and had no money. The one in charge of the distribution became deathly ill because of the situation. When it was brought the matter to the leaders one of them reach into his pocket and ordered that bread be bought.
  • I don’t know what it all means. It’s now Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 7:15 am.

Funny! My Last Post Was Ignored for The Most …

Maybe the dream has something to do with the situation I find myself in. What situations that could be? Ha! Good question! I must think about that answer. Maybe it got something to do with Codependency. I’ll see what develops next. In the meantime, I’ll continue to work towards putting it all together in a book as I have been inspired to do. Time now, Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 7:45 am.

A Surprise Shock …

A phone call. I will write about it after I finish setting up the book that I am working on. Actually, let it suffice that it all wound up for the good. Shock is over. Right now, is Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 3:08 pm. I am saving this file for now. I aim to work on setting the book that have been in my mind for a while now.

Well? Acceptance—Quite A Word …

I must accept the span of time from 1985 until this day on Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 5:15 pm to be exact. This covers the time since I have been writing, writing, and writing about myself and my relationship with the Almighty Creator of everything in existence. This is a fact that I must accept no matter what the cost.

Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 5:55 pm. Can you believe it?

Here it is!

Big change in the horizon! I let you know if whenever I shall post next to expand the issue, lov, thia

What Do I, Do You, Do Us Do With Our Problems? …

What Do I, Do You, Do Us Do With Our Problems? …

Let’s See. My Problems? They Go Up High, Why? …

One Year Ago …?

One year ago, Jordan time, I left Amman, Jordan. I arrived at the airport in Mobile, AL some 22 hours later. I beheld the beautiful face smiling big time of my first-born child! Joy inexplicably flooded my heart. Determination but uncertainty in my mind. The onset for the rest of my days on this earth as it is now. What has transpired since then?

Problems, Solutions & Healing …?

For myself, what did I do with the problems? Sit still. Wait. Go with the ethereal flow. Of course, that took a while to get a hold of me. The result? Stated in the DM of today.

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Conclusion. Decisions …

Wednesday November 22, 2023

  • You’re about to make some important decisions in your life.
  • Stick to your core values.
  • Don’t let social norms make you doubt your worth.
  • You’re going to do well.
  • You have gained the wisdom and perspective to make the right decision.
  • You’ve got this. You have learned the lessons.
  • You have gone through the preparation phase.
  • You’ve already done the inner work.
  • Release the fears about messing things up.
  • You’re going to be on a new path.
  • You’re going to meet new people, make meaningful connections, and find the right opportunities.
  • Your Affirmations For Today:
  • I feel safe and secure.
  • I am becoming physically and mentally more healthy.
  • Am I making myself a priority? In a way, yes & no.
  • I am focusing on making small changes every day.
  • All of my problems are going upwards, higher …
  • To the only One Who can solve them all.
  • What a blessing!

The First Thing to Marvel About …?

Healing. The marvel of the restoration of our health, for me, the restoration of the wealth inherited from my father. It is a marvelous thing the way everything is developed. In reality, no human hand could have developed such a plan. What a marvel!

Memories …?

Sweets memories to cherish of a lifelong gone for me. But for my children those memories of a life still going on are the healing elements to cherish.

  • Thursday, November 23, 2023, at 12:54 am.

Thanksgiving Day in 2023 …?

What an appropriate Thanksgiving Day to fall on the anniversary of my return to the USA. “Ah! But your anniversary was on the 21st!” would my Diana insist. Well? That opens the door to discuss time & timing for our memories to affect our lives.

Time & Timing …?

Perhaps that is a subject only from the mouth of the old ones who had survived the time enough to put together the exactitude of timing. Reading the history of my earthly roots in the book ‘Los Amates Amor y trópico’ by Edgar Barahona Pineda opened my eyes to see the immensity of my heritage. History way back to 1889. I am talking about my roots in my birth registered in Los Amates, Izabal in Guatemala Central America.

Time & Uncertainty …?

The mystery. Why is it that in this generation of prodigious humans the mysteries of life have become only flimsy cliché that is not worthy to mind? Ah! But the tide is changing! I see a glimpse of subtle interest in the gestures of several that bear with my attempts to proclaim my findings on these matters. Time shall tell.

In the Meantime …?

It’s 2:00 am on Thursday, November 23, 2023, time for me to start the arduous task to get ready for the trip. We are leaving at 6:00 am in route to Tallahassee, Fl, to celebrate Thanksgiving Day with my three seniors girls, Diana, Denise & Roxana & mates. I am looking forward to an exiting time to create new memories to last for the rest of our days on this earth as it is right now.

Well? It’s 5:22 am on Thursday, November 23, 2023, Thanksgiving Day. I am ready, we shall be leaving soon. The computer shut off to rest for the next 3 days.

Recorded by hand in Tallahassee, Fl. …

Friday, November 24, 2023, around 3 am. What a wonderful day my Thanksgiving Day was! My lovely Emily sparked my day, but the rest did no less. Much came to me about why we are the way we are? The answer came to me. Even so, it’s a delicate subject to bring about on Thanksgiving Day.

Saturday, November 25, 2023, at down, my mind was set on our reactions of the last 3 days. Emotions? Feelings? Anger! All deeply implanted within our beings. It’s now Saturday, November 25, 2023, at 8:46 pm, time for bed, will continue when awake. It was 3:27 am on Sunday, November 26, 2023, when I woke up. It’s now Sunday, November 26, 2023, at 5:53 am. What has transpired since I woke up? A wealth of true knowledge from above. What am I to do with such wealth?

Keep it for now. Don’t push anything on anyone. It’s Sunday, November 26, 2023, at 7:20 pm. Currently I am no longer interested in talking about anything with anyone. I had enough. I need to digest it all before I continue recording.

Well? A New Day Has Arrived …?

So? How is today to differentiate from yesterday? Have I digested my frustration of last night? It’s Monday, November 27, 2023, at 4:33 am. The accumulated rubbish of the week has been collected in and out of the house. How about the rubbish in my mind? How can I rid myself of such stink? O but I am exhausted with the insidious task to take control of things one way or another. And what? Am I the only one so set in accomplishing that control? Indeed! The whole race is intent in such a task. It drives me nuts!

What To Do? Where To Turn? …

Thank goodness! I can turn my head, my eyes, way up high! Past the stars the mun & the sun, on to the infinity of eternity. Why not? I have practically & unequivocally exhausted all the means to achieve, to relieve what cannot by any terrestrial means can be achieved or relieved. Why not lift my all form whence comes my help?

A Song of Ascents. I WILL lift up my eyes to the hills [around Jerusalem, to sacred Mount Zion and Mount Moriah]–From whence shall my help come? [Jer_3:23]

My help comes from the Lord, Who made heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip or to be moved; He Who keeps you will not slumber. [1Sa_2:9; Psa_127:1; Pro_3:23, Pro_3:26; Isa_27:3]

Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade on your right hand [the side not carrying a shield]. [Isa_25:4]

The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night. [Psa_91:5; Isa_49:10; Rev_7:16]

The Lord will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life. The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore. [Deu_28:6; Pro_2:8; Pro_3:6] Psalms 121:1-8. End of quote.

Master Versus Lord or Lord Versus Master? …

A subject giving way to numerous debates all claiming supremacy over the other. For myself I have opted Master because Lord to me denotes a term of condescending superiority ownership. As per Master to be an ownership of loving protection—ownership of my being to take care and protect me from the inevitable daily terrestrial perils in my journey.

Thus, Has Been My Experience Of The Great I AM …?

But then again, my experience is not to be imposed on anyone. Even more so, one year’s experience of Diana & Mike’s company has confirmed that fact to me. Therefore, I can now digest all my frustrations to my benefit instead of clamping inwards to store such frustrations in the cove of silent retaliation like I felt doing last night.

Mules Stuck in The Mud Pile Of The Beautiful Side Of Evil …

“Let them be My thiaBasilia, child of my heart, let them be stuck in such a mud. In time the torrential rain of blessings on them and curses for those not of your lot shall ease the mud they are trapped in. it is then when shall be released to gamble from their entrapment like calves from the stall”

  • Monday, November 27, 2023, at 8:50 am.
  • Readying for my day.
  • Monday, November 27, 2023, at 5:50 pm, I am back.
  • I need to take a break from recording right now.
  • Perhaps some reading is in place before I head for bed.
  • Monday, November 27, 2023, at 6:49 pm headed for bed.
  • Tuesday, November 28, 2023, at 4:21 am.

Pain, Doubt, Uncertainty, But No Fear …

Yes, I am down again. I spent a slumbering night; half-awake half sleep trying to piece together all I have learned about myself in the last few weeks. Pain, doubt, uncertainty, but at the same time no fear for I know, I trust my Creator with my whole being. Of that I have no doubt whatsoever. It’s really an uncanny, mysterious, or impossible to explain thing, especially when causing uneasiness or astonishment.

What’s Going On, What’s Wrong? …

Why I am down, obsessed with putting together the pieces of my past? That is something I have yet to figure out. Even so, right now I am somewhat reluctant to rush on any conclusion to answer such question. I am so tired of the continuous analyzing trying to figure out things ahead of time.

Trying To Figure Out Things Ahead of Time? …

Ha! That’s the PROBLEM! That’s the mud pile I get stuck in my own self! No wonder why the pain, doubt, and uncertainty. Am I deaf? Not really, I just put a deaf ear when it comes to the mules stuck in the mud pile. It does not occur to me that I could be one of those mules.

Just At That Moment, I Hear That Lovely Voice From Within …?

“O My precious child, My thiaBasilia how you delight My Being as you perceive the fact of your humanity. Indeed, My child, you are human subject to all the maladies the human kind deserve because of their insistence of self-sufficiency.

Regardless, I am Who I AM.

I have never given up My heart desire for a loving family to look up to Me with the loveliness of a baby looks up to loving parents doting on him.

Even so, I had to pay the price for such a family with My blood.

And there is the stumbling block, or the mud pile my beloved children including yourself get stuck in.

But soon, sooner than expected it will all become clear to all My children as clear as it has become to you.

Go on My precious child, you have nothing to fear but all to look forward to no matter the circumstances of the moment.”

Alright! Alright! So that voice from within is my Father Creator’s voice. He speaks to us all individually & collectible but, the majority of His children He has become what it amounts to a cliché or an expression that has lost much of its force through overexposure. Of course, I speak in hindsight. But, as I observe the jargon of these days, I am not far from the fact.

The Almighty Creator of Everything In Existence Is Relegated To: …

The Universe, my energy, my true self, I am love, I am free, there is no wrong or right, unconditional love, on and on goes the tirade of words without the knowledge of the Unknown God. Indeed! The Almighty is unknown so, His children have opted to adopt their own standards for what they assumed to be the reality of eternal love. The thing is, they are more convincing than ignored. Why?

Reflecting in the Creator’s Presence Before I Record Further …

Tuesday, November 28, 2023, at 6:48 pm. Headed for bed mainly to reflect on the matter. I woke up almost at 2 am on Wednesday, November 29, 2023. I do not wish to impose any of my beliefs or agenda on anyone because I do not possess either of them. I no longer believe anything that I believed before the Almighty stepped into my life and straitened my crooked beliefs. What I possess now is a relationship with the Creator gifted to me for His own purposes for my life. (Jeremiah 15:19-20) The Creator knows each one of His children as well as every single creature of His creation. (Hebrews 4:12-13) In short, what I write is what transpires between the Creator and me.

What Is the Purpose for My Writings …?

I have expounded on this matter before, but the human mind does not retain all that is heard, so, the need for a reminder. From the beginning of my writings

Why The Trend of The Days? The Insatiable Need To Control …

Plus anger—fear. The why of the matter has been revealed to me for my own edification. It took a long time to sear these things into my being to empower me to fulfill the purpose of my life as it’s written in  Luke 22:31-32 & Jeremiah 15:19-20.

Quote: (I was inspired to put my name instead of Peter because Yahushua (Jesus) was talking to Simon then but now He was speaking to me.

Simon, Simon (thia, thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that [all of] you be given up to him [out of the power and keeping of God], that he might sift [all of] you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9] But I have prayed especially for you [thia], that your [own] faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. (Luke 22:31-32)

  • Wednesday, November 29, 2023, at 4:30 am.
  • At this point sleep overtook me.
  • I headed for bed.
  • Slept until 6:30 am.
  • I am awake now on Wednesday, November 29, 2023, at 7:14 am, ready to continue the narration.

Under Satan’s Power I Lost My Faith for A Moment …?

For Yahushua (Jesus) had prayed for me that my faith would not fail me. Therefore, on October 21, 1986, things were against me. I complained. His words to respond to my complaint hit me like a ton of bricks. He got my attention. My faith in Him was restored.

Quote:

(17-18) I have not joined the people in their merry feasts. I sit alone beneath the hand of God. I burst with indignation at their sins. Yet you have failed me in my time of need! You have let them keep right on with all their persecutions. Will they never stop hurting me? Your help is as uncertain as a seasonal mountain brook—sometimes a flood, sometimes as dry as a bone.”

The Lord replied: “Stop this foolishness and talk some sense! Only if you return to trusting me will I let you continue as my spokesman. You are to influence them, not let them influence you! They will fight against you like a besieging army against a high city wall. But they will not conquer you, for I am with you to protect and deliver you, says the Lord. Yes, I will certainly deliver you from these wicked men and rescue you from their ruthless hands.” (Jeremiah 15:17-21 TLB)

Your words were found, and I ate them; and Your words were to me a joy and the rejoicing of my heart, for I am called by Your name, O Lord God of hosts.

I sat not in the assembly of those who make merry, nor did I rejoice; I sat alone because Your [powerful] hand was upon me, for You had filled me with indignation. Why is my pain perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will you indeed be to me like a deceitful brook, like waters that fail and are uncertain?

Therefore thus says the Lord [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people]. And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Lord. And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. (Jeremiah 15:16-21 AMPC). End of quotes.

Well? For A Refresher To The Readers …

The quotes above set the basis for the content of my writings since 1985. Since then, absolutely everything in my life has come to pass exactly as it is written in all versions of the Bible. Since 1974 I had acquired several versions of the Bible frantically trying to make sense of all that I was reading. But the more I read the worse things got for me at the expense of my precious children. For I had become a religious bigot—strongly intolerant of those who differed with my agenda to force my children to comply without any consideration of their tender natures. By 1986 I quit reading those versions. I was inspired to get the Amplified version for better understanding of what I was reading.

Honestly? My children have gone through horrors beyond whatever my deluded imagination had conceived! But! From the mud I was willingly stuck in, my prayer was not to get unstuck but to plead with my Heavenly Father to take care of my precious children because I could not do it myself.

Anyhow, Change Was in The Way For Me …

The change started on that 21st day of October in 1986 with the above Scriptures penetrating the depth of my soul. Yahushua (Jesus) had to pull quite hard to get me unstuck from the mud pile that was about to extinguish the life out of me.

  • With His first pull of the rope around my neck He jerked me all the way to Waveland MS, to the home of my beloved Neen & Skee Picone.
  • Another jerk back to New Orleans to the home of Pauline who was the mother of my sponsor to reside in the USA.
  • Then? The final jerk to the place of quiet and rest my Heavenly Father had promised to me.
  • That was the apartment beyond the house of Norman Joseph Martinez, My Honey or N. J. Martinez Only To Me when I wanted to get his full attention.
  • Under the loving care of this truly unique gentleman, I remained from 1987 to 1992 when he was taken from me.
  • I went into a shock for about a year.
  • Even so, the metamorphosis from a caterpillar into a butterfly had already taken the form of the butterfly that now in 2023 is showing off its beauty in full splendor.

What Truly Matters to Me Now …

To stay aligned to the will of my Master, owner of my soul. By all means, I do not want to be free and on my own. No! No! No! I’ll be the greatest fool should I even think of such freedom! I been there I done that! Ten million religions, beliefs, religious as secular, as well what is understood as spiritual, Md’s, PH’s, Philosophers, Dali this Mohamad’s that, Yoga, and what have you, none, absolutely none can pluck me out of Yahushua’s heart where I reside. How blessed I am!

What Is to Happen Next …

Next? The unexpected blessings that I could not see much less appreciate when I was stuck in the mud pile of my staunch deranged beliefs. I am no longer trying to figure out what is to happen next. I am finally sitting still but working in perfect peace expressing myself with clarity, the type which engages the attention of whomever is attracted to read my posts.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

Family Affairs–NEW DOORS …

Good News …

New Doors Are Opening for US …

The new year will bring an abundance of good news for us. For myself, I have been feeling stuck for so long, But things are starting to fall into place.

  • Friday, November 17, 2023, at 6:52 pm. Bed.
  • Up at 2:14 am on Saturday, November 18, 2023.
  • Things are starting to fall into place despite the inevitable daily difficulties the world can handle for me, for us.
  • For it is no longer just me, is US for sure.

Well? It Seems to Me …?

It seems to me that I can’t get away from regression at times, but! It never ceases to amaze me how quickly my regression turns into progression. I need to reflect some more about this matter. It is now Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 10:58 am. Time for a lunch break.

  • I appreciate everything I have. I am curious about the lessons I can learn in this chapter of my life.    I let life surprise me.    I am attracting enriching experiences.   It’s easy for me now to see clearer than ever before.
  • Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 9:50 pm.
  • This 7th Day of Rest found me unable to rest.
  • That is unable to rest the way I conceive rest to be.
  • I see.
  • What does it mean to rest from the work of one’s hand as in the book of Hebrews 4 on to the end of the book?
  • Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 12:03 am.
  • I will head for bed.
  • I will expound later what I have been reading again in the book of Hebrews.
  • I got up about an hour ago.
  • It’s now Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 4:24 am.
  • I trembled as I read again such fearful words, how those words are speaking to me in a personal way.
  • Even right at this moment I am in suspense.

Am I Still Catering to My Human Nature? …

That is something that leaves me in suspense. Anxious, apprehensive, I dare not decide for myself what is the answer to my question. The answer must come from on high. I’ll sit still, I’ll wait for the answer. I’ll halt my doings for now. I am remembering to finish reading Edgar’s book about Los Amates in Guatemala.

  • Time to quit. Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 9:42 pm.
  • It was 3:22 am on Monday, November 20, 2023, when I got up to do my Monday chores.
  • It’s now Monday, November 20, 2023, at 4:35 am.

What’s So Interesting in This Saga of Mine? …

Why am I bothering to record over and over the same boring details every single day? That’s my mood right now. Now I see it. Now I don’t! Then I won’t. On goes that song, “nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I’m gone eat some worms….!!!”

But Why, Why, Why!!! …?

Why not? O PLEASE! Ruffle not my fleece! DM. Religionistically, pray! Pray you say? Religionistically pray! Pray! Pray! O mine! And I used to pray, pray, pray! All kinds of prayers I prayed on my knees for hours I prayed, until? …I heard say, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” What? Who’s talking to me to say that? “Well, who are you praying to? I am answering you, don’t you know?” Oh? And how am I supposed to pray to You? “Just talk to Me, talk to Me as you would talk to your natural father, for I Am your Father Who created you to be loved or take care of you as your natural father should do. I created you to be loved to love Me first and uppermost so I would empower you to love yourself then love your neighbor as you would love yourself.”

Suspense. A Moment of Suspense …?

I am just bug off! I read in FB someone quoting all the Scriptures telling all to pray, pray, and pray! Goodness’ sake! That brought to mind how such quotes drove me to pray, pray, and pray with my own conception of what prayer was all about. But I had read several books about prayer and how to pray. I was zealous to follow such instructions confident that I was moving the hands of my God to bid my every wish in my natural mind.

Well? Isn’t That What Is Generally Understood Prayer to Be? …

Hum! Maybe I am wrong and everybody else is right, who knows? I dare say today! Anyhow, that day, I had prayed, I mean prayed! Bible opened in front. On my knees, on my face, my hands raised, tears flowing from my eyes, pious voice supplicating, praying in that way was my custom every single morning when I would jump out of bed to my ready pillow on the side of my bed was my daily custom to pray. That day? I was sure to get all that I had prayed for, instead, it came from within me, as I wrote above, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” That’s what came to me that exact day. I quickly answered, “And how You want me to pray?” “Just talk to Me as if I was right there with you. For that I Am. I Am with you, inside of you. I never leave nor forsake you. I never will forsake you, no, not ever will I forsake you. Talk to Me continuously as your day advances with all its implications. Talk to Me. Ask for My directions at every step of your way.”

Well? How Clearly, I See It Even Today …

Even today I am not feeling that much better physically as I keep hoping to happen. Then also as I read all those prayer quotes on FB. Yes, it reminded me of my religious days and It Just Bugs Me! Why? O well! We are all doing the best we can do. No need for me to let the doings in FB bug Me! I am off to fix whatever for my early eats on Monday, November 20, 2023, at 6:34 am. I’ll figure out how to continue this line of thought.

Okay! I Figure It Out, I Think …?

Leave me alone! Let me be! For the last few days, I have figured out that everything that I do, I do it to please or to impress others! That is what is bugging me! And the bugging infects everything that comes my way, what I read other doings, bugs me. What good, wonderful people like Diana, are doing to help me in all facets of my life, bugs me. I am just BUGGED! Keep away from me!

On Second Thought …?

May the Almighty have mercy on me! May He put that mercy within my children and all who are acquainted with me including whoever bumps into these posts I publish. The truth? When I come to my healthy loving senses, I realize big time how WE are all doing the best we can do to help ourselves and everybody else on these perilous days that we are going through. May these days be shortened for our sakes.

Go With the Ethereal Flow …?

Earthly flow could mean to go along with people’s doings to find out what people or trends are like among other meanings. Go with the Ethereal Flow means to find out the unexpected blessings I could not see when I was going along the earthly flow.

Indeed! All My Blessings Come from Above …?

Human hands deliver those blessings to me. For that I am grateful. Monday, November 20, 2023, at 9:33 pm. As usual I am tired, time to head for bed. Up at 2:12 am on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at the sound of copious rain. Rain is a blessing as well as a curse. Thank goodness for the many ways to protect ourselves and property from the harm that rain can cause. Tomorrow in Jordan time, shall be a year since my arrival back to the USA.

