Good News …
New Doors Are Opening for US …
The new year will bring an abundance of good news for us. For myself, I have been feeling stuck for so long, But things are starting to fall into place.
- Friday, November 17, 2023, at 6:52 pm. Bed.
- Up at 2:14 am on Saturday, November 18, 2023.
- Things are starting to fall into place despite the inevitable daily difficulties the world can handle for me, for us.
- For it is no longer just me, is US for sure.
Well? It Seems to Me …?
It seems to me that I can’t get away from regression at times, but! It never ceases to amaze me how quickly my regression turns into progression. I need to reflect some more about this matter. It is now Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 10:58 am. Time for a lunch break.
- I appreciate everything I have. I am curious about the lessons I can learn in this chapter of my life. I let life surprise me. I am attracting enriching experiences. It’s easy for me now to see clearer than ever before.
- Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 9:50 pm.
- This 7th Day of Rest found me unable to rest.
- That is unable to rest the way I conceive rest to be.
- I see.
- What does it mean to rest from the work of one’s hand as in the book of Hebrews 4 on to the end of the book?
- Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 12:03 am.
- I will head for bed.
- I will expound later what I have been reading again in the book of Hebrews.
- I got up about an hour ago.
- It’s now Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 4:24 am.
- I trembled as I read again such fearful words, how those words are speaking to me in a personal way.
- Even right at this moment I am in suspense.
Am I Still Catering to My Human Nature? …
That is something that leaves me in suspense. Anxious, apprehensive, I dare not decide for myself what is the answer to my question. The answer must come from on high. I’ll sit still, I’ll wait for the answer. I’ll halt my doings for now. I am remembering to finish reading Edgar’s book about Los Amates in Guatemala.
- Time to quit. Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 9:42 pm.
- It was 3:22 am on Monday, November 20, 2023, when I got up to do my Monday chores.
- It’s now Monday, November 20, 2023, at 4:35 am.
What’s So Interesting in This Saga of Mine? …
Why am I bothering to record over and over the same boring details every single day? That’s my mood right now. Now I see it. Now I don’t! Then I won’t. On goes that song, “nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I’m gone eat some worms….!!!”
But Why, Why, Why!!! …?
Why not? O PLEASE! Ruffle not my fleece! DM. Religionistically, pray! Pray you say? Religionistically pray! Pray! Pray! O mine! And I used to pray, pray, pray! All kinds of prayers I prayed on my knees for hours I prayed, until? …I heard say, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” What? Who’s talking to me to say that? “Well, who are you praying to? I am answering you, don’t you know?” Oh? And how am I supposed to pray to You? “Just talk to Me, talk to Me as you would talk to your natural father, for I Am your Father Who created you to be loved or take care of you as your natural father should do. I created you to be loved to love Me first and uppermost so I would empower you to love yourself then love your neighbor as you would love yourself.”
Suspense. A Moment of Suspense …?
I am just bug off! I read in FB someone quoting all the Scriptures telling all to pray, pray, and pray! Goodness’ sake! That brought to mind how such quotes drove me to pray, pray, and pray with my own conception of what prayer was all about. But I had read several books about prayer and how to pray. I was zealous to follow such instructions confident that I was moving the hands of my God to bid my every wish in my natural mind.
Well? Isn’t That What Is Generally Understood Prayer to Be? …
Hum! Maybe I am wrong and everybody else is right, who knows? I dare say today! Anyhow, that day, I had prayed, I mean prayed! Bible opened in front. On my knees, on my face, my hands raised, tears flowing from my eyes, pious voice supplicating, praying in that way was my custom every single morning when I would jump out of bed to my ready pillow on the side of my bed was my daily custom to pray. That day? I was sure to get all that I had prayed for, instead, it came from within me, as I wrote above, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” That’s what came to me that exact day. I quickly answered, “And how You want me to pray?” “Just talk to Me as if I was right there with you. For that I Am. I Am with you, inside of you. I never leave nor forsake you. I never will forsake you, no, not ever will I forsake you. Talk to Me continuously as your day advances with all its implications. Talk to Me. Ask for My directions at every step of your way.”
Well? How Clearly, I See It Even Today …
Even today I am not feeling that much better physically as I keep hoping to happen. Then also as I read all those prayer quotes on FB. Yes, it reminded me of my religious days and It Just Bugs Me! Why? O well! We are all doing the best we can do. No need for me to let the doings in FB bug Me! I am off to fix whatever for my early eats on Monday, November 20, 2023, at 6:34 am. I’ll figure out how to continue this line of thought.
Okay! I Figure It Out, I Think …?
Leave me alone! Let me be! For the last few days, I have figured out that everything that I do, I do it to please or to impress others! That is what is bugging me! And the bugging infects everything that comes my way, what I read other doings, bugs me. What good, wonderful people like Diana, are doing to help me in all facets of my life, bugs me. I am just BUGGED! Keep away from me!
On Second Thought …?
May the Almighty have mercy on me! May He put that mercy within my children and all who are acquainted with me including whoever bumps into these posts I publish. The truth? When I come to my healthy loving senses, I realize big time how WE are all doing the best we can do to help ourselves and everybody else on these perilous days that we are going through. May these days be shortened for our sakes.
Go With the Ethereal Flow …?
Earthly flow could mean to go along with people’s doings to find out what people or trends are like among other meanings. Go with the Ethereal Flow means to find out the unexpected blessings I could not see when I was going along the earthly flow.
Indeed! All My Blessings Come from Above …?
Human hands deliver those blessings to me. For that I am grateful. Monday, November 20, 2023, at 9:33 pm. As usual I am tired, time to head for bed. Up at 2:12 am on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at the sound of copious rain. Rain is a blessing as well as a curse. Thank goodness for the many ways to protect ourselves and property from the harm that rain can cause. Tomorrow in Jordan time, shall be a year since my arrival back to the USA.
Should I Say Back Home Where I Belong? …
Where is home? And can we ever go back home where we belong? In retrospect, reading Los Amates book puts the question in my mind. So many solid homes—families that have managed to keep together preserving the legacy of their ancestors. For the most, we are like sheep without a pastor roaming about the shores of this earth. Even so, numerous are the souls that by now have awakened the urge to find out where is the home where we belong.
Where Are the Roots of The Tree …?
Where are the roots of so many dysfunctional families? That is the subject to consume my time from now on. I am on to a good start reading Edgar Barahona Pineda’s historical book. Back to the book on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 4:22 am. Restart for updates on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 9:45 am.
To Gain Insight into That Which We Cannot See …?
I have waited on the Almighty for that insight. Now I have it. He has developed all things in perfect sequence since He first stepped into my tumultuous life in 1985. Astonished I remain. His peace floods my being. He has turned on a supernatural switch to light up my whole being with the Light of His matchless unbroken companionship. How blessed I am!
What Are the Goals Supernaturally Set in My Mind? …
It is set in my mind to build large works that benefit society for a long time. And from now on I’ll do get things done not by my power and might but by the Almighty’s Set Apart Spirit within my being.
- My senses and mental faculties are trained by practice to discriminate and distinguish between what is morally good and noble and what is evil and contrary either to divine or human law as per Hebrews 5:14.
- That’s what I need to report in the anew, afresh HAPPINESS NEWSPAPER—thiaBasilia Reporting. And that’s what I am doing despite my fears & misgivings.
So be it , period, lov, thia.