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Demise Of My Tumultuous Past …

 

Supreme Order And Productivity For Public View Shall Now Prevail …

Tuesday, November 3, 2020 at 3:38 pm. Waiting …

Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 3:35 am.

Master? Help me to take my eyes off the monster mountain of difficulties against me. Thank You for the release of pain. It is a big help for me to continue at Your bid and command.

  • I will wait now with patience and composure to see what You have next for Your so loved world.
  • To see what You’ll have me to post next.

All Well! The Minute You Took My Eyes Off The Monster …

The expected monies came in. My eye feels better. It looks like You will not remove Trump from Your people. And the secret is?

  • To praise and submit to whether You give or take away.
  • You know how cold I am …
  • Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 9:51 am.
  • And You know I am willing to let go of all my worries and fears and expectations and demands and anger.
  • So, You have convicted and empowered me to repent, to let go, to be still.
  • I thank You. You have set me free from all that rubbish.
  • Or perhaps? Judgement is still going on within my being for a complete cleansing. As it is written, quote:

I Am the True Vine

John 15:1-5 AMPC+

I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser.

Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.

You are cleansed and pruned already, because of the word which I have given you [the teachings I have discussed with you].

Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.

I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing. End of quote.

  • Your words tell me that I am cleansed and pruned already, because the words You have ingrained within my being.
  • The words I so misinterpreted until now that You have reveal the truth in those words.
  • You have brought me to dwell in You and You in me.
  • But without You I can do nothing to please the Father.
  • Thus the Father repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.

I Willingly Submit To The Pruning Shears From The Father …

Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 10:26 am.

I come boldly to Your throne of grace to help me to submit to the Father while His pruning is taking place. I will laid down and rest underneath Your everlasting arms.

Forgot My Identity With You. Set My Trust In My Heroics …

Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 12:57 pm

You have revealed the meaning of my strange dream. Thus You have revealed the reason for the Father’s pruning. You have now empower me to produce better and excellent fruit.

How Easy It Is To Forget One’s Identity When Difficulties Come Our Way …

And how hard it is to recognize our forgetfulness!

As of Thursday, November 5, 2020 at 12:18 pm I can’t go on. Will do later. I wait on You

It is now Saturday, November 7, 2020 at 10:12 am. Two days of waiting in suspense. Nothing looks pretty, but! Sometime earlier I saw myself sitting on the side of the bed with brand new white shoes on.

  • For what it developed on waking and getting up?
  • I gather I am starting clean and fresh from now on.
  • Even so? To be clean and act clean is not anything as I imagine it to be.
  • For one thing to remain clean I must remain down on my face ashamed of my past behavior.
  • That means my past behavior must end.
  • As I remain down on my face deeply ashamed of my past?
  • You lift me up and make my life significant.

But What Does It All Mean My Master? …

“It means My precious child, I have lift and empowered you to be and act correctly despite your feelings and thoughts or anyone else feelings and thoughts.

  • So far I have allowed you to be understanding and merciful with others people’s doings against you. I have instead placed the blame for their behavior on you. Why?
  • Because you needed to learn what your deepest motives were for all your doings.
  • This 11th month of this 2020 year I needed to judge your past before I set My order in your life.
  • That is why all this evil has come upon you.
  • My judgement is over.
  • Now My precious thiaBasilia, relax My child.
  • I have accomplished My purpose.
  • I am now satisfied with your response.
  • To remain with your face down means you have truly repented.
  • Even more, I am satisfied that even if it costs you your physical life you will never go back to whishy washy person that you used to be until this day.

And Now My Words Are Coming Into Fulfilment …

Sunday, November 8, 2020 at 5:17 am.

Quote:

Isaiah 41:15 AMPC+

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

Fear Not, for I Am with You

Isaiah 41:1-29 AMPC+

LISTEN IN silence before Me, O islands and regions bordering on the sea! And let the people gather and renew their strength [for the argument; let them offer their strongest arguments]! Let them come near, then let them speak; let us come near together for judgment [and decide the point at issue between us concerning the enemy advancing from the east].

Who has roused up one [Cyrus] from the east, whom He calls in righteousness to His service and whom victory meets at every step? He [the Master] subdues nations before him and makes him ruler over kings. He turns them to dust with the sword [of Cyrus], and to driven straw and chaff with his bow. [Ezr_1:2]

He [Cyrus] pursues them and passes safely and unhindered, even by a way his feet had not trod and so swiftly that his feet do not touch the ground.

Who has prepared and done this, calling forth and guiding the destinies of the generations [of the nations] from the beginning? I, the Master–the first [existing before history began] and with the last [an ever-present, unchanging Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah]–I am He.

The islands and coastlands have seen and fear; the ends of the earth tremble. They draw near and come;

They help every one his neighbor and say to his brother [in his tiresome idol making], Be of good courage! So the carpenter encourages the goldsmith, and he who smooths [the metal] with the hammer [encourages] him who smites the anvil, saying of the soldering, That is good! And he fastens it with nails so that it cannot be moved.

But you, Israel, My servant, Jacob, whom I have chosen, the offspring of Abraham My friend, [Heb_2:16; Jas_2:23]

You whom I [the Master] have taken from the ends of the earth and have called from the corners of it, and said to you, You are My servant–I have chosen you and not cast you off [even though you are exiled].

Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice. [Act_18:10]

Behold, all they who are enraged and inflamed against you shall be put to shame and confounded; they who strive against you shall be as nothing and shall perish.

