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What Do You Think When Washing Dishes? …

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I Think About All Sorts Of Things …

Some Things Are Worth My While …

Encouraging me to start my day free of vile. Some are quite troublesome. Some are gruesome. Anyhow? Most of the time, whichever way the things I think about while I’m washing dishes or walking or eating or socializing do not fit with the world at large. So I pray, not regular repetitious prayers, what I mean is that I talk to the Almighty Creator of our beings no matter what I am thinking or whatever the circumstances may be as per Matthew 6:5-8 & 1 Thessalonians 5:17-25.

I Do Whatever Like Everybody Else Do …

In other words, I socialize. But for the life of me I can’t help but see the futility of it all. Of course, the things I have been recording, the things I talk about are preposterous, yet? I am aware that such is only an appearance of human thinking. Even so? I was troubled about the matter not knowing what to do about it.

  • Funny thing, upon reflection on the matter?
  • A message popped in the inbox.

“The way you speak to yourself matters. Smile. Sparkle. Shine. It is not about who you impress. It is about who you impact. What is meant for you will make its way to you. Be YOURSELF.

How Neat! Exactly What I Have Been Knowing For A Long Time …

Yes, I know who I am. I know what to do. I know how to do it. The beauty of it all? I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!

  • Bed: Wednesday, July 26, 2023, at 7:14 pm.
  • Up: Wednesday, July 26, 2023, at 10:15 pm.
  • Date & time now: Thursday, July 27, 2023, at 12:34 am.

That’s The Problem! Bless My Heart …

Because I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all, I despair. Fear & doubt knocks at my door. I become despondent. I lose my cool. The tears flow. Smile, Sparkle, Shine? Gone!

  • What’s wrong with you?
  • Take a deep breath!
  • Drink water!
  • Eat!
  • Take the pill!
  • You got to change your ways!

Poor Soul That I’m …

But only at times. Times when I guess I ‘been deceived. I got to be normal like everybody else!. I cringe! Down, down under the brown ground I almost plunge, suddenly! Like magic, up, up I go! Like the eagles mounting up closer to that One Wo loves so. Smile, Sparkle, Shine again like never before.

And That’s What The World Calls ‘Bipolar’ …

No problem anymore. I am proud to be able to appreciate the North/South poles. Better yet, as I posted a long time ago,

Quote:

We, ‘Bipolars’ are the envy of the town. Whether up or down? We can keep the audience in derision. Gloom or glee? We can operate in both poles—North or South. Why not?

Positive and Negative? The two extremes captivating the human attention and retention. Bipolar! The doctor concludes. The Big Pharma? “I think I need a bigger box!” with glee explodes, and?

The wacky journey on this valley of death that we call ‘life’ begins in all earnest. The Bipolar, schiz, manic depressive amidst? O well! I top the list.

POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Humor instead of anger is my own conclusion not at all an illusion! Done fix myself a logo with my ‘brand’ new motto. Isn’t beautiful?

Soon, very soon, sooner than our human minds complicated state? Sooner than our fancy imaginations can fancy? The Loving Father Creator of our beings will shout and sing, “Death, where is your sting?” End of quote.

No Kidding! Freedom Is Not Just A Feeling …

Nor is it knowledge. It is not what we say it is from our engaging memories. The truth? It is useless to define the etherealness of freedom, love, and many other words I used to so flippantly defined. Mea culpa. But the experience of such words? Dumbfounded! But delighted!

Meantime and until the next post? Lov to all, thia.

 

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And So You, I Got Our ‘Say So’. Is Anyone Impressed? …

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Much To Do In 2020. Forget About Our Say So. It’s All Much Greater! Full Size Beyond My Conception.

 

A flat version of the book I am working on, and the cover for the book. It’s slow in coming, but! In due time? For sure! :-)

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving ways beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

  • Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

  • Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Let’s Get On With The Show in that post back in the middle of January 2020 …?

Thanks, My Master! For What Now? For It All You Are In Control …

Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Been sleeping the whole afternoon. Disgusted. Not knowing what to do in view of all that goes on with my thinking and feelings. Guess I just don’t want to be human anymore.

But Here Is The Riff, I Am Human. I Think And Feel Like Any Other Human …?

Ha! I woke up about and hour ago. One word in my mouth: Laugh. Hum! That brought to mind Sarah’s laugh at the announcement she was to give birth to Issac at her age.

  • Master? Been reflecting on the matter. Ha! Sarah’s laugh applies to me now. Indeed! All Your amazing promises makes me laugh because of the impossibilities as humanly speaking I see, but!
  • You did not withdrew Your promise for Sarah to bare Issac. Only You reinforced it. It’s the same with me now. Humanly speaking, I nearly despair. The human’s neglect to obey or to listen to You just gets to me.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All Including My Humanity In Its Whole …

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What A Life To Live On! No Need To Be ‘Smug’ About It. Just Live It With Fear And Trembling …

There Is Gold At The End Of The Rainbow In This Post To Understand The Headline …



Almost Miss Recording Today. …

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 5:13 pm

I started to go to bed, but! I noticed the last time I recorded was when I went to bed at 11:34 pm last night. Suddenly! I realized that the day is almost gone, and? I didn’t record any dates or times. So?

