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Hello Ye All When I Am Feeling The Worst Father Makes Me Feel The Best! Read On.

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Tuesday, December 29, 2015 at 6:17 pm
Father? I have not been able to sleep for coughing. You remain silent. I am cold and uncomfortable. I have not any more supplies to help me with this cough. Unless You intervene? Don’t know what’ll be the end of this. Perhaps the end will be greater than my imagination. You know best.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015 at 3:29 am
O Father You are so good to me. It is as I wrote to my friend about my present predicament of severe attack of coughing?

No kidding! That’s the beauty of my life? Joyful in whatever state I am! But no, I am feeling worst! That’s OK though. Father is showing Satan that no matter what Satan throws at me? I will never quit Him! Hahaha! Satan had me bound but Yahushua set me free. Tell everybody about my report–help to spread the news. I love you!

The same goes for all of my readers? Tell everybody about my report–help to spread the news.
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His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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The Future? Is In My Father’s Hands.

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Worthy Responses

Monday, December 28, 2015 at 4:56 am
Father? I am cold and I can’t stop the coughing? Are You teaching me a lesson that I have not grasped yet? Perhaps.
I just plead for the power from on high to withstand this malady. In addition, I know that, Die To Live is to make an impact on Your people, yet, I have not had much of a response on my latest post announcing it. What gives my Father?
O but You hold my future in Your hands. Your plans for me along the rest of crew? They are good. So it is written,

Jeremiah 29 10-14
For thus says the Master, When seventy years are completed for Babylon, I will visit you and keep My good promise to you, causing you to return to this place.

For I know the thoughts and plans that I have for you, says the Master, thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome.

Then you will call upon Me, and you will come and pray to Me, and I will hear and heed you. Then you will seek Me, inquire for, and require Me as a vital necessity and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you, says your Maker, and I will release you from captivity and gather you from all the nations and all the places to which I have driven you, says your Maker, and I will bring you back to the place from which I caused you to be carried away captive.

Monday, December 28, 2015 at 6:36 am
Indeed! Your plans for me along the ones You have placed in my path of life? Those plans are good.
I did not get many responses but, the couple of responses I got I worth the worth,

From a friend,
What thoughts come to me about it: submission, humility, surrender, trust. “May Yahweh bless you from Zion,He who made heaven and earth!”

From Leland,

The people of this world are hungry, they are searching, and you are there to show them what they’re really looking for but do they see it? I think most people today are searching for something to make me, I, self, feel good, to have a happy trip. They would rather not think about serious things like, is there another place to spend eternity besides the shopping mall?

Leland hits the nail on the head. The situation with my people? Much disturbs Your Truly.

Even so, my trust & confidence are not on the people? They are only human beings. They have no conception of how the Father grieves for their behavior.

My trust is in Father Yah Who made heaven and earth as well as our selves. He knows us. Yet He says,

Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, your Maker, knew that you, O house of Yisrael, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel in revolt from your birth.
For My name’s sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off. Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction.

So? The future of this blog and all that pertains is in our Father’s hands. I will not fret about it. I am going on and on and on!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Back With The Fruit Of My Labor For The Last Few Day—A New Free Download Blog. Check It Out!

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Die To Live

Sunday, December 27, 2015 at 1:48 pm
I slept for a bit. ‘Been for about an hour. I am still not feeling too good but, I will continue to work on the book Dying In The Present Living In Eternity.

Sunday, December 27, 2015 at 5:39 pm
Father? Thanks for taking control of my wicked carnal nature. Nothing and none of Your ways are the way I figure them to be.

My idea of Your control should cause me to think and act properly at all times? What a fallacy! For then I would be a human robot just like the rest of human beings!

Hahaha! I know this will give a lot of thumbs down from the loving positive arena? Should I refrain from my sarcastic remarks? Nay!

That was? Inspired sarcasm! Truly, take a look around? What do you see?
Same people, men, woman, children all conforming to the same fashions in mode, same foods, same etiquette—don’t say this, don’t say that, you talk too laud, where are your manners?

Where is the individuality? In most cases? Its frowned upon! Our minds are programmed to act & react correct or in-correct or perish.

Much ado is put nowadays on self! Self-discipline, self-sufficient, self-improvement and what have you!

