I have decided to record somewhat curious ‘scoops’ to set minds on me because I have noticed that I make people laugh with my outlandish ways. Hope I contribute a lit bit to distract people from their own concerns even for the moment in touch with yours truly.
New Adventure in the Saga of My Life…
Sunday, December 21, 2025, at 5:00 am.
Happy Newspaper…
Check the ‘Scoops’ Often You Never Know What You’ll Find…
Today’s ‘Scoop’. This is the ‘scoop’ to begin this new adventure in this saga of mine. You know what? Today I have come to the conclusion that I am a multi-talented, multi-interested, or multi-passionate person—a multipotentialite. Like Nina Amir is who gave me this ‘scoop’ today.
Yes, we have many skills, passions, and creative pursuits. Historically, such people were called polymaths or Renaissance people.
But Me? O Well!…
I think the fun I have the most is playing dumb when I am not commiserating about my aches & pains along with offending whoever crosses my most crucial frustrations often assailing me. Besides, I make full use of my Schizophrenia, Bipolar, Manic-depressive diagnosis. Yes, I am crazy, but I am not dangerous.
O Well, I Am Not Sure About the Dangerous Part….
I do now recognize how much I have hurt so many loved ones. Even so, I now fully rejoice in the fact that my Loving Creator—the God of the whole earth He is called—He has mercifully granted me pardon giving me the power to forgive myself along everyone in the past as in the present.
Forgiveness Is Not a Feeling…
Forgiveness is an act of human will. It is amazing how such matter cannot get a hold of anyone for a long time. Least it took years to get hold of me. But what matters is the fact that these days I am living the best days of my life-giving space to all, accepting what it is without resistance. What a LIFE! Lov, thiaB.
Who am I again? Where did I come from? Where am I going? These are the mysteries revealed to me as I go along day by day, moment by moment living in the sacred Presence of my Creator. One thing I know for sure, I have nothing to fear and all to hope for.
The Externals Against the Internals …
Honestly, the externals reveal the acts of my carnal corrupt nature. The internals are the inner acts of my Creator’s nature within my being.
Interestingly, I started recording this matter on Tuesday, September 30, 2025, at 10:00 am’
Explanation: Ten in Scripture speaks of completeness in order, as the Ten Commandments set forth God’s moral law.
Thursday, October 9, 2025, at 12:04 am.
Frustrations
What is it my Master that is troubling me? It feels that I can not accomplish anything. I go from one thing to another looking for things that I cannot find. I know I intended to start recording anew from October 1st but evidently I lost that record.
What Is Happening Now …
I am frustrated with my health, with people and with myself. I am totally frustrated with the upcoming cataract surgery. On top of that it is fruiting for changes in in my working routine. I know without a shadow of a doubt that You are in control of everything in my life but I am hurting my Master, You know it. I wait on You.
Tuesday, October 14, 2025, at 10:02 am.
This matter is for whoever is concerned with our eternal souls. Will expounded later.
Peace, peace, when there is no peace …
(Jer 8:11) For they have healed the wound of the daughter of My people only lightly and slightingly, saying, Peace, peace, when there is no peace.
SAD! SAD! SAD! But …
That’s where we are right now. Is now Saturday, October 18, 2025, at 5:35 am. My heart is heavy. The weight of the past cannot be ignored despite many props at disposal in the theater of civilization.
Restoration for Israel and Judah …
Whether anyone believes or not God’s Word is written in the Bible. Right now I am fit to chew nails. Why? Well, past, present, and future in this so called ‘civilization’ is beating me soundly.
And I feel like weeping myself. I want to cry but my eyes are dry. I am angry. To hear the predominant chit-chat rampart on the daily basis wherever I turn around is devastating! But then again everybody is doing the best they can. Am I?
Yahushua Wept …
There are two verses in the Scriptures stating this matter. To repeat a previous quote:
John 11:35 Jesus wept.
Luke 19:41-44 Luk 19:41-48
The Hope of Restoration …
Yes, I am coping with our human nature’s degradation for the most, but there are moments when the result of my own degradation hits me hard. Who am I to tell anyone how to run their lives? Anyhow, pain is a hard master, it drives anyone to the depth of insanity! No matter, as it is written, there is hope. There is always hope.
Restoration for Israel and Judah: Jer 30:1-24 Jer 30:11.
There is Hope. There is ALWAYS HOPE …
Well? Just about now I am getting rid of my anger. Saturday, October 18, 2025, at 11:37 am. Later! It is now Sunday, October 19, 2025 at 7:42 pm. Reading the Scriptures that my Master inspires me to read does wonders for my soul.
Quote: Romans 8:18-28
Closing for now. Sunday, October 19, 2025, at 7:47 pm.
Why Am I So Angry …?
Monday, October 20, 2025, at 12:55 pm. Ha! I was so angry yesterday I could not even think but that was a good thing. Thinking out the answers has been my problem. Like many times before I quit the mad thoughts. The answer came eventually.
Eph 4:26-27. Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath, neither give place to the devil.
Jeremiah 15:17-21
Why The Quotes …?
Well, some 29 years ago I found myself in the same conundrum I found myself yesterday. Conundrum? It is a word for puzzle, problem, riddle, enigma, etc. But in truth, I was consumed by my need for control.
The Need for Control …?
The need for control is the chain around our necks threatening to suffocate life out of us. We want to control not only our lives but everything near and far from us.
