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More Ramblings With My Father. I Wish To Let You In. I Wish To Share With You All.

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Saturday, October 31, 2015 at 4:42 am
There is magic in my world! Much insight about the content of the posts created by yours truly. This is the end of this most productive month in my 2015 year—some 29 years since my journey by my Father’s faithfulness began.

Two Lessons Engraved Within My Being. Result? The Power To Sit Still And Wait On My Father Is Now Seared Within My Being Along Such Lessons.

I am aware that this is a long post with long quotes of Scriptures. I am also aware of the suggestion from our famous OM to leave something to the imagination of the reader.
Even so, because of the content of these blogs, I cannot leave things to the imagination.
For as you can read of my personal experience as a human being, the human imagination is able to distort most anything written or not written to suit our personal likes or dislikes stemming from the knowledge of good and evil experienced by all human beings during our lifetimes.
I am a human being, no kidding. I am not any different than any other human being. As a human being I automatically react as a human being in all things. No sooner I react, the Scriptures come into play. Scriptures? To what end?
To straighten out the human imagination’s innate trait to distort most anything, including the Scriptures to fit in the human mind.
Thus the necessity to quote whole chapters that contain the answers to overcome this humongous thing as our imaginations with the written facts. Read on and let the magic of my moment touch the fibers of your being.
Thursday, October 29, 2015 at 5:36 pm
Father? Here I am wondering again about all happenings around me. What will be the end of all this situation? I trust You. You are in control and I have nothing to fear.
Father? I rejoice to live in Your Presence at all times and wherever I am at. Even so, do I belong in this family? Father? I beginning to think that this is not Your plan for me. Or, is it?
I had wished for a wonderful weekend but, nothing seems to be working out. I cannot see the reasoning of this people. In the one hand they mean well and are very helpful.
In the other hand, they are very angry and use different mechanisms to show this innate anger and hate for everything and everybody outside of their own kin.
Even so my Father, You have not placed me here for my own comfort. In addition, this is not about me. I must think of them. Do I love them as I love myself? That is the question.
I see it my Father. Was it comfortable for You when You walked among men? Hardly. Furthermore, are You not, still, suffering all the injustices done to them, to me, to others?
So, what am I bickering about? Have You not empowered me with Your kind of love? Perhaps I need to learn what Your love is all about? I see it my Father, I see it!
Thank You for this lesson You are imprinting in my heart. Thank You for giving me the power to suffer all injustices with a glad heart.
Thank You for teaching me what Your joy is all about. I also see the way to defeat this monster of hate in possession of Your beloved children in this region of the world. No, I do not need to retaliate. Indeed, I hear Yahushua’s voice,

Matthew 5:36-48
And do not swear by your head, for you are not able to make a single hair white or black. Let your Yes be simply Yes, and your No be simply No; anything more than that comes from the evil one.
You have heard that it was said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth. But I say to you, Do not resist the evil man who injures you; but if anyone strikes you on the right jaw or cheek, turn to him the other one too.
And if anyone wants to sue you and take your undershirt (tunic), let him have your coat also. And if anyone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles.
Give to him who keeps on begging from you, and do not turn away from him who would borrow at interest from you.
You have heard that it was said, You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy; but I tell you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, to show that you are the children of your Father Who is in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the wicked and on the good, and makes the rain fall upon the upright and the wrongdoers alike.
For if you love those who love you, what reward can you have? Do not even the tax collectors do that? And if you greet only your brethren, what more than others are you doing? Do not even the Gentiles (the heathen) do that?
You, therefore, must be perfect growing into complete maturity of righteousness in mind and character, having reached the proper height of virtue and integrity, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

O my Father, how amazing are Your ways. Here I am. For quite a few weeks I have been bragging about Your power of love, what an awesome opportunity to show and apply this love to Ahmad and his family!
O but how little I have understood this fact. O my Father, of what use is it to have my way of comfort as I return evil for evil just because I can’t have things go my way? How unfathomable is Your wisdom?
Indeed, this is the magical weekend of my expectation. What a different kind of joy this is turning out to be. My idea of a magical weekend was for You to lavish us with the comfort of all material things of our want for the comfort of our bodies.
Now at last I comprehend the way of suffering. Now You are empowering me to rejoice under any and all duress. Now You are gifting me Your perfection.
Thanks my Father! But O thanks! How can I express my gratitude to You? Exactly, by turning away from my quest for material comfort and submitting my whole being unto You. By coming close to You as You command us to do in James 4:1-17.
This day those Scriptures are grasped by the deepest part of my being. Those Scriptures are now quite clear to.me. Truly as You told me in 2008, I continue to learn Your ways on the daily basis. I recorded,

April 19, 2008. “Fear not! You are and you will continue to learn My ways and gain the knowledge you have lacked all of these years. You are among My chosen vessels and I have assigned to you the perfect companions for this journey to strengthen and uplift each other in My strength and My knowledge which I am impart¬ing unto you all. Rejoice and be glad for I am with you always!”

It is written,

James 4:1-17
WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fighting’s) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?
You are jealous and covet what others have and your desires go unfulfilled; so you become murderers. To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned. You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek, so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [I John 3:15.]
Or you do ask The Creator for them and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is when you get what you desire to spend it in sensual pleasures.
You are like unfaithful wives having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to The Creator! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being The Creator’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of The Creator.
Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit to be welcome with a jealous love? [Jer. 3:14; Hos. 2:19ff.]
But He gives us more and more grace (power of the Holy Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully). That is why He says, The Creator sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but gives grace continually to the lowly (those who are humble enough to receive it). [Prov. 3:34.]
So be subject to The Creator. Resist the devil stand firm against him, and he will flee from you.
Come close to The Creator and He will come close to you. Recognize that you are sinners, get your soiled hands clean; realize that you have been disloyal wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts of your spiritual adultery.
As you draw near to The Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
Humble yourselves feeling very insignificant in the presence of the Master, and He will exalt you He will lift you up and make your lives significant.
My brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge of it.
One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy the One Who has the absolute power of life and death. But you, who are you that you presume to pass judgment on your neighbor?
Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a city and spend a year there and carry on our business and make money.
Yet you do not know the least thing about what may happen tomorrow. What is the nature of your life? You are really but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears into thin air.
You ought instead to say, If the Master is willing, we shall live and we shall do this or that thing.
But as it is, you boast falsely in your presumption and your self-conceit. All such boasting is wrong.
So any person who knows what is right to do but does not do it, to him it is sin.