Me? Forget it! No self-anything for me other than self-death! Thus I am announcing now the blog, Die To Live. It’s a whopper! Check it out!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Alright! So I Did Not Get An Avalanche Of Comments From My Last Post. Let Me See What Happens With This Post. It’s A Whopper!

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Hum! I am no longer giving much of details (going to bed and hope for sleep. It’s 11:34 pm) Alright! It is now 4:00 am on this next day, Tuesday, December 22, 2015. I couldn’t fall asleep after thinking all kind of evil thoughts about my son Ahmad. Then I  woke up nearly one hour ago. Fixed me a mixture for my cough and my detox drink. Proceeded to wash the few dishes & spoons in cold water for there is no hot water hitter to be had. Now? Back at the computer, hands so cold I can hardly hold the mouse, small hitter for the room will take a few minutes to hit up and, me? Perfectly content! No complaints. No resentment for the lack of even the considered basic necessities in the USA like AC and hot water hitter! The cough & discomfort of yesterday? Gone! Energy & enthusiasm to begin this next day is all in place! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Father always knows what’s best!

Yes! A resounding YES! One more time, You are turning things around for me! Upwards, closer to You than ever before You are lifting Yours truly!

Friday, December 18, 2015 at 3:09 pm
Father? Thanks for giving me Your strength to withstand and overcome the evil moments that come against not only against myself but also against all the goodness and the power of Your love within my being!

Call to action? For the new blog.

Friday, December 18, 2015 at 5:54 pm
Call to action? What is it? Call to action is a term used for elements in a web page that solicit an action from the user. It is actually used to sell something but, it is also used to give something whether that be information or some kind of gift.

As I am creating my book blog, this call to action is part of the layout that I am using, so, I got to thinking, what sort of action am I to solicit from the visitor to this website? Definitely, I am not selling any item of material value.

Ah! It just came to me my Father! I will just quote Your words to me a while back when I was wondering what kind of value can I bring to the world with the writing of the many books that I have written?

“In the journey of your life in My Presence I have implanted My written words within you to produce LIFE & STRENGTH to live accordingly to My will and desire for you to live by! LIFE & STRENGTH to live the life that you are now experiencing is the HARVEST and the most valuable product that you have to offer in these BOOKS to My children.” said Father Yah to thia.

O dear reader, I wish to entice you to click first the link to Power From On High! Then go on to Dying In The Present Living In Eternity. For the life that I am now experiencing in the Presence of my Father is the HARVEST and the most valuable product that I have to offer in these BOOKS to you and to all of our Father’s children.

Saturday, December 19, 2015 at 12:38 pm
I will turn off the computer to re-arrange things one more time. I hope I wind up with an arrangement to last for a while.

Saturday, December 19, 2015 at 11:14 pm
O my Father, as You know this 7th Day of rest passed by me without much ado. I did re-arranged my working environment. It looks like this new arrangement will help my ‘tennis’ elbow.

Father? You know that I do not understand at all why Ahmad is acting the way he is acting lately. The only sense I have is to reject his behavior.

It seems to me that Ahmad is playing a deadly game with Satan himself. I know that I cannot tolerate his behavior anymore. I wait on You to change the circumstances according to Your will not mine.

In actuality, it is not just Ahmad but, most all that have been knowing me for a long time, do not believe or rather refuse to accept the fact that You have called me into Your service.

So, they all wait for me to get ‘off my fling’ as they put it. To them, everything that I write has no evidence that it comes from You, my Father. Why?

Because, everything that I write and say and do is against the world’s system that is programmed into their minds.

I cannot change their attitude towards me but, at the same time, I wish, my Father to just be left alone. I know for sure that, I will never go back to that system. Going to bed.

Sunday, December 20, 2015 at 2:51 am
I went to bed. I laid down and began to pull the two heavy cold blankets over while I began to feel the blunt of the absence of human contact and the excruciating pain in my body.

I said, Father? Embrace me. I have no one but You. You are my Healer. You are my Husband. You are my Father. You are everything for me! Embrace me my Father and take this pain away while I sleep.

Let me wake up resting underneath Your everlasting arms. Let me not bicker nor complain about the lack of anything. For You have bountifully blessed me with everything.

I woke up. As usual, I headed for the toilet hoping to make it. I made it! I said, ‘Thanks, my Father!’. Then I proceeded to fix me my detox drink. All the time I am thinking, “Father? I miss my ‘Honey’. You provided me with my ‘honey’ for only such a little time.

