It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 9:00 pm. I am not sleepy, but I need to rest. I’ll head for bed, perhaps sleep comes my way. It’s now Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 2:03 am. I have been up for 2 hours checking things out. I am not too happy with my doings, why? Well? I keep getting hooked up searching for approval that it seems like I am not getting as I would like to get in my posts.
What’s wrong with this state of my doings?
It seems to me that I am still limiting myself to my idea of what or how I am supposed to be or act or post or whatever.
What to do? I’ll wait to see what happens next.
For one thing? Right now, I’ll go and take care of my soup and forget all these aberrations of mine.
Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 5:21 am. Bed.
Woke up around 6 am. Fixed breakfast. Pictures of sunrise.
Then my phone shut off.
I set it to charge and forgot about it.
Back to bed.
Awake now on Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 10:08 am.
Will work on graphics.
A couple of hours later I realized I needed to check things out.
Suddenly, I heard what I thought to be Diana, but it was Melisa, Diana had been trying to call me to no avail. She was not home, and she asked Melisa to come and check on me.
O well! Guess what?
I heard that lovely voice within my being.
I listened. I responded.
All stable now.
Ready to conquer ALL my aberrations!
Bless my heart! I need it.
What’s The Point? …
Good question! Now I must figure out how to answer concisely. I have been considering all these matters as I go along. That’s the moment I get the answers needed.
It came to me how it strengthens me when I read or hear something about someone’s conquests.
Furthermore, I realized that I do not necessarily acknowledge the author of such matters.
The same is true with the readers of my posts.
So? What’s the use?
I do not need acknowledgement to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life to strengthen the brethren.
I am going on likes or no likes at the end of my posts.
Who knows right now? Monday, October 23, 2023, at 1:33 am, I posted, Where did it all Begin around 1 am today. I had a hard time putting that post together. I had a hard time with everything yesterday. It’s quite frustrating to keep making the same mistakes over & over again. Not only with the post but also, I mess up the soup by adding cayenne pepper to it when I know that cayenne pepper triggers my itching & pain.
Perhaps today I can make progress overcoming such old habits, I pray it is something of a reality in my new perspective of life.
After all, I can achieve incredible things. My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.
What else is new?
Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.
Monday, October 23, 2023, at 2:00 am, breaktime.
Monday, October 23, 2023, at 3:03 am.
Well? I got caught up in the kitchen, that’s encouraging.
Next thing there is to do is to take care of the soup.
I shall try now to drink my coffee, hopefully it won’t upset my belly.
I must learn to think, to reconsider things before I act.
What now? …
It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 4:44 am. I feel good, no itch, no pain. Will try some more sleep. Slept until after 7 am. An array of could be decisions and the thing to do for me keep popping up in my mind. But I hear that lovely voice within telling me,
“It’s easy for you to succeed.
Believe in your capabilities.
You can heal and get better.
You are attracted to the things that make you happy.
And you are beginning to look forward to waking up every morning. …
Nothing can stop you now to fulfill your purpose of your life I have set in the plan I have in mind for you.”
The plan in Your mind for me, what that would be?
On my way to look for that record.
Record Found …
I found the record where the purpose of my life is stated, an excerpt from Welcome to my Life, as it is as it was come to mind.
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September 3/85, You alone are my God and my Lord and in You do I put my trust. To You my Lord I yield my spirit, soul and body, do unto me as it is Your will. Thank You Lord that You made me willing to turn to You. Thank You Lord that You showed me my sin and caused me to repent. Thank You Lord that You made provision with Your blood to take away my sin. Thank You Lord for taking me to the Cross with You and delivering me from my self. Thank You Lord that you made provision to deliver my mind from the grip of Satan. Thank You Lord for Your bountiful blessings.
September 5/85, As I walk in the Promise Land of the Born Again, I surrender willingly to my Lord. These words are easier said than done. With pride I shouted those words and in good faith I thought that I was doing just that.
Then my blessed Lord stepped in and in gentleness said, “Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”
Strengthen The Brethren …?
Am I or have I been strengthening the brethren? Ha! Now I know how to use the graphic that popped in the Pinterest which so impressed me. My question clearly indicates that I have been doing so without me knowing that I am doing so like the graphic tells it is. Of course, the graphic is about my attractiveness but it could well apply to everything I do including whether I am encouraging anyone or not.
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Signs that you are super attractive and don’t know it
These signs indicate that you are super attractive, and you haven’t even realized it!
How many times have you looked in the mirror thinking you’re not pretty, forget about those terrible thoughts, these signs will help you realize how attractive you are, even if you think otherwise.
People are shocked when you confess that you have complexes and insecurities:
When people are in front of someone attractive, they take it for granted that they are super confident and their self-esteem is sky high, they just think they are confident in their attractiveness.
There you have it!
On my way to work on the cover for Broken to Serve which I’ll use in the next post. The next post? The MESSAGE, I think. Right now? Creating new memories in texting with Diana, quite a novelty for me. Back to the mill with a thrill. Monday, October 23, 2023, at 8:38 am. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 10:24 am. I have been busy collecting information to show me how to continue with this post. Breaking now.
Met Diana. Great opportunity to share.
She showed me her latest master’s pieces.
She loaded me up with goodies.
Back to my computer on Monday, October 23, 2023, at 11:09 am.
It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings.
And the above graphic is part of the memory of how my children tease me when I teasingly state that I am beautiful just looking for reassurance but inevitably I hear, ‘that’s debatable!’ Bless their hearts.
But that is why I created that graphic for my own reassurance undependably on my children.
And that was a good memory to record.
That Was a Good Memory We Created …
It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings. I have been working on the covers. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at11:21 pm. Heading for bed. HalleluYah! I woke up singing around 5 am this morning on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. Did the usual, headed to fix a plain coffee cup but I added a chamomile bag. I danced in the kitchen. Came to the computer to record but instead I decided to check the goings on in the NET. I wound up reading my latest post, Where did it all Begin, and missed recording anything.
Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 7:00 am.
My coffee is still too hot for my taste.
I will head now to fix my oatmeal and to check what goes on in my world in this wonderful place I am living in.
Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 8:21 am.
Ready to begin whatever.
Three Books in The Series. One Published. Two To Go …
Here we go. Everything happens right on time. I am accepting of others. I tap into my inner greatness. I welcome the unexpected. I embrace the mysteries of life. I say yes to a new development any day. Thus, it’s a wonderful way to live by.
Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 10:08 am.
I finished with the graphics I am to use in this post.
How is this day developing?
Surprise like from my first viewer when I started blogging in 2006.
Will see what develops next.
Belief Or Relationship …What’s the Purpose of my Life. …The Topic For This Post …
I don’t believe in my parents, nor do my parents believe in me. The fact is that they exist and so do I. Moreover, is not a matter of belief it’s a matter of relationship. Also, a matter of existence. What if I deny my parents’ existence or what about if I don’t BELIEVE my parents exist? Does that negate the fact that I am related to my parents by way of my birth not by my belief?
Well? Here we go! The biggie of the times!
There is no God or Devil …
No right or wrong …
Only unconditional love …
Let’s Reconsider the Matter …
I get lost in the middle of all reasonable explanations. I see. Quite deeper than I would like to see, I see. The worse? I am to write and tell the righteous & the unrighteous of their error but! Thirty-seven years of doing so were beginning to wear me out. Suddenly! In a matter of moments, the weariness lifted giving way to what? My dreams come true. HalleluYah! I exclaimed as I swung my legs from under the cover to get up. Waiting for the coffee water to heat up I began to sing & dance!
When the Spirit of my Yah comes upon my head, I can dance, I can dance, I can dance like David danced …..!!!
Everything Happens Right On Time For Real …
Man! That’s the first time I felt like dancing for a long time. That happened around 5 am on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 2:25 pm. Lots of things have come to mind for me to say & do but I have refrained from saying or doing any of them. Instead, I have been reconsidering all those things. Ha! What a way to get rid of those subtle things that trigger a hilarious moment for me but annoying matter to others most of the time. Truly, everything happens right on time. When is time to share I always can share appropriately the way it should be.
But! It has been hard for me to adjust the time to stop my sharing.
Anyhow? I am on the way.
Trial & error my dear Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor would exhort me every time I would inquired on how to know the will of God.
Trial & Error? …
It’s quite interesting the things that trigger my direction to overcome troublesome matters like my overbearing. What is a trial? A state of pain or anguish that tests patience, endurance, or belief, in my case? The fiery trial through which I had to pass to get to where I am now. Interesting, isn’t it? But so that I blunder a little bit I can stop before people excuse themselves to go to the restroom! Hahaha! HalleluYah! There is hope for me.
Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 5:57 pm.
Goodness’s sake! The time escaped me!
O well! I fixed and ate my supper and fixed a cup of coffee which has to cool off before I can drink it.
Diana surprised me with some goodies a couple of hours ago.
I have made progress formatting the post, but I still have ways to go.
Perhaps today I can find my way to set it all in the best reading form.
Without more ado let me close until the next post.
My father, Don Miguel Licona, A Pioneer Warrior and a courageous pioneer to erect the beautiful Vega Grande.
Food For Thought …? What Kind of Food?
Organic or Chemical? …
What can I afford? A matter of economics or taste? …
One alternative? Grow my own. Again ‘Food for Thought’. What a vicious cycle: FOOD! Food has been the issue from the time of man’s creation. What to eat. Live or die. On and on man’s tall tale goes. Am I rambling ignorantly? It could be but the thing is that numerous souls feeding ‘the thought’ are now considering such an issue. No kidding, such is the fact that is coming to pass.
For Myself? I Am Feeding My ‘Thought’ …
It’s about time, won’t you say? Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 6:54 pm. Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 11:01 pm. Four hours of sleep did me good. I am overcoming this sluggish moment. I know I am suffering the consequences of indulging in so much sugar. Even so, I am glad to find out what makes my body react.
I do all things in love.
I give myself extra time to accept what happened.
I can express my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment.
Inner peace is possible for me.
I let go in the reality of each moment whether pleasant or unpleasant.
Anew. Afresh. New In A Different Way …?
How is this Monday, October 16, 2023, at 12:03 am to be different? I don’t know but one thing is set to be today, that is to get rid of the one week’s accumulation of garbage. I’ll try the bed again. Hopefully more sleep shall do me good.
It surely did! A couple more hours of sleep did me good!
Amazing! I Have The Answer …?
I was getting kind of bored by writing the same thing every day. That was my insinuation with the question of difference. Well? This day certainly promised to be new, afresh, though is new it is new in a different way. I am set now to write about my roots as far back as before my birthday. Starting with the fact that on this day the mightiness of my roots beginning with my father has touched the depth of my soul!
