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From October 21, 2024 Until Thanksgiving 2024 The Power Continues Upwards Not Backwards …

Friday, November 29, 2024, at 12:54 am. Yesterday was Thanksgiving Day 2024. Bountiful blessings showered us the year past. It is time now to post the shower of joy that continues to rain on us with its ups & downs like the waves of the sea. It seemed to me that I was procrastinating but I was not. All this since I posted last it has been coming to me how I am to continue aligning my will to the will of my Heavenly Father. Besides posting His Word I am printing small booklets that can be read quickly against a long book that can take longer to read. One more way to spread His Word. Furthermore, the words that I write do not come from my mind, instead, when I am writing is like writing dictation from the voice ingrained within by the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being.

The Silence of Death …

It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 5:08 pm. Silence. I am celebrating my death. Death to my demanding ways. Death to my building castles on the morrow. I am grateful to be alive today. Tomorrow might never be.

Today my heart flourished with the Liberating Power of Love. I am loved so I am empowered to love. Experience. Wisdom. Life. Joy. Peace. The infinite Power to love forevermore. What else could I ever want for. To be honest with myself, I do not feel liberated by the power of a love so ever elusive to me.

Baffled. Lacking Understanding …

But I know I love. Intense love. Let that be sufficient. I refuse to complain. I know I am blessed. I also know I have blessed many people. Well? Yesterday was gone. Today is here. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Repeat over and over again for thousands of years. I don’t want to think about it but inevitably I do.

Reflecting In Retrospect …

Yes. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds, including my own mind, have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. Such revelation came to me so ever unexpectedly between Saturday, October 19, 2024, and Monday, October 21, 2024.

It’s now Tuesday, October 22, 2024, at 3:53 pm. The more things come to my mind the more perplexed I become. The best thing I can do is to be still. To wait until Almighty’s enlightenment comes to me. It’s now 5:55 am on Wednesday, October 23, 2024. Today, Thursday, October 24, 2024, at 6:19 am is here not there.

The Sound of Time. Tic. Tack. Tic. …?

Nay. Time has no sound. Or? It could be described as noisy times. Boisterous times. The times of Noah?  The times of good & evil. There comes GOOGLE! The naked truth? Colossal confusion! But I would rather write about the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration While I sit still waiting for the Almighty to continue developing the plan in his mind for me, He is making an impact in the world to promote the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration.  

May Your Will Be Done in My Life …

Name meaning thiaBasilia: belongs to the highest royalty, the royalty of the Almighty. Let me not be puffed up because of meaning of my name. It’s now 5:17 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. I want to start this day with a prayer from the depth of my heart.

Blessed be Your name, Father Yahuwah! Blessed be Yahushua, my Savior, and my Master! I come boldly to Your throne of grace with thanksgiving in my heart, to ask for Your help.

Father Yah, may Your will be done in my life and the life of Your people. May Your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our supplies both spiritual and physical. 

And Father, deliver us from the evil of our wicked beings’ will to live our lives as we see fit to live them. Give us the discernment necessary to survive in these days of confusion and endure until the end.

There is so much confusion going on that unless You intervene, we don’t know which way to turn. Show us Your salvation even Yahushua our Savior.  Teach us Father how to lift our eyes to You and follow Your instructions. Deliver us from false doctrines.

Teach us what it means to die to ourselves and live unto You. Give us Your strength to live Yahushua’s life.

Are we willing to sacrifice our comforts to follow Yahushua? Or, do we insist to live our life in comfort just like everybody else?

Am I willing? Yes, I am my Father, You know it. And I thank for my past of lack and anxiety as for my present of abundance of all supplies needed for my comfort. Deliver me from regressing to the fear of mankind and the slavery of money. Deliver me from the reasoning of man and lift me up to Your reasoning.

This is a temporary life, let me live in my eternal life. Let me act and do so in line with Your commandments of love.

You said to be anxious for nothing, I refuse anxiety regardless of the attacks from it. I will not harbor anxiety. I lift my eyes to You to receive Your peace. 

I trust myself to You for You care for me. I will not harbor doubt and unbelief in You. And I thank You for the measure of faith You have given unto me.

You know how the lack of money affects me and each one of Your children. You know how money causes us to falter in so many ways, how it affects our reasoning. 

You say, we cannot serve money and You, and yet, we are slaves to money at every turn of the way. Everywhere we turn we need money.

We cannot free ourselves, set us free my Father, I plead. Deliver us from the slavery to money and teach us to live without our obsession for money.

His answer?

“My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it. You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you. You don’t need to go after money to supply yourself. All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies. Do not destroy your body with anxiety and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life. Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such. Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money. Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it. Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance. Do not change the course I have marked for you because of money. Again, sit still and wait on Me.”

Thank You for hearing, for answering my prayer.

Praying—Talking to My Master. Reflecting. Sharing …

It’s now 6:30 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. Saturday, October 26, 2024, at 7:48 am, what are You showing me by maintaining me in a reflective mood, my Beloved Master? Minutes are ticking, tic tac time tics by exactly as it tic tack yesterday. I wait. It’s now Sunday, October 27, 2024, at 9:19 am. It’s 5:30:am on Monday, October 28, 2024. Tuesday, October 29, 2024, at 11:15 am. No NET. It’s now 3:03 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. Still, no NET. I turned the computer off. Wednesday, October 30, 2024, at 4:22 am. I turned the computer on. The NET is on! Wonderful.

What a reminder that was!

What are we to do when all mediums of communication fail to no avail of restoration? Impossibly we say? Oh? Let’s think. What about if the workers, the experts are struck by lightning? Okay, laugh at me. But I can no longer laugh or cry without considering the possibilities in all that I do or say. I tremble. I am waiting for what? I do not know but it is imperative for me to wait like a servant for the Master’s instructions. Back to my reading task. Time? It’s 4:45 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. The day went by , nothing recorded on the last day of Pam’s care for me. It’s now Friday, November 1, 2024, at 4:04 am.

Wow! Here We Are! The 11th Month …???

It started off with a visit from Teri—the case manager. Change of company for my care. Wow! What a way to start this month. How prompt! Saturday, November 2, 2024, at 7:47 pm. This was a day to take care of myself with a good heart refusing to complain or feel sorry for myself. There is peace within my being, for I come to the throne of grace to ask for help continuously as it is written for me to do.

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. Hebrews 4:15-16 AMPC+

The Ingrained Voice Within …

It’s a joy to live by the ingrained voice within my being, the voice of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being. It’s now Sunday, November 3, 2024, at 1:21 am. Time to begin my day. Alright! Is it time to raise my voice. Not really raise my voice or anything hysterical. Again, life is a process of learning. We all have a choice to learn the truth about knowledge or we choose to emphasize our bias knowledge programmed in our minds is up to each individual. For myself? My choice has been seared within my being since 1985. I continue to learn about the truth about everything including what is happening right here in this room as well as the truth about everything happening globally. But what am I to do with such knowledge?  I just hear from within,

Laugh Like Your Father Up Above Laughs …?

Ha! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! It is written:

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion. I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession. You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth. Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him]. Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!  Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+.

A Day to Reflect …

It’s now 8:07 am on Tuesday, November 5, 2024. Waiting. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 2:00 am. Must I continue to laugh? I know there is a time to laugh and a time to cry. Now, for what I am experiencing I am beginning to see that those times for the most part happen in a single moment. Indeed, I am grieving the death of my friend plus the state and condition of the younger generation but at the same time I am laughing at the stupidity of mankind. 5:13 pm on Wednesday, November 6, 2024.

Wow! There Is Hope for America! …

But then again, what do I know? Nothing is like it seems to me. So? I am aware of the futility of making statements based on what it seems to me. Time will tell. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 11:03 pm. I do pray on high with all intensity, Deliver me from self-righteousness’. Thursday, November 7, 2024, at 4:17 pm. I am out of sorts. It’s now Saturday, November 9, 2024, at 2:54 am, almost 3:00 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest again. I remain resting in bosom of my Heavenly Father. Yesterday I was not inclined to record anything; I am simply in wonder letting all things happen like a gentle rain to refresh the depth of my soul. Today? It seems that I am to change direction. I am not sure yet in which way I am to go. I wait.

The Dream

Or was it a vision? Regardless, I had just settled in bed when I saw a black/yellow butterfly on the center of 3 layers. I meant to create a graphic, but I got side tracked until this morning. Here is more or less what I saw:

It’s now Monday, November 11, 2024, at 2:12 am. My body is not responding but my soul is free. I wait. Feeling better. Tuesday, November 12, 2024, at 3:47 am. Computer setup completed yesterday. More organizing today, Wednesday, November 13, 2024, at 6:08 am. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 3:24 am.

I created a graphic portraying my journey & helpers at this moment:

Tee Jones = Kindness & Love … Acts of kindness for Denise’s mom on Denise’s birthday 2024. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 7:55 pm, bed. Up and about on Friday, November 15, 2024, at 4:35 am. It’s now Saturday, November 16, 2024, at 2:35 am. Denise’s birthday. Beautiful inside & out, that’s my daughter!

Silence. I no longer make statements to incriminate or implicate myself.

Date & time now is 5:44 am on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sleep from 5-9. It’s now 9:20 pm on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 12:52 am. Bed. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 4:08 am.

We Must Return to the 10 Commandments …

Quote:

Mat 16:24-28

(24)  Then Jesus said to His disciples, If anyone desires to be My disciple, let him deny himself [disregard, lose sight of, and forget himself and his own interests] and take up his cross and follow Me [cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying, also].

Proverbs 14:26-29

Just As I Have Been Sensing for it All to Be …

Up and about. Wednesday, November 20, 2024, at 3:12 am. I have no desire to chit-chat. In the chit-chat I sense those written words become the idle words I will have to give an account of in the day of judgment. I tremble. Yes, laughter is good medicine but, right now? I just don’t sense laughing is the thing to do. I wait. Here I am 2 days later Friday, November 22, 2024, at 2:50 am.

Much To Think About …?

To start with why does my friend insist in showing up without teeth in her mouth? But why am I so appalled at my own sight without teeth? In fact, why am I so appalled at the sight of any deformity? Really, I make fun of everything but the truth about the whole spectrum of my humankind is pathetic to me. We are putting a tough face but inside of us? O well! Anyhow, my eyes are set up high on the ONE Creator of our beings as well as the Creator of everything in existence. A reminder of what I have written before,

  • Knock down all around.
  • Raising up above the ground.
  • Survivors’ forwards!
  • Up & up on to eternity bound!
  • It’s my time to shine naturally.
  • No need to put on airs.
  • For I know who I am.
  • I know what to do.
  • I know how to do it.
  • The beauty of it all?
  • I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!
  • Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of my ‘shoulds’.
  • It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse.
  • Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.
  • I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
  • Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind on me.
  • I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
  • I am attracting more positiveness into my life.
  • The universe, that includes the host of heaven, is working in my favor.
  • I live each moment hoping to discover the promised revelation of my Master,  
  • I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation.
  • Such is my legacy for the rest of my days on these earthly grounds expressed in Proverbs 3.
  • Trust In the Master With All Your Heart …

The Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …

Continuing quoting:

His own Word is written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings as well as in the heart of each one of His beloved children individually.

And His Word shows what immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.

He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!  

That’s the LIFE I am set in looking forwards to.

New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Wow! What a way to start this Friday, November 22, 2024, at 4:00 am. Bless my heart. Saturday, November 23, 2024, at 5:17 am. Up and about. Today signifies one more 7th Day of Rest. Resting on my Maker I wait. It’s now Sunday, November 24, 2024, at 2:33 am. What is my Master implying to me right now? I got it!

Harmony And Unity

The power of harmony and unity that can be achieved when we embrace both our nurturing nature and our creative expression. It reminds us that we have the power to balance our relationships, careers, and personal growth by tapping into our inner wisdom and strength, otherwise, tapping the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s ingrained within our beings. Wow! What a way to start this last week of November 2024.

Discovery!

Well? I have discovered the source of my computer problems. Indeed! I have been murdering it unmercifully! How? By never giving it proper rest. But what is at the root of this discovery? The need to update myself! Wow! I am not old, I am outdated. What a relief! There is no way to remedy old age, but the remedy for my present computer? Get a new computer and give much rest the present computer before it conks out and I lose important information like it happened with the old computer. Monday, November 25, 2024, at 2:25 am. Tuesday, November 26, 2024 at 1:30 am.

Discovery Conclusion …?

It’s now 6:24 am on Tuesday, November 26, 2024. I have been led to discover that regardless all astonishing discoverers we shall never discover the ultimate all discoveries until the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s timing for any of us to do so. Scriptures coming to mind.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

Wisdom of God Once Hidden …

1 Corinthians 2:6-16 AMPC+

(6)  Yet when we are among the full-grown (spiritually mature Christians who are ripe in understanding), we do impart a [higher] wisdom (the knowledge of the divine plan previously hidden); but it is indeed not a wisdom of this present age or of this world nor of the leaders and rulers of this age, who are being brought to nothing and are doomed to pass away.

(7)  But rather what we are setting forth is a wisdom of God once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by God–[that wisdom] which God devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

(8)  None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Lord of glory.

(9)  But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [N1who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed]. [Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

(10)  Yet to us God has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of God [the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny].

(11)  For what person perceives (knows and understands) what passes through a man’s thoughts except the man’s own spirit within him? Just so no one discerns (comes to know and comprehend) the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.

(12)  Now we have not received the spirit [that belongs to] the world, but the [Holy] Spirit Who is from God, [given to us] that we might realize and comprehend and appreciate the gifts [of divine favor and blessing so freely and lavishly] bestowed on us by God.

(13)  And we are setting these truths forth in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the [Holy] Spirit, combining and interpreting spiritual truths with spiritual language [to those who possess the Holy Spirit].

(14)  But the natural, nonspiritual man does not accept or welcome or admit into his heart the gifts and teachings and revelations of the Spirit of God, for they are folly (meaningless nonsense) to him; and he is incapable of knowing them [of progressively recognizing, understanding, and becoming better acquainted with them] because they are spiritually discerned and estimated and appreciated.

(15)  But the spiritual man tries all things [he examines, investigates, inquires into, questions, and discerns all things], yet is himself to be put on trial and judged by no one [he can read the meaning of everything, but no one can properly discern or appraise or get an insight into him].

(16)  For who has known or understood the mind (the counsels and purposes) of the Lord so as to guide and instruct Him and give Him knowledge? But we have the mind of Christ (the Messiah) and do hold the thoughts (feelings and purposes) of His heart. [Isa_40:13]

Who Knows? …

The Scriptures above are only a glimpse of the reason for our ignorance these days that seem to be the last days of time as we know time to be. REALTY: I know who I am. I know what to do. I know how to do it. Shame on me if I don’t apply myself to do what I know and do it. But guess what? Without an inkling of I have been doing, I have been doing exactly what I am supposed to do. How can that be?

Time & Timing That’s How …

Wednesday, November 27, 2024, at 6:49 pm. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 2:14 am. Thanksgiving Day, so much to give thanks for. Let us give thanks to the Almighty Creator of our beings for the joy of our salvation. His joy is our strength. So be it. Going to Diana’s to celebrate. It’s now Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 3:51 pm. I am back. I will now prepare what needs to be posted. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 4:30 pm. Lov, thia.

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Publishing Lost Posts Before 2020 …?

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(Take notice: I did not reformat, but it is published in https://anewthiabasilia.com/ without the former link to my old website: thia-basilia.com so you can now read it.)

First Thing this Morning …?

It’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:07 am. This is the last week of the 8th month in 2024. The first thing in Your agenda this morning is to check former post that can not be accessed by the public because they were published in my former website that was deleted a while ago. Most of those posts were written before 2020. Thankfully, I have a record of those posts in my external drives, so I can read them. Amazing reads! I am inspired to publish them again. So?

On to publish ‘Hit Bottom the Deepest Part of My Soul’ …

What a way to start my day! Hopefully the post shall bless whomever bumps into https://anewthiabasilia.com/. For the record it’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:27 am.

Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …

What Was Dormant Down There? …

The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …

Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …

The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …

Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.

No Need To Call For Human Help …

Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.

Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for help and for company. No human is willing to help unless I return to their lifestyle.

That’s Not Going To Happen, And? …

You know it my Father. No human can effectively help another human without You anyhow. I’m going to bed. You alone are my Helper.

  • Ha! My pain? Accelerated to the max! I laid there unable to sleep. Tears flowing. Flashes of the most remote evils done long, long time ago.
  • Up and down the hours flew by. Help, my Father, help.

The time was around 1:30 am on Saturday, April 6, 2019.

Mercy! Let Me Forgive Myself. Let Them Forgive Me …

Mercy! Mercy! I pleaded in all earnest. The covers became heavier than ever. My left foot felt like something was cutting it off. My body? Hot!

Up Went Arms And Feet. Off Went The Heavy Covers!

Freedom! Like Magic? The Pain And Misery Ceased …

Phew! What a relief! I laid there for a moment enjoying the comfort of my body. I got up. My mind? Absorbing the love and wisdom from on high. I headed to the kitchen. I washed the dishes. Then?

I Heard Quite Clearer Than Ever Before That Lovely Voice From Within My Heart …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect.”

Sleep. Could Not Keep My Eyes Opened. I Headed For Bed …

Did not record the time, but! Next? Woke up refreshed! The time? Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 7:41 am. It’s now Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 9:42 am.

Which Way To Go Now, My Father? …

Two hours since I woke up. Not a sound from Ahmad. Not a single email from my children or loved ones. Been reading about health and different issues of people’s concern.

Don’t Know What To Think. Not Sure On What To Do? I Wait On You …

Perhaps it’s time to clean up. Maybe fix some breakfast. Perhaps? Time to pause. Time to reflect. Time to give You my undivided attention? I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Help me, my Father, help me.

Ha! Your Words? Fulfilled Sooner Than I Could Have Ever Imagined …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have nothing to fear. You have all to rejoice.

Despite your human inability to comprehend this matter of pain and suffering? The suffering of the moment is the substance for the purification of the deepest part of your soul.

Fear not. Soon, sooner than you could imagine? Your pain and suffering shall come to an end. Soon I will wipe your tears away.

Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”

You Have Made Yourself Be Clearly Seen By Me, And? Made Yourself Real To Me For Sure! …

Wow! How real! Your manifestation? In awe I comfortable sit here. In fear of Your Majesty? I dare not make any conclusions. In silence, I worship You. I wait on Your conclusions.

Timely? You Speak To Me In A Train Dream …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:00 am.

What an amazing day You made for me of yesterday. Much accomplished in which direction to go. Not only with the blog/the books, but mainly? With my life.

Wow! It’s All Coming To Light Now. Father Has Always Been In Control Of It All …

I held my peace despite my view of all that goes on in my present circumstances. I did not make any conclusions. Ahmad finally called sometime in the afternoon.

Strange Explanations About His Life And Doings Do Not Rattle Me Anymore …

Strange explanation of the reason for him not to check with me since the day before. Such explanation left me with questions in my mind about Ahmad and his two brothers, but!

I Declined To Assume Anything About Anything That Goes On Around Me …

Wow! What power on me You bestow! Ahmad and his doings? Out of my mind, instead? Enhancing the created book covers. Editing. Finding the books to edit. My eyes set on Yahushua I spent my whole day!

The Internet Prevented Me To Properly Continue With My Work, So?

I headed for bed and slept for a couple of hours. Got up at the knock on my door. My friend brought me food. I ate. Tried the Internet again for a bit. Nothing working. Back to bed. Slept until 2:44 am.

Woke Up From A Train Dream.

  • “To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life’s journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.”

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:33 am. Must return to bed. Can’t keep my eyes open. I laid in bed reflecting on the reality of Yahushua within me. At last I drifted into sound sleep.

I Clearly See Yahushua Now. He Is Real In All My Doings …

For so long I have followed Yahuahua’s instructions to pray to the Father, ‘Our Father in the heavens’, but now? His words touched the center of my heart. Quote:

John 14:15-21

If you really love Me, you will keep obey My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–

  • The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize

I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come back to you.

Just a little while now, and the world will not see Me any more, but you will see Me; because I live, you will live also.

At that time [when that day comes] you will know [for yourselves] that I am in My Father, and you [are] in Me, and I [am] in you.

  • The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]

Wow! What A Revelation. Totally Revolutionized My Whole Being …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 now at 11:38 am.

Faint is my past. Even my past before yesterday. Clear and real is my present. Even the moment of His real appearance?

Clear. Real. Vivid In My Heart And Mind Shall Be Forever!

Song of Solomon 2:10-13

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Song of Solomon 2:14-16

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]

Song of Solomon 2:4

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Let Me Remain Faithful To You Forever! ….

Let all my past lovers deem away from my mind and heart. Let them all fix their gaze in You. Let me decrease. Let Yourself increase. Let me remain in awe of You and no one else.

For In Loving You? I Love Them All …

Dear Reader, this is the end of my life as it always been. A radical change is taking place within my being. A change I cannot tamper with. I cannot continue to post for a time.

My Times Are In His Hands Now Literally …

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 9:58 pm.

I’m heading for bed, my Master but You know it. Hope for sound sleep. I wait on You. Up at 2 am on Monday, April 8, 2019.

We are all like shadows on the earth …

Monday, April 8, 2019 at 3:36 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? What is there for a human to do? We are all like a shadow on this earth. Quote:

1Ch 29:14  But who am I, and what are my people, that we should retain strength and be able to offer thus so willingly? For all things come from You, and out of Your own [hand] we have given You.

1Ch 29:15  For we are strangers before You, and sojourners, as all our fathers were; our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no hope or expectation of remaining.

It’s now Monday, April 8, 2019 at 4:57 am. Can’t keep my eyes open. Heading for bed. Well? Instead of heading for bed? As I got up I woke up, and?

That Lovely Voice From Within Came To My Ears:

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. What makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine?

How is your life already making a global impact?

Why one moment you are up and confident.

The next moment? Frustrated. Discouraged. Unable to see the Reality of My Being within you, and now?

Yahushua’s real appearance to take over your life is a reality, but! You are already questioning that matter as per the way your body continues to suffer, and?

The agony of doubt and fear is knocking at your door.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? FEAR NOT! This time?

Yahushua is in complete control of every minute detail of your life.

His desire for you?

The song of Solomon Yahushua is singing to you now. Therefore?

For a time in your life now you must remain aloof from this world and all goings on therein. You must bind your mind, soul, and body as in the Song of Solomon.

At Your Master’s discretion?

He will present you to this world in a way far beyond your imagination.

From here on? You have nothing to worry about.

Your times are in His hands.

From now on?

Yahushua shall lead and direct you in the task I have assigned unto you.

I know how overwhelming your task has become, but!

Your Master shall now make it all a joy and a delight as He will make your task to be.

Remember, after this post?

Refrain from posting until Yahushua releases you to post again.

This is a time exclusively for your Master and you.

I am at work.

You have written. You have published. You have optimized.

I have been and will continue to do the rest in the heart of each one of the readers of the posts.

Rejoice! Enjoy your Master’s Presence forevermore!”

The Truth, Dear Reader? Checkmate! …

The complicated game of my worldly life is ended. Instead? The reality of my soul’s longings for that One with Whom to endlessly share my tears and my joys? All games pale. No need to play anymore.

The Reality To Be Someone’s Delight …

Who is so blessed? At last I am! I have no longer need to play the worldly game of life. I will now live the reality of my Master’s delight by the power of His love and wisdom for me.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

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Beginning Anew/afresh After Settling Down In the USA in 2024…

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Let The Tale of The Interesting Saga begin …

It’s now Thursday, March 21, 2024, at 8:16 pm. I need to quit and sleep. I need to work on my business cards. O well! Here I am on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 10:36 am. I think I have almost accomplished the effect I want in my new crest. Now what? Diana gave me a fancy keyboard. It is really nice, only I need to learn how to use it, but right now I am heading for bed on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 8:36 pm.

  • This keyboard works.
  • Of course it works!!!
  • Thanks a million!

It All Began with Don Miguel …

All things are working on our Almighty Creator’s loving will and on His timing. I am looking forward to whatever develops on this 7th Day of Rest. Time now, Saturday, March 23, 2024, at 4:01 am.

This Is the Present to Begin My New Life …

In the present, some 65 years later to begin my new life after the brief recollection only mentioned as the steppingstone into my present future. So much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being.

Here I am! …

I have been up since about 2:14 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024. Yesterday I met a delightful one Jacqueline. I am looking forward to establishing a friendship with her. I am so intense in creating new graphics for the new approach to my posting as per the new perspective is now established for me. It’s now 6:12 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024, looking forward not backwards.

What’s The Scoop? …

A dysfunctional journey timely turning out functioning full speed ahead. I repeat, so much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being on Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 10:50 am.

  • Created To Be Loved to Love.
  • Functional roots stemming from the Word.

A Dysfunctional Family’s Journey …

A saga of interest … I am beginning to get a hold of what I am supposed to do. But it is now Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 8:45 pm, time to hit the sack. It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 12:44 am. I am up. This is one more day of surprises. Going to the foot doctor. Maybe Jacqueline shows up to get acquainted. Who knows? It’s Monday, March 25, 2024, at 7:31 am and I am already tense, frustrated in the depth of despair whether I want to admit it or not. Why not after 7 hours of futile search for what seems to be non-existent elusive files. Is enough to curse!

Well? All Is Well Again, So Glad! …

It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 6:32 pm. This really was a day for surprises, the first surprise the long visit from Jacqueline, truly delighted to find such a loving person. Then? It was not the foot doctor I was to visit. I went to an Ear Nose & Throat specialist. Met a delightful doctor and staff. Soon I’ll be able to be set up with a hearing aid to fit my hearing problems. Then? I received my lifeline device in case I fall or have an emergency. But I think I will not be able to work on the business cards before I crash in bed.

What Shall It Be Today, I Wondered …?

Reading the information on the events that are prophesied to happen now and, in the future, makes me wonder but, I remain still and waiting for the voice within my being to lead me forward and steady to that future the Master Creator of everything in existence has reserved not just for me but for all and every individual child of His beloved family roaming in the 4 corners of this earth.

No, I Am Not a Witch or A Psychic by Far …

Much less a doom sayer. But I am gifted with knowledge beyond what the human mind can conceived. Some consider me to be a prophet, but I do not consider myself to be so. So? What do I consider myself to be? That’s a good question that I have not come up with quite the right response to. But really? Is it not enough to know what I am not? And how do I know what I am not? By the preponderance of the evidence, I know what I am not.

 What Evidence?

The fact that I am not in any way shape or form able to come up with performing miracles or the magic tricks such persons in that lot of life perform. Can you imagine me coming up with a magic wand turning a frog into a prince?

What I Know for Sure Is That …?

O well! But one thing I know for sure is that I am a blessed child of my Heavenly Father. He has given me at this point of my journey here on these earthly grounds as those exist right now, the evidence of the abundance He has promised to me since 1985. Chee-Whiz! That was a long sentence! Anyhow, this was also a long scoop! I’ll continue in the next scoop. lov, thiaBasilia.

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Can You Believe It # 2 …

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Can You Believe It # 2 …

My Life in Shambles Built Into A Beautiful Vessel.

A Vessel To Hold The Flowers Of His Love …

Fluctuation: Constant Change; Vacillation; Instability on The Way to…???

Who knows? Yes, the question remains in my mind constantly. Is beginning to amuse instead of angering me. Better yet, I have begun to check myself before I check the world around me. Wow! What a mouth full of such statement. But is the truth. What do I mean by checking myself? Well? Take for example my waking up today.

  • Secrets were on my mind as I woke up.
  • Thinking back & forth about what secrets buried deep within us are causing us such damage to our minds & bodies.
  • Then I thought about the fact that I have no longer secrets within my being for I have exposed them all in my writings.
  • Or? Have I done so?
  • What? Now?
  • That is something for me to explore before I talk with my mouth full.

Talking With My Mouth Full …?

What a finding as I checked the meaning of talking with one’s mouth full. Part of table manners that for the most is no longer in mode these days. From an etiquette expert I found something that applies to what came to me at this point of my journey.

Quote:

This rush-rush culture also translates into talking with a mouthful. Instead of swallowing first before expressing a view, the assumed wisdom is that it can’t wait; that everything is so fast-paced, we have no time to think, therefore we speak. End of quote.

No Time to Think …

Go! Go! Go! Step out of my way or I step over you!  It’s Wednesday, December 20, 2023, at 5:57 am, time for break to eat & reflect. Ha! I thought for sure I was to succeed in making a big batch of delicious pralines, wrong thinking! Hahaha! Major mess-up I have no idea how to get rid of it, maybe tossed it?

  • Anyhow at least I got the mess isolated, I fixed and ate my breakfast, and I brushed my teeth, all I need to do is to finish the cleanup.
  • But it is now 9:40 am, which means I have been at it for over 3 hours.
  • That’s enough to put it all on hold until I recoup to plan how I will engage in the same task again.
  • I just can’t be defeated by my failures.
  • Get up and try again!
  • Will do!

But Getting Back to The Point …?

You know what? Perhaps this mess-up is a lesson to think about any project that comes to my mind. O what a predicament! I guess this thinking bit is different than assuming anything you think about. I guess should have swallowed my thought about successful praline making. O well! Live & learn.

Back to Fluctuation: Constant Change; Vacillation; Instability on The Way to…?

Who knows? Honestly, whatever is my answer the truth is that I don’t know. Yes, I am experiencing the fluctuation of my earthly journey as well as I am experiencing a rise in the elevation of my hope for a promised future ingrained within my heart and mind. But, that doesn’t mean that I know. The question remains, who knows?

My Sense of Humor? O Well! …?

I find it amusing to hear the answer that indicates how wrong I am to express such a question, answer given by so many people. In other words, I should know that it is this way or that way. “I know the Word!” Some exclaim.

  • Oops! Time for me to shut up.
  • I know better than to state my stand like I used to do.
  • Never mind that I no longer claim to “know” anything because like Job I was in the past speaking words without knowledge.
  • But? Here lately, I have come to see that it is not up to me to correct any issue.
  • All issues in this world are under the perfect control of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence.
  • It’s now Wednesday, December 20, 2023, at 7:53 pm.
  • Maybe head for bed?
  • Up at 3:16 am on Thursday, December 21, 2023.
  • In my mind: My life in shambles built into a beautiful vessel.
  • Ha! That’s the headline for the post today or whenever it comes to me to post again.
  • It’s now Friday, December 22, 2023, at 4:58 am

At The Umbral of Complete Healing …

Yesterday was a turning point in my healing progress. And this morning seem to me there is a turning point with my computer problems. But this is a mouth full, and I need to chew it up before I swallow it. I’ll wait to see what develops in the next few hours. For now, I shall lay down to rest, perhaps I’ll fall asleep. Friday, December 22, 2023, at 5:45 am. 8:09 am.

  • New day, Saturday, December 23, 2023, at 5:20 am. Feeling much better.
  • It’s now Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 2:24 am.
  • I have been up for about 1 hour.
  • I had an awful time falling asleep for the pain and congestion.
  • When I fell asleep it did not feel like I had slept at all and I don’t know how long I slept.
  • So much has transpired with this painful bout, hopefully it’ll be over today.
  • I am starting fresh in the computer on Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 3:07 am.
  • I don’t know what shall develop today, it is Christmas eve, much excitement and preparation for the party later and right now I don’t feel up the part to participate but I pray for the best.
  • The stabs in my head and the congestion are still a problem, I don’t know what to do about it.
  • Maybe I’ll laydown to rest perhaps I fall asleep.
  • It’s now Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 3:30 am.
  • Sunday, December 24, 2023, at 9:16 am.

My Christmas Gift 2023 …

I have been empowered to truly and for good forgive others as I forgive myself for hurts inflicted on each other in the past and in the present. Thus, my eyes have been opened to clearer see whatever was so obscure before. My mind & heart are now set supernaturally beyond my ability to explain. This is a gift for me of love, peace, joy inexplicable and full of esteem to be opened daily for the rest of my earthly days. How blessed I am!

  • Monday, December 25, 2023, at 3:52 pm.
  • It has been a wonderful day.
  • Showered with gifts!
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up on Monday, December 25, 2023, at 11:14 pm.
  • Working on graphic, My life was in shambles. Tuesday, December 26, 2023, at 8:08 am.

Can You Believe It …

The first words the Almighty spoke to my heart on August 8, 1985 coming to mind.

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please. You are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding. Some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers.

The uprooted of my soul to a chaos world …

Building, shaping, shaping, until perfection

completes the building making …

Built Into a Beautiful Vessel

To Hold the Flowers of His Love …

From Shambles to The Perfect Foundation Of Love, Peace, Abundance, & Joy …

Inexplicable Full Of His Esteem …

Indeed! My life was in shambles, uprooted, fallen. That was in 1985. Steady the Master’s hand at work all those years to complete the restoration of the devastation. Victoriously now along with my girls on we are heading to the end of 2023 joyfully expecting 2024 to be as it may one way or another however it could sway, it shall be the best for the three & me.

Until the next post, lov, thia

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Can You Believe It? …

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Can You Believe It? …

Real Life Before They Were 5 Yrs. Old …

Combing Hair …

I was happily combing the middle one’s hair. The first born was somewhere in the corner of the room carefully watching the situation. Suddenly the high-pitched voice of my middle child was heard, “Mommy, where is God?” I began my display of such an ethereal answer hard to believe, but I was such dramatic one that I raised my free arm and exclaimed, “God is in the trees, God is in the flowers, God is in the birds that fly in the sky!” “God is everywhere!!!” then I stuck my finger on her belly saying, “God is in youuuu!”

  • Well? My oldest one caught the ghist of my display and quietly she came close to the scene of my display to assist and quite convincingly pointing her finger in her own belly said, “Yeah! I cut myself right here and saw his head sticking out!” Can you believe it?

Why Am I Going on With This Issue? …

Because it is quite significant, but! A new discovery! All these things running through my mind must be written down rather than talking it over. Why? The emotional machine installed within everyone is programmed to reject anything against the program written in that individual machine.

  • What time is it?
  • It’s 2:05 am on Friday, December 15, 2023.
  • Time continues to run.
  • And so does my mind.
  • I am taking a break to catch up with both.
  • Of course, I know it is a futile attempt, but all attempts are necessary to at least get an idea of what is and what it is not.

The Idea of My Life’s Reality …

What is the reality I must live by today? Jackpot! Indeed! I hit a big one right now. This pot shall supply me for the rest of my born days. Come on with it, thiaBasilia! What on earth are you talking about? Hahaha! I can afford to laugh whether I anger or amuse you! But that’s enough. I just found out that I am no longer codependent! But! Let me get a hold of this, to cement it in my mind for good.

Quote:

Dependency. Some level of dependency is healthy in relationships. It may be tough to make it through life alone, and most people thrive with companionship and social support.

Phew! I had Just Ruined a Brand-New Ink Cartridge, And? …

I began to get disgusted and furious with myself. The horrendous feeling of being a failure without redemption came upon me! First thing? The dread of facing Diana! Anger! Blame! Why Diana cannot understand that I NEED to print! Why didn’t she change the cartridge as I asked her to do? Now she is going to be angry, and I just don’t know how to cope with the least thing I do that could offend Diana … ???

  • That’s the moment when it came to me to look up how to get rid of such painful thoughts.
  • And that’s when I hit the jackpot!
  • I am not codependent!
  • I am not mentally ill!
  • I am not deluded!
  • I am not looking for approval!
  • I am hoping for a healthy relationship with my children.
  • And for that to happen we need to depend on each other for support.
  • And that is the support from my children that I am receiving and giving in return.

Alright! I Am Talking to Myself …

Enough talk. We are all traveling on the same track. No worries. Best of all? Fearlessly, I have made up my mind not to send out Christmas cards. It’s a waste any way that we can look about it. That was one of the stupidest thing that came upon me unexpectedly. I don’t remember ever sending Christmas cards before. O well? I’ll keep the package of cards marked with a big RED X! Hahaha! That is ought to do it! Well? Nothing is happening as I wish for it to happen. Diana grabbed the cards, guess she intends to mail them herself, bless her heart! Hahaha! Back to the drawing board. Heading for bed on Friday, December 15, 2023, at 7:54 pm.

Back To My Saga. Where Was I? …

Here I am! Another 7th Day of Rest! This one on Saturday, December 16, 2023, at 8:46 am. One more clue to the way we are going on the road we are all traveling in. Some think they are all set on the spot. Others tend to lean on the notion this is the end of the road. A good number are waiting to be raptured to Heaven. The atheist seems to me to be more Iamist. Lol! On and on the beliefs & doctrines are so numerous it boggles one’s mind. And me? My eyes are peeled looking forwards. For now? Photoshop.

  • Saturday, December 16, 2023, at 11:30 pm.
  • Bed. Up at 6:14 am on Sunday, December 17, 2023.
  • Woke up from a strange dream again.
  • The dream:
  • It seems that we were running an institution for the needy. We had run out of supplies and had no money. The one in charge of the distribution became deathly ill because of the situation. When it was brought the matter to the leaders one of them reach into his pocket and ordered that bread be bought.
  • I don’t know what it all means. It’s now Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 7:15 am.

Funny! My Last Post Was Ignored for The Most …

Maybe the dream has something to do with the situation I find myself in. What situations that could be? Ha! Good question! I must think about that answer. Maybe it got something to do with Codependency. I’ll see what develops next. In the meantime, I’ll continue to work towards putting it all together in a book as I have been inspired to do. Time now, Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 7:45 am.

A Surprise Shock …

A phone call. I will write about it after I finish setting up the book that I am working on. Actually, let it suffice that it all wound up for the good. Shock is over. Right now, is Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 3:08 pm. I am saving this file for now. I aim to work on setting the book that have been in my mind for a while now.

Well? Acceptance—Quite A Word …

I must accept the span of time from 1985 until this day on Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 5:15 pm to be exact. This covers the time since I have been writing, writing, and writing about myself and my relationship with the Almighty Creator of everything in existence. This is a fact that I must accept no matter what the cost.

Sunday, December 17, 2023, at 5:55 pm. Can you believe it?

Here it is!

Big change in the horizon! I let you know if whenever I shall post next to expand the issue, lov, thia

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What Do I, Do You, Do Us Do With Our Problems? …

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What Do I, Do You, Do Us Do With Our Problems? …

Let’s See. My Problems? They Go Up High, Why? …

One Year Ago …?

One year ago, Jordan time, I left Amman, Jordan. I arrived at the airport in Mobile, AL some 22 hours later. I beheld the beautiful face smiling big time of my first-born child! Joy inexplicably flooded my heart. Determination but uncertainty in my mind. The onset for the rest of my days on this earth as it is now. What has transpired since then?

Problems, Solutions & Healing …?

For myself, what did I do with the problems? Sit still. Wait. Go with the ethereal flow. Of course, that took a while to get a hold of me. The result? Stated in the DM of today.

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Conclusion. Decisions …

Wednesday November 22, 2023

  • You’re about to make some important decisions in your life.
  • Stick to your core values.
  • Don’t let social norms make you doubt your worth.
  • You’re going to do well.
  • You have gained the wisdom and perspective to make the right decision.
  • You’ve got this. You have learned the lessons.
  • You have gone through the preparation phase.
  • You’ve already done the inner work.
  • Release the fears about messing things up.
  • You’re going to be on a new path.
  • You’re going to meet new people, make meaningful connections, and find the right opportunities.
  • Your Affirmations For Today:
  • I feel safe and secure.
  • I am becoming physically and mentally more healthy.
  • Am I making myself a priority? In a way, yes & no.
  • I am focusing on making small changes every day.
  • All of my problems are going upwards, higher …
  • To the only One Who can solve them all.
  • What a blessing!

The First Thing to Marvel About …?

Healing. The marvel of the restoration of our health, for me, the restoration of the wealth inherited from my father. It is a marvelous thing the way everything is developed. In reality, no human hand could have developed such a plan. What a marvel!

Memories …?

Sweets memories to cherish of a lifelong gone for me. But for my children those memories of a life still going on are the healing elements to cherish.

  • Thursday, November 23, 2023, at 12:54 am.

Thanksgiving Day in 2023 …?

What an appropriate Thanksgiving Day to fall on the anniversary of my return to the USA. “Ah! But your anniversary was on the 21st!” would my Diana insist. Well? That opens the door to discuss time & timing for our memories to affect our lives.

Time & Timing …?

Perhaps that is a subject only from the mouth of the old ones who had survived the time enough to put together the exactitude of timing. Reading the history of my earthly roots in the book ‘Los Amates Amor y trópico’ by Edgar Barahona Pineda opened my eyes to see the immensity of my heritage. History way back to 1889. I am talking about my roots in my birth registered in Los Amates, Izabal in Guatemala Central America.

Time & Uncertainty …?

The mystery. Why is it that in this generation of prodigious humans the mysteries of life have become only flimsy cliché that is not worthy to mind? Ah! But the tide is changing! I see a glimpse of subtle interest in the gestures of several that bear with my attempts to proclaim my findings on these matters. Time shall tell.

In the Meantime …?

It’s 2:00 am on Thursday, November 23, 2023, time for me to start the arduous task to get ready for the trip. We are leaving at 6:00 am in route to Tallahassee, Fl, to celebrate Thanksgiving Day with my three seniors girls, Diana, Denise & Roxana & mates. I am looking forward to an exiting time to create new memories to last for the rest of our days on this earth as it is right now.

Well? It’s 5:22 am on Thursday, November 23, 2023, Thanksgiving Day. I am ready, we shall be leaving soon. The computer shut off to rest for the next 3 days.

Recorded by hand in Tallahassee, Fl. …

Friday, November 24, 2023, around 3 am. What a wonderful day my Thanksgiving Day was! My lovely Emily sparked my day, but the rest did no less. Much came to me about why we are the way we are? The answer came to me. Even so, it’s a delicate subject to bring about on Thanksgiving Day.

Saturday, November 25, 2023, at down, my mind was set on our reactions of the last 3 days. Emotions? Feelings? Anger! All deeply implanted within our beings. It’s now Saturday, November 25, 2023, at 8:46 pm, time for bed, will continue when awake. It was 3:27 am on Sunday, November 26, 2023, when I woke up. It’s now Sunday, November 26, 2023, at 5:53 am. What has transpired since I woke up? A wealth of true knowledge from above. What am I to do with such wealth?

Keep it for now. Don’t push anything on anyone. It’s Sunday, November 26, 2023, at 7:20 pm. Currently I am no longer interested in talking about anything with anyone. I had enough. I need to digest it all before I continue recording.

Well? A New Day Has Arrived …?

So? How is today to differentiate from yesterday? Have I digested my frustration of last night? It’s Monday, November 27, 2023, at 4:33 am. The accumulated rubbish of the week has been collected in and out of the house. How about the rubbish in my mind? How can I rid myself of such stink? O but I am exhausted with the insidious task to take control of things one way or another. And what? Am I the only one so set in accomplishing that control? Indeed! The whole race is intent in such a task. It drives me nuts!

What To Do? Where To Turn? …

Thank goodness! I can turn my head, my eyes, way up high! Past the stars the mun & the sun, on to the infinity of eternity. Why not? I have practically & unequivocally exhausted all the means to achieve, to relieve what cannot by any terrestrial means can be achieved or relieved. Why not lift my all form whence comes my help?

A Song of Ascents. I WILL lift up my eyes to the hills [around Jerusalem, to sacred Mount Zion and Mount Moriah]–From whence shall my help come? [Jer_3:23]

My help comes from the Lord, Who made heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip or to be moved; He Who keeps you will not slumber. [1Sa_2:9; Psa_127:1; Pro_3:23, Pro_3:26; Isa_27:3]

Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade on your right hand [the side not carrying a shield]. [Isa_25:4]

The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night. [Psa_91:5; Isa_49:10; Rev_7:16]

The Lord will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life. The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore. [Deu_28:6; Pro_2:8; Pro_3:6] Psalms 121:1-8. End of quote.

Master Versus Lord or Lord Versus Master? …

A subject giving way to numerous debates all claiming supremacy over the other. For myself I have opted Master because Lord to me denotes a term of condescending superiority ownership. As per Master to be an ownership of loving protection—ownership of my being to take care and protect me from the inevitable daily terrestrial perils in my journey.

Thus, Has Been My Experience Of The Great I AM …?

But then again, my experience is not to be imposed on anyone. Even more so, one year’s experience of Diana & Mike’s company has confirmed that fact to me. Therefore, I can now digest all my frustrations to my benefit instead of clamping inwards to store such frustrations in the cove of silent retaliation like I felt doing last night.

Mules Stuck in The Mud Pile Of The Beautiful Side Of Evil …

“Let them be My thiaBasilia, child of my heart, let them be stuck in such a mud. In time the torrential rain of blessings on them and curses for those not of your lot shall ease the mud they are trapped in. it is then when shall be released to gamble from their entrapment like calves from the stall”

  • Monday, November 27, 2023, at 8:50 am.
  • Readying for my day.
  • Monday, November 27, 2023, at 5:50 pm, I am back.
  • I need to take a break from recording right now.
  • Perhaps some reading is in place before I head for bed.
  • Monday, November 27, 2023, at 6:49 pm headed for bed.
  • Tuesday, November 28, 2023, at 4:21 am.

Pain, Doubt, Uncertainty, But No Fear …

Yes, I am down again. I spent a slumbering night; half-awake half sleep trying to piece together all I have learned about myself in the last few weeks. Pain, doubt, uncertainty, but at the same time no fear for I know, I trust my Creator with my whole being. Of that I have no doubt whatsoever. It’s really an uncanny, mysterious, or impossible to explain thing, especially when causing uneasiness or astonishment.

What’s Going On, What’s Wrong? …

Why I am down, obsessed with putting together the pieces of my past? That is something I have yet to figure out. Even so, right now I am somewhat reluctant to rush on any conclusion to answer such question. I am so tired of the continuous analyzing trying to figure out things ahead of time.

Trying To Figure Out Things Ahead of Time? …

Ha! That’s the PROBLEM! That’s the mud pile I get stuck in my own self! No wonder why the pain, doubt, and uncertainty. Am I deaf? Not really, I just put a deaf ear when it comes to the mules stuck in the mud pile. It does not occur to me that I could be one of those mules.

Just At That Moment, I Hear That Lovely Voice From Within …?

“O My precious child, My thiaBasilia how you delight My Being as you perceive the fact of your humanity. Indeed, My child, you are human subject to all the maladies the human kind deserve because of their insistence of self-sufficiency.

Regardless, I am Who I AM.

I have never given up My heart desire for a loving family to look up to Me with the loveliness of a baby looks up to loving parents doting on him.

Even so, I had to pay the price for such a family with My blood.

And there is the stumbling block, or the mud pile my beloved children including yourself get stuck in.

But soon, sooner than expected it will all become clear to all My children as clear as it has become to you.

Go on My precious child, you have nothing to fear but all to look forward to no matter the circumstances of the moment.”

Alright! Alright! So that voice from within is my Father Creator’s voice. He speaks to us all individually & collectible but, the majority of His children He has become what it amounts to a cliché or an expression that has lost much of its force through overexposure. Of course, I speak in hindsight. But, as I observe the jargon of these days, I am not far from the fact.

The Almighty Creator of Everything In Existence Is Relegated To: …

The Universe, my energy, my true self, I am love, I am free, there is no wrong or right, unconditional love, on and on goes the tirade of words without the knowledge of the Unknown God. Indeed! The Almighty is unknown so, His children have opted to adopt their own standards for what they assumed to be the reality of eternal love. The thing is, they are more convincing than ignored. Why?

Reflecting in the Creator’s Presence Before I Record Further …

Tuesday, November 28, 2023, at 6:48 pm. Headed for bed mainly to reflect on the matter. I woke up almost at 2 am on Wednesday, November 29, 2023. I do not wish to impose any of my beliefs or agenda on anyone because I do not possess either of them. I no longer believe anything that I believed before the Almighty stepped into my life and straitened my crooked beliefs. What I possess now is a relationship with the Creator gifted to me for His own purposes for my life. (Jeremiah 15:19-20) The Creator knows each one of His children as well as every single creature of His creation. (Hebrews 4:12-13) In short, what I write is what transpires between the Creator and me.

What Is the Purpose for My Writings …?

I have expounded on this matter before, but the human mind does not retain all that is heard, so, the need for a reminder. From the beginning of my writings

Why The Trend of The Days? The Insatiable Need To Control …

Plus anger—fear. The why of the matter has been revealed to me for my own edification. It took a long time to sear these things into my being to empower me to fulfill the purpose of my life as it’s written in  Luke 22:31-32 & Jeremiah 15:19-20.

Quote: (I was inspired to put my name instead of Peter because Yahushua (Jesus) was talking to Simon then but now He was speaking to me.

Simon, Simon (thia, thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that [all of] you be given up to him [out of the power and keeping of God], that he might sift [all of] you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9] But I have prayed especially for you [thia], that your [own] faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. (Luke 22:31-32)

  • Wednesday, November 29, 2023, at 4:30 am.
  • At this point sleep overtook me.
  • I headed for bed.
  • Slept until 6:30 am.
  • I am awake now on Wednesday, November 29, 2023, at 7:14 am, ready to continue the narration.

Under Satan’s Power I Lost My Faith for A Moment …?

For Yahushua (Jesus) had prayed for me that my faith would not fail me. Therefore, on October 21, 1986, things were against me. I complained. His words to respond to my complaint hit me like a ton of bricks. He got my attention. My faith in Him was restored.

