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The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!

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Tried, Smelted, And Refined In The Furnace Of Affliction This Time. Simply Painful …

  • Wasted My Life Harboring Resentments. Cleansing It All From My Mind And Soul. Simply Painful …
  • Thriving I Am Both My Spiritual Life And The Coughing And Sneezing! Hahaha! HaleluYah! …
  • That’s This World’s Reality—A Hype!

The Results Of The Whole Ordeal? In The Colors Of This Arrangement:

Colors Meaning Summary

  • Green combination of blue peace and yellow grace.
  • Green stands for fruitful intimacy with Yahushua.
  • Neon green electric—blue peace and electric yellow: grace combine to electrify and empower us with his ability to become intimate and fruitful for Yahushua.
  • The powerful miracles that occur here in the atmosphere of electrical intimacy and supernatural peace with that revelation.
  • The miracle that happens when the Almighty Creator finds a conduit in this earth that allows him freedom in this arena.
  • It is brighter than a neon light! It happens in a dark place, but changes everything and invites more conduits to happen.
  • Aqua or turquoise or teal (blue green) includes attributes of blue and green: the love of the bridegroom for his bride.
  • Dark purple includes attributes of black and purple
  • Purple is steadfast love with the king of kings: unity—royalty—power of authority—discernment to remove the poisonous trash from people and implant the heavenly provision instead.

O My Master! I Continue In Awe Of Your Doings …

That summary is a detailed confirmation of all you have been revealing to me. Beginning with The Church of Philadelphia –the only Church without blemish. You appointed me to that Church at the end of 2009. Quote:

…. “Yet My child—My beloved Thia you have continued to serve and obey Me even when it was out of your understanding for you had no knowledge of My ways.

“And even now when you have no proof whatsoever of the position that you are holding in My Kingdom you continue in My service totally submitted to My Being! Not many are privileged with such strength—My strength. And you are entitled to My blessing to the assembly of Philadelphia.

“And there are others in this assembly who will come into the knowledge of belonging to such assembly as I reveal it to them when you share these writings. It is written,

Revelation 3:7-13.

And to the angel (messenger) of the assembly (church) in Philadelphia write: These are the words of the Set Apart One, the True One, He Who has the key of David, Who opens and no one shall shut, Who shuts and no one shall open: Isa. 22:22.

I know your record of works and what you are doing. See! I have set before you a door wide open which no one is able to shut; I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept My Word and guarded My message and have not renounced or denied My name. Take note! I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say they are Jews and are not, but lie—behold, I will make them come and bow down before your feet and learn and acknowledge that I have loved you. Isa. 43:4; 49:23; 60:14.

Because you have guarded and kept My word of patient endurance have held fast the lesson of My patience with the expectant endurance that I give you, I also will keep you safe from the hour of trial (testing) which is coming on the whole world to try those who dwell upon the earth.

I am coming quickly; hold fast what you have, so that no one may rob you and deprive you of your crown.

He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name. Isa. 62:2; Ezek. 48:35.

He who can hear, let him listen to and heed what the Spirit says to the assemblies (churches).  End of quote.

  • (The complete version of the Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz is in the book)

Well? O my Master! Where Do I Come Up Stating That The Summary Is A Detailed Confirmation Of All You Have Been Revealing To Me? …

From two quotes.

From Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz:

  1. These folks are portals coming to and from heaven: Pillars in the Temple: Ambassadors for Christ: so one with Him that they do His works and speak His speech.

From Your words to me recorded above:

Revelation 3:12-13. He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name.

Why Have I Been Posting Out Of Sequence …?

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 10:00 pm.

Well? This is a post I skipped because of such long quotes and repeated words. Why am I attempting to post it now? Because it’s a thread to the previous posts, but!

The Truth? O My Master! I Am To Write – Publish -Optimize What You Give To Me In That Order…

So? It’s not for me to skip the publishing part for whatever reason. The month began with Reflecting On This World’s Glamour …? On Friday, November 1, 2019 at 11:34 am.

  • Next? Living A Thriving Life But! Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout! On Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.
  • Now? I posted on November 9, 10, and the last post on Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.
  • I skipped from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. To Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.
  • That means this post would have covered from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. to Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.

Master? What Is Your Aim With All The Entries In This November 2019? …

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 11:18 pm.

The month of November 2019 marks the beginning of a new cycle in my Journey in Your Presence.

  • This been a month in the furnace of affliction for the cleansing of my body, soul, and mind.

Next? Bring The Matter Closer To The End Of My Affliction …

At the moment? Still suffering big time and rejoice likewise. Your ways are nothing like I ever imagine.

All geared to our restoration to the original intent for our creation.

  • Slept from Friday, November 22, 2019 at 12:02 am to Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:15 am.

Now? Here I’m, My Master. Standing In Your Presence …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:51 am.

You know how am feeling. I am not that old. I see many little ladies past 90 and holding on better than me, but! it’s not of any use to compare myself to others. Maybe I l warm up then go on to bed? I wait on You.

Once Again You Perk Me Up Announcing Good News Coming Soon …?

Ha! You just led me to find the meaning of the purple grapes I was holding in my hand in that vision earlier. Amazingly encouraging! Quote:

Dream About Purple Grapes

Purple grapes in dreams represents rare luck and royalty wealth. You will earn wealth due to your luck and you will be treated like a king or queen.

O It Would Be So Wonderful To Be Pampered Like A Queen That I Am …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 5:08 pm.

Where do I come up with this thing that I am a queen? That’s the meaning of my birth name, Basilia. Basilia means something like, ‘belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of the Almighty Creator!

How ‘Bout That? I Was Born A Queen! Little Did I Know It Until 1986 …

“What’s the meaning of mine?” I asked Irene at the writer’s conference. She was telling name meaning to others in the group, so I asked. She answered, “belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of God.”

Memories About What I Thought To Be Fantasy Life, But! …

O my Master? These days You are revealing the deep inner meaning of Your covenant with us. So much has been written about You and whatever, so much that staggers the mind.

  • Sleep? I hope. 5:27 pm. To 7:37 pm

Despite Man’s Ideas And Concepts Of You? Man Or Devil Do Not Know You …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 8:28 pm.

Even so? Man pretends to be in the knowledge of You. Based on such pretension the great fallen away is taking place nowadays.

  • Euphoria and corruption march hand in hand away from You because man does not know You.

No Matter! Your Faithfulness To Your Words Of Mercy, Power Of Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail! …

O what a Mighty Yah You are! I cannot pretend for one second that I know You. Psalms 91 tells me that I know and understand Your name—have personal knowledge of Your mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on You. I know You will never forsake me, no, never!

And You Promised To Answer When I Call Upon You …

And You promised to be with me when I am in trouble, You promised to deliver me and honor me. You promised a long eternal life to satisfy me, and show me—reveal to me Your salvation even Yahushua my Messiah! But!

You Did Not Promise To Show Me Your Face …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 9:35 pm.

Ha! I just now realized that fact. No one can see or know You. How we get to know someone? When we look at their face! Maybe others realize this matter but it’s news to me.

Perhaps News In The Sense That I Never Really Pay Mind To It, Why? …

Well? So many of my former teachers gave me their version about You and Your Word. I believed them. I went along with all those teachers and teachings until You, O my Master severed me from them all.

What’s Happening Now With My Relationship With Them All? I Don’t Know But!…

You do. I sense either rejection or competition between them and myself. I don’t even know which side am I on? Ha! So that’s why Your instructions to keep to myself.

Even So? I Am Human. The Urge To Share Your Doings Gets To Me Sometimes …

Before I know I’m on the phone sharing only to be disappointed. For the most? Even my children and my closest friends have had enough of my ‘sharing’ and, when I call? No more time for my drag on ‘sharing’!

