For The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through!
Here I Am My Master—Annoyed By A Fly! …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 5:40 am
And that is to put the icing on the cake! I am frustrated because after of waiting for hours for Windows install to download at the end I find out I can’t install for one reason or another.
I quit again!
You are in control of it all.
I am no longer afraid to try things out.
Your leading and loving control is unique.
Nothing like this world’s controlling ways!
Ha! New Headline For Next Post—A Drop Of Love …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 8:32 am.
Perfect headline for the moment Your so loved world is going through! It shall be a take from Mathew 24 that I never saw before until? Now that You are giving life within my being to Your written words.
Sound Confession Of My Wrong Conceptions Of The Past …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 11:19 am.
This is not an oops I goofed flippant declaration. Nay! But it is a sound confession of my faults and humbling myself in Your sight. It is a confirmation of what You have been doing within me for the last 10 years since You called me to these strange grounds in the wilderness of people.
It is a proclamation of Your work within me that has led me to repentance or turning around and away from my past life.
The Results? You Have Now Opened My Mind To See Things I Never Saw Before In Your Written Words …
You have shown me how I misinterpreted Your words. Even more how I looked unto my leaders and peers for confirmation of my interpretation. I did not go to You. So? I had no power to repent. No power to abide in Your will.
My life was a life of ups and downs like the waves of the sea.
A powerless life. No ability to control the flow of the waves.
What A Difference From What My Life It Is Today …
I am still the especial unique human being that You have created me to be, but! No longer depending on mine or any other human’s uniqueness. Rather, I am now depending on You for all practical purposes.
Does that mean I have no respect for other’s abilities and skills?
Not at all! In fact, the opposite is the truth.
The best part?
I now have the power to proclaim the truth from the Master’s mind not from mine.
What Are The Misconceptions I Lived By And See Now Others Still Living By? …
The misconception about Babylon. So many have declared and convinced many including myself that Babylon is the USA. On such basis alarms to leave the USA or perish with it have popped all over for many years.
Wow! You have been showing to me over and over that the USA IS NOT BABYLON.
The USA is only part of what Babylon represents.
What is then BABYLON?
Babylon is the whole world inhabited by people living by the lust of the flesh—craving for sensual gratification and the lust of the eyes—greedy longings of the mind and the pride of life—assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things. (1Jn_2:16).
The saddest part of it all?
Many left the USA thinking they were getting out of Babylon, but!
They carried Babylon in their hearts and minds and their cherished belongings.
They came to Aqaba, Jordan and set up their own Babylon in the residential area away from Aqaba local people.
What a fallacy!
But You know all about it my Master.
And none of it affects Your good plans for us.
Then? Yahushua Plainly Declared In Matthew 24 That No One Not Even Himself Knew The Time Of The End, But!
Numerous people have been wasting their time figuring out timelines. And so many live by such timeliness. And so many are obsessed watching the signs but still living a worldly life in Babylon more or less.
Me? O My Master? You Have Graciously Debunked All Such Misconceptions For Me …
Now I can honestly confess my faults. And in the last ten years, I have wept humbling myself in Your sight as per James 4. Quote:
James 4:9,10
As you draw near to your Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the Presence of the Master, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant]. End of quote.
Indeed! You Have Lifted Me Up. You Have Made My Life Significant …
For sure, this is not a feeling or bragging of my own. But it is the truth. My life IS significantly making a global impact through the waves of the Internet as You have declared it to me. Quote:
“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify tenfold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.” End of quote.
O Mine! I Surely Don’t ‘Feel’ Significant Perched Up On This Roof All By My Lonesome …
Hahaha! HalleluYah! Sure glad that my feelings have ceased to get the best out of me. I go on despite feelings and? O the thoughts! My mind churning out unceasingly all those lustful thoughts of my flesh.
But O My Master? You Bring Me Out Of My Mind And Set My Gaze On Your Mind …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 6:39 pm.
Thus this morning You quickened this post to me. I am troubled with my vision. Had to quit to sleep and rest my hurting eye ball. Don’t know what goes on with my eyes but You do. You are the Master Healer. I wait on You.
About This Post …
Many, many times I have read Matthew 24—the basis of all You are leading me to proclaim from now on.
This is not one more false alarm from the span of my imagination.
This is a real warning from the Creator and Redeemer of our souls.
A drop of love from His heart of mercy.
You quicken me to read the chapter quite often, but! This time?
You showed me a little bit more about the time this all is to take place.
For one thing I had been wondering about my loved ones arrival to this land.
It is not a matter of if but a matter of when.
And when I see my loved ones so settled in their good lives in the USA, I wonder big time!
Until You show me today the passage in Matthew 24 that settles my wondering. Quote:
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15]
Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]
And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14]. End of quote.
There It Is! Clearly Stated When My Loved Ones Shall Arrived! …
Amazing how You reward my dependence and waiting on You for all my answers. Though that I had wondered I have not paid mind to any man made calculations and assertions about the time and date for it all to happen against Yahushua’s words to the contrary.
Today’s revelation still does not reveal the exact time. Only settles my mind to wait with patience and composure.
Furthermore? You are compelling me to proclaim Your words instead of the details of my daily living from now on
So? Here Is The Chapter To Proclaim To Settle Your People’s Mind On The Reality Of Your Times …
For myself? You have empowered me to separate the precious from the vile—cleansing my own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness, thus You have made me into Your mouthpiece to proclaim Your words on Your time and discretion.
So? Without any more ado, I shall publish this post as per Your leading and instructions. Quote:
Yahushua Foretells Destruction of the Temple
Matthew 24:51 AMPC+
YAHUSHUA DEPARTED from the temple area and was going on His way when His disciples came up to Him to call His attention to the buildings of the temple and point them out to Him.
But He answered them, Do you see all these? Truly I tell you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.
Signs of the End of the Age
While He was seated on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately and said, Tell us, when will this take place, and what will be the sign of Your coming and of the end (the completion, the consummation) of the age?
Yahushua answered them, Be careful that no one misleads you [deceiving you and leading you into error].
For many will come in (on the strength of) My name [appropriating the name which belongs to Me], saying, I am the Christ (the Messiah), and they will lead many astray.
And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are not frightened or troubled, for this must take place, but the end is not yet.
For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in place after place;
All this is but the beginning [the early pains] of the birth pangs [of the intolerable anguish].
Then they will hand you over to suffer affliction and tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake.
And then many will be offended and repelled and will begin to distrust and desert [Him Whom they ought to trust and obey] and will stumble and fall away and betray one another and pursue one another with hatred.
And many false prophets will rise up and deceive and lead many into error.
And the love of the great body of people will grow cold because of the multiplied lawlessness and iniquity,
But he who endures to the end will be saved.
And this good news of the kingdom (the Gospel) will be preached throughout the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then will come the end.
The Abomination of Desolation
So when you see the appalling sacrilege [the abomination that astonishes and makes desolate], spoken of by the prophet Daniel, standing in the Holy Place–let the reader take notice and ponder and consider and heed [this]–[Dan_9:27; Dan_11:31; Dan_12:11]
Then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains;
Let him who is on the housetop not come down and go into the house to take anything;
And let him who is in the field not turn back to get his overcoat.
And alas for the women who are pregnant and for those who have nursing babies in those days!
Pray that your flight may not be in winter or on a Sabbath.
For then there will be great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again]. [Dan_12:1; Joe_2:2]
And if those days had not been shortened, no human being would endure and survive, but for the sake of the elect (the Creator’s chosen ones) those days will be shortened.
If anyone says to you then, Behold, here is the Messiah! or, There He is!—do not believe it.
For false Messiahs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect (your Creator’s chosen ones).
See, I have warned you beforehand.
So if they say to you, Behold, He is in the wilderness (desert)–do not go out there; if they tell you, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms–do not believe it.
For just as the lightning flashes from the east and shines and is seen as far as the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be.
Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together. [Job_39:30]
The Coming of the Son of Man
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15]
Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]
And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14]
The Lesson of the Fig Tree
From the fig tree learn this lesson: as soon as its young shoots become soft and tender and it puts out its leaves, you know of a surety that summer is near.
So also when you see these signs, all taken together, coming to pass, you may know of a surety that He is near, at the very doors.
Truly I tell you, this generation (the whole multitude of people living at the same time, in a definite, given period) will not pass away till all these things taken together take place.
Sky and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away.
No One Knows That Day and Hour
But of that [exact] day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.
As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.
For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark,
And they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man. [Gen_6:5-8; Gen_7:6-24]
At that time two men will be in the field; one will be taken and one will be left.
Two women will be grinding at the hand mill; one will be taken and one will be left.
Watch therefore [give strict attention, be cautious and active], for you do not know in what kind of a day [whether a near or remote one] your Master is coming.
But understand this: had the householder known in what [part of the night, whether in a night or a morning] watch the thief was coming, he would have watched and would not have allowed his house to be undermined and broken into.
You also must be ready therefore, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour when you do not expect Him.
Who then is the faithful, thoughtful, and wise servant, whom his master has put in charge of his household to give to the others the food and supplies at the proper time?
Blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) is that servant whom, when his master comes, he will find so doing.
I solemnly declare to you, he will set him over all his possessions.
But if that servant is wicked and says to himself, My master is delayed and is going to be gone a long time,
And begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with the drunken,
The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour of which he is not aware,
And will punish him [cut him up by scourging] and put him with the pretenders (hypocrites); there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.
Not An Scary False Alarm At All! Rather A Sound Warning …
And that from the only One Who knows the end from the beginning. “See, I have warned you beforehand” Yahushua lovingly informs us on what to expect on these times of Noah that we are going through. He told us then what is happening already, quote:
For false Messiahs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect (your Creator’s chosen ones).
Even Better? He Told Us Then Plainly What We Are To Do When These Times Would Come …
O my Master! It is coming to me to publish these words in the social nets so popular nowadays. Such nets are the vivid representation of the times of Noah—eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, but!
Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.
Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above …
For The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Such is the purpose for this post to be air out in the world’s net as well as in the social nets.
For The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through!
Here I Am My Master—Annoyed By A Fly! …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 5:40 am
And that is to put the icing on the cake! I am frustrated because after of waiting for hours for Windows install to download at the end I find out I can’t install for one reason or another.
I quit again!
You are in control of it all.
I am no longer afraid to try things out.
Your leading and loving control is unique.
Nothing like this world’s controlling ways!
Ha! New Headline For Next Post—A Drop Of Love …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 8:32 am.
Perfect headline for the moment Your so loved world is going through! It shall be a take from Mathew 24 that I never saw before until? Now that You are giving life within my being to Your written words.
Sound Confession Of My Wrong Conceptions Of The Past …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 11:19 am.
This is not an oops I goofed flippant declaration. Nay! But it is a sound confession of my faults and humbling myself in Your sight. It is a confirmation of what You have been doing within me for the last 10 years since You called me to these strange grounds in the wilderness of people.
It is a proclamation of Your work within me that has led me to repentance or turning around and away from my past life.
The Results? You Have Now Opened My Mind To See Things I Never Saw Before In Your Written Words …
You have shown me how I misinterpreted Your words. Even more how I looked unto my leaders and peers for confirmation of my interpretation. I did not go to You. So? I had no power to repent. No power to abide in Your will.
My life was a life of ups and downs like the waves of the sea.
A powerless life. No ability to control the flow of the waves.
What A Difference From What My Life It Is Today …
I am still the especial unique human being that You have created me to be, but! No longer depending on mine or any other human’s uniqueness. Rather, I am now depending on You for all practical purposes.
Does that mean I have no respect for other’s abilities and skills?
Not at all! In fact, the opposite is the truth.
The best part?
I now have the power to proclaim the truth from the Master’s mind not from mine.
What Are The Misconceptions I Lived By And See Now Others Still Living By? …
The misconception about Babylon. So many have declared and convinced many including myself that Babylon is the USA. On such basis alarms to leave the USA or perish with it have popped all over for many years.
Wow! You have been showing to me over and over that the USA IS NOT BABYLON.
The USA is only part of what Babylon represents.
What is then BABYLON?
Babylon is the whole world inhabited by people living by the lust of the flesh—craving for sensual gratification and the lust of the eyes—greedy longings of the mind and the pride of life—assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things. (1Jn_2:16).
The saddest part of it all?
Many left the USA thinking they were getting out of Babylon, but!
They carried Babylon in their hearts and minds and their cherished belongings.
They came to Aqaba, Jordan and set up their own Babylon in the residential area away from Aqaba local people.
What a fallacy!
But You know all about it my Master.
And none of it affects Your good plans for us.
Then? Yahushua Plainly Declared In Matthew 24 That No One Not Even Himself Knew The Time Of The End, But!
Numerous people have been wasting their time figuring out timelines. And so many live by such timeliness. And so many are obsessed watching the signs but still living a worldly life in Babylon more or less.
Me? O My Master? You Have Graciously Debunked All Such Misconceptions For Me …
Now I can honestly confess my faults. And in the last ten years, I have wept humbling myself in Your sight as per James 4. Quote:
James 4:9,10
As you draw near to your Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the Presence of the Master, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant]. End of quote.
Indeed! You Have Lifted Me Up. You Have Made My Life Significant …
For sure, this is not a feeling or bragging of my own. But it is the truth. My life IS significantly making a global impact through the waves of the Internet as You have declared it to me. Quote:
“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify tenfold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.” End of quote.
O Mine! I Surely Don’t ‘Feel’ Significant Perched Up On This Roof All By My Lonesome …
Hahaha! HalleluYah! Sure glad that my feelings have ceased to get the best out of me. I go on despite feelings and? O the thoughts! My mind churning out unceasingly all those lustful thoughts of my flesh.
But O My Master? You Bring Me Out Of My Mind And Set My Gaze On Your Mind …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 6:39 pm.
Thus this morning You quickened this post to me. I am troubled with my vision. Had to quit to sleep and rest my hurting eye ball. Don’t know what goes on with my eyes but You do. You are the Master Healer. I wait on You.
About This Post …
Many, many times I have read Matthew 24—the basis of all You are leading me to proclaim from now on.
This is not one more false alarm from the span of my imagination.
This is a real warning from the Creator and Redeemer of our souls.
A drop of love from His heart of mercy.
You quicken me to read the chapter quite often, but! This time?
You showed me a little bit more about the time this all is to take place.
For one thing I had been wondering about my loved ones arrival to this land.
It is not a matter of if but a matter of when.
And when I see my loved ones so settled in their good lives in the USA, I wonder big time!
Until You show me today the passage in Matthew 24 that settles my wondering. Quote:
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15]
Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]
And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14]. End of quote.
There It Is! Clearly Stated When My Loved Ones Shall Arrived! …
Amazing how You reward my dependence and waiting on You for all my answers. Though that I had wondered I have not paid mind to any man made calculations and assertions about the time and date for it all to happen against Yahushua’s words to the contrary.
Today’s revelation still does not reveal the exact time. Only settles my mind to wait with patience and composure.
Furthermore? You are compelling me to proclaim Your words instead of the details of my daily living from now on
So? Here Is The Chapter To Proclaim To Settle Your People’s Mind On The Reality Of Your Times …
For myself? You have empowered me to separate the precious from the vile—cleansing my own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness, thus You have made me into Your mouthpiece to proclaim Your words on Your time and discretion.
So? Without any more ado, I shall publish this post as per Your leading and instructions. Quote:
Yahushua Foretells Destruction of the Temple
Matthew 24:51 AMPC+
YAHUSHUA DEPARTED from the temple area and was going on His way when His disciples came up to Him to call His attention to the buildings of the temple and point them out to Him.
But He answered them, Do you see all these? Truly I tell you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.
Signs of the End of the Age
While He was seated on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately and said, Tell us, when will this take place, and what will be the sign of Your coming and of the end (the completion, the consummation) of the age?
Yahushua answered them, Be careful that no one misleads you [deceiving you and leading you into error].
For many will come in (on the strength of) My name [appropriating the name which belongs to Me], saying, I am the Christ (the Messiah), and they will lead many astray.
And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are not frightened or troubled, for this must take place, but the end is not yet.
For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in place after place;
All this is but the beginning [the early pains] of the birth pangs [of the intolerable anguish].
Then they will hand you over to suffer affliction and tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake.
And then many will be offended and repelled and will begin to distrust and desert [Him Whom they ought to trust and obey] and will stumble and fall away and betray one another and pursue one another with hatred.
And many false prophets will rise up and deceive and lead many into error.
And the love of the great body of people will grow cold because of the multiplied lawlessness and iniquity,
But he who endures to the end will be saved.
And this good news of the kingdom (the Gospel) will be preached throughout the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then will come the end.
The Abomination of Desolation
So when you see the appalling sacrilege [the abomination that astonishes and makes desolate], spoken of by the prophet Daniel, standing in the Holy Place–let the reader take notice and ponder and consider and heed [this]–[Dan_9:27; Dan_11:31; Dan_12:11]
Then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains;
Let him who is on the housetop not come down and go into the house to take anything;
And let him who is in the field not turn back to get his overcoat.
And alas for the women who are pregnant and for those who have nursing babies in those days!
Pray that your flight may not be in winter or on a Sabbath.