You shall seek those who contend with you but shall not find them; they who war against you shall be as nothing, as nothing at all.

For I the Master your Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah hold your right hand; I am the Master, Who says to you, Fear not; I will help you!

Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I will help you, says the Master; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel.

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it.

[You idols made by men’s hands, prove your divinity!] Produce your cause [set forth your case], says the Master. Bring forth your strong proofs, says the King of Jacob.

Let them bring them forth and tell us what is to happen. Let them tell us the former things, what they are, that we may consider them and know the outcome of them; or declare to us the things to come.

Tell us the things that are to come hereafter, that we may know that you are gods; yes, do good or do evil [something or other], that we may stare in astonishment and be dismayed as we behold [the miracle] together!

Behold, you [idols] are nothing, and your work is nothing! The worshiper who chooses you is an abomination [extremely disgusting and shamefully vile in God’s sight]. [1Co_8:4]

I have raised up and impelled to action one from the north [Cyrus], and he comes; from the rising of the sun he calls upon My name [recognizing that his victories have been granted to him by Me]. And he shall tread upon rulers and deputies as upon mortar and as the potter treads clay. [He comes with the suddenness of a comet, but none of the idol oracles of the nations has anticipated it.] [2Ch_36:23; Ezr_1:1-3]

[What idol] has declared this from the beginning, that we could know? And beforetime, that we could say that he is [unquestionably] right? Yes, there is none who declares it, yes, there is none who proclaims it; yes, [for the truth is, O you dumb idols] there is none who hears you speak!

I [the Master] first gave to Zion the announcement, Behold, [the Jews will be restored to their own land, and the man Cyrus shall be raised up who will deliver them] behold them! And to Jerusalem I gave a herald [Isaiah] bringing the good news. [Isa_40:9; Isa_52:7]

For I look [upon the heathen prophets and the priests of pagan practices] and there is no man among them [who could predict these events], and among these [idols] there is no counselor who, when I ask of him, can answer a word.

Behold, these [pagan prophets and priests] are all emptiness (falseness and futility)! Their works are worthless; their molten images are empty wind (confusion and waste). End of quote.

Do You See What Is Going On My Child? About your Dream …

  • I let you see yourself pushing a refrigerator you had removed from your place.
  • You were pushing it up the paved highway with much ease.
  • Suddenly you remember that you had forgotten your ID.
  • Also, you came to realize that you had no business removing the fridge and decided to go ask for help to return it to its place.
  • Plus you wanted to go back to get your ID.
  • You had much difficulty bringing the fridge back but you finally made it back to your place.
  • Your place was a messy place but you went past the front mess to the end of the house to see your old man to ask for help.
  • But when you got there your old man was laying down in a king size bed clad in his pajamas. He extended his arm to you but you could not reach to kiss his mouth and ask for help. And I woke you up.

Now I Am Ready To Reveal The Meaning Of It All …

The description about moving a fridge well describes what I am to bring to pass and it already started with the cleaning of the heater last night.

  • The key in your dream was the forgotten identity.
  • Not only that but the realization that you should not have removed that fridge.
  • Then your decision to go back to get your identity and some help.
  • All the difficulties you went through to get back to get your ID and some help.
  • I stopped your revealing dream at the point of your trying to reach and kiss your old man to get some help.
  • I woke you up and show you the futility of your doings to this point of your life.
  • Even so? My precious child, relax.
  • The signature looks to every room to avoid equability and patterns that bother you will soon be a reality for you.
  • That is My way of bringing order into your life not only within you but also in the visible for all to see.
  • The following description is the result of My revealing dream. Quote:

To move a fridge

Dreaming of moving a fridge around means that you will do constructions around your house. You like changes, which is why you always come up with new arrangements in your home. Many people believe that you are unstable because of it, but you simply have to give a signature look to every room to avoid equability and patterns that bother you, so you refuse to spend time in such spaces. End of quote.

Master? Such Is My Personal Lot As I Am Beginning To Understand …

Sunday, November 8, 2020 at 6:35 am.

Even so? You are not finish yet leading me. I am waiting on Your leading. I woke up around 3 am. Did not know whether I was awake or still sleeping for what You showed me while I slept.

  • While I slept earlier today You showed me myself walking on a shinning white way.
  • Then You showed me wiping loudly because my foot was tied to a white square.
  • Then I hear someone say: “This is an injustice. I will cut your foot loose!”
  • I laid there not wanting to get up just then.
  • The vision puzzled me but Your peace prevailed.
  • Finally, around 4 am You quicken me to create a HalleluYah graphic without the Hahaha!
  • Why? Because it is no time anymore for Hahaha!
  • It is now time for the smile of the joy in Your heart because it is all done!
  • Your work is done within my being.
  • You have cleansed and lift me up to make my life significant.
  • You have cladded me with the white shoes to proclaim the Good News of Yahushua.
  • You have ready me to walk in the shinny way to everlasting life in Your Kingdom.
  • You have taken notice of my wailing and frustration and inability to proclaim such news.
  • On getting up You led me to read what I left quoting yesterday.
  • As I read, I remember the election.
  • I stopped to check for the results.
  • You removed Trump from Your people in the USA.
  • That possibility and my eye and the discord between Ahmad and myself was the cause of my wailing for the last few days.
  • Wow! My foot was caught inflicting pain enough to wail in despair.
  • But as today? You are cutting my foot loose to assume my walk on the shinny way to Your Kingdom.
  • A beautiful aesthetic walk with Your joy in my heart and mind.
  • Nothing at all like the futile noise of the Hahaha! From before.