Should I Say Back Home Where I Belong? …

Where is home? And can we ever go back home where we belong? In retrospect, reading Los Amates book puts the question in my mind. So many solid homes—families that have managed to keep together preserving the legacy of their ancestors. For the most, we are like sheep without a pastor roaming about the shores of this earth. Even so, numerous are the souls that by now have awakened the urge to find out where is the home where we belong.

Where Are the Roots of The Tree …?

Where are the roots of so many dysfunctional families? That is the subject to consume my time from now on. I am on to a good start reading Edgar Barahona Pineda’s historical book. Back to the book on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 4:22 am. Restart for updates on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 9:45 am.

To Gain Insight into That Which We Cannot See …?

I have waited on the Almighty for that insight. Now I have it. He has developed all things in perfect sequence since He first stepped into my tumultuous life in 1985. Astonished I remain. His peace floods my being. He has turned on a supernatural switch to light up my whole being with the Light of His matchless unbroken companionship. How blessed I am!

What Are the Goals Supernaturally Set in My Mind? …

It is set in my mind to build large works that benefit society for a long time. And from now on I’ll do get things done not by my power and might but by the Almighty’s Set Apart Spirit within my being.

  • My senses and mental faculties are trained by practice to discriminate and distinguish between what is morally good and noble and what is evil and contrary either to divine or human law as per Hebrews 5:14.
  • That’s what I need to report in the anew, afresh HAPPINESS NEWSPAPER—thiaBasilia Reporting. And that’s what I am doing despite my fears & misgivings.

So be it , period, lov, thia.

Family Memories Present/Past …

Family Memories Present/Past …

New-Anew-Afresh Another Day …?

What Will It Be? …

The best to expect on this Sunday, November 12, 2023, at 3:31 am. All set for coffee then a good shower. Things are progressing. Need to restart computer on Sunday, November 12, 2023, at 3:09 pm. Monday, November 13, 2023, at 12:00 am. This has been a trying day with my computer.

Here We Go, Let Me Move to the Next Day …

That would be Monday, November 13, 2023, at 5:00 am. I have been up for about an hour taking care of my Monday chores. I am now beginning the process of reinstalling Windows 11 hoping to fix my computer problems. Well? It installed but it took me back to old versions of my files. I am just now figuring out how to overcome the problem.

  • This is the time for me to change my working routine.
  • The main thing is to attempt to learn new techniques taking advantage of the amazing improvements practically in all applications, especially the Windows 11 improvements.
  • Not to mention Microsoft Office and Photoshop 2025.
  • I really have the top of the cream of the top programs.
  • I must live up to them.

But That’s My Thinking Right Off The Top Of My Head …

Of course, my thinking does not materialize as my thinking portrays to me. Tuesday, November 14, 2023, at 3:26 am I got up feeling lousy. I have been up since 1:30 am today. Yesterday was a time of reconsidering my decision to live up to my call and purpose for my life beginning at home. I have been working on a graphic to deliver a message to imply we are all doing the best we can. But things were not clicking upsetting my apricot. I want to deliver that message in the next post I am to post. Right now, I am frustrated, ready for coffee break.

I’ll See What Happens Next When …?

When wake next time It’s 11:23 am on this Tuesday, November 14, 2023, but it feels like the day has ended. Well? The day is finally ending for me. It’s 7:07 pm on Tuesday, November 14, 2023. Much satisfied with the graphic. I worked hard and still have to clean up but I am tired, I need to head for bed.

It seems to me that this life in the world does not change. Everything repeats constantly no matter what. I do not feel very optimistic right now. But that is Ok. One thing is for sure, I do not trust my feelings. Reality or the quality or state of being actual or true does not depend on my feelings. Rather, reality does not depend on feelings. Things are the way they are despite my feelings. But at the moment it came to me to look up the DM.

Reflecting On the Matter …

I am beginning to see where the DM motivations are coming from. Way back in Genesis 3:15 we are given a clue to what is happening today. In general, we do not compare our doings with the doings stated in the Bible. Yet, our doings synchronize what is happening today with the Bible. Therefore, the Bible stands firm despite humanity standards of today.

You Know What? It Never Ceases to Amaze Me …?

It never ceases to amaze me how this ‘Bible’ thing has driven me bananas from the very first time I laid my eyes in the pages of that 1st copy of the Bible was laid in my hands to read. O mine, I was insulted! The young Baptist pastor realized that I was born Catholic and had never read the Bible plus English being my second language he figured to gift me the easiest to read version. But when I began to read the preposterous things to me that I was reading I surmise such version was written for ignorant people that had no command of the English language like I did. I got insulted!

So? I requested for a real Bible that would make sense instead of the copy given to me. Bless his heart, the young pastor took a long trip to the Baptist Book Store and presented me with the red King James Bible.

O man! I began to read in earnest. Wow! Those written words began to jump out of the pages into my heart. I could hardly put the book down. But I was under a lot of pressure taking care of 7 children under 10 years old, 3 from my own and the other 4 from different families. So much strife was going on between us all while I was enthralled with the discovery of the Bible. It all ended up with a complete nervous breakdown, my mind snapped! It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005 out of print but you can read a free version here: https://acrobat.adobe.com/id/urn:aaid:sc:us:cf58a996-ee08-49d1-a478-a6b63337d039 .

Creating New Memories …

Anyhow, that happened in the span of 74 years of my life. A past that has troubled and caused me the degeneration not only of my body but also in my attitude towards life in general. Even so, it is a past that has ceased to trouble me now in this 2022-2023 year coming to close on November 22, 2023. What a year it has been! A time to create new memories from the old ones.

New Memories Created …

Indeed! I can candidly mention that past now without affecting me of anyone in a negative way because the way at look at life now with a new perspective dotted to me from on high, no doubt about it. The neat thing is that the leading and protection from on high comes to me from different reliable sources just appearing without my asking or searching from them. And that’s the way the DM came to me.

What Is My Attitude Now? …

Like night & day happened with different circumstances every day or night so does my attitude. Everyday my attitude happens with different circumstances. The best part? I am now empowered to handle those circumstances like a pro.

Quote:

My potential to succeed is infinite.   I have the power to change.   I respond to difficulties with grace and confidence.   I embrace my vulnerability.   I live in the moment.   I am A-Okay whatever it rains or shines! Simply? It never ceases to amaze me. End of quote.

While I was recording the matter last night much hurt prevented me from ending my record so? I headed to bed on Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 12:37 am. I had quite a time getting situated to relieve my pain and sleep. But sleep finally came. I woke up around 5:30 am. It’s now Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 6:50 am, time for me to start this day empowered like I never been before.

  • Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 8:40 pm.
  • Exhausted, I went to bed.
  • It was a testing day again.
  • I changed my meal menu to see what would happen.
  • It was not a good idea to do so.
  • In the other hand, I got a surprise call from my Koury family in Jordan.
  • I also had a great chat with my Denise, and I got to talk to my Jude in Arizona.
  • I spent the whole afternoon on the phone but then something so special took place.
  • In my quest to optimize the graphic I am to post I began to search for pictures I needed to include.
  • In my search for pictures, I checked my old downloads folder.
  • Wow! I found the childishly-simple-premium-child theme.
  • Can you imagine that?
  • I purchased that theme in 2013 for the measly sum of $4.98.
  • I used it for a while then I decided to venture into the wide world of experimenting with numerous other ways & methods to blog.
  • To this day I have continued to experiment with this whole affair of blogging to my exasperation going from bad to worse.
  • Pity, isn’t it?

Well? Today Is A Turning Point …?

I have been at an accelerated learning point of my life. For what purpose? To establish me in the position of the head instead of the tail. I have lived my life as the tail for the most part. What kind of talk is that? Reminders popping in my head directing me to go in the way I am to go in the rest of my life.

  • Must head for bed on Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 5:32 pm.
  • Friday, November 17, 2023, 1:09 am.
  • Well? Another day after my 7 hours of sleep.
  • What was I doing while sleep overtook me?
  • Editing the record of the day.
  • Time to continue the task now.
  • Let me see.

It was Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 4:47 am. Yesterday was my Denise’s birthday. I must figure out how to celebrate it. For one thing, I must continue to listen & obey that voice within my being. What am I to quote on this day to get an idea of what is happening in my life that could affect the rest of my family as well as the rest of my readers. Why are things happening the way those things are happening?

Here Is The Unquestionable Reason For It All …?

O mine! I set myself up to search for the blessings record but instead I found the most amazing record of the post I recorded on Wednesday, December 20, 2017, at 12:56 am. Amazing! The year 2017 is the year when my whole life turned on the way up to where I am now. Now I must figure out how to post what I intend to post today. What I have been intending to post since I posted last.

  • Break time to reflect on the matter on Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 6:07 am.

What A Day This Is Turning Out To Be …

I had forgotten that today we were to the Library for a Christmas celebration. So? I barely had time to get ready to go. It was a nice affair. I had the opportunity to fellowship with Linda. Also, on coming back Diana asked Linda to drive me home while she had to go to take care of other matters. That was a blessing for it gave me the chance to share my testimony with Linda.

  • Next thing? I headed to collect my order.
  • Everything is OK except for my posture vest—too small.
  • Disappointed? Of course, but then I had the power to let go of such.
  • I put on my new high-top shoes.
  • I headed to show them to Diana.
  • I came back to head for bed.
  • Well? Back to Why are things happening the way those things are happening …?

At last! Here Is The Unquestionable Reason For It All …?

Confession, I am aware of my misgiving about coming out straight to the point of this matter. Why do I hesitate to come clear to the answer to the question? Because the answer is powerfully rejected by the most skeptical human beings inhabiting the world. Fear!

What Is It That I Fear? Good Question! …?

Well? So far, I sense that my children are beginning to enjoy my presence back into their lives. That means a lot to me but! But then? Coming out with the answer to the question of why things are happening the way that are happening these days would offend my children.

Hey! That’s What I Fear! What A Parading Of My Humanity!

I might as well accept the fact that as a human I tend to behave so as to attract attention; show off. I say that because the way I feel when the attention in a gathering goes to somebody or something else. Yeah, the worse? I pity the other party for being such a ‘show off’. Pittiful, isn’t it?

Let Me Cut To The Chase …?

I must remember the fact that I am not responsible for anyone’s reaction to my posts. No kidding! The best part? I am to be still, to wait, to write & publish all inspired words at any moment as I observe it all developing in the midst of my present living setup. Ha! Guess what again. I am now empowered to publish again that post in 2013 despite all my fears and missgivings.

My Bravado Is Troten Down …?

Somehow I wound up reading Diana’s updated page in FB. Suddenly I felt my heart constricting. In shock with my reaction I figured the best thing to do was to lay down, go to sleep. I slept for a couple of hours. It’s now Friday, November 17, 2023, at 9:14 am. I am now able to think clear.

  • My thoughts are becoming clearer.
  • I deserve to feel joy.
  • I take many conscious breaks every day.
  • I have the chance to slow down.
  • I always find a way to keep moving forward.
  • I will now see about heading to Diana’s to seek her help with the order.
  • Friday, November 17, 2023, at 9:38 am.
  • Diana is busy right now.
  • So, I went ahead to fix & eat my brunch.
  • Now I am ready to clearly record what is the best course of action to take under the moment’s circumstances.
  • For one thing, we are enjoying our company more than before.
  • There is no need for me to engage in controversial issues which the post in 2013 is all about.
  • All controversies are in the mind of the Creator’s plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation, to be loved by Him and for us to love Him in return.
  • This is a matter ingrained within us that shows in the relationships of parents and children.
  • We conceive our children with the wholesome intent to love and take care of them, molding them in the image of ourselves.
  • Of course, such is an instinct that we hardly recornize.
  • My instructions at the moment is to create new memories from the past/present.
  • That is what I shall continue to do from now on.

Prodigy Children …

That is what this generation is all about. Diana is the first one I recognized but, in the long run, I have been observing the amazing talents and glorified positions that my 7 children possess. Not only my 7 but also their friends who were part of their growing up as well as their mates and their mate’s families. Amazing!

How Clear I See It All Now …?

The suffocating fears that have troubled me in the past are becoming extinct, giving way for me to realize the beauty in the thread of our lives. The best part? I see how it is the same for my precious seven. I am looking forward to that embracing each other to become a reality.

Until the next post, lov, thia

Expecting The Best …?

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Expecting The Best …?

Honestly, I Am Improving In My Way To Look At All Matters …

My Sense …?

Reflecting I can sense the wisdom from on high descending on me. Better yet, I detect such wisdom in so many souls that have influenced my behavior at the present time. For the most part I am reaping the wisdom they portrayed to me throughout my lifetime.

  • How intriguing such findings are to me.
  • Time now? Wednesday, November 8, 2023, at 11:13 am.
  • I did not record anything until Thursday, November 9, 2023, at 4:35 pm when I went to bed.
  • Up at 12:04 am on Friday, November 10, 2023.
  • I am grateful to wake up with the knowledge of the Presence of my Heavenly Father hovering over me.
  • I know that He has me surrounded with love, peace, beauty, and abundance at all times.
  • Right now, it is Friday, November 10, 2023, at 2:34 am. I am enjoying a foot soaking in the super foot soaking artifact that Diana provided for me, and?
  • I am thinking about Diana.

About Diana …?

I was blessed with 7 children to raise, three of my own, four from other families but I treated the 7 as if they were my own. We were a dysfunctional family but a loving family we were, we still are. For Diana, being my 1st born and the oldest has managed to keep that love in us alive despite all our differences. What a blessing that child is to all of us!

More about Diana …?

There is so much to talk about this prodigy child now senior. But she has shown her unusual & marvelous talents from her birth until the present. She never ceases to amaze me. She has an amazing way to come through with help for anyone in need of help despite anything that could hinder others to provide such help. She gives of herself without reservation. This I did not recognize until now. And I feel that the same is true with all of us, we have not properly recognized her as a prodigy or recognized her unusual talents. Though that we often mention the fact that ‘Diana knows’ for we all know we can depend on her for the answer for us. She is the leader of the pack.

  • Friday, November 10, 2023, at 3:57 pm.
  • Take for instance this Friday.
  • My day started on a good note around midnight as I recorded above.
  • Then by 8:30 am I texted Diana to say, ‘Good morning’.
  • She texted back offering to call me at 9 am.
  • She called to invite me to go with them to Laurel.
  • On the way to Laurel, we enjoyed the scenery.
  • Then I began to mention what I had been thinking about the situation with her improvised way of computer work, but she stopped me to inform me of her plans for the next few weeks.
  • Wow! Exactly what I had in mind for the setup of my living arrangement with improvement.
  • Totally amazing because she gave up her comfort to make way for my living arrangements.
  • A whole year she has giving it all up working so hard to rearrange her own comfortable living to make a way for me.
  • But for the last month or so the results of her efforts began.
  • Understanding each other, cheerful exchanges.
  • Much less worry about my health condition.
  • This is the sort of thing that happens whenever I take a step forward with my attitude looking at things with the wisdom from on high.

Significance …

How can I convey, communicate, make known the significance of our doings for the whole year now? Perhaps sharing my reflections on this matter can do. It seems to me that the whole mess of fears & worries & hurts deep wounds inflicted upon each other unknowingly, all that mess accumulated like a big boil has boasted and promoted the needed healing.

Quote:

But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy. And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Lord of hosts. [Earnestly] remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on [Mount] Horeb [to give] to all Israel. Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13] And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the [estranged] fathers to the [ungodly] children, and the hearts of the [rebellious] children to [the piety of] their fathers [a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly], lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17 (Malachi 4:2-6)

The FACT …

No kidding Malachi 4:2-6 is coming to pass verbatim. I have been referred to as one Elijah many times. But I have come to recognize several of the Elijahs now sent before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]. I know that for centuries there has been numerous false prophets, false alarms, doom sayers and more to dull the fact stated in the Bible in more ways than one. But now what is going on is no longer false alarms, instead the message now is a loving warning as in Matthew 24.

Quote:

See, I have warned you beforehand. So if they say to you, Behold, He is in the wilderness (desert)–do not go out there; if they tell you, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms–do not believe it.

For just as the lightning flashes from the east and shines and is seen as far as the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be. Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together. [Job_39:30]

Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15] Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]

And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the N1universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14] (Matthew 24:25-31) End of quote.

Experience Over Understanding …?

I have been proclaiming my understanding of such verses of Scriptures for a long time, but now I no longer proclaim my understanding of the quoted verses. Now I proclaim my experience of the fact as I see it coming to pass but I do not understand how or when. For I am inspired to live today as the coming of the Master or the end of time as we know time to be shall happen tomorrow.

Quote:

And He told them a parable: Look at the fig tree and all the trees; When they put forth their buds and come out in leaf, you see for yourselves and perceive and know that summer is already near. Even so, when you see these things taking place, understand and know that the kingdom of God is at hand.

Truly I tell you, this generation (those living at that definite period of time) will not perish and pass away until all has taken place. The sky and the earth (the universe, the world) will pass away, but My words will not pass away.

But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose; For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth. Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man. (Luke 21:29-36) End of quote.

 

Worldly Worries and Cares Pertaining to The Business Of This Life …?

For years on end those verses have been engraved within my being. Even though I have floundered at times I always come back to heed the warning in that passage of Scripture. And now more than ever before, I am on the alert as I see what is going on in Jerusalem without any political influence at all. For the political issue in this world is the most corrupt issue that has captured the soul of most of human beings on this world.

Regardless, It Is Not Up To Me To Try To Change The World …

That is all the business of the Master Creator of everything in existence including us human beings. His purpose for my life is to change the world with mine and similar testimonies giving witness of His Presence in our hearts leading and directing us in the way that we should go to fulfill His purpose for our lives.

What Is Coming To End This Glorious Month …

A colorful month this is. Shades of light & dark green, yellow sprinkles abundantly, then the reddish orange & the brown they all embellish the panorama. It is now 5:07 am on Saturday, November 11, 2023. Is the2nd 7th Day of Rest of this 11th month of 2023. The things coming up, Denise’s birthday on the 16th and Ahmad’s birthday on the 17th. Then there are 12 days to go for our reunion on Thanksgiving Day. From there on big changes are expected. It’s just an exciting time for us to give thanks and more.

Can You Believe It? …

No pills. No mantras. No addictions for me. Even though I am practicing nutrition to restore my health I refuse to get stuck in one routine of doing things whether they work or not. Also, I refuse to argue or try to convince anyone about anything. I respect sound advice even when it does not apply to me. By the same token I fear not to offend or get offended. But I have lived in other countries among the richest and the poorest as I have lived in the USA. I have experienced life from both sides of the coin enough to take a neutral stand. As far as my health is concerned, I have also experienced all sides of the coin. Therefore, I am now experimenting with my own way based on the effects of my past experience.

  • In this moment, I am letting myself be myself.
  • I let go of the constant need to do something or be something more.
  • I tune out everything and look inside of myself.
  • I connect with my heart’s wisdom.
  • My life is becoming deeply satisfying.
  • I invite more peace and clarity into my life.
  • I am ready to unlock my full potential.
  • I embrace the fresh perspective from on high.
  • I trust that the future will unfold beyond my wildest expectations.
  • I always attract the best opportunities.
  • I am satisfied with what I have.
  • I value all the opportunities I have.
  • I see mistakes as learning opportunities.

On this note I shall post today, I think. I’ll see what develops. Saturday, November 11, 2023, at 9:33 am.

Until the next post, lov, thia

 

 

Well? I Posted. Now What? …

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Well? I Posted. Now What? …

It was Tuesday, October 31, 2023, around 6:45 am when I posted.

I found myself sleepy and no ambitious at all. Ah! Updates in CC. Updated to Photoshop 2025. Hopefully there will be no surprises.

  • What is more, it’s now Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 3:07 pm and my post has not been checked by anyone, I wonder why.
  • Just then the bell rang to announce a mail from WordPress support telling me what was wrong with the site.
  • At their suggestion on how to correct it, I remember how to fix it myself by finding the theme that had worked for me before.
  • Once I corrected the site it came to me how to continue posting to strengthen the brethren.
  • I am working on a graphic to head the next post with the following words:
  • My dreams are coming true.
  • My wealth & my health are restored.
  • I wish the same for you.
  • All working fine I decided to take a break.
  • Nice sunny day inviting for a walk.
  • Suddenly Diana & Mike on the way to lunch.
  • They invited me to join them. I had a delightful time.
  • You know what?

Now I Know What …

I am authentic, that’s why I am beginning to take all things with a grain of salt. I found that out in the extra DM email in my inbox.

Quote:

Being Authentic – The End of the Month Message for October

By Jigeesha

Last Updated: October 30, 2023

We’re willing to go to great lengths to make people like us.

So sometimes, we hide our true selves, engage in people-pleasing behaviors, and shut down the voice of our intuition.

But no matter how hard you try, you can’t change how others perceive you.

We do not have an ideal world.

People are quick to judge. They do things with a hidden agenda. They mock those they don’t fully understand.

Some people will always be judgmental.

But you don’t have to live life feeling suffocated because of people who are scared of your confidence and uniqueness.

Start Living as Your Authentic Self

You deserve to be free. You deserve to live a fulfilling life.

Stop living a life of lies.

It’s time to embrace a new sense of freedom in your life!

Shut out the noise

You shouldn’t have to feel like you’re constantly betraying yourself.

Cut down the noise. Tap into the truth of who you are. Your life doesn’t have to look like anyone else’s! You can live freely on your own terms.

Learn to become your authentic self.

In order to live true to yourself, you have to know yourself first.

Many of our behaviors and habits are influenced by past events and experiences that we are not fully aware of.

You have to practice self-awareness to uncover the source of your beliefs.

Learning to Trust Yourself

You know what’s best for you, so trust yourself. Choose your response based on what you value.

Becoming more secure and building self-confidence is a skill you can gradually develop.

The way you talk to yourself significantly impacts the way you behave, act, and perceive the world around you.

Practicing positive self-talk allows you to become your own cheerleader.

It’s natural to have certain doubts and fears, but when you’re self-confident and have the right mindset, you can overcome your fears.

You can realize your full potential in life.

Building Self-Confidence: 4 Ways to Help You Get Started

Living an Authentic Life is Within Your Reach

An authentic life doesn’t necessarily mean a perfect life.

Life will still have challenges and obstacles. But living authentically will give you greater confidence and courage to tackle everything that comes your way. You will be able to live a life that’s more peaceful and fulfilling. Goodness will come to you effortlessly.