For then there will be great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again]. [Dan_12:1; Joe_2:2]
And if those days had not been shortened, no human being would endure and survive, but for the sake of the elect (the Creator’s chosen ones) those days will be shortened.
If anyone says to you then, Behold, here is the Messiah! or, There He is!—do not believe it.
For false Messiahs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect (your Creator’s chosen ones).
See, I have warned you beforehand.
So if they say to you, Behold, He is in the wilderness (desert)–do not go out there; if they tell you, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms–do not believe it.
For just as the lightning flashes from the east and shines and is seen as far as the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be.
Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together. [Job_39:30]
The Coming of the Son of Man
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15]
Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]
And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14]
The Lesson of the Fig Tree
From the fig tree learn this lesson: as soon as its young shoots become soft and tender and it puts out its leaves, you know of a surety that summer is near.
So also when you see these signs, all taken together, coming to pass, you may know of a surety that He is near, at the very doors.
Truly I tell you, this generation (the whole multitude of people living at the same time, in a definite, given period) will not pass away till all these things taken together take place.
Sky and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away.
No One Knows That Day and Hour
But of that [exact] day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.
As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.
For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark,
And they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man. [Gen_6:5-8; Gen_7:6-24]
At that time two men will be in the field; one will be taken and one will be left.
Two women will be grinding at the hand mill; one will be taken and one will be left.
Watch therefore [give strict attention, be cautious and active], for you do not know in what kind of a day [whether a near or remote one] your Master is coming.
But understand this: had the householder known in what [part of the night, whether in a night or a morning] watch the thief was coming, he would have watched and would not have allowed his house to be undermined and broken into.
You also must be ready therefore, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour when you do not expect Him.
Who then is the faithful, thoughtful, and wise servant, whom his master has put in charge of his household to give to the others the food and supplies at the proper time?
Blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) is that servant whom, when his master comes, he will find so doing.
I solemnly declare to you, he will set him over all his possessions.
But if that servant is wicked and says to himself, My master is delayed and is going to be gone a long time,
And begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with the drunken,
The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour of which he is not aware,
And will punish him [cut him up by scourging] and put him with the pretenders (hypocrites); there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.
Not An Scary False Alarm At All! Rather A Sound Warning …
And that from the only One Who knows the end from the beginning. “See, I have warned you beforehand” Yahushua lovingly informs us on what to expect on these times of Noah that we are going through. He told us then what is happening already, quote:
For false Messiahs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect (your Creator’s chosen ones).
Even Better? He Told Us Then Plainly What We Are To Do When These Times Would Come …
O my Master! It is coming to me to publish these words in the social nets so popular nowadays. Such nets are the vivid representation of the times of Noah—eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, but!
Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.
Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above …
For The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Such is the purpose for this post to be air out in the world’s net as well as in the social nets.
Who Is Paying Mind To Such Ominous Prophesied Fact?
Well? Time To Let The Pieces Of Broken Romanticism Go! …
Time now to let Your love shine in all lines. Time to love with and in Your love. Your love? The crazy glue to fix the broken pieces of romanticism. Here is the illustration:
What A Note To End This Most Especial Day …
Thursday, October 15, 2020 at 11:34 pm.
I don’t know what is to be for me from now on, but You do. One thing is for sure, this time? It is not going back. Forward! Steady upwards closer and closer to You.
It Is Friday! The Last Day To Work In The USA—TGF …
Friday, October 16, 2020 at 3:56 am.
For Christians and productive citizens for the most? Five days. Eight hours each day makes the 40 hours week of work, work, work! Saturday and Sunday? O well! Do your own thing called rest.
That rest starts Friday night with a night out.
Saturday one takes care of chores in the house.
Sunday for the most is ‘Church’ day.
A couple hours for You my Master the rest of that day?
For family and friends.
May times there is a mini vacation from Friday night to Sunday night.
On those vacations You are put aside until convenient times.
Such way of wonder life in the USA?
Covid-19!? Wonder Life Halts …
Friday, October 16, 2020 at 10:31 am.
Ha! I slept on and off for quite a few hours. Then I woke up to the wonder of Internet again! What a blessing to begin the day. Immediately I got in touch with Adobe support to fix the Photoshop crashing issue.
I have been working in Photoshop to test it out. So far so good.
Things are working pretty good I think.
There are some new things in Windows and Office 365 that I have yet to get used to.
Meanwhile, Ahmad promised to come this morning to work in the apartment.
Don’t know yet what time he will arrived but I am not concerned about it.
The thing is that I am finding myself without a care in this world without any effort of my own.
It looks like all things are falling into place as You promised they would.
Why worry about it?
Master Sovereign!
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 12:54 am.
O my Master! We are coming now to the nitty-gritty of the matter. “Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!” Psalms 2:12 AMPC+
Would They Now Quit This Site My Master?
Sunday, October 18, 2020 at 1:15 pm.
You are leading me to introduce this post with these touchy entries for many who are set in the religion of their choice. But You know all about it. I am on to he task.
Ready To Jump Off My Roof To End The Misery Of Such Knowledge, but! …
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:02 am.
Recollecting that moment. Ahmad came for a visit after his absence of several days. I shared with him the wonders of my experience. Then I ask for him to share his stand. What? What I heard was like a dagger piercing my heart.
“I want to move us out of here. I been searching for a building in West Amman where we can all live in the same building.”
Shocking confession!
What about this building?
What about the restoration of this area?
What about all that I stand for?
No response…
I recorded that day.
It Is With Much Sadness This Day Is Continuing For Me …
Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 4:17 pm.
The most devastating thing for my moment? Discovering that the words You have given to me for the restoration of this area are discarded plus I am expected to move out with the family to another area.
Master? Unless You intervene for me You know I cannot withstand this blow.
My Soul My Heart Are Broken. Only You Can Mend Them …
Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 11:01 pm.
I cast the rubbish that broke them under Your feet! I’ll be still. I’ll let go, overlook, I’ll wait on You. It all as You empower me to do. My head hurts. I pray for relief. Thank You.
I could hardly sleep. Tears. Perhaps accept defeat and go back to the USA? More tears.
The Human Mind Churning Spitting Out An Avalanche Of Thoughts …
Monday, October 05, 2020 at 1:03 am.
Master? Such is the way You have developed the saga of my life. O but how You are revealing these matters to me. And that just at the point when I am ready to terminate my miserable existence.
Yes, I was so desperate I became suicidal.
I wanted to jump from my roof to the ground but!
You opened my eyes to see the aftermath of my haste,
No I would not have die.
Instead? I would provoke the people to gawk the scene.
The police would have come and haul me to the Looney Toomey house!
O well! No jumping!
Just on You dumping!
Dumping all that rubbish attempting to suffocate me.
O The Wonders Of Your Mercy! Fifteen Days Later And? …
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:29 am.
The content for this post. The tribulation and our aberrations vivid in my mind. A phone call. Ahmad on the line. He was to come the next day to work in my apartment. Strange.
Next Day? That Was Yesterday. He Came. Work? Well …
He did one thing with my help. Then he sat. Me? Minding my business. Enjoying my crazy slider I have set in my desktop. He said how much he enjoys watching me laughing. Then? Wow!
“I want to talk, don’t interrupt me.”
He proceeded to share with me how he has figured out how to buy this roof.
Once he gets the ownership, he will fix all as per my dream.
He is waiting for the owners to confer and give him price and terms.
Then he shared how he aims to get the monies to pay for it.
I exclaimed! That is wonderful news! But please! Forget all thoughts on how to get the monies. The monies are coming to you. Wait.”
I proceeded to emphasized to him the urgency to educate his people about the great tribulation at hand before any monies or buying can take place.
Talking About Your Spirit Within Me Doing The Talk? Exactly …
Just like You quicken me in the quote above. What a day yesterday was! The Internet came back. The acceptance of my lot on the daily basis? A reality.
No need to ask for a printer or this or that. Let be. Be still. Quit all your doings.
You Now Have The Power To Do So For Keeps …
Thank You my Master! How amazingly indescribable is the experience of Your power. Nothing I can describe. It is a reality to last me eternally.
Let me now pick up from the last post.
The Question Remains Who Sinned? Who’s Fault? We Are Now Getting Our Answers …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 8:39 am.
O my Master! Then? “Thou was altogether born in sins, and dost thou teach us? And they cast him out.” Now? “If you were somehow able to admit that you have emotional and mental disabilities.
That’s why no one accepts you. It is not you it is your denial of the fact that you are bipolar.
It Is Not Me. It Is What I Stand For …
Master? The day You broke the chains of the world’s labeling me? That’s the day my children cut me off as mentally insane. But You told me clearly that was to happen. Quote:
Matthew 10 is being fulfilled,
See, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves.
Therefore be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.
But beware of men, for they shall deliver you up to sanhedrins (courts) and flog you in their congregations.
And you shall be brought before governors and sovereigns for My sake, as a witness to them and to the gentiles.
But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it shall be given to you in that hour what you shall speak, for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking in you.
And brother shall deliver up brother to death, and a father his child.
And children shall rise up against parents and shall put them to death.
And you shall be hated by all for My Name’s sake.
But he who shall have endured to the end shall be saved.
And when they persecute you in this city, flee to another.
For truly, I say to you, you shall by no means have gone through the cities of Yisrael before the Son of Adam comes.
A taught one is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master.
It is enough for the taught one to become like his teacher, and a servant like his master.
If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more those of his household!
Therefore, do not fear them.
For whatever is covered shall be revealed, and whatever is hidden shall be made known.
What I say to you in the dark, speak in the light.
And what you hear in the ear, proclaim on the house-tops.
And do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the being.
But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both being and body in Gehenna. End of quote.
It Is Written! Such Is Not A Figment Of My ‘Bipolar’ Condition! Such Is The FACT!
Master? The truth about Your children? For the most they are productive citizens in this world. They rejoice and be merry in the comfort that this world has offered them.
In their joy they bow down to all kinds of evils—from psychological disorders to the most treacherous diseases and social-economic mishandling of their souls and bodies!
But they call it all ‘life’ because in their childish gullibility they believe themselves totally able and capable to handle anything for the sake of what they call ‘sanity’ ‘wisdom’ ‘common sense’!
No kidding! We are a bunch of children believing ourselves to be grownups.
It reminds me of Ahmad’s 8 year-old son. He called to tell Ahmad to send him 15 JOD. Ahmad asked him why? He answered, “I am coming to Aqaba.” Ahmad asked, “Your mom with you?” His 8 year-old answered, “No! I am coming by myself, I am a man!”
And so? The truth about the way we are and act? That is all in Your mysterious plan for our creation and restoration.
Well? You Are Now Restoring Your Creation …
You are shaking souls to the max. Nothing shall remain to block Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation.
The power of Your love and wisdom is descending upon Your children one by one as it is written. Quote:
Jeremiah 3:14-15
Turn, O backsliding children, saith the MASTER; for I am married unto you: and I will take you one of a city, and two of a family, and I will bring you to Zion:
And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.
FACT. Master? Your Written Words Applied To Me Personally Become Alive …
By Your words You transformed me. You brought me into Your Presence to live a higher life. So? You empower me to act according to Your will even when You have not stripped from me my human personality!
The truth? You command me to quit my search for righteousness in the natural or carnal state of my being.
You have created me as human.
I am to remain human as long as I exist in this earth as it is now.
Only to be genuinely human I am to quit my insidious quest to be a ‘good’ human.
There is no such a thing. No one is righteous.
Not a single human being in the whole earth is good.
What a human call good is evil and vice versa what a human call evil is good.
Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! You Are An Awesome Yah! Thank You For Applying Your Written Words To Me …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.
You are now bringing to my remembrance some of the many Scriptures alive within my being before I continue with the present expose! But Master? Who shall have the patience to read even when such Scriptures are so important?
Who knows? Perhaps many will benefit from the reading of all quoted Scriptures. Quote:
Luke 22:31-32
Simon, Simon—Peter—(Thia, Thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of the Father, that he might sift all of you like grain, Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9 But I have prayed especially for you Peter (Thia), that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.
Act 9:16
For I will make clear to him (to me Thia) how much he (she) will be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake.
Col 1:23-29
And this He will do provided that you continue to stay with and in the faith in Messiah, well-grounded and settled and steadfast, not shifting or moving away from the hope which rests on and is inspired by the glad tidings (the Gospel), which you heard and which has been preached as being designed for and offered without restrictions to every person under heaven, and of which Gospel(Good News) I, Paul, (Thia) became a minister.
Even now I rejoice in the midst of my sufferings on your behalf. And in my own person I am making up whatever is still lacking and remains to be completed on our part of Messiah’s afflictions, for the sake of His body, which is the assembly or the congregation put together by the Set Apart Spirit without human hands!
On And On Go The Numerous Scriptures Seared In My Soul To Transform Me …
Listing the main passages ingrained within me:
Romans 8:11-14
1Corinthians 3:10-23
Romans 9:14-20
Romans 11:32-36
Master? Show Me How To Recap The Recent Ordeal …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:15 pm.
Recapping to follow the thread of Your dealings with me. What caused me to lose the working environment You provided for me? A lapse of my gaze set on You.
It started with my search on how to obtain Windows 10 at a discount. The results?
Big trouble! I wound up downloading a bunch of product keys for Windows 7 and purchasing a key for Windows 10 for $20.00 or so.
Then? To go further into the trap, they insisted in getting my email to subscribe and get further information.
Without thinking of the consequences, I subscribed!
Immediately the trap opened downloading lewd programs over and over again!
From there on my nightmare began.
Finally? O my Master! You led me to install the Norton antivirus in the original cd for the Gigabyte motherboard installed in the computer.
Norton clean up the virus in the external drive but! I have to connect to the Internet to clean the virus there. The problem?
My Internet account has depleted the downloading gigas. I cannot add anymore gigas for now. Must wait for 3 days I am told.
This problem with the Internet here in Jordan is beyond my comprehension. I bought 10 JOD but now they are charging me 41 JOD.
I have not been able to get help because of the language barrier plus everybody busy with their own problems not able to help me.
Yazeed is supposed to come tonight. Will he come? Will the problem be resolved? Master? It is all in Your hands. You are in control of it all.
I refuse to worry. But I am disgusted with the whole situation. My body is reacting to my disgust. I don’t feel good. I am hurting again.
Regardless, my confidence and trust remain set on You 100%. I wait on You. On Your time and at Your discretion all things shall harmonize.
It’s Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:55 pm. I will head for bed. I hope You bless me with sleep.
Master? Thank You For Sleep …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 9:16 pm.
I feel better but! There is no sign of Yazeed or anyone. No calls either. Whatever is happening, I remain confident on You. Even so? You are in control of my thoughts.
I been thinking that perhaps You intent to remove me from these premises.
It is a thought that makes me tremble for these people.
Nevertheless? If You remove me, perhaps things will materialize according to Your plan.
I don’t know. Perhaps.
You work in mysterious ways.
I am willing to flow with Your Spirit.
You know the situation with my visa plus the hindrances to travel overseas because of the COVID-19 crisis.
You know all about it. No problem is there without a solution from You.
I am willing to abide in whatever is Your plan for me.
Travel or not. Gloom or glee? You are with and for me.
About Recapping? It’s Been Done Already …
In the search for solutions in the computer You have led me to two files to update for the moment I am going through. Up above I have updated the first one on The fulfillment of Matthew 10.
I am now to update a message You had me to record in 2011.
One More Urgent Plea From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings…
Wednesday, March 09, 2011 (10:34 am)
O well my Master here I am ready to record what You are giving to me to share with Your Tribe on this perilous moment that we are going through.
Why am to share the following with Your Tribe in the most specific way?
O my Master! This 2020 year is the year to enlighten Your Tribe or the selected group of readers with you for the common grounds of our lives.
You have created Your Tribe by reaching Your precious children one by one as written. You are not reaching out to the multitude. Indeed only one from a city and two from a tribal family! (Jeremiah 3:14)
Sharing …
Master? Thank You for releasing me from sharing that exact message as recorded in 2011. I will only share the core of Your urgent plea for Your people to return to Your original intent for our creation.
The purpose for the sharing is for Your people to take notice of the necessity for a radical change in all areas of our lifestyles.
For by all means, this radical change has to take place with the leaders first in order for the followers to take notice!
And what is it that I am to share?
Mainly, I am to invite Your people to reconsider the sharing of my life in the posts published throughout my Journey since You called me into Your service in 1985.
You have judged and disciplined me all those years since 1985. For what purpose? To prevent me what You would openly tell me on that day: Quote:
“I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly—disregarding My commands.”
There is no question about it—we have spiritualized every word spoken by Yahushua to make them say what we or our inspired teachers have interpreted them to say.
We have been learning from each other what was handed down by what we call, ‘the great man of God.’ Well Yahushua said, quote:
“I have come in My Father’s name and with His power, and you do not receive Me—your hearts are not open to Me, you give Me no welcome; but if another comes in his own name and his own power and with no other authority but himself, you will receive him and give him your approval.”
Perhaps All This Talk Seemingly Negative Could Cost Me A Lot Of Visitors …
But O my Master, You know that I am more than willing to suffer the rejection from all circles of society in order to accomplish Your will.