Wow! For years on end I have been quoting, quoted and studied James 4 to no avail. This day those Scriptures are no longer just a quote or a thing to be studied.
This day those Scriptures have given me back the power to see my error and once again, repent—turn around to my Father in the heavens.
This day those Scriptures have given me the power to come closer that I have ever been to my Father and love as He loves.
This day those Scriptures have given me the power to be perfect as my Father is in heaven. The power of love from on high not what is ordinarily called ‘love’.
Friday, October 30, 2015 at 5:07 am
Very well then my Father, how am I now to proceed. I am willing to turn the other cheek and to go the extra mile but, for the life of me and the way I feel, I have not got the slightest on what to do?

“My child, all I require of you is the willingness to obey my instructions in the written words. I know and I am well aware of your total inability to perform.
Therein lies the snare for all of My children. As you studied and quoted those Scriptures in the past, you set yourself up to perform them with your own willpower.
Thus you failed in your attempt even when others in some cases succeeded or presume to have succeeded to perform by adhering to many different systems and practices.
I have not let you succeed in such a way. Why? Because I needed to teach you by experience, to discern between My ways and the ways of the world, between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves Me and him who does not serve Me.
I have now engraved this lesson in your heart along with My gift to be perfect as I am perfect, or to love as I love.
Therefore, you need not to do anything at all by your will power. Because with the knowledge acquire in those two lessons imprinted in your heart, you have the power to sit still and wait on Me.
Wait, I say, wait My child. For I never give you any more than you can take. At My discretion, I will do for you all that I have promised to do for you.
Do not dwell in your expectations of My blessings. For My blessings to you and to all of My obedient children cannot fit in your imaginations. It’s written,

1 Corinthians 2:9
But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man all that Father Yah has prepared—made and keeps ready for those who love Him—who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed.

My child, fret not. I will give you on the spot whatever you are to do or say. For it is no longer about you. The whole matter is now in the hands of My faithfulness to you all.
Fear not, for at the appointed time, your fingers shall continue to strike the right keys and your mouth will open for My Spirit to write and utter My words of wisdom and power to penetrate the toughest carnal shield imprisoning My children.”

O the wonders of hearing and heeding that voice!
Friday, October 30, 2015 at 7:50 am
Father? What is this warning that I just heard that I was to lose my land, that my 72 hours grace to redeem my land had expired? What land? What am I to lose my Father?
Is this another threat from the monster to instill fear back into my being? It will not work! For You are in control and I am not to lose anything that it is not in Your plan for me to lose.
Ah! But the monster is threatening me because I am not accepting his land offering! How about that? I could be winning ground to impose my ways on this people, then what?
What do I get by getting my way at the expense of the pain & hurt of this beautiful children of Yours, my Father? Sometimes I think the monster’s greed to destroy Your people gives him up for what he is.
Friday, October 30, 2015 at 2:04 pm
Father? It is coming to be really easy not to take things personally but, I am still wondering about going the extra mile. Perhaps You will show me what is the meaning of going the extra mile and giving my coat if they ask me for my shirt? I wait on You.
Friday, October 30, 2015 at 8:24 pm
Father? You know all about the apartment. You know about all the incidents that get the best of me. Right now I wish I could sleep forever and ever.
Friday, October 30, 2015 at 11:14 pm
But O my Father, this is not a time to sleep nor to take things personally. There is a baby coming and the apartment You are providing for me needs to be prepared for my use.
It is now 11:17 pm. This day midnight is here but the 7th day of rest has begun at sundown. This weekend is surely turning out to be quite magical.
The changes You are effecting within my being are beyond words to describe. Those are real and permanent changes to avail me in these perilous times we must pass through.
To be honest, waiting, not taking things personally, considering others ahead of one are all virtues of many but not of mine.
Even so, I am grateful for my lack. Grateful for my lack? What kind of talk is that? Well, honest talk. Let me put like this, Father leads me all the way.
So, in His appointed time He chose to whisper to me, “It is time to quit lamenting and start counting your blessings. It is time for you to quit trying and start trusting.”
O the wonders of hearing and heeding that voice!
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Father’s Faithfulness Shall Never Fail Me. He Leads Me All The Way. I Wish To Share With You All This Amazing Faithfulness!

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Wednesday, October 28, 2015 at 2:59 pm
Father, I suppose I am losing my mind. I have no idea of what shall happen next and I simply don’t care anymore! I can’t even cry.
I made one more attempt to communicate with Ahmad only to explode at the hearing the same lame excuses to hold to his past of hate for the people that did wrong to his parents.
Wednesday, October 28, 2015 at 7:41 pm
O my Father, I can’t shake off this miserable rage! But You know it my Father. And I know that You have a reason for all the incidents in my journey, whether those are of glee or gloom.
Thus I wait on You to develop the circumstances to relieve or strengthen me to withstand this wicked monster of hate and un-forgivingness shocking the life of this people.
I know that Ahmad is Your chosen one to deliver his people from this monster. I see that Ahmad wants to hang on to this horrible monster and I cannot handle it my Father. In You alone is my hope.
Thursday, October 29, 2015 at 2:07 am
O my Father, I thank You for the few hours of sleep. Now what, my Father? What is next in Your plan for me? Like a maid wait for he mistress so myself waits on You.
Thursday, October 29, 2015 at 4:20 am
O my Father! Talking about magical? Your doings are of that sort. Indeed, I found out what is next, I must rejoice for You have made me glad! Here is how You did it, I wrote a post that I have not yet published.
All right, in my excitement because of the response that I am getting in all the matters that I post, I made two attempts to communicate my excitement to Ahmad, Ahmad did not respond because of several complicated reasons.
Me? In the first place I had no business trying to communicate anything to Ahmad at the moment—he is going through difficult times and I cannot help him.
Well, my intentions to be quiet and give space to Ahmad were forgotten in my excitement. Needless to say, my attempts to communicate with him failed.
In my frustration, I wind up exhibiting myself like a bona fide insane person which compounded my distress. I sunk in total despair! Then, I fell asleep for a long time.
When I woke up, without anything specific in mind, I clicked my site and decided to respond to my like of yesterday. What? A magical moment of restoration. Here it is,

