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Indeed! Courage To Begin Anew New In A Different Way …

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Life’s New Perspective …

Trust In The Master With All Your Heart …

(Updating the previous post.)

I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation. Such is my legacy for 2023 expressed in Proverbs 3.

The Almighty Creator Of Everything In Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …

His own Word, written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings shows what an immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.

  • He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!
  • In this post He compels the writer to express the complete experience of the immensity of His love and care for us.

Unexpected Developments …

Nothing is happening the way I had in mind. The Master is turning mourning to Joy as per Jeremiah 31, but? So far, I myself have not quite got much of an idea anymore of how it is all going to happen. On waking up this morning I found myself reflecting on Mike & Diana’s short visit yesterday afternoon. While fixing my 3-wave radio I began to explain my reason for the radio. Of course, Diana made fun of my reasoning which made me realize that she made sense.

  • Monday, July 17, 2023, at 3:50 am.
  • To bed: Monday, July 17, 2023, at 8:20 pm.
  • Up: Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 12:40 am.
  • Ready for this day: Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 7:44 am.

What Makes Sense? …

Why am I so apprehensive about socializing? Heavy, heavy thinking. Perhaps because it seems to me that we are all in a futile attempt to evade what is the purpose for our lives. We stick to our present innated beliefs come hail, rain or snow. I do see the necessity to take a break from the toll of the daily difficulties of life, but? It’s taking me a long time to grasp and adapt wisely.

  • Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 9:57 pm.
  • To bed: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 12:15 am.
  • Up: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 6:35 am.
  • Bed: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 9:04 pm.
  • Up: Thursday, July 20, 2023, at 1:57 am.
  • Bed: At 8:57 pm.
  • Up: Friday, July 21, 2023, at 1:35 am.
  • Bed: 10:51 pm.
  • Up: Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 3:00 am.

Reflecting …

I thought about it all day. Thinking about all the wonderful uplifting expressions we use to convey our beliefs and feelings. Always trying to communicate, to express the best or even the worst of our thoughts and feelings about any subject. I was thinking about the futility about it all yet, what about my convictions, my testimony seems so out of place. That was in my mind when I went to bed.

The Dream …

Strange moment: I dreamed that I had died. I watched what I thought to be a funeral of myself. I saw a dirt road. I knew it was my funeral on the way to the cemetery, but it looked like I was anonymous. No one to honor me. On waking up or perhaps I was still dreaming, I felt like dead. I set my glasses on, recorded the time, turned to the tablet, resumed my reading. Around 5 am I got up. Began to prepare to take a shower. Then, I found myself sitting down totally despondent in a fog. I stumbled on to bed, drifted to sound sleep until 8:30 am.

  • Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 9:18 pm.
  • One more 7th Day of Rest has come & gone!
  • I remain resting.
  • Bed: Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 9:30 pm.
  • Up: Sunday, July 23, 2023, at 1:10 am.
  • Date & time now: Sunday, July 23, 2023, at 2:15 am.

What Was That Dream About? …

Meaning of dream? Eventually I began to search for it. It took a couple of days, but I can now assess that it has to do with reconsidering my present beyond my past. My present life represents the super abundance promised to me for a long time. I had almost despaired, then? A drastic turn of events: ‘Return to the USA to reestablish your relationship with your children.’ Within 6 weeks I returned to the USA after 13 years residing in Jordan in the Middle East.

Magical Encounter …

No words to describe the magic to withhold my Diana’s beautiful smiling face. To feel the physical impact of the embrace is quite fresh as is happening now. Eight months have passed. Funny thing: to watch my funeral exactly one day past my 8th month since that memorable encounter when I arrived in the USA on November 21, 2022.

My Convictions Testing Grounds. …

Do I give them up to fit in this amazing turn of events? That’s what has been weighting me down. And that’s what the dream was about. To give up my convictions is out of the question. My life is significant to the Almighty Creator of my being.

Indeed! He Has Lifted Me Up. He Has Made My Life Significant for a Worthy Purpose …

Well? In the last few days, I have done a lot of thinking about my personal relationship with the Almighty Creator of my being. He has been leading me all the way despite my willful ways. He has never let me down even in the worst moments of my life. He has transformed me from a forsaken woman into a woman with a purpose.

  • Nonetheless, I had a lot of hidden prejudices about the way people act or live out what I considered to be moral or proper.
  • But I tried to ignore my feelings, not realizing how much the matter was weighting on me until yesterday.

The Email That Set Me Free …

I don’t remember Pat ever forwarded anything to me but yesterday she forwarded me a link without any explanation. I called her to confirm that it was her email. She confirmed it. I clicked. Wow! All my prejudices came tumbling down, down all the way buried, gone to return no more eternally! An amazing musical display. The song? You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban. The dancers. The beautiful voices. Young people, tattoos and all, such genuineness, such love and gratitude addressed to the Loving Almighty Creator of our beings!

Quote:

Faith, hope, love abide, faith—conviction and belief respecting man’s relation to God and divine things; hope—joyful and confident expectation of eternal salvation; love—true affection for God and man, growing out of God’s love for and in us, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13.

Ready Again To Begin Anew. New Life. Afresh. Anew, …

Yes indeed! Anew, afresh, completely free of all prejudices. Totally unexpected development. Far above whatever I had imagined.

Until the next post, lov to all.

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What A Life To Live On! No Need To Be ‘Smug’ About It. Just Live It With Fear And Trembling …

There Is Gold At The End Of The Rainbow In This Post To Understand The Headline …



Almost Miss Recording Today. …

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 5:13 pm

I started to go to bed, but! I noticed the last time I recorded was when I went to bed at 11:34 pm last night. Suddenly! I realized that the day is almost gone, and? I didn’t record any dates or times. So?

Instead Of Going To Bed I Decided On Piecing Things Together …

I closed the writing at 10:51 pm.

Went to bed at 11:34 pm.

Woke up around 4 am.

I worked on the post. Had a hard time aligning the graphics.

I finally succeeded. Published on the main site on Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 7:33 am.

Ahmad surprised me with some goodies. Again, a good visit.

I think I slept the rest of the morning.

Then I spent a long time preparing the cilantro that Ahmad brought me earlier.

It looks like I published the post in all sites around 2 pm because the responses began around 3:30 pm.

What did I do for the next 2 hrs. is a mystery to me? But!

Since 5:13 pm I been piecing things together.

What To Do Next? The Net Is Not Working. Maybe Sleep?

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 6:48 pm.

I am not sleepy. The heat is on but I am cold. I am not hungry. I am not expecting anyone because Ahmad came in the morning and my little friend came this afternoon. Ah! They brought me some extra cilantro. I’ll work on it until? Sleep came my way at 8:13 pm hit the bed. Up at 12:39 am.

Another Day Yet. Still Under The Misery Of Pain …

Wednesday, January 22, 2020 at 12:45 am.

Relief is not to be found. No matter. I wait on You. Patiently I wait. You never give anymore than what I can take. The NET still out. don’t know whether to eat or drink. Perhaps on back to bed?

Uncanny. My Master! The NET Worked Enough To Hear Such Amazing Words From You In A Comment From 2016 …?

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On The Spot: “Quit Imagining Things. Go To The Family”!…

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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Thursday, December 29, 2016 at 10:05 am

Father, is it time for me to go? Where am I to go my Father? The dreadful time is at the door for what is happening with the kings of this earth. Their aim to destroy Jerusalem is about to flourish. There is only one way out. Repentance. Otherwise? I tremble for all unrepentant ones.

Friday, December 30, 2016 at 4:52 am

On the spot: “Quit imagining things. go to the family”. Without hesitation, I obeyed the mandate coming to my mind. Hum! Talking ‘bout reality? There they are, one of the moms included having a nice breakfast! Did anyone call me? Nay! Calm, peace, without missing a bite and with smile comes the Welcome! You hungry Basilia? No! not hungry! I need to talk to Ahmad! Calmly comes the reply, “I will call Ahmad for you when I finish my breakfast.”

O man! How can I make my point? I need to talk to Ahmad NOW! He took my ID and my money! He promised to come back. He never did. Two days still, no heater! I am cold. I have no money. I have no minutes! I cannot call him! I need to talk to Ahmad!

Calmly again comes the same reply, “I will call Ahmad for you when I finish my breakfast.” I am beginning to come down. I begin to make apologies and explanations. Speaking English to Arabic audience. Futile but! Their calm & cheerful attitude begins to have a good effect in my troubled emotions. Suddenly! I begin to smile. Next? Ahmad on the line!

“Why you no call me?”
“I am sorry, Basilia. No minutes. No money.” “Why you lying to me? You have money I gave to you!”

“Basilia, Basilia that’s not my money. I cannot touch it. Much trouble getting heater but, I now have it. Will bring it latter on.”

“Hum! I sure hope you do! “ “I will visit you tonight, I promise.” “Ha! Always the same promise!”

Talking about reality? The Good. The Bad. And the Ugly to burst the flames of criminal rage. The calming balm of a smile to defuse such flames! Am I getting it? Is Father getting His way with me? Hum! I should say, “Big time!”

Indeed! Beaming with joy Ahmad made his appearance last night loaded with a great heater, 2 jars of good honey, a good size jar of Tahini and four pounds of healthy butter. All to a humble & sensible mom of his! I DID NOT say, “But you did not bring me…?! Can you believe it? I am sure you do.

All is well now with our souls! On goes my New Life in the Spirit of our Father/Creator. Genuine, passionate, healthy, unique child of the Father/Creator He has turned out of this lump of clay in past days! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
What’s next? Whatever! it would be for the delight of our Father as well as your delight my dear & beloved reader.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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On Cue! Here Is My Next Post! Not That Anyone Is Eagerly Awaiting For It! No Matter! Here Is Right On Cue! Ha! Ha! Halleluyah!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Tuesday, January 20, 2015 at 12:25 pm

I will now turn off the computer and do some exterior cleaning of it! It’s now 10:06 pm. I had a full day. I do not feel good, but, that does not disturb me any longer!

I am thankful for my abilities to take care of all the regular mundane chores that need to be taken care on the daily basis even when I don’t feel good.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015 at 9:52 am

I am writing an email to Pat. Be back. I am back. It’s now 11:46 am and I am wondering what to do next? Father? You know what is in my mind, but, I don’t. What do I mean?

Well, there are times that any of us run into a moment of time when we do not know what to do or what is in our minds—times when we do not feel inclined towards doing anything at all! What causes such moments?

Perhaps those moments come when we hear or read or see whatever that we do not understand, but, something that we cannot ignore. Such is my case at this moment of time.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015 at 5:44 pm

O my Father, it really is a sad thing to see what I am seeing in this Blogging 101. Just like it is in all social networks, so it is in this group of well-meaning souls—positive thinking & new age at its best!

So sad! Yet, I sense that You have made Your Presence known with the few exchanges that You have led me to write & post!

I also sense that it is time for me to fade out of circulation until You indicate to me how to proceed. All in all I thank You my Father for giving me the opportunity to continue to proclaim Your name and Your ways against all odds that it makes any difference.

Thursday, January 22, 2015 at 8:16 am

O my Father, it looks like things are percolating again in Blogging 101? Perhaps it is Your wish & will that I stick around for a while! Here I am! I am willing!

It’s now 11:01 am. Among cooking me a scrumptious improvised soup I wrote a reply to a site that responded with an ‘awesome post’ to my last post.

I clicked the profile button to find out where my admirer was only to find what seems to be a group of ‘kind’ & smiling bloggers that aim to make this world a better place to live by practicing kindness! Man! They pushed my button and I wrote,

O yeah! You so full of ‘kindness’ and ‘love’ and ‘smiles’ is like a thick syrup that can give stomach ache to anyone that lives in real higher life! Yeah! I am full of all of that until you come and mess up my kitchen and see if I don’t give you a dose of kindness with a frying pan in my hand! Be genuine! And you don’t have to go around like a smiling robot! Genuine! Automatically all those things flow without any efforts of your own! O man! You all beginning to get in my nerves with all this kind of talk! And BTW take an account of your own selves and leave this world alone because this is not our home and it is destined for destruction! Live and learn! But, still, I’ll love you until eternity! Yes! I love you and that’s not snow! :-)

I wonder if they’ll approve or trash my valuable comment, but, even if they trash it, I had my piece to say and I said it! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Also, in case they trashed my valuable comment I thought to include it in a post to continue expressing what the Spirit within my being is leading me to express for the benefit of all of our Father’s children!

And who and where are these children of my Father? Beats me! I haven’t got the slightest! But, my Father knows who and where, exactly, all of you are, so, that’s why He planted me here for the duration, I guess!

And so, I am going on blogging, blogging, blogging until my Father my bell rings to stop the blogging and to other grounds I’ll be going!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia