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From October 21, 2024 Until Thanksgiving 2024 The Power Continues Upwards Not Backwards …

Friday, November 29, 2024, at 12:54 am. Yesterday was Thanksgiving Day 2024. Bountiful blessings showered us the year past. It is time now to post the shower of joy that continues to rain on us with its ups & downs like the waves of the sea. It seemed to me that I was procrastinating but I was not. All this since I posted last it has been coming to me how I am to continue aligning my will to the will of my Heavenly Father. Besides posting His Word I am printing small booklets that can be read quickly against a long book that can take longer to read. One more way to spread His Word. Furthermore, the words that I write do not come from my mind, instead, when I am writing is like writing dictation from the voice ingrained within by the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being.

The Silence of Death …

It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 5:08 pm. Silence. I am celebrating my death. Death to my demanding ways. Death to my building castles on the morrow. I am grateful to be alive today. Tomorrow might never be.

Today my heart flourished with the Liberating Power of Love. I am loved so I am empowered to love. Experience. Wisdom. Life. Joy. Peace. The infinite Power to love forevermore. What else could I ever want for. To be honest with myself, I do not feel liberated by the power of a love so ever elusive to me.

Baffled. Lacking Understanding …

But I know I love. Intense love. Let that be sufficient. I refuse to complain. I know I am blessed. I also know I have blessed many people. Well? Yesterday was gone. Today is here. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Repeat over and over again for thousands of years. I don’t want to think about it but inevitably I do.

Reflecting In Retrospect …

Yes. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds, including my own mind, have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. Such revelation came to me so ever unexpectedly between Saturday, October 19, 2024, and Monday, October 21, 2024.

It’s now Tuesday, October 22, 2024, at 3:53 pm. The more things come to my mind the more perplexed I become. The best thing I can do is to be still. To wait until Almighty’s enlightenment comes to me. It’s now 5:55 am on Wednesday, October 23, 2024. Today, Thursday, October 24, 2024, at 6:19 am is here not there.

The Sound of Time. Tic. Tack. Tic. …?

Nay. Time has no sound. Or? It could be described as noisy times. Boisterous times. The times of Noah?  The times of good & evil. There comes GOOGLE! The naked truth? Colossal confusion! But I would rather write about the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration While I sit still waiting for the Almighty to continue developing the plan in his mind for me, He is making an impact in the world to promote the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration.  

May Your Will Be Done in My Life …

Name meaning thiaBasilia: belongs to the highest royalty, the royalty of the Almighty. Let me not be puffed up because of meaning of my name. It’s now 5:17 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. I want to start this day with a prayer from the depth of my heart.

Blessed be Your name, Father Yahuwah! Blessed be Yahushua, my Savior, and my Master! I come boldly to Your throne of grace with thanksgiving in my heart, to ask for Your help.

Father Yah, may Your will be done in my life and the life of Your people. May Your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our supplies both spiritual and physical. 

And Father, deliver us from the evil of our wicked beings’ will to live our lives as we see fit to live them. Give us the discernment necessary to survive in these days of confusion and endure until the end.

There is so much confusion going on that unless You intervene, we don’t know which way to turn. Show us Your salvation even Yahushua our Savior.  Teach us Father how to lift our eyes to You and follow Your instructions. Deliver us from false doctrines.

Teach us what it means to die to ourselves and live unto You. Give us Your strength to live Yahushua’s life.

Are we willing to sacrifice our comforts to follow Yahushua? Or, do we insist to live our life in comfort just like everybody else?

Am I willing? Yes, I am my Father, You know it. And I thank for my past of lack and anxiety as for my present of abundance of all supplies needed for my comfort. Deliver me from regressing to the fear of mankind and the slavery of money. Deliver me from the reasoning of man and lift me up to Your reasoning.

This is a temporary life, let me live in my eternal life. Let me act and do so in line with Your commandments of love.

You said to be anxious for nothing, I refuse anxiety regardless of the attacks from it. I will not harbor anxiety. I lift my eyes to You to receive Your peace. 

I trust myself to You for You care for me. I will not harbor doubt and unbelief in You. And I thank You for the measure of faith You have given unto me.

You know how the lack of money affects me and each one of Your children. You know how money causes us to falter in so many ways, how it affects our reasoning. 

You say, we cannot serve money and You, and yet, we are slaves to money at every turn of the way. Everywhere we turn we need money.

We cannot free ourselves, set us free my Father, I plead. Deliver us from the slavery to money and teach us to live without our obsession for money.

His answer?

“My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it. You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you. You don’t need to go after money to supply yourself. All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies. Do not destroy your body with anxiety and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life. Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such. Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money. Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it. Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance. Do not change the course I have marked for you because of money. Again, sit still and wait on Me.”

Thank You for hearing, for answering my prayer.

Praying—Talking to My Master. Reflecting. Sharing …

It’s now 6:30 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. Saturday, October 26, 2024, at 7:48 am, what are You showing me by maintaining me in a reflective mood, my Beloved Master? Minutes are ticking, tic tac time tics by exactly as it tic tack yesterday. I wait. It’s now Sunday, October 27, 2024, at 9:19 am. It’s 5:30:am on Monday, October 28, 2024. Tuesday, October 29, 2024, at 11:15 am. No NET. It’s now 3:03 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. Still, no NET. I turned the computer off. Wednesday, October 30, 2024, at 4:22 am. I turned the computer on. The NET is on! Wonderful.

What a reminder that was!

What are we to do when all mediums of communication fail to no avail of restoration? Impossibly we say? Oh? Let’s think. What about if the workers, the experts are struck by lightning? Okay, laugh at me. But I can no longer laugh or cry without considering the possibilities in all that I do or say. I tremble. I am waiting for what? I do not know but it is imperative for me to wait like a servant for the Master’s instructions. Back to my reading task. Time? It’s 4:45 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. The day went by , nothing recorded on the last day of Pam’s care for me. It’s now Friday, November 1, 2024, at 4:04 am.

Wow! Here We Are! The 11th Month …???

It started off with a visit from Teri—the case manager. Change of company for my care. Wow! What a way to start this month. How prompt! Saturday, November 2, 2024, at 7:47 pm. This was a day to take care of myself with a good heart refusing to complain or feel sorry for myself. There is peace within my being, for I come to the throne of grace to ask for help continuously as it is written for me to do.

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. Hebrews 4:15-16 AMPC+

The Ingrained Voice Within …

It’s a joy to live by the ingrained voice within my being, the voice of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being. It’s now Sunday, November 3, 2024, at 1:21 am. Time to begin my day. Alright! Is it time to raise my voice. Not really raise my voice or anything hysterical. Again, life is a process of learning. We all have a choice to learn the truth about knowledge or we choose to emphasize our bias knowledge programmed in our minds is up to each individual. For myself? My choice has been seared within my being since 1985. I continue to learn about the truth about everything including what is happening right here in this room as well as the truth about everything happening globally. But what am I to do with such knowledge?  I just hear from within,

Laugh Like Your Father Up Above Laughs …?

