Solution? I AM LOVE Above All Circumstances In My Creation Says The Creator …

Out Of Represed Anger Up Pops Unconditional Love, Why?

We live in a conditional love society of human beings. This society takes its toll when we faithfully attempt to abide by all its so-called loving conditions only to suffer the greatest reverses of life.

Of Course, We Rebell! Unconditional Love. Love It All! No Restrains. No Conditions …

Discover your Divine self. Be happy! Enjoy yourself. Do whatever makes you happy. There is nothing wrong. Moral or immoral? Unconditional love for all! The Universe is for us. There is no devil! We are love. We are eternal. We are creating a new earth. Phew!

And Corruption And Divine Run Hand In Hand In The Land …

Colossal Chaos Confusion Corruption are inevitable. It does not take a rocket scientist to see the matter. It is quite visible.

EVEN So? Says the Creator, My So Loved World Cannot Yet Recognize My Existence. But! …

The time is now on 2020 to reveal Myself to each one of My children individually. In the aftermath of COVID-19 the message of restoration shall reach each of their hearts and minds.

Soon, My Children One By One Shall Shake From The Dust Of The Present Circumstances, And?

Each one shall arise, sit erect in a dignified place loose from the bonds of their own ways and lifestyles aloof from the reality of My passionate love for each one of them.

COMFORT, COMFORT My People! Your Time Of Service, Warfare Are Ended; Your Punishment Is Accepted; Your Iniquity Is Pardoned …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 4:27 am.

Master? I do not know about anyone else, but! Me? Most certainly You have granted such pardon to me.

What An Experience! What Comfort! The Ultimate Bliss For Just A Kiss …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 11:09 am.

Master? It is coming to me to quote the three chapters of Your written words that confirm the headlines in this post.

• It all is not about religion or any notion or idea or belief from any human being.

It Is All About Your Plan Of Restoration …

Your Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation. You created us to be loved to love in return. Loved to love

In Your Mind And Heart? The Family—The Perfect Family Created In Your Image …

Indeed! You created us in Your image to be like You, but not You. You remained the supreme authority over all in existence.

The Family In Your Mind All The Time …

It is the expression of your passionate love for your creation. But Your children wander on this world looking for love in all the wrong places. Why, my Master?

Refreshing Of Your Words …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 12:32 pm.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than ever before.

What happened then to you and your family is exactly what is happening now with most all families of My beloved children.

Yes! They are My children.

Yes! I have gifted them their deliverance, but!

The change of lifestyle is not automatic.

It does not depend on quitting your bad habits.

It is not an emotional superficial experience in man’s nature.

My Set-Apart Spirit does not come prior to the baptism of fire.

This baptism does not come by the will of man and on the understanding of man’s concept of My Spirit and My time.

This baptism of fire takes a lifetime to develop as per My unfathomable wisdom.

Therefore? I have set numerous examples in My written words on how this process is developed in the life of My ancient servants.

At the present time I have set you and several others as an example of the fire you had to endure before I could grant you the power to repent and turn around to the lifestyle you are now living in My Presence.

That’s what this ending year of 2019 was all about in your life.

In the year of 2019, I summarized your entire life of suffering and misery because of your sinful lifestyle.

Why was your lifestyle sinful when in fact you devoted your life to worship Me?

Your lifestyle was sinful for the exact reason that My children are now living a sinful worldly life while they devote themselves to worship Me, but!

My children are not aware that I have turned My face away from them.

Exactly as I turned My face away from you for the twelve years you went back to church against My instructions to you in 1986.

Those twelve years you were admired as a good the Christian woman. You claimed and wrote and shared My written words but! I was no longer inspiring those words to you.

For twelve years you enjoyed the best this world had to offer you—your children support and loving care; your friends, brothers and sisters support and loving care as well.

Even so? You were dying not only physically but mainly spiritually.

Somehow you knew it to be so. You prayed and fasted. You did all kinds of things to help yourself, but! I could not answer you until the allotted time to do so.

The Allotted Time Came. I Turned The Fire On …

The flames of purification burned up to 2019, and today?

It’s finished! It’s now time for the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you.

Even so? Again, the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you is not automatic the way you figure it to be, but! It is certain.

Only a little while longer, My precious child, only a little while longer you must wait even against all odds. Meanwhile?

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia! Onward!

I am with you and for you along Ahmad, your precious children, and all the souls I have placed in your path.

To close this post quote the Scriptures I have quickened to you to confirm not only the headlines in this post but also to confirm My promises to you all.” End of quote.

Scriptures For Confirmation And Enlightenment …

O my master! Your words: your peace that surpasses even my own understanding sustains me. Quote:

Psalms 2:1-12 KJV

Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing?

The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the MASTER, and against his anointed, saying,

Let us break their bands asunder and cast away their cords from us.

He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Master shall have them in derision.

Then shall He speak unto them in his wrath and vex them in his sore displeasure.

Yet have I set my King upon my holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree: the MASTER hath said unto me, Thou art my Son; this day have I begotten thee.

Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen for thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for thy possession.

Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel.

Be wise now therefore, O ye kings: be instructed, ye judges of the earth.

Serve the MASTER with fear and rejoice with trembling.

Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish from the way, when his wrath is kindled but a little.

Blessed are all they that put their trust in him.

Isaiah 40:1-31

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.

A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.

The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.

O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.

He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.

Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?

Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?

Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?

Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?

The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.

Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?

It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).

Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.

To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.

Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.

He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.

Isaiah 52:1-15

AWAKE, AWAKE, put on your strength, O Zion; put on your beautiful garments, O Jerusalem, the holy city; for henceforth there shall no more come into you the uncircumcised and the unclean. [Rev 21:27]

Shake yourself from the dust; arise, sit [erect in a dignified place], O Jerusalem; loose yourself from the bonds of your neck, O captive Daughter of Zion.

For thus says the Master: You were sold for nothing, and you shall be redeemed without money.

For thus says the Master Creator: My people went down at the first into Egypt to sojourn there; and [many years later Sennacherib] the Assyrian oppressed them for nothing.

Now I delivered you from both Egypt and Assyria; what then can prevent Me from delivering you from Babylon?

But now what have I here, says the Master, seeing that My people have been taken away for nothing? Those who rule over them howl [with joy], says the Master, and My name continually is blasphemed all day long. [Rom 2:24]

Therefore, My people shall know what My name is and what it means; therefore they shall know in that day that I am He who speaks; behold, I AM! [Exo 3:13-14]

How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who brings good tidings, who publishes peace, who brings good tidings of good, who publishes salvation, who says to Zion, Your Master Creator reigns! [Act 10:36; Rom 10:15; Eph 6:14-16]

Hark, your watchmen lift up their voices; together they sing for joy; for they shall see eye to eye the return of the Master to Zion.

Break forth joyously, sing together, you waste places of Jerusalem, for the Master has comforted His people, He has redeemed Jerusalem!

The Master has made bare His holy arm before the eyes of all the nations [revealing Himself as the One by Whose direction the redemption of Israel from captivity is accomplished], and all the ends of the earth shall witness the salvation of our Creator. [Luk 2:29-32; Luk 3:6]

Depart, depart, go out from there [the lands of exile]! Touch no unclean thing! Go out of the midst of her [Babylon]; cleanse yourselves and be clean, you who bear the vessels of the Master [on your journey from there]. [2Co 6:16-17]

For you will not go out with haste, nor will you go in flight [as was necessary when Israel left Egypt]; for the Master will go before you, and the Mighty One of Israel will be your rear guard.

Behold, My Servant shall deal wisely and shall prosper; He shall be exalted and extolled and shall stand very high.

[For many the Servant of God became an object of horror; many were astonished at Him.] His face and His whole appearance were marred more than any man’s, and His form beyond that of the sons of men—but just as many were astonished at Him,

So shall He startle and sprinkle many nations, and kings shall shut their mouths because of Him; for that which has not been told them shall they see, and that which they have not heard shall they consider and understand. [Rom 15:21]

Wow! Talking About Willingness The Son To Kiss For The Bliss? …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 1:09 pm.

O my Master! Mesmerized. Fascinated, mesmerised, spellbound, transfixed are the words to express what the re-reading of those words have done to my being.

No Two Ways About It, You Shall Startle And Sprinkle Many Nations …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 2:14 pm.

And kings shall shut their mouths because of the Son; for that which has not been told them shall they see, and that which they have not heard shall they consider and understand. [Rom 15:21]

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Wow! As Lightening The Power Of Love Strikes Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.

Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.

You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.

For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.

Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.” End of the Master’s words.

Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.

That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!

