So Is The Way My Life Is Developing …
A Day Only In My Memory …?
It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023 at 1:51 pm. I have been up since around 3 am. I have not recorded anything since I posted on October 11, 2023 3:57 am. Strangely, I remember that on Tuesday October-10-2023 I was so excited with the message in the daily motivation that I decided to include in post. Also, I decided to change the heading for the site. Suddenly I could not keep my eyes open. I decided to record the time and then head for bed. I did not realize that on Wednesday I did not record the date at all but the addition to the last post on October 11, 2023 3:57 am is what I did on Wednesday October-11-2023.
Now, What Else Is So Strange? …
The happenings since I went to bed yesterday are somewhat strange but well taken. The electricity went off several times during the night. The last thing I remember was laying in bed reading in the mobile until the lights came on. I got up to post. Next? The plan for the day? Diana was supposed to come early to prepare the house for her friend to sleep overnight. Then they planned to take a trip but she did not come as planned. I called her to find out what was going on. Their plan was changed because of the electricity and the rain. They decided to leave earlier, and her friend is not coming over. Somehow the whole thing sort of shocked me. But I recuperated from the shock rather quickly.
The best part?
I got a hold of myself like turning a light switch on. Quickly I realized I was regressing to the awfulness of feeling left out of Diana & Mike’s life. As soon as I recognized the feeling it stopped. Immediately I saw the opportunity to take care of the things I have been waiting for Diana to take care of like the situation with the keyboard holder. I needed to undo the thing to place it level to the height of the chair so that my arm quit hurting but I did not want to burden Diana because I know she got a lot in her hands already.
Lo & Behold! I Did It! …?
Not only did I fix the keyboard but the lighting as well. I can now see what I am doing quite clearly. What a blessing! It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023, at 9:13 pm. Also, I am very excited about the new Adobe Express app which is included in my plan. I will work with it a little longer until I get sleepy.
- Peaceful sleep.
- New afresh day.
- Friday, October 13, 2023, at 4:14 am.
The sunflowers & butterflies?
On time the buds become flowers-the caterpillars butterflies liken to us. Alive! Fluttering my wings to celebrate life! I truly enjoy creating my own graphics. And being empowered to walk alone and again takin care of myself is the experience of my lifetime. How blessed I am. The strange but enchanting realization has come to me suddenly in the last few weeks. The new perspective I have been claiming for a while is now not just a claim, it’s a reality. Every single day this reality manifests itself to me. It’s a beautiful picture shadowing my day.
From Whence Comes My Help? …
I could easily attribute my help to come from the understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation, but it is not primarily so. My help comes from the Almighty Loving Creator of everything in existence—the Unknown ‘God’.
Reflecting On the Daily Motivation I Can Now Clearly See …
I can see what I could not see before. Why was I not able to see it before. Because it was not time for me to see. As so many loving souls would tell me to be patient, patience was not a virtue I could get a hold of. But why am I going on with these insidious explanations which are public knowledge?
- Here I pause to calmly think of that.
- I need to weigh the matter to record it as I see it now not as I thought to see before.
- Friday, October 13, 2023, at 10:00 am.
- It is time for me to think seriously about such important matters.
- I do not need to compare myself to others, but I find it inevitable comparing myself to the written words.
- The following 3 verses of Scripture makes me tremble. Quote:
IF I [can] speak in the tongues of men and [even] of angels, but have not love (that reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion such as is inspired by God's love for and in us), I am only a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
And if I have prophetic powers (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), and understand all the secret truths and mysteries and possess all knowledge, and if I have [sufficient] faith so that I can remove mountains, but have not love (God's love in me) I am nothing (a useless nobody 13:2)
Even if I dole out all that I have [to the poor in providing] food, and if I surrender my body to be burned or in order that I may glory, but have not love (God's love in me), I gain nothing. (1 Corinthians 13:1-3). End of quote.
Actually? The Whole Chapter In 1 Corinthians 13 Sobers Me Up with the Question About Love ...
Do I have the love of the Almighty Creator in me? Yes, I do now but before? No, I did not! It is true the right perspective changes one’s life. It's like a switch turns on and one’s happiness levels instantly increase. Everything becomes clearer.
The Question Is, Who Turned The Switch On? …
The understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation state:
- In order to achieve that "right perspective", you need to cultivate patience.
- Allow the experience to unfold fully before making a judgment. Take time to self-reflect.
- Focus on what your higher self tells you.
- Instead of outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture.
- Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.
I Have Faithfully Practice, Practiced, Practice the Above To No Avail …?
- Hey! Maybe what seemed to me to be of no avail it is paying off now, I have been actually ‘cultivating patience’! How ‘bout that? But! I still have other qualms with the statement. I guess it is in the line of ‘outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture. Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.’ Let me ‘sit with it’.
Who Is My Higher Self? …
That’s another term I have been considering to be selfish indicating that I am my own ‘god’. Indeed! That appears to be for many souls of my acquaintance, but it does necessarily be so. Surely it pays off to sit with it instead outright rejecting a positive thought or idea. Yes indeed! I am getting better and better by the moment. I am a calm person now. I have the strength to grow from my challenges. I can create the life I want …OOHOh! Who me? Mrs. power itself? Who do I think I am? Mrs. ‘Big stuff’? O well! Let me ‘sit on it’.
- It’s now Saturday, October 14, 2023, at 5:16 am. I am focused on creating new memories. I focus more ...What else is new?
Overcoming & Defeat & Repeat …
What else is new? The sudden change in a new perspective on life. This is story of an 84years old woman willing to expose her vulnerability along her strengths in the hope to help others to reconsider their own lifestyles. Read on.
She Is Empowered To Walk Alone …
Alone on the treacherous road of life’s existence on these earthly grounds. Alone yet? She is not alone. Read on. Perhaps what she has faithfully practiced most of her life, which seemed to her to be of no avail it is paying off now, she has been actually ‘cultivating patience’!
Latest Not Only in This Woman’s Saga …?
Healing of the incurable wounds inflicted unto humans because of sin. What is sin? Deliberate disobedience to the known will of the unknown God. Why are we angry? Why do we complain? What is this woman’s saga about? …Feelings. Thoughts. Doubts. Dread. Abandonment. Walking the lonely roads at night not knowing where are those roads to end? Confusion. Delusion. Illusion. Words without knowledge? [Job_35:16]. The doom sayers pretending to know? Phew! What a waste of time! Hey human! Let it be known this human recording these things DO NOT CLAIM UNDERSTANDING of it all! Her eyes are set to live today as if the end is coming tomorrow. Who knows? It could be.
The Reality In This Woman’s Saga …
Along with her children she is now creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. She welcome each day with all included. Her dreams are coming true.
- Anew. Afresh.
- Expectantly she looks forward to the good things come in for her …
Could it be this same thing is true for me & you …Food for thought …
Until the next post, lov, thia