Even so, in that short period from 1987-1992? I lacked no human comfort. Better than that, I experienced Your kind of love.

O I miss my ‘Honey’! The only human being on this earth that gave me everything and took nothing from me! Only the debt of love—Your kind of love You, my Father that You commanded me to pay to my Honey. And I did! How?

I shared Your Presence within my being with my Honey and my Honey responded to that Presence. Yes, siree! Who was my Honey! He was a real man. A man not many could compare to!

Sunday, December 20, 2015 at 12:32 pm
Father? Thanks for giving me the incentive to take care of myself and of my little apartment. I got all things situated to suit me quite well.

Many thoughts are running through my head. I know that at the moment, I am at cross roads again. I have been known that since You arranged this little apartment for me.

You are turning things around for me. I am beginning to see it more clearly every day. I am overwhelmed at the turn of events. Of course all possibilities for my near future are running wild on my mind.

What to do? Amazing! I am not only doing what needs to be done but also whatever needs to be done that I am doing is coming to me just as if I would have spent time & money in plans to the effect.

Indeed! I have never been so confident in all of my life, always in the past, no matter what I did, I always had the question or fear whether my deed was the right thing to do.

Not this time. I have not any questions whatsoever! Why? Because I know that every minute detail of my life is totally controlled by You, my Father. How can I be so sure?

I am sure because by this time in my life, I have truly become as a little child depending on my Father for real and without any reservations.

I refuse to depend on my understanding and the human understanding of our Father. For all of us have been bamboozled at one time or another during the course of our lives, to believe erroneously about everything that pertains to our Father/Creator.

Even so, our Father/Creator is now setting the record straight, believe it or not. Thus, our Father/Creator leads me to publish whatever He wants to bring to the attention of His children.

At the moment, I must give to you all a book I have forgotten that I even wrote yet, right at this precise moment while I was looking for my writing about ‘The Lost Sheep of Yisrael’, Father led me to, The Restoration of our Souls.

Sunday, December 20, 2015 at 10:06 pm
I had a full and productive day. But at this hour I had to go to sleep. I could go no more.

Monday, December 21, 2015 at 1:29 am
I woke up. Worked on the new blog for a couple of hours. I fixed my detox drink. Meanwhile, much has run by my mind. Have I committed myself to any of those thoughts or imaginations? Nope!

I am alert to Your leading my Father. I refuse to give way to my thoughts, feelings or imaginations about anything or anybody. I am sensing a big turn of events from You.

Even so, I will not speculate. I wait on You to lead & direct me on what to do and what and when to publish in the new blog.

Physically I feel fairly good but, it feels like the sniffles are threatening me. You are my Healer, O my Father, weather the sniffles or anything else wants to invade my body, I call on Your protection.

Monday, December 21, 2015 at 2:33 pm
Father, I thank You for pointing out to me that You are my Provider not Ahmad. You have provided this apartment for me.

Sure, Ahmad neglected to make the necessary repairs but, that is between You and Ahmad. It is not for me to get my feelings hurt and retaliate because of Ahmad’s neglect.

In addition, it is not for me to make any demands however right I have to make such demands. On the contrary, it is for me to respond in kindness by doing the work myself with gladness of heart.

O my Father, I thank You for giving me this insight. Even so, You know that I can see now what is evident to everybody else but to myself and I am very distraught about it.

Yes, I can see what is causing Ahmad’s wrong doings but Ahmad cannot see it. Thus he is unable to admit his wrong doings and begin to make amends.

You know my Father that so far I have not known what to do about Ahmad’s misbehavior towards me. Even so, with the situations for the last few months, You have been showing and empowering me to do what needs to be done for the sake of Ahmad.

Most definitely, it is not for me to pretend or presume to do anything about this situation in the name of love and kindness as perceived by my carnal mind and the carnal mind of others.

But such is what I have been doing until the day before yesterday. Suddenly! I could not tolerate or empathize with Ahmad at all! In no uncertain terms, I order my beloved Ahmad to leave my home and not to come back!

Wow! Was that an outburst of anger? No, it was not! As I see it now my Father, that is what needed to be done.

