Monthly Archives: August 2020

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New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

How Did I Get Here?

 

Step By Step. Day In Day Out. Sometimes Holding His Hand. For The Most? He Carried Me Not Touching The Land …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:26 am.

So easy to read the wonderful journeys of blessed souls. So hard to grasp the meaning of writing and reading the tales.

Memories. Memories. Memories …

Good memories. Bad ones. Is there a purpose for my memories, Master? Back to the paradigm of my human nature. Back to the cause and effect of living without You.

Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!

  • Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
  • Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
  • Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
  • Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.

It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.

You Are With And For Me For Sure! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm.

Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen. I have waited all day. The silence is overwhelming. Just when I considered again the possibility to give up? You intervened.

  • Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
  • I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and? Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:

Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning

“Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.

The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.

That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.”

  • I tried to call Ahmad to no avail. But! As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
  • Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.

What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.

Perhaps. One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all! I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.

All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …

It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.

What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …

Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.

Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.

Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?

  • You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.

You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …

What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:

Isaiah 41:15-20

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.

I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …

“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”

  • It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.

“    and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”

From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.

  • You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:

Psalms 19:1-14

THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]

Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.

There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.

Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.

Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.

  • (Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
  • But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])

The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.

The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.

The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.

More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.

Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.

Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.

Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.

Proverbs 9:10

The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding.

So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.

Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.

  • The number One meaning Unity.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!

So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.

  • What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

How Did I Get Here?

Step By Step. Day In Day Out. Sometimes Holding His Hand. For The Most? He Carried Me Not Touching The Land …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:26 am.

So easy to read the wonderful journeys of blessed souls. So hard to grasp the meaning of writing and reading the tales.

Memories. Memories. Memories …

Good memories. Bad ones. Is there a purpose for my memories, Master? Back to the paradigm of my human nature. Back to the cause and effect of living without You.

Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!

  • Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
  • Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
  • Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
  • Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.

It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.

You Are With And For Me For Sure! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm.

Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen. I have waited all day. The silence is overwhelming. Just when I considered again the possibility to give up? You intervened.

  • Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
  • I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and? Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:

Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning

“Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.

The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.

That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.”

  • I tried to call Ahmad to no avail. But! As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
  • Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.

What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.

Perhaps. One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all! I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.

All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …

It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.

What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …

Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.

Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.

Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?

  • You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.

You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …

What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:

Isaiah 41:15-20

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.

I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …

“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”

  • It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.

“    and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”

From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.

  • You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:

Psalms 19:1-14

THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]

Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.

There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.

Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.

Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.

  • (Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
  • But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])

The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.

The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.

The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.

More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.

Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.

Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.

Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.

Proverbs 9:10

The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding.

So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.

Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.

  • The number One meaning Unity.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!

So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.

  • What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Bible, Christian, Computers, love, poetry, Pondering, truth that set you free, unique posts

It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation! …

Hello Skeptics! There Is Such A Thing Believe It Or Not …

Curious? Read On. I Haven’t The Slightest Of What I Am About To Write …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Sovereign Authority? O my Master? You know that many would turn their heads from such headline. But why are You compelling me to use such?

  • The response is found in the content of the posts.
  • I do not write for myself.
  • The Almighty Creator of my being is my Master.
  • Every written line is and has been under His authority over me.
  • Thus? Even when I know I am breaking the rules to attract readers, I post as He leads me to do.
  • Ah! Glad I got that out of my chest! Hoppie!

Nice Day. Not Many Responding To The Last Post So Far …

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 1:52 pm.

It’s only 2 pm and I already had a full day. Down mood. But You know it my Master. I am stuck waiting on You to do something to boost me up.

Nothing. Just Me And My Whatever Causes The Mood Change …

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 10:24 pm.

Before midnight came the food arrived. I ate. The day ended but not my down mood. I am at my wits end with my feeble attempts to help myself to no avail. Unless You take over let me just sit and do nothing. Wait.

Slept Until 2 Am. Got Up. Now What? …

You are in control. Despite my mood and discomfort, I am not worried or anxious. I am at peace. Your grace and strength sustain me. This moment shall pass.

It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation! …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 2:34 am.

Ha! You just gave me the headline for the next post. How ‘bout that? It’s coming to me to continue working on the graphic now knowing what I am to illustrate.

Hello Skeptics! There Is Such A Thing Believe It Or Not …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Sovereign Authority? O my Master? You know that many would turn their heads from such headline. But why are You compelling me to use such?

  • The response is found in the content of the posts.

Yes, I Get Down When It Seems That Nothing Is Happening, But! …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 6:17 am.

O my Master! You are aware of my ups and downs, and? I am counting on Your faithfulness to Your word to answer me when I need help.

  • You know better than myself what is it that I need.
  • You know we need money, or do we?
  • Perhaps that is what You are teaching us.
  • We need to live with the monies You supply for us, but!
  • You know we do not know how?
  • How can we live without the necessary extras to take care of our homes?
  • O my Master! Teach us the way as per Your will for us to do.
  • The summer is almost over.
  • The winter shall come.
  • Along shall come the moisture, the mold, the miserable cold.
  • And what about the protection for my plants?
  • And what about the planting for the future?
  • All those lurking fears are wearing me out!
  • I am not to set my gaze upon Your promised blessings while I exist in Your so loved world.
  • My gaze is set on You and Your faithfulness to Your Word.
  • So I can’t forget Your promise to restore both my wealth and my health.
  • Yet, I am weary of the waiting and feel guilty for such weariness.
  • One more week is about to end.
  • Day in and day out. Days weeks months years, but!
  • To doubt Your mercy I will not!
  • Help, O my Master help!

Without You? Even The Scent Of Fear Is Paralyzing …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 12:08 pm.

Without You even the scent of fear is paralyzing. But living in Your Presence I do not fear my fears. Fear, anger, gloom, glee = mental insanity!

This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 2:27 am.

You have made me a living proof of the statements You compel me to publish. It’s a whole new world for me, wonderfully free of the fears that been suffocating me all of my life.

So? You Know What I Don’t My Master. The Skeptics? I Know Nooothinggg …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 2:44 am.

The truth? You know it my Master. Many of my Christians peers are staunch skeptics. They gone to follow up their whatever customs and traditions come hail or hot water. But!

  • Your Sword!
  • All in Your time and at Your discretion for sure.

Who Knows What Wonders Will You Have Me Post Next? …

The graphic to illustrate the post is ready. My clue to post.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia

Bible, Christianity, love, mental health, nutrition, poetry, Reflections

It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation! …

Hello Skeptics! There Is Such A Thing Believe It Or Not …

Curious? Read On. I Haven’t The Slightest Of What I Am About To Write …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Sovereign Authority? O my Master? You know that many would turn their heads from such headline. But why are You compelling me to use such?

  • The response is found in the content of the posts.
  • I do not write for myself.
  • The Almighty Creator of my being is my Master.
  • Every written line is and has been under His authority over me.
  • Thus? Even when I know I am breaking the rules to attract readers, I post as He leads me to do.
  • Ah! Glad I got that out of my chest! Hoppie!

Nice Day. Not Many Responding To The Last Post So Far …

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 1:52 pm.

It’s only 2 pm and I already had a full day. Down mood. But You know it my Master. I am stuck waiting on You to do something to boost me up.

Nothing. Just Me And My Whatever Causes The Mood Change …

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 10:24 pm.

Before midnight came the food arrived. I ate. The day ended but not my down mood. I am at my wits end with my feeble attempts to help myself to no avail. Unless You take over let me just sit and do nothing. Wait.

Slept Until 2 Am. Got Up. Now What? …

You are in control. Despite my mood and discomfort, I am not worried or anxious. I am at peace. Your grace and strength sustain me. This moment shall pass.

It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation! …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 2:34 am.

Ha! You just gave me the headline for the next post. How ‘bout that? It’s coming to me to continue working on the graphic now knowing what I am to illustrate.

Hello Skeptics! There Is Such A Thing Believe It Or Not …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Sovereign Authority? O my Master? You know that many would turn their heads from such headline. But why are You compelling me to use such?

  • The response is found in the content of the posts.

Yes, I Get Down When It Seems That Nothing Is Happening, But! …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 6:17 am.

O my Master! You are aware of my ups and downs, and? I am counting on Your faithfulness to Your word to answer me when I need help.

  • You know better than myself what is it that I need.
  • You know we need money, or do we?
  • Perhaps that is what You are teaching us.
  • We need to live with the monies You supply for us, but!
  • You know we do not know how?
  • How can we live without the necessary extras to take care of our homes?
  • O my Master! Teach us the way as per Your will for us to do.
  • The summer is almost over.
  • The winter shall come.
  • Along shall come the moisture, the mold, the miserable cold.
  • And what about the protection for my plants?
  • And what about the planting for the future?
  • All those lurking fears are wearing me out!
  • I am not to set my gaze upon Your promised blessings while I exist in Your so loved world.
  • My gaze is set on You and Your faithfulness to Your Word.
  • So I can’t forget Your promise to restore both my wealth and my health.
  • Yet, I am weary of the waiting and feel guilty for such weariness.
  • One more week is about to end.
  • Day in and day out. Days weeks months years, but!
  • To doubt Your mercy I will not!
  • Help, O my Master help!

Without You? Even The Scent Of Fear Is Paralyzing …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 12:08 pm.

Without You even the scent of fear is paralyzing. But living in Your Presence I do not fear my fears. Fear, anger, gloom, glee = mental insanity!

This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 2:27 am.

You have made me a living proof of the statements You compel me to publish. It’s a whole new world for me, wonderfully free of the fears that been suffocating me all of my life.

So? You Know What I Don’t My Master. The Skeptics? I Know Nooothinggg …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 2:44 am.

The truth? You know it my Master. Many of my Christians peers are staunch skeptics. They gone to follow up their whatever customs and traditions come hail or hot water. But!

  • Your Sword!
  • All in Your time and at Your discretion for sure.

Who Knows What Wonders Will You Have Me Post Next? …

The graphic to illustrate the post is ready. My clue to post.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia

Bible, Christian, Computers, love, poetry, unique posts

I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …

An Old Woman With Disheveled White Hair Like The Famous Albert Einstein. Could It Be? …

Could It Be Dear Albert Is In My Ancestry? Even His Little Bitty Eyes Remind Me Of Mine Now…

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 12:21 pm.

Where is my long dark brown hair, my big brown eyes, my long eyelashes, and my full lips? But O my Master! You know I do not feel like I look at all.

Master? This Is Not Funny At All. It Amounts To A Weak Moment In My Flesh …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 3:37 pm.

In fact, it brought tears to my eyes to remember those days of my vain flesh. I neglected important matters while I was consumed with my looks.

That’s The Flesh Now Dead By The Power Of Your Spirit Within Me …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 6:21 pm.

Of course, it hurts to remember but the power of Your embrace overcomes all ill memories. So, I cry but my tears You dry.

  • I am going on despite the heat, despite there is not yet much response to the latest post.
  • I am not my own. You are in control of the response to You not to me.
  • It seems that the response has to do with the time of the day You lead me to post.
  • You know best who to reach and at what time to respond.

O My Master? This Sure Has Been A Slow Hot Day, But!

You are holding me to go on. Furthermore, You are teaching me what to eat or not to eat for my healing. Food consumption is a major issue for our health, physically and mentally.

Ha! That Brings Back To Mental Health And Insanity …

And that’s how the headline ties up with the previous headline about Mental Health and Mental Insanity. Looking old got much to do with the foods we consume.

  • Wow! I am talking like an expert! I can hardly believe the things You lead me to type when I don’t have the least inclination to type anything at all.

So? My Looks Got To Do With The First Lesson On Mental And Physical Health …

Silly me! You meant the remembrance of my good looks to give me hint on how You shall restore those good looks. Such a remembrance was not a reproach at all. Thank goodness!

But Master, This Nutrition Thing Is Not A Picnic At All …

In fact? The nutrition thing has become a battlefield for the chemical and organic consumption of food. And the money flows on the battlefield.

  • Yes, free information is enormous. So much free with and without a catch. What’s my beef? Ha! One headline toots the wonders of drinking coffee. Another points the horrors of such habit.
  • On and on goes the confusing info. One points to no sugar. No chemicals. Organic. Another points the opposite way.

Me? O Me! O My Master! A Dermatologist? …

Hahaha! By now? I have become a dermatologist myself with Ahmad’s help, but! It is all of no use. Is it the honey? Is it the raisings? Is it the sugar? What is it, my Master? Or?

  • Could it be the stress from the silence?

Silence Can Be Stressful To Say The Least …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 11:48 pm.

The day is ending in silence. Other than the disturbance from deranged people in the street not a peep from Ahmad or my little friend. It is quite stressful.

Thank You For Another Day In Your Loving Presence …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Every morning day and night new mercies I see from Your hand of mercy. Today I am hoping to hear good news.

  • Perhaps what I am really hoping for is to recognize Your good news constantly raining on me.
  • I keep waiting for avocados and mangoes to nourish my body, but instead?
  • You are spiritually nourishing my soul.
  • A nourishment of much higher value.

Help Me My Master To Partake Of Your Nourishment …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 At 2:51 pm.

It is so easy to partake of the nourishment for my body but! Your nourishment for my soul? That is not as easy at all. Such is the paradigm of my human nature.

What Is A Paradigm? That Is What You Are Revealing To Me …

To think of a paradigm as a collection of thought patterns that we inherited early in life from our parents, teachers, and the culture we grew up in.

  • Those thought patterns produce habits, that produce results that are for the most not in harmony with the loving nature You have now invested on me.
  • Furthermore, those thought patterns dictate how I think about money, relationships, career, health and so on.

Ah! My Master! So That Is The ‘Good News’ I Was Hoping To Hear Today! Wow! …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 3:49 pm.

Silly me! And I was already down and out with no news from Ahmad or my children. Duh! What a way to bring me out and up from the paradigm of my human nature.

Better Yet! This Revelation Goes To The Bottom Of My Mental Insanity …

Amazing how You are bringing me to understand the cause and effect of living by the dictates of my mind and emotions.

So? You Are Unfolding The Paradigm Of My Human Nature …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 6:34 pm.

How interesting. First You empowered me to be still, to let go, to wait. That took a while to set in but! You sustain me the whole setting period.

How Did You Empower Me? Conviction …

You confronted me to give an account of my life’s doings and found me guilty of rebellion. You convicted me, but! You gave the option to repent and be restored.

  • All of this sounds like a boring tale in my imagination, but!
  • By far this is not a tale.

What Is It Then? What’s The Point? …

No point. Reality. You know it my Master. I simply have not words to express this most profound moment of my life in Your Presence. Reality! Your Word is clear. Quote:

Hebrews 4:11-13

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest [of the Almighty, to know and experience it for ourselves], that no one may fall or perish by the same kind of unbelief and disobedience [into which those in the wilderness fell].

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Master? Thank You For The Mango You Sent Me …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

Just when I am overwhelmed with the immensity of writings You have inspired to me, You intervened with a mango to respond to my request for it a few moments ago.

  • What a break to ease my mind so I can continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • You have quickened me to quote from Ecclesiastes repeatedly and this afternoon You reminded me that You began to quicken Ecclesiastes to me since the beginning of the year, but!
  • I could not remember what year. It took several searches to get it all together.
  • My thought as I searched, searched? Too much for my human mind to process and?
  • If is too much for me it must be the same for others.
  • I headed for bed to reflect and wait on You.
  • After a while? Food and a mango!
  • I quickly got up and helped myself to the goodies.

Refreshed! I Am Now Able To Follow Your Leading In Ecclesiastes …

But why Ecclesiastes? Ecclesiastes is the reflection of my human nature and how You have been dealing with it until now.

  • You have exposed my human nature in Ecclesiastes through the journey of the last 35 years of my life lived in Your Presence.

Whatever For My Master? …

You gave me the answer on the last day of 2018 to begin 2019. You began last year quickening me to announce the matter to all. Quote:

Dear Unique Human, all your life you have been wandering lost among the multitude. This is the last day of the year 2018. This is the eve of the year 2019—your year to find out how you are loved to love.

Ha! You Were Addressing Me As Well For I Am One Of Your Unique Human Beings …

Amazing! I had to find out how I am loved by You so I can properly love others. What are You revealing to me?

  • What is the meaning of loved to love?

Loved To Love Stands For The Purpose Of Your First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

Wow! O my Master! That gives a brand-new light to such commandment. You are not a man that I should judge You for demanding to love You above all things.

  • But Your mercy, unending patience, and passionate love for me do not fit in my puny mind and You know it, so? You have overlooked my ignorance.
  • Even so? It was necessary for me to suffer for as long as You deemed necessary for me to suffer the consequences of my ignorance. For it is written, quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:1-15

TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:

A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]

A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,

A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,

A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,

A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]

A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]

What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]

That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself]. End of quote.

It Is Not A Matter Of Looks Or Ancestry! It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation!

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 6:26 am.

I am speechless again! No more troubled with all the doings of Your people. That is what is supposed to be.

  • You are in perfect control of it all.
  • And on this note I must close this post.

Ah! My Master! Your work in me includes better work from me. My long posts are now ending to keep Your people engaged on how You are developing the plan of Your creation’s restoration

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …

An Old Woman With Disheveled White Hair Like The Famous Albert Einstein. Could It Be? …

Could It Be Dear Albert Is In My Ancestry? Even His Little Bitty Eyes Remind Me Of Mine Now…

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 12:21 pm.

Where is my long dark brown hair, my big brown eyes, my long eyelashes, and my full lips? But O my Master! You know I do not feel like I look at all.

Master? This Is Not Funny At All. It Amounts To A Weak Moment In My Flesh …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 3:37 pm.

In fact, it brought tears to my eyes to remember those days of my vain flesh. I neglected important matters while I was consumed with my looks.

That’s The Flesh Now Dead By The Power Of Your Spirit Within Me …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 6:21 pm.

Of course, it hurts to remember but the power of Your embrace overcomes all ill memories. So, I cry but my tears You dry.

  • I am going on despite the heat, despite there is not yet much response to the latest post.
  • I am not my own. You are in control of the response to You not to me.
  • It seems that the response has to do with the time of the day You lead me to post.
  • You know best who to reach and at what time to respond.

O My Master? This Sure Has Been A Slow Hot Day, But!

