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Do Not Allow Other People’s Hurtful Words To Dull Your Shine …?

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Easily Said Than Done …?

I Know …

It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:31 am. What do I know? The things that I have tried to accomplish in the past to no avail. Now I can discern, I can appreciate the well meaning of words telling me to do one thing or the other to overcome my hurt feelings. The truth? The hurt persists whether I let affect me or not. It is not that easy to do what you wish to do when it comes to feelings among human beings. But!

The Reality? It’s Simple & Easy …?

Only we humans love to complicate matters in the guise of reasonable deductions from all visible matters. But, nothing is like it seems to be. There are no reasonable anything when it comes to the bottom of everything we can see & touch & feel.

Ha! I Sure Sound Like I Am a Troublemaker, Don’t I? …

Maybe I am. Maybe I am not! Let’s have some fun with these dilemmas of mine, shall we? To begin with let’s not forget that I have been in existence for the long 84 years since my birth. It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:19 pm. Sleepy. Head for bed.

  • Up on Sunday, September 24, 2023, at 2:04 am.
  • Wondering again on what I am to do?
  • Should I drink coffee with sugar?
  • How can I relate or express myself without condescending or bias of any kind?
  • How am to reconcile the ambiguity in the Scriptures?
  • How can I ignore my concerns about money & the waste of supplies?

Ha! The Boogeyman Is After Me …!

Boogeyman otherwise considered to be my fearful concerns or unnecessary worries. Guess what? Just yesterday I bumped into Hebrews 13:5-6. Isn’t that amazing? I got the answer before all those fearful concerns on waking up a little while ago.

Quote:

(5)  Let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money [including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions] and be satisfied with your present [circumstances and with what you have]; for He [God] Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. [I will] not, [I will] not, [I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let [you] down (relax My hold on you)! [Assuredly not!] [Jos_1:5]

(6)  So we take comfort and are encouraged and confidently and boldly say, The Lord is my Helper; I will not be seized with alarm [I will not fear or dread or be terrified]. What can man do to me? [Psa_27:1; Psa_118:6]

O! But O Me! No Wonder Why? Why What? …

No wonder why my precious children worry about me. No wonder they handle me with ‘kid gloves’ never knowing what’s going to upset my apricot. Bless our hearts. But guess what again? Things are changing for the best like magic. Just now? I done forgot all those fearful concerns on my waking up a while ago. Silly me! Ah! My drink, I guess I’ll include the teaspoon of instant coffee & white sugar fearless of all said about the no nos of sugar & coffee. Good choice! Unto the task.

Allow Myself to Indulge in Nostalgia From Time To Time …?

From time to time? Ha! I do it most of the time every single day, that’s for sure. That’s part of what keeps me on top of that ‘Boogeyman’ daily poking me! But reminiscing on those beautiful moments helps me to keep hope alive and believe in life’s great possibilities ahead of me. Especially when the echo of those lovely words reverberate from within my being.

Quote:

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” end of quote.

Indeed! I Fear Not! …

It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 12:34 am, I am up in excruciating pain, drinking a coffee mixture hoping for relief. I have no idea what has triggered this pain but the thoughts of Covid-19 have been knocking in my mind. What would happen if I could be infected? Would I be forced to take the vaccine? What would happen if I refused to take that dreadful vaccine? Would I die and my children curse my Beloved Master?

  • Ha! What’s the matter with me?
  • I will not die!
  • Get up!
  • Drink water, you are dehydrated.
  • Fix yourself the coffee mixture even if you haven’t done that for a long time because it had ceased to work.
  • Guess what?

Now I Just Realized Why the Drink Ceased to Work …?

Yes, all things are fitting together as if by magic. That coffee mixture had become a routine for me even when the migraines had stopped troubling me, but I thought. I don’t know what I thought, maybe I thought I had discovered the sure cure for migraines and for pain in general. Silly me!

  • Even so, that lovely voice within my being warned me a long time ago not to get stuck in doing things because those things had worked before.
  • It warned me how the practical routines practiced at rampart were leading people into spiritual stagnation.
  • Those routines were the chains strangling the unsuspecting human beings.

