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From October 21, 2024 Until Thanksgiving 2024 The Power Continues Upwards Not Backwards …

Friday, November 29, 2024, at 12:54 am. Yesterday was Thanksgiving Day 2024. Bountiful blessings showered us the year past. It is time now to post the shower of joy that continues to rain on us with its ups & downs like the waves of the sea. It seemed to me that I was procrastinating but I was not. All this since I posted last it has been coming to me how I am to continue aligning my will to the will of my Heavenly Father. Besides posting His Word I am printing small booklets that can be read quickly against a long book that can take longer to read. One more way to spread His Word. Furthermore, the words that I write do not come from my mind, instead, when I am writing is like writing dictation from the voice ingrained within by the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being.

The Silence of Death …

It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 5:08 pm. Silence. I am celebrating my death. Death to my demanding ways. Death to my building castles on the morrow. I am grateful to be alive today. Tomorrow might never be.

Today my heart flourished with the Liberating Power of Love. I am loved so I am empowered to love. Experience. Wisdom. Life. Joy. Peace. The infinite Power to love forevermore. What else could I ever want for. To be honest with myself, I do not feel liberated by the power of a love so ever elusive to me.

Baffled. Lacking Understanding …

But I know I love. Intense love. Let that be sufficient. I refuse to complain. I know I am blessed. I also know I have blessed many people. Well? Yesterday was gone. Today is here. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Repeat over and over again for thousands of years. I don’t want to think about it but inevitably I do.

Reflecting In Retrospect …

Yes. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds, including my own mind, have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. Such revelation came to me so ever unexpectedly between Saturday, October 19, 2024, and Monday, October 21, 2024.

It’s now Tuesday, October 22, 2024, at 3:53 pm. The more things come to my mind the more perplexed I become. The best thing I can do is to be still. To wait until Almighty’s enlightenment comes to me. It’s now 5:55 am on Wednesday, October 23, 2024. Today, Thursday, October 24, 2024, at 6:19 am is here not there.

The Sound of Time. Tic. Tack. Tic. …?

Nay. Time has no sound. Or? It could be described as noisy times. Boisterous times. The times of Noah?  The times of good & evil. There comes GOOGLE! The naked truth? Colossal confusion! But I would rather write about the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration While I sit still waiting for the Almighty to continue developing the plan in his mind for me, He is making an impact in the world to promote the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration.  

May Your Will Be Done in My Life …

Name meaning thiaBasilia: belongs to the highest royalty, the royalty of the Almighty. Let me not be puffed up because of meaning of my name. It’s now 5:17 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. I want to start this day with a prayer from the depth of my heart.

Blessed be Your name, Father Yahuwah! Blessed be Yahushua, my Savior, and my Master! I come boldly to Your throne of grace with thanksgiving in my heart, to ask for Your help.

Father Yah, may Your will be done in my life and the life of Your people. May Your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our supplies both spiritual and physical. 

And Father, deliver us from the evil of our wicked beings’ will to live our lives as we see fit to live them. Give us the discernment necessary to survive in these days of confusion and endure until the end.

There is so much confusion going on that unless You intervene, we don’t know which way to turn. Show us Your salvation even Yahushua our Savior.  Teach us Father how to lift our eyes to You and follow Your instructions. Deliver us from false doctrines.

Teach us what it means to die to ourselves and live unto You. Give us Your strength to live Yahushua’s life.

Are we willing to sacrifice our comforts to follow Yahushua? Or, do we insist to live our life in comfort just like everybody else?

Am I willing? Yes, I am my Father, You know it. And I thank for my past of lack and anxiety as for my present of abundance of all supplies needed for my comfort. Deliver me from regressing to the fear of mankind and the slavery of money. Deliver me from the reasoning of man and lift me up to Your reasoning.

This is a temporary life, let me live in my eternal life. Let me act and do so in line with Your commandments of love.

You said to be anxious for nothing, I refuse anxiety regardless of the attacks from it. I will not harbor anxiety. I lift my eyes to You to receive Your peace. 

I trust myself to You for You care for me. I will not harbor doubt and unbelief in You. And I thank You for the measure of faith You have given unto me.

You know how the lack of money affects me and each one of Your children. You know how money causes us to falter in so many ways, how it affects our reasoning. 

You say, we cannot serve money and You, and yet, we are slaves to money at every turn of the way. Everywhere we turn we need money.

We cannot free ourselves, set us free my Father, I plead. Deliver us from the slavery to money and teach us to live without our obsession for money.

His answer?

“My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it. You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you. You don’t need to go after money to supply yourself. All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies. Do not destroy your body with anxiety and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life. Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such. Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money. Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it. Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance. Do not change the course I have marked for you because of money. Again, sit still and wait on Me.”

Thank You for hearing, for answering my prayer.

Praying—Talking to My Master. Reflecting. Sharing …

It’s now 6:30 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. Saturday, October 26, 2024, at 7:48 am, what are You showing me by maintaining me in a reflective mood, my Beloved Master? Minutes are ticking, tic tac time tics by exactly as it tic tack yesterday. I wait. It’s now Sunday, October 27, 2024, at 9:19 am. It’s 5:30:am on Monday, October 28, 2024. Tuesday, October 29, 2024, at 11:15 am. No NET. It’s now 3:03 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. Still, no NET. I turned the computer off. Wednesday, October 30, 2024, at 4:22 am. I turned the computer on. The NET is on! Wonderful.

What a reminder that was!

What are we to do when all mediums of communication fail to no avail of restoration? Impossibly we say? Oh? Let’s think. What about if the workers, the experts are struck by lightning? Okay, laugh at me. But I can no longer laugh or cry without considering the possibilities in all that I do or say. I tremble. I am waiting for what? I do not know but it is imperative for me to wait like a servant for the Master’s instructions. Back to my reading task. Time? It’s 4:45 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. The day went by , nothing recorded on the last day of Pam’s care for me. It’s now Friday, November 1, 2024, at 4:04 am.

Wow! Here We Are! The 11th Month …???

It started off with a visit from Teri—the case manager. Change of company for my care. Wow! What a way to start this month. How prompt! Saturday, November 2, 2024, at 7:47 pm. This was a day to take care of myself with a good heart refusing to complain or feel sorry for myself. There is peace within my being, for I come to the throne of grace to ask for help continuously as it is written for me to do.

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. Hebrews 4:15-16 AMPC+

The Ingrained Voice Within …

It’s a joy to live by the ingrained voice within my being, the voice of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being. It’s now Sunday, November 3, 2024, at 1:21 am. Time to begin my day. Alright! Is it time to raise my voice. Not really raise my voice or anything hysterical. Again, life is a process of learning. We all have a choice to learn the truth about knowledge or we choose to emphasize our bias knowledge programmed in our minds is up to each individual. For myself? My choice has been seared within my being since 1985. I continue to learn about the truth about everything including what is happening right here in this room as well as the truth about everything happening globally. But what am I to do with such knowledge?  I just hear from within,

Laugh Like Your Father Up Above Laughs …?

