Yesterday’s ‘scoop’ was intentionally cryptic. Indeed! I always have a good reason for my idiosyncrasies because I like being somewhat ‘mysterious’ letting people figure out what my intentions are. In this case, I do not wish to express my thoughts or feelings on Psalms 2 or on any other subject anymore. Because I no longer want to contribute to the colossal mesh at large of theories, opinions, solutions, resolutions, etc.
The Chains …
Those were the chains who suffocated life out of me. No more. The chains have been broken, not by my own power but by the Power from on High.
As it is written:
Then he said to me, This [addition of the bowl to the candlestick, causing it to yield a ceaseless supply of oil from the olive trees] is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit [of Whom the oil is a symbol], says the Lord of hosts. Zechariah 4:6.
Summary …
Of my own? I know nothing! Hope this ‘scoop’ gives you all an idea of where I am going with these scoops. I am enjoying the recording and publishing as those come to mind if nothing else, for my own benefit. Lov, thia
I have decided to record somewhat curious ‘scoops’ to set minds on me because I have noticed that I make people laugh with my outlandish ways. Hope I contribute a lit bit to distract people from their own concerns even for the moment in touch with yours truly.
New Adventure in the Saga of My Life…
Sunday, December 21, 2025, at 5:00 am.
Happy Newspaper…
Check the ‘Scoops’ Often You Never Know What You’ll Find…
Today’s ‘Scoop’. This is the ‘scoop’ to begin this new adventure in this saga of mine. You know what? Today I have come to the conclusion that I am a multi-talented, multi-interested, or multi-passionate person—a multipotentialite. Like Nina Amir is who gave me this ‘scoop’ today.
Yes, we have many skills, passions, and creative pursuits. Historically, such people were called polymaths or Renaissance people.
But Me? O Well!…
I think the fun I have the most is playing dumb when I am not commiserating about my aches & pains along with offending whoever crosses my most crucial frustrations often assailing me. Besides, I make full use of my Schizophrenia, Bipolar, Manic-depressive diagnosis. Yes, I am crazy, but I am not dangerous.
O Well, I Am Not Sure About the Dangerous Part….
I do now recognize how much I have hurt so many loved ones. Even so, I now fully rejoice in the fact that my Loving Creator—the God of the whole earth He is called—He has mercifully granted me pardon giving me the power to forgive myself along everyone in the past as in the present.
Forgiveness Is Not a Feeling…
Forgiveness is an act of human will. It is amazing how such matter cannot get a hold of anyone for a long time. Least it took years to get hold of me. But what matters is the fact that these days I am living the best days of my life-giving space to all, accepting what it is without resistance. What a LIFE! Lov, thiaB.
I am a Spiritual Writer, a Blogger at the preset. I have been a successful Real State Agent, a Senior Companion, a jack of all trades master? O well! But most important? I am the Mom in a Dysfunctional Family but a Loving Family we were. We still are.
The following words declare my purpose to create a new Portfolio Site to give a new look at https://anewthiabasilia.com/.
Quote:
Encouraging Words from one of Thia’s Pastors
While reading this manuscript I became impressed that it contains a message that can be used of the Lord to give the child of God insight into their own spiritual journey. In this volume is to be found the ups and downs of the author’s own pilgrimage through a life that has taken many turns.
Every one of us, who are on our own spiritual journey, know that life is filled with many pitfalls that at times may cause us to be side-tracked and even to at times fall. Yet, in the adventure of this author’s life, one can see the grace, mercy and love of our Father God for one of His own. We are reminded in these writings of just how faithful He is to see us through the darkness of hell that may come against us, and bring us to the marvelous light of His love.
I commend this book to all who may find strength for the journey from the insights here given.
May it all bring honor, glory, and praise to our Lord. Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor
I hope for many to benefit from this account of my earthly journey. Until I can figure out how to create this new look to the site. Lov thia.
Well? I went ahead, I posted the introduction to the book. This is neat. I posted the introduction Tuesday, September 10, 2024, only 3 day ago, but so much has happened to change everything I had planned to format the book. Even so?. It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 3:22 am. I am ready to start this day waiting on You, my Master, even for the words I am to use to handle the difficult situations that daily develop.
