I Cannot Tell You Whoever You Are What To Do Neither Can You Tell Me, Why? …

Because I Do Not Know What To Do Myself; Neither Whoever You Are Tell Me Because You Do Not Know It Yourself …

A long, long post but! Read it page by page. No need to read all 25 pages in one sitting. It took me weeks to write it, so? It’s OK if you take weeks to read it.

Bless my heart!

Weaving Our Lives Together? … Ha! It just came to me, every time You stick the needle in the matter? It pricks my soul and body and everything else in me and around me! No Wonder Why I Hurt! … Ah! But to think of the finished Masterpiece You making out of our lives? Humor instead of anger and bickering and complaining.

All links connecting to the written words:

Sermon on the Mount

Ephesians 5

Isaiah 40 for comfort

I intend to make an end of all flesh

Peter My chosen one to Feed My lambs

What Is To Befall Your People In The Latter Days

Zephaniah 3 1 to 20

TGSPKSMN February 18 1986 thia spokenman

Isaiah 41 1 29

Master HELP Evil Knocking Loudly

All In All You Are Revealing A Summary Of Your Written Words

my life

The Hospital Dream

WelcometomylifeaOribook-sheepCover

About The Presence Of IDA. Mercy! Your People Is In More Trouble Than They Realize They Are …?

But the battle is Yours. On my face to the ground, I remain pleading for mercy for us all. It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 8:28 am.

  • Hurricane Ida has hit hard.
  • Millions without electricity.
  • When are they to return home?
  • All physical and logical concerns, but!

Is Anyone Reconsidering The Purpose Of This Disaster? …

I cannot tell anyone what to do, but! You compel me to tell what You expect from each one of Your children.

  • Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
  • But! Have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?
  • We are living a good life.
  • We don’t cheat lie or steal.
  • We love people and people loves us.
  • We give, We help.
  • We sing praises unto You.
  • We study and practice all written in the Bible.

Why Repent? …

That is the matter You are revealing now as Your hand of discipline falls heavy on Your people with the severity of the drastic weather for now hurricane Ida.

Me? thiaBasilia? You Call Me To Mind My Business of Following You. …

That is exactly what I am doing. Alone with You on Your mountain top I write, I publish, I optimize as You compel me to do for You to do the rest.

The Beauty Of It All? …

Millions in darkness without electricity. Black is God’s THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance. Black is saying “I need You God” and denounces our independence from God.

  • So much You are now revealing to activate the power to repent.
  • Here is a link for enlightenment.

BLACK

You are leading me to use the latest entries about hurricane Ida to introduce this post.

It is done.

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 10:44 am.

Back to posting grounds to format the post for publication.

How Am I To Proceed My Master? …

Perhaps a new illustration? The white Dove visit? You have not given me the lead on how I am to proceed. I am hoping You are bringing Ahmad carrying some good new later on.

  • I wait on You.
  • Of course, there is the lurking fear that Ahmad won’t show up, but!
  • You have set me free from such suffocating fears.
  • Even so? Whatever is to be it is all in Your heart to be or not to be.
  • BEHOLD! The Immensity Of Your Passionate Love!
  • For me. For us all. For Your creation.
  • You alone have the Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation to heal and restore not just a few but as many as they come to You.
  • The Immensity Of Your Passionate Love And Unfathomable Wisdom!
  • Master! You are the sovereign authority over your creation including me.

The Last Cycle In The Time As You Know Time To Be Now To Begin …

O well! best for me to head for bed. On Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 2:07 am. You will show me Your lead on waking up.

  • Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 5:55 am.
  • Well? Master? This has not been the best of my days.
  • Nothing is wrong.
  • Ahmad came.
  • We had a good visit.
  • I got some of my supplies.
  • I am not hurting anymore.
  • Been doing time consuming things in Photoshop but!
  • I don’t seem to be accomplishing much.
  • Anyhow? I am thankful to be free from self-everything.
  • I am fine because You are with and for me.
  • It is now Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 6:45 pm.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Ha! You woke me up.
  • Don’t know the time.
  • I sat on the edge of my bed.
  • You were telling me that I cannot tell you whoever you are what to do neither can you tell me, why?
  • Because I do not know what to do myself; neither whoever you are tell me because you do not know it yourself.
  • I looked at the time, 11:10 but I did not see the pm.
  • My mind was kind of foggy.
  • Even so the meaning of 11 and 10 flashed in my foggy mind.
  • Other things I have not recorded flashed in my mind as well.
  • Then? It occurred to me whether was morning or night.
  • I checked again. Ha! This time I saw the pm but I did not see the time.
  • In my mind 11:10 was set.
  • How strange this thing that I do all the time.
  • I check the time I set the pot on fire, but!
  • It doesn’t register in my mind until I smell the pot about to burn to ashes!
  • I wonder what kind of psychological label there is for such fetish of mine?
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 1:40 am.

Ah! The Numbers To Reconsider …?

The 1 For Your Unity. The 40 For Comfort Not For Judgement Anymore! What a blessing! And how appropriate!

For after all the suffering discomfort sourced on my rebellious mind, which is the meaning of number 40, You bring me to the comfort of the end of my suffering in Isaiah 40.

It Occurred To Me Whether Was Morning Or Night.

It was Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 1:32 am. Well? maybe later. Will see what you got for me today.

Well? How Am I To Proceed My Master? …

Perhaps that was Your instructions You were giving to me on waking earlier? Perhaps that is to be the headline for this post?

I Cannot Tell You Whoever You Are What To Do Neither Can You Tell Me, Why?

Because I Do Not Know What To Do Myself; Neither Whoever You Are Tell Me Because You Do Not Know It Yourself.

It Occurred To Me Whether Was Morning Or Night.

Just For Fun Humor Instead Of? …

Words without knowing. But I am sleepy. Will expound on waking up. Heading for bed on Monday, August 23, 2021, at 3:30 am.

  • Oh the numbers! Rather? O Your message in the numbers!
  • A 3 and a 30 again!
  • This time on going to sleep. Wow!
  • What is now Your message on waking up?
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 5:37 am but!
  • You woke me up around 5:20 am.
  • The 5. The 5. The 5 with really good vibes!
  • Wow! For the number 5!
  • Number 5 symbolizes Your goodness, grace, and kindness.

So? Your Message? Humor With A Purpose Is To Be Your Motto In Toto …?

Instead of words without knowing if it is snowing, raining, or the sun is shining, since you can even tell if it is pm or am in your timing.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?”

Master? I don’t know what I am doing. I fell asleep for a while at this point. I got up meaning to go to bed but instead?

  • I fixed coffee and did graphics meaning to come back and record all You are speaking to me but!
  • I keep getting sleepy.
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 12:11 pm.
  • I will try the bed hoping You bless me with sleep.
  • Master? I can’t sleep.
  • I’ll head to Photoshop to work on illustrations.
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 12:49 pm.
  • Finally! Sleep around 6:30 pm on Monday, August 23, 2021.
  • You woke me up from a dream.
  • Somebody brought me a bag of goodies.
  • I got things out of the bag, surprise!
  • The last thing a big avocado to my delight but!
  • It was hard.
  • It came to me I was to enjoy when it ripen.
  • I sat on the side of the bed.
  • I check the time 11:06 pm.
  • You began to speak to me about the dream.

Quote:

  • “The matter of your rape and sex slavery has yet to be covered.
  • It is true that you have touched on it before
  • But the horrendous memory of such period of time in your life remains buried deep in your subconscious.
  • How? Why?
  • Fear of exposure because of your collaboration to satisfy a sexual drive never known to you before the rape.
  • Besides your gullibility to think and hope for a wedding soon to come.
  • Indeed! You lived in a fantasy world, but!
  • You were pure.
  • You were totally devoted to Me.
  • You guarded your virginity because your devotion to me.
  • But you were innocent to the point of gullibility.
  • And fearless to the point of recklessness.
  • What happened to you after the rape?
  • You continued Your devotion to Me.
  • I had provided for you an honest Catholic priest to look after you.
  • That priest was My instrument to wrench you out from that horrible pit of the sexual corruption that goes on and on ignored for the most.
  • What happened next?
  • It is told in the journal of your life, but!

The Matter Remained In Your Subconscious Like A Festering Wound.

  • A wound which cannot be erased from your subconscious by human alone no matter the multitude of how to do such rampart at large, why?
  • That, My child is the mystery, the secret I am now revealing to you as well as to each one of My beloveds individually.
  • One by one I am now reaching out rather than a mix multitude of tares and wheat.
  • Time for break. It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 12:28 am.
  • Before you take a break research the meaning of the hour minutes of this moment of your record.

Wow! A First! …

Numerous times You have shown me the meaning of number 12 to be Governing Order and Rulership or the Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances.

  • But this is the first time You have set my eyes on the number 28.
  • I do not recall ever searching for the meaning of 28, so?
  • You led me to search for the Biblical meaning of number 28.

Quote:

Properties of the number 28

Symbolism

The Dr. Allendy observes that the number 28 combines cyclic times: 4 and the evolutionary times: 7. “It is the spiral of the evolution unfolding among the perpetual cycles of the nature; it is the being progressed in the permanent oscillations of the Cosmos”. From the mystical viewpoint, this number shows the Initiate, 8, bringing back the antagonism of the cosmic force, 20, to the unit – 2 + 8 = 10.

Second perfect number because this number is equal to the sum of its aliquot parts. End of quote.

Dictionary quote of aliquot:

al•i•quot (ˈæl ɪ kwət)

adj.

  1. forming an exact proper divisor: An aliquot part of 15 is 5.
  2. comprising a known fraction of a whole and constituting a sample for chemical analysis.

n.

  1. an aliquot part. End of quote.

So? Master? This Quote Is Sure Full Of Strange Notions And Words To Me.

But I am gathering Your meaning by looking at the meaning of those words plus reading the quote repeatedly.

  • I worked on this matter for a couple hours.
  • Then You sent me to bed Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 2:13 am.
  • I think You woke me up around 4:30 am.
  • It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 5:28 am.
  • Wow! The pattern to sit on the side of the bed to receive Your instructions continues.
  • Again, the number 28 appears right now.
  • This time preceded by the number 5.

Talk To Me My Master! Talk Plainly To Me …?

You know I do not want to record any of my deductions based on my human understanding of words. I need to hear Your voice in the Authority of Your written words.

  • Taking a brake to reflect in Your Presence on Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 6:38 am.
  • Ha! Another first time You let me notice, the 38. Search found.

Quote:

Properties of the number 38

Symbolism

Referring to the man cured by Jesus at the pool of Bethesda who was infirm since 38 years (Jn 5,5), saint Augustin makes of this number the symbol of the sickness. J. Boehme sees there “Lucifer, the will of the Devil”. Represent the principle of the cosmic or celestial life. Represent “the ratio of the individual initiation to the cosmic organization, kind of differentiation resulting from an effort of initiative – 3 + 8 = 11; 1 + 1 = 2”, according to R. Allendy.

General

Among the 49 appearances of Christ to Dozule to a mother of family, 38 times the Son of the Man appears to her directly to entrust to her a particular message.

The magic squares named “panmagic squares” and that, for Edouard Lucas, we name generally diabolic, have surprising properties: the sum of numbers taken on the partial diagonals equal the magic number. Moreover, if we cut out the square following a line or a column, and that we reconstitute it by putting pieces differently (but without to invert lines and columns) it remains magic. Here is an example of this magic square whose sum gives 38:

 

2 15 5 16

9 12 6 11

14 3 17  4

13 8 10  7

Occurrence

The number 38 is used 5 times in the Bible.

In the Bible, 38 numbers appear both under their ordinal and cardinal form. End of quote.

Master? All Of This Is Gibberish To Me …

But You are leading me. You led me to read the quoted on the man cured by Yahushua at the pool of Bethesda.

Quote:

John 5:5-17

(5)  There was a certain man there who had suffered with a deep-seated and lingering disorder for thirty-eight years.

(6)  When Jesus noticed him lying there [helpless], knowing that he had already been a long time in that condition, He said to him, Do you want to become well? [Are you really in earnest about getting well?]

(7)  The invalid answered, Sir, I have nobody when the water is moving to put me into the pool; but while I am trying to come [into it] myself, somebody else steps down ahead of me.

(8)  Jesus said to him, Get up! Pick up your bed (sleeping pad) and walk!

(9)  Instantly the man became well and recovered his strength and picked up his bed and walked. But that happened on the Sabbath.

(10)  So the Jews kept saying to the man who had been healed, It is the Sabbath, and you have no right to pick up your bed [it is not lawful].

(11)  He answered them, The N1Man Who healed me and gave me back my strength, He Himself said to me, Pick up your bed and walk!

(12)  They asked him, Who is the Man Who told you, Pick up your bed and walk?

(13)  Now the invalid who had been healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had quietly gone away [had passed on unnoticed], since there was a crowd in the place.

(14)  Afterward, when Jesus found him in the temple, He said to him, See, you are well! Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.

(15)  The man went away and told the Jews that it was Jesus Who had made him well.

(16)  For this reason the Jews began to persecute (annoy, torment) Jesus N1and sought to kill Him, because He was doing these things on the Sabbath.

(17)  But Jesus answered them, My Father has worked [even] until now, [He has never ceased working; He is still working] and I, too, must be at [divine] work.

Master! You Have Revealed Much On This Passage Of The Scriptures, But! …

Never what You are revealing to me right now. Where are You leading me to in this complicated mess of my life until this moment of time?

It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 9:42 am.

Master? You know that I have not heard from Ahmad since the day before yesterday. I do not know how to pray or to ask of You for Ahmad’s sake, but!

I know You are taking of all things exactly as You intended to do even before You created us.

So? I wait on You for whatever shall happen next.

In the meantime? I sense the message You are conveying to me is of the utter more importance for the expression of Your manifestation of Your Being on this so loved world of yours.

You are now showing, revealing the most deepest secrets of Your covenant with us.

The suffering us woman must suffer has its source in those words pronounced in Genesis 3:16.

Quote:

To the woman He said, I will greatly multiply your grief and your suffering in pregnancy and the pangs of childbearing; with spasms of distress you will bring forth children. Yet your desire and craving will be for your husband, and he will rule over you. End of quote.

…Yet Your Desire And Craving Will Be For Your Husband …?

Oh but I know least for my own self is not really for my husband but any male would have done to satisfy that desire and craving for sexual intercourse even when I risked the consequences in pregnancy.

Thus, the dirt I soaked my pure white soul in. Yes! I was pure and white clean before the rape, but! Once the sexual drive was forced upon me? Sexual recklessness set in.

Master? Is this the mystery of my suffering that You are revealing to me?

In effect the number 38 represents “Lucifer, the will of the Devil” for my life since my birth.

But then? Prior to the number 38 You gave me the 28 or 4 times the perfect number 7 ending on the number 10 or the second perfect number.

You then confirmed the message with the number 28 preceded with the number 5 as in John 1:16.

Quote:

For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift. End of quote.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? …

Pause. Reflect now more than you have ever done before. For this is the crucial moment for My grace to prepare not only to overcome the ominous darkness soon to descend but to overcome victoriously. And of the utter more importance is the power of My voice calling My loved ones to repentance represented in the black color I have set lately in your sight.

Repentance. A New Sound My Child …?

Bring about the fruit of repentance. Not just lip repentance then go back to live your religious life with more impetus than before. No change.

Instead, My voice is now clearly sounding to jolt My loved ones’ mind to bring forth the fruit of repentance. For the religious ones nowadays are no different than the Pharisees and Sadducees of that time. As in Matthew 3:7-9.

Quote:

But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees coming for baptism, he said to them, You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee and escape from the wrath and indignation [of God against disobedience] that is coming?

Bring forth fruit that is consistent with repentance [let your lives prove your change of heart];

And do not presume to say to yourselves, We have Abraham for our forefather; for I tell you, God is able to raise up descendants for Abraham from these stones! End of quote.

Master? You Have Been Calling Us To Repentance For A Long Time To No Avail …?

What is the difference between now and the past callings? You know of the lurking fear and doubt of what I am writing. Master help me to get a hold of Your words for good.

You have set me free from those suffocating fears of the past, but!

At the moment I find myself escaping rather than continuing with recording practically the same words You have had me publish repeatedly.

You call me to Pause. Reflect now more than I have ever done before.

I am doing that. But the more I reflect the less I comprehend in effect.

Even so? You have set me free from self-condemnation.

In fact? I am thankful for the freedom You give to me to escape into graphics or chores or sleep while I wait on You to develop whatever is in Your plan at any given time.

It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 4:15 pm.

I have not recorded anything since 9:42 am.

Perhaps I need to take a break again to eat.

Maybe You comfort me while I eat.

Bed Tuesday, August 24, 2021 6:00 pm.

You woke me up on Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 8:12 pm.

It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 8:39 pm.

The Numbers. The Numbers. The Numbers? Your Message For The Moment …?

Awake O you sleeper! My goodness! Astonishing! Your message in the numbers? About my  Desire and Craving for sexual intercourse. Clearly written in Ephesians 5:1-33

Quote:

Ephesians 5.pdf

  • But immorality, sexual vice and all impurity of lustful, rich, wasteful living or greediness must not even be named among you, as is fitting and proper among saints The Almighty Creator’s consecrated people.
  • Let there be no filthiness (obscenity, indecency) nor foolish and sinful (silly and corrupt) talk, nor coarse jesting, which are not fitting or becoming; but instead voice your thankfulness to The Almighty Creator.
  • For be sure of this: that no person practicing sexual vice or impurity in thought or in life, or one who is covetous who has lustful desire for the property of others and is greedy for gain—for he in effect is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Messiah and of The Almighty Creator. End of quote.

Master? My Dilemma Still My Wonderings About This And Many Other Chapters …?

You know it my Master. I still cringe to see and hear the staunch stalwarts and defenders and protectors of what they insist to be the CHURCH ignoring all written words to the contrary, but!

The immensity of Your passionate love. Your super abundance of grace and favor to us all. Such immensity mesmerize my entire being.

O well! my belly hurts.

Sleepy. Bed. Still on Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 11:28 pm.

Unlocking The Portal Of Heaven …

Whatever for? Will it be doom or bliss? The bliss to kiss the Son. Ready to pour over to drench Your passionate love. Your super abundance of grace and favor over Your so loved world.

Your message for me to proclaim on waking up at 2:29 am on this Wednesday, August 25, 2021. In fact, Your message the White Dove announced and confirmed to me only a few days back.

On to illustrate on Wednesday, August 25, 2021, at 2:53 am.

The number 53 is composed of the digits 5 and 3. The foundation number is 8.

Wow! The Number 8 For A Fresh Not A New Beginning …?

Even so? It came to me to look for the Biblical reference of the number 53. Wow! You are putting together every single piece of the puzzle of my life and the work You have been doing within me for the last 36 years since 1985.

  • And so? This is the Biblical reference to Isaiah 53. That chapter refers to Yahushua our Messiah as the suffering servant who is horribly repressed.

 The number 8 ( 5 + 3)

The number 8 represents the new beginning, the creation. It represents the resurrection; Yahushua Messiah was seen 8 times after his resurrection. After our death, the 5 and 3 will be reunited forever for the new beginning of the life in the eternity.

Bed Wednesday, August 25, 2021 6:18 pm.

You let me to notice 9:20 as I sit up on the edge of the bed. Flashes on what I am to do. But You know I can hardly go on.

You know how discouraged I am with the same situation of itching and no show of Ahmad. He promised to come this morning, but it did not happen. Same thing. No change.

Have You heard my desperate cry for You to stop the itching?

I sure hope so.

Going back to illustrate.

It is now Wednesday, August 25, 2021, at 10:00 pm.

Bed Thursday, August 26, 2021, at 1:28 am.

New Strength Of Covid-19 On The Way …

Nothing to avail but the fiery sound of My voice calling My loved ones to repentance.  Numerous church buildings and houses of worship shall go up in flames. Religion is to come to an end.

My child, you are not a prophet, but you are My mouthpiece to talk to My people about the hardness of their hearts and the pride in their minds.

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than you have ever done before. It is time now for you to proclaim the original words based on Matthew 21:23-32 and John 12:20-43. I compelled you to talk to My people about those Scriptures in 1986.

Quote:

Thia Spokesman February 18 1986.

….And I wrote down  from Matthew 21:23-32 and from John 12:20-43.

-“Father, both of these scriptures have to do with the same thing, your people and their hardness, what do I do next?”

TGSPKSMN February 18 1986 thia spokenman.pdf

My precious child, I heard your words as you sat in the side of your bed before you went to sleep this time.

You express your hopelessness as you recalled your friends Pat, Frances, and many others including your own child Robin so convinced of their walk in My Spirit.

This time your concern was mainly for the apparent abundance of My blessings to them, but to you?

Misery. Suffering. Lack. No a soul to give you even a cup of water right now, not even Ahmad.

You keep on asking for the itching to stop only for it to intensify.

I felt your pain not understanding why it feels like I am silent giving no answer to your request.

I saw your tears drench your pillow before I put you to sleep.

Next? On the clear sound of my voice with the message you are to proclaim from this day forth more than ever before.

You jump up!

Check the time even before you sat on the side of your bed.

Time? 4:17 am.

You sat up thinking for the Number Four – Creation and the World.

The material creation and the expression of My purpose in the world or on the earth.

The Number Seventeen which represents victory and resurrection.

My victory over your wicked nature for sure. End of Your words.

This Saga Is Not Meant For The Multitude. It Is Only Meant For That One Soul …?

That one soul under the Creator’s heavy hand of judgement. That one soul still entrapped by the human’s understanding of everything under and above the sun.

Me? thiaBasilia Licona? Me? …?

A liberated soul by the power of Your passionate love for me and for us all! Not by my power at all, that’s for sure.

So? Here I Am Now. It Is Thursday, August 26, 2021, At 5:29 Am …?

What is to be my Master? Itch or no itch the power of Your response this morning ignites my whole being.

  • No kidding! You did not send the Son into the world in order to judge the world, but that the world might find deliverance and be made safe and sound through You.

You Are Doing It! It Is Done!

Quote:

Revelation 5:12 AMPC+

Saying in a loud voice, Deserving is the Lamb, Who was sacrificed, to receive all the power and riches and wisdom and might and honor and majesty, glory, splendor, and blessing! End of quote.

  • On to illustrate. Thursday, August 26, 2021, at 5:44 am.

Ha! The number 5 for Grace and Preparation.

Wow! For the number 5! Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.

Then double the number Four – Creation and the World.

The material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

This is the first time You let me notice the number 44.

Quote:

Number 44 is a number of days connected to the last period of Jesus mission on the Earth. Also, 44 is a number of months of his ministry, leading to a period when he was crucified – 4 days, resulting in symbolic 444. 444 is a number of completeness and ending, when he gave his knowledge to the disciples and ascended to heaven.

The number 44 naturally follows 43 as if in sequence, because 44 is the number of “chosen people.” For this reason, the contentions of number 43 are designed to bring us the resolution of the conflict that is manifested in the number 44.

For example, in the transfiguration scene on the mount we see first how God contends with Peter, and then resolves the dispute with the resolution: “This is My Son, My chosen One; listen to Him” (Luke 9:35).

Hence, when Luke mentions the name “Jesus” for the 43rd time in verse 33, it is followed by the contention. When Jesus is mentioned for the 44th time in verse 36, “Jesus was found alone,” because the divine decree had settled the issue forever.

The number 44 is rooted in the number 4, which is the number of the creation, particularly the earth. But the four is doubled, almost as if to illustrate to us the contention between two people who each have the desire to be chosen to rule or inherit the earth. Yet 44 is also a double 22. The number 22 is the number of the Sons of Light. So the true chosen ones (44) are closely linked to the Sons of Light (22).

Likewise, there is a Holy Spirit factor involved in this as well. End of quote.

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 12:27 am.

Where Did My Day Go? …

Illustrating. Master? There is so much happening so fast, but You are helping me to cope with it all. Yes, I am perplexed. I illustrate. Whatever for? I stand up.

  • In a fog I look around.
  • Where am I bound?
  • It is now a new day.
  • You know I need to sleep.
  • I do not have it in me even to weep.
  • It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 1:29 am.
  • Heading for bed.

Your Presence Is Not A Figment Of My Imagination …?

You are here with me, for me. It was Friday, August 27, 2021, at 4:24 am when You led me to check the time as I sat on the edge of the bed wondering how long You had given me to sleep.

You have given me so much to write to illustrate while my body itches my mind in a fog.

No matter. Blessed I am.

Quote:

Matthew 5:4

Blessed and enviably happy [with a happiness produced by the experience of God’s favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His matchless grace] are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted! [Isa_61:2]

COMFORT, COMFORT …

My time of service and my warfare are ended. My punishment is accepted. My iniquity is pardoned. I received punishment from Your hand double for all my sins. (Isaiah 40.)

Back to the Unlocking The Portal Of Heaven Message…

The message the White Dove announced and confirmed to me only a few days back. The Message Is Crystal Clear. All things coming to pass exactly as written from the first to the last page of the Bible.

It is an all-inclusive message of Completeness and Rest along with the material creation, the expression of the Almighty’s purpose in the world/earth.

And Now I See With My Spiritual Eyes …?

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 7:06 am. You sent me to the roof to receive Your message for this day. I sat there for a bit before I noticed Your messenger. The show began.

The order of the links I am to include for the contents of this post.

Black is Your THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance.

The show I saw before.

Only this time one dove not two.

She lifted her right wing.

Bright silver beams like bright silver lightnings!

Then? She shook her wings.

Flashes of shinning silver light beams again!

That went on for a while.

The people that sat in darkness saw a great light came to mind.

Then she squatted puffed herself up as done before.

The fulness of the Spirit came to mind.

Then she flew downwards.

The message is descending to the world came to mind.

Quickly this I headed to the working area to record it all.

Master! O My Master! What To Do? What To Think About? What To Feel? …

I don’t know but I am not in panic gear nor in cringing fear. Only Your fear for the beginning of wisdom. That You have invested upon and within me.

It’s A New Day. A Today For Me …

Friday, August 27, 2021, at 7:44 am. The perfect number 7. You do wonders on the earth with this number. So many times quoted. The number 44? Wow! Quoted as well.

  • Silence since yesterday or before.
  • Have not heard from Ahmad or Roxana or anyone else.
  • Phone not working.
  • Sometimes my friend comes to deliver food but no fruit or chocolates.
  • He comes. He goes.
  • No telling when he is to come back.

Master? Am I In Jail? …

It just came to me, that’s how a prisoner is treated when in solitary confinement in jail. Am I Your prisoner for my own protection? I hope so.

All Links Connecting To The Written Words …

You have led me to insert all links in the post. It is done. Now to continue editing the next post. It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 10:37 am. Still no sign of Ahmad. But the numbers right now?

  • The perfect number 10 followed by the number 37.
  • The Number 10?

In the Bible, the number 10 is used 242 times. The designation “10th” is used 79 times. Ten is also viewed as a complete and perfect number, as is 3, 7 and 12. It is made up of 4, the number of the physical creation, and 6, the number of man. As such, 10 signifies testimony, law, responsibility and the completeness of order.

  • The number 37?

What Does It Mean When I Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help; flow with your situation.
  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

Master? I Can Not Ignore My Hoping For Ahmad’s Visit …

Help! O my Master HELP! It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 11:15 am. I need to concentrate on the task You have assigned unto me, but my heart is not in it.

  • It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 3:03 pm.
  • Thank You for giving me the incentive to revised and improve the illustration about Anger. Hate. Sour Blindness.
  • Help me now to recreate the text to better communicate the message to Your people.
  • The computer been acting up.
  • It goes blank momentarily.
  • It jumps while typing in Word or working in Photoshop.
  • I don’t know what is causing the problem.
  • About the text for Anger. Hate. Blindness Of Soul
  • I wrote that text after I learned of the results of anger in Ahmad’s family, but!
  • You led me to Isaiah 59. For some reason Yahushua’s words on anger did not come at that moment.
  • You have been leading me to redo that graphic, but I have not done so until today.
  • So? Here goes what You are inspiring me to write on the matter.

Quote:

Anger. Hate. Blindness Of Soul!

We are all victims!

Isaiah 59 You bringing to my mind.

Many times I have quoted that chapter, but! Now?

Imperative!

Thus? You shall open many eyes.

IMPERATIVE to read the whole chapter minus all bias from before is You word to Your people not mine.  Link below.

Excerpts of Isaiah 59:1-21.

BEHOLD, THE Master’s hand is not shortened at all, that it cannot save, nor His ear dull with deafness, that it cannot hear. But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your  Heavenly Father, and your sins have hidden His face from you, so that He will not hear.

Yes, truth is lacking, and he who departs from evil makes himself a prey.

On Yahushua’s words about anger:

Matthew 5:21-22

You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]

But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! You empty-headed idiot! shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire. End of quote.

Yahushua’s words on repentance:

Matthew 4:16-17

The people who sat (dwelt enveloped) in darkness have seen a great Light, and for those who sat in the land and shadow of death Light has dawned.

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 5:17 pm.

Time for break. Bed?

I am not sleepy or hungry or thirsty.

My belly hurts.

I’ll save and quit for a bit to see what You have for me.

It all points to Your goodness, grace, and kindness represented by the number 5.

Then the 17 for Your victory.

Yes! Your Victory Over My Carnal Nature For Sure …?

It came to me to head for bed even when I was not sleepy. I did. Got up about an hour later to check the food that was brought to me. No chocolates. Just food. Not too happy.

But I thank You thinking that is what You sent to me.

I could not eat.

My belly hurting.

I went back to bed.

Slept for about an hour.

You got me up to eat even when my belly hurting.

I ate. Then?

You gave me the incentive to complete the Sermon of the Mount file.

Wow! One File In Order …?

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021. at 9:34 pm. I still don’t feel up the part, but! You are teaching me to keep up with my task no matter how I feel. You are letting me notice the numbers.

The number 9 for fruition is set in my mind, but!

The 34? I don’t have a record of it.

But I have a record of numbers 3 – 4 – 9.

Quote:

The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel.

Number Four – Creation and the World.

The material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

You sent me to search for number 34.

The finding that hits the mark of Your meaning from the psychic world.

Quote:

The number 3 symbolizes charisma, creativity, joy, self – expression, increase, expansion, optimism, communication, manifesting desires into reality, etc. It is a number which resonates with the Ascended Masters.

The number 4 symbolizes hard work and purpose, establishing foundations, practicality, determination, organization, drive and passion.

The number 34 essentially symbolizes using creative energy to achieve your desires and life purpose.

The number 34 often appears to people who are used to leave unfinished creative project behind. This number is a reminder to face this habit of yours and change it. End of quote.

Ha! This Last Sentence Is What Indicated To Me That This Is Your Meaning, Why? …

O my Master, only You know my thoughts even before I think of them. You have talked to me before about the wording of the psychic world not to be of Your approval. Even so?

You quicken to me to read what is in the psychic world to teach me to discern right now? As in Malachi 3:18

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves God and him who does not serve Him.

You are teaching me not to adhere to anything on my own understanding.

Otherwise stated as not to lean on my own understanding

That applies to everything I read or hear or learned from my past mentors whether it comes from the Bible or the most reliable sources in this world.

You are teaching and applying to me Your meaning of the written words.

Friday, August 27, 2021 at 10:27 pm headed for bed.

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 3:41 am.

You woke me up around 3:00 am.

In my mind?

By their fruit you shall know them.

Well? I thougt to myself, same thing all the time.

What are my fruits.

Their fruits?

Nothing but good fruit if I may say so.

What’s The Deal My Master? …

Quickly that scene in February 1986 flashed in my mind, ‘And I wrote down from Matthew 21:23-32 and from John 12:20-43.

Quote:

“Father, both of these scriptures have to do with the same thing, your people and their hardness, what do I do next?”

-“This is what you shall talk to my people about.”  He spoke to my heart in a quieted still voice.

-“Father, I have been a sinful woman, I have not applied myself and brought forth any fruit, do you think they are going to listen to me?” I said, just about jumping out of my flesh.

-“I do not want them to listen to you, I want them to listen to ME. And Thia have you not repented of bickering and questioning Me? You are right, you have not applied yourself for you do not know anything, not even what FRUIT BEARING is.”

Ha! I Still Do Not Know Anything; Not Even What FRUIT BEARING Is …?

Oh my precious Master! Nothing is the way I know it to be. Rather? The way it seems to me. Why on earth I am still bickering about this insidious idea of my bad against others good fruits?

It Makes NO SENSE My Master! Can You Zap Some Sense Into My Deluded Carnal Mind?

Oh My precious child! But you do amuse Me! You have tried everything to get Me to do what You feel think I should do for you to no avail. But this is the cleverest way to give another angle to your request. Even so My greatly beloved thiaBasilia how immensely You amuse me with the clever ways of your flesh. How is that so? O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? In the great scene of My ways, My doings with and in you, the itching discomfort, the sugar balance in your body, the lack of the things you enjoy including human company? All of it My child is nothing else but like a speck of dust in the tapestry I am now finalizing. That speck of dust is to remain in place until My time comes to clear it without marring the beauty of My tapestry.”

What Tapestry My Master? …

I remember writing about Your creating a beautiful tapestry, but I don’t remember the details. Of course I headed to file explorer to search for such writing.

Wow! What a finding! Immediately this time the file explorer spit out not only the tapestry file but the graphic as well!

Excerpt from The Most Beautiful Tapestry Of Father Yah’s Creation!

Friday, May 17, 2013 at 1:30 am

…. Well, this day of rest is not over yet for I can tell that Ahmad is in state of wonder with all the happenings in our lives in the last short days and so I am—in awe to see how You, my Father are weaving our lives together to shine forth like the most beautiful tapestry of Your creation!

Perhaps it looks like I’m emotionally elated again with a new bubble in my exuberant imagination, but, this time I sense something higher & greater than my exuberant imagination—I sense You, Your Presence within my being more real than ever before my Master, my Abba—my Father the Creator & Redeemer of my soul—Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua!

Truly this time we all shall know that You are the Master Yahuwah—the Sovereign Ruler, Who calls forth loyalty and obedient service. Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! End of quote.

  • Ahmad and thiaBasilia?

You Are Weaving Our Lives Together To Shine Forth Like The Most Beautiful Tapestry Of Your Creation! …

So, my Beloved Master? All our shenanigans is nothing else but a speck of dust in Your sight as You zealously work to finalize Your beautiful tapestry You have been creating for such unbelievable time.

Are You Finished Master?  …

What a childish question! That reminds me of my children. We used to travel to recreation spots for entertainment. After a couple of hours of hard driving that 8 seated station wagon?

  • One of the seven in the back will ask, ‘Are we there yet?’
  • Ah! But You see me as a little 5-year-old girl skipping in the rain without a care in the world.
  • Only when the cares of this so loved world of Yours come along?
  • You must make Your little girl come in the house and close the door as in Isaiah 26:20-21.

Quote:

Come, my people, enter your chambers and shut your doors behind you; hide yourselves for a little while until the Master’s wrath is past.

For behold, the Master is coming out of His place, heaven, to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity; the earth also will disclose the blood shed upon her and will no longer cover her slain and conceal her guilt. End of quote.

Ha! The Way I See It Is Jail In Solitary Confinement …?

Indeed! O My precious little girl! In solitary confinement I have placed you for your protection. I am protecting you from My judgement already taking place on this earth that you inhabit.

Well? after so many hours working on Your tapestry?

It just doesn’t look like anything You are creating.

HELP!

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 11:20 am.

No sign of Ahmad again.

Maybe I need to wait until You show me what is going on.

I wait.

You sent me back to illustrate.

This time? Perfect!

Now for a break at 5:40 pm on Saturday, August 28, 2021.

You woke me up around 8:02 pm.

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 8:30 pm.

Photoshop crashed.

Don’t know the problem but I am not going to worry about it.

Back to it.

Maybe it is now fixed.

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 10:00 pm.

Perfect numbers as I am heading for bed.

No one show up today.

Perfect number when You woke me up at 12:10 am on this new day of Sunday, August 29, 2021.

Getting close to the end of the 8th month for a fresh start.

It sure has been a fresh month for me.

It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 1:53 am

Ha! The 53?

The Basic or Core Essence of 53

The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 53 is realism. And efficiency. Other meanings of the number 53 must take that vibration into account.

The number 53 is composed of the digits 5 and 3. The foundation number is 8.

Wow! The 8 for fresh start is confirming as I close this recording now.

Weaving Our Lives Together? …

Ha! It just came to me, every time You stick the needle in the matter? It pricks my soul and body and everything else in me and around me!

No Wonder Why I Hurt! …

Ah! But to think of the finished Masterpiece You making out of our lives? Humor instead of anger and bickering and complaining.

Back to bed Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 4:18 am.

You Did Not Come To Condemn But To Save …

For the Almighty Creator of our beings did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find deliverance and be made safe and sound through Him.

The Flowers Of Your Love Are Blooming Within Me …?

Reflecting in Your Presence. Waiting for Your message I am to proclaim today. The time? Exactly 7:00 am. The messenger dove landing in front of me heading for the hidden water from the AC.

  • Ha! I had just remembered You do wonders on the earth with the 7 number.
  • And the dove landed in front of me.
  • It came to me the messenger been here many times before.
  • Ha! It always head for the hidden water to drink then flies downwards.

What? The Hidden Waters Within My Heart Holding The Flowers Of Your Love!

Dah! It took this long for me to get the message! No matter. You do not count it against me. Your words from before came to mind.

Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am here for you

My Beloved child., again, your winter of difficulties is past.

The flowers of My love are blooming within you.

The little foxes that spoil the vineyard of our love are now exposed and disposed.

My written words in Psalms 25, Ecclesiastes, Psalms 139, Isaiah 54, plus the entire content of My written words are now alive within your soul and mind.

The purpose for the Saga of your Life shall now be evident to enlighten many souls inhabitants of this so loved world of Mine.

Let that bubble of My joy within your heart burst to share it with all your concern.

Go on My child, go on!” end of quote.

  • Peaceful silent. Only the rustle of the breeze blowing on me. No human voices to be heard. No human activity at all. Strange.

Where Is Ahmad? Where Is My Denise? Where Is My Diana, My Robin And The Rest? …

And where have I been?  It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 8:16 am. Ha! I don’t remember the meaning of number sixteen. Let me see.

  • Wow! A long quote that explains so much of the Organized Church confusion on the Bride and love matter.
  • Will quote the first paragraph of Your revelation to settle the matter for good least within my mind.
  • But You compel me to insert the link for the PDF file with the complete quote.

Quote from the Gematria by Brad Scott:

The number sixteen appears some 23 times in scripture. For the most part, it refers to the numbers of offspring or the reign of kings. I believe that this number speaks of love and there are a couple of occurrences that I wish to highlight. For example, in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8, there are sixteen things said about love, and of course, this is the famous ‘love’ chapter, even though verses 8-12 are some of the most divisive verses commented on in the ‘church’. The sixteenth time Sha’ul’s name is mentioned in scripture is in Acts 15:25.

…. The gematria for this hyssop is SIXTEEN, and the numerical value of LOVE is EIGHT. Sixteen is, of course, a multiple of eight. End of quote.

Hyssop? Daniel 12:10-12 Comes To Mind. …

Quote:

Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan_11:33-35]

And from the time that the continual burnt offering is taken away and the abomination that makes desolate is set up, there shall be 1,290 days. [Dan_11:31]

Blessed, happy, fortunate, spiritually prosperous, and to be envied is he who waits expectantly and earnestly [who endures without wavering beyond the period of tribulation] and comes to the 1,335 days! End of quote.

Well? Where Are We All? …

It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 9:44 am. Ha! Your answer cannot be any clearer. I found it in the most unexpected source referring to the number 44.

Quote:

  • I AM SEEING 44 AND 444 EVERYWHERE!!!! “THE SPIES ARE BEING ROOTED OUT OF YOUR LAND!!!”
  • This morning I felt the Lord saying to His people “The spies are being rooted out of your land”.
  • I saw all the ‘hidden’ areas being exposed. The areas where the enemy has ‘hidden’, where he has found a ‘home’ in lies or fear or strongholds, the Lord is shining His light on them and He is rooting them out.
  • The ‘hidden’ areas that have allowed the enemy to torment and to cause anguish and grief upon God’s people, these ‘spies’ are being rooted out.
  • The ‘spies’ that have continued to remain hidden, those ‘spies’ that have continued to hinder breakthrough, freedom and fruitfulness. Those ‘spies’ that have continued to empower ‘cycles’ of death and destruction, those ‘spies’ that have continued to empower cycles of ‘delay’ and ‘pain’ – God is ROOTING OUT the spies.
  • The very areas where the enemy thought he had the GREATEST HIDDEN GROUND in the lives of believers (some of these hidden areas have been there for generations), he is being exposed by the Lord, and ROOTED OUT BY THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!! The enemy is being DRIVEN OUT of your heart and soul and the LAND God has given you. End of quote.

How Exactly This Quote Applies To Your Latest Work Within Me …?

The hidden wounds inflicted on me by my enemy even before my birth have been rooted out. You have exposed the lies hidden by the enemy of my soul by the THRUTH and REALITY of Your BEING.

These Are Not Empty Words. This is the EXPERIENCE of Your PRESENCE …?

Peace like a calm river gently flowing flows from the depths of my being. Enjoying Your victory over my carnal self.

  • This all came to me at 9:44 am.

It All Boils Down To My Stand On Number 9 …?

The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. Exactly the reason for my testimony written down in the journal of my life for the last 36 years.

Your words come to mind, quote:

“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify tenfold.”

Well? Your Words Quicken Me To Go Back To Editing This Post …?

Somehow, I did not go back to editing since You had me to revise the first headline. I have been flowing with Your Spirit as You lead me in this new cycle of my existence.

  • So? It was a challenge to reconstruct the recorded words.
  • It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 3:25 pm.
  • The editing has been quite a challenge, but!
  • I am just now realizing that all the challenges in my life are ordered by You.
  • So? You are teaching me to trust You instead of trying to figure things out for myself.
  • So there! These challenges are ordered by You to teach me to trust You not to lean on my own understanding.
  • Well? You never give me any more than what I can take.
  • Guess I take a break.
  • This day seems to be the longest day in a long time.
  • Bless my heart.
  • Wondering if tonight You will send some food to Your prisoner.
  • I don’t guess is of any use to expect for goodies yet.
  • But who knows?
  • Anyhow? Food will do without much ado in my part.
  • You have gifted me a timer online.
  • I can now be reminded when how and what.
  • Have started to illustrate Your messenger visit this morning.
  • But I am stuck.
  • How am I to illustrate?
  1. Your message? The Flowers Of Your Love are going downwards.
  2. Destination? The hearts minds of each one of Your children.

The Hidden Waters Within My Heart …?

It is still Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 11:43 pm now. Just a few minutes this long day shall be history. And me?

O My Master! You Know. I Find Myself Pondering All Matters Of Lifetime …?

Your work within without my being? Exposing the good and bad hidden deepest within. The things to overcome the things that so troubled me.

  1. The Hidden Waters Within My Heart holding the flowers of Your love.
  2. The hidden wounds inflicted on me by the enemy of my soul.

It All Under Your Loving Control …?

You are now showing me it is a matter of super importance in Your heart and mind. Therefore? You have molded me in the image of Yahushua Your unique only begotten Son.

  • In awe I bow down.

No Longer I But Yahushua Dwelling Within My Being …?

Therefore? In the past thiaBasilia went forth delivering the message in person. In the present? My spiritual messenger daily comes to take the flowers of My love from the hidden AC waters.

  • Downwards she flies going forth delivering the message by My Spirit.

Wow! So Profound! …

A fresh start has now begun! One more day the 8th month for a fresh start will give way to the 9th month for fruition and giving.

  • It is now Monday, August 30, 2021, at 12:49 am. 1:44 am. 5:00 am.
  • It is now Monday, August 30, 2021, at 11:03 am.
  • Have been illustrating since You woke me up at 5:00 am.
  • Sometime before 7:00 am headed for the roof to receive Your message for today.
  • I sat on the chair in the garden.
  • I looked up and around.
  • The water tanks on the roofs in front of me looked like tombs in a cementery.
  • Blue clear sky.
  • Not a dove in sight.
  • It came to me, I am alone with You in Your mountain top.
  • The tears began to flow.
  • You are alone in Your mountain top.
  • Your children are wondering far from You.
  • Just like my children are from me.
  • Yahushua wept.
  • So I do.
  • Alone! Alone!
  • You brought me to Your mountain top to be alone with You.
  • And the tears flow.
  • Never the meaning of Your aloneness have crossed my mind until that moment.
  • And the message the White Dove representing Your Spirit came alive just then.

Alone With You In Your Mountain Top. Most Especial Sabbath…

Saturday, October 03, 2009.

The time came for my arrival at Jerusalem under her tutelage. She promised to perhaps meet at the Sukkot festival. I was in heaven! So eager for the day to meet this amazing personality in person. O man! What a BIG balloon I had inflated.

The Sukkot festival arrived. I was staying in BeiJala next to Bethlehem. The day of her arrival in Jerusalem came. I immediately emailed her. I waited with bated breath for her reply. O man! I still remember my shock!

“There is nothing wrong with your theology. You are just self-centered! I don’t have time to meet with you…”

If a dagger would have penetrated the depth of my flesh and bones ten thousand times it would have been less painful than such cruel, heartless sentence! What on earth had I done to deserve such?

I turned off the computer. I threw myself on the bed. I exclaimed, “I quit! I never want to write one single word anymore! I want out of this wagon!”

The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

  • “My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”
  • Master, what about these festivals and different things that Your people are so deep into? What am I to do? What am I to respond to inquires as to my behavior on these days of excitement for Your people?
  • And, Master, what am I to do about my health? What about all the body discomforts I suffer all the time? Am I to do anything about my body? How am I to take care of my body?
  • “My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
  • “My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
  • “My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
  • “Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.
  • “My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!” End of exchange between You and me.

Fulfilment!

Sometime before 7:00 am on Monday, August 30, 2021, those words were fulfilled to the tee. It is coming to me that is what You have come to tell me.

  • All is happening exactly as You said it was to happen not at all resembling to any of my figuring.

Roaring] Deep Calls To Roaring Deep At The Thunder Of Your Waterspouts …?

It is now Monday, August 30, 2021, at 2:30 pm. Psalms 42:7-11 comes to mind. Quote:

  • Roaring deep calls to roaring deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.
  • Yet my Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Mighty One of my life.
  • I will say to my Master—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
  • As with a sword crushing in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your Mighty One?
  • Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me?
  • Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One.

Psalms 42:7-11 Came To Mind? …

Indeed! All Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me in the past weeks, but! I can now praise You, my Beloved Master.

  • For You are the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One.
  • And the song of praise and adoration to You has intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
  • All is happening exactly as You said it was to happen not at all resembling to any of my figuring.

Fulfilment! In You I Move And Have My Being As Per Your Will …?

Thus? I finished illustrating. I recorded Your message for today. Now heading for bed on Monday, August 30, 2021 at 5:15 pm. The time now? Monday, August 30, 2021, at 8:24 pm.

  • Master? I am up and about but I am hot even with the AC on.
  • Even so? No worries.
  • You tell me I am in perfect health.
  • I believe in You, and I believe You.
  • Thank You.

What Now Are You Bringing To Mind? …

In a dream You showed me a field of mourning doves happily roaming around. I woke up but did not check for the meaning until later.

Quote:

Many doves represent honest friends. End of quote.

Ha! How Encouraging To End The Old And Begin Afresh …?

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 12:01 am. The last day of the 8th month. What is to be to end this 8th month?

Governing Order and Rulership is the meaning of the Number Twelve.

Then a zero follow to emphasize comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity.

The number One meaning Unity.

Exactly The Appropriate Numbers On This Hour Of My Day …?

For You compel me to proclaim Governing Order and Rulership

 

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 12:51 am. You know how tired I am to be able to follow Your lead right now. Heading for bed.

 

You Have Chosen Me. I Did Not Choose You …?

Not only You have chosen me, but You have as well given me the power to follow You.

Because of You I possess the inner strength, intelligence, intuition, and ability to always strive forward and follow the right path.

That is the right path leading to the Kingdom of heaven down on the new recreated earth, but!

Behold, The Kingdom Of Yahuwah Is Within Me …?

Even so? Your Beloved is helpless without You. Come, Yahushua, come. Come into the hearts of Your beloved ones!

  • Come Yahushua Come …?
  • My cry goes up high! Why?
  • Your beloved roam this earth like sheep without a pastor.
  • You created Your children in Your image but!
  • Your children have created You in their image.
  • No matter.
  • Behold! The immensity of Your passionate love!
  • In a little burst of wrath You hid Your face from us for a moment, but with age-enduring love and kindness You will have compassion and mercy on us, says the Master, your Redeemer.
  • This matter has completely evaded Your chosen people’s mind because of their sins, but!
  • No matter!
  • The whole issue has not evaded Your mind.

Wow! I Am Blown Away! How Amazing Is The Way You Are Leading Me …?

This is the first time You are giving me a clear answer to my questions since I first read Genesis 1 and 2. Indeed! You are putting it all in order in my mind.

  • Again, You are sending me to Brad Scott’s Gematria.
  • Master? You know that I no longer follow or believe anything coming from the human’s mind as I did before.
  • Before? I would follow and adhered to whoever made sense to me.
  • Thus, false teachings were set in my mind for a long time.
  • Even worst? I would push my erroneous beliefs on others, until?
  • You convicted and plucked me from such practices.
  • That happened in 1985 as recorded repeatedly in the journal You commanded me to keep.
  • Since then? I only go to wherever You send me to find the information You are giving to me.
  • So? You have brought me to conclude as in Ecclesiastes 12.
  • I only hear and set in my mind the words which are given as proceeding from one Shepherd.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12 11 14

  • The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
  • But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of God’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

About The Presence Of IDA. Mercy! Your People Is In More Trouble Than They Realize They Are …?

But the battle is Yours. On my face to the ground, I remain pleading for mercy for us all. It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 8:28 am.

  • Hurricane Ida has hit hard.
  • Millions without electricity.
  • When are they to return home?
  • All physical and logical concerns, but!

Is Anyone Reconsidering The Purpose Of This Disaster? …

I cannot tell anyone what to do, but! You compel me to tell what You expect from each one of Your children.

  • Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
  • But! Have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?
  • We are living a good life.
  • We don’t cheat lie or steal.
  • We love people and people loves us.
  • We give, We help.
  • We sing praises unto You.
  • We study and practice all written in the Bible.

Why Repent? …

That is the matter You are revealing now as Your hand of discipline falls heavy on Your people with the severity of the drastic weather for now hurricane Ida.

Me? thiaBasilia? You Call Me To Mind My Business of Following You. …

That is exactly what I am doing. Alone with You on Your mountain top I write, I publish, I optimize as You compel me to do for You to do the rest.

The Beauty Of It All? …

Millions in darkness without electricity. Black is God’s THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance. Black is saying “I need You God” and denounces our independence from God.

  • So much You are now revealing to activate the power to repent.
  • Here is a link for enlightenment.

BLACK.pdf

You are leading me to use the latest entries about hurricane Ida to introduce this post.

It is done.

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 10:44 am.

Back to posting grounds to format the post for publication.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

History Repeats Itself …?

The Multitude In The Valley Of Decision …?






HOPE Gift Of Courage Strength To Keep Believing In The Mighty One Creator’s Goodness! …

It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 2:09 am. Bed. And with a 2 and the zero and the 9 You led me to bed.

  • You woke me up on Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 5:03 am.
  • You set my mind on the 5 and the zero and the 3, now You want me to see.
  • To see what my Master?

“To see the message in the numbers of the moment. I sent you to bed with the two the zero and the nine.

  • Meaning separation of two natures within each human must take place now, emphatically to proclaim it for the human to bear fruit for giving and receiving.
  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
  • Zero it’s an all-inclusive number. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. Wow!
  • So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins.
  • It Must Take Place To Begin Afresh.
  • I woke you with the 5 and the zero and the 3.
  • Meaning the Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphatically to proclaim MY goodness, grace, and kindness for the manifestation and expression to give the human the full picture of what the human need to gain insight into that which the human now cannot see.

There You Have The Introduction Of This Post You Are To Post Today Without Any More Delay. “

Ha! And I have been waiting for Ahmad appearance for the clue to post. Hahaha! Nothing ever works the way I think things should work.

What A Lesson You Have Placed In My Collected Brains …?

And how good it feels when finally, You saw the urgency to take the Sword of Your Word to cut through my thick skull to collect and restore my scattered brains.

  • In a twinkling of an eye? O mine!
  • And I been waiting for that end twinkle to get me changed!

Quote:

1 Corinthians 15:52-55

In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the sound of the last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead in Messiah will be raised imperishable free and immune from decay, and we shall be changed transformed.

For this perishable part of us must put on the imperishable nature, and this mortal part of us, this nature that is capable of dying must put on immortality freedom from death.

And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up utterly vanquished forever in and unto victory. [Isa_25:8]

O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting? [Hos_13:14].  End of quote.

O Death, Where Is Your Victory? O Death, Where Is Your Sting I Can Now Sing …

No kidding! Restored brains You have now within me death slain! No more pain! The power of Your written words—the Sword of Your Spirit!

  • Man, O man! I can go on and on for hours and days talking and telling and jumping for joy instead of jumping in pain.
  • Hahaha! HalleluYah!
  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 8:04 am.

I Refuse To Fabricate Anything About What You Just Showed Me …

You sent me to the roof. The dove flew away as I entered the roof. I wondered. I came in, fixed a cup of coffee. Went back to the roof.

  • Light blue covered sky.
  • Silence.
  • Not even a breeze blowing.
  • No doves in sight.
  • I sat zipping the hot coffee.
  • I pondered.
  • Suddenly! Over my head the fluttering wings.
  • Quickly the white dove in my sight.
  • White dove? Your Spirit?
  • Now perched on top of this gifted quiet place for me to live in.
  • First time visit.

What Are You Telling Me My Beloved Master? …

Yes, I was pondering all lately happenings. Pondering my reaction to end the post. Pondering my elation moment, no different than the elation rampart on this world claiming Your blessings.

  • Just then? The White Dove symbol of Your Spirit flew over me.
  • She looked around the roof.
  • She looked at me.
  • She lifted her tail up and down.
  • She turned around twice.
  • She looked at me again.
  • She flew back the same way she flew in.

What Does It All Mean? Reverberated Within My Mind Again This Time …

I began to figure it all out. Then I thought, what am I doing? My figuring out never pans out. I came in. Sober. Not elated. Not deflated. Assertive. Sensing Your mighty wisdom to stop my figuring.

  • So I wait.
  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 8:42 am.
  • No sign of Ahmad.
  • Not a trace of my former worries.
  • No suffocating fears.
  • My health?
  • Holding up beautifully.

In A Twinkling Of An Eye This Is All Happening To Me …

It is coming to me that is what You have come to tell me. All is happening exactly as You said it was to happen not at all resembling to any of my figuring.

  • All my figuring was scattered in my scattered brains.
  • Restored brains.
  • You have now within me death slain!
  • No more pain!
  • The power of Your written words—the Sword of Your Spirit!
  • O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?

Is It All For Me To Jump Around Without Restrain To Entertain?

It is quite in place to exclaim a thankful HalleluYah, but! A humble contrite spirit is what You expect from me. as in Psalms 51:15-19.

  • Deliver me from blood-guiltiness and death, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, the Almighty of my deliverance, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness—Your rightness and Your justice.
  • Oh my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, open my lips, and my mouth shall show forth Your praise.
  • For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
  • My sacrifice the sacrifice acceptable to You O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/ Yahushua is a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, You will not despise.
  • Do good in Your good pleasure to Zion; rebuild the walls of Jerusalem. Then will You delight in the sacrifices of righteousness, justice, and right, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering; then bullocks will be offered upon Your altar. End of quote.

Unbelievable Display To Happen When Your Kingdom Down On Earth As It Is In Heaven Shall Materialize …?

There goes the answering to my pondering. The big displays of joy and glee are not for me right now. Why? I must mind Your words in the famous Sermon of the Mount for one clear passage.

That Settles The Matter. Neither Frivolous Not Stoic …?

Humor with a point and purpose is to be my motto instead of complaining in sorrow. How ‘bout that? This keyboard rhymes whatever I type like magic in toto.

  • Oh my Master! I had forgotten all about Your instituted motto for me to go on from now on.
  • Well?
  • My Master?
  • No Ahmad. No friends. Silence. No honey. No chocolates. The abundance is turning into lack.
  • Where is the humor in all of that?

I Just About Audible Hear Your “Come Down, My thiaBasilia …

Come down! Be still. Let go. Wait!” Wait at times like this? And when I think of the multitude at the foot of Your throne waiting to be avenged? Man! I got reason to wonder about this waiting thing.

  • Do You blame me?
  • Ah! But I know You don’t.
  • Instead?
  • O well! I guess I have no choice but to wait and hope.
  • Hope is the evidence of things not yet seen.
  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 12:20 pm.

What? It Is Only 12 Pm. I Thought To Be At Least The Days End …?

Ha! The editing! The posting! Thank You for reminding it to me. Help me now to accomplish the task before the end of this day as per Your instructions.

  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 4:53 pm.
  • At last! Heading to posting grounds after I have edited all graphics and latest text.
  • Hope to publish while the NET is cooperating.

The Beginning Of The Great Darkness …?

It is now Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 9:53 pm. In front of the screen my eyes closed only to see the ominous frightening black cloud covering the sky steadily advancing, but! Still some light left. I opened my eyes.

A Ruse To Deceive …?

Bed. It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 1:03 am. You woke me up. You said, “Drink a cup of water. Put a teaspoon of honey in your mouth holding it there to alleviate the soreness”

  • I did as You told me to do.
  • Then I came to record the words You are speaking to me.

Quote:

  • “My child, I know you are hurting.
  • New symptoms to worry about, but!
  • Do not worry!
  • It is all a ruse from the enemy to deceive you; to make you doubt My promised blessings coming to you.
  • Even so? The enemy can no longer deceive you as it happened to my first created human being in My image to love and protect him.
  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?
  • No, I did not make a mistake about My creation.
  • I did not make a mistake of any kind to create humanity though that at a point of time I made an end of all flesh.
  • For through men the land was filled with violence; and behold, I destroyed them and the land, but!
  • I established My covenant (promise, pledge) with Noah.
  • And Noah came into the ark—him and his sons and his wife and his sons’ wives with him.

I intend to make an end of all flesh

O My precious child, know of a surety, I am in control of the enemy from the beginning. Even so? History repeats itself as in Ecclesiastes 3:14-18.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:14-18

  • (14)  I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]
  • (15)  That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].
  • (16)  Moreover, I saw under the sun that in the place of justice there was wickedness, and that in the place of righteousness wickedness was there also.
  • (17)  I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time [appointed] for every matter and purpose and for every work.
  • (18)  I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts. End of quote.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 3:04 am

You Are MIGHTY Beyond Measure …

You are revealing Yourself in a mighty way to this child of Yours. I am in awe expectant even for the next moment of my existence like the lily among thorns.

  • Indeed! Thorns. A humble lily of the valleys that grows in deep and difficult places You have made out of me.
  • For You are trying mankind. Separating and sifting men, that they may see that by themselves under the sun, without You they are but like beasts, but!
  • Behold! Your unfathomable wisdom!
  • BEHOLD! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.
  • Nothing and no one no human or devil can ever thwart such plan. It stands forever in the land.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 7:07 am.
  • Ha! A 7. A 0. A 7 again! Meaning?
  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest. The most prolific and ubiquitous number in scripture.
  • Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

Amazing Message To Lift Me Up And Up Far Beyond The Sun …?

Liken to the eagles in Isaiah 40. Isaiah 40:31: But those who wait for the Master who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to You my Father as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.

Also in Hebrews 12:1-3

  • THEREFORE THEN, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses [who have borne testimony to the Truth], let us strip off and throw aside every encumbrance (unnecessary weight) and that sin which so readily (deftly and cleverly) clings to and entangles us, and let us run with patient endurance and steady and active persistence the appointed course of the race that is set before us,
  • Looking away [from all that will distract] to Yahushua, Who is the Leader and the Source of our faith [giving the first incentive for our belief] and is also its Finisher [bringing it to maturity and perfection]. He, for the joy [of obtaining the prize] that was set before Him, endured the cross, despising and ignoring the shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the throne of God. [Psa_110:1]
  • Just think of Him Who endured from sinners such grievous opposition and bitter hostility against Himself [reckon up and consider it all in comparison with your trials], so that you may not grow weary or exhausted, losing heart and relaxing and fainting in your minds.

Wow! So That Is The Message Your Messenger Dove Delivered To Me This Morning …?

….They shall lift their wings. Amazing! I have been meaning to find out what were You telling me when Your Dove lift her wings and her tail, now I know! Awesome!

  • Singing my joy I am heading to illustrate.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 8:31 am.
  • Illustration done!
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 3:25 pm.

Reflecting While I Work In Your Presence …?

So much is happening so fast! Even so? In the physical in my midst? It seems there is no change of attitude. But then? That is what I see which is not necessarily what it is that I don’t see.

  • It is now already Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 6:48 pm almost the end of day light without a peep from Ahmad or anyone else.
  • Ahmad promised to visit this morning, but it did not happen.
  • My phone is down again so I cannot call.
  • No matter.
  • Thank You for Your peace.
  • Thank You for Your power, strength, and wisdom to be still, to let go, to wait with patience and composure.
  • On Your time and at Your discretion You will enlighten me on whatever I need enlightenment.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 8:20 pm.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up but! Back to bed. Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 10:59 pm.
  • Well? No bed. Instead?
  • It came to me to set the headlines for this post.
  • The illustration? To go with the headlines.
  • You inspired me to express the post content in that illustration.
  • I worked on it practically the whole day.
  • The NET is working so I have been able to test it.
  • Until I got it just right, I hope.
  • Now for the Headlines:

History Repeats Itself …?

The Multitude In The Valley Of Decision …?

A Ruse To Deceive …?

It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 12:09 am. Ah! What nice numbers I notice, but! I can’t keep my eyes open. Will see what You develop on waking up.

  • You woke me up at 4:12 am. I checked but I did not replied to Roxana’s emails.
  • Roxana is searching for my maternal grandmother roots at my request.
  • It came to me to find out that information rather than the information on my father’s roots.

Master? Is Amazingly Encouraging The Way You Are Piecing My Life Together …

It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 9:33 am. This is the 3rd day with no news about what is happening in the family here. No Ahmad. I have not even sensed Your Presence.

  • But earlier this morning while sitting in the garden Your messenger Dove came while I was pondering such happenings.
  • She looked my way, then?
  • She puffed herself up.
  • She sat there for a bit then flew away.
  • The message You quickened to me?
  • “I am always here with you in the Spirit whether or not you sense or feel My Presence.”
  • Tears of release began to flow.
  • I sang.
  • I am standing in Your Presence on sacred ground!
  • And I know, yes I know there are angels ALL aroundddd!!!
  • Then You quickened to me to search for the spiritual meaning of the itch that so torments me.
  • Wow! What a finding!
  • The meaning of what I found?
  • Quite enlightening.
  • The cause of this itch is indeed spiritual not physical.
  • It has nothing to do with the food that I eat.
  • It has to do with what is bothering me deep inside my subconscious mind, but!
  • No fear!
  • You are healing the deepest part of my being.
  • Wow! So that is the reason You have for Roxana to search my maternal grandmother’s roots!

There Is Peace Like A River Flowing In My Soul …?

Your peace that surpasses even my own understanding. It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 10:06 am. You are sending me to take care of my human needs.

There Is Healing The Deepest Part Of My Being Flowing As Well …?

It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 11:20 am. The 11th hour. After the judgement of the 11 number comes the number 20 exact minutes of this entry.

  • It all is happening on the 5th day of the week in the 12th day of this 8th month of 2021 year.

Quote:

The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to Your order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment.

The number eleven is important in that it can symbolize disorder, chaos and judgment. In the Bible, number 11 is used twenty-four times and “11th” can be found 19 times.

Coming after 10 (which represents law and responsibility), the number eleven (11) represents the opposite, which is the irresponsibility of breaking the Law, which brings disorder and judgment.

The Number Twenty. The number ‘twenty’ speaks of redemption plus it is also twice the number 10.  End of quote.

Master! What Follows? Rather, What Is Your Will For Me Today …?

One thing You just quicken to me? Every time that I find myself forlorn, not knowing what is next or what to do, I begin to itch.

  • So much the confirmation of something deep inside bothering me.
  • Thank goodness! You are on to the healing of those deep wounds bothering me.
  • So? There Is Peace Within My Soul For The Long Haul …?
  • I wait.
  • Thank You for the patience and composure for me to do so.
  • Perhaps I should begin to illustrate the matter?
  • Counting of Your lead I am heading to Photoshop.

Deep Within The Blackness Of My Mind? Festering Wounds Zap The Life Out Of Me! …?

Joy Within My Heart! No matter what’s my part. It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 9:20 pm.

  • I slept. There is food on the counter. Still no news about Ahmad!

And The Wounds Fester …?

It is now still Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 11:53 pm. Seven more minutes Thursday shall be history. And I shall be asleep!

  • Friday, August 13, 2021, at 2:21 am.  Up but maybe back to sleep. I don’t feel too good.
  • It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 5:27 am.

Revelation, Why Am Itching? …

I am feeling down because I have not seen Ahmad in 4 days. He got big family troubles; his nephew was kicked in the face by neighbor. The neighbor ran. Police and all looking to jail him.

  • Big hateful mess!
  • Bottom line? The itch is killing me!
  • So? It is not just the sordid past as You show it to me.
  • But You are showing me now is the sordid hateful present as well.

Anger. Hate. Blindness Of Soul …

We are all victims! Isaiah 59 You bringing to my mind. Many times I have quoted that chapter, but! Now? Imperative! Thus? You shall open many eyes.

Quote:

Isaiah 59:1-21

  • BEHOLD, THE Master’s hand is not shortened at all, that it cannot save, nor His ear dull with deafness, that it cannot hear.
  • But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your the Father, and your sins have hidden His face from you, so that He will not hear.
  • For your hands are defiled with blood and your fingers with iniquity; your lips have spoken lies, your tongue mutters wickedness.
  • None sues or calls in righteousness [but for the sake of doing injury to others–to take some undue advantage]; no one goes to law honestly and pleads [his case] in truth; they trust in emptiness, worthlessness and futility, and speaking lies! They conceive mischief and bring forth evil!
  • They hatch adders’ eggs and weave the spider’s web; he who eats of their eggs dies, and [from an egg] which is crushed a viper breaks out [for their nature is ruinous, deadly, evil].
  • Their webs will not serve as clothing, nor will they cover themselves with what they make; their works are works of iniquity, and the act of violence is in their hands.
  • Their feet run to evil, and they make haste to shed innocent blood. Their thoughts are thoughts of iniquity; desolation and destruction are in their paths and highways.
  • The way of peace they know not, and there is no justice or right in their goings. They have made them into crooked paths; whoever goes in them does not know peace. [Rom_3:15-18]
  • Therefore are justice and right far from us, and righteousness and salvation do not overtake us. We expectantly wait for light, but [only] see darkness; for brightness, but we walk in obscurity and gloom.
  • We grope for the wall like the blind, yes, we grope like those who have no eyes. We stumble at noonday as in the twilight; in dark places and among those who are full of life and vigor, we are as dead men.
  • We all groan and growl like bears and moan plaintively like doves. We look for justice, but there is none; for salvation, but it is far from us.
  • For our transgressions are multiplied before You [O Master], and our sins testify against us; for our transgressions are with us, and as for our iniquities, we know and recognize them [as]:
  • Rebelling against and denying the Master, turning away from following our the Father, speaking oppression and revolt, conceiving in and muttering and moaning from the heart words of falsehood.
  • Justice is turned away backward, and righteousness (uprightness and right standing with the Father) stands far off; for truth has fallen in the street (the city’s forum), and uprightness cannot enter [the courts of justice].
  • Yes, truth is lacking, and he who departs from evil makes himself a prey. And the Master saw it, and it displeased Him that there was no justice.
  • And He saw that there was no man and wondered that there was no intercessor [no one to intervene on behalf of truth and right]; therefore His own arm brought Him victory, and His own righteousness [having the Spirit without measure] sustained Him. [Isa_53:11; Col_2:9; 1Jn_2:1-2]
  • For [the Master] put on righteousness as a breastplate or coat of mail, and salvation as a helmet upon His head; He put on garments of vengeance for clothing and was clad with zeal [and furious divine jealousy] as a cloak. [Eph_6:14, Eph_6:17; 1Th_5:8]
  • According as their deeds deserve, so will He repay wrath to His adversaries, recompense to His enemies; on the foreign islands and coastlands He will make compensation.
  • So [as the result of the Messiah’s intervention] they shall [reverently] fear the name of the Master from the west, and His glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the Master will lift up a standard against him and put him to flight [for He will come like a rushing stream which the breath of the Master drives]. [Mat_8:11; Luk_13:29]
  • He shall come as a Redeemer to Zion and to those in Jacob (Israel) who turn from transgression, says the Master.
  • As for Me, this is My covenant or league with them, says the Master: My Spirit, Who is upon you [and Who writes the law of the Father inwardly on the heart], and My words which I have put in your mouth shall not depart out of your mouth, or out of the mouths of your [true, spiritual] children, or out of the mouths of your children’s children, says the Master, from henceforth and forever. [Jer_31:33; Rom_11:26-27; Gal_3:29; Heb_12:22-24]. End of quote.
  • It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 8:20 am.
  • Ha! Now I know.
  • The more I wait; the more I hope to hear from Ahmad?
  • The more I itch; the more I hurt.

Well? All Things Established. On My Way To Complete Healing …?

For what purposes? Ah! That’s the beauty of it all! That’s the mystery now You are revealing to us. Your ways? A BIG bit higher than our cleverest ways!

What Am I To Conclude My Master? …

“My precious greatly beloved child of Mine! There is only one conclusion. My aim with all My doings is to bring each one of you to that conclusion clearly stated in Ecclesiastes 12:11-14.

  • Again, My child, IMPERATIVE for you to quote.
  • Imperative for each one of My children to mind the quotes.
  • Even so?
  • No worries. No sorriest.
  • Relax.
  • Be still.
  • Let go.
  • Write.
  • Publish.
  • I am doing the rest.
  • Wait.

Fear God and Keep His Commandments

Quoting again Ecclesiastes 12 11 14:

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.

But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All has been heard; the end of the matter is:

Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].

Keep His commandments

For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation

The object of God’s providence.

The root of character

  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man

For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

The Day Is Advancing Along The Time Of The End …?

But it does not seem that anyone cares. It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 10:43 am. Silence. No news. No Ahmad, but! Nothing is the way it seems to me.

  • The truth? Much is happening to indicate Your people is beginning to care.
  • You are now bringing to my remembrance some of the many Scriptures alive within my being before I continue with the present expose!
  • But Master? Who shall have the patience to read even when such Scriptures are so important?
  • Who knows? Perhaps many will benefit from the reading of all quoted Scriptures.
  • After all? You are the One compelling me to quote, quote, and quote.
  • For way at the beginning of my journey in Your service You quickened me to place my name instead of whomever You were talking at that time. Why?
  • Because at that time You were speaking to them but now You are speaking the same words to me to pass on to Your children.

Quote:

Luke 22:31-32

Simon, Simon—Peter—(Thia, Thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of the Father, that he might sift all of you like grain, Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9.  But I have prayed especially for you Peter (Thia), that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. End of quote.

So? No Matter What I See; What I Think; What I Feel I Am Going Forward On The Authority Of Your Word …?

The beauty of it all? The way You are revealing Yourself to me. There is no magic word to explain Your doings in my life. But it is all a reality—my reality.

  • Your Presence in my life is for real.
  • Even as I write this last sentence, I sense Your Spirit telling me so.
  • Your passionate love. Your unfathomable wisdom. Your power to overcome?
  • A reality—my reality.
  • But I feel like crying.
  • Perhaps those are the tears of Your ancients.
  • Master? I don’t know anything about anything.
  • And that’s OK with me if only You would?
  • Oh man! I don’t even dare to ask what You would do for me!
  • At times on days like this the reading of Your Words condemn rather than encourage me.
  • The horrors prophesied make me wonder whether are those horrors still to come or what?

Am I like to a false prophet writing grandiose ideas of the blessings You have for us?

For what is happening in Jerusalem and in the USA no one is talking about Jerusalem’s desolation or the shaken of the earth. And me? What am I doing?

  • I lose faith at the drop of a hat.
  • It seems to me that I just want whatever to go on.
  • There are festering wounds deep inside of me.
  • And for the life of me I can’t figure it out.
  • Perhaps this is how it is supposed to be.
  • The truth? If I would just hear or see Ahmad all this misery will cease.
  • Now there! It is all out in the open.
  • Thank You for letting me vent it all out.
  • It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 1:51 pm.

Ha! Isn’t That Something? I Don’t Have To Be In The Best Of Moods …?

It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 8:35 pm. I am not feeling well at all. I have a sore tongue out of all things. It hurts to eat.

  • I still have not heard from Ahmad.
  • I don’t want to worry but I guess I do.
  • I don’t even know why I worry when is something done all the time.
  • Why worry? If something is wrong there is nothing I can do about it.
  • I am OK. I got all I need. I am comfortable.
  • But I guess I am human and I wish I was not. lol
  • Thank goodness that Father is merciful and don’t whap me a good one for bickering!
  • I guess I head for bed.
  • I am tired of waiting for someone with food or whatever.
  • I can’t eat anyhow.

Horror In My Dream …

It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 3:37 am. Master? The intensity of my horror and reaction to it means the intensity of Your protection to swing away all the destructive forces in my past.

So? I Swung Away That Yellow Scorpion Jumping On My Leg …

Talking about horror? An intense, painful feeling of repugnance and fear is the understating of my horror to see that big yellow scorpion landing on my right leg. Powerfully I swung it away! I woke up, or?

Did You Wake Me Up, My Beloved Master? …

Ha! This is turning out to be joyfully funny in this moment on Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 4:45 am. O yes! Pain and lack got me scared to death but I don’t want to admit it. So?

You Let That Fearful Yellow Scorpion Land On My Leg In That Dream …

Whatever for? To wake me up from my unworthy fears. The truth is coming out for me to overcome all the rubbish landing on my body right now.

  • And in my right leg—the leg of my troubled health issue.
  • Horrified on waking up I began to look for meaning only to add to my horror.
  • All meanings NEGATIVE big time.

O But Your Graciousness! You Turned My Horror Into A Joke …

Yeah. Reading all those ominous warnings on what I am to do about my fears kind of made me come to my senses. My fears? O well! I don’t fear my fears anymore!

  • Joyfully funny moment indeed as I pictured myself whopping a good blow to Satan himself.
  • Can you imagine that?
  • That’s the joke turning it all out to be joyfully funny
  • The thing is in real life?
  • I swing with might at anyone who dares to cross me!
  • Poor Basilia! I have been ashamed of my violent temper, why?
  • I never knew it before, that is not my temper.
  • That is Your power invested on me to protect my own self when in a pickle not pickled by my carnal self.
  • Thank You.
  • What a revelation and confirmation.
  • Your power no foe can withstand.
  • Back to the numbers, why?

I Must Set My Gaze In You On The Future You Have Prepared For Me …?

A 3 for Completion and Manifestation. A 37? Wow! It is no coincidence that number 37, meaning the Bible, is being projected at us by Your Spirit in the heavens because You want us to identify Your message about our future.

How Strange. It Came To Me To Stop. To Check My Surroundings.

Silence. The singing dove far away. A light grey covers the sky. No colors. All on this 2nd 7th Day of Rest on Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 6:08 am. What does it mean?

  • It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 6:54 am.

Cup Of Coffee On Hand Sitting In The Garden …?

So quickly the sky had turned a beautiful light blue. I sat. Not a long wait. The sight in view almost immediately. What a sight!

  • Such amazing bright beams of light powerfully emanating, is it from You into Ahmad and me?

·     The Fulness Of Your Spirit Manifesting In Us For Us …

  • In us for us to shine Your light in Your so loved world of Yours. The fulness of Your Spirit to transform us to be the light in this world as it is written.
  • Quote:
  • Matthew 5:14-16
  • You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.
  • Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.
  • Let your light so shine before men that they may see your N1moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven. End of quote.
  • Mesmerized I could hardly breathe.
  • Zipping on the coffee I watched.
  • One dove.
  • Then two doves.
  • The show began.
  • Never before such a show I saw.
  • The main Dove lifted her right wing.
  • Bright silver beams like bright silver lightnings!
  • Then? The second dove shook he wings.
  • Flashes of shinning silver light beams as well! Wow!
  • That went on for a while.
  • The people that sat in darkness saw a great light came to mind.
  • Then the main Dove squatted puffed herself up big time.
  • The fulness of the Spirit came to mind.
  • Then the main dove flew on top of the TV dish.
  • Communication came to mind.
  • Then both doves flew downwards.
  • The message is descending to the world came to mind.
  • After a moment I headed to the working area to record it all.
  • Then it came to me to take a break.
  • That was on Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 7:45 am.
  • You set my eyes on the hour minutes numbers.
  • Meaning of numbers 7 and 45.
  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
  • We come now to the great number of spiritual perfections. A number which, therefore, occupies so large a place in the works, and especially in the Word of God as being inspired by the Holy Spirit. Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.

The Basic or Core Essence of 45

  • The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 45 is humanitarianism, a results-focused and real concern for the welfare of humanity.
  • To better understand the essence of 45, let’s have a look at its composition and the number it is reduced to. The number 45 is composed of the digit 4 and the digit 5 and is reduced to the single digit 9: 4+5 = 9.
  • The essence of the numerology number 45 contains the essence of the individual digits 4 and 5 plus a corresponding measure of the essence of the numerology number 9. Thus, the essence of the numerology number 45 is the essence of the number 9. See these articles for descriptions of the individual numbers:
  • Number 4 Meaning the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
  • Number 5 Meaning Grace and preparation. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.
  • Number 9 Meaning Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. End of quote.

Reflecting In Your Presence While On Break …

Break Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 8:01 am. Much to digest. No sign of Ahmad. But I fixed and ate my eats. Worked and watered the plants.

  • Back to the number 37. Modified quote by Your Spirit within me.

What Does It Mean When I Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.

  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.

  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help; flow with your situation.

  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.

  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

  • Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

  • I am aware of your frustrations.

  • But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

  • My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

  • There is nothing I can deny to you.

  • I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

  • Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

  • You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

  • And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

  • One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

  • Your children as well shall do the same.

  • Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

  • You are now playing in My Major League.

  • My highest Royalty in Authority.

  • The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

  • The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

  • Just the same.

  • Governing Order and Rulership.

  • A perfect governmental foundation.

  • Your Jubilee.

  • Your Liberation From Oppression.

  • Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

  • A burst of joy in your heart you get.

  • Onward My precious child!

  • I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

That Completes Your Response …

It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 10:02 am. Ha! A perfect 10 to emphasize the necessity for the separation of the two natures within us.

  • It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 11:54 pm. Another amazing 7th Day of Rest is ending. But You have empowered me to remain resting on You forever.
  • Heading for bed on Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 1:08 am.
  • It is now Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 4:51 am.
  • Must find the file You set in mind to work on.
  • I could not find it.
  • You led me to redo the message of the doves.
  • That is what I have been working on.
  • It is now Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 11:07 am.
  • Break to reflect in Your Presence while I take care of chores.

Yahushua Wept Audibly He Wept …?

Reflecting in Your Presence I wept. I exclaimed, I must done a great evil to hurt as I am hurting! Immediately it came to me, Yahushua wept.

  • Halt! Still. Yahushua Wept.
  • Yahushua Wept He Who did no evil.
  • Why? Why Yahushua Wept?

Quote:

  • Luke 19:41-44
  • And as He approached, He saw the city, and He wept audibly over it, exclaiming, Would that you had known personally, even at least in this your day, the things that make for peace, for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin and upon which your peace–your security, safety, prosperity, and happiness–depends!
  • But now they are hidden from your eyes. For a time is coming upon you when your enemies will throw up a bank with pointed stakes about you and surround you and shut you in on every side. [Isa_29:3; Jer_6:6; Eze_4:2]
  • And they will dash you down to the ground, you Jerusalem and your children within you; and they will not leave in you one stone upon another, all] because you did not come progressively to recognize and know and understand from observation and experience the time of your visitation that is, when the Almighty was visiting you, the time in which the Almighty showed Himself gracious toward you and offered you salvation through the Messiah. End of quote.
  • I bow down. Thank You.
  • You have molded me into Yahushua’s image.
  • I am blessed to weep for the evil assailing me as it assails You.
  • It is now Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 12:55 pm.
  • Wow! A twelve! A fifty-five again.
  • What comfort!

You Are Still With Me …?

It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 12:20 am. You never leave nor forsake me. And when the sting of bad things come back, I simply remember such fact at that.

  • I am going on compelled by the power of Your passionate love for us all.
  • Bed Monday, August 16, 2021, at 12:46 am.
  • On and off I slept until exactly Monday, August 16, 2021, at 4:00 am.

Expectant? O My Master! Only On You, Why? …

To expect on mankind only invites disaster one way or the other. (Jeremiah 17:5) So? Why only expect on You? You left us Your clear instructions on the matter. Then?

  • You have graciously empowered me as well as several others to heed Your instructions.
  • Whatever for? To set us as examples for others to heed as we have done by the power of Your passionate love for Your creation us humans included.

Jeremiah 17 Hebrews 4 Who Is Cursed Who Is Blessed New Sabbath.pdf

You Speak To Us In So Many Ways. We Have No Excuse …?

You speak to me in dreams and visions, in the numbers, in the colors, but! Mainly in Your written words.

  • From the beginning You instructed me to date and time all words You were to give to me. Why?
  • The numbers in the date time were to be the steppingstones into my future.
  • So it has been happening verbatim.
  • Right now?
  • The numbers say it all for the moment given.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 4:55 am.
  • Over and over You let me notice the 4:55 am or pm in the hour minutes of recording.
  • Especially when I am flooded in troubled waters as I am right now.

What Is The Meaning Of These Two Amazing Numbers? …

Paraphrasing the quotes:

  • The Four means Creation and the World, seen in in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

And the 55? Wow!

  • Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5. Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness. 55, therefore, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation. It amplifies all the biblical meanings of the number 5 as in John 1:16:
  • For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift. End of quote.
  • Break on Monday, August 16, 2021, at 6:21 am.

Master? Perhaps I Should Start With The Formatting To Prepare For Publishing?

I’ll do while I wait on You. It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 8:05 am. I wait on You to see when You will bless me with Ahmad’s update on his whereabouts.

  • Break on Monday, August 16, 2021, at 8:28 am.
  • Should water plants when I wake up.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 1:32 pm.

Things Continue In The Rough Side But! …

I am not alone. You are for and with me.  I will try to sleep again. You blessed me with about 3 hours of sleep. Awake around 4 pm. I think I have fever, but I am not worried about it.

  • It will all be over as quickly as it came upon me.
  • You know all about it.
  • Been working on new illustration on the rainbow of colors You showed me earlier just to keep my mind off my discomfort.
  • No news from Ahmad.
  • But I heard from Roxana.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 6:53 pm.
  • I will brake to wait on You.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 8:03 pm.
  • I feel like Ahmad has abandoned me.
  • But that is just a feeling.
  • It hurts but It will pass.
  • Thank You for Roxana’s contact.
  • Back to Photoshop.
  • The rainbow of colors back into my view.
  • All Colors Over the Dingy Dirty Colors Of The Carnal Self.

But The Crimson Color For Yahushua’s Sacrifice Covers It All!

Crimson: The Bible describes this color as being the shed of Messiah’s blood for the remission of sins, for the blood is the life.

  • Light Blue: Light blue Includes the attributes of Blue and White: The Breath of God that births a new KING in the earth. Light Blue is also a birthing into knowing the King in new and HIGHER levels. LIGHT BLUE speaks of Holy Justice Declared and Breathed to cause the chosen one to be brought into new levels of PEACE and RIGHTEOUSNESS.
  • Black: Black is God’s THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance.
  • Yellow: Yellow is the color of YIELDING. YELLOW anointing oil is created when we yield our mind, our will, and our emotions to the LIVING GOD.
  • Orange: The POWER of listening to and hearing, seeing, and doing the Mind of Yahushua Messiah.
  • FUCHSIA (DARK PINK): This color is the color of Joy and the Womb of Intercession and worship where God’s fruit is conceived. This color imparts ears to hear how Wise our God is, how Beautiful He is and how much the bride desires for the fruit in her womb (love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, etc) to LOOK LIKE Him!!! This color speaks of conception and spiritual pregnancy and the passion between the God of the Universe becoming the Bridegroom to the Bride or the Congregation built with no man’s hand.
  • White: The characters of the Master’s Voice scribed upon a page are BLACK. In order to perceive God’s Voice, one must be filled with His Holy Spirit: the Holy Breath of God which is WHITE and PURE. His Voice is a BLACK FIRE and His Breath is a PILLAR of WHITE. Spending time with the High Priest of the temple of our souls Yahushua, His Voice and His Breath come to us and SILVER REDEMPTION happens! Like silver paint is put on the back of a pane of glass a mirror is made for us to catch a reflection of Him. Understanding is born and we see Him as in a mirror (dimly as we live in this earth) and we come to KNOW GOD and His protection and His provision and His resurrection LIFE.
  • OLIVE GREEN: Olives are a dark green and often the olive oil is green to greenish-amber color. This oil is used to make the Holy Oil Recipe that fills the Cups on the tops of the Golden Lampstand. When we yield to taking up our cross during times of pressure and trials and tribulations, we are allowing God to make oil to fill our lamps like the wise virgins.

Master? I Have No Idea As To How Am I Going To Sleep …?

It is now Tuesday, August 17, 2021, 12:11 am. Not a sign of Ahmad or anyone else. It seems to me that something is going on politically that I am not supposed to know.

  • Whatever is the reason this time is different than before, how?
  • I don’t know.
  • But You do.
  • Whatever is going on is intimidating.
  • But You have well let me know I am under Your protection.
  • No harm shall come to me or any of my concern.
  • Even so? I don’t know how to shake off this forbidden sense of danger.

Help Me! Heal Me And I Shall Be Healed. Save Me And I Shall Be Saved …?

So goes my cry to You. Perhaps this is just a ruse from the enemy. Help me to discern. Bed on Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 1:24 am. Thank You for sleep.

  • It is now Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 3:51 am.
  • Tuesday, August 17, 2021 at 4:21 am.
  • Slept for quite a few hours.
  • You woke me up.
  • I got up intending to shower.
  • Began to fill the kettle to boil water for my day.
  • The question.
  • “How long are we to suffer the plagues we inherited?
  • The wages of sin are death.
  • How long my Master?”
  • I set the kettle on fire.

Forlorn And Down I Walked In The Roof …

Your Messenger! So real! Mesmerized again I watched. She puffed up. She lifted her tail. She turned. She lifted her head up. She puffed up. She sat. She got up.

  • She walked on the ledge one way to the end of the ledge.
  • She turned.
  • She lifted her tail.
  • Walked to the other end of the ledge.
  • She flew downwards.
  • I came to record.

The Date And Time? Tuesday, August 17, 2021, At 6:30 Am.

Wow! A 17 for victory. A 6 for man sin Satan and slavery. A 30? Your message on the ledge of the roof. Clearly and directly, You led me to the same message from before.

  • Quote to be edited by Your Spirit within me:

The Last Cycle In The Time As You Know Time To Be Now To Begin …

  • “Pause. Reflect. I led you to search further for the number 30 meaning to understand the Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah.

  • Number 3 is a symbol of inspiration, creativity and self-expression.

  • Number 0 usually resonates with infinity and wholeness, but we can also say that this number may be related to something mysterious.

  • The combination of those numbers represents number 30.

  • This number will help you focus on your spiritual life.

  • Number 30 will help you express yourself and use your natural abilities.

  • Thanks to this number you will realize that a certain cycle in your life has to end because another cycle is going to begin soon.

  • “My child, the wording in such meaning is to be discarded as coming from the psychic spiritual world aloof from My authority.

  • For it is not the number 30 that helps you under any circumstance.

  • Even so? I led you to that meaning because you have submitted yourself to Me, thus, I am in control of your doings, therefore?

  • I can trust you to submit all your findings to Me.

  • The number 30 as well as all numbers in the Scriptures are there for a sign from Me to lead you as per My good plan for you.

  • In this case the number 30 came up in the hour and minutes at the time of your recording.

  • What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To My Messages In your Dreams? Why?

  • Well? In the meaning of the number 30 I give you the answer.

  • The number 30 composed of the number 3 and zero.

  • In The Design of Scripture, the number Three means Completion and Manifestation.

As quoted before:

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel. End of quote.

  • Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • So My child? You are now realizing that One Cycle has come to End for sure. In the meantime?
  • My precious child, how you delight My Being with your determination to wait on Me for direction in all your doings.

One Cycle Has Come To End For Sure. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between Me and you from here onwards. The 2020 year ended the fear of your fears.

  • You are now set in My Presence free from those suffocating fears to begin the last cycle in the time as you know time to be.

There You Have It! The Message On The Ledge Of Your Roof …

The subject to proclaim TO CLEAR THE CONFUSION rampart among My children stars NOW.

Go on! Lift your head up high! At the end of this bend? My open arms to welcome you home for time never to end again!” End of quote.

  • It is now Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 7:22 pm.
  • I feel like fever again.
  • Head for bed.
  • Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 11:43 pm.
  • Up but hurting from head to toe.
  • I am going on propelled by Your grace and favor.
  • Slept from 3 am until now Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 6:31 am.
  • There is a lump in my throat as per saying.
  • Not knowing what to do or think with the way I am feeling.
  • Not only that but with whatever is going on around me that I cannot see.
  • What is to become of me? Redundant unnecessary question.
  • You have let me know my future, my past, and my present.
  • You are making purifying oil to fill my lamp while I wait for Your soon return.
  • What a comforting thought!

Master? Without You Nothing Is Possible At All, But! …?

You know such a fact is a difficult pill for me to swallow in my physical existence on this so loved world of Yours.

  • Within my being You impart unto me Your peace that surpasses all human understanding, but!
  • In the actual state of pain and misery of my body?
  • I can’t take anymore!
  • I had enough!
  • Unless You intervene how am I going to survive?
  • Yeah, I can see the prospect of going without food or water for a long time, but!
  • How can I shake off the present minor hardship with the absence of Ahmad the uncertainty of what is to happen between us from now on?
  • You know that thought is what causes that lump in my throat.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 9:06 am.
  • The weather is rather chilly for my comfort.
  • Tormenting itching all over my body.
  • Blemishes on my face.
  • I look old and pitiful.
  • And the worst?
  • Loosing hair big time!
  • Am I going to go bald?
  • No sign of youth restored at all!
  • Not knowing what to eat or drink anymore.
  • Can’t stop the tears.
  • Flowing tears for days now.
  • Blurred vision.
  • I can hardly read or type or work on the graphics.
  • Not knowing whether to sit or stand.
  • When am to partake of Your graciousness to me as it has happened before?
  • My mouth hurts.
  • I can hardly eat.
  • It is only 9:15 am on this day You have created for me.
  • How am I going to make for the rest of this day?

I Refuse To Indulge In Self-Condemnation …

  • Even so? You never give me more than what I can take.
  • That I know for sure.
  • You always come to my rescue no matter what.
  • I guess I’ll go ahead and eat even that I do not feel like doing so.
  • You will help me while I do what I do not feel like doing.
  • Well? I made it so far. Thank You.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 4:11 pm.
  • They say, no news is good news, I guess that is true.
  • I am working on the illustrations, but I am not sure of what I am doing.
  • Photoshop is messing up, I guess because I punch keys while it is still working.
  • I cannot see too good, that’s how I mess up.

Why Am I Going On With All Of This Nonsense?

I don’t know my Master, but! You do. And You taking care of things for me. I wait. Back to photoshop while I wait on You.

  • Around 6 pm my friend brought me some food, nothing else.
  • The tears flowed after he left.
  • After a bit You sent me to sleep.
  • It is now only Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 10:09 pm.
  • I wish this day was over but it is not.
  • My head is hot even with the AC on.
  • Maybe I need sugar.

Help! O My Master! Help! …

I took some honey. Photoshop is updating. Maybe better when it finish updating. I will close this program now and wait.

  • Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 10:46 pm.
  • Well? No connection.
  • I guess that is the problem.
  • Will see how it is with Photoshop now.
  • It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 3:40 am.

Funny Thing, You Always Wake Me Up Around 3 Am …

That was the hour of my birth. Pause. Reflect. Think calmly about that. That was my thought on waking up.

  • June 14, 1939, at 3:00 am.
  • June: the 6th
  • The 6 for man, sin, Satan, and slavery.
  • The 14 for a double 7.
  • The 7? For Completeness and Rest. It speaks of completeness and rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • And 1939? Wow! The 1 for Unity.
  • The 9 for Fruitfulness and Giving.
  • The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
  • The 3 for The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
  • This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression.
  • Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see.
  • We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel.
  • The 9 again for Fruitfulness and Giving!
  • Then? The 3 followed by double zeroes.
  • Zero it’s an all-inclusive number. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity.

Wow! It All Boils Down To One Cycle Ending. The Last Cycle Begins …?

  • “Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Calmly think of the division that must take place before one can begin afresh.

  • My child, something MUST die to be born again.

  • That is My Law instituted before anything was to be including the creation of mankind.

  • Such is the fact that has been rehashed to the point of becoming a cliché in the multitude of tall tales invented by mankind, but!

  • Now the tales are coming into reality with the manifestation and expression of what you need to gain insight into that you cannot see, such as the essence of the Mighty One of Israel the ONE that I AM.

  • You were born into a world of sinful slavery to the one being created by Me that goes by the name of Satan.

  • That is the fact not a tale.

Did I Made A Mistake In Creating This Being?

To your shock, yes I did! But in the human’s mind the meaning of words has been distorted. So? Man has distorted the fact that perfection means the ability to correct mistakes.

  • Mistakes are unavoidable in the process of creating.
  • Therefore? The ability to correct mistakes makes for perfection of one’s creation.

Are You Beginning To See Why Today You Are To Pause. To Reflect. To Calmly Think Of Whatever? …

“O My precious child! How you amuse Me. I make mistakes. WHAT? In shock the question about the fact startles your human comprehension of My perfection.

  • Mystery? Yes it is.

Funny Thing, Yesterday I Looked At Myself In The Mirror Only To See And Ugly Me.

Right now? It came to me to look at myself again. Ha! What did I see? Beautiful me! It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 6:01 am.

  • You sent me to the roof to see the sky covered in grey.
  • I came in wondering whether there was rain to come or had it gone?
  • I filled and set the kettle on fire to boil the water for my coffee and to use the rest of the day.
  • I fixed the last grapes to eat.
  • I fixed the coffee.
  • I walked again on the roof.
  • Wow! Light blue covered the sky!
  • Only a faint strip of gray down below.
  • To my right? A crimson color. Stripes of black and yellow.

Suddenly! The Mourning Dove To Deliver The Message For This Day.

A white narrow shape crown over her head. A patch of white on her feet. She turned. She puffed up. She lifted her tail. She raised her wing. She turned my way. She flew downwards.

Enlightenment To Your Mind On What You Cannot See Came To Mind …

“How beautiful are your feet as to bring such enlightenment to My world?

My message is coming to your mind quite clear as you record it My dear, My greatly beloved thiaBasilia.

  • Yes indeed! You are beautiful!

  • Many souls shall see your beauty and honor My name.

  • For I have transformed from the ugly of yesterday to the beauty of today.

  • I have beautified your being.

  • Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 7:27 am.
  • Out on the roof now?
  • Fuchsia. Light pink. Yellow. Yellow. Yellow.
  • Brown? Been a while since You set that color first in my sight.

Amazing Color To Summarized To Confirm Your Latest Revelations Your Latest Doings With And For Me …?

Truly, Psalms 25:14 coming to pass verbatim. The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of the Master have they who fear revere and worship Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning. Also written in John_7:17; John_15:15.

Quoting from the Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz as per Your lead:

BROWN:

  • Yellow and Black attributes: the HUMILITY of Yielding to the Carpenter of the Soul.
  • This is the color of Yahushua’s garments on earth: HUMILITY.
  • The color of the Shepherd’s garments.
  • This is the color of WOOD.
  • The color of the Shepherd’s ROD and STAFF that comfort His people with His correction.
  • The Shepherd’s SLING and STONES to kill giants are the preferred weapon of choice for our safety.
  • This is the color of the GOOD BROWN GROUND that is ready for His SEEDS.
  • The wheat is brown, the bread is brown, the vine is brown, raisins are brown, badger skins are brown, the wood inside the furniture of the temple is brown.
  • As the Carpenter He creates His Banqueting Table, His Ships for catching fish, His Rod of Authority that budded almond flowers and nuts, wood to fuel the fire is brown, and this is the color of the BROWN WOODEN CROSS. End of quote.

Wow! I Continue Blown Away To Float With And In Your Spirit …?

Nothing else matters. No rain. No pain. No lack. No human slack. No glee. No gloom. To elevate or deflate me! Nothing else matters at Your Light shines in my mind this time and for eternity time.

  • Words without knowledge? That is all blown away past of my sordid past byways.

THE MOURNING DOVE To Deliver A Message Of Hope To Those Suffering.

A spiritual messenger of peace, love, and faith. Forlorn and down I walked in the roof. Your Messenger! So real! Mesmerized again I watched.

  • She puffed up. She lifted her tail. She turned. She lifted her head up. She puffed up again. She sat. She got up. She walked on the ledge one way. She turned and walked back. She lifted her tail. Walked to the end of the ledge.
  • She flew downwards to deliver your message to your suffering world.
  • It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 3:46 pm.
  • Guess I should eat.
  • Thank You my Master for helping me.
  • You always do.
  • I feel pretty good.
  • But I am sleepy.
  • I am out of all things I usually consume.
  • Ahmad don’t seem to be concern, but!
  • That is just the way I feel.
  • It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 4:30 pm.
  • I will try to sleep.
  • I never made it to bed.
  • The Internet is working so?
  • Chatted with Roxana about the family tree.
  • My friend brought me food.
  • Called Joyce and shared for a while.

Still No News From Ahmad, But!

I am no longer crying about it. I am confident that You are leading us to a fresh start altogether. It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 7:46 pm.

  • I will now head for bed in hope for Your blessing with sleep.
  • Slept until 10:45. It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 11:32 pm.
  • Faulty Internet. Will try Photoshop anyhow.
  • At last to bed on Friday, August 20, 2021 3:42 am.
  • You woke me up at exactly 5:44 am.
  • Hope not doom on my mind.
  • Hope the evidence of things not yet seen.
  • Exactly Your message descending upon Your suffering world.
  • As stated before You speak to me in dreams and visions, in the numbers, in the colors, but! Mainly in Your written words.
  • Even so? Lately You have added the Mourning Dove—a spiritual messenger of peace, love, and faith.

Mysterious Are Your Ways.

Thus, it is easy for mankind to fantasized rather than to realize. Notwithstanding, Your ways are quite a bit higher than our ways.

So? You Are Now Revealing To Your Suffering World The Mystery Of Our Creation.

Wow! Hope not doom. Soon. Sooner than expected. My scattered brains You have collected. Whatever for?  That’s what the Mourning Dove is here for!

  • Well?

“Indeed! My child, your brains collected your healing effected. How are you feeling today?”

  • Now my Master, why are You asking? You know all about how I am feeling with all Your dealings.
  • I never know whether this is the hope or the evidence.
  • I still have that lurking fear of no healing effected.
  • How is that for an honest answer?
  • Maybe the 5 and double 4 on Your waking me up gives me Your take.
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • Wow! For the number 5! Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.
  • Number Four – Creation and the World.
  • The material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

Goodness’s Sake! Help Me To Discern Not To Speculate.

Ha! Quickly You led me to search further for the meaning of hope other than what is written.

Why? Here we go. Getting a hold of the reality in the meaning of words.

  • Your reality that is.
  • Your reality includes Your gift of human discernment.
  • Thus, You led me to the following meanings of hope in the moment Your world is standing on right now.

Quote:

Life is hard, everybody struggles with who they are and what they want. At the moment, we are in the middle of a global health crisis and an economic downturn. The media is broadcasting a continuous stream of fear and catastrophe. Everything we watch and listen to is overshadowed with disaster and this increases our anxiety and can contribute to poor mental health.

Hope is the life we live, the attitude we carry, the gift we give others. Hope is the energy, the courage and the strength to keep believing in the goodness of life, God and the people around us. End of quote.

  • Wow!
  • Taking a break on Friday, August 20, 2021, at 9:07 am to reflect on what to expect.
  • Had to restart computer after driver update for 3D finished installing on Friday, August 20, 2021 11:33 am.
  • Been working on illustration for my hope colors in 3D.
  • It is now Friday, August 20, 2021, at 4:24 pm.
  • It is hot outside.
  • So thankful for the AC.
  • You are faithful to Your word of promise to take care of those who take refuge in You.
  • Friday, August 20, 2021 7:28 pm.

Latest Miracle? Ahmad On The Line While In The Midst Of Editing The Post …

Amazing how You are displaying these happenings in my life. But of course, naturally? People is not impressed. Or, are there any more impressed than my figuring?

  • I don’t know but You do.
  • So much the reason to get on with the publishing of this post.
  • But I can’t keep my eyes opened again.
  • Heading for bed on Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 8:14 pm.
  • Up on Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 11:49 pm.
  • It is still Saturday. Heading to post.
  • Hope for Your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

The Saga Of My Life In A New Cycle On August, 2021 …?

A Window Of Time. The Canoe Floats Downstream. Danger Ahead! On The Alert!


Wisdom. Your Wisdom …

You had me to investigate Your leading to intelligently record it. Wednesday, August 4, 2021, at 12:08 pm.

  • It is now Wednesday, August 4, 2021, at 1:05 pm.
  • Much problem while I am typing in this file.
  • It is coming to me to save it under the name, The Saga Of My Life On New Cycle
  • Perhaps that shall resolve the problem.
  • On to the task on Wednesday, August 4, 2021, at.1:21 pm.
  • It is done my Master!
  • It is now Wednesday, August 4, 2021, at 1:30 pm.

Your Lead. A 1 For Unity. A 30 For?

The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah. In Brad’s words, quote:

This moment is dedicated by YHVH Himself in Matthew 3:13-17, while introducing His only Son to the world at His immersion. This fulfilled the priestly requirements contained in Numbers 4:3. End of quote.

It is also stated in another article:

  • THIRTY being 3 x 10, denotes in a higher degree the perfection of Divine order, as marking the right moment.

“Pause. Reflect. I led you to search further for the number 30 meaning to understand the Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah.

Quote:

The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.

  • The number 30 as well as all numbers in the Scriptures are there for a sign from Me to lead you as per My good plan for you.
  • In this case the number 30 came up in the hour and minutes at the time of your recording.
  • What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To My Messages In your Dreams? Why?
  • Well? In the meaning of the number 30 I give you the answer.
  • The number 30 composed of the number 3 and zero. In The Design of Scripture, the number Three means Completion and Manifestation.
  • Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • So My child? You are now realizing that One Cycle has come to End for sure. In the meantime?
  • My precious child, how you delight My Being with your determination to wait on Me for direction in all your doings.

One Cycle Has Come To End For Sure. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between Me and you from here onwards. The 2020 year ended the fear of your fears.

  • You are now set in My Presence free from those suffocating fears to begin the last cycle in the time as you know time to be.

  • The subjects for discussion to clear the confusion rampart among My children stars now.

Master? Computer Trouble. HELP! …?

It is now Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 12:18 am. I do not know what the problem is. Things work fine then unexpecting momentary stall.

  • On and on the interruption.
  • What is causing it?
  • Right now all is fine.
  • I will now press the save keys to see what happens.
  • So far so good.
  • It seems the mini tool partition wizard is the problem, but!
  • I have tried to uninstall it to no avail.
  • Will try again from the installed apps.
  • It is now Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 12:31 am.
  • It is now Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 3:15 am.
  • Maybe it is all fixed now.
  • I uncheck several features in the options feature.

Master? Where To Now? …

Thank You for Your peace. Thank You for setting me free from suffocating fears. It is coming to me to rest while I wait on Your lead.

  • It is now Thursday, August 5, 2021 at 6:32 am.
  • Thank You for sleep.
  • It seems You fixed my web phone.
  • I was able to talk to my friend.
  • The monies should come tonight.
  • Then? I just uninstalled the mini tool.
  • Plus no interruptions while I am typing.
  • So? Everything is working now, how?

Oh My Beloved Master! You Fixed It All For Me …?

No doubt about it. I have not much of an idea how it all got fixed. It is now another day on this 8th month in a new cycle.

  • It is now Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 6:52 am.

Wow! The 5th Day On The Way …?

For me? TODAY. The 5th Day on the way. Or the Number Five on the 6th hour advancing 52 minutes towards the 7th hour.

Numerology Of 52.

Quote:

  • Number 52 Meaning
  • The numerology number 52 is a number of introspection and expression of a personal sense of freedom. It is studious and is mentally sharp.
  • The energy the number 52 represents tends to do whatever attracts its attention as desirable to experience. But not on a whim. It analyzes what it experiences and what it observes.
  • The 52 constantly acquires knowledge of and about itself and its experiences. It is perpetually accumulating wisdom — not only about itself and its experiences, but also about individuals, and about the physical and spiritual universes. End of quote.

A 2nd quote on Number 52: Evolution.

According to my research, the biblical meaning number 52 represents evolution. However, it also symbolizes the four elements and material food provided by our planet for our existence.

In general, number 52 is mentioned 6 times only. However, besides representing the evolution of any living creature on this planet, this number also symbolizes the personal growth, development and inner peace. Meaning, if you see this number, it means that it’s time to focus on you and your faith. Instead of questioning yourself and God, find a way to boost your self-esteem and invest your time into doing something noble, meaningful and unforgettable. End of quote.

  • Today as yesterday my ears You have set to hear Your voice as in Hebrews 4:7-11.
  • It is now Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 8:22 am.

Master? What Have I Been Doing …?

What have I been doing from Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 6:52 am to this moment on Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 8:22 am?

  • Chasing rabbits’ tails.
  • Chasing rabbits’ tails on Google and the search feature in Word.
  • Well? Not really, but!
  • That’s what it felt like, why?
  • So sleepy. Headed for bed. Slept.
  • It is now Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 12:12 pm.

Look! Twelve! Twelve! Wake Up! …

I was not chasing rabbits’ tails on Google and the search feature in Word after all! Nor was I procrastinating.

What Then Did You Had Me Doing …?

Wisdom. Your wisdom. You had me to investigate Your leading to intelligently record it. The fact? Link to it:

All In All You Are Revealing A Summary Of Your Written Words

Onward You Have Me Going …?

Come heat or sleet. Gleam or gloom. The sooner soon? Boom! The new cycle now begins to bloom!

  • Break. Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 1:51 pm.
  • On to work on illustration on Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 2:26 pm.
  • Sleepy. Headed for bed on Thursday, August 5, 2021, at 8:31 pm.
  • Slept for a couple of hours.
  • Got up to check email for track number.
  • Back to sleep.
  • Woke up around 12:08 am on Friday, August 6, 2021.

Gloom! No Money On The Way …?

It is now Friday, August 6, 2021, at 1:36 am. What is Your message in the numbers 12-08-1-36?

Your Leading? New Source For The Biblical Meaning Of Numbers …?

Again I am blown away my Master! Gloom or glee I count on Thee 100% that’s for sure. So? Will quote from new source.

TWELVE

Number 12 Biblical Meaning: This is all about perfection

The biblical meaning of number 12 is associated with perfection and positive things only. In fact, number 12 is the number of believers in God. You wonder why? In the Old Testament, God has chosen 12 people who were destined to restore Israel. Also, in the Old Testament, 12 disciples were chosen to represent the innumerable host of true disciples who would follow down through time. The number 12 plays an important part in religion. Christ cured a woman who had blood problems for 12 years.

If you keep seeing 12, God wants you to know that you’re stronger than what you’re currently going through. Spiritually speaking, it means that you should experience a great feeling in 12 days, months or years. Or something nice will occur on this date very soon.

ZERO

As the number zero is connected to absolutely nothing.

This number in a dream stands for something in life that has hurt you, this kind of dream implies an anxiety that a scenario or even business connection will probably result in no profit. Efforts in life may amount to ‘nothing’.

The meaning of this symbol in your dream is an indication of cosmic order. Emptiness is normally connected with this symbol. Every number has significance, including zero. If we look at numerology, the number zero indicates a new start. Alternatively, the dream forewarns that you may be heading for some time alone, away from people so you can make the correct decisions in life. To use the zero number in your dream signifies infinity.

Using the number zero in your dream means that you will encounter some magic and divine mystery. As the zero is a symbol of nothingness this means that things may feel empty for you. Have you been suffering from any emptiness as part of your daily life? The symbol can furthermore reveal the importance of infinity, eternity, completeness, absolute independence and holiness.