Friday, October 31, 2025, at 6:06 am.
Last day of the 10th month …?
This is the end of the 10th month of 2025. Ten months have passed but it feels like an eternity. How strange. What are You doing with my life O Master of my being? Much to reflect on today. I wait on You.
Sunday, November 2, 2025, at 4:32 am—5:45 am.
Monday, November 3, 2025, at 7:50 am.
My Soul & You …
Only You, my Fa can deal with my soul. You are my Beloved. Only You alone can satisfy the divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages within my being.
What A Realization! …
Since the 1st day of this 11th month, I have realized that I am entering a time for me of stability and somewhat a partnership and balance in my life.
It has taken the courage You have ingrained within my being for it all to be the reality of my life. All in all, this is changing my life not only for my good but also for the good of all involved in my life.
This Is a Message of Hope not of Fear!
Growth and expansion.
Ready to level up in life. New opportunities are coming my way to help me on my journey.
Creativity and self-expression.
Sharing my gifts with the world.
Now is the time to pursue creative projects or start that hobby you’ve always wanted for me to explore.
Optimism and joy.
This new stage of my earthly journey brings an uplifting message of hope, faith and positivity.
That means happier times are ahead, so I must maintain an optimistic spirit in absolute knowledge of Your Set-Apart Spirit guidance and support to fulfil my life purpose and soul’s mission.
I am not alone on my path, You never leave nor forsake me.
It is amazing how You are opening communication, self-expression and community motivating me to interact with others through casual talk and sharing ideas.
I am now able to reach out to people who share my interests or values.
Knock down all around. Raising up above the ground.
Survivors’ forwards! Up & up on to eternity bound!
It’s my time to shine naturally.
No need to put on airs.
For I know who I am.
I know what to do.
I know how to do it.
The beauty of it all?
I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!
Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of the ‘shoulds’.
It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse.
Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.
I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind on me.
I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
I am attracting more positiveness into my life.
It’s the revelation of my Master He is my refuge and my fortress.
Summary …
I will Never Cave In Under Any Circumstances! The Scriptures back me up. I am repeatedly attacked. Pain. Frustration. Doubting my sanity. FEARS! The attacks last sometimes for a long time, other times only a few moments before it comes to me exactly which way to go. Mourning comes by night, but joy comes by day.
Every single verse quoted here is indelible written in my heart not only the verse, but the whole chapter is ingrained within my being by my Creator. He means to strengthen me in gloom or glee. That’s the LIFE!
New PC today Tuesday, December 24, 2024, at? Thursday, December 26, 2024 at 1:23 pm off. Monday, December 30, 2024, at 6:38 pm. Tuesday, December 31, 2024, at 4:35 am. This is the last day of 2024. I am ready to accept my senior position in the society of mankind not by word but my example. I am ready to listen, to refrain from hasty comments and ACT as per my convictions without imposing such on others. Tuesday, December 31, 2024, at 4:44 am.
Here I am Wednesday, January 1, 2025, at 12:22 am …
Indeed! I am ready to give & to receive the power from on high TO BELIEVE in the reality of the Almighty Creator of Everything in existence like I have never done before. Far away the sound of firecrackers to welcome 2025 lingers on. I wonder who’s awake & who’s asleep physically as well as spiritually.
A Cry from the Depth of My Soul …
Unto You, Almighty Creator of Everything in existence I lift my being with thanksgiving in my heart. Let Your joy be my strength this year onward like it never has been before. Let the plan in Your mind to restore Your creation including Your loving family prosper. Let it prosper in the mind & heart of each one of children of Your heart. Let these be, NOT JUST PRETTY WORDS. Instead let them be the prayer You are ingraining in my heart to remain from there on to the end of time as we know time to be. So be it.
God Alone Can Satisfy The Yearning Of Our Souls …
Ecclesiastes 3:9-15 AMPC+
(9) What profit remains for the worker from his toil?
(10) I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.
(11) He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.
Lack of Knowledge of God …
Hosea 4:6 AMPC+
(6) My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because you [the priestly nation] have rejected knowledge, I will also reject you that you shall be no priest to Me; seeing you have forgotten the law of your God, I will also forget your children.
Abomination Of Self- Righteousness …
Matthew 5:20 AMPC+
(20) For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with God) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
If My People Pray …
(13) If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,
(14) If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.
Jesus Foretells Destruction of the Temple …
Matthew 24:1-2 AMPC+
(1) JESUS DEPARTED from the temple area and was going on His way when His disciples came up to Him to call His attention to the buildings of the temple and point them out to Him.
(2) But He answered them, Do you see all these? Truly I tell you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.
Signs of the End of the Age …
Matthew 24:37-39 AMPC+
(37) As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.
(38) For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark,
(39) And they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man. [Gen_6:5-8; Gen_7:6-24]
Where to worship? …
John 4:23-24 AMPC+
(23) A time will come, however, indeed it is already here, when the true (genuine) worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth (reality); for the Father is seeking just such people as these as His worshipers.
(24) God is a Spirit (a spiritual Being) and those who worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth (reality).
Repentance …
Matthew 4:17 AMPC+
(17) From that time Jesus began to preach, N1crying out, Repent (N2change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
The Sermon on the Mount …
Matthew 5:21 AMPC+
(21) You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]
Watch Yourselves …
Luke 21:34-36 AMPC+
(34) But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the N1giddiness and headache and N2nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the N3business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;
(35) For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.
(36) Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.
Put On God’s Whole Armor …
Ephesians 6:10-24 AMPC+
(10) In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].
(11) Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.
From October 21, 2024 Until Thanksgiving 2024 The Power Continues Upwards Not Backwards …
Friday, November 29, 2024, at 12:54 am. Yesterday was Thanksgiving Day 2024. Bountiful blessings showered us the year past. It is time now to post the shower of joy that continues to rain on us with its ups & downs like the waves of the sea. It seemed to me that I was procrastinating but I was not. All this since I posted last it has been coming to me how I am to continue aligning my will to the will of my Heavenly Father. Besides posting His Word I am printing small booklets that can be read quickly against a long book that can take longer to read. One more way to spread His Word. Furthermore, the words that I write do not come from my mind, instead, when I am writing is like writing dictation from the voice ingrained within by the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being.
The Silence of Death …
It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 5:08 pm. Silence. I am celebrating my death. Death to my demanding ways. Death to my building castles on the morrow. I am grateful to be alive today. Tomorrow might never be.
Today my heart flourished with the Liberating Power of Love. I am loved so I am empowered to love. Experience. Wisdom. Life. Joy. Peace. The infinite Power to love forevermore. What else could I ever want for. To be honest with myself, I do not feel liberated by the power of a love so ever elusive to me.
Baffled. Lacking Understanding …
But I know I love. Intense love. Let that be sufficient. I refuse to complain. I know I am blessed. I also know I have blessed many people. Well? Yesterday was gone. Today is here. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Repeat over and over again for thousands of years. I don’t want to think about it but inevitably I do.
Reflecting In Retrospect …
Yes. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds, including my own mind, have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. Such revelation came to me so ever unexpectedly between Saturday, October 19, 2024, and Monday, October 21, 2024.
It’s now Tuesday, October 22, 2024, at 3:53 pm. The more things come to my mind the more perplexed I become. The best thing I can do is to be still. To wait until Almighty’s enlightenment comes to me. It’s now 5:55 am on Wednesday, October 23, 2024. Today, Thursday, October 24, 2024, at 6:19 am is here not there.
The Sound of Time. Tic. Tack. Tic. …?
Nay. Time has no sound. Or? It could be described as noisy times. Boisterous times. The times of Noah? The times of good & evil. There comes GOOGLE! The naked truth? Colossal confusion! But I would rather write about the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration While I sit still waiting for the Almighty to continue developing the plan in his mind for me, He is making an impact in the world to promote the Kingdom Foundations. The Kingdom Restoration.
Blessed be Your name, Father Yahuwah! Blessed be Yahushua, my Savior, and my Master! I come boldly to Your throne of grace with thanksgiving in my heart, to ask for Your help.
Father Yah, may Your will be done in my life and the life of Your people. May Your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our supplies both spiritual and physical.
And Father, deliver us from the evil of our wicked beings’ will to live our lives as we see fit to live them. Give us the discernment necessary to survive in these days of confusion and endure until the end.
There is so much confusion going on that unless You intervene, we don’t know which way to turn. Show us Your salvation even Yahushua our Savior. Teach us Father how to lift our eyes to You and follow Your instructions. Deliver us from false doctrines.
Teach us what it means to die to ourselves and live unto You. Give us Your strength to live Yahushua’s life.
Are we willing to sacrifice our comforts to follow Yahushua? Or, do we insist to live our life in comfort just like everybody else?
Am I willing? Yes, I am my Father, You know it. And I thank for my past of lack and anxiety as for my present of abundance of all supplies needed for my comfort. Deliver me from regressing to the fear of mankind and the slavery of money. Deliver me from the reasoning of man and lift me up to Your reasoning.
This is a temporary life, let me live in my eternal life. Let me act and do so in line with Your commandments of love.
You said to be anxious for nothing, I refuse anxiety regardless of the attacks from it. I will not harbor anxiety. I lift my eyes to You to receive Your peace.
I trust myself to You for You care for me. I will not harbor doubt and unbelief in You. And I thank You for the measure of faith You have given unto me.
You know how the lack of money affects me and each one of Your children. You know how money causes us to falter in so many ways, how it affects our reasoning.
You say, we cannot serve money and You, and yet, we are slaves to money at every turn of the way. Everywhere we turn we need money.
We cannot free ourselves, set us free my Father, I plead. Deliver us from the slavery to money and teach us to live without our obsession for money.
His answer?
“My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it. You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you. You don’t need to go after money to supply yourself. All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies. Do not destroy your body with anxiety and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life. Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such. Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money. Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it. Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance. Do not change the course I have marked for you because of money. Again, sit still and wait on Me.”
Thank You for hearing, for answering my prayer.
Praying—Talking to My Master. Reflecting. Sharing …
It’s now 6:30 am on Friday, October 25, 2024. Saturday, October 26, 2024, at 7:48 am, what are You showing me by maintaining me in a reflective mood, my Beloved Master? Minutes are ticking, tic tac time tics by exactly as it tic tack yesterday. I wait. It’s now Sunday, October 27, 2024, at 9:19 am. It’s 5:30:am on Monday, October 28, 2024. Tuesday, October 29, 2024, at 11:15 am. No NET. It’s now 3:03 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. Still, no NET. I turned the computer off. Wednesday, October 30, 2024, at 4:22 am. I turned the computer on. The NET is on! Wonderful.
What a reminder that was!
What are we to do when all mediums of communication fail to no avail of restoration? Impossibly we say? Oh? Let’s think. What about if the workers, the experts are struck by lightning? Okay, laugh at me. But I can no longer laugh or cry without considering the possibilities in all that I do or say. I tremble. I am waiting for what? I do not know but it is imperative for me to wait like a servant for the Master’s instructions. Back to my reading task. Time? It’s 4:45 am on Wednesday, October 30, 2024. The day went by , nothing recorded on the last day of Pam’s care for me. It’s now Friday, November 1, 2024, at 4:04 am.
Wow! Here We Are! The 11th Month …???
It started off with a visit from Teri—the case manager. Change of company for my care. Wow! What a way to start this month. How prompt! Saturday, November 2, 2024, at 7:47 pm. This was a day to take care of myself with a good heart refusing to complain or feel sorry for myself. There is peace within my being, for I come to the throne of grace to ask for help continuously as it is written for me to do.
For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.
Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. Hebrews 4:15-16 AMPC+
The Ingrained Voice Within …
It’s a joy to live by the ingrained voice within my being, the voice of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including my being. It’s now Sunday, November 3, 2024, at 1:21 am. Time to begin my day. Alright! Is it time to raise my voice. Not really raise my voice or anything hysterical. Again, life is a process of learning. We all have a choice to learn the truth about knowledge or we choose to emphasize our bias knowledge programmed in our minds is up to each individual. For myself? My choice has been seared within my being since 1985. I continue to learn about the truth about everything including what is happening right here in this room as well as the truth about everything happening globally. But what am I to do with such knowledge? I just hear from within,
Laugh Like Your Father Up Above Laughs …?
Ha! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! It is written:
WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.
He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,
Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion. I will declare the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]
Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession. You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]
Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth. Serve the Lord with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him]. Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.
O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+.
A Day to Reflect …
It’s now 8:07 am on Tuesday, November 5, 2024. Waiting. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 2:00 am. Must I continue to laugh? I know there is a time to laugh and a time to cry. Now, for what I am experiencing I am beginning to see that those times for the most part happen in a single moment. Indeed, I am grieving the death of my friend plus the state and condition of the younger generation but at the same time I am laughing at the stupidity of mankind. 5:13 pm on Wednesday, November 6, 2024.
Wow! There Is Hope for America! …
But then again, what do I know? Nothing is like it seems to me. So? I am aware of the futility of making statements based on what it seems to me. Time will tell. It’s now Wednesday, November 6, 2024, at 11:03 pm. I do pray on high with all intensity, Deliver me from self-righteousness’. Thursday, November 7, 2024, at 4:17 pm. I am out of sorts. It’s now Saturday, November 9, 2024, at 2:54 am, almost 3:00 am. It’s the 7th Day of Rest again. I remain resting in bosom of my Heavenly Father. Yesterday I was not inclined to record anything; I am simply in wonder letting all things happen like a gentle rain to refresh the depth of my soul. Today? It seems that I am to change direction. I am not sure yet in which way I am to go. I wait.
The Dream
Or was it a vision? Regardless, I had just settled in bed when I saw a black/yellow butterfly on the center of 3 layers. I meant to create a graphic, but I got side tracked until this morning. Here is more or less what I saw:
It’s now Monday, November 11, 2024, at 2:12 am. My body is not responding but my soul is free. I wait. Feeling better. Tuesday, November 12, 2024, at 3:47 am. Computer setup completed yesterday. More organizing today, Wednesday, November 13, 2024, at 6:08 am. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 3:24 am.
I created a graphic portraying my journey & helpers at this moment:
Tee Jones = Kindness & Love …
Acts of kindness for Denise’s mom on Denise’s birthday 2024. Thursday, November 14, 2024, at 7:55 pm, bed. Up and about on Friday, November 15, 2024, at 4:35 am. It’s now Saturday, November 16, 2024, at 2:35 am. Denise’s birthday.
Beautiful inside & out, that’s my daughter!
Silence. I no longer make statements to incriminate or implicate myself.
Date & time now is 5:44 am on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sleep from 5-9. It’s now 9:20 pm on Saturday, November 16, 2024. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 12:52 am. Bed. Sunday, November 17, 2024, at 4:08 am.
We Must Return to the 10 Commandments …
Quote:
Mat 16:24-28
(24) Then Jesus said to His disciples, If anyone desires to be My disciple, let him deny himself [disregard, lose sight of, and forget himself and his own interests] and take up his cross and follow Me [cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying, also].
Proverbs 14:26-29
Just As I Have Been Sensing for it All to Be …
Up and about. Wednesday, November 20, 2024, at 3:12 am. I have no desire to chit-chat. In the chit-chat I sense those written words become the idle words I will have to give an account of in the day of judgment. I tremble. Yes, laughter is good medicine but, right now? I just don’t sense laughing is the thing to do. I wait. Here I am 2 days later Friday, November 22, 2024, at 2:50 am.
Much To Think About …?
To start with why does my friend insist in showing up without teeth in her mouth? But why am I so appalled at my own sight without teeth? In fact, why am I so appalled at the sight of any deformity? Really, I make fun of everything but the truth about the whole spectrum of my humankind is pathetic to me. We are putting a tough face but inside of us? O well! Anyhow, my eyes are set up high on the ONE Creator of our beings as well as the Creator of everything in existence. A reminder of what I have written before,
Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of my ‘shoulds’.
It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse.
Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.