You are holding me to go on. Furthermore, You are teaching me what to eat or not to eat for my healing. Food consumption is a major issue for our health, physically and mentally.

Ha! That Brings Back To Mental Health And Insanity …

And that’s how the headline ties up with the previous headline about Mental Health and Mental Insanity. Looking old got much to do with the foods we consume.

  • Wow! I am talking like an expert! I can hardly believe the things You lead me to type when I don’t have the least inclination to type anything at all.

So? My Looks Got To Do With The First Lesson On Mental And Physical Health …

Silly me! You meant the remembrance of my good looks to give me hint on how You shall restore those good looks. Such a remembrance was not a reproach at all. Thank goodness!

But Master, This Nutrition Thing Is Not A Picnic At All …

In fact? The nutrition thing has become a battlefield for the chemical and organic consumption of food. And the money flows on the battlefield.

  • Yes, free information is enormous. So much free with and without a catch. What’s my beef? Ha! One headline toots the wonders of drinking coffee. Another points the horrors of such habit.
  • On and on goes the confusing info. One points to no sugar. No chemicals. Organic. Another points the opposite way.

Me? O Me! O My Master! A Dermatologist? …

Hahaha! By now? I have become a dermatologist myself with Ahmad’s help, but! It is all of no use. Is it the honey? Is it the raisings? Is it the sugar? What is it, my Master? Or?

  • Could it be the stress from the silence?

Silence Can Be Stressful To Say The Least …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 11:48 pm.

The day is ending in silence. Other than the disturbance from deranged people in the street not a peep from Ahmad or my little friend. It is quite stressful.

Thank You For Another Day In Your Loving Presence …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Every morning day and night new mercies I see from Your hand of mercy. Today I am hoping to hear good news.

  • Perhaps what I am really hoping for is to recognize Your good news constantly raining on me.
  • I keep waiting for avocados and mangoes to nourish my body, but instead?
  • You are spiritually nourishing my soul.
  • A nourishment of much higher value.

Help Me My Master To Partake Of Your Nourishment …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 At 2:51 pm.

It is so easy to partake of the nourishment for my body but! Your nourishment for my soul? That is not as easy at all. Such is the paradigm of my human nature.

What Is A Paradigm? That Is What You Are Revealing To Me …

To think of a paradigm as a collection of thought patterns that we inherited early in life from our parents, teachers, and the culture we grew up in.

  • Those thought patterns produce habits, that produce results that are for the most not in harmony with the loving nature You have now invested on me.
  • Furthermore, those thought patterns dictate how I think about money, relationships, career, health and so on.

Ah! My Master! So That Is The ‘Good News’ I Was Hoping To Hear Today! Wow! …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 3:49 pm.

Silly me! And I was already down and out with no news from Ahmad or my children. Duh! What a way to bring me out and up from the paradigm of my human nature.

Better Yet! This Revelation Goes To The Bottom Of My Mental Insanity …

Amazing how You are bringing me to understand the cause and effect of living by the dictates of my mind and emotions.

So? You Are Unfolding The Paradigm Of My Human Nature …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 6:34 pm.

How interesting. First You empowered me to be still, to let go, to wait. That took a while to set in but! You sustain me the whole setting period.

How Did You Empower Me? Conviction …

You confronted me to give an account of my life’s doings and found me guilty of rebellion. You convicted me, but! You gave the option to repent and be restored.

  • All of this sounds like a boring tale in my imagination, but!
  • By far this is not a tale.

What Is It Then? What’s The Point? …

No point. Reality. You know it my Master. I simply have not words to express this most profound moment of my life in Your Presence. Reality! Your Word is clear. Quote:

Hebrews 4:11-13

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest [of the Almighty, to know and experience it for ourselves], that no one may fall or perish by the same kind of unbelief and disobedience [into which those in the wilderness fell].

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Master? Thank You For The Mango You Sent Me …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

Just when I am overwhelmed with the immensity of writings You have inspired to me, You intervened with a mango to respond to my request for it a few moments ago.

  • What a break to ease my mind so I can continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • You have quickened me to quote from Ecclesiastes repeatedly and this afternoon You reminded me that You began to quicken Ecclesiastes to me since the beginning of the year, but!
  • I could not remember what year. It took several searches to get it all together.
  • My thought as I searched, searched? Too much for my human mind to process and?
  • If is too much for me it must be the same for others.
  • I headed for bed to reflect and wait on You.
  • After a while? Food and a mango!
  • I quickly got up and helped myself to the goodies.

Refreshed! I Am Now Able To Follow Your Leading In Ecclesiastes …

But why Ecclesiastes? Ecclesiastes is the reflection of my human nature and how You have been dealing with it until now.

  • You have exposed my human nature in Ecclesiastes through the journey of the last 35 years of my life lived in Your Presence.

Whatever For My Master? …

You gave me the answer on the last day of 2018 to begin 2019. You began last year quickening me to announce the matter to all. Quote:

Dear Unique Human, all your life you have been wandering lost among the multitude. This is the last day of the year 2018. This is the eve of the year 2019—your year to find out how you are loved to love.

Ha! You Were Addressing Me As Well For I Am One Of Your Unique Human Beings …

Amazing! I had to find out how I am loved by You so I can properly love others. What are You revealing to me?

  • What is the meaning of loved to love?

Loved To Love Stands For The Purpose Of Your First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

Wow! O my Master! That gives a brand-new light to such commandment. You are not a man that I should judge You for demanding to love You above all things.

  • But Your mercy, unending patience, and passionate love for me do not fit in my puny mind and You know it, so? You have overlooked my ignorance.
  • Even so? It was necessary for me to suffer for as long as You deemed necessary for me to suffer the consequences of my ignorance. For it is written, quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:1-15

TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:

A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]

A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,

A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,

A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,

A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]

A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]

What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]

That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself]. End of quote.

It Is Not A Matter Of Looks Or Ancestry! It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation!

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 6:26 am.

I am speechless again! No more troubled with all the doings of Your people. That is what is supposed to be.

  • You are in perfect control of it all.
  • And on this note I must close this post.

Ah! My Master! Your work in me includes better work from me. My long posts are now ending to keep Your people engaged on how You are developing the plan of Your creation’s restoration

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Bible, Christianity, love, mental health, nutrition, poetry, Reflections, Spirit vs Spirituality

Mental Health And Mental Insanity Predominant In Our World …

Success And Failure Go Hand In Hand. Peculiar? Nay! The Norm …

Post illustration
“Senorita Licona!” “PRESENTE!!!” Who would have ever thought ‘la senorita Licona’ will wound up married give birth to three beauties and raised four extra ones then wind up in Amman, Jordan?

On The Mountain Top I Sit Just Watching Now …

Master? You have led me to create a graphic to illustrate this post. Also? You have quickened to look into repairing the computer.

You gave me the inscription on the graphic to be as follows:

Repentance before conviction?

Nothing else but fiction.

When You convicted me?

I repented as You intended.

When I repented as You intended?

You restored what my pride

my hard heart

had wrecked from my start.

Thank You.

Thank You. You Have Ingrained This Day In My Heart And Mind Forever! …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 10:58 pm.

You have me complete and satisfied once for all. All the past glee and gloom continues to pop up but! It is not affecting me at all.

  • I am complete and satisfied in the center of Your heart never to depart this time.
  • I am hoping the ‘no responding’ error is fixed.
  • One hour left to this most amazing 7th Day of Rest for me.
  • Master? Little by little You are showing me how to go about relieving my painful moments or troublesome computer problems. Thank You.
  • Also, closing the door keeps the dust and the bugs away.

There Is Peace Like A River Flowing In My Soul …

It feels like waking up in a most beautiful background around me. A sunrise in my soul. The warm embrace of a loving Father holding me to His bosom forever.

  • Heading for bed. Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 12:17 am
  • Slept on and off until Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 4:46 am.

Master? I Suspect My External Drive Is Infected And? …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 7:24 am.

I have followed the found instructions to check and clean up to no avail. There are strange noises going on from the computer. It sounds like someone is recording all my doings.

  • The screen jumps while I am typing sometimes.
  • The ‘no responding error’ comes and goes.
  • You know exactly what is what?
  • I discover a couple of files with the extension .lnk that could be the culprits, but I have not been able to get rid of them.
  • All instructions do not work for me.
  • I cannot find how to delete them myself.
  • Help me my Master.
  • Maybe You already fixed the problem.
  • I wait on You to refresh my mind and quit my concern with the matter.

Master? Should I Work On The Book? …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 8:52 am.

It is not even 9 am and I already had a full day of doings. But You know that my Master.

When I Woke Up? Notice To Restart The Computer To Finish The Repair  …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 12:57 pm.

Master? You must have started the repair while You put me to sleep until 12 pm. I restarted as per the notice.

  • The repair took place.
  • It was strange procedure to repair.
  • It finished but it started my old welcome so I restarted.
  • It restarted nicely. Maybe my troubles are over.
  • I am counting on You and Your Word written and to me personally.

Master? What Are You Teaching Me? …

You been quickening to read what goes with people on everyday affairs. The predominant subject is about Mental Health and Mental Insanity.