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(17-18) I have not joined the people in their merry feasts. I sit alone beneath the hand of God. I burst with indignation at their sins. Yet you have failed me in my time of need! You have let them keep right on with all their persecutions. Will they never stop hurting me? Your help is as uncertain as a seasonal mountain brook—sometimes a flood, sometimes as dry as a bone.”

The Lord replied: “Stop this foolishness and talk some sense! Only if you return to trusting me will I let you continue as my spokesman. You are to influence them, not let them influence you! They will fight against you like a besieging army against a high city wall. But they will not conquer you, for I am with you to protect and deliver you, says the Lord. Yes, I will certainly deliver you from these wicked men and rescue you from their ruthless hands.” (Jeremiah 15:17-21 TLB)

Your words were found, and I ate them; and Your words were to me a joy and the rejoicing of my heart, for I am called by Your name, O Lord God of hosts.

I sat not in the assembly of those who make merry, nor did I rejoice; I sat alone because Your [powerful] hand was upon me, for You had filled me with indignation. Why is my pain perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will you indeed be to me like a deceitful brook, like waters that fail and are uncertain?

Therefore thus says the Lord [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people]. And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Lord. And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. (Jeremiah 15:16-21 AMPC). End of quotes.

Well? For A Refresher To The Readers …

The quotes above set the basis for the content of my writings since 1985. Since then, absolutely everything in my life has come to pass exactly as it is written in all versions of the Bible. Since 1974 I had acquired several versions of the Bible frantically trying to make sense of all that I was reading. But the more I read the worse things got for me at the expense of my precious children. For I had become a religious bigot—strongly intolerant of those who differed with my agenda to force my children to comply without any consideration of their tender natures. By 1986 I quit reading those versions. I was inspired to get the Amplified version for better understanding of what I was reading.

Honestly? My children have gone through horrors beyond whatever my deluded imagination had conceived! But! From the mud I was willingly stuck in, my prayer was not to get unstuck but to plead with my Heavenly Father to take care of my precious children because I could not do it myself.

Anyhow, Change Was in The Way For Me …

The change started on that 21st day of October in 1986 with the above Scriptures penetrating the depth of my soul. Yahushua (Jesus) had to pull quite hard to get me unstuck from the mud pile that was about to extinguish the life out of me.

  • With His first pull of the rope around my neck He jerked me all the way to Waveland MS, to the home of my beloved Neen & Skee Picone.
  • Another jerk back to New Orleans to the home of Pauline who was the mother of my sponsor to reside in the USA.
  • Then? The final jerk to the place of quiet and rest my Heavenly Father had promised to me.
  • That was the apartment beyond the house of Norman Joseph Martinez, My Honey or N. J. Martinez Only To Me when I wanted to get his full attention.
  • Under the loving care of this truly unique gentleman, I remained from 1987 to 1992 when he was taken from me.
  • I went into a shock for about a year.
  • Even so, the metamorphosis from a caterpillar into a butterfly had already taken the form of the butterfly that now in 2023 is showing off its beauty in full splendor.

What Truly Matters to Me Now …

To stay aligned to the will of my Master, owner of my soul. By all means, I do not want to be free and on my own. No! No! No! I’ll be the greatest fool should I even think of such freedom! I been there I done that! Ten million religions, beliefs, religious as secular, as well what is understood as spiritual, Md’s, PH’s, Philosophers, Dali this Mohamad’s that, Yoga, and what have you, none, absolutely none can pluck me out of Yahushua’s heart where I reside. How blessed I am!

What Is to Happen Next …

Next? The unexpected blessings that I could not see much less appreciate when I was stuck in the mud pile of my staunch deranged beliefs. I am no longer trying to figure out what is to happen next. I am finally sitting still but working in perfect peace expressing myself with clarity, the type which engages the attention of whomever is attracted to read my posts.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

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New Doors Are Opening for US …

The new year will bring an abundance of good news for us. For myself, I have been feeling stuck for so long, But things are starting to fall into place.

  • Friday, November 17, 2023, at 6:52 pm. Bed.
  • Up at 2:14 am on Saturday, November 18, 2023.
  • Things are starting to fall into place despite the inevitable daily difficulties the world can handle for me, for us.
  • For it is no longer just me, is US for sure.

Well? It Seems to Me …?

It seems to me that I can’t get away from regression at times, but! It never ceases to amaze me how quickly my regression turns into progression. I need to reflect some more about this matter. It is now Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 10:58 am. Time for a lunch break.

  • I appreciate everything I have. I am curious about the lessons I can learn in this chapter of my life.    I let life surprise me.    I am attracting enriching experiences.   It’s easy for me now to see clearer than ever before.
  • Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 9:50 pm.
  • This 7th Day of Rest found me unable to rest.
  • That is unable to rest the way I conceive rest to be.
  • I see.
  • What does it mean to rest from the work of one’s hand as in the book of Hebrews 4 on to the end of the book?
  • Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 12:03 am.
  • I will head for bed.
  • I will expound later what I have been reading again in the book of Hebrews.
  • I got up about an hour ago.
  • It’s now Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 4:24 am.
  • I trembled as I read again such fearful words, how those words are speaking to me in a personal way.
  • Even right at this moment I am in suspense.

Am I Still Catering to My Human Nature? …

That is something that leaves me in suspense. Anxious, apprehensive, I dare not decide for myself what is the answer to my question. The answer must come from on high. I’ll sit still, I’ll wait for the answer. I’ll halt my doings for now. I am remembering to finish reading Edgar’s book about Los Amates in Guatemala.

  • Time to quit. Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 9:42 pm.
  • It was 3:22 am on Monday, November 20, 2023, when I got up to do my Monday chores.
  • It’s now Monday, November 20, 2023, at 4:35 am.

What’s So Interesting in This Saga of Mine? …

Why am I bothering to record over and over the same boring details every single day? That’s my mood right now. Now I see it. Now I don’t! Then I won’t. On goes that song, “nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I’m gone eat some worms….!!!”

But Why, Why, Why!!! …?

Why not? O PLEASE! Ruffle not my fleece! DM. Religionistically, pray! Pray you say? Religionistically pray! Pray! Pray! O mine! And I used to pray, pray, pray! All kinds of prayers I prayed on my knees for hours I prayed, until? …I heard say, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” What? Who’s talking to me to say that? “Well, who are you praying to? I am answering you, don’t you know?” Oh? And how am I supposed to pray to You? “Just talk to Me, talk to Me as you would talk to your natural father, for I Am your Father Who created you to be loved or take care of you as your natural father should do. I created you to be loved to love Me first and uppermost so I would empower you to love yourself then love your neighbor as you would love yourself.”

Suspense. A Moment of Suspense …?

I am just bug off! I read in FB someone quoting all the Scriptures telling all to pray, pray, and pray! Goodness’ sake! That brought to mind how such quotes drove me to pray, pray, and pray with my own conception of what prayer was all about. But I had read several books about prayer and how to pray. I was zealous to follow such instructions confident that I was moving the hands of my God to bid my every wish in my natural mind.

Well? Isn’t That What Is Generally Understood Prayer to Be? …

Hum! Maybe I am wrong and everybody else is right, who knows? I dare say today! Anyhow, that day, I had prayed, I mean prayed! Bible opened in front. On my knees, on my face, my hands raised, tears flowing from my eyes, pious voice supplicating, praying in that way was my custom every single morning when I would jump out of bed to my ready pillow on the side of my bed was my daily custom to pray. That day? I was sure to get all that I had prayed for, instead, it came from within me, as I wrote above, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” That’s what came to me that exact day. I quickly answered, “And how You want me to pray?” “Just talk to Me as if I was right there with you. For that I Am. I Am with you, inside of you. I never leave nor forsake you. I never will forsake you, no, not ever will I forsake you. Talk to Me continuously as your day advances with all its implications. Talk to Me. Ask for My directions at every step of your way.”

Well? How Clearly, I See It Even Today …

Even today I am not feeling that much better physically as I keep hoping to happen. Then also as I read all those prayer quotes on FB. Yes, it reminded me of my religious days and It Just Bugs Me! Why? O well! We are all doing the best we can do. No need for me to let the doings in FB bug Me! I am off to fix whatever for my early eats on Monday, November 20, 2023, at 6:34 am. I’ll figure out how to continue this line of thought.

Okay! I Figure It Out, I Think …?

Leave me alone! Let me be! For the last few days, I have figured out that everything that I do, I do it to please or to impress others! That is what is bugging me! And the bugging infects everything that comes my way, what I read other doings, bugs me. What good, wonderful people like Diana, are doing to help me in all facets of my life, bugs me. I am just BUGGED! Keep away from me!

On Second Thought …?

May the Almighty have mercy on me! May He put that mercy within my children and all who are acquainted with me including whoever bumps into these posts I publish. The truth? When I come to my healthy loving senses, I realize big time how WE are all doing the best we can do to help ourselves and everybody else on these perilous days that we are going through. May these days be shortened for our sakes.

Go With the Ethereal Flow …?

Earthly flow could mean to go along with people’s doings to find out what people or trends are like among other meanings. Go with the Ethereal Flow means to find out the unexpected blessings I could not see when I was going along the earthly flow.

Indeed! All My Blessings Come from Above …?

Human hands deliver those blessings to me. For that I am grateful. Monday, November 20, 2023, at 9:33 pm. As usual I am tired, time to head for bed. Up at 2:12 am on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at the sound of copious rain. Rain is a blessing as well as a curse. Thank goodness for the many ways to protect ourselves and property from the harm that rain can cause. Tomorrow in Jordan time, shall be a year since my arrival back to the USA.

Should I Say Back Home Where I Belong? …

Where is home? And can we ever go back home where we belong? In retrospect, reading Los Amates book puts the question in my mind. So many solid homes—families that have managed to keep together preserving the legacy of their ancestors. For the most, we are like sheep without a pastor roaming about the shores of this earth. Even so, numerous are the souls that by now have awakened the urge to find out where is the home where we belong.

Where Are the Roots of The Tree …?