EIGHT

Number 8 Biblical Meaning: A new start of something fresh

The biblical meaning of number 8 is a representation of a new beginning. The eight-day is the beginning of a new week. If we look for biblical signs of the number 8 we can see that 8 people are saved on Noah’s Ark and there is also a new beginning. (Peter 2:5)  in terms of the Bible, the number 8 is quite significant because it is used in total 73 times. Obviously is not used as much as the number seven. If we think about when God rested this was on the seventh and eighth day and a new start had begun. From a spiritual perspective, 8 is also a symbol of a new phase of life and that one is going to be focused on understanding humanity.

The number eight is also a symbolism of a new start, this is because of the resurrection of Jesus (Matthew 28:16) Being saved from sin and error. Freeing yourself from sin. There are many ramifications of the number 8, such as 88, 888, 8888 or 88888. The number 8 is associated with the resurrection of Christ on the 8th day. There is a typological connection between the flood (Noah) and the fact that one must wash away negative people. That is why I think 8 is connected to the symbol of a new start, and maybe that you need to wash away people who cause pain and hurt you.

ONE

Number 1 Biblical Meaning: The start, wholeness, and united front, the beginning

The biblical meaning of number 1 is really interesting. This is quite obvious but the number one represents the start. If you keep seeing one everywhere then new beginnings are on their way. Number one often represents the only one, someone unique in life and in the old testament the number one in the bible represents the free will and the garden of Eden. Think of the term “let there be light” (Genesis 1:3) I do feel from a biblical perspective the number one is connected to the man and woman coming together which is present in both Mark 10: 7-9 and Genesis 2:24.

Number one is connected to the 1st day of the 1st Month when the Israelites move forward with their plans. In Exodus 4:22 it was mentioned that Israel was the first-born son. The number one can ONLY be divided by itself and I feel indicates uniting two people and the God and Jesus. Plus, the forgiveness of our sins (John 10:16).

THIRTY-SIX

Number 36 Biblical Meaning: Evil and enemies

The biblical meaning of the number 36 symbolizes angels! It also represents Satan, evil and enemies. There are 36 visions in the Revelation of John. An interesting fact is that the people who executed Jesus, sink the 4 nails of 36 knocks, according to some of the predictions. The Bible has 66 books written by 36 writers who included mechanics, kings, farmers, fishermen, lawyers, scientists, doctors, pastors, and others. One more exciting fact is that when you sum all the numbers from 1 to 36, they result in 666 which in Revelation, is the number of the Beast. But to see it, it doesn’t mean that something bad is going to happen. You may experience disappointment in some of the people you trusted. You might lose something due to evil and dishonest intentions. End of quotes.

Master! HELP! Evil Knocking Loudly …?

Even so? You are Sovereign in control of it all! I need to heed Your voice now more than ever before.

  • It is now Friday, August 6, 2021, at 2:33 am.
  • A 2. A 33.

Master HELP Evil Knocking Loudly

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come Down …

  • There shall no evil come near you not any plague come nigh your dwelling no matter the evil attempts frightening you right now.

  • I know how it all looks.

  • At first sight evil seems to be quite near affecting your mind and body.

  • There is still lack and pain and misery in your midst, but!

  • Oh my precious child, that is only a ruse, a trick of war from the adversary designed to deceive you.

  • It is the deliberate exposure to evil in place of the good I promised to you.

  • No matter!

  • I am on to the adversary.

  • Oh My precious child!

  • Remember, John 16:33.

  • Be of good cheer take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted! For I have overcome the world, I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you as it is written,

  • Quote:

  • I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]. End of quote.

  • The adversary can no longer terrorized you.

  • There is a solution for the situation with the money.

  • I am working it all out.

  • Look at the numbers of this precise moment:

  • It is now 7:20 am on this Friday, August 6, 2021.

  • The 7. The 20. The 6. The 2021.

  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest.

  • Number 20 Biblical Meaning: Being saved from sin and error. Freeing yourself from sin. The Number Twenty for Redemption.

  • The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery.

So? That is My response to the Gloom! No Money On The Way!

  • Otherwise, the suffocating fear knocking loudly at the door of your heart and mind on waking up earlier?
  • The 2021 is the year for you to live free from suffocating fears.
  • On Q. I have restored your health to enable you to hold on to your complete trust and dependance on Me.
  • Power. Indescribable wisdom, power in all your reactions and doings from now on.
  • Relax! I am still sitting on the throne of your heart. Don’t give up on the face of the miracle on this day.”

Master? What About All Quotes You Quickened Me To Record? …

Must I continue quoting the meaning of the hour minutes of whatever You give me to record?

  • It is now Friday, August 6, 2021, at 8:47 am.
  • Back on Friday, August 6, 2021, at 10:35 am.
  • It is coming to continue PDF and link it all.
  • Done!
  • It is now 10:45 am.
  • Ten minutes since I came back from break to reflect.
  • Ahmad promised to come but he is not here yet.
  • No news in the inbox.
  • Perhaps You are leading me to rest?
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up on Friday, August 6, 2021, at 12:17 pm.
  • It is coming to me to print Your words now.
  • I did. It came to me to reinstall printer.
  • I did. I got email from Robing.
  • Ahmad showed up around 2:00 pm.
  • It is now Friday, August 6, 2021, at 3:51 pm.
  • Communicating for a couple hours in Your Presence?
  • Your work in us.
  • In another subject?
  • My external was getting full.
  • It came to me to delete the backups.
  • Phew! That free up half of the storage space!
  • Thank You.

Master? Astonished! Full With Wonder, Amazement …?

That’s me—Your thiaBasilia a child of Your Heart! And why not? You have been methodically applying and searing within my being each and all Your words from Genesis to Revelations

  • Nothing from the past stored in my carnal mind is to remain.
  • Newness and Cycles You are to maintain.
  • It is now Friday, August 6, 2021, at 5:05 pm.
  • Wow! The Number Five for Grace and Preparation.
  • The zero for emphasis.
  • Again, the Number Five for Grace and Preparation.
  • Could it be it all boils down to Your grace to prepare for the great tribulation?
  • Or perhaps grace to prepare to manage all promised blessings?
  • I wait with the patience You have instilled within me.
  • Friday, August 6, 2021 7:31 pm.
  • Caught up with some sleep.
  • Working on illustration.
  • It is now Friday, August 6, 2021, at 11:37 pm.
  • The money situation still on hold.
  • Thank You for Your peace about it all.
  • It is now Saturday, August 7, 2021, at 12:17 am.
  • Heading to bed with Governing order and victory in the numbers.
  • Woke up on Saturday, August 7, 2021, at 3:11 am.
  • Check emails first thing.
  • Ha! What a blessing to wake up with 40 numbers, why?
  • Your message opening my eyes to see.
  • The 8 for .
  • The 55 for: Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5. Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness. 55, therefore, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.
  • The 40 for: The Number Forty- – The Advent of the Seed Galatians 4:4: “When the fullness of time was come (forty- generations), God sent forth His Son, made of a woman.” It may also be notable that this same number, forty-, is repeatedly associated with the second coming of Messiah.
  • Wow! You always talk to me with the authority of Your written words. When I noticed the number 40 in the email? This time not the meaning of number forty, but! Isaiah 40 immediately came to mind. Comfort for My People.
  • It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31.

Isaiah 41 1 29

  • Saturday, August 7, 2021, at 4:40 am. Sleepy. Back to bed.
  • Tried the bed but only for a few minutes.
  • I got up thinking to call Joyce but she did not answer.
  • Indeed! You are still sitting on the throne of my heart resolving all issues at that!

Money Issue Resolved …?

What came to me when I received the good news about the solution to the problem? I wrote about in the acknowledgment reply.

Quote:

Thank goodness! and Thanks! It is now Saturday, August 7, 2021, at 3:11 am here. 3 hours of sleep did me good. I am so glad I did not start my former panic thing stirring people with my stick of troubles.

BTW there is a heat wave flourishing here. People dying. But! No Covid in Jordan. The borders are closed to keep Covid away. Too bad they cannot close the heavens border to keep the heat away as well. (Food for thought.) lov, thia. End of quote.

  • At 6:30 am restarted computer for big update.
  • At 7:59 am Ahmad came bearing satar bread for breakfast.
  • It is now Saturday, August 7, 2021, at 10:00 am, WHAT?

Astonished Again! That Perfect Number Ten …?

You know my wish for this to never end. Your leading with the numbers in Your written words is certainly astonishing!

  • The Ten. Double Zeroes.
  • The Number Ten – Law, Testing, and Representation. When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.
  • Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious?
  • When reality begins to sink in?

About the Number Ten

Indeed! Things Are Getting Serious Now …?

The reality You have had me to speak to Your people since February, 1986 is beginning to sink in. How vividly You set in my mind that moment.

TGSPKSMN February 18 1986 thia spokenman

No Kidding! Astonishment! Is The Fitting Word …?

The search for the file to link You led me link the original published Autobiography that I have not been able to find until now. What am I to do with my finding?

  • It is now Saturday, August 7, 2021, at 2:00 pm.
  • Ha! The two again. Double zeroes as well.
  • Oh my Beloved Master! What do You mean?
  • Enlightenment!
  • New Fresh Cycle! Let’s take it all in!
  • It is now Saturday, August 7, 2021, at 11:30 pm.

It All Just Dawn On Me!

On this 1st 7th Day of Rest on the 7th month of this 2021 year! The year to live free from the past suffocating fears! How appropriate!

  • It all taken place on The Number Seven for Completeness and Rest.
  • You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • It is now Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 12:36 am.
  • On to bed.

End Of The 7th Day Of Rest But Not Of The Complete Rest On You …?

Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 3:50 am. There! The 3 for Completion and Manifestation. The 50? Wow! What a revelation!

  • You are telling me that the 3 and the 50, the 50th year, the year of jubilee—when every man will return to his possession, when Israel will return, and the SPIRIT of Yahuwah will be poured out upon us is already taking place.
  • Indeed! All over the world Your Spirit is moving like the prophets said it was to be.
  • All honor and praise to the Mighty Yah of Israel!

Another Revealing Dream On Waking Up …?

Diana. Eggs. Going away. One roach on my supplies. Fear it’ll multiply. I woke up. What was all about? Back to bed. You will show what it all means in due time.

Reflecting …

I slept for a couple of hours. I got all things ready to take a shower. Still thinking about the dream. I showered. Next prepared my breakfast eats. Fixed coffee. Headed to reflect in the roof garden.

  • It looked like it was about to rain or maybe it had already been raining a little bit.
  • Cool breeze blowing. Grey rain clouds. It came to me to worship You with singing.
  • Next? I gathered my eats. I ate.

Finally! To Look For Meaning Of The Dream …?

All this time? I did not check to see what time it was. It is now Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 11:21 am. What? Almost half of day gone! What’s happening? Where is Ahmad? My supplies?

  • Perhaps that was my dream all about.
  • Everything is now in nearly perfect shape but for my supplies.
  • Well? I am ready to move spiritually ahead but I fear my concern for supplies is in the way.
  • Also, You know my Master all in my mind concerning the political situation affecting my thinking.
  • Then the situation with Western Union set my mind in the impossibility for my children to help me.
  • And I been thinking about Diana and all of my children trapped in the USA but oblivious to their situation.
  • For what I can see? My children are not planning to change their lifestyle any time soon.
  • And definitely not even thinking to set foot on these Jordan’s grounds.
  • No matter! I am awake, spiritually awake indeed!
  • You have wakened me up!
  • It is now Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 11:51 am.
  • Eyes have not seen nor have entered my mind yet the great things You have prepared for me.
  • I am waiting on You with bated breath!
  • It is now Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 3:21 pm.
  • I heard from Ahmad and Yazeed.
  • Big problem Ahmad will explain later.

Your Meaning Of The Dream …

As before You always lead me to click to find whatever has the essence of Your meaning. This time I got the meaning from 3 different sites.

Quote:

  1. Dreaming of giving eggs is a sign of wonderful changes. Change is crucial if you want to protect your physical and mental integrity.
  2. From a spiritual perspective, a journey is a symbol of transformation, a start, a symbol of risks and of course opportunities.
  3. Dream about seeing cockroach is a signal for happiness, harmony and joy in some situation or relationship. Something in your life is bothering you more than you want to admit. The cockroach is surprisingly spiritual. It is connected to rebirth and to dream about one can mean that you are going to make a new start in life. Not only that, it can indicate that you are going to live for a long time.
  • The dream is therefore telling you that you are going to make it through difficult times. Perhaps you are out of work or lonely because you don’t have a partner. The dream is telling you to hang in there as things are going to change for the better. End of quote.

As The Day Is Advancing, I Have Better Understanding Of Your Meaning …?

Master? Reading dates and numbers and symbols has always been kind of boring to me. Now? I am wondering if it is the same with the readers of these posts You have me to publish.

  • Maybe that is the something in my life that is bothering me more than I want to admit.
  • But! The gist of Your meaning?
  • …. Dreaming of giving eggs is a sign of wonderful changes….
  • …. a journey is a symbol of transformation, a start, a symbol of risks and of course opportunities….
  • …. a signal for happiness, harmony and joy in some situation or relationship….

So? Away With All My Wonderings And Unfounded Fears …?

Again, and again! This 2021 year? The year to live free from the past suffocating fears! And it is happening! Though that problems and difficulties are inevitable? You have overcome it all for me.

  • It is now Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 4:08 pm.
  • I am waiting for news, but!
  • No news yet.
  • Should I head for bed to rest?
  • Maybe Photoshop is best.
  • It is now Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 8:45 pm.
  • No news.
  • But I know You are in control of it all.
  • I have been sleeping.
  • Perhaps is best to go back to sleep.
  • I wait for a bit to see what happens next.
  • It is now Sunday, August 8, 2021, at 10:38 pm
  • My supplies at last.
  • What have I been doing for the last 2 hours?

Well? After A Bit I Heard Your Voice …?

“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Immediately You quickened me to search for the Scriptures confirming Your words.

Quote:

Psalms 46:10

Let be and be still, and know (recognize and understand) that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations! I will be exalted in the earth!

Zephaniah 1:7

Hush! Be silent before the Master God, for the day of the vengeance of the Master is near; for the Master has prepared a sacrifice, and He has set apart for His use those who have accepted His invitation. [Hab_2:20]

Zechariah 2:13

Be still, all flesh, before the Master, for He is aroused and risen from His holy habitation. [Hab_2:20; Zep_1:7]

Zephaniah 3:1-20

…. For then changing their impure language I will give to the people a clear and pure speech from pure lips, that they may all call upon the name of the Master, to serve Him with one unanimous consent and one united shoulder [bearing the yoke of the Master]

…. For then it will be that the Master has taken away the judgments against you; He has cast out your enemy. The King of Israel, even the Master Himself, is in the midst of you; and after He has come to you, you shall not experience or fear evil any more…..

…At that time I will bring you in; yes, at that time I will gather you, for I will make you a name and a praise among all the nations of the earth when I reverse your captivity before your eyes, says the Master.

Master? I See, Zephaniah 3:1-20 Means Enlightenment To Return To You.

Zephaniah 3 1 to 20

  • That is the End of the quotes.
  • It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 12:17 am.
  • Still? Not a peep from Ahmad, but!
  • You are giving me the 12 for Governing Order and Rulership.
  • Then the 17 for victory.
  • I simply cannot argue with that after the reading in Zephaniah 3:1-20, Zechariah 2, and Psalms 26.
  • Heading to bed to rest.
  • That is Your best for me to do right now.
  • Monday, August 9, 2021, at 2:24 am.
  • I was watching Ahmad navigating his canoe in the ocean.
  • Then he came ashore telling me, “I need to go back to get my salvation!”
  • I woke up.
  • Bed again. 3:49 am.
  • It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 5:38 am.

What Did You Show Me This Time? …

I saw Ahmad in the distant navigating his own canoe like he has always done. An explosion in the deck. I woke up. I heard You, “Get up! Fix yourself some coffee.”

  • It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 6:27 am.
  • Heading for the roof to reflect in Your Presence.
  • It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 6:49 am.

I See, My Master! I Come To Record What You Are Revealing To Me …

In awe. In reverential fear I come to record. This time? Your words are so powerful to leave me trembling in fear liken it happened to Your servant Moses.

Quote:

Hebrews 12:21

In fact, so awful and terrifying was the [phenomenal] sight that Moses said, I am terrified (aghast and trembling with fear). End of quote.

But Your Enlightening Words Settle Down My Fears …?

“O thiaBasilia, My greatly beloved thiaBasilia! Every single incident in your journey on these earthly grounds has been meticulously planned to fulfill every single written word by the finger of My Spirit. I am now revealing to you what is to befall your people on these latter days as in Daniel 10:14.

Quote:

What Is To Befall Your People In The Latter Days

Thus? I quicken you to read My words in Zephaniah 3:1-20, Zechariah 2, and Psalms 26 to expand My words to My servant Daniel.

  • It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 8:10 am.
  • Taking a break for breakfast and chores.
  • I am back on Monday, August 9, 2021, at 9:23 am.

Now? For My Message In Your Visions Earlier This Morning …?

  • “Pause. Reflect. O child of Mine! Why Ahmad’s expression, “I need to go back to get my salvation!”?
  • Because Ahmad represent My servant, Peter.
  • Peter? My chosen one to Feed My lambs; Shepherd (tend) My sheep; Feed My sheep; even though he cursed Me.
  • Quote:
  • Peter My chosen one to Feed My lambs
  • Moreover? Upon Peter’s love, that deep, instinctive, personal affection for Me, as for a close friend I have been building the Spiritual Congregation now wrongly believed to be the ‘Church System created by mankind.
  • My precious child, tragically mankind have corrupted My written words. I have proclaimed such fact throughout the age of mankind to no avail up to this moment of the latter days.

But Why Things Are The Way They Are Under The Control Of Mankind Instead Of My Control? …

“That, My child is only an appearance. I am in control of it all including the counterfeit world that My world has turned out to be.”

  • It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 12:38 pm.
  • A couple hours ago I finally got the news on Ahmad’s trouble.
  • Lo and behold! Big opportunity to deliver Your message effectively!

Master! How Are All These Happenings To Tie Together? …

O my Master! This question is a repeat. Perhaps is the hour of the day that zaps all enthusiasm about all that is to come. Every minute of waiting brings me down a notch.

Oopps! It Just Dawn On Me …?

Master? It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 2:41 pm. I am living free from the suffocating fears of my past, but!

  • My freedom is nothing like what I figured freedom to be.
  • In fact? Nothing is the way I figured it all to be.
  • But You have empowered me to accept such a fact.
  • Even more? You have empowered me to submit
  • Indeed! O my Beloved Master!
  • You have been gracious to give me the power to yield my mind, my will, and my emotions to You.
  • That is the secret revealed about freedom.

Wow! New Development …?

No kidding! Nothing is the way I figured it all to be. It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 5:14 pm. About the autobiography titled, ‘Welcome To My Life As It Was As It Is’.

  • Back at the beginning of my journey in Your Presence You gave me Your instructions.

Quote:

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains. End of quote.

  • But in 2005, encouraged by my nephew I paid to publish and put the book in the market for a price.
  • Well? It did not fly? Why?
  • Because You reminded me of Your instructions quoted above.
  • So? I took it out of the market.
  • But I PDF it and published for free download in the websites You inspired me to create since 2006.
  • You know it all my Master.
  • You have meticulously planned all incidents in my life to fulfill every single written word by the finger of Your Spirit.
  • Thus? Your timing to promote the autobiography has come.
  • Today I received a professional PDF copy of the original published version.

My Life

Then here is the tale in a 3rd person format.

The-Family-A-True-Story-final-book-format.pdf

  • It is now Monday, August 9, 2021, at 8:14 pm.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up but going back to bed for more sleep
  • On Monday, August 9, 2021, at 10:26 pm.
  • Up again on Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 2:29 am.

Master? What’s Your Message In The Dream? …

The dream was fuzzy but at the end was quite clear. I found myself in a group of evangelists in a conference. At the end of the meeting while I was getting ready to eat I saw Boyce smiling big time. You led me to the following meaning.

Quote:

Dream Interpretation Smile | Dream Meanings

A straightforward happy omen whether you did the smiling or observed others smiling. You are likely to have an unanticipated reward for a long- forgotten favor. End of quote.

  • Master? I do not know what the meaning of Boyce is.
  • I do not remember ever meeting anyone by that name.
  • I checked several meanings that trouble me.

Help! O My Master! Tell Me What Is It That Is Troubling Me Unaware? …

Ha! Maybe nothing is troubling me. You just led me to search for Boyce biblical meaning. I found something quite encouraging. Could it be Your response?

Quote:

Analysis of BOYCE

  • Users of this name Creative , Helpful , Elegant , Zany , Science enthusiast
  • BOYCE Statistics
  • Pronounced : BOIS
  • Color of BOYCE name: Blue
  • Number of letters of BOYCE: 5
  • Other script : Unknown
  • Variants :
  • Letter Analysis:
  • Specific analysis for each letter;
  • B : Successful
  • O : Mysterious
  • Y : Helpful
  • C : Logical, Artist
  • E : Calm, Quiet
  • End of quote.
  • Thank You.

Honest To Goodness! O My Master Nothing Is To Disturb Me Anymore …

  • That is Your word my Master! You are setting absolutely everything in place. Your perspective about this thiaBasilia of Yours? Successful. Mysterious. Helpful. Logical, Artist. Calm, Quiet? Proclaimed in a group conference. WOW!
  • Wow! Must illustrate.
  • It is now Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 4:14 am.
  • Break for breakfast on Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 7:41 am.
  • Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 12:52 pm.
  • Bed. It is now Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 2:51 pm.
  • Thank You for two hours of rest.

Dreamed Of Green Lemons …?

Master? It seems to me that You are showing me abundance and prosperity coming my way in all my dreams, but!

  • At the same time? It seems to me that You are warning me on the difficulties along the way.
  • It was a flash vision before I went to sleep rather than a dream this time. I saw Ahmad put down a bag of lemons on the counter. I could see through the bag those were green lemons.

Dream About Green Lemons

When green lemons can be seen in the dream, the dream is a good omen, as it shows new hopes or the culmination of one of the dreamer’s goals. You are likely to see life with a new perspective, a more optimistic perspective. Likewise, these southerners can also mean that it is necessary to face certain decisions more maturely, since the dreamer continues to make decisions as if he were a child or adolescent.

Well? O My Master! My Decisions Are In Your Hands …

I do not need to worry about such warning. No need for worldly maturity. You have invested Your wisdom upon me, but!

  • Your wisdom is not anything resembling worldly wisdom.
  • Yes, in the human eyes my decisions are as if I were a child or adolescent.
  • Even so? You have transformed me into a little child to enjoy Your Presence in the Kingdom of heaven within me as it is written.
  • So pitiful tragic how such important matter is ignored by most of Your people.
  • For the consequence of such ignorance is dreadful!
  • I must confess how Your Spirit within me always convicted me of such a sin in the past.

Quote:

Matthew 18:3-6

  • And said, Truly I say to you, unless you repent change, turn about and become like little children trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving, you can never enter the kingdom of heaven at all.
  • Whoever will humble himself therefore and become like this little child trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
  • And whoever receives and accepts and welcomes one little child like this for My sake and in My name receives and accepts and welcomes Me.
  • But whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in and acknowledge and cleave to Me to stumble and sin that is, who entices him or hinders him in right conduct or thought, it would be better, more expedient and profitable or advantageous for him to have a great millstone fastened around his neck and to be sunk in the depth of the sea.

Master! You Know What Is Going Through My Mind Right Now …?

It is the same thing that have always been in my mind. That is, what is to happen to all the past and present mentors enticing all to worldly maturity? BUT!

I hear big time:

  • “Be encouraged.
  • For I delight in your obedience to Relax. To Be still. To Let go. To Wait.
  • I am working all things for your good and the good of all your concern.
  • You have now begun to experience My work within your being.
  • Sooner than later the latter rain shall drench your world big time.
  • Unexpected rewards in your family relationships are already in the way.
  • Just a little while yet My precious child.
  • Rejoice! Be glad!
  • Let your light shine that other may see it and honor My name for the wonders I have done within you.”

Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! How Great You Are …

Are You leading me now to prepare this post for publishing? On to the task while the NET is working.

It is now Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 5:45 pm.

Posting at last on Friday, August 13, 2021, at 10:22 am.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Fresh Start Ending The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

Admit. Remit. Retribution. What A Noble Dispensation …?

Or Is It Condemnation? …

New Post on Tuesday, July 27, 2021, at 3:01 pm. Today? A Rainbow Of Colors In My Sight.

Yellow Is Prevalent …

It is said: Yellow is the color of YIELDING. YELLOW anointing oil is created when we yield our mind, our will, and our emotions to the LIVING GOD.

  • Me?
  • Indeed! O my Beloved Master! You have been gracious to give me the power to yield my mind, my will, and my emotions to You.
  • Now You know I am irrevocable Yours.
  • Even so my Master?
  • You know how I groan inwardly as I wait for the redemption of my body from sensuality and the grave.
  • I wait and groan inwardly for the manifestation as Your child.
  • Your beloved child.
  • Your thiaBasilia a child of Your heart.
  • Right now?
  • I am physically lonesome.
  • The groaning is intense.
  • But You know it.
  • Would You send an angel to comfort me?
  • I do not know how to pray and ask for one, but!
  • Your Spirit always comes to my aid as in Rom 8.

Romans 8.pdf

…. will He not also with Him freely and graciously give us all other things?

What About It My Master? …

You promised to give me whatever I ask presenting all that You are to me. Quote:

John 14:14

  • Yes I will grant I Myself will do for you whatever you shall ask in My Name as presenting all that I AM.
  • Those words are written in the pages of the Scriptures, but! You have written those words within my being.
  • Those words are alive within me.
  • Even so? I remain lonesome without evidence of Your promise to do for me whatever I ask in Your name.
  • No matter!
  • On Your time and at Your discretion You shall do for me.
  • Right now? My belly hurts.
  • Maybe heading for bed I will find relief.
  • Master? What am doing talking to You like this?

Other Things? What things? …

But Master? You know I am not asking for things anymore as much as I am asking for an angel to comfort me.

  • Why am I asking You for an angel instead of a man?
  • I don’t really know it my Master, but!
  • Your Spirit knows.

Romans 8 26 to 39.pdf

  • My idea of an angel is a man like my late beloved mentor was.
  • A man with integrity free from worldly obligations to a wife or a family or a business or a job.
  • Financially independent able to pamper me with all those things that You know I need.

Help! O My Master! Help! Have Mercy On Me …?

You know all about my carnal ideas and my wants for pleasure. Therefore? I should not be peeved when You do not comply with Your reply.

  • Thank You for Your mercy.
  • It is now Tuesday, July 27, 2021 at 9:14 pm.
  • I am up but don’t feel good at all my Master.
  • You know it.
  • I have not heard from anyone today.
  • Perhaps I should go back to bed?
  • It Is 9:30 pm. No one here.
  • Should I shut down the computer then go back to bed?
  • All reset.
  • It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 2:00 am.
  • Thank You my Master for Your strength to reset my working station.
  • I can now work without stretching my arm causing me pain.

Reflecting In Your Presence …?

Back on track. Ready now to bid Your will on the spot. About the way I talked to You yesterday.

  • You know my Master that the way I talked to You yesterday made me feel guilty of disrespect to You.
  • But then again?
  • As the day went by You reminded me there is no need for self-condemnation anymore.
  • Your words to me just one week ago.

Quote:

  • “O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was.
  • At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.
  • Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Dove to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.
  • I am aware of your frustrations.
  • But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.
  • My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.
  • There is nothing I can deny to you.
  • I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.
  • Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.
  • You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.
  • And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.
  • One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.
  • Your children as well shall do the same.
  • Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!
  • You are now playing in My Major League.
  • My highest Royalty in Authority.
  • The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.
  • The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.
  • Just the same.
  • Governing Order and Rulership.
  • A perfect governmental foundation.
  • Your Jubilee.
  • Your Liberation From Oppression.
  • Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.
  • A burst of joy in your heart you get.
  • Onward My precious child!
  • I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Ha! How ‘Bout That! You Know What? …

Phew! What a relief! You got all my bases covered. All my foolishness bases covered when You hit the victory homerun!

In Hindsight …?

It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 7:13 am. You really strengthen me to do all of that heavy work while hurting big time.

  • Trouble with my belly.
  • My belly was so full of gas that I could not even drink water.
  • I laid down on my right side hoping to get relief to no avail.
  • Finally, I got up to continue recording, but!
  • The screen kept jumping to file save.
  • That has been happening since I reset Windows and reinstalled Office.
  • I decided to get in touch with Microsoft Support to resolve that problem.
  • In the meantime?
  • I failed to save whatever I had typed including the date of that moment.
  • But it was around 5:39 when I got in touch with Microsoft Support.
  • Wasted time!

Support Problem Or My Problem …?

It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 7:55 am. O my Master! Yeap! My help comes from You.

  • I had no business wasting my time looking for help away from You, but!
  • You just set my eyes on the hour minutes of this entry.
  • A 7 for Your perfection. Then?
  • A 55 or fives?
  • Check it out?

Biblical Meaning of 55

  • Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5.
  • Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.
  • Therefore, 55, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.

The Intensity Of The Grace For All Your Creation …

Hahaha! HalleluYah!  Talking about making fun of my foolishness! You are so good to me.

  • Just when I was ready to blast the blame for my unresolve problem? Up pops the problem.
  • Only this time?
  • You led me to read what I thought to be a problem.
  • Oh mine! It is not a problem.
  • It is a neat feature with the updated Word.
  • What it does is that at every set time to save the option pops.
  • It has nothing to do with the keys I hit.
  • It has to do with the set time to automatically save my file I think now, but!
  • I thought it was ONEDRIVE attempting to save the file.
  • I am not using the drive because it interrupts my regular saving when the NET is not working.
  • So? I was clicking ‘don’t save’! Duh!
  • Master? Are You amused with my created problems?
  • By the way? It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 8:22 am.
  • Guess what? My belly is not hurting anymore, or is it?
  • Help me Master!
  • Maybe this belly problem is simply withdrawals symptoms that go away in due time.
  • You are regulating my sugar intake and whatever else I am eating that is causing me all my painful bouts with my body.

Wow! What A Revelation! …?

And here I had been blaming Ahmad for my lack of honey and chocolates! Even so?

  • You know how much I keep pleading for Your grace for my Ahmad.
  • That is the fact.
  • You know that.
  • Well? Guess now I can fix some coffee.
  • But Master? I have no honey.
  • What must I do?
  • Black coffee?
  • I’ll do.
  • Maybe that is part of Your healing plan for me.
  • One thing I know for sure.
  • Nothing I am to set permanently.
  • Today or tomorrow?
  • Honey and chocolates may come, but!
  • You will give me the wisdom of how to consume either, to balance the chemistry in my body.
  • Thus, my health shall continue to improve as per Your will for it to do.

Timely! Who Comes To My Door? …

At 9:09 am it came to me to take care of the plants and my eats. The phone rang. Ahmad at the door his key not working. Wow!

  • I let him in.
  • By that time, I had just finished with my chores.
  • So, it was a good time to visit.
  • We sat in the roof garden.
  • I commented about the strange silence and no doves to be found.
  • He began to explain why not doves, but!
  • I opened my mouth to tell him, ‘that’s in the physical that we can see.
  • But I done quit living in the physical, so?
  • The meaning of this amazing peaceful moment is a symbol for the peace, steadiness, and power in my soul.
  • Man! Ahmad was all ears!
  • So, I got to share the whole post with him.
  • And I even got to share my masterpiece with him.
  • Sure enough, he made his usual corrections.
  • So after he left I spent hours to accomplish his suggestions.
  • Then I went ahead to update the publish post in the main site then I published in all the sites.
  • On his end?
  • Likewise, Ahmad shared the good things that are happening to him.
  • We parted on a good note.
  • Perhaps tomorrow or the day after he will start fixing this apartment.
  • He also made a list of the things I need.

Wow! How Accurately Your Promises Are Materializing …

The best part? I am at peace, peace, steadiness, and power in my soul. My now reality despite my carnal foolishness.

  • I am not emotionally inflated or deflated.
  • Strong. Full to the brim with Your love not my whims!
  • It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 4:14 pm.
  • I had a full day already.
  • What happened to pain, lack, and misery thing?
  • You had all my bases covered with them things.
  • Whizzz! Homerun hit! Victory!
  • O death where is your sting?
  • Rest? Relax? To be exact
  • Time? 4:26 pm.
  • Headed for bed.
  • You woke me up around 7 pm.
  • I was just laying there wishing for some fruit.
  • Suddenly! A knock. Door opens. Yidhad!
  • A big bag of fruit on my counter!
  • Wow! You answered me while I yet pronounce my wish for fruit!
  • It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 8:07 pm.
  • My goodness! An 8 for a fresh start. A zero for an all inclusive number, and a 7 for Completeness and Rest. The perfect number for You to do wonders in this so loved world of Yours.
  • SEVEN
  • We come now to the great number of spiritual perfection. A number which, therefore, occupies so large a place in the works, and especially in the Word of God as being inspired by the Holy Spirit.

The Headlines For This Post …

Fresh Start Ending The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

Admit. Remit. Retribution. What A Noble Dispensation …?

Or Is It Condemnation? …

  • At 8:52 pm heading for bed.
  • It is now Thursday, July 29, 2021, at 3:38 am.

A Vivid Dream I Have Not Forgotten …

Master!  So much happened that day that You did not quicken me to look for the meaning of that dream, but!

  • This morning You woke me up with the dream in mind.
  • On Tuesday, July 27, 2021 I dreamed of a woman feeding and taking care of many black puppies.
  • That was a day I felt physically lonesome.

The Jolt That Shook That Lonesome Feeling Far From Me …?

O my Master! How gracious You are to Your thiaBasilia. I am so blessed to be irrevocable Yours.

  • But when I read the meaning You led me to read, I nearly hit the ceiling!
  • All that happen since Tuesday is included in that meaning. Wow!

Quote:

Dreaming about feeding puppies – If you dreamed of feeding puppies, such dream is a good sign. This dream often symbolizes current friendship, becoming a romance. It could also symbolize success and progress at work or in your career, such as a new job, a promotion, the beginning of a new project, etc.

The number of puppies increases the time needed for these events to happen, like days, weeks, etc.

You Know What? Romance Could Be Misinterpreted …

Romance does not mean only a short-lived emotional affair. There are other definitions about romance.

From the dictionary:

romance

  1. a love affair, esp an intense and happy but short-lived affair involving young people

  2. love, esp romantic love idealized for its purity or beauty

  3. a spirit of or inclination for adventure, excitement, or mystery

  4. a mysterious, exciting, sentimental, or nostalgic quality, esp one associated with a place

  • It is now Thursday, July 29, 2021, at 4:57 am.

Meaning Of Current Friendship, Becoming A Romance …

Ha! O my Master! You are responding to my request for an angel to comfort me. Wow!

Self-Condemnation? A Worldly Pleasure …

Here is where self-condemnation becomes a worldly pleasure admired by this deluded world that we inhabit.

  • What in heaven’s name am I talking about?
  • I am talking about Your enlightenment.
  • About the difference of our conceptions and ideas and Yours.
  • Your thought are hefty higher than ours.
  • We cannot on our own attain to such thoughts.
  • But we try.
  • And You know it.

Now, What Do You Do With Our Foolish Trying? …

Ha! You sit there waiting while we suffer! Yeah, that is what You do. And that is why we go ahead doing the best we can to alleviate our sufferings.

Oh? What Is Wrong With That? …

O me! Our best is a wee lower than Your best, but! It takes a lifetime for us to admit and remit such a tendency.

  • Meanwhile? We mount our own steads our best to execute.
  • Oh well! Isaiah 30 tells it all.
  • It is now Thursday, July 29, 2021 at 5:04 pm.
  • I have been working all day on the illustration for this post, but!
  • The NET done quit on me.
  • So? You quickened me to come back to the journal to continue recording the rest of this post.

Quit Trying! Start Trusting! …?

I read that article about quit trying! Start trusting a long time ago. It did me much good, but!

  • Not enough.
  • Now? You are revealing me why none of those amazing books and writings did not quite convict me, why?
  • It is rather a tricky matter.
  • Break at 5:17 pm to reflect on how You will have me to illustrate this matter.
  • Thursday, July 29, 2021, at 6:48 pm. Bed?

Master? Help Me. I Am Up But I Am Not Feeling Good …

It is 10:10 pm. I have not heard from anyone today. But that is OK. I have been so intense with the illustration that I did not miss company.

  • You are teaching me to be at peace no matter how I feel.
  • Thank You.
  • The NET is still down.
  • At last my friend brought some food but no chocolates or honey.
  • I need Your help to do without.
  • I have an abundance of fruit so that is gone to have to do.
  • Thursday, July 29, 2021 11:36 pm.
  • Friday, July 30, 2021, 12:04 am Shutting down.
  • You quicken me to reset my working station.
  • Wow! All works now like lightening!
  • It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 3:09 am.
  • It took 3 hours, but it was worth it.
  • It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 3:28 am.
  • Thank You for my day.
  • Heading for bed now.
  • You got me up around 6 am.
  • A powerful dream!

Dream Message? Your Power In Authority …?

It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 7:12 am.  In the hour minutes? A confirmation of the dream.

Treacherous water.

Downstream the canoe was under control.

The powerful giant of a man skillfully navigate it.

Somewhere in the back of my mind the scene was foggy.

Vaguely, the pages of the accounting book flipped.

Was it me flipping them?

I woke up. My feelings or Your thoughts?

I don’t know.

  • I headed to prepare the usual coffee and eats.

Reflecting In Your Presence …?

On waking up, who was that man? Was it Ahmad? NAY! That man was or is the Son of man—YOU my Beloved Master.

  • You are the MAN navigating not just my canoe but each and all Your chosen’s canoes.
  • Wow! The scene was foggy.
  • What scene?

The Self-Condemnation Scene …

So? That was me flipping! When I flip the pages of the accounting book, I find the horror of my living ways.

  • The strong man—the ego within me.
  • I determine to amend my ways.
  • I search all over the frail man’s world.
  • What for?
  • I search out the human wisdom myself to transform.
  • Hooray! Hooray! That world applauds.
  • What a nobble dispensation.
  • Worthy of commendation.
  • Oh what a pleasure!
  • The strongman on elevation.
  • I find a multitude of to do or not to do lists and forms.
  • I choose.
  • After a time?
  • Ah! There is a better way.
  • I choose again.
  • After a time?
  • Repeat!
  • The better way I must find.
  • Years and years the scene was a fact.
  • For what?
  • That is what my testimony is all about.
  • And on the boot?
  • That’s self-condemnation.
  • That’s what!

Master! That’s Your Wrapping The Headline For This Post …

Amen! But it is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 8:28 am and there is still no Internet to publish the post.

  • Even so? Your timing is perfect.
  • You are never late nor tardy.
  • There is more to all these seemingly setbacks.
  • For one thing?
  • The end of this 7th perfect month is not until tomorrow.
  • So? Way back at the beginning You let me know the book was to end on the 7th month, but!
  • It did not.
  • Well? You quicken me to search for Your instructions at the beginning.
  • That brought me to search for ‘Welcome To My Life As It Was As It Is’ published autobiography in 2005.
  • I took the book out of the market, but I placed a modified version in the site.
  • I don’t know why but the modified version was missing that information.
  • So? I began to search for the original.
  • After much searching, I found it.
  • I began to read.
  • Dormant memories came alive.
  • My precious mentor details of my life under his care.
  • Up to the minute details of his bout with cancer and his death.
  • Indeed! After his death I went into numbness.
  • I never realized until this day how in such state I never grieved his death.
  • No tears. Numb I remained until this morning.
  • I wept!
  • I wail in agonizing pain!
  • Why not? Too much.
  • Seven years gone!
  • But O my Master!
  • Twenty-nine years gone this morning as well.
  • So? That was Your complete message in the dream this morning.
  • Treacherous water.
  • Downstream the canoe was under control.
  • The powerful giant of a man skillfully navigate it.
  • Twenty-nine years! Treacherous waters. Dangerous.
  • The river of my life.
  • Hidden dangers downstream would have driven me to insanity.
  • So, You took control while You set me in a numb state.
  • This morning? The numbness is gone.
  • You have replaced the pain of my lost.
  • It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 6:35 pm.
  • Well? just when I finished my wailing this morning Ahmad show up drill on hand.
  • By that time was around noon.
  • The shelf by the window is up.
  • The biggie? He helped me to secure the working station.
  • After he left? You gave enough strength for the finishing touches.
  • All is now better than before, and?
  • This time? I sense Your time.
  • I am tired and sleepy.
  • I wait on You.
  • Thank You.
  • It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 1:27 am.

Last Day Of This 7th Month On The 7th Day Of Rest …?

Goodness’s sake! What have I been doing since 6:35 pm? You led me to the beginning of my journey in Your Presence.

  • That entitled searching the many versions I have created of the autobiography titled, ‘Welcome To My Life As It Was As It Is’.
  • I read, read, and read until I found exactly what You wanted me to include to close this post.
  • The finding is 5 pages long. So? Here is the PDF version of it:

Excerpt From The Autobiography.pdf

Amazing Closure Of Long Forgotten Memories …?

Enlightenment! A closure to all lurking feelings not just of self-condemnation but the pain of grief that was capped within me.

How Amazing Are Your Ways …?

So? There is the more to all those seemingly setbacks. I have not been procrastinating. I have been ‘flowing’ downstream safely while You have been navigating my canoe.

  • It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 2:16 am.
  • It is coming to me to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.
  • Thank You.
  • That’s where I am at, secured and protected in a new game field.
  • It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 5:42 am.

Master! The Advent Of The Seed. What Does It Mean In My Life …?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Go back and quote the words I spoke to you yesterday. I need those words seared within your being for good.

Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?  You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was.

  • At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.
  • Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Dove to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.
  • I am aware of your frustrations.
  • But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.
  • My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.
  • There is nothing I can deny to you.
  • I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.
  • Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.
  • You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.
  • And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.
  • One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.
  • Your children as well shall do the same.
  • Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!
  • You are now playing in My Major League.
  • My highest Royalty in Authority.
  • The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.
  • The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.
  • Just the same.
  • Governing Order and Rulership.
  • A perfect governmental foundation.
  • Your Jubilee.
  • Your Liberation From Oppression.
  • Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.
  • A burst of joy in your heart you get.
  • Onward My precious child!
  • I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Now My Child, Look At The Hour Minutes You Begun This Entry …

At 5:42 am. In the meaning of those numbers, you have the answer for the meaning of all setbacks in your life.

Quote from Brad’s Gematria:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

  • The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
  • No bad things to say about it.
  • Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
  • The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
  • There are not many bad things to say about heaven,
  • and there is probably a lot of grace and life there.
  • The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

The Number Forty- – The Advent of the Seed

Galatians 4:4

“When the fullness of time was come (forty- generations), God sent forth His Son, made of a woman.”

It may also be notable that this same number, forty-, is repeatedly associated with the second coming of Messiah.

Master! Your Message Is Clear. Yahushua Our ONLY Hope …

But who is minding such awesome fearful message on this moment of trouble on Your so loved but confused world?

“None Shall Be Lost Calmly Your Reply.”

John 6.docx

No Worries. No Sorriest. Not The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

Not at all such a pleasure. Treacherous waters! On the alert! Your canoe? Flowing downstream!

  • Calm my fear. You are here.
  • You are there skillfully navigating the canoes of our lives flowing downstream enough for all in fear scream!
  • Calm my fear. You are here. You are there.
  • No Worries. No Sorriest. Not The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation.
  • My Jubilee!

Governing Order And Rulership. A Perfect Governmental Foundation For Your Information …?