Quote, ‘May your weekend be magical! Let your heart and soul sing a happy tune! Be grateful! Be love! Choose happiness! Rumi.Blessed with a star on the forehead
It never fails! I did not click to read this post but, this post is what came up! I read it all in wonder, thinking, ‘This is what has to be done’ I know! But You know my Father that I cannot help myself to do this thing now!’
Well, I kept reading. Until I came to the paragraph, “Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.” ― Rumi
Wow! What it all means to me? The Father’s faithfulness to me! My crucial moment of imaginary defeat is crushed down! Rejoice! Is His command for me! So? I will rejoice and be glad, even if my body could be under the blade of execution! Which is far, far from my situation at the moment.
For the cause of my evil imaginations is only a vain attempt for the monster of oppression, hate and defeat ruling in these parts, to eliminate my presence, I am a threat to that monster!
Ah! But greater is He in my heart that he that is in the world! Thus, Father led me to Rumi! O but what a Mighty Yah we serve! I will rejoice for Father Yah has made me glad! He has made me glad, He has made me glad! I will rejoice for He has made me gladddad!
Thanks my sister, thanks! I thank my Father for sending you to me just at the right time!:-)

Indeed! A magical moment this is for me! From the depth of despair back to the mountain of hope and the power of love to move the mountain of impossibilities in my midst!
Yes, I am now looking forward to a magical weekend. For You have made me glad my Father, You have made me glad. No one else has the power to make anyone properly glad unless You give that person that power.
That settles my puzzlement about the many of my brothers and sisters that attract my attention. Is all a matter of joining Yahushua’s body before His soon return.
We are going through the most crucial times in the history of mankind. We cannot survive these times without each other.
At the moment, I do not have the comfort of a physical comforter but, the more I live, the more I see or discern our Father’s wisdom to physically separate us from our physical comforters.
For it is true that two are better than one. It is true that we are not meant to live alone. But it is also true that we are human beings with a human nature that is always inclined to place other human beings in the place of our Father/Creator.
Thus, our Father deals to us our individual lots. For our Father/Creator alone knows who can handle this or that.
Thus, He has dealt me my lot among these beautiful, yet, strange, oppressed and deprived people for their benefit as well as for my own benefit.
This story is not finish yet, though that, in my childish imagination I get all elated thinking that every little step forward is the end!
By far, such childish thinking is the cause of the many outbursts of my fiery temper. For, with the least realization the end is not yet, I turn into a two year old throwing a tantrum fit.
My Father? I do not ruffle His feathers. He simply lets me throw my fit until I am totally exhausted. Then, He picks me up into His loving arms and puts me to sleep. Next, He send His angels or messengers to reinforce all that He has imprinted in my heart.
I sense or rather hope to mature over the age of tantrum fits sooner or later, but, my Father is taking care of my spiritual growth. So, I am not going fret about this matter any longer, at least for this moment.
Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Big or Tiny Questions, big or Tiny Frustrations, Whooping disappointments always on the making, Singing & praising & joyfully leaping, Fearless I’m going on and on! Regardless!
Yes, I am going on by the Father’s faithfulness to endue me with the power of love from on high to go on and on!
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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I Never Saw It Before But, I See It Now And Want To Share It With You All…

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And when the rev woman saw graphic for Harvest bookMonday, October 26, 2015 at 10:10 pm
Father, You know that it is impossible for a human being to comprehend what really is good or what really is bad. To us, for the most, we call evil good or good evil. Thus the parading of the conflict in the life of the human being.
Even so, my Father, Your decreed time has come to deal with each one of Your children individually. Perhaps a simple analogy between our parenting and Your Parenting will open many eyes to see things as You intended those things to be seen.
Let us think about our parenting first. We beget our child. We nurture that child. As our child grows, we control that child’s doings. Then the child comes of age and we can no longer control that child.
But why do we want to control our child’s doings? Because we have lived our lives and have experienced or have come into the knowledge of the evil in the world and, by all means within our power want to spare that child that evil in the world!
In addition, as parents, we want to teach all the good and profitable ways that we have experienced for that child to enjoy a future good and profitable life as far as we know of goodness according to the world that we inhabit.
Now, let us think of our Father/Creator. He created us in His image. In other words, He conceived us in His image. There lies the secret of His Fatherhood.
Most of us have missed this subtle meaning of ‘created us in His image’. I, myself, was not aware of such an important matter until I came to this region of the world. Yes, I called Him Father but, I was not aware of why or how?
In this region of the world, the citizens have been programmed to believe that ‘God’ is a spirit and do not have children. We are only his creatures, accordingly what has been programmed in their minds.
When I was told this in a very condescending way as if correcting my ignorance from the height of solemn authority, it nearly blew me away!
Wow! His creatures? It had never crossed my mind before. His creatures? No! I exclaimed! I am not a cow! He breathed His life into my body. But I really did not know what I was talking about until today.

Genesis 1:26
And the Almighty Creator said, Let Us [Father, Son, and Holy Spirit] make mankind in Our image, after Our likeness, and let them have complete authority over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, the [tame] beasts, and over all of the earth, and over everything that creeps upon the earth. [Ps. 104:30; Heb. 1:2; 11:3.]
Genesis 2:7
Then the Master Almighty Creator of our beings formed man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath or spirit of life, and man became a living being.