You have given me the strength to continue to deliver Your message in the pages of my journal even if my death is required of me!
Master? Perhaps I Am Whining For Nothing …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 11:39 pm.
You know all about it. I am at my wits end with the ways of these people. They seem to be so stuck up on themselves. They are only concerned with whatever good they do to be noticed.
But! They refuse to consider the hurt they inflict on me with the lack of their understanding and responsibility.
Going on four years of misery is taking its toll on me.
You know it my Master.
Yazeed finally showed up with a router that is not working.
I started to explain to him how much they are hurting me, but!
Impossible to reach him.
Again, maybe I am whining for nothing.
Maybe I am not. I don’t know but You do my Master.
You are in control of my thoughts and my words. I wait on You.
Master! You Have Invested Me With Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:18 am.
Whatever for? To be Your witness. Perhaps, You are now preparing me to go to the uttermost part of the earth.? As written in Acts 1. Quote:
Acts 1:6-8 (will insert AMP+)
When they therefore were come together, they asked of him, saying, Master, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel?
And he said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the seasons, which the Father hath put in his own power.
But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
Whatever You Plan For Me? I Am Ready And Willing To Obey …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:15 pm.
Who knows? You do, my Master! You know exactly what is happening. You have Sovereign Authority over Your creation including myself. I fear no evil.
Right now it seems to me that Microsoft Office 365 is downloading. It is really slow but I wait. Perhaps it will not need to be activated if it finish installing. If it does I will simply uninstall it.
In the meantime, I am thankful to have Office 2010. It is not as sophisticated as the 365 but it is adequate until You provide whatever You have for me. Thank You.
Well? The Download Didn’t Work …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 2:20 pm.
Just as well, my Master. You are in control. In due time, You will lead me to wherever You know is best for me. No problem. Thank You for Your grace and favor.
You are working all things not just for my good but for the good of us all. Thank You.
Wow! She Saw Me Dressed In A Long White Robe …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 6:47 pm.
Master? How You comfort me! My daughter saw me today dressed in a long white robe. She email it to me just when You recovered the email inbox. Meaning, quote:
WHAT DID THESE WHITE ROBES MEAN?
The white robes show the immaculate purity of their character. White signifies perfection; it is not so much a colour as the harmonious union and blending of all the hues, colours, and beauties of light. In the characters of just men made perfect we have the combination of all virtues, the balancing of all excellences, a display of all the beauties of grace. Are they not like their Master, and is He not all beauties in one?
III. WHAT LESSON COMES OUT OF THIS?
I would say to you, first, meditate on it. A sight of Christ in His agony is a wondrous sure for our agonies.
But the chief thing is this — in all times of tribulation the great matter is to have the blood of Christ actually applied to the soul. End of quote.
Master? I Have Messed-Up Everything! Help! …
Tuesday, September 29, 2020 at 2:17 am.
The more I try to fix things up the more mess-up. I can’t sit still to wait on You. Help me my Master! Help is my shrilling cry. I will head for bed but I can’t even sleep. At my wits end! HELP!
I hear to leave this matter for the next post. The way You have led me to post is out of sequence, so? It is really difficult for me to figure out what to post, but! You are in control of it all. No problem. No worries.
Who Is Paying Mind To Such Ominous Prophesied Fact?
Well? Time To Let The Pieces Of Broken Romanticism Go! …
Time now to let Your love shine in all lines. Time to love with and in Your love. Your love? The crazy glue to fix the broken pieces of romanticism. Here is the illustration:
What A Note To End This Most Especial Day …
Thursday, October 15, 2020 at 11:34 pm.
I don’t know what is to be for me from now on, but You do. One thing is for sure, this time? It is not going back. Forward! Steady upwards closer and closer to You.
It Is Friday! The Last Day To Work In The USA—TGF …
Friday, October 16, 2020 at 3:56 am.
For Christians and productive citizens for the most? Five days. Eight hours each day makes the 40 hours week of work, work, work! Saturday and Sunday? O well! Do your own thing called rest.
That rest starts Friday night with a night out.
Saturday one takes care of chores in the house.
Sunday for the most is ‘Church’ day.
A couple hours for You my Master the rest of that day?
For family and friends.
May times there is a mini vacation from Friday night to Sunday night.
On those vacations You are put aside until convenient times.
Such way of wonder life in the USA?
Covid-19!? Wonder Life Halts …
Friday, October 16, 2020 at 10:31 am.
Ha! I slept on and off for quite a few hours. Then I woke up to the wonder of Internet again! What a blessing to begin the day. Immediately I got in touch with Adobe support to fix the Photoshop crashing issue.
I have been working in Photoshop to test it out. So far so good.
Things are working pretty good I think.
There are some new things in Windows and Office 365 that I have yet to get used to.
Meanwhile, Ahmad promised to come this morning to work in the apartment.
Don’t know yet what time he will arrived but I am not concerned about it.
The thing is that I am finding myself without a care in this world without any effort of my own.
It looks like all things are falling into place as You promised they would.
Why worry about it?
Master Sovereign!
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 12:54 am.
O my Master! We are coming now to the nitty-gritty of the matter. “Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!” Psalms 2:12 AMPC+
Would They Now Quit This Site My Master?
Sunday, October 18, 2020 at 1:15 pm.
You are leading me to introduce this post with these touchy entries for many who are set in the religion of their choice. But You know all about it. I am on to he task.
Ready To Jump Off My Roof To End The Misery Of Such Knowledge, but! …
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:02 am.
Recollecting that moment. Ahmad came for a visit after his absence of several days. I shared with him the wonders of my experience. Then I ask for him to share his stand. What? What I heard was like a dagger piercing my heart.
“I want to move us out of here. I been searching for a building in West Amman where we can all live in the same building.”
Shocking confession!
What about this building?
What about the restoration of this area?
What about all that I stand for?
No response…
I recorded that day.
It Is With Much Sadness This Day Is Continuing For Me …
Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 4:17 pm.
The most devastating thing for my moment? Discovering that the words You have given to me for the restoration of this area are discarded plus I am expected to move out with the family to another area.
Master? Unless You intervene for me You know I cannot withstand this blow.
My Soul My Heart Are Broken. Only You Can Mend Them …
Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 11:01 pm.
I cast the rubbish that broke them under Your feet! I’ll be still. I’ll let go, overlook, I’ll wait on You. It all as You empower me to do. My head hurts. I pray for relief. Thank You.
I could hardly sleep. Tears. Perhaps accept defeat and go back to the USA? More tears.
The Human Mind Churning Spitting Out An Avalanche Of Thoughts …
Monday, October 05, 2020 at 1:03 am.
Master? Such is the way You have developed the saga of my life. O but how You are revealing these matters to me. And that just at the point when I am ready to terminate my miserable existence.
Yes, I was so desperate I became suicidal.
I wanted to jump from my roof to the ground but!
You opened my eyes to see the aftermath of my haste,
No I would not have die.
Instead? I would provoke the people to gawk the scene.
The police would have come and haul me to the Looney Toomey house!
O well! No jumping!
Just on You dumping!
Dumping all that rubbish attempting to suffocate me.
O The Wonders Of Your Mercy! Fifteen Days Later And? …
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:29 am.
The content for this post. The tribulation and our aberrations vivid in my mind. A phone call. Ahmad on the line. He was to come the next day to work in my apartment. Strange.
Next Day? That Was Yesterday. He Came. Work? Well …
He did one thing with my help. Then he sat. Me? Minding my business. Enjoying my crazy slider I have set in my desktop. He said how much he enjoys watching me laughing. Then? Wow!
“I want to talk, don’t interrupt me.”
He proceeded to share with me how he has figured out how to buy this roof.
Once he gets the ownership, he will fix all as per my dream.
He is waiting for the owners to confer and give him price and terms.
Then he shared how he aims to get the monies to pay for it.
I exclaimed! That is wonderful news! But please! Forget all thoughts on how to get the monies. The monies are coming to you. Wait.”
I proceeded to emphasized to him the urgency to educate his people about the great tribulation at hand before any monies or buying can take place.
Talking About Your Spirit Within Me Doing The Talk? Exactly …
Just like You quicken me in the quote above. What a day yesterday was! The Internet came back. The acceptance of my lot on the daily basis? A reality.
No need to ask for a printer or this or that. Let be. Be still. Quit all your doings.
You Now Have The Power To Do So For Keeps …
Thank You my Master! How amazingly indescribable is the experience of Your power. Nothing I can describe. It is a reality to last me eternally.
Let me now pick up from the last post.
The Question Remains Who Sinned? Who’s Fault? We Are Now Getting Our Answers …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 8:39 am.
O my Master! Then? “Thou was altogether born in sins, and dost thou teach us? And they cast him out.” Now? “If you were somehow able to admit that you have emotional and mental disabilities.
That’s why no one accepts you. It is not you it is your denial of the fact that you are bipolar.
It Is Not Me. It Is What I Stand For …
Master? The day You broke the chains of the world’s labeling me? That’s the day my children cut me off as mentally insane. But You told me clearly that was to happen. Quote:
Matthew 10 is being fulfilled,
See, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves.
Therefore be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.
But beware of men, for they shall deliver you up to sanhedrins (courts) and flog you in their congregations.
And you shall be brought before governors and sovereigns for My sake, as a witness to them and to the gentiles.
But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it shall be given to you in that hour what you shall speak, for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking in you.
And brother shall deliver up brother to death, and a father his child.
And children shall rise up against parents and shall put them to death.
And you shall be hated by all for My Name’s sake.
But he who shall have endured to the end shall be saved.
And when they persecute you in this city, flee to another.
For truly, I say to you, you shall by no means have gone through the cities of Yisrael before the Son of Adam comes.
A taught one is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master.
It is enough for the taught one to become like his teacher, and a servant like his master.
If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more those of his household!
Therefore, do not fear them.
For whatever is covered shall be revealed, and whatever is hidden shall be made known.
What I say to you in the dark, speak in the light.
And what you hear in the ear, proclaim on the house-tops.
And do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the being.
But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both being and body in Gehenna. End of quote.
It Is Written! Such Is Not A Figment Of My ‘Bipolar’ Condition! Such Is The FACT!
Master? The truth about Your children? For the most they are productive citizens in this world. They rejoice and be merry in the comfort that this world has offered them.
In their joy they bow down to all kinds of evils—from psychological disorders to the most treacherous diseases and social-economic mishandling of their souls and bodies!
But they call it all ‘life’ because in their childish gullibility they believe themselves totally able and capable to handle anything for the sake of what they call ‘sanity’ ‘wisdom’ ‘common sense’!
No kidding! We are a bunch of children believing ourselves to be grownups.
It reminds me of Ahmad’s 8 year-old son. He called to tell Ahmad to send him 15 JOD. Ahmad asked him why? He answered, “I am coming to Aqaba.” Ahmad asked, “Your mom with you?” His 8 year-old answered, “No! I am coming by myself, I am a man!”
And so? The truth about the way we are and act? That is all in Your mysterious plan for our creation and restoration.
Well? You Are Now Restoring Your Creation …
You are shaking souls to the max. Nothing shall remain to block Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation.
The power of Your love and wisdom is descending upon Your children one by one as it is written. Quote:
Jeremiah 3:14-15
Turn, O backsliding children, saith the MASTER; for I am married unto you: and I will take you one of a city, and two of a family, and I will bring you to Zion:
And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.
FACT. Master? Your Written Words Applied To Me Personally Become Alive …
By Your words You transformed me. You brought me into Your Presence to live a higher life. So? You empower me to act according to Your will even when You have not stripped from me my human personality!
The truth? You command me to quit my search for righteousness in the natural or carnal state of my being.
You have created me as human.
I am to remain human as long as I exist in this earth as it is now.
Only to be genuinely human I am to quit my insidious quest to be a ‘good’ human.
There is no such a thing. No one is righteous.
Not a single human being in the whole earth is good.
What a human call good is evil and vice versa what a human call evil is good.
Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! You Are An Awesome Yah! Thank You For Applying Your Written Words To Me …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.
You are now bringing to my remembrance some of the many Scriptures alive within my being before I continue with the present expose! But Master? Who shall have the patience to read even when such Scriptures are so important?
Who knows? Perhaps many will benefit from the reading of all quoted Scriptures. Quote:
Luke 22:31-32
Simon, Simon—Peter—(Thia, Thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of the Father, that he might sift all of you like grain, Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9 But I have prayed especially for you Peter (Thia), that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.
Act 9:16
For I will make clear to him (to me Thia) how much he (she) will be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake.
Col 1:23-29
And this He will do provided that you continue to stay with and in the faith in Messiah, well-grounded and settled and steadfast, not shifting or moving away from the hope which rests on and is inspired by the glad tidings (the Gospel), which you heard and which has been preached as being designed for and offered without restrictions to every person under heaven, and of which Gospel(Good News) I, Paul, (Thia) became a minister.
Even now I rejoice in the midst of my sufferings on your behalf. And in my own person I am making up whatever is still lacking and remains to be completed on our part of Messiah’s afflictions, for the sake of His body, which is the assembly or the congregation put together by the Set Apart Spirit without human hands!
On And On Go The Numerous Scriptures Seared In My Soul To Transform Me …
Listing the main passages ingrained within me:
Romans 8:11-14
1Corinthians 3:10-23
Romans 9:14-20
Romans 11:32-36
Master? Show Me How To Recap The Recent Ordeal …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:15 pm.
Recapping to follow the thread of Your dealings with me. What caused me to lose the working environment You provided for me? A lapse of my gaze set on You.
It started with my search on how to obtain Windows 10 at a discount. The results?
Big trouble! I wound up downloading a bunch of product keys for Windows 7 and purchasing a key for Windows 10 for $20.00 or so.
Then? To go further into the trap, they insisted in getting my email to subscribe and get further information.
Without thinking of the consequences, I subscribed!
Immediately the trap opened downloading lewd programs over and over again!
From there on my nightmare began.
Finally? O my Master! You led me to install the Norton antivirus in the original cd for the Gigabyte motherboard installed in the computer.
Norton clean up the virus in the external drive but! I have to connect to the Internet to clean the virus there. The problem?
My Internet account has depleted the downloading gigas. I cannot add anymore gigas for now. Must wait for 3 days I am told.
This problem with the Internet here in Jordan is beyond my comprehension. I bought 10 JOD but now they are charging me 41 JOD.
I have not been able to get help because of the language barrier plus everybody busy with their own problems not able to help me.
Yazeed is supposed to come tonight. Will he come? Will the problem be resolved? Master? It is all in Your hands. You are in control of it all.
I refuse to worry. But I am disgusted with the whole situation. My body is reacting to my disgust. I don’t feel good. I am hurting again.
Regardless, my confidence and trust remain set on You 100%. I wait on You. On Your time and at Your discretion all things shall harmonize.
It’s Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:55 pm. I will head for bed. I hope You bless me with sleep.
Master? Thank You For Sleep …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 9:16 pm.
I feel better but! There is no sign of Yazeed or anyone. No calls either. Whatever is happening, I remain confident on You. Even so? You are in control of my thoughts.
I been thinking that perhaps You intent to remove me from these premises.
It is a thought that makes me tremble for these people.
Nevertheless? If You remove me, perhaps things will materialize according to Your plan.
I don’t know. Perhaps.
You work in mysterious ways.
I am willing to flow with Your Spirit.
You know the situation with my visa plus the hindrances to travel overseas because of the COVID-19 crisis.
You know all about it. No problem is there without a solution from You.
I am willing to abide in whatever is Your plan for me.
Travel or not. Gloom or glee? You are with and for me.
About Recapping? It’s Been Done Already …
In the search for solutions in the computer You have led me to two files to update for the moment I am going through. Up above I have updated the first one on The fulfillment of Matthew 10.
I am now to update a message You had me to record in 2011.
One More Urgent Plea From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings…
Wednesday, March 09, 2011 (10:34 am)
O well my Master here I am ready to record what You are giving to me to share with Your Tribe on this perilous moment that we are going through.
Why am to share the following with Your Tribe in the most specific way?
O my Master! This 2020 year is the year to enlighten Your Tribe or the selected group of readers with you for the common grounds of our lives.
You have created Your Tribe by reaching Your precious children one by one as written. You are not reaching out to the multitude. Indeed only one from a city and two from a tribal family! (Jeremiah 3:14)
Sharing …
Master? Thank You for releasing me from sharing that exact message as recorded in 2011. I will only share the core of Your urgent plea for Your people to return to Your original intent for our creation.
The purpose for the sharing is for Your people to take notice of the necessity for a radical change in all areas of our lifestyles.
For by all means, this radical change has to take place with the leaders first in order for the followers to take notice!
And what is it that I am to share?
Mainly, I am to invite Your people to reconsider the sharing of my life in the posts published throughout my Journey since You called me into Your service in 1985.
You have judged and disciplined me all those years since 1985. For what purpose? To prevent me what You would openly tell me on that day: Quote:
“I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly—disregarding My commands.”
There is no question about it—we have spiritualized every word spoken by Yahushua to make them say what we or our inspired teachers have interpreted them to say.
We have been learning from each other what was handed down by what we call, ‘the great man of God.’ Well Yahushua said, quote:
“I have come in My Father’s name and with His power, and you do not receive Me—your hearts are not open to Me, you give Me no welcome; but if another comes in his own name and his own power and with no other authority but himself, you will receive him and give him your approval.”