This Is A Time To Remain With My Face To The Ground, Exclaiming Along The Living Creatures In The Heavens:

And the four living creatures, individually having six wings, were full of eyes all over and within [underneath their wings]; and day and night they never stop saying, Holy, holy, holy is the Master Yahushua Almighty (Omnipotent), Who was and Who is and Who is to come. [Isa_6:1-3] Revelation 4:8 AMPC+

  • The end is yet to come.
  • Much is already quite visible on this 11th month of 2020.
  • Individual judement is taking place beginning with myself.
  • You are setting our lives in order.
  • That is all You are revealing to me so far.
  • What is coming next?
  • It is not my place to even think to give way to any of my human’s imaginings or interpretations.
  • Today not tomorrow.
  • It is imperative that I quit my worries about MY needs.
  • Your joy supersedes all worries and fears.
  • Joyfully now I will go on to create the graphic while I wait on You for whatever You have next for me.
  • HalleluYah!
  • It Is Done!

And He [further] said to me, It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I [Myself] will give water without price from the fountain (springs) of the water of Life. [Isa_55:1]. Revelation 21:6 AMPC+

  • Can’t go on. Sunday, November 8, 2020 at 9:10 pm.

Unless You Intervene? I Can’t See To Go On …

Monday, November 9, 2020 at 4:34 am.

Master? You see what is going on. You are here for and with me. I remain with my face to the ground waiting on Your mercy and wisdom for us all.

  • I worship You with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5].

Quote:

Matthew 22:37-40 AMPC+

And He replied to him, You shall love the Master your Almighty Creator with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5]

This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment.

(And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18]

These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. End of quote.

Over And Over This Matter Is Brought To Light But! …

I have remained oblivious to the fact of keeping the second commandment over the first until this moment of my existence.

  • Thus? My miserable life of pain and sorrow and disorder.
  • Even so: Your wisdom, passionate love for Your creation, Your mercy, and Your ways?
  • Far over devil or human’s mind or knowledge, but!
  • Our insidious claim to know You and ourselves.
  • There we have the spectacular view of the colossal disorder at large and in our individual lives.

Regardless! You Are Sovereign Over Your Creation …

Monday, November 9, 2020 at 10:05 am.

You are opening my ears to hear Your loving voice setting me steady and free from all fears and worries of my past. Your words are the only need of my being. Quote:

“Relax, My precious child! Relax My thiaBasilia child of My heart. Relax. I am putting all things in order within and without of you for all to see.

  • My flowers resting withing you in the water of My love are now flowing to replenish My creation.
  • From the mountain top. Down below My flowers flow …
  • Don’t worry about what you do or don’t do.
  • I have all your bases cover.
  • Soon there shall be the winning home run.

Go On To Prepare The Post For Publishing …

Monday, November 9, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

Disregard your discomfort of the moment. Go on. My grace and favor are sufficient unto you. I am delighted with your unquestionable obedience. Relax, My precious child, relax. I am working all things for your good.” End of my Master’s words.

So be it.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

 

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Posting Done! The NET Held Up, And? …

And I Got My Oil! Whoopee!


Did my accomplishments and getting my oil Add An Iota To My Stature? …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 5:07 pm.

Hardly, but! it’s only because of Your loving discipline that You finally convinced me to quit whining about the least inconvenience that came my way and go on.

It’s Past Midnight On A New Day …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 1:12 am.

Here I am. I written a lot in an email to Roxana since I woke up last night at 11:40 pm. Now I don’t feel good. I am cold even with the heat on. I don’t know what to do, what to eat what to drink. Maybe go back to sleep?

Ah! Sunshine Out There As It Is In Here In My Heart …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 6:30 am.

Yeap! The sun is shinning in my heart even when the winter darkens the skies out there, but! You give us a break from that darkness. You never give us any more than what we can take.

O Mine! Gas Is Waving The Signal To Quit, My Master …

I’m sure glad You are giving me a sunny day. Maybe there will be gas replacement today. Maybe there will not be. Either way? It does not affect my well-being.

It’s The 7th Day Of Rest. Resting In You I Remain Sunshine Or Wintertime …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 12:50 pm.

Been working on the graphic to illustrate the matter. You gave me the idea as You do with all graphics. It looks beautiful to me. Who knows but You whether others think the same as me.

Legend For The Graphic …

Sun shining on the Planets

2020

Sun shining on my Heart

Sun shining on ALL Hearts

Master! Help Me To Truly Love My Brother …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 2:00 am.

The sun is shining on my heart, but You know how I feel when I read headlines from leaders that have offended me for exposing the truth. The thing is that these leaders continue with their timelines, and?

  • I have not read yet one single testimony of Your dealings with them.
  • All I see in the leadership is their pompous authority over many followers.
  • Following each other, but!
  • Not following Yahushua as they claim to do.
  • Am I guilty?
  • Am I telling anyone what to do?
  • Am I judging my brother?

O My Master! A Few Hours Of Sleep Did Me Good …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 5:52 am.

As if You didn’t know it. But You tell me to always come to You, to come to reason things out with You, and? I have discovered how wonderful it is to answer Your beckoning.

Questions That Only You Can Answer My Master …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 3:30 am.

