No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!
Give it a quick click: https://www.thia-basilia.com
Enjoy! Deploy!
Much love to all. thiaBasilia.
Tuesday, July 30, 2019 at 11:49 pm.
Here I am at the end of this day. How am I doing? Should I lie to you telling you I am doing well? Hum! Well? I won’t be lying to tell the truth. I am doing supper! Supper over all my miserable pain and lack of honey. Can you believe it? No pain or lack of anything troubles me anymore. The power of His love and wisdom is the reality of my now life. That’s the ‘great announcement’ on this day. Enjoy! Deploy! Much love to all.
Tuesday, July 30, 2019 at 2:22 pm.
My Inner Teacher been leading me to all kinds of great info that I have been implementing all along to no avail. Man! My implementation? I think it to be hilarious for the most. But I try! Anyhow?
Well? What is my product? I cannot sell my books. Maybe Joyce’s candles? Been wondering for a lonnggg time! I think Joyce done got tired of waiting on me to promote her site.
I been flowing with the wind of my Inner Teacher, but? I never really got the handle on promoting such product. It’s such ethereal, surreal, intangible matter, but! Reality to the Master. Quote:
“In the journey of your life in My Presence I have implanted My written words within you to produce LIFE & STRENGTH to live accordingly to My will and desire for you to live by! LIFE & STRENGTH to live the life that you are now experiencing is the HARVEST and the most valuable product that you have to offer to My children in all that you write.” said Father Yah to thiaBasilia.
What is the most valuable product that I have to offer to Your children in all that I write? The HARVEST! What Harvest? Sleepy at 6:34 pm.
The Harvest From The Seed You Planted In The Mother Of All Living …
Tuesday, July 30, 2019 at 9:49 pm.
Back to the beginning. The beginning coming now to the ending. So much written about it. So much said about it. So much beyond my understanding, but!
What about me? Phew! That SEED? It has always been an ethereal concept to me. No kidding. I never saw it like that until now.
Even so? No longer a need to expound. All it’s now found—made clear to me not by just words that go right over my head, but!
Wow! What a mouth full of reality—actuality—experience—otherwise? The apprehension of an object, thought, or emotion through the senses or mind.
Simple. It’s un-explainable. So? What’s the use for the frantic search for human knowledge and wisdom? O MINE! Now I’m in trouble, but! Father knows all about my ‘troubles’ with the humankind. No problem.
“Got to go!” And that scholar lets you off the hook! Otherwise? You be a ‘dead duck’ for a fact. O but you got to be shrewd with those scholars. They do understand the bathroom urgency. Hahaha!
Because I know He holds the future? My life is worth the living just because He lives. No kidding. He’s alive. His fragrance now envelops me. But in the past? Take a look, enough to make me cry: But guess what?
Quotes:
God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more, neither shall there be anguish—sorrow and mourning,
…. nor grief nor pain any more, for the old conditions and the former order of things have passed away. See! I make all things new. Revelation 21:4-5
But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him, who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed. [Isa 64:4; Isa 65:17] 1 Corinthians 2:9
The Master Will Be Gracious
And therefore, the Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore, He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
Humor instead of anger. Indeed! It’s humorous to take a look at the past me. Well? The past me? I don’t have a mirror to see the present me. So? I live on hope! The difference not physical yet. Hahaha!
Enjoy! Deploy!
Much love to all. thiaBasilia.
Wednesday, July 24, 2019 at 4:02 pm.
No. I am not depressed nor am I anxious. I’m simple in suspense as to what You’ll do next with and for me. And for Ahmad as well. After all? You the One Who joined us as mother and son.
Thursday, July 25, 2019 at 12:54 am.
Now? I’m going to sleep. Maybe You’ll fix it for me while I sleep. I hope! Well? Slept for 3 hours. Woke up to mess the site some more.
Thursday, July 25, 2019 at 5:29 am
I can’t! Need You. Stuck in my own thinking. Can’t stop thinking on what to do next. But I know the best thing to do is to obey You. So? I’ll pause—reflect—take my time. Perhaps I can wash and clean up while I take my time?
