BROKEN to Serve …

Well? I Posted. Now What? … thiaBasilia 8 Nov 2023 Bible

Well? I Posted. Now What? …

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BROKEN to Serve …

I Am Learning to Conquer My Aberrations. thiaBasilia 26 Oct 2023 Bible Christianity Computers Family love Mental Health Nutrition poetry

I Am Learning to Conquer My Aberrations.

Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life? thiaBasilia 25 Oct 2023 Bible Christianity Computers Family Food Health love Mental Health Nutrition poetry Spirit vs Spirituality

Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life?

Where did it all begin? … thiaBasilia 23 Oct 2023 Bible Christianity Computers Family Food love Mental Health poetry Spirit vs Spirituality

Where did it all begin? …

Strange but Enchanting … thiaBasilia 15 Oct 2023 Bible Family Health love poetry

Strange but Enchanting …

 

The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years …

THEME:  What The Story Is About.

Will not publish this theme.

I must find a different approach to continue posting to strengthen the brethren. After all, that is the purpose of my life. That purpose has been established since 1985.

Quote:

“Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Simon, Simon (Peter), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of God, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9] But I have prayed especially for you Peter, that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. (Luke 22:31-32) End of quote.

Uncertainty …

Monday, October 30, 2023, at 7:27 pm. Ha! The 7 & 27 again just when I am so uncertain to continue posting the things that have already been posted. I must sleep on it. It seems to me that I am rehashing the past. If the past is past, I think I should let it rest.

Certainty …

Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 2:44 am. The last day of the 10th month when things got serious. This month ends along with the uncertainty disturbing the peace, beauty, and love surrounding me. Certainty: new—anew MESSAGE thiaBasilia shall present on the Life of Rest against the Life of works from now unto eternity.

Until the next post, lov, thia

I Am Learning to Conquer My Aberrations.

My Conquests Strengthen the Brethren …

Talking About My Aberrations …?

It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 9:00 pm. I am not sleepy, but I need to rest. I’ll head for bed, perhaps sleep comes my way. It’s now Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 2:03 am. I have been up for 2 hours checking things out. I am not too happy with my doings, why? Well? I keep getting hooked up searching for approval that it seems like I am not getting as I would like to get in my posts.

  • What’s wrong with this state of my doings?
  • It seems to me that I am still limiting myself to my idea of what or how I am supposed to be or act or post or whatever.
  • What to do? I’ll wait to see what happens next.
  • For one thing? Right now, I’ll go and take care of my soup and forget all these aberrations of mine.
  • Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 5:21 am. Bed.
  • Woke up around 6 am. Fixed breakfast. Pictures of sunrise.
  • Then my phone shut off.
  • I set it to charge and forgot about it.
  • Back to bed.
  • Awake now on Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • Will work on graphics.
  • A couple of hours later I realized I needed to check things out.
  • Suddenly, I heard what I thought to be Diana, but it was Melisa, Diana had been trying to call me to no avail. She was not home, and she asked Melisa to come and check on me.
  • O well! Guess what?
  • I heard that lovely voice within my being.
  • I listened. I responded.
  • All stable now.
  • Ready to conquer ALL my aberrations!
  • Bless my heart! I need it.

What’s The Point? …

Good question! Now I must figure out how to answer concisely. I have been considering all these matters as I go along. That’s the moment I get the answers needed.

  • It came to me how it strengthens me when I read or hear something about someone’s conquests.
  • Furthermore, I realized that I do not necessarily acknowledge the author of such matters.
  • The same is true with the readers of my posts.
  • So? What’s the use?
  • I do not need acknowledgement to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life to strengthen the brethren.
  • I am going on likes or no likes at the end of my posts.
  • One more aberration down to the ground.
  • The weight is lifted.
  • I feel so much lighter now.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life?

The Topic For This Post …

What This Post Shall Be About? …

Who knows right now? Monday, October 23, 2023, at 1:33 am, I posted, Where did it all Begin around 1 am today. I had a hard time putting that post together. I had a hard time with everything yesterday. It’s quite frustrating to keep making the same mistakes over & over again. Not only with the post but also, I mess up the soup by adding cayenne pepper to it when I know that cayenne pepper triggers my itching & pain.

  • Perhaps today I can make progress overcoming such old habits, I pray it is something of a reality in my new perspective of life.
  • After all, I can achieve incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.  
  • What else is new?
  • Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 2:00 am, breaktime.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 3:03 am.
  • Well? I got caught up in the kitchen, that’s encouraging.
  • Next thing there is to do is to take care of the soup.
  • I shall try now to drink my coffee, hopefully it won’t upset my belly.
  • I must learn to think, to reconsider things before I act.

What now? …

It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 4:44 am. I feel good, no itch, no pain. Will try some more sleep. Slept until after 7 am. An array of could be decisions and the thing to do for me keep popping up in my mind. But I hear that lovely voice within telling me,

  • “It’s easy for you to succeed.  
  • Believe in your capabilities.  
  • You can heal and get better.  
  • You are attracted to the things that make you happy.  
  • And you are beginning to look forward to waking up every morning. …
  • Nothing can stop you now to fulfill your purpose of your life I have set in the plan I have in mind for you.”
  • The plan in Your mind for me, what that would be?
  • On my way to look for that record.

Record Found …

I found the record where the purpose of my life is stated, an excerpt from Welcome to my Life, as it is as it was come to mind.

Quote:

September 3/85, You alone are my God and my Lord and in You do I put my trust. To You my Lord I yield my spirit, soul and body, do unto me as it is Your will. Thank You Lord that You made me willing to turn to You. Thank You Lord that You showed me my sin and caused me to repent. Thank You Lord that You made provision with Your blood to take away my sin. Thank You Lord for taking me to the Cross with You and delivering me from my self. Thank You Lord that you made provision to deliver my mind from the grip of Satan. Thank You Lord for Your bountiful blessings.

September 5/85, As I walk in the Promise Land of the Born Again, I surrender willingly to my Lord. These words are easier said than done. With pride I shouted those words and in good faith I thought that I was doing just that.

Then my blessed Lord stepped in and in gentleness said, “Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Strengthen The Brethren …?

Am I or have I been strengthening the brethren? Ha! Now I know how to use the graphic that popped in the Pinterest which so impressed me. My question clearly indicates that I have been doing so without me knowing that I am doing so like the graphic tells it is. Of       course, the graphic is about my attractiveness but it could well apply to everything I do including whether I am encouraging anyone or not.

Quote:

Signs that you are super attractive and don’t know it

These signs indicate that you are super attractive, and you haven’t even realized it!

How many times have you looked in the mirror thinking you’re not pretty, forget about those terrible thoughts, these signs will help you realize how attractive you are, even if you think otherwise.

People are shocked when you confess that you have complexes and insecurities:

When people are in front of someone attractive, they take it for granted that they are super confident and their self-esteem is sky high, they just think they are confident in their attractiveness.

There you have it!

On my way to work on the cover for Broken to Serve which I’ll use in the next post. The next post? The MESSAGE, I think. Right now? Creating new memories in texting with Diana, quite a novelty for me. Back to the mill with a thrill. Monday, October 23, 2023, at 8:38 am. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 10:24 am. I have been busy collecting information to show me how to continue with this post. Breaking now.

  • Met Diana. Great opportunity to share.
  • She showed me her latest master’s pieces.
  • She loaded me up with goodies.
  • Back to my computer on Monday, October 23, 2023, at 11:09 am.
  • It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings.
  • And the above graphic is part of the memory of how my children tease me when I teasingly state that I am beautiful just looking for reassurance but inevitably I hear, ‘that’s debatable!’ Bless their hearts. 
  • But that is why I created that graphic for my own reassurance undependably on my children. 
  • And that was a good memory to record.

