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I Am Grateful For This Life …

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I Embrace The Power Of Inner Stillness …

I Bravely Step Into The Unknown …

Yes, those three headings came today in the Daily Motivation I have finally subscribed to. Why did I subscribe to this Community Family. Simply, I have secretly lived my life guided by mysterious messages that come to me in dreams & visions, in the meaning of numbers & the clouds & birds & flowers, and many other unsuspecting ways, like this email from daily motivation that appeared in my inbox a while ago. Then it stopped. But I remember how appropriate came the answers to whatever I needed guidance at the moment. So? I searched. I found it and subscribed least for now.

Now What? The Unknown …?

The Unknown now claimed to be known. Not so. Indeed! I am prepared to meet the Master Redeemer of my soul. I am not just saying this out of human knowledge and wisdom. For I do have enough knowledge to see the possibility that in 7 days The Abomination That Makes Desolate of Matthew 24, could be set up, but! O there is that but of mine. Why?

  • O well because of that lovely all powerful secret Guide of mine. He has never failed me, nor will He ever do, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I walk into the unknown fearless and confident at the sound of that lovely voice.
  • Yes, The Abomination That Makes Desolate has been knocking at our door for centuries with the warning many claim to know when and how it is to happen.
  • It is now Friday, September 15, 2023, at 8:54 pm. It has been a day! But I am tired, frustrated, and? Sleepy I guess for I am not comfortable at all! Heading for bed.

Learning To Walk Physically Alone …?

In the daytime among human beings? Alone. At nighttime, walking on a road aside a dangerous cliff, alone. Where did everybody go? They were with me at first but now they have disappeared. I am lost. Where am I going?

I Woke Up. Have I? …

Honestly, sometimes I don’t know whether I am awake or still sleeping. I just laid there for a moment. I begin to put things together. The question, Where are You, my Beloved? Silence. I struggle to get up. Is it all an illusion? What in heavens name is for real?

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!”

And So? In Rain Or Shine I Walk Alone Yet …?

I am not alone. Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don’t. What is this thing we call feelings? Ha! So much written unwritten in fancy paper even in stones both ways to be torn or broken up. Do I sound quite pompous and resentful. That’s because I am. But why deny or defend myself? Because it is of no use. The truth needs not my defense. The TRUTH is the Advocate that set me free.

I Am Free! Empowered To Walk Alone But! …

I am no longer lost on a road going nowhere. Sunday, September 17, 2023, at 7:17 am. At this point in my anew, afresh, recreated life I refuse to memorize any technique or routine to live in the human concept of happiness and peace and freedom. I heartly embrace the leading & guidance of that lovely voice within my being. Phew! THAT’S TRUE FREEDOM! Not a learned practice, only the outcome of my submission to the only Being worthy of my submission & obedience as it’s promised.

Blessings for Obedience …

Read it in your own Bible, it’s written in Deuteronomy 28:1-14

Now, Why Are We So Heck Up To Claim & Proclaim “Time and Money Freedom” …?

The struggle to make choices that empower one to BE, DO, HAVE and GIVE more than what one now has is now rampart the thing is driving thousands of enchanted souls. It baffles me but I am not surprised at all. I been there, I done that.

Am I Now Disenchanted? Thank Goodness I AM! …?

I’m crazy, ain’t I? But it feels SO good! To be empowered with wisdom from on high. No kidding! Perhaps someone in my closest circle is bound to exclaim, “it’s about time!” that’s because they have no conception yet of Who is and has been teaching/leading me all the time from before my birth until my eternity comes into view.

Anyhow? Again, The Thing Is I Now Have Time And Money Freedom Without Any Struggle Of My Own …?

For true, I have Time And Money Freedom all the time beyond my wildest imagination. But I have no foot to stand on should judge or criticize both the leaders or the followers of the ‘millionaire’s dream’ for I was there not too long ago chasing the mighty Dollar.

Of Course, That’s What Is Now Call ‘Blocks To Super Abundance’ …

Indeed! The best part of the deal? The huge discount if I am willing to give 1 hour a week listening to the lesson to overcome such ‘blocks’ and only 10 minutes per day repeating the ‘confirmation’ to instill time & money freedom into one’s mind. And to think how willing I then was? It kind of makes me …O well! I don’t know whether it makes me laugh or cry for shame. I choose to laugh, there is nothing to be ashamed about.

  • My thought? Yahushua’s laughter rings in the heavens!
  • And just for that? I stuck a delicious Godiva chocolate in my mouth.
  • Ah! But I thought I was not doing chocolates anymore.
  • Ha! Ain’t I entitled to change my mind as it fits the time?
  • I’ll take a break, it’s now Tuesday, September 19, 2023, at 5:27 pm. Tea time.

Leaving The Beauty Of Autumn …

Looking up to the promised abundance of a summer soon to emerge to consume my entirety humanity. My humanity or my past that still lingers while my physical existence on these earthly grounds as those grounds exist now.

He Carried Me All the Way To The Moment And Beyond …?

What can I say? It’s the odyssey of my life—the saga I am now to portray in the positive aspect of it all. Here we go, humor instead of anger or regret is to be my motto from now until forever. No kidding it’s so much fun to laugh at this life’s stumbling blocks in the road to my eternal destination. Laughter! It makes all troubles flee away like beaten dogs with their tails between the legs.

Funny Thing? …

That’s it for the introduction to this stretch of my journey unto forever joy and peace shall reign under the loving care of the One Who has turned out to be, my Father as well as my Husband as per Isaiah 54. Funny thing? Yes, He is my Father as well as my Husband but! So, He is for you reading these unusual lines that seem crazy to be. Even so, no feelings of jealousy or anything like that, instead?

  • The super admiration for the One Who honors me to be that especial one to comfort Him with my submission and obedience to His will. Amen.

Until the next crazy post on Covid 19 or 20 or who knows?  Lov, thia

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Beginning Again? O Well! Bless My Heart …

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Figure 1I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. The following quote clearly tells us what is to come at the end of the miserable times we have been experiencing up until now.

Plot: The Antagonist Innate Self Of Mine …

Let see if I can correct the situation with the viewing of the posts. First of all, the former website: http://www.thia-basilia.com/ has been deleted so all posts in that site cannot be found but nothing is lost because the posts can be found in  https://atomic-temporary-48388854.wpcomstaging.com so, that’s the site to click. Then, sometimes I get a bunch of likes in a post but, in the next post? No likes to my disappointment. Well? Guess what? Immediately the vindictive self of mine judge the readers DONT like the post! O me! Today? I found out the fault is my own in a way because I live in another world and when I come back to this world of human beings I am not all there, so? I forget what I am supposed to do in order for the post to be read. Therefore, the post does not appear in the site and it takes me some time to investigate the situation. Bless my heart. The matter is now corrected, hopefully? All readers can get curious to find out what really is my? Whatever in this most unusual site.

Fear Again Knocking At My Door …

Dreamed of eating Covid 19 infected apples out of all things. It took a bit to reason out the matter. Only a threat in a dream. How in heavens can I be infected with such virus? I have been suffering with muscle pain all my life way before the pandemic came about. O well!

  • Monday, March 20, 2023, at 3:09 am.

Triumphally Going On …

A cup of strong coffee loaded with cinnamon the pain? Gone! It is written, ‘Psalms 91:1 HE WHO dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand].’ Finally, the Almighty Creator—the Great I Am has completed His work within my being. Psalms 91 is indelible forever ingrained within my being.

Now? Rejoicing In My Infirmities …

Indeed! No need to panic, to run to the doctor or to the lab for testing. My help comes from the Almighty Creator—the Great I Am, Who made heaven and earth as it is written in Psalms 121. That’s all to begin this day.

  • Monday, March 20, 2023, at 10:00 pm, bed.
  • Up around 4:30 am on Tuesday, March 21, 2023.
  • Tuesday, March 21, 2023, at 5:31 am.

For the new as well as for all readers following this site …

Entering the portal of an interesting journey of life expressed in this most unusual SITE—Welcome!

Entering the portal of an interesting journey of life expressed in this most unusual journal—to say the least the thoughts expressed in this SITE will intrigue you—indeed! Hopefully such thoughts will quicken your desire to arise over all the adversities in your world by the unseeing power of our Creator as it happened to the author!

Opposition & Controversy! Why bother with this matter?

Why the thoughts expressed in this SITE should intrigue you? For the simple reason that these thoughts are totally opposed to the thoughts of the great majority who happens to read them; for these thoughts or concerns do not come from my human understanding. Indeed! I have a hard time understanding such thoughts that I must record! But I am compelled record them and record them I must in spite of the humongous opposition & controversy about everything that it’s written so far.

Yes, I know I do not make sense at first sight, but as my story develops in this SITE the whole purpose for relating my story will come clear to all and the thoughts or concerns recorded will become the reader’s own thoughts. Of that I’m sure otherwise I won’t be bothered with this whole project!

What’s the project? …

I am committed to put together a series of books beginning with my autobiography that was published in May 2005, a very tedious work. It will be a while before I complete the project. Therefore, I invite you dear reader to check the posts already published at random, whatever head line pops to your attention. Take notice: the former website: http://www.thia-basilia.com/ has been deleted so all posts in that site cannot be found but nothing is lost because the posts can be found in  https://atomic-temporary-48388854.wpcomstaging.com so, that’s the site to click.

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Drops Of Love Raining Upon Us Continue …

Life, And The Life Was The Light Of Men And The Light Shines On In The Darkness …

My Eyes Are Hurting. Will Go Back To Bed To Rest Them.

Friday, October 30, 2020 at 3:14 am.

Master? You know how troubled I am with this new problem with my eyes. But I refuse to give way to my fear that something is dreadfully wrong with my eyes. For it does not matter whether such is true or not.

  • Either way You are my Healer and Redeemer of my being. I am depending on You period.

Like A Maid Awaits For Her Mistress Instructions So I Wait On You …

Friday, October 30, 2020 at 11:28 am.

What am I to post next my Master? Perhaps bring on Isaiah 30 or Isaiah 1? Perhaps concentrate on Yahushua’s written words? The book of John comes to mind. From the first chapter that book is the most revealing book to me. I will read it again and wait to see how You want me to proceed.

  • My eyes are better.
  • I have been adding cinnamon and honey to my coffee.
  • This morning You quickened me to stop. To drink a cup of hot water instead.
  • Also, I have been sleeping with my feet elevated.
  • As I laid down last time it came to me to quit that as well.
  • I woke up with hardly any pain in my eyeball.
  • I will now fix me a cup of coffee with honey only.
  • See what happens. I wait on You with the results.

Life, And The Life Was The Light Of Men.

And The Light Shines On In The Darkness …

Friday, October 30, 2020 at 4:24 pm.

Ha! Your leading to the perfect headline to continue proclaiming Your written words from Your heart and mind not mine. Indeed! Your light is shining in the darkness of many of our minds. What a marvel!

  • Another drop of Your passionate love for Your creation.

But! What Do I Continue To See And Hear At Every Turn Of My Way? …

Saturday, October 31, 2020 at 9:23 am.

This is the last 7th Day of Rest on the 10th month of 2020 year. As You lead me to look around me, I do. I have watched the news from Israel. You quickened Psalms 2 again.

So? You are leading me to quote Psalms 2 again based on what I watched on Jerry Golden’s site. Here we go!

WHY DO The Nations Assemble With Commotion Uproar And Confusion Of Voices …

And why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? How well the tragic aftermath of COVID-19 is described in those words written in Psalms 2.

  • And watching Israel News?
  • Well, I confess my Master, I do not understand how Your called ministers like Jerry Golden express their lack of understanding of what goes on with the governments, but!
  • At the same time I realize how I have been guilty of the same thing because of my misinterpretation of Your words and Your call to me.
  • It is really amazing to see how You are in control of it all.
  • As Jerry confesses his lack of understanding You are showing me You are bringing Jerry to search deep into himself to see how he has quit relying on You to place his assurance in his own resources or in the stability of earthly things. (1Jn_2:16).
  • That is the reason why until today I had not understood Jerry’s obsession to bring Jews to Israel contrary to Yahushua words in Matthew 24. Truly, it is amazing how You are putting all the pieces of the puzzle in my mind together. Also, I see now why You laugh and mock us. Without a doubt we are laughable—ridiculous.

He Who Sits In The Heavens Outright Laughs. Quote:

Sovereign Authority Over His Creation!

  • Psalms 2:1-12
  • WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
  • The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,
  • Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.
  • He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.
  • He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,
  • Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.
  • I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.
  • Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.
  • You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.
  • Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.
  • Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.
  • Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.
  • O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

And Now? On To The Book Of John …

Saturday, October 31, 2020 at 10:53 am.

This is the most revealing book for this 2020 year. The year for enlightenment to rain upon us. The Life Was The Light Of Men. And The Light Shines On In The Darkness. So be it.

The Word Became Flesh

John 1:1-51 AMPC+

IN THE beginning [before all time] was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God Himself. [Isa_9:6]

He was present originally with God.

All things were made and came into existence through Him; and without Him was not even one thing made that has come into being.

In Him was Life, and the Life was the Light of men.

And the Light shines on in the darkness, for the darkness has never overpowered it [put it out or absorbed it or appropriated it, and is unreceptive to it].

There came a man sent from God, whose name was John. [Mal_3:1]

This man came to witness, that he might testify of the Light, that all men might believe in it [adhere to it, trust it, and rely upon it] through him.

He was not the Light himself, but came that he might bear witness regarding the Light.

There it was–the true Light [was then] coming into the world [the genuine, perfect, steadfast Light] that illumines every person. [Isa_49:6]

He came into the world, and though the world was made through Him, the world did not recognize Him [did not know Him].

He came to that which belonged to Him [to His own–His domain, creation, things, world], and they who were His own did not receive Him and did not welcome Him.

But to as many as did receive and welcome Him, He gave the authority (power, privilege, right) to become the children of God, that is, to those who believe in (adhere to, trust in, and rely on) His name–[Isa_56:5]

Who owe their birth neither to bloods nor to the will of the flesh [that of physical impulse] nor to the will of man [that of a natural father], but to God. [They are born of God!]

And the Word (the Messiah) became flesh (human, incarnate) and tabernacled (fixed His tent of flesh, lived awhile) among us; and we [actually] saw His glory (His honor, His majesty), such glory as an only begotten son receives from his father, full of grace (favor, loving-kindness) and truth. [Isa_40:5]

John testified about Him and cried out, This was He of Whom I said, He Who comes after me has priority over me, for He was before me. [He takes rank above me, for He existed before I did. He has advanced before me, because He is my Chief.]

For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift.

For while the Law was given through Moses, grace (unearned, undeserved favor and spiritual blessing) and truth came through Yahushua Messiah. [Exo_20:1]

No man has ever seen God at any time; the only unique Son, or the only begotten God, Who is in the bosom [in the intimate presence] of the Father, He has declared Him [He has revealed Him and brought Him out where He can be seen; He has interpreted Him and He has made Him known]. [Pro_8:30]

The Testimony of John the Baptist

And this is the testimony of John when the Jews sent priests and Levites to him from Jerusalem to ask him, Who are you?

He confessed (admitted the truth) and did not try to conceal it, but acknowledged, I am not the Messiah!

They asked him, What then? Are you Elijah? And he said, I am not! Are you the Prophet? And he answered, No! [Deu_18:15, Deu_18:18; Mal_4:5]

Then they said to him, Who are you? Tell us, so that we may give an answer to those who sent us. What do you say about yourself?

He said, I am the voice of one crying aloud in the wilderness [the voice of one shouting in the desert], Prepare the way of the Master [level, straighten out, the path of the Master], as the prophet Isaiah said. [Isa_40:3]

The messengers had been sent from the Pharisees.

And they asked him, Why then are you baptizing if you are not the Messiah, nor Elijah, nor the Prophet?

John answered them, I [only] baptize in (with) water. Among you there stands One Whom you do not recognize and with Whom you are not acquainted and of Whom you know nothing. [Mal_3:1]

It is He Who, coming after me, is preferred before me, the string of Whose sandal I am not worthy to unloose.

These things occurred in Bethany (Bethabara) across the Jordan [at the Jordan crossing], where John was then baptizing.

Behold, the Lamb of God

The next day John saw Yahushua coming to him and said, Look! There is the Lamb of God, Who takes away the sin of the world! [Exo_12:3; Isa_53:7]

This is He of Whom I said, After me comes a Man Who has priority over me [Who takes rank above me] because He was before me and existed before I did.

And I did not know Him and did not recognize Him [myself]; but it is in order that He should be made manifest and be revealed to Israel [be brought out where we can see Him] that I came baptizing in (with) water.

John gave further evidence, saying, I have seen the Spirit descending as a dove out of heaven, and it dwelt on Him [never to depart].

And I did not know Him nor recognize Him, but He Who sent me to baptize in (with) water said to me, Upon Him Whom you shall see the Spirit descend and remain, that One is He Who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.

And I have seen [that happen—I actually did see it] and my testimony is that this is the Son of God!

Yahushua Calls the First Disciples

Again the next day John was standing with two of his disciples,

And he looked at Yahushua as He walked along, and said, Look! There is the Lamb of God!

The two disciples heard him say this, and they followed Him.

But Yahushua turned, and as He saw them following Him, He said to them, What are you looking for? [And what is it you wish?] And they answered Him, Rabbi—which translated is Teacher—where are You staying?

He said to them, Come and see. So they went and saw where He was staying, and they remained with Him that day. It was then about the tenth hour (about four o’clock in the afternoon).

One of the two who heard what John said and followed Yahushua was Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother.

He first sought out and found his own brother Simon and said to him, We have found (discovered) the Messiah!—which translated is the the Anointed One).

Andrew then led (brought) Simon to Yahushua. Yahushua looked at him and said, You are Simon son of John. You shall be called Cephas—which translated is Peter [Stone].

Yahushua Calls Philip and Nathanael

The next day Yahushua desired and decided to go into Galilee; and He found Philip and said to him, Join Me as My attendant and follow Me.

Now Philip was from Bethsaida, of the same city as Andrew and Peter.

Philip sought and found Nathanael and told him, We have found (discovered) the One Moses in the Law and also the Prophets wrote about–Yahushua from Nazareth, the [legal] son of Joseph!

Nathanael answered him, [Nazareth!] Can anything good come out of Nazareth? Philip replied, Come and see!

Yahushua saw Nathanael coming toward Him and said concerning him, See! Here is an Israelite indeed [a true descendant of Jacob], in whom there is no guile nor deceit nor falsehood nor duplicity!

Nathanael said to Yahushua, How do You know me? [How is it that You know these things about me?] Yahushua answered him, Before [ever] Philip called you, when you were still under the fig tree, I saw you.

Nathanael answered, Teacher, You are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!

Yahushua replied, Because I said to you, I saw you beneath the fig tree, do you believe in and rely on and trust in Me? You shall see greater things than this!

Then He said to him, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you all, you shall see heaven opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of Man! [Gen_28:12; Dan_7:13]. End of quote.

The Voice Crying Now As It Was In The Days Of John The Baptist.

Saturday, October 31, 2020 at 2:16 pm

It is all about preparing the way. Prepare the way of the Master [level, straighten out, the path of the Master], as the prophet Isaiah said.

The Thing Is My Master Unless You Empower Us To Prepare? …

We labor in vain. Even worst, we become self-righteous. For the most we all do our best to prepare and to live according to Your Word, but! We come short in Your sight.

What Must We Do, My Master? …

So far the ministers of my acquaintance don’t seem to be concerned in the least with what You are doing in my life. The whole spectrum of leaders and followers is quite alarming to me, but!

Your Words Comfort Me …

Sunday, November 1, 2020 at 2:05 am.

Master? You know that I am writing these words under extreme duress. Not only with my eye hurting but also with my heart in suspense with all that You let me see happening among Your people.

Even So? Your Word Must Go Forth ,,.

Your words are a lamp under my feet showing me the way to go for all matters and purposes. You know all about my concerns about the lack of monies to take care of things that perhaps are only the lust of my eye.

And You know that my concern with what You show that goes on with Your people is even greater. But!

Yahushua’s Words In The Book Of John Comfort Me …

Quote:

John 6:32-40 AMPC+

Yahushua then said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Moses did not give you the Bread from heaven [what Moses gave you was not the Bread from heaven], but it is My Father Who gives you the true heavenly Bread.

For the Bread of God is He Who comes down out of heaven and gives life to the world.

Then they said to Him, Lord, give us this bread always (all the time)!

Yahushua replied, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more (at any time).

But [as] I told you, although you have seen Me, still you do not believe and trust and have faith.

All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].

For I have come down from heaven not to do My own will and purpose but to do the will and purpose of Him Who sent Me.

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

For this is My Father’s will and His purpose, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] at the last day. End of quote.

And Believes In And Cleaves To And Trusts In And Relies On The Son …

Mercy my Master! Mercy! For most of my life I thought I believed, cleaved, trusted and relied on the Son, but! For all matters and purposes I believed, cleaved, trusted and relied on in my own resources or in the stability of earthly things. (1Jn_2:16)

And Such Are My Concerns Of The Moment …

What am I to do about such concerns my Master? You are my Shepherd, my Master, the Redeemer of my soul. I have no intentions to go to any earthly resource for my answers as I did in the past.

  • That You know, my Master.
  • For sure, even if I go blind I do not intent to go to the eye specialists.
  • You healed even the one that was born blind, why not heal this misery with my eyeball?
  • No matter. Whether You heal me or not, You will give me the strength to go on and on.

What A Difference From My Pitiful Past …

Even so? I cannot brag about my determination to rely on You for my healings. Not at all! Indeed! Not bragging only sharing what You have made out of me. You did the work.

You Are The Only One To Debunked Our Misconceptions So Far …

And that is Your purpose for compelling me to post these matters. And that is the way You are reaching the heart and mind of each one of Your children.

Compliments?

Ha! In the past when I first started blogging, I beg for likes and comments and compliments on the guise to encourage each other, but now? Hum!

  • My heart constricts with any compliment that comes my way.
  • I am not kidding!
  • But You have revealed to me how the complimentary is looking at me not You in all my doings.

Wow! What A Revelation!

And with that note You are leading me to close this post for all its worth. I am sure You are accomplishing Your purpose in the heart of each one of Your children with each post You compel me to write and publish.

So be it.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …

The Whirlwind Descended. Account Is Taken And Given. Transition Completed …

The Final Cycle For Your thiaBasilia …

The hour and the moment? The 11th hour. Double fives before the 12th hour. What is the meaning of this moment of my life in Your Presence my Master? Quote:

The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment

All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.

That was the account taken. The double fives? Quote:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

  • The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
  • No bad things to say about it.
  • Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
  • The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
  • There are not many bad things to say about heaven,
  • and there is probably alot of grace and life there.
  • The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

That Was The Account Given. Transition Completed. Grace And Preparation Now …

Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 2:48 pm.

Master? Without Your grace to prepare nothing that we do is worth a plug nickel. Even if our preparations and amazing successful enterprises seem to prove me wrong.

  • Your dealings and work within me for the last 35 years proves such statement to be a fact.
  • The month of September was a nightmare that ended superbly setting me up with the means to carry on with amazing ease.

What That Got To Do With Your Grace? …

Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 7:18 pm.

Ha! As long as I kept trying to help myself in the whole month of September I failed. The minute I quit trying and started trusting You without reservations immediately! All my computer problems ceased!

No Kidding! I Am Dumb Found! The Best Part? …

My body began to function. I can turn my neck. I can bend to pick things up. I can help myself without pain. I am able to laydown and getup with ease. No more pain. What a blessing!

  • And the Internet?
  • No problem.
  • Just adjust myself to take advantage of it when is up.
  • Otherwise?
  • Wait until it stabilizes.
  • No more struggling to make it connect when millions are doing the same thing. I wait.
  • All my doings now are as You foretold me 10 years ago.

Quote:

  • “My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
  • “My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
  • “My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
  • “Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.
  • “My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

Indeed! The Physical Came First. Now The Ethereal In Your Mountain Top …

Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 11:50 pm.

Leaving in Your Mountain Top I have Your power to overcome the miseries this world can handle to me. The truth of the matter is that all miseries are only Your pruning shears to make me bear the precious fruit of Your righteousness.

  • I can now go on to give witness of Your dealings to convict and to restore me from my own insidious doings.

Repentance Is Not A Nasty Word Nor It Means Only To Quit Our Nasty Habits …

So? What Repentance Means As Per The Written Words? …

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 3:52 pm

Amend: to improve; change for the better; heartily amend our ways, with abhorrence of past sins. To pick it up from the last post,

“You are witnesses of these things. And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.”

Master? You Are Opening My Mind To Understand Your Written Words …

Master? Repentance was the subject in the grand event of You walking among mankind. Your first cry out to the religious people of Your day? REPENT! Quote:

Matthew 4:17 AMPC+

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.

Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …

  • Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
  • In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
  • You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
  • Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
  • I still kept going backwards to my ways.
  • Such is the way of the human nature in me.
  • Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
  • Since then, no turning back!
  • I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.

So Now? I Am Your Witness …

For You have clothed me with the power from on high to witness of those things confirming the essence of Your Being within me calling Your people to repentance.

Wow! Ignorance Is Not A Bliss When We Miss A Kiss …

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 11:24 am.

O my Master! I got a smirk on my face as You quicken these headlines to me.

  • Somehow, as I begin to record You quicken whatever passages of Scripture You want to proclaim in the post.
  • This time? Psalms 2 popped in my mind quickening the headline to use. Why?

WHY DO The Nations Assemble With Commotion Uproar And Confusion Of Voices …

How well the tragic aftermath of COVID-19 is described in those words written in Psalms 2.

  • And why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

And My Smirk? …

Well, I smirk to see the ridiculousness of all the officials and the people’s attempts to control the ravaging COVID-19, but!

  • He Who sits in the heavens outright laughs. Quote:

Sovereign Authority Over His Creation!

  • Psalms 2:1-12
  • WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
  • The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,
  • Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.
  • He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.
  • He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,
  • Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.
  • I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.
  • Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.
  • You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.
  • Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.
  • Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.
  • Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.
  • O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

Well? Not To Shock Anyone, My Master, But!

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 12:40 pm.

Coercion. Tyranny both popped in my mind whenever I read that Psalm, and?

  • I wondered! But of course, I kept that a secret for fear of man shunning me as a heretic.
  • O the fear of man! The chain strangling me most of my life.
  • What about the fear of You, my Master?
  • Busted chain.
  • Ha! The fear of man or the chain strangling me?
  • Busted by the fear of You! What a marvel!

Alright! Back To Repentance Now …

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 5:35 pm.

The quote on the meaning of number 6 opened my mind to understand much that I had not understood before about the sin of placing man’s ways over Your ways.

  • And in that date the 6 was followed by double 0. The meaning of Zero again:
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

What Are You Quickening Me About The Double Zeroes, My Master? …

Emphasis to proclaim repentance from placing man’s ways over Your ways. Master? You know the problem when it comes to repent.

  • The ways of mankind are a counterfeit of Your ways.
  • That is the problem.

Why Should We Repent Of Living A Good Life? …

You know my Master that we are programmed to call good evil and evil good. How is that? One example, You tell us to lean not in our understanding or in our minds, but!

  • The world’s system proclaims the mind over matter.

Master? I Wait On You. How To Go From Here On? James 4 Comes To Mind …

  • James 4 1 17AMPC+
  • WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?
  • You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1 Jn 3:15]
  • Or you do ask the Almighty Creator for them and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is when you get what you desire to spend it in sensual pleasures.
  • You are like unfaithful wives having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to the Almighty Creator! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being the Almighty Creator’s enemy? So, whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of the Almighty Creator.
  • Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit to be welcome with a jealous love?
  • But He gives us more and more grace or power of the Set-Apart Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully. That is why He says, the Almighty Creator sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but, gives grace continually to the lowly those who are humble enough to receive it.
  • So be subject to the Almighty Creator. Resist the devil, stand firm against him, and he will flee from you.
  • Come close to the Almighty Creator and He will come close to you. Recognize that you are sinners, get your soiled hands clean; realize that you have been disloyal wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts of your spiritual adultery.
  • As you draw near to the Almighty Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
  • Humble yourselves feeling very insignificant in the presence of the Master, and He will exalt you, He will lift you up and make your lives significant.
  • My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].
  • One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?
  • Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a city and spend a year there and carry on our business and make money.
  • Yet you do not know [the least thing] about what may happen tomorrow. What is the nature of your life? You are [really] but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears [into thin air].
  • You ought instead to say, If the Master is willing, we shall live and we shall do this or that [thing].
  • But as it is, you boast [falsely] in your presumption and your self-conceit. All such boasting is wrong.
  • So any person who knows what is right to do but does not do it, to him it is sin. End of quote.

The Last Few Hours Have Been Rough, My Master …

Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:29 am.

Thank You for Your Presence. Your unbroken companionship sustains me under all circumstances. I hear tell cool weather is coming. Even so? I wait on You. Cool or hot weather, I wait on You.

Master? I Am So Lost With All New Developments …

Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:49 pm.

The computer crashed again while working in Photoshop early this morning. It came to me to notify support about the crash.

  • To fix the problem they needed to open a new Windows account as Administrator. Now I need to do a whole new set up. I am worn out. But I’ll try. Help, my Master help!

I Am Back To My Old Account. I Wait On You To Work Things Out For Me …

Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 8:17 pm.

Master? I am amazed and delighted to experience Your doings. The computer fan has not been working for a long time. I cleaned it to no avail.

  • Suddenly now? The little fan is turning beautifully!
  • My guess, O my Master? I did not have to go back to support for help.
  • This time they really mess me up.
  • But I am confident Your infinite patience shall avail me forever.
  • No problems without solutions living in Your Presence.
  • No need to worry.
  • You are with and for me.
  • I wait on You.
  • Thank You.

Notepad entries

Friday September 11, 2020 at 10:33 pm.

Master? Thank You. I don’t know how You are getting me out of this pickle, but getting me out of it You are.

  • I have been wondering how to spend my time while I wait on You to supply me with a hard drive to carry on with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • Suddenly! It came to me to use Notepad to record while I am waiting.
  • What a relief! Writing by hand is not something I cherish, Hahaha! I can hardly read my own handwriting. Anyhow? Earlier today I began to tell the tale.
  • I recorded by hand, Friday September 11, 2020 at 4:10 pm.
  • Master? Your words in Ecclesiastes are for real. Nothing in this world is permanent or as important as we make it out to be.
  • The hard drive crashed. All data in it gone! Thank goodness, my personal files are safe in my external tetra drive I hope.
  • I need to get a new drive I think, but! You know best what I need.
  • For the moment I am attempting to activate my old Windows 7 drive.
  • So far I have not succeeded on installing Windows in it because of the advance technology in Windows format to install Windows 10.
  • Tomorrow night hopefully You send Yazeed my way with a new installation CD.
  • Perhaps that will temporarily help me to start the computer and reinstall the programs I need to work on.

The most tragic day to remember in the USA …

It is now 10:58 pm on September 11, 2020.

Reminiscing, the towers burning, thousands of people dead, the rescuers, the survivors stories, the national mourning.

  • For a while, the churches were full.
  • Prayers. Prayers. Prayers.
  • Then?
  • Back to business as usual.

The towers are now rebuilt and I don’t hear too much talk about it anymore.

Then? KATRINA! What a horror! Did it change anything? Not much. Crisis over? Back to business as usual. Back to rebuild.

And now? COVID-19.

What goes on among the kings and the people inhabiting and running this world’s systems? Psalms 2 describes the issues quite clear.

  • Just as I finished writing that sentence, my little friend arrived with my supper–summer time supper at midnight–flexibility is what it takes and flexibility is what You have given to me.
  • No more complaining and lamenting things that cannot be changed.
  • You have inspired many on such matter, but! It’s all taken for granted. Why?
  • O well, my Master! For the simple reason that such is the way You planned it to be.
  • Why again like a two-year old–the age of the why?
  • Why did You design all things the way they are?
  • That is what You are now opening our minds to understand with the sole purpose to bring us to repentance.

Human wisdom. Knowledge of good and evil …

  • Cultures. Customs and traditions. Systems. Laws and rules. The powers to be in control for now?
  • The nasty hold of mental insanity!
  • For it is all a counterfeit of what it is in the invisible heaven. But!
  • It will all come to nothing within an hour of Your timing. Thank goodness!
  • For the truth of the matter is that You are in control of it all. Sovereign Authority over Your creation is the fact.
  • Please, my Master, don’t let me forget such a fact.

Ha! Midnight again!

Saturday September 12, at 12:04 am.

  • The 7th Day of Rest finds me resting on You alone and altogether. What an amazingly unique experience.
  • One thing to notice in the way You have changed all things in and out of me–the way I am no longer defining myself.
  • What do I mean? My mind churns all kinds of ways for me to be or say or do. Nonesense! You have opened my mind to see the futility of all such thoughts.
  • So now? I consider all such thoughts to be only rambles not worthy to dwell or much less to execute. I wait on You even for the next breath I am to take.
  • Release from all such binding thoughts and doings. For now? It is coming to mind to close this file and the computer. Go to bed. Hope for Your sleep blessing.

At the lowest point …

Saturday September 12, 2020 at 5:55 am.

Wow! What a blessing to start this day of rest with 3 fives! And that after You organized my day. why I do not claim to do things for myself now? Why I claimed You as the organizer of my day.

  • Simple. I had no idea of what or how to pass my day without access to my files to work on. You knew it all along because all my thoughts, feelings, and doings are under Your loving control.
  • So? You blessed me with sleep until 3 am. I got up for a few minutes. Not knowing what to do I thought perhaps You would bless me with some more sleep, and I headed for bed.
  • As I laid there praising and thanking You it came to me what to do. It came to mind how I was recording in the drive I need to format and I will lose all written. Ah! Get up and see how you can save that work in your external for safe keeping. Sure enough, it took a couple of hours but here I am working safely in my external, and?
  • The memories of my writer beginnings in 1985 are now quite alive. Hahaha! I had forgotten how You led me then when there was no such a thing as the Internet or Windows or any of the amazing digital advances of this day and age.
  • Well? I can’t regress. But I can progress to handle the pass and the present with much ease. No kidding! And the best part? You have set me up to do whatever I am doing now. I cannot take the credit.
  • That was the problem before, me taking credit for all what I called my ‘smarts’. And people encouraged me with such behavior.
  • The truth? The ways of mankind almost killed me not only physically but mainly spiritually.
  • Mental Insanity and how to handle it by the ways of mankind? Abolished! Set free indeed!
  • O my Master Your truth about my wicked carnal nature has set me free as  it is written in John xxx. I cannot emphasize enough how You have set me free once for all by convicting me of my natural wickedness.

What Now It Is To Be For Me My Master? …

That is what You show me on the spot? I find myself not premeditating on what I intent to do or what shall happen at any moment.

  • Your work in and without me is evident in the way I act.
  • I know of the things that have troubled me up unto this day.
  • Broken promises.
  • The irresponsibility of the people around me.
  • The fabulous as well as the corrupt world out there.
  • All of it?
  • A thing of the past.
  • You know it my Master.
  • It’s now 7:14. I am sleepy. Heading for bed.
  • I am back. Did not stay in bed.
  • Sleep did not come my way.
  • It came to me to get up and make a salad with the food from last night, to save some, to eat it for my breakfast.
  • That is what I been doing.

Let’s see what else I been doing? …

Saturday September 12, 2020 at 8:56 am.

Master? Thank You for the burst of joy in my heart. Joy! Rejoicing. Glad and grateful to You is my state and condition of the moment. All things not to my liking are inconsequential.

  • Whatever I need to do but forget? You remind me just in time.
  • And humor? The best! I can laugh at all our idiosyncrasies without offending anyone.
  • We really are a laughable bunch but don’t tell that around because you might get a punch in your mouth. Hahaha! HalleluYah.
  • And me? O my Master! You know all about my gullibility.
  • Gullible? My natural trade.
  • But now You can give to me to laugh at my own self on account of my gullibility.
  • What a difference now.
  • Your wisdom is my trade.
  • No kidding. You have clothed me in Your wisdom all because Your immense love for Your wacky child.
  • Master? I wonder when I’ll get to post these especial lines.
  • You are harmonizing my past with my present.
  • What a marvel!
  • In my puny mind I am hoping for 70 JOD to purchase a new drive, but who knows?
  • You might send me 70 millions JOD to purchase not just my drive but!
  • To purchase a whole kit and caboodle needed not only for my computer work but most important to get going with the preparation You have in mind to keep us on the days of the great tribulation prophesied to soon take place.
  • This seems to be the first day of fall, a nice cool breeze but me?
  • Wondering how You going to keep my avocado trees with the winter coming.
  • O my Master, You know all about my wanders and lurking fears.
  • No problem anymore.
  • I am not any longer frantic about getting dirt and bigger containers and this or that for anything.
  • You have opened my mind to understand Your words about all needing to take place on Your appointed time.
  • The trees shall survive or maybe not, either way?
  • You give You take away at Your discretion.
  • Master? In retrospect?
  • I had me a good laugh with the crashing of my hard drive. Why?
  • EVERYTHING was working perfectly.
  • I felt pretty smug, but the fan in the computer has not work for a long time.
  • I had wander how to replace it.
  • Right at the moment before the great crash?
  • I looked, wow! the fan was rolling away!
  • And I, so delighted about it when boom!
  • The computer stalled and off went to the black screen of death.
  • Black screen and big sign NO OPERATING SYSTEM! WHAT?
  • It did not worry me a bit because I knew exactly what to do to get back in business,
  • Never crossed my mind this time? NIL!
  • The hard drive had crashed.
  • The rest is history. Bless my heart.
  • Here I am now, my Master. I need to format the drive with the GPT format for Windows 10 but!
  • I have no way to find out how to do that.
  • I fear to format at all and not be able to get to my external at all.
  • Ha! Now that this file is saved in the external I won’t lose it.
  • I will shut down the computer. then unplug the external drive.
  • Turn the computer back on and proceed with the format.
  • Maybe it’ll work?
  • Master? Help me. I am hoping that doing all of this is coming from You.
  • Let it be so. Saving now. It is Saturday September 12, 2020 at 9:50 am.

STUCK!!!

Sunday September 13, 2020 at 7:22.

Master? I am stuck. Nothing works to install Windows 10. I simply do not have an installation disk. All my ISO are corrupted. Now? I have no Internet. So? I cannot download anything that could help me.

  • One thing is for sure, I don’t like any of what goes on but!
  • You know I am not worried about it.
  • I am 100% sure of You working all things for our good.
  • And I thank You for the nice weather.
  • Also, I am not in pain. I am comfortable.
  • I don’t need to be elated or in the best of moods yet.
  • The things that go on and on in this world are not really the best motivators for a good mood.
  • I am only thankful that You are with and for me.
  • You never leave nor forsake me no matter what I feel or think or do.
  • I am grateful that I can record in this file saved in the external but I will close it now since the computer is instable.
  • I do not want to risk the external.
  • It is now Sunday September 13, 2020 at 8:24 am.

‎Beginning Of WordPad Entries

Sunday, ‎September ‎13, ‎2020 at 5:38 pm.

No Internet connection yet my Master. I will save this record in WordPad to work on.  I am worn out. Will try to sleep.

I am up at 7:23 pm but I don’t feel good. Maybe I should go back to sleep? Help me, my Master. I wait on You.

Testing my patience? …

‎Monday, ‎September ‎14, ‎2020 at 12:26 am.

I do not know what is to happen when the ISO CD stops uploading. It is taking a long time to upload. It is a test to my patience. But I wait for to stop it means more corruption in the files.

  • Master? You alone can get me out of this pickle.
  • I been waiting for Yazeed to bring me the Windows 10 CD to no avail.

You are in control. You have a reason for things to be the way they are.

‎Monday, ‎September ‎14, ‎2020 at 6:35 am.

Master? Thank You for this cool morning. Thank You for restoring the Internet for me. I am now to attempt to install Windows 7 Ultima.

O my Beloved Master! Surge of a good mood!

‎Monday, ‎14 ‎September, ‎2020 at 11:35 am.

You led me to the installation disk for Windows 7 Ultima, the best Windows before Windows 10. The best part? I installed and did not loose this journal. Now I am Hoping for You to lead me to fixt the Internet problem.  Thank You.

Update On The Nightmare Week Past …

Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 9:01 am.

Master? Thank You for my well-being despite all the computer situation looking bleak. I have 9 days to wait on You settle things up for me.

In the meantime? I will record the wonderful experience of yesterday in Your Presence as soon as I install the Scriptures and Photoshop.

Master? The Computer Is About To Crash For Good.  You Know It …

Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 3:26 pm.

I am typing with fear & trembling. Your answer yesterday? Psalms 39:6,7 and Psalms 40:4. It brought tears to my eyes. Why? A long time ago I lived with my daughter Roxana. My granddaughter Jessica would come to visit me every day.

  • That specific day she took my Amp Bible and marked those verses in Psalms 39 and 40.
  • Yesterday? I resigned to the fact that soon I will have no computer. I brought the matter to You. I picked my Bible and? Those verses popped! Amazing! Quote:

Psalms 39:6-7 AMPC+

Surely every man walks to and fro–like a shadow in a pantomime; surely for futility and emptiness he is in turmoil; each one heaps up riches, not knowing who will gather them. [1Co_7:31; Jas_4:14]

  • And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect?
  • My hope and expectation are in You.

I Wiped My Tears. I Began To Read. Way Up To Psalms 42 …

My soul mind, and spirit were renewed. It looks like I will have no computer but? I am not just resigned and hopeless, no. Indeed! And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect? My hope and expectation are in You now and forever!

  • In an email I  shared my experience with Roxana, quote:
  • On the verge of no computer. the hard drive crashed. the old drive installed is about to crash. I have no windows 10. The programs do not work in windows 7.
  • Al in all I need about $1000.00 to resolve it all and I am not willing to do anything about getting such monies, period.
  • Yesterday I had a wonderful experience. As I realized my predicament, I called on my Father. I opened my Bible and? Jessica’s marked scriptures popped. I began to read.
  • The tears began to flow, I could hardly read but, I wiped my tears and read on. Psalms 39-42.
  • I finished my reading. It came to me the futility of it all, and yet? no need to keep it all shut inside of me. I needed to speak up or blow up my mind into insanity. It came to me to speak to you. You have been connecting with me. I am not looking for advise just for understanding.
  • Father is in control of it all.
  • love,
  • mom

And That’s The New You Have Made. Thank You …

Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 11:05 pm.