Thursday, July 25, 2019 at 12:41 pm
What? I just dozed off only to hear, “The layer is actually about gold. I wonder what that means? Maybe I should look for the meaning, my Master?
Are You also preparing me for hard work ahead of me as well? That’s just swell and dandy with me. I cannot see a life of leisure and pleasure would ever satisfy the longings for meaning in Your sight.
Cleaned. Placed all things in place. Still? Not done. But what if I would be done? What if all things are just right? What if all work is finished? Ha! I hear,
But Yahushua answered them, My Father has worked even until now, He has never ceased working; He is still working and I, too, must be at divine work. John 5:17
Wow! Talking about hard work? Ben at it since I wrote that headline. I slept. I woke up. Slept some more. Then? Worked none-stop until this moment Almost miss recording this day.
Friday, July 26, 2019 at 10:36 pm.
It’s not that it doesn’t matter what people thinks about all that is going on between You and me. It matters a lot, but! I am not to be concerned about it because You are in control of it all.
Saturday, July 27, 2019 at 4:54 am.
Been up for about an hour. What have I been doing since I woke up? Same dead horse beating that I have always done! Been trying to fix the header position in the site to no avail. I quit!
I’ll take a break. Will do my chores. Will wait to see what You develop for the rest of this day for me. I know my saying, my doings, my thinking? All under Your loving control and dominion. No worries.
Saturday, July 27, 2019 at 10:54 am.
No kidding! The whole world is hooked on reading fantastic stories of conquered feats! Me? Conquering any feats? Instead? Telling all about goofiness—my miseries. How humiliating!
Honestly? I got nothing to brag about. Yes! I’m living in the future. I am genuine, but! That’s none of my doings or strenuous efforts, that’s for sure!
Is not a matter of diminishing the protagonist of fantastic stories. Not at all. One must give honor to whom honor is due. So? What it is?
In the meantime? I will use this writing to begin to get with the updated way of doing things in the Internet. It might take a while before I’ll get the picture, but!
Enjoy! Deploy!
Much love to all. thiaBasilia.
Saturday, July 27, 2019 at 11:07 pm.
Maybe sleep? I laid in bed. I dozed off. A frightful vision.
Sunday, July 28, 2019 at 7:11 am.
Indeed! I was frightened. I got up to lock my door as if that would protect me, but! I remember Your words and proclaimed those aloud, ‘there shall no evil come night my dwelling nor any plague shall come near me!’ The fright subsided. I fell asleep until around 2 am.
Sunday, July 28, 2019 at 9:31 pm.
Yesterday nobody came, nobody called, nobody emailed. At the end of the day? Before I dozed off I felt abandoned. Guess that’s the why of the vision.
Monday, July 29, 2019 at 10:33 am.
Indeed! The wounds inflicted upon me from even before my birth? Lingered throughout my life until this day and time. Only? I was not aware of such matter, but!
What a revelation! Saturday? I felt abandoned. Frightful vision. After the vision? Fight subsided. I slept. Sunday? I woke up pretty sober. Reflected on the matter all day. Strength. Encouraged to go on.
Amazing! The day went by. Silence again from all corners. After much reflecting felt asleep. Woke up. After a minute or so the phone rang. Ahmad on his way to visit. Oh? It was around 10 pm.
WHAT? Ahmad! We need food. I need sandals. I need honey/oil/etc. and you go get me perfume? And we both burst-up in laughter! We had a great visit.
Monday, July 29, 2019 at 10:55 am.
Only problem is? I had not understood one iota of whatever is written as I thought I understood! O me! That’s what I’m just finally concluding. Quote:
Isaiah 48 excerpt. Worth to read the whole chapter.
…. Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, the Master, knew that you, O house of Israel, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel [in revolt] from your birth.
For My name’s sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off.
Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction.
For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it [I refrain and do not utterly destroy you]; for why should I permit My name to be polluted and profaned [which it would be if the Master completely destroyed His chosen people]? And I will not give My glory to another [by permitting the worshipers of idols to triumph over you]. …
Monday, July 29, 2019 at 2:44 pm.
O ‘poor Basilia’! And I thought such verse applied to all the sinner’s sufferers, but! Me? Didn’t think me to be a sinner anymore! Hahaha! Father got a way to show me off!
It sure feels good to laugh at my own outlandish misconceptions! No more regrets. No more imaginings begets.
Monday, July 29, 2019 at 11:37 pm.
I don’t know how long I slept. I failed to record the date after the above headline. I spent my day working on graphics. Can’t get ahead with what I am doing. Going back to be at 11:41 pm on Monday, July 29, 2019.
Tuesday, July 30, 2019 at 1:56 am.
Only an hour or so of sleep, but! You know it. Why am I hurting so? The question lingers. I hurt so bad I can’t hardly think. Even so? A cup of the coffee mixture? The pain You restrain. Thanks, my Master.
I must with Your Spirit flow to submit to Your will without defeat. It’s now Tuesday, July 30, 2019 at 2:10 am—one more day for this 7th month to end. My thought?
O but what a thought! That’s exactly Your message to end this 7th month of completion. Wow! What is it that You are completing, my Master?
Ha! It works! The fragrance of Your Presence always lifts me up above pain on to regain double the strength to carry on and on abiding securely in Your secret place. No worries. No sorriest to face!
Guess what? I woke up in the worst of pain again. It came to me to drink the usual coffee mixture for pain. It worked for a bit, then? Around 4:18 am sleepy. I sat on my bed, still in pain I thought, could it be the perfume?
I quickly spray myself and the pillow. WOW! THE WORST PAIN WENT LAMED! I cozier up. Slept until around 6 am. No pain! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Father is for real! Believe it or not!
Enjoy! Deploy!
Much love to all. thiaBasilia. :-)
Wednesday, July 24, 2019 at 4:02 pm.
No. I am not depressed nor am I anxious. I’m simple in suspense as to what You’ll do next with and for me. And for Ahmad as well. After all? You the One Who joined us as mother and son.
Thursday, July 25, 2019 at 12:54 am.
Now? I’m going to sleep. Maybe You’ll fix it for me while I sleep. I hope! Well? Slept for 3 hours. Woke up to mess the site some more.
Thursday, July 25, 2019 at 5:29 am
I can’t! Need You. Stuck in my own thinking. Can’t stop thinking on what to do next. But I know the best thing to do is to obey You. So? I’ll pause—reflect—take my time. Perhaps I can wash and clean up while I take my time?
Thursday, July 25, 2019 at 12:41 pm
What? I just dozed off only to hear, ‘The layer is actually about gold’. I wonder what that means? Maybe I should look for the meaning, my Master?
Are You also preparing me for hard work ahead of me as well? That’s just swell and dandy with me. I cannot see a life of leisure and pleasure would ever satisfy the longings for meaning in Your sight.
Cleaned. Placed all things in place. Still? Not done. But what if I would be done? What if all things are just right? What if all work is finished? Ha! I hear,
But Yahushua answered them, My Father has worked even until now, He has never ceased working; He is still working and I, too, must be at divine work. John 5:17
Wow! Talking about hard work? Ben at it since I wrote that headline. I slept. I woke up. Slept some more. Then? Worked none-stop until this moment Almost miss recording this day.
Friday, July 26, 2019 at 10:36 pm.
It’s not that it doesn’t matter what people thinks about all that is going on between You and me. It matters a lot, but! I am not to be concerned about it because You are in control of it all.
Saturday, July 27, 2019 at 4:54 am.
Been up for about an hour. What have I been doing since I woke up? Same dead horse beating that I have always done! Been trying to fix the header position in the site to no avail. I quit!