There you have it! At that moment, the family was instituted—we became His children and He became our Father!
Unfortunately, that first created man strayed from the Father. Thus, the man suffered the consequences of his willful act. We inherited that suffering until this day.
I do not know what is written in other books but, the above quote comes from the ancient manuscripts—the only authority in these matters.
For myself? I am not a scholar or presume in any way to be one. But, the Almighty Father/Creator has chosen to enlighten this matter to my dark mind for no merit of my own. The result?
Incomparable power of understanding by far higher than the most renown of scholars, even beyond my own mind understanding.
For the truth of the matter is that I cannot explain such kind of understanding because, that power has descended upon yours truly without any efforts of my own.
Anyhow, where do you think all of this ‘father and mother’ concept came from? Where do you think the family concept came from? From the thin air?
No! Our Father/Creator put that seed in our beings for future germination after the spiritual death that took place in the Garden. It is written,

Genesis 3:13-16
And the Master Almighty Creator said to the woman, What is this you have done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled (cheated, outwitted, and deceived) me, and I ate.
And the Master Almighty Creator said to the serpent, Because you have done this, you are cursed above all [domestic] animals and above every [wild] living thing of the field; upon your belly you shall go, and you shall eat dust [and what it contains] all the days of your life.
And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and her Offspring; He will bruise and tread your head underfoot, and you will lie in wait and bruise His heel. [Gal. 4:4.]
To the woman He said, I will greatly multiply your grief and your suffering in pregnancy and the pangs of childbearing; with spasms of distress you will bring forth children. Yet your desire and craving will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.

I never saw it before but, it is true, in that statement to Satan, the Master Almighty Creator announced Yahushua. Even so, Yahushua came to be the First born of all us His children!
How about that? I and everybody else that I know have this knowledge but, the truth of the matter is, such knowledge never made sense to me.
What we call the plan of salvation has never made sense to me. I have never been able to explain such plan other than, in my frustration, tell all, “You don’t have to understand, you got to accept it by faith.”
I have quoted Yahushua’s words to Nicodemus, only to confuse matters a little further because, faith as well as Yahushua’s birth, cannot be explained!
I dare to state that it is the same with everybody else. For such matter cannot be conceived in our minds so, we make up all kind of theories, inspired teachings, reasonable explanations and what have you, but never really make sense to the unbelieving world!
Thus we have failed to change the world! Regardless, not to despair. The whole spectrum of these matters has been carefully planned. In due time, this magnificent plan shall be revealed to us all.
In the meantime, what are we to do? Ah! The array of things that the leaders tell we are to do boggles the mind of any well-meaning soul that is in need of salvation.
What is a soul to do in view of the many religions, religious groups, inspired teachers & teachings, reasonable explanations by holy men for the taking and what have you?
They either pick their best choice according to their human mind and immerse themselves in whatever they chose, or, they drop the whole idea of salvation turning back into the world to become ‘productive citizens of this world.’
Me? Bless my heart. For better than 30 years the Almighty has been patiently leading and teaching me His ways and, you would wonder, why such long time? Me too, I wondered the same thing until now.
I tell you why? Because I was an educated fool. The more educated and smart that we are, the dumber that we become and the longer it takes to deprogram our educated minds.
Once we go to school and begin the knowledge journey, we become obnoxious. I can remember my saintly grandmother.
My grandmother used to make us all kneel down in the dirt to recite the lengthy Catholic prayers. Well, that was kind of rough on my knees. Worse yet, in the middle of such lengthy prayers, my grandmother would say, “I done forgot the next part, let’s begin from scratch!” O no! My little heart would sink, another hour?
Anyhow, when I went to school, I learned the blessed prayer. I was excited, because I thought I was going to teach my grandmother the prayer so we won’t have to kneel down that long.
Ah! I came home and tell grandmother, “Abuelita, ya aprendi el Rosario!” (Grandmother, I know the prayer!) Grandmother said something like, “You did! Now go pray it!”
For goodness sake! That sure back fired on me. Grandmother was surely unteachable. Comes my teen years? I was a ‘revolutionario’. Ah! We aimed to overthrow that evil president! Eighteen years old? Ah! I was going to conquer the world, become a Civil Engineer and build cities and make lots of money to relieve all ailing souls, I was going to learn seven languages and travel all over the world. Marriage? That was not in my agenda. Maybe when I am 30 I will adopt a child to keep me company, I would tell myself.
Talking about a plan? Is it much different than the thinking of the youngsters of today? At eighteen and even before, they are ready to correct their parents. No respect for the wisdom of the old. Old people need their help. They know everything. They intent to change the world. They aim to alleviate all evils. They consider themselves to be authorities in all things. God? Of course, only they know and properly ‘worship’ God!
I tell you, it gets tiresome if not unbearable for an old person to be around such cartoon of knowledge and authority.
Furthermore, as parents, all we can do is to agree with such cartoon or be pretty much ignored and put aside to mind our business.
There you have the analogy between us as parents and our Father/Creator. Thanks be to our Father/Creator though. For He has the power that we do not have.
Only there is a time for all seasons and all doings of our Father/Creator. In addition, in due time and in His unfathomable wisdom, the Father/Creator knows exactly what to do to bring us to our senses or to open up the eyes & ears of our understanding.
Thus, the purpose for these recordings of mine. I know that, sooner or later, these recordings shall reach the heart and mind of my Father’s children.
In the meantime, by the power of love from on high for me and within me, I shall sit and wait, I shall be and let be.
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Do Not Take Things Personally. The World Does Not Revolve Around You.

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The world revolves around the Almighty Creator of the Universe and of you and me....
The world revolves around the Almighty Creator of the Universe and of you and me….