Ha! I Just Realized I Have No More Desire To Retaliate …?

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 10:15 pm.

Wow! I don’t even want to retaliate when Ahmad surprises me with his lack of understanding. My immediate human reaction is to retaliate with a remark like, “Live your life! I’ll live mine!” but then?

Reason. Wisdom. Your Reasoning. Your Wisdom, O My Master …?

Need to break. Need to enjoy the moment. 10:41 pm. It’s now 11:08 pm. A short break. Things clicked together in the blink of an eye on this short break. All my posting dilemmas resolved! Wow!

Clear Instruction On What To Do …?

Writing all details of Your work in my life has turned out into a lengthier essay than ever before. Been working on the post, ‘Our Splendid Future. Anger Defined From The Beginning. Both Coming To Light Now …?’

  • A long, long post. Overwhelmed I have refrained from publishing it.
  • Following that post been working on the post to follow it, ‘The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!’
  • At the same time, the graphic to illustrate the results of the ordeal.
  • Pain and misery have not stopped me from frantically working on those three projects.

Never In A Million Years Would Have Imagined All Things To Come Together As I Lost All Desire To Retaliate …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 11:53 pm.

But that’s exactly what happened. O my Master! This is the end of one of the most spiritual progressive days in my journey in Your Presence.

What To Do? First Thing, Compile A Short Post About The Results Of The Ordeal In The Colors Of The Graphic.

Make that post to announce the book with all the details of My work in you during this month of November 2019. Post. Then work on the compiling and formatting of the book.

Sleep Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 12:38 am. To Sunday, November 24, 2019 at  2:29 am.

Your Instructions Cannot Be Any Clearer …

I already have the material to follow Your instructions. The graphic is to my liking big time. I know You led my hand and mind to come up with such a beauty for all to enjoy.

Announcement:

Dear Readers, the compiling and formatting of the book with all the details of the Master’s work in me during this month of November 2019 will take a little time. Soon as the book is ready, I will give you all the link for you to enjoy the ride with me.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia 

 

 

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The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!

Tried, Smelted, And Refined In The Furnace Of Affliction This Time. Simply Painful …

  • Wasted My Life Harboring Resentments. Cleansing It All From My Mind And Soul. Simply Painful …
  • Thriving I Am Both My Spiritual Life And The Coughing And Sneezing! Hahaha! HaleluYah! …
  • That’s This World’s Reality—A Hype!

The Results Of The Whole Ordeal? In The Colors Of This Arrangement:

Colors Meaning Summary

  • Green combination of blue peace and yellow grace.
  • Green stands for fruitful intimacy with Yahushua.
  • Neon green electric—blue peace and electric yellow: grace combine to electrify and empower us with his ability to become intimate and fruitful for Yahushua.
  • The powerful miracles that occur here in the atmosphere of electrical intimacy and supernatural peace with that revelation.
  • The miracle that happens when the Almighty Creator finds a conduit in this earth that allows him freedom in this arena.
  • It is brighter than a neon light! It happens in a dark place, but changes everything and invites more conduits to happen.
  • Aqua or turquoise or teal (blue green) includes attributes of blue and green: the love of the bridegroom for his bride.
  • Dark purple includes attributes of black and purple
  • Purple is steadfast love with the king of kings: unity—royalty—power of authority—discernment to remove the poisonous trash from people and implant the heavenly provision instead.

O My Master! I Continue In Awe Of Your Doings …

That summary is a detailed confirmation of all you have been revealing to me. Beginning with The Church of Philadelphia –the only Church without blemish. You appointed me to that Church at the end of 2009. Quote:

…. “Yet My child—My beloved Thia you have continued to serve and obey Me even when it was out of your understanding for you had no knowledge of My ways.

“And even now when you have no proof whatsoever of the position that you are holding in My Kingdom you continue in My service totally submitted to My Being! Not many are privileged with such strength—My strength. And you are entitled to My blessing to the assembly of Philadelphia.

“And there are others in this assembly who will come into the knowledge of belonging to such assembly as I reveal it to them when you share these writings. It is written,

Revelation 3:7-13.

And to the angel (messenger) of the assembly (church) in Philadelphia write: These are the words of the Set Apart One, the True One, He Who has the key of David, Who opens and no one shall shut, Who shuts and no one shall open: Isa. 22:22.

I know your record of works and what you are doing. See! I have set before you a door wide open which no one is able to shut; I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept My Word and guarded My message and have not renounced or denied My name. Take note! I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say they are Jews and are not, but lie—behold, I will make them come and bow down before your feet and learn and acknowledge that I have loved you. Isa. 43:4; 49:23; 60:14.

Because you have guarded and kept My word of patient endurance have held fast the lesson of My patience with the expectant endurance that I give you, I also will keep you safe from the hour of trial (testing) which is coming on the whole world to try those who dwell upon the earth.

I am coming quickly; hold fast what you have, so that no one may rob you and deprive you of your crown.

He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name. Isa. 62:2; Ezek. 48:35.

He who can hear, let him listen to and heed what the Spirit says to the assemblies (churches).  End of quote.

  • (The complete version of the Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz is in the book)

Well? O my Master! Where Do I Come Up Stating That The Summary Is A Detailed Confirmation Of All You Have Been Revealing To Me? …

From two quotes.

From Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz:

  1. These folks are portals coming to and from heaven: Pillars in the Temple: Ambassadors for Christ: so one with Him that they do His works and speak His speech.

From Your words to me recorded above:

Revelation 3:12-13. He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name.

Why Have I Been Posting Out Of Sequence …?

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 10:00 pm.

Well? This is a post I skipped because of such long quotes and repeated words. Why am I attempting to post it now? Because it’s a thread to the previous posts, but!

The Truth? O My Master! I Am To Write – Publish -Optimize What You Give To Me In That Order…

So? It’s not for me to skip the publishing part for whatever reason. The month began with Reflecting On This World’s Glamour …? On Friday, November 1, 2019 at 11:34 am.

  • Next? Living A Thriving Life But! Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout! On Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.
  • Now? I posted on November 9, 10, and the last post on Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.
  • I skipped from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. To Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.
  • That means this post would have covered from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. to Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.

Master? What Is Your Aim With All The Entries In This November 2019? …

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 11:18 pm.

The month of November 2019 marks the beginning of a new cycle in my Journey in Your Presence.

  • This been a month in the furnace of affliction for the cleansing of my body, soul, and mind.

Next? Bring The Matter Closer To The End Of My Affliction …

At the moment? Still suffering big time and rejoice likewise. Your ways are nothing like I ever imagine.

All geared to our restoration to the original intent for our creation.

  • Slept from Friday, November 22, 2019 at 12:02 am to Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:15 am.

Now? Here I’m, My Master. Standing In Your Presence …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:51 am.

You know how am feeling. I am not that old. I see many little ladies past 90 and holding on better than me, but! it’s not of any use to compare myself to others. Maybe I l warm up then go on to bed? I wait on You.

Once Again You Perk Me Up Announcing Good News Coming Soon …?

Ha! You just led me to find the meaning of the purple grapes I was holding in my hand in that vision earlier. Amazingly encouraging! Quote:

Dream About Purple Grapes

Purple grapes in dreams represents rare luck and royalty wealth. You will earn wealth due to your luck and you will be treated like a king or queen.

O It Would Be So Wonderful To Be Pampered Like A Queen That I Am …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 5:08 pm.

Where do I come up with this thing that I am a queen? That’s the meaning of my birth name, Basilia. Basilia means something like, ‘belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of the Almighty Creator!

How ‘Bout That? I Was Born A Queen! Little Did I Know It Until 1986 …

“What’s the meaning of mine?” I asked Irene at the writer’s conference. She was telling name meaning to others in the group, so I asked. She answered, “belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of God.”

Memories About What I Thought To Be Fantasy Life, But! …

O my Master? These days You are revealing the deep inner meaning of Your covenant with us. So much has been written about You and whatever, so much that staggers the mind.

  • Sleep? I hope. 5:27 pm. To 7:37 pm

Despite Man’s Ideas And Concepts Of You? Man Or Devil Do Not Know You …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 8:28 pm.

Even so? Man pretends to be in the knowledge of You. Based on such pretension the great fallen away is taking place nowadays.

  • Euphoria and corruption march hand in hand away from You because man does not know You.

No Matter! Your Faithfulness To Your Words Of Mercy, Power Of Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail! …

O what a Mighty Yah You are! I cannot pretend for one second that I know You. Psalms 91 tells me that I know and understand Your name—have personal knowledge of Your mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on You. I know You will never forsake me, no, never!

And You Promised To Answer When I Call Upon You …

And You promised to be with me when I am in trouble, You promised to deliver me and honor me. You promised a long eternal life to satisfy me, and show me—reveal to me Your salvation even Yahushua my Messiah! But!

You Did Not Promise To Show Me Your Face …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 9:35 pm.

Ha! I just now realized that fact. No one can see or know You. How we get to know someone? When we look at their face! Maybe others realize this matter but it’s news to me.

Perhaps News In The Sense That I Never Really Pay Mind To It, Why? …

Well? So many of my former teachers gave me their version about You and Your Word. I believed them. I went along with all those teachers and teachings until You, O my Master severed me from them all.

What’s Happening Now With My Relationship With Them All? I Don’t Know But!…

You do. I sense either rejection or competition between them and myself. I don’t even know which side am I on? Ha! So that’s why Your instructions to keep to myself.

Even So? I Am Human. The Urge To Share Your Doings Gets To Me Sometimes …

Before I know I’m on the phone sharing only to be disappointed. For the most? Even my children and my closest friends have had enough of my ‘sharing’ and, when I call? No more time for my drag on ‘sharing’!

Ha! I Just Realized I Have No More Desire To Retaliate …?

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 10:15 pm.

Wow! I don’t even want to retaliate when Ahmad surprises me with his lack of understanding. My immediate human reaction is to retaliate with a remark like, “Live your life! I’ll live mine!” but then?

Reason. Wisdom. Your Reasoning. Your Wisdom, O My Master …?

Need to break. Need to enjoy the moment. 10:41 pm. It’s now 11:08 pm. A short break. Things clicked together in the blink of an eye on this short break. All my posting dilemmas resolved! Wow!

Clear Instruction On What To Do …?

Writing all details of Your work in my life has turned out into a lengthier essay than ever before. Been working on the post, ‘Our Splendid Future. Anger Defined From The Beginning. Both Coming To Light Now …?’

  • A long, long post. Overwhelmed I have refrained from publishing it.
  • Following that post been working on the post to follow it, ‘The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!’
  • At the same time, the graphic to illustrate the results of the ordeal.
  • Pain and misery have not stopped me from frantically working on those three projects.

Never In A Million Years Would Have Imagined All Things To Come Together As I Lost All Desire To Retaliate …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 11:53 pm.

But that’s exactly what happened. O my Master! This is the end of one of the most spiritual progressive days in my journey in Your Presence.

What To Do? First Thing, Compile A Short Post About The Results Of The Ordeal In The Colors Of The Graphic.

Make that post to announce the book with all the details of My work in you during this month of November 2019. Post. Then work on the compiling and formatting of the book.

Sleep Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 12:38 am. To Sunday, November 24, 2019 at  2:29 am.

Your Instructions Cannot Be Any Clearer …

I already have the material to follow Your instructions. The graphic is to my liking big time. I know You led my hand and mind to come up with such a beauty for all to enjoy.

Announcement:

Dear Readers, the compiling and formatting of the book with all the details of the Master’s work in me during this month of November 2019 will take a little time. Soon as the book is ready, I will give you all the link for you to enjoy the ride with me.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia 

 

 

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The Facts That Keep Me Going …

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Those Are Detailed In The Journal Recorded In This Site …

The Pictures Are A Summary Of Those Facts …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.

O Yes! You Are My Strength …

You give me hinds’ feet and will make me to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!

Your Presence In My Heart And Life Is A Reality! …?

Indeed! Because I know Yahushua lives in my heart, I can face the future. Otherwise? Death would have been my end, not only spiritual but physical as well.

Yes! I Now Still Hurt And Suffer, But! …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:33 am.

Your grace is sufficient to me to withstand all pain and misery. Yes! I shed tears, but those tears are not any longer tears of despair. They only serve to release the pain somehow.

Yes! I’m That Prodigal Son. I Spent My Spiritual Fortune Chasing The World’s Windfall, But!

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 1:28 am.

For the Father’s faithfulness to restore my wasted life! Here I am now. My body is decaying by reason of sin. But my spirit is thriving by reason of the righteousness You have invested upon me.

Heading for bed at 1:47 am. Hope for sleep.

Sleep Didn’t Come. Instead? Get Up! Fix A Cup Of Coffee To Relieve The Pain …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:53 am.

Up! Coffee fixed. Pain relieved. Now what? Compose the pictures to post. Task finished. On to post it. That’s how things are developing in and by Your Presence within my soul and my life.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia. 

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The Facts That Keep Me Going …

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Those Are Detailed In The Journal Recorded In This Site …

The Pictures Are A Summary Of Those Facts …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.

O Yes! You Are My Strength …

You give me hinds’ feet and will make me to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!

Your Presence In My Heart And Life Is A Reality! …?

Indeed! Because I know Yahushua lives in my heart, I can face the future. Otherwise? Death would have been my end, not only spiritual but physical as well.

Yes! I Now Still Hurt And Suffer, But! …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:33 am.

Your grace is sufficient to me to withstand all pain and misery. Yes! I shed tears, but those tears are not any longer tears of despair. They only serve to release the pain somehow.

Yes! I’m That Prodigal Son. I Spent My Spiritual Fortune Chasing The World’s Windfall, But!

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 1:28 am.

For the Father’s faithfulness to restore my wasted life! Here I am now. My body is decaying by reason of sin. But my spirit is thriving by reason of the righteousness You have invested upon me.

Heading for bed at 1:47 am. Hope for sleep.

Sleep Didn’t Come. Instead? Get Up! Fix A Cup Of Coffee To Relieve The Pain …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:53 am.

Up! Coffee fixed. Pain relieved. Now what? Compose the pictures to post. Task finished. On to post it. That’s how things are developing in and by Your Presence within my soul and my life.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia. 

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Living A Thriving Life But!

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Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout!

 

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body … Quote: But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you]. Romans 8:10

A Copout? According To The Dictionary, Quote:

  1. A failure to fulfill a commitment or responsibility or to face a difficulty squarely.
  2. A person who fails to fulfill a commitment or responsibility.
  3. An excuse for inaction or evasion.

Hahaha! I Fit All Three Meanings Of A Copout, But!

There is a method to my madness. Indeed! There is a method for all our failures or successes. Only thing is? The human being is adamant to accept such ethereal concept to the human’s best knowledge.

Master? My Thriving Life Is Spiritual …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.

Honestly, I have not made that distinction in my mind until You are revealing it to me even today. No wonder why I been perplexed with all that I see going on around the world.