Ha! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! It is written:

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion. I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession. You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth. Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him]. Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!  Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+.

A Day to Reflect …

It’s now 8:07 am on Tuesday, November 5, 2024. Waiting. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 2:00 am. Must I continue to laugh? I know there is a time to laugh and a time to cry. Now, for what I am experiencing I am beginning to see that those times for the most part happen in a single moment. Indeed, I am grieving the death of my friend plus the state and condition of the younger generation but at the same time I am laughing at the stupidity of mankind. 5:13 pm on Wednesday, November 6, 2024.

Wow! There Is Hope for America! …

But then again, what do I know? Nothing is like it seems to me. So? I am aware of the futility of making statements based on what it seems to me. Time will tell. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 11:03 pm. I do pray on high with all intensity, Deliver me from self-righteousness’. Thursday, November 7, 2024, at 4:17 pm. I am out of sorts. It’s now Saturday, November 9, 2024, at 2:54 am, almost 3:00 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest again. I remain resting in bosom of my Heavenly Father. Yesterday I was not inclined to record anything; I am simply in wonder letting all things happen like a gentle rain to refresh the depth of my soul. Today? It seems that I am to change direction. I am not sure yet in which way I am to go. I wait.

The Dream

Or was it a vision? Regardless, I had just settled in bed when I saw a black/yellow butterfly on the center of 3 layers. I meant to create a graphic, but I got side tracked until this morning. Here is more or less what I saw:

It’s now Monday, November 11, 2024, at 2:12 am. My body is not responding but my soul is free. I wait. Feeling better. Tuesday, November 12, 2024, at 3:47 am. Computer setup completed yesterday. More organizing today, Wednesday, November 13, 2024, at 6:08 am. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 3:24 am.

I created a graphic portraying my journey & helpers at this moment:

Tee Jones = Kindness & Love … Acts of kindness for Denise’s mom on Denise’s birthday 2024. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 7:55 pm, bed. Up and about on Friday, November 15, 2024, at 4:35 am. It’s now Saturday, November 16, 2024, at 2:35 am. Denise’s birthday. Beautiful inside & out, that’s my daughter!

Silence. I no longer make statements to incriminate or implicate myself.

Date & time now is 5:44 am on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sleep from 5-9. It’s now 9:20 pm on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 12:52 am. Bed. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 4:08 am.

We Must Return to the 10 Commandments …

Quote:

Mat 16:24-28

(24)  Then Jesus said to His disciples, If anyone desires to be My disciple, let him deny himself [disregard, lose sight of, and forget himself and his own interests] and take up his cross and follow Me [cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying, also].

Proverbs 14:26-29

Just As I Have Been Sensing for it All to Be …

Up and about. Wednesday, November 20, 2024, at 3:12 am. I have no desire to chit-chat. In the chit-chat I sense those written words become the idle words I will have to give an account of in the day of judgment. I tremble. Yes, laughter is good medicine but, right now? I just don’t sense laughing is the thing to do. I wait. Here I am 2 days later Friday, November 22, 2024, at 2:50 am.

Much To Think About …?

To start with why does my friend insist in showing up without teeth in her mouth? But why am I so appalled at my own sight without teeth? In fact, why am I so appalled at the sight of any deformity? Really, I make fun of everything but the truth about the whole spectrum of my humankind is pathetic to me. We are putting a tough face but inside of us? O well! Anyhow, my eyes are set up high on the ONE Creator of our beings as well as the Creator of everything in existence. A reminder of what I have written before,

  • Knock down all around.
  • Raising up above the ground.
  • Survivors’ forwards!
  • Up & up on to eternity bound!
  • It’s my time to shine naturally.
  • No need to put on airs.
  • For I know who I am.
  • I know what to do.
  • I know how to do it.
  • The beauty of it all?
  • I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!
  • Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of my ‘shoulds’.
  • It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse.
  • Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.
  • I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
  • Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind on me.
  • I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
  • I am attracting more positiveness into my life.
  • The universe, that includes the host of heaven, is working in my favor.
  • I live each moment hoping to discover the promised revelation of my Master,  
  • I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation.
  • Such is my legacy for the rest of my days on these earthly grounds expressed in Proverbs 3.
  • Trust In the Master With All Your Heart …

The Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …

Continuing quoting:

His own Word is written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings as well as in the heart of each one of His beloved children individually.

And His Word shows what immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.

He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!  

That’s the LIFE I am set in looking forwards to.

New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Wow! What a way to start this Friday, November 22, 2024, at 4:00 am. Bless my heart. Saturday, November 23, 2024, at 5:17 am. Up and about. Today signifies one more 7th Day of Rest. Resting on my Maker I wait. It’s now Sunday, November 24, 2024, at 2:33 am. What is my Master implying to me right now? I got it!

Harmony And Unity

The power of harmony and unity that can be achieved when we embrace both our nurturing nature and our creative expression. It reminds us that we have the power to balance our relationships, careers, and personal growth by tapping into our inner wisdom and strength, otherwise, tapping the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s ingrained within our beings. Wow! What a way to start this last week of November 2024.

Discovery!

Well? I have discovered the source of my computer problems. Indeed! I have been murdering it unmercifully! How? By never giving it proper rest. But what is at the root of this discovery? The need to update myself! Wow! I am not old, I am outdated. What a relief! There is no way to remedy old age, but the remedy for my present computer? Get a new computer and give much rest the present computer before it conks out and I lose important information like it happened with the old computer. Monday, November 25, 2024, at 2:25 am. Tuesday, November 26, 2024 at 1:30 am.

Discovery Conclusion …?

It’s now 6:24 am on Tuesday, November 26, 2024. I have been led to discover that regardless all astonishing discoverers we shall never discover the ultimate all discoveries until the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s timing for any of us to do so. Scriptures coming to mind.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

Wisdom of God Once Hidden …

1 Corinthians 2:6-16 AMPC+

(6)  Yet when we are among the full-grown (spiritually mature Christians who are ripe in understanding), we do impart a [higher] wisdom (the knowledge of the divine plan previously hidden); but it is indeed not a wisdom of this present age or of this world nor of the leaders and rulers of this age, who are being brought to nothing and are doomed to pass away.

(7)  But rather what we are setting forth is a wisdom of God once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by God–[that wisdom] which God devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

(8)  None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Lord of glory.

(9)  But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [N1who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed]. [Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

(10)  Yet to us God has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of God [the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny].

(11)  For what person perceives (knows and understands) what passes through a man’s thoughts except the man’s own spirit within him? Just so no one discerns (comes to know and comprehend) the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.

(12)  Now we have not received the spirit [that belongs to] the world, but the [Holy] Spirit Who is from God, [given to us] that we might realize and comprehend and appreciate the gifts [of divine favor and blessing so freely and lavishly] bestowed on us by God.