Wow! Indeed! All Things Are Fitting Together As If By Magic …?

No kidding! The best part? I am to be still, to wait, to write & publish all inspired words at any moment as I observe it all developing in the midst of my present living setup. Ha! Guess what again.

  • Big smile brightens up my face even when I am not looking in the mirror, but!
  • The pain has subsided as well as all those dreadful thoughts.

What Does It All Mean? …

It all means I am not deluded nor mentally ill. It means I am perfectly set up for the Almighty Creator & Master of my being to fulfill His purpose for my life, but! By no means this setup is a garden of roses just for me to enjoy. Rather, this setup is a garden of roses with the thorns to prick me anytime I stick my hand to mess in the bush. Thank goodness I am finally learning how to handle my little rose bush gifted to me for Mother’s Day by my darling Roxana—what a gift!

Bless My Heart! What On Earth Am I Talking About …?

Well? I am so blessed to live under the loving care of Diana & Mike, but! It has taken 10 long months for me to begin to make sense of all happenings in that last 10 months since I arrived back to the USA. How is it all making sense on this Monday, September 25, 2023 as I struggled to take care of the miserable pain on waking up? Ah! That lovely voice again! It recalled John 16:19-33. Let me quote it for such passage of the Scriptures says it all quite clear.

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John 16:19-33

Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy.

A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me [you will need to ask Me no questions]. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]. [Exo_3:14]

Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from God.

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]. End of quote.

  • Yes, indeed! John 16:19-33 is coming to pass exactly as it is written.
  • The best part?
  • Reading like testimonies as mine, the elect shall begin the journey back home where they belong.
  • Hope. There is always hope!

Hey! It’s Raining! What A Good Sign! …?

It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 3:27 am. Just as I decided to end the post I heard the sound of copious rain. Wow! It has been quite dry & hot for the last few days. In a way so it has been for us three, Diana, Mike, and me. Isn’t significant how the rain is falling on this moment of my appreciation of the happenings in our midst? Magic! Isn’t it? Bless my heart!

Until the next post, lov, thia.

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I Am Grateful For This Life …

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I Embrace The Power Of Inner Stillness …

I Bravely Step Into The Unknown …

Yes, those three headings came today in the Daily Motivation I have finally subscribed to. Why did I subscribe to this Community Family. Simply, I have secretly lived my life guided by mysterious messages that come to me in dreams & visions, in the meaning of numbers & the clouds & birds & flowers, and many other unsuspecting ways, like this email from daily motivation that appeared in my inbox a while ago. Then it stopped. But I remember how appropriate came the answers to whatever I needed guidance at the moment. So? I searched. I found it and subscribed least for now.

Now What? The Unknown …?

The Unknown now claimed to be known. Not so. Indeed! I am prepared to meet the Master Redeemer of my soul. I am not just saying this out of human knowledge and wisdom. For I do have enough knowledge to see the possibility that in 7 days The Abomination That Makes Desolate of Matthew 24, could be set up, but! O there is that but of mine. Why?

  • O well because of that lovely all powerful secret Guide of mine. He has never failed me, nor will He ever do, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I walk into the unknown fearless and confident at the sound of that lovely voice.
  • Yes, The Abomination That Makes Desolate has been knocking at our door for centuries with the warning many claim to know when and how it is to happen.
  • It is now Friday, September 15, 2023, at 8:54 pm. It has been a day! But I am tired, frustrated, and? Sleepy I guess for I am not comfortable at all! Heading for bed.

Learning To Walk Physically Alone …?

In the daytime among human beings? Alone. At nighttime, walking on a road aside a dangerous cliff, alone. Where did everybody go? They were with me at first but now they have disappeared. I am lost. Where am I going?

I Woke Up. Have I? …

Honestly, sometimes I don’t know whether I am awake or still sleeping. I just laid there for a moment. I begin to put things together. The question, Where are You, my Beloved? Silence. I struggle to get up. Is it all an illusion? What in heavens name is for real?

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!”

And So? In Rain Or Shine I Walk Alone Yet …?

I am not alone. Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don’t. What is this thing we call feelings? Ha! So much written unwritten in fancy paper even in stones both ways to be torn or broken up. Do I sound quite pompous and resentful. That’s because I am. But why deny or defend myself? Because it is of no use. The truth needs not my defense. The TRUTH is the Advocate that set me free.

I Am Free! Empowered To Walk Alone But! …

I am no longer lost on a road going nowhere. Sunday, September 17, 2023, at 7:17 am. At this point in my anew, afresh, recreated life I refuse to memorize any technique or routine to live in the human concept of happiness and peace and freedom. I heartly embrace the leading & guidance of that lovely voice within my being. Phew! THAT’S TRUE FREEDOM! Not a learned practice, only the outcome of my submission to the only Being worthy of my submission & obedience as it’s promised.

Blessings for Obedience …

Read it in your own Bible, it’s written in Deuteronomy 28:1-14

Now, Why Are We So Heck Up To Claim & Proclaim “Time and Money Freedom” …?

The struggle to make choices that empower one to BE, DO, HAVE and GIVE more than what one now has is now rampart the thing is driving thousands of enchanted souls. It baffles me but I am not surprised at all. I been there, I done that.

Am I Now Disenchanted? Thank Goodness I AM! …?

I’m crazy, ain’t I? But it feels SO good! To be empowered with wisdom from on high. No kidding! Perhaps someone in my closest circle is bound to exclaim, “it’s about time!” that’s because they have no conception yet of Who is and has been teaching/leading me all the time from before my birth until my eternity comes into view.

Anyhow? Again, The Thing Is I Now Have Time And Money Freedom Without Any Struggle Of My Own …?

For true, I have Time And Money Freedom all the time beyond my wildest imagination. But I have no foot to stand on should judge or criticize both the leaders or the followers of the ‘millionaire’s dream’ for I was there not too long ago chasing the mighty Dollar.

Of Course, That’s What Is Now Call ‘Blocks To Super Abundance’ …

Indeed! The best part of the deal? The huge discount if I am willing to give 1 hour a week listening to the lesson to overcome such ‘blocks’ and only 10 minutes per day repeating the ‘confirmation’ to instill time & money freedom into one’s mind. And to think how willing I then was? It kind of makes me …O well! I don’t know whether it makes me laugh or cry for shame. I choose to laugh, there is nothing to be ashamed about.

  • My thought? Yahushua’s laughter rings in the heavens!
  • And just for that? I stuck a delicious Godiva chocolate in my mouth.
  • Ah! But I thought I was not doing chocolates anymore.
  • Ha! Ain’t I entitled to change my mind as it fits the time?
  • I’ll take a break, it’s now Tuesday, September 19, 2023, at 5:27 pm. Tea time.

Leaving The Beauty Of Autumn …

Looking up to the promised abundance of a summer soon to emerge to consume my entirety humanity. My humanity or my past that still lingers while my physical existence on these earthly grounds as those grounds exist now.

He Carried Me All the Way To The Moment And Beyond …?

What can I say? It’s the odyssey of my life—the saga I am now to portray in the positive aspect of it all. Here we go, humor instead of anger or regret is to be my motto from now until forever. No kidding it’s so much fun to laugh at this life’s stumbling blocks in the road to my eternal destination. Laughter! It makes all troubles flee away like beaten dogs with their tails between the legs.

Funny Thing? …

That’s it for the introduction to this stretch of my journey unto forever joy and peace shall reign under the loving care of the One Who has turned out to be, my Father as well as my Husband as per Isaiah 54. Funny thing? Yes, He is my Father as well as my Husband but! So, He is for you reading these unusual lines that seem crazy to be. Even so, no feelings of jealousy or anything like that, instead?

  • The super admiration for the One Who honors me to be that especial one to comfort Him with my submission and obedience to His will. Amen.

Until the next crazy post on Covid 19 or 20 or who knows?  Lov, thia

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Experience Not Theoretically …?

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What Am I Babbling About Now …?

I Don’t Babble Anymore. I Express my Experience with Wit & Candor …?

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note on Friday, September 8, 2023, at 7:14 pm. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why? Good reasons:

  • I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment.
  • I can easily find out I am not alone.
  • For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore.

Am I Deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for. …

Okay! Let Me Go On With My Saga …

Observing My Own Self. It is now Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 2:01 am. O But That I Would Have Hearken To the ten Commandments most humans know or have heard about. That’s where my mind keeps reverting to. Even so, here lately I have concluded to quit lamenting about it, why?

  • Because by a supernatural power I am now keeping those commandments thus receiving the benefits of doing so.

What’s The Use Of Lamenting Without Action? …

Again, as I have stated before, on this day I aim to summarize a recreated life for the human mind ingrained on me. It all boils down to living by the 1st and most important of the Ten Commandments as well as by the 2nd likened to the 1st.

Here Is Something That Is Palpable In Sight …?

Quote:

It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of My creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

Keeping Up With My Daily Living …?

Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 6:44 am. I’m sleepy but I wish to stay awake to finish the graphics and take care of whatever develops today. Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 8:30 pm, time to try the bed.

The Unknown Things Of Eternal Value …?

Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

  • Entering into the unknown things of eternal value.

I Refuse To Despair …

Friday, September 1, 2023, at 3:43 am. Slept on and off since 9 pm last night. I am up now starting this month still itching like crazy, even so? I refuse to despair. My inner voice is persistent with “fear not!” Love, good at the end shall prevail. Friday, September 1, 2023, at 9:23 pm, heading for bed but I am not sleepy. Slept until 1:55 am on the new day.

No More Or Limited Scriptural Quotes …?

Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 3:03 am. 1st 7th Day of Rest on the 9th month in 2023—a new day of rest for the people of the Almighty Creator commonly known as ‘God’. Therefore, His Holy Spirit says in Hebrews 3:7-19. (Just a reference. The quotes are a thing of my past writings. Is time to relate the tall tales that tell the truth in the saga of my life.)

The Confusion About Nutrition …

Where does it stem from? Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I have been searching how to fight my affliction. I was led to a site instructing me to eat exactly what other sites tell me to avoid. Phew! Fixed me my delicious black beans soup. I sure hope to win this war from now on. One thing they all agree on is to stay away from sugar. On that I am making progress.

  • The biggest conquest is my cravings for chocolates and chocolate desserts.

About The Rubbish Both In My Mind And In The House …?

Monday, September 4, 2023, at 3:40 am. It is time again to get rid of rubbish both in my mind and in the house. Fear not! Onward! Upward! On with the saga of my life. Had labor day brunch at Diana’s. at the end I came back home because I didn’t feel good. Slept. Frustrated creating free blog for autobiography.

Keeping a record of my time:

  • Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 6:40 am. Ready for whatever this day brings. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 7:25 pm. Pc off, no internet. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 10:29 pm. I finally went to bed. Slept.
  • Wednesday, September 6, 2023, at 5:32 am. Been up for a couple hours composing and replying to Denise with the contents of the next post. Will fix breakfast now. The Net quit again. Will turn off to see if that helps.
  • Thursday, September 7, 2023, at 2:14 am. This was a day of reckoning. Ending with quite stark realizations again.

Reflecting …

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why?

  • Because I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment;
  • I can easily find out I am not alone. For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore. My citizenship is the heavens.

Am I deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for.

O well! The wanting? …

Something I have to deal with constantly. Nevertheless, I now control them not them control me. This Saturday, September 9, 2023, at 9:18 am I came upon the Daily Motivation for Saturday September-9-2023.

Quote:

  • You are overcoming your trauma triggers.
  • You are on a path of deep healing.
  • Some days will be harder than others, but you must keep going.
  • Do not let your past life keep you from embracing joy in the present.
  • Bigger blessings are coming your way.
  • Everything is okay now.
  • Life is about to give you what you have been wishing for.
  • You’re being guided to where you are meant to be.
  • It’s your turn to celebrate and get excited again.

A New Season Is Here …?

I feel more grateful each day. I embrace the sweetness of life. I am okay with imperfection. I am falling in love with my life again. I am reconnecting with my truth. I am singing again despite my belly ache plus breaking my gifted jar of lemon-fig preserve. I am tempted to say “I got up on the wrong side of the bed as my father used to say when someone woke up crossed. But I caught myself and began to sing:

I’m so happy as I travel, traveling with an angel band.