Live up to your core values.

Live in the flow and listen to the wisdom of your heart.

Let the answers come to you.

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Your Motivations For Today:

You have overcome the traumatic event, but you don’t feel the same sense of excitement anymore.   You feel jaded and worn out. It won’t always be this way.   Slowly, you will be able to reconnect with this life of yours.

Complete your Motivation…

Whatever More Could I Want For? …

A desk with a keyboard & mouse & a footrest & a decent chair to help my faulty posture. Hahaha! The truth? All my wants don’t make a hill of beans! Whatever want I have when it comes to be I always figure out another want! On and on my wants surge in my volatile mind but guess what? I am on to my wants. I pay no mind to them. I make do with whatever I have with a grateful heart. Bless that heart of mine.

Regardless! Patience. Wait …?

Good things come to those who wait. Honestly, the more I let go or forget about my wants, the more I get over & above whatever I had wanted for! Isn’t that enchantingly amazing? How blessed I am! And I wish the same for you dear & precious reader of these unique posts of mine.

If you read this post, please read the previous & pass on the word for all to wander about? Perhaps my mental health. Hahaha! HalleluYah! Until the next post, lov, thia.

Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 5:40 pm. Break. I am learning. What triggers my emotional reactions and why? Help me my Beloved.

Hope Is the Evidence Of Things Not Yet Seen …

Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 3:05 am. The 11th month of 2023 has arrived with bells of healing ringing in my ears. My day is planned. Shopping trip.

  • I am becoming the best version of myself.
  • No doubt about it. My perspective is shifting from my own to the Master of my being.
  • My confidence is growing, for sure.
  • I am making a difference in the world, even when there is no sign that I am doing so.
  • But I can explore all of my interests fearlessly.
  • Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 5:06 pm.
  • Back from my fabulous trip!
  • Bed. Will finish unpacking when wake up.
  • Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 7:15 pm.
  • Up but still sleepy. While debating whether to go to sleep Denise called. Long constructive sharing. Time now? Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 9:05 pm.

I Hear That Lovely Voice Inside Of Me …

“My Beloved, it is not about words, what you do, what you think, or what you feel others think or feel about you.

It is about WHO YOU ARE.

You are a unique person.

You are a Queen.

A Queen does not need to validate herself.

No doubt about it.

Your perspective is shifting from your own to the Master of your being.

Indee! You are making a difference in the world, even when there is no sign that you are doing so.

My Beloved, you are no longer dreaming.

Without any effort of your own it is all taking place just as I have promised you it was to be.

I am demonstrating to all what a Queen in my domain is to be.

Nothing at all likens to the highest royal in the world.

You are unique.

You are genuine.

No need to wear a gold crown.

No need to sit on an earthly throne.

No need to impose your rulership over the kingdoms of this world.

You are enough to yourself because YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.”

The time now? Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 3:32 am.

Evidence Not Hearsay …

Well? I just as well continue posting as I am inspired to do. It seems that I have lost all my readers but, I refuse to continue lamenting about it. I also refuse to be pushed to frantically search & follow the many ways of marketing the words I write and publish. Here is the definitions that explains the head line of what is happening and my reaction as I woke up this morning on Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 2:34 am.

Quote:

ev·i·dence  (ĕv′ĭ-dəns) n.1.

  1. A thing or set of things helpful in forming a conclusion or judgment: The broken window was evidence that a burglary had taken place. Scientists weighed the evidence for and against the hypothesis.
  2. Something indicative; an indication or set of indications: saw no evidence of grief on the mourner’s face.
  3. Law
  4. The means by which an allegation may be proven, such as oral testimony, documents, or physical objects.
  5. The set of legal rules determining what testimony, documents, and objects may be admitted as proof in a trial.

hearsay

noun

  1. information received from other people which cannot be substantiated; rumor.

Example: according to hearsay, Bez had managed to break his arm. End of quote.

Well? So Much for My Vain Concerns …

Such definition is mainly for my own encouragement. I will now continue to optimize the header and the graphics to complement the header before I post again.

  • Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 9:29 am.
  • Tried to sleep but Diana called.
  • Change of plan we are going for my pedicure now instead of this afternoon.
  • All worked out perfectly.
  • Back now at 2:00 pm on Thursday, November 2, 2023.
  • I had the best pedicure since I came back a year ago.
  • My feet feel the best in years.
  • The best part? The pedicurist was wonderful.
  • Her name is Sky…. Must learn how to spell it and pronounce it.
  • Back to the graphics.
  • Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 3:08 pm.
  • Up on Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 6:34 pm.
  • Sleep is a healing agent.
  • I continue to live expectantly.
  • For now I will have a byte for supper and drink my chamomile cup of tea.
  • Time? Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 7:30 pm.
  • It’s now 8:00 pm on Thursday, November 2, 2023.
  • Time for graphics.

Sidetracked …

O well! It’s now Friday, November 3, 2023, at 1:56 am. I got sidetracked again. I worked on the graphics for a bit but then I got an email from Joseph Dumond. It came to me again to get in touch with him. I composed what came to me and sent it. But it took all this time to complete that task.

  • Now I don’t know what to do next.
  • Perhaps I should go to bed but I am not sleepy at all.
  • All is quiet, not a single sound.
  • I am comfortable, at peace within.
  • Let me stretch my legs.

I Am Evolving, My Dreams Are Evolving …

Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of ‘shoulds’. It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse. Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.

  • I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
  • Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind for me.
  • I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
  • I am attracting more positivity into my life.
  • The universe, that includes the host of heaven, is working in my favor.
  • I live each moment hoping to discover the promised revelation of my Master.

The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.] (John 14:21)

  • Friday, November 3, 2023, at 10:44 pm.
  • Twelve hours since I woke up.
  • Went back to bed.
  • Slept until about 2:30 am.
  • I have been optimizing header & background in the site.
  • I am stuck, waiting for support to help me.
  • Time now? Saturday, November 4, 2023, at 7:44 am.
  • It’s the first 7th Day of Rest on this 11th month of 2023.

In My Heart There Rings A Melody …A melody of LOVE!

It’s splendorous to start the day with love ringing in the heart. All difficulties, site setbacks, uncertainty, wanderings, pleadings for love & understanding like a gush of wind swiftly flew by me without disturbing even a single hair in my head. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

  • Heading for bed on Saturday, November 4, 2023, at 7:01 pm. Twelve hours have gone by again. It’s now Saturday, November 4, 2023, at 11:12 pm. Interesting combination of numbers. The 11th meaning disorder. The 12th meaning perfect governmental foundation. Every day I am heading to that perfection. I slept from 7 to 10:30 pm.

Reflecting …?

What was the words that rang in my ears from within my being?

Let’s see. Ha! The things that come to me while I am writing recording whatever the Presence within me inspires me to write or do are so special at times. This time I received the Daily Motivation message at 8:03 AM (15 hours ago). I copied it but I never pasted it. I got sidetracked into shopping online for the things I have been talking about to help me with my posture plus other things including high top shoes for the winter.

  • Wow! Unbelievable but true.
  • I found everything that would have cost a couple of hundred dollars for half that amount.
  • I went ahead and ordered.
  • Then I got engrossed with the graphics.
  • Next, in checking the emails about the order I found out that in the process, I made some changes in the form of payment that I had to correct.
  • I did it all using my own judgment, but Diana needed to be informed since she is the one handling my financial situation.
  • For a moment my confidence was shaken.
  • Diana informed me that the company I was dealing with was a bad company she had dealt with before.
  • O well! Should I cancel the order?
  • No, let’s wait to see what they deliver.

Ah! Whatever Happened with The Daily Motivation Message? …

O man! Talking about the return of my confidence? O but how real that Presence within comes to my aid! The following words cannot be more appropriate for this precise moment when my confidence was tottering.

Quote:

Your Daily Motivation

Saturday November-4-2023

  • Your sacrifices will pay off. Don’t lose hope.
  • You’ve been the giver for so long.
  • No doubt, you have undeniable strength within you.
  • But when you’re mired in sadness and despair, it can be hard to tap into your inner strength.
  • You need support. You deserve to be taken care of.
  • This journey will get easier for you.
  • The opportunity you’ve been wishing for will come to you very soon.
  • Have faith. New blessings are arriving.
  • You will get time to relax and focus on what feels good to you.
  • You will get the chance to tune out everything else and simply focus on your needs.
  • Everything will fall into place.
  • Amazing! Bed again on Sunday, November 5, 2023, at 2:06 am.
  • It is now Sunday, November 5, 2023, at 7:53 am.
  • I could not continue recording earlier.
  • I slept until almost 7 am.
  • Truly is amazing how things are developing in my world.
  • Things to resolve issues that have plagued me most of my life are popping up so fast that makes me wonder more about what is going on and what to do about it.

What To Do About What Is Going On …

Ha! The answer is clear in the so-called my affirmation for this Sunday, November 5, 2023. Totally amazing to me.

Quote:

I am on the right path for me.   I accept responsibility for my decisions.   I have the courage to start on something new.   I have a positive outlook on life.   I am attracting more positive reactions. No more angry reactions. …

Wow! Even My Crampy Belly Is Settled Down …

Honestly, more and more I am realizing that it is not only what I eat or drink triggering the pain & itch troubling me. The fear of offending my daughter or burdening her in any way is a weight I have been carrying since I came because I know that taking care of myself is an extra weight on her. Also, I am anxious for Mike’s approval. I have not been able to shake those fears so far. But those fears are the main trigger for my pain.

  • Even so, we are overcoming our issues day by day.
  • No worries are becoming more and more our reality.
  • We are beginning to really enjoy ourselves.
  • For myself, I am beginning to go with the flow of my life abiding in the Presence within my being.
  • That is the only way I have been able to overcome everything that comes my way.
  • The only way as well to accept myself for who I am.
  • Now I am working on remembering the positive experiences better than the negative ones.
  • Thank goodness I am in a safe environment.
  • I am cultivating an attitude of gratitude.
  • A lot of good, healthy humor is much help in my endeavor.

Take What Happen This Morning …

This morning I woke up with a painful belly. I could not figure out the cause for such. I had no idea of what to drink or eat or do about it. But it came to me to put on my back belt that puts pressure in my belly, then to begin to zip my coffee mixture while I was checking my concerns about the purchase I made yesterday.

  • While doing that a hearing aid information popped.
  • I clicked. Hum! That would be the thing I need to resolve my hearing problem.
  • Should I inquire about the trial offer?
  • With that in mind I investigated the company and its prices.
  • I started to email the information to Diana but quickly I refrained from doing that.
  • I decided to sit still and wait.
  • That’s exactly when the DM for Sunday, November 5, 2023 popped in the inbox with the answer to my dilemma and decision to wait.
  • Like magic my belly hurt stopped!

I Am Not Even Try to Justify These Matters Anymore …

Let it be. Let it all happen without my two cents input. I am going to eat my porridge and enjoy it for the rest of my day. Period!

  • Bed on Sunday, November 5, 2023, at 8:34 pm.
  • I am too tired to continue. It’s now Monday, November 6, 2023, at 6:12 am.
  • I had a restless night.
  • But I am on to the how of my mind relating to those pesty fears, so, I am making progress in finding the solution once and for all.

In the meantime, I will work today in posting again.

Until the next post, lov thia.

BROKEN to Serve …

Well? I Posted. Now What? … thiaBasilia 8 Nov 2023 Bible

Well? I Posted. Now What? …

BROKEN to Serve … thiaBasilia 31 Oct 2023 Bible Christianity Computers Family Food Health love Mental Health Nutrition poetry Spirit vs Spirituality

BROKEN to Serve …

I Am Learning to Conquer My Aberrations. thiaBasilia 26 Oct 2023 Bible Christianity Computers Family love Mental Health Nutrition poetry

I Am Learning to Conquer My Aberrations.

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Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life?

Where did it all begin? … thiaBasilia 23 Oct 2023 Bible Christianity Computers Family Food love Mental Health poetry Spirit vs Spirituality

Where did it all begin? …

Strange but Enchanting … thiaBasilia 15 Oct 2023 Bible Family Health love poetry

Strange but Enchanting …

 

The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years …

THEME:  What The Story Is About.

Will not publish this theme.

I must find a different approach to continue posting to strengthen the brethren. After all, that is the purpose of my life. That purpose has been established since 1985.

Quote:

“Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Simon, Simon (Peter), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of God, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9] But I have prayed especially for you Peter, that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. (Luke 22:31-32) End of quote.

Uncertainty …

Monday, October 30, 2023, at 7:27 pm. Ha! The 7 & 27 again just when I am so uncertain to continue posting the things that have already been posted. I must sleep on it. It seems to me that I am rehashing the past. If the past is past, I think I should let it rest.

Certainty …

Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 2:44 am. The last day of the 10th month when things got serious. This month ends along with the uncertainty disturbing the peace, beauty, and love surrounding me. Certainty: new—anew MESSAGE thiaBasilia shall present on the Life of Rest against the Life of works from now unto eternity.

Until the next post, lov, thia

I Am Learning to Conquer My Aberrations.

My Conquests Strengthen the Brethren …

Talking About My Aberrations …?

It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 9:00 pm. I am not sleepy, but I need to rest. I’ll head for bed, perhaps sleep comes my way. It’s now Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 2:03 am. I have been up for 2 hours checking things out. I am not too happy with my doings, why? Well? I keep getting hooked up searching for approval that it seems like I am not getting as I would like to get in my posts.

  • What’s wrong with this state of my doings?
  • It seems to me that I am still limiting myself to my idea of what or how I am supposed to be or act or post or whatever.
  • What to do? I’ll wait to see what happens next.
  • For one thing? Right now, I’ll go and take care of my soup and forget all these aberrations of mine.
  • Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 5:21 am. Bed.
  • Woke up around 6 am. Fixed breakfast. Pictures of sunrise.
  • Then my phone shut off.
  • I set it to charge and forgot about it.
  • Back to bed.
  • Awake now on Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • Will work on graphics.
  • A couple of hours later I realized I needed to check things out.
  • Suddenly, I heard what I thought to be Diana, but it was Melisa, Diana had been trying to call me to no avail. She was not home, and she asked Melisa to come and check on me.
  • O well! Guess what?
  • I heard that lovely voice within my being.
  • I listened. I responded.
  • All stable now.
  • Ready to conquer ALL my aberrations!
  • Bless my heart! I need it.

What’s The Point? …

Good question! Now I must figure out how to answer concisely. I have been considering all these matters as I go along. That’s the moment I get the answers needed.

  • It came to me how it strengthens me when I read or hear something about someone’s conquests.
  • Furthermore, I realized that I do not necessarily acknowledge the author of such matters.
  • The same is true with the readers of my posts.
  • So? What’s the use?
  • I do not need acknowledgement to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life to strengthen the brethren.
  • I am going on likes or no likes at the end of my posts.
  • One more aberration down to the ground.
  • The weight is lifted.
  • I feel so much lighter now.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life?

The Topic For This Post …

What This Post Shall Be About? …

Who knows right now? Monday, October 23, 2023, at 1:33 am, I posted, Where did it all Begin around 1 am today. I had a hard time putting that post together. I had a hard time with everything yesterday. It’s quite frustrating to keep making the same mistakes over & over again. Not only with the post but also, I mess up the soup by adding cayenne pepper to it when I know that cayenne pepper triggers my itching & pain.

  • Perhaps today I can make progress overcoming such old habits, I pray it is something of a reality in my new perspective of life.
  • After all, I can achieve incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.  
  • What else is new?
  • Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 2:00 am, breaktime.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 3:03 am.
  • Well? I got caught up in the kitchen, that’s encouraging.
  • Next thing there is to do is to take care of the soup.
  • I shall try now to drink my coffee, hopefully it won’t upset my belly.
  • I must learn to think, to reconsider things before I act.

What now? …

It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 4:44 am. I feel good, no itch, no pain. Will try some more sleep. Slept until after 7 am. An array of could be decisions and the thing to do for me keep popping up in my mind. But I hear that lovely voice within telling me,

  • “It’s easy for you to succeed.  
  • Believe in your capabilities.  
  • You can heal and get better.  
  • You are attracted to the things that make you happy.  
  • And you are beginning to look forward to waking up every morning. …
  • Nothing can stop you now to fulfill your purpose of your life I have set in the plan I have in mind for you.”
  • The plan in Your mind for me, what that would be?
  • On my way to look for that record.

Record Found …

I found the record where the purpose of my life is stated, an excerpt from Welcome to my Life, as it is as it was come to mind.

Quote:

September 3/85, You alone are my God and my Lord and in You do I put my trust. To You my Lord I yield my spirit, soul and body, do unto me as it is Your will. Thank You Lord that You made me willing to turn to You. Thank You Lord that You showed me my sin and caused me to repent. Thank You Lord that You made provision with Your blood to take away my sin. Thank You Lord for taking me to the Cross with You and delivering me from my self. Thank You Lord that you made provision to deliver my mind from the grip of Satan. Thank You Lord for Your bountiful blessings.

September 5/85, As I walk in the Promise Land of the Born Again, I surrender willingly to my Lord. These words are easier said than done. With pride I shouted those words and in good faith I thought that I was doing just that.

Then my blessed Lord stepped in and in gentleness said, “Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Strengthen The Brethren …?

Am I or have I been strengthening the brethren? Ha! Now I know how to use the graphic that popped in the Pinterest which so impressed me. My question clearly indicates that I have been doing so without me knowing that I am doing so like the graphic tells it is. Of       course, the graphic is about my attractiveness but it could well apply to everything I do including whether I am encouraging anyone or not.

Quote:

Signs that you are super attractive and don’t know it

These signs indicate that you are super attractive, and you haven’t even realized it!

How many times have you looked in the mirror thinking you’re not pretty, forget about those terrible thoughts, these signs will help you realize how attractive you are, even if you think otherwise.

People are shocked when you confess that you have complexes and insecurities:

When people are in front of someone attractive, they take it for granted that they are super confident and their self-esteem is sky high, they just think they are confident in their attractiveness.

There you have it!

On my way to work on the cover for Broken to Serve which I’ll use in the next post. The next post? The MESSAGE, I think. Right now? Creating new memories in texting with Diana, quite a novelty for me. Back to the mill with a thrill. Monday, October 23, 2023, at 8:38 am. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 10:24 am. I have been busy collecting information to show me how to continue with this post. Breaking now.

  • Met Diana. Great opportunity to share.
  • She showed me her latest master’s pieces.
  • She loaded me up with goodies.
  • Back to my computer on Monday, October 23, 2023, at 11:09 am.
  • It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings.
  • And the above graphic is part of the memory of how my children tease me when I teasingly state that I am beautiful just looking for reassurance but inevitably I hear, ‘that’s debatable!’ Bless their hearts. 
  • But that is why I created that graphic for my own reassurance undependably on my children. 
  • And that was a good memory to record.

That Was a Good Memory We Created …

It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings. I have been working on the covers. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at11:21 pm. Heading for bed. HalleluYah! I woke up singing around 5 am this morning on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. Did the usual, headed to fix a plain coffee cup but I added a chamomile bag. I danced in the kitchen. Came to the computer to record but instead I decided to check the goings on in the NET. I wound up reading my latest post, Where did it all Begin, and missed recording anything.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 7:00 am.
  • My coffee is still too hot for my taste.
  • I will head now to fix my oatmeal and to check what goes on in my world in this wonderful place I am living in.
  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 8:21 am.
  • Ready to begin whatever.

Three Books in The Series. One Published. Two To Go …

Here we go. Everything happens right on time.   I am accepting of others.   I tap into my inner greatness.   I welcome the unexpected.    I embrace the mysteries of life.   I say yes to a new development any day. Thus, it’s a wonderful way to live by.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • I finished with the graphics I am to use in this post.
  • How is this day developing?
  • Surprise like from my first viewer when I started blogging in 2006.
  • Will see what develops next.

Belief Or Relationship …What’s the Purpose of my Life. …The Topic For This Post …

I don’t believe in my parents, nor do my parents believe in me. The fact is that they exist and so do I. Moreover, is not a matter of belief it’s a matter of relationship. Also, a matter of existence. What if I deny my parents’ existence or what about if I don’t BELIEVE my parents exist? Does that negate the fact that I am related to my parents by way of my birth not by my belief?

  • Well? Here we go! The biggie of the times!
  • There is no God or Devil …
  • No right or wrong …
  • Only unconditional love …

Let’s Reconsider the Matter …

I get lost in the middle of all reasonable explanations. I see. Quite deeper than I would like to see, I see. The worse? I am to write and tell the righteous & the unrighteous of their error but! Thirty-seven years of doing so were beginning to wear me out. Suddenly! In a matter of moments, the weariness lifted giving way to what? My dreams come true. HalleluYah! I exclaimed as I swung my legs from under the cover to get up. Waiting for the coffee water to heat up I began to sing & dance!

When the Spirit of my Yah comes upon my head, I can dance, I can dance, I can dance like David danced …..!!!

Everything Happens Right On Time For Real …

Man! That’s the first time I felt like dancing for a long time. That happened around 5 am on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 2:25 pm. Lots of things have come to mind for me to say & do but I have refrained from saying or doing any of them. Instead, I have been reconsidering all those things. Ha! What a way to get rid of those subtle things that trigger a hilarious moment for me but annoying matter to others most of the time. Truly, everything happens right on time. When is time to share I always can share appropriately the way it should be.

  • But! It has been hard for me to adjust the time to stop my sharing.
  • Anyhow? I am on the way.
  • Trial & error my dear Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor would exhort me every time I would inquired on how to know the will of God.

Trial & Error? …

It’s quite interesting the things that trigger my direction to overcome troublesome matters like my overbearing. What is a trial? A state of pain or anguish that tests patience, endurance, or belief, in my case? The fiery trial through which I had to pass to get to where I am now. Interesting, isn’t it? But so that I blunder a little bit I can stop before people excuse themselves to go to the restroom! Hahaha! HalleluYah! There is hope for me.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 5:57 pm.
  • Goodness’s sake! The time escaped me!
  • O well! I fixed and ate my supper and fixed a cup of coffee which has to cool off before I can drink it.
  • Diana surprised me with some goodies a couple of hours ago.
  • I have made progress formatting the post, but I still have ways to go.
  • Perhaps today I can find my way to set it all in the best reading form.
  • Without more ado let me close until the next post.

Where did it all begin? …

My home for the 1srt 10 years of my life.