Ha! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! It is written:

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion. I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession. You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth. Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him]. Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!  Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+.

A Day to Reflect …

It’s now 8:07 am on Tuesday, November 5, 2024. Waiting. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 2:00 am. Must I continue to laugh? I know there is a time to laugh and a time to cry. Now, for what I am experiencing I am beginning to see that those times for the most part happen in a single moment. Indeed, I am grieving the death of my friend plus the state and condition of the younger generation but at the same time I am laughing at the stupidity of mankind. 5:13 pm on Wednesday, November 6, 2024.

Wow! There Is Hope for America! …

But then again, what do I know? Nothing is like it seems to me. So? I am aware of the futility of making statements based on what it seems to me. Time will tell. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 11:03 pm. I do pray on high with all intensity, Deliver me from self-righteousness’. Thursday, November 7, 2024, at 4:17 pm. I am out of sorts. It’s now Saturday, November 9, 2024, at 2:54 am, almost 3:00 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest again. I remain resting in bosom of my Heavenly Father. Yesterday I was not inclined to record anything; I am simply in wonder letting all things happen like a gentle rain to refresh the depth of my soul. Today? It seems that I am to change direction. I am not sure yet in which way I am to go. I wait.

The Dream

Or was it a vision? Regardless, I had just settled in bed when I saw a black/yellow butterfly on the center of 3 layers. I meant to create a graphic, but I got side tracked until this morning. Here is more or less what I saw:

It’s now Monday, November 11, 2024, at 2:12 am. My body is not responding but my soul is free. I wait. Feeling better. Tuesday, November 12, 2024, at 3:47 am. Computer setup completed yesterday. More organizing today, Wednesday, November 13, 2024, at 6:08 am. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 3:24 am.

I created a graphic portraying my journey & helpers at this moment:

Tee Jones = Kindness & Love … Acts of kindness for Denise’s mom on Denise’s birthday 2024. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 7:55 pm, bed. Up and about on Friday, November 15, 2024, at 4:35 am. It’s now Saturday, November 16, 2024, at 2:35 am. Denise’s birthday. Beautiful inside & out, that’s my daughter!

Silence. I no longer make statements to incriminate or implicate myself.

Date & time now is 5:44 am on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sleep from 5-9. It’s now 9:20 pm on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 12:52 am. Bed. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 4:08 am.

We Must Return to the 10 Commandments …

Quote:

Mat 16:24-28

(24)  Then Jesus said to His disciples, If anyone desires to be My disciple, let him deny himself [disregard, lose sight of, and forget himself and his own interests] and take up his cross and follow Me [cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying, also].

Proverbs 14:26-29

Just As I Have Been Sensing for it All to Be …

Up and about. Wednesday, November 20, 2024, at 3:12 am. I have no desire to chit-chat. In the chit-chat I sense those written words become the idle words I will have to give an account of in the day of judgment. I tremble. Yes, laughter is good medicine but, right now? I just don’t sense laughing is the thing to do. I wait. Here I am 2 days later Friday, November 22, 2024, at 2:50 am.

Much To Think About …?

To start with why does my friend insist in showing up without teeth in her mouth? But why am I so appalled at my own sight without teeth? In fact, why am I so appalled at the sight of any deformity? Really, I make fun of everything but the truth about the whole spectrum of my humankind is pathetic to me. We are putting a tough face but inside of us? O well! Anyhow, my eyes are set up high on the ONE Creator of our beings as well as the Creator of everything in existence. A reminder of what I have written before,

  • Knock down all around.
  • Raising up above the ground.
  • Survivors’ forwards!
  • Up & up on to eternity bound!
  • It’s my time to shine naturally.
  • No need to put on airs.
  • For I know who I am.
  • I know what to do.
  • I know how to do it.
  • The beauty of it all?
  • I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!
  • Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of my ‘shoulds’.
  • It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse.
  • Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.
  • I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
  • Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind on me.
  • I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
  • I am attracting more positiveness into my life.
  • The universe, that includes the host of heaven, is working in my favor.
  • I live each moment hoping to discover the promised revelation of my Master,  
  • I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation.
  • Such is my legacy for the rest of my days on these earthly grounds expressed in Proverbs 3.
  • Trust In the Master With All Your Heart …

The Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …

Continuing quoting:

His own Word is written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings as well as in the heart of each one of His beloved children individually.

And His Word shows what immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.

He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!  

That’s the LIFE I am set in looking forwards to.

New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Wow! What a way to start this Friday, November 22, 2024, at 4:00 am. Bless my heart. Saturday, November 23, 2024, at 5:17 am. Up and about. Today signifies one more 7th Day of Rest. Resting on my Maker I wait. It’s now Sunday, November 24, 2024, at 2:33 am. What is my Master implying to me right now? I got it!

Harmony And Unity

The power of harmony and unity that can be achieved when we embrace both our nurturing nature and our creative expression. It reminds us that we have the power to balance our relationships, careers, and personal growth by tapping into our inner wisdom and strength, otherwise, tapping the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s ingrained within our beings. Wow! What a way to start this last week of November 2024.

Discovery!

Well? I have discovered the source of my computer problems. Indeed! I have been murdering it unmercifully! How? By never giving it proper rest. But what is at the root of this discovery? The need to update myself! Wow! I am not old, I am outdated. What a relief! There is no way to remedy old age, but the remedy for my present computer? Get a new computer and give much rest the present computer before it conks out and I lose important information like it happened with the old computer. Monday, November 25, 2024, at 2:25 am. Tuesday, November 26, 2024 at 1:30 am.

Discovery Conclusion …?

It’s now 6:24 am on Tuesday, November 26, 2024. I have been led to discover that regardless all astonishing discoverers we shall never discover the ultimate all discoveries until the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s timing for any of us to do so. Scriptures coming to mind.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

Wisdom of God Once Hidden …

1 Corinthians 2:6-16 AMPC+

(6)  Yet when we are among the full-grown (spiritually mature Christians who are ripe in understanding), we do impart a [higher] wisdom (the knowledge of the divine plan previously hidden); but it is indeed not a wisdom of this present age or of this world nor of the leaders and rulers of this age, who are being brought to nothing and are doomed to pass away.

(7)  But rather what we are setting forth is a wisdom of God once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by God–[that wisdom] which God devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

(8)  None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Lord of glory.

(9)  But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [N1who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed]. [Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

(10)  Yet to us God has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of God [the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny].

(11)  For what person perceives (knows and understands) what passes through a man’s thoughts except the man’s own spirit within him? Just so no one discerns (comes to know and comprehend) the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.