Monday, October 26, 2015 at 5:02 am

I dossed off a few minutes ago. I found myself traveling in the company of Roxana and somebody else, not sure who, perhaps Robin. This third person wanted to get to this especial store that carried something she wanted for us to have perhaps for cleaning. When we got to our destination I was the first to walk in a store right in front of me. To my surprise that was the store we were heading to, so, this other person went pass me to where she knew they had what she was looking for. Roxana & perhaps Richard stood in the side watching. I was already perusing around looking for string or whatever I could use for whatever. Suddenly, Roxana walked over to me, I looked to the shelves in front of us and there were white candles, crystal vases of all shapes and other paraphernalia. Roxana picked a beautiful vase, in a especial shape, decorated with flowers, gave it to me and told me, “This one, but do not tell it is for me.” I stood there holding the vase for a minute, then I put it down as if to set it apart while I shopped for other things. And I woke up.

To dream of a vase, denotes that you will enjoy sweetest pleasure and contentment in the home life. Candles often reveal a sense of mystery, romance, or supernatural guidance regarding the setting in which they appear. The candle can also be a symbol of providence or security as it may illuminate circumstances. If the candle has an unusually large flame, the fire may be the central image.

I dossed off again. This time I saw cactus. Nothing else that I remember.

Seeing a cactus in your dream suggests that you are feeling invaded. Your Seeing a cactus in your dream suggests that you are feeling invaded. Your space is being crowded and you feel like you are being suffocated. The prickly spines of a cactus represent your wish to establish a boundary for your personal space and privacy is being crowded and you feel like you are being suffocated. The prickly spines of a cactus represent your wish to establish a boundary for your personal space and privacy.

Father, I sense that You are speaking to me in these dreams. For these dreams or visions apply to the exact situation that I am going through.
Monday, October 26, 2015 at 12:40 pm
Father, here I am again. I need to learn not to take things personally. You have secured me in Your heart, that is the only thing that I need to take personally.
Everything else that happens around me is not about me. The world does not revolve around me. I sense that this is the lesson that You are teaching me. I want to accept this lesson in my heart. You alone can give me the power to do so.
You have taught me much in the last seven years. I know that living in the eternity of Your Presence, I will always be learning from You.
I thank You my Father for making me receptive to Your lessons. There is ten days now until a decision is made about my residence.
In the meantime, You are working within my being this lesson of not taking things personally if I want to fully enjoy my life in Your Presence.
As the meaning of the cactus that I saw in my dream, I am feeling invaded. I feel that my space is being crowded. I feel suffocated. The prickly spines of a cactus is my wish to establish a boundary for my personal space and privacy.
That is the exact description of what I am feeling, my Father. You have brought this to my attention to teach me this lesson of not taking things personally.
It is time for me to let other people as well as myself just be. We all have the right to choose whichever way we wish to live.
Whether we wish to remain living this lower life in the world that we inhabit, or we choose to let You lift us above such life, that is up to each individual.
Up to this point You had given me the task to proclaim to Your people their sin of belief in their own selves and unbelief and lack of trust in You.
Now, You are giving me the means to sit still and see the deliverance of Your people by the power of love from on high—Your love for us all.
Before You showed me a cactus, You showed me that beautiful crystal vase and white candles and my Roxana representing the rest of my children.
What a beautiful demonstration of what awaits me in the near future. Even so for it all to come to fruition You need to instill within my being the lesson of not taking things personally. I am in awe of Your doings.
What is to happen in the next moment? I do not know. Feelings are something that, as much as we struggle to overcome such, we are powerless to do so.
Therefore, I cast all my suffocating feelings unto You. For You only have the power to give me control over my feelings.
Listening to the super successful individuals entice all to come up to the world of the millionaires sort of gives me the hives.
Your unfathomable wisdom calls to die to ourselves, to lean not in our own understanding. The world calls us to do the opposite. Which should we chose?
In this world of want, when we find ourselves in need of what is our customary basic needs to take care of the family, it is hard not to choose the later.
Even so, Your faithfulness to us all, still, avails and prevails. So, You work without ceasing. One by one, You are dealing with Your children. Thus You are dealing with me.
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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What Is This World Of My Followers? To Them This Post Is Addressed…

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Dear followers,
You have been faithful to respond to my posts. Everything I post is received and appreciated by you. Not so at home. The monster in control of this world manages to use my loved ones for his own purposes. Thus, at the moment, I am living the agony of the Garden of Gethsemane. I know that Father is in control and He comforts me at all times, He will not let me cave in at the sight of the monster. Father will win. Even so, the cup that I am now drinking, it is not sweet.
I am led to write these words to you all. For the joy & peace from our Father/Creator is not anything like what this world imagines joy & peace to be. Thus, I do not wish to give the impression that I am living in a paradise according to our human conception.
Again, your support and response is most appreciated at this time when all, not only seems to be but actually is, a total impossibility for the human being. Regardless, with our Father/Creator ALL things are possible. Thanks again.

Saturday, October 24, 2015 at 1:52 pm
What is this world of my followers? Some been following me for 3 years. Three years? I had forgotten that I took a course on WordPress.com and went wild with the blogs but, after a while I couldn’t get the knack of the whole blogging thing so, I dropped it!
We come to January in 2015. I re-discover blogging along my few past followers. Now I got me better than 200 followers and, still, do not have the full knack of this blogging thing! Bless my heart!
So, at this moment it occurs to me to confess my deficiencies to you all because, I had learned to check all my bloggers and realized that I have not responded to many of my followers.
O well, it bogles my mind when I see super bloggers like OM with thousands of followers keeping up in what it seems to me sort of magical. But, I know that there is no magic in this blogging thing, only hard work and persistence.
So? I refuse to be intimidated by the numbers, I have my couple of hundred and consider myself to be in the echelon of success. Bless my heart!
No, I am not really blowing smoke. I am simply thrilled to have that many followers. And here I want to thank you all for your support. In addition, I want to encourage you all to continue visiting & reading my post because, every word that I write, for the most, does not come from my head.
The words that I write are from our Father/Creator to you all. Of course many people have a hard time accepting the matter that Father speaks to me, especially the people that has known me for a long time have no understanding that our Father/Creator speaks to me.
Even the professionals consider me to be talking out of my dysfunctional past. I think that most people have the idea that the Father/Creator only speaks to well behaved, holy people to which lot I do not belong for sure!
Anyhow, the Father/Creator aims to reach each one of His children and for such purpose He has been known to speak even through a donkey, so, why not me?
Therefore, I am no longer a bit worried about the non-followers, because, should He not reach any of His children through my blogs, there will be another way for Him to do that.
There is no doubt in my body, soul, mind and the deepest part within my being that, that’s the way it shall be, because so it is written.
Unfortunately, the majority of people consider the written words to be for the ‘Jews’ only and, those words do not apply to us gentiles.
This is not so. We are all Israelites whether anyone beliefs or not. We are the lost sheep of Israel. Because of disobedience our ancestors intermarried with the pagans and became gentiles without an identity to Israel.
Even so, all of that is history. The time has come for the Father/Creator to gather all His lost sheep into one fold. For that reason, He is raising His witnesses that He is a Real Being living in our hearts, leading and nourishing us at all times.
Our Father/Creator wants to live in your heart to help and nourish you like a mother nourishes her child, and like He is doing for some of us.
Furthermore, at present time I am visiting Jordan. In this region of the world one can see, clearly, that the written words are coming to pass exactly as they are written. I am a witness to such a fact. Thus, I work day & night to get this message to my Father/Creator’s children. It’s written,

