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Where Am I At? …

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Where Am I Heading? …

Is It for Real? …

It’s now Tuesday, June 25, 2024, at 4:08 am. What happen to Sunday & Monday? Well? I am not here or there. I am wondering & pounding. How am to convey all that is in my bay? Genuine. Authentic. What’s the meaning? What it means to be genuine or authentic? Never mind. No need to get technical. I am tired of technicalness. Let me see what’s with me.

Two Days Gone but Not in Blank …

I exercised my wits to resolve all involved in my bank. It had to do with my online ordering food as well as everything else that comes to mind at any time. Ordering. Confusing information. Deliveries. Returns. Refunds. Rules. Automated support. Complicated? To say the least! Anyhow?

  • I came ahead of the ordeal.
  • Did I steal?
  • Am I smug in the muddy river of my mood?
  • Nay! No need for guilt or smugness.
  • No need to take the blame belonging to the great advance of automation.
  • Civilization. Where am I?
  • Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic.
  • That’s where I am at.
  • That’s where I am heading.

Is It for Real? …

As real as the reality of all that is written. I have come to understand that Yahushua—the Messiah, the One sent by Yahuwah, actually? Yahuwah Himself for there is only ONE Creator. Something totally out of my understanding I have now come to accept without regrets. I first laid my eyes on the pages of the King James Bible in 1974. It took all those years since 1974 for me to unquestionable accept all those preposterous statements. Preposterous? Indeed! My human mind could only assume to understand. Again, I was an educated fool speaking words without knowledge.

What Am I Now? …

Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic. Cheerful. Enjoying my blessings amid my precious children, friends, my neighbors. Reflecting a wisdom far from the foolishness of my past. I have finally come to understand how those written words apply in my earthly journey.

Again, I am not ashamed of the Gospel, the Good News written in that King James Bible my precious Jimmy Autry made available for me in 1974.

I remember, I now keep firmly in mind, in heart the written admonition written in those pages for the ultimate happiness of my being. It is written.

  • Fear God and Keep His Commandments
  • …. But about going further than the words given by one Shepherd, my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end, so do not believe everything you read, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:9-14 AMPC+

(9)  And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.

(10)  The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.

  • (11)  The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
  • (12)  But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned.
  • Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • (13)  All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments,
  • for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation,
  • the object of God’s providence, the root of character,
  • the foundation of all happiness,
  • the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun]
  • and the whole [duty] for every man.

(14)  For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. End of quote.

Humorous …

When I quote the Bible or anything related to the Creator of everything in existence, many well meaning listeners turn ‘holly face’ at my words. I do not mean to make fun of my listeners. It’s funny to me because I used to do the same until? O well! It is all written in the numerous posts portraying my journal. But to tell the truth we humans are some funny creatures.

Humor Me …

I don’t mean to sound pompous, selfish, condescending always talking about myself, that famous ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’ ‘Me’ but, talking about myself I leave you alone from any judgmental jive escaping my human mind.

Well? It’s now Wednesday, June 26, 2024 at 4:25 am. Time to post again. I am sure this post is hitting the mark in many silent hearts. But that is something is not for me to know until the end of what I know time to be. Until the next time, lov, thia.

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My Journey Continues …

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Anew Afresh Today for Me …?

I can’t get tired of writing about it. An Odysey. It was June 20, 1985. What day it was? I don’t remember. The hour? Indeed! It was 3 am. What was I doing? I had subscribed to a creative writing course. I have gotten my first review. Suddenly! My thoughts drifted to myself. A sort of film strip began to roll. My whole life in sight … It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf

But Today? …

It’s Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 2:53 pm. I saw 4:44 pm. The ultimate spiritual significance of the numbers 444 is that you were born to fulfill a bigger purpose in life. The Mighty One Creator is aware of this. He is and has been helping you to realize the same capacity and opportunities He has ingrained within yourself. He is assisting you in achieving your goals if you focus your attention on where you want to go in life and make an effort to get there.

