Where Am I Heading? …
Is It for Real? …
It’s now Tuesday, June 25, 2024, at 4:08 am. What happen to Sunday & Monday? Well? I am not here or there. I am wondering & pounding. How am to convey all that is in my bay? Genuine. Authentic. What’s the meaning? What it means to be genuine or authentic? Never mind. No need to get technical. I am tired of technicalness. Let me see what’s with me.
Two Days Gone but Not in Blank …
I exercised my wits to resolve all involved in my bank. It had to do with my online ordering food as well as everything else that comes to mind at any time. Ordering. Confusing information. Deliveries. Returns. Refunds. Rules. Automated support. Complicated? To say the least! Anyhow?
- I came ahead of the ordeal.
- Did I steal?
- Am I smug in the muddy river of my mood?
- Nay! No need for guilt or smugness.
- No need to take the blame belonging to the great advance of automation.
- Civilization. Where am I?
- Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic.
- That’s where I am at.
- That’s where I am heading.
Is It for Real? …
As real as the reality of all that is written. I have come to understand that Yahushua—the Messiah, the One sent by Yahuwah, actually? Yahuwah Himself for there is only ONE Creator. Something totally out of my understanding I have now come to accept without regrets. I first laid my eyes on the pages of the King James Bible in 1974. It took all those years since 1974 for me to unquestionable accept all those preposterous statements. Preposterous? Indeed! My human mind could only assume to understand. Again, I was an educated fool speaking words without knowledge.
What Am I Now? …
Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic. Cheerful. Enjoying my blessings amid my precious children, friends, my neighbors. Reflecting a wisdom far from the foolishness of my past. I have finally come to understand how those written words apply in my earthly journey.
Again, I am not ashamed of the Gospel, the Good News written in that King James Bible my precious Jimmy Autry made available for me in 1974.
I remember, I now keep firmly in mind, in heart the written admonition written in those pages for the ultimate happiness of my being. It is written.

- Fear God and Keep His Commandments
- …. But about going further than the words given by one Shepherd, my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end, so do not believe everything you read, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
Quote:
Ecclesiastes 12:9-14 AMPC+
(9) And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.
(10) The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.
- (11) The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
- (12) But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned.
- Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
- (13) All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
- Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments,
- for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation,
- the object of God’s providence, the root of character,
- the foundation of all happiness,
- the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun]
- and the whole [duty] for every man.
(14) For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. End of quote.
Humorous …
When I quote the Bible or anything related to the Creator of everything in existence, many well meaning listeners turn ‘holly face’ at my words. I do not mean to make fun of my listeners. It’s funny to me because I used to do the same until? O well! It is all written in the numerous posts portraying my journal. But to tell the truth we humans are some funny creatures.
Humor Me …
I don’t mean to sound pompous, selfish, condescending always talking about myself, that famous ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’ ‘Me’ but, talking about myself I leave you alone from any judgmental jive escaping my human mind.
Well? It’s now Wednesday, June 26, 2024 at 4:25 am. Time to post again. I am sure this post is hitting the mark in many silent hearts. But that is something is not for me to know until the end of what I know time to be. Until the next time, lov, thia.