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This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears …

The Year To Come Boldly To The Throne Of Grace For The Much-Needed Help To Abandon Our Fears …?

Fear Of You, Only Fear Needed …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 12:12 am.

This subject came to me on this midnight. It is the experience of my moment while I am enjoying Your victory in my life as well as Your unbroken fellowship.

For The Fear Of You Is The Beginning Of All Wisdom …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 7:38 am

O my Master! Words. Same words with different implications. I often wondered the mention of the word ‘fear’ in the Scriptures. Fear not. Fear the Master.

  • This morning You lead me to search the meaning of words. Here is what I found. Quote:

fear (fɪə)

n

  1. a feeling of distress, apprehension, or alarm caused by impending danger, pain, etc
  2. a cause of this feeling
  3. awe; reverence: fear of God.
  4. concern; anxiety
  5. possibility; chance: there is no fear of that happening.
  6. for fear of for fear that for fear lest to forestall or avoid
  7. no fear certainly not
  8. put the fear of God into to frighten

vb

  1. to be afraid (to do something) or of (a person or thing); dread
  2. (tr) to revere; respect
  3. (tr; takes a clause as object) to be sorry: used to lessen the effect of an unpleasant statement: I fear that you have not won.
  4. (foll by: for) to feel anxiety about something
  5. an archaic word for frighten

Why This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears …

There are two meanings among 13 that answers my question: 3. awe; reverence: fear of God. 10. (tr) to revere; respect.

So? This Year You Will Ingrain The Fear Of You By The Power Of Your Love …

Therefore? All other fears shall vanish giving way to the awe; reverence; respect due to You alone first and uppermost.

Well? This Is A Subject That So Far People Have Not Wanted To Talk About, But!

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 8:23 am.

Now? The tide has turned big time! HalleluYah! O my Master! You getting to Your people’s heart and mind. Every post here lately? Your people are responding. Will now spend the day creating a graphic on this matter.

Great! The Graphic Is Finished. The NET Is Working. Ready To Post …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 11:38 pm.

Just a few minutes to midnight. Much accomplished today, but! The best? One of my stranged children, Daniel, got in touch with me with love and gratitude. Thanks, my Master!

You Are Harmonizing All The Inharmonious Circumstances Of My Life As Promised …

Quote:

Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the inharmonious circumstances of your life.

Wait. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. You will soon see My Deliverance!

Pause. Reflect. Your gaze set on Me, wait with hope. It is as written in Romans 8

On To Posting Grounds On This Blessed Midnight on Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 12:07 am

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

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Truth Can Be Offensive/Insulting …

Have I Been Offended/Insulted By The Truth?

Big Time! Wished To Die, But!

That was the moment to face the truth about myself. That was the moment of my deliverance. The moment to set me free from the Truth about myself offending/insulting me.

Jerusalem was thriving with excitement. The Sukkoth Festival? Ha! she had coached me for several months since I left the USA. She had promised to perhaps meet me at the Festival in Jerusalem.

No Words To Described My Anticipation To Meet With What I Considered To Be My Mentor And Friend …

Word came. She had arrived in Jerusalem. At last the email. My heart pumping with anticipation? I clicked the email WHAT? What a shock! Quote:

Nothing wrong with your Theology. You are self-centered! I have no time to meet with you!

The end of the world came to me at that treacherous moment. I shut down the computer. I grabbed unto my Scriptures. I threw myself on the bed saying, “I’ll never again shall write one more word. I’m no good!”

Silence. Don’t remember crying. Just silence. Then? Suddenly! I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart!

No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations.

From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness.

And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”

Master, what about these festivals and different things that Your people are so deep into? What am I to do? What am I to respond to inquires as to my behavior on these days of excitement for Your people?

And, Master, what am I to do about my health? What about all the body discomforts I suffer all the time? Am I to do anything about my body? How am I to take care of my body?

“My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written.

Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.

My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy.

Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it.

You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.

My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold.

As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction.

And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.

Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now!

Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest.

Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done.

You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time.

There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.

My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

Wow! I guess I won’t post this amazing word fulfilled today because I am sleepy. By the time I wake up the Net won’t work. It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 10:23 am.

Absolutely Awesome! Those Words?  …

Sailing the turbulent waves of these lower seas? I had even forgotten those words until this moment. Ten years beaten by the treacherous waves this world could to me thrust me under.

Even So? My Master Lives In My Deepest Chamber! …

Nothing and no one have been able to really disturb me despite all my lapses and preoccupations. Brutal pain and lack of gain? Almost to the exact day I am typing these lines without pain—no worries about my lack of gain.

MIRACLE!

Let’s go to the details if we must.

 

Introduction

 

What’s With This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory Been Writing About? …

Will Do My Best To Explain What Is Only In My Mind So Plain …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 1:56 pm.

Why do I keep regressing instead of progressing? Day by day the answer is coming clear to me but not to thee, dear Reader follower.

Therefore? This Introduction …

Let me summarize the sequence of events. Our lives come in cycles. In my life? I don’t know exactly when each cycle begins and ends except for this last cycle starting with An Extended Adventurous Voyage—the present cycle I am living in.

Here is the list of post from present to previous for your reference to understand this introduction.

Strange, But! Since I Started The Present Cycle? Not Many Clicks …

What is happening? I already explained the matter in the An Extended Adventurous Voyage post, but! It looks like it made no difference to my readers.

I Not Concerned About The Clicks, But!? …

I am concerned with how I am coming through to my readers. What came to me just this morning? To Explain What Is Only In My Mind So Plain.

  • It is plain to me how everything that happens in the physical realm has its source in the spiritual realm.

Our Physical Pain Has Its Source In What Is Buried In Our Spirits—The Deepest Part Of Our Beings …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 3:49 pm.

I am learning these things on the daily and moment to moment basis with every stage of my physical condition. The fluctuation of my physical condition troubles me big time.

That’s Why I Keep Regressing Instead Of Progressing, Until This Morning …?

What happened this morning? I had been in the gutter of my own negative thinking since yesterday when I came into the knowledge of being a ‘lame duck’ for lack of Ahmad’s support.

Down I Went! All Day. All Night. Until The Master Lift Me Up Earlier Today …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 10:52 pm.

Earlier today I got up from bed because I could not sleep. My mind kept churning with Ahmad’s lack of support. I kept begging for help. The answer came to my inbox.

Just Out Of Curiosity? I Clicked The Headline …

Wow! First glimpse of the people’s coming to terms with reality. I was impressed. Though that not in total agreement with the author of the post? I replied to comment. Quote:

I’m impressed! Radical Judgement of one’s self is the one thing, perhaps the only thing to solve our problems. Over and over I must radically judge myself.

Dear Reader, I will give you a bulleted summary of how this renewal of mine has been on the making for the last 45 years since 1974 when I discover the Scriptures.

  • The year was 1974—I discovered the Scriptures. Got into the unknown spiritual realm. Lost my mind. Stopped reading the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1979—amazing healing experience from deep wound inflicted upon me in my childhood. The result? Regain my physical health. Back in the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1983—Gruesome divorce. Felt apart. Lost hope. Lost all morals. Hit the top of immoral living.
  • The year was 1985—Suddenly! Unexpectedly! My whole life was run like a film strip in my view. What did I realize as I viewed the film?
  • I had gone through life unaware of the secret saving power of the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being, taking everything and everybody for granted without consideration of anything other than my own understanding of life, and the raw feelings of my emotions.
  • Restored,
  • A second mental breakdown.
  • Called to journal my life, but! Did not listen.
  • The year was 1986—convicted. Power to quit my work. Power to listen.
  • The year was 1987—began new life under my gifted friend’s care. Began to journal my life consistently.
  • The year was 1992—saddest year for me, my gifted friend died. I became lost. I felt abandoned. Back to my old life of family and church.
  • The year was 1994—bought property. Became sort of independent. Happy time.
  • The year was 1995—depression treatment? Electric shocks. Almost destroyed me. My daughter rescued me, but that’s the year my prescription drug addiction began.
  • The year was 1999—inspired to go live with family. Sold my property. Things did not work out. I felt spiritually dead.
  • The year was 2001—back on my own again. Got beautiful apartment, but! Got involved in helping seniors instead of my call to journal my life as instructed to do.
  • The year was 2007—that’s the year I dropped unconscious, victim of misdiagnose. Rushed to the emergency room at the point of death. Convicted. Repented. Restored.
  • The year was 2008—called to go to the ‘lost sheep of Israel. Power to accept the call.
  • The year was 2009—called to get out of the USA. Destination? The wilderness of people to judge me face to face.
  • The year was 2015—call to go with my gifted son Ahmad. He is to be my authority while we wait for Yahushua’s return.
  • The year was 2017—got the roof apartment of my dreams. My renewed life began.
  • The year is now 2019—WOW! What a year it has been. This is to be the year of our jubilee, but! O well?

It Surely Doesn’t Look Like Jubilee At All! But!

The Almighty Creator is in control of His creation. I am committed and submitted to Him as my supreme Authority. He has declared me to be His messenger. So? End of quote.

Reading And Commenting On That Post? It Brought Me To My Senses …

Reflecting on what I read? That’s what stopped the flow of negative thoughts. Then? I was able to hear my Master’s instructions to call Ahmad.

It Does Not Matter How It Looks To Us All …

Me? I’m, I have been going through another rough period of my journey. Don’t know what is to be even in the next moment. I go up and down, but!

O My Master! You Are Faithful To Your Word To Sustain Me …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 12:04 am.

One more 7th Day of Rest. Things don’t look too good between Ahmad and me. I am somewhat dejected, but! I am resting on You. I keep remembering Your recent words to comfort me. Quote:

“Let go. I am in control. You shall not be put shame. My power of love and wisdom? No foe can withstand. You live in My Presence under such power. Relax. Enjoy the moments of relief I gift to you.”

The Sting Of Ahmad’s Words To Release His Anger? …

Enough fuel for my dejection, but! I’m taking what I give. I spit out similar words to him to release my own anger, and?

That’s A Good Thing! Be Ye Angry And Sin Not …?

Wow! Thanks, my Master! How amazing are Your words when You apply them to my inner being. To release one’s anger keeps one from the festering resentment that causes all our physical pain and misery.

Now I Am Beginning To Understand The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …?

Perhaps this introduction will help my readers to understand such power as well. On to the details of what is going on in my journey.

 

Self-Centered. Self-Righteous. Shallow. Me? Oh Com’on!

Human Integrity? Limited. Questionable Big Time …?

No Kidding! That’s Not My Idea, Dear Readers …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 3:57 am.

I wish it was because then you would be justified in abandoning this blog, but! The truth is now coming to light in many blogs/books and such other than this single post.

Self-Centered. Self-Righteous. Shallow. Me? Oh Com’on! …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 4:11 am.

How can that be? Everybody thinks highly of me. I’m faithful. I live by the word. I help the orphans and the widows. I support the Church and ministers. I – I – I – am a good Christian woman.

Me? How Can That Be? Talking about offended? Until …

Until the reality of truth hit my gut! It’s Wednesday, September 11, 2019 at 10:36 pm. Know what? I’m having an awful time writing about this issue.

Insults, Or What Is Considered As An Insult? Turns A One Away …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 4:26 am.

Indeed! Turns a one away from the source of the insult without hesitation. Thus? Many of my followers have abandoned this blog offended by the truth that will set them free. Even so?

The Almighty Sole Creator Of Our Beings Has Not Abandoned Them …?

Not a single one of His begotten children shall be lost. He plans to restore every single one of us. Only? His ways to do it all? Simple but! Illogical!

The Human Mind Cannot Grasp Such Ways …

That’s the fact to be exact. There is no need for me to be concerned about the followers of this blog. There is no need for me to be concerned about my loved one’s present behavior.

Master? You Are Lifting Me Up To Sail The High Seas …

The high seas away from any country’s jurisdiction. Away from my preoccupation with the human element. Your plan of restoration is coming to pass exactly as You have decreed it to pass despite all my preoccupations.

That’s The Fact To Be Exact. On To High Seas This Day I’ll Sail …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at.4:47 am.

O my Master! You have set me free from all my preoccupations. All around me I see, I read all the goings on of my people near and far. On this moment of time?

My Soul Is Free—On To High Seas I’ll Sail—Holding On To My Master’s Rail …

Clarity is in my mind to see far and beyond the furthest realm my imagination could find. The splendid future? Not so far away now.

It Might Be Days-Weeks-Months-Even Years, But! …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 7:25 am.

The splendid future is already here. In my heart. In my mind. Because in Your Presence? That future I find. Because You live? I can live that future. Because You live? All fear is gone!

I Am Sailing On High Seas Away From The Storms Of Lower Seas Because …?

You have risen in my mind to calm it down. On high seas I am sailing while You are at the helm. No need to be overwhelmed because You are at the helm. Even so?

Reality! On Lower Seas? I’m A Lame Duck …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 12:53 pm.

A new pain. My right leg now hurts at my groin. I limp when I walk. It came to me, “You are a lame duck!” What? Coming to think about it that’s what my situation with Ahmad amounts to it.

What Is A Lame Duck? …

It can be an individual who has been elected for a definite purpose but! Is unable to fulfill his purpose for lack of support. I been elected to bring good news to Ahmad but Ahmad is no longer support me. Wow!

O My Master! What A Way To Sober Me Up …?

I been trying to live up to the allegory of The Turquoise Rose Ship! Been trying to sail on high seas away from the jurisdiction of this world. But I find myself sailing still on these lower seas of pain and lack of gain.

What Am I Now To Do With This Knowledge, My Master? …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 1:58 pm.

I hear You, “Let go. I am in control. You shall not be put shame. My power of love and wisdom? No foe can withstand. You live in My Presence under such power. Relax. Enjoy the moments of relief I gift to you.”

Thanks, My Master! The Oppression Of The Moment Is Brutal, But! …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 6:49 pm.

Relief. A cup of mint/basil tea helped. The time? In a moment this oppression shall be history. The noise around me. The silence inside. The pain in my right hand and shoulder?

Your Grace Is Sufficient Unto Me To Suffer It All Graciously …

I’m going on. Sober on lower seas. Fearless on higher ones. Either way? You are at the helm of The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m sailing on. No need to be overwhelm.

Open The Door! Turn On The Light. Hit The Sack. That’s That!

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 7:10 pm.

I did but it didn’t help. Guess that was not that! Excruciating pain. So be it. I refuse to complain. A cup of pure coffee with honey seems to be helping.

You Are In Control. No Matter What? I Refuse To Complain …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 10:56 pm.

I am not out of ideas to help myself, but! I’m replete with respect and fear for and of You. I will not repine. I wait on You with patience and composure. Shut off pc. 11:20 pm.

Ready To Talk Turkey Again, My Master. You Know It, But!

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 6:04 am.

First? I sense You calling me to sleep. Well? I guess You were not calling me to sleep. I could not sleep. I got up. All kinds of things been running through my mind because of pain, lack of appetite and now lack of sleep.

You Have Shown To Me All Physical Conditions Are Rooted In The Spiritual …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 8:44 am.

Every single day You demonstrate what You show to me. My body reacts to what is going on in my spirit. A Lame Duck? That revelation threw me for spin downwards.

I Reverted To My Old Way Of Thinking Big Time, But! …

You kept me from staying there. Even so? A Lame Duck? Because Ahmad is not supporting me. From that thinking? Because. Because. Because kept churning in my mind until a moment ago.

It Came To Me, Why Are Sitting Here Imagining All Sorts Of Because? …

Call Ahmad. Find out what’s going on. Sure enough, I called. Didn’t have in mind to blow up in anger but that’s exactly what I did. Next? I began to think of jumping ship, but then?

I Lift Up My Voice, Where Can I Go From Your Spirit My Master? …

Behold! Your Power Of Love and wisdom. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! I began to reason, You have planted me here. I am established. I am safe and secure. What nonsense is this of ‘jumping ship’?

Back To Your Track. Holding On To Your Rail On High Sea Waters …

High Sea Waters? Treacherous waters! Unless I hold on to Your rail? I’ll be drowning without fail, but! You are at the helm. Should I let go of Your rail? You tilt the ship to save my tail—a take from Psalms 37:23-24.

The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Master when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step]. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Master grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

Where Am I Going From Here On? I Don’t Know. My Master Knows …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 5:39 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You know all about Your purpose and plan for these writings. Whether I sound pretensions or not? True or false? It’s Your plan to make it known to all.

Me? You Know I Can’t Take Much More …

Between suffering the consequences of my human reactions to fly/flies to ants annoying me while awake or sleep, plus the troubles between Ahmad and me? I am simply worn out. At my wits end again.

Even So? You Are Holding Me Up. I Cannot Jump Ship …?

I am staying put. Sometimes sober. Sometimes I lose it. For the most? Busy searching my writings for files I cannot find, but! One thing I know for sure.

Under No Circumstances Or Excuses Shall I Ever Use Your Name Or Your Word To Achieve Worldly Success …?

To that end You have drastically dealt with me. I am appalled at my own self’s distasteful hypocrisy! But I am thankful for Your hand of discipline to set me free. A take from Psalms 139. Quote:

Psalms 139:2-5

You know my down-sitting and my uprising; You understand my thought afar off. [Mat 9:4; Joh 2:24-25]

You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.

For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Master, You know it altogether. [Heb 4:13]

You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me.

My Distasteful Hypocrisy In Chasing Millions …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 6:46 am.

Reflecting on what I read that jolted me back on my Master’s track? Besides the admonishing to judge myself radically, a quote shone a beam of Your light to really expose that hypocrisy. Quote:

“Ego is the absolute impediment to Dao. The sin is pride. If it thrills you that you’re enlightened then you’re ruined. Forget sharing it. You’re not pure enough to share it.” — Terence McKenna

Even So? It All Comes To Me From Your Hand Of Mercy …

O my Master! I am not any longer thrilled about my enlightenment on the matter of receiving any enticing emails from Ray Edward et all. In fact? I am appalled! But!

Even That—Appalled? Could Be A Thrill Of My Carnal Nature, So? …

Therefore? I quit. I am letting go of everything. Including my thinking. My ideas and concepts. You are filling my mind with the opposite of all of that as You promised to do a long time ago. Quote:

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love.  These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others.

Rest in Me and hold My flowers. Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked, ‘Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?’ And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that.

You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work.

Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings.

That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor.

It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So, don’t worry about anything.

Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being.

Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.

You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

Serious Reflection On The Last Paragraphs You Bring To My Mind …

Quote:

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

So Be It. Though I Feel Like Crying For I Am Sad? …

No matter. Because my feelings are on this world’s shores, but! You have lifted me up to sail the high seas away from this world’s shores.

Whether I Sadly Cry Or Not? All It Matters Is To Be Near You On High Or Lower Seas …?

I’m going on. I’ll post these lines with my hope and expectation set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom, but! Before I post I must add the latest as I woke up this morning.

Continuous Constant Change …?

  • Cycles Of Life Repeating It Selves Precisely …

The First Day With No Pain …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 10:23 pm

I slept until 2:54 am. Thank Goodness! The end of my 7th Day of Rest came with the realization of Your Presence manifestation in a day without pain.

Twelve Years Since? This Cycle Of My Journey Began …

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 3:22 am.

The year was 2007. Saturday, September 15, 2007 to be exact. Alone I sat reading the recent acquired article on Daniel 8. I began to see the parallel. Suddenly! I was called to the carpet. Quote:

It was a Saturday on September 15, 2007. I was keeping the 7th Day of Rest all by my lonesome. I was reading an article written by Yedidah on Daniel 8. Suddenly! It came to me something to this effect,

  • “Such is the message I have given to you to proclaim to the world. You are no longer doing so. You cannot hear Me any longer because, you are too busy taking care of the home bound. Because your spirit is sleeping and your mind is dull with all those pills that you are taking.”

Immediately, I got up. I headed to the kitchen. I grabbed my pill big box. I headed to the toilet. I proceeded to flush nearly $1000.00 of prescription drugs I have been faithfully swallowing for that many years.

I came back to the computer. I wrote a resignation letter to my position as a volunteer in the Senior Companion Program. I picked up the phone and cancelled all appointments with 5 specialists in-charged of my health. I made a note to prepare to sell my Kia Sophia.

Then I dropped the bomb on my children. “You are insane!” some of them retorted and quit their mom.

They had had enough of my crazy whims and mental insanity but, this was not insanity nor a whim after all. Years later it has proven it not to be so.

To conclude, for the record, it is now Thursday, October 20, 2016. Tomorrow will mark 30 years since October 21, 1986.

That is another remarkable date in my journey of life in the Presence of my Father/Creator. That was the date when Father marked me as a writer to honor His name.

The honor of our Father/Creator’s name. what does that mean? A mouth full of misunderstanding but, not outside of the Father/Creator’s control & dominion & knowledge.

His wisdom is unfathomable. That will be the subject for subsequent posts on this line. Why?

What the honor of the Father/Creator’s name got to do with mental insanity? The answer to that question gives way to the Innovative Approach to Mental Health that needs to be proclaim to the whole world if there is to be any hope to restore our sanity to avail us for eternity. End of quote.

Much Reflection Needed …?

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 8:26 am.

I cannot by any stretch of my imagination regress to any resemble of my old ways. But how on earth can I do what I intent to do? Inevitable, I do as I done before at the least provocation.

You Are Being Self Conscious. Quit Trying To Perfect My Work …?

Oops! I hear You big time! What a trip am I! No wonder why the pain and discomfort been lingering on this morning. O but Your faithfulness to Your words.

I Am In Control, Relax …?

  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.
  • Today is your 12th anniversary of your return to do what I called you to do since 1985.
  • I am aware of your misgivings as you read Yedidah’s article on Daniel 8. You can now confirm all stated in that article, but!
  • The backlash from Yedidah and her followers still lingers inside of you. The reading of the article brought that backlash to the surface.
  • Thus, the pain and discomfort been lingering on this morning. Even so?
  • Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being even before you met Yedidah.
  • No need for you to hold on to that backslash. Yedidah and her followers cannot comprehend what goes on with your life in My Presence. Let go. I am in control.
  • Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished.
  • I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake, but! You are human.
  • In your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time.
  • That is why I have had to pour the life in My written words slowly and gently in order to fill you with My Spirit in those words.
  • That is why also I have had to feed you with the bread of affliction to shape you to enlarge your opening so I could fill you.
  • What is happening to you now?
  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

Dear Reader, I am sure you now have a better understanding of this journey of mine. Ready now to post for sure.

Here are the links to my last two books in case anyone is inclined to find out the details of what’s happening and it’s all happening in my life’s journey:

Click to access AN-EXTENDED-ADVENTUROUS-VOYAGE-1.pdf

Click to access Ahoy-The-Turquoise-Ship-Booklet.pdf

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

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One Reason Why No Human Or Angels Or The Devil Himself Will Ever Be Empowered To Figure Out The Almighty. Why?

 

Unknown Or Ignored Fact About The Core Of Our Present Colossal Confusion Rampart In The World …?

The Beauty Promised To Mankind? Only A Hoax To Trap The Human For Destruction …?

When In Doubt? I Go To My Teacher—The Spirit Of My Heavenly Father Within Me …?

Saturday, January 5, 2019 at 5:41 am.

Father? No telling how You are unraveling this grand mess we humans find ourselves in. Your ways are totally higher, far above anything the human mind can figure out.

When I do not know which way to go but I intend to go the wrong way? My Teacher comes clear saying, ‘This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.’ Next? He opens my eyes to see which way to go.

O Well! The Clue From Talking To My Friend? Forgotten. Instead? My Brother Jeff Asking For A Reply ….?

So? On waking up? I found a reply from my Brother Jeff, and? It seems to me that the stage is set for whatever shall happen in 2019, but! I’m no longer making any assumptions.

O my Father? While You are working out all these things? You are toughing me out to withstand cold, heat, pain, and all the misery that You have empowered the devil to dish out to me. What’s Your purpose, my Father?

No Human Or Angels Or The Devil Himself Will Ever Be Empowered To Figure Me Out. Why?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am delighted with your determination not to assume anything when it comes to My doings. No human or angels or the devil himself will ever be empowered to figure Me out. Why?

If anyone could figure Me out? My creation would be annihilated. Instead evil and corruption would engulf the Universe. There won’t be a smidgen of beauty to be found. I as well as all humans would cease to exist. Instead?

Grotesque monsters of all kinds would take over My Throne to gorge themselves with their own corruption far beyond the human imagination. None of the beauty promised to mankind could be found.

The Beauty Promised To Mankind? Only A Hoax To Trap The Human For Destruction …?

There, My precious child, there you have the reason why I will not allow anything in the heavens or in or above the earth figure me out. At the same time? I have not kept secret the things you need to know at the proper time of My choosing.

O HalleluYah! I’m Clean, But Not ‘Smug’ About My Cleanness …?

My child, remember, I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser. Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.

You are cleansed and pruned already, because of the word which I have given you [the teachings I have discussed with you]. Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.

I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing. John 15:1-5.

You see how is all happening in your life? I have cleansed you. I have shaken all there is to be shaken leaving only that which cannot be shaken—the image of Yahushua in your heart.

Now, About My Purpose For The Visitation From The Dead Brother That Caused You So Much Evil In His Lifetime?

Your father’s son or your half-brother was a warlock a male witch responsible for all evil that you are still suffering at My discretion. Why his visitation? For him to see the Light of Yahushua in your heart. It’s written,

[And see to it that] your conscience is entirely clear (unimpaired), so that, when you are falsely accused as evildoers, those who threaten you abusively and revile your right behavior in Messiah may come to be ashamed [of slandering your good lives]. For [it is] better to suffer [unjustly] for doing right, if that should be the Almighty’s will, than to suffer [justly] for doing wrong. For the Messiah Himself died for sins once for all, the Righteous for the unrighteous (the Just for the unjust, the Innocent for the guilty), that He might bring us to the Almighty. In His human body He was put to death, but He was made alive in the spirit, In which He went and preached to the spirits in prison, [The souls of those] who long before in the days of Noah had been disobedient, when the Almighty’s patience waited during the building of the ark in which a few [people], actually eight in number, were saved through water. [Genesis 6-8] 1 Peter 3:16-20.

Wow! Now I understand what happened in that moment.

I see why my half-brother did not come into my apartment. I see why my standing in front of that dead brother of mine while he was instructing someone what to do with certain legal papers that, somehow, I knew those were papers to restore all that he stole from me.

As per the quote quickened to me above in lieu of explaining what took place in that visitation? Yahushua went and preached to the spirits in prison, [The souls of those] who long before in the days of Noah had been disobedient. Could it be?

Could It Be That Yahushua Reached My Half-Brother’s Heart And Saved Him…?

What a good thought, but! It’s not for me to assume anything about anything. The fact is that I stood there, actually glad to see him as he was in his prosperous days as a high official in the highest courts in Guatemala, City and? Before the death of our father when he took the guardianship of us minors from our father’s last family.

Before the death of father? I was much proud of him. But? Afterward? He not only beat me but also stole my inheritance leaving me at poverty level.

O HalleluYah! I’m Clean, But Not ‘Smug’ About My Cleanness …?

Despite it all? O my Father! You cleansed all unforgiveness from my heart. You gave me the power to forgive him. That took place at the beginning of my journey in Your Presence within me around 1985.

Since then? I do relate what took place between us, but! There is no longer any trace of ill feelings toward that evil man. Likewise? There is no trace of ill feelings toward any and all those that have harmed me in my lifetime.

You cleansed me, my Father, but! It’s not for me to get smug about it all. For unless You do the work? I would labor in vain. Besides? You are cleansing Your whole beloved world not just myself.

Indeed! You Have Done The Cleansing As You Are Doing For Others …?

Friday, January 4, 2019 at 5:51 am

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You are so beautiful! You are awesome! And? You have invested this pitiful child of Yours with a little bit of Your awesome beauty. Really? Yes, really, but! I am not to get ‘smug’ about it.

For it’s all Your doings for the sake of Your name. You are leading me all the way. You know my thoughts and ideas and words before I think or do or say those.

Your Hand Was Heavy Upon Me …?

You have always known them. Even so? You have let me go ahead head over hills with all that I thought, did, or said until now. Ah! It just dawns on me. All the while You were letting me think, do, and said? Your hand was heavy upon me. Quote:

You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me. Your [infinite] knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high above me, I cannot reach it. Psalms 139:5-6. End of quote.

Now? O my Father! You have lifted Your heavy hand upon me. In fact? You have lifted Yourself to bless me. How and why? How have You blessed me? Why bless this impertinent fool that I have been? Reply:

For I Am A Mighty One Of Justice …?

Ha! Every single day You surprise me with You most appropriate replies to my repetitious requests. You never get tired to repeat Your answers and instructions to me daily. This time? Isaiah 30 is Your reply again! Wow! Quote?

Isaiah 30:13-33

Therefore, this iniquity and guilt will be to you like a broken section of a high wall, bulging out and ready at some distant day to fall, whose crash will then come suddenly and swiftly, in an instant. 

And he shall break it as a potter’s vessel is broken, breaking it in pieces without sparing so that there cannot be found among its pieces one large enough to carry coals of fire from the hearth or to dip water out of the cistern. For thus said the Almighty Yahuwah, the Set Apart One of Israel:

  • “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”
  • But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!”
  • Therefore, you will speed in flight from your enemies!”
  • You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”
  • Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them;
  • at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.

And therefore, the Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.

For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.

And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.

Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!

Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.

Talking About Accuracy, Proper Time, And Timing …?

There you or we have it. That’s the amazing reply to us rebellious mounters of our horses to get whatever we want to get for our own selves. O what a glorious moment when that horse bolts us down!

Even so? We still must eat the bread of affliction because of our sins cling to us like flies on a sticky strip, but!

The Almighty’s passionate heart of justice as per the quote above.

Ah! That’s Why I Am Not ‘Smug’ In Any Of My Doings Anymore. Take my intentions this morning. I been connecting with a precious one of my Father.

Precious or not he rouse-up my emotional machine with his unheard assumption that Christianity hates the Jews and the Muslims do not.

Preposterous? Enough for me to blast him up with the TRUTH. After an exchange or two? He capitulated with his last reply, but! I didn’t bother to answer him. I went to sleep.

I woke up! My thinking? The fellow and his comments. I thought, ‘I am going to blast him off his pedestal for good!’ My next thought?

“Father? Let me let go of this upheaval in my soul that this child of Yours has caused me. Don’t let me get smug and join the crowd of sinners. You are in control of it all. I refuse to go or do ANYTHING as per my own ideas and thinking and feelings.”

With that? I came to the computer to check what’s happening in this maze called Internet. Ah! What now? Let see what’s his beef now? CLICK! WOW! He’s back for more? Click again.

His comment-my reply, quote:

Christianity is just a big big lie, so don’t worry about anyone else and clean your own backyard!

My reply:

Well? Are you cleaning your own backyard? lol lol lol Truly? In the midst of this colossal mess that we have made of ourselves and of this loved world that we inhabit? In the midst or among it all? There is joy inexplicable with each sinner that like myself, is coming home where we belong–underneath His everlasting arms. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

O my precious one, I don’t dare to call you brother because you might get offended if I do, but! You really are a precious one in the sight of the Almighty. That’s it. Got to get on with my own assigned task. No telling what am I to write next. We’ll see. Intense love for you and for all remains big time! thiaBasilia. 🙂

Myself? Still In The Fog …?

It’s now Friday, January 4, 2019 at 12:09 pm.

O my Father? I don’t feel good at all! What’s happening? I am coughing. Headache. Cold. What sort of thing is so disturbing my surroundings? The sun is shining outside but in here? Cold and damp.

Maybe I just go ahead to turn off the heat and open the door. I’ll get under the covers. I’ll wait on You to take care of the results. Woke up around 9:30 pm.

Closing This Post …?

It’s now Sunday, January 6, 2019 at 5:16 am.

The storm rages outside, but there is peace in my soul. I still don’t know what to do or where You are leading me in this writing. I had written to my friend. My friend replied. Her reply gave me Your clue on how to continue, but! It’s not going that way.

I am just still cold but not that miserable. I’ll see what or how You lead me in the next few minutes. Maybe I’ll go back to bed. Maybe I need to sleep some more. I wound up taking care of all dreadful neglected chores. What a blessing!

This all shall continue in the next posts. Perhaps Part 5. I don’t know yet. For now? Intense love for you and for all. thiaBasilia.

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How To Impact The World With The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High? Part 2 …

 

Recap To Update And Begin Anew For This 2019 Year …?

Where Was I Yesterday At Sundown? Rambling. Not Knowing Which Way To Go …

Good word came to me, but! Not much change of mind and heart. I Continued With My Rambling …?

Sunday, December 30, 2018 now at 2:13 pm.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? I just heard Your loving voice reminding me what You told me at the beginning of this day. Quote:

“Yahushua’s Ministry Has Begun In Your Life From Now On.”

Wow! What Was Yahushua’s Ministry?

The people who sat (dwelt enveloped) in darkness have seen a great Light, and for those who sat in the land and shadow of death Light has dawned.

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. 

How Yahushua’s Ministry Applies To Me, My Father?

Sunday, December 30, 2018 at 5:19 pm.

Father? Now I see it. Now I don’t. I need a unique headline to impact with the power of Your love and wisdom. Ha! How to impact the world with the power of love and wisdom from on high? Let’s see.

Cold and Discouraged went to sleep …

At this point? I was so cold and discouraged I figured to sleep on it. It was 6:11 pm. I slept on and off until the next day. I woke up and? The headline popped clear in my mind. Wow!

Now I See Big Time, How Yahushua’s Ministry Applies To Me …?

Monday, December 31, 2018 at 6:11 am

Wow! Talking about a headline to impact the world with the power of Your love and wisdom? O my Father! You are really on top of it all in this beloved world of yours.

That headline? Not only impacting the world but!

Impacting me as well. Wow! It’s published. It’s working, and? I’m back on top of the world with You my Father. I worship You every day more so!

Monday, December 31, 2018 now at 1:19 pm

In a previous post on December 17 I ended with these words, quote:

Now? There Is Soundness And Value In My Conclusions. Why …?

Simple. My season is here to gather all that I have had to tear in my season to tear. Isn’t that something neat, dear Reader. Aren’t you glad you have bumped into this blog? I’m glad too for your faithful visits and followings.

Hello Especial Human Being Inhabiting The World …

Guess what? Since that last post? I have written, written, written, but! No inclination to post. Why? Nothing was jibing. Same words, words, words, but! Father had me covered.

Father knew the moment I would cease my frenzied to write and write. He knew the exact day and time His voice was to penetrate my thick human carcass with the killer headline to impact us all. The beauty of it all?

The meaning of, “Yahushua’s Ministry Has Begun In Your Life From Now On.”

No longer the journal of my life. No longer the details of His work within my being. Anew! Fresh! Yahushua’s  Ministry in my life. Not me imitating Yahushua’s Ministry, but!

Yahushua’s Ministry To The Almighty’s Beloved World—The  World That I Inhabit …

Yes indeed! Yahushua’s Ministry is impacting me big time! Starting fresh for sure. The fact? There Is A Season For Everything Under The Sun.

Let’s pick it up paying mind to that lovely voice crying in the wilderness of the multitude. That lovely voice is now heard among the wilderness of the multitude.

How To Impact The World With The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High? Part 2 …

Hello World! The Lovely Voice Crying Among The Wilderness Of The Multitude Continues…

Monday, December 31, 2018 now at 3:07 pm.

I am ready to listen. Ready to apply what that lovely voice is crying about. What about you dear fellow inhabitant of this so loved world? That lovely voice cries out, quote:

I SAID in my mind, Come now, I will prove you with mirth and test you with pleasure; so have a good time [enjoy pleasure]. But this also was vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility)! [Luk 12:19-20]

I said of laughter, It is mad, and of pleasure, What does it accomplish?

I searched in my mind how to cheer my body with wine—yet at the same time having my mind hold its course and guide me with [human] wisdom—and how to lay hold of folly, till I might see what was good for the sons of men to do under heaven all the days of their lives.

I made great works; I built myself houses, I planted vineyards. I made for myself gardens and orchards and I planted in them all kinds of fruit trees.

I made for myself pools of water from which to water the forest and make the trees bud.

I bought menservants and maidservants and had servants born in my house.

Also I had great possessions of herds and flocks, more than any who had been before me in Jerusalem.

I also gathered for myself silver and gold and the treasure of kings and of the provinces.

I got for myself men singers and women singers, and the delights of the sons of men—concubines very many. [1Ki 9:28; 1Ki 10:10, 1Ki 10:14, 1Ki 10:21]

So I became great and increased more than all who were before me in Jerusalem.

Also my wisdom remained with me and stood by me.

And whatever my eyes desired I kept not from them; I withheld not my heart from any pleasure, for my heart rejoiced in all my labor, and this was my portion and reward for all my toil.

Then I looked on all that my hands had done and the labor I had spent in doing it, and behold, all was vanity and a striving after the wind and a feeding on it, and there was no profit under the sun. [Mat 16:26]

So I turned to consider [human] wisdom and madness and folly; for what can the man do who succeeds the king? Nothing but what has been done already.

Then I saw that even [human] wisdom [that brings sorrow] is better than [the pleasures of] folly as far as light is better than darkness.

The wise man’s eyes are in his head, but the fool walks in darkness; and yet I perceived that [in the end] one event happens to them both. [Pro 17:24]

Then said I in my heart, As it happens to the fool, so it will happen even to me. And of what use is it then for me to be more wise?

Then I said in my heart, This also is vanity (emptiness, vainglory, and futility)! For of the wise man, the same as of the fool, there is no permanent remembrance, since in the days to come all will be long forgotten.

And how does the wise man die? Even as the fool! So I hated life, because what is done under the sun was grievous to me; for all is vanity and a striving after the wind and a feeding on it.

And I hated all my labor in which I had toiled under the sun, seeing that I must leave it to the man who will succeed me. [Psa 49:10]

And who knows whether he will be a wise man or a fool? Yet he will have dominion over all my labor in which I have toiled and in which I have shown myself wise under the sun.

This is also vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility)! So I turned around and gave my heart up to despair over all the labor of my efforts under the sun.

For here is a man whose labor is with wisdom and knowledge and skill; yet to a man who has not toiled for it he must leave it all as his portion.

This also is vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility) and a great evil! For what has a man left from all his labor and from the striving and vexation of his heart in which he has toiled under the sun?

For all his days are but pain and sorrow, and his work is a vexation and grief; his mind takes no rest even at night. This is also vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility)!

There is nothing better for a man than that he should eat and drink and make himself enjoy good in his labor. Even this, I have seen, is from the hand of the Almighty.

For who can eat or who can have enjoyment any more than I can—apart from Him? For to the person who pleases Him the Almighty gives wisdom and knowledge and joy; but to the sinner He gives the work of gathering and heaping up, that he may give to one who pleases the Almighty. This also is vanity and a striving after the wind and a feeding on it.  (Ecclesiastes 2:1-26)

In suspense until the next time …

Monday, December 31, 2018 now at 6:44 pm.

Father? I’m in suspense. I’m listening, and? Reflection on what I am listening to. Father? All these things You have shown to me, and? You have compelled me to write and publish them.

Now? In the last few weeks You have shaken all there was to be shaken out of me. My suspense? How do all of these things apply to Yahushua’s Ministry in my life?

My Father replied. The reply shall be in the content of Part 3 or the next message for tomorrow. Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

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How To Overcome All Inharmonious Circumstances In Our Lives …?

No Kidding. It’s All Possible. It’s As Simple As Waiting For Your Turn ….?

From The Dining Room In My Soul …

Thursday, November 8, 2018 at 9:16 am.

Let’s See. Where Do I Begin To Share This Matter? The Best Place …?

Yes, I know dear Reader, I repeat myself throughout my writings. Why? Simple. I write on the same subject presented as things repeatedly come to mind.

Will try to sleep, the mouse is falling off my hand. 9:25 am. Slept for a couple hours. Woke up. Fixed what to eat and drink. Back to work. Slept again for good part of the afternoon.

Life Is In The Air. It Sets In The Pollen Of The Flowers. The Bees Catch It Make Honey. Honey Is Life …?

Friday, November 9, 2018 at 2:11 am.

There is life in the honey I consume.

Last night? For some reason what I ate around 7 pm did not set right in my stomach. I got me a ‘stomach ache’. I cried unto my Father for help.

Honey, Sleep, Nutrition? All to Restore my Health …?

It came to me to go back to sleep. Slept until around 11 pm. Woke up dreaming that I was in some type of seminar to learn about food? Not sure, but!

I vividly remember the speaker. He was a small fellow perhaps oriental. He entered the room and went straight to the black board. With one sweep of his hand? He drew an abstract representing air, and? Spoke.

His statement? “Life Is In The Air. It Sets In The Pollen Of The Flowers. The Bees Catch It And Make Honey.” Need to go back to sleep, my eyes are closing. 2:37 am.

Been up since around 11 pm last night. Woke up at 2:11 am on Friday, November 9, 2018. Got busy creating and optimizing graphics, plus?

My Content? Prepared By The Father/Creator ….?

Plus? Listening to instructions on how to create a course. O my Father? You are leading this child of Yours.

Somehow? It looks like You have been preparing my content all this time without me realizing it.

A Course To Wake Up Your People, O Mighty One? ….

Now? Perhaps writing a course will be a way You have to wake up Your people?

I wait on Your leading me on this matter as You do with all my doings. Sleep is overtaking me. 10:08 pm.

Saturday, November 10, 2018 at 2:02 am.

What Gives My Father ….?

Woke up about an hour ago. Christian Mickelsen with the link to his gifted program.

Again, What gives, my Father? …

Wow! Again, Where are You leading me, my Father? I refuse to get hooked in any program not coming from You.

My Father’s Response ….?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You so delight My Being with the lack of trust on yourself. Not only lack of trust on yourself but! Lack of trust on the human mind, period.

  1. How have you come to that conclusion?
  2. What made you give up your great ambitions of your past?
  3. How did you hit the bottom of your addictions?

Rehashed Questions…?

Those are the three questions rehashed by numerous great men and woman now in the lime light of success telling their stories, but!

The SOBER ANSWER? MY TICKET TO GREATER SUCCESS ….?

What happens after the great success achieved by sharing their experiences? The answer to that question is your ticket to a greater success than all success achievers.

Flowing With The Creator’s Spirit ….?

Continue to flow with My Spirit as you follow the especial success achievers I send to your Inbox on the daily basis.

Why The Especial Ones In My Inbox ….?

These especial ones are what they call ‘your niche’. Beginning with Christian Mickelsen and company?

Don’t forget Rebecca Matter, Derek Murphy, Bryan Cohen, Nina Amir — the first ones I sent to you that have responded to you with their help.

Even if you do not hear from them in a personal way to help you anymore. Reason why you do not hear from them anymore?

They Are Watching You ….?

They are waiting to see if I come through with My Promises to you. Christian Mickelsen and company? I have something greater for them yet to come.

Fear Not, My Precious Child, I Am In Control Of It All.

  • How are you feeling right now? Has your discomfort subsided?
  • Are you finding your way among the daily disappointments with your people?
  • Is there not an awesome response from your heart to Me no matter how bleak the circumstances in your moment?
  • Do you understand now what is the meaning of My peace that surpasses all human understanding?

Well, many are answering those questions but! Are their answers of eternal value even in the best of the success achieved?

That’s the most valuable content that I have created in your life. Even so?

I have given this content to other especial vessels, but not many have grasped My doings in their lives yet.

That’s my purpose for the content in your life.

Go on My child. Go on. I am with you. I never leave nor forsake you.

Soon. Sooner than you expect? It will all come together for you. Rejoice! Be glad! Your redemption draws night.”

 

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? How can I not respond to You with the immense gratitude that fills my heart at the sound of Your words to me?

I’m going on with hope in my heart now more than ever before. You are an awesome Yah. Thanks for Your power to wait on You. In silence? I worship You.

Much love. thiaBasilia.

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HOW CAN WE OVERCOME THE LACK OF COMMUNICATION …?

In My Experience? Impossible! In The Creator’s Plans? He Is Working It All Out For Our Good….?

From the Presence of the Father/Creator in my soul ….?

Tuesday, 6 November 2018 now at 12:15 pm.

No Change That I Can See. Same Monotonous Cycle On And On ….?

Father? I am not getting much of a response in the last post so far, but! Whatever the post goes viral or not? You are in control of it all. In Your time it all shall come to pass just as You have it planned. Sleepy. Bed at 12:19 pm.

I slept until 3 pm. It’s now Tuesday, November 6, 2018 at 4:28 pm. I am not feeling up the part. My body is still hurting. I ran out of gas, and? Don’t know when or if I’ll get that gas today. Even so? I heard:

“Why are you cast down O my soul?”

I thought those words were written in Psalms 27, so I pulled it, but? Not exactly what I was looking for. So? I searched for the words. I found them in a familiar Psalms 42.

Yes! The Written Words Is How The Creator Communicates With Us, But …?

Those words are dead in the pages of the books we read by the understanding of our minds. Those words can only come alive by the power of the Creator’s Spirit within each one of us individually.

That does not mean that we are not to read the Bible. Not at all. Instead it means we are to heed the warnings given to keep us from depending on our minds and feelings about those words.

The Stumbling Block? To Ignore Such Fact And Insist In Our Ways And Traditions ….?

Ordinarily? We think that by studying and memorizing the Scriptures we are automatically transformed into the righteousness that pleases our Creator, but! It is not so?

Simple Observation Of What We Are Doing And The Results Of Our Doings Prove Such Fact …?

The myriad of different interpretations, different beliefs, all kinds of groups, multitude of inspiring messages that leads us to perpetuate our staunch stands by the power of our understanding?

It all has become an abomination in the sight of our Creator. Read it in Isaiah chapter 1; 30; Then we have John 5:39-44; Romans chapters 1-3 for starters.

Not My Opinion; My Inspiration; My Belief Or Anything Of Mine. Fact. That’s All…

Living Among The Locals In The Land Where The Scriptures Originated? Reality Sets In….?

Not so with all, but! The Creator is a personal as well as a corporate Mighty One. He deals with each one of us separately. For me?

My Father brought me here to judge me face to face for my former religious more than for my former sinful ways. My sins? He has removed them, but my religious ways?

My religious ways of the past? A stench unto His nostrils …?

A stench unto His nostrils, not so with my peers and loved ones whom consider me a ‘good Christian woman’. Ha! What a misconception. We call evil good and good evil.

To Many My Coming Here Meant I Was Abandoning My Family On A Whim ….?

My rude awakening! I was so sure my decision to answer my call to come here was going to be applauded. Ha! Talking about the accuracy of the Scriptures? Read Romans 10 and think about me.

But that’s all part of my Father’s judging me face to face. No kidding. Never in a million years could I have attained the peaceful and harmonious life I now live regardless of my outward conditions.

And that’s all what the journal of my life is all about. All has been recorded live. No chance to alter or embellish the content of my journal.

Does My Father Talk And Leads Me In All Matters?

No question about it. It’s uncanny the way He talks to me. It’s like living in the presence of a real earthly father. He does not talk to me in symbols or words that I need to figure out for myself. Instead?

He clarifies all those mysterious passages in the written Scriptures. He then applies those words to my present circumstances. That empowers me to act as per those words.

what’s more? He speaks to me in dreams and visions that He interprets or leads me to search for an interpretation that He choose to get His message to me clear iSo?

I Quote The Scriptures He Gives To Me At The Moments When I Need Them Most ….?

I mean to share the words He quickens to me whether I need encouragement to go on; comfort when I am hurting; or?

Correction to set me in the right track to the highest of moral excellence and mature character that He demands of us.

This time? I needed comfort for my painful body and lack of heat to warm me up. Of course, for a moment there? I set my eyes on the discomfort rather than in my blessings. So? He gave me Psalms 42.

Why Are You Cast Down, O My Soul?

Psalms 42:1-11

AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Father. My inner self thirsts for You Almighty, for the living Almighty Creator of my being. When shall I come and behold the face of the living Almighty Creator of my being? [Joh 7:37; 1Th 1:9-10]

My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your Creator?

These things I [earnestly] remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of the Almighty [like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song], with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the living Almighty Creator of our beings and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my living Almighty Creator of my being.

O my Father, my life is cast down upon me [and I find the burden more than I can bear]; therefore will I [earnestly] remember You from the land of the Jordan [River] and the [summits of Mount] Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

[Roaring] deep calls to [roaring] deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

Yet the Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the living Almighty Creator of my being, of my life.

I will say to the living Almighty Creator of my being—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

As with a sword [crushing] in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your living Almighty Creator of your being?

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the living Almighty Creator of my being and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Almighty Father/Creator of my being.

Exactly how I am feeling and what I am doing—praising You my Father. You are the help of my sad countenance, and the Almighty Father/Creator of my being.

Wednesday, November 7, 2018 now at 10:02 am. 12:48 am. 3:17 am. How am I to stay awake under this uncomfortable situation, my Father? I heard,

Go fix you your power tea. It all will come to you while you fix and drink that tea. My servant David is a portrait of yourself. Psalms 139, 91, 37, 27, 31, 25, and? At this moment? Psalms 42 reaches my heart from your heart.

Go on My precious thiaBasilia. Go on! Like David? You are a child after My heart. As per My written words?

….And because you My child—My beloved thiaBasilia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you; I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never!

And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you; I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you. With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!”

Wow! I just finish drinking that tea. Talking about power to listen and obey? Power to wait on my Master Father/Creator of my being—Master Redeemer of my soul? Like magic it’s all mine! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

So? That’s how we can overcome the lack of communication with the Creator and with our own selves? Ah! That power tea! That’s the secret! Nay! NO! Nay! Then? How?

Let me explain what is coming to this mind of mine as the Creator is giving it to me.

In the natural? We always miss the mark. Regardless! In the Spirit?

  1. He is always there for me, for us all.
  2. He never ever leaves us even when we leave Him.
  3. He continuously talks to us even when we ignore or take Him for granted.
  4. He never infringes upon our wills.
  5. He always let us mount our own horses of wilfully doing what we understand with our natural minds despite the fact He tells us in many ways not to depend in our own understanding.
  6. He let us mount that rebellion horse. He let us enjoy the temporary exhilaration of that mount until? That mount throws us to the dirty grounds of corruption.
  7. There, down on those dirty grounds? You’ll find yourself alone. All decency? The preciousness of a virtuous life. The excellency of character? Gone! Not to be found any longer. Alone! Like a flag pole upon a lonely hill.

Thank goodness! Your words in Isaiah 30 are the most awesome words in the whole written world!

In awe I ponder. I pause. I reflect in the immensity of Your Being, O Mighty One!

  • YOU? The Ever Existent ONE. The Almighty Creator of the Universe et all including ourselves and Satan.
  • YOU? Waiting on us?
  • YOU? Letting Your tears profusely flow to see us on the road to death go?
  • YOU? With the power to destroy us instantaneously, instead?
  • YOU earnestly waiting for us. Waiting for what? WOW! Quote:

Isaiah 30:18

And therefore, the Master, earnestly waits, expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore, He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.

For the Master is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who, earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him, for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship! [Joh 14:3, Joh 14:27; 2Co 12:9; Heb 12:2; 1Jn 3:16; Rev 3:5]

That’s how and when we are empowered to overcome the lack of communication. We must go to the process until? He lifts Himself up! But! It’s all a matter of His timing. And?

In The Economy Of Our Lives? Not A Second Is Wasted! …?

Only He knows when and how it’s all to happen. And? In the economy of our lives? He does not waste a second. No matter the extent of our sinful rebellion? He’ll turn it to righteousness. Quote:

Isaiah 1:18

Come now, and let us reason together, says the Master. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be like wool.

Joy inexplicable fills my being. So much for worrying about the sins of our youth. So much for worrying about the sins of our children. No more worries. No more problems. Ha! really?

Where is my gas? I’m hurting! The constant reminder of those sins You have forgotten? Where is the abundance You promised me? No problems? No worries? What You call all of that, my Father?

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Your childish worries amuse Me.

How are you feeling now? Was it that tea that helped you? How silly!

What about the abundance of My supplies? Didn’t I promise abundance that you will not have room enough to store, exactly as it is now with the supplies I provide for you?

What about your monitor? What about your printer? What about your cover? Above it all?

What about My Presence in your heart, in your life, in all your doings?

Indeed! No problems that I cannot solve for you. No need to worry and panic regardless the most trying of circumstances.

No need to guess or expect My answers to be anything you can imagine.

Go on My precious child! Relax. But come to Me even with the most childish worries and fears inevitable in this insanity ridden world.

That’s the only way You can overcome not only the lack of communication but also the lack of everything else.

What’s Happening Now?

The time is here. My timing is here. These lines you are writing and publishing?

Shall reach the hearts of so many souls impossible for you to imagine. So?

That’s what I call all that you think to be a problem, something to worry about.

Go on! Literally leap and dance joyfully! It will warm not only your body but also it’ll refresh your inner being.

Rejoice and be glad! I am with you. I never ever leave or forsake you. End of my Father’s words for now.

Until next time? Much love to all. thiaBasilia. :-)

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One More Stepping-Stone Up Into Our Blissful Future ….?

This is one of the covers I will be using to illustrate the subsequent posts on the series of books titled, The Family A True Story or? The story of a woman that came from the shambles of dysfunction? To the harmonious, peaceful life that I now enjoy.
I am now figuring out how to compile the volumes to include on The Family A True Story to publish it as a series of volumes. Plus optimizing, editing, formatting, and so on to make these series worthy of the message Father is delivering to His beloved children. Much love, thiaBasilia

From The Dining Room Of My Soul I am to feed ye all …?

Here I Am My Father! Send Me ….?

Monday, October 8, 2018 at 6:13 am

Here I am my Father, at the 6th hour on this 8th day of the 10th month in this 2018 year. The meaning for my day? Let me see what You have in mind for me to record after a little while.

For now? I’m optimizing the graphic You brought to mind since last night. It’s now Monday, October 8, 2018 at 9:02 am.

It seems that I always come back to check this journal around the 9th hour. Wonder why? It’s now Monday, October 8, 2018 at 2:24 pm. Very sleepy. Heading for bed. I wait on You!

Never Do What I Want Or Intent To Do For Good Reason As It Turns Out To Be …?

O well! Sleep didn’t come. I headed for the kitchen and cleaned everything. It’s now Monday, October 8, 2018 at 4:14 pm. I will now resume the formatting of The Family—A—True Story.

Ha! I didn’t get too far with the formatting. Sleep overcame my good intentions. I crashed in bed. Slept so sound that?

I Woke Up From Another Zone! Hahaha! Halleluyah! …?

On waking up some 3 hours later? Had no conception of time or anything. It felt like I been sleeping for a century. I sat on the side of my bed bewildered.

After a while? I slowly got up. I walked to the bathroom. The phone rang. Ahmad on the line. I come to my senses. It’s only 7:30 pm why do I fill that I slept for a century? Maybe I did. Mystery. Hahaha!

Here We Go With The Numbers In The Date Again …?

It’s now Monday, October 8, 2018 at 10:41 pm. Ha! Here we go with the numbers in the date. Almost the end of this 10th hour of the 8th day in the 10th month of this 2018 year. Let’s see.

  1. The Number Ten stands for Law, Testing, and Representation.
  2. The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles

Will continue on waking up. Sleepy again. Heading for bed. Hope You give Your beloved sleep. I wait on You. It’s now Monday, 8 October 2018 at 11:09 pm.

Stepping Up! …?

Tuesday, 9 October 2018 at 3:51 am.

Wow! It’s now Tuesday, 9 October 2018 at 3:55 am. Can you believe it? One more stepping stone up to my blissful future. Correction: OUR blissful future! Are you with me, dear Reader of these lines?

From The Dining Room In My Soul ….?

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? From The Dining Room in My Soul You have prepared me to feed Your people with the testimony of Your Presence in the throne of my heart!

Here I Am! Send Me, My Father ….?

Indeed! Yesterday? The beginning of a new TODAY for me. A renewed cycle of the work of Your doings in my heart began yesterday on the 11th hour of the 8th day in the 10th month of this 2018 year. Let’s see.

  1. The Number Ten stands for Law, Testing, and Representation.
  2. The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles

Now Keep In Mind …?

About the Number Ten—When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.

About the Number Eight—The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning. The number ‘8’ speaks clearly of the beginning of another cycle, which is the pattern of scripture.

Our Creator, contrary to Greek thinking, thinks and reveals in cycles and not in dispensational leaps. One such example is our week.

Scripturally, the week goes from Shabbat to Shabbat. Each week begins on the eve of Shabbat and ends on the eve of Shabbat.

The beginning of the first day is also the beginning of the 8th day, but is kept in context with the Shabbat cycle.

The 8th Day Signifies A ‘Renewed’ Beginning.

Yes! ‘RENEWED’ beginning for sure. After my three hours of sleep? I woke up renewed! I kicked away. My legs, my arms went up like scissors cutting through the waves of inexplicable joy!

I sat for a minute. Got up! The words just flowed out of my mouth with gusto! “TODAY is my new day that began yesterday at the 11th hour!”

Father Sets My Mind …?

That was my mind set on when You, my Father? Sent me to bed. This time? No problem to fall asleep. No problem at all! No more to wake up lamenting in pain! Wow!

Short Version Of This Matter …?

But what all these numbers mean my Father? How are You revealing my life to all with the number sequence in my life? Please, my Father give a short version of this matter for the benefit of Your children.

My Father Responds …?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? From the Dining Room Of your Soul. From the throne of your heart now My throne? You are to feed My people with the testimony of My doings within you. Why?

O My child, My precious child! My people are weary. My people are fed-up with the humdrum of life on this insanity ridden world.

Even more so? My people are fed-up with the insanity of it all. I have heard My people’s cry for help. I have surely seen the affliction of My people.

I Have Heard My People’s Cry ….?

I have heard their cry because of their taskmasters and oppressors; for I know their sorrows and sufferings and trials in a greater scale of what My children know.

And I have come down to deliver them out of the hand of the powers to be that unbeknown to them? Are in full control of this world for now.

My Aim?

I aim is to bring them up out of that controlled world into a land good and large, a land flowing with milk and honey—a land of plenty.

Now behold, the cry of My people has come to Me. I have also seen how the powers to be oppress them. Come now therefore?

I Am Sending You My Child …?

I am sending you through the waves of the Internet that you may bring forth My people out of such controlled world.

  • Do you see it, My child?
  • Do you see the importance of the sequence of the numbers as I apply them to your life.
  • Do you see My design and purpose for My beloved people?”

Yes! I see it, my Father. Let all see it as well. What a Mighty Yah You are! HalleluYah!

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

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Sober Not Hysterical. Can You Believe It ….?

Bookmark. Two Posts To Be Read At Your Own Leisure. Please don’t hit the like button if you don’t intent to read the content. Thank you. Much love, regardless, thia. :-)

angry face
Anger makes for an ugly face as well as rotten attitude, but! It serves the moment sometimes….

Tuesday, August 14, 2018 at 8:01 pm.

Again? I’m Here With My Distress My Father ….?

Father? This is my life in Your Presence. Hearing a pompous interviewer making such irrelevant questions and remarks about one of your front-line workers?

I don’t know what or how to express the utter disgust with the lack of reverence of Your Majesty as the young woman is sharing such Majesty.

Questions like, “Did you know that we were praying for you?” “Did you feel our prayers?” “What Scriptures sustained you?”

How insensitive! Always looking to exalt the carnal self. How ignorant! I just can’t find the words that apply to this type of human beings.

I can’t find my sense of humor in this type of colossal tragedy. Going to bed. Perhaps sleep could do me good. It’s 8:28 pm.

Wednesday, August 15, 2018 at 3:41 am.

Slept. Drank. Forgot All About My Distress Of Yesterday ….?

Thanks, my Father! Sleep is helping me. So is the pepper water doing me good. I will now turn off the computer. I will do that major clean-up I been needing to do for days now.

Wednesday, August 15, 2018 at 2:01 pm.

Work. Work. Worked To Exhaustion ….?

I’m still working. Taking a break, my Father to see where am I at with the posting. Well? I need to post, I think, but I’m sleepy, what to do?

Also? I am getting hungry plus I need to finish the work I started in the wee hours of this day. I’ll try to finish. See what You quicken me to do.

Hahaha! Halleluyah! All That Work? Father’s Work To Make Me Forget ….?

Forget what? My distress of yesterday. Wow! My feet were hurting. The pepper water was not doing me any good, but!

I kept at it! Talking about a major clean up? Been so absorbed in my task that my chores took the back sit for the longest.

I had an inch of dust or so it seemed, on my equipment, my piles of printed drafts, my few books, my beautiful plants, everything in my swanky penthouse?

Covered in dust. I still have to deal with my bed-cloth and myself. Anyhow? What did Father quicken me to do?

About My Distress Of Today? Sober Up! Quit Your Hysteria ….?

Yesterday? In my hysterical moment I wrote a few comments I thought to be comical, but! Evidently? The recipients did not have the same sentiment. For everything there is a season, says the Wisdom from above.

Thursday, August 16, 2018 at 1:09 am.

It’s Not Sleep Or The Pepper Water Or The Coffee Or Exercise Or Whatever  Else….?

I’m still sleepy. Going back to bed. It’s now 2:01 am. O well! Sleep did not come, but! I go me my Father’s instructions:

“Go fix you a cup of coffee.” Automatically? I got up to obey His instructions. While fixing the cup of coffee? I heard:

“It is not sleep or the pepper water or the cup of coffee or exercise or whatever else that will help you. It’s your obedience that will do.”

Wow! Reflecting on that line? I fixed the coffee. Continued to sweeten it up. It came to me. “You need honey right now.”

Learn The Meaning Of Obedience ….?

Wow! Like magic! I feel much better, how ‘bout that? What is it that I am to learn from all of this, my Father?

“My child, My precious child. Obedience or submission to the most important of all My commandments is the lesson I am now teaching you.

Whatever for?

Have you not learned to obey Me? Are you not keeping My first and most important of the commandments?

My child, it is because you have learned to obey Me. You are indeed keeping My first commandment.

The Covenant. Its Deep Inner Meaning ….?

Therefore? I am showing you My covenant and revealing to you its deep, inner meaning.

Most Of My Children Are Not Keeping My First And Most Important Of The Commandments.

Most of My children, even the elect ones are not doing so. Most all My children are keeping their own understanding of all My commandments. Thus?

The Diversity Going On Nowadays ….?

O My child, My precious thiaBasilia? Your human nature has tricked you to try one thing or the other to resolve your troublesome moments, but!

I Did Not Let You Succeed In Your Tries ….?

Not any more try outs by My design and purpose for your life, but!. Your human nature did not change when you were born again. Remember the written words:

The Human Nature Remain Even After The New Birth ….?

John 3:5-6 AMPC+

Yahushua answered, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, unless a man is born of water and even the Spirit, he cannot ever enter the kingdom of the Almighty.

What is born of from the flesh is flesh, of the physical is physical; and what is born of the Spirit is spirit.

It’s The New Nature That Is Born Again That Counts….?

John 6:63 AMPC+

It is the Spirit Who gives life, He is the Life-giver; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever, there is no profit in it. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

The Written Words Cannot Be More Clear Than Those Are.

Only My children either ignore them or supplant them with their own version of such words as well as the versions from the leaders nowadays. Even so?

You Must Experience Your Own Version Of My Words To Appreciate My Version ….?

Even so? I am in control of it all. It’s necessary to experience your own version of My words to appreciate My version.

That’s why I let you suffer from your human reactions. For you are human.

From Whence Comes Your Hysteria ….?

Your human nature is what reacts to My words with emotional hysterical bursts of laughter or? Your interpretation of My daily directions to you. My words to you the day before were,

‘Again, I say, rejoice! And don’t forget to keep up with your ‘pepper water’—the extreme I send to you for good reason—to make you laugh amid your bodily discomforts.”

You See It, My Child?

My reason for the pepper water was to make you laugh amid your bodily discomforts. It was not to heal and resolve those discomforts. Only to make you laugh amid them.

Again, It’s Your Obedience That Counts In My Sight.

When you react with such enthusiasm about the pepper water? It’s only your human nature’s reaction, but! You do not realize how easily you could place the pepper water in the throne of your heart.

The same thing with exercise or sleep or anything else I send your way to teach you the meaning of obedience.”

Wow! What A Lesson To Learn! What Now, My Father?

Am I going to suffer this miserable state and condition of my body for the rest of my days until Yahushua’s return? I heard:

“”O My precious thiaBasilia! You are so especial to Me? Indeed! Are you not living the abundant life amid all bodily discomforts, disappointments, lack of human fellowship, lack of all the luxuries of your past?

Am I Not Delighted With Your Obedience Despite It All?

Have I not promised you to satisfy the deepest longings in your heart? Pause. Reflect. O My precious thiaBasilia, as you hear My words, where is your despondency of a moment ago?”

Ah! My Father! I Get It!

And for a minute there? I thought about to fix another cup of coffee to make feel even better than what the one You told me to fix. Duh! I’ll go fix me some eats. That’s what I am hearing now.

What A Lesson Learned! Thanks, My Father.

Thanks. My appetite has returned. All is well for the moment anyhow, but! O what joy it is to follow what You tell me to do at any given moment.

O Man! There I Go Again ….?

Guess I’ll fix and eat then go back to sleep? O man! There I go. Ahead of You with my doings. Duh!  No need for guessing’s. All needed is the obedience to Your moment by moment instructions. Thus, is the inexplicable joy of living in Your Presence.”

Don’t Know What To Do Next ….?

Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 5:18 am. Father? What to do? I am sleepy, but Ahmad could come to help me move that cover. I could miss his knocking again.

Alright! It came to me to prepare my cover to move it. Mission accomplished. Now I wait on You for what to do next?

Burst Of Anger Directed At My Father ….?

It’s now Thursday, August 16, 2018 at 9:22 am. I waited and waited until I realized I was waiting for Ahmad to show up to help me. It didn’t happen

So? I decided to go to sleep, but! Before I knew what I was doing? Tears began to flow as I cried unto my Father:

“Why I do this my Father? Why am I hoping for Ahmad to help me knowing that it can’t be done? I need sleep. Maybe when I wake up I’ll have enough strength to take care of this matter myself!”

O my Father? You know that was a fit of anger towards You, but! You let stew until this very moment.

Renewing my Anger ….?

Now I am crying again because I am stuck! I had the strength to pull everything apart. Strength to clean the awful mess that the setup had become, but!

Now? I don’t have the materials to cover the blocks. I don’t have any more strength to pull this thing together anyhow. And I don’t know what to do!

Guess I’m still angry with You for not helping me with Ahmad or anyone else’s help. What am I to do my Father?

What was I to do? Explode this time! ….?

Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 3:14 pm. What was I to do? Explode! Tears of anger and frustration began to flow profusely. It came to me:

“Call Ahmad. Let him see your state and condition because of his neglect.”

I obeyed. I don’t think it did any good, but! only You know what’s going on with Ahmad. You are in control of it all.

Thank You for letting me explode.

No need for suppress anger. Your word says, ‘Be angry and sin not. Don’t let your anger go past sundown.’

I stopped working on the cover setup. I did one thing or the other. After a while? I fell asleep for a couple of hours.

Father shows me the solution on waking up ….?

Ha! I woke up. Calmly? I assessed the situation. Suddenly! I saw the solution if only temporary until You provide me some help on Your timing not mine.

Thanks, my Father. I can now cook and see what I am cooking. You have a reason for all the inconveniences in this apartment despite all monies spent to no avail.

What am I to learn …?

What are You teaching me, my Father with all these new developments in my daily living in Your Presence?

“I am teaching you what it means to depend on Me 100% without reservations for all to see.

About The Comments And Your Hysteria?

Not necessary in the skim of your eternal life. I am giving you the power to be consistent with My will for you.

I am your portion. No need to beg for portions from the human element.

When You Ask Or Get Upset For The Lack Of Comments?

You are asking for man’s approval or disapproval. You need not such. Same with your hysteria. The human nature tends to hysteria either way—up or down circumstances.

Hysteria Lacks Wisdom My Wisdom That Is ….?

Such is not for you. Hysteria lacks wisdom—My wisdom. But why I let you go on hysterically? So you can see the negative results caused by it.

When your readers do not get hysterical like you do? It has made you realized what I intended for you to realize.

The Results ….?

You are now empowered to refrain from exhibiting yourself hysterically.

All Is Now Well Again With Your Soul ….?

Rejoice, My precious thiaBasilia. Your obedience and dependence on Me 100% continue to delight My Being.

Go On! Post This Matter. It’s Part Of My PLAN ….?

It’s part of My PLAN OF RESTORATION TO THE ORIGINAL INTENT FOR YOUR CREATION—TO BE LOVED. TO LOVE. MY CHERISH FAMILY FOREVER TO BE!

Behold! The Power Of My Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon You All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!”

Joy inexplicable minus hysteria fills my heart this time. I am sober and wiser by the power of my Father’s love and wisdom not by my own doings.
Meantime and until the next post? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.

Second Post ….

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Trials. Tribulations in this world are inevitable. But! do not fear ….?

Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 11:11 pm. O my Father! You know this is the end of a very hard day. No only the work but the battle with anger towards You. Why have You forsaken me?

Ending A Hard Day ….?

Thanks for sending me Yazeed. He helped me to finish the job quickly. But mainly? His cheerful attitude just flooded me. Thank You. Bless him Father with Your blessings to me.

I am glad, but! I am not hysterical anymore. My help comes from You not from Yazeed.

My Expectations From Mankind Are Now Gone For Good ….?

I do not know what goes with Ahmad but! I am no longer expecting anything from Ahmad or from anyone.

I smell gas when I am close to the stove, even so? Though I have no one to check it for me, You are my Keeper and Protector. I am not afraid anymore.

No Need For Panic. You Are In Control Of It All.

Nothing can harm me. I find myself in a state of calm and security. No fear of any kind. What a blessing!

l am not sleepy, but I am exhausted. I’ll lay down. See if You give me sleep for a long time to recuperate my body.

Reflections On This 3rd Day Of Trial. Conclusion In This Post ….?

Friday, August 17, 2018 at 5:26 am.

Been up for almost one hour. Father? What have I been doing while continuing with the cleanup of this place?

Reflecting. Reflecting on this 3rd day of the trial You have caused for this moment of my life. Why? Why this trial again? I heard:

You Are Not Alone ….?

“My precious child, My thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Remember My words while I walked this insanity ridden world.

I have left you in such world for My good reasons, but! Fear not! I have never left you alone.

To Close This Post Quote And Post Those Words For A Reminder ….?

Quote and post those words for a reminder to yourself and to all I quicken to read such. I will do the rest:

John 16:1-33 AMPC+

Reason For Given Examples ….?

I HAVE told you all these things, so that you should not be offended (taken unawares and falter, or be caused to stumble and fall away). I told you to keep you from being scandalized and repelled.

What We Are To Expect From The Human Element ….?

They will put you out of (expel you from) the synagogues; but an hour is coming when whoever kills you will think and claim that he has offered service to Me.

And they will do this because they have not known the Father or Me.

For Our Remembrance ….?

But I have told you these things now, so that when they occur you will remember that I told you of them. I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you.

His Words Can Fill Our Hearts Sorrow That Turns Into Anger ….?

But now I am going to Him Who sent Me, yet none of you asks Me, Where are You going?

But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts taken complete possession of them.

However ….?

However, I am telling you nothing but the truth when I say it is profitable (good, expedient, advantageous) for you that I go away. Because if I do not go away, the Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Advocate, Intercessor, Strengthener, Standby) will not come to you [into close fellowship with you]; but if I go away, I will send Him to you to be in close fellowship with you.

All Over The World His Spirit Is Now Showing Up ….?

And when He comes, He will convict and convince the world and bring demonstration to it about sin and about righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with God) and about judgment:

The Purpose For My Life? To Demonstrate ….?

About sin, because they do not believe in Me [trust in, rely on, and adhere to Me];

About righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with God), because I go to My Father, and you will see Me no longer;

About judgment, because the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world [Satan] is judged and condemned and sentence already is passed upon him.

Why Is The Journal Of My Life Going Forth Now Not Before ….?

I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now.

But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future].

The Journal—The Purpose For My Life Is To Honor Him ….?

He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me.

Our Doubts And Confusion? Same As It Was Then ….?

So some of His disciples questioned among themselves, What does He mean when He tells us, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me, and, Because I go to My Father?

What does He mean by a little while? We do not know or understand what He is talking about.

Yahushua’s Response Then Is The Same Now ….?

Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

We Weep With Yahushua’s Physical Presence Gone, But!

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy.

A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

Dear Reader? That Time Has Come For Me ….?

And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me [you will need to ask Me no questions]. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name or as presenting all that I AM.

Up to this time you have not asked a single thing in My Name or as presenting all that I AM; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

Amazingly True Of My Life In The Presence Of My Father ….?

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

I Am A Witness Of The Reality Of These Words In My Daily Living ….?

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from God.

A Lifetime For Me To Believe, But! No Regrets ….?

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? Do you believe it at last?

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

Tribulation And Trials And Distress And Frustration? Inevitable ….?

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]” End of quote

Wow! That Is My Life In Retrospect!

Read it before, but! never as impressed as I read them now. In awe of His Majesty? I close this post. Meantime and until the next post? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.

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What’s My Reason? Same As Yours—Working—SELFISHLY? WHO ME….?

 

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, August 3, 2018 at 11:27 pm.

Where Did My Time Go ….?

It’s the end of the day. Father? I almost missed recording today. You know it. I spent the whole day working on The Family A True Story My Story.

I am exhausted. Going to bed. Hope You give Your beloved many hours of sleep to let my body recuperate.

Saturday, August 4, 2018 at 4:13 am.

About the Day of Rest ….?

Father? The 7th Day of the week is here with healing in its wings. Thanks for the few hours of sleep.

I’m now ready to resume the work You have assigned unto me. You always work, so must I.

So much misunderstanding about this day. People rests from physical labor, but! They don’t cease from the work they consider to be the best.

We Humans Have Made You In Our Image ….?

Yahushua came to fulfill the old way of rituals and regulations. He came to fulfill the Law and the Prophets. He reduced it all in two commandments:

You Shall Love The Master Your Almighty With All Your Heart And With All Your Soul And With All Your Mind (Intellect). [Deut. 6:5.] This Is The Great (Most Important, Principal) And First Commandment. And A Second Is Like It: You Shall Love Your Neighbor As You Do Yourself. [Lev. 19:18.] These Two Commandments Sum Up And Upon Them Depend All The Law And The Prophets.

No Matter. We Insist In Keeping The Old Commandments ….?

Human beings insist in ignoring Yahushua’s words. Human beings insist in keeping their miss understanding of the later Scriptures written after Yahushua’s resurrection.

Thus? You Must Go To Church Is The Human’s Commandment. Today and tomorrow the congregating buildings shall be full of human beings with the most outlandish of aberrations about You and Your commandments, but!

That’s all coming to an end sooner than expected. Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation is in effect —to be loved. To love. Your cherished family O Mighty One? Forever to be!

Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

I’m Going To Getter For This ….?

Saturday, August 4, 2018 now at 10:47 am. Alright! I’m going to getter for this, but! I already got it for that!

Regardless! We human beings are SELFISH! We think of me first. My wife. My son. My mule. Us four and nothing more!

Oh? You are not like that? “Distasteful Hypocrisy!!!” Quietly but pointily? Derek Murphy hits the nail in the head! Hahaha!

No Distasteful Hypocrisy Here. Joyfully Working ….?

Been working on the Book. Got a new cover under the belt. Think this is the keeper, but! I done did lots of keepers before, so?

I’ll keep looking up for direction. I know all these covers and new inspirations have all got a place in my Father’s plan for me.

Meantime and until the next post whenever? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.