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My Decision…

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I have decided to record somewhat curious ‘scoops’ to set minds on me because I have noticed that I make people laugh with my outlandish ways. Hope I contribute a lit bit to distract people from their own concerns even for the moment in touch with yours truly.

New Adventure in the Saga of My Life…

Sunday, December 21, 2025, at 5:00 am.

Happy Newspaper…

Check the ‘Scoops’ Often You Never Know What You’ll Find…

Today’s ‘Scoop’. This is the ‘scoop’ to begin this new adventure in this saga of mine. You know what? Today I have come to the conclusion that I am a multi-talented, multi-interested, or multi-passionate person—a multipotentialite. Like Nina Amir is who gave me this ‘scoop’ today.

Yes, we have many skills, passions, and creative pursuits. Historically, such people were called polymaths or Renaissance people.

But Me? O Well!…

I think the fun I have the most is playing dumb when I am not commiserating about my aches & pains along with offending whoever crosses my most crucial frustrations often assailing me. Besides, I make full use of my Schizophrenia, Bipolar, Manic-depressive diagnosis. Yes, I am crazy, but I am not dangerous.

O Well, I Am Not Sure About the Dangerous Part….

I do now recognize how much I have hurt so many loved ones. Even so, I now fully rejoice in the fact that my Loving Creator—the God of the whole earth He is called—He has mercifully granted me pardon giving me the power to forgive myself along everyone in the past as in the present.

Forgiveness Is Not a Feeling…

Forgiveness is an act of human will. It is amazing how such matter cannot get a hold of anyone for a long time. Least it took years to get hold of me. But what matters is the fact that these days I am living the best days of my life-giving space to all, accepting what it is without resistance. What a LIFE! Lov, thiaB.

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It Is My Journey. My Soul Is Free Continuous …

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Chapter 1

Going On Steady Upwards Not Backwards …

But nothing is happening the way I thought …

Well? I went ahead, I posted the introduction to the book. This is neat. I posted the introduction Tuesday, September 10, 2024, only 3 day ago, but so much has happened to change everything I had planned to format the book. Even so?. It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 3:22 am. I am ready to start this day waiting on You, my Master, even for the words I am to use to handle the difficult situations that daily develop.

Difficult Situations that Daily Develop? …

Ha! Now I am getting a handle of how to craft this book! It Is My Journey—my journey no one else’s journey. So? It is the story of the journey I am traveling on from defeat to recovery. Is the story of a journey in the process of transformation.

My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me.’

Vacillating. No problem. My soul is free from anxieties. Besides, certainty, resolution, decisiveness, confidence, trust, belief, faith, far outweigh my vacillating. The truth is that I am waiting for things to develop without my acting from my ideas of helping others or myself. When is time for me to act, I will act with certainty. But!

I Am Concerned …

You know it, my Master. I am concerned about my eating and working habits. I am beginning to see that what troubles me when I see the trend in this generation fits me as well. Is my heart overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of SELF-INDULGENCE, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life? I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait.

Ah! The Wiles Of The Devil! …

Yes! The devil exists despite the skeptics, atheists, agnostics, etc. the worst part? The devil exists within me! What? O me! I just thought about it! No kidding! No wonder why I am in the predicament I am in. That ego inside my brain! That’s the one whispering to me all these evil thoughts against me! And me? O me! Yesterday? My ego whispered to me that I was self-indulgent! And the Scripture was quoted to me. Why? Because I aim to distribute that Scripture big time! I created a graphic frame and set that Scripture in it with the title “A Loving warning”.

Ha! Ha! Ha! I Am Now To Become A Crusader! …

Let it be! This is too good! I asked for it. Yes, I did! Do you, dear reader, take notice of my predicament yesterday? After quoting the Scripture, I prayed, “I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait”.

Well? It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 1:00 am. I have been up for about an hour. I woke up feeling pretty good. I think I woke up dreaming that I was eating brisket with Patsy. But as soon as I entered the living room, I saw the empty hook where my house key is to hang. I remember that Maya put the key in her pocket when we went to check the mailbox. No problem. Maya was distracted yesterday and forgot to return the key to the hook, but of course, doubt, fearful whispers began to rumble in my ears about what people could think of my carelessness to guard my key. I thought to myself, “Who cares! I don’t have to fear anything! My Master is in control!”

Suddenly! It All Came Together For Me! …

Honestly? I am my worst enemy. Correction, I have been my worst enemy until this moment of time. I know now Who is Who for sure. No kidding, there are two natures within my being, one is my carnal nature, the other is the nature that the Creator breathed within my being when He created me.

What Now? What Am I To Do? …

Be still. Surrender my will to the Master of my being. Wait. The whole matter of this situation with the two natures within the human being will come to light for each individual as we progress to the end of time. No need for me to express anymore than how it has come to me.

Well? Am I Supposed To Become A Crusader? …

What? What is a crusade? Crusade: A concerted effort or vigorous movement for a cause or against an abuse. Crusader: a disputant who advocates reform. The question is, Am I Supposed To Become A Crusader? Dear me! Not ‘become’, I have been crusading for my Master since 1985 when He commission me to journal my life. But that is not the same as a crusader today.

No need for me to take matters into my own hands to exhibit my colossal ignorance of what really goes on with the rest of human beings. I am not in this world to change the world with such campaigns. Indeed! I am not that wacky at all! I am wise as a serpent, innocent, harmless, guileless, and without falsity as a dove. Matthew 10 is a reality for me.

Quote:

Matthew 10:16 AMPC+

Behold, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; be wary and wise as serpents, and be innocent (harmless, guileless, and without falsity) as doves. [Gen 3:1]. End of quote.

But Nothing Is Turning Out To Be As I Thought …

It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 2:07 am. I am on to Post this matter as the first chapter of My Journey. My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me. That is not what I had in mind to do, but now I understand why I was not inclined to publish only what I published last. I am now really enthused; I don’t have to publish what has already been published. This is truly ANEW, AFRESH in a new but different way. As I am inspired to, I will post this entry as Chapter 1. lov, thia.

Better Than Expected …

Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 9:15 pm. Bed. Up around 2 am on Sunday, September 15, 2024. It’s now Sunday, September 15, 2024, at 9:19 am. I just concluded that I am refraining from ordering things indiscriminately. Big step forward for me. I can hear the clamor from the peanut gallery! Ha! Ha! Now what should I expect a reward? Oh! But it is so hard to be a saint!

Seriously, I Tremble When …?

When I get the picture of what is happening in this crazy world I inhabit, and me? Obsessed with things like crazy! I need this or that, every day I invent another thing needed. And Yes! That is my ego sucking me in into materialism. But of course, the same ego is telling me that I am too hard on myself. That my problem is I do not love myself. Or another suggestion or approach to distract or to push me in whatever direction I choose.

No, I am not rambling on. I am as serious as a heart attack. And no, I am not attempting to practice stoicism or to vest myself in sac clothes. Or to walk on pins and needles. I don’t have to, I have surrendered my choices to my Maker as He commands me to do. Thus, He knows better than me what are my needs, and He is providing those needs superabundantly.