I’ll take a break. Will do my chores. Will wait to see what You develop for the rest of this day for me. I know my saying, my doings, my thinking? All under Your loving control and dominion. No worries.
Saturday, July 27, 2019 at 10:54 am.
No kidding! The whole world is hooked on reading fantastic stories of conquered feats! Me? Conquering any feats? Instead? Telling all about goofiness—my miseries. How humiliating!
Honestly? I got nothing to brag about. Yes! I’m living in the future. I am genuine, but! That’s none of my doings or strenuous efforts, that’s for sure!
Is not a matter of diminishing the protagonist of fantastic stories. Not at all. One must give honor to whom honor is due. So? What it is?
In the meantime? I will use this writing to begin to get with the updated way of doing things in the Internet. It might take a while before I’ll get the picture, but!
Enjoy! Deploy!
Much love to all. thiaBasilia.
Hey! Got to change themes again. Done lost the pagination. Then? as beautiful as my graphics are? I’m gone to put them all in a especial page. Will put mostly text in the posts for faster loading. Enjoy my fun text from now on. We’ll see how long this theme thing will last. What a life! Later!
Thursday, July 18, 2019 at 2:10 am.
Duh! Thank Goodness! This day You have un-hooked me! You have set me free to freely swim in the waters of Your love. What an awesome Yah You are! Here is the quote of Your doings:
In reply to sparkyjen.
Hahaha! HallwluYah! Welcome to my hive! Sometimes? I wonder, like today. And here comes my Master’s solution to my dilemma–about? “O my Master, who on this earth would want to envy this painful isolated life that I am now living? No one is that crazy, that’s for sure! Hahaha! Who can laugh at pain and misery? ME! Ah! And Betsy Mae too!”
O but my honey bee, you been gathering the nectar of the flowers of His love He has placed in my heart! What a great revelation–NOT my Tribe like in this world’s business marketing, but! My HIVE!
Fantastic! You are my first ‘honey bee’ in my HIVE! That’s the fact to be exact! The Master is leading all the way! He’s keeping me on track! Much love, thiaBasilia.:-)
Maybe I should call this journal ‘one journal of pain’? pain. Sorrow. What lot You have dealt to man! Suits us right though, we have no business wondering away from our gardens to go to talk to snakes, out of all blessed animals!
Until I finish this blessed potion to alleviate my pain. Maybe this potion heal, or it could kill me. I don’t know, but! You know. This predicament I am in? Your business for sure!
This 80-years old body of mine. NO! Not with my body—duh! With the soul and mind in this body of mine! O look at that! I done wrote a rhyme.
My beloved Skee Picone used to tell me, ‘You gone to be a wheel some day!’ wonder of wonders. He was prophesying on me—I am a wheel in the Master’s chariot of time!
Thursday, July 18, 2019 at 10:52 pm.
Those fonts look good, don’t they? The truth? I think You are just wondering how long this shinning font spree is going to last for me. Well? Will see. Won’t we?
Friday, July 19, 2019 at 2:34 am.
Master? I think I’m beginning to understand what You are teaching me about myself—about my life of pain. What causes me this excruciating pain? My inability to quit when things are not working out.
That’s not a virtue for me at all. It’s an obsession, I think. O my Master! Help me! How on earth can I get rid of these compulsive, often unreasonable ideas or emotions that cause me such anxiety—the cause of my pain?
I keep beating it in hope to resuscitate it instead of accepting the death of my horse or? Whatever it is my Father that keeps me glued to this computer struggling period!
Right now? Two days or many days obsessed to redo things that perhaps don’t need re-doing. In the other hand? My times are in Your hands. Maybe that’s the way it’s supposed to be.
Friday, July 19, 2019 at 3:14 am.
No human advice to resolve this problem has ever avail me. You know how hard I have tried to go along with the wonder ways of human help to no avail. I NEED YOU!
Friday, July 19, 2019 at 4:06 pm.
No. By all means I am not obsessive! What a relief! Anyhow? I don’t need to be concerned about my doings or not doings. My times are in Your hands.