Ha! You just gave me the headline for the next post:

  • Mental Health and Mental Insanity predominant in our world …
  • Success and failure go hand in hand. Peculiar? Nay! The norm …

Well? What’s Next On Your Teacher’s Agenda, My Master? …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 3:34 pm.

“My child, it all boils down to the curses in Deuteronomy 28; repentance Isaiah 1, 30, 55, Jeremiah 3; the restoration, and the blessings in Isiah 40 and throughout My written words.

  • The curses produce mental insanity.
  • Repentance leads to restoration of the blessings.
  • The blessings produce mental health.
  • That is next in My agenda for you to proclaim.”

The Warm Of Your Embrace Restored My Mental Health. What A Blessing! …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 4:44 pm.

Ha! Three fours on the hour of this moment in my journey. This number four is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

What Is Your Purpose In The World Or On The Earth? …

Master? You revealed Your purpose in the last post. But now You are connecting all Your written words in my mind and heart. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

11  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end. End of quote.

So? You Are Revealing To Me Your Purpose For Restoring My Mental Health. …

Ah! My Master? And I thought You were just making me feel good. Duh! You are so amazingly real.

  • Over and over You remind me of Your words to teach me Your ways. Quote:

Isaiah 55

…. Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah while He may be found claiming Him by necessity and by right; call upon Him while He is near.

Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him return to Master Yahuwah, and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him, and to our Almighty Creator, for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.

For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens, and return not there again, but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return to Me void without producing any effect, useless, but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it. End of quote.

Calling It A Day You Made For Me! …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 11:59 pm.

Yes indeed! Each of my days You make for me. What a marvel I have been ignoring all of my past days.

  • But You do not count it against me anymore. True to Your Word You are.  Quote:

Isaiah 1:18

Come now, and let us reason together, says the Master. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be like wool. End of quote.

From Guatemala To The USA Ending Up In Amman, Jordan …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 4:48 am.

“Senorita Licona!” “PRESENTE!!!” Who would have ever thought ‘la senorita Licona’ will wound up married give birth to three beauties and raised four extra ones then wind up in Amman, Jordan?

  • Not me that’s for sure! Marriage? Furthest in my agenda! I was to become a civil engineer, build cities, make gabs of money, become an airplane pilot, travel the world over and all for what?
  • Ah! The noble purpose of a humanitarian!
  • I was going to eradicate poverty and ignorance in the world!
  • What a trip!

O My Master! The Implanted Sense Of A Purpose Working Through The Ages, That’s What It Was! …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 5:46 am.

Amazing! Simply amazing! The implanted eternity in my heart. Only You can satisfy such purpose. But as a human I had my own grandiose ideas. Go figure it!

For You Let Numerous Ones Succeed And I Wondered Why Not Me? …

Why not me? Now You are revealing it to me. In Your embrace is the only worthy success. Engineer? Humanitarian?

  • That and more You are making me to be.
  • You set me free to fly with Thee.
  • All over Your so loved world
  • You carry me.
  • Whatever for?
  • To proclaim Your implanted eternity in our hearts!

How Is Your Plan Coming Along My Master? …

“That is to be the subject for future posts, My child. For there is much more I need to reveal to you for you to see how is My plan coming along.

In the meantime? Continue to wait on Me even for the next breath you take.”

Thank You.

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The Almighty’s Love At Work In People’s Lives.

New Cycle. The Tide Is Changing. Good Thing! Take A Fling!

 

You Are Working A Good Plan For Us. I Wait No Matter How Long I Must …

Wednesday, August 19, 2020 at 10:02 am.

Waiting is the hardest thing I must do. You know it my Master. I thank You for Your grace. Your grace has become sufficient for me not only to wait but to overcome all ills and difficulties in my way.

  • Besides, You comfort me with vivid dreams on what to wait for.
  • I dreamed Ahmad by the new table setup arranging 3 beautiful red roses. Then he bent over to pickup a large box. He placed it on the table, opened it. He began to take beautiful fresh green bunches of broccolis placing them on the table.

I Woke Up With Such Good Sense And Renewed Determination To Wait …

I so much wanted to call Ahmad to share such amazing dream, but! I refuse to do anything to make things happen. I will wait however long it takes for You to develop Your doings. Meaning of dream:

Red Roses

Roses symbolize God’s love at work in people’s lives. These elegant flowers regularly show up in miracles and encounters with angels.

Finding love – a new relationship is beginning.

A sign of recognizing love in your life.

Being happy in a relationship.

Being given a red rose is an indication that someone new is coming into your life. or that you are going to reach a new and promising level in your love life.

Broccoli dream is a clue for the renewal of life and reflection of your own past. An important decision will prove to be a positive change filled with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Something is still keeping you two in each other’s lives. This dream stands for the feminine and the masculine, the spiritual and the physical and the emotional and the rational. You must let go of the past in order to move forward with your life.

Vivid Dream. Renewed Determination To Wait On You However Long You Take To Materialize This Dream, But!…

The description tells me exactly what You have implanted in my mind and heart respecting my love relationships.

  • Indeed! You are the One, the Something which is keeping Ahmad and I in each other’s lives.
  • Then? I am expecting a new Ahmad, the Ahmad You meant for him to be.
  • That is the meaning of him placing those 3 red roses on my table.
  • Also, this dream stands for the separation of the vile from the precious that must take place, and?
  • Lastly? I must let go of the past to move forward with my life in relationship with my loved ones.

Midnight Again. Silence …

Wednesday, August 19, 2020 at 11:44 pm.

Master? I take it the half hour of silence for me is not finish. Silence remains in my end. Heading for bed. I wait. No matter how long it takes I’ll wait with bated breath to see the wonders You have in store for me.

One More Day At Attention …

Thursday, August 20, 2020 at 9:37 am.

The illustration for the dream is finished. Now I wait to see how You intent for me to use it. I am hoping that perhaps tomorrow Ahmad might come bearing the expected good news.

I Sense I Am To Keep These Things To Myself Until You Send Me That New Ahmad …

Thursday, August 20, 2020 at 3:12 pm.

So? I thank You for Your grace and strength to keep going on and on despite the misery of separation and aloneness.

  • Ha! Change of headline to:
  • The Almighty’s Love At Work In People’s Lives.
  • New Cycle. The Tide Is Changing. Good Thing! Take A Fling!

Things Are Looking Up, My Master! …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 5:26 am.

The more I wait and depend on You the better things are getting organized in my mind.

  • Amazing! Spent yesterday cleaning and updating the computer. Still have problems uploading my graphics.
  • In my attempt to get help from a professional and in response to their instructions to give a detailed account of my request, I wrote:

Request

I am a spiritual writer with a no budget (money) to get help, so? I been helping myself since 1985 when I got my first PC.

For 35 years I have taught myself from DOS to the first Windows and dealt with the Internet since the days of Netscape.

Taught myself how to create websites but I did not come into blogging until 2005. At that time I discover WordPress.com.

Took a course. Went crazy creating WordPress.com blogs. Then I learned about .org.

My first server was GoDaddy.com but since then I am now with SiteGround.com using my food money to pay for it. But that was Ok until now.

What is my GREAT issue?

1.- Not able to keep up with all the advanced technology and updates.

2.-I can only upload 128M graphics. Why?

3.-The 20GB I get with my present plan are full.

4.-Not able to pay the high price to get 40GB instead of the 20

that I get now for the price of $30.

5.-So? I am looking for a way to clean up my site and media.

6.-That’s where the Media Cleaner WPSweep got installed but it did not help me to reduce the size of the data.

7.-The site is clean and updated now but still only 128M to upload my graphics.

  1. SiteGround has gone with the Cloud craze and now no help. they tell me I need a developer to resolve my WordPress problems.

9.-I am at my wits end with no money to pay for a developer.

  1. Not willing to go through the horror of changing servers either.
  2. – Is there help anywheres?

12.- Thank you for asking my details.

13.- At least I got my trouble organized in my mind if nothing else. :-)

Blessings! thiaBasilia End of quote.

  • Ha! O my Master! You gave me quite a detailed summary of my situation.
  • They promised to look into the matter and respond to my inquiry within 24 hours at the most.
  • Maybe they respond. Maybe they won’t. Either way You are in control of it all.

Ha! Once Again? You Came Through Before The Help Arrived …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 10:01 am.

After an hour or so it came to me to check the settings for the SiteGround Optimizer plugin. It was not enabled.

  • After I enabled it, I checked the loading of my graphics. Wow!
  • Everything loads perfectly and fast! Unbelievable!

Talking About Encouragement? You Alone Are Supreme …

From the very first time of my looking for help to edit my writings, You told me quite clear:

“No one is to edit the words I give to you. I will do the editing in your own heart!”

  • Some 30 years plus later? In my frustrating moments I turn for the help available to no avail. Wonderful experts all willing to help me but not able to do so.

Amazing! You Will Not Give Your Honor To Another …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 11:34 am.

So it is written for one chapter in Isaiah 48. More and more with every incident You confirm to me how accurately Your written words are coming to pass. Quote:

Isaiah 48:1-11 AMPC+

HEAR THIS, O house of Jacob, who are called by the name of Israel and who come forth from the seed of Judah, you who swear allegiance by the name of the Master and make mention of the Almighty Creator of Israel–but not in truth and sincerity, nor in righteousness (rightness and moral and spiritual rectitude in every area and relation)–

For they call themselves [citizens] of the holy city and depend on the Almighty Creator of Israel–the Master of hosts is His name.