Instead Of Going To Bed I Decided On Piecing Things Together …

I closed the writing at 10:51 pm.

Went to bed at 11:34 pm.

Woke up around 4 am.

I worked on the post. Had a hard time aligning the graphics.

I finally succeeded. Published on the main site on Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 7:33 am.

Ahmad surprised me with some goodies. Again, a good visit.

I think I slept the rest of the morning.

Then I spent a long time preparing the cilantro that Ahmad brought me earlier.

It looks like I published the post in all sites around 2 pm because the responses began around 3:30 pm.

What did I do for the next 2 hrs. is a mystery to me? But!

Since 5:13 pm I been piecing things together.

What To Do Next? The Net Is Not Working. Maybe Sleep?

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 6:48 pm.

I am not sleepy. The heat is on but I am cold. I am not hungry. I am not expecting anyone because Ahmad came in the morning and my little friend came this afternoon. Ah! They brought me some extra cilantro. I’ll work on it until? Sleep came my way at 8:13 pm hit the bed. Up at 12:39 am.

Another Day Yet. Still Under The Misery Of Pain …

Wednesday, January 22, 2020 at 12:45 am.

Relief is not to be found. No matter. I wait on You. Patiently I wait. You never give anymore than what I can take. The NET still out. don’t know whether to eat or drink. Perhaps on back to bed?

Uncanny. My Master! The NET Worked Enough To Hear Such Amazing Words From You In A Comment From 2016 …?

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Effective Ways To Produce The Integrity Of One’s Character …

Effective Ways To Produce The Integrity Of One’s Character …

Perfect Timing! All Over The World The Spirit Is Moving …

 

 

 

A Post’s Comment …

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Monday, September 23, 2019 at 5:43 am.

I have only read your introduction. Astonished! The year was 1985. The Master Creator of our beings decreed me as a writer for His honor. He then began the process to mold me into what I was born to be—His child to be loved to love. The process is now completed. A new life has begun at my 80th birthday on this 2019 year, but! It was only this week that I came to terms with my reality, and? Here you appear! What’s next? Nothing but the best for us all! Glad for our crossing. Much love for all. thiaBasilia. 😊

“Yes, My Ways To Deal With You Are Effective To Produce The Integrity Of Your Character” The Master said to me …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 10:15 am.

Now You tell me! It’s about time! Either the nut house or the cemetery would have been my end! Phew! Thank goodness! You are neither late nor tardy. You always on time!

And The Things You Hate? Exactly The Things We Humans Love …?

O but how we love to look good to others! Our goodness? A cover up for the bad things deep in our gut. No kidding. I know this is offensive to hear, but!

It’s The Truth To Set Us All Free …?

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:09 am.

It’s the truth that set me free. The hour is coming and it’s here now for that truth to set us all free by the power of Your love and wisdom for them and me.

The Midday Hour Is Coming, And? …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:55 am.

I am free, but! I am still human. I do wonder. I have a hard time waiting on You to act in our behalf. In reality? I have a hard time waiting for things to change, but it’s not happening. No change.

The Sad Part? It’s Not Really Hard At All, But!…?

It’s just sad to see Ahmad et all struggling, struggling, struggling. No time to stop. No time to smell Your roses. All the time? Smelling the smell of carnal pleasures, whether religious or otherwise— success, food, vacations, entertainment the list goes on.

Even So? You Bless Some Of Us With The Fragrance Of Your Presence In Our Lives …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 3:41 pm.

Well? This is some four hours later. Slept for about three hours. Feeling surprisingly good. Updated files and links. Absolute silence. No news from Ahmad. But the fragrance of Your Presence? Sustains me in peace.

What A Difference From The Turmoil In My Past …?

Yeah. It’s not altogether smooth sailing 100%. No. there are waves of panic. Moments of mind churning junkie carnal thoughts, but! O my Master! You control those thoughts of mine now. What a blessing!

My Life In A Turquoise World Of Fertility …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 7:20 pm.

Life goes on. No change that I can tell. Am I struggling to make things better? O my Master! My life now? You have filled me to capacity with Your love and wisdom. No need to struggle anymore.

To Sleep On Monday, September 23, 2019 At 11:56 Pm.

Slept for more hours than usual. Got up to take care of myself. Finished around 6 am. Watered my plants. Been reading Dereck’s long email. Started reading his free book. Reading it all? I wondered.

Here We Go. Where Are We Going? Nobody Really Knows …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 7:48 am.