What a realization! The heat today been tolerable with a nice cool breeze blowing in. the day is almost over. Me? O my Master! No change with my horse beating! Hahaha!
The beast is beginning to kick! No kidding. I almost got it to raise up! I must continue to beat the beast until it’ll come alive to carry Your message through the highways of the NET!
O but shinning fonts? Not for the fainthearted! But!
No worries. You got me covered all the way in all Your byways, my beloved Master! I thank You for the way You are developing my sense of humor to endure the worst or the best!
Saturday, July 20, 2019 at 12:31 am.
Going to bed. Hope for much sleep. Back at 3:36 am on Saturday, July 20, 2019. The usual pain and discomfort, but! Now? This painful misery is not stopping me.
I am tenaciously determinate to conquer the shinning task You have placed in my mind’s confine. It’s the 7th Day of Rest. I’m working at my best. Working? No rest?
That’s the only way to rest at one’s best. It’s now 2:17 pm on 2:18 pm. Will try the bed. Eyes closing. Slept for a couple hours.
Saturday, July 20, 2019 at 11:26 pm.
It’s the end of another day. I wonder. My mind? My mind is in Your hands. The same it is with all called into Your service. You let us see all the evil near and far. And Your words we take to heart. Quote:
The Vanity of Wisdom
I, the Preacher, have been king over Israel in Jerusalem. And I applied myself by heart and mind to seek and search out by [human] wisdom all human activity under heaven.
It is a miserable business which God has given to the sons of man with which to busy themselves.
I have seen all the works that are done under the sun, and behold, all is vanity, a striving after the wind and a feeding on wind.
What is crooked cannot be made straight, and what is defective and lacking cannot be counted. I entered into counsel with my own mind, saying,
Behold, I have acquired great [human] wisdom, yes, more than all who have been over Jerusalem before me; and my mind has had great experience of [moral] wisdom and [scientific] knowledge.
And I gave my mind to know [practical] wisdom and to discern [the character of] madness and folly [in which men seem to find satisfaction]; I perceived that this also is a searching after wind and a feeding on it. [1Th 5:21]
For in much [human] wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow. Ecclesiastes 1:12-18.
If the written words were just words without any weight? Then all men should be absolved of guilt, but! The weight of those words is not a thing to ignore. Even so? Ignore those words we do!
July 21, 2019 at 5:45 am.
He created us in His image to be loved by Him. For us to love Him back. For Him to be our Father. For us to be His children.
Let it be. Be still. Quit your moo-moo-mow-mow!
Sunday, July 21, 2019 at 5:11 pm.
And I’m counting on You my Master for ending it soon enough! Ha! It came to me today how You?
Let alone thousands upon thousands of years narrowing down to my eighty years? It boggles my mind, my Master, but You know it! Seriously? No need for all my dramatics.
We’ll all be confined in the Nut’s House—like it happened to me! The truth? All humans are confined in the greatest Nut’s House there is for sure!
Hahaha! Who cares if you or I don’t see it like that? All one has to do?
No kidding! Just to look down four floors beneath me? Big incentive to be content in my torment.
WHAT? WHAT U SAID? Mercy me! I am talking about apples and you are talking about oranges. Don’t know who is the craziest!
O what a trip! Hahaha! I just realized that I put on my trousers inside out! But I ain’t gone anywhere nor anyone coming to relish in my looks! My looks? Forget it!
Sunday, July 21, 2019 at 11:11 pm.
Here I am my Master! You came through for me once more today. Things are coming together even with my pants inside out and my hair flying like propelled by electricity! What an enviable life!
And the people in the Lunatic Asylum still luni-tuni. Me? O my Master You plucked me out to sing the victory tune instead! HalleluYah!
Much love to all, thiaBasilia.