And I’m living so my life for Yahushua to shine!!!

  • Must continue on waking up.
  • I slept for a few hours.

There Is No Such Thing As Learning To Love …

Or, is there such a thing? Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 9:40 pm. Sleepy. Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 12:48 am. I am up. Reflecting. What’s this thing about learning to love myself? I do understand to love myself is the 2nd most important of the commandments but it’s only half of it as it is written.

  • I can’t undo the past events, experiences, and moments of darkness that changed me from what I meant to be.
  • I do not “like” who I am in the eyes of this world right now.
  • But I still have to “love” myself to change myself for the better.

Funny! I Have Been Swimming Against The Current All My Years …?

No problem. The Master Creator of my being has let me know that I have a strong connection with Him. I am fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of His Presence within me.

Ha perhaps Your response is in the meaning of the number 37.

Quote:

Back to the number 37. Modified quote by My Spirit within you.

What Does It Mean When you Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help, flow with your situation.
  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?

Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

I am aware of your frustrations.

But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

There is nothing I can deny to you.

I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

Your children as well shall do the same.

Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

You are now playing in My Major League.

My highest Royalty in Authority.

The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

Just the same.

Governing Order and Rulership.

A perfect governmental foundation.

Your Jubilee.

Your Liberation From Oppression.

Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

A burst of joy in your heart you get.

Onward My precious child!

I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Indeed! The Shocking Facts To Me …?

  1. As of now, 40% of the victims have not been identified.
  2. The master mind of the plan to blow up the towers have been caught but not yet try.
  3. This man’s statement, his reason beyond his criminal actions.

Amazing! Talking About The Decline Of The Age …?

Even so? No comment. My whole being is set on solid grounds. I am no longer searching for answers. It is futile. The Master Creator of everything in existence has all the answers. So what? Accept. Submit.

  • I have gone that route.
  • I have been faithful to Him.
  • What did I get?
  • The shaft!
  • NO THANKS!!!
  • Don’t even mention such words to me.
  • I have come to love myself & others unconditionally!!!

Wow! A Burning Flame Of Repressed Anger!

Rampart, unrecognized anger. The kind of anger that isolates one to their own conclusions & beliefs, and? The worst: the root of the great ‘fallen away’. It’s now Tuesday, September 12, 2023, at 11:35 am. I choose to withhold my comment. I need to wait. Will resume my reading for now, perhaps I fall asleep.

  • I have been sensing such anger in most souls of my acquaintance claiming unconditional love but I could not putt it together until now by the way things are developing.
  • First the burst of anger. Then?
  • The reasonable explanation about what is conceived as ‘unconditional love’.

Quote:

As far as unconditional love, I don’t need you to love me back, or to understand, and respect me for me to love you. If there isn’t balance and reciprocation, then the actual physical relationship, may become nonexistent, but the unconditional love still remains.

And each of us must work out what it is that we’re willing to do or who we’re willing to be in a relationship with based upon this balance. But if I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone because I’m not in alignment with them, it does not mean that I don’t unconditionally love them. Because unconditional love cannot be earned. It’s simply means that I’m gonna go my Way and that person is going to go to their way but the respect and love remains. End of quote.

Can We Really Be Free & Complete Without …?

Without the primordial need to be loved back? I am beginning to realize it cannot be done. And that is for a good reason. We were created to be loved so that we can love in return. Well? Here comes the biggie!

  • I am not ashamed of who or how I am.
  • As of this moment I no longer fear the awful predicament of not fitting in.
  • Why should I struggle to fit in any or all situations that come my way?
  • Why should I demand of myself to fit in or choose retreat from socializing?
  • What is worst, why should I miss an opportunity to mend the broken threads of my dysfunctional former family?
  • It does not make sense to tell the truth.

I Need To Face The Matter, That’s For Sure …?

No matter what, when, or how things were or things are, for me? I need to face the fact that I am not fighting against flesh & blood. I am fighting against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere as in Ephesians 6:10-20.

  • I have not forgotten the Scriptures.
  • Only, here lately I have been convicted of my misinterpretation of such words. Naturally, I have stopped quoting them, but as of the moment I see the necessity to quote the fallacy of my former interpretation.