Master? I guess I have been trying instead of trusting You. Then again? Maybe I have been trusting You are leading me to whatever I do or don’t do.

Where Am I Going? Where Are You Leading Me To Go Or Do Or Think? …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 12:13 am.

It’s a new day. Perhaps sleep is what I need? Heading for bed now. Slept until about 3 am. Here I am. O my Master! I am still trying to connect in the Internet.

I Don’t Know What To Do But You Do …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 6:17 am.

Show me the way, O my Master show me the way. Should taking care of the drivers solve the Internet problems? I will check now.

O But Your Answers Are For Real …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:00 pm

Ha! Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes. Your all-inclusive message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.

  • No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.
  • Yes, the powers to be have control of the Internet and all happenings in this so ever loved world of Yours but!
  • Such control is soon to terminate forever.
  • The powers to be know that they have only a little time to destroy Your workers.
  • Even so? O my Master! Your power no foe can resist.
  • What a comfort it is to live under Your loving protection.
  • And the best part? You are gathering all Your children one by one.

So? What Goes On With The Computer? …

That shall be the content of the next post. Much more to come. Wait.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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Your Tribe: Selected Group Of Readers With You For The Common Grounds Of Our Lives …

Another New Day You Made For Me. What Will It Be? …

Well? O My Master! Perhaps You Need To Establish The Way We Communicate? …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 6:00 am.

Ha! The hour and minutes! My goodness! O my Master? You been compelling me to pay mind to the numbers in the date and time I record Your words. Even so?

You have led me to quote the meaning of the numbers, but! …

You have not led me to quote the Scriptural grounds for the meaning of such numbers. Yes, I have read Brad Scott’s details for myself, but You have not led me to quote such details until today.

Wow! The Quote Is Extensive But Most Important To Enlighten Me Further …

O my Master? You know how easily I get bored reading all those Hebrew words and quotes that Brad uses, but, today? You are compelling me to read it. So be it. I must carefully read it.

  • Even so? O my Master! Things just don’t make sense to me. In the one hand You tell me that much study is a weariness to the mind. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:12 AMPC+

But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

  • In the other hand You are compelling me to read this long quote.
  • I fall sleep.
  • I have a hard time concentrating.
  • And what is the use, my Master?
  • So much has been quoted only to acquire knowledge.
  • No change.
  • Me? You know I am no longer searching for knowledge overload.
  • I am depending on You to quicken whatever I need to know.
  • And You know my Master that right now I am not in the best receptive mood.
  • The summer heat is getting the best of me.
  • I keep hoping and waiting for You to change my situation.
  • You know that my Master but I don’t understand why things do not change.
  • I know You do not count against me for expressing my feelings and thoughts to You.
  • For You know all about my deficiencies and doubts and fears.
  • But You also know that I refuse to tempt or manipulate You.
  • You know that I am just finding some relief in expressing my misery to You.
  • For You know it all better than any expert in this world can ever know.
  • You are the only One Who can not only listen, but You are the only One with the power to resolve all the inharmonious circumstances in my life.
  • And You are doing so. I know it. And You know that despite all my bickering I am depending and trusting You 100%.
  • It is coming to me to quote only the English part of the meaning of number 6. That makes me feel better about the quote. Thank You. Quote:

The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery

Six is the number that clearly represents man, satan, sin, and slavery.

Yesha’yahu 14:16-17

“They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the MAN who made the earth to tremble, and who did shake kingdoms. Who, made the world like a WILDERNESS, and DESTROYED it’s cities, who opened not the house of his prisoners?”

Using the English in this verse I could make a good case against the Sierra Club, who desire to destroy the cities and make the world like a wilderness. Aha! I’ve stumbled onto the identity of the beast. Well, maybe another day. There are dozens of words that have interesting ties to the number six and it’s multiples. I would like to address a few. There are only a handful of words that have a total gematria of six. The word for ‘separation’ and being ‘alone’ for example, is bad, which is an interesting play on words itself.

This word is used to describe Ephraim and their association with sin and disregard for Torah in Hoshea 8:9-12:

“For they are gone up to Assyria, a wild ass ALONE by HIMSELF, Ephraim hath hired lovers. Yea, though they have hired among the nations, now will I gather them, and they shall sorrow a little for the burden of the king of princes. Because Ephraim hath made many altars to SIN, altars shall be unto him to SIN. I have written to him the great things of my Torah, but they were counted as a strange thing.”

The word for ‘enemy’ is ‘eyvah, which has a gematria of 18 (3×6). The same is true of the Hebrew word for ‘sin’ – chatta’, which also has a gematria of 18. When YHVH blew into Adam’s nostrils and he became a ‘living’ soul, the word used here for man’s life is chay, which again has a gematria of 18.

The 6th letter of the Hebrew Aleph-Bet is vav. This word means a hook or a nail. There are only two Hebrew words that begin with a vav, but this letter appears the most times in scripture. It is not just coincidence that the other Hebrew word is vazar, which means to be guilty, or to bear a burden. It is only used one time in scripture.

Mishlei 21:8

“The way of a GUILTY MAN is devious and strange, but as for the pure, his work is right.”

The reason for the numerous appearances of the ‘vav’ is due to it’s use as the conjunction (and, but, now, so, etc). This word is used quite extensively to tie things together or to bind them. This places the two meanings of ‘binding together’ and a ‘nail’ into a provocative relationship. It is not happenstance that the Messiah was ‘nailed’ to a tree for our SINS, and that He DESTROYED the works of the DEVIL. It is the ‘vav’ or the nail that connects two things together. We know that when the Messiah was nailed to the tree, that He became SIN for us, that we might be made the righteousness of God in Him. Sin was literally joined together with Messiah that He might bear our burden and take our place. All these concepts are tied (pun intended) together with the number six. The nails left prints in His hands and in His feet. In the Greek language and gematria, a form of the letter ‘s’ is inserted as the 6th letter. It is called the stigma. To explain this I will quote from E.W. Bullinger’s popular book on numbers entitled “Number in Scripture”:

“This letter ‘s’ (called stigma) is used for the number 6. Why this letter and number should be thus associated we cannot tell, except that both are intimately connected with the ancient Egyptian ‘mysteries’. The three letters SSS were the symbol of ISIS, which is thus connected with 666 …”

It also might be of interest to know that the verbal root of the word stigma is to brand with a hot iron, which has always been one of several ways of putting a mark on someone. Ouch! As a last note of interest before I provide a list of several uses of the number six, I would like to remind anyone who will listen that the ‘beast’ of Hitgalut 13, will be a physical manifestation of a ‘spirit’ of antichrist, that has been in the world all along (1 Yochanan 4:3). When attempting to calculate the ‘number’ of his name, it might be remembered that his nature, as described by Sha’ul in 2 Thessalonians 2:7, is that of lawlessness or Torahlessness. This is the nature of the spirit of his followers as well, for it is my opinion that his number is intimately tied to man’s ways over God’s ways.

    * The serpent is the 6th character revealed in B’reshith.

    * Satan is mentioned 6 times in the wilderness experience with Messiah.

    * Goliath has 6 pieces of armor: Sh’mu’el Aleph 17.

    * The great Pyramid is built in multiples of 6. (Compared to the Tabernacle with multiples of 5.)

    * Cain’s descendants are given to the 6th generation.

    * There are six words used for ‘man’ in scripture: 4 Hebrew, 2 Greek.

    * 6 cities of refuge.

    * ‘A thousand years’ is mentioned 6 times in Hitgalut.

    * Messiah had 6 trials.

    * The kingdoms of this world are to last 6 thousand years. End of quote. Phew!

Now I Am Beginning To Get A Clue As To Your Purpose For This Quote …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 3:38 pm.

O my Master! Your aim for me to quote whatever is not anything like quoting man’s ways over Your ways. On the contrary.

  • Your purpose is to open our minds and understand what is going on with this COVID-19 crisis.

It All Boils Down To Understand The Scriptures …

Ha! This is neat! What is happening now with our reaction to the virus crisis is liken what went on when Yahushua was nailed to the tree leaving His disciples down and out because they thought they have been fooled.

  • Yes, indeed! They walked with Yahushua for some 3 years.
  • They believed Him.
  • But now He was buried and they were at the mercy of the Jews perhaps to be killed as well.
  • How vividly I see now that group bunched together under lock door grilling fish to feed themselves.
  • Suddenly! Yahushua among them! Wow! Quote:

Luke 24:36-49 AMPC+

Now while they were talking about this, Yahushua Himself took His stand among them and said to them, Peace (freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin) be to you!

But they were so startled and terrified that they thought they saw a spirit.

And He said to them, Why are you disturbed and troubled, and why do such doubts and questionings arise in your hearts?

See My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself! Feel and handle Me and see, for a spirit does not have flesh and bones, as you see that I have.

And when He had said this, He showed them His hands and His feet.

And while [since] they still could not believe it for sheer joy and marveled, He said to them, Have you anything here to eat?

They gave Him a piece of broiled fish,

And He took [it] and ate [it] before them.

Then He said to them, This is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures,

And said to them, Thus it is written that the Messiah should suffer and on the third day rise from (among) the dead, [Hos_6:2]

And that repentance [with a view to and as the condition of] forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.

You are witnesses of these things.

And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high. End of quote.

  • The heat is at its peak. The computer is very hot. I will turn it off for a couple of hours.
  • It is now Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 4:29 pm.

You Are Witnesses Of These Things …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 10:18 pm.

Yes, I am a witness of the accuracy of Your written words now written in my heart by the power of Your unfathomable wisdom and the immensity of Your love and mercy for me, but!

I Had To Wait For You To Cloth Me With Power From On High …

Ha! So, that has been the root of all my life’s misery—I had not waited on You to cloth me.

  • I been clothing my own self following the ways of mankind. Even worse?
  • No one force me to follow the ways of mankind.
  • But! I have wrongly made myself a victim of the system.
  • For the longest I bit on the ‘It’s not your fault’ when, it has been my fault all along.
  • Wow! The truth of the matter has set me free!

The Best Part? You Have Done The Work …

No more wanderings for me. I am free indeed! You have now clothed me with the power from on high to be Your witness for Your Tribe to shine in Your time.

So? How Are You Putting All These Pieces Together? …

Here I am. It is almost midnight. What has happened today? Master? I feel like I am back from a long journey following the ways of mankind. Amazing feeling!

The Truth? All Pieces In My Life Are Now In Place …

Honestly. All problems with the computer are resolved. All lurking fears have disappeared.

  • I am alive and complete.
  • Secured.
  • You are with and for me.
  • You never leave nor forsake me for real.
  • Amazing Reality To Avail Me For Eternity …

How You did it? …

I do not need to know the ‘hows’. It is not about my knowledge or my faith or about my doings at all.

It Is All About Your Passionate Love For Your Creation …

Everything which is written concerning Yahushua in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

And That Is What It All Boils Down To Bring Us All To Repent From Our Ways …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 11:19 pm.

O my Master! Your passionate love for me is what brought me to repent even of my last floundering to resolve the computer problems.

  • Wow! What an amazing experience to last me eternally!

Invisible Reality Now Quite Visible

The 2020 Year? The Year No Longer To Fear Our Fears!

  • Behold! His Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
  • Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love
  • Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel—The Supreme Authority Over All In Existence …
  • New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life.
  • Living Wonderfully Free! Suffocating Fears?
  • No Longer My Lifetime Invaders nor My Persuaders!
  • Anger. Gloom. Glee. Illnesses The Whole Mess = Mental Insanity!
  • Mental Insanity Abolished!
  • Restored
  • Loved To Love
  • Divinely Implanted Beauty
  • The Eternity within me
  • Forever to be!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Bible, Christian, Computers, love, poetry, truth that set you free

Your Tribe: Selected Group Of Readers With You For The Common Grounds Of Our Lives …

Another New Day You Made For Me. What Will It Be? …

Well? O My Master! Perhaps You Need To Establish The Way We Communicate? …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 6:00 am.

Ha! The hour and minutes! My goodness! O my Master? You been compelling me to pay mind to the numbers in the date and time I record Your words. Even so?

You have led me to quote the meaning of the numbers, but! …

You have not led me to quote the Scriptural grounds for the meaning of such numbers. Yes, I have read Brad Scott’s details for myself, but You have not led me to quote such details until today.

Wow! The Quote Is Extensive But Most Important To Enlighten Me Further …

O my Master? You know how easily I get bored reading all those Hebrew words and quotes that Brad uses, but, today? You are compelling me to read it. So be it. I must carefully read it.

  • Even so? O my Master! Things just don’t make sense to me. In the one hand You tell me that much study is a weariness to the mind. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:12 AMPC+

But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

  • In the other hand You are compelling me to read this long quote.
  • I fall sleep.
  • I have a hard time concentrating.
  • And what is the use, my Master?
  • So much has been quoted only to acquire knowledge.
  • No change.
  • Me? You know I am no longer searching for knowledge overload.
  • I am depending on You to quicken whatever I need to know.
  • And You know my Master that right now I am not in the best receptive mood.
  • The summer heat is getting the best of me.
  • I keep hoping and waiting for You to change my situation.
  • You know that my Master but I don’t understand why things do not change.
  • I know You do not count against me for expressing my feelings and thoughts to You.
  • For You know all about my deficiencies and doubts and fears.
  • But You also know that I refuse to tempt or manipulate You.
  • You know that I am just finding some relief in expressing my misery to You.
  • For You know it all better than any expert in this world can ever know.
  • You are the only One Who can not only listen, but You are the only One with the power to resolve all the inharmonious circumstances in my life.
  • And You are doing so. I know it. And You know that despite all my bickering I am depending and trusting You 100%.
  • It is coming to me to quote only the English part of the meaning of number 6. That makes me feel better about the quote. Thank You. Quote:

The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery

Six is the number that clearly represents man, satan, sin, and slavery.

Yesha’yahu 14:16-17

“They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the MAN who made the earth to tremble, and who did shake kingdoms. Who, made the world like a WILDERNESS, and DESTROYED it’s cities, who opened not the house of his prisoners?”

Using the English in this verse I could make a good case against the Sierra Club, who desire to destroy the cities and make the world like a wilderness. Aha! I’ve stumbled onto the identity of the beast. Well, maybe another day. There are dozens of words that have interesting ties to the number six and it’s multiples. I would like to address a few. There are only a handful of words that have a total gematria of six. The word for ‘separation’ and being ‘alone’ for example, is bad, which is an interesting play on words itself.

This word is used to describe Ephraim and their association with sin and disregard for Torah in Hoshea 8:9-12:

“For they are gone up to Assyria, a wild ass ALONE by HIMSELF, Ephraim hath hired lovers. Yea, though they have hired among the nations, now will I gather them, and they shall sorrow a little for the burden of the king of princes. Because Ephraim hath made many altars to SIN, altars shall be unto him to SIN. I have written to him the great things of my Torah, but they were counted as a strange thing.”

The word for ‘enemy’ is ‘eyvah, which has a gematria of 18 (3×6). The same is true of the Hebrew word for ‘sin’ – chatta’, which also has a gematria of 18. When YHVH blew into Adam’s nostrils and he became a ‘living’ soul, the word used here for man’s life is chay, which again has a gematria of 18.

The 6th letter of the Hebrew Aleph-Bet is vav. This word means a hook or a nail. There are only two Hebrew words that begin with a vav, but this letter appears the most times in scripture. It is not just coincidence that the other Hebrew word is vazar, which means to be guilty, or to bear a burden. It is only used one time in scripture.

Mishlei 21:8

“The way of a GUILTY MAN is devious and strange, but as for the pure, his work is right.”

The reason for the numerous appearances of the ‘vav’ is due to it’s use as the conjunction (and, but, now, so, etc). This word is used quite extensively to tie things together or to bind them. This places the two meanings of ‘binding together’ and a ‘nail’ into a provocative relationship. It is not happenstance that the Messiah was ‘nailed’ to a tree for our SINS, and that He DESTROYED the works of the DEVIL. It is the ‘vav’ or the nail that connects two things together. We know that when the Messiah was nailed to the tree, that He became SIN for us, that we might be made the righteousness of God in Him. Sin was literally joined together with Messiah that He might bear our burden and take our place. All these concepts are tied (pun intended) together with the number six. The nails left prints in His hands and in His feet. In the Greek language and gematria, a form of the letter ‘s’ is inserted as the 6th letter. It is called the stigma. To explain this I will quote from E.W. Bullinger’s popular book on numbers entitled “Number in Scripture”:

“This letter ‘s’ (called stigma) is used for the number 6. Why this letter and number should be thus associated we cannot tell, except that both are intimately connected with the ancient Egyptian ‘mysteries’. The three letters SSS were the symbol of ISIS, which is thus connected with 666 …”

It also might be of interest to know that the verbal root of the word stigma is to brand with a hot iron, which has always been one of several ways of putting a mark on someone. Ouch! As a last note of interest before I provide a list of several uses of the number six, I would like to remind anyone who will listen that the ‘beast’ of Hitgalut 13, will be a physical manifestation of a ‘spirit’ of antichrist, that has been in the world all along (1 Yochanan 4:3). When attempting to calculate the ‘number’ of his name, it might be remembered that his nature, as described by Sha’ul in 2 Thessalonians 2:7, is that of lawlessness or Torahlessness. This is the nature of the spirit of his followers as well, for it is my opinion that his number is intimately tied to man’s ways over God’s ways.

    * The serpent is the 6th character revealed in B’reshith.

    * Satan is mentioned 6 times in the wilderness experience with Messiah.

    * Goliath has 6 pieces of armor: Sh’mu’el Aleph 17.

    * The great Pyramid is built in multiples of 6. (Compared to the Tabernacle with multiples of 5.)

    * Cain’s descendants are given to the 6th generation.

    * There are six words used for ‘man’ in scripture: 4 Hebrew, 2 Greek.

    * 6 cities of refuge.

    * ‘A thousand years’ is mentioned 6 times in Hitgalut.

    * Messiah had 6 trials.

    * The kingdoms of this world are to last 6 thousand years. End of quote. Phew!

Now I Am Beginning To Get A Clue As To Your Purpose For This Quote …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 3:38 pm.

O my Master! Your aim for me to quote whatever is not anything like quoting man’s ways over Your ways. On the contrary.

  • Your purpose is to open our minds and understand what is going on with this COVID-19 crisis.

It All Boils Down To Understand The Scriptures …

Ha! This is neat! What is happening now with our reaction to the virus crisis is liken what went on when Yahushua was nailed to the tree leaving His disciples down and out because they thought they have been fooled.

  • Yes, indeed! They walked with Yahushua for some 3 years.
  • They believed Him.
  • But now He was buried and they were at the mercy of the Jews perhaps to be killed as well.
  • How vividly I see now that group bunched together under lock door grilling fish to feed themselves.
  • Suddenly! Yahushua among them! Wow! Quote:

Luke 24:36-49 AMPC+

Now while they were talking about this, Yahushua Himself took His stand among them and said to them, Peace (freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin) be to you!

But they were so startled and terrified that they thought they saw a spirit.

And He said to them, Why are you disturbed and troubled, and why do such doubts and questionings arise in your hearts?

See My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself! Feel and handle Me and see, for a spirit does not have flesh and bones, as you see that I have.

And when He had said this, He showed them His hands and His feet.

And while [since] they still could not believe it for sheer joy and marveled, He said to them, Have you anything here to eat?

They gave Him a piece of broiled fish,

And He took [it] and ate [it] before them.

Then He said to them, This is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures,

And said to them, Thus it is written that the Messiah should suffer and on the third day rise from (among) the dead, [Hos_6:2]

And that repentance [with a view to and as the condition of] forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.

You are witnesses of these things.

And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high. End of quote.

  • The heat is at its peak. The computer is very hot. I will turn it off for a couple of hours.
  • It is now Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 4:29 pm.

You Are Witnesses Of These Things …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 10:18 pm.

Yes, I am a witness of the accuracy of Your written words now written in my heart by the power of Your unfathomable wisdom and the immensity of Your love and mercy for me, but!

I Had To Wait For You To Cloth Me With Power From On High …

Ha! So, that has been the root of all my life’s misery—I had not waited on You to cloth me.

  • I been clothing my own self following the ways of mankind. Even worse?
  • No one force me to follow the ways of mankind.
  • But! I have wrongly made myself a victim of the system.
  • For the longest I bit on the ‘It’s not your fault’ when, it has been my fault all along.
  • Wow! The truth of the matter has set me free!

The Best Part? You Have Done The Work …

No more wanderings for me. I am free indeed! You have now clothed me with the power from on high to be Your witness for Your Tribe to shine in Your time.

So? How Are You Putting All These Pieces Together? …

Here I am. It is almost midnight. What has happened today? Master? I feel like I am back from a long journey following the ways of mankind. Amazing feeling!

The Truth? All Pieces In My Life Are Now In Place …

Honestly. All problems with the computer are resolved. All lurking fears have disappeared.

  • I am alive and complete.
  • Secured.
  • You are with and for me.
  • You never leave nor forsake me for real.
  • Amazing Reality To Avail Me For Eternity …

How You did it? …

I do not need to know the ‘hows’. It is not about my knowledge or my faith or about my doings at all.

It Is All About Your Passionate Love For Your Creation …

Everything which is written concerning Yahushua in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

And That Is What It All Boils Down To Bring Us All To Repent From Our Ways …

Tuesday, September 8, 2020 at 11:19 pm.

O my Master! Your passionate love for me is what brought me to repent even of my last floundering to resolve the computer problems.

  • Wow! What an amazing experience to last me eternally!

Invisible Reality Now Quite Visible

The 2020 Year? The Year No Longer To Fear Our Fears!

  • Behold! His Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
  • Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love
  • Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel—The Supreme Authority Over All In Existence …
  • New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life.
  • Living Wonderfully Free! Suffocating Fears?
  • No Longer My Lifetime Invaders nor My Persuaders!
  • Anger. Gloom. Glee. Illnesses The Whole Mess = Mental Insanity!
  • Mental Insanity Abolished!
  • Restored
  • Loved To Love
  • Divinely Implanted Beauty
  • The Eternity within me
  • Forever to be!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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The Almighty’s Love At Work In People’s Lives.

New Cycle. The Tide Is Changing. Good Thing! Take A Fling!

 

You Are Working A Good Plan For Us. I Wait No Matter How Long I Must …

Wednesday, August 19, 2020 at 10:02 am.

Waiting is the hardest thing I must do. You know it my Master. I thank You for Your grace. Your grace has become sufficient for me not only to wait but to overcome all ills and difficulties in my way.

  • Besides, You comfort me with vivid dreams on what to wait for.
  • I dreamed Ahmad by the new table setup arranging 3 beautiful red roses. Then he bent over to pickup a large box. He placed it on the table, opened it. He began to take beautiful fresh green bunches of broccolis placing them on the table.

I Woke Up With Such Good Sense And Renewed Determination To Wait …

I so much wanted to call Ahmad to share such amazing dream, but! I refuse to do anything to make things happen. I will wait however long it takes for You to develop Your doings. Meaning of dream:

Red Roses

Roses symbolize God’s love at work in people’s lives. These elegant flowers regularly show up in miracles and encounters with angels.

Finding love – a new relationship is beginning.

A sign of recognizing love in your life.

Being happy in a relationship.

Being given a red rose is an indication that someone new is coming into your life. or that you are going to reach a new and promising level in your love life.

Broccoli dream is a clue for the renewal of life and reflection of your own past. An important decision will prove to be a positive change filled with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Something is still keeping you two in each other’s lives. This dream stands for the feminine and the masculine, the spiritual and the physical and the emotional and the rational. You must let go of the past in order to move forward with your life.

Vivid Dream. Renewed Determination To Wait On You However Long You Take To Materialize This Dream, But!…

The description tells me exactly what You have implanted in my mind and heart respecting my love relationships.

  • Indeed! You are the One, the Something which is keeping Ahmad and I in each other’s lives.
  • Then? I am expecting a new Ahmad, the Ahmad You meant for him to be.
  • That is the meaning of him placing those 3 red roses on my table.
  • Also, this dream stands for the separation of the vile from the precious that must take place, and?
  • Lastly? I must let go of the past to move forward with my life in relationship with my loved ones.

Midnight Again. Silence …

Wednesday, August 19, 2020 at 11:44 pm.

Master? I take it the half hour of silence for me is not finish. Silence remains in my end. Heading for bed. I wait. No matter how long it takes I’ll wait with bated breath to see the wonders You have in store for me.

One More Day At Attention …

Thursday, August 20, 2020 at 9:37 am.

The illustration for the dream is finished. Now I wait to see how You intent for me to use it. I am hoping that perhaps tomorrow Ahmad might come bearing the expected good news.

I Sense I Am To Keep These Things To Myself Until You Send Me That New Ahmad …

Thursday, August 20, 2020 at 3:12 pm.

So? I thank You for Your grace and strength to keep going on and on despite the misery of separation and aloneness.

  • Ha! Change of headline to:
  • The Almighty’s Love At Work In People’s Lives.
  • New Cycle. The Tide Is Changing. Good Thing! Take A Fling!

Things Are Looking Up, My Master! …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 5:26 am.

The more I wait and depend on You the better things are getting organized in my mind.

  • Amazing! Spent yesterday cleaning and updating the computer. Still have problems uploading my graphics.
  • In my attempt to get help from a professional and in response to their instructions to give a detailed account of my request, I wrote:

Request

I am a spiritual writer with a no budget (money) to get help, so? I been helping myself since 1985 when I got my first PC.

For 35 years I have taught myself from DOS to the first Windows and dealt with the Internet since the days of Netscape.

Taught myself how to create websites but I did not come into blogging until 2005. At that time I discover WordPress.com.

Took a course. Went crazy creating WordPress.com blogs. Then I learned about .org.

My first server was GoDaddy.com but since then I am now with SiteGround.com using my food money to pay for it. But that was Ok until now.

What is my GREAT issue?

1.- Not able to keep up with all the advanced technology and updates.

2.-I can only upload 128M graphics. Why?

3.-The 20GB I get with my present plan are full.

4.-Not able to pay the high price to get 40GB instead of the 20

that I get now for the price of $30.

5.-So? I am looking for a way to clean up my site and media.

6.-That’s where the Media Cleaner WPSweep got installed but it did not help me to reduce the size of the data.

7.-The site is clean and updated now but still only 128M to upload my graphics.

  1. SiteGround has gone with the Cloud craze and now no help. they tell me I need a developer to resolve my WordPress problems.

9.-I am at my wits end with no money to pay for a developer.

  1. Not willing to go through the horror of changing servers either.
  2. – Is there help anywheres?

12.- Thank you for asking my details.

13.- At least I got my trouble organized in my mind if nothing else. :-)

Blessings! thiaBasilia End of quote.

  • Ha! O my Master! You gave me quite a detailed summary of my situation.
  • They promised to look into the matter and respond to my inquiry within 24 hours at the most.
  • Maybe they respond. Maybe they won’t. Either way You are in control of it all.

Ha! Once Again? You Came Through Before The Help Arrived …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 10:01 am.

After an hour or so it came to me to check the settings for the SiteGround Optimizer plugin. It was not enabled.

  • After I enabled it, I checked the loading of my graphics. Wow!
  • Everything loads perfectly and fast! Unbelievable!

Talking About Encouragement? You Alone Are Supreme …

From the very first time of my looking for help to edit my writings, You told me quite clear:

“No one is to edit the words I give to you. I will do the editing in your own heart!”

  • Some 30 years plus later? In my frustrating moments I turn for the help available to no avail. Wonderful experts all willing to help me but not able to do so.

Amazing! You Will Not Give Your Honor To Another …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 11:34 am.

So it is written for one chapter in Isaiah 48. More and more with every incident You confirm to me how accurately Your written words are coming to pass. Quote:

Isaiah 48:1-11 AMPC+

HEAR THIS, O house of Jacob, who are called by the name of Israel and who come forth from the seed of Judah, you who swear allegiance by the name of the Master and make mention of the Almighty Creator of Israel–but not in truth and sincerity, nor in righteousness (rightness and moral and spiritual rectitude in every area and relation)–

For they call themselves [citizens] of the holy city and depend on the Almighty Creator of Israel–the Master of hosts is His name.

I have declared from the beginning the former things [which happened in times past to Israel]; they went forth from My mouth and I made them known; then suddenly I did them, and they came to pass [says the Master].

Because I knew that you were obstinate, and your neck was an iron sinew and your brow was brass,

Therefore I have declared things to come to you from of old; before they came to pass I announced them to you, so that you could not say, My idol has done them, and my graven image and my molten image have commanded them.

You have heard [these things foretold], now you see this fulfillment. And will you not bear witness to it? I show you specified new things from this time forth, even hidden things [kept in reserve] which you have not known.

They are created now [called into being by the prophetic word], and not long ago; and before today you have never heard of them, lest you should say, Behold, I knew them!

Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, the Master, knew that you, O house of Israel, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel [in revolt] from your birth.

For My name’s sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off.

Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction.

For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it [I refrain and do not utterly destroy you]; for why should I permit My name to be polluted and profaned [which it would be if the Master completely destroyed His chosen people]? And I will not give My glory to another [by permitting the worshipers of idols to triumph over you]. End of quote.

Those Words Apply To Me Verbatim, But! …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 12:33 pm.

Such thing did not occur to me at all! I always thought those words to be for them not for me.

  • And of course, in my former Christian circle it was considered those words were for the ‘bad’ Jews.

That’s The Way Of The Human Nature …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 3:30 pm.

No surprise. Even so? I owe nothing to my human nature or my flesh. You have set me free to be on the mountain top with Thee.

  • That’s Your word to me. But it is written:

Romans 8:11-13

And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Jesus from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Messiah Yahushua from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

So then, brethren, we are debtors, but not to the flesh [we are not obligated to our carnal nature], to live [a life ruled by the standards set up by the dictates] of the flesh.

For if you live according to [the dictates of] the flesh, you will surely die. But if through the power of the [Holy] Spirit you are [habitually] putting to death (making extinct, deadening) the [evil] deeds prompted by the body, you shall [really and genuinely] live forever. End of quote.

Now? You Have Revealed To Me The Problem With Those Words …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 5:49 pm.

Actually? You revealed the problem to me a long time ago, but! People gets really touchy if anyone questions what they believe to be Your Spirit.

  • Even so? You revealed to me how I was confessing to live by Your Spirit with my mouth but, I was living a worldly life just like everybody else lives.
  • What is the key to habitually put to death making extinct, deadening the evil deeds prompted by the body?

The Key? The Power Of Your Spirit Implanted In My Being …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 4:21 am.

But the Power Of Your Spirit Implanted In My Being was hidden in my soul until the time came to reveal such amazing power to me.

The Time Is Now. Indeed! Now Is The Time For Your Power To Avail Me …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 5:42 am.

Only Your power is nothing at all that I can define. Here I been troubling myself unnecessarily for what I am realizing just now, but!

  • In the economy of our lives You do not waste a second.
  • All our doings are used respectively.
  • What on earth am I talking about?
  • I am talking about me and my unnecessary troubles and tribulations in my soul.
  • I been waiting with bated breath for Ahmad to walk in with loads of goodies. Duh!
  • Morning and night my waiting takes a toll on me and the tears flow and?
  • Computer troubles. And the hot weather. And the nagging pain from head to toe. And the silence!
  • Ha! Duh! Not a clue of Your doings. Not a sign of Ahmad. No fruit. No mangoes or avocados. No goodies at all. Just my little friend coming in the door with plain food, and?

O My Master! How Gently You Lead This Child Of Yours

 …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 6:21 am.

I sense Your Presence in the most remarkable way. No words to describe the marvel of Your Presence embracing me. I am speechless.

All Over The World The Spirit Is Moving! …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 9:05 am.

I get likes and followers from all over the world, but the last two connections totally fascinate me. The response to my request for help with the computer troubles opened my mind’s door. My reply:

O Richard!

So glad to hear from you. The task assigned unto me is unique, and? Uniquely connected. After I wrote my request it came to me to follow the leading within me. Configure the plugs. Hooray! Like magic! Everything working to perfection after so many days of my beating a dead horse blindly.

Richard? There is a reason for your unique request to give you details of my request for help. I have such sense of soul connecting with whomever read my strange writings. Go figure it!

I am just so glad for your honest and caring response and hope to hear from you or whomever wishes to chime in. Have a blessed day. His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.End of quote.

  • Then? A new follower from Iowa. You quickened me to respond to this one. I did. Now I am waiting for her response if any. Quote:

Comment: Ha! Your following? Quite intriguing. Your remark, ‘I’m excited about the new direction my life is about to take.’ puzzles me. Have u considered visiting Amman, Jordan? I like to invite you to do so.

love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

Also? A Short Line From Roxana And Robin But Not A Sign From Ahmad Yet …

All of these unexpected happenings jolted the sense of Your embrace. Such sense is to remain with me to strengthen and light my way to go on and on.

  • The best part? I am no longer troubled with false expectations.
  • Your embrace fulfills all my expectations.
  • I will now continue to create the graphics to illustrate as You lead me to do.

There I Sit Watching It All Take Place With Amazing Precision …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 11:18 am.

Just then, about an hour ago who walks in? My new Ahmad! Wow! What an encounter You prepared for us. Amazing, good news culminating in You embracing both of us never to be separated again.

  • You have made everything beautiful in its time for Ahmad and me.

Your Leading To Close And Continue In Future Posts …

There is no telling how You are making everything beautiful for Ahmad and myself and all included in our lives.

  • I wait. No matter how long it takes I wait with renewed strength and determination.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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Routines And Rituals Are The Chains That Bind Us To Our Ways …

Ha! Even More Than Chains They Are Like Crazy Glue That Fix Us To Permanently Be Stuck Up In Our Ways. What A Marvel!

Amazingly Simple Ways To Be Flexible Ready To Bid Your Will At Any Time …

Truly, truly, truly! What marvels You are revealing to me to set me free from my stuck-up ways. And at times like the times going on in this systematic world You have left me in.

You Know This Shall Debunk The Systems Of This World In Time, But!

It might cost me. For Your people is quite set in the rituals, routines, and ways and traditions of the organized Church and Your so loved world systems.

  • They already consider me to be not of them anymore.
  • No matter. You are about to change hearts and minds.
  • One by one they shall all be set free to abandon rituals and routines.
  • Set free in spirit and truth to worship Thee.
  • Such is the beauty of Your security.

Another Day Of Silence. I Wait On You. I Am Counting On Your Word …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 12:23 am.

I refuse to live in doubt and fear because things are not happening the way I as a human think they should happen. Even so?

  • The weight of the chaos and confusion in Your so loved world weights on my mind quite heavily while I wait and lean on You.
  • But that is the lot of Your mouthpieces from the beginning of time.

I Must Always Remember Your Written Words …

It is written, You have made everything beautiful in its time. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

11  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.  End of quote.

Your Word Is Clear. Only You Can Satisfy My Sense Of Purpose As Your Mouthpiece …

Therefore, You have invested upon me Your strength and power to fulfill such purpose without flinching. Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me.

Indeed! I Am Going On And On …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 5:48 am.

I don’t know or understand anything at all anymore. Neither do I want to do so. You are my Master. I am depending and counting on You even for the next breath I take.

So? I Have No News About Ahmad Or My Children …

Days have gone by without a peep from Ahmad. Each morning and night I keep hoping for my door to open by Ahmad’s hand to no avail.

  • I think You heard my request to take that hope out of my mind.
  • It seems Your answer to be to keep hoping.
  • Ahmad shall show up bearing wonderful news.
  • I must not give up such hope no matter how long it takes for it to materialize.
  • You have established the mother and son relationship between Ahmad and me.
  • Therefore? It is not a worldly relationship.
  • I must not think about it in a worldly way, but!

Only You Can Give Me The Wisdom To Think As You Intent For Me To Think About It …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 8:23 am.

And You are doing so every step of my journey in Your Presence. Away now with my lamenting and my doubts and fears and feelings and unworthy suspicious about Your faithfulness to us all.

  • You are with and for me.
  • I am going on and on with Your strength and wisdom You have implanted within me.

Silence For About Half An Hour In Heaven …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 2:19 pm.

Throughout this ominous period of silence from Ahmad and my children I have been hearing about the half hour silence in the heaven but!

  • It did not come to me to check the Scriptures until today.
  • Right on time You quickened me to check the Scriptures.
  • I did and I am speechless.
  • Numerous are the claims to come up with all kinds of deciphering the Revelations or Apocalypse book.
  • Enough written to boggle one’s mind.
  • But why I am speechless?
  • I don’t think I have heard or read what You showed me today.

What Did You Showed Me? …

O my Master! As I began to read on chapter 8 and continued to further chapters, it shocked me how totally I lack understanding of such book.

  • I shuddered to think of such future soon to come to be the present.
  • Suddenly! It came to me. I heard Your voice lovingly correcting me.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? This is not a future soon to be the present. This is the present already going on in the spiritual realm.

I need you to go back to December 2019. You were concerned about spiritual and physical matters then.

Go back to refresh your mind and be restored from the shock of today while you read what I quickened you to read. Quote:

 

O My child! Pause. Reflect. Yahushua in Matthew 6:24-34 clearly address the matter of your physical needs.

But how You delight My Being! Though that your mind is constantly churning all kinds of imaginations against My written words, you are living a childlike life to My delight.

  • A child do not understand pain and misery or the opposite.

The growing up world fluctuates between glee and gloom to the child’s bewilderment. Exactly as your present predicament.

You do not understand the glee and gloom to boom at the most unexpected times. But! Like a child, you have no choice in the matter.

  • Bewildered with pain and lack day after day is the only way the human knows for the most, and? You are human. What is a human to do under such strait circumstances?
  • Inevitable the grownup human does whatever that human thinks is best to do but a child?
  • All the child can do is to come the parent.

That’s your attitude now to My delight.

Fear not, My precious child. Your pain and lack shall soon be no more. That’s the fact at that.

  • Now? How long are you to wait with your hope and expectation set on Me? As long as I consider it to be.

Regardless, I am delighted with your privilege to sit at My feet while the many distracting things around you tend to distract your childlike attitude.

Relax. Nothing and no way anything can now distract and lure you away from My loving care and protection.

  • Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? As I have warned you before there is a war going on in the spiritual realm.
  • Your souls are at stake. The powers and principalities are intent in setting blocks to prevent your blessings, but!

In no way shape or form shall the enemy be able to truncate My intent to restore you all to the original state for which I created you, to be My loved family to love Me in return.

  • All your suffering of the moment shall soon come to nothing compare with the immensity of My blessings far above any blessings of the past
  • Such blessings soon to be seen to jolt the souls of many that shall be compelled to repent from their wrong concept of My Being and My existence.
  • Even so? It’s not My will that you focus on My blessings.
  • My will is for your focus to be set on Me—the power of My love for thee.

These words are to empower you with patient endurance while you wait with hope stronger than ever before.  For it is written. Remember Romans 8:36-39 and Matthew 6:24-34.

Quote:

Who shall ever separate us from Messiah’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter.

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Our Creator which is in Messiah Yahushua our Master!

Matthew 6:24-34

No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve God and mammon—deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in.

Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater [in quality] than food, and the body [far above and more excellent] than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? [Psa 39:5-7]

And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin.

Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these. [1Ki 10:4-7]

But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear?

For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. End of quote.

 

“My child, you are experiencing a minute portion of what is going on the heaven. Yes, there is silence as it is written.

Quote:

Revelation 8:1-5

WHEN HE [the Lamb] broke open the seventh seal, there was silence for about half an hour in heaven.

Then I saw the seven angels who stand before the Almighty, and to them were given seven trumpets.

And another angel came and stood over the altar. He had a golden censer, and he was given very much incense (fragrant spices and gums which exhale perfume when burned), that he might mingle it with the prayers of all the people of God (the saints) upon the golden altar before the throne. [Psa_141:2]

And the smoke of the incense (the perfume) arose in the presence of the Almighty, with the prayers of His people (the saints), from the hand of the angel.

So the angel took the censer and filled it with fire from the altar and cast it upon the earth. Then there followed peals of thunder and loud rumblings and blasts and noises, and flashes of lightning and an earthquake. [Lev_16:12; Eze_10:2.] End of quote.

 

“You see, My precious child? No matter what is the state and condition of My people they are praying for mercy and I am responding.

  • Even so? O My child, My response is taking place in the spiritual realm. In the physical this earth is only getting mild flashes of what is going on in the spiritual realm.
  • Therefore, My people have not yet waken up to the severity of it all.
  • No matter. This time I am not reaching out to the multitude.
  • One by one I am reaching each individual child of Mine as it is written.

Quote:

Jeremiah 3:14-16

Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Husband to you, and I will take you [not as a nation, but individually]–one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk_15:20-22]

And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.

And it shall be that when you have multiplied and increased in the land in those days, says the Master, they shall no more say, The ark of the covenant of the Master. It shall not come to mind, nor shall they [seriously] remember it, nor shall they miss or visit it, nor shall it be repaired or made again [for instead of the ark, which represented the Almighty’s presence, He will show Himself to be present throughout the city]. [Isa_65:17; Rev_21:3, Rev_21:22-23] End of quote.

“That is My child what you read today in Revelations 21:22-23. And that is Your hope to wait on Me with patience and composure.

O my precious and beloved child of Mine, I have heard your prayer to hear from Ahmad from the moment you uttered such prayer, even so, remember Daniel 10:11-21.

Quote:

And [the angel] said to me, O Daniel, you greatly beloved man, understand the words that I speak to you and stand upright, for to you I am now sent. And while he was saying this word to me, I stood up trembling.

Then he said to me, Fear not, Daniel, for from the first day that you set your mind and heart to understand and to humble yourself before your Almighty, your words were heard, and I have come as a consequence of [and in response to] your words.

But the prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me for twenty-one days. Then Michael, one of the chief [of the celestial] princes, came to help me, for I remained there with the kings of Persia.

Now I have come to make you understand what is to befall your people in the latter days, for the vision is for [many] days yet to come.

(15)  When he had spoken to me according to these words, I turned my face toward the ground and was dumb.

And behold, one in the likeness of the sons of men touched my lips. Then I opened my mouth and spoke. I said to him who stood before me, O my lord, by reason of the vision sorrows and pains have come upon me, and I retain no strength.

For how can my lord’s servant [who is so feeble] talk with this my lord? For now no strength remains in me, nor is there any breath left in me.

Then there touched me again one whose appearance was like that of a man, and he strengthened me.

And he said, O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be to you! Be strong, yes, be strong. And when he had spoken to me, I was strengthened and said, Let my lord speak, for you have strengthened me.

Then he said, Do you know why I have come to you? And now I will return to fight with the [hostile] prince of Persia; and when I have gone, behold, the [hostile] prince of Greece will come.

But I will tell you what is inscribed in the writing of truth or the Book of Truth. There is no one who holds with me and strengthens himself against these [hostile spirit forces] except Michael, your prince [national guardian angel]. End of quote.

“I know My precious thiaBasilia that you do not understand much of those words addressed to Daniel but those words apply to what you are experiencing now.

  • I am now saying to you, My precious child,
  • Fear not, thiaBasilia, for from the first day that you set your mind and heart to understand and to humble yourself before Me, your words were heard, and I am now responding to your words.
  • I know you are weary of waiting for Ahmad’s return.
  • Also, I know you are weary of this profound moment you are experiencing.
  • For it is all so ever strange and incomprehensible.
  • But I do not count it against you.
  • For I know what it is to be a human being.
  • Again My child, just a little while longer wait.

Master? I Wait But! I Am Hoping For You To Shorten My Wait …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 9:42 pm.

Or perhaps give me a relief in my body. Even so? I hear You tell, My grace is sufficient unto you as You responded to Paul’s request for healing. Quote:

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

But He said to me, My grace (My favor and loving-kindness and mercy) is enough for you [sufficient against any danger and enables you to bear the trouble manfully]; for My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in [your] weakness. Therefore, I will all the more gladly glory in my weaknesses and infirmities, that the strength and power of the Messiah may rest (yes, may pitch a tent over and dwell) upon me!

So for the sake of Messiah, I am well pleased and take pleasure in infirmities, insults, hardships, persecutions, perplexities and distresses; for when I am weak [in human strength], then am I [truly] strong (able, powerful in divine strength). End of quote.

Thank You. You Have Invested Your Strength Unto Me. I Am Going On And On Regardless …

Tuesday, August 18, 2020 at 4:34 am.

Your wisdom prevails. There are things You show me for my own information only. I am not to record such things other than such things disturb my surroundings big time.

  • I am up but I do not feel good. Going back to bed. Perhaps some more sleep is needed.

Ha! Once Again, I Woke Up Renewed …

Tuesday, August 18, 2020 at 7:30 am.

It came to me to fix me a cumin tea for my digestion. Also, to fix my breakfast along with my eats for the rest of the day.

  • While I was taking care of this chores it came to me how much You hate routines and rituals. Why?

Routines And Rituals Are The Chains That Bind Us To Our Ways …

Ha! Even more than chains they are like crazy glue that fix us to permanently to be the way we decide to be.

O my Master! You really are with me and for me ready to teach me such amazingly simple ways to be flexible not stuck up.

  • What a marvel! And that shall be the headline and the closing of this post. Also, it shall be the subject for future posts.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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“When One Member Of My Body Hurts The Whole Body Hurts As Well.” The Master Tells Me …

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Hello World! The Bible Is Not A Myth. It Is REALITY! …

Emerging Beauty Within You And Me On The Aftermath …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 2:56 pm

Centuries gone by. History repeating itself. Is it time yet my Master? Time yet? For the humankind’s history to become history with no repeats.

  • It is not too late. Time yet to start with a clean slate. Is it, my Master?

The Way It Looks There Shall Be No More Repeats …

Nothing is turning out to be the way it used to be even when, for the most we are still trying for a repeat of what we call the good old days.

Ha! Me? What Good Old Days? But! …

Silly that I am, I still have that lurking hope to get things done or else! Nay! I am kidding. Yes the thought is there of what needs to be done but in all honesty?

  • I am not stuck in such thought to my own surprise.

The Truth? I Want Nothing To Do With Those ‘Good Old Days’ …

Those days of struggling to be nice and polite and helpful and, and, and! Good? Nay! Only the stupidity of mankind at its best like good old Albert Einstein was claimed to quote.

Alright! Heads Up! Is Your Command In Demand …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 3:55 pm.

That is Your purpose to lead me to format the month of July 2020 as a book. For this is the month when history has become history and no repeats for me as it shall be for each one of Your children.

So? That’s For The Introduction Of This Book …

Are you yet aroused to read on dear reader? I am and it’s my own writings. Go figure it! But I do get refreshed as I read my own writings.

  • Let me go on to the first chapter of this so especial book written not only on these pages but mainly in my heart.

Dreams And Hopes Are Set On You. My Reality? In You I Trust…

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 9:32 am.

I am relaxed, a new experience. The format as well as the graphics to illustrate are coming along beautifully.

The Day Is Ending. Not Satisfied With Graphics Creation Anymore. Help! …

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 8:21 pm.

Help my Master. You have brough me so far in all graphics and writing skills, I sense You are now leading me to produce professionally. I am counting on Your help.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Make Of Anything Right Now …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 1:16 am.

Even so? I am leaving all things on You. I read what is going on with the people You have placed in my path in the hope to find some connection between them and You, but I find none.

Meanwhile? My Body Is Hurting Big Time, What? What Do I Hear Again? …

“When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” Ha! Your body is hurting without You, but! They are still lingering in coming to You instead of binding to their own selves.

Wow! Take The Coal. Touch My Lips One More Time. Here I Am. Send Me …

Send me, my Master! Send me! You know I am at a loss when it comes on what to do or what to write next. For I have neither I want to have any agenda of my own. So?

What Is To Be The Headline For This Post And The Title For The Book? …

Ha! I got it my Master! You are not interested in my professionalism at all! I sense now You are NOT leading me to produce professionally.

So? Again, My Master, Help This Pitiful Child Of Yours, What To Headline In This Post? …

Headline: “When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” The Master tells me …

Subhead: Hello world! The Bible is not a myth. It is REALITY! …

Indeed! The Bible Has Become My Reality To My Own Surprise …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 2:23 am.

Yes, indeed! O my Master! You surprise me with each step forward towards Your Original Intent For Our Creation to be loved to love in return.

  • The truth? How it looks or feels like it to me? Like You have gifted me with a touch of amnesia. Can’t even remember my name at times! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

This Is A Great Gift Considering My Sordid Past …

Let me put it like this, in the long run my past does not look all that sordid to my children and friends but! The truth? My past includes the good, the bad, and the ugly. Nothing to brag about it really.

Even So? O My Master! You Have Wiped That Past From My Heart Even If …?

Even if that past still remains in my mind for a good reason. I must remember where I came from to remain humble. Quote:

Romans 11:17-22

But if some of the branches were broken off, while you, a wild olive shoot, were grafted in among them to share the richness [of the root and sap] of the olive tree,

Do not boast over the branches and pride yourself at their expense. If you do boast and feel superior, remember it is not you that support the root, but the root [that supports] you.

You will say then, Branches were broken (pruned) off so that I might be grafted in!

That is true. But they were broken (pruned) off because of their unbelief (their lack of real faith), and you are established through faith [because you do believe]. So do not become proud and conceited, but rather stand in awe and be reverently afraid.

For if God did not spare the natural branches [because of unbelief], neither will He spare you [if you are guilty of the same offense].

Then note and appreciate the gracious kindness and the severity of God: severity toward those who have fallen, but God’s gracious kindness to you–provided you continue in His grace and abide in His kindness; otherwise you too will be cut off (pruned away). End of quote.

·       You remind me of those words when it comes to my blessed present in your Presence.

Coming Back To The Headline …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 3:07 am.

Master? You know that It is common knowledge among Christians that we are Your Body, but! We are all disjointed into many different groups and beliefs and what have you. Quote:

1 Corinthians 12:11-31

All these [gifts, achievements, abilities] are inspired and brought to pass by one and the same [Holy] Spirit, Who apportions to each person individually [exactly] as He chooses.

For just as the body is a unity and yet has many parts, and all the parts, though many, form [only] one body, so it is with Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One).

For by [N1means of the personal agency of] one [Holy] Spirit we were all, whether Jews or Greeks, slaves or free, baptized [and N2by baptism united together] into one body, and all made to drink of one [Holy] Spirit.

For the body does not consist of one limb or organ but of many.

If the foot should say, Because I am not the hand, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the ear should say, Because I am not the eye, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the whole body were an eye, where [would be the sense of] hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where [would be the sense of] smell?

But as it is, God has placed and arranged the limbs and organs in the body, each [particular one] of them, just as He wished and saw fit and with the best adaptation.

But if [the whole] were all a single organ, where would the body be?

And now there are [certainly] many limbs and organs, but a single body.

And the eye is not able to say to the hand, I have no need of you, nor again the head to the feet, I have no need of you.

But instead, there is [absolute] necessity for the parts of the body that are considered the more weak.

And those [parts] of the body which we consider rather ignoble are [the very parts] which we invest with additional honor, and our unseemly parts and those unsuitable for exposure are treated with seemliness (modesty and decorum),

Which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so adjusted (mingled, harmonized, and subtly proportioned the parts of) the whole body, giving the greater honor and richer endowment to the inferior parts which lack [apparent importance],

So that there should be no division or discord or lack of adaptation [of the parts of the body to each other], but the members all alike should have a mutual interest in and care for one another.

And if one member suffers, all the parts [share] the suffering; if one member is honored, all the members [share in] the enjoyment of it.

Now you [collectively] are Christ’s body and [individually] you are members of it, each part severally and distinct [each with his own place and function].

So God has appointed some in the church [N1for His own use]: first apostles (special messengers); second prophets (inspired preachers and expounders); third teachers; then wonder-workers; then those with ability to heal the sick; helpers; administrators; [speakers in] different (unknown) tongues.

Are all apostles (special messengers)? Are all prophets (inspired interpreters of the will and purposes of God)? Are all teachers? Do all have the power of performing miracles?

Do all possess extraordinary powers of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret?

But earnestly desire and zealously cultivate the greatest and best gifts and graces (the higher gifts and the choicest graces). And yet I will show you a still more excellent way [one that is better by far and the highest of them all–love]. end of quote.

Hahaha! What A Picture Of Our Disjointed Ministries! Is Like The Foot Telling The Hand How To Walk! …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 6:18 am.

Yes, the gifts and calls have been given and will not be taken away, but! The way we go about those gifts? That is what is coming to an end.

How And When? That Is The Cause Of My Pain …

You have transformed me. You have cut me asunder to separate the vile from the precious natures within me. Thus You have made me into Your mouthpiece.

Your Mouthpiece. Ha! I Am No Longer Your Foot Telling Your Hand How To Walk …?

Instead? I am Your mouthpiece able to utter Your words not mine. I have completely lost my taste for giving my opinion, for speaking words without knowledge.

  • Of course, I have a sound mind. Though You show me what others refuse to see I still refuse to come to my own conclusions.
  • I am counting on You to inspire whatever You want for Your people to read.

Right Now? You Have Given Me Much To Digest Before I Post Anything Else …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 5:00 pm.

The response to the last post was not as good as the previous post. Also I have not heard from Ahmad or Roxana for the last couple of days, and? I am in pain. That has me wondering. I need to wait on You.

O My Master? You Are With Me And For Me. I Am Counting On You …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 2:52 am.

What is going on with the Internet? Why it keeps disconnecting? What am I to do my Master? I hear to do nothing. To wait. Continue with the graphics.

Thank You. Your Reminder In My Inbox Cheer Me Up …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:50 am.

You know I been kind of down because I do not hear from anyone anymore, but! You also know that I am not depressed or anxious or anything like I used to get in the past. Actually?

  • This is now my present. I am at peace and relaxed despite my body aching from head to toe.
  • The best part? You have given me Your strength to fix my surroundings beautifully even when there is still more to do for safety reasons.
  • Then? About me missing company and such. Ha! This been going on and on. Days, sometimes weeks go by without a peep from Ahmad or any of my children, enough to drive me crazy, but!

Wow! O My Master! It Will Take Lots Of Pages To Record All That Comes To Mind …?

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 10:43 am.

That is a headline in a post I wrote on Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 10:56 am. The post that You brought to my inbox to cheer me up.

  • Why that post cheer me up? Well? It came out of sequence from a new follower. It occurred to me to read the post and see why it attracted a new follower. Wow!

Here Are Excerpts From That Post And How It Cheer Me Up …

It was the beginning of this so very especial 2020. I find myself on the 8th month of the year pretty much at the same point I was on the 1st month.

  • But this time I am much, much closer to Your aim to restore us to the original intent for our creation. It totally cheers me up. Quote:

JANUARY 7, 2020 UNCATEGORIZED

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 11:57 am.

Funny thing. Humor instead of anger or confusion takes over me with each of Your revelations. While eating my breakfast in Your Presence I was thinking about all that visit me no more, and?

  • Well? So far, I had not really thought about it much, but I am human, I kept hoping they were re-evaluating their lives on account of Your work within me. But this time, at breakfast time I said,
  • “Maybe they are waiting for Your wrath to descend upon me for my lack of sense to live like I live in Your Presence instead of living like they live!”
  • Hahaha! HalleluYah! I laughed at such possibility because I know that even if that was true, it will not matter as far as You restoring us all to the original intent for our creation.
  • So? I laughed and rejoiced at their grand surprise when You join us all to sing in Your Presence: “When we all get together, what a day of rejoicing that will be! When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!”
  • We have been singing that song for a long time but I for one? No clue of what I was singing really until this day.
  • Funny isn’t it?