For Ahmad came with much reluctance to fix what he thought needed to be fixed, not what really needs fixing. Anyhow, yesterday I proceeded to begin to fix my little apartment my own self.

I did much work that Ahmad could have done before my furniture was brought in so, there was not much joy in my labor because of my bias thoughts.

On top of that I exposed my body to the cold temperature and that is why today, my body is responding with the threat of a cold.

So, after a while I went to bed feeling pretty smug for the work I had done the day before. I laid down recounting all the evil that Ahmad has done to me.

For the life of me I could not think of any good that Ahmad has done for me in the last seven years. But the latest situations since Ahmad brought me to this awful town? Unbelievable!

Even so that, I couldn’t think of any good from Ahmad to me, the thought came to me, ‘This apartment is My gift to you. It is not from Ahmad that you have this apartment. It’s your apartment—My gift!”

At that very moment, it came to me to stop my ill thinking, to get up and work on my bedroom like I did in the kitchen the day before. So I did! I swept. I moved things around. I heaved and pushed my bed until I got situated just right. I lifted the heavy blankets that take man power to lift and switched them to suit the bed position. I figured out how to make a night table out of one of my suitcases. I tidy up everything and, walla! Conquered feat!

Thus, through it all I have had to endure from Ahmad, You, my Father, have tempered & strengthened my character to mold me in the likeness of Your Son—the Messiah, the One You sent to redeem my soul and transfer me from the kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light.

What do that means? Just a religious mouth off? A Christian cliché? Well, that is what it is for most all people, Christians & non-Christians.

But to me? It means my reality. For You, my Father, have been showing to me, step by step, how that transfer has been taking place.

All the tumultuous affair between Ahmad, my son and thia/Basilia, his mother has been happening under Your watchful eye, my Father.

Thus, You have strengthened me to endure rather than abandon Ahmad and, under the pressure from my carnal understanding & the understanding of so many, renounce the task that You have assigned unto me.

O but how amazing and unpredictable are Your doings! Yes! A resounding YES! One more time, You are turning things around for me! Upwards, closer to You than ever before You are lifting Yours truly!

Wow! It is joy inexplicable and full of esteem and honor to You and the half has never yet been told! Now I shall post! My people must read this for You to do the same for them in whatever circumstance of life they find themselves in! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
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And, O people, never mind the comments. We writers are all an independent, revolutionary bunch that would not allow anyone to tell us what to do! My apologies for telling you to comment or not to comment on my posts.
Everything in this world is orchestrated by our human minds. Even so, we writers see beyond the shenanigans of the human mind to supersede—we see . thus, we declined to be seduced by such shenanigans. Hooray! That’s all!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Here Goes An Invite For Comments To My Bloggers’ Family!

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Thursday, December 17, 2015 at 1:00 am
This Your day that You have made for me and for Leland and, maybe, just maybe for all of those renegades that don’t follow the lead that You have appointed to yours truly and Your servant Leland? :-)

Anyhow, this Your day that You have made, period, has started out for me with roaring laughter! As it is Your design & purpose, I have been corresponding with Your servant Leland.

O but what a blessed day it was the day You had Leland make a comment in one of my comments to Kally! That surely was a blessed day!

Now, I have been blessed with several bloggers following and commenting on the blogs that You have inspired me to create but, Leland? He is such an special blessing.

So, I got a comment from him where I missed the meaning of his ‘ROSE colored glasses. He replied with much kindness to me and straightened my misunderstanding.

Such kind explaining got my attention but, when he added the last part of his reply? I exploded in healthy laughter. I had wrote in my comment that we were like the energizer battery bunny only we were running none stop on our Master’s battery.

Let me share his reply as he wrote it for all to enjoy these two seniors enchanting exchange of healthy & pure fun way to get the point across!

That energizer battery bunny will be sleeping by the path when thia licona and leland zip past, onward, out of sight, into the future……What was that power? Sure wasn’t Superman! Just the never ending power of the Master!!!

Friday, December 18, 2015 at 4:39 am
Alright, now let me share with you another exchange with the ‘Lonely Author’. I got up about an hour ago feeling pretty decent after several hours of sound sleep.

I fixed me a brew and headed to my emails to see if there was something new among the hundred non read emails that I have not time to read yet.

Ah! I spotted among a few others, a comment from the thelonelyauthorblog? I clicked to check it out?