Perhaps All This Talk Seemingly Negative Could Cost Me A Lot Of Visitors …
But O my Master, You know that I am more than willing to suffer the rejection from all circles of society in order to accomplish Your will.
You have given me the strength to continue to deliver Your message in the pages of my journal even if my death is required of me!
Master? Perhaps I Am Whining For Nothing …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 11:39 pm.
You know all about it. I am at my wits end with the ways of these people. They seem to be so stuck up on themselves. They are only concerned with whatever good they do to be noticed.
But! They refuse to consider the hurt they inflict on me with the lack of their understanding and responsibility.
Going on four years of misery is taking its toll on me.
You know it my Master.
Yazeed finally showed up with a router that is not working.
I started to explain to him how much they are hurting me, but!
Impossible to reach him.
Again, maybe I am whining for nothing.
Maybe I am not. I don’t know but You do my Master.
You are in control of my thoughts and my words. I wait on You.
Master! You Have Invested Me With Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:18 am.
Whatever for? To be Your witness. Perhaps, You are now preparing me to go to the uttermost part of the earth.? As written in Acts 1. Quote:
Acts 1:6-8 (will insert AMP+)
When they therefore were come together, they asked of him, saying, Master, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel?
And he said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the seasons, which the Father hath put in his own power.
But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
Whatever You Plan For Me? I Am Ready And Willing To Obey …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:15 pm.
Who knows? You do, my Master! You know exactly what is happening. You have Sovereign Authority over Your creation including myself. I fear no evil.
Right now it seems to me that Microsoft Office 365 is downloading. It is really slow but I wait. Perhaps it will not need to be activated if it finish installing. If it does I will simply uninstall it.
In the meantime, I am thankful to have Office 2010. It is not as sophisticated as the 365 but it is adequate until You provide whatever You have for me. Thank You.
Well? The Download Didn’t Work …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 2:20 pm.
Just as well, my Master. You are in control. In due time, You will lead me to wherever You know is best for me. No problem. Thank You for Your grace and favor.
You are working all things not just for my good but for the good of us all. Thank You.
Wow! She Saw Me Dressed In A Long White Robe …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 6:47 pm.
Master? How You comfort me! My daughter saw me today dressed in a long white robe. She email it to me just when You recovered the email inbox. Meaning, quote:
WHAT DID THESE WHITE ROBES MEAN?
The white robes show the immaculate purity of their character. White signifies perfection; it is not so much a colour as the harmonious union and blending of all the hues, colours, and beauties of light. In the characters of just men made perfect we have the combination of all virtues, the balancing of all excellences, a display of all the beauties of grace. Are they not like their Master, and is He not all beauties in one?
III. WHAT LESSON COMES OUT OF THIS?
I would say to you, first, meditate on it. A sight of Christ in His agony is a wondrous sure for our agonies.
But the chief thing is this — in all times of tribulation the great matter is to have the blood of Christ actually applied to the soul. End of quote.
Master? I Have Messed-Up Everything! Help! …
Tuesday, September 29, 2020 at 2:17 am.
The more I try to fix things up the more mess-up. I can’t sit still to wait on You. Help me my Master! Help is my shrilling cry. I will head for bed but I can’t even sleep. At my wits end! HELP!
I hear to leave this matter for the next post. The way You have led me to post is out of sequence, so? It is really difficult for me to figure out what to post, but! You are in control of it all. No problem. No worries.
What A Comfort It Is To Live Under The Creator’s Protection …
Comfort for My People
It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31. Quote:
COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.
A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.
A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.
O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.
He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.
Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?
Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?
Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?
The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.
Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired. End of quote.
The Visionaries Of Ancient Times Told Us All About It.
So it is written but we pay no mind or we take for granted what it is written. That is the way You designed the past present and future.
The Visionaries Of The Present …
I for one have come to terms with Your design. How and why? That is what You, my Master have been revealing to me since 1985 in dreams and visions as You did with the visionaries of ancient times. As it is written, quote:
Joel 2:17-32
Let the priests, the ministers of the Master, weep between the porch and the altar; and let them say, Have pity and spare Your people, O Master, and give not Your heritage to reproach, that the [heathen] nations should rule over them or use a byword against them. Why should they say among the peoples, Where is their God?
Then was the Master jealous for His land and had pity on His people. Yes, the Master answered and said to His people, Behold, I am sending you grain and juice [of the grape] and oil, and you shall be satisfied with them; and I will no more make you a reproach among the [heathen] nations.
But I will remove far off from you the northern [destroyer’s] army and will drive it into a land barren and desolate, with its front toward the eastern [Dead] Sea and with its rear toward the western [Mediterranean] Sea. And its stench shall come up [like that of a decaying mass of locusts, a symbol and forecast of the fate of the northern army in the final day of the Master], and its foul odor shall come up, because He has done great things [the Master will have destroyed the invaders]! [Isa_34:1-4, Isa_34:8; Jer_25:31-35; Joe_2:11]
Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice, for the Master has done great things! [Zec_12:8-10]
Be not afraid, you wild beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness have sprung up and are green; the tree bears its fruit, and the fig tree and the vine yield their [full] strength.
Be glad then, you children of Zion, and rejoice in the Master, your God; for He gives you the former or early rain in just measure and in righteousness, and He causes to come down for you the rain, the former rain and the latter rain, as before.
And the [threshing] floors shall be full of grain and the vats shall overflow with juice [of the grape] and oil.
And I will restore or replace for you the years that the locust has eaten–the hopping locust, the stripping locust, and the crawling locust, My great army which I sent among you.
And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Master, your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you. And My people shall never be put to shame.
And you shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your God and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.
And afterward I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions.
Even upon the menservants and upon the maidservants in those days will I pour out My Spirit.
And I will show signs and wonders in the heavens, and on the earth, blood and fire and columns of smoke.
The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Isa_13:6, Isa_13:9-11; Isa_24:21-23; Eze_32:7-10; Mat_24:29-30; Rev_6:12-17]
And whoever shall call on the name of the Master shall be delivered and saved, for in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be those who escape, as the Master has said, and among the remnant [of survivors] shall be those whom the Master calls. [Act_2:17-21; Rom_10:13]. End of quote.
You Always Bring Those Words To My Mind …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 4:32 am.
Yes, in these days I am one of those maidservants upon whom You have pour out Your Spirit for witnessing purposes. Thus, You compel me to proclaim by all means available over the four corners of the earth Your dealings with my ways.
Your Dealing With My Indecision And Lack Of Understanding …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 8:44 am.
I recorded last at 4:32 am. At that moment I became dizzy and blurred vision. Could not write anymore. I headed for bed. As I laid down the tears began to flow. Why?
After few days of indecision not knowing or understanding Your doings, I came clean to You searching for relief.
First thing I confessed my gratitude for the pain relief and ability to take care of myself, plus the computer gift.
I asked of You once again to bless all contributors for such blessing.
Next, I confessed my lack of understanding for the itching, the incontinence, the inability to regulate my sugar levels, the defective vision, the hardship reading digitally even with the new monitor, the need for a printer, the indecision to ask for it for fear again of what would they think of me.
Plus, the lack of understanding of Your doings amidst ourselves.
Furthermore, I confessed again my lack of understanding when I have no inkling of any change among Your people.
I confessed my indecision and lack of comfort despite all Your latest blessings.
I lifted my shrilling cry for mercy for us all once again.
Slept!
On Waking Up At The Light Of Dawn? Wow! …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 9:20 am.
Never mind your peeves! Go on to fix that latest setup to safely place your greenery. Take one of the boards covering the stand outside. It will suit your purposes.
Not finding a suitable board for the setup was one of my frustrations earlier.
The truth? No amount of money or professional help to set up my working area could replace the setup that I am now enjoying. Wow!
Plus, come wintertime when there is need for the heater under the back setup?
It can be removed without affecting my working area. What comfort!
But then again, who knows?
By that time perhaps You might bless me with AC for cold or heat.
Your doings are beyond my conceptions.
No matter! You are working a good plan for us all.
Not me nor any human or devil can thwart such plan.
Your Sovereign Authority over Your creation remains untouchable eternally.
You Shall Sit On Your Throne Forever …
No kidding! O My people, ALL shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your Almighty Yahuwah and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.
Your People? The Mystery Now Revealed …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 10:05 am.
O but Your unfathomable wisdom! Your people now roam the four corners of the earth lost for the most without their rightful identity. How that came to be?
The Fulfillment Of The Very First Command To Your First Created Human Being …
Indeed! We humans been roaming these earthly grounds for more years that anyone can accurately count. We have not really forgotten our identity with You but! Such thing is only a vague memory ingrained without us. Regardless, it is written, quote:
Genesis 1:26-31
And the Father said, Let Us [Father, Son, and Holy Spirit] make mankind in Our image, after Our likeness, and let them have complete authority over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, the [tame] beasts, and over all of the earth, and over everything that creeps upon the earth. [Psa_104:30; Heb_1:2; Heb_11:3]
So the Father created man in His own image, in the image and likeness of the Father He created him; male and female He created them. [Col_3:9-10; Jas_3:8-9]
And the Father blessed them and said to them, Be fruitful, multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it [using all its vast resources in the service of the Father and man]; and have dominion over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, and over every living creature that moves upon the earth.
And the Father said, See, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the land and every tree with seed in its fruit; you shall have them for food.
And to all the animals on the earth and to every bird of the air and to everything that creeps on the ground–to everything in which there is the breath of life–I have given every green plant for food. And it was so.
And the Father saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it completely. And there was evening and there was morning, a sixth day. End of quote.
Funny Thing! The Way We Twist Such Words …
We skip the part that says, ‘in the service of the Father and man’ and proceed to live in the service of mankind. O but we are ordained ministers! Is our duty to serve mankind. Really? Read it again.
… in the service of the Father and man
Mercy Me! O My Master, We Do The Same With Your First And Most Important Of Your Commandments, But!
That is the way You designed for all to develop. And that is the mystery now becoming public knowledge. And that is Your purpose for my existence on these earthly grounds.
What A Mighty Yah I Serve …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 11:23 am.
Master? You know how we read that Your ancient workers did not see what they prophesied as we are seeing it now, and? We proceed to consider ourselves privileged. Never realizing that what we see now is not the end.
The End Of The Final Cycle On These Earthly Grounds Remains A Mystery …
Yes, You are revealing the mystery of Your doings but only at Your discretion. The final end will only be revealed when it actually happens.
That is the fact to be exact.
So what is the use to trouble myself with my lack of understanding of it all?
No use. That is Your word for me today.
Thank You.
Forget my peeves.
Go on with the posting.
Pick it up from the last post.
All Was Going Super Well, Until …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:32 pm.
O my Master? I fear to brag but I know this computer is indestructible. I do not have to spend a nickel on it. It’ll keep working no matter all attacks from the powers to be.
You know the reason why I fear to brag about all You do to keep this machine going.
What is that reason? Before this nightmare began, the computer was working beautifully! And?
I turned my head a bit, what did I see?
The computer fan that has not worked for a long time right then, turning, turning, turning.
I smiled big at Your work, then?
Boom! Black screen! You have no OS!!!
WHAT? It did not dawn on me the hard drive had crashed. Poor Basilia!
The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …
Destructive Fears …
Master? There is an immensity of fears that crowd the human mind. Destructive fears that have claimed many of human souls. Even so? You are in control of it all.
Solutions On The Way …
Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 6:32 am.
Master? It looks like You are showing me the way to go. I am waiting to see if this new download of the drivers would work to connect me to the NET.
Victory! Your Victory My Master! …
Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 3:25 pm.
Master! You led me to fix the problems all by myself. No way to get hooked-up with anyone to help. Amazing! I must now install the rest of my programs and?
Back To The Task You Have Assigned Unto Me! …
Friday, September 18, 2020 at 6:32 am.
Thanks, my Master! I am all situated for now. If only people knew the extent of Your doings in the last two weeks of computer troubles. Wow!
The wisdom and knowledge You invested upon me is priceless.
Human knowledge and wisdom?
Wasted money and time.
What basis are there for such statement?
What is the core of it all?
Lack Of Faith And Trust In You …
Friday, September 18, 2020 at 7:55 am.
No kidding. O my Master? The numbers on the hour right now? The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest and Five for grace and preparation.
Completeness And Rest. Grace And Preparation …
What does that mean my Master? I hear You. It means to be complete in all manners and shapes this life can deal to me as I rest and depend on You absolutely.
On This 7th Day Of Rest …
Saturday, September 19, 2020 at 9:26 pm.
You are leading me to acquire computer skills to do my own troubleshooting. It is quite an interesting way You are leading me to the left or to the right on the maze of the computer world.
Master? I Don’t Know What Is Going On With Me But You Do …
Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 7:44 pm.
You are my Master. You have brought me into Your Presence for all practical purposes. I no longer wish to take things back into my own hands. I refuse to act the way I think or feel.
You know I wish to have Windows 10 back because I have yet to succeed configuring Windows 7 and Windows Vista.
It is coming to me to try one more time to create the Windows 10 install with the Microsoft tool. Perhaps now it will work. No. It will not work because of the drive format.
Master? Show me the way. Should I buy the Windows 10? Show me if there is a discount where I can afford to buy it. I will check now.
Unless You Resolve The Problems With This Computer …
Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 11:05 pm.
There is no way for me to find what is needed. I’ll quit now. There is peace like a river funning in my soul. Thank You for the couple hours of sleep.
Now What My Master? Perhaps Attempt To Install Photoshop? …
Monday, September 21, 2020 at 2:22 am.
Much problems activating Windows. Was not able to record on Tuesday
It Is Now Another Day Starting With Frustrations …
Wednesday, September 23, 2020 at 5:11 AM.
Master? I can’t find Your way. I am at my wits end. Unless You intervene? I haven’t got the slightest of what I will do. I simply abhor the idea of spending monies You have not supplied for me.
I will try once more to reinstall Windows Professional. But I am running low on disk space on C: and I have not succeeded in fixing the problem. I will try to fix it one more time. I wait on You.
Two Frustrating Days! No Internet Connection …
Friday, September 25, 2020 at 6:17 pm.
I have not been able to setup a working environment. Not able to install my programs or check emails. But You know all about it my Master.
I will struggle to record in this WordPad, nothing like Microsoft Word but better than Notepad.
Right now I am exhausted but not discouraged or despondent at all. You are with and for me. I have nothing to worry about. In due time You will resolve all this problems.
Master? You Continue To Lead Me …
Friday, September 25, 2020 at 9:41 pm.
There is no way I can continue my attempts to connect to the Internet. I am out of downloading gigas, that is why I cannot connect to download the necessary programs, but!
I had an old Office CD so it installed. I can now at least record whatever You are doing on my daily experience of Your Presence in my life.
I cannot install Photoshop because it won’t work without Internet, I think. Let me see. Maybe the old CD works without Internet.
So Many Fears Churning In My Mind …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:33 am.
My mind is my worst enemy. Thank You for Your power to overcome it. I fear this drive could crash any minute. But the worst fear?
The possibility the virus infection is still actively filling my drives to the crashing point including the tetra external. It is coming to me to install antivirus from the Gigabyte cd.
Once Again I Find Myself Dumbfound Mute In Awe …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 7:01 am.
Master! I don’t know where or how to begin to relate the update of Your doings. In my search for ways to avail myself of the programs to continue the task You have assigned to me? Surprise!
I Do Not Need To Continue As Before. Change! …
Ha! So that is Your purpose for the nightmare of the last few weeks. Today, on this last 7th day of rest of the 9th month You surprised me big time!
You Opened My Eyes To See Your Will For Me To Continue Your Work With And For Me …
On the first 7th Day of Rest of this 9th month of 2020. You are leading me all the way despite all setbacks. The Internet quits on and off. Not being able to find the solutions for the computer crashing unexpectedly, but! You are leading me to find the cause of the problems.
The Cause Found. Profound Are Your Ways …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 10:46 am.
Master? Your knowledge is so vastly profound that the human mind cannot grasp but a tiny spec of it. This is what You are demonstrating to me as my journey in Your Presence continues.
What Caused The Nightmare Of The Last Few Weeks? …
Not what but Who. Who caused the nightmare? You did my Master. Why? To prevent me from stagnation in my own way of doing things routinely like a ritual. What?
Indeed! My Ways Are Stagnant Opposite To Your Ways …
Wow! What a revelation! You hate routines and ritualistic ways. It is not a matter of lack of order and organization. Not at all. It is a matter of flexibility to bid Your will.
If I Establish My Daily Routine I Close The Door To Bid Your Will …
Wow again! I see it my Master! I see it! So far You have kept me from establishing myself in my own ways, but! Since things were going so well in the way You had established for me? Ha!
I was getting ready to grab on to those ways and be happy ever after.
How easy it is to take my gaze off from You.
How easy it is to set my gaze on Your ways not in You.
Ah! What A Joy It Is To Discover Your Hidden Ways! …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:42 am.
Master? How could I have ever established a routine when in pain at the mercy of the hot summer unable to help myself even to the simplest tasks? Daily routine? Forget it! But!