Your Jubilee. Your Liberation From Oppression. Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

  • A burst of joy in your heart you get.
  • Your crystal pure love now in your heart for all.
  • That’s the romantic love idealized for its purity or beauty a spirit of or inclination for adventure, excitement, or mystery a mysterious, exciting, sentimental, or nostalgic quality, especially one associated with a place.

An Introductory Act.pdf

How Long Am I To Wait With My Hope And Expectation Set On You …?

As long as You consider it to be. That was your plain answer not too long ago. So? I wait. It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 8:54 am.

That Concludes This Awesome Timely Message …

What a Mighty Yah I serve! On to illustrate the matter. Internet down anyhow. In Your time I’ll post it all.

  • Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 6:56 pm.

Master? No Internet. No Phone. What To Do? …

My help comes from You. It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 9:47 pm. Food came while sleeping. But no honey or chocolates.

  • I been concentrating in what I have.
  • Forgetting what I don’t have., but!
  • I don’t feel good.
  • Will go to bed trusting on You.
  • You are in control of it all.
  • Thank You.
  • Up around 1:29 am on Sunday, August 1, 2021.
  • It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 3:18 am.

Master? No Change. Still No Connection …?

Still trusting You despite my disappointment and frustration. You know that without Internet or phone connection I am handicapped, but!

  • I am concentrating on what I have.
  • I cannot forget what I don’t have.
  • That You know is the cause of my disappointment and frustration.
  • There is nothing I can do about it.
  • And that suits me right.
  • You are teaching me a needed lesson about my carnal nature.
  • That strongman that goes by the name of ego.
  • That ego of mine cannot be still.
  • Waiting? The ego cannot wait.
  • But! Thank goodness! You are in control of it all!
  • So? Wait I must whether I want it or not.
  • Wait thiaBasilia wait!
  • Whatever long it takes for Your will not mine to be done.
  • Well? That is that and some!
  • I quit! I remit.
  • You are navigating the canoe.
  • My help comes from You!
  • On Your time at Your discretion.

Help Me Master To Grasp Such A Lesson …?

Help me to quit all my aberrations. This is the first day of th 8th month. Ha! The number eight!

O My Master! So Much To Learn Yet …?

And that without the world’s NET. But You have given me the tools to continue offline with the task You have assigned unto me.

Wow! What A Revelation. And That At Your Discretion …?

Honestly? For a long time now, I write whatever comes to mind at any given time. Why?

  • Well? I used to follow all kind of tutors that suited my mind at given times to no avail.
  • None of my carefully adhering to those tutors’ plans ever panned out for me.

Finally! You Penetrated The Deepest Part Of My Being …?

All the way to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit, and of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of my nature as in Hebrews 4:12.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:12

For the Word that Almighty Yahuwah speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any -edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart. End of quote.

  • Those words are seared within me.
  • You know that my Master.
  • From there on? It is all written in Hebrews 4:14-16.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:14-16

(14)  Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

(15)  For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

(16)  Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. End of quote.

Outstanding! Amazing! Your Word Personally Applied To Me …?

From Genesis to Revelations each and all Your words You have been methodically applying and searing within my being.

  • Nothing stored in my carnal mind is to remain.
  • Newness and Cycles You are to maintain.
  • It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 5:25 am.
  • Time to break to reflect.
  • The hour minutes was 5:25 am.

Wow! A New Perspective To Read Your Message In The Numbers …?

You are officially confirming to me this is the 1st day of a new cycle in my life. Everything new. The old? Incomplete. Unfulfilled.

  • In the words of Yahushua,

Quote:

Matthew 5:17-22

  • Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.
  • For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.
  • Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
  • For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Almighty Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Anger

  • You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]
  • But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! [You empty-headed idiot!] shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire. End of quote.

..\..\Sermon on the Mount.pdf

Master? Where Are You Going With These Quotes? …

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 10:38 am. Since 5:25 am You have been revealing so much!

  • I am just now beginning to see where You are going in the Scriptures.
  • You are starting me off at the beginning of this new cycle.

The Beginning? The Grand Event Of Yahushua The Messiah ….?

Therefore? You are switching me to Number in Scripture. Its Supernatural Design and Spiritual Significance, By E. W. Bullinger.

For years You gave me NUMBERS GEMATRIA. The Design of Scripture by Brad Scott.

Why Are You Switching Me?

Well? I did not pay attention to where Brad states the sources of his number’s studies, but!

In the very first paragraphs Brad mentions E. W. Bullinger. Then? A lot of the numbers You quicken to me were not found in Brad’s Gematria.

So? You have been quickening me to search online for those numbers despite the fact that the view online is mostly worldly view.

Even so? You trusted me to bring my findings to You for Your approval or correction.

Well? Today You set my eyes on 5:25 am. By Brad I have repeatedly quoted The Number Five – Grace and Preparation, but!

Today? The number 25 is not in Brad’s Gematria, so?

You sent me to Number in Scripture.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 11:51 am.

Sleepy but in vain I tried to fall asleep, so?

It came to me to get up to secure my foot setup.

It is done.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 1:07 pm.

Master? The meaning of Zero is not recorded in either of the sources offline.

I have searched to no avail.

Meanwhile, I keep getting sleepy but when I get up I wake up.

This day is absolutely different than any other day.

Your promised health is beginning to materialze.

All of a sudden I have done things today that I was unable to do before because of my health.

But then? My mind is set on Your wisdom.

I am beginning to grasp so much I could not grasp before.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 2:00 pm.

There it is the zero again.

First the number two:

Quote:

It is the first number by which we can divide another, and therefore in all its uses we may trace this fundamental idea of division or difference.

Then the Zero:

It is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. End of quote.

Ahmad just called. Long good chat.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 2:31 pm.

Well? I started to record a long quote on number two but You led me to do otherwise. Why?

You are leading me to stop the long quotes.

Instead to insert links when necessary.

Right now it is coming to me pick up the meaning of 5 and 25 from 5:25 am to pickup the thread for this post.

Quote:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.

No bad things to say about it.

This number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.

TWENTY-FIVE

It being the square of five (52 or 5×5), expresses the essence of the signification of five, i.e. grace, whether used alone or occurring as a factor in larger numbers.

Ah! The 5 Grace Preparation 5×5 Or Twenty Five …?

In other words? Your grace to prepare for the near future is increasing 5×5 in the New Cycle Beginning for me on this 8th month of 2021.

Quote from Brad’s Gematria:

The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles

The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.

…. The number ‘8’ speaks clearly of the beginning of another cycle, which is the pattern of scripture.  End of quote.

Phew! Your Enlightenment! No Wonder …?

Why all of a sudden? Healthy! It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 4:44 pm. O me! Now You give me three fours.

  • Will do when wake up.
  • To sleep this time for sure
  • Awake! Time to shape up!
  • It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 8:51 pm.

About The Number Four …?

Three times like on the count of 3! Are you ready? One two, three, Go!”. Wow! Am I ready?

Am I Ready To Receive Your Blessings …?

Four is seen in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth as per Brad’s Gematria.

  • Now? You set my eyes on 8:51 pm as I began to record this entry.
  • The meaning of 51?

Quote:

FIFTY-ONE

This is the number of Divine revelation, for there are 24 books in the Old Testament, and 27 books in the New Testament, making 51 in all.

All In All? You Are Revealing A Summary Of Your Written Words …?

Ha! That’s Your purpose as You continue the Saga of my Life from a new perspective.

  • Again, From Genesis to Revelations each and all Your words You have been methodically applying and searing within my being.
  • Nothing stored in my carnal mind is to remain.
  • Newness and Cycles You are to maintain.
  • It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 10:00 pm.

What? Look! A Ten Followed By Double Zeroes.

Unbelievable! What is to happen is really, really happening now! The importance to emphazise the matter from now on more than ever before.

  • Well? This is big! Bigger than what my mind can grasp right now.
  • I wait on You this time with bated breath for what is coming next!

In the meantime? As per Your lead, instead of quotes repeat You are leading me to insert the links to find those quotes.

NUMBERS MEANING OF The Design of Scripture.pdf

number_in_scripture_bullinger (1).pdf

  • Fantastic! That saves a lot of pages to read in the post.
  • It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 12:00 am.
  • No one came to visit me as I had hoped for.
  • But I had a good chat on the phone with Ahmad.
  • A drastic change.
  • No prevalent colors in sight.
  • No doves flying over me.
  • No messenger Dove.
  • BUT!
  • MY HEALTH?
  • Baffled!

Is Like All Of A Sudden I Found Myself Working Without Pain …

By faith shall the just live. Blessed are those who believe in Me even when they don’t see Me. That’s what came to me.

  • Guess I head for bed.
  • I’ll wait to see where shall be Your led.
  • It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 12:25 am.
  • I am looking forward to Your Governing Order And Rulership. A Perfect Governmental Foundation.
  • It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 3:17 am.

All Numbers Indicate The Surety Of The Matter …?

You are letting me see the three, Are you ready? One two, three, Go!”. Wow! The Number Seventeen which represents victory and resurrection.

  • Your victory over my wicked nature for sure.
  • Am I ready?
  • Certainly!
  • Your Angel has descended upon me.
  • The coal has touched my lips.
  • Here I am.
  • Send me.
  • It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 4:40 am.

Master! You Are The Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation Including Me …?

A four. Four is seen in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth. Then?

  • The glorious 40 for comfort.
  • Under Your loving Authority!

What A Mighty Mysteriously Beyond Human’s Reach You Are…?

Indeed! It all a biggie! Far beyond my human mind. On waking up You led me to the book of Your prophet Isaiah.

  • Began my reading on Isaiah 8:1-22.
  • Trembling I continued to Isaiah 11:1-16.
  • The next Isaiah 12:1-6?
  • Wow! My trembling into fearful awe!
  • The fear and worship of the Master.

Quote:

Psalms 111:10

The reverent fear and worship of the Master is the beginning of Wisdom and skill [the preceding and the first essential, the prerequisite and the alphabet]; a good understanding, wisdom, and meaning have all those who do [the will of the Master]. Their praise of Him endures forever. [Job_28:28; Pro_1:7; Mat_22:37-38; Rev_14:7]. End of quote.

  • In awe I worship You!
  • It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 5:23 am.
  • It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 1:02 pm.

My Heart Constricts …?

No colorful sights. No Messenger Dove. Dingy rags the wind is blowing in my sight. The visit? What a disappointment!

Only talk?

The pending high heat burning already in these human’s minds.

My hearts constricts but worry? I desist.

In my mind? The flag is up. On the alert! Dangerous waters!

The canoes floating downstream enough in fear scream.

You show it in the dream.

No matter how it looks.

You have graciously on the outlook my eyes You set.

No way it all distract my faith in You I will let.

You are in control navigating the canoes.

It got nothing to do with my dues.

The pleasure of self-condemnation is no longer a pressure.

I am free. It’s my jubilee!

It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 5:22 pm.

Master? The Day Is Dragging On. Help! …?

Search me. I come boldly to Your throne of grace and favor. I come not to tell You but to ask to search for whatever is ailing me.

The lurking question with the Internet connection is disturbing.

Unless You intervene, there is no other way as far as I can see.

Anyhow? I am beginning to see the lack of Internet is not my problem.

The reason, the waiting, the uncertainty of solution?

That’s my problem.

Such uncertainty is nothing else but doubt, fear knocking at my door.

It truncates the task You have assigned unto me.

Help! Could it be the disappointment with Ahmad’s visit this morning?

Could it be I am trying to overcome instead of trusting You to do the work for me?

Only You can help me.

Perhaps that’s my problem. Perhaps I am peeved because I cannot help myself? I do not know but!

I do realize for sure that is not the end of the world!

Not yet anyhow.

Thank goodness!

Bed on Monday, August 2, 2021, at 7:17 pm.

It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 10:23 pm.

Thank You for honey and chocolates and sleep.

It is coming to me to shut down unplug computer.

Perhaps the Internet connects.

Did not work. Still no connection.

It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 12:54 am.

No NET. No phone.

How to get the WU track number?

I don’t know but You do.

In Your time at Your discretion, You always show me what to do.

You have led me to a previous record.

No doubt for a clue on what to do.

Written on last October 2020:

Indeed! You Have Lifted Me Up. You Have Made My Life Significant …

For sure, this is not a feeling or bragging of my own. But it is the truth. My life IS significantly making a global impact through the waves of the Internet as You have declared it to me. Quote:

“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify tenfold.

As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations.

Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction.

And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven. End of Your words for now.

It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 1:35 am.

Wow! This day is fast advancing.

It is 1:35 already.

A 1 for unity in You. A 35?

O well! No record of number 35.

What is the time now?

Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 2:18 am.

Master? What Am I Doing? Help!

The truth of the matter is my frustration without the Internet. I wish I could sleep until You resolve the Internet problem.

  • I fixed and drank a cup of chamomile tea hoping to get sleepy but is not happening.
  • Master? I don’t know what I am doing.
  • I am tired of this uncertainty.
  • Why can I not just relax?
  • Maybe I am disgusted with Ahmad’s concerns.
  • Big concern about the heat wave coming, but!
  • Concern about the ominous darkness already advancing over us?
  • Nay! Either way?
  • You know how confused we humans are.
  • We are simply powerless to recognize the arrogance of our concerns.
  • man! I cannot even figure out how to describe the ugliness of our human arrogance.
  • It is like setting ourselves as authorities in-charged of resolving what only You can resolve.

Ha! That Is Exactly What Is Bothering Me!

And to think that of sinners I have been chief? Mercy! Let not such sin dwell near me!

  • “My child, come down!
  • I have blotted your sins as far is the East from the West.
  • Your sins have been forgiven permanently for eternity.
  • You know it.
  • I have set you free from self-condemnation.
  • Your disgust is from My Spirit within you.
  • Fear not.
  • This is not the time for tolerance.
  • Not the time for apologies.
  • Not the time to mince words.
  • Speak clear and to the point.
  • Soon you shall enjoy the benefits from your obedience.
  • Go on My precious, precious thiaBasilia.
  • You are as unique as I made you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth to chew them out. As per Isaiah 41.

For I the Master your Almighty hold your right hand; I am the Master, Who says to you, Fear not; I will help you!

Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I will help you, says the Master; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel.

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff. End of quote.

Isaiah 41 1 29.pdf

  • My child, what I spoke to Israel or Jacob or any of My ancient workers then I am speaking to you now.
  • Absolutely! My written words apply to each one of My children personally.
  • No need to study and analyze the matter applying it to your own ideas and interpretations.
  • It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 5:07 am.

Unexpected Vision …?

Ha! A 5 for grace and preparation. A zero. The Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. A 7 for Completeness and Rest.

What In Heavens Name Was That All About?

A vision. Right now, while recording the number 5, 0, and 7 I found myself in the bus with a group of people.

  • Suddenly the bus stopped.
  • A doctor came in.
  • He called Roxana and another person and immediately got them out of the bus.
  • I got out thinking to find out what was happening but! Roxana and the other person were whisked away in a car.
  • I kept asking what was happening?
  • Where have they have taken my Roxana?
  • Why no one asked that doctor for an ID?
  • I feared a crook had taken the girls.
  • Finally, someone had the information of the hospital where I could find Roxana.
  • I kept looking for a ride.
  • But the people who were helping me kept disappearing.
  • Then I found myself in the hospital not knowing who to ask for information.
  • Finally, someone ask if I was looking for Roxana.
  • She called her name, but I woke up before I saw my child.
  • It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 5:48 am.

Master! I Am Frightened! What Was All That About? …

I have not heard from Roxana for quite a few days now. What am I to do? Help! O my Master! HELP!

  • The tears began to flow.
  • Your help? Amazing!
  • Tears flowing I stood up.
  • Through my tears and the window?
  • The fuchsia and crimson colors in place of the dingy rags of yesterday!
  • I dried my tears.
  • My fright under control.
  • Clicked the record for the fuchsia color.
  • Clicked to print it.
  • Walked to the roof garden.
  • Now composed, I began to read.
  • The last paragraph?

This Fuchsia Color is what it looks like inside the deep, deep inner workings of the organs of God’s Body and the passion that erupts from seeing His LIGHT and TRUTH shine through.

Mesmerized. Began To Reflect …?

The meaning of a bus, hospital, daughter came to mind. All recorded in 2008 before You sent me out of the USA.

  • I began to realize the vision was not to frighten but to enlighten me.
  • It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 10:06 am.
  • How interesting.
  • The 10? Perfect number.
  • Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious?
  • When reality begins to sink in?
  • When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.
  • Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • Now The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery.
  • Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery. Satan’s number is intimately tied to man’s ways over God’s ways.

Wow! That Was And Continuous To Be Exactly What Was And Is Bothering Me! …

What to do? QUIT pampering man’s ways! So far? You put me through the purification process of returning good for evil.

  • You empowered me to laydown my life for the sake of obedience to Your commandments.
  • But it all was taken for pampering man’s ways.
  • Therefore? Your command.
  • QUIT pampering man’s ways!

O But Your Spirit Within Me …?

Only Your precious thiaBasilia like an innocent child has been mesmerized by the Powerful Being navigating her canoe.

  • Her canoe? Flowing downstream. Danger ahead! On the alert!
  • But thiaBasilia? Completely oblivious to the danger ahead.
  • Her gaze on the Powerful Man, the Son of man, her Beloved Master navigating her canoe.
  • Resting.
  • The glorious 40 for comfort.
  • Under His loving Authority!

Suddenly! Comfort Gone! Disappointment …?

Master? It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 12:38 pm. Call from Ahmad. Thank You. He did not finish with his plea to be heard.

  • I have been listening to him.
  • I have been giving him Your words to resolve his problem, but!
  • Is like talking to the wind.
  • He cuts the flow of Your words with the ring of his mobile.
  • Emergency!
  • Away he goes while Your words still in my mouth.
  • Next? I don’t hear from him sometimes for weeks.
  • When he reappears, he begins his same litany of words to justify his doings.
  • No sign or acknowledgment of Your words I have been sharing with him for 12 long years.
  • That leaves me emotionally drained!
  • Lack. Misery. Repeat.
  • But You know it my Master.
  • You got all my bases covered.
  • The saga of my life is really likened to a baseball game.
  • You have hit the victory homerun.
  • It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 1:18 pm.
  • The 8th month of this 2021 year.
  • The year to live free from suffocating fears.
  • A new cycle in progress.
  • The game is now playing in the Major League of Your Highest Royalty.
  • Along came A 5 for grace and preparation.
  • A zero. The Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • A 7 for Completeness and Rest.

Suddenly! Unexpected Vision …?

It so frighten Your thiaBasilia. But not for long. You grasped my hand. I stood up. From fright to Your Light.

  • Well? it is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 2:00 pm.

This Is When Reality Begins To Sink In …?

When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.

  • What is REALLY, REALLY happening now?
  • Your LIGHT and TRUTH shine through.
  • The reverse of man’s ways over Your ways.

Wow! The Spiritual Congregation Built By No Man’s Hands …?

Inside the deep, deep inner workings of the members of Yahushua’s Body is the passion that erupts from seeing Your LIGHT and TRUTH shine through.

  • At the present time, that passion is likened to dingy rags of diverse emotional worship rampart in this so loved world of Yours.
  • The members of Your body are now disjointed, separated like parts of a dead body for examination.
  • Untold number of groups or manmade congregations all claiming to be Your Church.
  • Even so? You are coming back, but!
  • In Your words recorded not long ago. Quote:

“My return! For I will return soon and for that reason I am joining you all together; for you all are members of My body and I cannot return to a disjointed body of Mine! So, take it to heart for My body will be completely joined to Me –the Head of My body before I return!”

Over And Over This Amazing Fact Has Been Proclaimed …

It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 2:56 pm. Break to rest and reflect.

  • Unbelievable! I rested for about an hour.
  • I felt again so abandoned, but!
  • Fully confident You are holding me up.
  • I could not sleep so I got up.
  • The date and time?
  • Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 3:45 pm.
  • It came to me to continue looking for the hospital dream.
  • I had been searching for hours to no avail.
  • But this time? Success!

The Hospital Dream!

No wonder why I could not find it. It was hidden in the PageMaker files under the heading, PROPHETIC DREAM FULFILLED

  • I had the dream on October 4, 1999 (4:13AM). Some 22 years ago.
  • But why You led me to find that dream?

Amazing! The Unexpected Vision About Roxana Is The Now Reality Of My Life.

Roxana interpreted the dream in 1999. Talking about prophetic reality? Wow! Here is the link for all to appreciate Your work in our lives.

 

 

  • It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 6:55 pm.
  • On Q! The 6 for man’s ways. The 55?
  • Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5.
  • Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness. 55, therefore, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.
  • This number also signifies grace upon grace as expounded in the book of John 1:16.

John 1:16

For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift.

It is now Wednesday, August 4, 2021, at 1:54 am.

Internet up! Just at Your time and discretion.

Master? What Can I Say? Amazingly Mysterious You Are …?

Who can figure You out? Yet? You are now revealing Your Mighty Being of love and justice to Your so loved world.

  • Heading for bed. Thank You for sleep.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 4, 2021 at 4:44 am.

Wow! Master! Where Are You Heading With All Of This …?

You began this matter with the unexpected vision. The fuchsia color. Now You are ending it with 3 fours on the hour minutes of this entry.

Meaning of 44:

  • The number 44 is rooted in the number 4, which is the number of the creation, particularly the earth.
  • But the four is doubled, almost as if to illustrate to us the contention between two people who each have the desire to be chosen to rule or inherit the earth.
  • Yet 44 is also a double 22.
  • The number 22 is the number of the Sons of Light. So the true chosen ones (44) are closely linked to the Sons of Light (22).

Romans 8:23 comes to mind again:

And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the first fruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come] groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies [from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal] our adoption (our manifestation as God’s sons).

There You Have It! That’s Where You Are Leading Me …?

And on that note You are leading me to post now that You have restored the Internet to me.

  • What an awesome loving Yah You are!

To really benefit from this essay? I encourage ye all to check the latest post on the site:

https://www.thia-basilia.com/

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.