• What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!
• Well? I am glad you have given me the power to ignore my feelings & thoughts altogether.
• Only way to go on to everlasting peace & tranquility.

O my Master! I Am Not Feeling Bad, Glad, Or? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 6:58 pm.

Or should I say, instead, I am not paying mind to my feelings & thoughts? For I am feeling somehow resigned to my lot in life, and? I don’t like that feeling, but!

• You have convicted me to let go of my feelings as well as of my thinkings. Why?

My Feelings, My Thoughts? Unreliable. Nothing Is The Way I Feel Or Think, But! …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:10 pm.

I have nothing to worry about because it all is the way You planned it to be before You created it all, and?

• Your plan to restore us to the original intent for our creaation is good. My body right now is decaying, but!
• You plan to restore my body even now while I am still walking on these earthly grounds. So it’s written. Quote:

Romans 8:10-11

But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].

And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Yahushua from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

Ha! How Encouraging! How Clear You Are Making This To Me Right Now …

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 1:52 am.

I have read. I have quoted those Scriptures in the past whithout a sound base as I have now. For You are now making Your words clear to me. Wow!

• So? That explains this temporary state and condition of my body. It never occurred to me to apply those Scriptures to my situation for the last few days.
• I thought those words were for a future resurrection at the sound of the trumpet. Goodness sake! I see now what I never saw before, Your Spirit dwells in me now, then?

‘He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

Wow! What A Revelation! Now Is The Time …

Ha! That is why You keep telling me to relax, not to worry about my body’s condition. O my Master! What a way to strengthen my feeble knees.

Even So? The Snow Dream Keeps Popping In Mind …

What it means to dream of snow? How You have been interpretting the dream for me. The uncomfortable moment I am going through with my body plus.

The suspense as this moment lingers. What area of my life needs further purification? All applies in the dream. Quote again:

To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.

Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.

• Master? I sense the cleansing of Daniel 12. Quote:

Daniel 12:10-

Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan 11:33-35]

O My Master! How Harsh Or Cold A Cleansing Experience Is …

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 8:45 am.

It feels exactly like a very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though I am being punished.

• The emotional isolation feels like I am getting a ‘cold shoulder’ from my loved ones.
• I fear a loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones.
• Nothing feels like this 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.
• The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter.
• The things I Hear. The things I imagine. The things I Read.
• All going on around in this world is frightening to my child-like personality!
• This is an agonizing moment I am going through.
• I sense the wicked doing wickedly to steal my peace and security.
• A nightmare earlier today.
• A thief stole my belongings while I had left those laying around in the open to check in with my loved ones in the house.
• I found them all sleeping while out there in the open all my belongins were raked away by a thief.
• I woke up screaming for help to no avail.
• All sleeping. No one to help.
• You know it, my Master.
• Right now, all around I see the stress causing all to sleep exhausted from that stress caused by COVID-19.
• Ha! That is the unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones that I fear.
• Instead of turning to You they are sleeping on their laurels, trusting, following one another while the enemy of our souls is stealing all goods from You to them.
• Human following human is the sure road to eternal death.
• No wonder why I am ill, miserable, and in distress!
• But it is all under Your loving control.
• Despite it all, 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.

No Use For Me To Try To Figure It Out …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 8:23 pm.

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 10:03 am.

The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter. Perhaps the fact of my transformation from a cringing fearful creature that I was into the sensible woman that I am now, is all the clue that I need.

• Regardless! Clue or not clue. Gloom or glee, my gaze is set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom. Nothing to do with human’s kind of love or wisdom
• Your faithfulness to Your Word is the only thing that matters.
• I refuse to try to figure it all out.
• Let Your will be done.
• Let Your Kingdom come as it is in heaven in our hearts while we are still on this earth.
• Let it all happen.
• I wait.

The Wait Continues. Hot Weather. No Clue. Suspense …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 4:45 am.

The insidious question, How long yet to wait for the misery to end? I started to search for Your previous answer to that question, but I had to go to bed. I felt ill again.

• As I laid in bed tears began to flow. I felt so utterly discouraged not having a clue of the reality or the materialization of all that I recorded.
• I laid out my misery at Your feet. The miserable itching and overactive bladder interrupted my sleep several times. At certain point I dreamed.

A Dream. Holding A New Brown Belt …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 7:50 am. 8:01 am

I woke up to look for the meaning of the dream. You always lead me to find out what is it that You are telling me in my dreams. Quote:

The signification of a belt, or girdle, is a general bond; for it gathers up, encloses, holds in connection, and secures all the interior things, which without it would be set loose, and would be scattered.

That the belt denotes a general bond to the intent that all things may look to one end, is because in the spiritual world the end reigns, insomuch that all things there may be called ends; for the Lord’s kingdom, which is a spiritual world, is a kingdom of uses, and uses there are ends: thus it is a kingdom of ends.

But the ends there follow one another and are also associated together in a varied order; the ends which follow one another being called intermediate ends, but the ends which are associated together being called consociate ends.

All these ends have been so mutually conjoined and subordinated that they look to one end, which is the universal end of them all.

This end is the Lord; and in heaven with those who are receptive, it is love and faith in Him.

Love is there the end of all their wills, and faith is the end of all their thoughts, these being of the understanding.

[2] When each and all things look to one end, they are then kept in an unbroken connection, and make a one; for they are under the view, the government, and the providence of One who bends all to Himself in accordance with the laws of subordination and consociation, and thus conjoins them with Himself; and also at the same time bends them to their companions in a reciprocal manner, and in this way conjoins them with each other.

From this it is that the faces of all in heaven are kept turned to the Lord, who is the Sun there, and is thus the center to which all look; and this, wonderful to say, in whatever direction the angels may turn (AC 3638).

And as the Lord is in the good of mutual love, and in the good of charity toward the neighbor-for He loves all, and through love conjoins all-therefore the angels are also turned to the Lord by regarding their companions from this love.

Ha! What Was The Reason For My Discouragement Last Night? …

No question about it, I had or was tempted to turn my face from You, O my Master. The agonizing itch plus memories that chill my soul throw me downwards.

• I despair of recording anything. The pounding in my mind related all my writings to be pure imaginings, fantasies of my own.
• Nothing is coming to pass. It’s of no use for me to continue with my dreams and fantasies.
• My Wilma. Blisters will burst leaving itching sores on her body—a rare blood decease on a woman to be admired among many women.
• The memory? Five children, none to move in to take care of her. They will come for a few moments but then they had to go back to take care of their business.
• Me? I lived across her door. She had been there for me, but at such a crucial time of her life? I failed her. Yes, I will check on her for a few moments, then? Back to my own business.
• My time has come. Though not as extreme as my Wilma’s condition, my condition brings Wilma’s condition to mind continuosly.
• The worst to come to mind? My inability to laydown my life for my precious Wilma.
• Likewise, is happening to me now. Though my children including Ahmad do their best to help and take care of me, not a one has made an effort to laydown their lives for me.
• Ten years in this wilderness of people deprived of all comforts, kicked, spit on my face, hurting, lonely, and?
• The last three years? In this forsaken area, isolated, no one to hand me even a glass of water at the most crucial moments of my journey in this valley of death I been traveling on. But!
• O my Master! You always have been with me. Not for one second have You forsaken me. At the worst moments of despair, You touch me to sleep.
• You lift me up. You always do. Sleep comes my way. When I wake up You enable me to hear Your words of comfort again. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart, I let you go on because the truth of the matter your fantasizing is your future reality, but! I reserve the time for all to materialize.

In the meantime, your pain, misery, and tears are inevitable. You grieve for those who will not listen and prepare.

You can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see your family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is your greatest suffering.

And why it is so? Because, O My precious child, you are now One with Me—you are grieving with Me, but you are human, there is nothing you can do about it.

Even so, you know I am at work. You know I will do whatever is impossible for you to do.

Therefore, your fantasies are not really just imaginings, indeed! They are your soon to be the reality of your future.

That’s the reason for my continuous reminder, “Just a little while longer, My precious child, wait.”

And you wait.

O Master! Your Love Conjoins The Royal Families …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 6:43 pm.

What is love? O my Master I am so distraught with my body’s condition that I am having a hard time even getting comfort in Your words—that is the hardest blow to take!

• If I can’t find comfort in You, what else is there for me to do?
• There is no help to be found among human beings.
• I know, and You know why and how I know it.
• Of course! People can claim to have-to be love, experts, heroes, and overcomers supper-successful multimillionaires and followers can discard me as whatever for making such statement, yet?
• O well! O my Master thankYou for Your strength to joyfully in peace and tranquility I can go on and on until the end of ends.