One Reason Why you should quit lamenting my lack of posting, aka, I’m busy like a bee. Working day and night to follow my Father’s leading to optimize the blog to reach a greater number of His children. I’ll be posting again soon. Good stuff coming our way. No matter what? Don’t despair. Our Maker has a good plan for each one of our lives. Later! :-)
Sunday, July 14, 2019 at 9:25 pm
It’s now time to optimize/edit/organize it all. It’s a joy to see how You have led me not only on my everyday life, but also in my life in the NET.
Yes indeed! So far? You had me to concentrate on what You been doing within me, but! Now? You are revealing to me the fact that what You doing for me? Goes for each one of Your children as well!
Sunday, July 14, 2019 at 9:37 pm.
And in the process of my transformation? You been preparing myself with the necessary skills to create unique graphics to illustrate whatever You deem for me to illustrate.
(10:48 pm on Sunday, July 14, 2019. Heading for bed.)
Monday, July 15, 2019 at 5:44 am.
…. go, write it before them on a tablet and inscribe it in a book, that it may be as a witness for the time to come forevermore ….
Fantastic! I done slept. I done drank! I done ate! And? I done finished creating the appropriate illustration to begin this new posting matter I am about to begin as per the Teacher’s instructions.
The Family. A True Story. A sequence of events artfully arranged day by day, post by post to tell the story. Latter days? Unimaginable.
Well? That year of 2017 is the year the Master chose to begin me in a new cycle of this life that I now live in His Presence. Here we go!
Tuesday, July 16, 2019 at 4:27 am.
O but how contrary to our human nature it is to be quiet. We have got to put our two cents worth whether those cents are worthy or not. Let it be. I’m not living as a regular human being anymore.
Ha! I’m one of those who earnestly waited for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship, and?
O my Master, who on this earth would want to envy this painful isolated life that I am now living? No one is that crazy, that’s for sure! Hahaha! Who can laugh at pain and misery? ME! Ah! And Betsy Mae too!
I think I want to cry but my eyes are dry! All the multitude cheering me on. Me? O me! Help me, my Master! Help me! You see? I don’t even know what to write next. I NEEDYOU! Big time.
Wednesday, July 17, 2019 at 5:22 am.
I hurt from head to toe. How can I ignore this miserable pain, my Master? How can I go on? This miserable pain drives me to ask of You such redundant questions, but!.
I must insist—I’m SO blessed in this world’s midst! Victory Favor Love Peace Joy! Your matchless, unbroken companionship? A fact. That what! What more could I ever want for?
Wednesday, July 17, 2019 at 6:23 am.
Okay! That’s that! I’m on to shinning fonts. Pain and all can’t stop the avalanche of Your gifted creativity, my Master. I must go on! Let Your light shine! On the fonts. On me. On all. On Your whole creation! Let it be.
Enjoy!
Much love to all, thiaBasilia.
Friday, July 5, 2019 at 8:53 am.
O but You are an AWESOME YAH! What an awesome Yah I serve. Since You finish shaking all that could be shaken out of me a few days ago? Things cannot go any better for me!
Me? I’m just riding the gravy-train. Flowing with the wind of Your Mighty Loving Spirit within me! What a ride! WEEEEeee!
O but this is FUN! To come up with something out of the ordinary? Without even trying? What a mystery! For sure the solutions to all my problems been coming—me?
Been dealing with computers hard/software since 1985 …For the rest of the saga? Click Mental From The Horses Mouth
Enjoy!
Much love, thiaBasilia. :-)
Friday, July 5, 2019 at 8:53 am.
O but You are an AWESOME YAH! What an awesome Yah I serve. Since You finish shaking all that could be shaken out of me a few days ago? Things cannot go any better for me!
Me? I’m just riding the gravy-train. Flowing with the wind of Your Mighty Loving Spirit within me! What a ride! WEEEEeee!
O but this is FUN! To come up with something out of the ordinary? Without even trying? What a mystery! For sure the solutions to all my problems been coming—me?
Been dealing with computers hard/software since 1985 …For the rest of the saga? Click Mental From The Horses Mouth
Enjoy!
Much love, thiaBasilia. :-)