Hum? Only two words, ‘Beutiful post.’? Ha? Looking at his monkey pic at the old typewriter? I thought, He sure looks lonely? Let me cheer him up! I proceeded to write my cheer to my fellow ‘lonely’ blogger. Here is my reply,

Thanks! I’m intrigued by your blog’s title. Me, too, I could say I’m a lonely author but then, I hear the lovely voices from the waves of the blog world and, I am not lonely anymore! Father has gifted me with a sizable Bloggers’ Family! HaHaHa! HalleluYah! We have our cake of loneliness and we can also eat it in the company of our Bloggers’ Family! How sweet it is! :-)

So now? I have my post for the day. I hope all the members of my ‘Bloggers’ Family’ get to read this and…reply with a fun worthy comment as well! How ‘bout that?:-) :-) :-)
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Beauty Is The Snare Of The Times. What Is The Use To Tell It? All Are Happily Ensnared. Repent Is Not A Word To Fit Into The Beauty Chest.

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Hey, ye all, don’t forget to check, Flowers From On High There are several books to choose from–Good Reads by yours truly. :-)

REPENT? Ain’t I the one that needs to REPENT and come back to the beautiful array of Religion galore? Duh!

Wednesday, December 16, 2015 at 10:58 am
Father? You know that I write, write and write all things that You inspire me to write. You also know that I read all the writings that You inspire me to read.

As I read the many beautiful words expressing the heart of Your people, I can’t help but to think, “What is the use, my Father?”

Along the same lines I think about the many, many souls of my acquaintance that could win the highest award for their goodness.

People that have committed themselves to Your service. People that have sacrificed their life and time to help others. What of them all, my Father?

I know that You have given to each one of us our lot in life. Furthermore, I do not dare to question anyone’s doings or beliefs. For none are my servants. They all belong to You. You are their Master.

What I do mean to do is only what You instruct me to do or say to the righteous or to the unrighteous. Sometimes You direct me to one specific individual. Most of the time You direct me to speak to all.

In either case, I have not much of an indication that what I write, say or do is of any use to anyone. Not that people dislike me or my writings, no, actually, I fear the likes from my people.

Furthermore, when I read or hear about the beauty of it all, I simply cannot get impressed! What is the use for it all, my Father?

Hum! I see it my Father! I see it! There is no use for it all unless You make use of any of it! It seems like all of my loved ones are intent in loving, helping, encouraging each other. What about me?

Ha! That’s what I see—me and my comparing to others. Me and that insidious want to be recognized. Me and my insidious quest for whatever agenda of my own. Me, disgusting me is what I see.

In the other hand, once I take my eyes off of me, I can see, clearly why, in general there is no use for all the beautiful words to encourage Your people. No use whatsoever at this moment of time!

What? Am I crazy? Not at all! But the words of encouragement that I am hearing from all directions are certainly beautiful, yet, those words are not needed to awake the people from their slumber in beauty land!

That’s the problem! Beauty is the snare that is holding us prisoners of our own carnal selves. I see it. Many a young or troubled souls also see it and wind up hanging or otherwise ending their existence to avoid the snare of the elusive beauty in this world.

Think about it. Some two thousand years ago, we were given a new chance at eternal life. What were the words to announce that chance? Were those poetic words of love & beauty? Nay! Not much poetic beauty in the word, REPENT!

Likewise today. But who am I to mouth off such word to anyone? Even so, there is no need for me to do such a thing.

All is needed from me is to write the observations that herein I have written about my dilemma, What is the use? I have done so. I will post this matter in due time.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015 at 4:09 pm
Due time. Most certainly there is a season and a time for everything under the sun as it is written. By the same token, there is our Father/Creator’s time. Of such things? None of us can quite figure them out.

So? The best thing that You have taught me, my Father, the best thing is, to quit trying to figure You and all of Your doings out.

O my Father, You give me much to pass on to Your children. Even so, in the long run You have given that much and ten-fold more to many others, all for what it seems to be of no avail.

For Your people are quite satisfied to live the way they have chosen to live and are adamant to even consider the possibility that their chosen life is not of Your liking.

Besides, when I read the Book of Ecclesiastes? My mind goes into a spiral of thoughts and wonders of the meaning of such words.