Excerpts from Isaiah 48:
Because I knew that you were obstinate, and your neck was an iron sinew and your brow was brass, therefore I have declared things to come to you from of old; before they came to pass I announced them to you, so that you could not say, ”My idol has done them, and my graven image and my molten image have commanded them.”
You have heard these things foretold, now you see this fulfillment. And will you not bear witness to it? I show you specified new things from this time forth, even hidden things kept in reserve which you have not known. They are created now—called into being by the prophetic word, and not long ago; and before today you have never heard of them, lest you should say, “Behold, I knew them!”
Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, your Maker, knew that you, O house of Yisrael, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel in revolt from your birth.
For My name’s sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off. Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction.
For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it—I refrain and do not utterly destroy you; for why should I permit My name to be polluted and profaned—which it would be if your Maker completely destroyed His chosen people? And I will not give My esteem to another by permitting the worshipers of idols to triumph over you.
…. Come near to me and listen to this: I have not spoken in secret from the beginning; from the time that it happened, I was there. And now your Maker and Master has sent His Spirit in and with me. Thus says your Maker, your Redeemer, the Set Apart One of Yisrael: I am your Maker your Master, Who teaches you to profit, Who leads you in the way that you should go.
Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments! Then your peace and prosperity would have been like a flowing river, and your righteousness the holiness and purity of the nation like the abundant waves of the sea. Your offspring would have been like the sand, and your descendants like the offspring of the sea; their name would not be cut off or destroyed from before Me.
Go forth out of Babylon, flee from the Chaldeans! With a voice of singing declare, tell this, cause it to go forth even to the end of the earth; say, “Your Maker has redeemed His servant Yaaqob!” And they thirsted not when He led them through the deserts; He caused the waters to flow out of the rock for them; He split the rock also, and the waters gushed out. There is no peace, says your Maker, for the wicked.”

And so the words of our Father/Creator are written. Whether we believe them or not, what is written shall come to pass. Let us listen, our Father is waiting for our attentive ears!
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Shaped Into A Vessel To Hold The Flowers Of His Love…

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My road that leads to the sky. ...
My road that leads to the sky. …

In a horrible moment of despair, I wrote the following. Why? I had just posted, Power to QUIT! To Hit the bottom of success and rise up higher than success itself, but, no sooner I posted, the Potter gave one more turn to the wheel and I wreathe in pain!
I wanted to sleep while the wheel turned but, the Master had other plan for me. So, I got up and mechanically, clicked my email inbox. One new follower. Random Philosopher and cycpyper liked your post Power To QUIT, To Hit The Bottom Of… I clicked cycpyper a new follower. Mechanically, I clicked her post, BEAUTY. Wow! Read on and find out the rest the story.

Thursday, October 22, 2015 at 10:36 am
O my Father, You have Your plan for me and it is a good plan. No matter what it looks like, I know that You have a purpose for all the ugliness of this culture. The arrogance of this people that pretend to be so ever humble and good, is enough to make me want to run far away from the whole lot of them!
But, then my Father, my children are equally arrogant but at least they don’t pretend, they are what they are in the open!
For myself, if it was not for the power of love from You, I will have nothing to do with any human being. But I must go on. I pray that You give Your beloved sleep, perhaps I wake up in a better mood!
Thursday, October 22, 2015 at 2:21 pm
O my Father! You did not give Your beloved sleep. Instead You brought me back to what I had just posted only to find a new follower. When I clicked to connect with my follower, I found this post,

BEAUTY
To start off this wonderful day, here’s a reminder from me:
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
Bigger than your fears and suffering
Emitting pure joy to others around you, so stay radiant as always
Are more than a conqueror
Undeniably important
Totally awesome
Incredibly brave
Fantastic, and awesome as well
Unique, special and one of a kind
Loved deeply, highly favored, richly blessed.

True beauty comes from within and that’s all that matters
Being in this superficial world, we are often judged by our appearances
But there are those who appreciate the genuine beauty of personality
If you can’t seem to find anyone like that, you can BE that person and be the change you want to see in the world (:
Just an encouragement for those going through tough times:
Don’t let anything or anyone put you down and snuff out your glow
You are stronger than you know, better than you think you are
|Keep your head up princess, your tiara is falling|
Love all of you xo