I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind on me.
I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
I am attracting more positiveness into my life.
The universe, that includes the host of heaven, is working in my favor.
I live each moment hoping to discover the promised revelation of my Master,
I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation.
Such is my legacy for the rest of my days on these earthly grounds expressed in Proverbs 3.
His own Word is written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings as well as in the heart of each one of His beloved children individually.
And His Word shows what immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.
He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!
That’s the LIFE I am set in looking forwards to.
New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …
Wow! What a way to start this Friday, November 22, 2024, at 4:00 am. Bless my heart. Saturday, November 23, 2024, at 5:17 am. Up and about. Today signifies one more 7th Day of Rest. Resting on my Maker I wait. It’s now Sunday, November 24, 2024, at 2:33 am. What is my Master implying to me right now? I got it!
Harmony And Unity
The power of harmony and unity that can be achieved when we embrace both our nurturing nature and our creative expression. It reminds us that we have the power to balance our relationships, careers, and personal growth by tapping into our inner wisdom and strength, otherwise, tapping the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s ingrained within our beings. Wow! What a way to start this last week of November 2024.
Discovery!
Well? I have discovered the source of my computer problems. Indeed! I have been murdering it unmercifully! How? By never giving it proper rest. But what is at the root of this discovery? The need to update myself! Wow! I am not old, I am outdated. What a relief! There is no way to remedy old age, but the remedy for my present computer? Get a new computer and give much rest the present computer before it conks out and I lose important information like it happened with the old computer. Monday, November 25, 2024, at 2:25 am. Tuesday, November 26, 2024 at 1:30 am.
Discovery Conclusion …?
It’s now 6:24 am on Tuesday, November 26, 2024. I have been led to discover that regardless all astonishing discoverers we shall never discover the ultimate all discoveries until the Almighty Creator of Everything in Existence’s timing for any of us to do so. Scriptures coming to mind.
Quote:
Ecclesiastes 3:11
He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.
Wisdom of God Once Hidden …
1 Corinthians 2:6-16 AMPC+
(6) Yet when we are among the full-grown (spiritually mature Christians who are ripe in understanding), we do impart a [higher] wisdom (the knowledge of the divine plan previously hidden); but it is indeed not a wisdom of this present age or of this world nor of the leaders and rulers of this age, who are being brought to nothing and are doomed to pass away.
(7) But rather what we are setting forth is a wisdom of God once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by God–[that wisdom] which God devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].
(8) None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Lord of glory.
(9) But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [N1who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed]. [Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]
(10) Yet to us God has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of God [the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny].
(11) For what person perceives (knows and understands) what passes through a man’s thoughts except the man’s own spirit within him? Just so no one discerns (comes to know and comprehend) the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.
(12) Now we have not received the spirit [that belongs to] the world, but the [Holy] Spirit Who is from God, [given to us] that we might realize and comprehend and appreciate the gifts [of divine favor and blessing so freely and lavishly] bestowed on us by God.
(13) And we are setting these truths forth in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the [Holy] Spirit, combining and interpreting spiritual truths with spiritual language [to those who possess the Holy Spirit].
(14) But the natural, nonspiritual man does not accept or welcome or admit into his heart the gifts and teachings and revelations of the Spirit of God, for they are folly (meaningless nonsense) to him; and he is incapable of knowing them [of progressively recognizing, understanding, and becoming better acquainted with them] because they are spiritually discerned and estimated and appreciated.
(15) But the spiritual man tries all things [he examines, investigates, inquires into, questions, and discerns all things], yet is himself to be put on trial and judged by no one [he can read the meaning of everything, but no one can properly discern or appraise or get an insight into him].
(16) For who has known or understood the mind (the counsels and purposes) of the Lord so as to guide and instruct Him and give Him knowledge? But we have the mind of Christ (the Messiah) and do hold the thoughts (feelings and purposes) of His heart. [Isa_40:13]
Who Knows? …
The Scriptures above are only a glimpse of the reason for our ignorance these days that seem to be the last days of time as we know time to be. REALTY: I know who I am. I know what to do. I know how to do it. Shame on me if I don’t apply myself to do what I know and do it. But guess what? Without an inkling of I have been doing, I have been doing exactly what I am supposed to do. How can that be?
Time & Timing That’s How …
Wednesday, November 27, 2024, at 6:49 pm. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 2:14 am. Thanksgiving Day, so much to give thanks for. Let us give thanks to the Almighty Creator of our beings for the joy of our salvation. His joy is our strength. So be it. Going to Diana’s to celebrate. It’s now Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 3:51 pm. I am back. I will now prepare what needs to be posted. Thursday, November 28, 2024, at 4:30 pm. Lov, thia.
Silence is our defense. We are abused. There is no respect for our golden years. Evil times have made hideous cartoons of our once beautiful bodies. Programmed minds have destroyed not only our bodies, but our potential as well as our morals. We are the victims of well-meaning trained health care givers set up by the Government in power..
Unfortunately, we are all under the authority of the powers of hell. What are we to do? We are to quit complaining, asking for help, demanding anything. We are to sit still, and, wait. What? Have I lost my mind? No. I have not lost anything.
Reality! I Have Found It All at Once …
Yes, this is about my journey. It was October 21, 1986. Over a year since June 20, 1985. A remarkable change began on the 20th day of June 1985, which I chose as the first chapter of my Autobiography. The change started on that glorious morning. It was slow, it was a change from within that goes on perpetually.