Okay, Okay! My Ship Has Arrived, And? My Welcome Crowd Will Soon Arrive As Well …

Yes! You will lead that welcome crowd singing and rejoicing in Your Presence as it’s written and not forgotten! On that assurance I shall post and close the present pages as soon as You make a way for me to do so. What a Mighty Yah I serve. I wait on You.

….

  • Amazing! Day by day. Moment by moment. Incident by incident You are harmonizing all written words as well as my misunderstanding of those.
  • Yes! It Will Take Many Pages But, Each Page Shall Jolt Whoever You Send By To Read The Pages …?

Plus You Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame Again …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 9:33 am.

In that post You reminded me that I will never be put to the shame as it is written in Isaiah 54. In that post You revived the words that sustain me up to this trying moment I am going through again. Quote:

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

  • Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
  • I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.

Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

  • We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.
  • For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.
  • And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Not Confused Anymore, But …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:27 am

It seems like nothing is adding up again, yet? You are adding it all up for me. I tremble and go down when I read the atrocities ravaging Your so loved world through the centuries.

  • The flood,
  • The plagues
  • The deranged insane cult leaders of this century.
  • The New Age movement.
  • The spiritualism.
  • Sexual corruption.
  • Self-righteousness.
  • Man following man.
  • Human aberrations at its peak.

O Me! O My Master! Where Have You Fitted Me In This Horrific Panorama? …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:52 am.

Ha! But that’s the beauty You have implanted within me coming into play. Wow! That’s Your fitting to encourage Your so loved ravaged world.

  • I took a break to do some physical work. My cover needed repairs. Been working on it for the last 4 hours.
  • Have much to finish the job but I am exhausted. Will resume in due time.

This Is How That Beauty Is Flourishing Within Me Big Time Now …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:54 pm.

After contemplating the horrific panorama of the age I could have decline into depression or elation but instead? You give an incentive to do things neglected for a long time.

No Need To Set My Eyes Around Me. Much Need To Set My Gaze In That Beauty Within Me …

You have made everything beautiful in its time. You also planted eternity in our hearts and minds. What is eternity?

Eternity is a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

What Is That Sense Of A Purpose, My Master? …

John 17:1-3. Ecclesiastes 3:11. It all concludes in Ecclesiastes 12:11-14. Day by day. Moment by moment You confirm Your written words written in my heart and mind now. Quote:

John 17:1-3

WHEN YAHUSHUA had spoken these things, He lifted up His eyes to heaven and said, Father, the hour has come. Glorify and exalt and honor and magnify Your Son, so that Your Son may glorify and extol and honor and magnify You.

[Just as] You have granted Him power and authority over all flesh (all humankind), [now glorify Him] so that He may give eternal life to all whom You have given Him.

And this is eternal life: [it means] to know (to perceive, recognize, become acquainted with, and understand) You, the only true and real God, and [likewise] to know Him, Jesus [as the] Christ (the Anointed One, the Messiah), Whom You have sent.

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:

  • Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
  • Keep His Commandments
  • For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
  • The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
  • The Root Of Character
  • The Foundation Of All Happiness
  • The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun And The Whole Duty For Every Man

For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

  • In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge. Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the unharmonious circumstances of your life on this 2020 year.” End of quote.

What A Blessed Day This Has Been. Thank You. …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 8:04 pm.

Effectively working in Your Presence despite pain and discomfort. Plus, the need of supplies but! I have not heard or seen anyone since the day before yesterday. Even so?

  • You are in control. I am counting on You to send me some help on Your time and discretion. I wait.
  • It’s been a hot day. My head hurts. The Internet is acting up again. I am not hungry or sleepy. I will head for bed though, perhaps You gift me some sleep.
  • Got some sleep.
  • Food came. No help but maybe tomorrow.

A New Day. In Your Presence I Remain. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 1:48 am.

Master? To live in Your Presence while I am still walking the shores of these earthly grounds is not anything like happiness and laughter, yet, it is not the opposite either.

Not happiness and laughter but there is joy inexplicable and peace that surpasses the human understanding.

Couple Your joy and Your peace with Your strength and power to climb over the mountain of daily tribulation and trials and distress and frustration with courage, confidence, certainty, undaunted! Quote:

John 16:33

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]

That Is Where I Am At Now. Joy. Perfect Peace. Confidence …

Nor that I relish this pain and discomfort along with the absence of Ahmad and my children, but! You know it my Master, I am counting on You for their care and protection.

  • The Internet is still not working. Perhaps is time to turn off and unplug the machine one more time? I will do that and head for bed. I’ll see what You lead me to do next.

Well? All Is Well. Net Up. I Am Signed In. Thank You. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 5:38 am.

Back home where I belong. Sometimes I feel like the prodigal son. Spent my life squandering the wealth of gifts and talents from You. But You brought me to my senses. Thank You.

A Preview Of Your Doings Ha! I Just Closed My Eye For A Few Minutes, What Did You Showed Me? …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 6:04 am

Like a film strip I saw an arid fruitless spotted grass field. Then the film rolled frontwards, and trees began to show then banana plants one banana in one plant then many banana plants full of yellow bananas.

I Opened My Eyes. Wow! What A Preview Of Your Doings …

I sense to work on a graphic to illustrate what You showed me to begin this day encouraged. The meaning of seeing a bunch of bananas is quite interesting. Quote:

Excerpt …. In dream lore, a bunch of bananas indicates new people and relationships. If you are already in a steady relationship, then it means more peace and happiness is about to be added to it with every problem getting a solution.

  • Yes indeed I am back home where I belong. Still?

Hurting And Alone …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 9:37 pm.

Going back to bed. I am counting on You no matter how I feel nor what I think. I bring unto You know all my disturbing thoughts about the way we are and behave towards each other.

  • For You are the only One to resolve the paradigm of our lives.
  • And You are doing so. No question about it.
  • Thank You for sleep.
  • My little friend woke me up with some food.
  • I ate and finished the storage of all things for now.

Friday Is Here. You Will Show And Lead Me On What To Do Today. I Wait On You …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 12:15 am.

You know all about my physical condition. I am at my wits end to help myself much less to ask others to help me.

  • All the years of our lives we knock ourselves out to help each other to no avail. Then we go to the other extreme of no help at all.
  • But what’s the sense to rehash the matter?

O My Master! Let Me Go On And On With Your Strength And Power …

Let me be still. Give me the power to let go, to overlook all the asinine things that we do and say to each other without a clue of what we do.

I Am Home Where I Belong In Your Presence And Under Your Loving Protection …

Let me simply enjoy the present set up of things around me. You have gracious to give me the strength needed to rearrange all things in such a pleasant and convenient way.

  • The graphic to illustrate my banana dream is coming along nicely. Thank You. Back to see how I can incorporate my coming back home to see such delightful panorama.

Master? You Know It’s Friday. Ahmad Promised Time For Me On Friday, But! …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 10:35 am.

But there is no sign of him showing up. It is so painful my Master, You know it. Even so? It is coming to me the fact that You must clean up the soil in our souls before Your implanted eternity can bloom.

  • Eternal life. Beauty, everything beautiful eternally cannot bloom on the dirt of human nature.

Computer And Internet Problems Might Be Fixed For Good …

From here on out I might not have anymore problems with the no responding error. The one drive was the cause I believe.

  • Checking it out on Friday, August 14, 2020 at 1:50 pm. Well it is not happening.
  • Also the error 504 with my site was due to the latest update.
  • I removed the OneDrive and the latest update.
  • All working perfect now.
  • While not able to solve the problem I worked on the apartment.
  • I thought to wait to see if Ahmad would help me to screw the backing of the cover, but!
  • It came to me not to wait for the taping will work.
  • So? I finished setting everything up in a convenient way more than it was before.
  • I now have everything clean and stored away properly.
  • The apartment still needs repairs for the wintertime but!
  • You know all about it.
  • I cannot nor would not be concerned about it anymore.

All In All I Am In Awe Of Your Doings …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 3:43 pm.

There are flowers and greenery all around me; much space to move around; and much incentive to rearrange the table against the wall. I’ll do that easily now. Thanks to Your strength and power.

  • Yes, I miss Ahmad but! When the tears begin to flow so does a flow of Your grace to overcome it all.
  • The pain is manageable. So is the heat.
  • And so are my feelings and thoughts.
  • In other words so is my carnal natural state of being.
  • All under Your loving control.

Your Lead To Close This Post …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 6:53 pm.

It’s been a week for amazing discoveries yet. Your wisdom is unfathomable. Your love has no limits even when such love is beyond human’s understanding.

I am going on and on with Your strength and power of love for us all.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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What Happened? Ha! Read The Sequence Of Events After The Great Response To The Last Post …

These Are No Times For Frivolous Fun But Still? …

Alice In Wonderland Comes To Mind …

Yeap! Like fanatic fools we set up in search for that wonderful Wizard of Oz. O well! No need to rehash. You are turning around the fantasy of Wonderland in our minds. And?

For Sure, That Is What You Are Demonstrating To Me With All Going On …

The best part of Your demonstrations to me? Not only for my benefit but it is mainly for the benefit of Your so loved world inhabited by Your cherished children roaming the four corners of the earth.

  • And so? I am going on with Your strength and power.

Computer Crash. Have Lost Internet And Latest Journal Since Yesterday. Help My Master! …

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 6:41 am.

Will continue to search for recovery. Show me the way, my Master, You know exactly what to do. I wait on You.

I Have Exhausted All Possible Fixes. I Cannot Recover The Internet …

No Internet connection? No way to install the programs needed to continue the task You have assigned unto me, but!

You Are In Control Of Every Minute Detail Of My Life And Doings …

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 2:03 pm.

So? I am not in the least concerned. I don’t know what caused the computer crash, but You do. And in Your time and discretion You will show me whatever I needed to learn with this frustrating incident.

  • I lost the whole month of July 2020. Hopefully when the Internet is restored I will be able to retrieve it. In the meantime I will record the hand written notes.

Reflecting On My Doings While Searching For Solutions …

Wednesday, August 5, 2020 at 9:30 am.

Master? When I feel I could talk to someone about my troubles, it comes to me, “Whatever for? You are the only One who has all answers and know all about me.

  • You know me better than I know myself.
  • Most all have not much of a clue of who I am, but!
  • Things are changing now.
  • Actually? None of us human beings have much of a clue about each other.
  • Even so? We judge and analyze each other by our behavior and?

Our Behavior Is Not Always What It Seems To Be …

No kidding! But You are giving us the power to be honest with each other. What a wonderful thing that it is! That brings to mind the headlines for this post.

Decent Against Honest Conversation …

Decent: How Are You? How Is Your Health? Honest Conversation: Anything Of Intrinsic Value …?

Honest Talk About Why Are We Ill And In Want? Suddenly! Need A Trip To The Bathroom …?

“Why can we not have a decent conversation?” is the claim. O well! Not my two cents, but it does not take a rocket scientist to spot the difference between what we call decent and the need for honesty.

Even So? We Can Spot The Difference But We Cannot Change It, Why?

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 7:16 pm.

Why? That is what we are to find out on this 2020 year the year not to fear our fears. Now we come to the meaning of fear.

All Well All Swell. Net Up Again …

Friday, August 7, 2020 at 2:08 am.

Unbelievable! O my Master! Once again You proved Yourself to me. Simply amazing! You let me struggle to the point of exhaustion. Even to the point of calling for help to no avail.

  • Well? I got a call offering help. So?
  • It came to me to reset the computer one more time.
  • This time to unplug my external and keep my files but not my apps.
  • The reset finished. It came to me not to touch anything until my help would come.
  • Waited 3 hours but help did not come. So?
  • It came to me to check the status in the start up screen. Wow!
  • Everything back to normal! Next?
  • It came to me how to get the Internet to connect.
  • SUCCESS!!!

What Did You Teach Me? Ah! That’s The Beauty Within Me! What? …

Saturday, August 8, 2020 at 2:00 am

Divinely Implanted Beauty. Everything is beautiful in its time! Just give it time and the flowers shall bloom. The fruit trees shall produce their luscious delicious fruits.

Just Give It Your Time! O My Master, Your Time …?

Saturday, August 8, 2020 at 10:49 am.

Your time indeed! Just like the flowers and the trees we must go through the process of Your time for the implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages comes to fruition.

  • This sense of a purpose for our lives nothing under the sun but You alone can satisfy. Men cannot find out what You have done from the beginning to the end until?
  • Your time and discretion to reveal such sense to each one of us.
  • And You are and have been doing so through the ages of mankind.

Ha! No Wonder Why Is Taking So Long Of Time For All To Happen …

Hahaha! What a revelation! The best part? I only had to wait for 80 years but the ones at the foot of the Throne been waiting for thousands of years. It’s written:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

Luke 10:24

For I tell you, that many prophets and kings have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them.

You are with and for me. You give You take away. Still …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 6:04 am.

Still not questioning Your will. Yesterday You gave me a wonderful painless day. Today? It is painfully starting. I heard, “When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.”

Reflecting …

O my Master! Your body is hurting and so are You. And so I am. For You have united me to You. Your words sustain me in the darkness of pain or the light of a painless day. I hear again, quote:

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

Wow! Master? These Are No Times For Frivolous Fun …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 6:55 am.

Ha! What a way to bring me back to the amazing sense of a purpose You have implanted within my being. The sense of my eternity in the center of Your Being.

Frivolity. Laughter Without The Master Is Quite A Disaster, But Still …

O my Precious Master! We cannot find out what You are and have been doing from the beginning to the end. So? What do we do?

Alice In Wonderland Comes To Mind …

Yeap! Like fanatic fools we set up in search for that wonderful Wizard of Oz. O well! No need to rehash. You are turning around the fantasy of Wonderland in our minds.

And With That You Are Leading Me To Close This Post …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 7:40 am.

The month of July is restored from the published posts. You are leading me to set it as a book to be published next for each one of Your children to read and refresh it all in their minds.

What’s the end or the beginning of all Your doings? …

Ha! I don’t even think to think about it anymore! Hahaha! HalleluYah! You have instilled unto me what it means to fear or question or figuring You out and making my own conclusions. Thank You.

  • May it so be done on this earth as it is in heaven.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.