But then? I come to Yahushua. I hear His words, “You have heard that it was said to the men of old,….but I tell you now…unless your righteousness surpasses…you cannot enter the Kingdom of heavens…what good is it if you only love your brother? You therefore must be perfect as my Father in the heavens is perfect.”

So many times in my past I had read and wondered and pondered on such words. I remained puzzled and bewildered about it all until?

Until the due time came for the Almighty Spirit of our Father/Creator to open and inscribed such words in the depth of my innards.

Indeed! The power of love from on high was invested on me along with the power of understanding the application of such words.

Even more so, along with the peace that surpasses all human understanding and the power to sit still in His Presence and wait with patient composure to see His deliverance.

What can I now say? When our Father’s due time come, the snare of worldly love & beauty shall be broken.

The prisoners shall be set free. The beauty of Yahushua’s Presence shall be the reality for all!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia.

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Positive Christian Thinking Programmed In My Mind Has Been Chalked Off & Out That Mind Of Mine For Good!

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Read. You do not agree? Chalk it all off & out! Instead, print your positive Christian thinking programmed in your mind in big letters, post it on your wall and go on & on until…the curses threaten to destroy you for eternity just like it happened to yours truly. O what a day of rejoicing that would be!

Yesterday, I was ‘busy’ and neglected to post here. I only posted on Flowers from on high! Check it out.
For now? Let’s get on with the present post.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015 at 2:32 am
Well, what do you know? I did not miss a day. I recorded yesterday—Tuesday. Today? It’s Wednesday—the next day and, O my Father, You brought to my remembrance to check my journal right now.

When I looked at the time, for sure, I thought it had been long days since I had recorded anything. Yes, for sure also, I live up above in Eternity somewhere but, I have to check in this world here & there just to take note of what’s up down here where I do not belong, how about that? Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Well, I find things not much different than yesterday. Same aching carcass of mine. Same brew to alleviate that painful condition. Same computer challenges. And same ‘gooney’ thia/Basilia wondering & pleading with the Father/Creator, “Help me, my Father, help me! Unless You help me, there is no other way!”

Would you think Father rushes to help this pitiful thia/Basilia? Indeed! The song that comes to mind is, “I beg your pardon, I never promised you a rose garden…”

O well, You are so right, my Father, so right! Whoever wrote that song must to been talking to You. Or, maybe that song writer read the curses in Deuteronomy 28:15-68, I wonder.

Whatever! Reading Deuteronomy 28:15-68 I get rather dizzy just to begin to see the stark reality of our existence.
Sometimes, if not all the time, I wonder, ‘Has anyone read that passage of Scripture? Myself? Hum! Maybe, just maybe, I skipped it?

Instead, I printed the Blessings in big letters & a nice frame and pasted in my wall as a reminder that I was blessed not cursed! What a fallacy!

Even so, that was the result of my positive Christian thinking programmed in my mind like written in stone brains! Hahaha!

It took Father all those long seven years in this oppressed society or wilderness of people that He brought me into, it took Him that long to deprogram that Positive Christian Mantra from me! O what a blessing!

Just hearing the mention of the lines of that song, jolts me into the reality of my now, Dying in the Present Living in Eternity—that my Father did promised, big time!

Get on with our Father in these crazy lines that I write and you would be, for sure, singing or hearing that, “I beg your pardon, I never promised you a rose garden” only to jolt your memory of a better promise—the promise of Eternal Life!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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So Much Is Happening While I Sit Still In The Presence Of My Father While He Does His Works In All Hearts & Minds….

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My entire array of shenanigans ALL GONE! SOLD OUT! Hahaha! HalleluYah! What a blessing! So? My Master Continues To Develop The Scope Of My Time Here Until…

Hey! It is not a matter of being ‘good’ or ‘bad’! It’s a matter of submission. Am I submitted to my Maker?

Saturday, December 12, 2015 at 10:46 pm
Well, I recorded the date but, I went to check my cooking and never came back to record my thoughts at that moment of time. Now, the midnight just strokes. On to another day.
Sunday, December 13, 2015 at 12:03 am
One more midnight on the way to Kingdom come! Yeap! Soon and very soon, we are going to see the King! HalleluYah! HalleluYah!
In the meantime, I must follow Your lead to alert Your children to prepare to receive the King. We must be thinking on the lines of, Luke 21:34-36 TAKE HEED worldly worries?

