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I’m Eighty But I Sure Don’t Feel My Age …?

October 28, 2019 2 Comments

I Feel Ageless, But! I Weight Out My Pitiful Stand Among The Young And Strong.

Seniors? Far From The Fountain Of Wisdom We Are To Be Among The Throng.

It’s more of a mud hole that we are among the throng of the young and strong. The seniors’ problem is a sore ashore the sandy beaches of the rich and famous as well as the regular ambitious human to become one of them.

What To Do With Mom And Dad? …

More or less the children take care of mom and dad. They feed, they cloth, they take care of all mom and dad’s physical deficiencies, but! Glean from their wisdom? No time to glean. All time to clean!

Well? At 6:xx Am I Wake Up. Is It Morning Or Night I Don’t See Any Light …?

Get up! Do your thing. Check the inbox for response to the post. What? Two people only responded? But why am I disappointed? Mercy! I’m still hook on human expectations bound to bring me down. Even so?

My Mind Bounces To My Age. I’m Eighty But I Sure Don’t Feel My Age …?

I feel ageless. I go on to think about the many seniors of my acquaintance. I weight out our pitiful stand among the young and strong. Far we are from the fountain of wisdom we could be among the throng.

What Happened, My Master? How Are We In Such Stand In The Land …?

We have become a puddle of mud far from even the resemble of the immensity of Your wisdom You have invested unto us throughout our many years. Heavy thought.

O My Master! What’s Your Purpose For My Waking Up With This Heavy Issue In My Mind …?

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 8:26 am.

No doubt. There is a lesson You aim to teach me today. I need to tune my ear to Your teaching. I need to reflect on the matter while I take care of my chores this morning.

Alright! Cain Came To Mind …?

What was wrong with Cain’s best? The same thing that is still wrong with my best, it was not what was ordered. How is about if I order apples but I get beautiful fancy oranges instead?

I Get It, My Master! On To Read The Story Of Cain Again …

This time I shall read under Your tutelage—the only way I am now assimilating the true meaning of my life’s history recorded in all written tales from the beginning of our time here on earth.

Genesis 4:3-16

And in the course of time Cain brought to the Master an offering of the fruit of the ground.

And Abel brought of the firstborn of his flock and of the fat portions. And the Master had respect and regard for Abel and for his offering, [Heb 11:4]

But for Cain and his offering He had no respect or regard. So Cain was exceedingly angry and indignant, and he looked sad and depressed.

And the Master said to Cain, Why are you angry? And why do you look sad and depressed and dejected?

If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin crouches at your door; its desire is for you, but you must master it.

And Cain said to his brother, Let us go out to the field. And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against Abel his brother and killed him. [1Jn 3:12]

And the Master said to Cain, Where is Abel your brother? And he said, I do not know. Am I my brother’s keeper?

And [the Master] said, What have you done? The voice of your brother’s blood is crying to Me from the ground.

And now you are cursed by reason of the earth, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s [shed] blood from your hand.

When you till the ground, it shall no longer yield to you its strength; you shall be a fugitive and a vagabond on the earth [in perpetual exile, a degraded outcast].

Then Cain said to the Master, My punishment is greater than I can bear.

Behold, You have driven me out this day from the face of the land, and from Your face I will be hidden; and I will be a fugitive and a vagabond and a wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will kill me.

And the Master said to him, Therefore, if anyone kills Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And the Master set a mark or sign upon Cain, lest anyone finding him should kill him.

So Cain went away from the presence of the Master and dwelt in the land of Nod [wandering], east of Eden.

Genesis 6:11-13

The earth was depraved and putrid in the Almighty’s sight, and the land was filled with violence (desecration, infringement, outrage, assault, and lust for power).

And the Almighty looked upon the world and saw how degenerate, debased, and vicious it was, for all humanity had corrupted their way upon the earth and lost their true direction.

The Almighty said to Noah, I intend to make an end of all flesh, for through men the land is filled with violence; and behold, I will destroy them and the land.

What A Lesson For This Day While I Muse In All That I Been Reading …?

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 11:06 am.

No kidding! It’s no longer boring to read all that far fetched genealogy. But still so much to muse about. Mainly? Where and how do I really and for all practical purposes fit in all of what I am reading?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel He’s King Over All!

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 6:38 pm.

The question still remains, Who then can be saved? If the rich cannot stand even the mention of Your name, how then can we be saved? Quote:

Matthew 19:23-30

And Yahushua said to His disciples, Truly I say to you, it will be difficult for a rich man to get into the kingdom of heaven.

Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to go into the kingdom of heaven.

When the disciples heard this, they were utterly puzzled (astonished, bewildered), saying, Who then can be saved [N1from eternal death]?

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

Then Peter answered Him, saying, Behold, we have left [our] all and have become Your disciples [sided with Your party and followed You]. What then shall we receive?

Yahushua said to them, Truly I say to you, in the new age [the Messianic rebirth of the world], when the Son of Man shall sit down on the throne of His glory, you who have [become My disciples, sided with My party and] followed Me will also sit on twelve thrones and judge the twelve tribes of Israel.

And anyone and everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or lands for My name’s sake will receive many [even a hundred] times more and will inherit eternal life.

But many who [now] are first will be last [then], and many who [now] are last will be first [then]

Continue To Muse On All Read …

O my Master! How can I get excited about those words again? I also read the last two chapters in the Book of Revelations. Honestly, I can no longer get excited when I think about Your promises to me. Why?

How Can I Get Excited My Master When I Read The End Of The Wicked …?

How on earth can I contemplate for one second to see somebody burning and myself enjoying a happy life eternal. It’s a troublesome matter to me.

I See All The Evil Around. You Have Shown It To Me …

Day in and day out I search for signs of repentance, but! All I find is happy faces in a religious as well as in the non-religious world. Laughter is placed ahead of mourning.

You Promised, This Time All Nations Shall Know And Fear Your Name …?

What am I to expect my Master? What do You mean? Will the nations fear Your name enough to repent? I don’t want to think about it all but! I can’t stop my thinking and wailing.

Thanks For Your Peace. The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail …

The most corrupted practices at the times of Noah are back. Only Your people have chosen to ignore such fact as well as Your warnings about them. Why?

I See It. You are aware of The Plight Of Your People …?

For You know, should Your people pay mind to the evil going on, mental insanity should be even more prevalent than it is now. So? They chose to amuse themselves to preserve their sanity.

But You Have Chosen Some Of Us To Do The Mourning …

What a realization! What an honor! Amazing are Your ways. You have cleansed and healed my mind and body, but! The wailing prevails because You have chosen me to mourn for the ones that fail to do so. Why?

You Aim To Restore Us To The Original Intent For Our Creation, But! …

Unless You intervene with Your example of the work You are doing in my life, many souls would be lost, and? It’s not the will of the Father that You should lose any of all that He has given You. Quote:

John 6:35-39

Yahushua replied, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more (at any time).

But [as] I told you, although you have seen Me, still you do not believe and trust and have faith.

All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].

For I have come down from heaven not to do My own will and purpose but to do the will and purpose of Him Who sent Me.

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

John 6:63-65

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Jesus knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father. End of quote.

Master? I’m Coming To You. Reformatting? Tough Job…

Friday, October 25, 2019 at 4:14 pm.

Perhaps it’s the time of the day. I do need to sleep. I wait on You. Wow! I slept on and off until after 11 pm! I woke up from a dream. Ahmad standing by the window put a brand-new shinny fancy pocketknife in front of me. Amazing meaning!

O My Master! About The Changes Going On In My Relationships …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 12:52 am.

You are most certainly preparing me for all those changes. Before the dream, I laid in bed for a long time. Tears flowing copiously as I consider my relationship with Ahmad and my beloved children.

I Wailed In Bed Thinking That Ahmad Had Given Up On Me, Why? …

If Ahmad gives up on me that would mean that all the amazing work You have accomplished could be only a fantasy of mine and not true. That’s enough to make me wail in the agony of defeat.

But, O My Master! Though I Stumble In Agonizing Doubt And Fear Of Defeat …

You quickly grasp my hand to steady my steps. What a wonder! I woke up in wonder of Your meaning with such strange vivid dream. After a while I looked up the meaning. Your meaning straight to the point in mind. Quote:

To dream of a pocket-knife represents confidence that you can get rid of a problem should it arise. Preparedness.

The Problem With Ahmad? It Arose In My Mind Only, But!

Preparedness. I am prepared to get rid of all problems in my way. My confidence is set on You all the way. Therefore? You got rid of my problem this time with that strange dream of a pocket-knife.

I Waited On You For Solutions. You Came Through In That Dream …?

Ahmad is extremely sensitive of Your work in my life. He knows of the positive changes You are working for me. He is letting You do Your work. That’s why he is staying away from me. Wow!

Now What, My Master? Guess To Tackle That Reformatting Job? …

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 1:32 am.

Well? You know that I am cold. Also, I have too many irons on the fire. Plus? Can’t quit thinking about the awful state of the apartment comes wintertime, and other problems that only You can take care of.

Help Me My Master! Get Those Irons Off The Fire In My Mind …

Yes! My mind is like a burning furnace always devouring wild imaginations of mine. Only the power of Your love and wisdom can get that fire under control. Maybe I’ll go to bed, if nothing else to warm up. I’ll see.

No Bed. Instead? Back To The Beginning …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 5:58 am.

What beginning, my Master? The beginning from 27 years ago. The reminder of the best seven years You gave me. That was the time You gave me my first place of quiet and safety.

The Time Was October 21, 1986. You Promised Me That Place, And …?

You promised I was to be Your minister, Your mouthpiece if I separated the precious from the vile unwarranted auspiciousness about Your faithfulness.

I Responded Willing To Obey. Within 6 Weeks Your Promise Became My Reality …?

You placed me under the tutelage of my Honey—a senior gentleman of integrity. Seven years exactly, and? You took him away. Instead of bed, I searched and found the record. Quote:

On Sunday, the 18th day of October 1992 about 5 in the morning I heard him trying to cough and I hurried up to give him some ice chips and a few drops of morphine. As I did that, he spoke to me what was to be his last words, he said to me, “I love you.” He said nothing else. I remember comforting him, holding his hand, reading him the Scriptures. I remember my daughters Denise and Robin calling me by phone and I remember Genie coming in and sitting with him while I took a shower.

Then I remember being alone with him while Genie went to get dressed and I remember singing many songs to him while I held his hand. On his last moments he heard me sing to him, “When we all get to heaven, what a day of rejoicing that will be when we all see Yahushua and sing and shout the victory!” Then, he went into a coma. He was staring into the ceiling and Genie and I kept trying to close his eyes, but he wouldn’t close his eyes.

Suddenly! he took a long breath, and then another and with the last one… he closed his eyes, he was gone… The time was 12 minutes after 10 in the morning of that Sunday, October 18, 1992, exactly seven months since that 18th day of March, 1992 when I first took off with him towards the hospital…

There was a certain numbness that took a hold of me in a most peculiar way and I remember the wake and the funeral as if I was not really there. It seems to me that to this day, that numbness has persisted.

