It’s A Wonderful Life for Us, Not Just for Me.

The Post Tell the Saga

I spent many hours researching what it is that people wants to read about. I noticed that for the most people is no longer interested in any guidance into divine revelations. It turns out that for the most what we offer each other is only words without knowledge. Unless like in the Book of Job, the Almighty Creator of everything in existence has dealt with that person like He has done with me. It is totally a personal matter.

Indeed! I searched and researched until it came to me the futility of my search with the mire to attract many readers. For goodness’s sake! The posts tell the saga, if people is not interested in my saga so far, I know that not even the best crafted headline shall make the difference if my content is only ‘words without knowledge.

It’s Results in the Content Of a Book That People Enjoys Reading …

So? Around 9 am I decided to go ahead with the book cover, ‘It Is My Journey. My Soul Is Free. It’s A Wonderful Life For Us, Not Just for Me.’ The book cover is ready, on with editing and formatting the book. On to the task at 6:44 pm on Tuesday, September 10, 2024. Slept for a few hours. It’s now Wednesday, September 11, 2024, at 2:15 am. Editing and formatting the book is quite a frustrating task. I have been at it for the last 2 hours without any progress. On for a break.

It’s now Wednesday, September 11, 2024, at 8:00 pm. Everybody is excited. Not I. Hurricane talk prevails. That’s what it is. Be still. Faith. trust. Aline my will to my Master’s will. His plan in His mind is in effect for me. It’s now Thursday, September 12, 2024. At 3:30 am. Will continue with my work.

Wow! Today? Big Day Promised …

No kidding, from the moment I woke up my mood became neutral. Sure, the cramps in my legs that woke me up could have thrown me in the usual, ‘help me’ but instead at the suggestion to relax I got up to move around thinking, ‘how can I relax? That doesn’t make sense, as I headed to find something to drink. The cramps stopped. I fix my usual cup of coffee while my thinking is kind of in neutral grounds. I remember the storm. Headed to check what was happening out my door. Turn on the news on the computer. Nothing as dramatic as Katrine and other big storms, but the reporters are looking for the drama to attract readers. Me? I concluded, “Why am I wasting my time reading the news? Guess I am looking for the same drama that excites others. Silly me! I need to get back to my work.”

Big Day Promised …?

Indeed! I am already bubbling; things are working perfectly with the formatting & editing. Then? My body is responding to my good mood. The reward? Revelation as the cause of my pain & misery! It came to me, ‘I don’t fear death, what is it that I fear?’ Fear of rejection. WHAT?

I Fear, I Crave For Approval, For Love …

This is the first time I have come to face this fact with flying colors of conquering this fear. But the question is, How? That’s it! I don’t know how to conquer it. Yeah, I can just hear the multitude of assertions on how, not only to conquer one fear or all fears but! None of those assertions have helped me one iota. The fears continued to affect my living until today to my own amazement. Why? Timming.

A Time for Everything …

How many times have I heard such a quote? How many times have I proclaimed it with vain airs of wisdom? Too numerous to count. I preached but I did not convert. In practice, I forgot all about it. No kidding, that’s the fact. All those quotes I flung indiscriminately only made things worse for me. I could not understand it until today. Can you believe it dear friend reading these lines? I am now penning with such confidence beyond my understanding.

Well? From now on …

I know for sure that I am loved to love. What is it that this sentence I have been proclaiming over and over for quite a while? It means that to be loved means to be taken care of like a mother takes care of her child. I have only thought of our Creator taken care of us, of being loved by our Creator but today I realized how I have been loved by my parents and the many ones who have taken care of me, including my children, teachers, doctors, care givers, faithful friends and so forth. Isn’t that an amazingly healing revelation? Let me go on with this post.

This Post Is The Introduction Of The Book …?

I am inspired by the voice inside of me to blog the book before I published it. This way I will establish my credentials as a worthy to read writer. Who knows? Perhaps in the future I’ll be familiar with the ropes to gain many readers to love me, and I to love them.

Reality …

As it turned out yesterday nothing happened as I wanted to happen. Finally, at 5:30 pm I gave up waiting for something to happen so I could exhibit my enthusiasm with my experience of the day, but nothing happened. So? I went to bed. I slept from 5:30 pm until now on Thursday, September 12, 2024, at 11:00 pm. I find myself in a sober mood waiting on the Master of my soul. Ha! It’s a good thing for me to wait on my Master instead of rushing with my elevated moods that come and go as daily living develops.

Conclusion …

I must accept myself as I am. Up and down as the waves of daily living affect my emotions. Yes, I am inspired to blog about the book before I publish it. But right away I am blurring out my hope for my gain in doing so. Silly me! I must remember that my Master has made it clear to me that I am not in this world to change the world or myself with the power of my own wits. On the contrary, He aims to change the world with His power to transform me into a genuine human being despite my wacky ways. Moreover, I am not the only one He is working on. Daily He is showing me the work He is doing all around me.

Humbling Experience …

Humbling and valuable experience entitling me to accept myself as I am, a human being wacky but honest at the core. Indeed! I am a genuine human being grateful to be loved so that I can love in return, period. lov, thia.