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Musings In The Wee Hours Of The Day…

Sunday, February 24, 2013 at 6:33 am

Ha! It just came to me…

It’s Okay to get angry…

It’s Okay to be real…

It’s Okay to express…

The first bout …

Of one’s angriness…

It’s Okay in your heart…

Anger not to withhold…

Let it out…

It’ll diffuse…

The future fuses…

The murderous rage…

One could be induced…

Not angry?…

Well disciplined?…

Contained?…

And abstained?…

From the emotional…

Ordeal…

Of the one free soul

Affording…

That tumultuous wave…

To show….

Pure reality…

To show…

A true soul in tow…!

Why like an un-filling robot to march…

Without a single remark…

Without a trace…

Of a true base…

For that sounding …

And resounding…

Of true character withholding…

And much abounding…

Affording in expressing…

That honest first bout of anger…

Then to enjoy…

The marvel of deploy…

A fuse…

That could induce…

Any soul to produce…

An explosion in motion…

A mass murderer notion…

The worst reality…

In the existence…

Of mankind

To find?…

Regardless … Father Knows Best … He Knows Me … He Knows You … Better Than We Know Our Own Selves!

Wednesday, February 20, 2013 at 6:55 am

I wrote the following reply…

to my sister in my same plight…

But Father Knows Best…

He Knows Me …

He Knows You…

Better Than We Know Our Own Selves!
O sis! how rite u are! that’s exactly my predicament at the moment…

that’s why I buffet…

rather…

Father buffets me on the daily basis…

the buffeting causes me deeepression…

but no matter….

Father is teaching me…

He’s my ONLY…

elation!

So…

onward I am going….

I get so disgusted with myself…

I could puke!…

and I’m getting to loath…

the compliments…

that I once so much coveted…

they seem so empty now…

so devoid of all…

that now I value…

no matter…

I’m gquestionmarkgradientcrazyDeterminationSMALLer goingOnoing on…

Regardless…

regardless my own wicked…

my own grandiose thoughts…

Father knows best & that’s all it counts…

He knows me …

He knows you…

better than we know our own selves!

Regardless!…

O what joy…Such balance deploy…For all to enjoy…

Tuesday, February 19, 2013 at 4:32 am

Thanks my Father for the long hours of sleep…

So sweet…

Now I’m ready…

To continue steady…

In the task before hand…

You have given to me…

To carry on…

On this Land…

And…

I’m wondering…

Forever pondering…

What is people thinking?…

On what do they ponder?…

Perhaps by chance…

These poems de-hance…

And throw out of balance…

The un-balanced existence…

And the persistence…

Of anyone…

In existence…

For all in existence…

In balance enjoy…

The bliss…

The inexplicable bliss in fold…

And the half…

Has never yet been told!…

O what joy…

Such balance deploy…

For all to enjoy…

No more tears…

No more separations…

No more sensations…

In the daily sessions…

Of life concessions…

O what joy…

Such balance deploy…

For all to enjoy…

Hard Driven…Un-Given…

Sunday, February 17, 2013 at 5:10 pm.

I like to laugh but I cry a lot…

Why do I cry?…

I cry the cry of empty heads…

I cry the cry of chit-chat-chit-chat…

Not knowing where one is at…

I cry the disdainful chant…

Of the pitifuls in want…

I cry…

What do we eat?…

What must I fit…

That pink or the red outfit?…

Who cares?…

Silly nit …

Without a wit…

Have not heard?…

If Father Yah can take care…

Of the ravens and the birds…

Why should I doubt that…

He can take care of me?…

It’s written…

Therefore I tell you… stop being perpetually uneasy…

anxious and worried about your life…

what you shall eat or what you shall drink…

or about your body…

what you shall put on…

Is not life greater—in quality

than food

and the body…

far above and more excellent

than clothing?…

Look at the birds of the air…

they neither sow…

nor reap…

nor gather into barns…

and yet…

your heavenly Father…

keeps feeding them…

Are you not worth…

much more than they?…

And who of you by worrying…

and being anxious…

can add one unit of measure…

a cubit to his stature…

or to the span of his life?…

And why should you be anxious…

about clothes?…

Consider…

the lilies of the field…

and learn…

thoroughly how they grow…

they neither toil nor spin…

Yet…

I tell you…

even Solomon in all his magnificence…

his excellence, dignity, and grace…

was not arrayed like one of these…

But if  your Creator…

so clothes the grass of the field…

which today is alive and green…

and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace…

will He not much more…

surely…

clothe you…

O you of little faith?…

Therefore…

do not worry and be anxious…

saying…

What are we going to have to eat?…

Or…

What are we going to have to drink?…

or…

What are we going to have to wear?…

For the Gentiles—the heathen…

wish for…

and crave…

and diligently…

seek all these things…

and…

your heavenly Father knows well…

that you need them all…

But seek

aim at and strive after…

first of all…

His kingdom…

and His righteousness…

His way of doing and being right…

and then…

all these things…

taken together will be given you besides…

So…

do not worry…

or be anxious…

about tomorrow…

for tomorrow will have…

worries and anxieties of its own…

Sufficient for each day is…

its own trouble…

…………………..Matthew 6:25-34

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Guess we are all…

Bunch of heathen…

Hard driven…

And un-given…

Overall…

The TRUTH That Father Yah Has Ingrained In The Deepest Part Of My Being Since 1985-87!

 

REMEMBER…
Hearty suggestion to anyone that happens to find this BLOG: Only read one little portion at any given time as the Spirit of our Almighty Creator gives to you to read. For these words are not written for your mind to understand. Indeed! This treatise is strictly written to pierce the deepest part of your being as the Presence of our Father’s Spirit deals with the writer who happens to be this peculiar Thia.

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia & Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Tuesday, January 22, 2013 (3:04 am)
O my Father, what an exciting life that I am living in Your Presence this is! For every morning new mercies I see as You answer even the most minute of my requests! Even though I am just now beginning to fully appreciate it, why? Simply because Your answers are so subtle! And it’s only because of Your Presence within my being that I can grasp Your answers as You quicken them to me!
And because Your answers are so subtle most all of Your children miss Your answers and instead fabricate their own answers accordingly to their understanding of everything in this terrestrial world that we live in! I know I did in the past—I fabricated my own answers and attributed those to be Your answers in my deluded mind!
Yes, many sensible & sound Bible adherents corrected me all the time and still do yet, little do they know that they, too, fabricate their own answers—only they fabricate based on the written words interpreted with the human mind which is even worse because such practice leads to self-righteousness and self-righteousness is an abomination in our Father’s sight! And that’s the TRUTH that Father Yah has ingrained in the deepest part of my being since 1985-87!
Based on the title for this post I will develop subsequent posts hoping to catch the interest of my readers to follow my blog!

A Post to Reflect Not to Neglect….

The Most Tragic FACT Of All The FACTS—Our Willful Intent To Take Care Of Our Own Selves!

Header Old Journal Hope BibleHearty suggestion to anyone that happens to find this BLOG: Only read one little portion at any given time as the Spirit of our Almighty Creator gives to you to read. For these words are not written for your mind to understand. Indeed! This treatise is strictly written to pierce the deepest part of your being as the Presence of our Father’s Spirit deals with the writer who happens to be this peculiar Thia.

Sickness & Medicine & Health Professionals & Hospitals—the whole Spectrum is the tragic result of our willful intentions!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia & Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 (2:07 am)
O my Master You have a reason for everything that happens to us. You know why sickness and adversities attack us continuously. Teach us our Master to overcome all of these things accordingly to Your will not our will! For our will only aims to get well without weighting the matter of the root cause of it all! But Your will in the other hand is to teach and convict us of our inability to really take care of our own selves!
So sickness strikes us and we run to the doctor! The doctor in his turn prescribes a medication to us to relieve the symptoms and we get temporary relief of whatever symptom but at the cost of risking a reaction of our bodies to such prescription. And so it goes!
Try this med or the other and by the time it’s all over our bodies are so confused it bugles our minds and it’s a never ending chain of events until we are relinquished to a hospital which it’s only the beginning of another vicious circle of tests after tests to find out one thing after the other but never a real solution to the perfect balance of our bodies and minds!
In the meantime the hospitals consumed every dime in our possession leaving us in the poverty line! For the sad fact is that the hospitals along the organized Churches are perhaps the number one of the major commercial enterprises in this world! Those two institutions can drain the largest fortune in anyone’s possession! It’s pitiful but such is the fact!
The next pitiful fact is that the physicians for the most charge some hectic fees for their services—even in countries with strict laws to regulate those fees one still have to come up with a sizable fee because those physicians in turn have to pay large sums of money to become physicians therefore the whole tragedy of sickness and disease has become a good source of income for many, many well intentioned and good hearted individuals who actually have a heart and good intentions to help people!
Such is our tragic predicament and why? Because of our willful intent to take care of our own selves rather than letting our Maker do it! And we ignore our Maker’s loving pleas to take care of us and we only relegate our Maker to an elusive deity up there who requires all the lip service that we give to such deity!
Thus such—this ingrained drive to take care of our own selves ignoring our Loving Creator Who commands us to look up to Him and depend and trust Him in the reality of our everyday existences—our Loving Creator Who has spoken to us and written His words in tablets of stone signifying the unchangeableness of such words—that same Loving Creator is relegated to that elusive deity up there who requires all the lip service that we give to such deity but we refuse to submit to His loving commandments!  Such is the most tragic FACT of all the FACTS!