It’s now Monday, October 21, 2024, at 4:09 am. How interesting it to find myself in the exact predicament today as it was that day some 38 years ago. O well! What can I say? The way my children and good friends and care givers treat me drive me bananas. I could just smack them a good one and send them flying to the moon if only I had the strength to do so.
It’s a good thing that I fear their power to condemn me to a home and let the government take my SS check, force me to take all those chemicals, reprogram my mind to OBEY! I tremble! I weep for days. I quit eating. I am determined to help myself by showing them I can help myself! Then? …
The Power of Silence …
Phew! What a relief! What’s the sense to retaliate? It only shows my stupidity. Have I not learned to be still, to wait in these many years of misery? Of course I have learned. I don’t need to explain. Let the power of my silence restore the joy of my Creator within my heart.
The Joy of My Creator? …
Surely! I’m so joyful as I travel on the bright road to Kingdom land and I’m living so my life so Yahushua might shine! There! I’ll wait for the next time to post. Lov, thia.
What Is All About? Is It Just for This or That We Live? …
It’s 5:45 am on Saturday, October 19, 2024. I do not want to think about it. Let it be. Be still. Wait. For what I am experiencing the reality of life is marked by the ˈstupidness of mankind. No kidding, that’s the infallible truth. So? Why should I get all bent out of shape when my stupidity is exposed to my face? Am I not of the humankind? Ridiculous.
Cliché or the Reality of Love …
…. PLATITUDE
1. A trite or banal remark or statement, especially one expressed as if it were original or significant. See Synonyms at cliché.
2. Lack of originality; triteness: “a passage of platitude which no critical prejudgment can force us to admire” (Edgar Allan Poe). ….
Guilty!
Am I? Have I made a cliché out of the ancient words written in the ancient manuscripts? It’s Sunday, October 20, 2024, at 6:24 am. Perhaps. That’s what it looks like. I see myself amid the stupid spectrum of the world at large. I weep, I wait, until the reality of the Liberating Power of Love from the Almighty resonates within me. All is well with my soul.
Friday, October 18, 2024, at 4:03 am. It’s another day in this wacky journey of mine trying to make a point. Big deal! But isn’t everybody, including my mother-in-law trying to do the same? Well? For sure debates, likes, dislikes, compliments or caustic gibes are out of the question. Been there done that.
Even so? The inscrutable workings of the Almighty Creator of everything in existence in His mysterious doings, words, revelations, commands, and what have you to the numerous human beings proclaiming one thing or the other turn out to encompass all the dim origins of life.
Anyhow, I already made my point in ‘The Liberating Power of Love!’ I posted yesterday. I haven’t got the slightest how that post was received. No matter. By intuition or the faculty of knowing or understanding something without reasoning or proof I record my impressions or insights gained by faith, trust, and hope in the Almighty Creator.
The Almighty Creator or The Unknown God Are the Same …
Simply, it’s only lately that I realized the naked truth, I don’t know my Creator. I only know that His love is The Liberating Power of Love as it is implied in the Scriptures, He inspired me to post yesterday.
(Take notice: I did not reformat, but it is published in https://anewthiabasilia.com/ without the former link to my old website: thia-basilia.com so you can now read it.)
First Thing this Morning …?
It’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:07 am. This is the last week of the 8th month in 2024. The first thing in Your agenda this morning is to check former post that can not be accessed by the public because they were published in my former website that was deleted a while ago. Most of those posts were written before 2020. Thankfully, I have a record of those posts in my external drives, so I can read them. Amazing reads! I am inspired to publish them again. So?
On to publish ‘Hit Bottom the Deepest Part of My Soul’ …
What a way to start my day! Hopefully the post shall bless whomever bumps into https://anewthiabasilia.com/. For the record it’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:27 am.
Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …
What Was Dormant Down There? …
The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …
Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …
The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …
Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.
No Need To Call For Human Help …
Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.
Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for help and for company. No human is willing to help unless I return to their lifestyle.
That’s Not Going To Happen, And? …
You know it my Father. No human can effectively help another human without You anyhow. I’m going to bed. You alone are my Helper.
Ha! My pain? Accelerated to the max! I laid there unable to sleep. Tears flowing. Flashes of the most remote evils done long, long time ago.
Up and down the hours flew by. Help, my Father, help.
The time was around 1:30 am on Saturday, April 6, 2019.
Mercy! Let Me Forgive Myself. Let Them Forgive Me …
Mercy! Mercy! I pleaded in all earnest. The covers became heavier than ever. My left foot felt like something was cutting it off. My body? Hot!
Up Went Arms And Feet. Off Went The Heavy Covers!
Freedom! Like Magic? The Pain And Misery Ceased …
Phew! What a relief! I laid there for a moment enjoying the comfort of my body. I got up. My mind? Absorbing the love and wisdom from on high. I headed to the kitchen. I washed the dishes. Then?
I Heard Quite Clearer Than Ever Before That Lovely Voice From Within My Heart …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect.”
Sleep. Could Not Keep My Eyes Opened. I Headed For Bed …
Did not record the time, but! Next? Woke up refreshed! The time? Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 7:41 am. It’s now Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 9:42 am.
Which Way To Go Now, My Father? …
Two hours since I woke up. Not a sound from Ahmad. Not a single email from my children or loved ones. Been reading about health and different issues of people’s concern.