The tears of comfort flowed profusely from my lachrymal washing away the blows of rejection. I know Your voice and I know that You knew exactly what I needed to hear in my devastating moment
If only I could share, if only I could communicate these things with my people. Alas! They are more intense in feeding their bellies than giving one morsel of food to their spirits!
But I, I will continue to glow with the power of love from on high, Your love. I will not let anyone snuff out my glow. I will let my little shine with the glow of Your mercy and loving-kindness for us all!
Thursday, October 22, 2015 at 11:33 pm
What right have I got in this miserable world? I do not belong to it therefore I have no rights! Even so, I will not bow down to the monster driving the world to insanity, I will not!
Friday, October 23, 2015 at 1:05 am
Thanks my Father for giving me peace about this whole affair! I know that You have everything under Your control. I have nothing to fear.
Friday, October 23, 2015 at 11:57 am
Thanks, thanks, thanks my Father! Once again You have come through! Your peace that surpasses all human understanding has come back into my being!
I am ready now to proceed with the task that You have assigned unto me! But, You know my Father that, I am very limited in whichever way I move or do because I am not in my own home. Help me with my attitude, You know what I am talking about.
Friday, October 23, 2015 at 9:01 pm
Thanks my Father for Your power of love. Thanks for Your strength to withstand even my own evil thoughts. My mind is my worst enemy. Thanks for taking control over it. I will now close this journal to install a Driver updated program.
Saturday, October 24, 2015 at 6:19 am
The potter’s wheel in the hands of my Master, shapes, molds, shapes, molds & repeat! How long my Master? “Until I finish shaping you into a beautiful vessel to hold the flowers of My love for all.”
There you have it! The best part is that He has been shaping & molding all of these years and, all of these years He has been placing those flowers even while He shapes & molds me in the image of His Son.
O my Father, how can I say thank You for the marvel & beauty of living under Your control & dominion? Such marvel & beauty is beyond all terrestrial beauty!
Your flowers of love for the most have thorns. Those thorns prick the holder if they are handled carelessly but, it never diminishes their beauty & splendor. Such beauty. Such splendor. Makes one forget the pricking thorns!
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Power To QUIT, To Hit The Bottom Of Success And Rise Up Higher Than Success Itself!

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This picture is a real picture somebody took a while ago of this awesome sign in the skies. It was sent to me in an email and I thought that somebody had made up such picture! And so I was in the bus on my way to Amman, Jordan and I happened to look up the sky and WOW! There were several clouds in the exact same shape as in the picture I got in the email! It surely made a believer out of me! For this truly is a sign confirming all written words with the finger of our Heavenly Father beckoning us in the most loving way to come to Him!
This picture is a real picture somebody took a while ago of this awesome sign in the skies. It was sent to me in an email and I thought that somebody had made up such picture! And so I was in the bus on my way to Amman, Jordan and I happened to look up the sky and WOW! There were several clouds in the exact same shape as in the picture I got in the email! It surely made a believer out of me! For this truly is a sign confirming all written words with the finger of our Heavenly Father beckoning us in the most loving way to come to Him!

How Reading Dying In The Present, Living In Eternity Series Of Books Can Benefit You. How these series of books could make an impact in your approach to your present life. How these books could empower one to QUIT, to Hit the bottom of success and rise up to live in eternity free even from the chains that we impose upon our own selves.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015 at 8:49 pm
What is Dying In The Present, Living In Eternity all about? How this book came to be? The content of this book started some 30 years ago in 1985.
Even so, it was not until a year later, exactly on this day of October 21, 1986 that my dying in the present began culminating with my living in eternity in 2015.
How will it benefit anyone to read this book? This is a unique book that holds the answer for the human parading conflict of life in search for an elusive happiness that hardly ever materializes in spite of all the glamor that this world has to offer to mankind!.
We have all been swamped with mega doses of information on how to achieve whatever our heart desires in this world. Indeed! Great number of super heroes lead human beings to engage in such pursuit, for the most, to no avail!
For greater number of depressed, deprived, homeless non-heroes is a reality in our society. Which is the country that can boast of lack of poverty & deprivation? Wherever one happens to be such reality staggers the human mind!
Thus, the human being lives in the present of uncertainty, no matter how staunchly that human being thinks himself/herself happy, successful & content. For no matter how successful any human being can be, that human being is affected by all the influx of the unsuccessful.
Dying In The Present, Living In Eternity unfolds the answer to such uncertainty as anyone reads how the Almighty Creator of our beings deals with this human being by name thia/Basilia to empower her to die to the present and live in eternity even now on these earthly grounds.
What does it mean to live in eternity? It means unshakable trust in the Almighty Creator of our beings.
It means to come into the experiential knowledge that, the Almighty Creator of our beings is, indeed, our Father/Creator.
It means to come into the knowledge that we were created to be the Creator’s beloved children.
It means to come into the experiential knowledge of a Father that loves & protects & will never leave or forsake us in spite of our rebelliousness against Him.
It means to live truly content and satisfied in the Presence of our Creator under any and all circumstances that this world can present to one.
It means power to overcome our own carnal selves with all its quirks and quacks.
It means to live a powerful life free from fear of man or devil. Free from the fear to not measure up to the human system of false goodness & peace & contentment that keeps us running the rat race non-stop and to no avail!
It means to enjoy life to the fullest whether in want or abundance.
It means to live by the power of love from on high!
All the love, goodness, culture, glamor, the highest achievements of mankind pale in comparison with living in eternity!
Perhaps you are satisfied with your life. Even so, this book will enable you to see that indeed there is something higher, much higher than the satisfactory life that you are now living.
Dying In The Present, Living In Eternity will waken up in you the desire to obtain such a life in eternity.
So what? I have never been poor & deprived of any material thing. I have never been hungry. Yet, I have been blind and unable to see such parading conflict of human life!
My mind was set in one gear, NUMBER ONE—the big I. I am this or that, I have this or that, in my opinion, my choice, my this, my that. The rest of the world? They reap what they sow! Did I care? Of course, I was somewhat of a humanitarian, only on my own terms.
I was alive in the present world! Mind over matter! God help those who help themselves! Get up! Was my motto until, I hit bottom along with all my, ‘I, mine and no one else’ and began my agony of death in the present!
That happened some 29 years on October 21, 1986. It was then when I saw, in a crucial moment of my alive days on this world what it meant to trust the Almighty Creator of our beings!
Yes, I agonized all of those years in a vain attempt to survive on my own power because, because? Because the fear of man. Indeed, the fear of man stole my trust in the Almighty Creator of our beings!
I dare to say, lack of trusts in the Almighty Creator of our beings and the belief in our selves is the root of the human parading conflict of life. The human being does not trust in the Creator. The human being only trust a Creator of his own making, sometimes and at his/her convenience.
Thus, we suffer along the entire population of this world. We suffer when it is not necessary to do so. All it takes is, the power of love from on high to quit period! QUIT!
Yes! QUIT! Hit bottom! Pause, reflect. Read the account of testimonies like the one you are holding now in your hands and let the Set Apart Spirit of our Father/Creator take over your present life, in however condition your life happens to be!
For today is the day of deliverance! Today, as you hear the voice of the Father/Creator speaking through the pages of these series of books, Dying In The Present, Living In Eternity, harden not your heart!
For today, the due time is here to grab on to the beckoning hands of a Father calling you to Himself!
To that end, this testimony is going forth for your eternal benefit!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Why Should You Read My Books? No Kidding! I Am Not Really Interested In Becoming A Best Seller….