Ah! I’ll start the post with my graphic about my birthplace. Then?
I will flow the matter to right now inserting a historian account of my birth’s father—a most exceptional man.
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I AM STILL HERE.
Following the history of my town, trying to document the glorious past of characters who planted with courage and courage, the seed that now blooms in magnificence of my beautiful town. As a historian I continue with this arduous task, my reimbursement is the satisfaction of keeping our identity alive.
DON MIGUEL LICONA, A PIONEER WARRIOR.
By: Edgar Barahona Pineda,
Almost no one remembers this taxpayer anymore, who forged the foundations of progress for a people that now moves abundance and prosperity.
Around the year 1910, Mr. Miguel Licona came to these lands, the government awarded him perhaps more than 100 knights of land, where he founded a tax and called him Vega Grande. His origin was European as his grandfather’s surname was, “Mertens” and his father’s surnames “Haengendorens”.
Don Miguel, a man of middle height, an old hat covered his head, his feet wore leggings, a Smith and Wesson revolver over the shoulder in a sling bag, and his good brioche mule. a man of character, determined and obedient to his word
In 1910 he faced the virgin forest that lay in that colossal wild power, with garbo and bravery, slowly dominated the dantesque closed vegetation where hundred-year-old trees slept, built the first ranches in the clear open to axe blow and sharp machete,
A caudalous stream serenaded that fertile soil, giving freshness and flavor to vergel, its crystal clear waters after a slight fall, formed wells with abundant fish, where reflected that green and lush vegetation with large trees, that took off towards the blue sky.
After years of hard work made his house with better amenities, and a large troje where he stored beans, corn, they say at the top hung the dry plants of rice, and later they went through a mortar the necessary for feeding, cultivated, ayotes, camote, cassava, malangas and banana.
In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marmed by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.
There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,
It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.
When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the beauty.
I was telling don Narciso Zarceño, that even the mounted police heard him, at that time the path of Los Amates to his estate, was a path full of mud, the mules and oxen sank to the belly of mud, traveling to the village was a hard day, but don Miguel Jose Licona, did it often.
He went up to the mule, to the summit of the manacal, and then went down to the other side direction of Motagua there had a one-room house opposite Santa Inés, in that village had another house, where lived his wife Mrs. Teresa Zarceño to get to her crossed the river Motagua on a canoe.
Don Manuel Hernández RIP, born on January 15, 1934, in an interview he told me, that as in 1947 there were no banks, the money in coins loaded him in a leather saddle, 13-year-old Don Manuel accompanied him loading the bag and complained of the weight of she later bought a small strong box, which according to tens were last seen abandoned in the yard.
Don Miguel came into the world in 1873, and died in the hospital of Quiriguá on April 6, 1955, Miguel José Licona’s grandmother, was called Isabella Haengendorens her grandfather was, Yannes Mertens who did not recognize his father Carolus, who acquired the surname of his mother, being the name of the Father, Carolus Haengendorens,
Don Carrolus married Mrs. Agustina Licona Girón, from there was born Don Miguel José Licona, who was also not recognized and got the surname Licona from his mother Agustina, Don Miguel with his first wife Mrs. Petrona Morel, procreo three children who were:
Agustina was born on August 24, 1889, and José Felipe, on April 25, 1913, “Lawyer”, Trinidad de la Light, was born in Morales Izabal on May 28, 1905, all under the surname Licona Morel.
With Mrs. Maria Dolores Jerez, I have three daughters: Carlota Antonia was born in Los Amates, March 18, 1915, Maria del Rosario 1917 Morales Izabal, and Amanda Isabel August 14, 1919 morales Izabal, the three surname Licona Jerez.
With Mrs. Teresa Zarceño, I produced 6 children they were: Basilia, Soledad, Juan Francisco, Mauro, Elena and Adela, of surnames Licona Zarceño.
This is the resemblance of a character who sowed a swamp in the history of my people.
Photographs, #1, beautiful deer hunted by don Miguel, #2, don Miguel fishing in the big vega stream Los Amates, Izabal, #3, Mrs. Agustina Licona Morel, daughter of don Miguel and Mrs. Petrona Morel.
(Biographic Report: of Julieta Licona, great-granddaughter of don Miguel José L. ) End of quote.
I Saw My Father Cry …?
I noticed in this account the transition from Vega Grande to Santa Inez is not clearly stated. Why did my Father uproot us from Vega Grande to plant us in Santa Inez? This incident is in my memory with fond thoughts and respect for my father.
Fire! The hut served as the kitchen & storage of all goods burned to the ground!
I was only about 8 years old but O clear the incident is burnt into my memory.
I slept through the whole ordeal.
I woke up. I stood by the door of the sleeping hut totally perplexed.
My grandmother and the woman workers were busily cooking on an improvised stove.
Suddenly! My father was coming towards me or simple to the sleeping hut I don’t know but!
Whether he saw me or he was talking to himself I don’t know either.
Tears were flowing from his eyes while he was saying, “He was only 1 month old”.
Strange, evidently Carlitos had died but I did not know it.
What occurred to me even then, my father was not lamenting about the fire, Carlitos was a greater loss to him. The strangest thing is that I do not remember how the uprooting came to be. Neither I remember why we never went back or how papa Chicho—my mom’s father was living there with a different woman than my grandmother. I would hear so many rumors about the situation but I never made heads or tails of all that I heard until today.
What trigger the matter as I read the historian Edgar Barahona account of my father?
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In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marred by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.
There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,
It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.
When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the ‘bote’ slang for jail.
Ha! Now I Can Surmise What Were The Rumors About …
My grandmother told me her sad story. She came from a good family, but she met papa Chicho who wanted to marry her. Her family forbid the marriage because papa Chicho was a drunkard with a bad reputation as a womanizer. My grandmother defied them and eloped. She got married but papa Chicho turned out to be just like his reputation and wound up in jail. My father bailed him out, that was the reason why my father had control of papa Chicho.
That makes sense and it’s something that was top secret given way to all kinds of rumors and insinuations that my father had done such awful things.
My father did not give a nickel for the ignorance of the rumor makers nor explain or defend himself.
He was a man of principles and sound character.
But my father could not tolerate ignorant people who busy themselves with such rumors out of anger or envy.
It is true about all the children he procreated and some of them do not bear his name nor inherit anything from him.
Even so? People only assumed things but have no idea of the reality of what or why some things are or were the way they are or were at the time.
For what I remember from my early childhood I deduct that my father was quite a shrew man.
Nothing passed his keen sight & observation.
Therefore, he acted according to what he knew to be the truth not according to what it seemed to be to others.
Thus, he had knowledge others did not have about his relationships.
But such knowledge was top secret to the public.
I find miracles in my everyday life. I am about to have a breakthrough. Things are starting to look up for me. Things are only going to get better from here on. I feel connected to my father now more than ever before….
Monday, October 16, 2023, at 7:24 pm.
Tuesday, October 17, 2023, at 6:03 am.
Up & down the saga marches on from these earthly grounds on to eternity.
Connecting. Disconnecting. Now We See, Now We Don’t See …?
Thank goodness there is a voice inside of us—the voice of the Great I Am. This is the voice leading us on the right path despite our own selves with all our quirks & cracks. It boggles our minds when we realize our plot when it comes to confronting the ambiguity in our lives. Myriad sources of information. Countless beliefs-religions-opinions and? The powers to be, controlling them all. Unbelievable but true.
Even so, despite it all the Great Am has a greater plan in His mind for us reckless human beings.
Remember whether the Bible is read or not the story of Cain & Abel is well known the world over, remember the Great I Am did not kill Cain and Seth replaced Abel for Cain slew him. (Genesis 4:25).
The meaning behind all those happenings in the Bible is coming to light now.
Cain represents our human nature as for Seth is the representation of the nature of the Great I Am.
Such are my personal revelations from my relationship with the Great I am through Yahushua His Messiah.
Nevertheless, there are reliable sources if only a person allows the Great I Am to take control of a person’s existence on these early grounds.
In that case, in due course, He leads the person to the right source of information.
The numbers issue such as horoscopes, angel numbers, psychics, witchery, and more is a controversial subject to say the least. Primordial I was a staunch believer of the evil in it all. Then? Yahushua stepped into my life. Little by little He succeeded in debaunking all my staunch beliefs to institute His unfathomable wisdom within my mind & heart.
It has taken quite a while but His unfathomable wisdom is now beginning to show up in all my doings despite my former thinking of a past plus my painful body still plaguing me continuously. No matter, this morning on a painful waking up that lovely voice led me to note the number 3 in the date I had just recorded. Ha! I found the meaning of number three plus why the importance of the numbers in the Bible in the NUMBERS – GEMATRIA
The Design of Scripture, Introduction by Brad Scott.
Who was Brad Scott? …
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Brad had been teaching the Scriptures since 1971. Raised in Missouri, he began in the Lutheran system and was taught traditional “Christian” theology. In 1978, he began his studies in the Greek language and soon discovered that the well-defined Greek structure was NOT so well-defined. He then began to learn the Hebrew language, and sat at the feet of Rabbinical scholars, much the same way Sha’ul may have done so! Having been trained that the New Testament was written in Greek, Brad discovered through other scholars of the New Testament and the Dead Sea Scrolls that the New Testament may well have been written in Hebrew. He had been teaching the Hebrew language and culture since 1983. Brad was an ordained minister through a non-denominational pastoralship.
Brad was a professional musician, as well, and enjoyed leading or just participating with Praise and Worship teams by playing keyboard and singing. Although he played all styles of music, Brad enjoyed the Hebrew Roots, Messianic (whatever!) style best.
Brad is no available to conduct seminars, lead praise and worship, perform Passover seders, etc. He passed away 10 July 2020. May he rest in peace.
Although he may be have been vertically challenged, he always had a good sense of humor.
His surviving widow, Carol Scott, is maintaining The Wild Branch Ministry in all its fullness as best she can without her soul mate.
Shalom Alecheim! End of quote.
I had the honor to meet and fellowship with Brad for a little while. He impressed me as a genuine soul called to clarify many absurd practices and beliefs in the body of monotheisms. His teaching on the numbers in the Bible prove the accuracy of Yahushua’s words to me at the time. The number 3 along the numbers in the Bible meaning came to mind this morning.