Indeed! It’s Better Than Expected …

It’s now Sunday, September 15, 2024, at 9:44 pm. I have been sleeping since around 5 pm. I don’t feel good. Evil thoughts of sickness and disease flash through my carnal mind. No matter. I fear not. Now I know which way the cookie crumbles. I refuse to pay mind to the evil within, without me. I hear quite clear, “Do not be seized with alarm and struck with fear; only keep on believing.” That was a request for the impossible, the daughter was dead, why trouble the Master?

In my case? I have been suffering with chronic pain for years. Everything has been done to relieve my malady to no avail, but the Master has promised me to restore my health and my wealth. The truth? He is doing so, only He is fulfilling His promises to me in His way and on His time. And when I am feeling down and out with pain, dizziness, and all kind of evil threats in my mind, He speaks encouraging words to me.

All Is Well in My Paradise, Sitting On Top of The Mountain Alone With Him. lov, thia.

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Where Am I At? …

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Where Am I Heading? …

Is It for Real? …

It’s now Tuesday, June 25, 2024, at 4:08 am. What happen to Sunday & Monday? Well? I am not here or there. I am wondering & pounding. How am to convey all that is in my bay? Genuine. Authentic. What’s the meaning? What it means to be genuine or authentic? Never mind. No need to get technical. I am tired of technicalness. Let me see what’s with me.

Two Days Gone but Not in Blank …

I exercised my wits to resolve all involved in my bank. It had to do with my online ordering food as well as everything else that comes to mind at any time. Ordering. Confusing information. Deliveries. Returns. Refunds. Rules. Automated support. Complicated? To say the least! Anyhow?

  • I came ahead of the ordeal.
  • Did I steal?
  • Am I smug in the muddy river of my mood?
  • Nay! No need for guilt or smugness.
  • No need to take the blame belonging to the great advance of automation.
  • Civilization. Where am I?
  • Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic.
  • That’s where I am at.
  • That’s where I am heading.

Is It for Real? …

As real as the reality of all that is written. I have come to understand that Yahushua—the Messiah, the One sent by Yahuwah, actually? Yahuwah Himself for there is only ONE Creator. Something totally out of my understanding I have now come to accept without regrets. I first laid my eyes on the pages of the King James Bible in 1974. It took all those years since 1974 for me to unquestionable accept all those preposterous statements. Preposterous? Indeed! My human mind could only assume to understand. Again, I was an educated fool speaking words without knowledge.

What Am I Now? …

Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic. Cheerful. Enjoying my blessings amid my precious children, friends, my neighbors. Reflecting a wisdom far from the foolishness of my past. I have finally come to understand how those written words apply in my earthly journey.

Again, I am not ashamed of the Gospel, the Good News written in that King James Bible my precious Jimmy Autry made available for me in 1974.

I remember, I now keep firmly in mind, in heart the written admonition written in those pages for the ultimate happiness of my being. It is written.

  • Fear God and Keep His Commandments
  • …. But about going further than the words given by one Shepherd, my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end, so do not believe everything you read, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:9-14 AMPC+

(9)  And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.

(10)  The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.

  • (11)  The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
  • (12)  But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned.
  • Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • (13)  All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments,
  • for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation,
  • the object of God’s providence, the root of character,
  • the foundation of all happiness,
  • the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun]
  • and the whole [duty] for every man.

(14)  For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. End of quote.

Humorous …

When I quote the Bible or anything related to the Creator of everything in existence, many well meaning listeners turn ‘holly face’ at my words. I do not mean to make fun of my listeners. It’s funny to me because I used to do the same until? O well! It is all written in the numerous posts portraying my journal. But to tell the truth we humans are some funny creatures.

Humor Me …

I don’t mean to sound pompous, selfish, condescending always talking about myself, that famous ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’ ‘Me’ but, talking about myself I leave you alone from any judgmental jive escaping my human mind.

Well? It’s now Wednesday, June 26, 2024 at 4:25 am. Time to post again. I am sure this post is hitting the mark in many silent hearts. But that is something is not for me to know until the end of what I know time to be. Until the next time, lov, thia.

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My Journey Continues …

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Anew Afresh Today for Me …?

I can’t get tired of writing about it. An Odysey. It was June 20, 1985. What day it was? I don’t remember. The hour? Indeed! It was 3 am. What was I doing? I had subscribed to a creative writing course. I have gotten my first review. Suddenly! My thoughts drifted to myself. A sort of film strip began to roll. My whole life in sight … It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf

But Today? …

It’s Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 2:53 pm. I saw 4:44 pm. The ultimate spiritual significance of the numbers 444 is that you were born to fulfill a bigger purpose in life. The Mighty One Creator is aware of this. He is and has been helping you to realize the same capacity and opportunities He has ingrained within yourself. He is assisting you in achieving your goals if you focus your attention on where you want to go in life and make an effort to get there.

The Significance of Numbers in My Journey …

I find it peculiar to notice certain numbers at certain times. This happens when I am waiting for directions on what to write next. Results. A past which shall remain in history with no repeat. But it points to the direction I am to go. I am heading home where I belong. My home. The Almighty’s power and authority in a loving environment. A perfect governmental foundation. Perhaps the war going on shall end in the completeness or the nation of Israel as a whole. Who knows?

But I Am Writing About My Journey …

So? It’s now Thursday, June 20, 2024, at 8:12 am. It’s been 39 years since that famous June 20, 1985—Yahushua stepped into my tumultuous life. My journey began. I was 46 then, I am now 85. I noticed the 8 & the 12 then the 3 & the 9. Interesting, 3+9=12. The number 12, it stands for God’s power and authority.

My Attention Is Touched …?

There is a Supreme Being Creator of everything in existence like is well known. He has led me all those years until this instant of my present moment. He is the only One Who well knows about my fears, my doubts, my discouragements, still, He always is with and within me, He never leaves nor forsakes me. That’s the fact. Nothing else matters.

Anyhow Here I Am Now …?

It’s Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 4:47 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest or the 4th day of rest of rest on the the 6th month of the year. What am I doing? That is something I am always asking. Focus. On what? Ah! Now I remember! Yesterday was Friday, June 21, 2024—a frustrating day. Of course, I bury myself in my romantic classics reading forgetting even my own existence. I do remember fixing me a big breakfast before my frustrations took root. I finally headed for bed around 9 pm. I slept until 2:15 am on Saturday, June 22, 2024. On getting up I collected myself. I guess those 6 hours of sleep did me good.

What Did I Rediscovered Yesterday? …

The futility of the knowledge craving in my natural nature. I wanted to know. I had it was a must know. The frenzy consuming me most of my life. Knowledge. It was my god. It came to me again, so what? What have I done with all that knowledge in my possession? The truth? Just made a fool of myself. Indeed! I was an educated fool!

What I Am Now? Least, Not A Fool Anymore …

I am part sunshine and part hurricane, shiny as ever since my birth. So states my Denise, bless her heart! But I am beginning to appreciate the truth of such a statement. Sunshine in my face for all to enjoy when the going is good. Suddenly the hurricane! No good anymore! No more sunshine on my face! The shine fades away. Darkness in my bay.