Honest to goodness! We are all going, going, going. Yeah, going to one place or the other. We are all searching. Searching, searching, searching for what? We don’t really know.

Happy Times. Bad Times. There Is A Solution For Either One. Really? …

Indeed! We humans think of many solutions for the least to the greatest circumstances in our lives, are those solutions worth it? That remains to be seen. Food for thought.

Me? The Almighty Done Plucked Me Out Of The Solution Department, And? …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 9:47 am.

It’s a good thing He did! None of my solutions came close at all to resolve the basic unsolvable human’s problem, but!

The Only Solution I Am Now Compelled to Proclaim? It’s Reaching Its Aim …?

Therefore? No need for me to complain in disdain to the blatant human arrogance to pretend to solve from the least to the greatest needing solution. Why?

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation? …

It’s now shinning for. It’s no longer just a metaphor. O my Master! Every single moment You come forth. You let the shinning light of Your plan shine over my human mind, and?

I Take Courage To Overcome The Darkness Surrounding Me …

Wednesday, September 25, 2019 at 6:33 am.

Yes, this a world of darkness even in the light of human wisdom but You know it my Father! No matter. Your words are a lamp unto my feet to always point the way.

As A Human? I Panic. I Despair, But! …

Thursday, September 26, 2019 at 3:25 am.

The Ever Existent One has lifted me up to live above my human nature. He has wakened up His nature within me to live by. A mouth full of an unexplainable phenom. Even so?

After My Human’s Nature Panic And Despair? Grace. Favor …?

Behold! His Power Of Love and Wisdom From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!

By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom? I Am Living And Going On …?

Is that something that I can brag and take it for granted? By no means. It’s a humbling experience. A power and wisdom way beyond my human’s imagination, yet!

As Simple As Becoming Like A Little Child …

Even so? Becoming like a little child? A process. We live in a world of spiritual darkness not suited for a little child. Thus?

A Supernatural Process Must Take Place …

There you have another mouth full an unexplainable phenom, but! I spent the whole day yesterday attempting to illustrate the matter. Guess what? Going back to the task. Got a better perspective now.

Would You Want To Know Your History?

A Simple Way To Find It Out.

True History! Worth Checking Into …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 11:42 am.

It’s as simple as taking a second look about the way we look at things. But of course, we are so set in our ways that it’s nearly impossible for us to consider any other way. Even worse?

We Resist Change Of Our Way With A Purple Passion! Why? …

Because our ways really define ourselves. True. Many of us try and try to change our ways. There are numerous of institutions and individuals set to help anyone in that department, but!

The World Has Yet To Find A Solution As Much As Problem Solutions Are Hailed Effective …

Effective yes, for that specific problem, but! The basic or source of all our problems remains unsolved until the time comes for each one of us individually.

The Time? The Appointed Time That Is. That Time? …

Supernaturally decreed. I know I sound ‘goofy’—religious—out on the left field—insane—or whatever label could be saddled on me. Regardless! It’s not about me.

True History Stands. Regardless All Objections And Biases …

The heading graphic encompasses our whole history. Been working on it for many days. I pause from my writing. I reflect on all written. I wait to hear that voice from within to change, add, or take from it.

Finally! The Moment Of Truth. Finished? We’ll See …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 2:49 pm.

Master? Am I to take for an answer the words You spoke to me in 2013? I am beginning to see Your order and ways with my life. My life’s history? Repeats itself. A crucial moment in 2013 repeat?  Let me see.

Still On The Second Day Of This Crucial Moment Of My Life…

The heading caught my attention. I began to read the same thoughts and feelings I ‘been going through for the last few days. Strange. It did not hit me until this moment the meaning of pulling that file by accident.

Now I See. There Are No Accidents In My Life …?

Every minute detail of my life has been carefully planned by the Master Creator of my being’s invisible power of love and unfathomable wisdom.  No two ways about it. His words? My proof. Quote:

“Indeed! My child, I have given you as much wisdom as I gave to King Solomon and from now on I will show the world that indeed such is the case.

“Remain in this room in silent until I open your mouth to speak the words of My wisdom that I will put in your mouth when the time comes for Ahmad to approach you.

“From now on fear no longer shall assail you. For I’m injecting within your being more courage than the most courageous man in this world and cringing fear will be a thing of the past in your daily existence.

“On the contrary, from now on your enemies shall fear you and all the rats in this world will not dare to attack or frighten you with their unwanted presence.

“And because of the work that I am now consummating between you and Ahmad many people shall learn the meaning of fearing Me!

“For I am Almighty Yahuwah and this time all nations shall know and fear My name. And My people shall learn what it is to offer Me a pleasing service and acceptable worship, with modesty and pious care and righteous fear and awe!