Your answer? Habakkuk’s Prayer. Wow! How have I missed this most important prayer? But! not to fear. In the economy of our lives You do not waste a second. Anyhow, now?

You Sent Me To Read The Entire Chapter To Reprogram My Mind …

This matter is by far most critical moment at this stage of Your Presence in my heart. Your Presence for real in my daily living.

Well? You Sent. I Went. My Life’s Onset For Me To Vent …?

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 5:35 am.

Honest to goodness! You are leading me 100%. You led me to an entry on Saturday, January 08, 2011 (5:22 am). Wow! The consistence of Your message is uncanny. Strong words. they knocked the socks off my feet. Who knows? Those words might do the same for you should you be inclined to read them. Here is the link:

UPDATED WORDS FROM 1986

  • Did I write those words?
  • Phew! My hand wrote not my will.
  • All I could say was, “Not me! I been a sinful woman. They not going to listen to me!” But!
  • You said, “I don’t want them to listen to YOU!!! I want them to listen to ME!!!”

That Happened On February Of 1986. O me And YOU …

Me with the little letters. YOU with the capitals. Since then? You have had me vent out my sinful life unmercifully. Did my venting out my sinful life humiliated and shamed me? Not at all! Quote:

James 4:4-12

You [are like] unfaithful wives [having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to God]! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being God’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of God.

Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit [to be welcome] with a jealous love? [Jer 3:14; Hos 2:19ff]

But He gives us more and more grace (power of the Holy Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully). That is why He says, God sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but gives grace [continually] to the lowly (those who are humble enough to receive it). [Pro 3:34]

So be subject to God. Resist the devil [stand firm against him], and he will flee from you.

Come close to God and He will come close to you. [Recognize that you are] sinners, get your soiled hands clean; [realize that you have been disloyal] wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts [of your spiritual adultery].

[As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins].

Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

[My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].

One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?

My Venting Out My Sinful Life Humbled Not Humiliated Me …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 6:17 am – 8:38 am

Today marks the 34th anniversary of my surrender to You. At 3:30 am today You sent me to Habakkuk’s Prayer. Then, you sent me to read the entire chapter to reprogram my mind. Next?

You led me to an entry on Saturday, January 08, 2011 (5:22 am) to vent out my sinful life as in James 4:4-12. Next? You led me to February 16 of 1986. Next? Today.

You Answered The Questions That Only You Can Answer My Master …:

  • Am I guilty?
  • Am I telling anyone what to do?
  • Am I judging my brother?

Wow! The Consistence Of Your Message Is Uncanny. Strong Words, But! …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 9:46 am.

Strong words consistent with the work You been doing in my life to the exact moment. Thirty-four years. Now? You are leading me back to the meaning of number 34. Quote:

Meaning of Number 34

The number 34 has clear access to inner wisdom. 34 is also intuitive. It interprets its wisdom and intuition creatively, seldom getting bogged down in unworkable details when considering solutions to problems.

For 34, alone time to think through a problem or to meditate is important. The number finds its answers within. Even when answers or solutions are found somewhere else, 34 looks inward to validate them.

It approaches life with an understanding filtered through its own inner awareness and certainties.

The numerology essence of the number 34 generally is comfortable interacting with others, although doesn’t actively seek such opportunities. Its participation in social interactions often inspire other participants.

The Basic or Core Essence of 34

The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 34 is introspection, finding answers within. Other meanings of the number 34 must take that vibration into account.

To better understand the essence of 34, let’s have a look at its composition and the number it is reduced to. The number 34 is composed of the digits 3 and 4, and is reduced to the single digit 7:

3+4 = 7

Thus, the numerology number 34 essence is based on the essence of the number 7. It also contains the essence of the individual digits. See these articles for number interpretations of the single-digit essence of the number 34 and the digits 34 is composed of:

Number 3 Meaning

Number 4 Meaning

Number 7 Meaning

The digit the number is reduced to (the digit 7 in this case) always has more force or capacity than the digits of the number being reduced.

The relative amount each contributes to the whole could be represented by this graph: :

7-3-4

Thus, the 34 essence contains the 7’s essence, such as introspection, intuition, and wisdom.

Plus a dose of the 3’s essence, such as creative expression, inspiration, and tolerance.

Plus a dose of the 4’s essence, such as pragmatism, conscientiousness, and a focus on building a secure foundation for the future, this blend resulting in an essence unique.

The 34 essence is knowledge of self. There is introspection and study and analyzing and accumulation of wisdom. There’s also imagination, creativity, optimism, and a dynamism that’s felt by others.

In social situations with a 34 present, others find their energy and outlook on life uplifted, their inner creativeness awakened, their future appearing brighter.

The number 34 has wisdom gained through knowledge of self as its priority. There’s an ongoing urge to accumulate wisdom. Perfection and beauty are important. Quality is appreciated.

Goals generally have specific steps associated with them for their accomplishment.

Imagine being intuitively connected to ancient wisdom and knowing yourself in relation to that wisdom. Both the analytical and spiritual aspects of yourself are known and accepted. Issues in life are approached with an element of creativity, especially when expressing concepts to others. There is continuing analysis of self in relation to events and circumstances.

That’s 34. End of quote.

Granted, This Is Not A Biblical Meaning Of Number 34, But! …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 11:01 am

This is what You led me to check out. It describes the essence of the work You have now declared finished. It describes the present experience of my life in Your Presence as per Your words You brought to my remembrance. Quote:

“Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now!

Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest.

Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done.

You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time.

There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.

My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

And So? That’s My Life. No Worldly Cares Whatsoever …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Ah but my interpretation of worldly cares! Is it for me to become a stoic recluse aloof from the basic needs in life? Nay! Nay! Nay! The truth?

  • At times I had in mind to become such, but O how depressing.
  • Other times, I’ll figured something different, but!
  • I never could figure out how to live but not love the world!
  • All the time You have been at work transforming and enabling me to live but not to love the world.

Phew! Saved By The Bell I Hear So Well Now …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 11:00 pm.

What bell? The bell of Your exact time for all to happen. The bell that rang for me on the last day of 2019. The day when the lust for the things of this world vanished forever by the power of Your love. Wow!

I Never Realized The Weight Of Such Lusts On My Being, But! …

Now I do. I do realize it. For You have lifted that weight from my beign now to be from it set free. Better yet? You have transformed me into the joy and rejoicing You created me to be.

Ha! I’m A Joy To Ahmad Even When I’m Threatening To Kill Him …

“Hellooo! I hear you now.”

“I’m glad you do. I need to remind you that I am out of gas since I called you yesterday. I am cold. I need gas! Also, I need for you to tell me at what time I am supposed to go to the welcome line?”

“Welcome line? What means Basilia?”

“The welcome line to welcome all to the death of Ahmad xxx!”

“Ha! Ha! Ha! Everybody wants to kill me! Ha! Ha! Ha!”

O My Master! Finally! You Have Empowered Me To Enjoy This Strange Culture …

No kidding! This strange culture has been nothing but trouble for me until now. It never fails. When I am waiting for Ahmad’s help somebody dies. That means 3 days I do not hear from Ahmad. Where is my gas or this or that?

“Basilia, my cousin die. It’s mandatory that I go to the family for 3 days to welcome all the mourners that must come to mourn the death of my cousin for 3 days.”

What about Basilia? Basilia could be dead but she has to wait for 3 days for them to come find me dead and I’ll have my 3 days of welcoming all to mourn my death! What a trip.

“But that’s mandatory, Basilia. I have no choice.”

“What is it that you all do for 3 days, Ahmad?”

“Well? The close family stands in line. The visitors come. The family must shake hands and say, Welcome!”

“You do that for 3 days?”

“Well, yes because different people come each day. Then you are not supposed to talk to or visit anyone for 3 days. You are supposed to mourn for 3 days. That’s why I could not call you.”

O My Master! You Are In Control Of It All, Why Then …?

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 4:03 am.

Well? I attempted to sleep at 12:19 am to no avail. Sleep evaded me. So? I got up. Continued my creation in Photoshop. Fixed my hair. Back and forth while Photoshop is doing its thing. And?

Goodness Sake! Four Hours Done Flew Past Me …

It’s a wonder how You work things out for me. Four hours of learning new techniques in the older version of Photoshop that You resuscitated for me.

No Kidding! You Have Resolved My Photoshop Troubles …

As good as the technicians from Photoshop support are, they have not been able to solve my problem because I did not know how to explain the problem. Anyhow?

I’m Fully Enjoying Your Gifts, My Master …?

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

The sun is shinning. Photoshop is working like a charm. You are giving me much needed sleep. There is abundance of food. I have gas. Ahmad and family continue to take care of my supplies the best way they can. And?

My Body Is On The Mend. I Am Comfortable, and? …

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 6:03 pm.

Finally! I started the dreadful dish washing chore! You know how I enjoy washing my dishes, but! when Your hand is heavy upon me, all I can do is graphics. Even writing is nearly impossible.

O Well! The Beauty Of It All? It’s All For A Super Ending …?

Your purpose for all written is to show that is it not about our self-efforts to please period. It’s all about Your faithfulness to Your Word.

  • I for one? I get all excited when things go well. I get bent out of shape when things go not so well.
  • Either way? Your faithfulness to Your promises to me prevail.

And With This Note, I Am Ready To Close And Post This Matter.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

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Love Is A Magic Word, But!

Love Is Also An Elusive Magic In This World …

The sun shines on the wind of conviction. Repentance. Enlightenment! Shake hands on this 2020 year. Don’t Despair! Do prepare! The Master at work. All inharmonious circumstances? Harmonized! In our Individual Lives. loved to Love.

Even So? We Were Created To Be Loved To Love.

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:27 pm.

Love is also an elusive magic in this world; a volatile emotion that fluctuates with the circumstances. Even so? we were created to be loved to love.

Troubles Do Not Hinder The Experience Of Love …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 2:25 am sleep to 5 am.

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 5:41 am restart after Windows latest update. It’s now Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 7:37 am as per Your lead I am working in updating all apps. Much trouble with Internet connection.

Master? I Am Beginning To Live Harmoniously In The Best As Well As In The Worst …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 2:55 pm.

My bouts with depression or elation are no problem anymore. Ahmad came to share a meal with me last night. We began to talk about the virus threat to the world, and? O my Master! You turned us around to talk about You instead.

Talking About You Is Such Nourishment For Our Souls …

I will head for bed now to wait on You to continue recording. Just now waking up. It’s 6:46 pm. I posted Hope in Death before I went to sleep. The NET not working again. No way to check the status of the post.

You Continue To Send Me Instructions On How To Improve The Graphics …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 6:59 pm.

You have always instructed me in the computer department as well Your direction in every minute detail of my life, but! The truth?

I Have Taken You For Granted …

Worse? I have given Your honor to whoever You set to help me. Never realized my doings until You been leading me to read headlines stating all kinds of honor to other human beings instead of You.

Ha! Have I Not Done The Same Thing? …

How easy it is to see the speck in others’ eyes but ignore the beam in our own eyes. Even so? You no longer let me be in that condition. Back to bed not feeling good. 7:41 pm to around 9 pm.

Master? Every Single Moment You Turn The Tables On Me …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 1:49 am.

It confirms that I am Your legit child. You don’t let me get by with nothing. Unaware, I been on judging grounds. Really? Every time that I set my eyes on what others are doing wrong, I am judging.

Ha! A Good Way To Start Fresh Today …

The NET is still not working. Photoshop is doing an intrusion. I’ll take a long time to finish it. Best thing to do is to head for bed. I wait on You. It’s now 1:58 am.

Must Lay It All Under Your Feet …?

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 10:14 am.

Talking about judging, dying, implying, replying, denying, complaining, opinionating? That what it means to sin. Ha! And I thought my dubious past was my sinful living. Duh!

  • The best part? Could not quite understand how the prostitutes and drunkards and thieves would make it but not the religious me.

Well? Actually? I Understood The Matter Quite Well, But! …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 11:31 am.

I was also quite smug about it. Why? it was like flaunting around how I ate my cake and you didn’t. It was like waiting to see the moment of weeping and gnashing of teeth.

However Stealthily Those Sentiments Were There! Until …

You are enlightening me big time mainly about my unnecessary smugness because of Your blessings to me. Granted, You have convicted, and I have repented. So now?

You Have Me To Share Those Details Aiming To Other’s Enlightenment …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 12:14 pm.

The sun shines on the wind of conviction.

Repentance. Enlightenment!

Shake hands on this 2020 year.

Don’t Despair!

Do prepare!

The Master at work.

All inharmonious circumstances?

Harmonized!

In our Individual Lives.

loved to Love.

Love Is A Magic Word, But!

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:27 pm.

Love is also an elusive magic in this world; a volatile emotion that fluctuates with the circumstances. Even so? we were created to be loved to love, and?

Enlightenment on the intent for our creation shall shine in the mind of each individual soul in this world on this 2020 year.

Time You Have Me Post This Matter. The NET Is Working,

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:54 pm.

You know I need to edit and format. Hopefully the NET holds up. On to the task.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

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HOPE in Death …

Success In A Worldly Sense …

Master? I’m Reflecting On Success In A Worldly Sense …?

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 2:29 pm.

I’m sitting here reflecting more than just thinking. Reminiscing on my doings of the past. I cannot remember any time when I was sure of who I was, but! I flounder the waters of high achievement, for what?

Much Achieved Today. Much Achieved Yesterday. Tomorrow? …

Goodness sake! Tomorrow? The sorrow! What sorrow? The sorrow of keeping up all of that for that tomorrow that might never come.

Talking About Futility? In A Nut Case, Literally I Mean …?

No thank you Mr. Achievement. No thank you, Mr. Success. I value my mental sanity the best! O my Master! Whatever possessed me to swim like a fish in a whim to visit muddy waters?

Human Nature. That’s The Fact To Be Exact …?

The human nature’s ways? O mine! Extensive realm for comedy skits calling quits. Yeah, for sure! Once we begin to see the comical ways of our human nature, we call it quits, but! Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:7

[He said] I charge you, O you daughters of Jerusalem, by the gazelles or by the hinds of the field [which are free to follow their own instincts] that you not try to stir up or awaken [my] love until it pleases.

We Got To Wait For Our Turn To Quit, Otherwise …?

Futility! All our human efforts to quit with our wit’s power? Chasing after the wind and feeding on it. That’s what my human nature chased and fed on most of my life.

No Kidding! Knowledge Was My God, But! …

O my Master! You surely made that knowledge god like dust under Your feet. That’s how You convinced me to quit. It’s written,

Ecclesiastes 1:17-18

And I gave my mind to know [practical] wisdom and to discern [the character of] madness and folly [in which men seem to find satisfaction]; I perceived that this also is a searching after wind and a feeding on it. [1Th 5:21]

For in much [human] wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

How ‘Bout That? Me? Dum-Dum! Sounded My Torn Ear’s Drum …

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 5:06 pm

I couldn’t hear I was an educated fool until my turn to quit my foolishness, to quit my wits came by the power of Your love for me. It never fails. It always avails. 5:35 pm bed? Up at 10:02 pm.

Thankful I Remain. Your Love Prevails …?

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 10:36 pm

You know when I sit. You know when I stand. You know what I am going to say or think before I either say it or think it. I’m tankful that You didn’t destroy me a long time ago.

Indeed! You Didn’t Totally Destroy Your People. You Left Us A Remnant …?

Ha! that’s what You are leading me to understand right now. Wow! Through the ages that remnant now populates the four corners of the earth. Wow!

Now I Understand All Those Words I Have Been Wondering About …?

Monday, February 10, 2020 at 12:38 am.

O my Master! there is an ominous silence at this midnight hour. Strange. Just as strange as my understanding of Your words. Going over again through Your words given to Your prophet Isaiah makes me realize how strange it all is.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All From The Day Of Old …?

Hope? There is always hope. But all things must happen at Your exact decreed time. Is 2020 Your decreed time to set us free from the hopeless state and condition of our souls?

  • That’s the bubbling Up Hope From Our Hearts On This 2020Year!

HOPE in Death …

Monday, February 10, 2020 at 2:29 pm.

The NET does not work at this hour. I needed to test the graphic. So, I inserted here. It’s just not what I sense it to be. Back to work on it.

Your Grace Is Sufficient Unto Me To Overcome All Setbacks …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 12:48 am.

Problems, difficulties in this world are inevitable, but! I don’t need to worry about such; You have overcome the world for me.

  • It’s past midnight. Still no Internet to test the graphics. I will work on the background instead of the text, until I can get to the tutorial to do what I want to do with the text.

Circumstances Are Not Always The Best …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 11:14 pm.

But! You know all about it, my Master. My body still on the mend. The winter still bitter. No visitors. No calls. Abundance and lack hand in hand. The Internet not working most of the time. I keep messing up in the graphics because is hard to see the small monitor’s screen. Besides the lack of a good graphic’s card.

This morning I unstalled Photoshop 15 to see if that would solve my problem with the brushes. After the uninstall I had to restart at 9:53 am.

From there on I struggled to correct the problem to no avail. Finally? I realized my latest version of Photoshop is 2 versions behind. I started the update, but it’s stuck because of the faulty Internet connection. Went to sleep around 7 pm to 10 pm.

Woke Up. Ate. Reflected On It All, And? …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 11:38 pm.

You gave me the sense of well-being. No need to complain. No need for all to be the best. I can be and do quite well under the worst. How blessed I am!

Well? I Tell You Why? …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 12:45 pm.

Update restart 12:46 pm. Back on all up to date. So is my life. O my Master! You bless me so! I slept from midnight to about 1:30 am. I was still sleepy but I thoughen up waiting for the NET to connect. That didn’t happen until around 4:40 am.

Soon as the NET connected, I called support to help me with the Photoshop update. All well now in that department. Actually? All super-well.

I worked until around 10 am. Finally, I crashed in bed around 10 am.

On Waking Up I Saw You Holding Us In Your Hand …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 1:12 pm.

I smiled big time! I remember little Johny and his grandma taking a strol in the snow covered park. O my Master! You sustain me with humor. The tale:

Grandma says: “You see lil Johny how beautifully God painted the world for us?”

Quickly lil Johny responded: “Yeah, grandma, and He did it all with His left hand!”

Grandma: “O, what makes you say that my son?”

Lil Johny: “I learned last Sunday in Sunday School that the Savior sits on God’s right hand!”

Logical Child’s Conclusion, But! …

Are not our grown-up conclusions on the reading and stydying the written words? Our human minds can only conclude on the actual meaning of words.

O Well! Let Be. Be Still. Your Point, My Master? …

You really, really are holding the whole creation plus our own individual selves in Your hand. Your working right hand that is! Your point?

To Bring Our Carnal Natures In And Out Of The Darkness Of The Grave …

Hope in death is now the matter You are bringing to light on this 2020 year. And? Yes! Our Redeemer sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us. He is our Advocate.

I have read, studied, agreed with many conclusions on the the following long chapter, but! it’s not until today that You, my Master, are shinning Your light on it.

In Your light I now see Your purpose for sharing my state of well-being aloof from the cares of this world. Indeed, there is hope in death. The death to the things of this world. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-29

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father–[it is] Yahushua Messiah [the all] righteous [upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action].

And He [that same Yahushua Himself] is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern [daily, by experience] that we are coming to know Him [to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him]: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him [I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him] but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth [of the Gospel] is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment which you have had from the beginning; the old commandment is the message which you have heard [the doctrine of salvation through Messiah].

Yet I am writing you a new commandment, which is true (is realized) in Him and in you, because the darkness (N1moral blindness) is clearing away and the true Light (N2the revelation of God in Christ) is already shining.

Whoever says he is in the Light and [yet] hates his brother [Christian, born-again child of the Almighty his Father] is in darkness even until now.

Whoever loves his brother [believer] abides (lives) in the Light, and in It or in him there is no occasion for stumbling or cause for error or sin.

But he who hates (detests, despises) his brother [in Messiah] is in darkness and walking (living) in the dark; he is straying and does not perceive or know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

I am writing to you, little children, because for His name’s sake your sins are forgiven [pardoned through His name and on account of confessing His name].

I am writing to you, fathers, because you have come to know (recognize, be aware of, and understand) Him Who [has existed] from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have been victorious over the wicked [one]. I write to you, boys (lads), because you have come to know (recognize and be aware) of the Father.

I write to you, fathers, because you have come to know (recognize, be conscious of, and understand) Him Who [has existed] from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong and vigorous, and the Word of the Almighty is [always] abiding in you (in your hearts), and you have been victorious over the wicked one.

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the antiMessiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many antiMessiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

They went out from our number, but they did not [really] belong to us; for if they had been of us, they would have remained with us. But [they withdrew] that it might be plain that they all are not of us.

But you have been anointed by [you hold a sacred appointment from, you have been given an unction from] the Holy One, and you all know [the Truth] or you know all things.

I write to you not because you are ignorant and do not perceive and know the Truth, but because you do perceive and know it, and [know positively] that nothing false (no deception, no lie) is of the Truth.

Who is [such a] liar as he who denies that Yahushua is the Messiah? He is the antiMessiah (the antagonist of Messiah), who [habitually] denies and refuses to acknowledge the Father and the Son.

No one who [habitually] denies (disowns) the Son even has the Father. Whoever confesses (acknowledges and has) the Son has the Father also.

As for you, keep in your hearts what you have heard from the beginning. If what you heard from the first dwells and remains in you, then you will dwell in the Son and in the Father [always].

And this is what He Himself has promised us–the life, the eternal [life].

I write this to you with reference to those who would deceive you [seduce and lead you astray].

But as for you, the anointing (the sacred appointment, the unction) which you received from Him abides [permanently] in you; [so] then you have no need that anyone should instruct you. But just as His anointing teaches you concerning everything and is true and is no falsehood, so you must abide in (live in, never depart from) Him [being rooted in Him, knit to Him], just as [His anointing] has taught you [to do].

And now, little children, abide (live, remain permanently) in Him, so that when He is made visible, we may have and enjoy perfect confidence (boldness, assurance) and not be ashamed and shrink from Him at His coming.

If you know (perceive and are sure) that He [Messiah] is [absolutely] righteous [conforming to the Father’s will in purpose, thought, and action], you may also know (be sure) that everyone who does righteously [and is therefore in like manner conformed to the divine will] is born (begotten) of Him [the Almighty].

On This Note, Long Note At That, I’m Led To Close And Post The Matter …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 2:07 pm.

Need to edit and format before I post. Right now? Don’t feel too good. Will break for a bit. Back at 4:40 pm. Finished editing. As I edited the chapter You opened my eyes to see.

  1. None of my former Christian teachers ever thought to question oneself on the matter.
  2. In reading this time, it came to me, Am I the guilty one?
  3. In the past, living by my and others understanding of the written words?

Yes! Indeed! Guilty! But! …

Thank goodness! You have set me free from my carnal past. No need to rehash words without knowledge anymore. Experience not words is what matters here.

Experience Never Before Conceived In My Mind …

Your Presence in my heart and mind was never experienced as I am experiencing now. You are so real! Indeed! There is hope in death. Death to the ways of this world.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

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What A Life To Live On! No Need To Be ‘Smug’ About It. Just Live It With Fear And Trembling …

There Is Gold At The End Of The Rainbow In This Post To Understand The Headline …



Almost Miss Recording Today. …

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 5:13 pm

I started to go to bed, but! I noticed the last time I recorded was when I went to bed at 11:34 pm last night. Suddenly! I realized that the day is almost gone, and? I didn’t record any dates or times. So?

Instead Of Going To Bed I Decided On Piecing Things Together …

I closed the writing at 10:51 pm.

Went to bed at 11:34 pm.

Woke up around 4 am.

I worked on the post. Had a hard time aligning the graphics.

I finally succeeded. Published on the main site on Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 7:33 am.

Ahmad surprised me with some goodies. Again, a good visit.

I think I slept the rest of the morning.

Then I spent a long time preparing the cilantro that Ahmad brought me earlier.

It looks like I published the post in all sites around 2 pm because the responses began around 3:30 pm.

What did I do for the next 2 hrs. is a mystery to me? But!

Since 5:13 pm I been piecing things together.

What To Do Next? The Net Is Not Working. Maybe Sleep?

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 6:48 pm.

I am not sleepy. The heat is on but I am cold. I am not hungry. I am not expecting anyone because Ahmad came in the morning and my little friend came this afternoon. Ah! They brought me some extra cilantro. I’ll work on it until? Sleep came my way at 8:13 pm hit the bed. Up at 12:39 am.

Another Day Yet. Still Under The Misery Of Pain …

Wednesday, January 22, 2020 at 12:45 am.

Relief is not to be found. No matter. I wait on You. Patiently I wait. You never give anymore than what I can take. The NET still out. don’t know whether to eat or drink. Perhaps on back to bed?

Uncanny. My Master! The NET Worked Enough To Hear Such Amazing Words From You In A Comment From 2016 …?

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Ready! Here Is The Sizzler Inspired To Burn—To Heal. It’s A Steal …?

Take Heart! A New Heart In Whole Not In Part The Mighty Creator Shall Impart!

Seasons come to prepare for harvest and increase. It’s during the ploughing season that God brings issues to light that we need to deal with. He’s getting us prepared for success.


All Inharmonious Coming Into Harmony To My Delight And Encouragement …

Wednesday, January 15, 2020 at 4:03 am

Alright! My Master! today is the day You’ll get Your way in many byways of these terrestrial grounds.

On waking up the whole setup for this post came together by the power of Your love and mercy.

Inspired to change the structure of this post. Headlines change to bullets—an explanation of the construction put upon the words in the headlines.

  • From The Horse’s Mouth To That One Skeptic Or None Believer Or Self-Confident That Happens To Bump Into This Site:
  • Useful Information—There Is A Devil And There Is A God …
  • Furthermore? There Is A War Going On In The Invisible World.
  • The Stake? Our Souls!
  • I been riding my own horse most of my life.
  • My horse has bolted me up!
  • On the mighty mountain hills this treacherous world happens to be
  • Me? I now sit alone like a flagpole on those hills, but!
  • I got a mouth to now shout …
  • The Mighty Creator of all in existence is now ready to lift Himself up to be gracious to us all!

Yes! There Is A Devil And There Is A God …

Only, neither or is anything like we humans have made them to be. Furthermore? The War Going On In The Invisible World is not a figment of our imagination.

The Stake? Our Souls! Take it from this horse’s mouth as you read this horse’s experience with both.

Well? About The Wild And The True Wheat. Here Is The Riff …?

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