Once You fixed even the dead fan in my computer.
Once You relieved my pain and discomfort?
At that moment I began to set my gaze on Your ways.
Well? You knew it my Master!
Wham! You broke my hard drive!
Alright! You Challenged The Powers To Be To Hit My Hard Drive …
O my Master! Now I understand Your doings with good old brother Job. How accurately You apply Your written words at every turn of the way.
But What Old Job Got To Do With My Situation? …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Think back to 1983.
Did I not wiped away all of your material possessions and relationships?
Then, since that time, have I not taken and given several times?
Yes, I am well pleased with your determination to be found in Me despite all the setbacks I have placed in your way.
My child, contrary to the world’s ways, it is all a matter of your willpower not a matter of your mind or soul.
And it is not about your faith, it is all about My faithfulness to fulfill My words.
Yes, I know your lack of understanding My ways remains, but!
I have invested on you the power to desist of your search for the knowledge of good as well of evil.
Instead? I have invested you with My power of love and wisdom to overcome this world’s knowledge.
And now My child, you are experiencing such power of wisdom and love in all your doings whether you understand anything or not.
I see your mind churning all possibilities of what I have in store for you.
I know how you are wondering whether the old drive you are now using will continue to be useful even when and if I provide a new drive and operating system plus an extra computer for you.
But I also see the joy of My deliverance overcoming your mind’s wonderings.
O but how you delight My Being!
Soon My precious child, sooner than expected you shall wonder no more.
Only continue to be still not taking things into your own hands to resolve anything.
Let go or overlook all evils done to you and from you.
Continue to wait.
Rejoice!
For I am with and for you My precious thiaBasilia.” End of my Master’s words.
O But How Can I Say Thanks Unto You? …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:14 pm.
I know how? The joy of my deliverance to experience Your Presence for all practical purposes on the daily basis are enough thanks unto You.
Master? What To Do Now? …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 5:00 pm.
Ha! Again, a five followed by double zeroes in the hour and minutes for this entry. Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes announcing again Your all-inclusive message.
Your message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.
No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.
But How Are We To Prepare? …
You are reminding me again the first words when Yahushua walked among us. Those words were addressed to righteous religious people not to the wayward drunks or prostitutes. Quote:
Matthew 4:17 AMPC+
From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.
Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …
“Repent (change your mind for the better, …” including my past sins. But what were my past sins? I thought like everybody else that mean smoking, drinking, and sexual vices.
Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
I still kept going backwards to my ways.
Such is the way of the human nature in me.
Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
Since then, no turning back!
I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.
So Now? You Have Invested Me With Your Power To Be Your Witness …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:18 pm.
Master? I am down and out. I just can’t record. Will head for bed. I wait on You. Not able to sleep. I’m up. What goes on with my body?
The Question Remains My Master …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:01 am.
In the numbers of the hour right now You give me the answer. The why of everything in this so loved world of Yours is clearly stated in Your written words. One incident comes to mind. Quote:
John 9:1-41 AMPC+
AS HE passed along, He noticed a man blind from his birth.
His disciples asked Him, Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be born blind?
Yahushua answered, It was not that this man or his parents sinned, but he was born blind in order that the workings of God should be manifested (displayed and illustrated) in him.
We must work the works of Him Who sent Me and be busy with His business while it is daylight; night is coming on, when no man can work.
As long as I am in the world, I am the world’s Light.
When He had said this, He spat on the ground and made clay (mud) with His saliva, and He spread it [as ointment] on the man’s eyes.
And He said to him, Go, wash in the Pool of Siloam–which means Sent. So he went and washed, and came back seeing.
When the neighbors and those who used to know him by sight as a beggar saw him, they said, Is not this the man who used to sit and beg?
Some said, It is he. Others said, No, but he looks very much like him. But he said, Yes, I am the man.
So they said to him, How were your eyes opened?
He replied, The Man called Yahushua made mud and smeared it on my eyes and said to me, Go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and I obtained my sight!
They asked him, Where is He? He said, I do not know.
Then they conducted to the Pharisees the man who had formerly been blind.
Now it was on the Sabbath day that Yahushua mixed the mud and opened the man’s eyes.
So now again the Pharisees asked him how he received his sight. And he said to them, He smeared mud on my eyes, and I washed, and now I see.
Then some of the Pharisees said, This Man [Yahushua] is not from God, because He does not observe the Sabbath. But others said, How can a man who is a sinner (a bad man) do such signs and miracles? So there was a difference of opinion among them.
Accordingly they said to the blind man again, What do you say about Him, seeing that He opened your eyes? And he said, He is [He must be] a prophet!
However, the Jews did not believe that he had [really] been blind and that he had received his sight until they called (summoned) the parents of the man.
They asked them, Is this your son, whom you reported as having been born blind? How then does he see now?
His parents answered, We know that this is our son, and that he was born blind.
But as to how he can now see, we do not know; or who has opened his eyes, we do not know. He is of age. Ask him; let him speak for himself and give his own account of it.
His parents said this because they feared [the leaders of] the Jews; for the Jews had already agreed that if anyone should acknowledge Yahushua to be the Messiah, he should be expelled and excluded from the synagogue.
On that account his parents said, He is of age; ask him.
So the second time they summoned the man who had been born blind, and said to him, Now give God the glory (praise). This Fellow we know is only a sinner (a wicked person).
Then he answered, I do not know whether He is a sinner and wicked or not. But one thing I do know, that whereas I was blind before, now I see.
So they said to him, What did He [actually] do to you? How did He open your eyes?
He answered, I already told you and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Can it be that you wish to become His disciples also?
And they stormed at him [they jeered, they sneered, they reviled him] and retorted, You are His disciple yourself, but we are the disciples of Moses.
We know for certain that God spoke with Moses, but as for this Fellow, we know nothing about where He hails from.
The man replied, Well, this is astonishing! Here a Man has opened my eyes, and yet you do not know where He comes from. [That is amazing!]
We know that God does not listen to sinners; but if anyone is God-fearing and a worshiper of Him and does His will, He listens to him.
Since the beginning of time it has never been heard that anyone opened the eyes of a man born blind.
If this Man were not from God, He would not be able to do anything like this.
They retorted, You were wholly born in sin [from head to foot]; and do you [presume to] teach us? So they cast him out [threw him clear outside the synagogue].
Yahushua heard that they had put him out, and meeting him He said, Do you believe in and adhere to the Son of Man or the Son of God?
He answered, Who is He, Sir? Tell me, that I may believe in and adhere to Him.
Yahushua said to him, You have seen Him; [in fact] He is talking to you right now.
He called out, Master, I believe! [I rely on, I trust, I cleave to You!] And he worshiped Him.
Then Yahushua said, I came into this world for judgment [as a Separator, in order that there may be separation between those who believe on Me and those who reject Me], to make the sightless see and to make those who see become blind.
Some Pharisees who were near, hearing this remark, said to Him, Are we also blind?
Yahushua said to them, If you were blind, you would have no sin; but because you now claim to have sight, your sin remains. [If you were blind, you would not be guilty of sin; but because you insist, We do see clearly, you are unable to escape your guilt.] End of quote.
Sad To Say But! You Know My Master Things Have Not Changed In This World …
That shall be the subject for the next post. Wait. Will post whenever. 😊
What A Comfort It Is To Live Under The Creator’s Protection …
Comfort for My People
It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31. Quote:
COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.
A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.
A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.
O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.
He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.
Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?
Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?
Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?
The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.
Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired. End of quote.
The Visionaries Of Ancient Times Told Us All About It.
So it is written but we pay no mind or we take for granted what it is written. That is the way You designed the past present and future.
The Visionaries Of The Present …
I for one have come to terms with Your design. How and why? That is what You, my Master have been revealing to me since 1985 in dreams and visions as You did with the visionaries of ancient times. As it is written, quote:
Joel 2:17-32
Let the priests, the ministers of the Master, weep between the porch and the altar; and let them say, Have pity and spare Your people, O Master, and give not Your heritage to reproach, that the [heathen] nations should rule over them or use a byword against them. Why should they say among the peoples, Where is their God?
Then was the Master jealous for His land and had pity on His people. Yes, the Master answered and said to His people, Behold, I am sending you grain and juice [of the grape] and oil, and you shall be satisfied with them; and I will no more make you a reproach among the [heathen] nations.
But I will remove far off from you the northern [destroyer’s] army and will drive it into a land barren and desolate, with its front toward the eastern [Dead] Sea and with its rear toward the western [Mediterranean] Sea. And its stench shall come up [like that of a decaying mass of locusts, a symbol and forecast of the fate of the northern army in the final day of the Master], and its foul odor shall come up, because He has done great things [the Master will have destroyed the invaders]! [Isa_34:1-4, Isa_34:8; Jer_25:31-35; Joe_2:11]
Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice, for the Master has done great things! [Zec_12:8-10]
Be not afraid, you wild beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness have sprung up and are green; the tree bears its fruit, and the fig tree and the vine yield their [full] strength.
Be glad then, you children of Zion, and rejoice in the Master, your God; for He gives you the former or early rain in just measure and in righteousness, and He causes to come down for you the rain, the former rain and the latter rain, as before.
And the [threshing] floors shall be full of grain and the vats shall overflow with juice [of the grape] and oil.
And I will restore or replace for you the years that the locust has eaten–the hopping locust, the stripping locust, and the crawling locust, My great army which I sent among you.
And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Master, your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you. And My people shall never be put to shame.
And you shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your God and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.
And afterward I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions.
Even upon the menservants and upon the maidservants in those days will I pour out My Spirit.
And I will show signs and wonders in the heavens, and on the earth, blood and fire and columns of smoke.
The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Isa_13:6, Isa_13:9-11; Isa_24:21-23; Eze_32:7-10; Mat_24:29-30; Rev_6:12-17]
And whoever shall call on the name of the Master shall be delivered and saved, for in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be those who escape, as the Master has said, and among the remnant [of survivors] shall be those whom the Master calls. [Act_2:17-21; Rom_10:13]. End of quote.
You Always Bring Those Words To My Mind …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 4:32 am.
Yes, in these days I am one of those maidservants upon whom You have pour out Your Spirit for witnessing purposes. Thus, You compel me to proclaim by all means available over the four corners of the earth Your dealings with my ways.
Your Dealing With My Indecision And Lack Of Understanding …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 8:44 am.
I recorded last at 4:32 am. At that moment I became dizzy and blurred vision. Could not write anymore. I headed for bed. As I laid down the tears began to flow. Why?
After few days of indecision not knowing or understanding Your doings, I came clean to You searching for relief.
First thing I confessed my gratitude for the pain relief and ability to take care of myself, plus the computer gift.
I asked of You once again to bless all contributors for such blessing.
Next, I confessed my lack of understanding for the itching, the incontinence, the inability to regulate my sugar levels, the defective vision, the hardship reading digitally even with the new monitor, the need for a printer, the indecision to ask for it for fear again of what would they think of me.
Plus, the lack of understanding of Your doings amidst ourselves.
Furthermore, I confessed again my lack of understanding when I have no inkling of any change among Your people.
I confessed my indecision and lack of comfort despite all Your latest blessings.
I lifted my shrilling cry for mercy for us all once again.
Slept!
On Waking Up At The Light Of Dawn? Wow! …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 9:20 am.
Never mind your peeves! Go on to fix that latest setup to safely place your greenery. Take one of the boards covering the stand outside. It will suit your purposes.
Not finding a suitable board for the setup was one of my frustrations earlier.
The truth? No amount of money or professional help to set up my working area could replace the setup that I am now enjoying. Wow!
Plus, come wintertime when there is need for the heater under the back setup?
It can be removed without affecting my working area. What comfort!
But then again, who knows?
By that time perhaps You might bless me with AC for cold or heat.
Your doings are beyond my conceptions.
No matter! You are working a good plan for us all.
Not me nor any human or devil can thwart such plan.
Your Sovereign Authority over Your creation remains untouchable eternally.
You Shall Sit On Your Throne Forever …
No kidding! O My people, ALL shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your Almighty Yahuwah and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.
Your People? The Mystery Now Revealed …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 10:05 am.
O but Your unfathomable wisdom! Your people now roam the four corners of the earth lost for the most without their rightful identity. How that came to be?
The Fulfillment Of The Very First Command To Your First Created Human Being …
Indeed! We humans been roaming these earthly grounds for more years that anyone can accurately count. We have not really forgotten our identity with You but! Such thing is only a vague memory ingrained without us. Regardless, it is written, quote:
Genesis 1:26-31
And the Father said, Let Us [Father, Son, and Holy Spirit] make mankind in Our image, after Our likeness, and let them have complete authority over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, the [tame] beasts, and over all of the earth, and over everything that creeps upon the earth. [Psa_104:30; Heb_1:2; Heb_11:3]
So the Father created man in His own image, in the image and likeness of the Father He created him; male and female He created them. [Col_3:9-10; Jas_3:8-9]
And the Father blessed them and said to them, Be fruitful, multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it [using all its vast resources in the service of the Father and man]; and have dominion over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, and over every living creature that moves upon the earth.
And the Father said, See, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the land and every tree with seed in its fruit; you shall have them for food.
And to all the animals on the earth and to every bird of the air and to everything that creeps on the ground–to everything in which there is the breath of life–I have given every green plant for food. And it was so.
And the Father saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it completely. And there was evening and there was morning, a sixth day. End of quote.
Funny Thing! The Way We Twist Such Words …
We skip the part that says, ‘in the service of the Father and man’ and proceed to live in the service of mankind. O but we are ordained ministers! Is our duty to serve mankind. Really? Read it again.
… in the service of the Father and man
Mercy Me! O My Master, We Do The Same With Your First And Most Important Of Your Commandments, But!
That is the way You designed for all to develop. And that is the mystery now becoming public knowledge. And that is Your purpose for my existence on these earthly grounds.
What A Mighty Yah I Serve …
Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 11:23 am.
Master? You know how we read that Your ancient workers did not see what they prophesied as we are seeing it now, and? We proceed to consider ourselves privileged. Never realizing that what we see now is not the end.
The End Of The Final Cycle On These Earthly Grounds Remains A Mystery …
Yes, You are revealing the mystery of Your doings but only at Your discretion. The final end will only be revealed when it actually happens.
That is the fact to be exact.
So what is the use to trouble myself with my lack of understanding of it all?
No use. That is Your word for me today.
Thank You.
Forget my peeves.
Go on with the posting.
Pick it up from the last post.
All Was Going Super Well, Until …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:32 pm.
O my Master? I fear to brag but I know this computer is indestructible. I do not have to spend a nickel on it. It’ll keep working no matter all attacks from the powers to be.
You know the reason why I fear to brag about all You do to keep this machine going.
What is that reason? Before this nightmare began, the computer was working beautifully! And?
I turned my head a bit, what did I see?
The computer fan that has not worked for a long time right then, turning, turning, turning.
I smiled big at Your work, then?
Boom! Black screen! You have no OS!!!
WHAT? It did not dawn on me the hard drive had crashed. Poor Basilia!
The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …
Destructive Fears …
Master? There is an immensity of fears that crowd the human mind. Destructive fears that have claimed many of human souls. Even so? You are in control of it all.
Solutions On The Way …
Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 6:32 am.
Master? It looks like You are showing me the way to go. I am waiting to see if this new download of the drivers would work to connect me to the NET.
Victory! Your Victory My Master! …
Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 3:25 pm.
Master! You led me to fix the problems all by myself. No way to get hooked-up with anyone to help. Amazing! I must now install the rest of my programs and?
Back To The Task You Have Assigned Unto Me! …
Friday, September 18, 2020 at 6:32 am.
Thanks, my Master! I am all situated for now. If only people knew the extent of Your doings in the last two weeks of computer troubles. Wow!
The wisdom and knowledge You invested upon me is priceless.
Human knowledge and wisdom?
Wasted money and time.
What basis are there for such statement?
What is the core of it all?
Lack Of Faith And Trust In You …
Friday, September 18, 2020 at 7:55 am.
No kidding. O my Master? The numbers on the hour right now? The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest and Five for grace and preparation.
Completeness And Rest. Grace And Preparation …
What does that mean my Master? I hear You. It means to be complete in all manners and shapes this life can deal to me as I rest and depend on You absolutely.
On This 7th Day Of Rest …
Saturday, September 19, 2020 at 9:26 pm.
You are leading me to acquire computer skills to do my own troubleshooting. It is quite an interesting way You are leading me to the left or to the right on the maze of the computer world.
Master? I Don’t Know What Is Going On With Me But You Do …
Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 7:44 pm.
You are my Master. You have brought me into Your Presence for all practical purposes. I no longer wish to take things back into my own hands. I refuse to act the way I think or feel.
You know I wish to have Windows 10 back because I have yet to succeed configuring Windows 7 and Windows Vista.
It is coming to me to try one more time to create the Windows 10 install with the Microsoft tool. Perhaps now it will work. No. It will not work because of the drive format.
Master? Show me the way. Should I buy the Windows 10? Show me if there is a discount where I can afford to buy it. I will check now.
Unless You Resolve The Problems With This Computer …
Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 11:05 pm.
There is no way for me to find what is needed. I’ll quit now. There is peace like a river funning in my soul. Thank You for the couple hours of sleep.
Now What My Master? Perhaps Attempt To Install Photoshop? …
Monday, September 21, 2020 at 2:22 am.
Much problems activating Windows. Was not able to record on Tuesday
It Is Now Another Day Starting With Frustrations …
Wednesday, September 23, 2020 at 5:11 AM.
Master? I can’t find Your way. I am at my wits end. Unless You intervene? I haven’t got the slightest of what I will do. I simply abhor the idea of spending monies You have not supplied for me.
I will try once more to reinstall Windows Professional. But I am running low on disk space on C: and I have not succeeded in fixing the problem. I will try to fix it one more time. I wait on You.
Two Frustrating Days! No Internet Connection …
Friday, September 25, 2020 at 6:17 pm.
I have not been able to setup a working environment. Not able to install my programs or check emails. But You know all about it my Master.
I will struggle to record in this WordPad, nothing like Microsoft Word but better than Notepad.
Right now I am exhausted but not discouraged or despondent at all. You are with and for me. I have nothing to worry about. In due time You will resolve all this problems.
Master? You Continue To Lead Me …
Friday, September 25, 2020 at 9:41 pm.
There is no way I can continue my attempts to connect to the Internet. I am out of downloading gigas, that is why I cannot connect to download the necessary programs, but!
I had an old Office CD so it installed. I can now at least record whatever You are doing on my daily experience of Your Presence in my life.
I cannot install Photoshop because it won’t work without Internet, I think. Let me see. Maybe the old CD works without Internet.
So Many Fears Churning In My Mind …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:33 am.
My mind is my worst enemy. Thank You for Your power to overcome it. I fear this drive could crash any minute. But the worst fear?
The possibility the virus infection is still actively filling my drives to the crashing point including the tetra external. It is coming to me to install antivirus from the Gigabyte cd.
Once Again I Find Myself Dumbfound Mute In Awe …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 7:01 am.
Master! I don’t know where or how to begin to relate the update of Your doings. In my search for ways to avail myself of the programs to continue the task You have assigned to me? Surprise!
I Do Not Need To Continue As Before. Change! …
Ha! So that is Your purpose for the nightmare of the last few weeks. Today, on this last 7th day of rest of the 9th month You surprised me big time!
You Opened My Eyes To See Your Will For Me To Continue Your Work With And For Me …
On the first 7th Day of Rest of this 9th month of 2020. You are leading me all the way despite all setbacks. The Internet quits on and off. Not being able to find the solutions for the computer crashing unexpectedly, but! You are leading me to find the cause of the problems.
The Cause Found. Profound Are Your Ways …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 10:46 am.
Master? Your knowledge is so vastly profound that the human mind cannot grasp but a tiny spec of it. This is what You are demonstrating to me as my journey in Your Presence continues.
What Caused The Nightmare Of The Last Few Weeks? …
Not what but Who. Who caused the nightmare? You did my Master. Why? To prevent me from stagnation in my own way of doing things routinely like a ritual. What?
Indeed! My Ways Are Stagnant Opposite To Your Ways …
Wow! What a revelation! You hate routines and ritualistic ways. It is not a matter of lack of order and organization. Not at all. It is a matter of flexibility to bid Your will.
If I Establish My Daily Routine I Close The Door To Bid Your Will …
Wow again! I see it my Master! I see it! So far You have kept me from establishing myself in my own ways, but! Since things were going so well in the way You had established for me? Ha!
I was getting ready to grab on to those ways and be happy ever after.
How easy it is to take my gaze off from You.
How easy it is to set my gaze on Your ways not in You.
Ah! What A Joy It Is To Discover Your Hidden Ways! …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:42 am.
Master? How could I have ever established a routine when in pain at the mercy of the hot summer unable to help myself even to the simplest tasks? Daily routine? Forget it! But!
Once You fixed even the dead fan in my computer.
Once You relieved my pain and discomfort?
At that moment I began to set my gaze on Your ways.
Well? You knew it my Master!
Wham! You broke my hard drive!
Alright! You Challenged The Powers To Be To Hit My Hard Drive …
O my Master! Now I understand Your doings with good old brother Job. How accurately You apply Your written words at every turn of the way.
But What Old Job Got To Do With My Situation? …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Think back to 1983.
Did I not wiped away all of your material possessions and relationships?
Then, since that time, have I not taken and given several times?
Yes, I am well pleased with your determination to be found in Me despite all the setbacks I have placed in your way.
My child, contrary to the world’s ways, it is all a matter of your willpower not a matter of your mind or soul.
And it is not about your faith, it is all about My faithfulness to fulfill My words.
Yes, I know your lack of understanding My ways remains, but!
I have invested on you the power to desist of your search for the knowledge of good as well of evil.
Instead? I have invested you with My power of love and wisdom to overcome this world’s knowledge.
And now My child, you are experiencing such power of wisdom and love in all your doings whether you understand anything or not.
I see your mind churning all possibilities of what I have in store for you.
I know how you are wondering whether the old drive you are now using will continue to be useful even when and if I provide a new drive and operating system plus an extra computer for you.
But I also see the joy of My deliverance overcoming your mind’s wonderings.
O but how you delight My Being!
Soon My precious child, sooner than expected you shall wonder no more.
Only continue to be still not taking things into your own hands to resolve anything.
Let go or overlook all evils done to you and from you.
Continue to wait.
Rejoice!
For I am with and for you My precious thiaBasilia.” End of my Master’s words.
O But How Can I Say Thanks Unto You? …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:14 pm.
I know how? The joy of my deliverance to experience Your Presence for all practical purposes on the daily basis are enough thanks unto You.
Master? What To Do Now? …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 5:00 pm.
Ha! Again, a five followed by double zeroes in the hour and minutes for this entry. Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes announcing again Your all-inclusive message.
Your message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.
No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.
But How Are We To Prepare? …
You are reminding me again the first words when Yahushua walked among us. Those words were addressed to righteous religious people not to the wayward drunks or prostitutes. Quote:
Matthew 4:17 AMPC+
From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.
Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …
“Repent (change your mind for the better, …” including my past sins. But what were my past sins? I thought like everybody else that mean smoking, drinking, and sexual vices.
Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
I still kept going backwards to my ways.
Such is the way of the human nature in me.
Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
Since then, no turning back!
I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.
So Now? You Have Invested Me With Your Power To Be Your Witness …
Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:18 pm.
Master? I am down and out. I just can’t record. Will head for bed. I wait on You. Not able to sleep. I’m up. What goes on with my body?
The Question Remains My Master …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:01 am.
In the numbers of the hour right now You give me the answer. The why of everything in this so loved world of Yours is clearly stated in Your written words. One incident comes to mind. Quote:
John 9:1-41 AMPC+
AS HE passed along, He noticed a man blind from his birth.
His disciples asked Him, Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be born blind?
Yahushua answered, It was not that this man or his parents sinned, but he was born blind in order that the workings of God should be manifested (displayed and illustrated) in him.
We must work the works of Him Who sent Me and be busy with His business while it is daylight; night is coming on, when no man can work.
As long as I am in the world, I am the world’s Light.
When He had said this, He spat on the ground and made clay (mud) with His saliva, and He spread it [as ointment] on the man’s eyes.
And He said to him, Go, wash in the Pool of Siloam–which means Sent. So he went and washed, and came back seeing.
When the neighbors and those who used to know him by sight as a beggar saw him, they said, Is not this the man who used to sit and beg?
Some said, It is he. Others said, No, but he looks very much like him. But he said, Yes, I am the man.
So they said to him, How were your eyes opened?
He replied, The Man called Yahushua made mud and smeared it on my eyes and said to me, Go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and I obtained my sight!
They asked him, Where is He? He said, I do not know.
Then they conducted to the Pharisees the man who had formerly been blind.
Now it was on the Sabbath day that Yahushua mixed the mud and opened the man’s eyes.
So now again the Pharisees asked him how he received his sight. And he said to them, He smeared mud on my eyes, and I washed, and now I see.
Then some of the Pharisees said, This Man [Yahushua] is not from God, because He does not observe the Sabbath. But others said, How can a man who is a sinner (a bad man) do such signs and miracles? So there was a difference of opinion among them.
Accordingly they said to the blind man again, What do you say about Him, seeing that He opened your eyes? And he said, He is [He must be] a prophet!
However, the Jews did not believe that he had [really] been blind and that he had received his sight until they called (summoned) the parents of the man.
They asked them, Is this your son, whom you reported as having been born blind? How then does he see now?
His parents answered, We know that this is our son, and that he was born blind.
But as to how he can now see, we do not know; or who has opened his eyes, we do not know. He is of age. Ask him; let him speak for himself and give his own account of it.
His parents said this because they feared [the leaders of] the Jews; for the Jews had already agreed that if anyone should acknowledge Yahushua to be the Messiah, he should be expelled and excluded from the synagogue.
On that account his parents said, He is of age; ask him.
So the second time they summoned the man who had been born blind, and said to him, Now give God the glory (praise). This Fellow we know is only a sinner (a wicked person).
Then he answered, I do not know whether He is a sinner and wicked or not. But one thing I do know, that whereas I was blind before, now I see.
So they said to him, What did He [actually] do to you? How did He open your eyes?
He answered, I already told you and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Can it be that you wish to become His disciples also?
And they stormed at him [they jeered, they sneered, they reviled him] and retorted, You are His disciple yourself, but we are the disciples of Moses.
We know for certain that God spoke with Moses, but as for this Fellow, we know nothing about where He hails from.
The man replied, Well, this is astonishing! Here a Man has opened my eyes, and yet you do not know where He comes from. [That is amazing!]
We know that God does not listen to sinners; but if anyone is God-fearing and a worshiper of Him and does His will, He listens to him.
Since the beginning of time it has never been heard that anyone opened the eyes of a man born blind.
If this Man were not from God, He would not be able to do anything like this.
They retorted, You were wholly born in sin [from head to foot]; and do you [presume to] teach us? So they cast him out [threw him clear outside the synagogue].
Yahushua heard that they had put him out, and meeting him He said, Do you believe in and adhere to the Son of Man or the Son of God?
He answered, Who is He, Sir? Tell me, that I may believe in and adhere to Him.
Yahushua said to him, You have seen Him; [in fact] He is talking to you right now.
He called out, Master, I believe! [I rely on, I trust, I cleave to You!] And he worshiped Him.
Then Yahushua said, I came into this world for judgment [as a Separator, in order that there may be separation between those who believe on Me and those who reject Me], to make the sightless see and to make those who see become blind.
Some Pharisees who were near, hearing this remark, said to Him, Are we also blind?
Yahushua said to them, If you were blind, you would have no sin; but because you now claim to have sight, your sin remains. [If you were blind, you would not be guilty of sin; but because you insist, We do see clearly, you are unable to escape your guilt.] End of quote.
Sad To Say But! You Know My Master Things Have Not Changed In This World …
That shall be the subject for the next post. Wait. Will post whenever. 😊
The Whirlwind Descended. Account Is Taken And Given. Transition Completed …
The Final Cycle For Your thiaBasilia …
The hour and the moment? The 11th hour. Double fives before the 12th hour. What is the meaning of this moment of my life in Your Presence my Master? Quote:
The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
That was the account taken. The double fives? Quote:
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
No bad things to say about it.
Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
There are not many bad things to say about heaven,
and there is probably alot of grace and life there.
The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.
That Was The Account Given. Transition Completed. Grace And Preparation Now …
Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 2:48 pm.
Master? Without Your grace to prepare nothing that we do is worth a plug nickel. Even if our preparations and amazing successful enterprises seem to prove me wrong.
Your dealings and work within me for the last 35 years proves such statement to be a fact.
The month of September was a nightmare that ended superbly setting me up with the means to carry on with amazing ease.
What That Got To Do With Your Grace? …
Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 7:18 pm.
Ha! As long as I kept trying to help myself in the whole month of September I failed. The minute I quit trying and started trusting You without reservations immediately! All my computer problems ceased!
No Kidding! I Am Dumb Found! The Best Part? …
My body began to function. I can turn my neck. I can bend to pick things up. I can help myself without pain. I am able to laydown and getup with ease. No more pain. What a blessing!
And the Internet?
No problem.
Just adjust myself to take advantage of it when is up.
Otherwise?
Wait until it stabilizes.
No more struggling to make it connect when millions are doing the same thing. I wait.
All my doings now are as You foretold me 10 years ago.
Quote:
“My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
“My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
“Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.
“My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”
Indeed! The Physical Came First. Now The Ethereal In Your Mountain Top …
Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 11:50 pm.
Leaving in Your Mountain Top I have Your power to overcome the miseries this world can handle to me. The truth of the matter is that all miseries are only Your pruning shears to make me bear the precious fruit of Your righteousness.
I can now go on to give witness of Your dealings to convict and to restore me from my own insidious doings.
Repentance Is Not A Nasty Word Nor It Means Only To Quit Our Nasty Habits …
So? What Repentance Means As Per The Written Words? …
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 3:52 pm
Amend: to improve; change for the better; heartily amend our ways, with abhorrence of past sins. To pick it up from the last post,
“You are witnesses of these things. And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.”
Master? You Are Opening My Mind To Understand Your Written Words …
Master? Repentance was the subject in the grand event of You walking among mankind. Your first cry out to the religious people of Your day? REPENT! Quote:
Matthew 4:17 AMPC+
From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.
Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …
Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
I still kept going backwards to my ways.
Such is the way of the human nature in me.
Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
Since then, no turning back!
I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.
So Now? I Am Your Witness …
For You have clothed me with the power from on high to witness of those things confirming the essence of Your Being within me calling Your people to repentance.
Wow! Ignorance Is Not A Bliss When We Miss A Kiss …
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 11:24 am.
O my Master! I got a smirk on my face as You quicken these headlines to me.
Somehow, as I begin to record You quicken whatever passages of Scripture You want to proclaim in the post.
This time? Psalms 2 popped in my mind quickening the headline to use. Why?
WHY DO The Nations Assemble With Commotion Uproar And Confusion Of Voices …
How well the tragic aftermath of COVID-19 is described in those words written in Psalms 2.
And why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
And My Smirk? …
Well, I smirk to see the ridiculousness of all the officials and the people’s attempts to control the ravaging COVID-19, but!
He Who sits in the heavens outright laughs. Quote:
Sovereign Authority Over His Creation!
Psalms 2:1-12
WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,
Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.
He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.
He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,
Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.
I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.
Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.
You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.
Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.
Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.
Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.
O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.
Well? Not To Shock Anyone, My Master, But!
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 12:40 pm.
Coercion. Tyranny both popped in my mind whenever I read that Psalm, and?
I wondered! But of course, I kept that a secret for fear of man shunning me as a heretic.
O the fear of man! The chain strangling me most of my life.
What about the fear of You, my Master?
Busted chain.
Ha! The fear of man or the chain strangling me?
Busted by the fear of You! What a marvel!
Alright! Back To Repentance Now …
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 5:35 pm.
The quote on the meaning of number 6 opened my mind to understand much that I had not understood before about the sin of placing man’s ways over Your ways.
And in that date the 6 was followed by double 0. The meaning of Zero again:
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
What Are You Quickening Me About The Double Zeroes, My Master? …
Emphasis to proclaim repentance from placing man’s ways over Your ways. Master? You know the problem when it comes to repent.
The ways of mankind are a counterfeit of Your ways.
That is the problem.
Why Should We Repent Of Living A Good Life? …
You know my Master that we are programmed to call good evil and evil good. How is that? One example, You tell us to lean not in our understanding or in our minds, but!
The world’s system proclaims the mind over matter.
Master? I Wait On You. How To Go From Here On? James 4 Comes To Mind …
James 4 1 17AMPC+
WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?
You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1 Jn 3:15]
Or you do ask the Almighty Creator for them and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is when you get what you desire to spend it in sensual pleasures.
You are like unfaithful wives having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to the Almighty Creator! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being the Almighty Creator’s enemy? So, whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of the Almighty Creator.
Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit to be welcome with a jealous love?
But He gives us more and more grace or power of the Set-Apart Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully. That is why He says, the Almighty Creator sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but, gives grace continually to the lowly those who are humble enough to receive it.
So be subject to the Almighty Creator. Resist the devil, stand firm against him, and he will flee from you.
Come close to the Almighty Creator and He will come close to you. Recognize that you are sinners, get your soiled hands clean; realize that you have been disloyal wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts of your spiritual adultery.
As you draw near to the Almighty Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
Humble yourselves feeling very insignificant in the presence of the Master, and He will exalt you, He will lift you up and make your lives significant.
My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].
One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?
Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a city and spend a year there and carry on our business and make money.
Yet you do not know [the least thing] about what may happen tomorrow. What is the nature of your life? You are [really] but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears [into thin air].
You ought instead to say, If the Master is willing, we shall live and we shall do this or that [thing].
But as it is, you boast [falsely] in your presumption and your self-conceit. All such boasting is wrong.
So any person who knows what is right to do but does not do it, to him it is sin. End of quote.
The Last Few Hours Have Been Rough, My Master …
Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:29 am.
Thank You for Your Presence. Your unbroken companionship sustains me under all circumstances. I hear tell cool weather is coming. Even so? I wait on You. Cool or hot weather, I wait on You.
Master? I Am So Lost With All New Developments …
Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:49 pm.
The computer crashed again while working in Photoshop early this morning. It came to me to notify support about the crash.
To fix the problem they needed to open a new Windows account as Administrator. Now I need to do a whole new set up. I am worn out. But I’ll try. Help, my Master help!
I Am Back To My Old Account. I Wait On You To Work Things Out For Me …
Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 8:17 pm.
Master? I am amazed and delighted to experience Your doings. The computer fan has not been working for a long time. I cleaned it to no avail.
Suddenly now? The little fan is turning beautifully!
My guess, O my Master? I did not have to go back to support for help.
This time they really mess me up.
But I am confident Your infinite patience shall avail me forever.
No problems without solutions living in Your Presence.
No need to worry.
You are with and for me.
I wait on You.
Thank You.
Notepad entries
Friday September 11, 2020 at 10:33 pm.
Master? Thank You. I don’t know how You are getting me out of this pickle, but getting me out of it You are.
I have been wondering how to spend my time while I wait on You to supply me with a hard drive to carry on with the task You have assigned unto me.
Suddenly! It came to me to use Notepad to record while I am waiting.
What a relief! Writing by hand is not something I cherish, Hahaha! I can hardly read my own handwriting. Anyhow? Earlier today I began to tell the tale.
I recorded by hand, Friday September 11, 2020 at 4:10 pm.
Master? Your words in Ecclesiastes are for real. Nothing in this world is permanent or as important as we make it out to be.
The hard drive crashed. All data in it gone! Thank goodness, my personal files are safe in my external tetra drive I hope.
I need to get a new drive I think, but! You know best what I need.
For the moment I am attempting to activate my old Windows 7 drive.
So far I have not succeeded on installing Windows in it because of the advance technology in Windows format to install Windows 10.
Tomorrow night hopefully You send Yazeed my way with a new installation CD.
Perhaps that will temporarily help me to start the computer and reinstall the programs I need to work on.
The most tragic day to remember in the USA …
It is now 10:58 pm on September 11, 2020.
Reminiscing, the towers burning, thousands of people dead, the rescuers, the survivors stories, the national mourning.
For a while, the churches were full.
Prayers. Prayers. Prayers.
Then?
Back to business as usual.
The towers are now rebuilt and I don’t hear too much talk about it anymore.
Then? KATRINA! What a horror! Did it change anything? Not much. Crisis over? Back to business as usual. Back to rebuild.
And now? COVID-19.
What goes on among the kings and the people inhabiting and running this world’s systems? Psalms 2 describes the issues quite clear.
Just as I finished writing that sentence, my little friend arrived with my supper–summer time supper at midnight–flexibility is what it takes and flexibility is what You have given to me.
No more complaining and lamenting things that cannot be changed.
You have inspired many on such matter, but! It’s all taken for granted. Why?
O well, my Master! For the simple reason that such is the way You planned it to be.
Why again like a two-year old–the age of the why?
Why did You design all things the way they are?
That is what You are now opening our minds to understand with the sole purpose to bring us to repentance.
Human wisdom. Knowledge of good and evil …
Cultures. Customs and traditions. Systems. Laws and rules. The powers to be in control for now?
The nasty hold of mental insanity!
For it is all a counterfeit of what it is in the invisible heaven. But!
It will all come to nothing within an hour of Your timing. Thank goodness!
For the truth of the matter is that You are in control of it all. Sovereign Authority over Your creation is the fact.
Please, my Master, don’t let me forget such a fact.
Ha! Midnight again!
Saturday September 12, at 12:04 am.
The 7th Day of Rest finds me resting on You alone and altogether. What an amazingly unique experience.
One thing to notice in the way You have changed all things in and out of me–the way I am no longer defining myself.
What do I mean? My mind churns all kinds of ways for me to be or say or do. Nonesense! You have opened my mind to see the futility of all such thoughts.
So now? I consider all such thoughts to be only rambles not worthy to dwell or much less to execute. I wait on You even for the next breath I am to take.
Release from all such binding thoughts and doings. For now? It is coming to mind to close this file and the computer. Go to bed. Hope for Your sleep blessing.
At the lowest point …
Saturday September 12, 2020 at 5:55 am.
Wow! What a blessing to start this day of rest with 3 fives! And that after You organized my day. why I do not claim to do things for myself now? Why I claimed You as the organizer of my day.
Simple. I had no idea of what or how to pass my day without access to my files to work on. You knew it all along because all my thoughts, feelings, and doings are under Your loving control.
So? You blessed me with sleep until 3 am. I got up for a few minutes. Not knowing what to do I thought perhaps You would bless me with some more sleep, and I headed for bed.
As I laid there praising and thanking You it came to me what to do. It came to mind how I was recording in the drive I need to format and I will lose all written. Ah! Get up and see how you can save that work in your external for safe keeping. Sure enough, it took a couple of hours but here I am working safely in my external, and?
The memories of my writer beginnings in 1985 are now quite alive. Hahaha! I had forgotten how You led me then when there was no such a thing as the Internet or Windows or any of the amazing digital advances of this day and age.
Well? I can’t regress. But I can progress to handle the pass and the present with much ease. No kidding! And the best part? You have set me up to do whatever I am doing now. I cannot take the credit.
That was the problem before, me taking credit for all what I called my ‘smarts’. And people encouraged me with such behavior.
The truth? The ways of mankind almost killed me not only physically but mainly spiritually.
Mental Insanity and how to handle it by the ways of mankind? Abolished! Set free indeed!
O my Master Your truth about my wicked carnal nature has set me free as it is written in John xxx. I cannot emphasize enough how You have set me free once for all by convicting me of my natural wickedness.
What Now It Is To Be For Me My Master? …
That is what You show me on the spot? I find myself not premeditating on what I intent to do or what shall happen at any moment.
Your work in and without me is evident in the way I act.
I know of the things that have troubled me up unto this day.
Broken promises.
The irresponsibility of the people around me.
The fabulous as well as the corrupt world out there.
All of it?
A thing of the past.
You know it my Master.
It’s now 7:14. I am sleepy. Heading for bed.
I am back. Did not stay in bed.
Sleep did not come my way.
It came to me to get up and make a salad with the food from last night, to save some, to eat it for my breakfast.
That is what I been doing.
Let’s see what else I been doing? …
Saturday September 12, 2020 at 8:56 am.
Master? Thank You for the burst of joy in my heart. Joy! Rejoicing. Glad and grateful to You is my state and condition of the moment. All things not to my liking are inconsequential.
Whatever I need to do but forget? You remind me just in time.
And humor? The best! I can laugh at all our idiosyncrasies without offending anyone.
We really are a laughable bunch but don’t tell that around because you might get a punch in your mouth. Hahaha! HalleluYah.
And me? O my Master! You know all about my gullibility.
Gullible? My natural trade.
But now You can give to me to laugh at my own self on account of my gullibility.
What a difference now.
Your wisdom is my trade.
No kidding. You have clothed me in Your wisdom all because Your immense love for Your wacky child.
Master? I wonder when I’ll get to post these especial lines.
You are harmonizing my past with my present.
What a marvel!
In my puny mind I am hoping for 70 JOD to purchase a new drive, but who knows?
You might send me 70 millions JOD to purchase not just my drive but!
To purchase a whole kit and caboodle needed not only for my computer work but most important to get going with the preparation You have in mind to keep us on the days of the great tribulation prophesied to soon take place.
This seems to be the first day of fall, a nice cool breeze but me?
Wondering how You going to keep my avocado trees with the winter coming.
O my Master, You know all about my wanders and lurking fears.
No problem anymore.
I am not any longer frantic about getting dirt and bigger containers and this or that for anything.
You have opened my mind to understand Your words about all needing to take place on Your appointed time.
The trees shall survive or maybe not, either way?
You give You take away at Your discretion.
Master? In retrospect?
I had me a good laugh with the crashing of my hard drive. Why?
EVERYTHING was working perfectly.
I felt pretty smug, but the fan in the computer has not work for a long time.
I had wander how to replace it.
Right at the moment before the great crash?
I looked, wow! the fan was rolling away!
And I, so delighted about it when boom!
The computer stalled and off went to the black screen of death.
Black screen and big sign NO OPERATING SYSTEM! WHAT?
It did not worry me a bit because I knew exactly what to do to get back in business,
Never crossed my mind this time? NIL!
The hard drive had crashed.
The rest is history. Bless my heart.
Here I am now, my Master. I need to format the drive with the GPT format for Windows 10 but!
I have no way to find out how to do that.
I fear to format at all and not be able to get to my external at all.
Ha! Now that this file is saved in the external I won’t lose it.
I will shut down the computer. then unplug the external drive.
Turn the computer back on and proceed with the format.
Maybe it’ll work?
Master? Help me. I am hoping that doing all of this is coming from You.
Let it be so. Saving now. It is Saturday September 12, 2020 at 9:50 am.
STUCK!!!
Sunday September 13, 2020 at 7:22.
Master? I am stuck. Nothing works to install Windows 10. I simply do not have an installation disk. All my ISO are corrupted. Now? I have no Internet. So? I cannot download anything that could help me.
One thing is for sure, I don’t like any of what goes on but!
You know I am not worried about it.
I am 100% sure of You working all things for our good.
And I thank You for the nice weather.
Also, I am not in pain. I am comfortable.
I don’t need to be elated or in the best of moods yet.
The things that go on and on in this world are not really the best motivators for a good mood.
I am only thankful that You are with and for me.
You never leave nor forsake me no matter what I feel or think or do.
I am grateful that I can record in this file saved in the external but I will close it now since the computer is instable.
I do not want to risk the external.
It is now Sunday September 13, 2020 at 8:24 am.
Beginning Of WordPad Entries
Sunday, September 13, 2020 at 5:38 pm.
No Internet connection yet my Master. I will save this record in WordPad to work on. I am worn out. Will try to sleep.
I am up at 7:23 pm but I don’t feel good. Maybe I should go back to sleep? Help me, my Master. I wait on You.
Testing my patience? …
Monday, September 14, 2020 at 12:26 am.
I do not know what is to happen when the ISO CD stops uploading. It is taking a long time to upload. It is a test to my patience. But I wait for to stop it means more corruption in the files.
Master? You alone can get me out of this pickle.
I been waiting for Yazeed to bring me the Windows 10 CD to no avail.
You are in control. You have a reason for things to be the way they are.
Monday, September 14, 2020 at 6:35 am.
Master? Thank You for this cool morning. Thank You for restoring the Internet for me. I am now to attempt to install Windows 7 Ultima.
O my Beloved Master! Surge of a good mood!
Monday, 14 September, 2020 at 11:35 am.
You led me to the installation disk for Windows 7 Ultima, the best Windows before Windows 10. The best part? I installed and did not loose this journal. Now I am Hoping for You to lead me to fixt the Internet problem. Thank You.
Update On The Nightmare Week Past …
Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 9:01 am.
Master? Thank You for my well-being despite all the computer situation looking bleak. I have 9 days to wait on You settle things up for me.
In the meantime? I will record the wonderful experience of yesterday in Your Presence as soon as I install the Scriptures and Photoshop.
Master? The Computer Is About To Crash For Good. You Know It …
Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 3:26 pm.
I am typing with fear & trembling. Your answer yesterday? Psalms 39:6,7 and Psalms 40:4. It brought tears to my eyes. Why? A long time ago I lived with my daughter Roxana. My granddaughter Jessica would come to visit me every day.
That specific day she took my Amp Bible and marked those verses in Psalms 39 and 40.
Yesterday? I resigned to the fact that soon I will have no computer. I brought the matter to You. I picked my Bible and? Those verses popped! Amazing! Quote:
Psalms 39:6-7 AMPC+
Surely every man walks to and fro–like a shadow in a pantomime; surely for futility and emptiness he is in turmoil; each one heaps up riches, not knowing who will gather them. [1Co_7:31; Jas_4:14]
And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect?
My hope and expectation are in You.
I Wiped My Tears. I Began To Read. Way Up To Psalms 42 …
My soul mind, and spirit were renewed. It looks like I will have no computer but? I am not just resigned and hopeless, no. Indeed! And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect? My hope and expectation are in You now and forever!
In an email I shared my experience with Roxana, quote:
On the verge of no computer. the hard drive crashed. the old drive installed is about to crash. I have no windows 10. The programs do not work in windows 7.
Al in all I need about $1000.00 to resolve it all and I am not willing to do anything about getting such monies, period.
Yesterday I had a wonderful experience. As I realized my predicament, I called on my Father. I opened my Bible and? Jessica’s marked scriptures popped. I began to read.
The tears began to flow, I could hardly read but, I wiped my tears and read on. Psalms 39-42.
I finished my reading. It came to me the futility of it all, and yet? no need to keep it all shut inside of me. I needed to speak up or blow up my mind into insanity. It came to me to speak to you. You have been connecting with me. I am not looking for advise just for understanding.
Father is in control of it all.
love,
mom
And That’s The New You Have Made. Thank You …
Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 11:05 pm.
Master? I guess I have been trying instead of trusting You. Then again? Maybe I have been trusting You are leading me to whatever I do or don’t do.
Where Am I Going? Where Are You Leading Me To Go Or Do Or Think? …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 12:13 am.
It’s a new day. Perhaps sleep is what I need? Heading for bed now. Slept until about 3 am. Here I am. O my Master! I am still trying to connect in the Internet.
I Don’t Know What To Do But You Do …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 6:17 am.
Show me the way, O my Master show me the way. Should taking care of the drivers solve the Internet problems? I will check now.
O But Your Answers Are For Real …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:00 pm
Ha! Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes. Your all-inclusive message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.
No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.
Yes, the powers to be have control of the Internet and all happenings in this so ever loved world of Yours but!
Such control is soon to terminate forever.
The powers to be know that they have only a little time to destroy Your workers.
Even so? O my Master! Your power no foe can resist.
What a comfort it is to live under Your loving protection.
And the best part? You are gathering all Your children one by one.
So? What Goes On With The Computer? …
That shall be the content of the next post. Much more to come. Wait.
The Whirlwind Descended. Account Is Taken And Given. Transition Completed …
The Final Cycle For Your thiaBasilia …
The hour and the moment? The 11th hour. Double fives before the 12th hour. What is the meaning of this moment of my life in Your Presence my Master? Quote:
The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
That was the account taken. The double fives? Quote:
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
No bad things to say about it.
Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
There are not many bad things to say about heaven,
and there is probably alot of grace and life there.
The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.
That Was The Account Given. Transition Completed. Grace And Preparation Now …
Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 2:48 pm.
Master? Without Your grace to prepare nothing that we do is worth a plug nickel. Even if our preparations and amazing successful enterprises seem to prove me wrong.
Your dealings and work within me for the last 35 years proves such statement to be a fact.
The month of September was a nightmare that ended superbly setting me up with the means to carry on with amazing ease.
What That Got To Do With Your Grace? …
Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 7:18 pm.
Ha! As long as I kept trying to help myself in the whole month of September I failed. The minute I quit trying and started trusting You without reservations immediately! All my computer problems ceased!
No Kidding! I Am Dumb Found! The Best Part? …
My body began to function. I can turn my neck. I can bend to pick things up. I can help myself without pain. I am able to laydown and getup with ease. No more pain. What a blessing!
And the Internet?
No problem.
Just adjust myself to take advantage of it when is up.
Otherwise?
Wait until it stabilizes.
No more struggling to make it connect when millions are doing the same thing. I wait.
All my doings now are as You foretold me 10 years ago.
Quote:
“My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
“My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
“Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.
“My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”
Indeed! The Physical Came First. Now The Ethereal In Your Mountain Top …
Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 11:50 pm.
Leaving in Your Mountain Top I have Your power to overcome the miseries this world can handle to me. The truth of the matter is that all miseries are only Your pruning shears to make me bear the precious fruit of Your righteousness.
I can now go on to give witness of Your dealings to convict and to restore me from my own insidious doings.
Repentance Is Not A Nasty Word Nor It Means Only To Quit Our Nasty Habits …
So? What Repentance Means As Per The Written Words? …
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 3:52 pm
Amend: to improve; change for the better; heartily amend our ways, with abhorrence of past sins. To pick it up from the last post,
“You are witnesses of these things. And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.”
Master? You Are Opening My Mind To Understand Your Written Words …
Master? Repentance was the subject in the grand event of You walking among mankind. Your first cry out to the religious people of Your day? REPENT! Quote:
Matthew 4:17 AMPC+
From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.
Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …
Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
I still kept going backwards to my ways.
Such is the way of the human nature in me.
Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
Since then, no turning back!
I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.
So Now? I Am Your Witness …
For You have clothed me with the power from on high to witness of those things confirming the essence of Your Being within me calling Your people to repentance.
Wow! Ignorance Is Not A Bliss When We Miss A Kiss …
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 11:24 am.
O my Master! I got a smirk on my face as You quicken these headlines to me.
Somehow, as I begin to record You quicken whatever passages of Scripture You want to proclaim in the post.
This time? Psalms 2 popped in my mind quickening the headline to use. Why?
WHY DO The Nations Assemble With Commotion Uproar And Confusion Of Voices …
How well the tragic aftermath of COVID-19 is described in those words written in Psalms 2.
And why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
And My Smirk? …
Well, I smirk to see the ridiculousness of all the officials and the people’s attempts to control the ravaging COVID-19, but!
He Who sits in the heavens outright laughs. Quote:
Sovereign Authority Over His Creation!
Psalms 2:1-12
WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,
Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.
He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.
He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,
Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.
I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.
Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.
You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.
Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.
Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.
Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.
O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.
Well? Not To Shock Anyone, My Master, But!
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 12:40 pm.
Coercion. Tyranny both popped in my mind whenever I read that Psalm, and?
I wondered! But of course, I kept that a secret for fear of man shunning me as a heretic.
O the fear of man! The chain strangling me most of my life.
What about the fear of You, my Master?
Busted chain.
Ha! The fear of man or the chain strangling me?
Busted by the fear of You! What a marvel!
Alright! Back To Repentance Now …
Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 5:35 pm.
The quote on the meaning of number 6 opened my mind to understand much that I had not understood before about the sin of placing man’s ways over Your ways.
And in that date the 6 was followed by double 0. The meaning of Zero again:
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
What Are You Quickening Me About The Double Zeroes, My Master? …
Emphasis to proclaim repentance from placing man’s ways over Your ways. Master? You know the problem when it comes to repent.
The ways of mankind are a counterfeit of Your ways.
That is the problem.
Why Should We Repent Of Living A Good Life? …
You know my Master that we are programmed to call good evil and evil good. How is that? One example, You tell us to lean not in our understanding or in our minds, but!
The world’s system proclaims the mind over matter.
Master? I Wait On You. How To Go From Here On? James 4 Comes To Mind …
James 4 1 17AMPC+
WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?
You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1 Jn 3:15]
Or you do ask the Almighty Creator for them and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is when you get what you desire to spend it in sensual pleasures.
You are like unfaithful wives having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to the Almighty Creator! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being the Almighty Creator’s enemy? So, whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of the Almighty Creator.
Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit to be welcome with a jealous love?
But He gives us more and more grace or power of the Set-Apart Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully. That is why He says, the Almighty Creator sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but, gives grace continually to the lowly those who are humble enough to receive it.
So be subject to the Almighty Creator. Resist the devil, stand firm against him, and he will flee from you.
Come close to the Almighty Creator and He will come close to you. Recognize that you are sinners, get your soiled hands clean; realize that you have been disloyal wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts of your spiritual adultery.
As you draw near to the Almighty Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
Humble yourselves feeling very insignificant in the presence of the Master, and He will exalt you, He will lift you up and make your lives significant.
My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].
One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?
Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a city and spend a year there and carry on our business and make money.
Yet you do not know [the least thing] about what may happen tomorrow. What is the nature of your life? You are [really] but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears [into thin air].
You ought instead to say, If the Master is willing, we shall live and we shall do this or that [thing].
But as it is, you boast [falsely] in your presumption and your self-conceit. All such boasting is wrong.
So any person who knows what is right to do but does not do it, to him it is sin. End of quote.
The Last Few Hours Have Been Rough, My Master …
Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:29 am.
Thank You for Your Presence. Your unbroken companionship sustains me under all circumstances. I hear tell cool weather is coming. Even so? I wait on You. Cool or hot weather, I wait on You.
Master? I Am So Lost With All New Developments …
Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:49 pm.
The computer crashed again while working in Photoshop early this morning. It came to me to notify support about the crash.
To fix the problem they needed to open a new Windows account as Administrator. Now I need to do a whole new set up. I am worn out. But I’ll try. Help, my Master help!
I Am Back To My Old Account. I Wait On You To Work Things Out For Me …
Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 8:17 pm.
Master? I am amazed and delighted to experience Your doings. The computer fan has not been working for a long time. I cleaned it to no avail.
Suddenly now? The little fan is turning beautifully!
My guess, O my Master? I did not have to go back to support for help.
This time they really mess me up.
But I am confident Your infinite patience shall avail me forever.
No problems without solutions living in Your Presence.
No need to worry.
You are with and for me.
I wait on You.
Thank You.
Notepad entries
Friday September 11, 2020 at 10:33 pm.
Master? Thank You. I don’t know how You are getting me out of this pickle, but getting me out of it You are.
I have been wondering how to spend my time while I wait on You to supply me with a hard drive to carry on with the task You have assigned unto me.
Suddenly! It came to me to use Notepad to record while I am waiting.
What a relief! Writing by hand is not something I cherish, Hahaha! I can hardly read my own handwriting. Anyhow? Earlier today I began to tell the tale.
I recorded by hand, Friday September 11, 2020 at 4:10 pm.
Master? Your words in Ecclesiastes are for real. Nothing in this world is permanent or as important as we make it out to be.
The hard drive crashed. All data in it gone! Thank goodness, my personal files are safe in my external tetra drive I hope.
I need to get a new drive I think, but! You know best what I need.
For the moment I am attempting to activate my old Windows 7 drive.
So far I have not succeeded on installing Windows in it because of the advance technology in Windows format to install Windows 10.
Tomorrow night hopefully You send Yazeed my way with a new installation CD.
Perhaps that will temporarily help me to start the computer and reinstall the programs I need to work on.
The most tragic day to remember in the USA …
It is now 10:58 pm on September 11, 2020.
Reminiscing, the towers burning, thousands of people dead, the rescuers, the survivors stories, the national mourning.
For a while, the churches were full.
Prayers. Prayers. Prayers.
Then?
Back to business as usual.
The towers are now rebuilt and I don’t hear too much talk about it anymore.
Then? KATRINA! What a horror! Did it change anything? Not much. Crisis over? Back to business as usual. Back to rebuild.
And now? COVID-19.
What goes on among the kings and the people inhabiting and running this world’s systems? Psalms 2 describes the issues quite clear.
Just as I finished writing that sentence, my little friend arrived with my supper–summer time supper at midnight–flexibility is what it takes and flexibility is what You have given to me.
No more complaining and lamenting things that cannot be changed.
You have inspired many on such matter, but! It’s all taken for granted. Why?
O well, my Master! For the simple reason that such is the way You planned it to be.
Why again like a two-year old–the age of the why?
Why did You design all things the way they are?
That is what You are now opening our minds to understand with the sole purpose to bring us to repentance.
Human wisdom. Knowledge of good and evil …
Cultures. Customs and traditions. Systems. Laws and rules. The powers to be in control for now?
The nasty hold of mental insanity!
For it is all a counterfeit of what it is in the invisible heaven. But!
It will all come to nothing within an hour of Your timing. Thank goodness!
For the truth of the matter is that You are in control of it all. Sovereign Authority over Your creation is the fact.
Please, my Master, don’t let me forget such a fact.
Ha! Midnight again!
Saturday September 12, at 12:04 am.
The 7th Day of Rest finds me resting on You alone and altogether. What an amazingly unique experience.
One thing to notice in the way You have changed all things in and out of me–the way I am no longer defining myself.
What do I mean? My mind churns all kinds of ways for me to be or say or do. Nonesense! You have opened my mind to see the futility of all such thoughts.
So now? I consider all such thoughts to be only rambles not worthy to dwell or much less to execute. I wait on You even for the next breath I am to take.
Release from all such binding thoughts and doings. For now? It is coming to mind to close this file and the computer. Go to bed. Hope for Your sleep blessing.
At the lowest point …
Saturday September 12, 2020 at 5:55 am.
Wow! What a blessing to start this day of rest with 3 fives! And that after You organized my day. why I do not claim to do things for myself now? Why I claimed You as the organizer of my day.
Simple. I had no idea of what or how to pass my day without access to my files to work on. You knew it all along because all my thoughts, feelings, and doings are under Your loving control.
So? You blessed me with sleep until 3 am. I got up for a few minutes. Not knowing what to do I thought perhaps You would bless me with some more sleep, and I headed for bed.
As I laid there praising and thanking You it came to me what to do. It came to mind how I was recording in the drive I need to format and I will lose all written. Ah! Get up and see how you can save that work in your external for safe keeping. Sure enough, it took a couple of hours but here I am working safely in my external, and?
The memories of my writer beginnings in 1985 are now quite alive. Hahaha! I had forgotten how You led me then when there was no such a thing as the Internet or Windows or any of the amazing digital advances of this day and age.
Well? I can’t regress. But I can progress to handle the pass and the present with much ease. No kidding! And the best part? You have set me up to do whatever I am doing now. I cannot take the credit.
That was the problem before, me taking credit for all what I called my ‘smarts’. And people encouraged me with such behavior.
The truth? The ways of mankind almost killed me not only physically but mainly spiritually.
Mental Insanity and how to handle it by the ways of mankind? Abolished! Set free indeed!
O my Master Your truth about my wicked carnal nature has set me free as it is written in John xxx. I cannot emphasize enough how You have set me free once for all by convicting me of my natural wickedness.
What Now It Is To Be For Me My Master? …
That is what You show me on the spot? I find myself not premeditating on what I intent to do or what shall happen at any moment.
Your work in and without me is evident in the way I act.
I know of the things that have troubled me up unto this day.
Broken promises.
The irresponsibility of the people around me.
The fabulous as well as the corrupt world out there.
All of it?
A thing of the past.
You know it my Master.
It’s now 7:14. I am sleepy. Heading for bed.
I am back. Did not stay in bed.
Sleep did not come my way.
It came to me to get up and make a salad with the food from last night, to save some, to eat it for my breakfast.
That is what I been doing.
Let’s see what else I been doing? …
Saturday September 12, 2020 at 8:56 am.
Master? Thank You for the burst of joy in my heart. Joy! Rejoicing. Glad and grateful to You is my state and condition of the moment. All things not to my liking are inconsequential.
Whatever I need to do but forget? You remind me just in time.
And humor? The best! I can laugh at all our idiosyncrasies without offending anyone.
We really are a laughable bunch but don’t tell that around because you might get a punch in your mouth. Hahaha! HalleluYah.
And me? O my Master! You know all about my gullibility.
Gullible? My natural trade.
But now You can give to me to laugh at my own self on account of my gullibility.
What a difference now.
Your wisdom is my trade.
No kidding. You have clothed me in Your wisdom all because Your immense love for Your wacky child.
Master? I wonder when I’ll get to post these especial lines.
You are harmonizing my past with my present.
What a marvel!
In my puny mind I am hoping for 70 JOD to purchase a new drive, but who knows?
You might send me 70 millions JOD to purchase not just my drive but!
To purchase a whole kit and caboodle needed not only for my computer work but most important to get going with the preparation You have in mind to keep us on the days of the great tribulation prophesied to soon take place.
This seems to be the first day of fall, a nice cool breeze but me?
Wondering how You going to keep my avocado trees with the winter coming.
O my Master, You know all about my wanders and lurking fears.
No problem anymore.
I am not any longer frantic about getting dirt and bigger containers and this or that for anything.
You have opened my mind to understand Your words about all needing to take place on Your appointed time.
The trees shall survive or maybe not, either way?
You give You take away at Your discretion.
Master? In retrospect?
I had me a good laugh with the crashing of my hard drive. Why?
EVERYTHING was working perfectly.
I felt pretty smug, but the fan in the computer has not work for a long time.
I had wander how to replace it.
Right at the moment before the great crash?
I looked, wow! the fan was rolling away!
And I, so delighted about it when boom!
The computer stalled and off went to the black screen of death.
Black screen and big sign NO OPERATING SYSTEM! WHAT?
It did not worry me a bit because I knew exactly what to do to get back in business,
Never crossed my mind this time? NIL!
The hard drive had crashed.
The rest is history. Bless my heart.
Here I am now, my Master. I need to format the drive with the GPT format for Windows 10 but!
I have no way to find out how to do that.
I fear to format at all and not be able to get to my external at all.
Ha! Now that this file is saved in the external I won’t lose it.
I will shut down the computer. then unplug the external drive.
Turn the computer back on and proceed with the format.
Maybe it’ll work?
Master? Help me. I am hoping that doing all of this is coming from You.
Let it be so. Saving now. It is Saturday September 12, 2020 at 9:50 am.
STUCK!!!
Sunday September 13, 2020 at 7:22.
Master? I am stuck. Nothing works to install Windows 10. I simply do not have an installation disk. All my ISO are corrupted. Now? I have no Internet. So? I cannot download anything that could help me.
One thing is for sure, I don’t like any of what goes on but!
You know I am not worried about it.
I am 100% sure of You working all things for our good.
And I thank You for the nice weather.
Also, I am not in pain. I am comfortable.
I don’t need to be elated or in the best of moods yet.
The things that go on and on in this world are not really the best motivators for a good mood.
I am only thankful that You are with and for me.
You never leave nor forsake me no matter what I feel or think or do.
I am grateful that I can record in this file saved in the external but I will close it now since the computer is instable.
I do not want to risk the external.
It is now Sunday September 13, 2020 at 8:24 am.
Beginning Of WordPad Entries
Sunday, September 13, 2020 at 5:38 pm.
No Internet connection yet my Master. I will save this record in WordPad to work on. I am worn out. Will try to sleep.
I am up at 7:23 pm but I don’t feel good. Maybe I should go back to sleep? Help me, my Master. I wait on You.
Testing my patience? …
Monday, September 14, 2020 at 12:26 am.
I do not know what is to happen when the ISO CD stops uploading. It is taking a long time to upload. It is a test to my patience. But I wait for to stop it means more corruption in the files.
Master? You alone can get me out of this pickle.
I been waiting for Yazeed to bring me the Windows 10 CD to no avail.
You are in control. You have a reason for things to be the way they are.
Monday, September 14, 2020 at 6:35 am.
Master? Thank You for this cool morning. Thank You for restoring the Internet for me. I am now to attempt to install Windows 7 Ultima.
O my Beloved Master! Surge of a good mood!
Monday, 14 September, 2020 at 11:35 am.
You led me to the installation disk for Windows 7 Ultima, the best Windows before Windows 10. The best part? I installed and did not loose this journal. Now I am Hoping for You to lead me to fixt the Internet problem. Thank You.
Update On The Nightmare Week Past …
Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 9:01 am.
Master? Thank You for my well-being despite all the computer situation looking bleak. I have 9 days to wait on You settle things up for me.
In the meantime? I will record the wonderful experience of yesterday in Your Presence as soon as I install the Scriptures and Photoshop.
Master? The Computer Is About To Crash For Good. You Know It …
Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 3:26 pm.
I am typing with fear & trembling. Your answer yesterday? Psalms 39:6,7 and Psalms 40:4. It brought tears to my eyes. Why? A long time ago I lived with my daughter Roxana. My granddaughter Jessica would come to visit me every day.
That specific day she took my Amp Bible and marked those verses in Psalms 39 and 40.
Yesterday? I resigned to the fact that soon I will have no computer. I brought the matter to You. I picked my Bible and? Those verses popped! Amazing! Quote:
Psalms 39:6-7 AMPC+
Surely every man walks to and fro–like a shadow in a pantomime; surely for futility and emptiness he is in turmoil; each one heaps up riches, not knowing who will gather them. [1Co_7:31; Jas_4:14]
And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect?
My hope and expectation are in You.
I Wiped My Tears. I Began To Read. Way Up To Psalms 42 …
My soul mind, and spirit were renewed. It looks like I will have no computer but? I am not just resigned and hopeless, no. Indeed! And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect? My hope and expectation are in You now and forever!
In an email I shared my experience with Roxana, quote:
On the verge of no computer. the hard drive crashed. the old drive installed is about to crash. I have no windows 10. The programs do not work in windows 7.
Al in all I need about $1000.00 to resolve it all and I am not willing to do anything about getting such monies, period.
Yesterday I had a wonderful experience. As I realized my predicament, I called on my Father. I opened my Bible and? Jessica’s marked scriptures popped. I began to read.
The tears began to flow, I could hardly read but, I wiped my tears and read on. Psalms 39-42.
I finished my reading. It came to me the futility of it all, and yet? no need to keep it all shut inside of me. I needed to speak up or blow up my mind into insanity. It came to me to speak to you. You have been connecting with me. I am not looking for advise just for understanding.
Father is in control of it all.
love,
mom
And That’s The New You Have Made. Thank You …
Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 11:05 pm.
Master? I guess I have been trying instead of trusting You. Then again? Maybe I have been trusting You are leading me to whatever I do or don’t do.
Where Am I Going? Where Are You Leading Me To Go Or Do Or Think? …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 12:13 am.
It’s a new day. Perhaps sleep is what I need? Heading for bed now. Slept until about 3 am. Here I am. O my Master! I am still trying to connect in the Internet.
I Don’t Know What To Do But You Do …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 6:17 am.
Show me the way, O my Master show me the way. Should taking care of the drivers solve the Internet problems? I will check now.
O But Your Answers Are For Real …
Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:00 pm
Ha! Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes. Your all-inclusive message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.
No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.
Yes, the powers to be have control of the Internet and all happenings in this so ever loved world of Yours but!
Such control is soon to terminate forever.
The powers to be know that they have only a little time to destroy Your workers.
Even so? O my Master! Your power no foe can resist.
What a comfort it is to live under Your loving protection.
And the best part? You are gathering all Your children one by one.
So? What Goes On With The Computer? …
That shall be the content of the next post. Much more to come. Wait.