But, as I promised him, I know that Almighty Yahuwah kept me from falling apart with the assurance that my Honey’s spirit went to be with Almighty Yahuwah and my Honey was no longer suffering on these grounds but some day, when Almighty Yahuwah comes back to get us, my Honey shall rise first with the dead in Messiah. Thank Almighty Yahuwah for that assurance. Thank Almighty Yahuwah for my Honey’s salvation!

Then, everything happened really fast. I was packed and moved to Wilmington, North Carolina within 2 weeks. I left Westwego on November the 3rd and arrived in Wilmington on November the 4th. From there on my new life had begun. End of Quote.

And What A Life It Has Been …?

Lost. Destitute. Ill. Rejected. Abandoned. Struggling to fit in a world not meant for me to fit in, until? Your decreed time to end that period on Saturday, September 15, 2007 to be exact. Then? You told me,

“You Don’t Belong Here Any Longer!” And? Your Call On April 27, 2008 At 5:48 am.

Now? Wow! It’s 2019—my 80^th year since my birth—the year of my jubilee. No longer Lost. Destitute. Ill. Rejected. Abandoned. Struggling to fit in a world not meant for me to fit in, but!

Perfectly Fitted In Your Presence …

Wow! Wow! Wow! O my Master! I am beginning to really like this tale of mine. So much tumult. So many turns all leading to my final destination—Your undeniable Presence in my life!

What An Enviable Life. What An Exciting Tale Has This Tale Of Mine Is Turning Out To Be …

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 6:54 am.

Least to me. Will the rest of Your people catch up with my excitement? That’s Your work. My confidence is set on You. No need for marketing. No need for me to struggle to get Your people’s attention. Anyhow?

This World Is At The Peak Of Carnal Glory …

The children that we seniors raised are now in the mountain top of productivity and success. We should be proud and enjoy the limelight with them, but! How can we?

Seniors? Dementia No Potentia In The Limelight Of Success Is Our Plight …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

True. There are seniors to be admired for their contribution to this world’s success, but! The average senior human? A problem not only for our children but also for the society of human beings.

So? In The Midst Of This Euphoric State Of Your People …

How can I expect for them to envy my life of mourning and weeping with joy inexplicable? It just not going to happen, but!

O The Mighty One Of Israel! His Banner Over Us Is Love!

Whether they envy my life or despise it is totally irrelevant for the progress of Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation!

So? No need to knock myself down with irrelevant concerns that only cause me pain and no gain. I’ll post this matter as soon as it’s ready. I am not to worry about any flatter.

Again and Again! O The Mighty One Of Israel His Banner Over Us Is Love!

I started to post today, but! It did not happen. You had other plans for me. As always it pays to flow with the wind of Your Spirit even when that wind roughens my tail while I sail.

Surprise Visit From Ahmad …

Sunday, October 27, 2019 at 1:03 pm.

He did not call all day long. Had forgotten about him. When I am creating graphics, I forget all about this world. Anyhow? He surprised me around 7 pm. He brought supper. We ate. We shared our hearts. He left. I got back to my graphics. Came 11:30 pm had to crash in bed, my eyes were closing up.

My Tale Is Never Stale. Open Book. Take A Look! …

It’s another day. I just don’t know how continue with my tale. I find myself stale! Not the first time, and? It won’t be the last. Anyhow? I ain’t worried about it. You’ll show me the way sooner or later.

Guess What? My Art Instructor Is Back! …

Sunday, October 27, 2019 at 4:48 pm.

It’s almost 5 pm on this Sunday. The graphic illustration just doesn’t connect with the post. I’m going to sleep. I’ll wait on You. And so?

Two hours later, I was sound sleep, but! A gentle touch. The sound of my name. I open my eyes, Ahmad! I exclaimed. I jumped out of bed! No pain I exclaimed again. What a surprise! But the best part?

Among His Many Talents Ahmad Is An Art Major, But! …

Monday, October 28, 2019 at 11:12 am.

Things have been so rough between us, it’s been a long time since I hear, “Basilia, no harmony!” Then the art lesson. Last night? Sure enough! He took one look at my colorful masterpiece and? No harmony again! Hahaha!

O What A Blessing! Thanks My Master! Making Artistic Progress For Your Honor …

I spent all the time since he left last night until now implement his lesson. The graphic illustration and my logo now connect. It’s all Your leading and direction, my Beloved Master; You are such a reality in my life!

Ready to post.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Nutrition! Waiter! Is There Pork Rinds In This Flan? …

October 24, 2019

We Have Gone Bonkers With This Nutrition Fling …

About Laughter And Disaster …?

Now? Me? Forever Enjoy! Deploy!

Who me? Nuts? Seriously …

Laughter From The Master Gives Strength & Power

Humor Instead Of Anger Is Now My Motto In Toto…

Results? Enjoy! Deploy! Laughter From The Master?

Humor Instead Of Anger Remains My Motto!

Laughter from the Master is medicine to heal our bones

Laughter is disaster if in the place of our Master

It steals all heals. Poisons our motions

So it does to our notions

Me? It’s laughter from the Master NOT a disaster …

Here we go in a fun funny about our eats and defeats …

You Are What You Eat Is The Claiming Thing! …

“And what brought you to me?” Asked the psychiatrist to the squirrel. “Well? I heard say that you are what you eat. So? I realized that I’m NUTS! So? I came to you”.

A Lot Of Us Don’t Do Psychiatrists. We Are Googlers …

So? I read the story in Readers Digest a long time ago about the lady that believed in Google tests for everything. In short, this time, she looks herself in the mirror, she spotted some freckles on her nose. She Googled, ‘test for freckles on the nose’. She got a long list of possibilities. She wound up convinced she had leprosy caused by eating pork rinds. Well? She reasoned, I don’t eat pork rinds, but next time in the restaurant I will ask, “Waiter! Is There Pork Rinds In This Flan?”

Why Am I Quoting These Fun Tales? Because …

We are turning out to be a painfully funny-fun tale ourselves. One way or the other we are stuck in all kinds of bad habits, but! We refuse to get rid of them until we come to burn on the point of no return.

Master? It’s The End Of The Afternoon. Don’t Feel Funny Anymore …

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 at 5:00 pm.

That in itself is funny. Living by our feelings makes us do all kinds of funny or ridiculous things. But I am not living by my feelings, and? I’m tired of talking or writing about it.

I Wait On You To Get Me Out Of This Mood. I Need Your Ump! …

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 at 9:47 pm.

Master? You know that when I say that I do not live by my feelings I mean that I do not let my feelings control me any more. Even so? My feelings trouble me big time, but! You are in control of those feelings, and?

You Are Faithful! You Always Deliver Me Lots Of Time While I Yet Speak …

Most of the time You deliver me while I sleep. But the main thing is that no matter how I feel I do not lose my peace and joy to live in Your Presence.

Thanks, My Master! It’s All About Your Grace To Be Sufficient Unto Me …

Hum! Isn’t that something how You tied-up everything I write. Now we talk about Your grace. That’s another funny subject the way we think about Your grace. I never forget Bob Mumford’s dig about the matter. He said something like this, “So? You claim, ‘grace’ ‘grace’! Wait until your husband opens the closet’s door and all that junk you have been spending his hard-earned money on falls on his head. See if ‘grace’ will avail you in the divorce court!”

Hahaha! O My Master? You Have Blessed Me With Some Real Down To Earth Servants Of Yours …

That reminds me of another incident about our stinking carnal selves. I spent almost a year under the leadership of Homer McKeithen. Great servant of Yours.

I used to sit in the front pew, and I will AMEN! Every time his words will hit home with me. This time? O my Master! That was the time You were showing us the truth about our carnal selves.

Homer had a terrific deep strong voice. He would bring his sermon home, microphone on hand, off the preacher’s stand, down to our level, he announced this time, “Brothers and sisters, I STINK! And I exclaimed, AMEN! And he put the microphone almost to my face and whispered loudly, “AND YOU DO TOO!” Hahaha! What a wonderful way to make a point.

Fun Funny Memories To Relieve My ‘Pain In The Neck’ Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No kidding! Remembering those precious moments of my past makes me forget the pain of the moment. Hey! My neck is not hurting any more. Thanks, my Master!

Hey! What About My Nutrition Tonight? Let Me See …

O man! My nutrition? The world is falling apart. People are hurting. People are dying. People in trouble, and? Me? My belly! Pitiful, isn’t it?

Well? It’s A New Day, My Master! As If You Didn’t Know It …

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 12:32 am.

Hum! You know it, but! I didn’t! I spent the last couple of hours catching up with the neglected chores. I still have halfway to go. Even so? Maybe I should call it quits, I’m tired.

Caught Up! Ready For Whatever You Have For Me Next …?

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 5:34 pm.

The chores done! No more neck pain. My arm is better. And the graphics? Wow! I’m so smug with a guilty tug! But I see the improvement from many tries before. Of course!

It’s All Because Your Continuous Work And Leadership. But O My Master! What Am I To Do With Those Last Two Beauties? …

I’m thinking to use them for the background for future post’s illustrations. Yeah that sounds like a winner. Now that I am well, O my Master! Empower me to stay that way.

Indeed! I Am Well. This Last Bout With Neck Pain? Really A Pain In The Neck! …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! That’s my clue to post this hopefully fun funny post. For ten to one what is so fun funny to me? Makes no sense to the rest of the world.

Bless The Humorless World. Their Loss. I’ll Enjoy My Beauties To The Fulliest …

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 6:17 pm.

In the meantime? You are leading me to compose the illustration for this post. But right now I feel sleepy. I’ll work until.

Now! Sure, One Can Exist Without A Knowledge Of The Mighty One Of Israel, But! …

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 1:57 am.

No one can live without Him! He is the beginning and the end of EVERYTHING in existence including laughter! O my Master! You surely are. I’m so glad about that. What?

So Glad That You ARE The First And The Last—The EVER EXISTENT ONE Period …

So much for debates and explanations and theories and concepts and all those made stories! The GREAT I AM is at work to show us all that WE ARE NOT, but He is our bliss with a kiss! (Psalms 2.)

Later Gator!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Do We Hate And Love Each Other At The Same Time? Definitely, So!

October 22, 2019

Our Relationships Are Lame Ducks. Harmony And Peace Are Elusive …

Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Negative Issues Keep Popping Up …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 3:48 pm.

Have not heard from anyone except from Ahmad. Things are, for the most, all negative if we really pay mind to what goes on in the world. Anyhow?

You Are Aware And In Control Of It All, My Master …

No matter what it all looks like, I refuse to despair. Sooner than I can imagine You will reveal Yourself to me. You will place me up one more rung in the ladder of steadiness. I wait.

My doings …

I have posted. Ate. Drank. Taken care of all chores. Perhaps You’ll bless me with more sleep now. That happened at 3:48 pm. I couldn’t sleep. Got up to drink turmeric ginger tea. Got busy creating graphics. Also, it took me a long time to find some links to send to Roxana for health reasons. I also talked to Ahmad a couple of times. It’s now Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 9:11 pm. Maybe I can sleep now. Awake at 12:13 am)

Now What, My Master? …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 1:16 am.

Tomorrow will mark my 33^rd anniversary since You set me strait in the way You meant for me even before I was born. You are in control of every minute detail of my life. What a comfort! So?

Perhaps Begin The Reformat Of Meditating In The Promise Land? …

It’s coming to me to set in a series the latest written books for this stage of my journey in Your Presence. Where would I fit Meditating in the Promise Land in the series. Hum! Should it be titled and subtitled,

Meditating In The Promise Land … An Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose … ?

It’s a long title but I’ll work on it. You’ll show me how to fit it all. I’m sure. Up at Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 5:49 am. Cold. Put on jacket. Ate. Troubled with all findings right now.

Master? Fears Are Knocking At My Mind’s Door …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 8:30 am.

You have brought me back to the issue of parasites in our bodies. I been aware of this issue, but I have not been able to do anything about it. I feel that now the issue is out of my control. Help! My Master, HELP!

The Truth? Our Life’s Styles On This Earth Are All Out Of Control …?

We know what to do about so many things, but we do not do them, so? our bodies are deteriorating because of our neglect.

What Is The Use Of Knowledge We Cannot Or Would Not Implement? …

I’m corralled in my own carnal self again. I’m so disgusted with my utter inabilities! I can’t take my eyes off of our human’s carnal nature.

The bugs biting me inside and outside. All the physical miseries I been going though all my life are actually caused by the parasite infection in my body.
Ahmad’s father dying because of the same problem with parasites I am sure, but!
We refuse to listen and turn away from our set ways of thinking and doing.

Three Major Fearful Issues Consuming My Mind …

O phooey! to all human’s way to get rid of our fears! I have been a sucker for paying mind to the human wisdom of help from the least to greatest issues in our lives. That’s the past. The present?

I Pay Mind To You And You As My First Priority. The Rest? …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 9:58 am.

It’s all subjected to Your leading and direction. No. I am not an Island. I am to keep to myself. I am to sit still in my great apartment. I am to keep silent for a time, but!

Sitting Still And Yet My Activity In The Realm Of The Creator’s Invisible Kingdom Shall Intensify Tenfold …

Your words to me on that memorable Shabbat in 2009—the day You asked for the key to the deepest part of my being. You keep that key unto eternity.

Unbelievable! Miracle! You Answered Me Verbatim! …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 11:44 am.

I heard of Ahmad’s father at the point of death suffering mini strokes or heart attacks not being able to control his bladder. Ahmad and family expecting his death, but it came to me,

You let Lazarus die to serve to demonstrate Your power when You raised him from the tomb. I beseech You my Master, Let Ahmad’s father get up and announce, “I’m well! I’m going to the bathroom!” that’s exactly what happened.

Master? This Miracle Happened Mainly For My Sake …?

I just talked to Ahmad. This amazing happening did not impress Ahmad at all. In fact? It sounds like it angered him. I hope I am wrong. I beseech You my Master, set me free from what it sounds to me.

Up And Down I Go With People. Just When I Think? I Regret My Thinking …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 2:41 pm.

It never fails. I get enthuse about someone who seems to connect only to find out there is no connection at all! But that’s OK. I am no longer looking to connect. You know it my Master.

Your Connection Is What Counts …

In Your time we will all be connected with You. It is then when the bliss won’t be amiss in our midst. Harmony and satisfaction instead of retaliation and competition.

True. I Am Human. I Do Miss Other Humans In My Life, But! …

I am now aware of the meaning of following You, my Master. It means the loss of relationships, dreams, material things, or even my life with no regrets. So?

The Lack Of Human Fellowship No Longer Really Affects Me …

The best part? When I make an attempt to establish a relationship with someone to no avail, I drop the matter immediately. No explaining. No retaliation. No sorrow. No guilt. Instead?

Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! In Whatever State I Am! …

That’s Your Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! That You have invested upon me—something totally out of the reach of the human’s imagination. Going to try to sleep again!

O My Master! My Neck Hurts! Help Me …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 7:02 pm.

I can’t concentrate. Perhaps the position of the monitor is causing me this pain? I don’t know. I am at my wits end. (I slept for a couple hours. Woke at the pounding on my door. Finally, Yazeed came in. he brought me food and fruit.).

Master? The Pain In My Neck It’s No Longer That Important …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 10:20 pm.

But the things You are revealing to me through all the latest happenings in our midst are particularly important. What is it that You are shown, demonstrating to me?

I Can’t Quite Find The Words To Describe What You Are Showing Me Again …

For I have seen this matter before and written about it. But now? It’s different because it’s coming from You not from my own observations of human behavior. What am I talking about?

I Am Talking About The Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy In The Human’s Mind And Heart …

These ugly traits within us come to light whenever we spit out, “I told you so!” or “I knew it!” “I also pray!” And on goes the list where these traits surface, but!.

We Don’t Realize This Matter About Ourselves Until You Deal With Each One Of Us Individually …

O my Master? You are now dealing with me about this matter. I am not just sad because this people do not appreciate my answered prayers.

It’s more than just sadness, but! Unless You deal with the matter? I don’t even know exactly what to call what I am feeling.
Maybe be a ‘pain in the neck’ for real not just an expression? Hahaha!
Will sleep on it. 2:03 am

Wow! Woke At Last Renewed! Free! Hopeful! …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 5:10 am.

I’m besides myself with joy and hope. My wicked human heart full of Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy shall be no more! The best part?

Not shall be, but! It’s a reality right at this moment. WOW! …

AMAZING! I was so ever dejected when I first went to bed last night; to find out the truth about my wicked heart beyond all my miseries was just too much!

What Happened Next …?

I tried to laugh about it but the humor was not there at all. I crawled in bed practically screaming with the neck pain. On and off I slept. Little improvement each time I woke up, but the last waken up? Much improvement. It was around 4:30 am. I got up. Fixed in a ball the pomegranates and red grapes Yazeed brought me last night. In front of the computer now. Clicked to check the Net. Same old stuff from the human mind and heart in my inbox. Suddenly! I heard, “The wicked heart!” quickly I opened up the Scriptures. Wrote in the search line for the whole Bible: ‘new heart’. WOW! Only two verses in the whole Bible for response—the exact two verses addressed to me personally!

No Kidding! O My Master! You Are For Real In My Life! …

And You are simply AWESOME! I never know how You aim to end each dealing with my human wickedness in relation with the rest of my human fellows. But! You are pointing out even the order of the two verses You gave me. Wow!

About My Fellow Human Beings:

Ezekiel 11:17-21

Therefore say, Thus says the Mighty One of Israel: I will gather you from the peoples and assemble you out of the countries where you have been scattered, and I will give back to you the land of Israel.

And when they return there, they shall take away from it all traces of its detestable things and all its abominations, sex impurities and heathen religious practices.

And I will give them one heart—a new heart; and I will put a new spirit within them; and I will take the stony unnaturally hardened heart out of their flesh, and will give them a heart of flesh sensitive and responsive to the touch of their Mighty One. [Eze 18:31; Eze 36:26; 2Co 3:3]

That they may walk in My statutes and keep My ordinances, and do them. And they shall be My people, and I will be their Mighty One.

But as for those whose heart yearns for and goes after their detestable things and their loathsome abominations [associated with idolatry], I will repay their deeds upon their own heads, says the Mighty One of Israel.

For My Own Self …

Ezekiel 36:23-29

And I will vindicate the holiness of My great name and separate it for its holy purpose from all that defiles it–My name, which has been profaned among the nations, which you have profaned among them; and the nations will know, understand, and realize that I am the Master—t he Sovereign Ruler, Who calls forth loyalty and obedient service, when I shall be set apart by you and My holiness vindicated in you before their eyes and yours.

For I will take you from among the nations and gather you out of all countries and bring you into your own land.

Then will I sprinkle clean water upon you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleanness; and from all your idols will I cleanse you.

A new heart will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you, and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

And I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you shall heed My ordinances and do them.

And you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; and you shall be My people, and I will be your Mighty One.

I will also save you from all your uncleanness, and I will call forth the grain and make it abundant and lay no famine on you.

I Bow My Being To Worship You O Mighty One Of Israel …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 7:29 am.

What is the human’s stumbling block here, my Master? Obviously for anyone to see. The stumbling block in all Scriptures is that we humans are reluctant to accept the fact that we are all the chosen Israelites.

Chosen Israelites? Chosen People? The Jewish! NAY! …?

Practically the whole world is infatuated—possessed by an unreasoning passion or the attraction to the idea of the Jews as Your chosen people, O Mighty One Of Israel, but!

O How Far From The Truth And Fact We Humans Can Be …

For the longest I thought like everybody thinks when we hear talk about the chosen people. Automatically, we think about the Jews in Jerusalem.

Ha! The Block Stumbling All Humans For The Most …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 8:17 am.

O Mighty One Of Israel, it was not until You brought me to this region of Your world that You began to unravel all my misconceptions about You and Your chosen people. What have You shown to me so far?

You have brought me here to judge me face to face.
You have been dealing with all my misconceptions one by one since I came here.
In short You have tried me in the furnace of affliction set for me on these grounds.
You are wrapping it all to present it to Your people from here on.
You have confirmed what You have revealed to me about the ‘Lost Sheep of Israel’.
Absolutely no one human being can talk about You, Your ways, or Your people unless You choose to grant that privilege to someone indiscriminately.
You have chosen to give me that privilege among several others of Your choice.
You have empowered me to share it all through all posts published since 2006 when You instructed me to create the first website.
Despite all my fears and miseries, You have kept and sustained me all these years since I came to this strange land and culture.
Lastly? You compel me to share the stumbling blocks stumbling Your chosen people so far.

Now, Where Was I? Ah! My Uncleanness To Be The Cause Of My Pain And Misery …?

It’s a far-fetched notion but! O my Master! You are now demonstrating such fact to me. I cannot any longer doubt or deny it.

Thank Goodness! I Cannot Deny Your Mercy As Well …?

No kidding! That’s my daily fact of life in Your Presence my Master. You know it. Daily I go up or down depending on my reactions to whatever You send my way.

But! What Is Your Purpose For All Your Dealings With Me? …

Simple. You are demonstrating Your ways to deal with me as You are fixing to deal with each one of Your children even when Your children have not caught on to that matter.

Well? What Now? Close And Post? What To Headline It?

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 9:48 pm.

My soul is cast down as it was that October 21, 1986. I’m overwhelmed. Psalms 41-42 come to mind. Those words express more or less the way I am feeling and what I aim to do about it. Quote:

Psalms 141:1-10

MASTER, I call upon You; hasten to me. Give ear to my voice when I cry to You. Let my prayer be set forth as incense before You, the lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice. Set a guard, O Master, before my mouth; keep watch at the door of my lips. Incline my heart not to submit or consent to any evil thing or to be occupied in deeds of wickedness with men who work iniquity; and let me not eat of their dainties.

Let the righteous man smite and correct me–it is a kindness. Oil so choice let not my head refuse or discourage; for even in their evils or calamities shall my prayer continue. When their rulers are overthrown in stony places, their followers shall hear my words, that they are sweet (pleasant, mild, and just). The unburied bones of slaughtered rulers shall lie scattered at the mouth of Sheol, as unregarded as the lumps of soil behind the plowman when he breaks open the ground.

But my eyes are toward You, O Yahuwah/Yahushua—my Master; in You do I trust and take refuge; pour not out my life nor leave it destitute and bare.

Keep me from the trap which they have laid for me, and the snares of evildoers. Let the wicked fall together into their own nets, while I pass over them and escape.

Psalms 42:1-11

AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Master! My inner self thirsts for the Mighty One Of Israel, for the living Mighty One.

When shall I come and behold the face of the Mighty One Of Israel? My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your Mighty One?

These things I earnestly remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of the Mighty One Of Israel, like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song, with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my Mighty One.

O my Master, my life is cast down upon me and I find the burden more than I can bear; therefore, will I earnestly remember You from the land of the Jordan River and the summits of Mount Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

Roaring deep calls to roaring deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

Yet my Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Mighty One of my life.

I will say to my Master—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

As with a sword crushing in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your Mighty One?

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me?

Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One. End of quote.

I Hope And Wait Expectantly For You My Master. You Are My Help. You Alone Are My Mighty One …

You know that is the fact in my heart, but in my frail flesh I feel that You have forgotten me despite all the blessings You always bestow upon me.

The Flesh Profits Nothing From Your Spirit, That’s The Fact …

And that’s what You have whispered to me right now. I also hear, “But you are not living the life of the flesh, you are living the life of the Spirit.”

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart! Wake up from your stupor—your state of reduced sensibility or consciousness!

There is nothing wrong with you despite the misery of the moment. Always remember, My grace is sufficient unto you to suffer all miseries courageously.

But what of such miseries? You must consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the bliss that is about to be revealed to you all.

I am aware of the source of your stupor as you read the words of the prophesy about My descending to inhabit among you to be your Mighty One forever.

Once again you are frightened as you observe what goes with your loved ones and their lifestyles. Even so?

Relax. The power of My love and wisdom shall prevail over their lives no matter how it looks to you right now.

Relax! Wake up from your stupor! Go on! I am with you and for you. I never leave nor forsake you. I continue to work it all for your good.

Relax. Remember what I promised you some 33 years ago it’s now your reality:

a settled place of quiet and safety, and you to be My minister;

and if you separated the precious from the vile cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you to be My mouthpiece.

Relax. Go Back To Bed. Rest Under My Everlasting Arms. I Am At Work While You Rest …”

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 11:06 pm.

Thanks for the rest. And thanks for Your words. Hope and courage are back. But what is it that threw me into a stupor? Ha! It’s enough to see the corruption in all areas of this world’s life, but!

The Suggestion That I Should Read Good Love Stories As …?

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 from 3:01 am. to 3:46 am.

They are doing for whatever reason just blew me downwards!

Why not read the greatest love story between the Mighty One Of Israel and ourselves? Beats me!

Regardless! The whole incident is now removed from my vision. It is not forgotten. It’s overcome by the power of Your love and wisdom.

On now to post the matter. Let it all roll on the wheels of Your infinite and passionate love for us all wayward children of Yours that we are.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Strange Followers Of The Sites. Are They Following You? I Sure Hope So …

October 19, 2019

Strange Followers Of The Sites. Are They Following You? I Sure Hope So …

I Feel Strange Myself. Unusual, Peculiar Is The Way I Am Feeling More So Every Single Day …

Who Cares How I Feel? You Do My Master, And? …

Your Concern With Me Is All That Counts, But!

You Compel Me To Share Such Concern …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

Your concern with me is all that counts, but! You compel me to share such concern. Should I brag or feel smug because You care for me? Nay! Your care for me is not private or exclusive.

It Was Past Midnight. Silence All Around …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 12:43 am.

Master? What to do? Strange followers of the sites. Are they following You? I sure hope so. Perhaps I’ll try to sleep even that I do not feel sleepy. I feel strange myself.

O My Master, You Know How Strange I Feel …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 4:00 am.

Out of the ordinary, difficult to account for; unusual or peculiar is the way I am feeling more so every single day. I simply no longer fit in the society of mankind.

A Reminder Of What You Inspired Me To Write Before …

You have a reason for bringing this matter to light again. It’s quite fitting to the reason for the way I am feeling. Here it is:

Believe me! Mathew 10 is the reality of my life: “Brother will deliver up brother to death, and the father his child; and children will take a stand against their parents and will have them put to death. And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake, but he who perseveres and endures to the end will be saved from spiritual disease and death in the world to come.”
Of course, in the natural my children & brothers & sisters all would tell me, “Who is trying to kill you? We love you but you have chosen a different life than ours!” And on they go to live their lives with as much gusto as ever before defying the Creator Himself!
For the fact is that they love old thiaBasilia but do not respect or recognize at all what I stand for and I am hated by all for the sake of standing in Yahushua’s name just like it’s written!
As the flash of the happy life of my children and most inhabitants of this earth—the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices in the society of mankind, all I can do is to bow my head and plead for mercy! Why?
Because all the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices of this world have no eternal value.
On the contrary, those who laugh now shall cry later as it is written. But mainly the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices in the society of mankind are mostly to please the flesh.
The joy and peace and well-being of the soul flourish in the waters of affliction. But that is not talking about self-pity or self-abasement in a false state of humility.
On the contrary the waters of affliction tempers & strengthens the character to overcome and gain the victory over all the miseries as well as all the seemingly good & beautiful conditions that this world can deal to us to destroy our witness for Yahushua.
The famous Sermon of the Mountains in Matthew 5-7 is a confirmation for my statement.