It’s Been A Trying Day …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 11:09 pm.

Will now go to bed. Will bring it all to You my Master. Thank You, my Master. I caught quite a few hours of much needed sleep.

It’s now another day …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 8:32 am.

And a promising day. I already took care of things I have neglected for days—had no ambition for all those mundane chores inevitable in this planet’s life.

Living This Planet’s Life? I Reflect On A Better Life …

One day soon I hope? We will all be doing the same thing, guess when all get full to capacity of this world’s good thing—when all that laughter fades away at the sight of the disaster coming our way sooner that we are banking on.

(Hey! Anyone watching what is going in Jerusalem? The vacationers don’t see it but the locals do. The war is? O well! I am not a doomsayer, but! I’m realistic. The Creator is about to close the end curtain, that is obvious. I keep my shoes on while I wait secured in His Presence.)

Graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 11:02 am.

That’s how my spiritual life’s thriving goes. Doing graphics? Full concentration for long hours. Must pause. Reflect. Dishes need washing. Hum! Job done. Must write. Where was I?

Ah! Let Me Read. Need To Pick Up The Thread, But!

Too tired. Will sleep. I’ll write when I wake up. Well? On waking up, no pickup. Back to graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait, and?

On It Goes! Do I Sound Boring? I Sure Do. Even So? …

While dragging on the track, to be exact? I’m sitting still as far as doing things on my own. Sitting still? Sitting still and yet my activity in the realm of the invisible Kingdom intensifies tenfold.

Me? I Forget All The Time Your Sound Words To Establish My Steps. Duh! …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 7:16 pm.

Even so? Despise all my forgets with wobbling steps, You never forget to establish those wobbling steps of mine. O but what a life to live! Never mind my boring times!

Publishing? Not Yet! Wait …

This sure is a waiting life. But what if? I am waiting on You. Right now? I’ll wait in bed. Perhaps You bless me with the precious sleep to ease my waiting.

Talking About A Copout? An Amazing Moment …

Master? You brought me into this world in a Catholic environment, but! One especial night, You called me out of that environment to accept Yahushua.

A Nine Year-Old Child Lifts Her Hand To Confess In Her Native Spanish Language, “Yo Acepto A Cristo Como Mi Salvador Personal.” …?

She was whisked to the front. On her knees. Copious tears flowing. Someone’s arm around her shoulders. That’s all she remembers of that night.

About The Next Day? Roberto Making Fun Of Her Confession …?

How fresh You keep those memories in my mind and heart. At this moment? I am realizing that from the beginning others poke fun at my most precious moments.

The Catholic Environment? Not My Destiny …?

A vivacious young lady confined in a Catholic boarding house while attending the Catholic High School. She is a devoted Catholic young one and remains so until?

Marriage And Divorce Came Upon Her To Tear Up Her Most Highest Of Ideals …

Destiny. Sitting in her front yard. Cigarette in the left hand. Wine goblet in the right hand. Perhaps taking a breaking from her motherly chores. Suddenly! A beautiful young lady appears as if from nowhere.

“I Am The Preacher’s Wife From The Baptist Church. I Come To See If You Would Allow Diana To Attend …?

WHAT? No way! We are Catholic. Humbly the young lady explains, “But I am giving this party at my house just to get acquainted with the young girls in the vicinity.”

Her Humility Melts My Heart …

From that day on? Practically every week the young lady was at my front yard with the same request, “We are having a guest speaker, would you like to come to hear him?” No way! At last?

In Frustration, The Catholic Young Woman Waiving Her Cigarette And Wine Goblet Exclaimed, “We Are Catholics, Besides, I Am Not Giving Up This Or This” …?

The young lady did not flinch an eye. She calmly stated, “But you don’t have to give that up. Just come to visit.” Needless to say, for the first time in her life that Catholic young woman crossed the umbras of a Baptist Church!

The Beautiful Young Lady Stole Her Heart To Give It To Yahushua …

Of course! At that time? No idea of the name ‘Jesus’ was really ‘Yahushua’. The truth? The only name that young woman knew was the name of whoever Catholic Priest was her confidant at the moment.

The Miracle …

Within a few weeks? The whole Catholic family was re-baptized in the Baptist church! Unfortunately, or fortunately, the Baptist Church was not that Catholic young woman’s destiny as well.

Years And Years That Catholic Young Woman’s Tumultuous Life Develops …

In the pinnacle of righteousness. In the depth of unrighteousness. The waves constantly beating her up tor down. Emotionally unstable. Angry. Mentally insane. That’s the label.

Her Destiny? To Address The Creator’s Male Leaders Of His People …

“Not me!” she exclaims at the sound of those words to define her destiny. “Not me, I been a sinful woman, they will not listen to me!” She claimed in horror.

“I Don’t Want Them To Listen To You! I Want Them To Listen To ME!” …

Almost audible. Undeniable authority. “I will deliver the message tonight.” She had no other choice. By and by she consulted with the young pastor she so much admired.

A Gruesome Moment …?

“You have been hurt as a child. You are hurt. You are angry. That’s why you are giving us those ‘words from God’ to discharge your anger on us.”

A Copout! The Psychological Estimation Of Her Sacred Task …?

Devastated she went home to wail! Her tail at the bottom of that world’s psychological entail. Reality sets in. She was not to face a valley of roses. More likely a mountain peak of thorns and thistles were in her sight to pose.

Thorns And Thistles? …

Monday, November 4, 2019 at 12:21 pm.

Courageously that Catholic young woman threshed those thorns and thistles. Where did that courage came from? From her Creator’s faithfulness to His command to deliver His words to the male leaders of His people.

It’s Not About The Human’s Faithful Doings. It’s All About The Creator’s Faithfulness …?

Master! Is it time now to post? This headline needs to be included in the graphic. I will work on that before I post it.

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body …

Quote:

But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].  Romans 8:10

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

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Three Major Issues We Must Face:

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  1. The Lie—The Devil Does Not Exist.
  2. The Truth—The Devil Made Me Do It.
  3. Persuasion—The Wiles Of The Devil …

The Devil Does Not Exist? Really? Don’t Be Too Sure …?

The Devil Made Me Do It? That’s The Truth, But! There Is A Catch …?

The devil does not ‘make’ you do anything. He persuades even the most elected to do any and all things to lure a soul away from eternal life. To set a soul on the road to spiritual death.

There You Have It! Persuasion? The Wiles Of The Devil …?

O my Master! Your power. Your wisdom. Your ways. Your Being? Unfathomable! There is no way man or devil can figure out Your ways much less Your Being.

The Devil Knows That. But We Humans Don’t, So? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 8:57 am.

It’s a cinch for the devil to lure us into his limited knowledge. What is the devil’s aim? Why does he intent to lure us into his camp? Staggering number of theories about that issue. The truth?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel—The Supreme Authority Over All In Existence …

O my Master? When I listen to all the new trend of speakers teaching the multitude how to find rest, peace, joy, etc. etc.? I shiver! Why?

Phew! Such Hard Work In My Past To Achieve It All In Vain …

For I was following the speaker’s teachings against Your written words. All through the written words we are told not to lean in our understanding; not to follow each other, but that’s exactly what we humans do.

Now? I Have Achieved It All By Simply Living In Your Presence, And …?

Listening to Your Spirit within my heart! No kidding. All the ways they teach, I do myself, but! I do not do what they practice.

  • It is written,

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

How True! Me? I Quit It All Since 1985. Now?

I only hear the speakers and teachers, but! No need to struggle to listen to or follow up anything not coming by One Shepherd—my Father Creator Master of my being. He brought me into His Presence. He brought me. I did not come into His Presence on my own.

  • Only in Him we can find true rest, joy and peace.

This World’s Reality? All Has Been Heard, But!

This world continues to ignore the matter. So many proclaiming and teaching a ‘new’ thing about everything that is not new. Such is what humans have been seduced to believe—the wiles of the devil.

  • Even so? You have the perfect number who have not been seduced by the wiles of the devil.

Misery’s Visit But Who Cares? You Do My Master …?

I know You care, my Master. I know You have a reason for all misery’s visits. Even so? Unless You intervene, this misery is to the point of unbearable. I want to cry but my eyes are dry.

Anger! The Root Of All Miseries In This World …?

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 2:17 pm.

The day is advancing. No sign for any help to take care of this apartment. The consequence of my anger outburst a couple of days ago.

I See It, My Master! You Brought The Matter To Light, And …?

Guilty! Against You and You alone I have sinned. HAVE MERCY upon me, O my Master, according to Your steadfast love; according to the multitude of Your tender mercy and loving-kindness blot out my transgressions.

I Don’t Want To Be Angry But I Always Do What I Don’t Want To Do …

Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You. So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?

You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.

Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.

Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …

Let the bones which You have broken rejoice. Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.

Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me …

Cast me not away from Your presence and take not Your Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.

Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …

Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.

O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …

For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering. My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.

A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …

A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

O Yes I Could Voice Apologies Galore To No Avail In My Shore …

Indeed! I could call Ahmad to apologize, but! That’s the way of my carnal nature. That’s the way that is for me no more! My thriving life is spiritual not carnal …

What’s The Lesson, My Master? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 4:02 pm.

I need to take a break. Perhaps sleep? I wait on You. O my Master! It’s 6:18 pm. I can’t sleep. I am not hungry. I have dismantled the table. Need to move the fridge, all things are scattered. The paint from the ceiling falling on it all, and? No sign of help. But I am at peace. I’ll keep waiting on You.

Perhaps Waiting With Patience And Composure Is The Lesson You Are Teaching Me?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 12:38 am.

Master! O my Master Yahushua, You have made Yourself real to me exactly at midnight. Amazing! I woke up. Almost midnight. Not a sound or sign from Ahmad or family. Peace. No panic. No anger.

Midnight! Yahushua! This Time? In My Inbox …?

Godinterest Magazine The email been coming for several weeks now. Did not know how or why because I don’t remember visiting or subscribing to that magazine. I read their articles, but! This time?

I Wrote It All In A Comment, Quote:

Indeed! He is my portion. He is my life. He always makes Himself real to me. I live alone. No one to distract me with empty worldly talk. I bring all my troubles and my advances to Him at all times. He is with me not just in my imagination but for real and for all practical purposes.

This moment? It’s midnight. Things look bleak. In need of a human hand to help me with major problem in my apartment, but! No help came. I waited on Him. I asked to help me to wait with patience and composure. I know He has a reason for every minute detail of my daily living in His Presence. I asked for sleep while I waited. He gave me sleep for 3 hours. In waking up, still no help or news from the people that is supposed to take care of me.

Amazingly, through all this ordeal? His peace that surpasses all understanding has been flowing from my soul. So? I said to Him, “I don’t know what to think or do. Help me.” I came to my inbox. Your email. I clicked. I read. Word by word straight from His heart to mine. Joy inexplicable fills my heart. I thanked Him for the article, Finding God each day.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

And So Is My Spiritual Life Thriving Continuously …?

O my Master! In the article You confirm the reality of Your Presence in my life. Once again? You are reassuring me You are now ready to fulfill Your promises to me. Quote:

Finding God in Each Day

While teaching RE last week at school to my GCSE students, the text books reminded us that before the foundation of the world, God laid out a plan for your life. He created you on purpose, with a purpose and for a purpose. He created you to be successful! He has moments already laid out that are going to come across your path. These moments are not ordinary. They have supernatural consequences. They are destiny-altering moments. They are designed to thrust you forward in your life.

The Bible tells us in the book of Ecclesiastes, that time and chance come together for every person. That means you will have opportunities to meet the right people, opportunities to advance in your career, and opportunities to fulfil your dreams and visions. So stay focused, stay in faith and not fear, stay in expectation. Stay in God’s Word and His will, and praise God in advance. God has already prepared for you times of increase, promotion and blessing.

Today, open your eyes of faith and see the good things God has in store for your future. Thank Him for what He’s doing and what He’s about to do. Thank Him for divine connections and moments that God has prepared for your success. He is ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire He’s placed within your heart!

“…time and chance happen to them all.”

(Ecclesiastes 9:11, AMPC)

Pray With Me

Yahweh, thank You for those special moments and divine opportunities in my life. Father, I know You are working on my behalf no matter what the circumstances look like. God, I choose today to stay focused, stay in faith not fear, stay in expectation and stay in Your Word and Your will. I praise You in advance of my increase, promotion and blessings, knowing that You are a rewarder of those who diligently seek after You, in Christ’s Name! Amen.

Waiting With Patience And Composure …

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 1:34 am.

What a lesson You have ingrained in my heart! No need for me to worry about the disarray around me. I don’t need to take things into my own hands to prove myself to Ahmad.

Another Cup Of Green Tea Is In Order. Then? Your Lead, My Master …?

I thank You for what You are doing:

  • Exposing and eliminating the anger towards You.
  • Exposing the fact—Ahmad is Your servant not mine.
  • Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You.
  • So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?
  • You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.
  • Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.
  • Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …
  • Let the bones which You have broken rejoice.
  • Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.
  • Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me.
  • Cast me not away from Your Presence and take not Your Spirit from me.
  • Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.
  • Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …
  • Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.
  • O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …
  • For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
  • My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.
  • A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …
  • A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

All The Above You Have Done. Now? I Thank You For What You Are About To Do.

I thank You for divine connections and moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

One More Lesson Ingrained In My Soul …?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 10:21 am.

Amazing. Ahmad came and went. He is ill big time. I confessed how my anger was towards You, my Master—a sin against You that had caused me all my illnesses.

I Confessed Your Conviction. My Repentance, And Your Restoration …

I informed him that his anger towards You was the cause of his illness. He did not like to hear that. He kept complaining about his hurt. At my pleading to lay down to listen, he refused. He left accusing me of anger.

Ha! The Lesson? Recognize The Blame Game. Be Still. Let Go. …

I started to write him a message of retaliation, but! I heard, “Be still. Let go.” Hands off immediately! Don’t write. Don’t call. Be still. Let go. You are in control of it all!

I Thank You For Your Undeniable Presence In My Life …

Thanks for the moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

And? My Greatest Thanks. Thanks For Making Yourself Real To Me At Every Turn Of The Way …

You have restored to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit. Now? Your restoration to me will teach transgressors Your ways, and Sinners shall be converted and return to You …

11:07 am sleep. 2:40 pm

6:14 pm sleep? Visit

9 pm end visit

11:12 pm sleep

Woke Up Around 3:31 Am. My Face Is Lit Up With A Healthy Smile, Why? …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 3:45 am.

O my Beloved Master! But You are the best of the best! Talking about stupid people? Of sinners I am chief, but! I don’t hesitate to shout to this highly educated Ahmad, “You stupid!” His response? “Thank you, Basilia. Thank you, Basilia.” “But you are! You want me to repeat it?” “No thank you, Basilia. No thank you, Basilia.” And?

I Continue On With My Endless Examples To Witness To Him To No Avail For What It Seems …?

Yesterday? It turned out into a hilarious day for me. But for Ahmad? A horror of a day. What happened? It’s been happening since Monday, November 4, 2019 when Ahmad cut his visit with me in the middle of a sentence.

Anger Got A Hold Of My Heart, But! All In Your Plan For Us, My Master! …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 4:29 am.

Honest to goodness! I don’t belong to myself anymore. You are proving that fact to me every step of the way. That’s what it’s written in this post. Anyhow?

Why My Day Turned Out Hilarious? …

Well? After Ahmad’s unexpected visit in the morning I did not expect to hear from him for a few days again. Surprise! Around 6 pm I was laying in bed hoping to sleep to ease up my trips to the toilet. Suddenly! Ahmad comes in with a load in his hand. How did I greet him? “I need to run to the toilet!” He stepped out of the way to make room for my run.

Master! You Are Cleansing My Mind And My Body …

So? Yesterday I finally got enough nerve to take my dose of Castor oil, and? O the joy of the affair! I spent my day working on the graphics and running to the toilet.

But O Moments That You Have Prepared For My Success …

Ahmad respectfully walks out to the roof while I take care of my toilet duty. Finished. Washed my hands. Back to my chair. Ahmad steps back in the apartment. He proceeds to set up the makluba. I am looking at him. “You looking good. Are you well now?” He kind of smirks in response. I’m bubbling with joy inside of me. I keep quiet.

Again, Our Stupidity Came To The Surface …

O my Master! Your Presence was so real between us! We had a wonderful visit. He left in great spirit. I went back to my graphics.

When Did My Face Lit Up With A Smile …?

When I woke up. I checked my inbox. There is Godinterest Magazine again! This time? A graphic for a headline to make sure I would lit up with smile!

Here is the link to the article: https://godinterest.com/newsletter/godinterest-magazine-30/

O My Master! You Done Wise Us Up To Your Loving Ways …

No more calling stupid to Ahmad! I think? But humor instead of anger remains my ordained motto. So? No stupid people beyond this point will quicken my “You stupid!” to prevent our stupidity beyond this point of our lives in Your Presence.

The Devil Doesn’t Stand A Chance To Seduce Us Any Longer, That’s For Sure!

O my Master! You have exposed and disposed the sinful anger towards You in our hearts and minds. We are now ready to receive all that You have in store for us.

Such Is The Joyful End Of This Tale Or Is It? …

Well? This tale of my thriving life in Your Presence O my Master does not really end. Is a tale set for eternity. So? You are setting me for a whole new approach to reach the heart and mind of Your children.

What Is My Tendency Every Time You Bring Me Up Towards You? …

Of course! It’s such an amazing happening in my life that I tend to set myself in charge of the situation. A few minutes ago I was thinking to call my professional daughter Diana for an evaluation of my skills, but!

Immediately It Came To Me, I Am Looking For Man’s Approval. Whatever For? ….

Wow! Just as quick I lifted my voice up to You, I refuse to seek man’s approval. You approve me. That’s all I need.

Thus, You Take Care Of All My Mento-Manias …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 9:32 am

No need to fret about my ‘Bipolar’ label. It’s now of non-effect. I’ll quit looking here and yonder for whatever my flesh considers fonder.

Back To My Task. No Turning Back …

Write. Publish. Optimize. You are doing the rest better than the most brilliant of marketeers! I will post this matter now along with the post I started to post a couple of days ago.

Two For One. Master? This Posting And Blogging Thing …?

It’s becoming to be lots of fun for me. I know this is contagious. More and more new followers are already contaminated with my fun to blog and post overlooking the likes or lack of them. Amen!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

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Three Major Issues We Must Face:

  1. The Lie—The Devil Does Not Exist.
  2. The Truth—The Devil Made Me Do It.
  3. Persuasion—The Wiles Of The Devil …

The Devil Does Not Exist? Really? Don’t Be Too Sure …?

The Devil Made Me Do It? That’s The Truth, But! There Is A Catch …?

The devil does not ‘make’ you do anything. He persuades even the most elected to do any and all things to lure a soul away from eternal life. To set a soul on the road to spiritual death.

There You Have It! Persuasion? The Wiles Of The Devil …?

O my Master! Your power. Your wisdom. Your ways. Your Being? Unfathomable! There is no way man or devil can figure out Your ways much less Your Being.

The Devil Knows That. But We Humans Don’t, So? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 8:57 am.

It’s a cinch for the devil to lure us into his limited knowledge. What is the devil’s aim? Why does he intent to lure us into his camp? Staggering number of theories about that issue. The truth?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel—The Supreme Authority Over All In Existence …

O my Master? When I listen to all the new trend of speakers teaching the multitude how to find rest, peace, joy, etc. etc.? I shiver! Why?

Phew! Such Hard Work In My Past To Achieve It All In Vain …

For I was following the speaker’s teachings against Your written words. All through the written words we are told not to lean in our understanding; not to follow each other, but that’s exactly what we humans do.

Now? I Have Achieved It All By Simply Living In Your Presence, And …?

Listening to Your Spirit within my heart! No kidding. All the ways they teach, I do myself, but! I do not do what they practice.

  • It is written,

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

How True! Me? I Quit It All Since 1985. Now?

I only hear the speakers and teachers, but! No need to struggle to listen to or follow up anything not coming by One Shepherd—my Father Creator Master of my being. He brought me into His Presence. He brought me. I did not come into His Presence on my own.

  • Only in Him we can find true rest, joy and peace.

This World’s Reality? All Has Been Heard, But!

This world continues to ignore the matter. So many proclaiming and teaching a ‘new’ thing about everything that is not new. Such is what humans have been seduced to believe—the wiles of the devil.

  • Even so? You have the perfect number who have not been seduced by the wiles of the devil.

Misery’s Visit But Who Cares? You Do My Master …?

I know You care, my Master. I know You have a reason for all misery’s visits. Even so? Unless You intervene, this misery is to the point of unbearable. I want to cry but my eyes are dry.

Anger! The Root Of All Miseries In This World …?

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 2:17 pm.

The day is advancing. No sign for any help to take care of this apartment. The consequence of my anger outburst a couple of days ago.

I See It, My Master! You Brought The Matter To Light, And …?

Guilty! Against You and You alone I have sinned. HAVE MERCY upon me, O my Master, according to Your steadfast love; according to the multitude of Your tender mercy and loving-kindness blot out my transgressions.

I Don’t Want To Be Angry But I Always Do What I Don’t Want To Do …

Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You. So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?

You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.

Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.

Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …

Let the bones which You have broken rejoice. Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.

Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me …

Cast me not away from Your presence and take not Your Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.

Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …

Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.

O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …

For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering. My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.

A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …

A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

O Yes I Could Voice Apologies Galore To No Avail In My Shore …

Indeed! I could call Ahmad to apologize, but! That’s the way of my carnal nature. That’s the way that is for me no more! My thriving life is spiritual not carnal …

What’s The Lesson, My Master? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 4:02 pm.

I need to take a break. Perhaps sleep? I wait on You. O my Master! It’s 6:18 pm. I can’t sleep. I am not hungry. I have dismantled the table. Need to move the fridge, all things are scattered. The paint from the ceiling falling on it all, and? No sign of help. But I am at peace. I’ll keep waiting on You.

Perhaps Waiting With Patience And Composure Is The Lesson You Are Teaching Me?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 12:38 am.

Master! O my Master Yahushua, You have made Yourself real to me exactly at midnight. Amazing! I woke up. Almost midnight. Not a sound or sign from Ahmad or family. Peace. No panic. No anger.

Midnight! Yahushua! This Time? In My Inbox …?

Godinterest Magazine The email been coming for several weeks now. Did not know how or why because I don’t remember visiting or subscribing to that magazine. I read their articles, but! This time?