I have declared from the beginning the former things [which happened in times past to Israel]; they went forth from My mouth and I made them known; then suddenly I did them, and they came to pass [says the Master].

Because I knew that you were obstinate, and your neck was an iron sinew and your brow was brass,

Therefore I have declared things to come to you from of old; before they came to pass I announced them to you, so that you could not say, My idol has done them, and my graven image and my molten image have commanded them.

You have heard [these things foretold], now you see this fulfillment. And will you not bear witness to it? I show you specified new things from this time forth, even hidden things [kept in reserve] which you have not known.

They are created now [called into being by the prophetic word], and not long ago; and before today you have never heard of them, lest you should say, Behold, I knew them!

Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, the Master, knew that you, O house of Israel, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel [in revolt] from your birth.

For My name’s sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off.

Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction.

For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it [I refrain and do not utterly destroy you]; for why should I permit My name to be polluted and profaned [which it would be if the Master completely destroyed His chosen people]? And I will not give My glory to another [by permitting the worshipers of idols to triumph over you]. End of quote.

Those Words Apply To Me Verbatim, But! …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 12:33 pm.

Such thing did not occur to me at all! I always thought those words to be for them not for me.

  • And of course, in my former Christian circle it was considered those words were for the ‘bad’ Jews.

That’s The Way Of The Human Nature …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 3:30 pm.

No surprise. Even so? I owe nothing to my human nature or my flesh. You have set me free to be on the mountain top with Thee.

  • That’s Your word to me. But it is written:

Romans 8:11-13

And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Jesus from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Messiah Yahushua from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

So then, brethren, we are debtors, but not to the flesh [we are not obligated to our carnal nature], to live [a life ruled by the standards set up by the dictates] of the flesh.

For if you live according to [the dictates of] the flesh, you will surely die. But if through the power of the [Holy] Spirit you are [habitually] putting to death (making extinct, deadening) the [evil] deeds prompted by the body, you shall [really and genuinely] live forever. End of quote.

Now? You Have Revealed To Me The Problem With Those Words …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 5:49 pm.

Actually? You revealed the problem to me a long time ago, but! People gets really touchy if anyone questions what they believe to be Your Spirit.

  • Even so? You revealed to me how I was confessing to live by Your Spirit with my mouth but, I was living a worldly life just like everybody else lives.
  • What is the key to habitually put to death making extinct, deadening the evil deeds prompted by the body?

The Key? The Power Of Your Spirit Implanted In My Being …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 4:21 am.

But the Power Of Your Spirit Implanted In My Being was hidden in my soul until the time came to reveal such amazing power to me.

The Time Is Now. Indeed! Now Is The Time For Your Power To Avail Me …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 5:42 am.

Only Your power is nothing at all that I can define. Here I been troubling myself unnecessarily for what I am realizing just now, but!

  • In the economy of our lives You do not waste a second.
  • All our doings are used respectively.
  • What on earth am I talking about?
  • I am talking about me and my unnecessary troubles and tribulations in my soul.
  • I been waiting with bated breath for Ahmad to walk in with loads of goodies. Duh!
  • Morning and night my waiting takes a toll on me and the tears flow and?
  • Computer troubles. And the hot weather. And the nagging pain from head to toe. And the silence!
  • Ha! Duh! Not a clue of Your doings. Not a sign of Ahmad. No fruit. No mangoes or avocados. No goodies at all. Just my little friend coming in the door with plain food, and?

O My Master! How Gently You Lead This Child Of Yours

 …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 6:21 am.

I sense Your Presence in the most remarkable way. No words to describe the marvel of Your Presence embracing me. I am speechless.

All Over The World The Spirit Is Moving! …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 9:05 am.

I get likes and followers from all over the world, but the last two connections totally fascinate me. The response to my request for help with the computer troubles opened my mind’s door. My reply:

O Richard!

So glad to hear from you. The task assigned unto me is unique, and? Uniquely connected. After I wrote my request it came to me to follow the leading within me. Configure the plugs. Hooray! Like magic! Everything working to perfection after so many days of my beating a dead horse blindly.

Richard? There is a reason for your unique request to give you details of my request for help. I have such sense of soul connecting with whomever read my strange writings. Go figure it!

I am just so glad for your honest and caring response and hope to hear from you or whomever wishes to chime in. Have a blessed day. His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.End of quote.

  • Then? A new follower from Iowa. You quickened me to respond to this one. I did. Now I am waiting for her response if any. Quote:

Comment: Ha! Your following? Quite intriguing. Your remark, ‘I’m excited about the new direction my life is about to take.’ puzzles me. Have u considered visiting Amman, Jordan? I like to invite you to do so.

love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

Also? A Short Line From Roxana And Robin But Not A Sign From Ahmad Yet …

All of these unexpected happenings jolted the sense of Your embrace. Such sense is to remain with me to strengthen and light my way to go on and on.

  • The best part? I am no longer troubled with false expectations.
  • Your embrace fulfills all my expectations.
  • I will now continue to create the graphics to illustrate as You lead me to do.

There I Sit Watching It All Take Place With Amazing Precision …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 11:18 am.

Just then, about an hour ago who walks in? My new Ahmad! Wow! What an encounter You prepared for us. Amazing, good news culminating in You embracing both of us never to be separated again.

  • You have made everything beautiful in its time for Ahmad and me.

Your Leading To Close And Continue In Future Posts …

There is no telling how You are making everything beautiful for Ahmad and myself and all included in our lives.

  • I wait. No matter how long it takes I wait with renewed strength and determination.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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Routines And Rituals Are The Chains That Bind Us To Our Ways …

Ha! Even More Than Chains They Are Like Crazy Glue That Fix Us To Permanently Be Stuck Up In Our Ways. What A Marvel!

Amazingly Simple Ways To Be Flexible Ready To Bid Your Will At Any Time …

Truly, truly, truly! What marvels You are revealing to me to set me free from my stuck-up ways. And at times like the times going on in this systematic world You have left me in.

You Know This Shall Debunk The Systems Of This World In Time, But!

It might cost me. For Your people is quite set in the rituals, routines, and ways and traditions of the organized Church and Your so loved world systems.

  • They already consider me to be not of them anymore.
  • No matter. You are about to change hearts and minds.
  • One by one they shall all be set free to abandon rituals and routines.
  • Set free in spirit and truth to worship Thee.
  • Such is the beauty of Your security.

Another Day Of Silence. I Wait On You. I Am Counting On Your Word …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 12:23 am.

I refuse to live in doubt and fear because things are not happening the way I as a human think they should happen. Even so?

  • The weight of the chaos and confusion in Your so loved world weights on my mind quite heavily while I wait and lean on You.
  • But that is the lot of Your mouthpieces from the beginning of time.

I Must Always Remember Your Written Words …

It is written, You have made everything beautiful in its time. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

11  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.  End of quote.

Your Word Is Clear. Only You Can Satisfy My Sense Of Purpose As Your Mouthpiece …

Therefore, You have invested upon me Your strength and power to fulfill such purpose without flinching. Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me.

Indeed! I Am Going On And On …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 5:48 am.

I don’t know or understand anything at all anymore. Neither do I want to do so. You are my Master. I am depending and counting on You even for the next breath I take.

So? I Have No News About Ahmad Or My Children …

Days have gone by without a peep from Ahmad. Each morning and night I keep hoping for my door to open by Ahmad’s hand to no avail.

  • I think You heard my request to take that hope out of my mind.
  • It seems Your answer to be to keep hoping.
  • Ahmad shall show up bearing wonderful news.
  • I must not give up such hope no matter how long it takes for it to materialize.
  • You have established the mother and son relationship between Ahmad and me.
  • Therefore? It is not a worldly relationship.
  • I must not think about it in a worldly way, but!

Only You Can Give Me The Wisdom To Think As You Intent For Me To Think About It …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 8:23 am.

And You are doing so every step of my journey in Your Presence. Away now with my lamenting and my doubts and fears and feelings and unworthy suspicious about Your faithfulness to us all.

  • You are with and for me.
  • I am going on and on with Your strength and wisdom You have implanted within me.

Silence For About Half An Hour In Heaven …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 2:19 pm.

Throughout this ominous period of silence from Ahmad and my children I have been hearing about the half hour silence in the heaven but!

  • It did not come to me to check the Scriptures until today.
  • Right on time You quickened me to check the Scriptures.
  • I did and I am speechless.
  • Numerous are the claims to come up with all kinds of deciphering the Revelations or Apocalypse book.
  • Enough written to boggle one’s mind.
  • But why I am speechless?
  • I don’t think I have heard or read what You showed me today.

What Did You Showed Me? …

O my Master! As I began to read on chapter 8 and continued to further chapters, it shocked me how totally I lack understanding of such book.

  • I shuddered to think of such future soon to come to be the present.
  • Suddenly! It came to me. I heard Your voice lovingly correcting me.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? This is not a future soon to be the present. This is the present already going on in the spiritual realm.

I need you to go back to December 2019. You were concerned about spiritual and physical matters then.

Go back to refresh your mind and be restored from the shock of today while you read what I quickened you to read. Quote:

 

O My child! Pause. Reflect. Yahushua in Matthew 6:24-34 clearly address the matter of your physical needs.

But how You delight My Being! Though that your mind is constantly churning all kinds of imaginations against My written words, you are living a childlike life to My delight.

  • A child do not understand pain and misery or the opposite.

The growing up world fluctuates between glee and gloom to the child’s bewilderment. Exactly as your present predicament.

You do not understand the glee and gloom to boom at the most unexpected times. But! Like a child, you have no choice in the matter.

  • Bewildered with pain and lack day after day is the only way the human knows for the most, and? You are human. What is a human to do under such strait circumstances?
  • Inevitable the grownup human does whatever that human thinks is best to do but a child?
  • All the child can do is to come the parent.

That’s your attitude now to My delight.

Fear not, My precious child. Your pain and lack shall soon be no more. That’s the fact at that.

  • Now? How long are you to wait with your hope and expectation set on Me? As long as I consider it to be.

Regardless, I am delighted with your privilege to sit at My feet while the many distracting things around you tend to distract your childlike attitude.

Relax. Nothing and no way anything can now distract and lure you away from My loving care and protection.

  • Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? As I have warned you before there is a war going on in the spiritual realm.
  • Your souls are at stake. The powers and principalities are intent in setting blocks to prevent your blessings, but!

In no way shape or form shall the enemy be able to truncate My intent to restore you all to the original state for which I created you, to be My loved family to love Me in return.

  • All your suffering of the moment shall soon come to nothing compare with the immensity of My blessings far above any blessings of the past
  • Such blessings soon to be seen to jolt the souls of many that shall be compelled to repent from their wrong concept of My Being and My existence.
  • Even so? It’s not My will that you focus on My blessings.
  • My will is for your focus to be set on Me—the power of My love for thee.

These words are to empower you with patient endurance while you wait with hope stronger than ever before.  For it is written. Remember Romans 8:36-39 and Matthew 6:24-34.

Quote:

Who shall ever separate us from Messiah’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter.

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Our Creator which is in Messiah Yahushua our Master!

Matthew 6:24-34

No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve God and mammon—deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in.

Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater [in quality] than food, and the body [far above and more excellent] than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? [Psa 39:5-7]

And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin.

Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these. [1Ki 10:4-7]

But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear?

For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. End of quote.

 

“My child, you are experiencing a minute portion of what is going on the heaven. Yes, there is silence as it is written.

Quote:

Revelation 8:1-5

WHEN HE [the Lamb] broke open the seventh seal, there was silence for about half an hour in heaven.

Then I saw the seven angels who stand before the Almighty, and to them were given seven trumpets.

And another angel came and stood over the altar. He had a golden censer, and he was given very much incense (fragrant spices and gums which exhale perfume when burned), that he might mingle it with the prayers of all the people of God (the saints) upon the golden altar before the throne. [Psa_141:2]

And the smoke of the incense (the perfume) arose in the presence of the Almighty, with the prayers of His people (the saints), from the hand of the angel.

So the angel took the censer and filled it with fire from the altar and cast it upon the earth. Then there followed peals of thunder and loud rumblings and blasts and noises, and flashes of lightning and an earthquake. [Lev_16:12; Eze_10:2.] End of quote.

 

“You see, My precious child? No matter what is the state and condition of My people they are praying for mercy and I am responding.

  • Even so? O My child, My response is taking place in the spiritual realm. In the physical this earth is only getting mild flashes of what is going on in the spiritual realm.
  • Therefore, My people have not yet waken up to the severity of it all.
  • No matter. This time I am not reaching out to the multitude.
  • One by one I am reaching each individual child of Mine as it is written.

Quote:

Jeremiah 3:14-16

Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Husband to you, and I will take you [not as a nation, but individually]–one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk_15:20-22]

And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.

And it shall be that when you have multiplied and increased in the land in those days, says the Master, they shall no more say, The ark of the covenant of the Master. It shall not come to mind, nor shall they [seriously] remember it, nor shall they miss or visit it, nor shall it be repaired or made again [for instead of the ark, which represented the Almighty’s presence, He will show Himself to be present throughout the city]. [Isa_65:17; Rev_21:3, Rev_21:22-23] End of quote.

“That is My child what you read today in Revelations 21:22-23. And that is Your hope to wait on Me with patience and composure.

O my precious and beloved child of Mine, I have heard your prayer to hear from Ahmad from the moment you uttered such prayer, even so, remember Daniel 10:11-21.

Quote:

And [the angel] said to me, O Daniel, you greatly beloved man, understand the words that I speak to you and stand upright, for to you I am now sent. And while he was saying this word to me, I stood up trembling.

Then he said to me, Fear not, Daniel, for from the first day that you set your mind and heart to understand and to humble yourself before your Almighty, your words were heard, and I have come as a consequence of [and in response to] your words.

But the prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me for twenty-one days. Then Michael, one of the chief [of the celestial] princes, came to help me, for I remained there with the kings of Persia.

Now I have come to make you understand what is to befall your people in the latter days, for the vision is for [many] days yet to come.

(15)  When he had spoken to me according to these words, I turned my face toward the ground and was dumb.

And behold, one in the likeness of the sons of men touched my lips. Then I opened my mouth and spoke. I said to him who stood before me, O my lord, by reason of the vision sorrows and pains have come upon me, and I retain no strength.

For how can my lord’s servant [who is so feeble] talk with this my lord? For now no strength remains in me, nor is there any breath left in me.

Then there touched me again one whose appearance was like that of a man, and he strengthened me.

And he said, O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be to you! Be strong, yes, be strong. And when he had spoken to me, I was strengthened and said, Let my lord speak, for you have strengthened me.

Then he said, Do you know why I have come to you? And now I will return to fight with the [hostile] prince of Persia; and when I have gone, behold, the [hostile] prince of Greece will come.

But I will tell you what is inscribed in the writing of truth or the Book of Truth. There is no one who holds with me and strengthens himself against these [hostile spirit forces] except Michael, your prince [national guardian angel]. End of quote.

“I know My precious thiaBasilia that you do not understand much of those words addressed to Daniel but those words apply to what you are experiencing now.

  • I am now saying to you, My precious child,
  • Fear not, thiaBasilia, for from the first day that you set your mind and heart to understand and to humble yourself before Me, your words were heard, and I am now responding to your words.
  • I know you are weary of waiting for Ahmad’s return.
  • Also, I know you are weary of this profound moment you are experiencing.
  • For it is all so ever strange and incomprehensible.
  • But I do not count it against you.
  • For I know what it is to be a human being.
  • Again My child, just a little while longer wait.

Master? I Wait But! I Am Hoping For You To Shorten My Wait …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 9:42 pm.

Or perhaps give me a relief in my body. Even so? I hear You tell, My grace is sufficient unto you as You responded to Paul’s request for healing. Quote:

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

But He said to me, My grace (My favor and loving-kindness and mercy) is enough for you [sufficient against any danger and enables you to bear the trouble manfully]; for My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in [your] weakness. Therefore, I will all the more gladly glory in my weaknesses and infirmities, that the strength and power of the Messiah may rest (yes, may pitch a tent over and dwell) upon me!

So for the sake of Messiah, I am well pleased and take pleasure in infirmities, insults, hardships, persecutions, perplexities and distresses; for when I am weak [in human strength], then am I [truly] strong (able, powerful in divine strength). End of quote.

Thank You. You Have Invested Your Strength Unto Me. I Am Going On And On Regardless …

Tuesday, August 18, 2020 at 4:34 am.

Your wisdom prevails. There are things You show me for my own information only. I am not to record such things other than such things disturb my surroundings big time.

  • I am up but I do not feel good. Going back to bed. Perhaps some more sleep is needed.

Ha! Once Again, I Woke Up Renewed …

Tuesday, August 18, 2020 at 7:30 am.

It came to me to fix me a cumin tea for my digestion. Also, to fix my breakfast along with my eats for the rest of the day.

  • While I was taking care of this chores it came to me how much You hate routines and rituals. Why?

Routines And Rituals Are The Chains That Bind Us To Our Ways …

Ha! Even more than chains they are like crazy glue that fix us to permanently to be the way we decide to be.

O my Master! You really are with me and for me ready to teach me such amazingly simple ways to be flexible not stuck up.

  • What a marvel! And that shall be the headline and the closing of this post. Also, it shall be the subject for future posts.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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“When One Member Of My Body Hurts The Whole Body Hurts As Well.” The Master Tells Me …

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Hello World! The Bible Is Not A Myth. It Is REALITY! …

Emerging Beauty Within You And Me On The Aftermath …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 2:56 pm

Centuries gone by. History repeating itself. Is it time yet my Master? Time yet? For the humankind’s history to become history with no repeats.

  • It is not too late. Time yet to start with a clean slate. Is it, my Master?

The Way It Looks There Shall Be No More Repeats …

Nothing is turning out to be the way it used to be even when, for the most we are still trying for a repeat of what we call the good old days.

Ha! Me? What Good Old Days? But! …

Silly that I am, I still have that lurking hope to get things done or else! Nay! I am kidding. Yes the thought is there of what needs to be done but in all honesty?

  • I am not stuck in such thought to my own surprise.

The Truth? I Want Nothing To Do With Those ‘Good Old Days’ …

Those days of struggling to be nice and polite and helpful and, and, and! Good? Nay! Only the stupidity of mankind at its best like good old Albert Einstein was claimed to quote.

Alright! Heads Up! Is Your Command In Demand …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 3:55 pm.

That is Your purpose to lead me to format the month of July 2020 as a book. For this is the month when history has become history and no repeats for me as it shall be for each one of Your children.

So? That’s For The Introduction Of This Book …

Are you yet aroused to read on dear reader? I am and it’s my own writings. Go figure it! But I do get refreshed as I read my own writings.

  • Let me go on to the first chapter of this so especial book written not only on these pages but mainly in my heart.

Dreams And Hopes Are Set On You. My Reality? In You I Trust…

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 9:32 am.

I am relaxed, a new experience. The format as well as the graphics to illustrate are coming along beautifully.

The Day Is Ending. Not Satisfied With Graphics Creation Anymore. Help! …

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 8:21 pm.

Help my Master. You have brough me so far in all graphics and writing skills, I sense You are now leading me to produce professionally. I am counting on Your help.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Make Of Anything Right Now …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 1:16 am.

Even so? I am leaving all things on You. I read what is going on with the people You have placed in my path in the hope to find some connection between them and You, but I find none.

Meanwhile? My Body Is Hurting Big Time, What? What Do I Hear Again? …

“When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” Ha! Your body is hurting without You, but! They are still lingering in coming to You instead of binding to their own selves.

Wow! Take The Coal. Touch My Lips One More Time. Here I Am. Send Me …

Send me, my Master! Send me! You know I am at a loss when it comes on what to do or what to write next. For I have neither I want to have any agenda of my own. So?

What Is To Be The Headline For This Post And The Title For The Book? …

Ha! I got it my Master! You are not interested in my professionalism at all! I sense now You are NOT leading me to produce professionally.

So? Again, My Master, Help This Pitiful Child Of Yours, What To Headline In This Post? …

Headline: “When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” The Master tells me …

Subhead: Hello world! The Bible is not a myth. It is REALITY! …

Indeed! The Bible Has Become My Reality To My Own Surprise …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 2:23 am.

Yes, indeed! O my Master! You surprise me with each step forward towards Your Original Intent For Our Creation to be loved to love in return.

  • The truth? How it looks or feels like it to me? Like You have gifted me with a touch of amnesia. Can’t even remember my name at times! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

This Is A Great Gift Considering My Sordid Past …

Let me put it like this, in the long run my past does not look all that sordid to my children and friends but! The truth? My past includes the good, the bad, and the ugly. Nothing to brag about it really.

Even So? O My Master! You Have Wiped That Past From My Heart Even If …?

Even if that past still remains in my mind for a good reason. I must remember where I came from to remain humble. Quote:

Romans 11:17-22

But if some of the branches were broken off, while you, a wild olive shoot, were grafted in among them to share the richness [of the root and sap] of the olive tree,

Do not boast over the branches and pride yourself at their expense. If you do boast and feel superior, remember it is not you that support the root, but the root [that supports] you.

You will say then, Branches were broken (pruned) off so that I might be grafted in!

That is true. But they were broken (pruned) off because of their unbelief (their lack of real faith), and you are established through faith [because you do believe]. So do not become proud and conceited, but rather stand in awe and be reverently afraid.

For if God did not spare the natural branches [because of unbelief], neither will He spare you [if you are guilty of the same offense].

Then note and appreciate the gracious kindness and the severity of God: severity toward those who have fallen, but God’s gracious kindness to you–provided you continue in His grace and abide in His kindness; otherwise you too will be cut off (pruned away). End of quote.

·       You remind me of those words when it comes to my blessed present in your Presence.

Coming Back To The Headline …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 3:07 am.

Master? You know that It is common knowledge among Christians that we are Your Body, but! We are all disjointed into many different groups and beliefs and what have you. Quote:

1 Corinthians 12:11-31

All these [gifts, achievements, abilities] are inspired and brought to pass by one and the same [Holy] Spirit, Who apportions to each person individually [exactly] as He chooses.

For just as the body is a unity and yet has many parts, and all the parts, though many, form [only] one body, so it is with Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One).

For by [N1means of the personal agency of] one [Holy] Spirit we were all, whether Jews or Greeks, slaves or free, baptized [and N2by baptism united together] into one body, and all made to drink of one [Holy] Spirit.

For the body does not consist of one limb or organ but of many.

If the foot should say, Because I am not the hand, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the ear should say, Because I am not the eye, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the whole body were an eye, where [would be the sense of] hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where [would be the sense of] smell?

But as it is, God has placed and arranged the limbs and organs in the body, each [particular one] of them, just as He wished and saw fit and with the best adaptation.

But if [the whole] were all a single organ, where would the body be?

And now there are [certainly] many limbs and organs, but a single body.

And the eye is not able to say to the hand, I have no need of you, nor again the head to the feet, I have no need of you.

But instead, there is [absolute] necessity for the parts of the body that are considered the more weak.

And those [parts] of the body which we consider rather ignoble are [the very parts] which we invest with additional honor, and our unseemly parts and those unsuitable for exposure are treated with seemliness (modesty and decorum),

Which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so adjusted (mingled, harmonized, and subtly proportioned the parts of) the whole body, giving the greater honor and richer endowment to the inferior parts which lack [apparent importance],

So that there should be no division or discord or lack of adaptation [of the parts of the body to each other], but the members all alike should have a mutual interest in and care for one another.

And if one member suffers, all the parts [share] the suffering; if one member is honored, all the members [share in] the enjoyment of it.

Now you [collectively] are Christ’s body and [individually] you are members of it, each part severally and distinct [each with his own place and function].

So God has appointed some in the church [N1for His own use]: first apostles (special messengers); second prophets (inspired preachers and expounders); third teachers; then wonder-workers; then those with ability to heal the sick; helpers; administrators; [speakers in] different (unknown) tongues.

Are all apostles (special messengers)? Are all prophets (inspired interpreters of the will and purposes of God)? Are all teachers? Do all have the power of performing miracles?

Do all possess extraordinary powers of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret?

But earnestly desire and zealously cultivate the greatest and best gifts and graces (the higher gifts and the choicest graces). And yet I will show you a still more excellent way [one that is better by far and the highest of them all–love]. end of quote.

Hahaha! What A Picture Of Our Disjointed Ministries! Is Like The Foot Telling The Hand How To Walk! …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 6:18 am.

Yes, the gifts and calls have been given and will not be taken away, but! The way we go about those gifts? That is what is coming to an end.

How And When? That Is The Cause Of My Pain …

You have transformed me. You have cut me asunder to separate the vile from the precious natures within me. Thus You have made me into Your mouthpiece.

Your Mouthpiece. Ha! I Am No Longer Your Foot Telling Your Hand How To Walk …?

Instead? I am Your mouthpiece able to utter Your words not mine. I have completely lost my taste for giving my opinion, for speaking words without knowledge.

  • Of course, I have a sound mind. Though You show me what others refuse to see I still refuse to come to my own conclusions.
  • I am counting on You to inspire whatever You want for Your people to read.

Right Now? You Have Given Me Much To Digest Before I Post Anything Else …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 5:00 pm.

The response to the last post was not as good as the previous post. Also I have not heard from Ahmad or Roxana for the last couple of days, and? I am in pain. That has me wondering. I need to wait on You.

O My Master? You Are With Me And For Me. I Am Counting On You …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 2:52 am.

What is going on with the Internet? Why it keeps disconnecting? What am I to do my Master? I hear to do nothing. To wait. Continue with the graphics.

Thank You. Your Reminder In My Inbox Cheer Me Up …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:50 am.

You know I been kind of down because I do not hear from anyone anymore, but! You also know that I am not depressed or anxious or anything like I used to get in the past. Actually?

  • This is now my present. I am at peace and relaxed despite my body aching from head to toe.
  • The best part? You have given me Your strength to fix my surroundings beautifully even when there is still more to do for safety reasons.
  • Then? About me missing company and such. Ha! This been going on and on. Days, sometimes weeks go by without a peep from Ahmad or any of my children, enough to drive me crazy, but!

Wow! O My Master! It Will Take Lots Of Pages To Record All That Comes To Mind …?

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 10:43 am.

That is a headline in a post I wrote on Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 10:56 am. The post that You brought to my inbox to cheer me up.

  • Why that post cheer me up? Well? It came out of sequence from a new follower. It occurred to me to read the post and see why it attracted a new follower. Wow!

Here Are Excerpts From That Post And How It Cheer Me Up …

It was the beginning of this so very especial 2020. I find myself on the 8th month of the year pretty much at the same point I was on the 1st month.

  • But this time I am much, much closer to Your aim to restore us to the original intent for our creation. It totally cheers me up. Quote:

JANUARY 7, 2020 UNCATEGORIZED

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 11:57 am.

Funny thing. Humor instead of anger or confusion takes over me with each of Your revelations. While eating my breakfast in Your Presence I was thinking about all that visit me no more, and?

  • Well? So far, I had not really thought about it much, but I am human, I kept hoping they were re-evaluating their lives on account of Your work within me. But this time, at breakfast time I said,
  • “Maybe they are waiting for Your wrath to descend upon me for my lack of sense to live like I live in Your Presence instead of living like they live!”
  • Hahaha! HalleluYah! I laughed at such possibility because I know that even if that was true, it will not matter as far as You restoring us all to the original intent for our creation.
  • So? I laughed and rejoiced at their grand surprise when You join us all to sing in Your Presence: “When we all get together, what a day of rejoicing that will be! When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!”
  • We have been singing that song for a long time but I for one? No clue of what I was singing really until this day.
  • Funny isn’t it?

Okay, Okay! My Ship Has Arrived, And? My Welcome Crowd Will Soon Arrive As Well …

Yes! You will lead that welcome crowd singing and rejoicing in Your Presence as it’s written and not forgotten! On that assurance I shall post and close the present pages as soon as You make a way for me to do so. What a Mighty Yah I serve. I wait on You.

….

  • Amazing! Day by day. Moment by moment. Incident by incident You are harmonizing all written words as well as my misunderstanding of those.
  • Yes! It Will Take Many Pages But, Each Page Shall Jolt Whoever You Send By To Read The Pages …?

Plus You Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame Again …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 9:33 am.

In that post You reminded me that I will never be put to the shame as it is written in Isaiah 54. In that post You revived the words that sustain me up to this trying moment I am going through again. Quote:

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

  • Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
  • I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.

Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

  • We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.
  • For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.
  • And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Not Confused Anymore, But …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:27 am

It seems like nothing is adding up again, yet? You are adding it all up for me. I tremble and go down when I read the atrocities ravaging Your so loved world through the centuries.

  • The flood,
  • The plagues
  • The deranged insane cult leaders of this century.
  • The New Age movement.
  • The spiritualism.
  • Sexual corruption.
  • Self-righteousness.
  • Man following man.
  • Human aberrations at its peak.

O Me! O My Master! Where Have You Fitted Me In This Horrific Panorama? …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:52 am.

Ha! But that’s the beauty You have implanted within me coming into play. Wow! That’s Your fitting to encourage Your so loved ravaged world.

  • I took a break to do some physical work. My cover needed repairs. Been working on it for the last 4 hours.
  • Have much to finish the job but I am exhausted. Will resume in due time.

This Is How That Beauty Is Flourishing Within Me Big Time Now …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:54 pm.

After contemplating the horrific panorama of the age I could have decline into depression or elation but instead? You give an incentive to do things neglected for a long time.

No Need To Set My Eyes Around Me. Much Need To Set My Gaze In That Beauty Within Me …

You have made everything beautiful in its time. You also planted eternity in our hearts and minds. What is eternity?

Eternity is a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

What Is That Sense Of A Purpose, My Master? …

John 17:1-3. Ecclesiastes 3:11. It all concludes in Ecclesiastes 12:11-14. Day by day. Moment by moment You confirm Your written words written in my heart and mind now. Quote:

John 17:1-3

WHEN YAHUSHUA had spoken these things, He lifted up His eyes to heaven and said, Father, the hour has come. Glorify and exalt and honor and magnify Your Son, so that Your Son may glorify and extol and honor and magnify You.

[Just as] You have granted Him power and authority over all flesh (all humankind), [now glorify Him] so that He may give eternal life to all whom You have given Him.

And this is eternal life: [it means] to know (to perceive, recognize, become acquainted with, and understand) You, the only true and real God, and [likewise] to know Him, Jesus [as the] Christ (the Anointed One, the Messiah), Whom You have sent.

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:

  • Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
  • Keep His Commandments
  • For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
  • The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
  • The Root Of Character
  • The Foundation Of All Happiness
  • The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun And The Whole Duty For Every Man

For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

  • In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge. Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the unharmonious circumstances of your life on this 2020 year.” End of quote.

What A Blessed Day This Has Been. Thank You. …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 8:04 pm.

Effectively working in Your Presence despite pain and discomfort. Plus, the need of supplies but! I have not heard or seen anyone since the day before yesterday. Even so?

  • You are in control. I am counting on You to send me some help on Your time and discretion. I wait.
  • It’s been a hot day. My head hurts. The Internet is acting up again. I am not hungry or sleepy. I will head for bed though, perhaps You gift me some sleep.
  • Got some sleep.
  • Food came. No help but maybe tomorrow.

A New Day. In Your Presence I Remain. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 1:48 am.

Master? To live in Your Presence while I am still walking the shores of these earthly grounds is not anything like happiness and laughter, yet, it is not the opposite either.

Not happiness and laughter but there is joy inexplicable and peace that surpasses the human understanding.

Couple Your joy and Your peace with Your strength and power to climb over the mountain of daily tribulation and trials and distress and frustration with courage, confidence, certainty, undaunted! Quote:

John 16:33

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]

That Is Where I Am At Now. Joy. Perfect Peace. Confidence …

Nor that I relish this pain and discomfort along with the absence of Ahmad and my children, but! You know it my Master, I am counting on You for their care and protection.

  • The Internet is still not working. Perhaps is time to turn off and unplug the machine one more time? I will do that and head for bed. I’ll see what You lead me to do next.

Well? All Is Well. Net Up. I Am Signed In. Thank You. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 5:38 am.

Back home where I belong. Sometimes I feel like the prodigal son. Spent my life squandering the wealth of gifts and talents from You. But You brought me to my senses. Thank You.

A Preview Of Your Doings Ha! I Just Closed My Eye For A Few Minutes, What Did You Showed Me? …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 6:04 am

Like a film strip I saw an arid fruitless spotted grass field. Then the film rolled frontwards, and trees began to show then banana plants one banana in one plant then many banana plants full of yellow bananas.

I Opened My Eyes. Wow! What A Preview Of Your Doings …

I sense to work on a graphic to illustrate what You showed me to begin this day encouraged. The meaning of seeing a bunch of bananas is quite interesting. Quote:

Excerpt …. In dream lore, a bunch of bananas indicates new people and relationships. If you are already in a steady relationship, then it means more peace and happiness is about to be added to it with every problem getting a solution.

  • Yes indeed I am back home where I belong. Still?

Hurting And Alone …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 9:37 pm.

Going back to bed. I am counting on You no matter how I feel nor what I think. I bring unto You know all my disturbing thoughts about the way we are and behave towards each other.

  • For You are the only One to resolve the paradigm of our lives.
  • And You are doing so. No question about it.
  • Thank You for sleep.
  • My little friend woke me up with some food.
  • I ate and finished the storage of all things for now.

Friday Is Here. You Will Show And Lead Me On What To Do Today. I Wait On You …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 12:15 am.

You know all about my physical condition. I am at my wits end to help myself much less to ask others to help me.

  • All the years of our lives we knock ourselves out to help each other to no avail. Then we go to the other extreme of no help at all.
  • But what’s the sense to rehash the matter?

O My Master! Let Me Go On And On With Your Strength And Power …

Let me be still. Give me the power to let go, to overlook all the asinine things that we do and say to each other without a clue of what we do.

I Am Home Where I Belong In Your Presence And Under Your Loving Protection …

Let me simply enjoy the present set up of things around me. You have gracious to give me the strength needed to rearrange all things in such a pleasant and convenient way.

  • The graphic to illustrate my banana dream is coming along nicely. Thank You. Back to see how I can incorporate my coming back home to see such delightful panorama.

Master? You Know It’s Friday. Ahmad Promised Time For Me On Friday, But! …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 10:35 am.

But there is no sign of him showing up. It is so painful my Master, You know it. Even so? It is coming to me the fact that You must clean up the soil in our souls before Your implanted eternity can bloom.

  • Eternal life. Beauty, everything beautiful eternally cannot bloom on the dirt of human nature.

Computer And Internet Problems Might Be Fixed For Good …

From here on out I might not have anymore problems with the no responding error. The one drive was the cause I believe.

  • Checking it out on Friday, August 14, 2020 at 1:50 pm. Well it is not happening.
  • Also the error 504 with my site was due to the latest update.
  • I removed the OneDrive and the latest update.
  • All working perfect now.
  • While not able to solve the problem I worked on the apartment.
  • I thought to wait to see if Ahmad would help me to screw the backing of the cover, but!
  • It came to me not to wait for the taping will work.
  • So? I finished setting everything up in a convenient way more than it was before.
  • I now have everything clean and stored away properly.
  • The apartment still needs repairs for the wintertime but!
  • You know all about it.
  • I cannot nor would not be concerned about it anymore.

All In All I Am In Awe Of Your Doings …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 3:43 pm.

There are flowers and greenery all around me; much space to move around; and much incentive to rearrange the table against the wall. I’ll do that easily now. Thanks to Your strength and power.

  • Yes, I miss Ahmad but! When the tears begin to flow so does a flow of Your grace to overcome it all.
  • The pain is manageable. So is the heat.
  • And so are my feelings and thoughts.
  • In other words so is my carnal natural state of being.
  • All under Your loving control.

Your Lead To Close This Post …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 6:53 pm.

It’s been a week for amazing discoveries yet. Your wisdom is unfathomable. Your love has no limits even when such love is beyond human’s understanding.

I am going on and on with Your strength and power of love for us all.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.