  • Bless my heart!
  • Just like that!
  • What?
  • The hurricane lands.
  • Silence.
  • Calm.
  • Peace.
  • Stillness.
  • No more temper illness.
  • Sunshine.
  • Shiny as ever since my birth.
  • Anew.
  • Afresh.
  • Not just a new life.
  • But my new life is in a different way.
  • Humor & laughter in my bay.
  • Joyfully leaping & skipping.
  • The Liberating Power of Love?
  •  Indeed, in my keeping!
  • Love?
  • Not quite just the romantic word we fancy.
  • But true love?
  • That’s the golden key magically shining in that keyhole to open the door of the earthly stall of my imprisonment.
  • So, it is written, though it is symbolically written, for me?
  • I have finally come to understand how those words apply in my earthly journey.
  • And no, again I am not ashamed of the Gospel.
  • I remember how it is written.
  • “But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol-like calves released from the stall and leap for joy.”
  • So be it.

It’s now Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 10:11 pm. When shall I post again? Who knows?   lov, thia

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Beginning Anew/afresh After Settling Down In the USA in 2024…

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Let The Tale of The Interesting Saga begin …

It’s now Thursday, March 21, 2024, at 8:16 pm. I need to quit and sleep. I need to work on my business cards. O well! Here I am on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 10:36 am. I think I have almost accomplished the effect I want in my new crest. Now what? Diana gave me a fancy keyboard. It is really nice, only I need to learn how to use it, but right now I am heading for bed on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 8:36 pm.

  • This keyboard works.
  • Of course it works!!!
  • Thanks a million!

It All Began with Don Miguel …

All things are working on our Almighty Creator’s loving will and on His timing. I am looking forward to whatever develops on this 7th Day of Rest. Time now, Saturday, March 23, 2024, at 4:01 am.

This Is the Present to Begin My New Life …

In the present, some 65 years later to begin my new life after the brief recollection only mentioned as the steppingstone into my present future. So much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being.

Here I am! …

I have been up since about 2:14 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024. Yesterday I met a delightful one Jacqueline. I am looking forward to establishing a friendship with her. I am so intense in creating new graphics for the new approach to my posting as per the new perspective is now established for me. It’s now 6:12 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024, looking forward not backwards.

What’s The Scoop? …

A dysfunctional journey timely turning out functioning full speed ahead. I repeat, so much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being on Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 10:50 am.

  • Created To Be Loved to Love.
  • Functional roots stemming from the Word.

A Dysfunctional Family’s Journey …

A saga of interest … I am beginning to get a hold of what I am supposed to do. But it is now Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 8:45 pm, time to hit the sack. It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 12:44 am. I am up. This is one more day of surprises. Going to the foot doctor. Maybe Jacqueline shows up to get acquainted. Who knows? It’s Monday, March 25, 2024, at 7:31 am and I am already tense, frustrated in the depth of despair whether I want to admit it or not. Why not after 7 hours of futile search for what seems to be non-existent elusive files. Is enough to curse!

Well? All Is Well Again, So Glad! …

It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 6:32 pm. This really was a day for surprises, the first surprise the long visit from Jacqueline, truly delighted to find such a loving person. Then? It was not the foot doctor I was to visit. I went to an Ear Nose & Throat specialist. Met a delightful doctor and staff. Soon I’ll be able to be set up with a hearing aid to fit my hearing problems. Then? I received my lifeline device in case I fall or have an emergency. But I think I will not be able to work on the business cards before I crash in bed.

What Shall It Be Today, I Wondered …?

Reading the information on the events that are prophesied to happen now and, in the future, makes me wonder but, I remain still and waiting for the voice within my being to lead me forward and steady to that future the Master Creator of everything in existence has reserved not just for me but for all and every individual child of His beloved family roaming in the 4 corners of this earth.

No, I Am Not a Witch or A Psychic by Far …

Much less a doom sayer. But I am gifted with knowledge beyond what the human mind can conceived. Some consider me to be a prophet, but I do not consider myself to be so. So? What do I consider myself to be? That’s a good question that I have not come up with quite the right response to. But really? Is it not enough to know what I am not? And how do I know what I am not? By the preponderance of the evidence, I know what I am not.

 What Evidence?

The fact that I am not in any way shape or form able to come up with performing miracles or the magic tricks such persons in that lot of life perform. Can you imagine me coming up with a magic wand turning a frog into a prince?

What I Know for Sure Is That …?

O well! But one thing I know for sure is that I am a blessed child of my Heavenly Father. He has given me at this point of my journey here on these earthly grounds as those exist right now, the evidence of the abundance He has promised to me since 1985. Chee-Whiz! That was a long sentence! Anyhow, this was also a long scoop! I’ll continue in the next scoop. lov, thiaBasilia.

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Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life?

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The Topic For This Post …

What This Post Shall Be About? …

Who knows right now? Monday, October 23, 2023, at 1:33 am, I posted, Where did it all Begin around 1 am today. I had a hard time putting that post together. I had a hard time with everything yesterday. It’s quite frustrating to keep making the same mistakes over & over again. Not only with the post but also, I mess up the soup by adding cayenne pepper to it when I know that cayenne pepper triggers my itching & pain.

  • Perhaps today I can make progress overcoming such old habits, I pray it is something of a reality in my new perspective of life.
  • After all, I can achieve incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.  
  • What else is new?
  • Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 2:00 am, breaktime.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 3:03 am.
  • Well? I got caught up in the kitchen, that’s encouraging.
  • Next thing there is to do is to take care of the soup.
  • I shall try now to drink my coffee, hopefully it won’t upset my belly.
  • I must learn to think, to reconsider things before I act.

What now? …

It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 4:44 am. I feel good, no itch, no pain. Will try some more sleep. Slept until after 7 am. An array of could be decisions and the thing to do for me keep popping up in my mind. But I hear that lovely voice within telling me,

  • “It’s easy for you to succeed.  
  • Believe in your capabilities.  
  • You can heal and get better.  
  • You are attracted to the things that make you happy.  
  • And you are beginning to look forward to waking up every morning. …
  • Nothing can stop you now to fulfill your purpose of your life I have set in the plan I have in mind for you.”
  • The plan in Your mind for me, what that would be?
  • On my way to look for that record.

Record Found …

I found the record where the purpose of my life is stated, an excerpt from Welcome to my Life, as it is as it was come to mind.

Quote:

September 3/85, You alone are my God and my Lord and in You do I put my trust. To You my Lord I yield my spirit, soul and body, do unto me as it is Your will. Thank You Lord that You made me willing to turn to You. Thank You Lord that You showed me my sin and caused me to repent. Thank You Lord that You made provision with Your blood to take away my sin. Thank You Lord for taking me to the Cross with You and delivering me from my self. Thank You Lord that you made provision to deliver my mind from the grip of Satan. Thank You Lord for Your bountiful blessings.

September 5/85, As I walk in the Promise Land of the Born Again, I surrender willingly to my Lord. These words are easier said than done. With pride I shouted those words and in good faith I thought that I was doing just that.

Then my blessed Lord stepped in and in gentleness said, “Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Strengthen The Brethren …?

Am I or have I been strengthening the brethren? Ha! Now I know how to use the graphic that popped in the Pinterest which so impressed me. My question clearly indicates that I have been doing so without me knowing that I am doing so like the graphic tells it is. Of       course, the graphic is about my attractiveness but it could well apply to everything I do including whether I am encouraging anyone or not.

Quote:

Signs that you are super attractive and don’t know it

These signs indicate that you are super attractive, and you haven’t even realized it!

How many times have you looked in the mirror thinking you’re not pretty, forget about those terrible thoughts, these signs will help you realize how attractive you are, even if you think otherwise.

People are shocked when you confess that you have complexes and insecurities:

When people are in front of someone attractive, they take it for granted that they are super confident and their self-esteem is sky high, they just think they are confident in their attractiveness.

There you have it!

On my way to work on the cover for Broken to Serve which I’ll use in the next post. The next post? The MESSAGE, I think. Right now? Creating new memories in texting with Diana, quite a novelty for me. Back to the mill with a thrill. Monday, October 23, 2023, at 8:38 am. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 10:24 am. I have been busy collecting information to show me how to continue with this post. Breaking now.

  • Met Diana. Great opportunity to share.
  • She showed me her latest master’s pieces.
  • She loaded me up with goodies.
  • Back to my computer on Monday, October 23, 2023, at 11:09 am.
  • It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings.
  • And the above graphic is part of the memory of how my children tease me when I teasingly state that I am beautiful just looking for reassurance but inevitably I hear, ‘that’s debatable!’ Bless their hearts. 
  • But that is why I created that graphic for my own reassurance undependably on my children. 
  • And that was a good memory to record.

That Was a Good Memory We Created …

It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings. I have been working on the covers. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at11:21 pm. Heading for bed. HalleluYah! I woke up singing around 5 am this morning on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. Did the usual, headed to fix a plain coffee cup but I added a chamomile bag. I danced in the kitchen. Came to the computer to record but instead I decided to check the goings on in the NET. I wound up reading my latest post, Where did it all Begin, and missed recording anything.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 7:00 am.
  • My coffee is still too hot for my taste.
  • I will head now to fix my oatmeal and to check what goes on in my world in this wonderful place I am living in.
  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 8:21 am.
  • Ready to begin whatever.

Three Books in The Series. One Published. Two To Go …

Here we go. Everything happens right on time.   I am accepting of others.   I tap into my inner greatness.   I welcome the unexpected.    I embrace the mysteries of life.   I say yes to a new development any day. Thus, it’s a wonderful way to live by.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • I finished with the graphics I am to use in this post.
  • How is this day developing?
  • Surprise like from my first viewer when I started blogging in 2006.
  • Will see what develops next.

Belief Or Relationship …What’s the Purpose of my Life. …The Topic For This Post …

I don’t believe in my parents, nor do my parents believe in me. The fact is that they exist and so do I. Moreover, is not a matter of belief it’s a matter of relationship. Also, a matter of existence. What if I deny my parents’ existence or what about if I don’t BELIEVE my parents exist? Does that negate the fact that I am related to my parents by way of my birth not by my belief?

  • Well? Here we go! The biggie of the times!
  • There is no God or Devil …
  • No right or wrong …
  • Only unconditional love …

Let’s Reconsider the Matter …

I get lost in the middle of all reasonable explanations. I see. Quite deeper than I would like to see, I see. The worse? I am to write and tell the righteous & the unrighteous of their error but! Thirty-seven years of doing so were beginning to wear me out. Suddenly! In a matter of moments, the weariness lifted giving way to what? My dreams come true. HalleluYah! I exclaimed as I swung my legs from under the cover to get up. Waiting for the coffee water to heat up I began to sing & dance!

When the Spirit of my Yah comes upon my head, I can dance, I can dance, I can dance like David danced …..!!!

Everything Happens Right On Time For Real …

Man! That’s the first time I felt like dancing for a long time. That happened around 5 am on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 2:25 pm. Lots of things have come to mind for me to say & do but I have refrained from saying or doing any of them. Instead, I have been reconsidering all those things. Ha! What a way to get rid of those subtle things that trigger a hilarious moment for me but annoying matter to others most of the time. Truly, everything happens right on time. When is time to share I always can share appropriately the way it should be.

  • But! It has been hard for me to adjust the time to stop my sharing.
  • Anyhow? I am on the way.
  • Trial & error my dear Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor would exhort me every time I would inquired on how to know the will of God.

Trial & Error? …

It’s quite interesting the things that trigger my direction to overcome troublesome matters like my overbearing. What is a trial? A state of pain or anguish that tests patience, endurance, or belief, in my case? The fiery trial through which I had to pass to get to where I am now. Interesting, isn’t it? But so that I blunder a little bit I can stop before people excuse themselves to go to the restroom! Hahaha! HalleluYah! There is hope for me.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 5:57 pm.
  • Goodness’s sake! The time escaped me!
  • O well! I fixed and ate my supper and fixed a cup of coffee which has to cool off before I can drink it.
  • Diana surprised me with some goodies a couple of hours ago.
  • I have made progress formatting the post, but I still have ways to go.
  • Perhaps today I can find my way to set it all in the best reading form.
  • Without more ado let me close until the next post.
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I Embrace The Power Of Inner Stillness …

I Bravely Step Into The Unknown …

Yes, those three headings came today in the Daily Motivation I have finally subscribed to. Why did I subscribe to this Community Family. Simply, I have secretly lived my life guided by mysterious messages that come to me in dreams & visions, in the meaning of numbers & the clouds & birds & flowers, and many other unsuspecting ways, like this email from daily motivation that appeared in my inbox a while ago. Then it stopped. But I remember how appropriate came the answers to whatever I needed guidance at the moment. So? I searched. I found it and subscribed least for now.

Now What? The Unknown …?

The Unknown now claimed to be known. Not so. Indeed! I am prepared to meet the Master Redeemer of my soul. I am not just saying this out of human knowledge and wisdom. For I do have enough knowledge to see the possibility that in 7 days The Abomination That Makes Desolate of Matthew 24, could be set up, but! O there is that but of mine. Why?

  • O well because of that lovely all powerful secret Guide of mine. He has never failed me, nor will He ever do, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I walk into the unknown fearless and confident at the sound of that lovely voice.
  • Yes, The Abomination That Makes Desolate has been knocking at our door for centuries with the warning many claim to know when and how it is to happen.
  • It is now Friday, September 15, 2023, at 8:54 pm. It has been a day! But I am tired, frustrated, and? Sleepy I guess for I am not comfortable at all! Heading for bed.

Learning To Walk Physically Alone …?

In the daytime among human beings? Alone. At nighttime, walking on a road aside a dangerous cliff, alone. Where did everybody go? They were with me at first but now they have disappeared. I am lost. Where am I going?

I Woke Up. Have I? …

Honestly, sometimes I don’t know whether I am awake or still sleeping. I just laid there for a moment. I begin to put things together. The question, Where are You, my Beloved? Silence. I struggle to get up. Is it all an illusion? What in heavens name is for real?

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!”

And So? In Rain Or Shine I Walk Alone Yet …?

I am not alone. Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don’t. What is this thing we call feelings? Ha! So much written unwritten in fancy paper even in stones both ways to be torn or broken up. Do I sound quite pompous and resentful. That’s because I am. But why deny or defend myself? Because it is of no use. The truth needs not my defense. The TRUTH is the Advocate that set me free.

I Am Free! Empowered To Walk Alone But! …

I am no longer lost on a road going nowhere. Sunday, September 17, 2023, at 7:17 am. At this point in my anew, afresh, recreated life I refuse to memorize any technique or routine to live in the human concept of happiness and peace and freedom. I heartly embrace the leading & guidance of that lovely voice within my being. Phew! THAT’S TRUE FREEDOM! Not a learned practice, only the outcome of my submission to the only Being worthy of my submission & obedience as it’s promised.

Blessings for Obedience …

Read it in your own Bible, it’s written in Deuteronomy 28:1-14

Now, Why Are We So Heck Up To Claim & Proclaim “Time and Money Freedom” …?

The struggle to make choices that empower one to BE, DO, HAVE and GIVE more than what one now has is now rampart the thing is driving thousands of enchanted souls. It baffles me but I am not surprised at all. I been there, I done that.

Am I Now Disenchanted? Thank Goodness I AM! …?

I’m crazy, ain’t I? But it feels SO good! To be empowered with wisdom from on high. No kidding! Perhaps someone in my closest circle is bound to exclaim, “it’s about time!” that’s because they have no conception yet of Who is and has been teaching/leading me all the time from before my birth until my eternity comes into view.

Anyhow? Again, The Thing Is I Now Have Time And Money Freedom Without Any Struggle Of My Own …?

For true, I have Time And Money Freedom all the time beyond my wildest imagination. But I have no foot to stand on should judge or criticize both the leaders or the followers of the ‘millionaire’s dream’ for I was there not too long ago chasing the mighty Dollar.

Of Course, That’s What Is Now Call ‘Blocks To Super Abundance’ …

Indeed! The best part of the deal? The huge discount if I am willing to give 1 hour a week listening to the lesson to overcome such ‘blocks’ and only 10 minutes per day repeating the ‘confirmation’ to instill time & money freedom into one’s mind. And to think how willing I then was? It kind of makes me …O well! I don’t know whether it makes me laugh or cry for shame. I choose to laugh, there is nothing to be ashamed about.

  • My thought? Yahushua’s laughter rings in the heavens!
  • And just for that? I stuck a delicious Godiva chocolate in my mouth.
  • Ah! But I thought I was not doing chocolates anymore.
  • Ha! Ain’t I entitled to change my mind as it fits the time?
  • I’ll take a break, it’s now Tuesday, September 19, 2023, at 5:27 pm. Tea time.

Leaving The Beauty Of Autumn …

Looking up to the promised abundance of a summer soon to emerge to consume my entirety humanity. My humanity or my past that still lingers while my physical existence on these earthly grounds as those grounds exist now.

He Carried Me All the Way To The Moment And Beyond …?

What can I say? It’s the odyssey of my life—the saga I am now to portray in the positive aspect of it all. Here we go, humor instead of anger or regret is to be my motto from now until forever. No kidding it’s so much fun to laugh at this life’s stumbling blocks in the road to my eternal destination. Laughter! It makes all troubles flee away like beaten dogs with their tails between the legs.

Funny Thing? …

That’s it for the introduction to this stretch of my journey unto forever joy and peace shall reign under the loving care of the One Who has turned out to be, my Father as well as my Husband as per Isaiah 54. Funny thing? Yes, He is my Father as well as my Husband but! So, He is for you reading these unusual lines that seem crazy to be. Even so, no feelings of jealousy or anything like that, instead?

  • The super admiration for the One Who honors me to be that especial one to comfort Him with my submission and obedience to His will. Amen.

Until the next crazy post on Covid 19 or 20 or who knows?  Lov, thia

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Indeed! Courage To Begin Anew New In A Different Way …

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Life’s New Perspective …

Trust In The Master With All Your Heart …

(Updating the previous post.)

I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation. Such is my legacy for 2023 expressed in Proverbs 3.

The Almighty Creator Of Everything In Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …

His own Word, written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings shows what an immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.

  • He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!
  • In this post He compels the writer to express the complete experience of the immensity of His love and care for us.

Unexpected Developments …

Nothing is happening the way I had in mind. The Master is turning mourning to Joy as per Jeremiah 31, but? So far, I myself have not quite got much of an idea anymore of how it is all going to happen. On waking up this morning I found myself reflecting on Mike & Diana’s short visit yesterday afternoon. While fixing my 3-wave radio I began to explain my reason for the radio. Of course, Diana made fun of my reasoning which made me realize that she made sense.

  • Monday, July 17, 2023, at 3:50 am.
  • To bed: Monday, July 17, 2023, at 8:20 pm.
  • Up: Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 12:40 am.
  • Ready for this day: Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 7:44 am.

What Makes Sense? …

Why am I so apprehensive about socializing? Heavy, heavy thinking. Perhaps because it seems to me that we are all in a futile attempt to evade what is the purpose for our lives. We stick to our present innated beliefs come hail, rain or snow. I do see the necessity to take a break from the toll of the daily difficulties of life, but? It’s taking me a long time to grasp and adapt wisely.

  • Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 9:57 pm.
  • To bed: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 12:15 am.
  • Up: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 6:35 am.
  • Bed: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 9:04 pm.
  • Up: Thursday, July 20, 2023, at 1:57 am.
  • Bed: At 8:57 pm.
  • Up: Friday, July 21, 2023, at 1:35 am.
  • Bed: 10:51 pm.
  • Up: Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 3:00 am.

Reflecting …

I thought about it all day. Thinking about all the wonderful uplifting expressions we use to convey our beliefs and feelings. Always trying to communicate, to express the best or even the worst of our thoughts and feelings about any subject. I was thinking about the futility about it all yet, what about my convictions, my testimony seems so out of place. That was in my mind when I went to bed.

The Dream …

Strange moment: I dreamed that I had died. I watched what I thought to be a funeral of myself. I saw a dirt road. I knew it was my funeral on the way to the cemetery, but it looked like I was anonymous. No one to honor me. On waking up or perhaps I was still dreaming, I felt like dead. I set my glasses on, recorded the time, turned to the tablet, resumed my reading. Around 5 am I got up. Began to prepare to take a shower. Then, I found myself sitting down totally despondent in a fog. I stumbled on to bed, drifted to sound sleep until 8:30 am.

  • Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 9:18 pm.
  • One more 7th Day of Rest has come & gone!
  • I remain resting.
  • Bed: Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 9:30 pm.
  • Up: Sunday, July 23, 2023, at 1:10 am.
  • Date & time now: Sunday, July 23, 2023, at 2:15 am.

What Was That Dream About? …

Meaning of dream? Eventually I began to search for it. It took a couple of days, but I can now assess that it has to do with reconsidering my present beyond my past. My present life represents the super abundance promised to me for a long time. I had almost despaired, then? A drastic turn of events: ‘Return to the USA to reestablish your relationship with your children.’ Within 6 weeks I returned to the USA after 13 years residing in Jordan in the Middle East.