My father, Don Miguel Licona, A Pioneer Warrior and a courageous pioneer to erect the beautiful Vega Grande.

Food For Thought …? What Kind of Food?

Organic or Chemical? …

What can I afford? A matter of economics or taste? …

One alternative? Grow my own. Again ‘Food for Thought’. What a vicious cycle: FOOD! Food has been the issue from the time of man’s creation. What to eat. Live or die. On and on man’s tall tale goes. Am I rambling ignorantly? It could be but the thing is that numerous souls feeding ‘the thought’ are now considering such an issue. No kidding, such is the fact that is coming to pass.

For Myself? I Am Feeding My ‘Thought’ …

It’s about time, won’t you say? Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 6:54 pm. Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 11:01 pm. Four hours of sleep did me good. I am overcoming this sluggish moment. I know I am suffering the consequences of indulging in so much sugar. Even so, I am glad to find out what makes my body react.

  • I do all things in love.  
  • I give myself extra time to accept what happened.  
  • I can express my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment.  
  • Inner peace is possible for me.  
  • I let go in the reality of each moment whether pleasant or unpleasant.

Anew. Afresh. New In A Different Way …?

How is this Monday, October 16, 2023, at 12:03 am to be different? I don’t know but one thing is set to be today, that is to get rid of the one week’s accumulation of garbage. I’ll try the bed again. Hopefully more sleep shall do me good.

  • It surely did! A couple more hours of sleep did me good!

Amazing! I Have The Answer …?

I was getting kind of bored by writing the same thing every day. That was my insinuation with the question of difference. Well? This day certainly promised to be new, afresh, though is new it is new in a different way. I am set now to write about my roots as far back as before my birthday. Starting with the fact that on this day the mightiness of my roots beginning with my father has touched the depth of my soul!

  • Ah! I’ll start the post with my graphic about my birthplace. Then?
  • I will flow the matter to right now inserting a historian account of my birth’s father—a most exceptional man.

Quote:

I AM STILL HERE.

Following the history of my town, trying to document the glorious past of characters who planted with courage and courage, the seed that now blooms in magnificence of my beautiful town. As a historian I continue with this arduous task, my reimbursement is the satisfaction of keeping our identity alive.

DON MIGUEL LICONA, A PIONEER WARRIOR.

By: Edgar Barahona Pineda,

Almost no one remembers this taxpayer anymore, who forged the foundations of progress for a people that now moves abundance and prosperity.

Around the year 1910, Mr. Miguel Licona came to these lands, the government awarded him perhaps more than 100 knights of land, where he founded a tax and called him Vega Grande. His origin was European as his grandfather’s surname was, “Mertens” and his father’s surnames “Haengendorens”.

Don Miguel, a man of middle height, an old hat covered his head, his feet wore leggings, a Smith and Wesson revolver over the shoulder in a sling bag, and his good brioche mule. a man of character, determined and obedient to his word

In 1910 he faced the virgin forest that lay in that colossal wild power, with garbo and bravery, slowly dominated the dantesque closed vegetation where hundred-year-old trees slept, built the first ranches in the clear open to axe blow and sharp machete,

A caudalous stream serenaded that fertile soil, giving freshness and flavor to vergel, its crystal clear waters after a slight fall, formed wells with abundant fish, where reflected that green and lush vegetation with large trees, that took off towards the blue sky.

After years of hard work made his house with better amenities, and a large troje where he stored beans, corn, they say at the top hung the dry plants of rice, and later they went through a mortar the necessary for feeding, cultivated, ayotes, camote, cassava, malangas and banana.

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marmed by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the beauty.

I was telling don Narciso Zarceño, that even the mounted police heard him, at that time the path of Los Amates to his estate, was a path full of mud, the mules and oxen sank to the belly of mud, traveling to the village was a hard day, but don Miguel Jose Licona, did it often.

He went up to the mule, to the summit of the manacal, and then went down to the other side direction of Motagua there had a one-room house opposite Santa Inés, in that village had another house, where lived his wife Mrs. Teresa Zarceño to get to her crossed the river Motagua on a canoe.

Don Manuel Hernández RIP, born on January 15, 1934, in an interview he told me, that as in 1947 there were no banks, the money in coins loaded him in a leather saddle, 13-year-old Don Manuel accompanied him loading the bag and complained of the weight of she later bought a small strong box, which according to tens were last seen abandoned in the yard.

Don Miguel came into the world in 1873, and died in the hospital of Quiriguá on April 6, 1955, Miguel José Licona’s grandmother, was called Isabella Haengendorens her grandfather was, Yannes Mertens who did not recognize his father Carolus, who acquired the surname of his mother, being the name of the Father, Carolus Haengendorens,

Don Carrolus married Mrs. Agustina Licona Girón, from there was born Don Miguel José Licona, who was also not recognized and got the surname Licona from his mother Agustina, Don Miguel with his first wife Mrs. Petrona Morel, procreo three children who were:

Agustina was born on August 24, 1889, and José Felipe, on April 25, 1913, “Lawyer”, Trinidad de la Light, was born in Morales Izabal on May 28, 1905, all under the surname Licona Morel.

With Mrs. Maria Dolores Jerez, I have three daughters: Carlota Antonia was born in Los Amates, March 18, 1915, Maria del Rosario 1917 Morales Izabal, and Amanda Isabel August 14, 1919 morales Izabal, the three surname Licona Jerez.

With Mrs. Teresa Zarceño, I produced 6 children they were: Basilia, Soledad, Juan Francisco, Mauro, Elena and Adela, of surnames Licona Zarceño.

This is the resemblance of a character who sowed a swamp in the history of my people.

Photographs, #1, beautiful deer hunted by don Miguel, #2, don Miguel fishing in the big vega stream Los Amates, Izabal, #3, Mrs. Agustina Licona Morel, daughter of don Miguel and Mrs. Petrona Morel.

(Biographic Report: of Julieta Licona, great-granddaughter of don Miguel José L. ) End of quote.

I Saw My Father Cry …?

I noticed in this account the transition from Vega Grande to Santa Inez is not clearly stated. Why did my Father uproot us from Vega Grande to plant us in Santa Inez? This incident is in my memory with fond thoughts and respect for my father.

  • Fire! The hut served as the kitchen & storage of all goods burned to the ground!
  • I was only about 8 years old but O clear the incident is burnt into my memory.
  • I slept through the whole ordeal.
  • I woke up. I stood by the door of the sleeping hut totally perplexed.
  • My grandmother and the woman workers were busily cooking on an improvised stove.
  • Suddenly! My father was coming towards me or simple to the sleeping hut I don’t know but!
  • Whether he saw me or he was talking to himself I don’t know either.
  • Tears were flowing from his eyes while he was saying, “He was only 1 month old”.
  • Strange, evidently Carlitos had died but I did not know it.
  • What occurred to me even then, my father was not lamenting about the fire, Carlitos was a greater loss to him. The strangest thing is that I do not remember how the uprooting came to be. Neither I remember why we never went back or how papa Chicho—my mom’s father was living there with a different woman than my grandmother. I would hear so many rumors about the situation but I never made heads or tails of all that I heard until today.
  • What trigger the matter as I read the historian Edgar Barahona account of my father?
  • Quote:

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marred by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the ‘bote’ slang for jail.

Ha! Now I Can Surmise What Were The Rumors About …

My grandmother told me her sad story. She came from a good family, but she met papa Chicho who wanted to marry her. Her family forbid the marriage because papa Chicho was a drunkard with a bad reputation as a womanizer. My grandmother defied them and eloped. She got married but papa Chicho turned out to be just like his reputation and wound up in jail. My father bailed him out, that was the reason why my father had control of papa Chicho.

  • That makes sense and it’s something that was top secret given way to all kinds of rumors and insinuations that my father had done such awful things.
  • My father did not give a nickel for the ignorance of the rumor makers nor explain or defend himself.
  • He was a man of principles and sound character.
  • But my father could not tolerate ignorant people who busy themselves with such rumors out of anger or envy.
  • It is true about all the children he procreated and some of them do not bear his name nor inherit anything from him.
  • Even so? People only assumed things but have no idea of the reality of what or why some things are or were the way they are or were at the time.
  • For what I remember from my early childhood I deduct that my father was quite a shrew man.
  • Nothing passed his keen sight & observation.
  • Therefore, he acted according to what he knew to be the truth not according to what it seemed to be to others.
  • Thus, he had knowledge others did not have about his relationships.
  • But such knowledge was top secret to the public.

I find miracles in my everyday life.   I am about to have a breakthrough.   Things are starting to look up for me.   Things are only going to get better from here on.   I feel connected to my father now more than ever before….

  • Monday, October 16, 2023, at 7:24 pm.
  • Tuesday, October 17, 2023, at 6:03 am.
  • Up & down the saga marches on from these earthly grounds on to eternity.

Connecting. Disconnecting. Now We See, Now We Don’t See …?

Thank goodness there is a voice inside of us—the voice of the Great I Am. This is the voice leading us on the right path despite our own selves with all our quirks & cracks. It boggles our minds when we realize our plot when it comes to confronting the ambiguity in our lives. Myriad sources of information. Countless beliefs-religions-opinions and? The powers to be, controlling them all. Unbelievable but true.

  • Even so, despite it all the Great Am has a greater plan in His mind for us reckless human beings.
  • Remember whether the Bible is read or not the story of Cain & Abel is well known the world over, remember the Great I Am did not kill Cain and Seth replaced Abel for Cain slew him. (Genesis 4:25).
  • The meaning behind all those happenings in the Bible is coming to light now.
  • Cain represents our human nature as for Seth is the representation of the nature of the Great I Am.
  • Such are my personal revelations from my relationship with the Great I am through Yahushua His Messiah.
  • Nevertheless, there are reliable sources if only a person allows the Great I Am to take control of a person’s existence on these early grounds.
  • In that case, in due course, He leads the person to the right source of information.
  • That is what has been happening to this writer since Yahushua stepped into the direct actuality of her life in 1985. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf . Please come back to continue reading the post.

Well? About The Numbers In The Bible …

The numbers issue such as horoscopes, angel numbers, psychics, witchery, and more is a controversial subject to say the least. Primordial I was a staunch believer of the evil in it all. Then? Yahushua stepped into my life. Little by little He succeeded in debaunking all my staunch beliefs to institute His unfathomable wisdom within my mind & heart.

It has taken quite a while but His unfathomable wisdom is now beginning to show up in all my doings despite my former thinking of a past plus my painful body still plaguing me continuously. No matter, this morning on a painful waking up that lovely voice led me to note the number 3 in the date I had just recorded. Ha! I found the meaning of number three plus why the importance of the numbers in the Bible in the NUMBERS – GEMATRIA

The Design of Scripture, Introduction by Brad Scott.

Who was Brad Scott? …

Quote:

Brad had been teaching the Scriptures since 1971. Raised in Missouri, he began in the Lutheran system and was taught traditional “Christian” theology. In 1978, he began his studies in the Greek language and soon discovered that the well-defined Greek structure was NOT so well-defined. He then began to learn the Hebrew language, and sat at the feet of Rabbinical scholars, much the same way Sha’ul may have done so! Having been trained that the New Testament was written in Greek, Brad discovered through other scholars of the New Testament and the Dead Sea Scrolls that the New Testament may well have been written in Hebrew. He had been teaching the Hebrew language and culture since 1983. Brad was an ordained minister through a non-denominational pastoralship.

Brad was a professional musician, as well, and enjoyed leading or just participating with Praise and Worship teams by playing keyboard and singing. Although he played all styles of music, Brad enjoyed the Hebrew Roots, Messianic (whatever!) style best.

Brad is no available to conduct seminars, lead praise and worship, perform Passover seders, etc. He passed away 10 July 2020. May he rest in peace.

Although he may be have been vertically challenged, he always had a good sense of humor.

His surviving widow, Carol Scott, is maintaining The Wild Branch Ministry in all its fullness as best she can without her soul mate.

Shalom Alecheim! End of quote.

  • I had the honor to meet and fellowship with Brad for a little while. He impressed me as a genuine soul called to clarify many absurd practices and beliefs in the body of monotheisms. His teaching on the numbers in the Bible prove the accuracy of Yahushua’s words to me at the time. The number 3 along the numbers in the Bible meaning came to mind this morning.

Quote:

Messiah taught that heavenly things are understood by our belief in the earthly things (Yochanan 3:12). We can begin to see what He means when we see the presence of three in creation. What we see in creation is designed to be easily grasped so that we might be able to glimpse into the unseen world. There are three dimensions to our visible world. Time is represented by past, present and future. There are three persons in grammar, as there are three degrees of quality. In school we learned about solid, liquid and gas, and about the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral kingdoms. The number three is used in a chance to complete something. “I am going to give you to the count of three to … ” Or, “Are you ready? One two, three, Go!” The building blocks of creation are found, according to the voluminous testimony of scripture, in combinations of three letter roots in Hebrew words. Vocals sound their best in three part harmony. Some of my favorite groups are Earth, Wind, and Fire, 3 Dog Night, and Crosby, Stills, and Nash. And how about the 3 Stooges! And why only three blind mice … or the Three Musketeers? All right, enough already.

Before we talk about the Hebrew word for three, let me stop and explain how Hebrew expresses numbers. In the numerous, available, extant Hebrew texts, we have numbers expressed in fully written words, such as echad for one, ‘ariba’ah ‘asar for fourteen, and ve’alepayim ve’areba’-me’ot for twenty four hundred. This is what we know from the available texts of the Tenakh. The expression in Hebrew of what we know as Arabic numerals or symbols such as 1, 2, 3, 28, 100, etc., is where much speculation comes in. Historically, the concept of gematria, or each individual Hebrew letter representing a numeral, is considered to be a relatively late phenomenon. Most experts in Biblical languages and numerology consider the idea to be taken from the influence of the Greek culture. It is clear that the Massorites used gematria in the period between 300 and 600 A.D. Little evidence can be seen any earlier than that. However, this does not take away from what is discovered when one applies this concept to the written text. The constant reoccurring presence of certain numerical combinations found in related Hebrew words is too astounding to ignore. Which drives most students of scripture to one inescapable conclusion. YHVH wrote the text and not man. This will become more obvious as we get into larger numbers. I will put enough into each teaching to get the point across, but the abundant presence of these relationships are too numerous for these teachings.

Now, on to the number three. In Hebrew, the cardinal number three is from the word shalosh. The word shalosh means to measure or to sum up. So, you see that even the word itself implies completeness or fullness. Here are a few examples of the number three used in it’s root. End of quote.

My Home. Surrounded By Life Peace Beauty Love …

My breakfast. Construction. Roaming Goats. Enchanted me. My dreams are coming true …I can and I will.   I take responsibility for my actions.   I am patient, and respectful with others.   I am thankful for all the good things in my life.   I believe that better days are a reality in our times …

Help! Heal Me And Shall Be Healed. Save Me And I Should Be Saved …

I am thankful for my blessings, but! I am just finding out that to be thankful for my blessings is not enough without extending my thanks for the blessings coming to you my friend. In talking to Pat a moment ago I realized that Pat is my faithful friend for years. And for years she has been listening to me as it was meant to be. Even so? It is time now for me to listen to Pat. She is suffering like so many of us are suffering. O my Beloved Master, help me to comfort my friend. You know how hard it is to receive comfort when we are in pain. Anything I wish to say seems to be so insensitive, so? I pray for You to touch her painful condition to save and heal her. Only You can save & heal us all. Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 4:25 pm.
  • It’s my time to shine.
  • I should be ready to reap the rewards of my hard work.
  • And yes, I am attracting experiences that excite me.
  • I focus on healthy choices.
  • I could heal and thrive …yet?
  • I wonder.
  • I guess I need to accept myself as I am and I just don’t like myself as I am.
  • I look myself in the mirror, what do I see?
  • Nothing like I would like to see.
  • On top of that?
  • I keep taking pictures of myself to express the joy, peace, and love within my being but!
  • One shot is worse than the other, I just as well delete them all, have no idea why I don’t.

Anyhow? The War Is Going On …

The war is going on and here I am concerned about my looks. I just can’t put 2 +2 together. What can I do? How can I forget about myself and concentrate on the purpose of my life?

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 11:37 pm.
  • Thursday, October 19, 2023, at 3:44 am.
  • Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:00 am.
  • I don’t believe in my parents, nor my parents believe in me.
  • The fact is that they exist and so do I.
  • Food for thought …

Troubles Come. Troubles Go …

Big problem editing & publishing post. Will troubleshoot. Restart on Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:45 pm.

Back at 6:02 pm on Friday, October 20, 2023. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:10 am.

It’s Has Been 37 Years Since …

Today is a very special day, is my 37th anniversary. MESSAGE: The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years! In the final analysis it is, it was, and it shall be God only and only God. How can we get out of the mess of the tragedy of our present life and find our true life in God?  

  • How can we find our way to satisfy that gnawing yearning for something more than the earthly love that we give and get?  
  • How can we suffice ourselves and become what we are supposed to be?  
  • How can we save ourselves all the trouble and struggle to be something, to find happiness, to find fulfillment, to take direction, to find meaning in life? 

How, How, How Can We?

We can’t.  Only God can. That is why God gave us His only begotten Son Yahushua the Messiah to do the work for us, for we can’t do it, only God can! That is what I learned in my 37 years journey through the wilderness of a life of struggle and works. No kidding, it’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am and I find myself struggling with the same issues that trouble me 37 years ago.

What To Do? My Prayer on High …

The answer came to me in the record of October 21, 1986—Jeremiah 15:19-21. That was the moment of decision. Likewise, it has to be today. I must decide to stand firm in the purpose of my life, yet! I cannot take things into my own hands to make my own plans like I used to do. I’ll wait for the answer.

Well? In the meantime, I caught up with my dirty dishes. fixed coffee & drank it. I showered, fixed breakfast. Worked on graphic for a couple hours. I fixed soup & salad & blue tea for my lunch. I ate. Had ice cream for dessert. I came to the computer to record. Fell asleep in front of the screen. Woke up. Crawled in bed, at what time? Who knows? I woke up at 6:40 pm. The last recorded date? Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am. What a day!

Let’s Recap, What Happened Since I Woke Up Today? …

I vividly remember that on waking up the memory of 37 years past came strongly to my mind. I took that to be the answer to my prayer. Why? I found myself struggling with the same issues that troubled me 37 years ago. Therefore, I set myself to search for the record. No problem finding such a record with the MESSAGE I recorded above.

There You Have It! Decision …?

I had to decide whether take things in my own hands to resolve my concerns & troubles or? Go with the flow of the Blessed Presence within my being. My responsibility is to flow to go in the right direction. How? Quit my thinking & my doings so far. Sleep! Wow!

It’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 7:51 pm. I’m going to sit in the sunroom to see what’s going on. Ha! Flow with the go! Diana at my door! A brief recap of my situation to acknowledge my need for her help. Just like I had in mind to do but decided not to go ahead to quickly do whatever came to mind. Instead? To let things happen without my pushing for those things to happen.

Perfect Arrangement But …

I’ll sleep on it because I need to sleep again. But before anything I need to find the Biblical meaning of 37. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 8:45 pm. Bed. Woke up around 11 pm on Saturday, October 21, 2023. It’s now Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:28 am. Strange. I know I have been keeping up with the Daily Motivation but when I check it today the last record was on the 19th. I have spent all this time trying to figure out why the record was outdated.

  • In the process I read a lot of the words I needed to notice confirming that those words come from the inner voice within my being.
  • My head is hurting.
  • Breaktime on Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:38 am.

What’s The Meaning of It All …?

Since my comeback almost a year ago the change in my lifestyle has been drastically. But it all happened on que with the Master’s plan for my life. The main adjustment has been in the change of environment. In Jordan I have been isolated from the public for many years for my own protection. Even so, there were signs leading me in the way to go in line with the Master’s will. In my present environment the signs were subtle until now. It is only in the last month or so that I have been able to figure out how is all coming together for me, for us.

The Significance Of Signs On Yesterday …

The thirty-seventh Psalm, written by King David, encourages those who believe in God to trust he will judge evildoers and give us all what we need. How appropriate is this Psalm for the times we are going through. Why the significance of it? It all boils down to what I am to do to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life.

  • Here is the deal.
  • The MESSAGE to deliver now is in Psalms 37.

BROKEN TO SERVE By thiaBasilia …

This is the title for the book I have been announcing for quite a while. This shall be the 2nd book in the series. It all is coming to me as it should be, not as I had planned to be. O well! What else is new? I will see now how I am to post next. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 3:45 am.

I Got It!

I am focused on creating new memories.   I focus more … I am ready to welcome the good things that are coming into my life.   I am capable of achieving incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.   What else is new? Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 5:07 am, breaktime. Well? I got it now. I was thinking of quoting the MESSAGE but instead of quoting the MESSAGE now I will close this and wait to quote it whenever I put it together in the promised book which I will title Broken to Serve. In the meantime, I will concentrate on creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.

Until the next post, lov thia.

Strange but Enchanting …

So Is The Way My Life Is Developing …

A Day Only In My Memory …?

It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023 at 1:51 pm. I have been up since around 3 am. I have not recorded anything since I posted on October 11, 2023 3:57 am. Strangely, I remember that on Tuesday October-10-2023 I was so excited with the message in the daily motivation that I decided to include in post. Also, I decided to change the heading for the site. Suddenly I could not keep my eyes open. I decided to record the time and then head for bed. I did not realize that on Wednesday I did not record the date at all but the addition to the last post on October 11, 2023 3:57 am is what I did on Wednesday October-11-2023.

Now, What Else Is So Strange? …

The happenings since I went to bed yesterday are somewhat strange but well taken. The electricity went off several times during the night. The last thing I remember was laying in bed reading in the mobile until the lights came on. I got up to post. Next? The plan for the day? Diana was supposed to come early to prepare the house for her friend to sleep overnight. Then they planned to take a trip but she did not come as planned. I called her to find out what was going on. Their plan was changed because of the electricity and the rain. They decided to leave earlier, and her friend is not coming over. Somehow the whole thing sort of shocked me. But I recuperated from the shock rather quickly.

The best part?

I got a hold of myself like turning a light switch on. Quickly I realized I was regressing to the awfulness of feeling left out of Diana & Mike’s life. As soon as I recognized the feeling it stopped. Immediately I saw the opportunity to take care of the things I have been waiting for Diana to take care of like the situation with the keyboard holder. I needed to undo the thing to place it level to the height of the chair so that my arm quit hurting but I did not want to burden Diana because I know she got a lot in her hands already.

Lo & Behold! I Did It! …?

Not only did I fix the keyboard but the lighting as well. I can now see what I am doing quite clearly. What a blessing! It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023, at 9:13 pm. Also, I am very excited about the new Adobe Express app which is included in my plan. I will work with it a little longer until I get sleepy.

    • Peaceful sleep.

    • New afresh day.

    • Friday, October 13, 2023, at 4:14 am.

The sunflowers & butterflies?

On time the buds become flowers-the caterpillars butterflies liken to us. Alive! Fluttering my wings to celebrate life! I truly enjoy creating my own graphics. And being empowered to walk alone and again takin care of myself is the experience of my lifetime. How blessed I am. The strange but enchanting realization has come to me suddenly in the last few weeks. The new perspective I have been claiming for a while is now not just a claim, it’s a reality. Every single day this reality manifests itself to me. It’s a beautiful picture shadowing my day.

From Whence Comes My Help? …

I could easily attribute my help to come from the understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation, but it is not primarily so. My help comes from the Almighty Loving Creator of everything in existence—the Unknown ‘God’.

Reflecting On the Daily Motivation I Can Now Clearly See …

I can see what I could not see before. Why was I not able to see it before. Because it was not time for me to see. As so many loving souls would tell me to be patient, patience was not a virtue I could get a hold of. But why am I going on with these insidious explanations which are public knowledge?

    • Here I pause to calmly think of that.

    • I need to weigh the matter to record it as I see it now not as I thought to see before.

    • Friday, October 13, 2023, at 10:00 am.

    • It is time for me to think seriously about such important matters.

    • I do not need to compare myself to others, but I find it inevitable comparing myself to the written words.

    • The following 3 verses of Scripture makes me tremble. Quote:

IF I [can] speak in the tongues of men and [even] of angels, but have not love (that reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion such as is inspired by God’s love for and in us), I am only a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.

And if I have prophetic powers (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), and understand all the secret truths and mysteries and possess all knowledge, and if I have [sufficient] faith so that I can remove mountains, but have not love (God’s love in me) I am nothing (a useless nobody 13:2)

Even if I dole out all that I have [to the poor in providing] food, and if I surrender my body to be burned or in order that I may glory, but have not love (God’s love in me), I gain nothing.  (1 Corinthians 13:1-3). End of quote.

Actually? The Whole Chapter In 1 Corinthians 13 Sobers Me Up with the Question About Love …

Do I have the love of the Almighty Creator in me? Yes, I do now but before? No, I did not! It is true the right perspective changes one’s life. It’s like a switch turns on and one’s happiness levels instantly increase. Everything becomes clearer.

The Question Is, Who Turned The Switch On? …

The understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation state:

    • In order to achieve that “right perspective”, you need to cultivate patience.

    • Allow the experience to unfold fully before making a judgment. Take time to self-reflect.

    • Focus on what your higher self tells you.

    • Instead of outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture.

    • Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.

I Have Faithfully Practice, Practiced, Practice the Above To No Avail …?

    • Hey! Maybe what seemed to me to be of no avail it is paying off now, I have been actually ‘cultivating patience’! How ‘bout that? But! I still have other qualms with the statement. I guess it is in the line of ‘outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture. Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.’ Let me ‘sit with it’.

Who Is My Higher Self? …

That’s another term I have been considering to be selfish indicating that I am my own ‘god’. Indeed! That appears to be for many souls of my acquaintance, but it does necessarily be so. Surely it pays off to sit with it instead outright rejecting a positive thought or idea. Yes indeed! I am getting better and better by the moment. I am a calm person now. I have the strength to grow from my challenges. I can create the life I want …OOHOh! Who me? Mrs. power itself? Who do I think I am? Mrs. ‘Big stuff’? O well! Let me ‘sit on it’.

    • It’s now Saturday, October 14, 2023, at 5:16 am. I am focused on creating new memories.   I focus more …What else is new?

Overcoming & Defeat & Repeat …

What else is new? The sudden change in a new perspective on life. This is story of an 84years old woman willing to expose her vulnerability along her strengths in the hope to help others to reconsider their own lifestyles. Read on.

She Is Empowered To Walk Alone …

Alone on the treacherous road of life’s existence on these earthly grounds. Alone yet? She is not alone. Read on. Perhaps what she has faithfully practiced most of her life, which seemed to her to be of no avail it is paying off now, she has been actually ‘cultivating patience’!

    Latest Not Only in This Woman’s Saga …?

    Healing of the incurable wounds inflicted unto humans because of sin. What is sin? Deliberate disobedience to the known will of the unknown God. Why are we angry? Why do we complain? What is this woman’s saga about? …Feelings. Thoughts. Doubts. Dread. Abandonment. Walking the lonely roads at night not knowing where are those roads to end? Confusion. Delusion. Illusion. Words without knowledge? [Job_35:16]. The doom sayers pretending to know? Phew! What a waste of time! Hey human! Let it be known this human recording these things DO NOT CLAIM UNDERSTANDING of it all! Her eyes are set to live today as if the end is coming tomorrow. Who knows? It could be.

    The Reality In This Woman’s Saga …

    Along with her children she is now creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. She welcome each day with all included. Her dreams are coming true.

    • Anew. Afresh.
    • Expectantly she looks forward to the good things come in for her …

    Could it be this same thing is true for me & you …Food for thought …

    Until the next post, lov, thia

    What Am I Reading? What Am I Watching? What Am I Doing To …?

    What Am I Doing To My Body & Mind? …

    No Big Deal Yet …

    Bed on Friday, October 6, 2023, at 8:53 pm. Slept until around 1 am on Saturday, October 7, 2023. Worked for a few hours. Slept a couple more hours. Woke up. Fixed & ate breakfast. Now? Ready to continue with my creations even though it’s the 7th day of rest, but since the kind of work I am called to work on is not physical I am not breaking the command after all. It’s now, Saturday, October 7, 2023, at 11:38 am.

    Reflecting …

    • At 6:35 pm on Saturday, October 7, 2023, I find myself reflecting on the way things are developing.
    • There is a big difference between my past & present reflections.
    • I need to sleep.
    • Perhaps I’ll write about it later.

    Big Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?

    Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 4:00 pm. Maybe now is later, perhaps …? I have been busy updating & posting. Then? Sleeping for the last few hours. I am not sure yet how to express the difference between my past & present reflections.

    • I am going to take a break from the computer to continue with my reading.
    • Perhaps I get inspired while I read.

    Decisions …?

    Why am I reading this book? It’s time to decide what I want for myself. Time to have the courage to quit doing things to please others at the expense of what it is that pleases me. Reading this series of books that have been suggested to me is not beneficial to my state of mind. Today, Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:05 pm I decided to close the book. Why? Since I started to read this series, my miserable past has been haunting me at nighttime. I find myself jumping out of bed in tears sometimes. I couldn’t figure out what was the cause of my misery until now. Thank goodness!

    • The good part?
    • I did not let my misery get a hold on me.
    • I am ready now to head for bed with thanksgiving in my heart.
    • Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:20 pm.
    • I was looking forward to a good night of sleep. But it did not happen. I started to itch. Had to get up and doctor myself up.
    • Now drinking a cup of chamomile tea with honey hoping for relief enough to sleep.

    Now I See the Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?

    In the past I used to despair. In the present I know I am in repair. Indeed! Repairing the past damage to my body is called retribution. It is true we always pay or get paid for our past doings whether right or wrong. The way things are developing I am beginning to see clear both sides of the coin. In my lifetime I have done a lot of good as well of a lot of bad.

    What’s the secret to this matter? Don’t complain. It’s written.

    Quote:

    Therefore fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Lord, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.

    For I am with you, says the Lord, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.

    For thus says the Lord: Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.

    There is none to plead your cause; for [the pressing together of] your wound you have no healing [device], no binding plaster.

    All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you. For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.

    Why do you cry out because of your hurt [the natural result of your sins]? Your pain is deadly (incurable). Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you. (Jeremiah 30:10-15). End of quote.

    • So much has happened since those words were spoken to me a long time ago.
    • Why am I hearing them right now?
    • Could it be because of what I have been reading for the last 6 weeks?
    • Why have I continued to read even when I was appalled with what I was reading?
    • Appalled to see the reflection of my past.
    • Well? As things are developing, I am beginning to see what I needed to see to give closure to that troublesome past of mine.
    • How can that be?
    • It’s part of receiving the power to walk alone into the unknown that only the Almighty knows.

    Quote:

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.

    The Best Part Of The Power To Walk Alone Into The Unknown …?

    Alone. No need for lengthy explanations about my doings. No need to talk. It’s all about power, moral power and excellence of soul. As it is written.

    Quote:

    1 Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of the Almighty consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul). End of quote.

    I Have Been Wondering How Am I To Express Myself …?

    Not with words. Let the moral power and excellence of my soul speak for me. So? I do not need elaborate my misery & my findings for relief anymore. That’s the power to walk alone. Two hours into Monday, October 9, 2023, at 2:53 am. Have not been able to sleep at all. Even so? I hope to keep quiet about it. I hear that lovely voice from within again & again.

    Quote:

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.

    I Hear. I Am Listening & Abiding In His Will …

    Conclusion: The Daily Motivation really is the voice of my Beloved Master Creator of my being.  I have been knowing that, but I have been skeptical for fear of man. Today the Master is ending my skepticism. Once upon a time, there was a skeptical me. Is she here. Is she still there? Where is she now? How can I compare what was & what it is concisely without regrets?

    • I rack my brains. I don’t know what to do! I complain.
    • And on que my head starts its pounding, my right arm, my back, my scalp!
    • WHAT TO DO?!
    • O dear! What’s the use?
    • Get up! Walk around.
    • I am fine. Things are working out better than I ever expected. I am empowered to walk alone on these earthly grounds. I am surrounded with love.

    Alone. What a mighty concept to grasp. But the best part?

    I don’t need to grasp the concept. I don’t need to grasp anything and? I don’t need to rack my brains about what to do at all. I am doing whatever needs to be done. It is all happening as if by magic. Bless my heart.

    The Yellow Butterfly …

    My super brain finds meaning in the most insignificant details in the environment. In the clouds. The way the winds blows. The sunshine. The sunset. The sunrise. The blooming of the flowers. The broken glasses. The unexpected phone calls. The colors. The birds. The honeybees. And here lately? The yellow butterfly fluttering its wings every time I make myself comfortable in the sunroom. I have been wondering what it means. I sense there is a message this yellow butterfly is delivering to me. Finally, today I looked for the meaning of the yellow butterfly. WOW!

    Quote:

    According to a tradition from Ireland, seeing a yellow butterfly means success will soon come your way. Perhaps its color is taken to represent gold, and by extension other forms of material gain. Historically speaking, the color yellow has generally been considered a symbol of happiness. Its connection with the sun, source of all life and warmth, made yellow a royal color in cultures with solar deities, like ancient Egypt and China. So, if you’re in the mood for a change of luck, a yellow butterfly makes a good harbinger of better things to come. End of quote.

    The Same Message In The Daily Motivation …O well! …

    Isn’t that something to consider in these skeptical grounds that I happen to inhabit? Bless my heart! I am on the right path. Let me share the words that until now I was so skeptical about. Silly me! I thought I was? Mother Wisdom, I guess. Bless my heart again to celebrate reading the quote without disdain!

    Quote:

    Saturday October-7-2023

    You will find your way. These feelings of confusion will go away.

    You will achieve your innermost desires.

    Give yourself grace.

    You’re doing the best you can right now.

    Don’t compare your journey to others.

    You can’t rush through the process of transformation and manifestation.

    Trust that every new experience is taking you closer to where you’re meant to be.

    Live each day with a sense of curiosity and openness.

    Stop obsessing over things that aren’t working for you.

    Be open to changing course. Better things are right around the corner.

    Sunday October-8-2023

    Bad days are a normal part of life.

    Some days you just feel “off”, no matter what you do.

    Be patient and ride it out.

    Don’t let its impact linger. Bad days can’t stop you.

    You have survived some downright terrible days and you still managed to achieve your desires and get this far.

    Remind yourself that you are stronger than your thoughts and emotions.

    You will be fine.

    You will get over this bad day and move on to take your life to the next level.

    Monday October-9-2023

    When we fall into a routine, life seems ‘boring’.

    Thoughts about ‘What ifs’ crowd our minds and we start indulging in fantasies about the things we could have experienced.

    Remember that every decision has an opportunity cost. No one can experience everything.

    A boring life can still be a beautiful life.

    Even getting to do the same things every day can be a big blessing.

    Don’t ruin a good thing by ruminating or comparing yourself to others.

    The life you have created for yourself, and the things you have in your life right now are the result of your prayers, hard work, and persistence.

    Cherish them. Fall in love with your life all over again. End of quote.

    Oh! Oh! And Oh! What can I say? …

    • Hello! Hello! Hello! I am here!
    • Away skepticism!
    • Away! Away! Away with all isms and what have you in that line of thought!

    Motivated I Am Closing Today …

    Hello, I am here empowered to walk alone energized by the true love from the Almighty Creator of everything in existence for me, for the greatly loved and dearly prized world.

    Applying The Daily Motivation

    Tuesday October-10-2023

    • Each time I choose to release thoughts about the past, I choose happiness in the present.
    • My story is constantly evolving.
    • New people and opportunities are appearing in my life.
    • I deserve to experience happiness again.
    • I no longer subject myself to unnecessary suffering by reliving those terrible memories in my mind.
    • With each new day, the distance between me and my past is increasing.
    • I am making sure I’m doing all that I can to heal.
    • I am open to growing in new ways.
    • I welcome a new chapter in my life.
    • I choose hope no matter what.   I believe that things can change.   Better possibilities exist for me.   I believe in a better future.   I can wait patiently for my desires.  

    Awake To Be Loved To Love …?

    Me. Myself. And? Not only the Master of my being but my loved ones as well most especially my Diana & Mike so lovely taking care of me nowadays. Joy. Peace. IN love. How blessed I am at this precise moment of my life. The meaning of this hour in the Saga of my life: Abundance, wealth, and success. I am already experiencing a period of great prosperity and good fortune under Diana & Mike’s care.

    Indeed! I am IN love. His love for me-for us…?

    This is the kind of love that can’t be ushered in at one’s will. Infinite. Eternal. Unfathomable. Yet, what can I say? Joy. Peace. IN love it is all about experience not just words. Onward I am going to be ignited by the mystery of His love propelling me onward to a future prepared by His love for me-for us.

    Until the next post, lov, thia.

     thia Basilia—Her Saga—as it was. As it is …

    Breathe …?

    Funnyeee! Everything to motivate me got to do with my breathing. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. For goodness’ sake, if I don’t normally breathe I would be dead! Anyhow? Last night without intending to breathe, breathe, breathe? I found myself breathing and my belly going up & down, maybe I was dreaming, who knows?

    Honestly? I Am Only Funning Around …?

    Actually, I highly respect the faithfulness of so many understanding hearts who give their lives to serve the downtrodden. Their reward is invaluable.

    It’s Not Always Easy To Be Our True Selves …

    Are You Kidding? It’s Practically Impossible!!! …

    BTW this is my masterpiece that has captivated the whole of my attention until today. No apologies. I had a great time squeezing my creating juices, like squeezing a juicy lemon. Ha! Ha! Ha! lov, thia

    Too Busy Thinking, Thinking, And Thinking …

    What Am Thinking At The Moment? …I Never Thought To Ask Myself Such A Question Before …

    Hum! I Guess I Was Too Busy Thinking, Thinking, And Thinking …

    It’s now Tuesday, September 26, 2023, at 3:51 pm. And what is it that I am thinking about at this instant of time? Thinking about different things at the same time. Thinking about what exactly is that I am thinking about now, right now? Well, let me put things together in my mind. Can I?

    • Yes, I could with some effort that I am not willing to exercise because I am simply tired of?
    • Thinking, I guess.
    • I have several things on the fire.
    • One of them is this Daily Meditation thing.
    • Maybe I need to sleep on it.
    • I mean literally, sleep!
    • It’s now 4:09 pm on Tuesday, September 26, 2023, I’ll head to bed, will see what happens.

    My Wonderings …?

    Maybe I had asked the question, but I never have answered it. It’s now 5:41 pm on Tuesday, September 26, 2023. I laid in bed until after 5 pm. Maybe I slept. I got up. I made the orange/apple juice in the juicer, but I am not feeling good not even good enough to enjoy the juice or any food at all. Even so, I know that this too shall pass. I fear not. I know WHO is my Keeper. I have nothing to fear.

    • Well? Time to crash! Tuesday, September 26, 2023, at 9:40 pm. I’ll think some more tomorrow, maybe, who knows?
    • Wednesday, September 27, 2023, at 1:53 am. Drink coffee or juice? What is causing the pain in my neck? It’s devastating!

    Hey! I Got Something To Beef About …?

    You know what? Good things are happening to me daily, even so? I am hurting so much I beef about the best no matter what is my quest. I get this daily motivation which it has been a blessing but! Today! Let me quote the matter.

    Quote:

    Daily motivation

    Tuesday September-26-2023

    Sometimes, imagining the future feels like being in a pitch-dark room.

    This darkness brings feelings of fear and confusion.

    The more you worry about the future, the longer these feelings linger.

    You have to tap into your strength.

    Do not let the darkness intimidate you.

    Take one step at a time.

    Embracing curiosity, and cultivating positive thoughts will help you to live in harmony with the uncertainty.

    Slowly, darkness will fade away and your path will get clearer.

    Be open to exploring new possibilities.

    Live in alignment with the flow of life.

    Your Affirmations For Today:

    I choose what’s best for me.    I am experiencing feelings of happiness.   Beautiful things are happening to me.   I have a positive and productive outlook.   I am in a thriving state. & …

    Complete your Affirmation…

    Let Me Dissect This? O Well: Daily Motivation …?

    Daily Motivation

    Wednesday September-27-2023

    • I am focused and driven …am I? It seems to me my focus shuts all kinds of star like rays!
    • I am mindful of my own energy …what energy? The energy of this miserable pain? Perhaps.
    • I am living a courageous life …O dear! I don’t even have the courage to head to the shower room!
    • I can create the success that I want …success?! Very successful at beating dead horses to no avail most of the time! Ha! Ha! Ha!
    • I let go of unrealistic expectations … what’s the use? I find myself expecting that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, looking, searching that immensity of good & evil source they call, Google. Ha! No pot of gold, instead? That dreadful computer crash! VIRUS! Pity!
    • I am already doing enough … That’s for sure!
    • I can rise above my negative feelings …Oh but in vain I TRY!
    • I listen to my emotions …that’s the worse evil I have learned to avoid.
    • I observe my circumstances without judgment …Well? Let me put it like this, I am doing my best!
    • I am open to unexpected opportunities …that I AM! Bless my heart!
    • Your Motivations For Today:
    • Don’t be afraid to be alone.   What? That’s my favorite ‘afraid’! Can’t help it, no matter how hard I try!
    • That’s how you attract the right people into your life.   Hasn’t worked for me, wonder why?
    • Life becomes a whole lot easier when you are with the right people.   But what I consider to be the right people are always too busy to be with me! Let me forget that part. I already ‘Let go.’
    • You may have to be on your own for a …Not necessarily. Thank goodness I don’t want to be on my own! Only? I am not! My Father—He is taking care of all of us. I fear not!

    Thankful. Grateful. Cheerful. Candid. …

    Wednesday, September 27, 2023, at 11:47 pm, bed. I finally went to bed. Slept until after 2 am the next day or Thursday, September 28, 2023, at 12:25 pm. Just back from Walmart, got all kinds of goodies. Honestly? This is the best I ever had in my life! I can’t stop praising my Yah all day long!

    • Rescued from the trap of the past.
    • How?
    • Well? On coming back from Walmart, what were my first thoughts?
    • Ha! Tortillas? The worst we ever picked up!
    • I wish I could take them back but!
    • dear! What kind of thought is this?
    • I am always complaining about one thing or the other.
    • Instead?
    • That’s when it comes to me how blessed I am!
    • but if of a truth?
    • I have nothing to complain about, that’s for sure.
    • My heart leap up to the highest climb of joyful thanksgiving!
    • Not to my Master from on high but for my Diana & Mike down here on earth.

    The Blank from The Pain Bank …?

    Bed Thursday, September 28, 2023, at 7:20 pm. Up after midnight on Friday, September 29, 2023. Leg cramp, neck? Stiff & painful. Angry? Not really, just a blank feeling I can’t describe.

    What Is My Saga About? …

    Feelings. Thoughts. Doubts. Dread. Abandonment. Walking the lonely roads at night not knowing where are those roads to end? Confusion. Delusion. Illusion. Words without knowledge? [Job_35:16].

    Quote:

    Job 35:16

    (16)  Job uselessly opens his mouth and multiplies words without knowledge [drawing the worthless conclusion that the righteous have no more advantage than the wicked].

    Suspense …

    1. Anxiety or apprehension resulting from an uncertain, undecided, or mysterious situation: The suspense as they were announcing the winners was unbearable.

    2. The quality in a work of narrative art, such as a novel or film, that causes the audience to experience pleasurable excitement and anticipation regarding an outcome.

    Ha! Things Are Beginning to Really Click This Morning …?

    No wonder why the blank feeling when I got up for the 2nd time after midnight. Feelings & thoughts. Blankly, devoid of thought or impression with a blank mind, I grabbed my cane & reached for my water cup. I headed for the kitchen. It came to me to eat some ice cream. Out of all things why ice cream in the middle of the night? The coldness shall shock your body to forget your painful discomfort.

    • Hum! That makes sense.
    • Lots of things are beginning to make sense now.

    Mystery? You bet! …?

    Unquestionable my enthusiasm shuts to the highest! The thought of creating a suspense to entice the public to read my saga is shamelessly popping up. “Distasteful hypocrisy” claims dear Dereck Murphy. I see it clearly right now making my heart leap with joy this time!

    Joy? Distasteful Hypocrisy …?

    Indeed! I am not offended at all to discover my distasteful hypocrisy. But how this line of thought is taking place? Well? It seems to me I am now heading into the homestretch of this tumultuous saga of mine. Though, a conversation with my precious Denise last night brought to my mind a clear sight of my doings right now in reference to my endeavor to compile this book or series of books about the saga of my life.

    Bingo!!! Goes The Shot …?

    Several shots! But it is a BIG pot, I don’t mind sharing it. Ah! Where on earth is my mind going with all this babbling of mine? Good question. Hold on to your horses I am coming back to the subject of what is my saga about as soon as I can figure out how to do it. For the moment I guess a hot coffee cup is the thing I am to head to the kitchen to prepare at 2:27 am on Friday, September 29, 2023.

    • I am back.
    • The coffee is too hot to drink.
    • While in the kitchen it came to me to eat the salty crackers Diana brought me last night.
    • That recalled that lack of salt is a trigger for leg cramps.
    • Needless to say, I added the salty crackers to the leftover black beans from my supper last night.
    • I ate while I fixed the coffee.

    What’s With All These Out Of The Box Detailing …?

    All these details bring some sense to what I am writing about my thinking while I am telling you. Bless my heart! I done fell asleep in front of the screen. I got up to head for bed. I woke up a while ago. I headed for the kitchen. Fixed the chamomile flowers tea. Scrambled an egg in the skillet with the remaining Kemp seeds from the zucchini I fixed yesterday. I toasted a slice of Ezequiel bread. I cut an avocado. Fixed next to the scrambled eggs & zucchini mixture. I drenched the bread in olive oil, cutting it into squares, and fixed those squares around the rest of the food. Presto! A star breakfast Master Piece!

    • Of course, I called Diana to inform her of such a grand event.
    • Her response?
    • NO THANK YOU! Ha! Ha! Ha!
    • Party pooper, that’s all she is!
    • Pity! Pity! Pity!
    • Just for that? I’ll have a Godiva choc!
    • I’ll show her!

    Hey! What Is It That I Am Supposed To Do Right Now …?

    Not just thinking, I am tired of that, but doing that’s what counts. Ah! What is my saga all about? Now I know. My present saga is about doing not just thinking about doing. Thank goodness! I will be working on the book cover now. It will be originally disregarding all conventions, after all! I am non-conventional—that’s what makes so especial to the point of having fun rejoicing in my infirmities. That’s the fact, let me leave at that.

    A Day Of Significance Before I Close …

    So tired! Could go no more. Headed for bed on Friday, September 29, 2023, at 9:28 pm. We spent the afternoon taking care of the legal matters to establish me under Diana’s care. Saturday, September 30, 2023, at 2:04 am. Up. This is the 5th and last 7th Day of Rest, the last day of the 10th month. Significant enough is the fact that the number 10 is when things get serious? When will reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.

    How Appropriate …?

    I am now officially ending this chapter in thiaBasilia Saga’s as it was as it is. As this page is closed my hope remains set on the Loving Creator arising from His throne to grant us all His mercy as in Isaiah 30:8-33—the passage of Scripture that vividly describes my own personal doings as it is related in the previous chapters.

    The end.

    Hey! Did I Post This Before? Who Knows? …

    I have been so intense working on a new way of posting and writing and living and? Trying not to complain that I have forgotten to post since the last post. I thought my last post was sooo good but I only got 1 like which really broke my heart, but then? The Voice from Iran mended that broken heart of mine, she was my only like. Bless my heart!

    • Anyhow? I’ll take a break from my endeavor and shall post again right now.

    Lov, thia

    I Have Good News About The Saga Of My Life …

    Good News That Could Affect You …

    What Is My Future to Be …?

    No longer wondering about my future. The proof is in the pudding. As written in the numerous pages I have recorded since 1985, I have had hard times that have left me feeling trapped in a cycle of fear. Even so, I can now dream again. I am no longer afraid to embrace hope. I no longer feel like I’ve used up all my strength to survive the strongest storm of my life and now I don’t even have the energy to dream a new dream.

    Good News Indeed! …

    I needed time to heal. The amazing thing is that perhaps all my life I struggled to allow myself to feel my emotions, but don’t stop dreaming. How could I have been able to accomplish such a feat? I am not kidding, I faithfully and enthusiastically tried and tried to avoid engaging with my fears, taking those as a waste of my energy. Despair! Totally incapacitated in despair!

    • I wanted to be happy, but happiness eluded me big time.
    • I was a miserable soul!
    • ‘Poor Basilia’ was an accurate way to address me.
    • But guess what?
    • Now, it’s my turn to be happy.

    I Am Ready To Enjoy The Better Days Ahead …

    I am ready to face the day with courage and openness. The best part? No need to strive to be a little better each day. In fact? No need to strive at all! Why? Courage and openness have become my new nature super naturally ingrained within my being. No kidding! Everything is handed to me in a silver platter before I even think to ask.

    So? AWAY! Away! AWAY!!! …

    Away with all strivings, worries, fears, and the BOO!!! From the bogey evil ghost in vain booing me anymore! I am going on. Upwards! Upwards! The day has arrived for me. I am free! Free from all my debts, from all the suffocating chains of my lifetime! Free by the power of the immense love of my Heavenly Father for me. Free to arise and come away!

    As per His words …

    The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land. The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. Song of Solomon 2:12, 13.

    • And I Came Away Forever To Stay …
    • Saturday, September 30, 2023, at 11:20 am.
    • Yes, I do get tired of not feeling good, but!
    • I have the power now to overcome it all as if by magic! And?
    • The title: ‘thia Basilia—Her Saga—as it was. As it is …’ will soon hit the waves of the NET!
    • On to post on Sunday, October 1, 2023, at 7:17 am.

    Until the next post, lov, thia

    Do Not Allow Other People’s Hurtful Words To Dull Your Shine …?

    Easily Said Than Done …?

    I Know …

    It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:31 am. What do I know? The things that I have tried to accomplish in the past to no avail. Now I can discern, I can appreciate the well meaning of words telling me to do one thing or the other to overcome my hurt feelings. The truth? The hurt persists whether I let affect me or not. It is not that easy to do what you wish to do when it comes to feelings among human beings. But!

    The Reality? It’s Simple & Easy …?

    Only we humans love to complicate matters in the guise of reasonable deductions from all visible matters. But, nothing is like it seems to be. There are no reasonable anything when it comes to the bottom of everything we can see & touch & feel.

    Ha! I Sure Sound Like I Am a Troublemaker, Don’t I? …

    Maybe I am. Maybe I am not! Let’s have some fun with these dilemmas of mine, shall we? To begin with let’s not forget that I have been in existence for the long 84 years since my birth. It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:19 pm. Sleepy. Head for bed.

    • Up on Sunday, September 24, 2023, at 2:04 am.
    • Wondering again on what I am to do?
    • Should I drink coffee with sugar?
    • How can I relate or express myself without condescending or bias of any kind?
    • How am to reconcile the ambiguity in the Scriptures?
    • How can I ignore my concerns about money & the waste of supplies?

    Ha! The Boogeyman Is After Me …!

    Boogeyman otherwise considered to be my fearful concerns or unnecessary worries. Guess what? Just yesterday I bumped into Hebrews 13:5-6. Isn’t that amazing? I got the answer before all those fearful concerns on waking up a little while ago.

    Quote:

    (5)  Let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money [including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions] and be satisfied with your present [circumstances and with what you have]; for He [God] Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. [I will] not, [I will] not, [I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let [you] down (relax My hold on you)! [Assuredly not!] [Jos_1:5]

    (6)  So we take comfort and are encouraged and confidently and boldly say, The Lord is my Helper; I will not be seized with alarm [I will not fear or dread or be terrified]. What can man do to me? [Psa_27:1; Psa_118:6]

    O! But O Me! No Wonder Why? Why What? …

    No wonder why my precious children worry about me. No wonder they handle me with ‘kid gloves’ never knowing what’s going to upset my apricot. Bless our hearts. But guess what again? Things are changing for the best like magic. Just now? I done forgot all those fearful concerns on my waking up a while ago. Silly me! Ah! My drink, I guess I’ll include the teaspoon of instant coffee & white sugar fearless of all said about the no nos of sugar & coffee. Good choice! Unto the task.

    Allow Myself to Indulge in Nostalgia From Time To Time …?

    From time to time? Ha! I do it most of the time every single day, that’s for sure. That’s part of what keeps me on top of that ‘Boogeyman’ daily poking me! But reminiscing on those beautiful moments helps me to keep hope alive and believe in life’s great possibilities ahead of me. Especially when the echo of those lovely words reverberate from within my being.

    Quote:

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” end of quote.

    Indeed! I Fear Not! …

    It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 12:34 am, I am up in excruciating pain, drinking a coffee mixture hoping for relief. I have no idea what has triggered this pain but the thoughts of Covid-19 have been knocking in my mind. What would happen if I could be infected? Would I be forced to take the vaccine? What would happen if I refused to take that dreadful vaccine? Would I die and my children curse my Beloved Master?

    • Ha! What’s the matter with me?
    • I will not die!
    • Get up!
    • Drink water, you are dehydrated.
    • Fix yourself the coffee mixture even if you haven’t done that for a long time because it had ceased to work.
    • Guess what?

    Now I Just Realized Why the Drink Ceased to Work …?

    Yes, all things are fitting together as if by magic. That coffee mixture had become a routine for me even when the migraines had stopped troubling me, but I thought. I don’t know what I thought, maybe I thought I had discovered the sure cure for migraines and for pain in general. Silly me!

    • Even so, that lovely voice within my being warned me a long time ago not to get stuck in doing things because those things had worked before.
    • It warned me how the practical routines practiced at rampart were leading people into spiritual stagnation.
    • Those routines were the chains strangling the unsuspecting human beings.

    Wow! Indeed! All Things Are Fitting Together As If By Magic …?

    No kidding! The best part? I am to be still, to wait, to write & publish all inspired words at any moment as I observe it all developing in the midst of my present living setup. Ha! Guess what again.

    • Big smile brightens up my face even when I am not looking in the mirror, but!
    • The pain has subsided as well as all those dreadful thoughts.

    What Does It All Mean? …

    It all means I am not deluded nor mentally ill. It means I am perfectly set up for the Almighty Creator & Master of my being to fulfill His purpose for my life, but! By no means this setup is a garden of roses just for me to enjoy. Rather, this setup is a garden of roses with the thorns to prick me anytime I stick my hand to mess in the bush. Thank goodness I am finally learning how to handle my little rose bush gifted to me for Mother’s Day by my darling Roxana—what a gift!

    Bless My Heart! What On Earth Am I Talking About …?

    Well? I am so blessed to live under the loving care of Diana & Mike, but! It has taken 10 long months for me to begin to make sense of all happenings in that last 10 months since I arrived back to the USA. How is it all making sense on this Monday, September 25, 2023 as I struggled to take care of the miserable pain on waking up? Ah! That lovely voice again! It recalled John 16:19-33. Let me quote it for such passage of the Scriptures says it all quite clear.

    Quote:

    John 16:19-33

    Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

    I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy.

    A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

    So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

    And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me [you will need to ask Me no questions]. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]. [Exo_3:14]

    Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

    I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

    At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

    For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

    I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

    His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

    Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from God.

    Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

    But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

    I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]. End of quote.

    • Yes, indeed! John 16:19-33 is coming to pass exactly as it is written.
    • The best part?
    • Reading like testimonies as mine, the elect shall begin the journey back home where they belong.
    • Hope. There is always hope!

    Hey! It’s Raining! What A Good Sign! …?

    It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 3:27 am. Just as I decided to end the post I heard the sound of copious rain. Wow! It has been quite dry & hot for the last few days. In a way so it has been for us three, Diana, Mike, and me. Isn’t significant how the rain is falling on this moment of my appreciation of the happenings in our midst? Magic! Isn’t it? Bless my heart!

    Until the next post, lov, thia.

    I Am Grateful For This Life …

    I Embrace The Power Of Inner Stillness …

    I Bravely Step Into The Unknown …

    Yes, those three headings came today in the Daily Motivation I have finally subscribed to. Why did I subscribe to this Community Family. Simply, I have secretly lived my life guided by mysterious messages that come to me in dreams & visions, in the meaning of numbers & the clouds & birds & flowers, and many other unsuspecting ways, like this email from daily motivation that appeared in my inbox a while ago. Then it stopped. But I remember how appropriate came the answers to whatever I needed guidance at the moment. So? I searched. I found it and subscribed least for now.

    Now What? The Unknown …?

    The Unknown now claimed to be known. Not so. Indeed! I am prepared to meet the Master Redeemer of my soul. I am not just saying this out of human knowledge and wisdom. For I do have enough knowledge to see the possibility that in 7 days The Abomination That Makes Desolate of Matthew 24, could be set up, but! O there is that but of mine. Why?

    • O well because of that lovely all powerful secret Guide of mine. He has never failed me, nor will He ever do, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I walk into the unknown fearless and confident at the sound of that lovely voice.
    • Yes, The Abomination That Makes Desolate has been knocking at our door for centuries with the warning many claim to know when and how it is to happen.
    • It is now Friday, September 15, 2023, at 8:54 pm. It has been a day! But I am tired, frustrated, and? Sleepy I guess for I am not comfortable at all! Heading for bed.

    Learning To Walk Physically Alone …?

    In the daytime among human beings? Alone. At nighttime, walking on a road aside a dangerous cliff, alone. Where did everybody go? They were with me at first but now they have disappeared. I am lost. Where am I going?

    I Woke Up. Have I? …

    Honestly, sometimes I don’t know whether I am awake or still sleeping. I just laid there for a moment. I begin to put things together. The question, Where are You, my Beloved? Silence. I struggle to get up. Is it all an illusion? What in heavens name is for real?

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!”

    And So? In Rain Or Shine I Walk Alone Yet …?

    I am not alone. Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don’t. What is this thing we call feelings? Ha! So much written unwritten in fancy paper even in stones both ways to be torn or broken up. Do I sound quite pompous and resentful. That’s because I am. But why deny or defend myself? Because it is of no use. The truth needs not my defense. The TRUTH is the Advocate that set me free.

    I Am Free! Empowered To Walk Alone But! …

    I am no longer lost on a road going nowhere. Sunday, September 17, 2023, at 7:17 am. At this point in my anew, afresh, recreated life I refuse to memorize any technique or routine to live in the human concept of happiness and peace and freedom. I heartly embrace the leading & guidance of that lovely voice within my being. Phew! THAT’S TRUE FREEDOM! Not a learned practice, only the outcome of my submission to the only Being worthy of my submission & obedience as it’s promised.

    Blessings for Obedience …

    Read it in your own Bible, it’s written in Deuteronomy 28:1-14

    Now, Why Are We So Heck Up To Claim & Proclaim “Time and Money Freedom” …?

    The struggle to make choices that empower one to BE, DO, HAVE and GIVE more than what one now has is now rampart the thing is driving thousands of enchanted souls. It baffles me but I am not surprised at all. I been there, I done that.

    Am I Now Disenchanted? Thank Goodness I AM! …?

    I’m crazy, ain’t I? But it feels SO good! To be empowered with wisdom from on high. No kidding! Perhaps someone in my closest circle is bound to exclaim, “it’s about time!” that’s because they have no conception yet of Who is and has been teaching/leading me all the time from before my birth until my eternity comes into view.

    Anyhow? Again, The Thing Is I Now Have Time And Money Freedom Without Any Struggle Of My Own …?

    For true, I have Time And Money Freedom all the time beyond my wildest imagination. But I have no foot to stand on should judge or criticize both the leaders or the followers of the ‘millionaire’s dream’ for I was there not too long ago chasing the mighty Dollar.

    Of Course, That’s What Is Now Call ‘Blocks To Super Abundance’ …

    Indeed! The best part of the deal? The huge discount if I am willing to give 1 hour a week listening to the lesson to overcome such ‘blocks’ and only 10 minutes per day repeating the ‘confirmation’ to instill time & money freedom into one’s mind. And to think how willing I then was? It kind of makes me …O well! I don’t know whether it makes me laugh or cry for shame. I choose to laugh, there is nothing to be ashamed about.

    • My thought? Yahushua’s laughter rings in the heavens!
    • And just for that? I stuck a delicious Godiva chocolate in my mouth.
    • Ah! But I thought I was not doing chocolates anymore.
    • Ha! Ain’t I entitled to change my mind as it fits the time?
    • I’ll take a break, it’s now Tuesday, September 19, 2023, at 5:27 pm. Tea time.

    Leaving The Beauty Of Autumn …

    Looking up to the promised abundance of a summer soon to emerge to consume my entirety humanity. My humanity or my past that still lingers while my physical existence on these earthly grounds as those grounds exist now.

    He Carried Me All the Way To The Moment And Beyond …?

    What can I say? It’s the odyssey of my life—the saga I am now to portray in the positive aspect of it all. Here we go, humor instead of anger or regret is to be my motto from now until forever. No kidding it’s so much fun to laugh at this life’s stumbling blocks in the road to my eternal destination. Laughter! It makes all troubles flee away like beaten dogs with their tails between the legs.

    Funny Thing? …

    That’s it for the introduction to this stretch of my journey unto forever joy and peace shall reign under the loving care of the One Who has turned out to be, my Father as well as my Husband as per Isaiah 54. Funny thing? Yes, He is my Father as well as my Husband but! So, He is for you reading these unusual lines that seem crazy to be. Even so, no feelings of jealousy or anything like that, instead?

    • The super admiration for the One Who honors me to be that especial one to comfort Him with my submission and obedience to His will. Amen.

    Until the next crazy post on Covid 19 or 20 or who knows?  Lov, thia

    Experience Not Theoretically …?

    What Am I Babbling About Now …?

    I Don’t Babble Anymore. I Express my Experience with Wit & Candor …?

    Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note on Friday, September 8, 2023, at 7:14 pm. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why? Good reasons:

    • I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
    • I can transcend my traumas.
    • I can express myself without fear of judgment.
    • I can easily find out I am not alone.
    • For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
    • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
    • I don’t live here anymore.

    Am I Deluded?

    By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for. …

    Okay! Let Me Go On With My Saga …

    Observing My Own Self. It is now Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 2:01 am. O But That I Would Have Hearken To the ten Commandments most humans know or have heard about. That’s where my mind keeps reverting to. Even so, here lately I have concluded to quit lamenting about it, why?

    • Because by a supernatural power I am now keeping those commandments thus receiving the benefits of doing so.

    What’s The Use Of Lamenting Without Action? …

    Again, as I have stated before, on this day I aim to summarize a recreated life for the human mind ingrained on me. It all boils down to living by the 1st and most important of the Ten Commandments as well as by the 2nd likened to the 1st.

    Here Is Something That Is Palpable In Sight …?

    Quote:

    It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of My creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

    Keeping Up With My Daily Living …?

    Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 6:44 am. I’m sleepy but I wish to stay awake to finish the graphics and take care of whatever develops today. Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 8:30 pm, time to try the bed.

    The Unknown Things Of Eternal Value …?

    Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

    • Entering into the unknown things of eternal value.

    I Refuse To Despair …

    Friday, September 1, 2023, at 3:43 am. Slept on and off since 9 pm last night. I am up now starting this month still itching like crazy, even so? I refuse to despair. My inner voice is persistent with “fear not!” Love, good at the end shall prevail. Friday, September 1, 2023, at 9:23 pm, heading for bed but I am not sleepy. Slept until 1:55 am on the new day.

    No More Or Limited Scriptural Quotes …?

    Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 3:03 am. 1st 7th Day of Rest on the 9th month in 2023—a new day of rest for the people of the Almighty Creator commonly known as ‘God’. Therefore, His Holy Spirit says in Hebrews 3:7-19. (Just a reference. The quotes are a thing of my past writings. Is time to relate the tall tales that tell the truth in the saga of my life.)

    The Confusion About Nutrition …

    Where does it stem from? Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I have been searching how to fight my affliction. I was led to a site instructing me to eat exactly what other sites tell me to avoid. Phew! Fixed me my delicious black beans soup. I sure hope to win this war from now on. One thing they all agree on is to stay away from sugar. On that I am making progress.

    • The biggest conquest is my cravings for chocolates and chocolate desserts.

    About The Rubbish Both In My Mind And In The House …?

    Monday, September 4, 2023, at 3:40 am. It is time again to get rid of rubbish both in my mind and in the house. Fear not! Onward! Upward! On with the saga of my life. Had labor day brunch at Diana’s. at the end I came back home because I didn’t feel good. Slept. Frustrated creating free blog for autobiography.

    Keeping a record of my time:

    • Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 6:40 am. Ready for whatever this day brings. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 7:25 pm. Pc off, no internet. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 10:29 pm. I finally went to bed. Slept.
    • Wednesday, September 6, 2023, at 5:32 am. Been up for a couple hours composing and replying to Denise with the contents of the next post. Will fix breakfast now. The Net quit again. Will turn off to see if that helps.
    • Thursday, September 7, 2023, at 2:14 am. This was a day of reckoning. Ending with quite stark realizations again.

    Reflecting …

    Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why?

    • Because I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
    • I can transcend my traumas.
    • I can express myself without fear of judgment;
    • I can easily find out I am not alone. For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
    • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
    • I don’t live here anymore. My citizenship is the heavens.

    Am I deluded?

    By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for.

    O well! The wanting? …

    Something I have to deal with constantly. Nevertheless, I now control them not them control me. This Saturday, September 9, 2023, at 9:18 am I came upon the Daily Motivation for Saturday September-9-2023.

    Quote:

    • You are overcoming your trauma triggers.
    • You are on a path of deep healing.
    • Some days will be harder than others, but you must keep going.
    • Do not let your past life keep you from embracing joy in the present.
    • Bigger blessings are coming your way.
    • Everything is okay now.
    • Life is about to give you what you have been wishing for.
    • You’re being guided to where you are meant to be.
    • It’s your turn to celebrate and get excited again.

    A New Season Is Here …?

    I feel more grateful each day. I embrace the sweetness of life. I am okay with imperfection. I am falling in love with my life again. I am reconnecting with my truth. I am singing again despite my belly ache plus breaking my gifted jar of lemon-fig preserve. I am tempted to say “I got up on the wrong side of the bed as my father used to say when someone woke up crossed. But I caught myself and began to sing:

    I’m so happy as I travel, traveling with an angel band.

    And I’m living so my life for Yahushua to shine!!!