So? What Is Love? What Is That Elusive Love Which People So Flipantly Mouth Around …?

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 10:08 pm.

Now, You are leading me to tell truth not to make my children including Ahmad feel guilty or me ungrateful. No. But!

• What is the truth about the love my children including Ahmad claim to have for me?
• My children have always been there for me until? O my Master! until the day You called and gave me the power to follow You.
• That day You warned me my children, my peers, and all I considered to be my allies were turn against me, even kill me.
• But I, as close I was to my children thought for sure they were to be the exception. What a fallacy.
• Since that day, my credentials in 1 Corinthians 1:10-31 have been established 100%.
• Talking about the furnace of affliction, the bread of adversity, pain, sorrow, and tears?

Coming To This Thing About Human Love …

The human loves for the most when is convenient, but! To laid down our lives for the sake of love for our neighbor?

Totally Impossible Unless It Is Supernaturally Done. So? …

Here I am today, distraught. It’s hot and not the luxury of airconditioner. My body in bad shape. I can hardly walk. I am not hungry. Whatever I eat makes nausetous.

• My apartment? Still a mess.
• I am only 80 years old, but I am at the point of needed help, and?
• That’s what I was distressed about! No help.
• Yes! I am given food, money, lots of ‘I love you’- ‘I’m sorry’- and a few hours of help as can be spared, but!
• Anymore that can be spared?
• O com’ on now, I’m being unreasonable.

You Know What? O My Master! How You Get Me Out Of My Distress …

It’s now Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 11:31 pm. I can’t go no more. I am heading for bed. So I did with the thought of being unreasonable in my mind.

Ha! Unreasonable? The Truth To Set Me Free From The Moment’s Misery …?

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:05 am.

What a liberating revelation! And the date of this moment? How significant. Master? You always fix my eyes on certain dates for the record. This moment’s date:

Friday=the 6^th day of the 7 days week.

May=the 5^th month of the 12 months of the year.

The day=22^nd day of the 30/31 days in a month.

The year=2020 thousand years since You walked among men.

The hour=the 5^th hour of the 24 hours in one day.

The minutes=05 minutes of the 60 minutes in one hour.

My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.

Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.

You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.

For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.

Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.”

Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.

That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!

• What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Are We Ready To Find It? The Aftermath Of COVID-19!

A Prayer Addressed To You My Master …

• In my distress I came to You. Quote:

You command me not to fear but fear I cannot escape when I see the hopelessness around me.

When my feet and belly are swollen.

When I can’t even eat.

When my bladder is overactive.

When my hair is matted.

When I itch.

When I have no one to help me at these critical moments when I am so dizzy, I can’t even walk.

When I fear to fall down at each step I take to help myself to the bathroom.

How can I not fear something dreadful is wrong with me and around me?

Even so? I REFUSE TO FEAR.

I trust; I believe You;

I believe in You;

I will not despair!

You are my Master, my Loving Shepherd.

Your banner over me, Your banner over my children, including Ahmad, Your banner over all of my concern, AND?

Your banner over Your so loved world is LOVE & PROTECTION. There shall NO EVIL truncate our well-being for one second longer than You allow its attempts to do so.

I thank You for hearing me. I thank You for answering me. You always do. I thank You for the much-needed sleep. And? I drifted into sound sleep. End of prayer.

• This time I slept until around 10 am.
• Got up feeling pretty decent.
• Now? Here I am ready to post this matter aligned to Your will for me to do so with the headline of Your choice. So be it.

When? When I Do Not Know How? I Come To You …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 4:53 am.

Life, or what is called life goes on in these earthly grounds. You know it my Master. You know it all because You are The Cause And The Effect Of All.

• I have nothing to worry about. I am what I am by Your design and purpose not by anything else.
• No need to explain and defend. At the end? It is all coming to light. But in the meantime? I must live for today not worry about tomorrow.

What Shall It Be Today, My Master? …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 6:37 am.

Yesterday I was not able to sleep during the day despite the fact that I was falling sleep in front of the screen. But once I would go to bed I could not sleep.

• Finally? I slept on and off from around 9 pm until around 4 am this morning. I was extremely uncomfortable on getting out of bed.
• What to do? I asked of You.
• You led me to fix some coffee and my bread croutons. I did. I ate. I drank my coffee.

Ready Now For Whatever You Have For Me On Today …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 8:00 am.

I thank You for the way I am feeling. I feel like the morning glory. It is a good laughter feeling, but! You know that I am now well aware of the transitorieness of feelings.

Instead! There Is Joy Inexplicable Surging From My Heart. Why? …

Ha! That is the inexplicably that cannot be explained. But the way You are developing the relationships in our midst? The cause for that inexplicable joy!

Enlightenment! So Much To Enlighten Us About …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 8:30 am.

The meaning for this heading in the date. Amazing! No kidding. The dates are the steppingstones towards the future. Meaning of this date:

• Thursday= the 5^th day of the week.
• May=the 5^th day of the month.
• 14=twice the number 7.
• 2020=twice the number 10
• 8:00=8+twice the number zero.
• Am=the beginning of the day.

What Is Your Message, My Master? …

Ha! for one thing I never done before? Here is a shock to my children, lol. I have taken my shoes off. It came to me to walk barefoot in my apartment. What?

O My Master! That Is What You Commanded Moses To Do. Why? …

The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! The only thing that matters these amazing days of my journey in Your Presence is what You call me to do.

• “Put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground.”
• Two instances about taking off and putting on the shoes. Quote:

Exodus 3:5  God said, Do not come near; put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground.

Exodus 12:11  And you shall eat it thus: [as fully prepared for a journey] your loins girded, your shoes on your feet, and your staff in your hand; and you shall eat it in haste. It is the Lord’s Passover.

O My Master! The 2^nd Quote Is What You Quickened Me To Do A Long Time Ago …

That is the reason why my peculiar way to keep my shoes and clothes on at all times. And when I go to bed my shoes are besides my bed to quickly go on as I get up.

• Even the way I eat a lot of times. I eat standing up. Hahaha! Haven’t got the slightest what people thinks of my peculliarities, and?
• It has never occurred to me to change my peculiar ways for fear of what people thinks.
• That is one fear that has never entered in my mind.
• Guess the devil is satisfied with whatever makes me look however in the sight of people.
• What a blessing!
• I cringe when I think of my past ways of daily shower, priming my way to look good and fit for whatever occasion.
• The worse? I forced my children to abide in such routine!
• Thank goodness! You have now set me free from all my shenanings to look good!

But! Now? Take Off My Shoes. Why? …

For the place on which I stand is holy—set-apart ground. HalleluYah! I am now standing on the set-apart ground in Your Presence to recibe Your instructions for what You have planned for Ahmad and I before we were even born.

So? What Is Your Message In The Date I Started To Record This Entry? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What joy you are to Me! The joy inexplicable bursting in your heart is My joy.

I am shedding My light on what I am doing on  the beginning of the day to start the preparations not only to survive the great tribulation but!

Mainly to overcome all difficulties concerning My plan of deliverance of My so loved world.

That is the meaning of the date and time in the numbers.

I am actually, practically, materializing My purpose for your life in conjunction with Ahmad’s life.

The Number 5: Grace and Preparation

The Number 7: Completeness and Rest

The Number Ten: Law, Testing, and Representation

The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.”

The Beginning Of The Day …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 9:30 pm.

It is a new day! New cycle. New beginning. The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! The only thing that matters these amazing days of my journey in Your Presence is what You call me to do.

• Sometimes, I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I feel like gamboling & leaping for joy as a calf released from the stall. I feel like the morning glory.
• Good laughter feelings, but! Undependable. I am now well aware of the transitorieness of feelings that come & go like the waves of the sea.
• Thank goodness! O my Master, You have set me free from depending on those feelings.

O My Master? Sleep Has Evaded Me This Night …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at 3:54 am.

Been up since midnight. I posted in all sites. Mess with the graphic for the next post but! It is not working out. Will redoit.

• 4:28 am ah! Maybe sleep

Well? You Now Have All My Ducks In Place …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at 10:30 am.

Amazingly simple, yet? Must wait, but! There is that 10 for whatever is to happen it is really, really happening now, and? The number 30. What about the number 30?

• The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

The Message Is Simple. Enlightenment. The Time Is Now …

The Time Is Now to dedicate all means available to proclaim the true meaning of The Blood of Messiah.

The Blood Of Messiah? The Stumbling Block In Our Way …

Why The Blood of Messiah has become our stumbling block? O my Master! I need an answer from You. I need for people to see You not me in all that You give me to write about.