Difficult Situations that Daily Develop? …
Ha! Now I am getting a handle of how to craft this book! It Is My Journey—my journey no one else’s journey. So? It is the story of the journey I am traveling on from defeat to recovery. Is the story of a journey in the process of transformation.
My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me.’
Vacillating. No problem. My soul is free from anxieties. Besides, certainty, resolution, decisiveness, confidence, trust, belief, faith, far outweigh my vacillating. The truth is that I am waiting for things to develop without my acting from my ideas of helping others or myself. When is time for me to act, I will act with certainty. But!
I Am Concerned …
You know it, my Master. I am concerned about my eating and working habits. I am beginning to see that what troubles me when I see the trend in this generation fits me as well. Is my heart overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of SELF-INDULGENCE, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life? I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait.
Ah! The Wiles Of The Devil! …
Yes! The devil exists despite the skeptics, atheists, agnostics, etc. the worst part? The devil exists within me! What? O me! I just thought about it! No kidding! No wonder why I am in the predicament I am in. That ego inside my brain! That’s the one whispering to me all these evil thoughts against me! And me? O me! Yesterday? My ego whispered to me that I was self-indulgent! And the Scripture was quoted to me. Why? Because I aim to distribute that Scripture big time! I created a graphic frame and set that Scripture in it with the title “A Loving warning”.
Ha! Ha! Ha! I Am Now To Become A Crusader! …
Let it be! This is too good! I asked for it. Yes, I did! Do you, dear reader, take notice of my predicament yesterday? After quoting the Scripture, I prayed, “I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait”.
Well? It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 1:00 am. I have been up for about an hour. I woke up feeling pretty good. I think I woke up dreaming that I was eating brisket with Patsy. But as soon as I entered the living room, I saw the empty hook where my house key is to hang. I remember that Maya put the key in her pocket when we went to check the mailbox. No problem. Maya was distracted yesterday and forgot to return the key to the hook, but of course, doubt, fearful whispers began to rumble in my ears about what people could think of my carelessness to guard my key. I thought to myself, “Who cares! I don’t have to fear anything! My Master is in control!”
Suddenly! It All Came Together For Me! …
Honestly? I am my worst enemy. Correction, I have been my worst enemy until this moment of time. I know now Who is Who for sure. No kidding, there are two natures within my being, one is my carnal nature, the other is the nature that the Creator breathed within my being when He created me.
What Now? What Am I To Do? …
Be still. Surrender my will to the Master of my being. Wait. The whole matter of this situation with the two natures within the human being will come to light for each individual as we progress to the end of time. No need for me to express anymore than how it has come to me.
What? What is a crusade? Crusade: A concerted effort or vigorous movement for a cause or against an abuse. Crusader: a disputant who advocates reform. The question is, Am I Supposed To Become A Crusader? Dear me! Not ‘become’, I have been crusading for my Master since 1985 when He commission me to journal my life. But that is not the same as a crusader today.
No need for me to take matters into my own hands to exhibit my colossal ignorance of what really goes on with the rest of human beings. I am not in this world to change the world with such campaigns. Indeed! I am not that wacky at all! I am wise as a serpent, innocent, harmless, guileless, and without falsity as a dove. Matthew 10 is a reality for me.
It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 2:07 am. I am on to Post this matter as the first chapter of My Journey. My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me. That is not what I had in mind to do, but now I understand why I was not inclined to publish only what I published last. I am now really enthused; I don’t have to publish what has already been published. This is truly ANEW, AFRESH in a new but different way. As I am inspired to, I will post this entry as Chapter 1. lov, thia.
Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 9:15 pm. Bed. Up around 2 am on Sunday, September 15, 2024. It’s now Sunday, September 15, 2024, at 9:19 am. I just concluded that I am refraining from ordering things indiscriminately. Big step forward for me. I can hear the clamor from the peanut gallery! Ha! Ha! Now what should I expect a reward? Oh! But it is so hard to be a saint!
Seriously, I Tremble When …?
When I get the picture of what is happening in this crazy world I inhabit, and me? Obsessed with things like crazy! I need this or that, every day I invent another thing needed. And Yes! That is my ego sucking me in into materialism. But of course, the same ego is telling me that I am too hard on myself. That my problem is I do not love myself. Or another suggestion or approach to distract or to push me in whatever direction I choose.
No, I am not rambling on. I am as serious as a heart attack. And no, I am not attempting to practice stoicism or to vest myself in sac clothes. Or to walk on pins and needles. I don’t have to, I have surrendered my choices to my Maker as He commands me to do. Thus, He knows better than me what are my needs, and He is providing those needs superabundantly.
Indeed! It’s Better Than Expected …
It’s now Sunday, September 15, 2024, at 9:44 pm. I have been sleeping since around 5 pm. I don’t feel good. Evil thoughts of sickness and disease flash through my carnal mind. No matter. I fear not. Now I know which way the cookie crumbles. I refuse to pay mind to the evil within, without me. I hear quite clear, “Do not be seized with alarm and struck with fear; only keep on believing.” That was a request for the impossible, the daughter was dead, why trouble the Master?
In my case? I have been suffering with chronic pain for years. Everything has been done to relieve my malady to no avail, but the Master has promised me to restore my health and my wealth. The truth? He is doing so, only He is fulfilling His promises to me in His way and on His time. And when I am feeling down and out with pain, dizziness, and all kind of evil threats in my mind, He speaks encouraging words to me.
All Is Well in My Paradise, Sitting On Top of The Mountain Alone With Him. lov, thia.
(Take notice: I did not reformat, but it is published in https://anewthiabasilia.com/ without the former link to my old website: thia-basilia.com so you can now read it.)
First Thing this Morning …?
It’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:07 am. This is the last week of the 8th month in 2024. The first thing in Your agenda this morning is to check former post that can not be accessed by the public because they were published in my former website that was deleted a while ago. Most of those posts were written before 2020. Thankfully, I have a record of those posts in my external drives, so I can read them. Amazing reads! I am inspired to publish them again. So?
On to publish ‘Hit Bottom the Deepest Part of My Soul’ …
What a way to start my day! Hopefully the post shall bless whomever bumps into https://anewthiabasilia.com/. For the record it’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:27 am.
Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …
What Was Dormant Down There? …
The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …
Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …
The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …
Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.
No Need To Call For Human Help …
Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.
Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for help and for company. No human is willing to help unless I return to their lifestyle.
That’s Not Going To Happen, And? …
You know it my Father. No human can effectively help another human without You anyhow. I’m going to bed. You alone are my Helper.
Ha! My pain? Accelerated to the max! I laid there unable to sleep. Tears flowing. Flashes of the most remote evils done long, long time ago.
Up and down the hours flew by. Help, my Father, help.
The time was around 1:30 am on Saturday, April 6, 2019.
Mercy! Let Me Forgive Myself. Let Them Forgive Me …
Mercy! Mercy! I pleaded in all earnest. The covers became heavier than ever. My left foot felt like something was cutting it off. My body? Hot!
Up Went Arms And Feet. Off Went The Heavy Covers!
Freedom! Like Magic? The Pain And Misery Ceased …
Phew! What a relief! I laid there for a moment enjoying the comfort of my body. I got up. My mind? Absorbing the love and wisdom from on high. I headed to the kitchen. I washed the dishes. Then?
I Heard Quite Clearer Than Ever Before That Lovely Voice From Within My Heart …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect.”
Sleep. Could Not Keep My Eyes Opened. I Headed For Bed …
Did not record the time, but! Next? Woke up refreshed! The time? Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 7:41 am. It’s now Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 9:42 am.
Which Way To Go Now, My Father? …
Two hours since I woke up. Not a sound from Ahmad. Not a single email from my children or loved ones. Been reading about health and different issues of people’s concern.
Don’t Know What To Think. Not Sure On What To Do? I Wait On You …
Perhaps it’s time to clean up. Maybe fix some breakfast. Perhaps? Time to pause. Time to reflect. Time to give You my undivided attention? I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Help me, my Father, help me.
Ha! Your Words? Fulfilled Sooner Than I Could Have Ever Imagined …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have nothing to fear. You have all to rejoice.
Despite your human inability to comprehend this matter of pain and suffering? The suffering of the moment is the substance for the purification of the deepest part of your soul.
Fear not. Soon, sooner than you could imagine? Your pain and suffering shall come to an end. Soon I will wipe your tears away.
Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”
You Have Made Yourself Be Clearly Seen By Me, And? Made Yourself Real To Me For Sure! …
Wow! How real! Your manifestation? In awe I comfortable sit here. In fear of Your Majesty? I dare not make any conclusions. In silence, I worship You. I wait on Your conclusions.
Timely? You Speak To Me In A Train Dream …
Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:00 am.
What an amazing day You made for me of yesterday. Much accomplished in which direction to go. Not only with the blog/the books, but mainly? With my life.
Wow! It’s All Coming To Light Now. Father Has Always Been In Control Of It All …
I held my peace despite my view of all that goes on in my present circumstances. I did not make any conclusions. Ahmad finally called sometime in the afternoon.
Strange Explanations About His Life And Doings Do Not Rattle Me Anymore …
Strange explanation of the reason for him not to check with me since the day before. Such explanation left me with questions in my mind about Ahmad and his two brothers, but!
I Declined To Assume Anything About Anything That Goes On Around Me …
Wow! What power on me You bestow! Ahmad and his doings? Out of my mind, instead? Enhancing the created book covers. Editing. Finding the books to edit. My eyes set on Yahushua I spent my whole day!
The Internet Prevented Me To Properly Continue With My Work, So?
I headed for bed and slept for a couple of hours. Got up at the knock on my door. My friend brought me food. I ate. Tried the Internet again for a bit. Nothing working. Back to bed. Slept until 2:44 am.
Woke Up From A Train Dream.
“To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life’s journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.”
It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:33 am. Must return to bed. Can’t keep my eyes open. I laid in bed reflecting on the reality of Yahushua within me. At last I drifted into sound sleep.
I Clearly See Yahushua Now. He Is Real In All My Doings …
For so long I have followed Yahuahua’s instructions to pray to the Father, ‘Our Father in the heavens’, but now? His words touched the center of my heart. Quote:
John 14:15-21
If you really love Me, you will keep obey My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–
The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize
I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come back to you.
Just a little while now, and the world will not see Me any more, but you will see Me; because I live, you will live also.
At that time [when that day comes] you will know [for yourselves] that I am in My Father, and you [are] in Me, and I [am] in you.
The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]
Wow! What A Revelation. Totally Revolutionized My Whole Being …
Sunday, April 7, 2019 now at 11:38 am.
Faint is my past. Even my past before yesterday. Clear and real is my present. Even the moment of His real appearance?
Clear. Real. Vivid In My Heart And Mind Shall Be Forever!
Song of Solomon 2:10-13
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
Song of Solomon 2:14-16
So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.
My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.
She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]
Song of Solomon 2:4
He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.
Let Me Remain Faithful To You Forever! ….
Let all my past lovers deem away from my mind and heart. Let them all fix their gaze in You. Let me decrease. Let Yourself increase. Let me remain in awe of You and no one else.
For In Loving You? I Love Them All …
Dear Reader, this is the end of my life as it always been. A radical change is taking place within my being. A change I cannot tamper with. I cannot continue to post for a time.
My Times Are In His Hands Now Literally …
It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 9:58 pm.
I’m heading for bed, my Master but You know it. Hope for sound sleep. I wait on You. Up at 2 am on Monday, April 8, 2019.
We are all like shadows on the earth …
Monday, April 8, 2019 at 3:36 am.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? What is there for a human to do? We are all like a shadow on this earth. Quote:
1Ch 29:14 But who am I, and what are my people, that we should retain strength and be able to offer thus so willingly? For all things come from You, and out of Your own [hand] we have given You.
1Ch 29:15 For we are strangers before You, and sojourners, as all our fathers were; our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no hope or expectation of remaining.
It’s now Monday, April 8, 2019 at 4:57 am. Can’t keep my eyes open. Heading for bed. Well? Instead of heading for bed? As I got up I woke up, and?
That Lovely Voice From Within Came To My Ears:
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. What makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine?
How is your life already making a global impact?
Why one moment you are up and confident.
The next moment? Frustrated. Discouraged. Unable to see the Reality of My Being within you, and now?
Yahushua’s real appearance to take over your life is a reality, but! You are already questioning that matter as per the way your body continues to suffer, and?
The agony of doubt and fear is knocking at your door.
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? FEAR NOT! This time?
Yahushua is in complete control of every minute detail of your life.
His desire for you?
The song of Solomon Yahushua is singing to you now. Therefore?
For a time in your life now you must remain aloof from this world and all goings on therein. You must bind your mind, soul, and body as in the Song of Solomon.
At Your Master’s discretion?
He will present you to this world in a way far beyond your imagination.
From here on? You have nothing to worry about.
Your times are in His hands.
From now on?
Yahushua shall lead and direct you in the task I have assigned unto you.
I know how overwhelming your task has become, but!
Your Master shall now make it all a joy and a delight as He will make your task to be.
Remember, after this post?
Refrain from posting until Yahushua releases you to post again.
This is a time exclusively for your Master and you.
I am at work.
You have written. You have published. You have optimized.
I have been and will continue to do the rest in the heart of each one of the readers of the posts.
Rejoice! Enjoy your Master’s Presence forevermore!”
The Truth, Dear Reader? Checkmate! …
The complicated game of my worldly life is ended. Instead? The reality of my soul’s longings for that One with Whom to endlessly share my tears and my joys? All games pale. No need to play anymore.
The Reality To Be Someone’s Delight …
Who is so blessed? At last I am! I have no longer need to play the worldly game of life. I will now live the reality of my Master’s delight by the power of His love and wisdom for me.
n intellectual or spiritual quest: an odyssey of discovery.
Good News
As soon as I give up my demands: Freedom! On Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 7:09 am my day began with a healthy breakfast. My feet looked even better than yesterday. I began to ponder about the doctor’s appointment tomorrow. Do I really need a doctor to tell me what I already know? O well! Back to my reading. Around 5 pm I got a reminder for my appointment. It came to me to check with MS Lilly to make sure she remembered the appointment.
What? She had forgotten all about it.
I lost it!
Next? Ms. Lilly at my door.
Emotions escalated.
Solution was suggested for me to keep the appointment.
Suddenly! It came to me.
I don’t need a doctor!
All I need to do is to cancel the appointment.
My tears dried up.
Emotions settle down.
It’s now Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 10:14 pm.
I headed for bed.
Slept.
Woke up 7 hours later.
A good shower.
Dressed up in my happy roses dress.
Fixed coffee.
Affixed the apron to preserve my dress.
Cleared my lemon juice task.
Cleaned it all up.
It’s now Monday, July 8, 2024, at 7:44 am.
My day has begun …Ending at almost midnight.
It’s now Tuesday, July 9, 2024, at 6:22 am.
And so, time marches on & on.
Hopefully you read these writings from my heart & mind, but if you don’t, it’s your loss not mine.
I can’t get tired of writing about it. An Odysey. It was June 20, 1985. What day it was? I don’t remember. The hour? Indeed! It was 3 am. What was I doing? I had subscribed to a creative writing course. I have gotten my first review. Suddenly! My thoughts drifted to myself. A sort of film strip began to roll. My whole life in sight … It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf
But Today? …
It’s Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 2:53 pm. I saw 4:44 pm. The ultimate spiritual significance of the numbers 444 is that you were born to fulfill a bigger purpose in life. The Mighty One Creator is aware of this. He is and has been helping you to realize the same capacity and opportunities He has ingrained within yourself. He is assisting you in achieving your goals if you focus your attention on where you want to go in life and make an effort to get there.
The Significance of Numbers in My Journey …
I find it peculiar to notice certain numbers at certain times. This happens when I am waiting for directions on what to write next. Results. A past which shall remain in history with no repeat. But it points to the direction I am to go. I am heading home where I belong. My home. The Almighty’s power and authority in a loving environment. A perfect governmental foundation. Perhaps the war going on shall end in the completeness or the nation of Israel as a whole. Who knows?
But I Am Writing About My Journey …
So? It’s now Thursday, June 20, 2024, at 8:12 am. It’s been 39 years since that famous June 20, 1985—Yahushua stepped into my tumultuous life. My journey began. I was 46 then, I am now 85. I noticed the 8 & the 12 then the 3 & the 9. Interesting, 3+9=12. The number 12, it stands for God’s power and authority.
My Attention Is Touched …?
There is a Supreme Being Creator of everything in existence like is well known. He has led me all those years until this instant of my present moment. He is the only One Who well knows about my fears, my doubts, my discouragements, still, He always is with and within me, He never leaves nor forsakes me. That’s the fact. Nothing else matters.
Anyhow Here I Am Now …?
It’s Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 4:47 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest or the 4th day of rest of rest on the the 6th month of the year. What am I doing? That is something I am always asking. Focus. On what? Ah! Now I remember! Yesterday was Friday, June 21, 2024—a frustrating day. Of course, I bury myself in my romantic classics reading forgetting even my own existence. I do remember fixing me a big breakfast before my frustrations took root. I finally headed for bed around 9 pm. I slept until 2:15 am on Saturday, June 22, 2024. On getting up I collected myself. I guess those 6 hours of sleep did me good.
What Did I Rediscovered Yesterday? …
The futility of the knowledge craving in my natural nature. I wanted to know. I had it was a must know. The frenzy consuming me most of my life. Knowledge. It was my god. It came to me again, so what? What have I done with all that knowledge in my possession? The truth? Just made a fool of myself. Indeed! I was an educated fool!
What I Am Now? Least, Not A Fool Anymore …
I am part sunshine and part hurricane, shiny as ever since my birth. So states my Denise, bless her heart! But I am beginning to appreciate the truth of such a statement. Sunshine in my face for all to enjoy when the going is good. Suddenly the hurricane! No good anymore! No more sunshine on my face! The shine fades away. Darkness in my bay.
Bless my heart!
Just like that!
What?
The hurricane lands.
Silence.
Calm.
Peace.
Stillness.
No more temper illness.
Sunshine.
Shiny as ever since my birth.
Anew.
Afresh.
Not just a new life.
But my new life is in a different way.
Humor & laughter in my bay.
Joyfully leaping & skipping.
The Liberating Power of Love?
Indeed, in my keeping!
Love?
Not quite just the romantic word we fancy.
But true love?
That’s the golden key magically shining in that keyhole to open the door of the earthly stall of my imprisonment.
So, it is written, though it is symbolically written, for me?
I have finally come to understand how those words apply in my earthly journey.
And no, again I am not ashamed of the Gospel.
I remember how it is written.
“But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol-like calves released from the stall and leap for joy.”
So be it.
It’s now Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 10:11 pm. When shall I post again? Who knows? lov, thia
It’s now Thursday, March 21, 2024, at 8:16 pm. I need to quit and sleep. I need to work on my business cards. O well! Here I am on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 10:36 am. I think I have almost accomplished the effect I want in my new crest. Now what? Diana gave me a fancy keyboard. It is really nice, only I need to learn how to use it, but right now I am heading for bed on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 8:36 pm.
This keyboard works.
Of course it works!!!
Thanks a million!
It All Began with Don Miguel …
All things are working on our Almighty Creator’s loving will and on His timing. I am looking forward to whatever develops on this 7th Day of Rest. Time now, Saturday, March 23, 2024, at 4:01 am.
This Is the Present to Begin My New Life …
In the present, some 65 years later to begin my new life after the brief recollection only mentioned as the steppingstone into my present future. So much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being.
Here I am! …
I have been up since about 2:14 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024. Yesterday I met a delightful one Jacqueline. I am looking forward to establishing a friendship with her. I am so intense in creating new graphics for the new approach to my posting as per the new perspective is now established for me. It’s now 6:12 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024, looking forward not backwards.
What’s The Scoop? …
A dysfunctional journey timely turning out functioning full speed ahead. I repeat, so much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being on Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 10:50 am.
Created To Be Loved to Love.
Functional roots stemming from the Word.
A Dysfunctional Family’s Journey …
A saga of interest … I am beginning to get a hold of what I am supposed to do. But it is now Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 8:45 pm, time to hit the sack. It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 12:44 am. I am up. This is one more day of surprises. Going to the foot doctor. Maybe Jacqueline shows up to get acquainted. Who knows? It’s Monday, March 25, 2024, at 7:31 am and I am already tense, frustrated in the depth of despair whether I want to admit it or not. Why not after 7 hours of futile search for what seems to be non-existent elusive files. Is enough to curse!
Well? All Is Well Again, So Glad! …
It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 6:32 pm. This really was a day for surprises, the first surprise the long visit from Jacqueline, truly delighted to find such a loving person. Then? It was not the foot doctor I was to visit. I went to an Ear Nose & Throat specialist. Met a delightful doctor and staff. Soon I’ll be able to be set up with a hearing aid to fit my hearing problems. Then? I received my lifeline device in case I fall or have an emergency. But I think I will not be able to work on the business cards before I crash in bed.
What Shall It Be Today, I Wondered …?
Reading the information on the events that are prophesied to happen now and, in the future, makes me wonder but, I remain still and waiting for the voice within my being to lead me forward and steady to that future the Master Creator of everything in existence has reserved not just for me but for all and every individual child of His beloved family roaming in the 4 corners of this earth.
No, I Am Not a Witch or A Psychic by Far …
Much less a doom sayer. But I am gifted with knowledge beyond what the human mind can conceived. Some consider me to be a prophet, but I do not consider myself to be so. So? What do I consider myself to be? That’s a good question that I have not come up with quite the right response to. But really? Is it not enough to know what I am not? And how do I know what I am not? By the preponderance of the evidence, I know what I am not.
What Evidence?
The fact that I am not in any way shape or form able to come up with performing miracles or the magic tricks such persons in that lot of life perform. Can you imagine me coming up with a magic wand turning a frog into a prince?
What I Know for Sure Is That …?
O well! But one thing I know for sure is that I am a blessed child of my Heavenly Father. He has given me at this point of my journey here on these earthly grounds as those exist right now, the evidence of the abundance He has promised to me since 1985. Chee-Whiz! That was a long sentence! Anyhow, this was also a long scoop! I’ll continue in the next scoop. lov, thiaBasilia.
The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years …
THEME: What The Story Is About.
Will not publish this theme.
I must find a different approach to continue posting to strengthen the brethren. After all, that is the purpose of my life. That purpose has been established since 1985.
Quote:
“Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”
Simon, Simon (Peter), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of God, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9] But I have prayed especially for you Peter, that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. (Luke 22:31-32) End of quote.
Uncertainty …
Monday, October 30, 2023, at 7:27 pm. Ha! The 7 & 27 again just when I am so uncertain to continue posting the things that have already been posted. I must sleep on it. It seems to me that I am rehashing the past. If the past is past, I think I should let it rest.
Certainty …
Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 2:44 am. The last day of the 10th month when things got serious. This month ends along with the uncertainty disturbing the peace, beauty, and love surrounding me. Certainty: new—anew MESSAGE thiaBasilia shall present on the Life of Rest against the Life of works from now unto eternity.
It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 9:00 pm. I am not sleepy, but I need to rest. I’ll head for bed, perhaps sleep comes my way. It’s now Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 2:03 am. I have been up for 2 hours checking things out. I am not too happy with my doings, why? Well? I keep getting hooked up searching for approval that it seems like I am not getting as I would like to get in my posts.
What’s wrong with this state of my doings?
It seems to me that I am still limiting myself to my idea of what or how I am supposed to be or act or post or whatever.
What to do? I’ll wait to see what happens next.
For one thing? Right now, I’ll go and take care of my soup and forget all these aberrations of mine.
Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 5:21 am. Bed.
Woke up around 6 am. Fixed breakfast. Pictures of sunrise.
Then my phone shut off.
I set it to charge and forgot about it.
Back to bed.
Awake now on Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 10:08 am.
Will work on graphics.
A couple of hours later I realized I needed to check things out.
Suddenly, I heard what I thought to be Diana, but it was Melisa, Diana had been trying to call me to no avail. She was not home, and she asked Melisa to come and check on me.
O well! Guess what?
I heard that lovely voice within my being.
I listened. I responded.
All stable now.
Ready to conquer ALL my aberrations!
Bless my heart! I need it.
What’s The Point? …
Good question! Now I must figure out how to answer concisely. I have been considering all these matters as I go along. That’s the moment I get the answers needed.
It came to me how it strengthens me when I read or hear something about someone’s conquests.
Furthermore, I realized that I do not necessarily acknowledge the author of such matters.
The same is true with the readers of my posts.
So? What’s the use?
I do not need acknowledgement to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life to strengthen the brethren.
I am going on likes or no likes at the end of my posts.