Where are the roots of so many dysfunctional families? That is the subject to consume my time from now on. I am on to a good start reading Edgar Barahona Pineda’s historical book. Back to the book on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 4:22 am. Restart for updates on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 9:45 am.

To Gain Insight into That Which We Cannot See …?

I have waited on the Almighty for that insight. Now I have it. He has developed all things in perfect sequence since He first stepped into my tumultuous life in 1985. Astonished I remain. His peace floods my being. He has turned on a supernatural switch to light up my whole being with the Light of His matchless unbroken companionship. How blessed I am!

What Are the Goals Supernaturally Set in My Mind? …

It is set in my mind to build large works that benefit society for a long time. And from now on I’ll do get things done not by my power and might but by the Almighty’s Set Apart Spirit within my being.

  • My senses and mental faculties are trained by practice to discriminate and distinguish between what is morally good and noble and what is evil and contrary either to divine or human law as per Hebrews 5:14.
  • That’s what I need to report in the anew, afresh HAPPINESS NEWSPAPER—thiaBasilia Reporting. And that’s what I am doing despite my fears & misgivings.

So be it , period, lov, thia.

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Family Memories Present/Past …

New-Anew-Afresh Another Day …?

What Will It Be? …

The best to expect on this Sunday, November 12, 2023, at 3:31 am. All set for coffee then a good shower. Things are progressing. Need to restart computer on Sunday, November 12, 2023, at 3:09 pm. Monday, November 13, 2023, at 12:00 am. This has been a trying day with my computer.

Here We Go, Let Me Move to the Next Day …

That would be Monday, November 13, 2023, at 5:00 am. I have been up for about an hour taking care of my Monday chores. I am now beginning the process of reinstalling Windows 11 hoping to fix my computer problems. Well? It installed but it took me back to old versions of my files. I am just now figuring out how to overcome the problem.

  • This is the time for me to change my working routine.
  • The main thing is to attempt to learn new techniques taking advantage of the amazing improvements practically in all applications, especially the Windows 11 improvements.
  • Not to mention Microsoft Office and Photoshop 2025.
  • I really have the top of the cream of the top programs.
  • I must live up to them.

But That’s My Thinking Right Off The Top Of My Head …

Of course, my thinking does not materialize as my thinking portrays to me. Tuesday, November 14, 2023, at 3:26 am I got up feeling lousy. I have been up since 1:30 am today. Yesterday was a time of reconsidering my decision to live up to my call and purpose for my life beginning at home. I have been working on a graphic to deliver a message to imply we are all doing the best we can. But things were not clicking upsetting my apricot. I want to deliver that message in the next post I am to post. Right now, I am frustrated, ready for coffee break.

I’ll See What Happens Next When …?

When wake next time It’s 11:23 am on this Tuesday, November 14, 2023, but it feels like the day has ended. Well? The day is finally ending for me. It’s 7:07 pm on Tuesday, November 14, 2023. Much satisfied with the graphic. I worked hard and still have to clean up but I am tired, I need to head for bed.

It seems to me that this life in the world does not change. Everything repeats constantly no matter what. I do not feel very optimistic right now. But that is Ok. One thing is for sure, I do not trust my feelings. Reality or the quality or state of being actual or true does not depend on my feelings. Rather, reality does not depend on feelings. Things are the way they are despite my feelings. But at the moment it came to me to look up the DM.

Reflecting On the Matter …

I am beginning to see where the DM motivations are coming from. Way back in Genesis 3:15 we are given a clue to what is happening today. In general, we do not compare our doings with the doings stated in the Bible. Yet, our doings synchronize what is happening today with the Bible. Therefore, the Bible stands firm despite humanity standards of today.

You Know What? It Never Ceases to Amaze Me …?

It never ceases to amaze me how this ‘Bible’ thing has driven me bananas from the very first time I laid my eyes in the pages of that 1st copy of the Bible was laid in my hands to read. O mine, I was insulted! The young Baptist pastor realized that I was born Catholic and had never read the Bible plus English being my second language he figured to gift me the easiest to read version. But when I began to read the preposterous things to me that I was reading I surmise such version was written for ignorant people that had no command of the English language like I did. I got insulted!

So? I requested for a real Bible that would make sense instead of the copy given to me. Bless his heart, the young pastor took a long trip to the Baptist Book Store and presented me with the red King James Bible.

O man! I began to read in earnest. Wow! Those written words began to jump out of the pages into my heart. I could hardly put the book down. But I was under a lot of pressure taking care of 7 children under 10 years old, 3 from my own and the other 4 from different families. So much strife was going on between us all while I was enthralled with the discovery of the Bible. It all ended up with a complete nervous breakdown, my mind snapped! It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005 out of print but you can read a free version here: https://acrobat.adobe.com/id/urn:aaid:sc:us:cf58a996-ee08-49d1-a478-a6b63337d039 .

Creating New Memories …

Anyhow, that happened in the span of 74 years of my life. A past that has troubled and caused me the degeneration not only of my body but also in my attitude towards life in general. Even so, it is a past that has ceased to trouble me now in this 2022-2023 year coming to close on November 22, 2023. What a year it has been! A time to create new memories from the old ones.

New Memories Created …

Indeed! I can candidly mention that past now without affecting me of anyone in a negative way because the way at look at life now with a new perspective dotted to me from on high, no doubt about it. The neat thing is that the leading and protection from on high comes to me from different reliable sources just appearing without my asking or searching from them. And that’s the way the DM came to me.

What Is My Attitude Now? …

Like night & day happened with different circumstances every day or night so does my attitude. Everyday my attitude happens with different circumstances. The best part? I am now empowered to handle those circumstances like a pro.

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My potential to succeed is infinite.   I have the power to change.   I respond to difficulties with grace and confidence.   I embrace my vulnerability.   I live in the moment.   I am A-Okay whatever it rains or shines! Simply? It never ceases to amaze me. End of quote.

While I was recording the matter last night much hurt prevented me from ending my record so? I headed to bed on Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 12:37 am. I had quite a time getting situated to relieve my pain and sleep. But sleep finally came. I woke up around 5:30 am. It’s now Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 6:50 am, time for me to start this day empowered like I never been before.

  • Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 8:40 pm.
  • Exhausted, I went to bed.
  • It was a testing day again.
  • I changed my meal menu to see what would happen.
  • It was not a good idea to do so.
  • In the other hand, I got a surprise call from my Koury family in Jordan.
  • I also had a great chat with my Denise, and I got to talk to my Jude in Arizona.
  • I spent the whole afternoon on the phone but then something so special took place.
  • In my quest to optimize the graphic I am to post I began to search for pictures I needed to include.
  • In my search for pictures, I checked my old downloads folder.
  • Wow! I found the childishly-simple-premium-child theme.
  • Can you imagine that?
  • I purchased that theme in 2013 for the measly sum of $4.98.
  • I used it for a while then I decided to venture into the wide world of experimenting with numerous other ways & methods to blog.
  • To this day I have continued to experiment with this whole affair of blogging to my exasperation going from bad to worse.
  • Pity, isn’t it?

Well? Today Is A Turning Point …?

I have been at an accelerated learning point of my life. For what purpose? To establish me in the position of the head instead of the tail. I have lived my life as the tail for the most part. What kind of talk is that? Reminders popping in my head directing me to go in the way I am to go in the rest of my life.

  • Must head for bed on Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 5:32 pm.
  • Friday, November 17, 2023, 1:09 am.
  • Well? Another day after my 7 hours of sleep.
  • What was I doing while sleep overtook me?
  • Editing the record of the day.
  • Time to continue the task now.
  • Let me see.

It was Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 4:47 am. Yesterday was my Denise’s birthday. I must figure out how to celebrate it. For one thing, I must continue to listen & obey that voice within my being. What am I to quote on this day to get an idea of what is happening in my life that could affect the rest of my family as well as the rest of my readers. Why are things happening the way those things are happening?

Here Is The Unquestionable Reason For It All …?

O mine! I set myself up to search for the blessings record but instead I found the most amazing record of the post I recorded on Wednesday, December 20, 2017, at 12:56 am. Amazing! The year 2017 is the year when my whole life turned on the way up to where I am now. Now I must figure out how to post what I intend to post today. What I have been intending to post since I posted last.

  • Break time to reflect on the matter on Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 6:07 am.

What A Day This Is Turning Out To Be …

I had forgotten that today we were to the Library for a Christmas celebration. So? I barely had time to get ready to go. It was a nice affair. I had the opportunity to fellowship with Linda. Also, on coming back Diana asked Linda to drive me home while she had to go to take care of other matters. That was a blessing for it gave me the chance to share my testimony with Linda.

  • Next thing? I headed to collect my order.
  • Everything is OK except for my posture vest—too small.
  • Disappointed? Of course, but then I had the power to let go of such.
  • I put on my new high-top shoes.
  • I headed to show them to Diana.
  • I came back to head for bed.
  • Well? Back to Why are things happening the way those things are happening …?

At last! Here Is The Unquestionable Reason For It All …?

Confession, I am aware of my misgiving about coming out straight to the point of this matter. Why do I hesitate to come clear to the answer to the question? Because the answer is powerfully rejected by the most skeptical human beings inhabiting the world. Fear!

What Is It That I Fear? Good Question! …?

Well? So far, I sense that my children are beginning to enjoy my presence back into their lives. That means a lot to me but! But then? Coming out with the answer to the question of why things are happening the way that are happening these days would offend my children.

Hey! That’s What I Fear! What A Parading Of My Humanity!

I might as well accept the fact that as a human I tend to behave so as to attract attention; show off. I say that because the way I feel when the attention in a gathering goes to somebody or something else. Yeah, the worse? I pity the other party for being such a ‘show off’. Pittiful, isn’t it?

Let Me Cut To The Chase …?

I must remember the fact that I am not responsible for anyone’s reaction to my posts. No kidding! The best part? I am to be still, to wait, to write & publish all inspired words at any moment as I observe it all developing in the midst of my present living setup. Ha! Guess what again. I am now empowered to publish again that post in 2013 despite all my fears and missgivings.

My Bravado Is Troten Down …?

Somehow I wound up reading Diana’s updated page in FB. Suddenly I felt my heart constricting. In shock with my reaction I figured the best thing to do was to lay down, go to sleep. I slept for a couple of hours. It’s now Friday, November 17, 2023, at 9:14 am. I am now able to think clear.

  • My thoughts are becoming clearer.
  • I deserve to feel joy.
  • I take many conscious breaks every day.
  • I have the chance to slow down.
  • I always find a way to keep moving forward.
  • I will now see about heading to Diana’s to seek her help with the order.
  • Friday, November 17, 2023, at 9:38 am.
  • Diana is busy right now.
  • So, I went ahead to fix & eat my brunch.
  • Now I am ready to clearly record what is the best course of action to take under the moment’s circumstances.
  • For one thing, we are enjoying our company more than before.
  • There is no need for me to engage in controversial issues which the post in 2013 is all about.
  • All controversies are in the mind of the Creator’s plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation, to be loved by Him and for us to love Him in return.
  • This is a matter ingrained within us that shows in the relationships of parents and children.
  • We conceive our children with the wholesome intent to love and take care of them, molding them in the image of ourselves.
  • Of course, such is an instinct that we hardly recornize.
  • My instructions at the moment is to create new memories from the past/present.
  • That is what I shall continue to do from now on.

Prodigy Children …

That is what this generation is all about. Diana is the first one I recognized but, in the long run, I have been observing the amazing talents and glorified positions that my 7 children possess. Not only my 7 but also their friends who were part of their growing up as well as their mates and their mate’s families. Amazing!

How Clear I See It All Now …?

The suffocating fears that have troubled me in the past are becoming extinct, giving way for me to realize the beauty in the thread of our lives. The best part? I see how it is the same for my precious seven. I am looking forward to that embracing each other to become a reality.

Until the next post, lov, thia

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Expecting The Best …?

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Expecting The Best …?

Honestly, I Am Improving In My Way To Look At All Matters …

My Sense …?

Reflecting I can sense the wisdom from on high descending on me. Better yet, I detect such wisdom in so many souls that have influenced my behavior at the present time. For the most part I am reaping the wisdom they portrayed to me throughout my lifetime.

  • How intriguing such findings are to me.
  • Time now? Wednesday, November 8, 2023, at 11:13 am.
  • I did not record anything until Thursday, November 9, 2023, at 4:35 pm when I went to bed.
  • Up at 12:04 am on Friday, November 10, 2023.
  • I am grateful to wake up with the knowledge of the Presence of my Heavenly Father hovering over me.
  • I know that He has me surrounded with love, peace, beauty, and abundance at all times.
  • Right now, it is Friday, November 10, 2023, at 2:34 am. I am enjoying a foot soaking in the super foot soaking artifact that Diana provided for me, and?
  • I am thinking about Diana.

About Diana …?

I was blessed with 7 children to raise, three of my own, four from other families but I treated the 7 as if they were my own. We were a dysfunctional family but a loving family we were, we still are. For Diana, being my 1st born and the oldest has managed to keep that love in us alive despite all our differences. What a blessing that child is to all of us!

More about Diana …?

There is so much to talk about this prodigy child now senior. But she has shown her unusual & marvelous talents from her birth until the present. She never ceases to amaze me. She has an amazing way to come through with help for anyone in need of help despite anything that could hinder others to provide such help. She gives of herself without reservation. This I did not recognize until now. And I feel that the same is true with all of us, we have not properly recognized her as a prodigy or recognized her unusual talents. Though that we often mention the fact that ‘Diana knows’ for we all know we can depend on her for the answer for us. She is the leader of the pack.

  • Friday, November 10, 2023, at 3:57 pm.
  • Take for instance this Friday.
  • My day started on a good note around midnight as I recorded above.
  • Then by 8:30 am I texted Diana to say, ‘Good morning’.
  • She texted back offering to call me at 9 am.
  • She called to invite me to go with them to Laurel.
  • On the way to Laurel, we enjoyed the scenery.
  • Then I began to mention what I had been thinking about the situation with her improvised way of computer work, but she stopped me to inform me of her plans for the next few weeks.
  • Wow! Exactly what I had in mind for the setup of my living arrangement with improvement.
  • Totally amazing because she gave up her comfort to make way for my living arrangements.
  • A whole year she has giving it all up working so hard to rearrange her own comfortable living to make a way for me.
  • But for the last month or so the results of her efforts began.
  • Understanding each other, cheerful exchanges.
  • Much less worry about my health condition.
  • This is the sort of thing that happens whenever I take a step forward with my attitude looking at things with the wisdom from on high.

Significance …

How can I convey, communicate, make known the significance of our doings for the whole year now? Perhaps sharing my reflections on this matter can do. It seems to me that the whole mess of fears & worries & hurts deep wounds inflicted upon each other unknowingly, all that mess accumulated like a big boil has boasted and promoted the needed healing.

Quote:

But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy. And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Lord of hosts. [Earnestly] remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on [Mount] Horeb [to give] to all Israel. Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13] And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the [estranged] fathers to the [ungodly] children, and the hearts of the [rebellious] children to [the piety of] their fathers [a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly], lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17 (Malachi 4:2-6)

The FACT …

No kidding Malachi 4:2-6 is coming to pass verbatim. I have been referred to as one Elijah many times. But I have come to recognize several of the Elijahs now sent before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]. I know that for centuries there has been numerous false prophets, false alarms, doom sayers and more to dull the fact stated in the Bible in more ways than one. But now what is going on is no longer false alarms, instead the message now is a loving warning as in Matthew 24.

Quote:

See, I have warned you beforehand. So if they say to you, Behold, He is in the wilderness (desert)–do not go out there; if they tell you, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms–do not believe it.

For just as the lightning flashes from the east and shines and is seen as far as the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be. Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together. [Job_39:30]

Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15] Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]

And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the N1universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14] (Matthew 24:25-31) End of quote.

Experience Over Understanding …?

I have been proclaiming my understanding of such verses of Scriptures for a long time, but now I no longer proclaim my understanding of the quoted verses. Now I proclaim my experience of the fact as I see it coming to pass but I do not understand how or when. For I am inspired to live today as the coming of the Master or the end of time as we know time to be shall happen tomorrow.

Quote:

And He told them a parable: Look at the fig tree and all the trees; When they put forth their buds and come out in leaf, you see for yourselves and perceive and know that summer is already near. Even so, when you see these things taking place, understand and know that the kingdom of God is at hand.

Truly I tell you, this generation (those living at that definite period of time) will not perish and pass away until all has taken place. The sky and the earth (the universe, the world) will pass away, but My words will not pass away.

But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose; For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth. Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man. (Luke 21:29-36) End of quote.

 

Worldly Worries and Cares Pertaining to The Business Of This Life …?

For years on end those verses have been engraved within my being. Even though I have floundered at times I always come back to heed the warning in that passage of Scripture. And now more than ever before, I am on the alert as I see what is going on in Jerusalem without any political influence at all. For the political issue in this world is the most corrupt issue that has captured the soul of most of human beings on this world.

Regardless, It Is Not Up To Me To Try To Change The World …

That is all the business of the Master Creator of everything in existence including us human beings. His purpose for my life is to change the world with mine and similar testimonies giving witness of His Presence in our hearts leading and directing us in the way that we should go to fulfill His purpose for our lives.

What Is Coming To End This Glorious Month …

A colorful month this is. Shades of light & dark green, yellow sprinkles abundantly, then the reddish orange & the brown they all embellish the panorama. It is now 5:07 am on Saturday, November 11, 2023. Is the2nd 7th Day of Rest of this 11th month of 2023. The things coming up, Denise’s birthday on the 16th and Ahmad’s birthday on the 17th. Then there are 12 days to go for our reunion on Thanksgiving Day. From there on big changes are expected. It’s just an exciting time for us to give thanks and more.

Can You Believe It? …

No pills. No mantras. No addictions for me. Even though I am practicing nutrition to restore my health I refuse to get stuck in one routine of doing things whether they work or not. Also, I refuse to argue or try to convince anyone about anything. I respect sound advice even when it does not apply to me. By the same token I fear not to offend or get offended. But I have lived in other countries among the richest and the poorest as I have lived in the USA. I have experienced life from both sides of the coin enough to take a neutral stand. As far as my health is concerned, I have also experienced all sides of the coin. Therefore, I am now experimenting with my own way based on the effects of my past experience.

  • In this moment, I am letting myself be myself.
  • I let go of the constant need to do something or be something more.
  • I tune out everything and look inside of myself.
  • I connect with my heart’s wisdom.
  • My life is becoming deeply satisfying.
  • I invite more peace and clarity into my life.
  • I am ready to unlock my full potential.
  • I embrace the fresh perspective from on high.
  • I trust that the future will unfold beyond my wildest expectations.
  • I always attract the best opportunities.
  • I am satisfied with what I have.
  • I value all the opportunities I have.
  • I see mistakes as learning opportunities.

On this note I shall post today, I think. I’ll see what develops. Saturday, November 11, 2023, at 9:33 am.

Until the next post, lov, thia

 

 

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BROKEN to Serve …

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The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years …

THEME:  What The Story Is About.

Will not publish this theme.

I must find a different approach to continue posting to strengthen the brethren. After all, that is the purpose of my life. That purpose has been established since 1985.

Quote:

“Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Simon, Simon (Peter), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of God, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9] But I have prayed especially for you Peter, that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. (Luke 22:31-32) End of quote.

Uncertainty …

Monday, October 30, 2023, at 7:27 pm. Ha! The 7 & 27 again just when I am so uncertain to continue posting the things that have already been posted. I must sleep on it. It seems to me that I am rehashing the past. If the past is past, I think I should let it rest.

Certainty …

Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 2:44 am. The last day of the 10th month when things got serious. This month ends along with the uncertainty disturbing the peace, beauty, and love surrounding me. Certainty: new—anew MESSAGE thiaBasilia shall present on the Life of Rest against the Life of works from now unto eternity.

Until the next post, lov, thia