Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …

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Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …

 

What Was Dormant Down There? …

The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …

Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …

The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …

Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.

No Need To Call For Human Help …

Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.

Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for help and for company. No human is willing to help unless I return to their lifestyle.

That’s Not Going To Happen, And? …

You know it my Father. No human can effectively help another human without You anyhow. I’m going to bed. You alone are my Helper.

  • Ha! My pain? Accelerated to the max! I laid there unable to sleep. Tears flowing. Flashes of the most remote evils done long, long time ago.
  • Up and down the hours flew by. Help, my Father, help.

The time was around 1:30 am on Saturday, April 6, 2019.

Mercy! Let Me Forgive Myself. Let Them Forgive Me …

Mercy! Mercy! I pleaded in all earnest. The covers became heavier than ever. My left foot felt like something was cutting it off. My body? Hot! Up went arms and feet. Off went the heavy covers!

Freedom! Like Magic? The Pain And Misery Ceased …

Phew! What a relief! I laid there for a moment enjoying the comfort of my body. I got up. My mind? Absorbing the love and wisdom from on high. I headed to the kitchen. I washed the dishes. Then?

I Heard Quite Clearer Than Ever Before That Lovely Voice From Within My Heart …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect.”

Sleep. Could Not Keep My Eyes Opened. I Headed For Bed …

Did not record the time, but! Next? Woke up refreshed! The time? Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 7:41 am. It’s now Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 9:42 am.

Which Way To Go Now, My Father? …

Two hours since I woke up. Not a sound from Ahmad. Not a single email from my children or loved ones. Been reading about health and different issues of people’s concern.

Don’t Know What To Think. Not Sure On What To Do? I Wait On You …

Perhaps it’s time to clean up. Maybe fix some breakfast. Perhaps? Time to pause. Time to reflect. Time to give You my undivided attention? I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Help me, my Father, help me.

Ha! Your Words? Fulfilled Sooner Than I Could Have Ever Imagined …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have nothing to fear. You have all to rejoice.

Despite your human inability to comprehend this matter of pain and suffering? The suffering of the moment is the substance for the purification of the deepest part of your soul.

Fear not. Soon, sooner than you could imagine? Your pain and suffering shall come to an end. Soon I will wipe your tears away.

Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”

You Have Made Yourself Be Clearly Seen By Me, And? Made Yourself Real To Me For Sure! …

Wow! How real! Your manifestation? In awe I comfortable sit here. In fear of Your Majesty? I dare not make any conclusions. In silence, I worship You. I wait on Your conclusions.

Timely? You Speak To Me In A Train Dream …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:00 am.

What an amazing day You made for me of yesterday. Much accomplished in which direction to go. Not only with the blog/the books, but mainly? With my life.

Wow! It’s All Coming To Light Now. Father Has Always Been In Control Of It All …

I held my peace despite my view of all that goes on in my present circumstances. I did not make any conclusions. Ahmad finally called sometime in the afternoon.

Strange Explanations About His Life And Doings Do Not Rattle Me Anymore …

Strange explanation of the reason for him not to check with me since the day before. Such explanation left me with questions in my mind about Ahmad and his two brothers, but!

I Declined To Assume Anything About Anything That Goes On Around Me …

Wow! What power on me You bestow! Ahmad and his doings? Out of my mind, instead? Enhancing the created book covers. Editing. Finding the books to edit. My eyes set on Yahushua I spent my whole day!

The Internet Prevented Me To Properly Continue With My Work, So?

I headed for bed and slept for a couple of hours. Got up at the knock on my door. My friend brought me food. I ate. Tried the Internet again for a bit. Nothing working. Back to bed. Slept until 2:44 am.

Woke Up From A Train Dream.

  • “To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life’s journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.”

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:33 am. Must return to bed. Can’t keep my eyes open. I laid in bed reflecting on the reality of Yahushua within me. At last I drifted into sound sleep.

I Clearly See Yahushua Now. He Is Real In All My Doings …

For so long I have followed Yahuahua’s instructions to pray to the Father, ‘Our Father in the heavens’, but now? His words touched the center of my heart. Quote:

John 14:15-21

If you really love Me, you will keep obey My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–

  • The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize

I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come back to you.

Just a little while now, and the world will not see Me any more, but you will see Me; because I live, you will live also.

At that time [when that day comes] you will know [for yourselves] that I am in My Father, and you [are] in Me, and I [am] in you.

  • The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]

Wow! What A Revelation. Totally Revolutionized My Whole Being …

Sunday, April 7, 2019 now at 11:38 am.