“Again, remain in this room in silent & composure for I am with you to strengthen & sustain you under any and all circumstances that I allow to develop in your midst.”

Who Am I? What Do I Do?

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 1:20 am

  • I am thiaBasilia. Was called to journal my life since 1985. Have not missed a day since March 1987. My life’s Journal? To tell my story. The purpose? To proclaim the Master Creator of our being’s Name for the work of transformation from a cringing fearful creature I once was to a new fearless one that I am now.
  • Started blogging since 2006. I have created several sites, but the main one is https://www.thia-basilia.com/. Have posted all my writings. The following post is one of my latest. Much is written, but! Don’t be surprised if you bump into one of the other sites to a post that speaks directly to you.

Why Am I Telling You About Me? …

Simple. I know the answer about our history by my own personal experience of it. But? Regardless! It’s not about my knowledge at all!

May Your  Spirit O Mighty One, Enlighten Each One Of Your Children …

What is all about? This time? Your children will respond. So You have decreed it to be. Me? Waiting, waiting, waiting on You with patience and composure now more than ever before.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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A Peaceful Not Too Hot 7th Day Of Rest …

A Peaceful Not Too Hot 7th Day Of Rest …

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest

Saturday, June 1, 2019 at 1:15 pm.

It looks like the whole week shall be mild in comparison with previous days. Master? Is this Your way to make Your Presence real to me?

It’s A Strange Moment Of Peace. Strange Moment Of Rest From My Usual Labors …

All quiet. The old-time noise, hazzle to keep up the Shabbath’s ritual is no more in my mind. You have, finally brought me into Your rest—a supernatural rest of my soul and mind and body.

Wow! You Are Now Revealing All To Me. Now I See What I Been Doing All My Past Days …

I been zealous. I have exerted myself and strived diligently to enter that rest of Yahuwah, to know and experience it for myself.

And The Best Part? Your Power To Endure All Misconceptions Rampart In Your World …

Wow! I must savor this unique moment of my life in Your Presence. What peace! Not even the absence of Ahmad and my children is disturbing my peace at all.

A Solemn Moment Of Silence. Only The Faint Cooing Of A Dove Is Heard …

I can hardly move. In silence I worship You. It’s my moment of Your visitation, however brief, for now the noise is intruding the moment again.

Noise? The Destroyer Of Peace …

Sunday, June 2, 2019 at 12:20 am.

Twenty minutes into this new day. My soul. My mind? Remain at rest despite my body. Despite the noisy physical atmosphere.

Let It So Be. My Times Are In Your Hands …

I’m Heavy. Copious Tears Flow …

Sunday, June 2, 2019 at 10:18 am.

Copious Tears Flow looking to relieve the heaviness all in vain. Relief can’t be. Not now anyhow. I must endure, not grin and bear, but! …

Face And Withstand It All—Good Or Bad With Courage By The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High Invested Upon Me …

I Do Face And Withstand It All But Is Not A Picnic On A Garden Of Roses …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 2:56 am.

Perhaps it is a garden of roses. Only those roses are quite thorny. Right now? It’s 3:00 am in this garden of my inheritance. I’m overwhelmed with the task ahead of me. This ought not to be.

Even So? You Know All About It My Master …

Heading for bed. Slept as usual for a couple of hours. Up. Back to bed. Finally? Up around 5:30 am. Fix coffee. Enjoyed the daybreak sitting at the roof sipping my coffee.

What’s In Mind? Ahmad’s Promised Visit …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 6:36 am.

It may happen, who knows at what time morning is meant in Ahmad’s mind?  It could run into the afternoon if there is no emergencies.

O The Ways Of This Culture! No Choice But To Endure …

How is it possible for me to endure— face and withstand it all—good or bad with courage? It used to be a totally impossibility, but now?

O My Master! You Have Invested Your Power And Wisdom To Withstand It All …

Therefore? I’m not anxious nor desperate anymore, but in Your wisdom? I’m contemplating to record the possibilities to establish the relationship You have in mind for us. Quote:

  • Malachi 4:1-6
  • FOR BEHOLD, the day comes that shall burn like an oven, and all the proud and arrogant, yes, and all that do wickedly and are lawless, shall be stubble; the day that comes shall burn them up, says the Master of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch. [Isa_5:21-25; Mat_3:12]
  • But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.
  • And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Master of hosts.
  • Earnestly remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on Mount Horeb to give to all Israel.
  • Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]
  • And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the [estranged] fathers to the [ungodly] children, and the hearts of the [rebellious] children to [the piety of] their fathers [a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly], lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17]. End of quote.
  • The Wicked? How’s About The Wicked In Me Or You To Become Ashes Under The Soles Of Our Feet? …

Wow! So that’s what I’m to record today. How ‘bout that?

In my mind this morning came the idea of conviction— repentance—restoration once again.

How Can We Repent If There Is No Conviction? …

What is Conviction? As per the dictionary, quote:

Conviction

  1. Law
  2. The judgment of a jury or judge that a person is guilty of a crime as charged.
  3. The state of being found or proved guilty: evidence that led to the suspect’s conviction.

What’s Our Crime? What Are We Guilty Of? …

Ungodliness. Rebelliousness. By nature? We question our parent’s piety. But, the greater sin? We not only question such piety but? We rebel at such piety big time, and?

That Includes? Defiance Toward An Authority Or Established Convention …

Who can deny such a fact about our human behavior? Even the most loving children are guilty of such behavior. How is that? Observe.

These Days? The Children Have Become The Parents …

And why not? We parents have taught self-sufficiency—independence—productivity—to stand up for themselves.

Respect? Only When Is Advantageous To Achieve Our Goals …

Yeah! For sure! I must respect that impressive police officer, else? The slam! That’s the laws of the land, but?

The Highest Authority Laws And Commands? That’s Up To My Own Discretion For The Most …

Yeap! Up to my own discretion? Phew! That means whatever I feel or think those laws and commands are to be kept.

The Police For Those Laws And Commands? Totally Out Of Bounds, Why? …

Why not? They are only policing their warp interpretation of something higher, much higher than the human mind can conceive.

Anyhow? That’s What My Master Is Now Revealing To All …

No need for me to explain any further. Only giving the basis for what came to mind this morning in reference to conviction—repentance—restoration.

Conviction—Repentance—Restoration From On High? Quite A Marvel To Experience …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 9:26 am.

Been checking procedure to convict someone in the courts of these lands. Nothing comparing to the conviction—repentance—restoration from on high.

(O well! Dear Reader saved you a lengthy and boring display on the matter. Saved by my own conviction! lol Here is the next post. )

The Question I Need To Answer Before Is Too Late …

Ha! And Here I Was Wondering About Others Answering Such Question! Duh!

Off the track but I am back …

Tuesday, June 4, 2019 at 1:39 am.

I just got up to plug and turn the computer on. Overwhelmed about my writing task plus the lack of help, my inability to take care of myself painlessly? It came to me to rest, until? Just a few minutes ago.

Woke Up. Now What? The Question Came To Me, And?

I began to reflect in all happenings lately between Ahmad, my children, and myself. I began to deliberate in my mind how I was to put the question to them, when?

The Question, “Did You Kiss The Son?” Cut To The Clutter In My Brains …

Wow! Talking about a hit! Off track again on my own terrain I was writing it all in vain. No need for me to go on about things that cannot be explained in logical terms.

Turning From The Natural To The Supernatural? …

What is that to me? It’s all my Father’s business, but! I’m always trying to meddle in His business instead of mindfully following His instructions to me.

Phew! You See What I Mean Dear Reader? …

You see how easily one can get off track to wonder into somebody else’s track? My business is to share  what is happening in my track not to meddle in your track.

Ah! But The Wonder Of My Father’s Discipline …

One poignant question? My hands off his business. Back on track to mind my own business to share with all the intricacies of this abundant life that I now live, and?

Guess what? My apartment and dishes are clean, but!

The ants! Those varmints have no respect for anything. I called to thank Ahmad about his wonderful help. Telling him about the ants? He said, “they love you”. I said, “everything that loves me bites me!” and we had a hearty laugh!

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

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You May Not WANT To Know, But! Who Can Resist The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High? …

Before you read today’s post? Please, read the post from one year ago today. Awesome end of this year! Must read both today’s and a year ago. What a journey this journey of mine is!

https://www.thia-basilia.com/archives/27125

MOURNING MY OWN DEATH…

No Kidding. I Was Looking Forward To Life Not Death …

Friday, May 24, 2019 at 1:02 am.

The more we resist? The higher the passionate flames of love for His creation shoot up and up! Wow! So that’s what this hot weather comes from!

O Well? Now I’m Really Going Into A Deep End Otherwise Called ‘Nuts’, Or! Am I, My Master? …

Nay! I’m NOT going anywhere, much less into a deep end! It’s nothing deep about hot or cold weather. On the contrary, the results of the weather are plain and visible

Those Results Are Plain And Visible In My Life …

Friday, May 24, 2019 at 4:44 am.

Master? You know what goes on. I don’t. This is another episode of pain and discomfort. Have not learned how to deal with it.

MOURNING MY OWN DEATH…

Friday, May 24, 2019 at 7:10 am.

Up to my waking up the last time at 6:16 am I had been expecting life, but! For the last hour I am now mourning my own death. Absurd? Not necessarily.

Death? My Death? Is Mourning My Death Of Any Value?

Where are my children now that I am still alive? Why anticipate my death without making an effort to see me while I am still alive?

It Does Not Make Sense At All! …

Why the claim to love me? Do my children really love me? As per the written words? My children, including Ahmad, do not love me at all.

Even So? O My Master! You Love Us All …

So? As the ravishing pain assailed me in waking up this morning, it came to me, death to my body would release my soul to join my Master and?

For The First Time In My Life I Sat By The Roof And Mourn My Own Death?

What’s the meaning of this all, my Master? It’s coming to me, the day You called me to follow You? That’s the day I died to my children. The naked truth?

As The Mother They Expect? I Don’t Exist …

Yes, my children do for me from the distant hoping for that mother they expect to resurrect. Ahmad knocks himself down to please me, but? It has not dawn upon them, the mother they expect is dead forever!

Wow! It Had Not Dawn Upon Me Either …

Aha! Now I know Your reason for the painful moment that I am going through one more time. What am I to expect now?

Ah! Expect? Expect The Rachel Motherly Spirit To Permeate Our Beings …

Dreams? For the most people pay no mind to their dreams. Not so with me. My heavenly Father speaks to me in dreams and visions.

In 2008, Before His Call For Me To Leave The Country? He Spoke To Me In A Series Of Dreams And Visions …

To this day those dreams become a reality. In one dream, I found myself in front of the check in counter in an airport . I lifted my eyes. Above the counter written in huge letters, I read aloud, I AM RACHEL, and I woke up.

Wow! This Day I Am Realizing The Reality Of That Dream In My Life’s Journey Since Then …

Since the moment I accepted my Master’s call to leave the country? The Mother my children expect ceased to be.

I Became Rachel—The Mother Of Israel’s Children …

The truth and reality now coming to light? We are Israel’s children—the Lost Sheep of Israel, but! We have lost our identity through the centuries. Therefore?

We Have Adopted Whatever Identity Seem Best For Us To Adopt, That’s The Fact, but! …

No matter how we identified ourselves? We travel these earthly grounds like sheep without a pastor, regardless!

Again And Again! Behold! The Power Of His Love & Wisdom …

The Almighty Father Creator of our beings is gathering us to Himself never to let us go away from His loving care and protection.

Ha! I’m Already Feeling Better. I’ll Take Care Of Some Eats Plus …

You are an awesome Yah. More and more I realize it every single day of my journey in Your Presence. This is the day You have made for me. I will rejoice and be glad about it.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

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You May Not Know This: Religion? Huge Misconception! The Cause For The Colossal Division And Hate Among Human Beings, But! …

Better yet? You May Not Know WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among us all …

  • Religion Like Pain? Can Drive Anyone Into The Nut House.
  • I Know—It Drove Me Three Times—I’m Slow Learner—Bless My Heart …
  • That I know, but what I did not know?
  • What was exactly the cause of discord in my life.
  • That’s the knowledge my Master is now inscribing in my heart.
  • Religion Falls Into The Category Of What Seems Good To Mankind—subject for future posts.

Am I against religion? NOT ME! I am not against anything. Even if I was? …

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 5:27 am.

Even if I was against anything? It wouldn’t matter at all. Fact is fact. Only? The lack of respect for the facts of life is rampart nowadays.

O My Master? All These Matters Are Just Wearing Me Out! HELP!…

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 9:18 am.

You have Your perfect number of messengers to Your people. You are revealing Yourself in many different ways, but! Your whole spectrum even of my life? Too much! But You know it.

I’m Worn Out! Have No Idea Of What’s Next For Me To Do …

Last night? Horrible again. This morning, right now? There is no pain, no horror, just a blah feeling. Suddenly? I just realizing how much the lack of visible change is affecting my well-being.

Frustrating! I Don’t Want Anything. I Want You, But!

The insidious expectation for things to come my way? It’s driving me crazy. Nothing is coming my way. That’s what I am just now realizing.

Regardless! You Are In Control Of It All. My Times Are In Your Hands …

What about if all this despair is nothing else but my carnal nature’s wiles and doings? It’s true, nothing is coming out my way. In fact? The things coming to me are nothing like what I expect, and?

The Truth? My Nature Can’t Bow Down, But!

I am in a situation where I have no choice. I have to take whatever I get and be nice about it, and? I can’t do that! Therefore?

O Wretched Woman That I Am! …

I want to be and look good, but instead? I act like a demanding, ungrateful wench! O the carnal nature. O the tongue of man? No man can control for sure!

Aha! So That’s The Lesson You Are Engraving In My Soul. Wow!

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 12:36 pm.

Let me check the Scriptures. I did, and? Man! I cannot emphasize enough Your ways to deliver me from the miseries of the carnal material world that I live on.

What Happened When I Read Chapter 3/Chapter 4 Of The Book Of James? Conviction. Repentance. Restoration, But! …

Conviction. Repentance. Restoration? Nothing like can be explained in logical terms. It’s a conviction that empowers one to a supernatural eternal repentance or turning from the natural to the supernatural.

Supernatural Repentance Is The Only Way That One Can Be Restored …

Wow! What a revelation! Now I know how though I had repented I was never quite fully restored, but! Now? What a difference!

That’s The Difference Between Religion And Experience …

Dear Readers, many Christian and otherwise religious souls have quit me for proclaiming the truth about religion, but! The truth?

Religion Falls Into The Category Of What Seems Good To Mankind …

Monday, May 20, 2019 at 5:01 am.

Here we go! I had no idea how was I to close this writing until this moment. Thinking about the many remarks I hear about the good of religion? I heard that lovely voice from my heart. Quote:

There is a way that seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death. Proverbs 16:25. End of quote.

WOW! The subject for future posts as directed by the Almighty Spirit of the Father Creator of my being—my Master and Teacher within my heart leads me to proclaim.

Much love, thiaBasilia. :-)

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Talk. Talk. Talk. Shut Up! Listen Up thiaBasilia! …

Who Am I Hiding Beyond That Line? …

Conviction. Repentance. Cleansed!

That’s me hiding the spiritual leprosy otherwise? The anger or resentment in my soul. One look from my Master? Conviction. Repentance. Cleansed!

That’s She Now—thiaBasilia Shinning Clean …

The year was 1985. My life was in shambles. Driven by the misery of rejection? Intense pain controlled my being, until?

That Morning On June 20, 1985 …

Suddenly! Unexpectedly! My whole life was run like a film strip in my view. What did I realize as I viewed the film?

  • I had gone through life unaware of the secret saving power of the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being, taking everything and everybody for granted without consideration of anything other than my own understanding of life, and the raw feelings of my emotions.

The Fact? Spiritual Leprosy Had Gotten A Hold Of My Soul …

No kidding! In retrospect? The Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being is now revealing these things to me for the benefit of His so loved world.

Awesome Revelations! Beyond Anything I Could Have Ever Imagined …

Saturday, May 11, 2019 at 9:42 pm.

The truth? I’m dumbfound! In awe! O my Master! I have not adequate words to express the awe for Your awesome doings! Wow!

I Am Not Any Longer My Own. My Times Are In Your Hands Literally …

What a blessing! What freedom! Joy inexplicable full of Your esteem and honor. No turning back. No turning back.

Talk. Talk. Talk. Shut Up! Listen Up thiaBasilia! …

Sunday, May 12, 2019 at 1:42 am.

I am heading for bed. Hope to record when You wake me up next. On and off I slept until almost 6:00 am. You woke me up. Still not knowing what to record. Did my chores.

Reflecting On Ahmad’s Visit Last Night? Suddenly! It Came To Me What To Record …

Sunday, May 12, 2019 at 6:53 am

Talk. Talk. Talk. Shut Up! Listen Up thiaBasilia? O no! Shut up is not a polite word to address anyone. Try using polite words if you want people to read your writings, thiaBasilia.

O Man! Polite Words? Positive Thinking? I’m OK? My Divine Self? The Way To Eternal Death! …

O how I wish that statement was just my own judgemental self’s idea! Should that be the case? There won’t be any intensity of love for my people.

Instead Of Love? Envy. Rancour. Jealousy Would Fill My Heart, But! …

Despite all disagreements among my people? My people cannot deny the intensity of that love in my heart for each one of them. No bragging. That’s a fact.

So? Let Me Go On With My Master’s Doings About That Love In My Heart …

“Poor Basilia!” Ahmad’s favorited expression to let me know that he respects me but I don’t believe that he does. Guess what?

I Been So Busy Talking Not Minding The Listening Part, What? …

What are You telling me, my Master? Why should I listen to people? Didn’t You tell me not to let people influence me? Ah! The meaning of words?

Does Anyone Realize The Cause Of The Colossal Confusion Rampart Among Mankind?

The meaning of words. How often do we hear the expression, ‘That’s not what I meant’? On and on we go. That’s your meaning. That’s my meaning. Me?

That’s Not My Meaning! Frustration. Anger. Resentment, Until? …

The mighty wind of conviction descending upon me in the last few days with the bugs situation. Hopefully? One last time. Amazing revelation! I was infected with spiritual leprosy.

Indeed! Resentment Was The Spiritual Leprosy Tearing Me Apart, But! …

Thank goodness! The goodness of the Almighty Creator that is! The power of His love and wisdom is absolutely beyond the human imagination.

Cleansed By The Power Of That Love And Wisdom …

Now? No more talk. I’m listening! So? I can humbly shine His love and wisdom within my being upon the darkness of this so loved world of my Master. Quote:

For the kingdom of the Almighty Creator consists of and is based on not talk but power—moral power and excellence of soul.

(1 Corinthians 4:20)

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

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Leprosy. What is Spiritual Leprosy?

Leprosy Spiritual LeprosyShocking Revelation! Fact: Resentment? The Spiritual Leprosy Tearing Families Apart. But! The Is Hope.

Time to post again.

How Easy It Is To Give Advice. How Hard It Is To Take It …

Wednesday, May 1, 2019 at 6:07 pm.

That’s the saddest thing I see as I read the numerous articles on how to handle from depression to elation with Christian prayers. The Spirit within me grieves. Why?

O My Master? Only You Can Give An Answer About My Grieving …

And that’s exactly what You are doing as You compel me to write, publish, and optimize in that order for You to do the rest.

Thus? It Came To Me To Insert This Entry In Today’s Post. So Be Done.

Wednesday, May 1, 2019 at 3:00 pm

Today’s Post …

The book is ready for your reading. I don’t know what to tell you to entice you to read it, but! It’s all in the Father’s hands. He is the only One Who can touch your heart for your profit and well-being.

I Was Infected With The Spiritual Leprosy That This Book Is About, But!

The end? Healing. Restoration. Amazingly beginning a new life at the beginning of 80th birthday, in the strange land of Amman, Jordan

Here is the link: Leprosy-Spiritual-Leprosy(27)

Enjoy!

Much love, thiaBasilia

 

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Here I Am! Reflecting. What’s The Use? …

Those whom I [dearly and tenderly] love, I tell their faults and convict and convince and reprove and chasten [I discipline and instruct them]. So be enthusiastic and in earnest and burning with zeal and repent [changing your mind and attitude]. [Pro 3:12] Revelation 3:19

Scratch Your Head thiaBasilia! Go To Bed! Is Not That Bad! …

The use perhaps you’ll find in your mind in deep sleep …

Up. Down. Nothing Yet Found …

Tuesday, April 2, 2019 at 5:23 pm

Perhaps. It’s now Tuesday, April 2, 2019 at 9:26 pm. Been up twice. This time up? I ate. Now I’ll go back to bed. Still in the dark about it all I can’t control.

Was I Awake? Was I Sleeping? Can’t Tell …

Wednesday, April 3, 2019 at 4:48 am.

I can tell it was around 2 am. The pain? It kept me from getting up. I laid there begging for help, but help did not come to be or so it seemed to me, but!

At Last? Painfully I Lifted The Heavy Covers. I Sat Up …

I looked at the time. Past 3 am. In a flash the scene in my dreams came to mind. Despite the atrocious pain? I got up, and?

Began My Day’s Now Routine Of Doings While Reflecting …

Pain and suffering? The highest lab of testing and removal of the alloys mixed in the gold buried in the depth of our souls. Wow! So? O my Father! That’s what You shown to me.

  • While sleeping or awake? I don’t know but! I found myself in this amazing room with all kinds of paraphernalia liken to a lab. There was 3 maybe 4 doctors dressed in the special green gowns wore in the surgery rooms. One of the doctors was coaching me. My feelings? Relief to find out my pain was the substance to remove all alloys in the gold buried in the depth of my soul.

Wow! All Makes Sense Now With This Revelation …

Indeed! Now I understand the Messiah’s words in the famous Sermon of the Mount. Now I understand the matter of pain and mourning rather than laughter and glee. Quote:

The sermon of the mount excerpt

Matthew 5:1-20

YAHUSHUA, SEEING THE crowds, He went up on the mountain; and when He was seated, His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the poor in spirit (the humble, who rate themselves insignificant), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

Blessed and enviably happy with a happiness produced by the experience of our Father in the heaven’s favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His matchless grace are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted! Isa. 61:2.

Blessed (happy, blithesome, joyous, spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the meek (the mild, patient, long-suffering), for they shall inherit the earth! Ps. 37:11.

Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heaven enjoys His favor and deliverance) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with our Father in the heaven), for they shall be completely satisfied! Isa. 55:1, 2.

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy!

Blessed (happy, enviably fortunate, and spiritually prosperous–possessing the happiness produced by the experience of our Father in the heaven’s favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His grace, regardless of their outward conditions) are the pure in heart, for they shall see the Almighty One! Ps. 24:3, 4.

Blessed (enjoying enviable happiness, spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the makers and maintainers of peace, for they shall be called the sons of the Almighty!

Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.

Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.

You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.

Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.

For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.

Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Wow! What Do I See Now In Those Famous Words? …

The merciful loving Creator of our beings? He is not sending the rebels to hell as many self-righteous humans do. Rather?

Those Words Are A Simple Warning Not A Final Judgement …

No need to elaborate with my own interpretation of those words. Untold number of elaborations and explanations are already public knowledge to no avail, but!

The Master Creator And Redeemer Of Our Beings? Touching Hearts …

By all means! Our Creator is now reaching the heart of His children one by one. Therefore? No need for me to elaborate.

Much love, thiaBasilia.