I Need For All To Know I Am Not The One Pushing The Buttons …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at11:00 am

O but how easily we can blame each other for pushing our buttons. Such revelation is amusing to me. Why? Because of sinners I am chief! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Now What? Somehow My Master Let Your People Know You Are The Pusher Not Me …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at 9:46 pm.

O my Master! my request is superfluous. People already know Who You are in my life. Furthermore, You are now making clear Your purpose and aim for my life.

Fact Not Delusion. A New Day For Sure To Settle The Confusion …

Saturday, May 16, 2020 at 7:10 am.

What it seems to be my delusions You are fixing to turn them into solutions. What is it that many consider me to be? Mentally ill as in my medically history.

The Truth? Though That I Was Declared Mentally Insane Since 1982, I Am Not.

Saturday, May 16, 2020 at 12:33 pm.

I talked to my heavenly Father–I still do. I will always do. I had many spiritual experiences, but no one believed that I was talking to my Father. So? They declared me insane.

10:39 pm bed hope 4 sleep.

Gifted Not Insane Is The Reality Now Revealed To Me …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 3:35 am.

What a delight! What a healing experience. All the sufferings of the past are now joy inexplicably full of the Father Creator’s loving pasion for His so loved world.

Conclusion? There Is Only One Solution—That Is Not My Conclusion …

Let the headlines glare the glory of mankind to find solutions for the aftermath of COVID-19. No matter.

Enlightenment In 2020. Fact: One Solution …

Swiftly, effectively, victoriously the message with that solution travels through the waves of the net! Wonder where is it going? Wonder no more! For sure, your mind and heart.

Will It Reach Its Destination …?

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 4:10 am.

For sure as well. I do not know when. I do not know how for that is something the Almighty Creator reserves for His time and discretion, but!

I Know For Sure The Message Has Reached My Mind And Heart. A big Start! …

Free at last to let the world be! The world is now free from all my opinions and conclusions however brilliant those could be.

And That Is The Conclusion For This Post As You, My Master Are Leading Me To Do …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 5:21 am.

Paying no mind to how I feel, much less to what I think, I am going on. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

Snow In My Dream …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:16 am.

Master? You sent me to sleep only to dream of beautiful snow on the ground. Brief sight. I woke up. Meaning of dream. Quote:

To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.

Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.

• I am not feeling good at all. Help me my master. Going back to bed.
• All those fears are knocking at my door, but!
• You guard my door. No fear can come in whatsoever.

Ha! In Bed Your Answer Came For My Relief …

I heard, “Get up, prepare all things to wash your hair in the kitchen sink.” Immediately You gave me the strength to obey Your command.

While washing my hair? Surprise visit from Ahmad when I was just about to colapse. Ahmad helped me to finish the job safely.

• I realized right there and then the clear message in my snow dream.

Master? Surely, I Am Experiencing Something Has Come To An End …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:51 pm.

What that would be? Perhaps the many faces of craving for love and acceptance? I now sense a new sense of clarity. A sense of spiritual peace and tranquility never experienced before.

After giving it some thought I wrote a comment in one article discussing the psycological impact of COVID-19. Quote:

Enlightenment? COVID-19 in 2020

Has anyone considered the Almighty Creator of our beings? Yes! I, for one. lol So have others, but! I can only talk for myself. Why lol? Because, O well, believe it or not, our Creator separated me in this roof apartment of my dreams since 2017. Whatever for? To finalize His testing me face to face as it is written.

The last day of 2019? He pronounced His work within me for the benefit of His so loved world was GOOD! Wow!

What is happening now? Ha! Amazing! In 99 F summer heat in Amman, Jordan where the heat is so extreme one can hardly move plus the devastating info on COVID-19?

For me? It is a new day! New cycle. New beginning. The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! Sometimes? I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I feel like gamboling & leaping for joy as a calf released from the stall. Right now? Today? I feel like the morning glory. Why?

Enlightenment In 2020. Fact: One Solution …

Swiftly, effectively, victoriously the message with that solution travels through the waves of the net! Wonder where is it going? Wonder no more! For sure, your mind and heart.

Will It Reach Its Destination …?

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 4:10 am.

For sure as well. I do not know when. I do not know how for that is something the Almighty Creator reserves for His time and discretion, but!

I Know For Sure The Message Has Reached My Mind And Heart. A big Start! …

Free at last to let the world be! The world is now free from all my opinions and conclusions however brilliant those could be.

And That Is The Conclusion For This Post As You, My Master Are Leading Me To Do …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 5:21 am.

Paying no mind to how I feel, much less to what I think, I am going on. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia. 🙂

You Know My Master My Intentions To Keep Quiet, But!

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 9:37 pm.

But You tell me to proclaim Your aim to save Your so loved world. So? I wrote the comment. Indeed! There is clarity in all You lead me to do.

How Clear I See It All Now? …

For years and years in my dreams I found myself walking on long roads only to wind up at a dead end. And in real life? I was a super-hero battered woman.

• People simphatized with me. People admired and helped me and I helped people big time!
• Still, I craved for an ilusive love I could not get a hold of.
• I tried to buy that love. I gave it all money wise.
• And my life? I laydown my life hoping for that ilusive love in return to no avail.

Ha! How Clear I See Now The End Of My Search …

Will try bed. Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 10:27 pm.

Monday, May 18, 2020 at 4:49 am.

Mounted on my own white horse, I was looking for love in all the wrong places in this earth as it is now. O my Master! You saw it but You let me go.

• And You waited, waited, waited for that horse to bolt me down with no love to be found.
• Only then You were able to lift Yourself up and have mercy on me.
• Only then You were able to be gracious with Your love You were to hand over to me.

What Kind Of Love Is That? …

That is the everlasting only love only wothty to seek and search for. That is Your love from on high. That is Your pasionate love for Your creation including us human beings.

• It is written through out the 66 books that comprise the library called the Bible. One quote:

Isaiah 30:18.

And therefore, the Master [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Master is the Almighty of justice. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who [earnestly] wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him [for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship]! [Joh 14:3, Joh 14:27; 2Co 12:9; Heb 12:2; 1Jn 3:16; Rev 3:5]

Here And There The Stories Are Told …

Rebellious ungrateful children that refuse to their parents’ upbringing. They refuse to work and blatanly remain at home muching off their parents until?

• The parents seemingly heartless kick them out and refuse to help them any more than the help already given.
• Those parents suffer greatly to see their children suffering for a time. But!
• At the end? Those children turn out grateful, respectful adults, productive citizens of any country.
• Where does the family concept comes from?
• The truth?
• Enlightenment!

Such Concept Ingrained In Our Beings Comes From You O Master Creator Of Our Beings …

Monday, May 18, 2020 at 6:56 am.

That is the amazing truth to set us free from our own selves. Free from all our ideas, concepts, opinions, and diversity of beliefs rampart big time around the world.

O My Master! You Are Not What We Have Made You To Be, But! …

Why have we turned out to be the way we are? Why the rebellion, the pain and suffering, the misery of living even when we cover ourselves in the luxury of laughter?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? How clear you now have an answer to it all. How clear you see in your own children’s rebellion your past rebellion against Me.

Indeed! O My precious child, that is the meaning of the record of Cain and Abel. Cain’s rebellion and anger were not addressed to his parents as the children do now. Cain’s rebellion and anger were addressed to Me.

It is likewise today, but The children of today lack understanding of who they are and why they are on this earth.

The children of today only know they were born by the will of their mother and father. Thus, they blame their parents for their successes or for their failures.

Their anger or hate as well as their love are addressed to them for bringing them to this world.

In the other hand, if the children are brought up in a religious culture, they learn to worship the religious concept of Me, there you have the ostentatious show of public worship as the children become adults.

Very well, now? Should life deal to any of them a bad deal like the death of a child or the loss of their fortunes? The most ostentious of worshipers quickly abandon their worship and take things into their own hands. They discover the powers hidden in the spiritual realm to overcome such blow by the insights from that spiritual realm.

Those are the magnets who attract the multitude to heal themselves by the power of their own inner self completely ignoring even My existence.

Then we have the ones who under the same circumstances turn to Me to overcome such pain, but! They never abandon their religious ways nor their understanding of My words and My ways.

Those are the ones stuck in self-righteousness with their finger pointed to them never to themselves. They are the stench in My nostrils.

And of course, there are the numerous ones called to lead My flock. Unfortunately, the majority of them are not following Me, they are following each other.

Those are the ones out there in the world either proselything or casting out demmons or helping the widows and the orphans by their own power of understanding My written words.

Those are the ones in the saddest group of all. At the end? I will have to declare to them their iniquity or their Lawlessness.