Faint is my past. Even my past before yesterday. Clear and real is my present. Even the moment of His real appearance?

Clear. Real. Vivid In My Heart And Mind Shall Be Forever!

Song of Solomon 2:10-13

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Song of Solomon 2:14-16

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]

Song of Solomon 2:4

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Let Me Remain Faithful To You Forever! ….

Let all my past lovers deem away from my mind and heart. Let them all fix their gaze in You. Let me decrease. Let Yourself increase. Let me remain in awe of You and no one else.

For In Loving You? I Love Them All …

Dear Reader, this is the end of my life as it always been. A radical change is taking place within my being. A change I cannot tamper with. I cannot continue to post for a time.

My Times Are In His Hands Now Literally …

It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 9:58 pm.

I’m heading for bed, my Master but You know it. Hope for sound sleep. I wait on You. Up at 2 am on Monday, April 8, 2019.

We are all like shadows on the earth …

Monday, April 8, 2019 at 3:36 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? What is there for a human to do? We are all like a shadow on this earth. Quote:

1Ch 29:14  But who am I, and what are my people, that we should retain strength and be able to offer thus so willingly? For all things come from You, and out of Your own [hand] we have given You.

1Ch 29:15  For we are strangers before You, and sojourners, as all our fathers were; our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no hope or expectation of remaining.

It’s now Monday, April 8, 2019 at 4:57 am. Can’t keep my eyes open. Heading for bed. Well? Instead of heading for bed? As I got up I woke up, and?

That Lovely Voice From Within Came To My Ears:

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. What makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine?

How is your life already making a global impact?

Why one moment you are up and confident.

The next moment? Frustrated. Discouraged. Unable to see the Reality of My Being within you, and now?

Yahushua’s real appearance to take over your life is a reality, but! You are already questioning that matter as per the way your body continues to suffer, and?

The agony of doubt and fear is knocking at your door.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? FEAR NOT! This time?

Yahushua is in complete control of every minute detail of your life.

His desire for you?

The song of Solomon Yahushua is singing to you now. Therefore?

For a time in your life now you must remain aloof from this world and all goings on therein. You must bind your mind, soul, and body as in the Song of Solomon.

At Your Master’s discretion?

He will present you to this world in a way far beyond your imagination.

From here on? You have nothing to worry about.

Your times are in His hands.

From now on?

Yahushua shall lead and direct you in the task I have assigned unto you.

I know how overwhelming your task has become, but!

Your Master shall now make it all a joy and a delight as He will make your task to be.

Remember, after this post?

Refrain from posting until Yahushua releases you to post again.

This is a time exclusively for your Master and you.

I am at work.

You have written. You have published. You have optimized.

I have been and will continue to do the rest in the heart of each one of the readers of the posts.

Rejoice! Enjoy your Master’s Presence forevermore!”

The Truth, Dear Reader? Checkmate! …

The complicated game of my worldly life is ended. Instead? The reality of my soul’s longings for that One with Whom to endlessly share my tears and my joys? All games pale. No need to play anymore.

The Reality To Be Someone’s Delight …

Who is so blessed? At last I am! I have no longer need to play the worldly game of life. I will now live the reality of my Master’s delight by the power of His love and wisdom for me.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

Do You Believe It? You Don’t! No Matter. Belief Or Not Is Not The Issue Here …

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Do You Believe It? You Don’t! No Matter. Belief Or Not Is Not The Issue Here …

What Is The Issue? LACK Of RESPECT—The Underlaying Issue In All Matter …

It’s Obvious, But! Human Kind? Only Contempt, Or?

Open Disrespect Or Willful Disobedience Of The Authority Of A Court Of Law Or Legislative Body.

How ‘Bout That? I Been Contemptuous Most Of My Life! …

Ouch! That hurts! Me, contemptuous? Me, such a devoted good Christian woman for the  most? ME? CONTEMPTOUS? The fact despite my shock, but!

No Matter. There Is An Ever Existing Authority Over All Authorities …

This Authority’s name? I AM—I BE—I EXIST. Ah! But that’s not a name! Let’s call it as per suit us best, shall we?

And There Comes The Diversity Of Names Translated To Be The Highest Authority’s Name …

Wow-wee! How clever we human beings are! The translators under the authority of King James? Commanded to use ‘Lord’ instead of ‘Master’. Why?

Simple. Lord? Per Suit Best To The Translators …

Lord implies belonging to the human royalty. Master implies ownership of a human being. The Creator is not member of any human royalty. Instead?