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Description Of My Books. Why Should You Read My Books?

No kidding! I am not really interested in becoming a best seller, though that I do not shun any income that could be generated by my books. My highest priority is to touch the mind & heart of many souls with the Power of Love From On High! For the books in my repertoire will change many lives, unlike any other self-help book ever written except for the Bible if the Bible is properly absorbed! Therefore, I am sure that these books will be read with the minimal promotional effort.

So? What’s my deal? Alright, let me put it like this: right now the market is saturated with all kinds of information—too much information about anything under the sun enough to boggle anyone’s mind!

So, why not the kind of content in the series My Reality: Dying in the Present! Living in Eternity! Power From On High? Volume 1?
Power From On High is not an ordinary religion or religious or even spiritual book at all!
Power From On High is not just an information book to educate anyone on anything!
Power From On High is not even an ordinary emotional, religious testimony liken the many out there to move your emotions!

So, what is Power From On High!? Good question and I am glad you are waiting for an answer!

What is Power From On High!? Indeed! Power From On High! is a real & unique experience of a relationship with the Father/Creator of our beings!

This relationship came into existence by the most ordinary means that anyone can imagine—the same means between an ordinary father & mother and their child—the child is born and from thereon is up to the parents to establish that bonding relationship!

That is the same situation that takes place between us and our Father/Creator.

The problem is that we have been programmed to believe all sorts of things that not only complicate our lives but also keep us ignorant of our identity with our Father/Creator!

Power From On High! is an account of how our Father/Creator has deprogrammed yours truly in order to restore that relationship that I had lost or even never really understood!

Read on to find how the Master patiently deals with this rebellious thing that by nature I am; day by day, one blow after the next, bickering, crying, repenting, struggling to understand …

Finally! No more dependence in her own thinking & feelings! No more struggling to understand! Emerged as a powerful witness for the honor of her Master!

Now, in the reality of books to catch & hold the interest of the reader perhaps this book does not measure up because at first sight there is nothing spectacular about the details of my daily existence.

In fact the day to day struggle with my carnal self goes on & on—now I am up in the mountain of hope next thing I am down in the valley of despair and repeat!

Even so, the beauty of it all lies in the Loving Spirit of our Father/Creator inhabiting in the depth of my being molding, leading & directing me in the way that I should go at all times!

It is my hope for the beauty of that Loving Spirit to catch & hold the reader’s interest from the beginning to the end!
May it so be done!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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Announcing Revised & Updated Power From On High! Ignore the Price. Soon it will be available for free!

Power From On High!

Power to live! Power to die! As the Master wills!

Authored by thia/Basilia .
Edition: 1

What is Power From On High all about? Revised!
At the moment, I am holding in my hand, the hard copy of the first edition of Power From On High! Phew!
I am so glad that nobody has bought it! In addition, I see the reason why nobody has bought it-the book is disorganized with no plot to show the aim & purpose for the story.
Therefore, to correct the matter, first of all I am making Power From On High! Volume 1 of the series, Reality: Dying In The Present! Living In Eternity!
Then, I have a new professional cover. I have edited & re-arranged the front matter and the chapters in an organized way to show the plot and aim for the story beginning in Power From On High!
Next, I have added a few interesting chapters at the beginning and at the end. Why?
Because, those added chapters denote the sequence of the incidents that brings the story to the actual beginning of my Living in Eternity in the Presence of my Father!
So now, Power From On High! is Volume 1 of the series, Reality: Dying In The Present! Living In Eternity!
Now, what is this series, Reality: Dying In The Present! Living In Eternity all about?
The series are a testimony of how our Father/Creator deals with the writer who happens to be this peculiar Thia, to develop a relationship between Himself and thia/Basilia and a gentleman named Ahmad.
Read on to find out how, for a better part of six years, the Master patiently deals with this rebellious thing that by nature I am.
Day by day, one blow after the next, bickering, crying, repenting, struggling to understand …
Finally! No more dependence in her own thinking & feelings! No more struggling to understand! Emerged as a powerful witness for the honor of her Master!
Now, in the reality of books to catch & hold the interest of the reader, perhaps this book does not measure up because at first sight there is nothing spectacular about the details of my daily existence.
In fact, the day-to-day struggle with my carnal self-goes on & on-now I am up in the mountain of hope next thing I am down in the valley of despair and repeat!
Even so, the beauty of it all lies in the Loving Spirit of our Father/Creator inhabiting in the depth of my being molding, leading & directing me in the way that I should go at all times!
It is my hope for the beauty of that Loving Spirit that inspired these words to me, to catch & hold the reader’s interest from the beginning of this writing to the end, even when my writing style is sort of wordy!
For in spite of my flair for words, the content of each book in the series is invaluable. May I suggest a smile instead of a distraction as you enjoy my especial style of writing.
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

Publication Date:
Jun 24 2015
ISBN/EAN13:
1514627620 / 9781514627624
Page Count:
216
Binding Type:
US Trade Paper
Trim Size:
6″ x 9″
Language:
English
Color:
Black and White
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