The Significance of Numbers in My Journey …

I find it peculiar to notice certain numbers at certain times. This happens when I am waiting for directions on what to write next. Results. A past which shall remain in history with no repeat. But it points to the direction I am to go. I am heading home where I belong. My home. The Almighty’s power and authority in a loving environment. A perfect governmental foundation. Perhaps the war going on shall end in the completeness or the nation of Israel as a whole. Who knows?

But I Am Writing About My Journey …

So? It’s now Thursday, June 20, 2024, at 8:12 am. It’s been 39 years since that famous June 20, 1985—Yahushua stepped into my tumultuous life. My journey began. I was 46 then, I am now 85. I noticed the 8 & the 12 then the 3 & the 9. Interesting, 3+9=12. The number 12, it stands for God’s power and authority.

My Attention Is Touched …?

There is a Supreme Being Creator of everything in existence like is well known. He has led me all those years until this instant of my present moment. He is the only One Who well knows about my fears, my doubts, my discouragements, still, He always is with and within me, He never leaves nor forsakes me. That’s the fact. Nothing else matters.

Anyhow Here I Am Now …?

It’s Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 4:47 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest or the 4th day of rest of rest on the the 6th month of the year. What am I doing? That is something I am always asking. Focus. On what? Ah! Now I remember! Yesterday was Friday, June 21, 2024—a frustrating day. Of course, I bury myself in my romantic classics reading forgetting even my own existence. I do remember fixing me a big breakfast before my frustrations took root. I finally headed for bed around 9 pm. I slept until 2:15 am on Saturday, June 22, 2024. On getting up I collected myself. I guess those 6 hours of sleep did me good.

What Did I Rediscovered Yesterday? …

The futility of the knowledge craving in my natural nature. I wanted to know. I had it was a must know. The frenzy consuming me most of my life. Knowledge. It was my god. It came to me again, so what? What have I done with all that knowledge in my possession? The truth? Just made a fool of myself. Indeed! I was an educated fool!

What I Am Now? Least, Not A Fool Anymore …

I am part sunshine and part hurricane, shiny as ever since my birth. So states my Denise, bless her heart! But I am beginning to appreciate the truth of such a statement. Sunshine in my face for all to enjoy when the going is good. Suddenly the hurricane! No good anymore! No more sunshine on my face! The shine fades away. Darkness in my bay.

  • Bless my heart!
  • Just like that!
  • What?
  • The hurricane lands.
  • Silence.
  • Calm.
  • Peace.
  • Stillness.
  • No more temper illness.
  • Sunshine.
  • Shiny as ever since my birth.
  • Anew.
  • Afresh.
  • Not just a new life.
  • But my new life is in a different way.
  • Humor & laughter in my bay.
  • Joyfully leaping & skipping.
  • The Liberating Power of Love?
  •  Indeed, in my keeping!
  • Love?
  • Not quite just the romantic word we fancy.
  • But true love?
  • That’s the golden key magically shining in that keyhole to open the door of the earthly stall of my imprisonment.
  • So, it is written, though it is symbolically written, for me?
  • I have finally come to understand how those words apply in my earthly journey.
  • And no, again I am not ashamed of the Gospel.
  • I remember how it is written.
  • “But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol-like calves released from the stall and leap for joy.”
  • So be it.

It’s now Saturday, June 22, 2024, at 10:11 pm. When shall I post again? Who knows?   lov, thia

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It’s Time for Me to Post Again …

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Indeed! …

My mind is set on the plan for me in the Creator’s mind. It has been a moment of waiting, a moment of suspense. Even so, a magical miraculous moment daily, monthly, yearly forever sear erasing all fears! What an experience!

Funny Thing …

No kidding, it is funny the way life develops in our stay on this earthly bay. The lonely road. The cup I had to drink. The scroll I had to eat. We are all the actors in the eternal amphitheater built without the human mind in hand. Such is the place where contests are held, the arena of the human theme.

Indeed! Funny Thing, Bless My Heart …

On waking up yesterday after a sleepless night horror presented itself in the most unexpected way. Giving up the bed wobbling like a drunken sailor, I made it to wherever until I sat in front of the computer screen intending to continue with my reading to forget my miserable state. Forget? Indeed!