(12)  Now we have not received the spirit [that belongs to] the world, but the [Holy] Spirit Who is from God, [given to us] that we might realize and comprehend and appreciate the gifts [of divine favor and blessing so freely and lavishly] bestowed on us by God.

(13)  And we are setting these truths forth in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the [Holy] Spirit, combining and interpreting spiritual truths with spiritual language [to those who possess the Holy Spirit].

(14)  But the natural, nonspiritual man does not accept or welcome or admit into his heart the gifts and teachings and revelations of the Spirit of God, for they are folly (meaningless nonsense) to him; and he is incapable of knowing them [of progressively recognizing, understanding, and becoming better acquainted with them] because they are spiritually discerned and estimated and appreciated.

(15)  But the spiritual man tries all things [he examines, investigates, inquires into, questions, and discerns all things], yet is himself to be put on trial and judged by no one [he can read the meaning of everything, but no one can properly discern or appraise or get an insight into him].

(16)  For who has known or understood the mind (the counsels and purposes) of the Lord so as to guide and instruct Him and give Him knowledge? But we have the mind of Christ (the Messiah) and do hold the thoughts (feelings and purposes) of His heart. [Isa_40:13]

Who Knows? …

The Scriptures above are only a glimpse of the reason for our ignorance these days that seem to be the last days of time as we know time to be. REALTY: I know who I am. I know what to do. I know how to do it. Shame on me if I don’t apply myself to do what I know and do it. But guess what? Without an inkling of I have been doing, I have been doing exactly what I am supposed to do. How can that be?

Time & Timing That’s How …

Wednesday, November 27, 2024, at 6:49 pm. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 2:14 am. Thanksgiving Day, so much to give thanks for. Let us give thanks to the Almighty Creator of our beings for the joy of our salvation. His joy is our strength. So be it. Going to Diana’s to celebrate. It’s now Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 3:51 pm. I am back. I will now prepare what needs to be posted. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 4:30 pm. Lov, thia.

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The Liberating Power of Love! Post 4 …?

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Who Cares? We Do But! …

Silence is our defense. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. We are the victims of well-meaning trained health care givers set up by the Government in power..

Unfortunately, we are all under the authority of the powers of hell. What are we to do? We are to quit complaining, asking for help, demanding anything. We are to sit still, and, wait. What? Have I lost my mind? No. I have not lost anything.

Reality! I Have Found It All at Once …

Yes, this is about my journey. It was October 21, 1986. Over a year since June 20, 1985. A remarkable change began on the 20th day of June 1985, which I chose as the first chapter of my Autobiography. The change started on that glorious morning. It was slow, it was a change from within that goes on perpetually.

It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 4:09 am. How interesting it to find myself in the exact predicament today as it was that day some 38 years ago. O well! What can I say? The way my children and good friends and care givers treat me drive me bananas. I could just smack them a good one and send them flying to the moon if only I had the strength to do so.

It’s a good thing that I fear their power to condemn me to a home and let the government take my SS check, force me to take all those chemicals, reprogram my mind to OBEY! I tremble! I weep for days. I quit eating. I am determined to help myself by showing them I can help myself! Then? …

The Power of Silence …

Phew! What a relief! What’s the sense to retaliate? It only shows my stupidity. Have I not learned to be still, to wait in these many years of misery? Of course I have learned. I don’t need to explain. Let the power of my silence restore the joy of my Creator within my heart.

The Joy of My Creator? …

Surely! I’m so joyful as I travel on the bright road to Kingdom land and I’m living so my life so Yahushua might shine! There! I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

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What Is All About? Is It Just for This or That We Live? …

It’s 5:45 am on Saturday, October 19, 2024. I do not want to think about it. Let it be. Be still. Wait. For what I am experiencing the reality of life is marked by the ˈstupidness of mankind. No kidding, that’s the infallible truth. So? Why should I get all bent out of shape when my stupidity is exposed to my face? Am I not of the humankind? Ridiculous.

Cliché or the Reality of Love …

…. PLATITUDE

1. A trite or banal remark or statement, especially one expressed as if it were original or significant. See Synonyms at cliché.

2. Lack of originality; triteness: “a passage of platitude which no critical prejudgment can force us to admire” (Edgar Allan Poe). ….

Guilty!

Am I? Have I made a cliché out of the ancient words written in the ancient manuscripts? It’s Sunday, October 20, 2024, at 6:24 am. Perhaps. That’s what it looks like. I see myself amid the stupid spectrum of the world at large. I weep, I wait, until the reality of the Liberating Power of Love from the Almighty resonates within me. All is well with my soul.

I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

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To The Point …?

Friday, October 18, 2024, at 4:03 am. It’s another day in this wacky journey of mine trying to make a point. Big deal! But isn’t everybody, including my mother-in-law trying to do the same? Well? For sure debates, likes, dislikes, compliments or caustic gibes are out of the question. Been there done that.

Even so? The inscrutable workings of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence in His mysterious doings, words, revelations, commands, and what have you to the numerous human beings proclaiming one thing or the other turn out to encompass all the dim origins of life.

Anyhow, I already made my point in ‘The Liberating Power of Love!’ I posted yesterday. I haven’t got the slightest how that post was received. No matter. By intuition or the faculty of knowing or understanding something without reasoning or proof I record my impressions or insights gained by faith, trust, and hope in the Almighty Creator.

The Almighty Creator or The Unknown God Are the Same …

Simply, it’s only lately that I realized the naked truth, I don’t know my Creator. I only know that His love is The Liberating Power of Love as it is implied in the Scriptures, He inspired me to post yesterday.

I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

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Enthralled …

I am enthralled as I glide through the pages of the books I have been inspired to read. No kidding, this is the searing of the completeness of my being. How blessed I am! It’s now Friday, October 11, 2024, at 6:51 pm. Slept on the recliner for a while. The man whoever he was, was after my picture album I was clutching to my chest, he reached, pulled my picture and left waving it; I was screaming, ‘I’ll kill you!’.

I got up intending to go to bed. I went to the door, turned on the porch light, opened the door, grabbed the screen handle, open it but someone grabbed it, I could not close it, then I found myself indoor but I had to push with my whole body to close the door and lock it. I headed for bed. I was scared like a little child. I guess I was still asleep.

I laid on the bed. I quoted scriptures to comfort me. I slumbered only to sense a presence over my face. I opened my eyes; a sort of golden reddish metallic face was about to kiss me. I spoke in other languages commanding it to get out of my house. It left. By this time, I was trembling in fear. I called Denise. Denise comforted me.

Next, I opened my eyes at 2:22 am. There is a knot in my stomach that has been there for the last few days. It comes and goes. I don’t know what this is all about. It’s now Saturday, October 12, 2024, at 3:23 am. The 2nd 7th Day of rest in the 10th month in 2024. Into Your hands I commend my spirit Almighty Yahuwah. This is a day You have made for me. I will rejoice, be glad about Sunday, October 13, 2024, at 2:10 am. It’s now Monday, October 14, 2024, at 5:33 am. Enlightenment from on High.