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Messiah taught that heavenly things are understood by our belief in the earthly things (Yochanan 3:12). We can begin to see what He means when we see the presence of three in creation. What we see in creation is designed to be easily grasped so that we might be able to glimpse into the unseen world. There are three dimensions to our visible world. Time is represented by past, present and future. There are three persons in grammar, as there are three degrees of quality. In school we learned about solid, liquid and gas, and about the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral kingdoms. The number three is used in a chance to complete something. “I am going to give you to the count of three to … ” Or, “Are you ready? One two, three, Go!” The building blocks of creation are found, according to the voluminous testimony of scripture, in combinations of three letter roots in Hebrew words. Vocals sound their best in three part harmony. Some of my favorite groups are Earth, Wind, and Fire, 3 Dog Night, and Crosby, Stills, and Nash. And how about the 3 Stooges! And why only three blind mice … or the Three Musketeers? All right, enough already.
Before we talk about the Hebrew word for three, let me stop and explain how Hebrew expresses numbers. In the numerous, available, extant Hebrew texts, we have numbers expressed in fully written words, such as echad for one, ‘ariba’ah ‘asar for fourteen, and ve’alepayim ve’areba’-me’ot for twenty four hundred. This is what we know from the available texts of the Tenakh. The expression in Hebrew of what we know as Arabic numerals or symbols such as 1, 2, 3, 28, 100, etc., is where much speculation comes in. Historically, the concept of gematria, or each individual Hebrew letter representing a numeral, is considered to be a relatively late phenomenon. Most experts in Biblical languages and numerology consider the idea to be taken from the influence of the Greek culture. It is clear that the Massorites used gematria in the period between 300 and 600 A.D. Little evidence can be seen any earlier than that. However, this does not take away from what is discovered when one applies this concept to the written text. The constant reoccurring presence of certain numerical combinations found in related Hebrew words is too astounding to ignore. Which drives most students of scripture to one inescapable conclusion. YHVH wrote the text and not man. This will become more obvious as we get into larger numbers. I will put enough into each teaching to get the point across, but the abundant presence of these relationships are too numerous for these teachings.
Now, on to the number three. In Hebrew, the cardinal number three is from the word shalosh. The word shalosh means to measure or to sum up. So, you see that even the word itself implies completeness or fullness. Here are a few examples of the number three used in it’s root. End of quote.
My Home. Surrounded By Life Peace Beauty Love …
My breakfast. Construction. Roaming Goats. Enchanted me. My dreams are coming true …I can and I will. I take responsibility for my actions. I am patient, and respectful with others. I am thankful for all the good things in my life. I believe that better days are a reality in our times …
Help! Heal Me And Shall Be Healed. Save Me And I Should Be Saved …
I am thankful for my blessings, but! I am just finding out that to be thankful for my blessings is not enough without extending my thanks for the blessings coming to you my friend. In talking to Pat a moment ago I realized that Pat is my faithful friend for years. And for years she has been listening to me as it was meant to be. Even so? It is time now for me to listen to Pat. She is suffering like so many of us are suffering. O my Beloved Master, help me to comfort my friend. You know how hard it is to receive comfort when we are in pain. Anything I wish to say seems to be so insensitive, so? I pray for You to touch her painful condition to save and heal her. Only You can save & heal us all. Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.
Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 4:25 pm.
It’s my time to shine.
I should be ready to reap the rewards of my hard work.
And yes, I am attracting experiences that excite me.
I focus on healthy choices.
I could heal and thrive …yet?
I wonder.
I guess I need to accept myself as I am and I just don’t like myself as I am.
I look myself in the mirror, what do I see?
Nothing like I would like to see.
On top of that?
I keep taking pictures of myself to express the joy, peace, and love within my being but!
One shot is worse than the other, I just as well delete them all, have no idea why I don’t.
Anyhow? The War Is Going On …
The war is going on and here I am concerned about my looks. I just can’t put 2 +2 together. What can I do? How can I forget about myself and concentrate on the purpose of my life?
Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 11:37 pm.
Thursday, October 19, 2023, at 3:44 am.
Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:00 am.
I don’t believe in my parents, nor my parents believe in me.
The fact is that they exist and so do I.
Food for thought …
Troubles Come. Troubles Go …
Big problem editing & publishing post. Will troubleshoot. Restart on Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:45 pm.
Back at 6:02 pm on Friday, October 20, 2023. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:10 am.
It’s Has Been 37 Years Since …
Today is a very special day, is my 37th anniversary. MESSAGE: The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years! In the final analysis it is, it was, and it shall be God only and only God. How can we get out of the mess of the tragedy of our present life and find our true life in God?
How can we find our way to satisfy that gnawing yearning for something more than the earthly love that we give and get?
How can we suffice ourselves and become what we are supposed to be?
How can we save ourselves all the trouble and struggle to be something, to find happiness, to find fulfillment, to take direction, to find meaning in life?
How, How, How Can We?
We can’t. Only God can. That is why God gave us His only begotten Son Yahushua the Messiah to do the work for us, for we can’t do it, only God can! That is what I learned in my 37 years journey through the wilderness of a life of struggle and works. No kidding, it’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am and I find myself struggling with the same issues that trouble me 37 years ago.
What To Do? My Prayer on High …
The answer came to me in the record of October 21, 1986—Jeremiah 15:19-21. That was the moment of decision. Likewise, it has to be today. I must decide to stand firm in the purpose of my life, yet! I cannot take things into my own hands to make my own plans like I used to do. I’ll wait for the answer.
Well? In the meantime, I caught up with my dirty dishes. fixed coffee & drank it. I showered, fixed breakfast. Worked on graphic for a couple hours. I fixed soup & salad & blue tea for my lunch. I ate. Had ice cream for dessert. I came to the computer to record. Fell asleep in front of the screen. Woke up. Crawled in bed, at what time? Who knows? I woke up at 6:40 pm. The last recorded date? Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am. What a day!
Let’s Recap, What Happened Since I Woke Up Today? …
I vividly remember that on waking up the memory of 37 years past came strongly to my mind. I took that to be the answer to my prayer. Why? I found myself struggling with the same issues that troubled me 37 years ago. Therefore, I set myself to search for the record. No problem finding such a record with the MESSAGE I recorded above.
There You Have It! Decision …?
I had to decide whether take things in my own hands to resolve my concerns & troubles or? Go with the flow of the Blessed Presence within my being. My responsibility is to flow to go in the right direction. How? Quit my thinking & my doings so far. Sleep! Wow!
It’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 7:51 pm. I’m going to sit in the sunroom to see what’s going on. Ha! Flow with the go! Diana at my door! A brief recap of my situation to acknowledge my need for her help. Just like I had in mind to do but decided not to go ahead to quickly do whatever came to mind. Instead? To let things happen without my pushing for those things to happen.
Perfect Arrangement But …
I’ll sleep on it because I need to sleep again. But before anything I need to find the Biblical meaning of 37. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 8:45 pm. Bed. Woke up around 11 pm on Saturday, October 21, 2023. It’s now Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:28 am. Strange. I know I have been keeping up with the Daily Motivation but when I check it today the last record was on the 19th. I have spent all this time trying to figure out why the record was outdated.
In the process I read a lot of the words I needed to notice confirming that those words come from the inner voice within my being.
My head is hurting.
Breaktime on Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:38 am.
What’s The Meaning of It All …?
Since my comeback almost a year ago the change in my lifestyle has been drastically. But it all happened on que with the Master’s plan for my life. The main adjustment has been in the change of environment. In Jordan I have been isolated from the public for many years for my own protection. Even so, there were signs leading me in the way to go in line with the Master’s will. In my present environment the signs were subtle until now. It is only in the last month or so that I have been able to figure out how is all coming together for me, for us.
The thirty-seventh Psalm, written by King David, encourages those who believe in God to trust he will judge evildoers and give us all what we need. How appropriate is this Psalm for the times we are going through. Why the significance of it? It all boils down to what I am to do to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life.
Here is the deal.
The MESSAGE to deliver now is in Psalms 37.
BROKEN TO SERVE By thiaBasilia …
This is the title for the book I have been announcing for quite a while. This shall be the 2nd book in the series. It all is coming to me as it should be, not as I had planned to be. O well! What else is new? I will see now how I am to post next. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 3:45 am.
I Got It!
I am focused on creating new memories. I focus more … I am ready to welcome the good things that are coming into my life. I am capable of achieving incredible things. My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity. What else is new? Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 5:07 am, breaktime. Well? I got it now. I was thinking of quoting the MESSAGE but instead of quoting the MESSAGE now I will close this and wait to quote it whenever I put it together in the promised book which I will title Broken to Serve. In the meantime, I will concentrate on creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.
Bed on Friday, October 6, 2023, at 8:53 pm. Slept until around 1 am on Saturday, October 7, 2023. Worked for a few hours. Slept a couple more hours. Woke up. Fixed & ate breakfast. Now? Ready to continue with my creations even though it’s the 7th day of rest, but since the kind of work I am called to work on is not physical I am not breaking the command after all. It’s now, Saturday, October 7, 2023, at 11:38 am.
Reflecting …
At 6:35 pm on Saturday, October 7, 2023, I find myself reflecting on the way things are developing.
There is a big difference between my past & present reflections.
I need to sleep.
Perhaps I’ll write about it later.
Big Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?
Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 4:00 pm. Maybe now is later, perhaps …? I have been busy updating & posting. Then? Sleeping for the last few hours. I am not sure yet how to express the difference between my past & present reflections.
I am going to take a break from the computer to continue with my reading.
Perhaps I get inspired while I read.
Decisions …?
Why am I reading this book? It’s time to decide what I want for myself. Time to have the courage to quit doing things to please others at the expense of what it is that pleases me. Reading this series of books that have been suggested to me is not beneficial to my state of mind. Today, Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:05 pm I decided to close the book. Why? Since I started to read this series, my miserable past has been haunting me at nighttime. I find myself jumping out of bed in tears sometimes. I couldn’t figure out what was the cause of my misery until now. Thank goodness!
The good part?
I did not let my misery get a hold on me.
I am ready now to head for bed with thanksgiving in my heart.
Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:20 pm.
I was looking forward to a good night of sleep. But it did not happen. I started to itch. Had to get up and doctor myself up.
Now drinking a cup of chamomile tea with honey hoping for relief enough to sleep.
Now I See the Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?
In the past I used to despair. In the present I know I am in repair. Indeed! Repairing the past damage to my body is called retribution. It is true we always pay or get paid for our past doings whether right or wrong. The way things are developing I am beginning to see clear both sides of the coin. In my lifetime I have done a lot of good as well of a lot of bad.
What’s the secret to this matter? Don’t complain. It’s written.
Quote:
Therefore fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Lord, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.
For I am with you, says the Lord, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.
For thus says the Lord: Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.
There is none to plead your cause; for [the pressing together of] your wound you have no healing [device], no binding plaster.
All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you. For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.
Why do you cry out because of your hurt [the natural result of your sins]? Your pain is deadly (incurable). Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you. (Jeremiah 30:10-15). End of quote.
So much has happened since those words were spoken to me a long time ago.
Why am I hearing them right now?
Could it be because of what I have been reading for the last 6 weeks?
Why have I continued to read even when I was appalled with what I was reading?
Appalled to see the reflection of my past.
Well? As things are developing, I am beginning to see what I needed to see to give closure to that troublesome past of mine.
How can that be?
It’s part of receiving the power to walk alone into the unknown that only the Almighty knows.
Quote:
“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.
The Best Part Of The Power To Walk Alone Into The Unknown …?
Alone. No need for lengthy explanations about my doings. No need to talk. It’s all about power, moral power and excellence of soul. As it is written.
Quote:
1 Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of the Almighty consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul). End of quote.
I Have Been Wondering How Am I To Express Myself …?
Not with words. Let the moral power and excellence of my soul speak for me. So? I do not need elaborate my misery & my findings for relief anymore. That’s the power to walk alone. Two hours into Monday, October 9, 2023, at 2:53 am. Have not been able to sleep at all. Even so? I hope to keep quiet about it. I hear that lovely voice from within again & again.
Quote:
“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.
I Hear. I Am Listening & Abiding In His Will …
Conclusion: The Daily Motivation really is the voice of my Beloved Master Creator of my being. I have been knowing that, but I have been skeptical for fear of man. Today the Master is ending my skepticism. Once upon a time, there was a skeptical me. Is she here. Is she still there? Where is she now? How can I compare what was & what it is concisely without regrets?
I rack my brains. I don’t know what to do! I complain.
And on que my head starts its pounding, my right arm, my back, my scalp!
WHAT TO DO?!
O dear! What’s the use?
Get up! Walk around.
I am fine. Things are working out better than I ever expected. I am empowered to walk alone on these earthly grounds. I am surrounded with love.
Alone. What a mighty concept to grasp. But the best part?
I don’t need to grasp the concept. I don’t need to grasp anything and? I don’t need to rack my brains about what to do at all. I am doing whatever needs to be done. It is all happening as if by magic. Bless my heart.
The Yellow Butterfly …
My super brain finds meaning in the most insignificant details in the environment. In the clouds. The way the winds blows. The sunshine. The sunset. The sunrise. The blooming of the flowers. The broken glasses. The unexpected phone calls. The colors. The birds. The honeybees. And here lately? The yellow butterfly fluttering its wings every time I make myself comfortable in the sunroom. I have been wondering what it means. I sense there is a message this yellow butterfly is delivering to me. Finally, today I looked for the meaning of the yellow butterfly. WOW!
Quote:
According to a tradition from Ireland, seeing a yellow butterfly means success will soon come your way. Perhaps its color is taken to represent gold, and by extension other forms of material gain. Historically speaking, the color yellow has generally been considered a symbol of happiness. Its connection with the sun, source of all life and warmth, made yellow a royal color in cultures with solar deities, like ancient Egypt and China. So, if you’re in the mood for a change of luck, a yellow butterfly makes a good harbinger of better things to come. End of quote.
The Same Message In The Daily Motivation …O well! …
Isn’t that something to consider in these skeptical grounds that I happen to inhabit? Bless my heart! I am on the right path. Let me share the words that until now I was so skeptical about. Silly me! I thought I was? Mother Wisdom, I guess. Bless my heart again to celebrate reading the quote without disdain!
Quote:
Saturday October-7-2023
You will find your way. These feelings of confusion will go away.
You will achieve your innermost desires.
Give yourself grace.
You’re doing the best you can right now.
Don’t compare your journey to others.
You can’t rush through the process of transformation and manifestation.
Trust that every new experience is taking you closer to where you’re meant to be.
Live each day with a sense of curiosity and openness.
Stop obsessing over things that aren’t working for you.
Be open to changing course. Better things are right around the corner.
Sunday October-8-2023
Bad days are a normal part of life.
Some days you just feel “off”, no matter what you do.
Be patient and ride it out.
Don’t let its impact linger. Bad days can’t stop you.
You have survived some downright terrible days and you still managed to achieve your desires and get this far.
Remind yourself that you are stronger than your thoughts and emotions.
You will be fine.
You will get over this bad day and move on to take your life to the next level.
Monday October-9-2023
When we fall into a routine, life seems ‘boring’.
Thoughts about ‘What ifs’ crowd our minds and we start indulging in fantasies about the things we could have experienced.
Remember that every decision has an opportunity cost. No one can experience everything.
A boring life can still be a beautiful life.
Even getting to do the same things every day can be a big blessing.
Don’t ruin a good thing by ruminating or comparing yourself to others.
The life you have created for yourself, and the things you have in your life right now are the result of your prayers, hard work, and persistence.
Cherish them. Fall in love with your life all over again. End of quote.
Oh! Oh! And Oh! What can I say? …
Hello! Hello! Hello! I am here!
Away skepticism!
Away! Away! Away with all isms and what have you in that line of thought!
Motivated I Am Closing Today …
Hello, I am here empowered to walk alone energized by the true love from the Almighty Creator of everything in existence for me, for the greatly loved and dearly prized world.
Applying The Daily Motivation
Tuesday October-10-2023
Each time I choose to release thoughts about the past, I choose happiness in the present.
My story is constantly evolving.
New people and opportunities are appearing in my life.
I deserve to experience happiness again.
I no longer subject myself to unnecessary suffering by reliving those terrible memories in my mind.
With each new day, the distance between me and my past is increasing.
I am making sure I’m doing all that I can to heal.
I am open to growing in new ways.
I welcome a new chapter in my life.
I choose hope no matter what. I believe that things can change. Better possibilities exist for me. I believe in a better future. I can wait patiently for my desires.
Awake To Be Loved To Love …?
Me. Myself. And? Not only the Master of my being but my loved ones as well most especially my Diana & Mike so lovely taking care of me nowadays. Joy. Peace. IN love. How blessed I am at this precise moment of my life. The meaning of this hour in the Saga of my life: Abundance, wealth, and success. I am already experiencing a period of great prosperity and good fortune under Diana & Mike’s care.
Indeed! I am IN love. His love for me-for us…?
This is the kind of love that can’t be ushered in at one’s will. Infinite. Eternal. Unfathomable. Yet, what can I say? Joy. Peace. IN love it is all about experience not just words. Onward I am going to be ignited by the mystery of His love propelling me onward to a future prepared by His love for me-for us.
That was the time I was humbled but not humiliated. For me anyhow when there was only phone support to solve my forever computer problems were needed. The techs for the most from India, most patient and quite knowledgeable. This specific time, the blessed tech asked me to read to him the apps I had installed in the Programs feature, I started with the ‘a’ for apple until I got to the ‘n’ ‘e’ ‘s’ …=”nescafe” I pronounced. “I never hear of that app” says the blessed tech, spell it for me again” I said, ‘n’ for no, ‘e for eye’ ‘s for sam’ ‘c’ for cat ‘p’ for Peter ‘e’ for eye= NETSCAPE! Exclaimed the tech with a chuckle.
I used to thank them for their patience but they inevitable would respond, “no it is us to thank you, you are teaching us a lot!”
Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 9:45 pm. Bed. Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I
Your Site Is Ancient …?
What? I just perfected my use of boxes, how dare you call my site ‘ancient’?! “Why don’t you download Joomla?” “What on earth is that?” I exclaimed quite peeved with the young punk. “Joomla! is a free and open-source content management system (CMS) for publishing web content. Download it, you will see.” He told me. Mercy me!
CMS stands for open-source content management system, something I had never heard of, bless my heart! Talking about ‘ancient’ to say the least. O well! I downloaded Joomla but I could not make it out, but? Somehow I had discover Wilks Community College offering free continuing education for seniors, of course I enrolled. Needless to say, I discovered the famous WordPress.com and? I have been hooked since.
Regardless, for the life of me I can’t remember how I got into the Internet even before I enrolled in Wilks. I do remember creating websites with Frontpage.com. also, I remember how the techs practically did my menu bar. Only thing I made the mistake of checking the ‘update automatically’ thus I have not been able to find out when I created those so unique sites about my autobiography but, I can still pull and enjoy my humble beginning building websites.
This link only works for me, but I am diligently working on making those writings available to others. Will see.
Embracing Discernment Without Condemning Others …
Perhaps that is what now is called ‘unconditional love’. Perhaps. Still, no need to argue. No need to prove myself as well as others right or wrong. No need to defend the Almighty Creator of everything in existence.
And the biggest? No need to be incensed with anger however justified such anger could be. Only need for me is to let go. Fear not! I am not alone; I am not abandoned. I never have been. I never shall be!
How blessed I am despite my fat ankles, my faulty hearing, my expensive loose dentures & equally expensive eyeglasses that don’t stay in place, plus looking at my hanging belly in the mirror as I disrobe to ready myself to the shower; and running to the toilet like in a marathon. Let alone my inability to follow instructions to take care of my concept of creating artistic beauty. And the infernal itch? And my painful back? And the lurking fears attempting to defeat me? O well! bless my heart.
I will just go on reminiscing about my tall tales that tell on me! Humor instead of anger is the motto to come out smelling like a rose to my own self. And the privilege to sing to my heart’s desire without disturbing the delicate human ears? Hahaha! HalleluYah! Whatever more could I want for? Lov, mom.
Diana says:
Yesterday, we ate out for our 44th wedding anniversary. The young waitress asked what our secret is. After thinking for a moment, I said, “Work”. She replied, “And love.”
Nope. It’s work. Daily working on yourself, your relationship, your goals, etc. Most anyone can love another to start with. The effort that it takes to keep that person as a life partner is the “secret”.
Right on the money I should say if it was indispensably to have my say.
O Well! Guess There Is No Cure For My Going On And On …
I guess as well is best for me to quit this unending drive to be what I am not supposed to be. Can you imagine that? I quit! Chilled out!
Especially About The Nature Of My Behavior And Beliefs? …
Yes, It Is Time For A Philosophical Appraisal Of Myself …
Where am I at in such appraisal? At the end. The final conclusion. The beginning of a newness not previously experienced or encountered; novel or unfamiliar but quite peaceful, restive, promising even productive for the rest of my life as I deal with the arrogance of the human nature ingrained within my being.
Indeed! My Human Nature? Not A Pretty Picture More Like A Cartoon …
Finally! I posted on Sunday, May 21, 2023, around 3:42 pm. I am now ready for a break to reflect in the Presence of my Master about my reply to Pat when I woke up on Sunday, May 21, 2023, at 10:15 pm.
I was so angry! I considered Pat’s ignorance, her arrogance only to reflect the rest of arrogant self-righteous fools that crucified Yahushua so many years ago.
I thought to understand Yahushua’s utter frustration.
I remembered His words to forgive them for they did not know what they were doing.
I felt so proud of my knowledge.
What?
I do not need to retaliate; the Master does not need my defense?
I see.
I am just as guilty as Pat is.
Quote:
Matthew 26:51-53
(51) And behold, one of those who were with Yahushua reached out his hand and drew his sword and, striking the body servant of the high priest, cut off his ear.
(52) Then Yahushua said to him, Put your sword back into its place, for all who draw the sword will die by the sword. [Gen_9:6]
(53) Do you suppose that I cannot appeal to My Father, and He will immediately provide Me with more than twelve legions [more than 80,000] of angels?
ANGER:
Matthew 5:21-26
(21) You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]
(22) But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! [You empty-headed idiot!] shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire.
(23) So if when you are offering your gift at the altar you there remember that your brother has any [grievance] against you,
(24) Leave your gift at the altar and go. First make peace with your brother, and then come back and present your gift.
(25) Come to terms quickly with your accuser while you are on the way traveling with him, lest your accuser hand you over to the judge, and the judge to the guard, and you be put in prison.
(26) Truly I say to you, you will not be released until you have paid the last fraction of a penny. End of quote.
Well? I Weep. My Heart Constricts. What To Do? …
I cannot continue relishing my gifts while I let anger get a hold of me. Furthermore, my Master compels me to warn the wicked as well as the righteous of their sins under penalty for their blood to be required at my hand even when the Master warns me that they shall not listen.
Quote:
Ezekiel 3:20-27
(20) Again, if a righteous man turns from his righteousness (right doing and right standing with God) and some gift or providence which I lay before him he perverts into an occasion to sin and he commits iniquity, he shall die; because you have not given him warning, he shall die in his sin and his righteous deeds which he has done shall not be remembered, but his blood will I require at your hand.
(21) Nevertheless, if you warn the righteous man not to sin and he does not sin, he shall surely live because he is warned; also you have delivered yourself from guilt.
(22) And the hand of the Lord was there upon me, and He said to me, Arise, go forth into the plain and I will talk with you there.
(23) Then I arose and went forth into the plain, and behold, the glory of the Lord stood there, like the glory I had seen by the river Chebar, and I fell on my face.
(24) Then the Spirit entered into me and set me on my feet; He spoke and said to me, Go, shut yourself up in your house.
(25) But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.
(26) And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.
(27) But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Lord God; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house.
Matthew 5:23-25.
(23) So if when you are offering your gift at the altar you there remember that your brother has any [grievance] against you,
(24) Leave your gift at the altar and go. First make peace with your brother, and then come back and present your gift.
(25) Come to terms quickly with your accuser while you are on the way traveling with him, lest your accuser hand you over to the judge, and the judge to the guard, and you be put in prison. End of quote.
Heading for bed again on Monday, May 22, 2023, at 12:10 am.
Much to reflect on Yahushua’s Presence within my heart.
Restful sleep for better than four hours.
It’s now Monday, May 22, 2023, at 6:36 am.
What am I to do?
How can I come to terms with the carnal self-ingrained in both Pat and me?
Publish The Matter The Only Way To Settle It …
Ha! I must come to terms with that accuser carnal self. Phew! Graciously saved by Yahushua’s faithfulness to His Word. What a blessing for us all. Hopefully this post shall attract someone to read the previous posts to soberly, unbiasedly reconsider the matter.
I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. The following quotes clearly tells us what is to come at the end of the miserable times we have been experiencing up until now.
To Him Be The Honor Above All Honors …
Mother’s Day On 2nd 7th Day Of Rest Of The 5th Month Of 2023 …
First Mother’s Day back in the USA with an entirely new perspective about life in this so loved world. Sunday, May 14, 2023, at 4:30 am ready for Tallahassee Mother’s Day & Mike’s birthday celebration at Roxana’s house. Back on Monday, May 15, 2023, around 2 pm. Such a blessing!
Time To Post Again …
Three days since such memorable Mother Day’s celebration in my honor. Roses, tulips, healthy drinks, so much laughter, tears of joy, and the immensity of love to surpass the mountain of a troubled pass. Indeed! Time to post again. Where to begin?
Beginning From Previous Posts Excerpts …
…. The Unknown God
….Yesterday. Today
….Wednesday, March 22, 2023, that was yesterday.
….Spent the day with Mary Jo at the crafts’ fellowship.
….Today: Thursday, March 23, 2023, at 1:37 am, going back to bed, I have not idea of what’s to be for me up on Thursday, March 23, 2023, at 6:13 am.
….Why am I so apprehensive rather uneasy about life this morning?
….I am feeling the redundancy of it all.
…. More and more I am finding so ever shallow all activities present in or produced by nature.
…. It seems to me that we are frantically keeping ourselves busy to avoid the reality of who we are.
…. More and more I am realizing things have not changed from the grand & lesser society of mankind.
…. How Am I To Approach The Futility Of It All? …
The classics writings portray such reality. I know the purpose for sharing my testimony is to waking people to this reality but, not feeling well at all because I don’t know how to effectively approach the subject.
…. What Is Going On? …
My body is not responding in my favor. Woke up around 5 pm thinking it was 5 am, hungry, cooked what I thought to be breakfast, ate. Came to record the date on Friday, March 24, 2023, at 6:44 pm, that’s when I realized I was disoriented again!
I called Diana to make sure of the date & time.
I’m ok now on Friday, March 24, 2023, at 7:27 pm.
Back to my reading.
At 10:35 pm on Friday, March 24, 2023 headed for bed.
…. Beginning To Put 2 Plus 2 Together …
Five hours of sleep did me good. I come now to the last 7th Day of rest of this 3rd month in 2023, that is Saturday, March 25, 2023, at 3:01 am. Are the Scriptures clear in my mind now? Revelation 13:7: He was further permitted to wage war on God’s holy people (the saints) and to overcome them. And power was given him to extend his authority over every tribe and people and tongue and nation, [Dan_7:21, Dan_7:25]..
… Ha! What A Trick …
Now I understand what is happening to me right now, plus why am I reading the classic writings? Let’s see, before Revelation 13:7 it’s written in Revelation 12:11: And they have overcome (conquered) him by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the utterance of their testimony, for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death [holding their lives cheap till they had to die for their witnessing].
…. That Means The Saints In The Ancient Times Not The Present Saints …
(An observation not a judgment
In the Bible, the word “saints” refers to holy people — holy, however, not primarily in the moral sense, but in the sense of being specially marked out as God’s people. Saints are characterized by faithfulness to their Master Yahushua. The ancient saints overcame (conquered) Satan by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the utterance of their testimony, for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death [holding their lives cheap till they had to die for their witnessing]. Revelation 12:11. The present saints are not equip to do the same for the most. Thus, the enemy of our souls is permitted to overcome the present saints.)
Wow! That’s my predicament now, I am not willing to die for my witness.
Because I fear the rejection of my children and peers again.
So? I go along with whatever someone else’s doings whether I like it or not.
Acceptance? …Does It Help? …
…. Well? Somehow. My health seems to be back to normal. Are there no more fears of any kind? Tuesday, March 28, 2023, at 2:44 am, up in much reflection. Does it help to merely accept what we cannot change? On Tuesday, March 28, 2023, at 8:37 am, storm, shut computer. Spent this day reading, reflecting.
…. After Acceptance …
…. Then what? Wisdom! What is wisdom? The ability to discern or judge what is true, right, or lasting, insight. Indeed! Wisdom is the ability to discern, to perceive with the eyes; to detect or distinguish—a faculty or a natural ability for a particular kind of action sleeping within the human being.
…. Reflecting On The Matter …
…. Words. Here we have the words wisdom, ability, discern, perceive with the eyes, judge, detect, distinguish, faculty, and several other words to describe what wisdom is. Phew! How flippantly I have been using this word. It never occurred to me before to investigate the meaning of such a word until now.
…. O Well! …Confession Or Realization? …
…. Condescending, the word popped to reality. Patronizingly superior behavior or attitude. Dear me! Guilty! How easy we can become condescending falling into a tangent of a gossamer of words instead of focusing on the core of the matter.
…. What To Do? …
Nothing.
What’s done is done.
What’s written is written.
No need for extreme labor.
Looking up for the Creator.
It’s a new life. It’s a new day. Afresh. Anew.
New in a different way.
A new beginning today.
What’s today? Thursday, March 30, 2023, at 5:45 am.
Go with the flow.
Furthermore? Not slow.
If you hear His Voice from the today start, do not harden your heart.
The unknown God has a plan for you & me in His mind, in His heart.
…. What Plan? To Be Loved To Love …
…. Ah! But my plan is already set on love.
…. I love. I love without discrimination without those rigid conditionalization’s.
…. I am ‘love’. Am I?
…. Freedom is mine!
…. I wonder & ponder.
…. Friday, March 31, 2023, At 7:55 pm head for bed.
…. Reflecting …
…. Loved To Love? … No Conditions? …Freedom Is Mine! …Wisdom? …
…. What’s the catch here? Let’s see.
…. It all depends on what do we intend to mean by all those words.
I do not mean to be condescending, not setting myself to arguments.
But things are the way they are by the power of forces unbeknown to me.
Even so? Like all human beings do so do I, I had set my own perspective and rule to live by in all good faith as in sincerity or absence of any intent or attempt to be dishonest in dealing with other people as well as with my own self.
…. Well? Bless My Heart! My ‘Good Faith? …
…. My stumbling-block in my 83 years journey through the shores of these earthly grounds I happened to inhabit.
But guess what? At 83? The block has been removed from the grounds I am travelling on now.
Wow! Wow! Wow! The door is opening now!
Every day a little bit more for me to begin to see just a little bit of the immensity of the love from an unknown God to me. To you dear reader.
End of excerpts from previous posts.
Back to present post. What Do I See? Come With Me. I Will Show Thee …
As we peep in that door as it is slowly opening up not just for me but for all of us good faith sincere human beings.
One More Day To Look Up In Hope …
Saturday, April 1, 2023, at 1:10 am
Memories on my First-Born Special Day …
Yes, before, then, it was not a pretty life, but! At least we were a family. Dysfunctional but a family still. A loving family we were, we still are despite all of our differences. And guess what? Those precious memories of the family that we were with are helping to bring us all back together. No kidding. More and more I hear my girls mention one or another of the many memories we created for each other. What a marvel!
Blessed Be Your Days Forever …
Indeed! My precious Diana on this your 62 birthdays blessed shall you be now even unto eternity.
Sunday, April 2, 2023, at 3:31 am.
One More Day To Look Up In Hope …
Today I had the opportunity to share my reflections with Mary Joe. Spent most of the day reading, comparing the ancient with the present times. Quite an interesting matter. Headed for bed around 11:30 on Sunday, April 2, 2023.
Monday, April 3, 2023, at 3:30 am.
A Day Ahead Of Yesterday …
I continue reflecting. I am ready to live on today free from the anxiety of tomorrow. Today is Monday, a day to prepare the rubbish of the week for disposal. A day as well to prepare for a day free from the rubbish of a past in a yesterday.
What Do I Mean For Being Free …
What is freedom to me? To me freedom means the ability to choose one way or the other. Black or white? Good or bad? Not What I Think. It’s What I Do …
The introduction to the matter is quite intriguing. In an email it came to me this morning. What a jolt! So? I clicked.
Quote:
Ezer Kenegdo
Are you governing the things Yehovah has put into your possession on His behalf?
I am doing something I have never done before. I am going to share with you a subject that I do not yet know.
I am learning about this at the same time as you. But from what I have learned it is not something that I should wait to teach until I have it all figured out.
I know you will find this weeks News Letter informative and interesting and challenging.
Excerpt …
“What is love?”
“Love is benevolence towards another at cost to myself. Love is not about how I feel. It is about making a choice to be benevolent toward someone else at a cost to myself over a long, long period of time. it is a commitment to fidelity no matter what the expense.”
Wow! Exactly My Experience Of ‘Love’ …
No kidding! Loved to love. Creation. Humankind. Order & timing. It all comes together in the first & second of the great commandments! It all makes sense now. From the beginning, the end, and in between.
The Agony Of My Moment …
Doubt. Fear knocking at my door again. It’s now Sunday, April 16, 2023, at 6:11 pm. Here lately I have been wondering & ponding that perhaps I am deluded, but the rest of my loved ones are not. I have been questioning the whole of the purpose for my life’s experience coming down to almost despair—to the end of my conviction, otherwise, the state of being convicted & pardoned.
What A Jolt! I Am Not Deluded! …
Standing in the Solid Rock of Yahushua the Messiah is no longer just a metaphor for me to fling around in ignorance of its meaning. Even so? I am beginning to realize that all my exclaiming and enthusiasm is mostly an opening for my loved ones to worry about my mental health. So? I have not been recording anything other than dates & times while I have been enthralled with the books I am reading.
Again, it’s Time To Talk, My Father & Master Of My Being …
Your time is now. Chaos, confusion & corruption is a fact YOU have warned us over and over again from the beginning of our creation. Speaking for myself, I refuse to set my mind on human’s theories & conclusions of any kind no matter how tempting such matters & beliefs happen to be.
For YOU, my Father have burned Your 1st & 2nd commandment to love YOU with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my mind (intellect) as well as I shall love my neighbor as I do myself. Written Lev_19:18 & Deu_6:5.
That is what I am set on doing despite my trespasses & infirmities & doubts & fears.
Is that my belief or opinion of whatever is written in the Bible that I don’t know what to call it but whatever it is, belief or opinion, I am sure of it with a surety that I do not understand myself.
I Have Been Frightened! …
Even so? Thank YOU, my Father. However stealthily I sense Your comfort and Your Presence assuring me of Your protection not only of myself but for Your children as well as for my loved ones.
YOU have brought me into Your Secret place to remain stable and fixed under Your shadow Almighty Yahuwah.
Your power no foe can withstand.
Therefore? Fright or not, I am going on stronger today than I was yesterday despite the fact that I do not understand how it is all taking place.
What Is To Be Today? …
It’s 4:02 am on this Friday, April 21, 2023, too early to tell. Regardless, YOU have invested me with Your wisdom to act & react genuinely on the basis of loved to love no matter what the day brings to me. So be it.
Emphasizing A Fresh Anew Perfect Beginning …I Want To Laugh Loud & Clear & Funny …It’s Been 16 Years Since …???
That April 27, 2007. I woke up weeping for Jerusalem.
Jerusalem? The farthest in my mind.
Who, what is Jerusalem?
Why am I weeping for Jerusalem?
Yahushua wept for Jerusalem.
Let me read that Scripture.
I opened my Bible.
I stopped in Matthew 10. I read:
Quote:
Jesus Sends Out the Twelve Apostles
Matthew 10:5. Jesus sent out these twelve, charging them, Go nowhere among the Gentiles and do not go into any town of the Samaritans; 6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. End of quote.
First Day Of The 5th Month Of 2023 …
What’s to be? We’ll see. Visit & lunch with Diana & Mike. Good news, will celebrate Mother’s Day at Roxana’s in Tallahassee, FL. It’s now Thursday, May 4, 2023, at 7:27 am. Time To Start My Joyful Day … A day to read, to reflect.
It’s now Saturday, May 6, 2023, at 4:50 am. The 1st 7th Day Of Rest On The 5th Month Of 2023 …
Yes, I do keep the 7th Day of Rest, but not in the traditional way rather in line with Hebrews 3:7-19.
Quote:
(7) Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,
(8) Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,
(9) Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.
(10) And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.
(11) Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa_95:7-11]
(12) [Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.
(13) But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].
(14) For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.
(15) Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered God against them]. [Psa_95:7-8]
(16) For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?
(17) And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?
bed (18) And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?
(19) So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on God [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num_14:1-35]. End of quote.
On Saturday, May 13, 2023. Roses & tulips from Diana & Mike for Mother’s Day. Joyful tears flow.
Mother’s Day On 2nd 7th Day Of Rest Of The 5th Month Of 2023 …
First Mother’s Day back in USA. On Sunday, May 14, 2023, at 4:30 am ready for Tallahassee Mother’s Day & Mike’s birthday celebration at Roxana’s house. Back on Monday, May 15, 2023, around 2 pm. Such a blessing!
Time to post again.
It is time to return to our Creator.
Jordan? What An Amazing Experience! …
Never in a million years had it cross my mind to wind up in Jordan out of all countries in the world, but it had to be. Looking back? I don’t know how I am still alive. All I can say is that my Loving Father Creator gifted me with His immense love for His creation, His so loved world as it’s written in the most popular verse in the Scriptures or what is called the Bible. Thus, He gifted me with a loving gentleman to take care of me as he would take care of his own mother, his name is Ahmad.
Why Jordan Not Jerusalem? …
It beats it all. Pause. I must reflect before I continue. Bad weather on Wednesday, May 17, 2023, at 4:25 pm. Headed for bed at 7: 24 pm on Wednesday, May 17, 2023. Up at 12:11 am on Thursday, May 18, 2023. Bad weather again on Thursday, May 18, 2023, at 2:39 pm. It’s now Friday, May 19, 2023, at 5:07 am. Spent this day in vain searching for a record of my 1st encounter with Ahmad. O well! Nothing new. Bless my heart. I am going on regardless of all my failures.
Why Not Jerusalem? …
Nothing, absolutely nothing is the way I interpreted it to be. From the moment I boarded the final connection flight to Jerusalem things turned sour for me. I felt like weeping as Yahushua did so long ago. O well! That was only the beginning of the greatest experience of the recorded words in 2009. It’s now Saturday, May 20, 2023, at 5:46 am.
Recounting …
I am now at rest back in the USA absolutely resting on the Almighty on this 7th Day of Rest as in Hebrews 4:1-3.
Quote:
Therefore, while the promise of entering His rest still holds and is offered [today], let us be afraid [to distrust it], lest any of you should think he has come too late and has come short of [reaching] it.
New Life Anew Afresh …
I am living a new life anew afresh new in a different way since the day I arrived at the USA after 13 years of living in Jordan in the Middle East. Experience Is What Counts …
My obsession with knowledge ended almost immediately on my arrival in the most coveted land in the whole world.
Of course, ignorance is not bliss but so is knowledge.
For everything there is a season as stated in the book of Ecclesiastes.
Knowledge Can Instill Fear, But …
Fear can work for good or the reverse depending on what we fear and why we fear. For as long as I can remember I lived in fear, dreadful, suffocating fears. Even with the knowledge of my loving Creator the fears persisted until the last few months. Why?
Let’s Find Out Why Fear Can Destroy Or Restore Us …
Let me pause, reflect on the matter like I have never done before. I have been reading and following some researchers before but somehow those researchers did not line up 100% with my Jordan experience so, I dropped them like a hot potato in my hands. Indeed, I did except for this Joseph F. Dumond, why?
Well? His appearance online kept jumping in my sight at the most convenient times.
Then, all of a sudden in recent months, his emails kept flooding my inbox.
I was tempted to report him as a span but, I didn’t.
Instead, very cautiously I began to click.
Ha! The more I clicked the more interesting his subject aligned with mine.
Finally, I clicked his offer to buy his 23 Days of Hell for only $11.
O man! The next day? My daughter asked, “What book did you buy for $78.00?”
WHAT? I only bought a book for $11.00, talking about panic?
Anger after my daughter investigated the charge to show me how I had added to my bill the bonus books for $67.00.
Fortunately, my daughter is used to such blunders that so humiliate me!
She proceeded to write a brief note to Mr. Dumond stating my mistake and requesting a refund with the remark to me that she did not hope for a refund at all.
She left. I was angry. She did not know of my former encounters with Mr. Dumond a while back. I almost wrote another explosive email to him, but a loving reminder came to me not to retaliate.
Who Is This Most Respected Joseph F. Dumond? …
I did not know this until I read his autobiography. I am? What? Humiliated? No. I am humbled, perhaps contrite, determined not to just apologize but to honor him as he deserves to be honored for his passionate love for the brethren albeit the love of our loving Creator as it is the core of my being to be.
Joseph F. Dumond Autobiography …
This is interesting. As stated above Joseph F. Dumond was not in my whitelist until my blunder with the books and request for a refund. What happened? How have things flipped like a magical ray of sunshine after a turbulent storm? A prompt reply did the trick.
Quote;
Joseph F. Dumond
Thu, May 18, 6:44 PM (2 days ago)
to me
Shalom ThiaBasilia, I understand and there is no problem, I have refunded you the $67 as of a couple moments ago.
As I searched for your information I pulled up a number of emails you and I had. They are very bisare. First of all I must apologize. It would seem I was talking to one of our team leaders but I was responding to you about cryptic language. I remember she sent me some things I had no idea what she said. But I now see I was sending it to you. I sincerely apologize. I have no idea what happened. There Please do forgive me for any discomfort I may have caused you. Those emails were for my team people . I regret that it seemed like I was talking to you. I must getting old myself now. Again I am sorry for the confusion.
You money has been refunded and if we can do anything else for you, please let us know.
So? What is the purpose of including these details in this post? Simple, in further investigation to find out why this information was so urgently flooding my inbox I found out at last the veracity of my journal.
I have been journaling since 1985.
My journal is a record of my testimony of Yahushua’s Presence within my being. Yahushua has compelled me to warn His people about the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now and never will be [again]. Matthew 24.
Even so? I am not a professional, my writings are quite, well, not easy to get the message as clear, with such powerful impact as Joseph F Dumond is doing, exactly what is needed to shake us all to whatever needs to be done before is too late.
Autobiography …
Therefore, I am quoting the autobiography for all to get to know who this humble courageous man is. One who dares to question the false beliefs ingrained within our human nature even at the cost of his reputation much like as I have been doing for so long of a time.
Quote:
Joseph F. Dumond
Born in Ontario, Canada in 1958 and raised Catholic, I married my high school sweetheart in October 1978.
Two children and four years later in 1982, I was challenged by a voice on the radio to search out my roots. This was interesting as I was already into genealogy. I again heard this radio broadcast of the World Wide Church of God a couple of weeks later and was again challenged. How could it be possible for my Catholic faith to be wrong and this little group to be right about the Sabbath question?
I began to search for the answers and did not like what I was reading. So I began an intensive search trying to prove that Sunday was the Sabbath, so I would not have to change my faith. I knew it would change my whole world if I could not prove Sunday to be the true day of worship.
After six months of endless reading of many books and the entire Bible, I conceded that the Sabbath was on Saturday and began to attend with the World Wide Church of God in the spring of 1983 and learned a great deal about the Bible up to 1994. In 1994 I felt the WWCG had begun to return to mainstream religions and so I left. One of the last things I was told was that everything I had learned over the past 11 years with the WWCG was all wrong.
I quickly went back to working on the Sabbath and the normal western lifestyle. But I had a hole in my heart. After just a few months, I had to know if what I had learned was indeed a lie or the truth. I once again had to prove the Bible to myself without using any church literature. One year later, I had learned much in the way of truth again and was once again keeping the Sabbath. I had also learned some things that the WWCG had wrong.
Then 9-11 happened in 2001. I was shocked and did not know what was going on. I began to attend the United Church of God the following week. It was here that I felt comfortable again. Then, at the Feast of Tabernacles in 2002, I saw a young girl get her hair caught in the pulleys of a go-cart. Her head snapped back and over the rigid seat and right down to the pulley where it sliced the very top of her head open.
There was no one around to help and I raced back to help her. Her arm had hit the muffler a couple of times and peeled the skin right off, down to the bone. Yet, in all of this she was not crying and was as cool as a cucumber. I found this to be very strange. After what seemed like an eternity, help came and we got her hair untangled. I thought for sure she should have been dead the way her head was whipped back and at such an angle, but she got up and we walked back up to the clubhouse to await an ambulance to treat her deep cut on the top of her head.
Later, when I was asked to tell about the miracle I had witnessed that day and how she was not harmed or hurt when she should have died, I could not even speak and I love to speak publicly. But not a word would come out for weeks.
I eventually had to write it down on paper. My Pastor liked it so much that it was sent into the Church paper and read around the world. I then realized that writing was very powerful. I began to write more articles for the Church paper and the Magazine, and many people enjoyed what I had to say, which, in turn, greatly encouraged me.
Also, at this time, rumours were circulating that United was about to make me into a deacon as I was given more and more responsibilities. Yet, in the summer of 2004, I began feeling like I was going nowhere. I also felt that if the Messiah were to return, would we treat him like He was treated the first time? How would we know Him?
I began to read Samuel Bacchiocchi’s books on the Fall and Spring Feasts and learned a ton of new information. This caused me to take a much closer look at myself as I was continuing to repeat the same old sins over and over and was not caring anymore about whether I did them or not.
In December of 2004, I went and confessed my sins to my pastor in a two hour written speech. I was in tears and broken, and determined to change.
Within days I began to learn about the Sighted Moon calendar and how the Hebrew calendar was corrupted. This was stunning, but I had equally good arguments for both sides. Then Yahweh revealed the truth about the position of the moon in Revelation 12 being under her feet and that sealed the deal. The sun could not be radiating through her whole body and the moon be below her feet at the same time. This was the first sliver of the new moon and it was the Feast of Trumpets.
I wrote a paper for my church and submitted it to them to evaluate. Then, in 2005 I was going to keep the Feast Days according to the Sighted Moon. But when it was sighted, it was a whole month difference from the Hebrew calendar. What did I do? I decided to keep both. That meant I would have to keep two Passovers, two Days of Unleavened Bread, two Pentecost’s, two Feast of Trumpets and two Feasts of Tabernacles. But I only kept one Day of Atonement which was during the Sighted Moon calendar which was first.
For the Feast of tabernacles I was going to keep it with likeminded brethren in New England. One month before the Feast I was given a revelation from Yahweh about the Jubilee and Sabbatical Year Cycles. I wrote them down in a paper, and sent them to the head of the Feast Site asking if we could talk about this at the Feast. He wrote back and told me I was going to present this teaching. I was terrified. After this first presentation I then went on to present it as often as people would give me a chance.
For the second Feast in 2005, I went to Israel which was not a church-sponsored site. I again met with many Messianic brethren from around the world. Being in the Land and seeing so many things, sent my mind into a tailspin, and I was stunned at all the misinformation we are told back in the West. I thought I would never be back after this trip, and I cried a river of tears on the last day as we were leaving.
That winter I was researching all I had learned while in Jerusalem that past Feast. I gained a lot of information and had to go back to see if what I had learned was in fact right. But things were changing at my church group.
When I came back from Israel, my church group had changed. Actually, I had changed and they were still the same. No one wanted to hear about Israel. That summer in 2006 I went to see about the paper I had submitted the year before and I was going to tell them about the Jubilee Years.
Instead, they gave me the choice to stay and be silent about all I was studying or leave. My feet left and I followed them out the door. That same week in July 2006 I launched my own website entitled: http://www.sightedmoon.com. If what I was saying was wrong, it would be proven so in a very short time, but if what I was saying was true and Yahweh wanted it said, there was nothing anyone could do and no one on this earth who could stop me. Starting with just over one hundred email addresses, my site soon grew to almost 11,000 by December 2008. And by December of 2009, my site had half a million hits.
I returned to Israel for the second time now and on this trip I was re-baptized in the water of the Gihon Spring which used to be directly below the Temple of Yahweh. I have not been able to stop talking and writing about His Word since then.
In 2007 an opportunity to go and see the remains of Noah’s Ark in Eastern Turkey came up and I took advantage of it. I may never get another chance, I thought, so I went. It was awesome. At Passover that same year I began to write a weekly newsletter and emailed it out to all those on my growing list. I figured I could write enough to last seven weeks. I have been writing articles each week since that time and most of them revolve around the Sabbatical and Jubilee teachings from the Bible. There is so much to learn.
In 2007 I returned to Israel again and once again I mikvahed in the Gihon Spring with a friend. Something unexplainable has happened each time I have gone to Israel-each and every time. It is so remarkable.
In March of 2008 I went on a cross-country tour of USA speaking about the Sabbatical and Jubilee Year prophecies and the Curses that are happening to the USA. I returned to Jerusalem in 2008 for Sukkot and in 2009 I went up to Jerusalem for all three Feasts.
But in the spring of 2009 after teaching some lessons on Abraham, those things I am sharing with you in this book became a part of my understanding. I have raced to get them out to you. This is being done even before I publish the other book on the Sabbatical and Jubilee Years which is almost ready. It will soon be made public.
But in case you can’t wait, you can always sign up for my newsletters at: http://www.sightedmoon.com and read the articles as I write them each Sabbath.
There is one more thing for you all to keep in mind concerning myself. All of those things that have happened since 1982 have happened to me with an unconverted mate. That is, my wife remains Catholic and we are still married. We now have three children who have all grown up and moved out. As of yet none of them believe as I do.
I hope you all enjoy and learn from those things shown in the pages to follow.
Shalom and may Yahweh Bless your understanding and guide you through the coming terrible years. Joseph F. Dumond.
Those are not scary fearful tactics, theories like we have been reading about for centuries. I sincerely believe this is the real truth. Hopefully, once for all my loved ones pay mind or else? My heart constricts but there is nothing I can do to prevent the inevitable already upon us.
Hope. There Is Always Hope …
Even so, there is peace like a river flowing from within my being. For I know without a shadow of a doubt that it is NOT the will of our loving Creator that anyone should perish. On this note, I am closing this post.
Figure 1I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. The following quote clearly tells us what is to come at the end of the miserable times we have been experiencing up until now.
Plot: The Antagonist Innate Self Of Mine …
Let see if I can correct the situation with the viewing of the posts. First of all, the former website: http://www.thia-basilia.com/ has been deleted so all posts in that site cannot be found but nothing is lost because the posts can be found in https://atomic-temporary-48388854.wpcomstaging.com so, that’s the site to click. Then, sometimes I get a bunch of likes in a post but, in the next post? No likes to my disappointment. Well? Guess what? Immediately the vindictive self of mine judge the readers DONT like the post! O me! Today? I found out the fault is my own in a way because I live in another world and when I come back to this world of human beings I am not all there, so? I forget what I am supposed to do in order for the post to be read. Therefore, the post does not appear in the site and it takes me some time to investigate the situation. Bless my heart. The matter is now corrected, hopefully? All readers can get curious to find out what really is my? Whatever in this most unusual site.
Fear Again Knocking At My Door …
Dreamed of eating Covid 19 infected apples out of all things. It took a bit to reason out the matter. Only a threat in a dream. How in heavens can I be infected with such virus? I have been suffering with muscle pain all my life way before the pandemic came about. O well!
Monday, March 20, 2023, at 3:09 am.
Triumphally Going On …
A cup of strong coffee loaded with cinnamon the pain? Gone! It is written, ‘Psalms 91:1 HE WHO dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand].’ Finally, the Almighty Creator—the Great I Am has completed His work within my being. Psalms 91 is indelible forever ingrained within my being.
Now? Rejoicing In My Infirmities …
Indeed! No need to panic, to run to the doctor or to the lab for testing. My help comes from the Almighty Creator—the Great I Am, Who made heaven and earth as it is written in Psalms 121. That’s all to begin this day.
Monday, March 20, 2023, at 10:00 pm, bed.
Up around 4:30 am on Tuesday, March 21, 2023.
Tuesday, March 21, 2023, at 5:31 am.
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Entering the portal of an interesting journey of life expressed in this most unusual journal—to say the least the thoughts expressed in this SITE will intrigue you—indeed! Hopefully such thoughts will quicken your desire to arise over all the adversities in your world by the unseeing power of our Creator as it happened to the author!
Opposition & Controversy! Why bother with this matter?
Why the thoughts expressed in this SITE should intrigue you? For the simple reason that these thoughts are totally opposed to the thoughts of the great majority who happens to read them; for these thoughts or concerns do not come from my human understanding. Indeed! I have a hard time understanding such thoughts that I must record! But I am compelled record them and record them I must in spite of the humongous opposition & controversy about everything that it’s written so far.
Yes, I know I do not make sense at first sight, but as my story develops in this SITE the whole purpose for relating my story will come clear to all and the thoughts or concerns recorded will become the reader’s own thoughts. Of that I’m sure otherwise I won’t be bothered with this whole project!
What’s the project? …
I am committed to put together a series of books beginning with my autobiography that was published in May 2005, a very tedious work. It will be a while before I complete the project. Therefore, I invite you dear reader to check the posts already published at random, whatever head line pops to your attention. Take notice: the former website: http://www.thia-basilia.com/ has been deleted so all posts in that site cannot be found but nothing is lost because the posts can be found in https://atomic-temporary-48388854.wpcomstaging.com so, that’s the site to click.
I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation. Such is my legacy for 2023 expressed in Proverbs 3.
The Almighty Creator Of Everything In Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …
His own Word, written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings shows what an immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually. He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him! In this post He compels the writer to expose once again the issues that keep us from enjoying the immensity of His love and care for us.
Observing. Listening. Waiting …
It is now Thursday, January 19, 2023, at 2:00 am I find myself in wonder waiting for whatever develops next. The experience of the last week has impacted my whole being big time. YOU continue to boost me up and up to function from the highest in the lowest. Sleepy. Heading for bed. Up again on Thursday, January 19, 2023, at 5:57 am. To that effect the waves of adversity pound the shores of my volatile imagination.
Imagination …
The luscious field to create good and evil. The good for the glorification of the carnal human nature aloof or ardent from the Almighty Creator of everything in existence. The bad to satisfy that nature’s lust for pleasure. Such shall be the subject to expound next.
Could It Be The Resurrection Is About To Take Place? …
Something I must wait to see how the Almighty Creator will develop the issue of pain & misery among us and His so loved world before I post.
Time to post.
We say, do, write numerous things. The truth? …
We Speak Words Without Knowing …
What does it mean to know? To know in this case means the personal experience of the original Creator of everything in existence, as per written in the book of Job in The Scriptures (the Bible). It is now Thursday, February 23, 2023, at 7:33 am. No Internet to check things out makes it hard for me to continue recording. I have to figure out again how to continue my work without Internet. For now, I will turn off all open applications then shut the computer.
Will continue with my reading while I wait for the Internet.
It is now Thursday, February 23, 2023, at 7:45 am.
Spent time in the sunroom reading.
While there chatted with Diana.
It’s now Thursday, February 23, 2023, at 12:14 pm.
It’s time for me to see about what to eat for lunch.
Getting A Handle On The Reality Of The Moment …
It seems to me that I am not the only one not knowing what is happening to us, but each incident bring us closer to a solid relationship among ourselves. The power went out on Thursday, February 23, 2023 around 9 pm. It’s now Friday, February 24, 2023, at 6:32 am.
Ready To Accept the Beginning the End & Begin Again…
Peace reigns within me. I am ready to gladly accept whatever this day brings. That was yesterday, Thursday, February 23, 2023. Reading the classics under a brand-new perspective has open my eyes wider to see what so many are now seeing, we are the people who will not die.
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For the Son of Man is going to come in the glory (majesty, splendor) of His Father with His angels, and then He will render account and reward every man in accordance with what he has done.
Truly I tell you, there are some standing here who will not taste death before they see the Son of Man coming in (into) His kingdom. End of quote. Mat 16:27-28
It is now Saturday, February 25, 2023, at 8:56 am, only a few minutes before 9 am.
What will this day bring to me, to us?
Will see.
Well? …
For now I am going to bed. Hope for sleep. Slept on Saturday, February 25, 2023, at 8:14 pm to midnight. Read for a couple hours. Back to sleep. Up and ready for whatever around 5 am on Sunday, February 26, 2023. Cheerful call from Mike. Get ready, we are leaving at 6 am. In the car, where are we going? McDonalds’ for breakfast then Walmart for groceries.
It’s now Sunday, February 26, 2023, at 10:14 am.
Groceries put away.
The rest of the day?
Back to read.
Monday, February 27, 2023, around noon the phone cut while talking to Denise. I headed to Diana’s. she connected the phone again so I could continue my lovely sharing with Denise.
Diana came later on to help me out in a couple of things that I needed help.
Monday, February 27, 2023, at 10:41 pm.
The Day Came. The Day Is Now About To End …
Me? Going back to bed …perhaps back to reading. I was not sleepy. I read until sleep came my way. Slept until after 4 am on Tuesday, February 28, 2023. Why am giving this information? Mainly for myself to keep a daily record of my doings, how things develop without my own planning. I am finding out that all things are preordained for me. All I have to do is to daily flow with the supernatural ordination of my daily living. Living for today not for tomorrow for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble as it is written.
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Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear? For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all. But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides. So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. (Matthew 6:31-34)
What A Difference Each Day Now Makes …
Joyful living each day increases. The best part? Each day I am finding out the truth not only of my earthly existence but the existence of all creation including us human beings. It is now Tuesday, February 28, 2023, at 8:30 am. Ready for a reading break. On this day I read, I ate, I did it again until around 9:30 pm to 4 am on Wednesday, March 1, 2023. I did not even realize that yesterday was the end of the 2nd month of 2023.
It’s now Wednesday, March 1, 2023, at 12:53 pm.
So? Here I Am On The 3rd Month Of 2023 Year …
What is going on with me? I wonder. It’s now Thursday, March 2, 2023, at 6:09 am. I dream again, first there was a tiny baby in front of me, I pick him up and cuddled him also I think I saw a shadow of my mother holding a baby then there were men trying to break my door to hurt me but this time I was not alone there were others ready to secure the door. I kept telling them to go get whoever man in the house but the last thing I said was, “get me the gun. I woke up.
I did not get up to check the doors as I used to do, I said up high, “You are my Protector
I am not scared anymore.
It was now after 7 am.
Just when I was sitting down to continue reading Diana came to invite me to go with them to Laurel, they were going to for a lawn motor.
We were to have donuts for breakfast.
What a way to start the 2nd day of this 3rd month in 2023 year …
Wondering somehow perhaps the dream is a premunition for the good.
Hope, There Is Always Hope …
Meanwhile, I will attempt to connect my DVD at 2:32 pm on Thursday, March 2, 2023. I did not succeed. But indeed, there is hope. There is always hope. Had supper at Diana & Mike’s. Back to read on Thursday, March 2, 2023, at 6:55 pm. Sleep came. Sleep went around 11 pm on Thursday, March 2, 2023. Back to the book. The time advanced page after page. It was 3 am on Friday, March 3, 2023, by the time sleep came back. Up for a cup of coffee around 6 am.
It’s now 10:03 am on Friday, March 3, 2023.
The book is calling me. Then sleep. The day ended. Anew day around 1:30 am on Saturday, March 4, 2023.
A Milestone In My Journey …
Indeed! A milestone on Saturday, March 4, 2023, at 12:30 pm, I find myself alone but not lonely even when Diana & mike are off in a trip, will be back on Monday. Smoky is keeping me company in a way but he has been acting up, so Mary Joe came to help me to settle him down. On the boot I had an opportunity to get acquainted with Mary Joe. We had a wonderful visit, I think.
Read most of the day until about 8:30 pm on Saturday, March 4, 2023.
Slept until about 1:30 am on Sunday, March 5, 2023.
Read, drank coffee. Ate breakfast.
Ready now to continue reading on Sunday, March 5, 2023, at 6:44 am.
Sunday came and went without much ado.
Diana & Mike returned today Monday, March 6, 2023, happy campers.
Spent the day sharing with Diana.
Plus worked illustration ‘It Is Finished …’
It is now Monday, March 6, 2023, at 8:40 pm. Heading for bed.
The Unknown God …
Phew! Explosive Revelation … I am just now beginning to wake up to the reality and purpose for my existence on these earthly grounds. Blow me away! No need to defend or blame the unknown ‘God’. He is. He was. He forever will be!
He Has Made Everything Beautiful …
Yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end. Even so, I have spent my life up until now in my attempt to find out what God has declared I cannot find it out.
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What profit remains for the worker from his toil? I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.
He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.
I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live; And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.
I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it.
And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]
That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].
Moreover, I saw under the sun that in the place of justice there was wickedness, and that in the place of righteousness wickedness was there also.
I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time [appointed] for every matter and purpose and for every work. I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts.
For that which befalls the sons of men befalls beasts; even [in the end] one thing befalls them both. As the one dies, so dies the other. Yes, they all have one breath and spirit, so that a man has no preeminence over a beast; for all is vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility)!
All go to one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again. Who knows the spirit of man, whether it goes upward, and the spirit of the beast, whether it goes downward to the earth?
So I saw that there is nothing better than that a man should rejoice in his own works, for that is his portion. For who shall bring him back to see what will happen after he is gone? (Ecclesiastes 3:9-22). End of quote.
Well! What should I say now? …
Observing. Listening. Humbly Obeying. …
For I have learned that to obey means to love in the mind of the Creator. This fact I have been preaching but not practicing until this moment of my journey. So? What should I say now?
I Am Listening. I Am Humbly Obeying to Write It All In A Tablet for All To See, But…
What should I say? Whatever I need to say I should say it in writing, as per Isaiah 8:1, Isaiah 30:8, Habakkuk 2:2-3. Why? Simply, that’s the way the Almighty compels me to do. Now I understand, as long as I kept complaining searching for relief, formulating answers to the misery of pain, poverty, throwing myself wholeheartedly to the winds of a version of what I called perhaps, ‘love’, spiritual, supernatural, my dreams, my this, my that, my this, my, my, my, I, I, I, with the assurance or certainty of my own power to control not only my life but all lives at large as well that long I lacked understanding.
No. That Is Not Nonsense, That Is Reality …
What took so long to jolt that being within me? Time, timing—the Almighty Creator of everything in existence’s time that is. His time got nothing to do with time as is known to be.
The God-Given Task …
Only to listen, to humbly obey the words given by One Shepherd.
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Ecclesiastes 12 11 14
The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
Keep His commandments
For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
The object of God’s providence.
The root of character
The foundation of all happiness
The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.
To Him Be The Honor Above All Honors …
To conclude, once the above quote becomes the reality of the present moment in humankind there is no more problem to humbly, joyfully express the purpose for the creation of everything in existence.