  • I can’t pinpoint where the horror set in.
  • The keyboard, the mouse refused to move.
  • The Internet decided to follow suit.
  • Then to my utter frustration the computer refused to respond when I pushed the button to turn it of.
  • I headed to unplug it of course but!
  • I could not reach the back of the computer without disassembling my clever dried flower arrangement I had set up ignoring the reason why I had left that empty space so I could reach the back of the computer.
  • O well! I have not bothered to take care of computer problems since I have been captivated reading romantic classics. That’s another story.

To The Point …

I finally successfully rearranged it all. Once the computer restarted, I began to troubleshoot. Began with the mouse, then the keyboard. Plug, unplug. Tried again & again. Tried a different mouse. Then? The horror escalated!

  • I made up my mind to give up my new modern keyboard & mouse gifted from Diana.
  • Determinate grabber on hand I headed for the closet storing my old keyboard.
  • I grabbed it. Oops!
  • It slipped from the grabber clashing on the floor all keys scattered!
  • I managed to collect the whole mess.
  • Keyboard restored I plugged in. Beautiful!
  • Now the mouse.
  • I examined the old cordless mouse.
  • I changed the battery and plugged the USB for it.
  • Bingo! What a pleasure!
  • Recording is no longer a drag.
  • It seems like the doors keeping my physical being imprisoned all these years have been boasted.
  • What a miracle!
  • Let me explain this keyboard & mouse issue.

One of the Issues That Has Plagued Me for Quite a While But! …

This issue along with all issues & fears strangling the life out of me is ending now as I seriously start to live up my 85th birthday shining like the sun in a clear blue sky! How is that possible? In the same way that all miracles are possible.

  • And that’s the beginning of this new stage that I am traveling happily engaged with my children and beloved friends.
  • Where are we heading?
  • We are heading to our eternal home to our Loving Heavenly Father.
  • He will swallow up death forever and tears and sorrow shall be no more. So, it is written.

Quote:

Isaiah 25:1-9

(1)  O MASTER, You are my God; I will exalt You, I will praise Your name, for You have done wonderful things, even purposes planned of old [and fulfilled] in faithfulness and truth.

(2)  For You have made a city a heap, a fortified city a ruin, a palace of aliens without a city [is no more a city]; it will never be rebuilt.

(3)  Therefore [many] a strong people will glorify You, [many] a city of terrible and ruthless nations will [reverently] fear You.

(4)  For You have been a stronghold for the poor, a stronghold for the needy in his distress, a shelter from the storm, a shade from the heat; for the blast of the ruthless ones is like a rainstorm against a wall.

(5)  As the heat in a dry land [is reduced by the shadow of a cloud, so] You will bring down the noise of aliens [exultant over their enemies]; and as the heat is brought low by the shadow of a cloud, so the song of the ruthless ones is brought low.

(6)  And on this Mount [Zion] shall the Master of hosts make for all peoples a feast of rich things [symbolic of His coronation festival inaugurating the reign of the Master on earth, in the wake of a background of gloom, judgment, and terror], a feast of wines on the lees–of fat things full of marrow, of wines on the lees well refined.

(7)  And He will destroy on this mountain the covering of the face that is cast over the heads of all peoples [in mourning], and the veil [of profound wretchedness] that is woven and spread over all nations.

(8)  He will swallow up death [in victory; He will abolish death forever]. And the Master God will wipe away tears from all faces; and the reproach of His people He will take away from off all the earth; for the Master has spoken it. [1Co_15:26, 1Co_15:54; 2Ti_1:10]

(9)  It shall be said in that day, Behold our God upon Whom we have waited and hoped, that He might save us! This is the Master, we have waited for Him; we will be glad and rejoice in His salvation. End of quote.

I dare to say: That is the Master speaking, not thia …

Tuesday, June 18, 2024, came & went. It’s now Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 5:03 am. Here I am! I didn’t fade out after all. Instead, I am back shinning like the rising sun, least that’s how I feel. Hope for all likewise to shine.  lov, thia