    • Must continue on waking up.
    • I slept for a few hours.

    There Is No Such Thing As Learning To Love …

    Or, is there such a thing? Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 9:40 pm. Sleepy. Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 12:48 am. I am up. Reflecting. What’s this thing about learning to love myself? I do understand to love myself is the 2nd most important of the commandments but it’s only half of it as it is written.

    • I can’t undo the past events, experiences, and moments of darkness that changed me from what I meant to be.
    • I do not “like” who I am in the eyes of this world right now.
    • But I still have to “love” myself to change myself for the better.

    Funny! I Have Been Swimming Against The Current All My Years …?

    No problem. The Master Creator of my being has let me know that I have a strong connection with Him. I am fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of His Presence within me.

    Ha perhaps Your response is in the meaning of the number 37.

    Quote:

    Back to the number 37. Modified quote by My Spirit within you.

    What Does It Mean When you Keep Seeing 37?

    If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

    1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
    2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
    3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help, flow with your situation.
    4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
    5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

    A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?

    Quote:

    “O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

    Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

    I am aware of your frustrations.

    But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

    My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

    There is nothing I can deny to you.

    I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

    Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

    You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

    And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

    One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

    Your children as well shall do the same.

    Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

    You are now playing in My Major League.

    My highest Royalty in Authority.

    The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

    The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

    Just the same.

    Governing Order and Rulership.

    A perfect governmental foundation.

    Your Jubilee.

    Your Liberation From Oppression.

    Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

    A burst of joy in your heart you get.

    Onward My precious child!

    I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

    Indeed! The Shocking Facts To Me …?

    1. As of now, 40% of the victims have not been identified.
    2. The master mind of the plan to blow up the towers have been caught but not yet try.
    3. This man’s statement, his reason beyond his criminal actions.

    Amazing! Talking About The Decline Of The Age …?

    Even so? No comment. My whole being is set on solid grounds. I am no longer searching for answers. It is futile. The Master Creator of everything in existence has all the answers. So what? Accept. Submit.

    • I have gone that route.
    • I have been faithful to Him.
    • What did I get?
    • The shaft!
    • NO THANKS!!!
    • Don’t even mention such words to me.
    • I have come to love myself & others unconditionally!!!

    Wow! A Burning Flame Of Repressed Anger!

    Rampart, unrecognized anger. The kind of anger that isolates one to their own conclusions & beliefs, and? The worst: the root of the great ‘fallen away’. It’s now Tuesday, September 12, 2023, at 11:35 am. I choose to withhold my comment. I need to wait. Will resume my reading for now, perhaps I fall asleep.

    • I have been sensing such anger in most souls of my acquaintance claiming unconditional love but I could not putt it together until now by the way things are developing.
    • First the burst of anger. Then?
    • The reasonable explanation about what is conceived as ‘unconditional love’.

    Quote:

    As far as unconditional love, I don’t need you to love me back, or to understand, and respect me for me to love you. If there isn’t balance and reciprocation, then the actual physical relationship, may become nonexistent, but the unconditional love still remains.

    And each of us must work out what it is that we’re willing to do or who we’re willing to be in a relationship with based upon this balance. But if I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone because I’m not in alignment with them, it does not mean that I don’t unconditionally love them. Because unconditional love cannot be earned. It’s simply means that I’m gonna go my Way and that person is going to go to their way but the respect and love remains. End of quote.

    Can We Really Be Free & Complete Without …?

    Without the primordial need to be loved back? I am beginning to realize it cannot be done. And that is for a good reason. We were created to be loved so that we can love in return. Well? Here comes the biggie!

    • I am not ashamed of who or how I am.
    • As of this moment I no longer fear the awful predicament of not fitting in.
    • Why should I struggle to fit in any or all situations that come my way?
    • Why should I demand of myself to fit in or choose retreat from socializing?
    • What is worst, why should I miss an opportunity to mend the broken threads of my dysfunctional former family?
    • It does not make sense to tell the truth.

    I Need To Face The Matter, That’s For Sure …?

    No matter what, when, or how things were or things are, for me? I need to face the fact that I am not fighting against flesh & blood. I am fighting against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere as in Ephesians 6:10-20.

    • I have not forgotten the Scriptures.
    • Only, here lately I have been convicted of my misinterpretation of such words. Naturally, I have stopped quoting them, but as of the moment I see the necessity to quote the fallacy of my former interpretation.

    My Idea To Apply The Written Words To Live By …?

    I was determined to be strong in my concept or my belief in the Savior of our souls. O but how ridiculous I see my former beliefs & practices. Good thing that as of lately the Master Redemer of my being has absolved me. Therefore, I am ready now to tell on me. What a relief!

    Quote:

    Ephesians 6:10-20

    (10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

    (11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

    • Every morning I would get up and read those verses without fail for that was my idea to be ‘strong in the Lord’ as well as ‘Putting on God’s whole armor’.
    • Ha! Ha! It reminds me of little Steven—my precious son. I got a note from his 1st grade teacher informing me that Steven was not turning in his homework.
    • I was puzzled because every day I would ask him about doing his homework, his answer, “I did it in school!” and off he would run to resume his playing in the street without a care in this world.
    • So, I headed to school to talk to his teacher.
    • What? The teacher would write on the blackboard what the children had to do for their homework and would prompt the children to write it down so they could remember what to do.
    • Of course, my boy faithfully complied to do what he thought to be his homework. Bless his heart and mine!

    Once I Faithfully Claimed The First Two Verses …?

    No doubt about it, I was convinced that I was not wrestling with flesh and blood but I was dressed with the Lord’s armor, enabling me to resist and stand my ground on the evil day. This routine went on and on for many days that turned into weeks, months, even years until? My Beloved Master put stop to it.

    • Well? O well! My Master’s wisdom to keep a lid on his plan for my life in His mind.
    • Wednesday, September 13, 2023, at 5:03 am.
    • Break time, time to discover what’s beyond my Master’s wisdom. Last night was a breakthrough in the line of mysteries.

    Acceptance. Submission. Discernment. Love …?

    Tall, tall words to utter them flippantly. So much written on them words. So much done about them, and? It has all been practically in vain! Our lives like the novels I read have plot twists too. The only results?

    Frustration. Confusion. Corruption. The worst? Further rebellion. Suppressed Anger. Denial …?

    Even when we choose to only look to that elusive goodness, we in vain pursue. Hey! Where are you, my brother, my sister, my friend, my mother as well as my father? And for goodness sake, Where are you, Almighty Creator of everything in existence? By the way, where am I?

    Hopefully, I hope. Hope. There is always hope! Thank goodness!

    There is the beauty of the sunset of the age to hope for …

    Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

    At My Prime Again!!! Winning the Itching Battle …

    • Greetings to my friends in the USA, S. Africa, Jordan, United Arab Emirates, India, and the four corners of the earth.

    Really? What On Earth Makes Me So Sure It Is So? …

    I am Practicing being happy for no reason. Everything is temporary in life…Go figure it, lol.

    Indeed! I Am Sure This Time. I Am As Serious About It As A Massive Heart Attack …?

    How this can be? That’s what I am asking myself. How this can be my prime again? Last night I developed a massive headache. I racked my brain searching my memory for relief. A cup of coffee would do, I thought. I headed to the kitchen. O me! I got the bright idea to fix me a cappuccino. Yeah, I enjoyed it.

    • After a while the headache subsided.
    • I went to sleep.
    • Suddenly ferocious itching woke me.
    • for heaven’s sake!
    • The itching had stopped.
    • What is going on with my body, with my mind?

    Stark Realizations …

    My body is reacting to my mind. What is in my mind twisting my body with painful extremely uncomfortable reactions that is driving me to insanity?

    Have You Ever Questioned Your Reactions …?

    I wonder and ponder. Crazy me. Why wonder about you? Why not let go, leave you to your own self?

    What Are You To Me? What Are The Realities I Am Dealing With …?

    Well? For now I, you, and the rest of the worldlings are beginning to merge into a beautiful tapestry, intriguing but emanating the light of healing the horrors of a buried sulking past.

    O Well! That’s Just Me! …?

    What’s the matter with me? Ah! Don’t you see what you are doing to yourself. Why don’t you quit all the nonsense and accept the fact that you are old, and you are not going to be young again?

    Ha! Ha! Ha! Wait Until Your Turn Comes …?

    Do you really think you will enjoy turning into an invalid? … Silence. Hum! That’s enough! I don’t want to talk about such things. I’m busy …? End of conversation, but!

    The Bright Shinny Spark Of The Meeting Of Our Minds …?

    Ah! Maybe, just maybe this miserable itching shall turn tails away to the land of no return. Hope. There is ALWAYS hope …

    • It’s now Friday, September 8, 2023, at 4:55 am. Just finish drinking my cup of coffee, just coffee no cappuccino for me, that’s for sure …least for a time, eh?

    Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

    It’s Time For My Tall Tales …?

    A Long Time Ago …?

    That Was The Time …

    That was the time I was humbled but not humiliated.  For me anyhow when there was only phone support to solve my forever computer problems were needed. The techs for the most from India, most patient and quite knowledgeable. This specific time, the blessed tech asked me to read to him the apps I had installed in the Programs feature, I started with the ‘a’ for apple until I got to the ‘n’ ‘e’ ‘s’ …=”nescafe” I pronounced. “I never hear of that app” says the blessed tech, spell it for me again” I said, ‘n’ for no, ‘e for eye’ ‘s for sam’ ‘c’ for cat ‘p’ for Peter ‘e’ for eye= NETSCAPE! Exclaimed the tech with a chuckle.

    I used to thank them for their patience but they inevitable would respond, “no it is us to thank you, you are teaching us a lot!”

    Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 9:45 pm. Bed. Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I

    Your Site Is Ancient …?

    What? I just perfected my use of boxes, how dare you call my site ‘ancient’?! “Why don’t you download Joomla?” “What on earth is that?” I exclaimed quite peeved with the young punk. “Joomla! is a free and open-source content management system (CMS) for publishing web content. Download it, you will see.” He told me. Mercy me!

    CMS stands for open-source content management system, something I had never heard of, bless my heart! Talking about ‘ancient’ to say the least. O well! I downloaded Joomla but I could not make it out, but? Somehow I had discover Wilks Community College offering free continuing education for seniors, of course I enrolled. Needless to say, I discovered the famous WordPress.com and? I have been hooked since.

    Regardless, for the life of me I can’t remember how I got into the Internet even before I enrolled in Wilks. I do remember creating websites with Frontpage.com. also, I remember how the techs practically did my menu bar. Only thing I made the mistake of checking the ‘update automatically’ thus I have not been able to find out when I created those so unique sites about my autobiography but, I can still pull and enjoy my humble beginning building websites.

    file:///G:/Wanted%20files/My%20Web%20Sites/my%20site2/chapter1.htm

    This link only works for me, but I am diligently working on making those writings available to others. Will see.

    Embracing Discernment Without Condemning Others …

    Perhaps that is what now is called ‘unconditional love’. Perhaps. Still, no need to argue. No need to prove myself as well as others right or wrong. No need to defend the Almighty Creator of everything in existence.

    And the biggest? No need to be incensed with anger however justified such anger could be. Only need for me is to let go. Fear not! I am not alone; I am not abandoned. I never have been. I never shall be!

    How blessed I am despite my fat ankles, my faulty hearing, my expensive loose dentures & equally expensive eyeglasses that don’t stay in place, plus looking at my hanging belly in the mirror as I disrobe to ready myself to the shower; and running to the toilet like in a marathon. Let alone my inability to follow instructions to take care of my concept of creating artistic beauty. And the infernal itch? And my painful back? And the lurking fears attempting to defeat me? O well! bless my heart.

    I will just go on reminiscing about my tall tales that tell on me! Humor instead of anger is the motto to come out smelling like a rose to my own self. And the privilege to sing to my heart’s desire without disturbing the delicate human ears? Hahaha! HalleluYah! Whatever more could I want for? Lov, mom.

    Diana says:

    Yesterday, we ate out for our 44th wedding anniversary. The young waitress asked what our secret is. After thinking for a moment, I said, “Work”. She replied, “And love.”

    Nope. It’s work. Daily working on yourself, your relationship, your goals, etc. Most anyone can love another to start with. The effort that it takes to keep that person as a life partner is the “secret”.

    • Right on the money I should say if it was indispensably to have my say.

    O Well! Guess There Is No Cure For My Going On And On …

    I guess as well is best for me to quit this unending drive to be what I am not supposed to be. Can you imagine that? I quit! Chilled out!

    Until the next post, lov thia.

    Rationalizing-Finding Out-And? …

    Stagnation Is Bound To Be One’s Station …

     

     

     

    Miracles Are Not Subject To The Rationalizing Shackles …

    Why not just acknowledge, enjoy, deploy the weapons to destroy the stagnation of my life’s saga in any station? Fear not!

    • I’m alive!
    • Free from the stagnant waters in the shackles of rationalizing in the fear of mankind.

    What’s ahead?

    Only the Master knows, but I am living free from stagnation with much progression towards eternity.

    What Is Eternity? …

    That’s the thing I am about to find out. It’s now Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

    • Eternity: ethereal or impossible for the human mind to grasp.
    • What time is it now?
    • Time as we know time to be but soon to be no more: 6:27 am on Thursday, August 31, 2023.
    • Otherwise?
    • The last day of the 8th month.
    • Tomorrow?
    • Anew, afresh the 9th month shall be upon us all. And what shall it be on that 9th month we are tomorrow see? No man knows for sure. The numerous theories, timelines, doom sayers shall continue with desperation now on the time of inevitable separation of the tares and the wheat as it has been written for once in Matthew 13:24-30.

    Quote:

    Matthew 13:24-30

    (24)  Another parable He set forth before them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field.

    (25)  But while he was sleeping, his enemy came and sowed also darnel (weeds resembling wheat) among the wheat, and went on his way.

    (26)  So when the plants sprouted and formed grain, the darnel (weeds) appeared also.

    (27)  And the servants of the owner came to him and said, Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? Then how does it have darnel shoots in it?

    (28)  He replied to them, An enemy has done this. The servants said to him, Then do you want us to go and weed them out?

    (29)  But he said, No, lest in gathering the wild wheat (weeds resembling wheat), you root up the [true] wheat along with it.

    (30)  Let them grow together until the harvest; and at harvest time I will say to the reapers, Gather the darnel first and bind it in bundles to be burned, but gather the wheat into my granary.

    Why The Parables …?

    Nothing is left amidst for us to remain ignorant of the truth to set us free. Read on—you will find that truth.

    Quote:

    Matthew 13:10-17

    (10)  Then the disciples came to Him and said, Why do You speak to them in parables?

    (11)  And He replied to them, To you it has been given to know the secrets and mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it has not been given.

    (12)  For whoever has [spiritual knowledge], to him will more be given and he will be furnished richly so that he will have abundance; but from him who has not, even what he has will be taken away.

    (13)  This is the reason that I speak to them in parables: because having the power of seeing, they do not see; and having the power of hearing, they do not hear, nor do they grasp and understand.

    (14)  In them indeed is the process of fulfillment of the prophecy of Isaiah, which says: You shall indeed hear and hear but never grasp and understand; and you shall indeed look and look but never see and perceive.

    (15)  For this nation’s heart has grown gross (fat and dull), and their ears heavy and difficult of hearing, and their eyes they have tightly closed, lest they see and perceive with their eyes, and hear and comprehend the sense with their ears, and grasp and understand with their heart, and turn and I should heal them. [Isa_6:9-10]

    (16)  But blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are your eyes because they do see, and your ears because they do hear.

    (17)  Truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous men [men who were upright and in right standing with God] yearned to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.

    Until the next post, lov, thia

    Making Castles In The Air For A Bit …?

    A Day Of Surprises …?

    by thiaBasilia

    Indeed! A Day Of Surprises It Was …!

    Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 5:00 pm. It has been a day of surprises and? In a way making castles in the air for a bit. This time? I thought of making those castles with Kay, all of a sudden!

    I Saw The Snare …?

    As I realized, I have not only time on my hands to do whatever I can do to help myself and by doing so, I can help Diana instead of hindering her. That’s my number 1 priority. Then? My 2nd best is to heed that inner voice leading me to sit still, to wait on my Heavenly Father.

    Come And Reason With Our Father/Creator Not With Me …?

    I am living the reality of my Father’s words spoken to me quite a few years back when I was uncertain about my Father’s presence in my life, “Father, where are You? I asked. Or maybe You are asking me such question? I sense that all that is happening right at this moment of time as it has been in the past, I sense that it’s all orchestrated by You to strengthen the bond between You and me, is that a fact my Father?”

    “Yes, My child, such is the fact! I know how you feel and what you think about writing My words to you. I know that you wonder a lot of times whether you are writing your wishful thinking about what you would like for Me to answer to you, I know it, My child, I know it all!

    “Because I know how you feel and what you think I am letting you live the reality of the words that I speak to you and you sense that such is what I am doing, yet you really are asking Me to re-assure the matter to you.

    “My child, you are doing exactly as it is My desire for you to do; for it is not My desire that you set yourself up and stagnate in any of the stages of your life that I orchestrate for you.

    “It is a fact in the realm of My Spirit that you are not to worry and plan further than today for your own self contrary of what the society of mankind demands! Thus, it’s written,

    Quote:

    Matthew 6:13-34

    …. No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve your Creator and mammon (deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in).

    Therefore, I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is life not greater in quality than food, and the body far above and more excellent than clothing?

    Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

    And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? Ps. 39:5-7. And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin. Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these.

    But if your Creator so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

    Therefore, do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear? For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

    But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

    So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. End of quote.

    • …. then all these things taken together will be given you besides’. How true this matter turned out to be after 13 years of lacking even the bare necessities sometimes I now lack for nothing thanks to my Diana’s generosity.

    Father’s Words continue:

    O my Father! You are awesome! How can I express the courage & strength that You funnel into my being just at the right moment when I feel so alone & misunderstood by all of my concern? There are no words to express the matter! But the kingdom of our Father/Creator is not about words anyhow but about excellence of character as it’s written,

    Quote:

    1 Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of the Almighty consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul).

    And so, I am going on and on and on until the kingdom comes, fearless and with such power as my Father injects in my being! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

    No More Castles In The Air …?

    My children, my friends, are doing their best for me and for them. No need to burden them with my foolishness. Besides? I must concentrate on doing the best for myself to strengthen the brethren as I am called to do.

    Hey! Here Is A Riddle Before I Close This Post …?

    The rumors about Yahushua’s death & resurrection have continued through the centuries. I have given much thought to the issue. Nothing is simple for the human mind, but! Has anyone thought of Shaul of Tarsus’ words,

    Quote:

    1 Corinthians 15:50-55

    (50)  But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of God; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

    (51)  Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of God). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed)

    (52)  In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in Christ] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

    (53)  For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

    (54)  And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished forever) in and unto victory. [Isa_25:8]

    (55)  O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting? [Hos_13:14]. End of Quote.

    There Is The Answer To The Riddle …?

    • The rumors are false.
    • His body was not stolen or buried anywhere.
    • His body was changed, transformed into immortality as it is written above. Selah. Think calmly about that …
    • Bed: Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 8:09 pm.
    • Up: still on Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 11:51 pm.

    Thinking. Thinking about it all …

    How did I grow up with my eyes closed and my mouth shut? I must obey. I must sit still, watch. Wait for my Master to continue to manifest Himself to me. I don’t feel good at all, but I must ignore these distressful moments invading my space.

    Of Course, That’s The Thing To Do! …

    Monday, August 28, 2023, at 12:19 am. Another day. It’s Monday, the day to get rid of the week’s accumulation of rubbish both in the trash cans and in my soul. ‘Fear not!’ the voice proclaims within my being. I’ll head for bed. Perhaps sleep is what I need. My times are in Your hands. Twelve hours of sleep did the trick. No kidding! I feel on top of the world again ready for the next swirl down. O death, I am on to you.

    Indeed! Those Hands Lead Me To The Left Or To The Right …

    Monday, August 28, 2023, at 5:17 am. Victory! O death where is your sting? No way could you ever get a hold on me! The end of your devious hold has ended. The reality of my eternity is now in firm stand. No need to judge or condemn. Respect others as I wish them to respect me. So be it.

    Until the next post, lov, thiaBasilia

    What Is Going On? Have I Lost My Touch? …

    I Wonder …?

    by thiaBasilia

    The Fearful Past. Where Did It Go …?

    It turned into a steppingstone. Isn’t’ that amazing! Miracles are still in vogue, that’s a fact. I commented in one of my likes in an old post.

    Quote:

    2021? It’s now 8/26/2023. I find myself wondering why my visitors in the past no longer visit me. So? I began to check. I clicked! Wow! Why I did not interact with my visitors before? What a poem! What a soul! FEAR! But guess what? All in due time. Today? My time fearless I march nonetheless. Free to face the past with no regrets. Let go! Let that fearful past be the stone to step on to go higher and higher on the steps to that Heavenly Kingdom on earth not in heaven–on the way to the New Jerusalem … How soon? Who knows? It could be tomorrow or? Who Knows? By faith shall the just shall live still stands. Glad I clicked! lov, thiaBasilia. End of quote

    • Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 1:33 am.

    And Then There Is Kally …?

    My precious one, my Kally far away on a land totally out of my fertile imagination. Now precious Kally, go ahead and laugh at me and with me. Of course, I am drawn with super admiration of your endeavor to help others. But then? I come to the end of my reading. Wow! Thousands of likes and comments. What? Dear Kally, you tell me, “Your new website looks amazing! Looking forward to reading and inspiring more posts from you.” But Kally, you get thousands of likes & comments but me? Maybe one like never one single comment. What’s wrong with my site? Can you imagine that? Am I jealous? Nay, nay! It’s not jealousy at all! It’s enlightening!

    No Need To Condemn Myself. No Room For Jealousy. …?

    But there is ample opportunity to display the fear of the Master to promote the Wisdom from above I proclaim to possess. No kidding, Kally, the reverent fear and worship of the Master is the beginning and the principal and choice part of knowledge [its starting point and its essence]; but fools despise skillful and godly Wisdom, instruction, and discipline. (Psalms 111:10– Proverbs 1:7.)

     

    Worldly Wisdom Is Bias …?

    I make this statement without prejudice, merely as a product of my experience of worldly wisdom to deem me to act unwise when in fact, that was not the case. Most of my life I spent under the influence of worldly wisdom, but rather than wisdom I saw such wisdom as the fear of men.

    The Fear Of Man? The Cause, the Effect Of All Evil Down On Us …?

    Rules & regulations to contain the masses but not the privileged elite. Instead? The fear of the Master Creator of everything in existence including us human beings is the beginning of the higher Wisdom from above to cause, to affect all good descending upon us in due time, the perfect time unbeknown to us.

    But Guess What? All Unbeknown Is Now Coming To Be Known …?

    That’s the fact. I for one can speak as per the horse’s mouth. Indeed! Day by day. Moment by moment all my ‘unbeknownst’ are disappearing at the sound of the voice of the blessed gifted souls liken to Kally Tay’s to encourage rather than discourage.

    What A Marvel! How Blessed We All Are …?

    Blessed??? Am I nuts? How can I call blessed this infernal belly ache & itching driving me insane? Aha! Aha! But I rejoice in my infirmities counting them as nothing comparing with the soon revelation of my station in the glorious Kingdom soon to be established on the renewed earthly grounds. (2 Corinthians 12:9-10.)

    • No kidding, there is hope, there is always hope.
    • But if we see what we are hoping for then hope is no longer hope.
    • Selah! Calmly think about that.

    One More Thing About Rules & Regulations …?

    Today is supposed to be a day of fasting according to the rules & regulations of ancient times. Well? Thank goodness! I am free from such bondage! For a bondage it was bounded by the fear of man! But as I got the warning in the inbox yesterday, I found myself? Well, almost caught in the snare, but! That blessed inner voice reminding me to check Isaiah 58:4-14.

    Quote:

    Isaiah 58:4-14

    (4)  [The facts are that] you fast only for strife and debate and to smite with the fist of wickedness. Fasting as you do today will not cause your voice to be heard on high.

    (5)  Is such a fast as yours what I have chosen, a day for a man to humble himself with sorrow in his soul? [Is true fasting merely mechanical?] Is it only to bow down his head like a bulrush and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him [to indicate a condition of heart that he does not have]? Will you call this a fast and an acceptable day to the Lord?

    (6)  [Rather] is not this the fast that I have chosen: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the bands of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every [enslaving] yoke? [Act_8:23]

    (7)  Is it not to divide your bread with the hungry and bring the homeless poor into your house–when you see the naked, that you cover him, and that you hide not yourself from [the needs of] your own flesh and blood?

    (8)  Then shall your light break forth like the morning, and your healing (your restoration and the power of a new life) shall spring forth speedily; your righteousness (your rightness, your justice, and your right relationship with God) shall go before you [conducting you to peace and prosperity], and the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. [Exo_14:19-20; Isa_52:12]

    (9)  Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; you shall cry, and He will say, Here I am. If you take away from your midst yokes of oppression [wherever you find them], the finger pointed in scorn [toward the oppressed or the godly], and every form of false, harsh, unjust, and wicked speaking, [Exo_3:14]

    (10)  And if you pour out that with which you sustain your own life for the hungry and satisfy the need of the afflicted, then shall your light rise in darkness, and your obscurity and gloom become like the noonday.

    (11)  And the Lord shall guide you continually and satisfy you in drought and in dry places and make strong your bones. And you shall be like a watered garden and like a spring of water whose waters fail not. End of quote.

    (12)  And your ancient ruins shall be rebuilt; you shall raise up the foundations of [buildings that have laid waste for] many generations; and you shall be called Repairer of the Breach, Restorer of Streets to Dwell In.

    (13)  If you turn away your foot from [traveling unduly on] the Sabbath, from doing your own pleasure on My holy day, and call the Sabbath a [spiritual] delight, the holy day of the Lord honorable, and honor Him and it, not going your own way or seeking or finding your own pleasure or speaking with your own [idle] words,

    (14)  Then will you delight yourself in the Lord, and I will make you to ride on the high places of the earth, and I will feed you with the heritage [promised for you] of Jacob your father; for the mouth of the Lord has spoken it. [Gen_27:28-29; Gen_28:13-15]. End of quote.

    That’s now the way I live. And for the rules on how to keep the Sabbath? I hear:

    Quote:

    Hebrews 3:7-19

    (7)  Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

    (8)  Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

    (9)  Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

    (10)  And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

    (11)  Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa_95:7-11]

    (12)  [Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

    (13)  But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

    (14)  For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

    (15)  Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered God against them]. [Psa_95:7-8]

    (16)  For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

    (17)  And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

    (18)  And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

    (19)  So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on God [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num_14:1-35]. End of quote.

    The Best Part About The Situation …?

    I discovered today that my Diana is not convinced that I am not at all the religious person that I used to be. What a discovery! The best part about it is that I did not explain much nor defend myself. Just joy and relief that I am no longer obligated to fit in in the world’s square.

    No, I Am Not Unruly Doing My Own Thing …?

    But it is a joy inexplicable and full of esteem to be submitted to that inner voice from the Master Creator of my being leading me in the way that I should go living in the future under His power and authority, in a perfect governmental foundation. And that is the completeness of my being. Complete: I want for nothing. (Well? Maybe a broil organic chicken or some fruit or one thing or the other for the simple reason that so that I am living in the ethereal world, let me face it, I am still a human being. Bless my heart!)

    Until the next post. Lov, thia.

    Classes. Nobility. The Masses …?

    Instead Of Anger. Laughing At My Arrogant Ignorance? Humility Sure to Gain To sustain ….?

    I’m Humbled Not Humiliated …

    I will continue posting parts as my life harmonizes to share with all the simplicity of the creator’s ways.

    Waiting. Watching. Caring …

    What are the possibilities right now? Don’t ever agree to take a picture of yourself. The ugliness of distortion is, to say the least, terrifying! Why am I saying this first thing on waking up from a dream? Dreams: the most important thing to happen to ourselves as well as the most important detail about us all. For myself?

    • The cleansing results are just now coming into perfect lighting.

    Into Another Day …

    I am starting with a cup of coffee. Hopefully the results from the cleansing are not anything like it happened yesterday. Will see. What happened yesterday? Sleep became impossible when night came. I finally crashed in bed. Somehow the itching painful moment ceased. I fell asleep around 2 am. It’s now Friday, August 18, 2023, at 8:35 am. I feel pretty decent after the evil moment receded.

    • As of this moment?
    • I woke up a few minutes ago.
    • I wondered what to do under the circumstances.
    • It came to me to drink a cup of coffee, to wait a couple of hours before I put anything else into my mouth.
    • That’s the way to find out what coffee shall tell my body.

    One of my Families in Jordan in the Middle East …

    Adeeb Khoury, a heart of gold. I am so blessed to have holden that heart of gold. In return I joyfully gave him my own heart. I can still see that blessed smile to smooth off his gruffy face the minute I walked in Human Market. So proud to belong in his family by his choice. I am just now coming to terms with the fact that though he is gone I still see him in you, dear Human—his oldest son.

    Mysterious Dream …?

    This day has been preloaded in a strange dream last night. Who knows? Like reading in a book, a girl had sneaked into the library to send a series of emails to warn people of major disaster coming. Somehow, she is writing ashore a great body of water. There was a man fishing with a string fastened to a plain stick from a tree branch. Next scene she is fishing but she does not see that the string is gone. Bad omen: an incredible sound of an explosion as she sends the email. Somehow, she is back into the library sending the emails while the whole matter is stirring up people in all kinds of ways.

    • Who knows? Perhaps this dream is telling what is going on with my saga.
    • Glutton for punishment, starting off with a cup of coffee again.
    • Bless my heart.
    • I haven’t bothered to even search for meaning of the dream.
    • But the cleanse?
    • It remains a mystery to me yet.
    • Time shall tell.
    • It’s now Sunday, August 20, 2023, at 7:00 am.
    • Back to stomach cramps.
    • Not to worry.
    • Not too bad this time.
    • I’ll live, hopefully.
    • This is when faith avails.

    My Intestinal System Is In Bad, Bad Shape …?

    That’s why the cleansing is taking longer to work. My gut has been leaking into my blood causing me not only the miserable itching along cramps, painful muscles, et all. But I am so grateful to know exactly what’s the problem is, to have the strength to take care of it.

    • Thankfully, Diana is providing all the necessary staples to take care of the problem.
    • In the meantime?
    • I’ll occupy myself with the tall tales in the saga of my life.

    Well? What Is Coming To Me …

    To tell the ridiculous in my saga without any regrets for the tragic results due to the innate drive to do whatever I thought best to do despite any authority. Honest to goodness! I was convinced. I thought myself to be a natural! The truth? I have lots of tall tales to tell.

    • That’s what I’ll do.
    • I’ll tell on me.
    • Then I’ll tell on them related to me.
    • Especially my computer tales.
    • Those are the best, the humblest of them all.
    • Rude awakening when I discovered I was not a computer genius!

    You Site Is Ancient …?

    Download Joomla! O well! I’ll tell about that tale in the next post.

    Until then …

     

    Happiness versus Joy …

    What Is Happiness? What Is Joy? …

    Humor Instead Of Anger Shall My Motto From Now On …

    Question I Must Ask For Myself …

    Especially at times like I am going through when it seems to me the whole human race is intent on searching for that elusive happiness coveted gold. The truth? I find myself excluded for the most. Why? I find such gold is not in my Master’s plan for me in His mind. Still, I wonder why I feel excluded, why not just be ‘happy’ like everybody else?

    Happiness Is A Temporal External Emotional Feeling …

    Joy is a stronger, less common feeling than happiness. Witnessing or achieving selflessness to the point of personal sacrifice frequently triggers this emotion. Feeling spiritually connected to a god or to people. This is a fact that has come to my knowledge only recently. I speak by my earthly experiences based on the following recent knowledge:

    • Joy, Spiritual experiences: caring for others, gratitude, thankfulness an outward expression of elation—inward peace and contentment.
    • Happiness, earthly experiences: temporary, based on outward circumstances, aka, happy celebrations religious as well as secular. Outward emotional excitement not lasting instead quite changeable any time.

    Recent Knowledge Always at the Appropriate Time …

    My Heavenly Father’s pattern to come to my aid whenever in doubt or indecision. His answers always come in the most unexpected knowledge. This time? Not only about my exclusion but also further knowledge about my father’s history. Why my earthly father’s history? I don’t know. But one thing it has come to mind is that a while ago my Father up above instructed what was to be my motto from now on:

    • Humor Instead Of Anger Shall My Motto From Now On …

    Quote.

    This happened while in Jordan in the Middle East:

    Children’s Chanting? How Annoying To Me. Why? Well? I do not speak the language so, it’s annoying to hear the tune of repetition.

    It’s distracting. Impossible to ignore it. Not knowing what to do, but! Today it came to me. I heard that lovely voice from within me,

    “No need to worry, My child. No need for your annoyance. These people are living accordingly to My old commandments. Those commandments are still in full force, but! Not according to the ancient times. Times have changed. The grand event I promised from the beginning of your creation has taken place in the conception, birth, earthly life, and resurrection of Yahushua—the Messiah.

    It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of your creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets.  Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

    • Give them space. Refrain from judging or condemning.

    Until the next post.

    Hello! How Are You? …

    I Am Fine …

    But I Like To Hear From You …

    I am concerned with the lack of communication between us. We have not been in touch for a long time. Perhaps it is my fault. I have been so busy improving my writing & graphic skills that I have neglected my communications one.

    Our Lives Are Constantly Evolving …

    Almost day by day so much so that is difficult to keep up with our friends. Even so, while in Jordan in the Middle East I lost tract of my USA life. Now, after 8 months back, I am just now catching up.

    • I leave things like that.
    • I hope this short notice starts us with a new line of communication.

    Until the next post.

    What’s The Deal With The Viral Posts …?

    The Emotional Upheaval Of The Times …


    I Am Just A Watcher—An Observer …

    A watcher, observer to record my experience of life both eternal as well as temporal life. I am not into any kind of religion, crusade, group or the likes at all! But the Truth of Life eternal or temporal has always fascinated me.

    • This is 6th day of the cleansing.

    This Cleansing Is Working On My Mind As Well As My Body …?

    I continue to be intrigued by the whole emotional spectrum of the world. It seems to me that the negative as well as the positive have reached its peak. Thinking about the numerous viral posts with thousands of emotional followers online on the subject of food, & drink, nutrition, health, rules, regulations and more, it came to mind to check what the Scriptures say about the matter.

    Why the Scriptures? …

    I am aware of the controverse about the Scriptures. It is not my intention to defend or condemn the Scriptures. My aim is simply to witness the impact the Scriptures have had within my being.  From the moment I first began to read the Scriptures in 1974 those words became alive to me. The way things began to happen it halted my reading them.

    I Lost My Mind …

    I was taken to the mental hospital. I was coerced to sign myself in, once I did, they injected a drug in me that knocked me down for 3 days. On waking up it was told that I might never recover my mind, but? Miraculously I was rushed out of that place as soon as I woke up. Unfortunately, I halted my reading of the Scriptures until supernatural things began to happen that prompted me to turn to my reading again.

    My Life Was In Shambles …

    At my wits end, I turned to the Scriptures. It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. Anyhow? After half a century experience of the Scripture it is time to share my experience for the honor and praise and to glorify the Author of those Scriptures Who I now recognize as my Father Who is in heaven.

    Rendezvous With My Father Who Is In Heaven …

    Otherwise, my experience of life and truth is as it written in Matthew 5:5: Blessed (happy, blithesome, joyous, spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in God’s favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the meek (the mild, patient, long-suffering), for they shall inherit the earth!

    • Also written in Psalms 37:23-24 The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Lord when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step]. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Lord grasps his hand in support and upholds him.
    • Psalms 37:29: [Then] the [consistently] righteous shall inherit the land and dwell upon it forever.

    Regardless Of My Outward Conditions …

    I am blessed. Of course, it is hard for me to believe that when my health is not up the par. Even though, I cannot deny the truth about my life for as I reflect it always comes the reminder of my Father’s providence. He has been faithful to inscribed within my heart His Word of promise as per the Scriptures.

    My Future …?

    I am keeping my mind set on the Creator or of my being or My Father Who Is In Heaven, but He send His only Son Master Yahushua to redeem me from the present life. In my future He tells me in more ways than one there shall be no more tears, no pain or sorrow. What bliss!

    I Used To Believe. Now I Know Instead …

    Indeed! I used to believe all sorts of things about God and myself but none of my beliefs avail me to change my lifestyle for the best. I kept living a productive worldly life abiding by the rules and regulations of my religion as was expected of me. Instead of belief, by experience I know now how to live a superior life far over the worldly life than I used live. I now live by the supernatural power of the laws of My Father Who Is In Heaven. I can’t emphasize this matter enough mainly for my own self.

    So? The Scriptures Are Reliable …

    As soon as I quit taking things out of content depending on my programed mind as well as the mind of my worldly leaders my life radically changed. But even my quitting was done out of conviction not by the power of my mind. What a difference has it made.

    Wisdom To Discern Not To Condemn …

    So? Let the emotional upheaval with thousands of followers & leaders go on and on, it is no longer my concern. I am only a watcher, an observer. I march along fearless, resolute to fulfill the purpose of my life in my Heavenly Father’s plan in His mind for me.

    • Yes, I am blessed to live an enviable life.

    Until the next post.

    Family Matters On These Uncertain Days …?

    Personal Words From My Heavenly Father Come To Mind …

    These words keep me going & going without fear regardless all adversities that come my way. Quoting a short excerpt from my repertoire,

    • “And in My appointed time I will act on your behalf; only do not speculate that my answer would be to satisfy the carnal self of mankind both within you and within all of your concern! But I will fulfill My promise to you to deliver and restore all your children—both your flesh & blood children and all the other children that I have given unto you including the families that have blessed you especially the newest families in this Land.” Isaiah 48.

    Isaiah 41:9-16

    • You whom I [the Master] have taken from the ends of the earth and have called from the corners of it, and said to you, You are My servant–I have chosen you and not cast you off [even though you are exiled].
    • Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice. [Act_18:10]
    • Behold, all they who are enraged and inflamed against you shall be put to shame and confounded; they who strive against you shall be as nothing and shall perish.
    • You shall seek those who contend with you but shall not find them; they who war against you shall be as nothing, as nothing at all.
    • For I the Master your God hold your right hand; I am the Master, Who says to you, Fear not; I will help you!
    • Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I will help you, says the Master; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel.
    • Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.
    • You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

    From my Heavenly Father:

    • Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, fear not. For I have already taught you the fact about feelings. Feelings are only fleeting emotions that come & go like the waves of the sea. Those feelings are temporary. They recede in due time. At times when negative & disturbing feelings recede you feel like a superwoman. But when those feeling surface again, you feel like a mere nothing, emotionally depleted & depressed.
    • How to handle such situation? By the power of My love from on high. My power of love sustains you whether you are up or down. Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, fear not. there is nothing to fear, for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Almighty Father/Creator of your being. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice.

    On the rapture & more:

    Wow! O my Father—O Father of mine? You really do speak to me at the most needed times. This is not my imagination at all, it does not matter what anyone chooses to label such a matter between You and me. You are a reality in my daily journey. It’s a pity to see my loved ones hanging on to their ways and concepts of good and evil; of right & wrong.

    Regardless, there is hope. For You are working all things for our good. I have a vision of myself as a mother with arms of immense length arched and opened ready to embrace all of my children. Why? Because I have thought my loved ones were to come to Jordan to wait for Yahushua’s return as per the written words.

    Quote:

    Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.

    Those written words were referring to Rachel. But before You sent me to Jordan You spoke to me in a dream. In that dream I was at the airport at the counter to get my papers approved to load the plane. I lifted my eyes above the counter. In huge letters I read aloud, “I am Rachel.”. I woke up.

    O my Father—O Father of mine, You are an awesome Yah. The way You are working things out surely does fit with these words You repeatedly spoken to me during these last years in that region of the world. I had assumed that You were to do something like the famous rapture that lots of misguided souls are expecting but, again my suppositions and assumptions are proving to be wrong.

    Why Am I Back In The USA? …

    You send me back to be Your witness as per Acts 1:7-8.

    Quote:

    He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power.

    But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.

    So? How Does It All Fit Together …?

    Well, You have guided me to reconsider Mathew 24. After the great tribulation there shall be a rapture. The trumpet shall sound in the four corners of the earth, we shall be raptured to meet the Master in the air but? He shall not lead us to Heaven instead heaven—the New Jerusalem shall come down to earth to establish Yahushua’s Kingdom.

    Quote:

    Revelation 21:2-8

    (2)  And I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God, all arrayed like a bride beautified and adorned for her husband;

    (3)  Then I heard a mighty voice from the throne and I perceived its distinct words, saying, See! The abode of God is with men, and He will live (encamp, tent) among them; and they shall be His people, and God shall personally be with them and be their God. [Eze_37:27]

    (4)  God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more, neither shall there be anguish (sorrow and mourning) nor grief nor pain any more, for the old conditions and the former order of things have passed away. [Isa_25:8; Isa_35:10]

    (5)  And He Who is seated on the throne said, See! I make all things new. Also He said, Record this, for these sayings are faithful (accurate, incorruptible, and trustworthy) and true (genuine). [Isa_43:19]

    (6)  And He [further] said to me, It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I [Myself] will give water without price from the fountain (springs) of the water of Life. [Isa_55:1]

    (7)  He who is victorious shall inherit all these things, and I will be God to him and he shall be My son.

    (8)  But as for the cowards and the ignoble and the contemptible and the cravenly lacking in courage and the cowardly submissive, and as for the unbelieving and faithless, and as for the depraved and defiled with abominations, and as for murderers and the lewd and adulterous and the practicers of magic arts and the idolaters (those who give supreme devotion to anyone or anything other than God) and all liars (those who knowingly convey untruth by word or deed)–[all of these shall have] their part in the lake that blazes with fire and brimstone. This is the second death. [Isa_30:33]

    Next? The Kingdom Is Established On The Earth Not In Heaven …

    I see it now. That is the reason why I am back to the USA to reestablish my relationships and to be a witness of Yahushua’s presence within my being as per Acts 1:7-8 quoted above.

    This Master Cleansing Is Already Clearing My Mind …?

    And it’s only the 2nd day. Who knows what wonders I shall be posting as things develop in the next 8 days. Will post as things develop.

    Love to all, thiaBasilia.

    What Shall August 2023 Has In Store For Me …?

    For Us? Who Knows …?

    Here On This Earth? We Can Only Speculate …

    I think, but? That’s my thoughts. Here lately, I can’t any longer banking on my thoughts. Why? Hardly ever things come out to be not quite the way I thought.

    The Day Is Gone. Night In Sight …

    Heading for bed: Sunday, July 30, 2023, at 8:47 pm. Up: Monday, July 31, 2023, at 2:15 am. I remain in Your rest, my Beloved Master, resting, abiding in even when doubts & fears come daily knocking at my door, I wait with patience, composure for the revelation of the glorification along the rest of Your creation. So it is with the end of this 7th month of 2023. So much to happen in the months before 2023 comes to an end as well.

    Hey! Guess What? The Chicken Broth …?

    Well? It didn’t burn. I could have cooked for another hour or so but I didn’t want to risk it. It made. Only thing? I forgot to season it, it’s tasteless. Actually, I used the bones from the broiled chicken Diana got for me. I figured the bones were going to be as tasty as the chicken. Dah!

    See What I Mean? My Figuring …?

    It’s just not reasonable. But sometimes I hit it luckily, I can figure out how to debone the chicken, separate the dark form the white chop it, separate it into portions, bag it, and freeze it for my later on. Now I can make chicken salad, chicken & quinoa or brown rice. Or I could make chicken soup using my chicken broth.

    Anyhow? My Days Are Spent Victoriously …

    One way or the other I am overcoming not only my fears but my past as well. Even the minor things whether to drink coffee or tea, what kind of coffee or tea, what should I do when I open my eyes in the mornings or close them at nighttime my will, my intellect, as well as my heart to my loving Creator are set on. No plans or agenda. Day by day moment by moment, waiting, resting on my Creator I remain set on this 8th month of 2023 far beyond.

    Am I Silly? Am I Right Or Wrong? Who Knows? …

    • Let me go on. I’ll do the same for you!

    Until the next post, all my love to all. thiaB.

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