But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life, and lest that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose; For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth. Keep awake then and watch at all times—be discreet, attentive, and READY, praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things taken together that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.

For myself? I am taking heed big time! Daily and under any and all circumstances, I am dying to the present life on these earthly grounds and living in the bliss of eternity!
So? I am human, eh? I have to eat and drink and take care of all my basic needs, that I do but, to indulge in all the luxuries of my past? No longer a need to do so!
Sunday, December 13, 2015 at 4:19 am
The last sentence was written while my head was bent and my eyes practically closed. I dragged my carcass to bed, collapsed. Next thing? Woke up. Looked at the time, 3:43 am.
Oh good! Three hours. Thanks my Father! Help me to make it to the toilet without an ‘accident’. Too much info? No need for me to mention ‘toilet’ use?
Let me tell you, a long, long time ago, in Westwego, Louisiana, where I met my beloved Frances, stealer of my heart to give it to Yahushua while I visited her little Baptist church.
Amazing and dramatic happenings in my life began to happen because of that little Frances stealing my heart to give it to the One all Christian call ‘Jesus’.
In reality that ‘Jesus’ of the Christians has a legal unchanging name of Yahushua. Such is the fact that soon will be accepted not only by the Christians but by all belonging to that Name above all other names!
Anyhow, this little tale I am about to relate about the mention of my toilet use, took place in that little Baptist church in Westwego, Louisiana.
I came to the conference. The little church was packed but, I found a pew. I sat in that pew. The guest preacher begun his sermon?
Well? This one ‘preacher’ was different. Humility sparked from his being. He talked down from the elevated pulpit. Holding the mike in one hand, he paced in front of us pew sitters and related the most captivating words that sunk in my spirit to this moment of time.
I do not remember his name or his face but, those simply captivating words? Truly, never have or would be forgotten! Among those words, I still hear his quieted voice,
“I tell you all, we cannot do anything without Him. We cannot even use the toilet without Him!”
Chee-whiz! Perhaps that happening took place some 30 years ago. Even so, since then, I never forget to ask for His needed assistance with my ‘toilet’ predicaments!
Haha! HalleluYah! My Master is for real. Like a doting Father to His little girl that I am, He never fails me. (Those accidents only happen when I forget to ask Him for assistance. HaHa!)
So, there! My point is, the Father & Son are One—the Father & Son are the Creators of our beings. The Father & Son are One Entity to be addressed as ‘Father’.
The Father & Son bear the same name of that was given to Moses as four Hebrew consonants (YHWH) called the tetragrammaton. Click in the following link for a simple explanation of the matter of the Name above all names. About the Name.
Again, my emphasis is in the fact that my Father is a Real Spiritual Reality within my being that I can approach at all times and under any circumstances of my daily living.
This matter got nothing to do with ‘religion’! This matter got nothing to do with all the ‘goodness’ of our making or of this world’s makings.
In fact ALL of our goodness is an stench into our Father’s nostrils including all of ‘my holy goodness’! Can you fathom that? Go figure it! Haha! HalleluYah!
Alright! Let’s get serious here now. I am not being fictitious when I state that, I am ‘no good’! Honestly, people gets much concerned with my mental sanity because I insist that I am ‘no good’!
In addition, to my own carnal consternation and my spiritual joy, Yahushua has set me free from my own carnal goodness. Read such a fact as you bear with yours truly’s daily record of the details of my journey in the Presence of my Master.
Thus, I rejoice in the knowledge that there is absolutely nothing good within my carnal nature. For such knowledge gives me the power to surrender or turn in such a nature to the control of my Beloved Master—Creator and Redeemer of my soul!
And now I have to pause in the midst of these worthy reflections, why? For one thing, I am sleepy but, for another thing? I am hungry, I am thirsty and in need to go to the toilet again! Guess I must take care of all of that and forget about my sleepiness! Haha! HalleluYah! Later, alligator! Be back soon!
Furthermore, I will continue to share my daily journey in the Presence of our Father/Creator for a witness that such Presence is available to anyone, regardless of rank or reputation.
In the depth of my being, Father knows that there is no guile within my being. I take comfort in that matter because, I sense that if all else doubt my inner state & condition, there is one person that does not.
For true? One person is in your side? Welll? That’s what it feels right now because, my Google phone is not working and this one person is the only one that I can endlessly talk to without her need to use the toilet. Bless her heart. Father will reward her good deed!
The truth of the matter is, I have nothing to bicker about. Numerous ones have no doubt of my gifted integrity. For Father has seen to it to gift me an Internet family that can compensate me at this moment of temporary aloofness from my own children & friends.
Sunday, December 13, 2015 at 6:25 pm
I have been trying to stay awake to no avail. So, I am going to bed and hope You give Your beloved sleep.
Monday, December 14, 2015 at 1:06 am
Father? Some people leave things be to take place by chance—let it happen is their mode of life. Me? not me! I have not been one of those people to leave it be, I have always been one of those people to either make it happen or die in the trying.
Well? Guess what? I am now in neither one of those categories. Rather, now I let my Father in the heavens take care of things for me. Big difference!
Let me put it like this, yes, whatever circumstance comes my way? I can immediately dish out a thousand ways to resolve it but, I am totally conscious of the fact that none of those ways can really work
at all! Oh?
Exactly, even when something starts out to work, it comes to an end without amend. Honestly, we all know that all things come to an end as time on our earthly carcasses descends.
No brainer. So? what is the purpose of this observation?
I am fixing to tell you a real ‘brainer from on high’. There is a big difference on leaving things to chance and putting one’s trust on the Mighty Creator of our beings.
The person that leaves things to chance? They are trusting their luck or good fortune which sometimes works for a time and sometimes does not work at all!
The person that leaves things in the hands of the Creator? They are trusting the Creator who ALWAYS works all things for our eternal good! I am now that kind of person by the power of love from on high! Haha! HalleluYah!
Alright! For the immediate moment? I am trusting my Father to give me whatever it takes to finish the one project at hand—the new master piece of the blog to be my own creation from scratch!
Onwards I go. No need to struggle with my own carnal frustrations. Father knows best and by now? I know that to be the sure thing!
Tuesday, December 15, 2015 at 1:37 am
Yeap! Father knows best, that’s for sure! Here we are: My precious baby Ahmad is in bad shape to say the least! Not only he lost thousands of Dinars with the hotel fiasco in Aqaba but also and most tragic? My baby lost his dignity and esteem or so it seems!
My beautiful baby gifted son though, is walking around still, as if he owns the world but, inside of his grey matter? Nothing but defeat, confusion and shame—his dignity & pride of peace & goodness? It’s just about gone!
Me? Myself? Liken to the ancient prophet Habbacuck, I sit here in my watchtower and observe the gruesome spectrum as I wait for my Father to do His best not only in my baby’s predicament of life but also, in the whole predicament of the majority of His children scattered in the four corners of these earthly grounds which for now I walk on. What is going on with my gifted son?
Let’s see what the ancient prophet saw. As I pulled the file with the Scripture label, I found out that, I wrote it all back in 2011. Astonished about such finding?
Yes, indeed! Thus, I revised it, formatted as a pdf file and, I intent to post it today for all to read at their convenience.
For this is a most important piece of information for the times we are going through.
That is why I am giving you the link while I am still working of formatting it as a book. May you be blessed by reading it as I have done my own self.
Habakkuk 1-2Sent To The LOST SHEEP OF YISRAEL
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Indeed! We have all been laden with emotional wounds inflicted upon us by either our parents or by the ones in-charged of our care during the tender years of our childhood. Even so, when it comes to our personal woes?
We only think of our own wounds. We ignore the wounds we have inflicted even in our own children. How can we overcome such horrible predicament? We cannot! Yet! There is hope!
The Power Of Love From On High Shall Set Us Free from our own predicaments. Everyday new mercies I see as I progress in this matter by my Father’s side!
Thus, The Power Of Love From On High has empowered me to see and reconsider my attitude towards my children—I have begun to see the wounds that I inflicted upon them. I have begun to see the wounds inflicted upon me to be of much lesser degree than the wounds I inflicted upon them.
Even so, am I beating myself over this matter? By no means! Rather to take responsibility for my wrongs has empowered me to forgive myself and others. That’s how The Power Of Love From On High works to set us free! Talk to Father about it.

This post should have been posted yesterday but, it was not. So? I will follow this post with what continues to develop from yesterday. Plz, bear with me. Little by little it’s all coming together by the power of love from on high!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia