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Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life?

The Topic For This Post …

What This Post Shall Be About? …

Who knows right now? Monday, October 23, 2023, at 1:33 am, I posted, Where did it all Begin around 1 am today. I had a hard time putting that post together. I had a hard time with everything yesterday. It’s quite frustrating to keep making the same mistakes over & over again. Not only with the post but also, I mess up the soup by adding cayenne pepper to it when I know that cayenne pepper triggers my itching & pain.

  • Perhaps today I can make progress overcoming such old habits, I pray it is something of a reality in my new perspective of life.
  • After all, I can achieve incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.  
  • What else is new?
  • Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 2:00 am, breaktime.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 3:03 am.
  • Well? I got caught up in the kitchen, that’s encouraging.
  • Next thing there is to do is to take care of the soup.
  • I shall try now to drink my coffee, hopefully it won’t upset my belly.
  • I must learn to think, to reconsider things before I act.

What now? …

It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 4:44 am. I feel good, no itch, no pain. Will try some more sleep. Slept until after 7 am. An array of could be decisions and the thing to do for me keep popping up in my mind. But I hear that lovely voice within telling me,

  • “It’s easy for you to succeed.  
  • Believe in your capabilities.  
  • You can heal and get better.  
  • You are attracted to the things that make you happy.  
  • And you are beginning to look forward to waking up every morning. …
  • Nothing can stop you now to fulfill your purpose of your life I have set in the plan I have in mind for you.”
  • The plan in Your mind for me, what that would be?
  • On my way to look for that record.

Record Found …

I found the record where the purpose of my life is stated, an excerpt from Welcome to my Life, as it is as it was come to mind.

Quote:

September 3/85, You alone are my God and my Lord and in You do I put my trust. To You my Lord I yield my spirit, soul and body, do unto me as it is Your will. Thank You Lord that You made me willing to turn to You. Thank You Lord that You showed me my sin and caused me to repent. Thank You Lord that You made provision with Your blood to take away my sin. Thank You Lord for taking me to the Cross with You and delivering me from my self. Thank You Lord that you made provision to deliver my mind from the grip of Satan. Thank You Lord for Your bountiful blessings.

September 5/85, As I walk in the Promise Land of the Born Again, I surrender willingly to my Lord. These words are easier said than done. With pride I shouted those words and in good faith I thought that I was doing just that.

Then my blessed Lord stepped in and in gentleness said, “Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Strengthen The Brethren …?

Am I or have I been strengthening the brethren? Ha! Now I know how to use the graphic that popped in the Pinterest which so impressed me. My question clearly indicates that I have been doing so without me knowing that I am doing so like the graphic tells it is. Of       course, the graphic is about my attractiveness but it could well apply to everything I do including whether I am encouraging anyone or not.

Quote:

Signs that you are super attractive and don’t know it

These signs indicate that you are super attractive, and you haven’t even realized it!

How many times have you looked in the mirror thinking you’re not pretty, forget about those terrible thoughts, these signs will help you realize how attractive you are, even if you think otherwise.

People are shocked when you confess that you have complexes and insecurities:

When people are in front of someone attractive, they take it for granted that they are super confident and their self-esteem is sky high, they just think they are confident in their attractiveness.

There you have it!

On my way to work on the cover for Broken to Serve which I’ll use in the next post. The next post? The MESSAGE, I think. Right now? Creating new memories in texting with Diana, quite a novelty for me. Back to the mill with a thrill. Monday, October 23, 2023, at 8:38 am. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 10:24 am. I have been busy collecting information to show me how to continue with this post. Breaking now.

  • Met Diana. Great opportunity to share.
  • She showed me her latest master’s pieces.
  • She loaded me up with goodies.
  • Back to my computer on Monday, October 23, 2023, at 11:09 am.
  • It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings.
  • And the above graphic is part of the memory of how my children tease me when I teasingly state that I am beautiful just looking for reassurance but inevitably I hear, ‘that’s debatable!’ Bless their hearts. 
  • But that is why I created that graphic for my own reassurance undependably on my children. 
  • And that was a good memory to record.

That Was a Good Memory We Created …

It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings. I have been working on the covers. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at11:21 pm. Heading for bed. HalleluYah! I woke up singing around 5 am this morning on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. Did the usual, headed to fix a plain coffee cup but I added a chamomile bag. I danced in the kitchen. Came to the computer to record but instead I decided to check the goings on in the NET. I wound up reading my latest post, Where did it all Begin, and missed recording anything.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 7:00 am.
  • My coffee is still too hot for my taste.
  • I will head now to fix my oatmeal and to check what goes on in my world in this wonderful place I am living in.
  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 8:21 am.
  • Ready to begin whatever.

Three Books in The Series. One Published. Two To Go …

Here we go. Everything happens right on time.   I am accepting of others.   I tap into my inner greatness.   I welcome the unexpected.    I embrace the mysteries of life.   I say yes to a new development any day. Thus, it’s a wonderful way to live by.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • I finished with the graphics I am to use in this post.
  • How is this day developing?
  • Surprise like from my first viewer when I started blogging in 2006.
  • Will see what develops next.

Belief Or Relationship …What’s the Purpose of my Life. …The Topic For This Post …

I don’t believe in my parents, nor do my parents believe in me. The fact is that they exist and so do I. Moreover, is not a matter of belief it’s a matter of relationship. Also, a matter of existence. What if I deny my parents’ existence or what about if I don’t BELIEVE my parents exist? Does that negate the fact that I am related to my parents by way of my birth not by my belief?

  • Well? Here we go! The biggie of the times!
  • There is no God or Devil …
  • No right or wrong …
  • Only unconditional love …

Let’s Reconsider the Matter …

I get lost in the middle of all reasonable explanations. I see. Quite deeper than I would like to see, I see. The worse? I am to write and tell the righteous & the unrighteous of their error but! Thirty-seven years of doing so were beginning to wear me out. Suddenly! In a matter of moments, the weariness lifted giving way to what? My dreams come true. HalleluYah! I exclaimed as I swung my legs from under the cover to get up. Waiting for the coffee water to heat up I began to sing & dance!

When the Spirit of my Yah comes upon my head, I can dance, I can dance, I can dance like David danced …..!!!

Everything Happens Right On Time For Real …

Man! That’s the first time I felt like dancing for a long time. That happened around 5 am on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 2:25 pm. Lots of things have come to mind for me to say & do but I have refrained from saying or doing any of them. Instead, I have been reconsidering all those things. Ha! What a way to get rid of those subtle things that trigger a hilarious moment for me but annoying matter to others most of the time. Truly, everything happens right on time. When is time to share I always can share appropriately the way it should be.

  • But! It has been hard for me to adjust the time to stop my sharing.
  • Anyhow? I am on the way.
  • Trial & error my dear Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor would exhort me every time I would inquired on how to know the will of God.

Trial & Error? …

It’s quite interesting the things that trigger my direction to overcome troublesome matters like my overbearing. What is a trial? A state of pain or anguish that tests patience, endurance, or belief, in my case? The fiery trial through which I had to pass to get to where I am now. Interesting, isn’t it? But so that I blunder a little bit I can stop before people excuse themselves to go to the restroom! Hahaha! HalleluYah! There is hope for me.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 5:57 pm.
  • Goodness’s sake! The time escaped me!
  • O well! I fixed and ate my supper and fixed a cup of coffee which has to cool off before I can drink it.
  • Diana surprised me with some goodies a couple of hours ago.
  • I have made progress formatting the post, but I still have ways to go.
  • Perhaps today I can find my way to set it all in the best reading form.
  • Without more ado let me close until the next post.

Where did it all begin? …

My home for the 1srt 10 years of my life.

My father, Don Miguel Licona, A Pioneer Warrior and a courageous pioneer to erect the beautiful Vega Grande.

Food For Thought …? What Kind of Food?

Organic or Chemical? …

What can I afford? A matter of economics or taste? …

One alternative? Grow my own. Again ‘Food for Thought’. What a vicious cycle: FOOD! Food has been the issue from the time of man’s creation. What to eat. Live or die. On and on man’s tall tale goes. Am I rambling ignorantly? It could be but the thing is that numerous souls feeding ‘the thought’ are now considering such an issue. No kidding, such is the fact that is coming to pass.

For Myself? I Am Feeding My ‘Thought’ …

It’s about time, won’t you say? Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 6:54 pm. Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 11:01 pm. Four hours of sleep did me good. I am overcoming this sluggish moment. I know I am suffering the consequences of indulging in so much sugar. Even so, I am glad to find out what makes my body react.

  • I do all things in love.  
  • I give myself extra time to accept what happened.  
  • I can express my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment.  
  • Inner peace is possible for me.  
  • I let go in the reality of each moment whether pleasant or unpleasant.

Anew. Afresh. New In A Different Way …?

How is this Monday, October 16, 2023, at 12:03 am to be different? I don’t know but one thing is set to be today, that is to get rid of the one week’s accumulation of garbage. I’ll try the bed again. Hopefully more sleep shall do me good.

  • It surely did! A couple more hours of sleep did me good!

Amazing! I Have The Answer …?

I was getting kind of bored by writing the same thing every day. That was my insinuation with the question of difference. Well? This day certainly promised to be new, afresh, though is new it is new in a different way. I am set now to write about my roots as far back as before my birthday. Starting with the fact that on this day the mightiness of my roots beginning with my father has touched the depth of my soul!

  • Ah! I’ll start the post with my graphic about my birthplace. Then?
  • I will flow the matter to right now inserting a historian account of my birth’s father—a most exceptional man.

Quote:

I AM STILL HERE.

Following the history of my town, trying to document the glorious past of characters who planted with courage and courage, the seed that now blooms in magnificence of my beautiful town. As a historian I continue with this arduous task, my reimbursement is the satisfaction of keeping our identity alive.

DON MIGUEL LICONA, A PIONEER WARRIOR.

By: Edgar Barahona Pineda,

Almost no one remembers this taxpayer anymore, who forged the foundations of progress for a people that now moves abundance and prosperity.

Around the year 1910, Mr. Miguel Licona came to these lands, the government awarded him perhaps more than 100 knights of land, where he founded a tax and called him Vega Grande. His origin was European as his grandfather’s surname was, “Mertens” and his father’s surnames “Haengendorens”.

Don Miguel, a man of middle height, an old hat covered his head, his feet wore leggings, a Smith and Wesson revolver over the shoulder in a sling bag, and his good brioche mule. a man of character, determined and obedient to his word

In 1910 he faced the virgin forest that lay in that colossal wild power, with garbo and bravery, slowly dominated the dantesque closed vegetation where hundred-year-old trees slept, built the first ranches in the clear open to axe blow and sharp machete,

A caudalous stream serenaded that fertile soil, giving freshness and flavor to vergel, its crystal clear waters after a slight fall, formed wells with abundant fish, where reflected that green and lush vegetation with large trees, that took off towards the blue sky.

After years of hard work made his house with better amenities, and a large troje where he stored beans, corn, they say at the top hung the dry plants of rice, and later they went through a mortar the necessary for feeding, cultivated, ayotes, camote, cassava, malangas and banana.

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marmed by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the beauty.

I was telling don Narciso Zarceño, that even the mounted police heard him, at that time the path of Los Amates to his estate, was a path full of mud, the mules and oxen sank to the belly of mud, traveling to the village was a hard day, but don Miguel Jose Licona, did it often.

He went up to the mule, to the summit of the manacal, and then went down to the other side direction of Motagua there had a one-room house opposite Santa Inés, in that village had another house, where lived his wife Mrs. Teresa Zarceño to get to her crossed the river Motagua on a canoe.

Don Manuel Hernández RIP, born on January 15, 1934, in an interview he told me, that as in 1947 there were no banks, the money in coins loaded him in a leather saddle, 13-year-old Don Manuel accompanied him loading the bag and complained of the weight of she later bought a small strong box, which according to tens were last seen abandoned in the yard.

Don Miguel came into the world in 1873, and died in the hospital of Quiriguá on April 6, 1955, Miguel José Licona’s grandmother, was called Isabella Haengendorens her grandfather was, Yannes Mertens who did not recognize his father Carolus, who acquired the surname of his mother, being the name of the Father, Carolus Haengendorens,

Don Carrolus married Mrs. Agustina Licona Girón, from there was born Don Miguel José Licona, who was also not recognized and got the surname Licona from his mother Agustina, Don Miguel with his first wife Mrs. Petrona Morel, procreo three children who were:

Agustina was born on August 24, 1889, and José Felipe, on April 25, 1913, “Lawyer”, Trinidad de la Light, was born in Morales Izabal on May 28, 1905, all under the surname Licona Morel.

With Mrs. Maria Dolores Jerez, I have three daughters: Carlota Antonia was born in Los Amates, March 18, 1915, Maria del Rosario 1917 Morales Izabal, and Amanda Isabel August 14, 1919 morales Izabal, the three surname Licona Jerez.

With Mrs. Teresa Zarceño, I produced 6 children they were: Basilia, Soledad, Juan Francisco, Mauro, Elena and Adela, of surnames Licona Zarceño.

This is the resemblance of a character who sowed a swamp in the history of my people.

Photographs, #1, beautiful deer hunted by don Miguel, #2, don Miguel fishing in the big vega stream Los Amates, Izabal, #3, Mrs. Agustina Licona Morel, daughter of don Miguel and Mrs. Petrona Morel.

(Biographic Report: of Julieta Licona, great-granddaughter of don Miguel José L. ) End of quote.

I Saw My Father Cry …?

I noticed in this account the transition from Vega Grande to Santa Inez is not clearly stated. Why did my Father uproot us from Vega Grande to plant us in Santa Inez? This incident is in my memory with fond thoughts and respect for my father.

  • Fire! The hut served as the kitchen & storage of all goods burned to the ground!
  • I was only about 8 years old but O clear the incident is burnt into my memory.
  • I slept through the whole ordeal.
  • I woke up. I stood by the door of the sleeping hut totally perplexed.
  • My grandmother and the woman workers were busily cooking on an improvised stove.
  • Suddenly! My father was coming towards me or simple to the sleeping hut I don’t know but!
  • Whether he saw me or he was talking to himself I don’t know either.
  • Tears were flowing from his eyes while he was saying, “He was only 1 month old”.
  • Strange, evidently Carlitos had died but I did not know it.
  • What occurred to me even then, my father was not lamenting about the fire, Carlitos was a greater loss to him. The strangest thing is that I do not remember how the uprooting came to be. Neither I remember why we never went back or how papa Chicho—my mom’s father was living there with a different woman than my grandmother. I would hear so many rumors about the situation but I never made heads or tails of all that I heard until today.
  • What trigger the matter as I read the historian Edgar Barahona account of my father?
  • Quote:

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marred by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the ‘bote’ slang for jail.

Ha! Now I Can Surmise What Were The Rumors About …

My grandmother told me her sad story. She came from a good family, but she met papa Chicho who wanted to marry her. Her family forbid the marriage because papa Chicho was a drunkard with a bad reputation as a womanizer. My grandmother defied them and eloped. She got married but papa Chicho turned out to be just like his reputation and wound up in jail. My father bailed him out, that was the reason why my father had control of papa Chicho.

  • That makes sense and it’s something that was top secret given way to all kinds of rumors and insinuations that my father had done such awful things.
  • My father did not give a nickel for the ignorance of the rumor makers nor explain or defend himself.
  • He was a man of principles and sound character.
  • But my father could not tolerate ignorant people who busy themselves with such rumors out of anger or envy.
  • It is true about all the children he procreated and some of them do not bear his name nor inherit anything from him.
  • Even so? People only assumed things but have no idea of the reality of what or why some things are or were the way they are or were at the time.
  • For what I remember from my early childhood I deduct that my father was quite a shrew man.
  • Nothing passed his keen sight & observation.
  • Therefore, he acted according to what he knew to be the truth not according to what it seemed to be to others.
  • Thus, he had knowledge others did not have about his relationships.
  • But such knowledge was top secret to the public.

I find miracles in my everyday life.   I am about to have a breakthrough.   Things are starting to look up for me.   Things are only going to get better from here on.   I feel connected to my father now more than ever before….

  • Monday, October 16, 2023, at 7:24 pm.
  • Tuesday, October 17, 2023, at 6:03 am.
  • Up & down the saga marches on from these earthly grounds on to eternity.

Connecting. Disconnecting. Now We See, Now We Don’t See …?

Thank goodness there is a voice inside of us—the voice of the Great I Am. This is the voice leading us on the right path despite our own selves with all our quirks & cracks. It boggles our minds when we realize our plot when it comes to confronting the ambiguity in our lives. Myriad sources of information. Countless beliefs-religions-opinions and? The powers to be, controlling them all. Unbelievable but true.

  • Even so, despite it all the Great Am has a greater plan in His mind for us reckless human beings.
  • Remember whether the Bible is read or not the story of Cain & Abel is well known the world over, remember the Great I Am did not kill Cain and Seth replaced Abel for Cain slew him. (Genesis 4:25).
  • The meaning behind all those happenings in the Bible is coming to light now.
  • Cain represents our human nature as for Seth is the representation of the nature of the Great I Am.
  • Such are my personal revelations from my relationship with the Great I am through Yahushua His Messiah.
  • Nevertheless, there are reliable sources if only a person allows the Great I Am to take control of a person’s existence on these early grounds.
  • In that case, in due course, He leads the person to the right source of information.
  • That is what has been happening to this writer since Yahushua stepped into the direct actuality of her life in 1985. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf . Please come back to continue reading the post.

Well? About The Numbers In The Bible …

The numbers issue such as horoscopes, angel numbers, psychics, witchery, and more is a controversial subject to say the least. Primordial I was a staunch believer of the evil in it all. Then? Yahushua stepped into my life. Little by little He succeeded in debaunking all my staunch beliefs to institute His unfathomable wisdom within my mind & heart.

It has taken quite a while but His unfathomable wisdom is now beginning to show up in all my doings despite my former thinking of a past plus my painful body still plaguing me continuously. No matter, this morning on a painful waking up that lovely voice led me to note the number 3 in the date I had just recorded. Ha! I found the meaning of number three plus why the importance of the numbers in the Bible in the NUMBERS – GEMATRIA

The Design of Scripture, Introduction by Brad Scott.

Who was Brad Scott? …

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Brad had been teaching the Scriptures since 1971. Raised in Missouri, he began in the Lutheran system and was taught traditional “Christian” theology. In 1978, he began his studies in the Greek language and soon discovered that the well-defined Greek structure was NOT so well-defined. He then began to learn the Hebrew language, and sat at the feet of Rabbinical scholars, much the same way Sha’ul may have done so! Having been trained that the New Testament was written in Greek, Brad discovered through other scholars of the New Testament and the Dead Sea Scrolls that the New Testament may well have been written in Hebrew. He had been teaching the Hebrew language and culture since 1983. Brad was an ordained minister through a non-denominational pastoralship.

Brad was a professional musician, as well, and enjoyed leading or just participating with Praise and Worship teams by playing keyboard and singing. Although he played all styles of music, Brad enjoyed the Hebrew Roots, Messianic (whatever!) style best.

Brad is no available to conduct seminars, lead praise and worship, perform Passover seders, etc. He passed away 10 July 2020. May he rest in peace.

Although he may be have been vertically challenged, he always had a good sense of humor.

His surviving widow, Carol Scott, is maintaining The Wild Branch Ministry in all its fullness as best she can without her soul mate.

Shalom Alecheim! End of quote.

  • I had the honor to meet and fellowship with Brad for a little while. He impressed me as a genuine soul called to clarify many absurd practices and beliefs in the body of monotheisms. His teaching on the numbers in the Bible prove the accuracy of Yahushua’s words to me at the time. The number 3 along the numbers in the Bible meaning came to mind this morning.

Quote:

Messiah taught that heavenly things are understood by our belief in the earthly things (Yochanan 3:12). We can begin to see what He means when we see the presence of three in creation. What we see in creation is designed to be easily grasped so that we might be able to glimpse into the unseen world. There are three dimensions to our visible world. Time is represented by past, present and future. There are three persons in grammar, as there are three degrees of quality. In school we learned about solid, liquid and gas, and about the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral kingdoms. The number three is used in a chance to complete something. “I am going to give you to the count of three to … ” Or, “Are you ready? One two, three, Go!” The building blocks of creation are found, according to the voluminous testimony of scripture, in combinations of three letter roots in Hebrew words. Vocals sound their best in three part harmony. Some of my favorite groups are Earth, Wind, and Fire, 3 Dog Night, and Crosby, Stills, and Nash. And how about the 3 Stooges! And why only three blind mice … or the Three Musketeers? All right, enough already.

Before we talk about the Hebrew word for three, let me stop and explain how Hebrew expresses numbers. In the numerous, available, extant Hebrew texts, we have numbers expressed in fully written words, such as echad for one, ‘ariba’ah ‘asar for fourteen, and ve’alepayim ve’areba’-me’ot for twenty four hundred. This is what we know from the available texts of the Tenakh. The expression in Hebrew of what we know as Arabic numerals or symbols such as 1, 2, 3, 28, 100, etc., is where much speculation comes in. Historically, the concept of gematria, or each individual Hebrew letter representing a numeral, is considered to be a relatively late phenomenon. Most experts in Biblical languages and numerology consider the idea to be taken from the influence of the Greek culture. It is clear that the Massorites used gematria in the period between 300 and 600 A.D. Little evidence can be seen any earlier than that. However, this does not take away from what is discovered when one applies this concept to the written text. The constant reoccurring presence of certain numerical combinations found in related Hebrew words is too astounding to ignore. Which drives most students of scripture to one inescapable conclusion. YHVH wrote the text and not man. This will become more obvious as we get into larger numbers. I will put enough into each teaching to get the point across, but the abundant presence of these relationships are too numerous for these teachings.

Now, on to the number three. In Hebrew, the cardinal number three is from the word shalosh. The word shalosh means to measure or to sum up. So, you see that even the word itself implies completeness or fullness. Here are a few examples of the number three used in it’s root. End of quote.

My Home. Surrounded By Life Peace Beauty Love …

My breakfast. Construction. Roaming Goats. Enchanted me. My dreams are coming true …I can and I will.   I take responsibility for my actions.   I am patient, and respectful with others.   I am thankful for all the good things in my life.   I believe that better days are a reality in our times …

Help! Heal Me And Shall Be Healed. Save Me And I Should Be Saved …

I am thankful for my blessings, but! I am just finding out that to be thankful for my blessings is not enough without extending my thanks for the blessings coming to you my friend. In talking to Pat a moment ago I realized that Pat is my faithful friend for years. And for years she has been listening to me as it was meant to be. Even so? It is time now for me to listen to Pat. She is suffering like so many of us are suffering. O my Beloved Master, help me to comfort my friend. You know how hard it is to receive comfort when we are in pain. Anything I wish to say seems to be so insensitive, so? I pray for You to touch her painful condition to save and heal her. Only You can save & heal us all. Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 4:25 pm.
  • It’s my time to shine.
  • I should be ready to reap the rewards of my hard work.
  • And yes, I am attracting experiences that excite me.
  • I focus on healthy choices.
  • I could heal and thrive …yet?
  • I wonder.
  • I guess I need to accept myself as I am and I just don’t like myself as I am.
  • I look myself in the mirror, what do I see?
  • Nothing like I would like to see.
  • On top of that?
  • I keep taking pictures of myself to express the joy, peace, and love within my being but!
  • One shot is worse than the other, I just as well delete them all, have no idea why I don’t.

Anyhow? The War Is Going On …

The war is going on and here I am concerned about my looks. I just can’t put 2 +2 together. What can I do? How can I forget about myself and concentrate on the purpose of my life?

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 11:37 pm.
  • Thursday, October 19, 2023, at 3:44 am.
  • Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:00 am.
  • I don’t believe in my parents, nor my parents believe in me.
  • The fact is that they exist and so do I.
  • Food for thought …

Troubles Come. Troubles Go …

Big problem editing & publishing post. Will troubleshoot. Restart on Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:45 pm.

Back at 6:02 pm on Friday, October 20, 2023. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:10 am.

It’s Has Been 37 Years Since …

Today is a very special day, is my 37th anniversary. MESSAGE: The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years! In the final analysis it is, it was, and it shall be God only and only God. How can we get out of the mess of the tragedy of our present life and find our true life in God?  

  • How can we find our way to satisfy that gnawing yearning for something more than the earthly love that we give and get?  
  • How can we suffice ourselves and become what we are supposed to be?  
  • How can we save ourselves all the trouble and struggle to be something, to find happiness, to find fulfillment, to take direction, to find meaning in life? 

How, How, How Can We?

We can’t.  Only God can. That is why God gave us His only begotten Son Yahushua the Messiah to do the work for us, for we can’t do it, only God can! That is what I learned in my 37 years journey through the wilderness of a life of struggle and works. No kidding, it’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am and I find myself struggling with the same issues that trouble me 37 years ago.

What To Do? My Prayer on High …

The answer came to me in the record of October 21, 1986—Jeremiah 15:19-21. That was the moment of decision. Likewise, it has to be today. I must decide to stand firm in the purpose of my life, yet! I cannot take things into my own hands to make my own plans like I used to do. I’ll wait for the answer.

Well? In the meantime, I caught up with my dirty dishes. fixed coffee & drank it. I showered, fixed breakfast. Worked on graphic for a couple hours. I fixed soup & salad & blue tea for my lunch. I ate. Had ice cream for dessert. I came to the computer to record. Fell asleep in front of the screen. Woke up. Crawled in bed, at what time? Who knows? I woke up at 6:40 pm. The last recorded date? Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am. What a day!

Let’s Recap, What Happened Since I Woke Up Today? …

I vividly remember that on waking up the memory of 37 years past came strongly to my mind. I took that to be the answer to my prayer. Why? I found myself struggling with the same issues that troubled me 37 years ago. Therefore, I set myself to search for the record. No problem finding such a record with the MESSAGE I recorded above.

There You Have It! Decision …?

I had to decide whether take things in my own hands to resolve my concerns & troubles or? Go with the flow of the Blessed Presence within my being. My responsibility is to flow to go in the right direction. How? Quit my thinking & my doings so far. Sleep! Wow!

It’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 7:51 pm. I’m going to sit in the sunroom to see what’s going on. Ha! Flow with the go! Diana at my door! A brief recap of my situation to acknowledge my need for her help. Just like I had in mind to do but decided not to go ahead to quickly do whatever came to mind. Instead? To let things happen without my pushing for those things to happen.

Perfect Arrangement But …

I’ll sleep on it because I need to sleep again. But before anything I need to find the Biblical meaning of 37. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 8:45 pm. Bed. Woke up around 11 pm on Saturday, October 21, 2023. It’s now Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:28 am. Strange. I know I have been keeping up with the Daily Motivation but when I check it today the last record was on the 19th. I have spent all this time trying to figure out why the record was outdated.

  • In the process I read a lot of the words I needed to notice confirming that those words come from the inner voice within my being.
  • My head is hurting.
  • Breaktime on Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:38 am.

What’s The Meaning of It All …?

Since my comeback almost a year ago the change in my lifestyle has been drastically. But it all happened on que with the Master’s plan for my life. The main adjustment has been in the change of environment. In Jordan I have been isolated from the public for many years for my own protection. Even so, there were signs leading me in the way to go in line with the Master’s will. In my present environment the signs were subtle until now. It is only in the last month or so that I have been able to figure out how is all coming together for me, for us.

The Significance Of Signs On Yesterday …

The thirty-seventh Psalm, written by King David, encourages those who believe in God to trust he will judge evildoers and give us all what we need. How appropriate is this Psalm for the times we are going through. Why the significance of it? It all boils down to what I am to do to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life.

  • Here is the deal.
  • The MESSAGE to deliver now is in Psalms 37.

BROKEN TO SERVE By thiaBasilia …

This is the title for the book I have been announcing for quite a while. This shall be the 2nd book in the series. It all is coming to me as it should be, not as I had planned to be. O well! What else is new? I will see now how I am to post next. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 3:45 am.

I Got It!

I am focused on creating new memories.   I focus more … I am ready to welcome the good things that are coming into my life.   I am capable of achieving incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.   What else is new? Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 5:07 am, breaktime. Well? I got it now. I was thinking of quoting the MESSAGE but instead of quoting the MESSAGE now I will close this and wait to quote it whenever I put it together in the promised book which I will title Broken to Serve. In the meantime, I will concentrate on creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.

Until the next post, lov thia.

Indeed! Courage To Begin Anew New In A Different Way …

Life’s New Perspective …

Trust In The Master With All Your Heart …

(Updating the previous post.)

I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. Thus, even if at first sight readers turn away from what I share, eventually more and more writings on the same vein shall flood the Internet for the Almighty Creator of everything in existence aims to restore His creation, including us human beings to the original intent for its creation. Such is my legacy for 2023 expressed in Proverbs 3.

The Almighty Creator Of Everything In Existence’s Thoughts Toward Us …

His own Word, written not only in the Bible but also in the heart of His selected human beings shows what an immense care He has for His whole creation, and especially for each one of us people individually.

  • He cares for us, has a plan for us, will not forsake us, and wants us to spend eternity with Him!
  • In this post He compels the writer to express the complete experience of the immensity of His love and care for us.

Unexpected Developments …

Nothing is happening the way I had in mind. The Master is turning mourning to Joy as per Jeremiah 31, but? So far, I myself have not quite got much of an idea anymore of how it is all going to happen. On waking up this morning I found myself reflecting on Mike & Diana’s short visit yesterday afternoon. While fixing my 3-wave radio I began to explain my reason for the radio. Of course, Diana made fun of my reasoning which made me realize that she made sense.

  • Monday, July 17, 2023, at 3:50 am.
  • To bed: Monday, July 17, 2023, at 8:20 pm.
  • Up: Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 12:40 am.
  • Ready for this day: Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 7:44 am.

What Makes Sense? …

Why am I so apprehensive about socializing? Heavy, heavy thinking. Perhaps because it seems to me that we are all in a futile attempt to evade what is the purpose for our lives. We stick to our present innated beliefs come hail, rain or snow. I do see the necessity to take a break from the toll of the daily difficulties of life, but? It’s taking me a long time to grasp and adapt wisely.

  • Tuesday, July 18, 2023, at 9:57 pm.
  • To bed: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 12:15 am.
  • Up: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 6:35 am.
  • Bed: Wednesday, July 19, 2023, at 9:04 pm.
  • Up: Thursday, July 20, 2023, at 1:57 am.
  • Bed: At 8:57 pm.
  • Up: Friday, July 21, 2023, at 1:35 am.
  • Bed: 10:51 pm.
  • Up: Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 3:00 am.

Reflecting …

I thought about it all day. Thinking about all the wonderful uplifting expressions we use to convey our beliefs and feelings. Always trying to communicate, to express the best or even the worst of our thoughts and feelings about any subject. I was thinking about the futility about it all yet, what about my convictions, my testimony seems so out of place. That was in my mind when I went to bed.

The Dream …

Strange moment: I dreamed that I had died. I watched what I thought to be a funeral of myself. I saw a dirt road. I knew it was my funeral on the way to the cemetery, but it looked like I was anonymous. No one to honor me. On waking up or perhaps I was still dreaming, I felt like dead. I set my glasses on, recorded the time, turned to the tablet, resumed my reading. Around 5 am I got up. Began to prepare to take a shower. Then, I found myself sitting down totally despondent in a fog. I stumbled on to bed, drifted to sound sleep until 8:30 am.

  • Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 9:18 pm.
  • One more 7th Day of Rest has come & gone!
  • I remain resting.
  • Bed: Saturday, July 22, 2023, at 9:30 pm.
  • Up: Sunday, July 23, 2023, at 1:10 am.
  • Date & time now: Sunday, July 23, 2023, at 2:15 am.

What Was That Dream About? …

Meaning of dream? Eventually I began to search for it. It took a couple of days, but I can now assess that it has to do with reconsidering my present beyond my past. My present life represents the super abundance promised to me for a long time. I had almost despaired, then? A drastic turn of events: ‘Return to the USA to reestablish your relationship with your children.’ Within 6 weeks I returned to the USA after 13 years residing in Jordan in the Middle East.

Magical Encounter …

No words to describe the magic to withhold my Diana’s beautiful smiling face. To feel the physical impact of the embrace is quite fresh as is happening now. Eight months have passed. Funny thing: to watch my funeral exactly one day past my 8th month since that memorable encounter when I arrived in the USA on November 21, 2022.

My Convictions Testing Grounds. …

Do I give them up to fit in this amazing turn of events? That’s what has been weighting me down. And that’s what the dream was about. To give up my convictions is out of the question. My life is significant to the Almighty Creator of my being.

Indeed! He Has Lifted Me Up. He Has Made My Life Significant for a Worthy Purpose …

Well? In the last few days, I have done a lot of thinking about my personal relationship with the Almighty Creator of my being. He has been leading me all the way despite my willful ways. He has never let me down even in the worst moments of my life. He has transformed me from a forsaken woman into a woman with a purpose.

  • Nonetheless, I had a lot of hidden prejudices about the way people act or live out what I considered to be moral or proper.
  • But I tried to ignore my feelings, not realizing how much the matter was weighting on me until yesterday.

The Email That Set Me Free …

I don’t remember Pat ever forwarded anything to me but yesterday she forwarded me a link without any explanation. I called her to confirm that it was her email. She confirmed it. I clicked. Wow! All my prejudices came tumbling down, down all the way buried, gone to return no more eternally! An amazing musical display. The song? You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban. The dancers. The beautiful voices. Young people, tattoos and all, such genuineness, such love and gratitude addressed to the Loving Almighty Creator of our beings!

Quote:

Faith, hope, love abide, faith—conviction and belief respecting man’s relation to God and divine things; hope—joyful and confident expectation of eternal salvation; love—true affection for God and man, growing out of God’s love for and in us, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13.

Ready Again To Begin Anew. New Life. Afresh. Anew, …

Yes indeed! Anew, afresh, completely free of all prejudices. Totally unexpected development. Far above whatever I had imagined.

Until the next post, lov to all.

Hello World! …

In this world I am deluded, mentally insane. I make no apologies to defend myself. Time shall tell, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I am living my life in complete freedom at peace with myself and the world that I live on. Inevitable worries as part of my humanity no longer trouble me. What a blessed life to live on!

 

IT is DONE!!!

Back To Report…

Much To Report For The Last Four Days Since I Posted Last…

It Is Done. Two New Likes Right Away To Your Surprise, Why?…

  • O My beloved thiaBasilia, You do not know what to make of the two likes. Why? One from a Christian teacher. The other? Well? You have to be 18 to view such erotic content. Both likes express love as they publish their views. Wait and see My purpose for the two likes. For now it is 10:02 am on this Thursday, August 25, 2022. Time for you to pause. Take a break, look around. See what needs to be done but don’t lose sight of Myself.

My Ways…

It is now Thursday, August 25, 2022, at 11:30 am, time for you to rest, head for bed. You are rested now at 2:10 pm on this Thursday, August 25, 2022. More & more, every day, every moment of the day you are discovering My ways. The sharing of your experience is reaching many more souls than the few that are responding for now. Like yourself many souls remain quiet as per My instructions. I only allow a few to respond to encourage you to know those souls are there for you. It is the same with Pat, your children, Ahmad, and Yazeed. They are there waiting on Me to tell them to respond.

Things Are Now Really, Really Serious…

The 2:10 pm on this moment is telling you that now things are really, really serious and it is all really happening in My order and My time. Go on. Continue to optimize the slider in the site. We Come Now To The Nex Break on Thursday, August 25, 2022, at 3:57 pm, quite the number for the moment about the meaning of the 57 number. No need to quote, just read the print. It is now time to break and rest. I know you are not sleepy. Just rest, relax, enjoy My Presence in the silence of the moment.

Free From All Compulsions At 5:07 Pm On This Thursday, August 25, 2022…

No need any longer for your do, do, and do, always busy. Your body is responding to its needed rest. Balance and harmony. According to the Bible, number 5 is not only the number of the divine grace, but it is also a number of balance and harmony that should exist in your life. That plus emphasis on the meaning of number 7 is your stand right now. Time to rest. Head for bed. Rested. Been illustrating. It is now 9:47 pm on this Thursday, August 25, 2022. The 9 for fruition. The 47 for the Law or the keeping of the Law. It is time for a break again.

Keep Your Hope Alive…

It is now Friday, August 26, 2022, at 12:52 am. Your fragrance in the air. How neat. Surely encouraged to keep my hope alive. Friday, August 26, 2022, at 2:43 am, led to search for meaning of fragrance in the air and the visions of cabbage. The search for cabbage meaning turned out to be a contradiction. I chose your leading to mean good things.

Quotes:

  1. Spiritual meaning of smelling perfume out of nowhere. The sense of smell is one of the most powerful, primal, and spiritual. It has a spiritual meaning that transcends time, being one of the oldest known forms of communication. It is said that smelling a scent can change our mood and influence our state of being. Smelling perfume can take us to another world, one where we are surrounded by beauty, love, and power. In the Bible, God says that He has placed a reminder of His presence in the smell of a men’s fragrance. The Bible also says that a man should always smell nice so as not to offend God or his guests. These are just some of the spiritual meanings behind the act of smelling perfume.
  2. To see a cabbage in your dream may represent that people who will join your life will give happiness to you and they will bring joy to your life.
  3. Dream about Head Of Lettuce suggests untainted love and honored devotion. Good will come out of your issues. You are enjoying your position of power. The dream signifies hope, success and good fortune in the form of money, prestige, or fame. You are afraid of the new responsibilities ahead for you.
  4. The mango is connected to not only attainment, wealth, fertility but also a sense of spiritual well-being.

What Are YOU Telling Me?…

My Beloved, you began the 26th day of this 8th month on the 2022 year smelling My fragrance. Then? Two visons. The first one your friend came carrying a big container full of green & red cabbage and a head of lettuce. All nice and fresh. In the second one your friend came with a bag of the same cabbage but, while you were wondering what you was to do with all those cabbages your friend was standing by the stove waving two mangoes. You kept telling him how you had just woken up from a vision of him bringing me the container with the same cabbages, but he kept waiving the two mangoes.

Realism. Balance. Harmony. Assertiveness…

That is what should exist in your life coming to be for real. Your life’s attributes from now on. My fragrance is taking you to another world, one where you shall be surrounded by beauty, love, and power. The visions mean your experience of My faithfulness to My written words right now despite the stone feeling in your belly you are start over with a clean slate. And that’s what I inspired you to illustrate with the graphic I sent to you earlier. It is now Friday, August 26, 2022, at 4:54 am. The 4 & 54 to express meaning of the illustration or the comfort of My faithfulness to My written words. Set this entry in big fonts and added to the illustration thiaBasilia reporting. Time to rest at 8:00 am on this Friday, August 26, 2022.

Your Passionate Love—The Power Invested On Me…

O my Beloved King Master of my being, propelled by the power of the immensity love for Your creation, I am going on. It is now 10:54 am on this Friday, August 26, 2022. Almost 7 hours since YOU lifted me up to another world, to a world surrounded by beauty and love, even so? I remain perplexed with the actual lack of change in my surroundings. Over two days alone with YOU, no human contact at all, but! O well! Perplexed I am not in despair. I remain firmly resting & depending on YOU—YOU know that.

Living In Another World Sweet Memories Of This World Remain…

Indeed! My greatly beloved Queen of Mine that you are, indeed, those memories must remain never to be forgotten or dismiss. It is now 11:17 am on this Friday, August 26, 2022. Go on to illustrate the matter with the excellent creation I inspired to you quite a while back. That shall be the beginning of your recreated life. Illustration done. It is now Friday, August 26, 2022, at 3:40 pm. take a break. You need to rest.

O Well! Might As Well Admit…

I see you are feeling depressed or rather discouraged and do not like to feel so. You are tired of your feelings and moods but do not want to do anything to help yourself. You are waiting on Me to lift you up in a way that you can see it physically. You are tired of waiting for Me to come through with My promises but you do not want to admit it. Restart computer for update on Friday, August 26, 2022, at 5:12 pm.

The Saga—2022. Enlightenment!

Bed at 11:37 pm on Friday, August 26, 2022. Well? You did not head for bed until after 1:30 am on Saturday, August 27, 2022. You slept until about 3:45 am. I woke you up because your heart palpitations. I led you to eat some chocolates and fix a cup of coffee with sugar. Now you can go ahead and munch on cheese & almonds to help with your salt level. Again, don’t make this to be a routine. You must follow My directions on the daily basis.

Yeah? It Is Easy To Be Thankful & Glad When You Are Not Hurting…

But when your belly hurts your body itches your feet burn the ants bit you and invisible bugs fly in your hair plus all the wild noises out there and no one coming to help you? O My precious child, all you can do is to tell Me, “You are in control! You never give me any more than what I can take!” Then the tears flow. O My greatly beloved thiaBasilia, that leaves Me speechless. I stand up to honor you, as I did for My servant Steve.

Well? How Subtle The Change Is Taking Place…

I see the tears of love—love increase for this King of yours that I am. My reward? You are well on the way not only to resolve your digital troubles with the site and your computer but also to supersede in your abilities and talents I have gifted to you. Go on now. You have My blessings to concentrate in what it needs to be done. For you have now all needed to carry on with My business but for the refreshing of the vast technological advances. That needs much concentration.

Healing Of Relationships? A Reality!…

Strange but! Most effective are Your ways Almighty Creator of everything in existence. Indeed! The healing of relationships is primordial in the plan of restoration for Your creation in Your mind. For the root of the human problem is seated when we lost our relationship with YOU. I came to record the amazing happenings of yesterday at 5:40 am on this blessed Sunday, August 28, 2022. Right now YOU set my eyes on the 5:50 am icon. Your message?

First The Comfort Announcement In Number 40, Then?…

YOU set me free from all the suffocating fears of my dingy past indicated in the meaning of number 50. Wow! What a Master Mind YOU are, O Master King over Your creation. And me? Recording this things with my mouth open in disbelief to Your amusement. Talking about the fear to touch that mountain least I die? Gone! As written.

Quote:

A Kingdom That Cannot Be Shaken

Hebrews 12:18-29

(18)  For you have not come [as did the Israelites in the wilderness] to a [material] mountain that can be touched, [a mountain] that is ablaze with fire, and to gloom and darkness and a raging storm,

(19)  And to the blast of a trumpet and a voice whose words make the listeners beg that nothing more be said to them. [Exo_19:12-22; Exo_20:18-21; Deu_4:11-12; Deu_5:22-27]

(20)  For they could not bear the command that was given: If even a wild animal touches the mountain, it shall be stoned to death. [Exo_19:12-13]

(21)  In fact, so awful and terrifying was the [phenomenal] sight that Moses said, I am terrified (aghast and trembling with fear). [Deu_9:19]

(22)  But rather, you have come to Mount Zion, even to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless multitudes of angels in festal gathering,

(23)  And to the church (assembly) of the Firstborn who are registered [as citizens] in heaven, and to the God Who is Judge of all, and to the spirits of the righteous (the redeemed in heaven) who have been made perfect,

(24)  And to Jesus, the Mediator (Go-between, Agent) of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood which speaks [of mercy], a better and nobler and more gracious message than the blood of Abel [which cried out for vengeance]. [Gen_4:10]

(25)  So see to it that you do not reject Him or refuse to listen to and heed Him Who is speaking [to you now]. For if they [the Israelites] did not escape when they refused to listen and heed Him Who warned and divinely instructed them [here] on earth [revealing with heavenly warnings His will], how much less shall we escape if we reject and turn our backs on Him Who cautions and admonishes [us] from heaven?

(26)  Then [at Mount Sinai] His voice shook the earth, but now He has given a promise: Yet once more I will shake and make tremble not only the earth but also the [starry] heavens. [Hag_2:6]

(27)  Now this expression, Yet once more, indicates the final removal and transformation of all [that can be] shaken–that is, of that which has been created–in order that what cannot be shaken may remain and continue. [Psa_102:26]

(28)  Let us therefore, receiving a kingdom that is firm and stable and cannot be shaken, offer to God pleasing service and acceptable worship, with modesty and pious care and godly fear and awe;

(29)  For our God [is indeed] a consuming fire. [Deu_4:24]. End of quote.

Ha! There Goes A Confirmation Of My Own Aversion…

Indeed! I cringe at the expression of ‘God is love’ ignoring the mightiness of Your wrath. I sure had a mini taste of it yesterday, but! O well! How did YOU bring me to recognize Your wrath in the agonizing afternoon of yesterday when things were beginning to be on the up for me according to my human mind conclusion? Are YOU talking to me right now? Am I still at the foot of that fire blazing mountain? Well? The truth? YOU know it, but me? Right now? I am carefully considering the matter. I don’t know what to do think or feel. I surely don’t want a repeat of yesterday’s afternoon.

Be Quiet…Shhhhh…

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than you have ever done before. Go ahead to work on optimizing the Happiness Newspaper heading you are to use from now on in the site. And yes, My Beloved, I am amused with your antics but I am also more serious now than I ever been before. Wait. Soon I shall display to you for the benefit of My so loved world, a bigger yet portion of the immensity of My Being. Yes, you are My Queen despite your doubts and childish aberrations. Be Quiet…Shhhhh…

Wait, Just A Little While Longer My Precious, Precious thiaBasilia, Wait…

I know you are ready but in a very thoughtful mood you are ready to head to bid My will. Wait, while you work I shall let you know what to do as the day advances. For now? Fear not to fix and drink a cup of coffee. It will help you but I am pleased for your lack of trust and doubt that the coffee now will cause you the cramps you suffered yesterday. It will not. Trust Me. Turn off the AC. Open the door. Head to the roof to drink your coffee and reflect in My Presence.

To Yazeed Et All…

My precious, precious thiaBasilia, the Queen you are to Me, how pleased I am with your response to whatever I let it come your way in the plan in My mind for you, be it gloom or glee. Yesterday afternoon it was gloom I zoom to you. For long hours you writhed in excruciating pain not knowing what had zap you down or why making you not able to hear or sense My Presence. In the midst of the darkness of your moment it came to you, “Call Ahmad or Yazeed for help!” You reached for the phone. Sure enough, within minutes Yazeed to your rescue!

My Beloved, Close Your Mouth Again…

Close your mouth again as I reveal to you what happened yesterday for Yazeed et all benefit as well as for yours. Yeah, it is fitful to open your mouth without a single word coming out or it. Fitful and funny. What happened to the cascade of words always flowing from your mouth so far? I zapped it dry yesterday! O My precious child of Mine, it surely pleases Me to zap the unexpected on to you. Your reactions are all but kin to amuse Me. Like a child you respond not able to comprehend a whit of My parental duties. Even so, I must do whatever necessary for your growth in My image. So, I let go of your perennial questioning of My doings and continue to take care of you as the only One that can truly do so.

What? No Words? Now What? Mute? No Words. Now What?…

What are you doing to me and for me, My Beloved King Master of my being. I don’t know, but YOU do so I am not going to worry about it. I shut my mouth. Mum is the word from now on for this Queen that I am to YOU. It is now Sunday, August 28, 2022, at 10:22 am. Here I am.

My Mouth Close. My Ears Open By The Power Of Your Immense Love…

I see your stomach is getting queasy again. Not to worry. Head to check what I have supplied for you. I will lead you on what to do with it. It is 2:02 pm. You remain listening and obeying My instructions even when I don’t make sense to you. Mouth & open ears you are going on to the minute of this moment at 2:07 pm on this Sunday, August 28, 2022. I am not over with your queasy belly. Not to despair. I know what I am doing even when it does not make sense to you.

I Will Come Through…

I see your expression now. Lift your face, quit your doubtful look, I will come through for you and restore your health no matter how tired you are waiting for Me to do it. Go on, My precious one, let your body rest from ingesting anything, lay on that bed of yours, wait, you’ll see. On waking up I led you to print a copy to give to Yazeed. Let him read some of it to you to see if can understand your written words.

Quote:

Isaiah 30 8 33

Now, go, write it before them on a tablet and inscribe it in a book, that it may be as a witness for the time to come forevermore.

For this is a rebellious people, faithless and lying sons, children who will not hear the law and instruction of the Master;

Who [virtually] say to the seers [by their conduct], See not! and to the prophets, Prophesy not to us what is right! Speak to us smooth things, prophesy deceitful illusions.

Get out of the true way, turn aside out of the path, cease holding up before us the Holy One of Israel.

Therefore, thus says the Holy One of Israel: Because you despise and spurn this [My] word and trust in cunning and oppression, in crookedness and perverseness, and rely on them,

Therefore, this iniquity and guilt will be to you like a broken section of a high wall, bulging out and ready at some distant day to fall, whose crash will then come suddenly and swiftly, in an instant.  And he shall break it as a potter’s vessel is broken, breaking it in pieces without sparing so that there cannot be found among its pieces one large enough to carry coals of fire from the hearth or to dip water out of the cistern. For thus said the Almighty Yahuwah, the Set Apart One of Israel:

“In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”

But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!” Therefore you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”

Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.

And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.

For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you.

•             And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.

And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.

Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!

Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful.

In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures. The oxen likewise and the young donkeys that till the ground will eat savory and salted fodder, which has been winnowed with shovel and with fork.

And upon every high mountain and upon every high hill there will be brooks and streams of water in the day of the great slaughter [the day of the Master], when the towers fall [and all His enemies are destroyed].

Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

Behold, the Name of the Master comes from afar, burning with His anger, and in thick, rising smoke. His lips are full of indignation, and His tongue is like a consuming fire.

And His breath is like an overflowing stream that reaches even to the neck, to sift the nations with the sieve of destruction; and a bridle that causes them to err will be in the jaws of the people.

You shall have a song as in the night when a holy feast is kept, and gladness of heart as when one marches in procession with a flute to go to the temple on the mountain of the Master, to the Rock of Israel.

And the Master shall cause His glorious voice to be heard and the descending blow of His arm to be seen, coming down with indignant anger and with the flame of a devouring fire, amid crashing blast and cloudburst, tempest, and hailstones.

At the voice of the Master the Assyrians will be stricken with dismay and terror, when He smites them with His rod.

And every passing stroke of the staff of punishment and doom which the Master lays upon them shall be to the sound of [Israel’s] timbrels and lyres, when in battle He attacks [Assyria] with swinging and menacing arms. For Topheth [a place of burning and abomination] has already been laid out and long ago prepared; yes, for the [Assyrian] king and [the god] Molech it has been made ready, its pyre made deep and large, with fire and much wood; the breath of the Master, like a stream of brimstone, kindles it. [Jer. 7:31, 32; Matt. 5:22; 25:41.] End of Quote.

I will continue with My instructions from now on. For now close & publish. Let Me do the rest. thiaBasilia reporting.

New Scoop!!! Consistence Is The Key…

Nothing from the past is to remain but for the love and gifts I have granted to you—sweet memories are to remain.

This Is The Day…

Wednesday, August 17, 2022, At 12:04 Am. But I am heading for bed. At 2:20 am YOU got me up to wash my pile up dishes & pans. Chee-whiz! It is now Wednesday, August 17, 2022, at 3:40 am. How ‘bout that! The 17 for victory, the 3 for that which I didn’t know, the 40 for comfort & strength, let this day be to start a new scoop in the Happiness Newspaper Today.

Consistence Is The Key…

O My greatly beloved thiaBasilia, My consistence is the key to keep you in ascending gear. In the other your consistence is the key to keep you on descending gear.

Explosive? That It Is!…

But I surely don’t feel ‘explosive’ this morning…ah! My consistent reactions! Either I explode or wonder why I don’t! I am pitched with remarkable consistency throughout my whole life’s season. Consistent human mind I am stuck with until death do I part, what? I hear YOU!

O Child Of My Heart—My precious Queen, your wit is certainly explosive! Only not many appreciate such a trait in you. In fact many chalk you off to their lost, for many, many a ones surely get amuse like I do with your witty outlandish reactions. O My precious one, go on to fix whatever I’ll bring to your mind to fix to begin this victorious day. What? White almonds today? Surely, white almonds to help you to explode—no kidding, you need to explode to release that gas trapped in your muscles.

The Thing Is?…

You consistently forget that it is not what you eat or drink but rather your body reactions is due to the gas trapped in your brains or the residence of your human mind. Gas. Flatus came to your mind this morning as I spoke to you about consistency. Why your reaction? This morning you are enjoying a soft belly and minimal pain from head to toe. My revelation about consistency were quite explosive because I never reveal it to you before, immediately! Your mind reverted with your physical condition.

That’s Your Problem …

Actually? That’s the human’s problem as a whole. That’s where the consistency of the human’s reactions to everything in existence keeps the human in descending gear all the way to the bottom of all matters only to find chaos & confusion. And that’s when the darkness spectrum in the human mind becomes illuminated with the truth that sets the human free.

  • Wow! On cue three fives in the hour & minutes exactly as I pronounced the human mind becomes illuminated with the truth that sets the human free I set your eyes on the 5:55 am icon.

Am I Consistent? Indeed!!!…

Again, what does the 5 stands for? Take a look, the number 5 is not only the number of My grace, but it is also a number of balance and harmony that should exist in your life. There you have it My beloved Queen of Mine that you are, My consistency remains on ascending gear now and forever not only in the surrealistic supernatural realm but in the physical realm as well. Go on to fix your chips and whatever else I quicken you to fix at 6:14 am on this victorious 17th day in Wednesday, August 17, 2022.

Well? Sooner Or Later I Will Send You Help…

Only wait with patience & composure in hope. I know My precious child, the fixing of the chips was a challenge this time, but you listen and succeeded to develop a new system yet to fix your chips. For now you have enough of them to last you for a few days. Then taking care of your personal needs took time but again, you came up with a new way to take care of yourself under My direction. Now, your typing mouse hand has become painful so? I quicken you to fix a home made cushion to attach to your wrist, solution to your pain without spending any money on a commercial prop.

Are You Beginning To See The Victory On This Day?…

It is only 9:38 am on this Wednesday, August 17, 2022, and much has been accomplished. You are coming now to the 9:40 am for the comfort of the moment with all accomplished. Wednesday, August 17, 2022, at 10:44 am, break.

From the Window of my Soul, I See It All…

Spent day illustrating. Slept from 4:07 to around 8:30. Back to illustrate. Not feeling good. Now back to sleep on Wednesday, August 17, 2022, at 9:50 pm. bed on Thursday, August 18, 2022, 3:01 am. Up feeling much better this time. things shall continue to improve, My Beloved no matter how you feel or think at any given time, remember, things are not what they seem to be. Also, remember My child, nothing that worked before is to work now as long as you try to do anything because it worked before including what you eat or not eat. It is now 5:35 am on Thursday, August 18, 2022.

Again, Anew, Afresh Today For You…

Anew, afresh despite the stigma on the number 18 to mean the number of bondage. O My greatly beloved woman/child of Mine, I see you are totally blown away with the way I am completing to eliminate the residues of the cringing fears that causes you the inevitable daily afflictions that so trouble you. It is now Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 6:47 am. Again, remember as quoted previously.

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God put and uses numbers to help teach truths!  Sorry, I just cannot associate them as “lucky, blessed, or cursed.”  Worship Jesus, not numbers! 

Again, I will say the number eighteen is complex in its uses and associations; freedom from bondage, bondage, or a “fullness” occurring. There are many other “eighteens” that people have found in the Bible. I think most of them will fit into one of these associations. Many sources will tell you that eighteen is the number of bondage in the Bible. That is a limited scope of the number; as I reflected on Judges 3:14, 10:8 and Luke 13:11 and 16, I could see this as the length of time that they were held in bondage, but it is also when they were set free from the bondage. So, to start this study I will start with an example of eighteen that shows another side of the word. Time Markers or God Sending a Message

Nebuchadnezzar’s Eighteenth Year

Jeremiah records two things that happened during Nebuchadnezzar’s eighteenth year.  The first one is in Jeremiah 32:1 where God instructs Jeremiah to buy a field, as a sign that life would return to normal. Verse 26 starts the rest of the story; God tells Jeremiah that He has every intention to destroy Jerusalem and it will happen.  The second event is found in 52: 29, this is the number of people that were carried into exile that year; this follows the story of the destruction of the Temple and the pillars.  Nebuchadnezzar was God’s appointed instrument to free the land from the people so it could have its Sabbath rest.

Behold! My Victory Over Your Flesh …?

I have been recreating you as per My faithfulness to My words. Why you, My greatly beloved thiaBasilia? Because as your name implies you belong in the Highest Royalty, the Almighty’s Royalty in Jerusalem. Thus? Whatever is written about Jerusalem applies to you as well. Now, My child, why am I compelling you to continue to record the time for your breaks on each month in 2022? Because it all has been leading to this moment on Thursday, August 18, 2022. On this day I aim to again summarize in your mind your recreated life.

  • It all boils down to My 1st and most important of My commandments.

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…. Briefly, the study concludes that the biblical meaning of number 18 corroborates the message of Bible contributing the idea of a time of external disasters that entails urgency for spiritual conversion and personal repentance and that ends in the historical end of the slavery of man to the bonds of death of the Serpent, thus completing the divine cycle of Redemption by opening to all men a new epoch of material regeneration and fullness of the Holy Spirit.

…. Eighteen means your performance, the full extension. Eighteen is life!

…. Eighteen represents a basic structure of life.

O But That You Would Have Hearken To My Commandments …?

It is now Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 7:25 am. You need to take a breakfast break. Be still. Don’t rush to do, do, and do. Wait. Things shall change rather quickly. It is now Thursday, August 18, 2022, at ….9:24 am. The 9 for fruition. The 24?

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According to the Bible, number 24 is a symbol of priesthood. It means that this number is closely connected with heaven. It is used as a symbol of duty and work of God, who is the only true priest.

The number 24 is associated with the priesthood. Since it is composed of a multiple of 12, it takes on some of 12’s meaning (which is God’s power and authority, as well as perfect foundation) except in a higher form. Twenty-four, therefore, is also connected with the worship of God, especially at the temple. End of quote.

O Mine! O Mine!!! This Is A Heavy Charge…

Indeed it is My Beloved thiaBasilia, but! That is your destiny. Notwithstanding, remember, I change the times and the seasons; I remove kings and sets up kings. I give wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those who have understanding! [Dan_4:35] I reveal the deep and secret things; I know what is in the darkness, and the light dwells with Me! [Job_15:8; Psa_25:14; Mat_6:6]

My Greatly Beloved Woman/Child Of Mine, Whatever Troubled You Before…

Is to trouble you no more from today until eternity. From now on My precious, precious thiaBasilia, precious as refine gold, from now on you are. Now more than ever before My voice shall resonate with the voice of the turtle dove calling you to love flooding your being with My peace that surpasses all human understanding.

Complete. Steady From Now On Even More Than Before…

You are now set to listen, to relax, to enjoy My Presence, to let go of the constant do, do, do. Still, you must take care of the inevitable difficulties coming your way today. For now, on Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 10:04 am, take a break to water the plants and reflect how I would have you to proceed.

On Cue It Is Now 10:40 Am For The Comfort That Is Really, Really A Reality For You…

No kidding My Beloved thiaBasilia, time? Time as you know time to be does not exist in the realm of My existence. Today is as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day as it is written. Thousand upon thousand years have gone by since those words were written. Even so? Such written words cannot fit in the human mind as per My design and purpose for My creation. Regardless, let me remind you of the sequence the order of succession, the arrangement of My written words. Let Me begin with Psalms 90:1-17.

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Answer Me When I Call…

Psalms 90:1-17

…. For a thousand years in Your sight are but as yesterday when it is past, or as a watch in the night. [2Pe_3:8]

Continue with Practical Warnings in Prober 6.

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Proverbs 6:16-19

  1. These six things the Lord hates, indeed, seven are an abomination to Him:
  2. A proud look [the spirit that makes one overestimate himself and underestimate others], a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, [Psa_120:2-3]
  3. (A heart that manufactures wicked thoughts and plans,
  4. Feet that are swift in running to evil,
  5. A false witness who breathes out lies [even under oath],
  6. And he who sows discord among his brethren.

Go on with the whole book of Ecclesiastes.

All Is Vanity

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Ecclesiastes 1:1-2

THE WORDS of the Preacher, the son of David and king in Jerusalem.

Vapor of vapors and futility of futilities, says the Preacher. Vapor of vapors and futility of futilities! All is vanity (emptiness, falsity, and vainglory). [Rom_8:20]

End with the whole book of the Song of Solomon.

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Song of Solomon 8:14

[Joyfully the radiant bride turned to him, the one altogether lovely, the chief among ten thousand to her soul, and with unconcealed eagerness to begin her life of sweet companionship with him, she answered] Make haste, my beloved, and come quickly, like a gazelle or a young hart [and take me to our waiting home] upon the mountains of spices! End of quotes.

Well? The Quotes Do Not Seem to Add Up to the Subject of My Time…

But that is the way your human mind operates. Even so? The quotes I inspired you to quote are not about time only, but those are mainly to begin the sequence of My written words up to this moment of time as you know time to be. In other words? Your present moment today on Thursday, August 18, 2022. It is now Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 12:50 pm.

What Is Going On In Your Life At This Moment Of Time…

As indicated by the 12:50 pm, you are now set to continue your life’s journey free from all suffocating fears of your past for real. Therefore, day by day, moment by moment you are accepting such reality despite your feeling’s thoughts or doings. But today is different. You sense that difference, but you have no words to express the matter. That’s fine, no need for words.

Facts Instead Of Words…

What is it that makes you happy? O My precious child, you do not know it. You have no answer to such an elusive matter. It is now Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 3:13 pm, go for eats. You did not enjoy the food but you ate it with thanksgiving. You are down because you could not answer Ahmad’s call, defective connection. Also your blurry vision and flatulence are not setting well with you. But it is all fine. You don’t need to be up all the time. go to bed on Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 4:35 pm. Right now, as you are thinking about what is it that makes you happy I set your eyes on the 6:55 pm icon.

Helping Other People Is What Makes You Happy…

That’s the meaning of 6:55 pm. As the day progresses and there is no sign of Ahmad, Yazeed or your children acknowledging your help, your body begin to react in pain & discomfort. The sense of rejection is perhaps the most painful thing there is. Remember, I wept at the sight of My chosen ones’ rejection.

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Luke 19:41-44

(41)  And as He approached, He saw the city, and He wept [audibly] over it,

(42)  Exclaiming, Would that you had known personally, even at least in this your day, the things that make for peace (for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin and upon which your peace–your security, safety, prosperity, and happiness–depends)! But now they are hidden from your eyes.

(43)  For a time is coming upon you when your enemies will throw up a bank [with pointed stakes] about you and surround you and shut you in on every side. [Isa_29:3; Jer_6:6; Eze_4:2]

(44)  And they will dash you down to the ground, you [Jerusalem] and your children within you; and they will not leave in you one stone upon another, [all] because you did not come progressively to recognize and know and understand [from observation and experience] the time of your visitation [that is, when God was visiting you, the time in which God showed Himself gracious toward you and offered you salvation through Christ]. End of quote.

Explosive Revelation—Your Vision About To Materialize…

My Beloved, Jerusalem is about to be? …. dash down to the ground, you [Jerusalem] and your children within you; and they will not leave in you one stone upon another, [all] because you did not come progressively to recognize and know and understand [from observation and experience] the time of your visitation [that is, when God was visiting you, the time in which God showed Himself gracious toward you and offered you salvation through Christ].

In November 2009 While Sitting In View Of The Old & New Cities…

You were amazed at the outstanding beautiful buildings in your sight, you asked of Me, ‘What is to become of all this beauty. In response I showed you an immense black dirt field ready for planting & building. I brought to your remembrance Isaiah 65:21—They shall build houses and inhabit them, and they shall plant vineyards and eat the fruit of them.

Back to Consistence Is The Key…

O My greatly beloved thiaBasilia, My consistence is the key to keep you in ascending gear. In the other your consistence is the key to keep you on descending gear. Thus? In the physical realm your body begin to descend to pain & discomfort as the day advances without a sign of Ahmad, Yazeed or your children accepting instead of rejecting you.

That’s The Fact. No Need To Pretend…

It is now Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 8:27 pm, time for you to take a break to rest. Just now the same food that don’t sit right in your belly came, none of the things that you need and been asking for days now. You finally got a hold of Ahmad and let him know your miserable condition because of his neglect. You did good. It is no need to pretend anymore. No need to hide the fact of your condition, but! No need either to dwell on it. Let go! Keep your sight on Me. Your help comes from Me after all is said and done.

Now What? You Are Tired, That’s What…

You are human not a bionic woman. Your extraordinary strength, power, and capabilities come from Me not from electronic or mechanical components to produce a superhuman. Therefore, as the human that you are you are prone to get tired, frustrated, angry, and all the emotional quirks as any other human being. That’s the fact to be exact.

Alright! You Are Now Feeling Better…

Close your mouth. I see your open mouth as you begin to comprehend, I just blasted you a cascade of the cleansing medium for the cleansing of your mind and soul. O thiaBasilia, you really are a trip and a half. It is now Thursday, August 18, 2022, at 9:55 pm. Hahaha! The 55 again! On that note go to bed. It is now Friday, August 19, 2022, 2:58 am. It looks like there is no peace for the wicked. You are up but not feeling too happy. Go ahead and cry, let your tears run along My own tears.

Regardless! We Cannot Give Up…

Tears or laughter we must stir the life raft. Indeed! Fire! Abandon Ship! The fancy ship this world has been riding on is on fire for lack of proper maintenance and poor watchkeeping. The life raft—a raft to use if a ship must be abandoned in an emergency. The raft is hot but stirring to safety we must.

Surrealistic Higher Supernatural Life-Threatening Situation…

It is time for vessel abandonment, ordered by the Master. Abandoning this world’s fancy ship needs to take place at the right time, followed by specific steps and procedures, as the decision to leave the vessel and fall into the sea comes with great risk. Great risk is in the list. Fall into the sea? Fear! Reluctance! Multitudes in the valley of decision. The children linger in the valley of decision. But the time! My time not the time as you know time to be. And the tears from our eyes flow. Even so? Let them flow. Faith, hope—the evidence of things not yet seeing.

The Faith To Move Mountains…

Indeed! My Beloved, indeed! I am the Author & Finisher of your faith. You are moving higher mountains than you ever thought to move. Even so? Don’t let it get to you. Remain quiet. I have empowered you to do so. Add the latest entries to the post, format it, publish it today on Friday, August 19, 2022, after 5:24 am.

lov, thiaBasilia–Reporting.

And So You, I Got Our ‘Say So’. Is Anyone Impressed? …

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Much To Do In 2020. Forget About Our Say So. It’s All Much Greater! Full Size Beyond My Conception.

 

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Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving ways beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

  • Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

  • Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Let’s Get On With The Show in that post back in the middle of January 2020 …?

Thanks, My Master! For What Now? For It All You Are In Control …

Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Been sleeping the whole afternoon. Disgusted. Not knowing what to do in view of all that goes on with my thinking and feelings. Guess I just don’t want to be human anymore.

But Here Is The Riff, I Am Human. I Think And Feel Like Any Other Human …?

Ha! I woke up about and hour ago. One word in my mouth: Laugh. Hum! That brought to mind Sarah’s laugh at the announcement she was to give birth to Issac at her age.

  • Master? Been reflecting on the matter. Ha! Sarah’s laugh applies to me now. Indeed! All Your amazing promises makes me laugh because of the impossibilities as humanly speaking I see, but!
  • You did not withdrew Your promise for Sarah to bare Issac. Only You reinforced it. It’s the same with me now. Humanly speaking, I nearly despair. The human’s neglect to obey or to listen to You just gets to me.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All Including My Humanity In Its Whole …

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