Magical Encounter …

No words to describe the magic to withhold my Diana’s beautiful smiling face. To feel the physical impact of the embrace is quite fresh as is happening now. Eight months have passed. Funny thing: to watch my funeral exactly one day past my 8th month since that memorable encounter when I arrived in the USA on November 21, 2022.

My Convictions Testing Grounds. …

Do I give them up to fit in this amazing turn of events? That’s what has been weighting me down. And that’s what the dream was about. To give up my convictions is out of the question. My life is significant to the Almighty Creator of my being.

Indeed! He Has Lifted Me Up. He Has Made My Life Significant for a Worthy Purpose …

Well? In the last few days, I have done a lot of thinking about my personal relationship with the Almighty Creator of my being. He has been leading me all the way despite my willful ways. He has never let me down even in the worst moments of my life. He has transformed me from a forsaken woman into a woman with a purpose.

  • Nonetheless, I had a lot of hidden prejudices about the way people act or live out what I considered to be moral or proper.
  • But I tried to ignore my feelings, not realizing how much the matter was weighting on me until yesterday.

The Email That Set Me Free …

I don’t remember Pat ever forwarded anything to me but yesterday she forwarded me a link without any explanation. I called her to confirm that it was her email. She confirmed it. I clicked. Wow! All my prejudices came tumbling down, down all the way buried, gone to return no more eternally! An amazing musical display. The song? You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban. The dancers. The beautiful voices. Young people, tattoos and all, such genuineness, such love and gratitude addressed to the Loving Almighty Creator of our beings!

Quote:

Faith, hope, love abide, faith—conviction and belief respecting man’s relation to God and divine things; hope—joyful and confident expectation of eternal salvation; love—true affection for God and man, growing out of God’s love for and in us, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13.

Ready Again To Begin Anew. New Life. Afresh. Anew, …

Yes indeed! Anew, afresh, completely free of all prejudices. Totally unexpected development. Far above whatever I had imagined.

Until the next post, lov to all.

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In this world I am deluded, mentally insane. I make no apologies to defend myself. Time shall tell, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I am living my life in complete freedom at peace with myself and the world that I live on. Inevitable worries as part of my humanity no longer trouble me. What a blessed life to live on!

 

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Emerging Beauty Within You And Me On The Aftermath …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 2:56 pm

Centuries gone by. History repeating itself. Is it time yet my Master? Time yet? For the humankind’s history to become history with no repeats.

  • It is not too late. Time yet to start with a clean slate. Is it, my Master?

The Way It Looks There Shall Be No More Repeats …

Nothing is turning out to be the way it used to be even when, for the most we are still trying for a repeat of what we call the good old days.

Ha! Me? What Good Old Days? But! …

Silly that I am, I still have that lurking hope to get things done or else! Nay! I am kidding. Yes the thought is there of what needs to be done but in all honesty?

  • I am not stuck in such thought to my own surprise.

The Truth? I Want Nothing To Do With Those ‘Good Old Days’ …

Those days of struggling to be nice and polite and helpful and, and, and! Good? Nay! Only the stupidity of mankind at its best like good old Albert Einstein was claimed to quote.

Alright! Heads Up! Is Your Command In Demand …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 3:55 pm.

That is Your purpose to lead me to format the month of July 2020 as a book. For this is the month when history has become history and no repeats for me as it shall be for each one of Your children.

So? That’s For The Introduction Of This Book …

Are you yet aroused to read on dear reader? I am and it’s my own writings. Go figure it! But I do get refreshed as I read my own writings.

  • Let me go on to the first chapter of this so especial book written not only on these pages but mainly in my heart.

Dreams And Hopes Are Set On You. My Reality? In You I Trust…

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 9:32 am.

I am relaxed, a new experience. The format as well as the graphics to illustrate are coming along beautifully.

The Day Is Ending. Not Satisfied With Graphics Creation Anymore. Help! …

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 8:21 pm.

Help my Master. You have brough me so far in all graphics and writing skills, I sense You are now leading me to produce professionally. I am counting on Your help.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Make Of Anything Right Now …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 1:16 am.

Even so? I am leaving all things on You. I read what is going on with the people You have placed in my path in the hope to find some connection between them and You, but I find none.

Meanwhile? My Body Is Hurting Big Time, What? What Do I Hear Again? …

“When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” Ha! Your body is hurting without You, but! They are still lingering in coming to You instead of binding to their own selves.

Wow! Take The Coal. Touch My Lips One More Time. Here I Am. Send Me …

Send me, my Master! Send me! You know I am at a loss when it comes on what to do or what to write next. For I have neither I want to have any agenda of my own. So?

What Is To Be The Headline For This Post And The Title For The Book? …

Ha! I got it my Master! You are not interested in my professionalism at all! I sense now You are NOT leading me to produce professionally.

So? Again, My Master, Help This Pitiful Child Of Yours, What To Headline In This Post? …

Headline: “When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” The Master tells me …

Subhead: Hello world! The Bible is not a myth. It is REALITY! …

Indeed! The Bible Has Become My Reality To My Own Surprise …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 2:23 am.

Yes, indeed! O my Master! You surprise me with each step forward towards Your Original Intent For Our Creation to be loved to love in return.

  • The truth? How it looks or feels like it to me? Like You have gifted me with a touch of amnesia. Can’t even remember my name at times! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

This Is A Great Gift Considering My Sordid Past …

Let me put it like this, in the long run my past does not look all that sordid to my children and friends but! The truth? My past includes the good, the bad, and the ugly. Nothing to brag about it really.

Even So? O My Master! You Have Wiped That Past From My Heart Even If …?

Even if that past still remains in my mind for a good reason. I must remember where I came from to remain humble. Quote:

Romans 11:17-22

But if some of the branches were broken off, while you, a wild olive shoot, were grafted in among them to share the richness [of the root and sap] of the olive tree,

Do not boast over the branches and pride yourself at their expense. If you do boast and feel superior, remember it is not you that support the root, but the root [that supports] you.

You will say then, Branches were broken (pruned) off so that I might be grafted in!

That is true. But they were broken (pruned) off because of their unbelief (their lack of real faith), and you are established through faith [because you do believe]. So do not become proud and conceited, but rather stand in awe and be reverently afraid.

For if God did not spare the natural branches [because of unbelief], neither will He spare you [if you are guilty of the same offense].

Then note and appreciate the gracious kindness and the severity of God: severity toward those who have fallen, but God’s gracious kindness to you–provided you continue in His grace and abide in His kindness; otherwise you too will be cut off (pruned away). End of quote.

  • You remind me of those words when it comes to my blessed present in your Presence.

Coming Back To The Headline …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 3:07 am.

Master? You know that It is common knowledge among Christians that we are Your Body, but! We are all disjointed into many different groups and beliefs and what have you. Quote:

1 Corinthians 12:11-31

All these [gifts, achievements, abilities] are inspired and brought to pass by one and the same [Holy] Spirit, Who apportions to each person individually [exactly] as He chooses.

For just as the body is a unity and yet has many parts, and all the parts, though many, form [only] one body, so it is with Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One).