The Almighty’s Grace & Favor Descending Upon Fallen Man …?

Indeed! Enlightenment from on High. No kidding, for a while I felt I was doing better every day, then, I began to feel worse. I cried in pain, I was angry, short tempered, I didn’t care for anything, until it came to me the meaning of my dream clearly. I had searched for the meaning of it to no avail. But then I let go of my search, I lifted my spirit into the hands of the Almighty.

Little by little I noticed improvements in my body, in my mood, even the knot in my stomach was gone. Suddenly! It came to me; I want to kill my angry impatience because things are not developing as I expect them to develop! Phew! Joy busted from within me. Laughter.

But most importantly, the Almighty’s Grace & Favor Descended Upon this fallen creature I was on my way to descend. It’s now time to get back to my reading on Monday, October 14, 2024, at 4:06 pm. And so? For the rest of the story later. It’s now Tuesday, October 15, 2024, at 7:26 am. Later came after a week of wrestling.

Calmly I Wait for Whatever Happens Next …

It’s now Wednesday, October 16, 2024, at 12:30 am. What am I to think or do, how am I to discern what comes from You my Master, what comes from my imagination from programmed fears in my mind? I see the veil over some people’s eyes that scares me somehow. Right now, I refuse to pay attention to anything disturbing my peace. I surrender all happenings into Your loving hands. In my mind the next came to me.

The God-Given Task

Ecclesiastes 3:9-15 AMPC+

(9)  What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

(10)  I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

(11)  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

(12)  I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

(13)  And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

(14)  I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa 19:9; Jas 1:17]

(15)  That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].

The Way of the Righteous and the Wicked

Psalms 1:1-6 AMPC+

(1)  BLESSED (HAPPY, fortunate, prosperous, and enviable) is the man who walks and lives not in the counsel of the ungodly [following their advice, their plans and purposes], nor stands [submissive and inactive] in the path where sinners walk, nor sits down [to relax and rest] where the scornful [and the mockers] gather.

(2)  But his delight and desire are in the law of the Lord, and on His law (the precepts, the instructions, the teachings of God) he habitually meditates (ponders and studies) by day and by night. [Rom 13:8-10; Gal 3:1-29; 2Ti 3:16]

(3)  And he shall be like a tree firmly planted [and tended] by the streams of water, ready to bring forth its fruit in its season; its leaf also shall not fade or wither; and everything he does shall prosper [and come to maturity]. [Jer 17:7-8]

(4)  Not so the wicked [those disobedient and living without God are not so]. But they are like the chaff [worthless, dead, without substance] which the wind drives away.

(5)  Therefore the wicked [those disobedient and living without God] shall not stand [justified] in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous [those who are upright and in right standing with God].

(6)  For the Lord knows and is fully acquainted with the way of the righteous, but the way of the ungodly [those living outside God’s will] shall perish (end in ruin and come to nought).

The Reign of the Lord’s Anointed

Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+

(1)  WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

(2)  The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27]

(3)  Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.

(4)  He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].

(5)  He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

(6)  Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion.

(7)  I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

(8)  Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

(9)  You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

(10)  Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

(11)  Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him].

(12)  Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!

The Remnant of Israel

Romans 11:1-10 AMPC+

(1)  I ASK then: Has God totally rejected and disowned His people? Of course not! Why, I myself am an Israelite, a descendant of Abraham, a member of the tribe of Benjamin! [1Sa 12:22; Jer 31:37; Jer 33:24-26; Php 3:5]

(2)  No, God has not rejected and disowned His people [whose destiny] He had marked out and appointed and foreknown from the beginning. Do you not know what the Scripture says of Elijah, how he pleads with God against Israel? [Psa 94:14; 1 Kings 19]

(3)  Lord, they have killed Your prophets; they have demolished Your altars, and I alone am left, and they seek my life.

(4)  But what is God’s reply to him? I have kept for Myself seven thousand men who have not bowed the knee to Baal! [1Ki 19:18]

(5)  So too at the present time there is a remnant (a small believing minority), selected (chosen) by grace (by God’s unmerited favor and graciousness).

(6)  But if it is by grace (His unmerited favor and graciousness), it is no longer conditioned on works or anything men have done. Otherwise, grace would no longer be grace [it would be meaningless].

(7)  What then [shall we conclude]? Israel failed to obtain what it sought [God’s favor by obedience to the Law]. Only the elect (those chosen few) obtained it, while the rest of them became callously indifferent (blinded, hardened, and made insensible to it).

(8)  As it is written, God gave them a spirit (an attitude) of stupor, eyes that should not see and ears that should not hear, [that has continued] down to this very day. [Deu 29:4; Isa 29:10]

(9)  And David says, Let their table (their feasting, banqueting) become a snare and a trap, a pitfall and a just retribution [rebounding like a boomerang upon them]; [Psa 69:22]

(10)  Let their eyes be darkened (dimmed) so that they cannot see, and make them bend their back [stooping beneath their burden] forever. [Psa 69:23]

Gentiles Grafted In

Romans 11:11-24 AMPC+

(11)  So I ask, Have they stumbled so as to fall [to their utter spiritual ruin, irretrievably]? By no means! But through their false step and transgression salvation [has come] to the Gentiles, so as to arouse Israel [to see and feel what they forfeited] and so to make them jealous.

(12)  Now if their stumbling (their lapse, their transgression) has so enriched the world [at large], and if [Israel’s] failure means such riches for the Gentiles, think what an enrichment and greater advantage will follow their full reinstatement!

(13)  But now I am speaking to you who are Gentiles. Inasmuch then as I am an apostle to the Gentiles, I lay great stress on my ministry and magnify my office,

(14)  In the hope of making my fellow Jews jealous [in order to stir them up to imitate, copy, and appropriate], and thus managing to save some of them.

(15)  For if their rejection and exclusion from the benefits of salvation were [overruled] for the reconciliation of a world to God, what will their acceptance and admission mean? [It will be nothing short of] life from the dead!

(16)  Now if the first handful of dough offered as the first fruits [Abraham and the patriarchs] is consecrated (holy), so is the whole mass [the nation of Israel]; and if the root [Abraham] is consecrated (holy), so are the branches. [Num 15:19-21]

(17)  But if some of the branches were broken off, while you, a wild olive shoot, were grafted in among them to share the richness [of the root and sap] of the olive tree,

(18)  Do not boast over the branches and pride yourself at their expense. If you do boast and feel superior, remember it is not you that support the root, but the root [that supports] you.

(19)  You will say then, Branches were broken (pruned) off so that I might be grafted in!

(20)  That is true. But they were broken (pruned) off because of their unbelief (their lack of real faith), and you are established through faith [because you do believe]. So do not become proud and conceited, but rather stand in awe and be reverently afraid.