(13)  And we are setting these truths forth in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the [Holy] Spirit, combining and interpreting spiritual truths with spiritual language [to those who possess the Holy Spirit].

(14)  But the natural, nonspiritual man does not accept or welcome or admit into his heart the gifts and teachings and revelations of the Spirit of God, for they are folly (meaningless nonsense) to him; and he is incapable of knowing them [of progressively recognizing, understanding, and becoming better acquainted with them] because they are spiritually discerned and estimated and appreciated.

(15)  But the spiritual man tries all things [he examines, investigates, inquires into, questions, and discerns all things], yet is himself to be put on trial and judged by no one [he can read the meaning of everything, but no one can properly discern or appraise or get an insight into him].

(16)  For who has known or understood the mind (the counsels and purposes) of the Lord so as to guide and instruct Him and give Him knowledge? But we have the mind of Christ (the Messiah) and do hold the thoughts (feelings and purposes) of His heart. [Isa_40:13]

Who Knows? …

The Scriptures above are only a glimpse of the reason for our ignorance these days that seem to be the last days of time as we know time to be. REALTY: I know who I am. I know what to do. I know how to do it. Shame on me if I don’t apply myself to do what I know and do it. But guess what? Without an inkling of I have been doing, I have been doing exactly what I am supposed to do. How can that be?

Time & Timing That’s How …

Wednesday, November 27, 2024, at 6:49 pm. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 2:14 am. Thanksgiving Day, so much to give thanks for. Let us give thanks to the Almighty Creator of our beings for the joy of our salvation. His joy is our strength. So be it. Going to Diana’s to celebrate. It’s now Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 3:51 pm. I am back. I will now prepare what needs to be posted. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 4:30 pm. Lov, thia.

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Where Am I At? …

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Where Am I Heading? …

Is It for Real? …

It’s now Tuesday, June 25, 2024, at 4:08 am. What happen to Sunday & Monday? Well? I am not here or there. I am wondering & pounding. How am to convey all that is in my bay? Genuine. Authentic. What’s the meaning? What it means to be genuine or authentic? Never mind. No need to get technical. I am tired of technicalness. Let me see what’s with me.

Two Days Gone but Not in Blank …

I exercised my wits to resolve all involved in my bank. It had to do with my online ordering food as well as everything else that comes to mind at any time. Ordering. Confusing information. Deliveries. Returns. Refunds. Rules. Automated support. Complicated? To say the least! Anyhow?

  • I came ahead of the ordeal.
  • Did I steal?
  • Am I smug in the muddy river of my mood?
  • Nay! No need for guilt or smugness.
  • No need to take the blame belonging to the great advance of automation.
  • Civilization. Where am I?
  • Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic.
  • That’s where I am at.
  • That’s where I am heading.

Is It for Real? …

As real as the reality of all that is written. I have come to understand that Yahushua—the Messiah, the One sent by Yahuwah, actually? Yahuwah Himself for there is only ONE Creator. Something totally out of my understanding I have now come to accept without regrets. I first laid my eyes on the pages of the King James Bible in 1974. It took all those years since 1974 for me to unquestionable accept all those preposterous statements. Preposterous? Indeed! My human mind could only assume to understand. Again, I was an educated fool speaking words without knowledge.

What Am I Now? …

Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic. Cheerful. Enjoying my blessings amid my precious children, friends, my neighbors. Reflecting a wisdom far from the foolishness of my past. I have finally come to understand how those written words apply in my earthly journey.

Again, I am not ashamed of the Gospel, the Good News written in that King James Bible my precious Jimmy Autry made available for me in 1974.

I remember, I now keep firmly in mind, in heart the written admonition written in those pages for the ultimate happiness of my being. It is written.

  • Fear God and Keep His Commandments
  • …. But about going further than the words given by one Shepherd, my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end, so do not believe everything you read, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:9-14 AMPC+

(9)  And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.

(10)  The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.

  • (11)  The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
  • (12)  But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned.
  • Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • (13)  All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments,
  • for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation,
  • the object of God’s providence, the root of character,
  • the foundation of all happiness,
  • the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun]
  • and the whole [duty] for every man.

(14)  For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. End of quote.

Humorous …

When I quote the Bible or anything related to the Creator of everything in existence, many well meaning listeners turn ‘holly face’ at my words. I do not mean to make fun of my listeners. It’s funny to me because I used to do the same until? O well! It is all written in the numerous posts portraying my journal. But to tell the truth we humans are some funny creatures.

Humor Me …

I don’t mean to sound pompous, selfish, condescending always talking about myself, that famous ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’ ‘Me’ but, talking about myself I leave you alone from any judgmental jive escaping my human mind.

Well? It’s now Wednesday, June 26, 2024 at 4:25 am. Time to post again. I am sure this post is hitting the mark in many silent hearts. But that is something is not for me to know until the end of what I know time to be. Until the next time, lov, thia.

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Can You Believe It? …

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Can You Believe It? …

Can You Believe It? …

Real Life Before They Were 5 Yrs. Old …

Combing Hair …

I was happily combing the middle one’s hair. The first born was somewhere in the corner of the room carefully watching the situation. Suddenly the high-pitched voice of my middle child was heard, “Mommy, where is God?” I began my display of such an ethereal answer hard to believe, but I was such dramatic one that I raised my free arm and exclaimed, “God is in the trees, God is in the flowers, God is in the birds that fly in the sky!” “God is everywhere!!!” then I stuck my finger on her belly saying, “God is in youuuu!”

  • Well? My oldest one caught the ghist of my display and quietly she came close to the scene of my display to assist and quite convincingly pointing her finger in her own belly said, “Yeah! I cut myself right here and saw his head sticking out!” Can you believe it?

Why Am I Going on With This Issue? …

Because it is quite significant, but! A new discovery! All these things running through my mind must be written down rather than talking it over. Why? The emotional machine installed within everyone is programmed to reject anything against the program written in that individual machine.

  • What time is it?
  • It’s 2:05 am on Friday, December 15, 2023.
  • Time continues to run.
  • And so does my mind.
  • I am taking a break to catch up with both.
  • Of course, I know it is a futile attempt, but all attempts are necessary to at least get an idea of what is and what it is not.

The Idea of My Life’s Reality …

What is the reality I must live by today? Jackpot! Indeed! I hit a big one right now. This pot shall supply me for the rest of my born days. Come on with it, thiaBasilia! What on earth are you talking about? Hahaha! I can afford to laugh whether I anger or amuse you! But that’s enough. I just found out that I am no longer codependent! But! Let me get a hold of this, to cement it in my mind for good.

Quote:

Dependency. Some level of dependency is healthy in relationships. It may be tough to make it through life alone, and most people thrive with companionship and social support.