For by [means of the personal agency of] one [Holy] Spirit we were all, whether Jews or Greeks, slaves or free, baptized [and N2by baptism united together] into one body, and all made to drink of one [Holy] Spirit.

For the body does not consist of one limb or organ but of many.

If the foot should say, Because I am not the hand, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the ear should say, Because I am not the eye, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the whole body were an eye, where [would be the sense of] hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where [would be the sense of] smell?

But as it is, God has placed and arranged the limbs and organs in the body, each [particular one] of them, just as He wished and saw fit and with the best adaptation.

But if [the whole] were all a single organ, where would the body be?

And now there are [certainly] many limbs and organs, but a single body.

And the eye is not able to say to the hand, I have no need of you, nor again the head to the feet, I have no need of you.

But instead, there is [absolute] necessity for the parts of the body that are considered the more weak.

And those [parts] of the body which we consider rather ignoble are [the very parts] which we invest with additional honor, and our unseemly parts and those unsuitable for exposure are treated with seemliness (modesty and decorum),

Which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so adjusted (mingled, harmonized, and subtly proportioned the parts of) the whole body, giving the greater honor and richer endowment to the inferior parts which lack [apparent importance],

So that there should be no division or discord or lack of adaptation [of the parts of the body to each other], but the members all alike should have a mutual interest in and care for one another.

And if one member suffers, all the parts [share] the suffering; if one member is honored, all the members [share in] the enjoyment of it.

Now you [collectively] are Christ’s body and [individually] you are members of it, each part severally and distinct [each with his own place and function].

So God has appointed some in the church [N1for His own use]: first apostles (special messengers); second prophets (inspired preachers and expounders); third teachers; then wonder-workers; then those with ability to heal the sick; helpers; administrators; [speakers in] different (unknown) tongues.

Are all apostles (special messengers)? Are all prophets (inspired interpreters of the will and purposes of God)? Are all teachers? Do all have the power of performing miracles?

Do all possess extraordinary powers of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret?

But earnestly desire and zealously cultivate the greatest and best gifts and graces (the higher gifts and the choicest graces). And yet I will show you a still more excellent way [one that is better by far and the highest of them all–love]. end of quote.

Hahaha! What A Picture Of Our Disjointed Ministries! Is Like The Foot Telling The Hand How To Walk! …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 6:18 am.

Yes, the gifts and calls have been given and will not be taken away, but! The way we go about those gifts? That is what is coming to an end.

How And When? That Is The Cause Of My Pain …

You have transformed me. You have cut me asunder to separate the vile from the precious natures within me. Thus You have made me into Your mouthpiece.

Your Mouthpiece. Ha! I Am No Longer Your Foot Telling Your Hand How To Walk …?

Instead? I am Your mouthpiece able to utter Your words not mine. I have completely lost my taste for giving my opinion, for speaking words without knowledge.

  • Of course, I have a sound mind. Though You show me what others refuse to see I still refuse to come to my own conclusions.
  • I am counting on You to inspire whatever You want for Your people to read.

Right Now? You Have Given Me Much To Digest Before I Post Anything Else …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 5:00 pm.

The response to the last post was not as good as the previous post. Also I have not heard from Ahmad or Roxana for the last couple of days, and? I am in pain. That has me wondering. I need to wait on You.

O My Master? You Are With Me And For Me. I Am Counting On You …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 2:52 am.

What is going on with the Internet? Why it keeps disconnecting? What am I to do my Master? I hear to do nothing. To wait. Continue with the graphics.

Thank You. Your Reminder In My Inbox Cheer Me Up …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:50 am.

You know I been kind of down because I do not hear from anyone anymore, but! You also know that I am not depressed or anxious or anything like I used to get in the past. Actually?

  • This is now my present. I am at peace and relaxed despite my body aching from head to toe.
  • The best part? You have given me Your strength to fix my surroundings beautifully even when there is still more to do for safety reasons.
  • Then? About me missing company and such. Ha! This been going on and on. Days, sometimes weeks go by without a peep from Ahmad or any of my children, enough to drive me crazy, but!

Wow! O My Master! It Will Take Lots Of Pages To Record All That Comes To Mind …?

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 10:43 am.

That is a headline in a post I wrote on Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 10:56 am. The post that You brought to my inbox to cheer me up.

  • Why that post cheer me up? Well? It came out of sequence from a new follower. It occurred to me to read the post and see why it attracted a new follower. Wow!

Here Are Excerpts From That Post And How It Cheer Me Up …

It was the beginning of this so very especial 2020. I find myself on the 8th month of the year pretty much at the same point I was on the 1st month.

  • But this time I am much, much closer to Your aim to restore us to the original intent for our creation. It totally cheers me up. Quote:

JANUARY 7, 2020 UNCATEGORIZED

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 11:57 am.

Funny thing. Humor instead of anger or confusion takes over me with each of Your revelations. While eating my breakfast in Your Presence I was thinking about all that visit me no more, and?

  • Well? So far, I had not really thought about it much, but I am human, I kept hoping they were re-evaluating their lives on account of Your work within me. But this time, at breakfast time I said,
  • “Maybe they are waiting for Your wrath to descend upon me for my lack of sense to live like I live in Your Presence instead of living like they live!”
  • Hahaha! HalleluYah! I laughed at such possibility because I know that even if that was true, it will not matter as far as You restoring us all to the original intent for our creation.
  • So? I laughed and rejoiced at their grand surprise when You join us all to sing in Your Presence: “When we all get together, what a day of rejoicing that will be! When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!”
  • We have been singing that song for a long time but I for one? No clue of what I was singing really until this day.
  • Funny isn’t it?

Okay, Okay! My Ship Has Arrived, And? My Welcome Crowd Will Soon Arrive As Well …

Yes! You will lead that welcome crowd singing and rejoicing in Your Presence as it’s written and not forgotten! On that assurance I shall post and close the present pages as soon as You make a way for me to do so. What a Mighty Yah I serve. I wait on You.

….

  • Amazing! Day by day. Moment by moment. Incident by incident You are harmonizing all written words as well as my misunderstanding of those.
  • Yes! It Will Take Many Pages But, Each Page Shall Jolt Whoever You Send By To Read The Pages …?

Plus You Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame Again …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 9:33 am.

In that post You reminded me that I will never be put to the shame as it is written in Isaiah 54. In that post You revived the words that sustain me up to this trying moment I am going through again. Quote:

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

  • Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
  • I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.

Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

  • We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.
  • For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.
  • And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Not Confused Anymore, But …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:27 am

It seems like nothing is adding up again, yet? You are adding it all up for me. I tremble and go down when I read the atrocities ravaging Your so loved world through the centuries.

  • The flood,
  • The plagues
  • The deranged insane cult leaders of this century.
  • The New Age movement.
  • The spiritualism.
  • Sexual corruption.
  • Self-righteousness.
  • Man following man.
  • Human aberrations at its peak.

O Me! O My Master! Where Have You Fitted Me In This Horrific Panorama? …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:52 am.

Ha! But that’s the beauty You have implanted within me coming into play. Wow! That’s Your fitting to encourage Your so loved ravaged world.