(21)  For if God did not spare the natural branches [because of unbelief], neither will He spare you [if you are guilty of the same offense].

(22)  Then note and appreciate the gracious kindness and the severity of God: severity toward those who have fallen, but God’s gracious kindness to you–provided you continue in His grace and abide in His kindness; otherwise you too will be cut off (pruned away).

(23)  And even those others [the fallen branches, Jews], if they do not persist in [clinging to] their unbelief, will be grafted in, for God has the power to graft them in again.

(24)  For if you have been cut from what is by nature a wild olive tree, and against nature grafted into a cultivated olive tree, how much easier will it be to graft these natural [branches] back on [the original parent stock of] their own olive tree.

The Mystery of Israel’s Salvation

Romans 11:25-36 AMPC+

(25)  Lest you be self-opinionated (wise in your own conceits), I do not want you to miss this hidden truth and mystery, brethren: a hardening (insensibility) has [temporarily] befallen a part of Israel [to last] until the N1full number of the ingathering of the Gentiles has come in,

(26)  And so all Israel will be saved. As it is written, The Deliverer will come from Zion, He will banish ungodliness from Jacob. [Isa 59:20-21]

(27)  And this will be My covenant (My agreement) with them when I shall take away their sins. [Isa 27:9; Jer 31:33]

(28)  From the point of view of the Gospel (good news), they [the Jews, at present] are enemies [of God], which is for your advantage and benefit. But from the point of view of God’s choice (of election, of divine selection), they are still the beloved (dear to Him) for the sake of their forefathers.

(29)  For God’s gifts and His call are irrevocable. [He never withdraws them when once they are given, and He does not change His mind about those to whom He gives His grace or to whom He sends His call.]

(30)  Just as you were once disobedient and rebellious toward God but now have obtained [His] mercy, through their disobedience,

(31)  So they also now are being disobedient [when you are receiving mercy], that they in turn may one day, through the mercy you are enjoying, also receive mercy [that they may share the mercy which has been shown to you–through you as messengers of the Gospel to them].

(32)  For God has consigned (penned up) all men to disobedience, only that He may have mercy on them all [alike].

(33)  Oh, the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unfathomable (inscrutable, unsearchable) are His judgments (His decisions)! And how untraceable (mysterious, undiscoverable) are His ways (His methods, His paths)!

(34)  For who has known the mind of the Lord and who has understood His thoughts, or who has [ever] been His counselor? [Isa 40:13-14]

(35)  Or who has first given God anything that he might be paid back or that he could claim a recompense?

(36)  For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things. [For all things originate with Him and come from Him; all things live through Him, and all things center in and tend to consummate and to end in Him.] To Him be glory forever! Amen (so be it).

Words Beyond Human Understanding …?

Indeed! Joy. Peace Beyond Human Understanding fills my heart. I can return to my reading now. Yes, I weep as the stark reality of the condition of my human nature, but I take heart as I realize that the end of slavery to my human nature is right within my being.

Indeed! The Liberating Power of Love!

I’ll post these reflections as soon as I edit them. Then I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.

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First Thing this Morning …?

It’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:07 am. This is the last week of the 8th month in 2024. The first thing in Your agenda this morning is to check former post that can not be accessed by the public because they were published in my former website that was deleted a while ago. Most of those posts were written before 2020. Thankfully, I have a record of those posts in my external drives, so I can read them. Amazing reads! I am inspired to publish them again. So?

On to publish ‘Hit Bottom the Deepest Part of My Soul’ …

What a way to start my day! Hopefully the post shall bless whomever bumps into https://anewthiabasilia.com/. For the record it’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:27 am.

Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …

What Was Dormant Down There? …

The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …

Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …

The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …

Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.

No Need To Call For Human Help …

Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.

Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for help and for company. No human is willing to help unless I return to their lifestyle.

That’s Not Going To Happen, And? …

You know it my Father. No human can effectively help another human without You anyhow. I’m going to bed. You alone are my Helper.

  • Ha! My pain? Accelerated to the max! I laid there unable to sleep. Tears flowing. Flashes of the most remote evils done long, long time ago.
  • Up and down the hours flew by. Help, my Father, help.

The time was around 1:30 am on Saturday, April 6, 2019.

Mercy! Let Me Forgive Myself. Let Them Forgive Me …

Mercy! Mercy! I pleaded in all earnest. The covers became heavier than ever. My left foot felt like something was cutting it off. My body? Hot!

Up Went Arms And Feet. Off Went The Heavy Covers!

Freedom! Like Magic? The Pain And Misery Ceased …

Phew! What a relief! I laid there for a moment enjoying the comfort of my body. I got up. My mind? Absorbing the love and wisdom from on high. I headed to the kitchen. I washed the dishes. Then?

I Heard Quite Clearer Than Ever Before That Lovely Voice From Within My Heart …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect.”

Sleep. Could Not Keep My Eyes Opened. I Headed For Bed …

Did not record the time, but! Next? Woke up refreshed! The time? Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 7:41 am. It’s now Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 9:42 am.

Which Way To Go Now, My Father? …

Two hours since I woke up. Not a sound from Ahmad. Not a single email from my children or loved ones. Been reading about health and different issues of people’s concern.

Don’t Know What To Think. Not Sure On What To Do? I Wait On You …

Perhaps it’s time to clean up. Maybe fix some breakfast. Perhaps? Time to pause. Time to reflect. Time to give You my undivided attention? I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Help me, my Father, help me.

Ha! Your Words? Fulfilled Sooner Than I Could Have Ever Imagined …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have nothing to fear. You have all to rejoice.

Despite your human inability to comprehend this matter of pain and suffering? The suffering of the moment is the substance for the purification of the deepest part of your soul.

Fear not. Soon, sooner than you could imagine? Your pain and suffering shall come to an end. Soon I will wipe your tears away.

Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”

You Have Made Yourself Be Clearly Seen By Me, And? Made Yourself Real To Me For Sure! …

Wow! How real! Your manifestation? In awe I comfortable sit here. In fear of Your Majesty? I dare not make any conclusions. In silence, I worship You. I wait on Your conclusions.

Timely? You Speak To Me In A Train Dream …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:00 am.

What an amazing day You made for me of yesterday. Much accomplished in which direction to go. Not only with the blog/the books, but mainly? With my life.

Wow! It’s All Coming To Light Now. Father Has Always Been In Control Of It All …

I held my peace despite my view of all that goes on in my present circumstances. I did not make any conclusions. Ahmad finally called sometime in the afternoon.

Strange Explanations About His Life And Doings Do Not Rattle Me Anymore …

Strange explanation of the reason for him not to check with me since the day before. Such explanation left me with questions in my mind about Ahmad and his two brothers, but!

I Declined To Assume Anything About Anything That Goes On Around Me …

Wow! What power on me You bestow! Ahmad and his doings? Out of my mind, instead? Enhancing the created book covers. Editing. Finding the books to edit. My eyes set on Yahushua I spent my whole day!

The Internet Prevented Me To Properly Continue With My Work, So?

I headed for bed and slept for a couple of hours. Got up at the knock on my door. My friend brought me food. I ate. Tried the Internet again for a bit. Nothing working. Back to bed. Slept until 2:44 am.

Woke Up From A Train Dream.

  • “To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life’s journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.”

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:33 am. Must return to bed. Can’t keep my eyes open. I laid in bed reflecting on the reality of Yahushua within me. At last I drifted into sound sleep.

I Clearly See Yahushua Now. He Is Real In All My Doings …

For so long I have followed Yahuahua’s instructions to pray to the Father, ‘Our Father in the heavens’, but now? His words touched the center of my heart. Quote:

John 14:15-21

If you really love Me, you will keep obey My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–

  • The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize

I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come back to you.

Just a little while now, and the world will not see Me any more, but you will see Me; because I live, you will live also.

At that time [when that day comes] you will know [for yourselves] that I am in My Father, and you [are] in Me, and I [am] in you.

  • The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]

Wow! What A Revelation. Totally Revolutionized My Whole Being …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 now at 11:38 am.

Faint is my past. Even my past before yesterday. Clear and real is my present. Even the moment of His real appearance?

Clear. Real. Vivid In My Heart And Mind Shall Be Forever!

Song of Solomon 2:10-13

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Song of Solomon 2:14-16

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]

Song of Solomon 2:4

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Let Me Remain Faithful To You Forever! ….

Let all my past lovers deem away from my mind and heart. Let them all fix their gaze in You. Let me decrease. Let Yourself increase. Let me remain in awe of You and no one else.

For In Loving You? I Love Them All …

Dear Reader, this is the end of my life as it always been. A radical change is taking place within my being. A change I cannot tamper with. I cannot continue to post for a time.

My Times Are In His Hands Now Literally …

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 9:58 pm.

I’m heading for bed, my Master but You know it. Hope for sound sleep. I wait on You. Up at 2 am on Monday, April 8, 2019.

We are all like shadows on the earth …

Monday, April 8, 2019 at 3:36 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? What is there for a human to do? We are all like a shadow on this earth. Quote:

1Ch 29:14  But who am I, and what are my people, that we should retain strength and be able to offer thus so willingly? For all things come from You, and out of Your own [hand] we have given You.

1Ch 29:15  For we are strangers before You, and sojourners, as all our fathers were; our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no hope or expectation of remaining.

It’s now Monday, April 8, 2019 at 4:57 am. Can’t keep my eyes open. Heading for bed. Well? Instead of heading for bed? As I got up I woke up, and?

That Lovely Voice From Within Came To My Ears:

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. What makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine?

How is your life already making a global impact?

Why one moment you are up and confident.

The next moment? Frustrated. Discouraged. Unable to see the Reality of My Being within you, and now?

Yahushua’s real appearance to take over your life is a reality, but! You are already questioning that matter as per the way your body continues to suffer, and?

The agony of doubt and fear is knocking at your door.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? FEAR NOT! This time?

Yahushua is in complete control of every minute detail of your life.

His desire for you?

The song of Solomon Yahushua is singing to you now. Therefore?

For a time in your life now you must remain aloof from this world and all goings on therein. You must bind your mind, soul, and body as in the Song of Solomon.

At Your Master’s discretion?

He will present you to this world in a way far beyond your imagination.

From here on? You have nothing to worry about.

Your times are in His hands.

From now on?

Yahushua shall lead and direct you in the task I have assigned unto you.

I know how overwhelming your task has become, but!

Your Master shall now make it all a joy and a delight as He will make your task to be.

Remember, after this post?

Refrain from posting until Yahushua releases you to post again.

This is a time exclusively for your Master and you.

I am at work.

You have written. You have published. You have optimized.

I have been and will continue to do the rest in the heart of each one of the readers of the posts.

Rejoice! Enjoy your Master’s Presence forevermore!”

The Truth, Dear Reader? Checkmate! …

The complicated game of my worldly life is ended. Instead? The reality of my soul’s longings for that One with Whom to endlessly share my tears and my joys? All games pale. No need to play anymore.

The Reality To Be Someone’s Delight …

Who is so blessed? At last I am! I have no longer need to play the worldly game of life. I will now live the reality of my Master’s delight by the power of His love and wisdom for me.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

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The greatest stumbling block of the times: KNOWLEDGE …

Spiritual Versus Secular Knowledge …

Most of my earthly journey I have been obsessed with obtaining the highest level of Secular Knowledge. It was a must for me. Secular Knowledge was my god. Then? The King James Bible flooded my mind in 1974. I became obsessed with the truth about it all. Of course, I followed many theories that seem to be the truth I was searching for. Thank goodness! The time has come for enlightening. What a marvel for the ability to let go of the past, to let go without regrets. The best part?

To Let Go of The Present to Let Go of The Future …

Wow! No need any longer to check the meaning of anything. Only the intrinsic knowledge of my Father’s Presence within my being. Does that mean I am to remain ignorant of my surroundings? No, indeed not! But it means my searches have now become unbiased, free from prejudice or the act or state of holding unreasonable preconceived judgments or convictions.

  • That’s the wisdom from above beyond my understanding.

Wisdom From Above? …

But how this wisdom has materialized? Well, for many years I have been led to read the meaning of words, idioms, numbers, colors, birds, stones, flowers, practically everything visible with the naked eye, everything learned during my life span. But guess what? Lately I was led to read the meaning of 844. In the long exciting reading I came to read the following:

In the Bible, Luke 8:44 reads, Coming up behind Jesus, she touched the fringe of his robe. Immediately, the bleeding stopped. The verse represents the healing power of the Divine, even in passing. But it also reflects the action we need to take moving into the presence of the Divine. Your Angels won’t force you to do anything. Free will reigns, it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …

Wow! What a Sneaky Way to Set the Universe & Myself in The Highest! …

… it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …But guess what again? That was the switch for enlightenment to set in. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love …for being my Savior eternally & forever in love with me. Forever & eternally, I worship You. Heading for bed, Friday, June 28, 2024, at 7:55 pm. Up on Saturday, June 29, 2024, at 1:28 am.

  • It’s now Sunday, June 30, 2024, at 8:25 pm.
  • The end of this 6th month of 2024.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up on Monday, July 1, 2024, at 1:45 am.
  • The 7th Month Is Here.

The 7th Month Is Here …

Where does it find me? Neither here nor there on neutral gear. No longer speeding to get nowhere my dear. Peace. Wisdom. Humor …beyond my understanding. It’s now Tuesday, July 2, 2024, at 7:52 am.

Beyond My Understanding …

My attitude, my way of approaching whatever possibility comes up anytime is beyond my understanding. I no longer jump to accomplish anything. Instead, day by day, moment by moment it comes to me I am not to depend on my understanding much less on my feelings. I am to be still, to wait. The beauty of it is that the more I do so the more my healing becomes evident.

  • Strange, isn’t it?
  • It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:03 am.
  • What happen to Wednesday, July 3, & Thursday, July 4, 2024?
  • They came & went. Me?
  • Reminiscing.
  • Neither here nor there.
  • Reflecting.
  • Wisdom.
  • Peace of mind & heart.
  • The question came to me one more time.

What are my gifts?

So did the answer. How I thought about scriptural gifts before. How those gifts apply to me personally. Still, I wondered. Time is flying by me. It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:30 am. The dawn of this day is approaching. On this day, let me read and reflect on those scriptural gifts.

  • Why not? It’s a good thing to set my mind & heart in such matter.
  • Even so, there is no need to quote the Scriptures as I am accustomed to doing.
  • I will read & reflect in Romans 12:1-21 AMPC+

A Living Sacrifice … Gifts of Grace … Marks of the True Christian? …

Marks of the true Christian, on this anew, afresh cycle I am living on, that’s the main part I am to set on my mind & heart. How blessed I am. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love. Because of Your love I can now claim those marks on me despite my fearful feelings or aggravating thoughts of the past, present or future.

  • O well! I could have
  • My bones broken
  • But! I couldn’t have not
  • Jumped over the fear stumbling
  • I couldn’t have not
  • Undone the knot
  • Strangling my throat …

Until the next post, lov thia.

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Where Am I At? …

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Where Am I Heading? …

Is It for Real? …

It’s now Tuesday, June 25, 2024, at 4:08 am. What happen to Sunday & Monday? Well? I am not here or there. I am wondering & pounding. How am to convey all that is in my bay? Genuine. Authentic. What’s the meaning? What it means to be genuine or authentic? Never mind. No need to get technical. I am tired of technicalness. Let me see what’s with me.

Two Days Gone but Not in Blank …

I exercised my wits to resolve all involved in my bank. It had to do with my online ordering food as well as everything else that comes to mind at any time. Ordering. Confusing information. Deliveries. Returns. Refunds. Rules. Automated support. Complicated? To say the least! Anyhow?

  • I came ahead of the ordeal.
  • Did I steal?
  • Am I smug in the muddy river of my mood?
  • Nay! No need for guilt or smugness.
  • No need to take the blame belonging to the great advance of automation.
  • Civilization. Where am I?
  • Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic.
  • That’s where I am at.
  • That’s where I am heading.

Is It for Real? …

As real as the reality of all that is written. I have come to understand that Yahushua—the Messiah, the One sent by Yahuwah, actually? Yahuwah Himself for there is only ONE Creator. Something totally out of my understanding I have now come to accept without regrets. I first laid my eyes on the pages of the King James Bible in 1974. It took all those years since 1974 for me to unquestionable accept all those preposterous statements. Preposterous? Indeed! My human mind could only assume to understand. Again, I was an educated fool speaking words without knowledge.

What Am I Now? …

Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic. Cheerful. Enjoying my blessings amid my precious children, friends, my neighbors. Reflecting a wisdom far from the foolishness of my past. I have finally come to understand how those written words apply in my earthly journey.

Again, I am not ashamed of the Gospel, the Good News written in that King James Bible my precious Jimmy Autry made available for me in 1974.

I remember, I now keep firmly in mind, in heart the written admonition written in those pages for the ultimate happiness of my being. It is written.

  • Fear God and Keep His Commandments
  • …. But about going further than the words given by one Shepherd, my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end, so do not believe everything you read, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:9-14 AMPC+

(9)  And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.

(10)  The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.

  • (11)  The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
  • (12)  But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned.
  • Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • (13)  All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments,
  • for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation,
  • the object of God’s providence, the root of character,
  • the foundation of all happiness,
  • the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun]
  • and the whole [duty] for every man.

(14)  For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. End of quote.

Humorous …

When I quote the Bible or anything related to the Creator of everything in existence, many well meaning listeners turn ‘holly face’ at my words. I do not mean to make fun of my listeners. It’s funny to me because I used to do the same until? O well! It is all written in the numerous posts portraying my journal. But to tell the truth we humans are some funny creatures.

Humor Me …

I don’t mean to sound pompous, selfish, condescending always talking about myself, that famous ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’ ‘Me’ but, talking about myself I leave you alone from any judgmental jive escaping my human mind.

Well? It’s now Wednesday, June 26, 2024 at 4:25 am. Time to post again. I am sure this post is hitting the mark in many silent hearts. But that is something is not for me to know until the end of what I know time to be. Until the next time, lov, thia.

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My Journey Continues …

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Anew Afresh Today for Me …?

I can’t get tired of writing about it. An Odysey. It was June 20, 1985. What day it was? I don’t remember. The hour? Indeed! It was 3 am. What was I doing? I had subscribed to a creative writing course. I have gotten my first review. Suddenly! My thoughts drifted to myself. A sort of film strip began to roll. My whole life in sight … It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf

But Today? …

It’s Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 2:53 pm. I saw 4:44 pm. The ultimate spiritual significance of the numbers 444 is that you were born to fulfill a bigger purpose in life. The Mighty One Creator is aware of this. He is and has been helping you to realize the same capacity and opportunities He has ingrained within yourself. He is assisting you in achieving your goals if you focus your attention on where you want to go in life and make an effort to get there.

The Significance of Numbers in My Journey …

I find it peculiar to notice certain numbers at certain times. This happens when I am waiting for directions on what to write next. Results. A past which shall remain in history with no repeat. But it points to the direction I am to go. I am heading home where I belong. My home. The Almighty’s power and authority in a loving environment. A perfect governmental foundation. Perhaps the war going on shall end in the completeness or the nation of Israel as a whole. Who knows?

But I Am Writing About My Journey …

So? It’s now Thursday, June 20, 2024, at 8:12 am. It’s been 39 years since that famous June 20, 1985—Yahushua stepped into my tumultuous life. My journey began. I was 46 then, I am now 85. I noticed the 8 & the 12 then the 3 & the 9. Interesting, 3+9=12. The number 12, it stands for God’s power and authority.

My Attention Is Touched …?

There is a Supreme Being Creator of everything in existence like is well known. He has led me all those years until this instant of my present moment. He is the only One Who well knows about my fears, my doubts, my discouragements, still, He always is with and within me, He never leaves nor forsakes me. That’s the fact. Nothing else matters.

Anyhow Here I Am Now …?