My Idea To Apply The Written Words To Live By …?

I was determined to be strong in my concept or my belief in the Savior of our souls. O but how ridiculous I see my former beliefs & practices. Good thing that as of lately the Master Redemer of my being has absolved me. Therefore, I am ready now to tell on me. What a relief!

Quote:

Ephesians 6:10-20

(10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

(11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

  • Every morning I would get up and read those verses without fail for that was my idea to be ‘strong in the Lord’ as well as ‘Putting on God’s whole armor’.
  • Ha! Ha! It reminds me of little Steven—my precious son. I got a note from his 1st grade teacher informing me that Steven was not turning in his homework.
  • I was puzzled because every day I would ask him about doing his homework, his answer, “I did it in school!” and off he would run to resume his playing in the street without a care in this world.
  • So, I headed to school to talk to his teacher.
  • What? The teacher would write on the blackboard what the children had to do for their homework and would prompt the children to write it down so they could remember what to do.
  • Of course, my boy faithfully complied to do what he thought to be his homework. Bless his heart and mine!

Once I Faithfully Claimed The First Two Verses …?

No doubt about it, I was convinced that I was not wrestling with flesh and blood but I was dressed with the Lord’s armor, enabling me to resist and stand my ground on the evil day. This routine went on and on for many days that turned into weeks, months, even years until? My Beloved Master put stop to it.

  • Well? O well! My Master’s wisdom to keep a lid on his plan for my life in His mind.
  • Wednesday, September 13, 2023, at 5:03 am.
  • Break time, time to discover what’s beyond my Master’s wisdom. Last night was a breakthrough in the line of mysteries.

Acceptance. Submission. Discernment. Love …?

Tall, tall words to utter them flippantly. So much written on them words. So much done about them, and? It has all been practically in vain! Our lives like the novels I read have plot twists too. The only results?

Frustration. Confusion. Corruption. The worst? Further rebellion. Suppressed Anger. Denial …?

Even when we choose to only look to that elusive goodness, we in vain pursue. Hey! Where are you, my brother, my sister, my friend, my mother as well as my father? And for goodness sake, Where are you, Almighty Creator of everything in existence? By the way, where am I?

Hopefully, I hope. Hope. There is always hope! Thank goodness!

There is the beauty of the sunset of the age to hope for …

Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

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At My Prime Again!!! Winning the Itching Battle …

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  • Greetings to my friends in the USA, S. Africa, Jordan, United Arab Emirates, India, and the four corners of the earth.

Really? What On Earth Makes Me So Sure It Is So? …

I am Practicing being happy for no reason. Everything is temporary in life…Go figure it, lol.

Indeed! I Am Sure This Time. I Am As Serious About It As A Massive Heart Attack …?

How this can be? That’s what I am asking myself. How this can be my prime again? Last night I developed a massive headache. I racked my brain searching my memory for relief. A cup of coffee would do, I thought. I headed to the kitchen. O me! I got the bright idea to fix me a cappuccino. Yeah, I enjoyed it.

  • After a while the headache subsided.
  • I went to sleep.
  • Suddenly ferocious itching woke me.
  • for heaven’s sake!
  • The itching had stopped.
  • What is going on with my body, with my mind?

Stark Realizations …

My body is reacting to my mind. What is in my mind twisting my body with painful extremely uncomfortable reactions that is driving me to insanity?

Have You Ever Questioned Your Reactions …?

I wonder and ponder. Crazy me. Why wonder about you? Why not let go, leave you to your own self?

What Are You To Me? What Are The Realities I Am Dealing With …?

Well? For now I, you, and the rest of the worldlings are beginning to merge into a beautiful tapestry, intriguing but emanating the light of healing the horrors of a buried sulking past.

O Well! That’s Just Me! …?

What’s the matter with me? Ah! Don’t you see what you are doing to yourself. Why don’t you quit all the nonsense and accept the fact that you are old, and you are not going to be young again?

Ha! Ha! Ha! Wait Until Your Turn Comes …?

Do you really think you will enjoy turning into an invalid? … Silence. Hum! That’s enough! I don’t want to talk about such things. I’m busy …? End of conversation, but!