  • I took a break to do some physical work. My cover needed repairs. Been working on it for the last 4 hours.
  • Have much to finish the job but I am exhausted. Will resume in due time.

This Is How That Beauty Is Flourishing Within Me Big Time Now …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:54 pm.

After contemplating the horrific panorama of the age I could have decline into depression or elation but instead? You give an incentive to do things neglected for a long time.

No Need To Set My Eyes Around Me. Much Need To Set My Gaze In That Beauty Within Me …

You have made everything beautiful in its time. You also planted eternity in our hearts and minds. What is eternity?

Eternity is a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

What Is That Sense Of A Purpose, My Master? …

John 17:1-3. Ecclesiastes 3:11. It all concludes in Ecclesiastes 12:11-14. Day by day. Moment by moment You confirm Your written words written in my heart and mind now. Quote:

John 17:1-3

WHEN YAHUSHUA had spoken these things, He lifted up His eyes to heaven and said, Father, the hour has come. Glorify and exalt and honor and magnify Your Son, so that Your Son may glorify and extol and honor and magnify You.

[Just as] You have granted Him power and authority over all flesh (all humankind), [now glorify Him] so that He may give eternal life to all whom You have given Him.

And this is eternal life: [it means] to know (to perceive, recognize, become acquainted with, and understand) You, the only true and real God, and [likewise] to know Him, Jesus [as the] Christ (the Anointed One, the Messiah), Whom You have sent.

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:

  • Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
  • Keep His Commandments
  • For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
  • The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
  • The Root Of Character
  • The Foundation Of All Happiness
  • The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun And The Whole Duty For Every Man

For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

  • In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge. Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the unharmonious circumstances of your life on this 2020 year.” End of quote.

What A Blessed Day This Has Been. Thank You. …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 8:04 pm.

Effectively working in Your Presence despite pain and discomfort. Plus, the need of supplies but! I have not heard or seen anyone since the day before yesterday. Even so?

  • You are in control. I am counting on You to send me some help on Your time and discretion. I wait.
  • It’s been a hot day. My head hurts. The Internet is acting up again. I am not hungry or sleepy. I will head for bed though, perhaps You gift me some sleep.
  • Got some sleep.
  • Food came. No help but maybe tomorrow.

A New Day. In Your Presence I Remain. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 1:48 am.

Master? To live in Your Presence while I am still walking the shores of these earthly grounds is not anything like happiness and laughter, yet, it is not the opposite either.

Not happiness and laughter but there is joy inexplicable and peace that surpasses the human understanding.

Couple Your joy and Your peace with Your strength and power to climb over the mountain of daily tribulation and trials and distress and frustration with courage, confidence, certainty, undaunted! Quote:

John 16:33

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]

That Is Where I Am At Now. Joy. Perfect Peace. Confidence …

Nor that I relish this pain and discomfort along with the absence of Ahmad and my children, but! You know it my Master, I am counting on You for their care and protection.

  • The Internet is still not working. Perhaps is time to turn off and unplug the machine one more time? I will do that and head for bed. I’ll see what You lead me to do next.

Well? All Is Well. Net Up. I Am Signed In. Thank You. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 5:38 am.

Back home where I belong. Sometimes I feel like the prodigal son. Spent my life squandering the wealth of gifts and talents from You. But You brought me to my senses. Thank You.

A Preview Of Your Doings Ha! I Just Closed My Eye For A Few Minutes, What Did You Showed Me? …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 6:04 am

Like a film strip I saw an arid fruitless spotted grass field. Then the film rolled frontwards, and trees began to show then banana plants one banana in one plant then many banana plants full of yellow bananas.

I Opened My Eyes. Wow! What A Preview Of Your Doings …

I sense to work on a graphic to illustrate what You showed me to begin this day encouraged. The meaning of seeing a bunch of bananas is quite interesting. Quote:

Excerpt …. In dream lore, a bunch of bananas indicates new people and relationships. If you are already in a steady relationship, then it means more peace and happiness is about to be added to it with every problem getting a solution.

  • Yes indeed I am back home where I belong. Still?

Hurting And Alone …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 9:37 pm.

Going back to bed. I am counting on You no matter how I feel nor what I think. I bring unto You know all my disturbing thoughts about the way we are and behave towards each other.

  • For You are the only One to resolve the paradigm of our lives.
  • And You are doing so. No question about it.
  • Thank You for sleep.
  • My little friend woke me up with some food.
  • I ate and finished the storage of all things for now.

Friday Is Here. You Will Show And Lead Me On What To Do Today. I Wait On You …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 12:15 am.

You know all about my physical condition. I am at my wits end to help myself much less to ask others to help me.

  • All the years of our lives we knock ourselves out to help each other to no avail. Then we go to the other extreme of no help at all.
  • But what’s the sense to rehash the matter?

O My Master! Let Me Go On And On With Your Strength And Power …

Let me be still. Give me the power to let go, to overlook all the asinine things that we do and say to each other without a clue of what we do.

I Am Home Where I Belong In Your Presence And Under Your Loving Protection …

Let me simply enjoy the present set up of things around me. You have gracious to give me the strength needed to rearrange all things in such a pleasant and convenient way.

  • The graphic to illustrate my banana dream is coming along nicely. Thank You. Back to see how I can incorporate my coming back home to see such delightful panorama.

Master? You Know It’s Friday. Ahmad Promised Time For Me On Friday, But! …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 10:35 am.

But there is no sign of him showing up. It is so painful my Master, You know it. Even so? It is coming to me the fact that You must clean up the soil in our souls before Your implanted eternity can bloom.

  • Eternal life. Beauty, everything beautiful eternally cannot bloom on the dirt of human nature.

Computer And Internet Problems Might Be Fixed For Good …

From here on out I might not have anymore problems with the no responding error. The one drive was the cause I believe.

  • Checking it out on Friday, August 14, 2020 at 1:50 pm. Well it is not happening.
  • Also the error 504 with my site was due to the latest update.
  • I removed the OneDrive and the latest update.
  • All working perfect now.
  • While not able to solve the problem I worked on the apartment.
  • I thought to wait to see if Ahmad would help me to screw the backing of the cover, but!
  • It came to me not to wait for the taping will work.
  • So? I finished setting everything up in a convenient way more than it was before.
  • I now have everything clean and stored away properly.
  • The apartment still needs repairs for the wintertime but!
  • You know all about it.
  • I cannot nor would not be concerned about it anymore.

All In All I Am In Awe Of Your Doings …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 3:43 pm.

There are flowers and greenery all around me; much space to move around; and much incentive to rearrange the table against the wall. I’ll do that easily now. Thanks to Your strength and power.

  • Yes, I miss Ahmad but! When the tears begin to flow so does a flow of Your grace to overcome it all.
  • The pain is manageable. So is the heat.
  • And so are my feelings and thoughts.
  • In other words so is my carnal natural state of being.
  • All under Your loving control.

Your Lead To Close This Post …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 6:53 pm.

It’s been a week for amazing discoveries yet. Your wisdom is unfathomable. Your love has no limits even when such love is beyond human’s understanding.

I am going on and on with Your strength and power of love for us all.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.