I Wrote It All In A Comment, Quote:

Indeed! He is my portion. He is my life. He always makes Himself real to me. I live alone. No one to distract me with empty worldly talk. I bring all my troubles and my advances to Him at all times. He is with me not just in my imagination but for real and for all practical purposes.

This moment? It’s midnight. Things look bleak. In need of a human hand to help me with major problem in my apartment, but! No help came. I waited on Him. I asked to help me to wait with patience and composure. I know He has a reason for every minute detail of my daily living in His Presence. I asked for sleep while I waited. He gave me sleep for 3 hours. In waking up, still no help or news from the people that is supposed to take care of me.

Amazingly, through all this ordeal? His peace that surpasses all understanding has been flowing from my soul. So? I said to Him, “I don’t know what to think or do. Help me.” I came to my inbox. Your email. I clicked. I read. Word by word straight from His heart to mine. Joy inexplicable fills my heart. I thanked Him for the article, Finding God each day.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

And So Is My Spiritual Life Thriving Continuously …?

O my Master! In the article You confirm the reality of Your Presence in my life. Once again? You are reassuring me You are now ready to fulfill Your promises to me. Quote:

Finding God in Each Day

While teaching RE last week at school to my GCSE students, the text books reminded us that before the foundation of the world, God laid out a plan for your life. He created you on purpose, with a purpose and for a purpose. He created you to be successful! He has moments already laid out that are going to come across your path. These moments are not ordinary. They have supernatural consequences. They are destiny-altering moments. They are designed to thrust you forward in your life.

The Bible tells us in the book of Ecclesiastes, that time and chance come together for every person. That means you will have opportunities to meet the right people, opportunities to advance in your career, and opportunities to fulfil your dreams and visions. So stay focused, stay in faith and not fear, stay in expectation. Stay in God’s Word and His will, and praise God in advance. God has already prepared for you times of increase, promotion and blessing.

Today, open your eyes of faith and see the good things God has in store for your future. Thank Him for what He’s doing and what He’s about to do. Thank Him for divine connections and moments that God has prepared for your success. He is ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire He’s placed within your heart!

“…time and chance happen to them all.”

(Ecclesiastes 9:11, AMPC)

Pray With Me

Yahweh, thank You for those special moments and divine opportunities in my life. Father, I know You are working on my behalf no matter what the circumstances look like. God, I choose today to stay focused, stay in faith not fear, stay in expectation and stay in Your Word and Your will. I praise You in advance of my increase, promotion and blessings, knowing that You are a rewarder of those who diligently seek after You, in Christ’s Name! Amen.

Waiting With Patience And Composure …

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 1:34 am.

What a lesson You have ingrained in my heart! No need for me to worry about the disarray around me. I don’t need to take things into my own hands to prove myself to Ahmad.

Another Cup Of Green Tea Is In Order. Then? Your Lead, My Master …?

I thank You for what You are doing:

  • Exposing and eliminating the anger towards You.
  • Exposing the fact—Ahmad is Your servant not mine.
  • Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You.
  • So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?
  • You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.
  • Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.
  • Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …
  • Let the bones which You have broken rejoice.
  • Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.
  • Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me.
  • Cast me not away from Your Presence and take not Your Spirit from me.
  • Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.
  • Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …
  • Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.
  • O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …
  • For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
  • My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.
  • A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …
  • A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

All The Above You Have Done. Now? I Thank You For What You Are About To Do.

I thank You for divine connections and moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

One More Lesson Ingrained In My Soul …?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 10:21 am.

Amazing. Ahmad came and went. He is ill big time. I confessed how my anger was towards You, my Master—a sin against You that had caused me all my illnesses.

I Confessed Your Conviction. My Repentance, And Your Restoration …

I informed him that his anger towards You was the cause of his illness. He did not like to hear that. He kept complaining about his hurt. At my pleading to lay down to listen, he refused. He left accusing me of anger.

Ha! The Lesson? Recognize The Blame Game. Be Still. Let Go. …

I started to write him a message of retaliation, but! I heard, “Be still. Let go.” Hands off immediately! Don’t write. Don’t call. Be still. Let go. You are in control of it all!

I Thank You For Your Undeniable Presence In My Life …

Thanks for the moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

And? My Greatest Thanks. Thanks For Making Yourself Real To Me At Every Turn Of The Way …

You have restored to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit. Now? Your restoration to me will teach transgressors Your ways, and Sinners shall be converted and return to You …

11:07 am sleep. 2:40 pm

6:14 pm sleep? Visit

9 pm end visit

11:12 pm sleep

Woke Up Around 3:31 Am. My Face Is Lit Up With A Healthy Smile, Why? …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 3:45 am.

O my Beloved Master! But You are the best of the best! Talking about stupid people? Of sinners I am chief, but! I don’t hesitate to shout to this highly educated Ahmad, “You stupid!” His response? “Thank you, Basilia. Thank you, Basilia.” “But you are! You want me to repeat it?” “No thank you, Basilia. No thank you, Basilia.” And?

I Continue On With My Endless Examples To Witness To Him To No Avail For What It Seems …?

Yesterday? It turned out into a hilarious day for me. But for Ahmad? A horror of a day. What happened? It’s been happening since Monday, November 4, 2019 when Ahmad cut his visit with me in the middle of a sentence.

Anger Got A Hold Of My Heart, But! All In Your Plan For Us, My Master! …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 4:29 am.

Honest to goodness! I don’t belong to myself anymore. You are proving that fact to me every step of the way. That’s what it’s written in this post. Anyhow?

Why My Day Turned Out Hilarious? …

Well? After Ahmad’s unexpected visit in the morning I did not expect to hear from him for a few days again. Surprise! Around 6 pm I was laying in bed hoping to sleep to ease up my trips to the toilet. Suddenly! Ahmad comes in with a load in his hand. How did I greet him? “I need to run to the toilet!” He stepped out of the way to make room for my run.

Master! You Are Cleansing My Mind And My Body …

So? Yesterday I finally got enough nerve to take my dose of Castor oil, and? O the joy of the affair! I spent my day working on the graphics and running to the toilet.

But O Moments That You Have Prepared For My Success …

Ahmad respectfully walks out to the roof while I take care of my toilet duty. Finished. Washed my hands. Back to my chair. Ahmad steps back in the apartment. He proceeds to set up the makluba. I am looking at him. “You looking good. Are you well now?” He kind of smirks in response. I’m bubbling with joy inside of me. I keep quiet.

Again, Our Stupidity Came To The Surface …

O my Master! Your Presence was so real between us! We had a wonderful visit. He left in great spirit. I went back to my graphics.

When Did My Face Lit Up With A Smile …?

When I woke up. I checked my inbox. There is Godinterest Magazine again! This time? A graphic for a headline to make sure I would lit up with smile!

Here is the link to the article: https://godinterest.com/newsletter/godinterest-magazine-30/

O My Master! You Done Wise Us Up To Your Loving Ways …

No more calling stupid to Ahmad! I think? But humor instead of anger remains my ordained motto. So? No stupid people beyond this point will quicken my “You stupid!” to prevent our stupidity beyond this point of our lives in Your Presence.

The Devil Doesn’t Stand A Chance To Seduce Us Any Longer, That’s For Sure!

O my Master! You have exposed and disposed the sinful anger towards You in our hearts and minds. We are now ready to receive all that You have in store for us.

Such Is The Joyful End Of This Tale Or Is It? …

Well? This tale of my thriving life in Your Presence O my Master does not really end. Is a tale set for eternity. So? You are setting me for a whole new approach to reach the heart and mind of Your children.