That Was a Good Memory We Created …

It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings. I have been working on the covers. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at11:21 pm. Heading for bed. HalleluYah! I woke up singing around 5 am this morning on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. Did the usual, headed to fix a plain coffee cup but I added a chamomile bag. I danced in the kitchen. Came to the computer to record but instead I decided to check the goings on in the NET. I wound up reading my latest post, Where did it all Begin, and missed recording anything.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 7:00 am.
  • My coffee is still too hot for my taste.
  • I will head now to fix my oatmeal and to check what goes on in my world in this wonderful place I am living in.
  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 8:21 am.
  • Ready to begin whatever.

Three Books in The Series. One Published. Two To Go …

Here we go. Everything happens right on time.   I am accepting of others.   I tap into my inner greatness.   I welcome the unexpected.    I embrace the mysteries of life.   I say yes to a new development any day. Thus, it’s a wonderful way to live by.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • I finished with the graphics I am to use in this post.
  • How is this day developing?
  • Surprise like from my first viewer when I started blogging in 2006.
  • Will see what develops next.

Belief Or Relationship …What’s the Purpose of my Life. …The Topic For This Post …

I don’t believe in my parents, nor do my parents believe in me. The fact is that they exist and so do I. Moreover, is not a matter of belief it’s a matter of relationship. Also, a matter of existence. What if I deny my parents’ existence or what about if I don’t BELIEVE my parents exist? Does that negate the fact that I am related to my parents by way of my birth not by my belief?

  • Well? Here we go! The biggie of the times!
  • There is no God or Devil …
  • No right or wrong …
  • Only unconditional love …

Let’s Reconsider the Matter …

I get lost in the middle of all reasonable explanations. I see. Quite deeper than I would like to see, I see. The worse? I am to write and tell the righteous & the unrighteous of their error but! Thirty-seven years of doing so were beginning to wear me out. Suddenly! In a matter of moments, the weariness lifted giving way to what? My dreams come true. HalleluYah! I exclaimed as I swung my legs from under the cover to get up. Waiting for the coffee water to heat up I began to sing & dance!

When the Spirit of my Yah comes upon my head, I can dance, I can dance, I can dance like David danced …..!!!

Everything Happens Right On Time For Real …

Man! That’s the first time I felt like dancing for a long time. That happened around 5 am on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 2:25 pm. Lots of things have come to mind for me to say & do but I have refrained from saying or doing any of them. Instead, I have been reconsidering all those things. Ha! What a way to get rid of those subtle things that trigger a hilarious moment for me but annoying matter to others most of the time. Truly, everything happens right on time. When is time to share I always can share appropriately the way it should be.

  • But! It has been hard for me to adjust the time to stop my sharing.
  • Anyhow? I am on the way.
  • Trial & error my dear Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor would exhort me every time I would inquired on how to know the will of God.

Trial & Error? …

It’s quite interesting the things that trigger my direction to overcome troublesome matters like my overbearing. What is a trial? A state of pain or anguish that tests patience, endurance, or belief, in my case? The fiery trial through which I had to pass to get to where I am now. Interesting, isn’t it? But so that I blunder a little bit I can stop before people excuse themselves to go to the restroom! Hahaha! HalleluYah! There is hope for me.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 5:57 pm.
  • Goodness’s sake! The time escaped me!
  • O well! I fixed and ate my supper and fixed a cup of coffee which has to cool off before I can drink it.
  • Diana surprised me with some goodies a couple of hours ago.
  • I have made progress formatting the post, but I still have ways to go.
  • Perhaps today I can find my way to set it all in the best reading form.
  • Without more ado let me close until the next post.

Where did it all begin? …

My home for the 1srt 10 years of my life.

My father, Don Miguel Licona, A Pioneer Warrior and a courageous pioneer to erect the beautiful Vega Grande.

Food For Thought …? What Kind of Food?

Organic or Chemical? …

What can I afford? A matter of economics or taste? …

One alternative? Grow my own. Again ‘Food for Thought’. What a vicious cycle: FOOD! Food has been the issue from the time of man’s creation. What to eat. Live or die. On and on man’s tall tale goes. Am I rambling ignorantly? It could be but the thing is that numerous souls feeding ‘the thought’ are now considering such an issue. No kidding, such is the fact that is coming to pass.

For Myself? I Am Feeding My ‘Thought’ …

It’s about time, won’t you say? Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 6:54 pm. Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 11:01 pm. Four hours of sleep did me good. I am overcoming this sluggish moment. I know I am suffering the consequences of indulging in so much sugar. Even so, I am glad to find out what makes my body react.

  • I do all things in love.  
  • I give myself extra time to accept what happened.  
  • I can express my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment.  
  • Inner peace is possible for me.  
  • I let go in the reality of each moment whether pleasant or unpleasant.

Anew. Afresh. New In A Different Way …?

How is this Monday, October 16, 2023, at 12:03 am to be different? I don’t know but one thing is set to be today, that is to get rid of the one week’s accumulation of garbage. I’ll try the bed again. Hopefully more sleep shall do me good.

  • It surely did! A couple more hours of sleep did me good!

Amazing! I Have The Answer …?

I was getting kind of bored by writing the same thing every day. That was my insinuation with the question of difference. Well? This day certainly promised to be new, afresh, though is new it is new in a different way. I am set now to write about my roots as far back as before my birthday. Starting with the fact that on this day the mightiness of my roots beginning with my father has touched the depth of my soul!

  • Ah! I’ll start the post with my graphic about my birthplace. Then?
  • I will flow the matter to right now inserting a historian account of my birth’s father—a most exceptional man.

Quote:

I AM STILL HERE.

Following the history of my town, trying to document the glorious past of characters who planted with courage and courage, the seed that now blooms in magnificence of my beautiful town. As a historian I continue with this arduous task, my reimbursement is the satisfaction of keeping our identity alive.

DON MIGUEL LICONA, A PIONEER WARRIOR.

By: Edgar Barahona Pineda,

Almost no one remembers this taxpayer anymore, who forged the foundations of progress for a people that now moves abundance and prosperity.

Around the year 1910, Mr. Miguel Licona came to these lands, the government awarded him perhaps more than 100 knights of land, where he founded a tax and called him Vega Grande. His origin was European as his grandfather’s surname was, “Mertens” and his father’s surnames “Haengendorens”.

Don Miguel, a man of middle height, an old hat covered his head, his feet wore leggings, a Smith and Wesson revolver over the shoulder in a sling bag, and his good brioche mule. a man of character, determined and obedient to his word

In 1910 he faced the virgin forest that lay in that colossal wild power, with garbo and bravery, slowly dominated the dantesque closed vegetation where hundred-year-old trees slept, built the first ranches in the clear open to axe blow and sharp machete,

A caudalous stream serenaded that fertile soil, giving freshness and flavor to vergel, its crystal clear waters after a slight fall, formed wells with abundant fish, where reflected that green and lush vegetation with large trees, that took off towards the blue sky.

After years of hard work made his house with better amenities, and a large troje where he stored beans, corn, they say at the top hung the dry plants of rice, and later they went through a mortar the necessary for feeding, cultivated, ayotes, camote, cassava, malangas and banana.

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marmed by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the beauty.

I was telling don Narciso Zarceño, that even the mounted police heard him, at that time the path of Los Amates to his estate, was a path full of mud, the mules and oxen sank to the belly of mud, traveling to the village was a hard day, but don Miguel Jose Licona, did it often.

He went up to the mule, to the summit of the manacal, and then went down to the other side direction of Motagua there had a one-room house opposite Santa Inés, in that village had another house, where lived his wife Mrs. Teresa Zarceño to get to her crossed the river Motagua on a canoe.

Don Manuel Hernández RIP, born on January 15, 1934, in an interview he told me, that as in 1947 there were no banks, the money in coins loaded him in a leather saddle, 13-year-old Don Manuel accompanied him loading the bag and complained of the weight of she later bought a small strong box, which according to tens were last seen abandoned in the yard.

Don Miguel came into the world in 1873, and died in the hospital of Quiriguá on April 6, 1955, Miguel José Licona’s grandmother, was called Isabella Haengendorens her grandfather was, Yannes Mertens who did not recognize his father Carolus, who acquired the surname of his mother, being the name of the Father, Carolus Haengendorens,

Don Carrolus married Mrs. Agustina Licona Girón, from there was born Don Miguel José Licona, who was also not recognized and got the surname Licona from his mother Agustina, Don Miguel with his first wife Mrs. Petrona Morel, procreo three children who were:

Agustina was born on August 24, 1889, and José Felipe, on April 25, 1913, “Lawyer”, Trinidad de la Light, was born in Morales Izabal on May 28, 1905, all under the surname Licona Morel.

With Mrs. Maria Dolores Jerez, I have three daughters: Carlota Antonia was born in Los Amates, March 18, 1915, Maria del Rosario 1917 Morales Izabal, and Amanda Isabel August 14, 1919 morales Izabal, the three surname Licona Jerez.

With Mrs. Teresa Zarceño, I produced 6 children they were: Basilia, Soledad, Juan Francisco, Mauro, Elena and Adela, of surnames Licona Zarceño.

This is the resemblance of a character who sowed a swamp in the history of my people.

Photographs, #1, beautiful deer hunted by don Miguel, #2, don Miguel fishing in the big vega stream Los Amates, Izabal, #3, Mrs. Agustina Licona Morel, daughter of don Miguel and Mrs. Petrona Morel.

(Biographic Report: of Julieta Licona, great-granddaughter of don Miguel José L. ) End of quote.

I Saw My Father Cry …?

I noticed in this account the transition from Vega Grande to Santa Inez is not clearly stated. Why did my Father uproot us from Vega Grande to plant us in Santa Inez? This incident is in my memory with fond thoughts and respect for my father.

  • Fire! The hut served as the kitchen & storage of all goods burned to the ground!
  • I was only about 8 years old but O clear the incident is burnt into my memory.
  • I slept through the whole ordeal.
  • I woke up. I stood by the door of the sleeping hut totally perplexed.
  • My grandmother and the woman workers were busily cooking on an improvised stove.
  • Suddenly! My father was coming towards me or simple to the sleeping hut I don’t know but!
  • Whether he saw me or he was talking to himself I don’t know either.
  • Tears were flowing from his eyes while he was saying, “He was only 1 month old”.
  • Strange, evidently Carlitos had died but I did not know it.
  • What occurred to me even then, my father was not lamenting about the fire, Carlitos was a greater loss to him. The strangest thing is that I do not remember how the uprooting came to be. Neither I remember why we never went back or how papa Chicho—my mom’s father was living there with a different woman than my grandmother. I would hear so many rumors about the situation but I never made heads or tails of all that I heard until today.
  • What trigger the matter as I read the historian Edgar Barahona account of my father?
  • Quote:

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marred by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the ‘bote’ slang for jail.

Ha! Now I Can Surmise What Were The Rumors About …

My grandmother told me her sad story. She came from a good family, but she met papa Chicho who wanted to marry her. Her family forbid the marriage because papa Chicho was a drunkard with a bad reputation as a womanizer. My grandmother defied them and eloped. She got married but papa Chicho turned out to be just like his reputation and wound up in jail. My father bailed him out, that was the reason why my father had control of papa Chicho.

  • That makes sense and it’s something that was top secret given way to all kinds of rumors and insinuations that my father had done such awful things.
  • My father did not give a nickel for the ignorance of the rumor makers nor explain or defend himself.
  • He was a man of principles and sound character.
  • But my father could not tolerate ignorant people who busy themselves with such rumors out of anger or envy.
  • It is true about all the children he procreated and some of them do not bear his name nor inherit anything from him.
  • Even so? People only assumed things but have no idea of the reality of what or why some things are or were the way they are or were at the time.
  • For what I remember from my early childhood I deduct that my father was quite a shrew man.
  • Nothing passed his keen sight & observation.
  • Therefore, he acted according to what he knew to be the truth not according to what it seemed to be to others.
  • Thus, he had knowledge others did not have about his relationships.
  • But such knowledge was top secret to the public.

I find miracles in my everyday life.   I am about to have a breakthrough.   Things are starting to look up for me.   Things are only going to get better from here on.   I feel connected to my father now more than ever before….

  • Monday, October 16, 2023, at 7:24 pm.
  • Tuesday, October 17, 2023, at 6:03 am.
  • Up & down the saga marches on from these earthly grounds on to eternity.

Connecting. Disconnecting. Now We See, Now We Don’t See …?

Thank goodness there is a voice inside of us—the voice of the Great I Am. This is the voice leading us on the right path despite our own selves with all our quirks & cracks. It boggles our minds when we realize our plot when it comes to confronting the ambiguity in our lives. Myriad sources of information. Countless beliefs-religions-opinions and? The powers to be, controlling them all. Unbelievable but true.

  • Even so, despite it all the Great Am has a greater plan in His mind for us reckless human beings.
  • Remember whether the Bible is read or not the story of Cain & Abel is well known the world over, remember the Great I Am did not kill Cain and Seth replaced Abel for Cain slew him. (Genesis 4:25).
  • The meaning behind all those happenings in the Bible is coming to light now.
  • Cain represents our human nature as for Seth is the representation of the nature of the Great I Am.
  • Such are my personal revelations from my relationship with the Great I am through Yahushua His Messiah.
  • Nevertheless, there are reliable sources if only a person allows the Great I Am to take control of a person’s existence on these early grounds.
  • In that case, in due course, He leads the person to the right source of information.
  • That is what has been happening to this writer since Yahushua stepped into the direct actuality of her life in 1985. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf . Please come back to continue reading the post.

Well? About The Numbers In The Bible …

The numbers issue such as horoscopes, angel numbers, psychics, witchery, and more is a controversial subject to say the least. Primordial I was a staunch believer of the evil in it all. Then? Yahushua stepped into my life. Little by little He succeeded in debaunking all my staunch beliefs to institute His unfathomable wisdom within my mind & heart.

It has taken quite a while but His unfathomable wisdom is now beginning to show up in all my doings despite my former thinking of a past plus my painful body still plaguing me continuously. No matter, this morning on a painful waking up that lovely voice led me to note the number 3 in the date I had just recorded. Ha! I found the meaning of number three plus why the importance of the numbers in the Bible in the NUMBERS – GEMATRIA

The Design of Scripture, Introduction by Brad Scott.

Who was Brad Scott? …

Quote:

Brad had been teaching the Scriptures since 1971. Raised in Missouri, he began in the Lutheran system and was taught traditional “Christian” theology. In 1978, he began his studies in the Greek language and soon discovered that the well-defined Greek structure was NOT so well-defined. He then began to learn the Hebrew language, and sat at the feet of Rabbinical scholars, much the same way Sha’ul may have done so! Having been trained that the New Testament was written in Greek, Brad discovered through other scholars of the New Testament and the Dead Sea Scrolls that the New Testament may well have been written in Hebrew. He had been teaching the Hebrew language and culture since 1983. Brad was an ordained minister through a non-denominational pastoralship.

Brad was a professional musician, as well, and enjoyed leading or just participating with Praise and Worship teams by playing keyboard and singing. Although he played all styles of music, Brad enjoyed the Hebrew Roots, Messianic (whatever!) style best.

Brad is no available to conduct seminars, lead praise and worship, perform Passover seders, etc. He passed away 10 July 2020. May he rest in peace.

Although he may be have been vertically challenged, he always had a good sense of humor.

His surviving widow, Carol Scott, is maintaining The Wild Branch Ministry in all its fullness as best she can without her soul mate.

Shalom Alecheim! End of quote.

  • I had the honor to meet and fellowship with Brad for a little while. He impressed me as a genuine soul called to clarify many absurd practices and beliefs in the body of monotheisms. His teaching on the numbers in the Bible prove the accuracy of Yahushua’s words to me at the time. The number 3 along the numbers in the Bible meaning came to mind this morning.

Quote:

Messiah taught that heavenly things are understood by our belief in the earthly things (Yochanan 3:12). We can begin to see what He means when we see the presence of three in creation. What we see in creation is designed to be easily grasped so that we might be able to glimpse into the unseen world. There are three dimensions to our visible world. Time is represented by past, present and future. There are three persons in grammar, as there are three degrees of quality. In school we learned about solid, liquid and gas, and about the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral kingdoms. The number three is used in a chance to complete something. “I am going to give you to the count of three to … ” Or, “Are you ready? One two, three, Go!” The building blocks of creation are found, according to the voluminous testimony of scripture, in combinations of three letter roots in Hebrew words. Vocals sound their best in three part harmony. Some of my favorite groups are Earth, Wind, and Fire, 3 Dog Night, and Crosby, Stills, and Nash. And how about the 3 Stooges! And why only three blind mice … or the Three Musketeers? All right, enough already.

Before we talk about the Hebrew word for three, let me stop and explain how Hebrew expresses numbers. In the numerous, available, extant Hebrew texts, we have numbers expressed in fully written words, such as echad for one, ‘ariba’ah ‘asar for fourteen, and ve’alepayim ve’areba’-me’ot for twenty four hundred. This is what we know from the available texts of the Tenakh. The expression in Hebrew of what we know as Arabic numerals or symbols such as 1, 2, 3, 28, 100, etc., is where much speculation comes in. Historically, the concept of gematria, or each individual Hebrew letter representing a numeral, is considered to be a relatively late phenomenon. Most experts in Biblical languages and numerology consider the idea to be taken from the influence of the Greek culture. It is clear that the Massorites used gematria in the period between 300 and 600 A.D. Little evidence can be seen any earlier than that. However, this does not take away from what is discovered when one applies this concept to the written text. The constant reoccurring presence of certain numerical combinations found in related Hebrew words is too astounding to ignore. Which drives most students of scripture to one inescapable conclusion. YHVH wrote the text and not man. This will become more obvious as we get into larger numbers. I will put enough into each teaching to get the point across, but the abundant presence of these relationships are too numerous for these teachings.

Now, on to the number three. In Hebrew, the cardinal number three is from the word shalosh. The word shalosh means to measure or to sum up. So, you see that even the word itself implies completeness or fullness. Here are a few examples of the number three used in it’s root. End of quote.

My Home. Surrounded By Life Peace Beauty Love …

My breakfast. Construction. Roaming Goats. Enchanted me. My dreams are coming true …I can and I will.   I take responsibility for my actions.   I am patient, and respectful with others.   I am thankful for all the good things in my life.   I believe that better days are a reality in our times …

Help! Heal Me And Shall Be Healed. Save Me And I Should Be Saved …

I am thankful for my blessings, but! I am just finding out that to be thankful for my blessings is not enough without extending my thanks for the blessings coming to you my friend. In talking to Pat a moment ago I realized that Pat is my faithful friend for years. And for years she has been listening to me as it was meant to be. Even so? It is time now for me to listen to Pat. She is suffering like so many of us are suffering. O my Beloved Master, help me to comfort my friend. You know how hard it is to receive comfort when we are in pain. Anything I wish to say seems to be so insensitive, so? I pray for You to touch her painful condition to save and heal her. Only You can save & heal us all. Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 4:25 pm.
  • It’s my time to shine.
  • I should be ready to reap the rewards of my hard work.
  • And yes, I am attracting experiences that excite me.
  • I focus on healthy choices.
  • I could heal and thrive …yet?
  • I wonder.
  • I guess I need to accept myself as I am and I just don’t like myself as I am.
  • I look myself in the mirror, what do I see?
  • Nothing like I would like to see.
  • On top of that?
  • I keep taking pictures of myself to express the joy, peace, and love within my being but!
  • One shot is worse than the other, I just as well delete them all, have no idea why I don’t.

Anyhow? The War Is Going On …

The war is going on and here I am concerned about my looks. I just can’t put 2 +2 together. What can I do? How can I forget about myself and concentrate on the purpose of my life?

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 11:37 pm.
  • Thursday, October 19, 2023, at 3:44 am.
  • Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:00 am.
  • I don’t believe in my parents, nor my parents believe in me.
  • The fact is that they exist and so do I.
  • Food for thought …

Troubles Come. Troubles Go …

Big problem editing & publishing post. Will troubleshoot. Restart on Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:45 pm.

Back at 6:02 pm on Friday, October 20, 2023. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:10 am.

It’s Has Been 37 Years Since …

Today is a very special day, is my 37th anniversary. MESSAGE: The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years! In the final analysis it is, it was, and it shall be God only and only God. How can we get out of the mess of the tragedy of our present life and find our true life in God?  

  • How can we find our way to satisfy that gnawing yearning for something more than the earthly love that we give and get?  
  • How can we suffice ourselves and become what we are supposed to be?  
  • How can we save ourselves all the trouble and struggle to be something, to find happiness, to find fulfillment, to take direction, to find meaning in life? 

How, How, How Can We?

We can’t.  Only God can. That is why God gave us His only begotten Son Yahushua the Messiah to do the work for us, for we can’t do it, only God can! That is what I learned in my 37 years journey through the wilderness of a life of struggle and works. No kidding, it’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am and I find myself struggling with the same issues that trouble me 37 years ago.

What To Do? My Prayer on High …

The answer came to me in the record of October 21, 1986—Jeremiah 15:19-21. That was the moment of decision. Likewise, it has to be today. I must decide to stand firm in the purpose of my life, yet! I cannot take things into my own hands to make my own plans like I used to do. I’ll wait for the answer.

Well? In the meantime, I caught up with my dirty dishes. fixed coffee & drank it. I showered, fixed breakfast. Worked on graphic for a couple hours. I fixed soup & salad & blue tea for my lunch. I ate. Had ice cream for dessert. I came to the computer to record. Fell asleep in front of the screen. Woke up. Crawled in bed, at what time? Who knows? I woke up at 6:40 pm. The last recorded date? Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am. What a day!

Let’s Recap, What Happened Since I Woke Up Today? …

I vividly remember that on waking up the memory of 37 years past came strongly to my mind. I took that to be the answer to my prayer. Why? I found myself struggling with the same issues that troubled me 37 years ago. Therefore, I set myself to search for the record. No problem finding such a record with the MESSAGE I recorded above.

There You Have It! Decision …?

I had to decide whether take things in my own hands to resolve my concerns & troubles or? Go with the flow of the Blessed Presence within my being. My responsibility is to flow to go in the right direction. How? Quit my thinking & my doings so far. Sleep! Wow!

It’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 7:51 pm. I’m going to sit in the sunroom to see what’s going on. Ha! Flow with the go! Diana at my door! A brief recap of my situation to acknowledge my need for her help. Just like I had in mind to do but decided not to go ahead to quickly do whatever came to mind. Instead? To let things happen without my pushing for those things to happen.

Perfect Arrangement But …

I’ll sleep on it because I need to sleep again. But before anything I need to find the Biblical meaning of 37. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 8:45 pm. Bed. Woke up around 11 pm on Saturday, October 21, 2023. It’s now Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:28 am. Strange. I know I have been keeping up with the Daily Motivation but when I check it today the last record was on the 19th. I have spent all this time trying to figure out why the record was outdated.

  • In the process I read a lot of the words I needed to notice confirming that those words come from the inner voice within my being.
  • My head is hurting.
  • Breaktime on Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:38 am.

What’s The Meaning of It All …?

Since my comeback almost a year ago the change in my lifestyle has been drastically. But it all happened on que with the Master’s plan for my life. The main adjustment has been in the change of environment. In Jordan I have been isolated from the public for many years for my own protection. Even so, there were signs leading me in the way to go in line with the Master’s will. In my present environment the signs were subtle until now. It is only in the last month or so that I have been able to figure out how is all coming together for me, for us.

The Significance Of Signs On Yesterday …

The thirty-seventh Psalm, written by King David, encourages those who believe in God to trust he will judge evildoers and give us all what we need. How appropriate is this Psalm for the times we are going through. Why the significance of it? It all boils down to what I am to do to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life.

  • Here is the deal.
  • The MESSAGE to deliver now is in Psalms 37.

BROKEN TO SERVE By thiaBasilia …

This is the title for the book I have been announcing for quite a while. This shall be the 2nd book in the series. It all is coming to me as it should be, not as I had planned to be. O well! What else is new? I will see now how I am to post next. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 3:45 am.

I Got It!

I am focused on creating new memories.   I focus more … I am ready to welcome the good things that are coming into my life.   I am capable of achieving incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.   What else is new? Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 5:07 am, breaktime. Well? I got it now. I was thinking of quoting the MESSAGE but instead of quoting the MESSAGE now I will close this and wait to quote it whenever I put it together in the promised book which I will title Broken to Serve. In the meantime, I will concentrate on creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.

Until the next post, lov thia.

Strange but Enchanting …

So Is The Way My Life Is Developing …

A Day Only In My Memory …?

It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023 at 1:51 pm. I have been up since around 3 am. I have not recorded anything since I posted on October 11, 2023 3:57 am. Strangely, I remember that on Tuesday October-10-2023 I was so excited with the message in the daily motivation that I decided to include in post. Also, I decided to change the heading for the site. Suddenly I could not keep my eyes open. I decided to record the time and then head for bed. I did not realize that on Wednesday I did not record the date at all but the addition to the last post on October 11, 2023 3:57 am is what I did on Wednesday October-11-2023.

Now, What Else Is So Strange? …

The happenings since I went to bed yesterday are somewhat strange but well taken. The electricity went off several times during the night. The last thing I remember was laying in bed reading in the mobile until the lights came on. I got up to post. Next? The plan for the day? Diana was supposed to come early to prepare the house for her friend to sleep overnight. Then they planned to take a trip but she did not come as planned. I called her to find out what was going on. Their plan was changed because of the electricity and the rain. They decided to leave earlier, and her friend is not coming over. Somehow the whole thing sort of shocked me. But I recuperated from the shock rather quickly.

The best part?

I got a hold of myself like turning a light switch on. Quickly I realized I was regressing to the awfulness of feeling left out of Diana & Mike’s life. As soon as I recognized the feeling it stopped. Immediately I saw the opportunity to take care of the things I have been waiting for Diana to take care of like the situation with the keyboard holder. I needed to undo the thing to place it level to the height of the chair so that my arm quit hurting but I did not want to burden Diana because I know she got a lot in her hands already.

Lo & Behold! I Did It! …?

Not only did I fix the keyboard but the lighting as well. I can now see what I am doing quite clearly. What a blessing! It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023, at 9:13 pm. Also, I am very excited about the new Adobe Express app which is included in my plan. I will work with it a little longer until I get sleepy.

    • Peaceful sleep.

    • New afresh day.

    • Friday, October 13, 2023, at 4:14 am.

The sunflowers & butterflies?

On time the buds become flowers-the caterpillars butterflies liken to us. Alive! Fluttering my wings to celebrate life! I truly enjoy creating my own graphics. And being empowered to walk alone and again takin care of myself is the experience of my lifetime. How blessed I am. The strange but enchanting realization has come to me suddenly in the last few weeks. The new perspective I have been claiming for a while is now not just a claim, it’s a reality. Every single day this reality manifests itself to me. It’s a beautiful picture shadowing my day.

From Whence Comes My Help? …

I could easily attribute my help to come from the understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation, but it is not primarily so. My help comes from the Almighty Loving Creator of everything in existence—the Unknown ‘God’.

Reflecting On the Daily Motivation I Can Now Clearly See …

I can see what I could not see before. Why was I not able to see it before. Because it was not time for me to see. As so many loving souls would tell me to be patient, patience was not a virtue I could get a hold of. But why am I going on with these insidious explanations which are public knowledge?

    • Here I pause to calmly think of that.

    • I need to weigh the matter to record it as I see it now not as I thought to see before.

    • Friday, October 13, 2023, at 10:00 am.

    • It is time for me to think seriously about such important matters.

    • I do not need to compare myself to others, but I find it inevitable comparing myself to the written words.

    • The following 3 verses of Scripture makes me tremble. Quote:

IF I [can] speak in the tongues of men and [even] of angels, but have not love (that reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion such as is inspired by God’s love for and in us), I am only a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.

And if I have prophetic powers (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), and understand all the secret truths and mysteries and possess all knowledge, and if I have [sufficient] faith so that I can remove mountains, but have not love (God’s love in me) I am nothing (a useless nobody 13:2)

Even if I dole out all that I have [to the poor in providing] food, and if I surrender my body to be burned or in order that I may glory, but have not love (God’s love in me), I gain nothing.  (1 Corinthians 13:1-3). End of quote.

Actually? The Whole Chapter In 1 Corinthians 13 Sobers Me Up with the Question About Love …

Do I have the love of the Almighty Creator in me? Yes, I do now but before? No, I did not! It is true the right perspective changes one’s life. It’s like a switch turns on and one’s happiness levels instantly increase. Everything becomes clearer.

The Question Is, Who Turned The Switch On? …

The understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation state:

    • In order to achieve that “right perspective”, you need to cultivate patience.

    • Allow the experience to unfold fully before making a judgment. Take time to self-reflect.

    • Focus on what your higher self tells you.

    • Instead of outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture.

    • Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.

I Have Faithfully Practice, Practiced, Practice the Above To No Avail …?

    • Hey! Maybe what seemed to me to be of no avail it is paying off now, I have been actually ‘cultivating patience’! How ‘bout that? But! I still have other qualms with the statement. I guess it is in the line of ‘outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture. Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.’ Let me ‘sit with it’.

Who Is My Higher Self? …

That’s another term I have been considering to be selfish indicating that I am my own ‘god’. Indeed! That appears to be for many souls of my acquaintance, but it does necessarily be so. Surely it pays off to sit with it instead outright rejecting a positive thought or idea. Yes indeed! I am getting better and better by the moment. I am a calm person now. I have the strength to grow from my challenges. I can create the life I want …OOHOh! Who me? Mrs. power itself? Who do I think I am? Mrs. ‘Big stuff’? O well! Let me ‘sit on it’.

    • It’s now Saturday, October 14, 2023, at 5:16 am. I am focused on creating new memories.   I focus more …What else is new?

Overcoming & Defeat & Repeat …

What else is new? The sudden change in a new perspective on life. This is story of an 84years old woman willing to expose her vulnerability along her strengths in the hope to help others to reconsider their own lifestyles. Read on.

She Is Empowered To Walk Alone …

Alone on the treacherous road of life’s existence on these earthly grounds. Alone yet? She is not alone. Read on. Perhaps what she has faithfully practiced most of her life, which seemed to her to be of no avail it is paying off now, she has been actually ‘cultivating patience’!

    Latest Not Only in This Woman’s Saga …?

    Healing of the incurable wounds inflicted unto humans because of sin. What is sin? Deliberate disobedience to the known will of the unknown God. Why are we angry? Why do we complain? What is this woman’s saga about? …Feelings. Thoughts. Doubts. Dread. Abandonment. Walking the lonely roads at night not knowing where are those roads to end? Confusion. Delusion. Illusion. Words without knowledge? [Job_35:16]. The doom sayers pretending to know? Phew! What a waste of time! Hey human! Let it be known this human recording these things DO NOT CLAIM UNDERSTANDING of it all! Her eyes are set to live today as if the end is coming tomorrow. Who knows? It could be.

    The Reality In This Woman’s Saga …

    Along with her children she is now creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. She welcome each day with all included. Her dreams are coming true.

    • Anew. Afresh.
    • Expectantly she looks forward to the good things come in for her …

    Could it be this same thing is true for me & you …Food for thought …

    Until the next post, lov, thia

    What Am I Reading? What Am I Watching? What Am I Doing To …?

    What Am I Doing To My Body & Mind? …

    No Big Deal Yet …

    Bed on Friday, October 6, 2023, at 8:53 pm. Slept until around 1 am on Saturday, October 7, 2023. Worked for a few hours. Slept a couple more hours. Woke up. Fixed & ate breakfast. Now? Ready to continue with my creations even though it’s the 7th day of rest, but since the kind of work I am called to work on is not physical I am not breaking the command after all. It’s now, Saturday, October 7, 2023, at 11:38 am.

    Reflecting …

    • At 6:35 pm on Saturday, October 7, 2023, I find myself reflecting on the way things are developing.
    • There is a big difference between my past & present reflections.
    • I need to sleep.
    • Perhaps I’ll write about it later.

    Big Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?

    Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 4:00 pm. Maybe now is later, perhaps …? I have been busy updating & posting. Then? Sleeping for the last few hours. I am not sure yet how to express the difference between my past & present reflections.

    • I am going to take a break from the computer to continue with my reading.
    • Perhaps I get inspired while I read.

    Decisions …?

    Why am I reading this book? It’s time to decide what I want for myself. Time to have the courage to quit doing things to please others at the expense of what it is that pleases me. Reading this series of books that have been suggested to me is not beneficial to my state of mind. Today, Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:05 pm I decided to close the book. Why? Since I started to read this series, my miserable past has been haunting me at nighttime. I find myself jumping out of bed in tears sometimes. I couldn’t figure out what was the cause of my misery until now. Thank goodness!

    • The good part?
    • I did not let my misery get a hold on me.
    • I am ready now to head for bed with thanksgiving in my heart.
    • Sunday, October 8, 2023, at 10:20 pm.
    • I was looking forward to a good night of sleep. But it did not happen. I started to itch. Had to get up and doctor myself up.
    • Now drinking a cup of chamomile tea with honey hoping for relief enough to sleep.

    Now I See the Difference Between My Past & Present Reflections …?

    In the past I used to despair. In the present I know I am in repair. Indeed! Repairing the past damage to my body is called retribution. It is true we always pay or get paid for our past doings whether right or wrong. The way things are developing I am beginning to see clear both sides of the coin. In my lifetime I have done a lot of good as well of a lot of bad.

    What’s the secret to this matter? Don’t complain. It’s written.

    Quote:

    Therefore fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Lord, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.

    For I am with you, says the Lord, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.

    For thus says the Lord: Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.

    There is none to plead your cause; for [the pressing together of] your wound you have no healing [device], no binding plaster.

    All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you. For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.

    Why do you cry out because of your hurt [the natural result of your sins]? Your pain is deadly (incurable). Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you. (Jeremiah 30:10-15). End of quote.

    • So much has happened since those words were spoken to me a long time ago.
    • Why am I hearing them right now?
    • Could it be because of what I have been reading for the last 6 weeks?
    • Why have I continued to read even when I was appalled with what I was reading?
    • Appalled to see the reflection of my past.
    • Well? As things are developing, I am beginning to see what I needed to see to give closure to that troublesome past of mine.
    • How can that be?
    • It’s part of receiving the power to walk alone into the unknown that only the Almighty knows.

    Quote:

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.

    The Best Part Of The Power To Walk Alone Into The Unknown …?

    Alone. No need for lengthy explanations about my doings. No need to talk. It’s all about power, moral power and excellence of soul. As it is written.

    Quote:

    1 Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of the Almighty consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul). End of quote.

    I Have Been Wondering How Am I To Express Myself …?

    Not with words. Let the moral power and excellence of my soul speak for me. So? I do not need elaborate my misery & my findings for relief anymore. That’s the power to walk alone. Two hours into Monday, October 9, 2023, at 2:53 am. Have not been able to sleep at all. Even so? I hope to keep quiet about it. I hear that lovely voice from within again & again.

    Quote:

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” End of quote.

    I Hear. I Am Listening & Abiding In His Will …

    Conclusion: The Daily Motivation really is the voice of my Beloved Master Creator of my being.  I have been knowing that, but I have been skeptical for fear of man. Today the Master is ending my skepticism. Once upon a time, there was a skeptical me. Is she here. Is she still there? Where is she now? How can I compare what was & what it is concisely without regrets?

    • I rack my brains. I don’t know what to do! I complain.
    • And on que my head starts its pounding, my right arm, my back, my scalp!
    • WHAT TO DO?!
    • O dear! What’s the use?
    • Get up! Walk around.
    • I am fine. Things are working out better than I ever expected. I am empowered to walk alone on these earthly grounds. I am surrounded with love.

    Alone. What a mighty concept to grasp. But the best part?

    I don’t need to grasp the concept. I don’t need to grasp anything and? I don’t need to rack my brains about what to do at all. I am doing whatever needs to be done. It is all happening as if by magic. Bless my heart.

    The Yellow Butterfly …

    My super brain finds meaning in the most insignificant details in the environment. In the clouds. The way the winds blows. The sunshine. The sunset. The sunrise. The blooming of the flowers. The broken glasses. The unexpected phone calls. The colors. The birds. The honeybees. And here lately? The yellow butterfly fluttering its wings every time I make myself comfortable in the sunroom. I have been wondering what it means. I sense there is a message this yellow butterfly is delivering to me. Finally, today I looked for the meaning of the yellow butterfly. WOW!

    Quote:

    According to a tradition from Ireland, seeing a yellow butterfly means success will soon come your way. Perhaps its color is taken to represent gold, and by extension other forms of material gain. Historically speaking, the color yellow has generally been considered a symbol of happiness. Its connection with the sun, source of all life and warmth, made yellow a royal color in cultures with solar deities, like ancient Egypt and China. So, if you’re in the mood for a change of luck, a yellow butterfly makes a good harbinger of better things to come. End of quote.

    The Same Message In The Daily Motivation …O well! …

    Isn’t that something to consider in these skeptical grounds that I happen to inhabit? Bless my heart! I am on the right path. Let me share the words that until now I was so skeptical about. Silly me! I thought I was? Mother Wisdom, I guess. Bless my heart again to celebrate reading the quote without disdain!

    Quote:

    Saturday October-7-2023

    You will find your way. These feelings of confusion will go away.

    You will achieve your innermost desires.

    Give yourself grace.

    You’re doing the best you can right now.

    Don’t compare your journey to others.

    You can’t rush through the process of transformation and manifestation.

    Trust that every new experience is taking you closer to where you’re meant to be.

    Live each day with a sense of curiosity and openness.

    Stop obsessing over things that aren’t working for you.

    Be open to changing course. Better things are right around the corner.

    Sunday October-8-2023

    Bad days are a normal part of life.

    Some days you just feel “off”, no matter what you do.

    Be patient and ride it out.

    Don’t let its impact linger. Bad days can’t stop you.

    You have survived some downright terrible days and you still managed to achieve your desires and get this far.

    Remind yourself that you are stronger than your thoughts and emotions.

    You will be fine.

    You will get over this bad day and move on to take your life to the next level.

    Monday October-9-2023

    When we fall into a routine, life seems ‘boring’.

    Thoughts about ‘What ifs’ crowd our minds and we start indulging in fantasies about the things we could have experienced.

    Remember that every decision has an opportunity cost. No one can experience everything.

    A boring life can still be a beautiful life.

    Even getting to do the same things every day can be a big blessing.

    Don’t ruin a good thing by ruminating or comparing yourself to others.

    The life you have created for yourself, and the things you have in your life right now are the result of your prayers, hard work, and persistence.

    Cherish them. Fall in love with your life all over again. End of quote.

    Oh! Oh! And Oh! What can I say? …

    • Hello! Hello! Hello! I am here!
    • Away skepticism!
    • Away! Away! Away with all isms and what have you in that line of thought!

    Motivated I Am Closing Today …

    Hello, I am here empowered to walk alone energized by the true love from the Almighty Creator of everything in existence for me, for the greatly loved and dearly prized world.

    Applying The Daily Motivation

    Tuesday October-10-2023

    • Each time I choose to release thoughts about the past, I choose happiness in the present.
    • My story is constantly evolving.
    • New people and opportunities are appearing in my life.
    • I deserve to experience happiness again.
    • I no longer subject myself to unnecessary suffering by reliving those terrible memories in my mind.
    • With each new day, the distance between me and my past is increasing.
    • I am making sure I’m doing all that I can to heal.
    • I am open to growing in new ways.
    • I welcome a new chapter in my life.
    • I choose hope no matter what.   I believe that things can change.   Better possibilities exist for me.   I believe in a better future.   I can wait patiently for my desires.  

    Awake To Be Loved To Love …?

    Me. Myself. And? Not only the Master of my being but my loved ones as well most especially my Diana & Mike so lovely taking care of me nowadays. Joy. Peace. IN love. How blessed I am at this precise moment of my life. The meaning of this hour in the Saga of my life: Abundance, wealth, and success. I am already experiencing a period of great prosperity and good fortune under Diana & Mike’s care.

    Indeed! I am IN love. His love for me-for us…?

    This is the kind of love that can’t be ushered in at one’s will. Infinite. Eternal. Unfathomable. Yet, what can I say? Joy. Peace. IN love it is all about experience not just words. Onward I am going to be ignited by the mystery of His love propelling me onward to a future prepared by His love for me-for us.

    Until the next post, lov, thia.

     thia Basilia—Her Saga—as it was. As it is …

    Breathe …?

    Funnyeee! Everything to motivate me got to do with my breathing. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. For goodness’ sake, if I don’t normally breathe I would be dead! Anyhow? Last night without intending to breathe, breathe, breathe? I found myself breathing and my belly going up & down, maybe I was dreaming, who knows?

    Honestly? I Am Only Funning Around …?

    Actually, I highly respect the faithfulness of so many understanding hearts who give their lives to serve the downtrodden. Their reward is invaluable.

    It’s Not Always Easy To Be Our True Selves …

    Are You Kidding? It’s Practically Impossible!!! …

    BTW this is my masterpiece that has captivated the whole of my attention until today. No apologies. I had a great time squeezing my creating juices, like squeezing a juicy lemon. Ha! Ha! Ha! lov, thia

    Too Busy Thinking, Thinking, And Thinking …

    What Am Thinking At The Moment? …I Never Thought To Ask Myself Such A Question Before …

    Hum! I Guess I Was Too Busy Thinking, Thinking, And Thinking …

    It’s now Tuesday, September 26, 2023, at 3:51 pm. And what is it that I am thinking about at this instant of time? Thinking about different things at the same time. Thinking about what exactly is that I am thinking about now, right now? Well, let me put things together in my mind. Can I?

    • Yes, I could with some effort that I am not willing to exercise because I am simply tired of?
    • Thinking, I guess.
    • I have several things on the fire.
    • One of them is this Daily Meditation thing.
    • Maybe I need to sleep on it.
    • I mean literally, sleep!
    • It’s now 4:09 pm on Tuesday, September 26, 2023, I’ll head to bed, will see what happens.

    My Wonderings …?

    Maybe I had asked the question, but I never have answered it. It’s now 5:41 pm on Tuesday, September 26, 2023. I laid in bed until after 5 pm. Maybe I slept. I got up. I made the orange/apple juice in the juicer, but I am not feeling good not even good enough to enjoy the juice or any food at all. Even so, I know that this too shall pass. I fear not. I know WHO is my Keeper. I have nothing to fear.

    • Well? Time to crash! Tuesday, September 26, 2023, at 9:40 pm. I’ll think some more tomorrow, maybe, who knows?
    • Wednesday, September 27, 2023, at 1:53 am. Drink coffee or juice? What is causing the pain in my neck? It’s devastating!

    Hey! I Got Something To Beef About …?

    You know what? Good things are happening to me daily, even so? I am hurting so much I beef about the best no matter what is my quest. I get this daily motivation which it has been a blessing but! Today! Let me quote the matter.

    Quote:

    Daily motivation

    Tuesday September-26-2023

    Sometimes, imagining the future feels like being in a pitch-dark room.

    This darkness brings feelings of fear and confusion.

    The more you worry about the future, the longer these feelings linger.

    You have to tap into your strength.

    Do not let the darkness intimidate you.

    Take one step at a time.

    Embracing curiosity, and cultivating positive thoughts will help you to live in harmony with the uncertainty.

    Slowly, darkness will fade away and your path will get clearer.

    Be open to exploring new possibilities.

    Live in alignment with the flow of life.

    Your Affirmations For Today:

    I choose what’s best for me.    I am experiencing feelings of happiness.   Beautiful things are happening to me.   I have a positive and productive outlook.   I am in a thriving state. & …

    Complete your Affirmation…

    Let Me Dissect This? O Well: Daily Motivation …?

    Daily Motivation

    Wednesday September-27-2023

    • I am focused and driven …am I? It seems to me my focus shuts all kinds of star like rays!
    • I am mindful of my own energy …what energy? The energy of this miserable pain? Perhaps.
    • I am living a courageous life …O dear! I don’t even have the courage to head to the shower room!
    • I can create the success that I want …success?! Very successful at beating dead horses to no avail most of the time! Ha! Ha! Ha!
    • I let go of unrealistic expectations … what’s the use? I find myself expecting that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, looking, searching that immensity of good & evil source they call, Google. Ha! No pot of gold, instead? That dreadful computer crash! VIRUS! Pity!
    • I am already doing enough … That’s for sure!
    • I can rise above my negative feelings …Oh but in vain I TRY!
    • I listen to my emotions …that’s the worse evil I have learned to avoid.
    • I observe my circumstances without judgment …Well? Let me put it like this, I am doing my best!
    • I am open to unexpected opportunities …that I AM! Bless my heart!
    • Your Motivations For Today:
    • Don’t be afraid to be alone.   What? That’s my favorite ‘afraid’! Can’t help it, no matter how hard I try!
    • That’s how you attract the right people into your life.   Hasn’t worked for me, wonder why?
    • Life becomes a whole lot easier when you are with the right people.   But what I consider to be the right people are always too busy to be with me! Let me forget that part. I already ‘Let go.’
    • You may have to be on your own for a …Not necessarily. Thank goodness I don’t want to be on my own! Only? I am not! My Father—He is taking care of all of us. I fear not!

    Thankful. Grateful. Cheerful. Candid. …

    Wednesday, September 27, 2023, at 11:47 pm, bed. I finally went to bed. Slept until after 2 am the next day or Thursday, September 28, 2023, at 12:25 pm. Just back from Walmart, got all kinds of goodies. Honestly? This is the best I ever had in my life! I can’t stop praising my Yah all day long!

    • Rescued from the trap of the past.
    • How?
    • Well? On coming back from Walmart, what were my first thoughts?
    • Ha! Tortillas? The worst we ever picked up!
    • I wish I could take them back but!
    • dear! What kind of thought is this?
    • I am always complaining about one thing or the other.
    • Instead?
    • That’s when it comes to me how blessed I am!
    • but if of a truth?
    • I have nothing to complain about, that’s for sure.
    • My heart leap up to the highest climb of joyful thanksgiving!
    • Not to my Master from on high but for my Diana & Mike down here on earth.

    The Blank from The Pain Bank …?

    Bed Thursday, September 28, 2023, at 7:20 pm. Up after midnight on Friday, September 29, 2023. Leg cramp, neck? Stiff & painful. Angry? Not really, just a blank feeling I can’t describe.

    What Is My Saga About? …

    Feelings. Thoughts. Doubts. Dread. Abandonment. Walking the lonely roads at night not knowing where are those roads to end? Confusion. Delusion. Illusion. Words without knowledge? [Job_35:16].

    Quote:

    Job 35:16

    (16)  Job uselessly opens his mouth and multiplies words without knowledge [drawing the worthless conclusion that the righteous have no more advantage than the wicked].

    Suspense …

    1. Anxiety or apprehension resulting from an uncertain, undecided, or mysterious situation: The suspense as they were announcing the winners was unbearable.

    2. The quality in a work of narrative art, such as a novel or film, that causes the audience to experience pleasurable excitement and anticipation regarding an outcome.

    Ha! Things Are Beginning to Really Click This Morning …?

    No wonder why the blank feeling when I got up for the 2nd time after midnight. Feelings & thoughts. Blankly, devoid of thought or impression with a blank mind, I grabbed my cane & reached for my water cup. I headed for the kitchen. It came to me to eat some ice cream. Out of all things why ice cream in the middle of the night? The coldness shall shock your body to forget your painful discomfort.

    • Hum! That makes sense.
    • Lots of things are beginning to make sense now.

    Mystery? You bet! …?

    Unquestionable my enthusiasm shuts to the highest! The thought of creating a suspense to entice the public to read my saga is shamelessly popping up. “Distasteful hypocrisy” claims dear Dereck Murphy. I see it clearly right now making my heart leap with joy this time!

    Joy? Distasteful Hypocrisy …?

    Indeed! I am not offended at all to discover my distasteful hypocrisy. But how this line of thought is taking place? Well? It seems to me I am now heading into the homestretch of this tumultuous saga of mine. Though, a conversation with my precious Denise last night brought to my mind a clear sight of my doings right now in reference to my endeavor to compile this book or series of books about the saga of my life.

    Bingo!!! Goes The Shot …?

    Several shots! But it is a BIG pot, I don’t mind sharing it. Ah! Where on earth is my mind going with all this babbling of mine? Good question. Hold on to your horses I am coming back to the subject of what is my saga about as soon as I can figure out how to do it. For the moment I guess a hot coffee cup is the thing I am to head to the kitchen to prepare at 2:27 am on Friday, September 29, 2023.

    • I am back.
    • The coffee is too hot to drink.
    • While in the kitchen it came to me to eat the salty crackers Diana brought me last night.
    • That recalled that lack of salt is a trigger for leg cramps.
    • Needless to say, I added the salty crackers to the leftover black beans from my supper last night.
    • I ate while I fixed the coffee.

    What’s With All These Out Of The Box Detailing …?

    All these details bring some sense to what I am writing about my thinking while I am telling you. Bless my heart! I done fell asleep in front of the screen. I got up to head for bed. I woke up a while ago. I headed for the kitchen. Fixed the chamomile flowers tea. Scrambled an egg in the skillet with the remaining Kemp seeds from the zucchini I fixed yesterday. I toasted a slice of Ezequiel bread. I cut an avocado. Fixed next to the scrambled eggs & zucchini mixture. I drenched the bread in olive oil, cutting it into squares, and fixed those squares around the rest of the food. Presto! A star breakfast Master Piece!

    • Of course, I called Diana to inform her of such a grand event.
    • Her response?
    • NO THANK YOU! Ha! Ha! Ha!
    • Party pooper, that’s all she is!
    • Pity! Pity! Pity!
    • Just for that? I’ll have a Godiva choc!
    • I’ll show her!

    Hey! What Is It That I Am Supposed To Do Right Now …?

    Not just thinking, I am tired of that, but doing that’s what counts. Ah! What is my saga all about? Now I know. My present saga is about doing not just thinking about doing. Thank goodness! I will be working on the book cover now. It will be originally disregarding all conventions, after all! I am non-conventional—that’s what makes so especial to the point of having fun rejoicing in my infirmities. That’s the fact, let me leave at that.

    A Day Of Significance Before I Close …

    So tired! Could go no more. Headed for bed on Friday, September 29, 2023, at 9:28 pm. We spent the afternoon taking care of the legal matters to establish me under Diana’s care. Saturday, September 30, 2023, at 2:04 am. Up. This is the 5th and last 7th Day of Rest, the last day of the 10th month. Significant enough is the fact that the number 10 is when things get serious? When will reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.

    How Appropriate …?

    I am now officially ending this chapter in thiaBasilia Saga’s as it was as it is. As this page is closed my hope remains set on the Loving Creator arising from His throne to grant us all His mercy as in Isaiah 30:8-33—the passage of Scripture that vividly describes my own personal doings as it is related in the previous chapters.

    The end.

    Hey! Did I Post This Before? Who Knows? …

    I have been so intense working on a new way of posting and writing and living and? Trying not to complain that I have forgotten to post since the last post. I thought my last post was sooo good but I only got 1 like which really broke my heart, but then? The Voice from Iran mended that broken heart of mine, she was my only like. Bless my heart!

    • Anyhow? I’ll take a break from my endeavor and shall post again right now.

    Lov, thia

    I Have Good News About The Saga Of My Life …

    Good News That Could Affect You …

    What Is My Future to Be …?

    No longer wondering about my future. The proof is in the pudding. As written in the numerous pages I have recorded since 1985, I have had hard times that have left me feeling trapped in a cycle of fear. Even so, I can now dream again. I am no longer afraid to embrace hope. I no longer feel like I’ve used up all my strength to survive the strongest storm of my life and now I don’t even have the energy to dream a new dream.

    Good News Indeed! …

    I needed time to heal. The amazing thing is that perhaps all my life I struggled to allow myself to feel my emotions, but don’t stop dreaming. How could I have been able to accomplish such a feat? I am not kidding, I faithfully and enthusiastically tried and tried to avoid engaging with my fears, taking those as a waste of my energy. Despair! Totally incapacitated in despair!

    • I wanted to be happy, but happiness eluded me big time.
    • I was a miserable soul!
    • ‘Poor Basilia’ was an accurate way to address me.
    • But guess what?
    • Now, it’s my turn to be happy.

    I Am Ready To Enjoy The Better Days Ahead …

    I am ready to face the day with courage and openness. The best part? No need to strive to be a little better each day. In fact? No need to strive at all! Why? Courage and openness have become my new nature super naturally ingrained within my being. No kidding! Everything is handed to me in a silver platter before I even think to ask.

    So? AWAY! Away! AWAY!!! …

    Away with all strivings, worries, fears, and the BOO!!! From the bogey evil ghost in vain booing me anymore! I am going on. Upwards! Upwards! The day has arrived for me. I am free! Free from all my debts, from all the suffocating chains of my lifetime! Free by the power of the immense love of my Heavenly Father for me. Free to arise and come away!

    As per His words …

    The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land. The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. Song of Solomon 2:12, 13.

    • And I Came Away Forever To Stay …
    • Saturday, September 30, 2023, at 11:20 am.
    • Yes, I do get tired of not feeling good, but!
    • I have the power now to overcome it all as if by magic! And?
    • The title: ‘thia Basilia—Her Saga—as it was. As it is …’ will soon hit the waves of the NET!
    • On to post on Sunday, October 1, 2023, at 7:17 am.

    Until the next post, lov, thia