The Bright Shinny Spark Of The Meeting Of Our Minds …?

Ah! Maybe, just maybe this miserable itching shall turn tails away to the land of no return. Hope. There is ALWAYS hope …

  • It’s now Friday, September 8, 2023, at 4:55 am. Just finish drinking my cup of coffee, just coffee no cappuccino for me, that’s for sure …least for a time, eh?

Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

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It’s Time For My Tall Tales …?

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A Long Time Ago …?

That Was The Time …

That was the time I was humbled but not humiliated.  For me anyhow when there was only phone support to solve my forever computer problems were needed. The techs for the most from India, most patient and quite knowledgeable. This specific time, the blessed tech asked me to read to him the apps I had installed in the Programs feature, I started with the ‘a’ for apple until I got to the ‘n’ ‘e’ ‘s’ …=”nescafe” I pronounced. “I never hear of that app” says the blessed tech, spell it for me again” I said, ‘n’ for no, ‘e for eye’ ‘s for sam’ ‘c’ for cat ‘p’ for Peter ‘e’ for eye= NETSCAPE! Exclaimed the tech with a chuckle.

I used to thank them for their patience but they inevitable would respond, “no it is us to thank you, you are teaching us a lot!”

Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 9:45 pm. Bed. Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I

Your Site Is Ancient …?

What? I just perfected my use of boxes, how dare you call my site ‘ancient’?! “Why don’t you download Joomla?” “What on earth is that?” I exclaimed quite peeved with the young punk. “Joomla! is a free and open-source content management system (CMS) for publishing web content. Download it, you will see.” He told me. Mercy me!

CMS stands for open-source content management system, something I had never heard of, bless my heart! Talking about ‘ancient’ to say the least. O well! I downloaded Joomla but I could not make it out, but? Somehow I had discover Wilks Community College offering free continuing education for seniors, of course I enrolled. Needless to say, I discovered the famous WordPress.com and? I have been hooked since.

Regardless, for the life of me I can’t remember how I got into the Internet even before I enrolled in Wilks. I do remember creating websites with Frontpage.com. also, I remember how the techs practically did my menu bar. Only thing I made the mistake of checking the ‘update automatically’ thus I have not been able to find out when I created those so unique sites about my autobiography but, I can still pull and enjoy my humble beginning building websites.

file:///G:/Wanted%20files/My%20Web%20Sites/my%20site2/chapter1.htm

This link only works for me, but I am diligently working on making those writings available to others. Will see.

Embracing Discernment Without Condemning Others …

Perhaps that is what now is called ‘unconditional love’. Perhaps. Still, no need to argue. No need to prove myself as well as others right or wrong. No need to defend the Almighty Creator of everything in existence.

And the biggest? No need to be incensed with anger however justified such anger could be. Only need for me is to let go. Fear not! I am not alone; I am not abandoned. I never have been. I never shall be!

How blessed I am despite my fat ankles, my faulty hearing, my expensive loose dentures & equally expensive eyeglasses that don’t stay in place, plus looking at my hanging belly in the mirror as I disrobe to ready myself to the shower; and running to the toilet like in a marathon. Let alone my inability to follow instructions to take care of my concept of creating artistic beauty. And the infernal itch? And my painful back? And the lurking fears attempting to defeat me? O well! bless my heart.

I will just go on reminiscing about my tall tales that tell on me! Humor instead of anger is the motto to come out smelling like a rose to my own self. And the privilege to sing to my heart’s desire without disturbing the delicate human ears? Hahaha! HalleluYah! Whatever more could I want for? Lov, mom.

Diana says:

Yesterday, we ate out for our 44th wedding anniversary. The young waitress asked what our secret is. After thinking for a moment, I said, “Work”. She replied, “And love.”

Nope. It’s work. Daily working on yourself, your relationship, your goals, etc. Most anyone can love another to start with. The effort that it takes to keep that person as a life partner is the “secret”.

  • Right on the money I should say if it was indispensably to have my say.

O Well! Guess There Is No Cure For My Going On And On …

I guess as well is best for me to quit this unending drive to be what I am not supposed to be. Can you imagine that? I quit! Chilled out!

Until the next post, lov thia.