What Is My Tendency Every Time You Bring Me Up Towards You? …

Of course! It’s such an amazing happening in my life that I tend to set myself in charge of the situation. A few minutes ago I was thinking to call my professional daughter Diana for an evaluation of my skills, but!

Immediately It Came To Me, I Am Looking For Man’s Approval. Whatever For? ….

Wow! Just as quick I lifted my voice up to You, I refuse to seek man’s approval. You approve me. That’s all I need.

Thus, You Take Care Of All My Mento-Manias …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 9:32 am

No need to fret about my ‘Bipolar’ label. It’s now of non-effect. I’ll quit looking here and yonder for whatever my flesh considers fonder.

Back To My Task. No Turning Back …

Write. Publish. Optimize. You are doing the rest better than the most brilliant of marketeers! I will post this matter now along with the post I started to post a couple of days ago.

Two For One. Master? This Posting And Blogging Thing …?

It’s becoming to be lots of fun for me. I know this is contagious. More and more new followers are already contaminated with my fun to blog and post overlooking the likes or lack of them. Amen!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

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Living A Thriving Life But!

Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout!

 

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body … Quote: But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you]. Romans 8:10

A Copout? According To The Dictionary, Quote:

  1. A failure to fulfill a commitment or responsibility or to face a difficulty squarely.
  2. A person who fails to fulfill a commitment or responsibility.
  3. An excuse for inaction or evasion.

Hahaha! I Fit All Three Meanings Of A Copout, But!

There is a method to my madness. Indeed! There is a method for all our failures or successes. Only thing is? The human being is adamant to accept such ethereal concept to the human’s best knowledge.

Master? My Thriving Life Is Spiritual …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.

Honestly, I have not made that distinction in my mind until You are revealing it to me even today. No wonder why I been perplexed with all that I see going on around the world.

It’s Been A Trying Day …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 11:09 pm.

Will now go to bed. Will bring it all to You my Master. Thank You, my Master. I caught quite a few hours of much needed sleep.

It’s now another day …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 8:32 am.

And a promising day. I already took care of things I have neglected for days—had no ambition for all those mundane chores inevitable in this planet’s life.

Living This Planet’s Life? I Reflect On A Better Life …

One day soon I hope? We will all be doing the same thing, guess when all get full to capacity of this world’s good thing—when all that laughter fades away at the sight of the disaster coming our way sooner that we are banking on.

(Hey! Anyone watching what is going in Jerusalem? The vacationers don’t see it but the locals do. The war is? O well! I am not a doomsayer, but! I’m realistic. The Creator is about to close the end curtain, that is obvious. I keep my shoes on while I wait secured in His Presence.)

Graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 11:02 am.

That’s how my spiritual life’s thriving goes. Doing graphics? Full concentration for long hours. Must pause. Reflect. Dishes need washing. Hum! Job done. Must write. Where was I?

Ah! Let Me Read. Need To Pick Up The Thread, But!

Too tired. Will sleep. I’ll write when I wake up. Well? On waking up, no pickup. Back to graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait, and?

On It Goes! Do I Sound Boring? I Sure Do. Even So? …

While dragging on the track, to be exact? I’m sitting still as far as doing things on my own. Sitting still? Sitting still and yet my activity in the realm of the invisible Kingdom intensifies tenfold.

Me? I Forget All The Time Your Sound Words To Establish My Steps. Duh! …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 7:16 pm.

Even so? Despise all my forgets with wobbling steps, You never forget to establish those wobbling steps of mine. O but what a life to live! Never mind my boring times!

Publishing? Not Yet! Wait …

This sure is a waiting life. But what if? I am waiting on You. Right now? I’ll wait in bed. Perhaps You bless me with the precious sleep to ease my waiting.

Talking About A Copout? An Amazing Moment …

Master? You brought me into this world in a Catholic environment, but! One especial night, You called me out of that environment to accept Yahushua.

A Nine Year-Old Child Lifts Her Hand To Confess In Her Native Spanish Language, “Yo Acepto A Cristo Como Mi Salvador Personal.” …?

She was whisked to the front. On her knees. Copious tears flowing. Someone’s arm around her shoulders. That’s all she remembers of that night.

About The Next Day? Roberto Making Fun Of Her Confession …?

How fresh You keep those memories in my mind and heart. At this moment? I am realizing that from the beginning others poke fun at my most precious moments.

The Catholic Environment? Not My Destiny …?

A vivacious young lady confined in a Catholic boarding house while attending the Catholic High School. She is a devoted Catholic young one and remains so until?

Marriage And Divorce Came Upon Her To Tear Up Her Most Highest Of Ideals …

Destiny. Sitting in her front yard. Cigarette in the left hand. Wine goblet in the right hand. Perhaps taking a breaking from her motherly chores. Suddenly! A beautiful young lady appears as if from nowhere.

“I Am The Preacher’s Wife From The Baptist Church. I Come To See If You Would Allow Diana To Attend …?

WHAT? No way! We are Catholic. Humbly the young lady explains, “But I am giving this party at my house just to get acquainted with the young girls in the vicinity.”

Her Humility Melts My Heart …

From that day on? Practically every week the young lady was at my front yard with the same request, “We are having a guest speaker, would you like to come to hear him?” No way! At last?

In Frustration, The Catholic Young Woman Waiving Her Cigarette And Wine Goblet Exclaimed, “We Are Catholics, Besides, I Am Not Giving Up This Or This” …?

The young lady did not flinch an eye. She calmly stated, “But you don’t have to give that up. Just come to visit.” Needless to say, for the first time in her life that Catholic young woman crossed the umbras of a Baptist Church!

The Beautiful Young Lady Stole Her Heart To Give It To Yahushua …

Of course! At that time? No idea of the name ‘Jesus’ was really ‘Yahushua’. The truth? The only name that young woman knew was the name of whoever Catholic Priest was her confidant at the moment.

The Miracle …

Within a few weeks? The whole Catholic family was re-baptized in the Baptist church! Unfortunately, or fortunately, the Baptist Church was not that Catholic young woman’s destiny as well.

Years And Years That Catholic Young Woman’s Tumultuous Life Develops …

In the pinnacle of righteousness. In the depth of unrighteousness. The waves constantly beating her up tor down. Emotionally unstable. Angry. Mentally insane. That’s the label.

Her Destiny? To Address The Creator’s Male Leaders Of His People …

“Not me!” she exclaims at the sound of those words to define her destiny. “Not me, I been a sinful woman, they will not listen to me!” She claimed in horror.

“I Don’t Want Them To Listen To You! I Want Them To Listen To ME!” …

Almost audible. Undeniable authority. “I will deliver the message tonight.” She had no other choice. By and by she consulted with the young pastor she so much admired.

A Gruesome Moment …?

“You have been hurt as a child. You are hurt. You are angry. That’s why you are giving us those ‘words from God’ to discharge your anger on us.”

A Copout! The Psychological Estimation Of Her Sacred Task …?

Devastated she went home to wail! Her tail at the bottom of that world’s psychological entail. Reality sets in. She was not to face a valley of roses. More likely a mountain peak of thorns and thistles were in her sight to pose.

Thorns And Thistles? …

Monday, November 4, 2019 at 12:21 pm.

Courageously that Catholic young woman threshed those thorns and thistles. Where did that courage came from? From her Creator’s faithfulness to His command to deliver His words to the male leaders of His people.

It’s Not About The Human’s Faithful Doings. It’s All About The Creator’s Faithfulness …?

Master! Is it time now to post? This headline needs to be included in the graphic. I will work on that before I post it.

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body …

Quote:

But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].  Romans 8:10

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.