My child, you have been a faithful member in each one of those groups in your search for love and acceptance to no avail.

But why I let you on your own for the 80 years of your existence on this earth? My reason is now clear to you.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world. End of my Master’s words.

O My Master! By 10:36 Pm I Could Not Go Anymore Last Night …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 1:36 am.

You know it. I crawled in bed. Perhaps I slept until after midnight. I got up feeling somewhat better. I checked the emails. What did I find? Encouragenment. A message from Jeff.

The subjet line? Quote:

I’ve been lying to you

Jeff Goins via n.convertkit.com

May 18, 2020, 10:44 PM (3 hours ago)

to me

Hey ThiaBasilia,

We’re friends, right? Good. I think that’s an important place to start, because friends tell each other the truth, and I want to be honest with you: I’ve been lying to you.

The truth is I’ve been lying to myself, playing a role I thought I was, only to realize there is something deeper beneath the facade I’ve shared with the world for the past ten years. …

O My Master! How Real Can You Be? A Message To Let Me Know It …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 2:17 am.

You know of my lingering fears while I record such long words from Your heart of love. So? You always come through to encourage me, to remove my fears.

• Master? It is useless to take my eyes off of You to look at the hoplesness around me. When I do, the fears clamor to arise again.

What Happened Yesterday While I Was Recording Your Words To Me? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Yesterday my body was not taking the heat at all. I felt lousy. Lost of apetite. Thirsty. Felt nauseous. Swelling legs, feet, and belly. Bugs byting me. Itching. Not able to sleep. But!

It came to me to wet myself and go on.

I did. I was able to keep wetting myself to go on until I finished recording.

That happened around 8:30 pm.

Just Then, Ahmad Stepped In With Supper To Share With Me …

By that time, I was feeling somewhat better. I was able to eat with him, but! Afterwards, I became miserable again. Unfortunately, Ahmad did not notice my discomfort. He left.

What Was Your Purpose For Such A Day, My Master? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:56 am.

When I got up around 2:17 am while recording my reply to Jeff, I was still suffering. My head itched. It came to me to wet my head. I did. It helped. I was able to work until around 5 am.

• At that time, I became drowsy. I headed for bed. Slept until about 7:15 am.
• Around 3:30 am I witnessed a strange situation. I heard children playing in the street. Voices. I went out in the roof with no light for me not to be noticed while I checked.
• Ha! Four children having a grand time. Furniture on the sidewalk. Two adults carrying that furniture in the apartment down in my building. At 3 am? On curfew time?
• Even more, all around me the curtains in the windows were up. Lights on but no people that I could see in the houses. How strange.
• It’s now Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 9:18 am.
• Drowsy again. Heading for bed.
• As I was getting comfortable, I had a flash of my long hair floating nicely. It had been untangled!

A Prayer Addressed To You My Master …

You command me not to fear but fear I cannot escape when I see the hopelessness around me. When my feet and belly are swollen. When I can’t even eat. When my bladder is overactive. When my hair is matted. When I itch. When I have no one to help me at these critical moments when I am so dizzy, I can’t even walk. When I fear to fall down at each step I take to help myself to the bathroom. How can I not fear something dreadful is wrong with me and around me?

Even so? I REFUSE TO FEAR. I trust; I believe You; I believe in You; I will not despair! You are my Master, my Loving Shepherd. Your banner over me, Your banner over my children, including Ahmad, Your banner over all of my concern, AND? Your banner over Your so loved world is LOVE & PROTECTION. There shall NO EVIL truncate our well-being for one second longer than You allow its attempts to do so.

I thank You for hearting me. I thank You for answering me. You always do. I thank You for the much-needed sleep. And? I drifted into sound sleep.

• This time I slept until around 10 am.
• Got up feeling pretty decent.

Now? Here I am ready to post this matter aligned to Your will for me to do so with the headline of Your choice. So be it.

His  love in my heart for  all. thiaBasilia.

HIS REALITY AND OUR SOON TO BE REALIZED DESTINY!

Well? You Are Gifting Us A Sunny Day …

Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 3:39 am.

O my Master! Yesterday weather wise was a cloudy rainy cold winter day, but! Your strength availed me. Not so with Your Ahmad. My hope?

I Hope For You To Reveal Yourself To Ahmad Today …

In the last post, You have demonstrated to us all the meaning of our sufferings. Thus my request on behalf of Ahmad.

Ha! Today Would Have Been My 60^th Wedding Anniversary. …

Funny thing, hardly ever I noticed my wedding anniversaries. Wonder why I noticed such right now? I will see what You develop on the matter if anything.

• I am still cold. Heading to get under the covers to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.

Am I Ready Is The Question …?

Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 5:30 pm.

Indeed! Such is the question that brought me to my senses.

Sleep 7:47 pm

The Day Went By Without Much Ado …

Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 11:58 pm

I did hear from Roxana. She sent me a Mother’s Day gift. I did not hear from Ahmad but his young son, my lil friend brought me some food. He told me his father been sleeping.

• So, I am not worried. I know You are in control of his life.
• Soon You will let me know the good news of his, Ahmad’s recovery.
• You sent me a veggie and flowers alphabet. I spent my day creating a graphic with it. Don’t know how it will be used but!
• I am enjoying combining all little bits I have learned here and there about graphics.
• I shall wait on You to see what You develop with the graphic if anything.
• Meantime? Not sure if I should go back to sleep.
• I wait on You.
• Friday, May 8, 2020 at 1:23 am bed finally!

Well? You Led Me To Mess With The Graphic …

Friday, May 8, 2020 at 9:53 am.

Wow! The numbers! The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. Grace and Preparation=5. And? The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation. What?

I just wrote a reply in Denise’s post, quote:

Can I chime in? You all inheritors of my ‘crazy bonne’! Best time? Not as bestest than the time I’m having just watching how, how, how brown cow are we all coming together as unique as each one of us are! 🤣🥰😉

• Not only that but I just wrote a reply to an email that goes hand in hand with this reply.

From my friend:

I don’t know where you got the information that the democrats are going to be sending another $200.00 a month to us. They want to try and bankrupt the united states so they can start a socialist government. If that was to happen you, me and all the social security people will no longer be getting any money. If this should happen we all will be eating out of the garage cans like the poor people  in venezuela.

I sent you your social security check plus the stimulus minus the fee to wire the money to you.  Denise money did not get here until the 5th of the month. The mail like everything else is slow., some days I don’t get mail. That money is in the bank.  When Roxana  money is deposited  you will have $xxxxx dollars in the bank..  Remember what I said don’t count on any money until you get it in your hand. ( In other words don’t count your chickens before they hatch.)  LOL

Who’s idea to buy that building?

My response:

LOL LOL LOL! xxx honestly, I am not crazy I just do and say crazy things that are now coming to pass to my own surprise.

From day one in this building the woman that ownes it is after Ahmad and find excuses to talk and tell Ahmad all kinds of things that Ahmad has to pay or whatever.

Hit the send button by accident. Anyhow, no one tells Ahmad what to do period! So, he would come to me complaining about the woman. I told him, “TELL THAT WOMAN YOU ARE GOING TO BUY THIS BUILDING!!!”

Well? Ahmad laughed. He told me, “with WHAT MONEY? I need 100000 JOD!” and he left! After he left, I thought, “now, why in the world did I tell him such a thing, but! I know this is my building. …”

That was almost 4 years ago. Since then I continuously repeat the same words to Ahmad because of the words that our Father speaks to me on the daily basis about everything that is going on with Ahmad, with you all, with the world, with the present, past, and future, with every minute detail of my daily living.

It is all like a fantasy, but here lately the Spirit has demonstrated to me in the Scriptures that what seems to me and to everybody else that crosses my pass, what seems like a fantasy or crazy ways and sayings of mine are not really fantasies but IT IS HIS REALITY AND OUR SOON TO BE REALIZED DESTINY!

Blow me away, xxx. It is all coming to pass right before our eyes, but we cannot yet see it because nothing that our Father Creator is and is doing is even CLOSE to anything any human could have figured it to be.

I keep hiting the send button but there is more. No one yet has shown any real interest in what I record in the Internet on the daily happenings of my life.

I have thousands of followers, but none committed yet to what the Almighty is compelling me to publish in the NET. Even so? Even Ahmad is now beginning to see and almost mind what I pass on to him that the Almighty reveals to me for the benefit of us all. In other words? Time is telling.

My latest post? The Meaning of Suffering.

https://www.thia-basilia.com/archives/36035#more-36035.

The TRUTH? I am totally blown away with what I write and publish, but! The results? VERY SUBTLE! lol

 

My wealth, my health, my identity? IS A REALITY, xxx! $575.00 in my account and coming! The numbers 5-7-5 mean greatest abundance is on the way. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

That’s all folks! love, thia

• Grace and Preparation=5. It means grace or favor with means to prepare for the great tribulation.
• Completeness and Rest=7. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
• Grace and Preparation=5. Why not the marvellous thing to favor us with all needed to do as He wills us to do?

The Best Part? Laughter! The Result Of Your Promise Despite? …

Despite all the Ishmael we have given birth for lack of patience and unbelief for the Isaiac promised just like Sarah did, quote:

Isaac’s Birth Promised

Gen 17:15  And God said to Abraham, As for Sarai your wife, you shall not call her name Sarai; but Sarah [Princess] her name shall be.

Gen 17:16  And I will bless her and give you a son also by her. Yes, I will bless her, and she shall be a mother of nations; kings of peoples shall come from her.

Thirteen Years Went By. No Sign Of Sarah Giving Birth …

Ah! We all know the story of Sarah and Ishmael, but we do not apply it to ourselves. Anyhow? The story continues, in verse 17 with Abraham’s laugh as such impossibility because of their age. Quote:

Genesis 17:17-22

17  Then Abraham fell on his face and laughed and said in his heart, Shall a child be born to a man who is a hundred years old? And shall Sarah, who is ninety years old, bear a son?

18  And [he] said to God, Oh, that Ishmael might live before You!

19  But God said, Sarah your wife shall bear you a son indeed, and you shall call his name Isaac [laughter]; and I will establish My covenant or solemn pledge with him for an everlasting covenant and with his posterity after him.

20  And as for Ishmael, I have heard and heeded you: behold, I will bless him and will make him fruitful and will multiply him exceedingly; He will be the father of twelve princes, and I will make him a great nation. [Fulfilled in Gen 25:12-18.]

21  But My covenant, My promise and pledge, I will establish with Isaac, whom Sarah will bear to you at this season next year.

22  And God stopped talking with him and went up from Abraham.

• Now for the record. I am quoting the Scriptures as they are written. I normally change some the words to refer to our Creator like Lord and God but!
• The Master Creator compels me now to let go. To post the words as understood by the public.

So? You Stopped Talking To Abraham …

Sure enough, a year later? What a marvel! Laughter! Even so? For years and years, I have read such Scriptures without a hint of how marvellously those Scriptures apply to me personally.

• No kidding! It is just now that I am grasping the immensity of Your ways to tell us our own history in the 66 books that comprise the library called Bible.
• Well! The story continues. Quote:

Genesis 18:1-21

1  NOW THE Lord appeared to Abraham by the oaks or terebinths of Mamre; as he sat at the door of his tent in the heat of the day,

2  He lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, three men stood at a little distance from him. He ran from the tent door to meet them and bowed himself to the ground

3  And said, My lord, if now I have found favor in your sight, do not pass by your servant, I beg of you.

4  Let a little water be brought, and you may wash your feet and recline and rest yourselves under the tree.

5  And I will bring a morsel (mouthful) of bread to refresh and sustain your hearts before you go on further–for that is why you have come to your servant. And they replied, Do as you have said.

6  So Abraham hastened into the tent to Sarah and said, Quickly get ready three measures of fine meal, knead it, and bake cakes.

7  And Abraham ran to the herd and brought a calf tender and good and gave it to the young man [to butcher]; then he [Abraham] hastened to prepare it.

8  And he took curds and milk and the calf which he had made ready, and set it before [the men]; and he stood by them under the tree while they ate.

9  And they said to him, Where is Sarah your wife? And he said, [She is here] in the tent.

10  [The Lord] said, I will surely return to you when the season comes round, and behold, Sarah your wife will have a son. And Sarah was listening and heard it at the tent door which was behind Him. [Rom 9:9-12]

11  Now Abraham and Sarah were old, well advanced in years; it had ceased to be with Sarah as with [young] women. [She was past the age of childbearing].

12  Therefore Sarah laughed to herself, saying, After I have become aged shall I have pleasure and delight, my lord (husband), being old also? [1Pe 3:6]

13  And the Lord asked Abraham, Why did Sarah laugh, saying, Shall I really bear a child when I am so old?

14  Is anything too hard or too wonderful N1for the Lord? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]

15  Then Sarah denied it, saying, I did not laugh; for she was afraid. And He said, No, but you did laugh.

16  The men rose up from there and faced toward Sodom, and Abraham went with them to bring them on the way.

17  And the Lord said, Shall I hide from Abraham [My friend and servant] what I am going to do, [Gal 3:8]

18  Since Abraham shall surely become a great and mighty nation, and all the nations of the earth shall be blessed through him and shall bless themselves by him? [Gen 12:2-3]

19  For I have known (chosen, acknowledged) him [as My own], so that he may teach and command his children and the sons of his house after him to keep the way of the Lord and to do what is just and righteous, so that the Lord may bring Abraham what He has promised him.

20  And the Lord said, Because the shriek [of the sins] of Sodom and Gomorrah is great and their sin is exceedingly grievous,

21  I will go down now and see whether they have done altogether [as vilely and wickedly] as is the cry of it which has come to Me; and if not, I will know.

Coming To This Moment On Friday, May 8, 2020 At 12:30 Pm …

What? The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah. Amazing!

That Is Exactly How You Are Developing Your Plan To Save Your So Loved World! Wow! …

Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 6:36 am.

Ha! No kidding! Things are happening right on cue. I truly feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

• Once I accepted wholeheartely the fact The Number Twelve stands for Governing Order and Rulership, Your light shone in the haze of my mind, and?

O my Master! Ahmad at the door! He came to work for You! …

What an amazing response to my request to You I did last night! For six hours Ahmad did exactly what I been hoping to be done with the clutter in my kitchen. Wow!

• Hope—the evidence of things not yet seen.
• Hoping by the power of Your love and wisdom not by the power of our minds.
• Only You can instill in us the hope to wait on You with patience and composure.
• A proven fact now confirmed to me.

Wow! And It All Finding Me On This 7^th Day Of Rest! …

Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 7:00 am.

Ha! There is that amazing seven again! Meaning You are doing amazing things on this earth with that number, and?

• A double zero meaning Your message to this so loved world of Yours is all inclusive with Your plan of salvation by the blood of Yahushua.

What a way to open the human mind to understand this thing about Yahushua …?

No kidding! This thing about Yahushua has been the stumbling block in the human’s journey on these earthly grounds.

Indeed! Enlightenment. You Opened Their Minds…

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 6:28 am.

O my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. What am I talking about now? O my Master? You know it.

• For such a long time until this exact moment, I been concerned with the doings of most devoted Christians. Why?
• Because all see everywhere I turn around is the hahaha! Be happy chant against Yahuwhua’s words in the famous Sermont of the Mount.
• But today You opened my mind with the Scriptures telling if Your people don’t praise You the stones will. Quote:

Luke 24:38-53

38  And He said to them, Why are you disturbed and troubled, and why do such doubts and questionings arise in your hearts?

39  See My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself! Feel and handle Me and see, for a spirit does not have flesh and bones, as you see that I have.

40  And when He had said this, He showed them His hands and His feet.

41  And while [since] they still could not believe it for sheer joy and marveled, He said to them, Have you anything here to eat?

42  They gave Him a piece of broiled fish,

43  And He took [it] and ate [it] before them.

44  Then He said to them, This is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

45  Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures,

46  And said to them, Thus it is written that the Christ (the Messiah) should suffer and on the third day rise from (among) the dead, [Hos 6:2]

47  And that repentance [with a view to and as the condition of] forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.

48  You are witnesses of these things.

49  And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.

50  Then He conducted them out as far as Bethany, and, lifting up His hands, He invoked a blessing on them.

51  And it occurred that while He was blessing them, He parted from them and was taken up into heaven.

52  And they, worshiping Him, went back to Jerusalem with great joy;

53  And they were continually in the temple celebrating with praises and blessing and extolling God. Amen (so be it).

Luke 19:37-40

37  As He was approaching [the city], at the descent of the Mount of Olives, the whole crowd of the disciples began to rejoice and to praise God [extolling Him exultantly and] loudly for all the mighty miracles and works of power that they had witnessed,

38  Crying, Blessed (celebrated with praises) is the King Who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven [freedom there from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin] and glory (majesty and splendor) in the highest [heaven]! [Psa 118:26]

39  And some of the Pharisees from the throng said to Jesus, Teacher, reprove Your disciples!

40  He replied, I tell you that if these keep silent, the very stones will cry out. [Hab 2:11]

• Thus, I am no longer concerned about the matter anymore.

I Had To Go To Sleep. Dreams …

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 12:42 pm.

O yes! My my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me. Next?

• I saw a huge truck full of red tomatoes coming to me. That is what I remember quite vividly.

What Does It Mean, My Master? …

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 3:59 pm.

My Master, it seems to me tthat You are telling me that I am loved despite how it looks like to me. How it looks like it to me?

• Well? You know it. The doings of Ahmad and my children give me the impression of their lack of concern for what I am in Your sight.
• Yes, they are much concerned about my physical needs. Therefore, as long as they provide food and money for me they are quite satisfied, but!
• I do not want any longer to be looking forward for anything from anybody.
• Even so? I find myself doing so only to suffer big disappointment when the thing I am looking forward do not happen.
• But mainly my Master, I hate the evil thoughts that arise with each disappointment!
• I need You!
• Help me to let go.
• Help me to be still.
• Help me to wait on You.
• Help me to expect from You alone.

Mother’s Day 2020—So Especial! …

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 8:31 pm to Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:05 am

Wow! What a day! It ended with 5 hours of sound sleep. Uncertainty until late in the afternoon. Then? Your gift. Roxana and Denise publicly honored me.

• Roxana published a documentary of her life with me. Denise? A letter that touched the depth of my being. Quote:

From Roxana:

Thia Basilia Licona – did you know when you came to the states as young woman that you would be married, with threee daughters within 5 years? Many more years, children, ups and downs….here are portions of our story, Me and You, Momma…..

You are 80 years old now. You still have your passion and love and you still push through with joy.And I look forward to being reunited with you again someday…. I Love You!!!

Mom, I believe this is the last time I was able to hug you. I miss that more than anything. Giving you a hug. So here’s a BIG HUG now, virtually

From Denise:

Hi Mom,

This is your twin wishing you a Happy Mother’s Day!

You love with such a big heart! It’s so hard to understand everything you did for me and our family.

Honestly, I think it’s easy to throw the baby out with the bathwater and to remember the trauma and forget the beauty and all of the hard work and pure love that you lavished upon us.

You tried so hard meeting everyone’s needs and demands and trying to make everyone feel special, despite the fact that you were dealing with so much pain. I have a theory about people that experience so much drama and trauma… They are very old and powerful beings that were entrusted with some very difficult things to heal.

You are a superhero. I see you.

Thank you for the countless hours you put into caring for me and the rest of us and for doing your best make us feel special, which wasn’t easy with all those kids. So many demands on you that it was so difficult for you to know what it is that you wanted and needed. And everybody just wanted more and more of you. It’s a lot!

And it sure didn’t help that you picked people that didn’t value you. You were going through your own journey with your unworthiness, just like the rest of us, only yours was pretty intense.

Thank you for being there for me and for helping me with my kids so selflessly.

Thank you for not giving up and for making our world a more beautiful place. You are important. You have changed the course of human history by your presence here.

Words are inadequate to really express what I would like to say. But just know that I am always with you and I love you with all of my heart.

❤️ Denise

O My Master! What A Way To Give Me Your Message In My Tomatoe Dream …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:08 am.

Again! Silly me! Looking out for the tomatoes of material wealth. Duh! No matter any longer. You are paying no mind whatsoever to our wicked carnal ways of thinking and doing.

What About The Burnt Sausage In My Dream? …

Ha! that was the first part of the dream. A message of how my day was to begin with Ahmad’s strange call around 5 am.

• I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me.
• Ha! My day began and ended with Ahmad, but! O well!
• I thought it to be a repeat of Ahmad’s deceiving ways!
• He comes. He helps. He promises to come back the next day to finish the work.
• The next day? No Ahmad. It seems like he dropped off to another plannet.
• On the third day? He comes with his melodramatic excuses why he can’t help me.
• This time? I was expecting him to come with the promised things he was supposed to get for me.
• Instead? Only some food not even close to what I was expecting!
• Even worse? He claimed to be so exhausted to let me share Roxana and Denise’s gift to me.
• Next? He gets ready to leave because his daughter is expecting to eat dinner with her.
• A burst of anger!
• What about dinner with me as promised?

Well? Back To The Meaning Of My Dream …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:42 am.

O my Master! how clear the meaning of that dream You have opened my mind to see it all this morning. Quote:

If you dreamed of someone cooking for you, such dream is a good sign. It indicates you are loved and cared for. It can symbolize the care and attention of a special person in your life, who is doing everything to make you happy.

• That is Ahmad!

This dream could also reveal someone admiring you, without you being aware of that.

• That are my children! Perhaps? My Joyce?

If you dreamed about cooking sausages, such dream is a good sign, indicating the success of our planned projects and endeavors.

• How encouraging even against all odds!

If you dreamed of completely burning the food you were cooking, such dream might not be a good sign. It might signify someone you care about getting disappointed in you because of some actions you did or words you said.

• That was my burst of anger last night!

The Day After …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:49 am.

To Diana:

Cry, cried, cry, cried some more. repeat. then? 5 long hrs of sound sleep! wow! wow! wow! What a day! Our Father’s gift! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

It Is Now The Day After, And? …

Who or what is in my mind? Wondering why not a peep from my Diana? Went about my business. Came to the computer. Put on my glasses. Adjusted them to see what was in my inbox if any. What?

• A card from Diana. Much trouble with the Internet. Could not reply. Puzzled. Turned off Chrome. Unplug/replug the modem.
• Back to my journal. Needed to copy/paste some of the comments in Roxana’s FB. Turn on browswer. Clicked FB.
• Ha! There is my Diana! Crying like mom! Wow!

O My Diana! Your Precious Gift To Me, O Master Of Mine! …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:00 am.

O my Master! Grace and Preparation=5, and? Zero twice meaning the certainty of Your message being inclusive of Your plan of salvation for us all. Wow!

Dear, Dear Child Of Mine. Dear Diana …

Unbeknown to me, You are my grand prize as time is telling. From the ten months I carried you in my womb the number 10 applies to us. Quote:

The Number Ten

Law, Testing, and Representation

Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.

Well? There You Have It! The Time Is NOW …

Despite the fact that NOW could be a long time. Bless my heart! Such revelation brings me back to square one—wait!

• And I wait only empowered by the power of Your love and wisdom. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.

The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.

What is The beauty of a relationship set in Your will? …

The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.

So? There Is The Meaning Of My Tomatoes Dream …

You see, my Diana how it is all coming together in the numbers and my dreams? What is the meaning of tomatoes in my dream? Quote:

To see tomatoes in your dream symbolizes domestic happiness and harmony.

Tomato is often associated with good luck. The dream about tomatoes symbolizes you will step into new phase at work or in life. Also, to see a tomato in your dream suggests everything will go well.

Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:42 am.

The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?

• When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.

Lov, mom.

Taking It All In Stride …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:48 pm.

Such is the reality of my life in Your Presence at last! It took a long time, but! You accomplished what You aimed at with my life.

Anger? For A Good Reason …?

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:47 pm.

Master? I sure thank You for giving me the power to take things in stride including my bursts of anger. To deal with anger or any unseemly thing calmly or acceptingly.

• You led me to an entry dealing with anger in 2013, seven years ago. I pulled the file but I did not pay mind to it until right now
• I sense Your lead to quote that entry, why? because it expressess my determination to let You deal with my anger instead of taking things into my own hands of self-improvement. Quote:

Am I Angry? Yes I Am And So Is Our Creator! Why? Read On & Find Out Why?

The Lack Of Respect & Consideration From The Younger To The Older Generation Breaks Our Creator’s Heart As Well As My Own Heart!

Sunday, March 10, 2013 at 7:52 am

Father, I’m having a hard time dealing with myself and You know it! Unless You intervene to change or to take full control of my emotional system, I refuse to take things into my own hands to deal with myself or with anyone else’s self!

The world emphasizes self-discipline & self-control when it comes to our emotions or our bodily habits; but I know now that such practices only lead to self-righteousness and I want nothing to do with such a thing.

My determinate purpose is set on Your righteousness not on anything that the carnal self can define as righteous. As it’s written in Philippians 3,

But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as one combined loss for Messiah ‘s sake. Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege—the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage of knowing Messiah Yahushua my Master and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him —of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly.

For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish—refuse, dregs, in order that I may win—gain Messiah Yahushua and that I may actually be found and known as in Him, not having any self-achieved righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Torah’s or the Bible’s or any other book of Laws & commands’ demands—ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with our Creator thus acquired, but possessing that genuine righteousness which comes through faith in Messiah Yahushua, the truly right standing with our Creator, which comes from our Creator by saving faith.

For my determined purpose is that I may know Him that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly, and that I may in that same way come to know the power out flowing from His resurrection which it exerts over believers, and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope  that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

WOW! Those last words in the passage of Scripture quoted have just come to life within my being and all is well within my soul again! Why? Because it is as it’s written for me!

…. and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope  that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

Indeed! “His sufferings” continuously elevate my emotions just like it happened to Yahushua while He walked among us as well as now as Yahushua sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us!

No! Such revelation is not new revelation given to me. Indeed! Over & over Yahushua told us that unless we abide in Him or become one with Him of our own, we could do nothing pleasing unto our Father Creator.

And so why do I get so angry with the lack of respect & consideration from the younger generation to the older generation? Because such is a major offense in the sight of our Creator. And such offense is the cause of Yahushua’s sufferings as well as my own sufferings. Why?

Because I abide in Yahushua or I am one with Him as I submit and obey His commands & instructions over & above my own understanding and regardless this world’s concepts of self-discipline & kindness & love & all such things that have actually produced only a whole world of self-righteous fools!

Such is the FACT—the most tragic & sad fact of all facts! Whether anyone chooses to believe it or not!

Wow! Seven Years Have Passed. Now? Your Confirmation …?

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:51 pm.

Yes, I have obeyed Your instructions to proclaim such fact by all means available to me.

• Even so? It is only now that You are beginning to show me the results of my obedience. Your words to me at the beginning of 2020. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have lived as per the meaning of dignity, but! For the most?

The world has not recognized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.

I am the cause and the effect of all that happens, to all that has happened, to all that will happen in the life of the queen that you are.

Fear not. I know who you are. I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all. I know it all, but!

I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to Yahushua that I might acquit.

Until then, My precious child, you must wait, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.

• So? I have been waiting. I am waiting. I shall continue to wait.
• 5:09 pm

Master! You Are An Awesome Yah! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 5:19 am.

O my Master! I am going for broke on this day. Bless my heart! You have given me my lot in life, but! this lot You have given me has not been to my liking until now.

• What is my lot? The same lot You gave to the prophets of old thought that I am not a prophet per say.
• What was that lot You gave to the prophets? To tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin.
• That to begin with has been my stumbling block until You chose to remove that block.
• Of course! I did not want such lot! I objected from the beginning, but!
• You prevailed over my objections. I had no choice but to accept my lot or perish for eternity.
• How Did You Remove That Stumbling Block? …
• In Your timing and at Your discretion You chose to open my mind to understand Your misunderstood written words.
• That is the fact that I cannot change no matter what!

What On Earth Am I Talking About?!!! …

O mine! O mine! O mine! There is no way that I, a human being possesor of a brilliant natural mind and a natural heart yet there is no way that I can explain or defend You and Your ways of doing, period.

Even So? You Are Doing Your Own Explaining And Defending Yourself. How? …

Simple. Simple. Simple. But? We are a bunch of complicated humans rejecting Your simple ways of doing things for our good.

What A Revelation! No Need For My Two Cents …

It is simple. You compelled me to journal my daily living without any embellishment to make me look good and attractive.

Is That Simple? Yes, But! Not To The Natural Man …

Including my own natural man. Indeed! I have bickered and complained and repeat because of the results of my exposing my human wickedness. But!

On Mother’s Day 2020? Enlightenment! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 6:31 am.

Enlightenment? Ha! More like lightening hitting me from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet without burning me to death! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

I Am Alive And Well And Ready To Tell …?

Tell what? Tell Denise and the whole lot of my fellow human beings we are all WRONG! Nothing, absolutely nothing is the way we humans have figured out to be!

Thank Goodness! Now? O Well! Now I Speak For Myself …

It is truly, joy unspeakable full of Your esteem! The peace that surpasses even my own understanding invades my whole being.

• Joy! Peace! Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! The End? Saved! Restored! Complete! That is me.

The Truth Has Set Me Free! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 7:00 am.

Such revelation and on the numbers 7-0-0. Indeed! You are doing wonders with that number 7! And the Zero? Double its meaning applies to all written.

And My Mind Churns—None Stop Churns, But? …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 11:13 am.

Let it churn, churn, churn! You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words.

Honest To Goodness! After Such Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020? …

Time to come down to the reality of humankind. We humans are a unique especimen among Your entire Creation, but!

We Are Some Complicated Beings That Love To Complicate The Simplest Of Things …

Thus? We rally on finding solutions for our complicated thinking. Me? Seven years—You have done wonders in my life with that number of 7 years.

So? This Morning, The Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020 Settle Down, and? …

On to these earthly brown grounds. Ha! what to do now? People is saying all kinds of good things about me! Mercy my Master! It is written,

Luke 6:24-26

But woe to (alas for) you who are rich (abounding in material resources), for you already are receiving your consolation (the solace and sense of strengthening and cheer that come from prosperity) and have taken and enjoyed your comfort in full [having nothing left to be awarded you].

Woe to (alas for) you who are full now (completely filled, luxuriously gorged and satiated), for you shall hunger and suffer want! Woe to (alas for) you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep and wail!

Woe to (alas for) you when everyone speaks fairly and handsomely of you and praises you, for even so their forefathers did to the false prophets.

Talking About My Mind Churning? But! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:00 pm.

My mind began churning, churning, churning all kinds of fears to deflate my emotional high because of Your Mother’s Day gift to me! Even so? I replied to Denise’s latest. Quote:

You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words–

My mind is churning, churning, churning! Ha! Let it churn, let it churn, let it churn!!!

And guess what?

My mind quit churning when laughter burst up from the depth of my being!

Can u believe it?

• Then I thought, the mind can keep churning all those evil thoughts but eventually it all turns into a compost fertilizer moisted with my past tears for the fears that so troubled me, and?

Enlightenment!

From the horizon of the earth, Enlightenment floads my being!

All fears, all evil thoughts turn into beautiful flowers shining with the pure liquid gold of love from above!

Hey my precious lil teacher! Quickly, quickly, grab on to those gold shining flowers and hand them to?

O well? What do I know?

I am just enjoying the ride, singing and praising voices are raising

I’ll not repine!

That’s all. lov, mom

Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:28 pm.

The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?

• When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.

And? That goes for all priviledged who read Roxana’s tribute to me as well as for all mentioned in the journal entries. Keep in touch.

The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose On Heavenly Shores …?

Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:22 am.

At last! The heavenly shores. Joy inexplicable. Steady. Quite ready. No more mundane insane fearful earthly chores!

• I am going on propelled by higher power. Love as liquid gold. Wisdom in my hold.
• My soul? Sold!
• My looks? Bold!
• A calf released from my fears stall
• Skipping and dancing and singing
• My sheaves to You my Master I am bringing.

The Year Was 2019. Tried At High Seas. The Year Is 2020. Set On Highest Royalty For All To See …

Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:54 am.

The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose is now back to my daily earthly living in Your loving Presence.

What Do You Have To Welcome Me Back While My Treasures I Unpack? …

O thiaBasilia! You remain a Child of My Heart for eternity never to depart.

What now I have for you? King Solomon—the richest and way more famous than any other human being.

His conclusion in all earnest to take hold ofyou for all plainly to view. That is what I have for you.

Go on My precious child, go on. It is written,

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14.

• The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
• But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
• All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:
• Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
• Keep His Commandments
• For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
• The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
• The Root Of Character
• The Foundation Of All Happiness
• The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun
• And The Whole Duty For Every Man
• For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

• In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge.
• Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

Furthermore? You are now ONE in Us—Father and Son, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You, the Father have sent Me, the Son.

Global Impact. It is A Fact! All Over The World My Spirit Is Making Contact …

Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 10:44 am.

Wow! To Shut Up? To Listen? There is the Power to Understand Your Knowledge for sure! How amazing is Your knowledge! What’s going on?

You, My Master Are Penetrating To The Dividing Line …

The dividing line of the breath of life (my soul) and my immortal spirit, and of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of my nature, exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of my human heart.

My Soul. My Immortal Spirit. My Joints And Marrow? Powerfully Set Apart …

My precious child, the world has not recornized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.

I Am The Cause And The Effect Of ItAll:

Whatever happens,

Whatever has happened

Whatever will happen in the life of the queen that you are?

I Am The Cause And The Effect Of it All, period.

Fear not! I know who you are.

I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all.

I know it all, but!

I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to My Son that I might acquit for all to go on.

Until then, My precious child, you must wait for it all to completely materialize, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.

• And so? I wait on You with patience and composure in the hope for all to witness the power of Your passionate love for Your creation.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.