It’s Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 4:47 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest or the 4th day of rest of rest on the the 6th month of the year. What am I doing? That is something I am always asking. Focus. On what? Ah! Now I remember! Yesterday was Friday, June 21, 2024—a frustrating day. Of course, I bury myself in my romantic classics reading forgetting even my own existence. I do remember fixing me a big breakfast before my frustrations took root. I finally headed for bed around 9 pm. I slept until 2:15 am on Saturday, June 22, 2024. On getting up I collected myself. I guess those 6 hours of sleep did me good.

What Did I Rediscovered Yesterday? …

The futility of the knowledge craving in my natural nature. I wanted to know. I had it was a must know. The frenzy consuming me most of my life. Knowledge. It was my god. It came to me again, so what? What have I done with all that knowledge in my possession? The truth? Just made a fool of myself. Indeed! I was an educated fool!

What I Am Now? Least, Not A Fool Anymore …

I am part sunshine and part hurricane, shiny as ever since my birth. So states my Denise, bless her heart! But I am beginning to appreciate the truth of such a statement. Sunshine in my face for all to enjoy when the going is good. Suddenly the hurricane! No good anymore! No more sunshine on my face! The shine fades away. Darkness in my bay.

  • Bless my heart!
  • Just like that!
  • What?
  • The hurricane lands.
  • Silence.
  • Calm.
  • Peace.
  • Stillness.
  • No more temper illness.
  • Sunshine.
  • Shiny as ever since my birth.
  • Anew.
  • Afresh.
  • Not just a new life.
  • But my new life is in a different way.
  • Humor & laughter in my bay.
  • Joyfully leaping & skipping.
  • The Liberating Power of Love?
  •  Indeed, in my keeping!
  • Love?
  • Not quite just the romantic word we fancy.
  • But true love?
  • That’s the golden key magically shining in that keyhole to open the door of the earthly stall of my imprisonment.
  • So, it is written, though it is symbolically written, for me?
  • I have finally come to understand how those words apply in my earthly journey.
  • And no, again I am not ashamed of the Gospel.
  • I remember how it is written.
  • “But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol-like calves released from the stall and leap for joy.”
  • So be it.

It’s now Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 10:11 pm. When shall I post again? Who knows?   lov, thia

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Indeed! …

My mind is set on the plan for me in the Creator’s mind. It has been a moment of waiting, a moment of suspense. Even so, a magical miraculous moment daily, monthly, yearly forever sear erasing all fears! What an experience!

Funny Thing …

No kidding, it is funny the way life develops in our stay on this earthly bay. The lonely road. The cup I had to drink. The scroll I had to eat. We are all the actors in the eternal amphitheater built without the human mind in hand. Such is the place where contests are held, the arena of the human theme.

Indeed! Funny Thing, Bless My Heart …

On waking up yesterday after a sleepless night horror presented itself in the most unexpected way. Giving up the bed wobbling like a drunken sailor, I made it to wherever until I sat in front of the computer screen intending to continue with my reading to forget my miserable state. Forget? Indeed!

  • I can’t pinpoint where the horror set in.
  • The keyboard, the mouse refused to move.
  • The Internet decided to follow suit.
  • Then to my utter frustration the computer refused to respond when I pushed the button to turn it of.
  • I headed to unplug it of course but!
  • I could not reach the back of the computer without disassembling my clever dried flower arrangement I had set up ignoring the reason why I had left that empty space so I could reach the back of the computer.
  • O well! I have not bothered to take care of computer problems since I have been captivated reading romantic classics. That’s another story.

To The Point …

I finally successfully rearranged it all. Once the computer restarted, I began to troubleshoot. Began with the mouse, then the keyboard. Plug, unplug. Tried again & again. Tried a different mouse. Then? The horror escalated!

  • I made up my mind to give up my new modern keyboard & mouse gifted from Diana.
  • Determinate grabber on hand I headed for the closet storing my old keyboard.
  • I grabbed it. Oops!
  • It slipped from the grabber clashing on the floor all keys scattered!
  • I managed to collect the whole mess.
  • Keyboard restored I plugged in. Beautiful!
  • Now the mouse.
  • I examined the old cordless mouse.
  • I changed the battery and plugged the USB for it.
  • Bingo! What a pleasure!
  • Recording is no longer a drag.
  • It seems like the doors keeping my physical being imprisoned all these years have been boasted.
  • What a miracle!
  • Let me explain this keyboard & mouse issue.

One of the Issues That Has Plagued Me for Quite a While But! …

This issue along with all issues & fears strangling the life out of me is ending now as I seriously start to live up my 85th birthday shining like the sun in a clear blue sky! How is that possible? In the same way that all miracles are possible.

  • And that’s the beginning of this new stage that I am traveling happily engaged with my children and beloved friends.
  • Where are we heading?
  • We are heading to our eternal home to our Loving Heavenly Father.
  • He will swallow up death forever and tears and sorrow shall be no more. So, it is written.

Quote:

Isaiah 25:1-9

(1)  O MASTER, You are my God; I will exalt You, I will praise Your name, for You have done wonderful things, even purposes planned of old [and fulfilled] in faithfulness and truth.

(2)  For You have made a city a heap, a fortified city a ruin, a palace of aliens without a city [is no more a city]; it will never be rebuilt.

(3)  Therefore [many] a strong people will glorify You, [many] a city of terrible and ruthless nations will [reverently] fear You.

(4)  For You have been a stronghold for the poor, a stronghold for the needy in his distress, a shelter from the storm, a shade from the heat; for the blast of the ruthless ones is like a rainstorm against a wall.

(5)  As the heat in a dry land [is reduced by the shadow of a cloud, so] You will bring down the noise of aliens [exultant over their enemies]; and as the heat is brought low by the shadow of a cloud, so the song of the ruthless ones is brought low.

(6)  And on this Mount [Zion] shall the Master of hosts make for all peoples a feast of rich things [symbolic of His coronation festival inaugurating the reign of the Master on earth, in the wake of a background of gloom, judgment, and terror], a feast of wines on the lees–of fat things full of marrow, of wines on the lees well refined.

(7)  And He will destroy on this mountain the covering of the face that is cast over the heads of all peoples [in mourning], and the veil [of profound wretchedness] that is woven and spread over all nations.

(8)  He will swallow up death [in victory; He will abolish death forever]. And the Master God will wipe away tears from all faces; and the reproach of His people He will take away from off all the earth; for the Master has spoken it. [1Co_15:26, 1Co_15:54; 2Ti_1:10]

(9)  It shall be said in that day, Behold our God upon Whom we have waited and hoped, that He might save us! This is the Master, we have waited for Him; we will be glad and rejoice in His salvation. End of quote.

I dare to say: That is the Master speaking, not thia …

Tuesday, June 18, 2024, came & went. It’s now Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 5:03 am. Here I am! I didn’t fade out after all. Instead, I am back shinning like the rising sun, least that’s how I feel. Hope for all likewise to shine.  lov, thia