Don’t Know What To Think. Not Sure On What To Do? I Wait On You …
Perhaps it’s time to clean up. Maybe fix some breakfast. Perhaps? Time to pause. Time to reflect. Time to give You my undivided attention? I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Help me, my Father, help me.
Ha! Your Words? Fulfilled Sooner Than I Could Have Ever Imagined …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have nothing to fear. You have all to rejoice.
Despite your human inability to comprehend this matter of pain and suffering? The suffering of the moment is the substance for the purification of the deepest part of your soul.
Fear not. Soon, sooner than you could imagine? Your pain and suffering shall come to an end. Soon I will wipe your tears away.
Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”
You Have Made Yourself Be Clearly Seen By Me, And? Made Yourself Real To Me For Sure! …
Wow! How real! Your manifestation? In awe I comfortable sit here. In fear of Your Majesty? I dare not make any conclusions. In silence, I worship You. I wait on Your conclusions.
Timely? You Speak To Me In A Train Dream …
Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:00 am.
What an amazing day You made for me of yesterday. Much accomplished in which direction to go. Not only with the blog/the books, but mainly? With my life.
Wow! It’s All Coming To Light Now. Father Has Always Been In Control Of It All …
I held my peace despite my view of all that goes on in my present circumstances. I did not make any conclusions. Ahmad finally called sometime in the afternoon.
Strange Explanations About His Life And Doings Do Not Rattle Me Anymore …
Strange explanation of the reason for him not to check with me since the day before. Such explanation left me with questions in my mind about Ahmad and his two brothers, but!
I Declined To Assume Anything About Anything That Goes On Around Me …
Wow! What power on me You bestow! Ahmad and his doings? Out of my mind, instead? Enhancing the created book covers. Editing. Finding the books to edit. My eyes set on Yahushua I spent my whole day!
The Internet Prevented Me To Properly Continue With My Work, So?
I headed for bed and slept for a couple of hours. Got up at the knock on my door. My friend brought me food. I ate. Tried the Internet again for a bit. Nothing working. Back to bed. Slept until 2:44 am.
Woke Up From A Train Dream.
“To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life’s journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.”
It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:33 am. Must return to bed. Can’t keep my eyes open. I laid in bed reflecting on the reality of Yahushua within me. At last I drifted into sound sleep.
I Clearly See Yahushua Now. He Is Real In All My Doings …
For so long I have followed Yahuahua’s instructions to pray to the Father, ‘Our Father in the heavens’, but now? His words touched the center of my heart. Quote:
John 14:15-21
If you really love Me, you will keep obey My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–
The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize
I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come back to you.
Just a little while now, and the world will not see Me any more, but you will see Me; because I live, you will live also.
At that time [when that day comes] you will know [for yourselves] that I am in My Father, and you [are] in Me, and I [am] in you.
The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]
Wow! What A Revelation. Totally Revolutionized My Whole Being …
Sunday, April 7, 2019 now at 11:38 am.
Faint is my past. Even my past before yesterday. Clear and real is my present. Even the moment of His real appearance?
Clear. Real. Vivid In My Heart And Mind Shall Be Forever!
Song of Solomon 2:10-13
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
Song of Solomon 2:14-16
So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.
My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.
She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]
Song of Solomon 2:4
He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.
Let Me Remain Faithful To You Forever! ….
Let all my past lovers deem away from my mind and heart. Let them all fix their gaze in You. Let me decrease. Let Yourself increase. Let me remain in awe of You and no one else.
For In Loving You? I Love Them All …
Dear Reader, this is the end of my life as it always been. A radical change is taking place within my being. A change I cannot tamper with. I cannot continue to post for a time.
My Times Are In His Hands Now Literally …
It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 9:58 pm.
I’m heading for bed, my Master but You know it. Hope for sound sleep. I wait on You. Up at 2 am on Monday, April 8, 2019.
We are all like shadows on the earth …
Monday, April 8, 2019 at 3:36 am.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? What is there for a human to do? We are all like a shadow on this earth. Quote:
1Ch 29:14 But who am I, and what are my people, that we should retain strength and be able to offer thus so willingly? For all things come from You, and out of Your own [hand] we have given You.
1Ch 29:15 For we are strangers before You, and sojourners, as all our fathers were; our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no hope or expectation of remaining.
It’s now Monday, April 8, 2019 at 4:57 am. Can’t keep my eyes open. Heading for bed. Well? Instead of heading for bed? As I got up I woke up, and?
That Lovely Voice From Within Came To My Ears:
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. What makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine?
How is your life already making a global impact?
Why one moment you are up and confident.
The next moment? Frustrated. Discouraged. Unable to see the Reality of My Being within you, and now?
Yahushua’s real appearance to take over your life is a reality, but! You are already questioning that matter as per the way your body continues to suffer, and?
The agony of doubt and fear is knocking at your door.
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? FEAR NOT! This time?
Yahushua is in complete control of every minute detail of your life.
His desire for you?
The song of Solomon Yahushua is singing to you now. Therefore?
For a time in your life now you must remain aloof from this world and all goings on therein. You must bind your mind, soul, and body as in the Song of Solomon.
At Your Master’s discretion?
He will present you to this world in a way far beyond your imagination.
From here on? You have nothing to worry about.
Your times are in His hands.
From now on?
Yahushua shall lead and direct you in the task I have assigned unto you.
I know how overwhelming your task has become, but!
Your Master shall now make it all a joy and a delight as He will make your task to be.
Remember, after this post?
Refrain from posting until Yahushua releases you to post again.
This is a time exclusively for your Master and you.
I am at work.
You have written. You have published. You have optimized.
I have been and will continue to do the rest in the heart of each one of the readers of the posts.
Rejoice! Enjoy your Master’s Presence forevermore!”
The Truth, Dear Reader? Checkmate! …
The complicated game of my worldly life is ended. Instead? The reality of my soul’s longings for that One with Whom to endlessly share my tears and my joys? All games pale. No need to play anymore.
The Reality To Be Someone’s Delight …
Who is so blessed? At last I am! I have no longer need to play the worldly game of life. I will now live the reality of my Master’s delight by the power of His love and wisdom for me.
n intellectual or spiritual quest: an odyssey of discovery.
Good News
As soon as I give up my demands: Freedom! On Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 7:09 am my day began with a healthy breakfast. My feet looked even better than yesterday. I began to ponder about the doctor’s appointment tomorrow. Do I really need a doctor to tell me what I already know? O well! Back to my reading. Around 5 pm I got a reminder for my appointment. It came to me to check with MS Lilly to make sure she remembered the appointment.
What? She had forgotten all about it.
I lost it!
Next? Ms. Lilly at my door.
Emotions escalated.
Solution was suggested for me to keep the appointment.
Suddenly! It came to me.
I don’t need a doctor!
All I need to do is to cancel the appointment.
My tears dried up.
Emotions settle down.
It’s now Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 10:14 pm.
I headed for bed.
Slept.
Woke up 7 hours later.
A good shower.
Dressed up in my happy roses dress.
Fixed coffee.
Affixed the apron to preserve my dress.
Cleared my lemon juice task.
Cleaned it all up.
It’s now Monday, July 8, 2024, at 7:44 am.
My day has begun …Ending at almost midnight.
It’s now Tuesday, July 9, 2024, at 6:22 am.
And so, time marches on & on.
Hopefully you read these writings from my heart & mind, but if you don’t, it’s your loss not mine.
The greatest stumbling block of the times: KNOWLEDGE …
Spiritual Versus Secular Knowledge …
Most of my earthly journey I have been obsessed with obtaining the highest level of Secular Knowledge. It was a must for me. Secular Knowledge was my god. Then? The King James Bible flooded my mind in 1974. I became obsessed with the truth about it all. Of course, I followed many theories that seem to be the truth I was searching for. Thank goodness! The time has come for enlightening. What a marvel for the ability to let go of the past, to let go without regrets. The best part?
To Let Go of The Present to Let Go of The Future …
Wow! No need any longer to check the meaning of anything. Only the intrinsic knowledge of my Father’s Presence within my being. Does that mean I am to remain ignorant of my surroundings? No, indeed not! But it means my searches have now become unbiased, free from prejudice or the act or state of holding unreasonable preconceived judgments or convictions.
That’s the wisdom from above beyond my understanding.
Wisdom From Above? …
But how this wisdom has materialized? Well, for many years I have been led to read the meaning of words, idioms, numbers, colors, birds, stones, flowers, practically everything visible with the naked eye, everything learned during my life span. But guess what? Lately I was led to read the meaning of 844. In the long exciting reading I came to read the following:
In the Bible, Luke 8:44 reads, Coming up behind Jesus, she touched the fringe of his robe. Immediately, the bleeding stopped. The verse represents the healing power of the Divine, even in passing. But it also reflects the action we need to take moving into the presence of the Divine. Your Angels won’t force you to do anything. Free will reigns, it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …
Wow! What a Sneaky Way to Set the Universe & Myself in The Highest! …
… it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …But guess what again? That was the switch for enlightenment to set in. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love …for being my Savior eternally & forever in love with me. Forever & eternally, I worship You. Heading for bed, Friday, June 28, 2024, at 7:55 pm. Up on Saturday, June 29, 2024, at 1:28 am.
Where does it find me? Neither here nor there on neutral gear. No longer speeding to get nowhere my dear. Peace. Wisdom. Humor …beyond my understanding. It’s now Tuesday, July 2, 2024, at 7:52 am.
Beyond My Understanding …
My attitude, my way of approaching whatever possibility comes up anytime is beyond my understanding. I no longer jump to accomplish anything. Instead, day by day, moment by moment it comes to me I am not to depend on my understanding much less on my feelings. I am to be still, to wait. The beauty of it is that the more I do so the more my healing becomes evident.
Strange, isn’t it?
It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:03 am.
What happen to Wednesday, July 3, & Thursday, July 4, 2024?
They came & went. Me?
Reminiscing.
Neither here nor there.
Reflecting.
Wisdom.
Peace of mind & heart.
The question came to me one more time.
What are my gifts?
So did the answer. How I thought about scriptural gifts before. How those gifts apply to me personally. Still, I wondered. Time is flying by me. It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:30 am. The dawn of this day is approaching. On this day, let me read and reflect on those scriptural gifts.
Why not? It’s a good thing to set my mind & heart in such matter.
Even so, there is no need to quote the Scriptures as I am accustomed to doing.
A Living Sacrifice … Gifts of Grace … Marks of the True Christian? …
Marks of the true Christian, on this anew, afresh cycle I am living on, that’s the main part I am to set on my mind & heart. How blessed I am. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love. Because of Your love I can now claim those marks on me despite my fearful feelings or aggravating thoughts of the past, present or future.