Phew! I had Just Ruined a Brand-New Ink Cartridge, And? …

I began to get disgusted and furious with myself. The horrendous feeling of being a failure without redemption came upon me! First thing? The dread of facing Diana! Anger! Blame! Why Diana cannot understand that I NEED to print! Why didn’t she change the cartridge as I asked her to do? Now she is going to be angry, and I just don’t know how to cope with the least thing I do that could offend Diana … ???

  • That’s the moment when it came to me to look up how to get rid of such painful thoughts.
  • And that’s when I hit the jackpot!
  • I am not codependent!
  • I am not mentally ill!
  • I am not deluded!
  • I am not looking for approval!
  • I am hoping for a healthy relationship with my children.
  • And for that to happen we need to depend on each other for support.
  • And that is the support from my children that I am receiving and giving in return.

Alright! I Am Talking to Myself …

Enough talk. We are all traveling on the same track. No worries. Best of all? Fearlessly, I have made up my mind not to send out Christmas cards. It’s a waste any way that we can look about it. That was one of the stupidest thing that came upon me unexpectedly. I don’t remember ever sending Christmas cards before. O well? I’ll keep the package of cards marked with a big RED X! Hahaha! That is ought to do it! Well? Nothing is happening as I wish for it to happen. Diana grabbed the cards, guess she intends to mail them herself, bless her heart! Hahaha! Back to the drawing board. Heading for bed on Friday, December 15, 2023, at 7:54 pm.

Back To My Saga. Where Was I? …

Here I am! Another 7th Day of Rest! This one on Saturday, December 16, 2023, at 8:46 am. One more clue to the way we are going on the road we are all traveling in. Some think they are all set on the spot. Others tend to lean on the notion this is the end of the road. A good number are waiting to be raptured to Heaven. The atheist seems to me to be more Iamist. Lol! On and on the beliefs & doctrines are so numerous it boggles one’s mind. And me? My eyes are peeled looking forwards. For now? Photoshop.

  • Saturday, December 16, 2023, at 11:30 pm.
  • Bed. Up at 6:14 am on Sunday, December 17, 2023.
  • Woke up from a strange dream again.
  • The dream:
  • It seems that we were running an institution for the needy. We had run out of supplies and had no money. The one in charge of the distribution became deathly ill because of the situation. When it was brought the matter to the leaders one of them reach into his pocket and ordered that bread be bought.
  • I don’t know what it all means. It’s now Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 7:15 am.

Funny! My Last Post Was Ignored for The Most …

Maybe the dream has something to do with the situation I find myself in. What situations that could be? Ha! Good question! I must think about that answer. Maybe it got something to do with Codependency. I’ll see what develops next. In the meantime, I’ll continue to work towards putting it all together in a book as I have been inspired to do. Time now, Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 7:45 am.

A Surprise Shock …

A phone call. I will write about it after I finish setting up the book that I am working on. Actually, let it suffice that it all wound up for the good. Shock is over. Right now, is Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 3:08 pm. I am saving this file for now. I aim to work on setting the book that have been in my mind for a while now.

Well? Acceptance—Quite A Word …

I must accept the span of time from 1985 until this day on Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 5:15 pm to be exact. This covers the time since I have been writing, writing, and writing about myself and my relationship with the Almighty Creator of everything in existence. This is a fact that I must accept no matter what the cost.

Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 5:55 pm. Can you believe it?

Here it is!

Big change in the horizon! I let you know if whenever I shall post next to expand the issue, lov, thia

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What Am I Reading? What Am I Watching? What Am I Doing To …?

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What Am I Doing To My Body & Mind? …

No Big Deal Yet …

Bed on Friday, October 6, 2023, at 8:53 pm. Slept until around 1 am on Saturday, October 7, 2023. Worked for a few hours. Slept a couple more hours. Woke up. Fixed & ate breakfast. Now? Ready to continue with my creations even though it’s the 7th day of rest, but since the kind of work I am called to work on is not physical I am not breaking the command after all. It’s now, Saturday, October 7, 2023, at 11:38 am.

Reflecting …

  • At 6:35 pm on Saturday, October 7, 2023, I find myself reflecting on the way things are developing.
  • There is a big difference between my past & present reflections.
  • I need to sleep.
  • Perhaps I’ll write about it later.

Big Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?

Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 4:00 pm. Maybe now is later, perhaps …? I have been busy updating & posting. Then? Sleeping for the last few hours. I am not sure yet how to express the difference between my past & present reflections.

  • I am going to take a break from the computer to continue with my reading.
  • Perhaps I get inspired while I read.

Decisions …?

Why am I reading this book? It’s time to decide what I want for myself. Time to have the courage to quit doing things to please others at the expense of what it is that pleases me. Reading this series of books that have been suggested to me is not beneficial to my state of mind. Today, Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:05 pm I decided to close the book. Why? Since I started to read this series, my miserable past has been haunting me at nighttime. I find myself jumping out of bed in tears sometimes. I couldn’t figure out what was the cause of my misery until now. Thank goodness!

  • The good part?
  • I did not let my misery get a hold on me.
  • I am ready now to head for bed with thanksgiving in my heart.
  • Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:20 pm.
  • I was looking forward to a good night of sleep. But it did not happen. I started to itch. Had to get up and doctor myself up.
  • Now drinking a cup of chamomile tea with honey hoping for relief enough to sleep.

Now I See the Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?

In the past I used to despair. In the present I know I am in repair. Indeed! Repairing the past damage to my body is called retribution. It is true we always pay or get paid for our past doings whether right or wrong. The way things are developing I am beginning to see clear both sides of the coin. In my lifetime I have done a lot of good as well of a lot of bad.

What’s the secret to this matter? Don’t complain. It’s written.

Quote:

Therefore fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Lord, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.

For I am with you, says the Lord, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.

For thus says the Lord: Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.

There is none to plead your cause; for [the pressing together of] your wound you have no healing [device], no binding plaster.

All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you. For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.

Why do you cry out because of your hurt [the natural result of your sins]? Your pain is deadly (incurable). Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you. (Jeremiah 30:10-15). End of quote.

  • So much has happened since those words were spoken to me a long time ago.
  • Why am I hearing them right now?
  • Could it be because of what I have been reading for the last 6 weeks?
  • Why have I continued to read even when I was appalled with what I was reading?
  • Appalled to see the reflection of my past.
  • Well? As things are developing, I am beginning to see what I needed to see to give closure to that troublesome past of mine.
  • How can that be?
  • It’s part of receiving the power to walk alone into the unknown that only the Almighty knows.

Quote:

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.

The Best Part Of The Power To Walk Alone Into The Unknown …?

Alone. No need for lengthy explanations about my doings. No need to talk. It’s all about power, moral power and excellence of soul. As it is written.

Quote:

1 Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of the Almighty consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul). End of quote.

I Have Been Wondering How Am I To Express Myself …?

Not with words. Let the moral power and excellence of my soul speak for me. So? I do not need elaborate my misery & my findings for relief anymore. That’s the power to walk alone. Two hours into Monday, October 9, 2023, at 2:53 am. Have not been able to sleep at all. Even so? I hope to keep quiet about it. I hear that lovely voice from within again & again.

Quote:

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.

I Hear. I Am Listening & Abiding In His Will …

Conclusion: The Daily Motivation really is the voice of my Beloved Master Creator of my being.  I have been knowing that, but I have been skeptical for fear of man. Today the Master is ending my skepticism. Once upon a time, there was a skeptical me. Is she here. Is she still there? Where is she now? How can I compare what was & what it is concisely without regrets?

  • I rack my brains. I don’t know what to do! I complain.
  • And on que my head starts its pounding, my right arm, my back, my scalp!
  • WHAT TO DO?!
  • O dear! What’s the use?
  • Get up! Walk around.
  • I am fine. Things are working out better than I ever expected. I am empowered to walk alone on these earthly grounds. I am surrounded with love.

Alone. What a mighty concept to grasp. But the best part?

I don’t need to grasp the concept. I don’t need to grasp anything and? I don’t need to rack my brains about what to do at all. I am doing whatever needs to be done. It is all happening as if by magic. Bless my heart.

The Yellow Butterfly …

My super brain finds meaning in the most insignificant details in the environment. In the clouds. The way the winds blows. The sunshine. The sunset. The sunrise. The blooming of the flowers. The broken glasses. The unexpected phone calls. The colors. The birds. The honeybees. And here lately? The yellow butterfly fluttering its wings every time I make myself comfortable in the sunroom. I have been wondering what it means. I sense there is a message this yellow butterfly is delivering to me. Finally, today I looked for the meaning of the yellow butterfly. WOW!

Quote:

According to a tradition from Ireland, seeing a yellow butterfly means success will soon come your way. Perhaps its color is taken to represent gold, and by extension other forms of material gain. Historically speaking, the color yellow has generally been considered a symbol of happiness. Its connection with the sun, source of all life and warmth, made yellow a royal color in cultures with solar deities, like ancient Egypt and China. So, if you’re in the mood for a change of luck, a yellow butterfly makes a good harbinger of better things to come. End of quote.

The Same Message In The Daily Motivation …O well! …

Isn’t that something to consider in these skeptical grounds that I happen to inhabit? Bless my heart! I am on the right path. Let me share the words that until now I was so skeptical about. Silly me! I thought I was? Mother Wisdom, I guess. Bless my heart again to celebrate reading the quote without disdain!

Quote:

Saturday October-7-2023

You will find your way. These feelings of confusion will go away.

You will achieve your innermost desires.

Give yourself grace.

You’re doing the best you can right now.

Don’t compare your journey to others.

You can’t rush through the process of transformation and manifestation.

Trust that every new experience is taking you closer to where you’re meant to be.

Live each day with a sense of curiosity and openness.

Stop obsessing over things that aren’t working for you.

Be open to changing course. Better things are right around the corner.

Sunday October-8-2023

Bad days are a normal part of life.

Some days you just feel “off”, no matter what you do.

Be patient and ride it out.

Don’t let its impact linger. Bad days can’t stop you.

You have survived some downright terrible days and you still managed to achieve your desires and get this far.

Remind yourself that you are stronger than your thoughts and emotions.

You will be fine.

You will get over this bad day and move on to take your life to the next level.

Monday October-9-2023

When we fall into a routine, life seems ‘boring’.

Thoughts about ‘What ifs’ crowd our minds and we start indulging in fantasies about the things we could have experienced.

Remember that every decision has an opportunity cost. No one can experience everything.

A boring life can still be a beautiful life.

Even getting to do the same things every day can be a big blessing.

Don’t ruin a good thing by ruminating or comparing yourself to others.

The life you have created for yourself, and the things you have in your life right now are the result of your prayers, hard work, and persistence.

Cherish them. Fall in love with your life all over again. End of quote.

Oh! Oh! And Oh! What can I say? …

  • Hello! Hello! Hello! I am here!
  • Away skepticism!
  • Away! Away! Away with all isms and what have you in that line of thought!

Motivated I Am Closing Today …

Hello, I am here empowered to walk alone energized by the true love from the Almighty Creator of everything in existence for me, for the greatly loved and dearly prized world.

Applying The Daily Motivation

Tuesday October-10-2023

  • Each time I choose to release thoughts about the past, I choose happiness in the present.
  • My story is constantly evolving.
  • New people and opportunities are appearing in my life.
  • I deserve to experience happiness again.
  • I no longer subject myself to unnecessary suffering by reliving those terrible memories in my mind.
  • With each new day, the distance between me and my past is increasing.
  • I am making sure I’m doing all that I can to heal.
  • I am open to growing in new ways.
  • I welcome a new chapter in my life.
  • I choose hope no matter what.   I believe that things can change.   Better possibilities exist for me.   I believe in a better future.   I can wait patiently for my desires.  

Awake To Be Loved To Love …?

Me. Myself. And? Not only the Master of my being but my loved ones as well most especially my Diana & Mike so lovely taking care of me nowadays. Joy. Peace. IN love. How blessed I am at this precise moment of my life. The meaning of this hour in the Saga of my life: Abundance, wealth, and success. I am already experiencing a period of great prosperity and good fortune under Diana & Mike’s care.

Indeed! I am IN love. His love for me-for us…?

This is the kind of love that can’t be ushered in at one’s will. Infinite. Eternal. Unfathomable. Yet, what can I say? Joy. Peace. IN love it is all about experience not just words. Onward I am going to be ignited by the mystery of His love propelling me onward to a future prepared by His love for me-for us.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

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 thia Basilia—Her Saga—as it was. As it is …

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Breathe …?

Funnyeee! Everything to motivate me got to do with my breathing. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. For goodness’ sake, if I don’t normally breathe I would be dead! Anyhow? Last night without intending to breathe, breathe, breathe? I found myself breathing and my belly going up & down, maybe I was dreaming, who knows?

Honestly? I Am Only Funning Around …?

Actually, I highly respect the faithfulness of so many understanding hearts who give their lives to serve the downtrodden. Their reward is invaluable.

It’s Not Always Easy To Be Our True Selves …

Are You Kidding? It’s Practically Impossible!!! …

BTW this is my masterpiece that has captivated the whole of my attention until today. No apologies. I had a great time squeezing my creating juices, like squeezing a juicy lemon. Ha! Ha! Ha! lov, thia

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I Have Good News About The Saga Of My Life …

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What Is My Future to Be …?

No longer wondering about my future. The proof is in the pudding. As written in the numerous pages I have recorded since 1985, I have had hard times that have left me feeling trapped in a cycle of fear. Even so, I can now dream again. I am no longer afraid to embrace hope. I no longer feel like I’ve used up all my strength to survive the strongest storm of my life and now I don’t even have the energy to dream a new dream.