The Creator Is The Highest Authority Over All Human Authorities, But! …

That is the mystery underlying the lack of respect for His authority, and? Better than that! That is all part of the Creator’s plan for our individual lives now revealing it to us, and?

The Lack Of Respect For The Highest Authority? The Underlying Cause Of All Our Sorrow And Sighing, But! …

At the end? The redeemed of the Master shall return and come with singing to Zion; everlasting joy shall be upon their heads. They shall obtain joy and gladness, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.

The Best Part? Despite All The Shenanigans Of Our Lives …

Despite all of our stupid bright ideas and concepts about our Creator and ourselves? Despite our pride and arrogant ignorance of it all?

  • The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect —To Be Loved. To Love. Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!
  • The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Now Revealed—Loved To Love …?
  • The Family Restoration
  • That’s the theme that makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine.

Let Me Go On Now To The Posting Grounds …

I hope for this post to prepare all minds to open-up to the content of previous posts recorded but not yet published. Even so? that’s my hope but I don’t know. Much love, thiaBasilia.

Here I Am! Reflecting. What’s The Use? …

Those whom I [dearly and tenderly] love, I tell their faults and convict and convince and reprove and chasten [I discipline and instruct them]. So be enthusiastic and in earnest and burning with zeal and repent [changing your mind and attitude]. [Pro 3:12] Revelation 3:19

Scratch Your Head thiaBasilia! Go To Bed! Is Not That Bad! …

The use perhaps you’ll find in your mind in deep sleep …

Up. Down. Nothing Yet Found …

Tuesday, April 2, 2019 at 5:23 pm

Perhaps. It’s now Tuesday, April 2, 2019 at 9:26 pm. Been up twice. This time up? I ate. Now I’ll go back to bed. Still in the dark about it all I can’t control.

Was I Awake? Was I Sleeping? Can’t Tell …

Wednesday, April 3, 2019 at 4:48 am.

I can tell it was around 2 am. The pain? It kept me from getting up. I laid there begging for help, but help did not come to be or so it seemed to me, but!

At Last? Painfully I Lifted The Heavy Covers. I Sat Up …

I looked at the time. Past 3 am. In a flash the scene in my dreams came to mind. Despite the atrocious pain? I got up, and?

Began My Day’s Now Routine Of Doings While Reflecting …

Pain and suffering? The highest lab of testing and removal of the alloys mixed in the gold buried in the depth of our souls. Wow! So? O my Father! That’s what You shown to me.

  • While sleeping or awake? I don’t know but! I found myself in this amazing room with all kinds of paraphernalia liken to a lab. There was 3 maybe 4 doctors dressed in the special green gowns wore in the surgery rooms. One of the doctors was coaching me. My feelings? Relief to find out my pain was the substance to remove all alloys in the gold buried in the depth of my soul.

Wow! All Makes Sense Now With This Revelation …

Indeed! Now I understand the Messiah’s words in the famous Sermon of the Mount. Now I understand the matter of pain and mourning rather than laughter and glee. Quote:

The sermon of the mount excerpt

Matthew 5:1-20

YAHUSHUA, SEEING THE crowds, He went up on the mountain; and when He was seated, His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the poor in spirit (the humble, who rate themselves insignificant), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

Blessed and enviably happy with a happiness produced by the experience of our Father in the heaven’s favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His matchless grace are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted! Isa. 61:2.

Blessed (happy, blithesome, joyous, spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the meek (the mild, patient, long-suffering), for they shall inherit the earth! Ps. 37:11.

Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heaven enjoys His favor and deliverance) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with our Father in the heaven), for they shall be completely satisfied! Isa. 55:1, 2.

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy!

Blessed (happy, enviably fortunate, and spiritually prosperous–possessing the happiness produced by the experience of our Father in the heaven’s favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His grace, regardless of their outward conditions) are the pure in heart, for they shall see the Almighty One! Ps. 24:3, 4.

Blessed (enjoying enviable happiness, spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the makers and maintainers of peace, for they shall be called the sons of the Almighty!

Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.

Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.

You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.

Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.

For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.

Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Wow! What Do I See Now In Those Famous Words? …

The merciful loving Creator of our beings? He is not sending the rebels to hell as many self-righteous humans do. Rather?

Those Words Are A Simple Warning Not A Final Judgement …

No need to elaborate with my own interpretation of those words. Untold number of elaborations and explanations are already public knowledge to no avail, but!

The Master Creator And Redeemer Of Our Beings? Touching Hearts …

By all means! Our Creator is now reaching the heart of His children one by one. Therefore? No need for me to elaborate.

Much love, thiaBasilia.