Good News Indeed! …

I needed time to heal. The amazing thing is that perhaps all my life I struggled to allow myself to feel my emotions, but don’t stop dreaming. How could I have been able to accomplish such a feat? I am not kidding, I faithfully and enthusiastically tried and tried to avoid engaging with my fears, taking those as a waste of my energy. Despair! Totally incapacitated in despair!

  • I wanted to be happy, but happiness eluded me big time.
  • I was a miserable soul!
  • ‘Poor Basilia’ was an accurate way to address me.
  • But guess what?
  • Now, it’s my turn to be happy.

I Am Ready To Enjoy The Better Days Ahead …

I am ready to face the day with courage and openness. The best part? No need to strive to be a little better each day. In fact? No need to strive at all! Why? Courage and openness have become my new nature super naturally ingrained within my being. No kidding! Everything is handed to me in a silver platter before I even think to ask.

So? AWAY! Away! AWAY!!! …

Away with all strivings, worries, fears, and the BOO!!! From the bogey evil ghost in vain booing me anymore! I am going on. Upwards! Upwards! The day has arrived for me. I am free! Free from all my debts, from all the suffocating chains of my lifetime! Free by the power of the immense love of my Heavenly Father for me. Free to arise and come away!

As per His words …

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land. The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. Song of Solomon 2:12, 13.

  • And I Came Away Forever To Stay …
  • Saturday, September 30, 2023, at 11:20 am.
  • Yes, I do get tired of not feeling good, but!
  • I have the power now to overcome it all as if by magic! And?
  • The title: ‘thia Basilia—Her Saga—as it was. As it is …’ will soon hit the waves of the NET!
  • On to post on Sunday, October 1, 2023, at 7:17 am.

Until the next post, lov, thia

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I Embrace The Power Of Inner Stillness …

I Bravely Step Into The Unknown …

Yes, those three headings came today in the Daily Motivation I have finally subscribed to. Why did I subscribe to this Community Family. Simply, I have secretly lived my life guided by mysterious messages that come to me in dreams & visions, in the meaning of numbers & the clouds & birds & flowers, and many other unsuspecting ways, like this email from daily motivation that appeared in my inbox a while ago. Then it stopped. But I remember how appropriate came the answers to whatever I needed guidance at the moment. So? I searched. I found it and subscribed least for now.

Now What? The Unknown …?

The Unknown now claimed to be known. Not so. Indeed! I am prepared to meet the Master Redeemer of my soul. I am not just saying this out of human knowledge and wisdom. For I do have enough knowledge to see the possibility that in 7 days The Abomination That Makes Desolate of Matthew 24, could be set up, but! O there is that but of mine. Why?

  • O well because of that lovely all powerful secret Guide of mine. He has never failed me, nor will He ever do, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I walk into the unknown fearless and confident at the sound of that lovely voice.
  • Yes, The Abomination That Makes Desolate has been knocking at our door for centuries with the warning many claim to know when and how it is to happen.
  • It is now Friday, September 15, 2023, at 8:54 pm. It has been a day! But I am tired, frustrated, and? Sleepy I guess for I am not comfortable at all! Heading for bed.

Learning To Walk Physically Alone …?

In the daytime among human beings? Alone. At nighttime, walking on a road aside a dangerous cliff, alone. Where did everybody go? They were with me at first but now they have disappeared. I am lost. Where am I going?

I Woke Up. Have I? …

Honestly, sometimes I don’t know whether I am awake or still sleeping. I just laid there for a moment. I begin to put things together. The question, Where are You, my Beloved? Silence. I struggle to get up. Is it all an illusion? What in heavens name is for real?

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!”

And So? In Rain Or Shine I Walk Alone Yet …?

I am not alone. Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don’t. What is this thing we call feelings? Ha! So much written unwritten in fancy paper even in stones both ways to be torn or broken up. Do I sound quite pompous and resentful. That’s because I am. But why deny or defend myself? Because it is of no use. The truth needs not my defense. The TRUTH is the Advocate that set me free.

I Am Free! Empowered To Walk Alone But! …

I am no longer lost on a road going nowhere. Sunday, September 17, 2023, at 7:17 am. At this point in my anew, afresh, recreated life I refuse to memorize any technique or routine to live in the human concept of happiness and peace and freedom. I heartly embrace the leading & guidance of that lovely voice within my being. Phew! THAT’S TRUE FREEDOM! Not a learned practice, only the outcome of my submission to the only Being worthy of my submission & obedience as it’s promised.

Blessings for Obedience …

Read it in your own Bible, it’s written in Deuteronomy 28:1-14

Now, Why Are We So Heck Up To Claim & Proclaim “Time and Money Freedom” …?

The struggle to make choices that empower one to BE, DO, HAVE and GIVE more than what one now has is now rampart the thing is driving thousands of enchanted souls. It baffles me but I am not surprised at all. I been there, I done that.

Am I Now Disenchanted? Thank Goodness I AM! …?

I’m crazy, ain’t I? But it feels SO good! To be empowered with wisdom from on high. No kidding! Perhaps someone in my closest circle is bound to exclaim, “it’s about time!” that’s because they have no conception yet of Who is and has been teaching/leading me all the time from before my birth until my eternity comes into view.

Anyhow? Again, The Thing Is I Now Have Time And Money Freedom Without Any Struggle Of My Own …?

For true, I have Time And Money Freedom all the time beyond my wildest imagination. But I have no foot to stand on should judge or criticize both the leaders or the followers of the ‘millionaire’s dream’ for I was there not too long ago chasing the mighty Dollar.

Of Course, That’s What Is Now Call ‘Blocks To Super Abundance’ …

Indeed! The best part of the deal? The huge discount if I am willing to give 1 hour a week listening to the lesson to overcome such ‘blocks’ and only 10 minutes per day repeating the ‘confirmation’ to instill time & money freedom into one’s mind. And to think how willing I then was? It kind of makes me …O well! I don’t know whether it makes me laugh or cry for shame. I choose to laugh, there is nothing to be ashamed about.

  • My thought? Yahushua’s laughter rings in the heavens!
  • And just for that? I stuck a delicious Godiva chocolate in my mouth.
  • Ah! But I thought I was not doing chocolates anymore.
  • Ha! Ain’t I entitled to change my mind as it fits the time?
  • I’ll take a break, it’s now Tuesday, September 19, 2023, at 5:27 pm. Tea time.

Leaving The Beauty Of Autumn …

Looking up to the promised abundance of a summer soon to emerge to consume my entirety humanity. My humanity or my past that still lingers while my physical existence on these earthly grounds as those grounds exist now.

He Carried Me All the Way To The Moment And Beyond …?

What can I say? It’s the odyssey of my life—the saga I am now to portray in the positive aspect of it all. Here we go, humor instead of anger or regret is to be my motto from now until forever. No kidding it’s so much fun to laugh at this life’s stumbling blocks in the road to my eternal destination. Laughter! It makes all troubles flee away like beaten dogs with their tails between the legs.

Funny Thing? …

That’s it for the introduction to this stretch of my journey unto forever joy and peace shall reign under the loving care of the One Who has turned out to be, my Father as well as my Husband as per Isaiah 54. Funny thing? Yes, He is my Father as well as my Husband but! So, He is for you reading these unusual lines that seem crazy to be. Even so, no feelings of jealousy or anything like that, instead?

  • The super admiration for the One Who honors me to be that especial one to comfort Him with my submission and obedience to His will. Amen.

Until the next crazy post on Covid 19 or 20 or who knows?  Lov, thia

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Experience Not Theoretically …?

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What Am I Babbling About Now …?

I Don’t Babble Anymore. I Express my Experience with Wit & Candor …?

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note on Friday, September 8, 2023, at 7:14 pm. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why? Good reasons:

  • I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment.
  • I can easily find out I am not alone.
  • For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore.

Am I Deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for. …

Okay! Let Me Go On With My Saga …

Observing My Own Self. It is now Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 2:01 am. O But That I Would Have Hearken To the ten Commandments most humans know or have heard about. That’s where my mind keeps reverting to. Even so, here lately I have concluded to quit lamenting about it, why?

  • Because by a supernatural power I am now keeping those commandments thus receiving the benefits of doing so.

What’s The Use Of Lamenting Without Action? …

Again, as I have stated before, on this day I aim to summarize a recreated life for the human mind ingrained on me. It all boils down to living by the 1st and most important of the Ten Commandments as well as by the 2nd likened to the 1st.

Here Is Something That Is Palpable In Sight …?

Quote:

It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of My creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

Keeping Up With My Daily Living …?

Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 6:44 am. I’m sleepy but I wish to stay awake to finish the graphics and take care of whatever develops today. Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 8:30 pm, time to try the bed.

The Unknown Things Of Eternal Value …?

Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

  • Entering into the unknown things of eternal value.

I Refuse To Despair …

Friday, September 1, 2023, at 3:43 am. Slept on and off since 9 pm last night. I am up now starting this month still itching like crazy, even so? I refuse to despair. My inner voice is persistent with “fear not!” Love, good at the end shall prevail. Friday, September 1, 2023, at 9:23 pm, heading for bed but I am not sleepy. Slept until 1:55 am on the new day.

No More Or Limited Scriptural Quotes …?

Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 3:03 am. 1st 7th Day of Rest on the 9th month in 2023—a new day of rest for the people of the Almighty Creator commonly known as ‘God’. Therefore, His Holy Spirit says in Hebrews 3:7-19. (Just a reference. The quotes are a thing of my past writings. Is time to relate the tall tales that tell the truth in the saga of my life.)

The Confusion About Nutrition …

Where does it stem from? Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I have been searching how to fight my affliction. I was led to a site instructing me to eat exactly what other sites tell me to avoid. Phew! Fixed me my delicious black beans soup. I sure hope to win this war from now on. One thing they all agree on is to stay away from sugar. On that I am making progress.

  • The biggest conquest is my cravings for chocolates and chocolate desserts.

About The Rubbish Both In My Mind And In The House …?

Monday, September 4, 2023, at 3:40 am. It is time again to get rid of rubbish both in my mind and in the house. Fear not! Onward! Upward! On with the saga of my life. Had labor day brunch at Diana’s. at the end I came back home because I didn’t feel good. Slept. Frustrated creating free blog for autobiography.

Keeping a record of my time:

  • Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 6:40 am. Ready for whatever this day brings. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 7:25 pm. Pc off, no internet. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 10:29 pm. I finally went to bed. Slept.
  • Wednesday, September 6, 2023, at 5:32 am. Been up for a couple hours composing and replying to Denise with the contents of the next post. Will fix breakfast now. The Net quit again. Will turn off to see if that helps.
  • Thursday, September 7, 2023, at 2:14 am. This was a day of reckoning. Ending with quite stark realizations again.

Reflecting …

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why?

  • Because I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment;
  • I can easily find out I am not alone. For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore. My citizenship is the heavens.

Am I deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for.

O well! The wanting? …

Something I have to deal with constantly. Nevertheless, I now control them not them control me. This Saturday, September 9, 2023, at 9:18 am I came upon the Daily Motivation for Saturday September-9-2023.

Quote:

  • You are overcoming your trauma triggers.
  • You are on a path of deep healing.
  • Some days will be harder than others, but you must keep going.
  • Do not let your past life keep you from embracing joy in the present.
  • Bigger blessings are coming your way.
  • Everything is okay now.
  • Life is about to give you what you have been wishing for.
  • You’re being guided to where you are meant to be.
  • It’s your turn to celebrate and get excited again.

A New Season Is Here …?

I feel more grateful each day. I embrace the sweetness of life. I am okay with imperfection. I am falling in love with my life again. I am reconnecting with my truth. I am singing again despite my belly ache plus breaking my gifted jar of lemon-fig preserve. I am tempted to say “I got up on the wrong side of the bed as my father used to say when someone woke up crossed. But I caught myself and began to sing:

I’m so happy as I travel, traveling with an angel band.

And I’m living so my life for Yahushua to shine!!!

  • Must continue on waking up.
  • I slept for a few hours.

There Is No Such Thing As Learning To Love …

Or, is there such a thing? Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 9:40 pm. Sleepy. Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 12:48 am. I am up. Reflecting. What’s this thing about learning to love myself? I do understand to love myself is the 2nd most important of the commandments but it’s only half of it as it is written.

  • I can’t undo the past events, experiences, and moments of darkness that changed me from what I meant to be.
  • I do not “like” who I am in the eyes of this world right now.
  • But I still have to “love” myself to change myself for the better.

Funny! I Have Been Swimming Against The Current All My Years …?

No problem. The Master Creator of my being has let me know that I have a strong connection with Him. I am fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of His Presence within me.

Ha perhaps Your response is in the meaning of the number 37.

Quote:

Back to the number 37. Modified quote by My Spirit within you.

What Does It Mean When you Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help, flow with your situation.
  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?

Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

I am aware of your frustrations.

But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

There is nothing I can deny to you.

I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

Your children as well shall do the same.

Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

You are now playing in My Major League.

My highest Royalty in Authority.

The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

Just the same.

Governing Order and Rulership.

A perfect governmental foundation.

Your Jubilee.

Your Liberation From Oppression.

Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

A burst of joy in your heart you get.

Onward My precious child!

I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Indeed! The Shocking Facts To Me …?

  1. As of now, 40% of the victims have not been identified.
  2. The master mind of the plan to blow up the towers have been caught but not yet try.
  3. This man’s statement, his reason beyond his criminal actions.

Amazing! Talking About The Decline Of The Age …?

Even so? No comment. My whole being is set on solid grounds. I am no longer searching for answers. It is futile. The Master Creator of everything in existence has all the answers. So what? Accept. Submit.

  • I have gone that route.
  • I have been faithful to Him.
  • What did I get?
  • The shaft!
  • NO THANKS!!!
  • Don’t even mention such words to me.
  • I have come to love myself & others unconditionally!!!

Wow! A Burning Flame Of Repressed Anger!

Rampart, unrecognized anger. The kind of anger that isolates one to their own conclusions & beliefs, and? The worst: the root of the great ‘fallen away’. It’s now Tuesday, September 12, 2023, at 11:35 am. I choose to withhold my comment. I need to wait. Will resume my reading for now, perhaps I fall asleep.

  • I have been sensing such anger in most souls of my acquaintance claiming unconditional love but I could not putt it together until now by the way things are developing.
  • First the burst of anger. Then?
  • The reasonable explanation about what is conceived as ‘unconditional love’.

Quote:

As far as unconditional love, I don’t need you to love me back, or to understand, and respect me for me to love you. If there isn’t balance and reciprocation, then the actual physical relationship, may become nonexistent, but the unconditional love still remains.

And each of us must work out what it is that we’re willing to do or who we’re willing to be in a relationship with based upon this balance. But if I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone because I’m not in alignment with them, it does not mean that I don’t unconditionally love them. Because unconditional love cannot be earned. It’s simply means that I’m gonna go my Way and that person is going to go to their way but the respect and love remains. End of quote.

Can We Really Be Free & Complete Without …?

Without the primordial need to be loved back? I am beginning to realize it cannot be done. And that is for a good reason. We were created to be loved so that we can love in return. Well? Here comes the biggie!

  • I am not ashamed of who or how I am.
  • As of this moment I no longer fear the awful predicament of not fitting in.
  • Why should I struggle to fit in any or all situations that come my way?
  • Why should I demand of myself to fit in or choose retreat from socializing?
  • What is worst, why should I miss an opportunity to mend the broken threads of my dysfunctional former family?
  • It does not make sense to tell the truth.

I Need To Face The Matter, That’s For Sure …?

No matter what, when, or how things were or things are, for me? I need to face the fact that I am not fighting against flesh & blood. I am fighting against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere as in Ephesians 6:10-20.

  • I have not forgotten the Scriptures.
  • Only, here lately I have been convicted of my misinterpretation of such words. Naturally, I have stopped quoting them, but as of the moment I see the necessity to quote the fallacy of my former interpretation.

My Idea To Apply The Written Words To Live By …?

I was determined to be strong in my concept or my belief in the Savior of our souls. O but how ridiculous I see my former beliefs & practices. Good thing that as of lately the Master Redemer of my being has absolved me. Therefore, I am ready now to tell on me. What a relief!

Quote:

Ephesians 6:10-20

(10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

(11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

  • Every morning I would get up and read those verses without fail for that was my idea to be ‘strong in the Lord’ as well as ‘Putting on God’s whole armor’.
  • Ha! Ha! It reminds me of little Steven—my precious son. I got a note from his 1st grade teacher informing me that Steven was not turning in his homework.
  • I was puzzled because every day I would ask him about doing his homework, his answer, “I did it in school!” and off he would run to resume his playing in the street without a care in this world.
  • So, I headed to school to talk to his teacher.
  • What? The teacher would write on the blackboard what the children had to do for their homework and would prompt the children to write it down so they could remember what to do.
  • Of course, my boy faithfully complied to do what he thought to be his homework. Bless his heart and mine!

Once I Faithfully Claimed The First Two Verses …?

No doubt about it, I was convinced that I was not wrestling with flesh and blood but I was dressed with the Lord’s armor, enabling me to resist and stand my ground on the evil day. This routine went on and on for many days that turned into weeks, months, even years until? My Beloved Master put stop to it.

  • Well? O well! My Master’s wisdom to keep a lid on his plan for my life in His mind.
  • Wednesday, September 13, 2023, at 5:03 am.
  • Break time, time to discover what’s beyond my Master’s wisdom. Last night was a breakthrough in the line of mysteries.

Acceptance. Submission. Discernment. Love …?

Tall, tall words to utter them flippantly. So much written on them words. So much done about them, and? It has all been practically in vain! Our lives like the novels I read have plot twists too. The only results?

Frustration. Confusion. Corruption. The worst? Further rebellion. Suppressed Anger. Denial …?

Even when we choose to only look to that elusive goodness, we in vain pursue. Hey! Where are you, my brother, my sister, my friend, my mother as well as my father? And for goodness sake, Where are you, Almighty Creator of everything in existence? By the way, where am I?

Hopefully, I hope. Hope. There is always hope! Thank goodness!

There is the beauty of the sunset of the age to hope for …

Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

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At My Prime Again!!! Winning the Itching Battle …

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  • Greetings to my friends in the USA, S. Africa, Jordan, United Arab Emirates, India, and the four corners of the earth.

Really? What On Earth Makes Me So Sure It Is So? …

I am Practicing being happy for no reason. Everything is temporary in life…Go figure it, lol.

Indeed! I Am Sure This Time. I Am As Serious About It As A Massive Heart Attack …?

How this can be? That’s what I am asking myself. How this can be my prime again? Last night I developed a massive headache. I racked my brain searching my memory for relief. A cup of coffee would do, I thought. I headed to the kitchen. O me! I got the bright idea to fix me a cappuccino. Yeah, I enjoyed it.

  • After a while the headache subsided.
  • I went to sleep.
  • Suddenly ferocious itching woke me.
  • for heaven’s sake!
  • The itching had stopped.
  • What is going on with my body, with my mind?

Stark Realizations …

My body is reacting to my mind. What is in my mind twisting my body with painful extremely uncomfortable reactions that is driving me to insanity?

Have You Ever Questioned Your Reactions …?

I wonder and ponder. Crazy me. Why wonder about you? Why not let go, leave you to your own self?

What Are You To Me? What Are The Realities I Am Dealing With …?

Well? For now I, you, and the rest of the worldlings are beginning to merge into a beautiful tapestry, intriguing but emanating the light of healing the horrors of a buried sulking past.

O Well! That’s Just Me! …?

What’s the matter with me? Ah! Don’t you see what you are doing to yourself. Why don’t you quit all the nonsense and accept the fact that you are old, and you are not going to be young again?

Ha! Ha! Ha! Wait Until Your Turn Comes …?

Do you really think you will enjoy turning into an invalid? … Silence. Hum! That’s enough! I don’t want to talk about such things. I’m busy …? End of conversation, but!

The Bright Shinny Spark Of The Meeting Of Our Minds …?

Ah! Maybe, just maybe this miserable itching shall turn tails away to the land of no return. Hope. There is ALWAYS hope …

  • It’s now Friday, September 8, 2023, at 4:55 am. Just finish drinking my cup of coffee, just coffee no cappuccino for me, that’s for sure …least for a time, eh?

Until the next post, lov, thia for short.