Reminders Of Your Written Words? The How You Sustain And Keep Me Going Upwards To Rest In You. Quote …

Matthew 10:21, 22.

Brother will deliver up brother to death, and the father his child; and children will take a stand against their parents and will have them put to death.

And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake, but he who perseveres and endures to the end will be saved from spiritual disease and death in the world to come.

2 Thessalonians 2:3

Let no one deceive or beguile you in any way, for that day will not come except the apostasy comes first, unless the predicted great falling away of those who have professed to be Christians has come, and the man of lawlessness (sin) is revealed, who is the son of doom (of perdition), [Dan 7:25; Dan 8:25; 1Ti 4:1]

Matthew 7:21-23.

Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.

Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?

And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands]. [Psa 6:8]

(4:46 am. Thundering again at 7:19 am. Will turn off. On again at 9:09 am. It’s supposed to be a sunny day. Thanks, my Master for good weather or even what I would call bad weather.)

Following Him May Mean We Lose Relationships, Dreams, Material Things, Or Even Our Lives With No Regrets …

Master? I continue to be amazed at Your REALITY in my life. The good part? This issue is not private or exclusive for me. I hear, “I could never endure what you are going through!” Yippee! Light!

Your Light Shone. I Said, “But You Are Enduring What You Are Supposed To Endure.” …

Wow! How long I felt sort of hopeless when I would read the horrors Your ancient workers endured? What a revelation! How encouraging! We are all enduring! You never give us any more than what we can take!

A Post From The Past. It Covers More Than One Issue, But!

It all connects with the present. It’s a crucial but lengthy essay, so? The format in PDF for your convenience. Read On: Strange Followers Of The Sites

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do Again …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 1:58 am.

Whether to go to bed and try to sleep or continue working on the site’s cleanup or end the post You are leading me to publish, what? Guess I’ll go to bed. I’ll wait to hear from You.

Thanks, My Master! Sleep Can Do Wonders Sometimes …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 6:13 am.

I’m ready now to start this 7^th Day of Rest in Your Presence. You are leading me to close the post with the formatted PDF version. I will work now on the cover and format.

And So? That’s My Life Nowadays. Glamour? NAY! But!

O my Master! What is glamour compared to the reality of Your matchless, unbroken companionship? No comparison. Not a smidgen of regret for the lack human’s ways in my life.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Why My Thirty Some Years Testimonial Journal …

October 17, 2019

Ha! The Matter It’s Just Now In 2019 Revealed To Me To Pass On To You …

Well? I Had A Full Day Gone By. Another Day Now …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 12:44 am.

And a Monday at that. Ahmad’s visit? Meaningful at best. Things are in the looking up between us again. He left. I finished with the posting.

Meanwhile? Midnight Came And Went Along With All My Fears …

Ready now to hit the bed again. Thanks, my Master for the few more hours of sleep. This is another day in the up and up despite of whatever comes my way.

Fearless? A Supernatural State Meant To Be, But! …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 3:40 am.

Indeed! Supernatural fear is the beginning of all wisdom. Natural fear? The hindrance to such wisdom. Ha! I never thought about that! Didn’t quite understood all those ‘fear’ and ‘fear not’ until this moment.

Naturally Fearless I Tried Every And All Things …?

I simply did not know what fear was. Perhaps impulsive nature is the fitting word. No idea of what it was to pause or think before I acted.

My Medical Label? Bipolar. Manic Depressive. Schizophrenia …

Man O man! And all the time? O my Master! I was supernaturally gifted big time; it was Your secret to me. Why? Obviously, should You not kept Your secret? No telling the heights I would have ascended to dethrone You.

Wow! You Cut The Wings Of This Eagle! You Kept Me In The Chicken Pen …

Hahaha! I was born an eagle, but! You cut my wings to keep me in the chicken pen to teach me the life of the chickens was not to be my life.

Amazing moment …?

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 5:19 am.

Master? You are simply AWESOME! The way You are unraveling my life? It’s just a wonder to me. I woke up in pain almost two hours ago this morning. Had no clue on what to do. Suddenly!

My Truncated Attempts To Ascend The Ladder Of Success Pops Into My Mind, And?

You opened my eyes to see clearly Your loving hand underlying all those truncated attempts of mine with the story of the eagle in the chicken pen.

Wow! I Been Quoting From This Story For The Longest But! …

This day? The story popped up with the spiritual connection to it. I don’t remember reading the version that popped as I searched for it in my files. Even so?

I’m Beginning To Think You Inserted That Version Supernaturally In My Files …

Honestly. I been knowing the story to the point of the eagle flying up to meet its kind. The added amazing spiritual significance of the story? First time You set my eyes on it.

Wow! Talking About Another Day In The Up And Up Despite Of Whatever Comes My Way …?

This is that day! This is that moment of eternal time in my life. This is Yourself revealing, showing, making Yourself real to me. Quote:

John 14:20-21

At that time when that day comes you will know for yourselves that I am in My Father, and you are in Me, and I am in you.

The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who really loves Me; and whoever really loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I too, will love him and will show, reveal, manifest Myself to him. I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.

O My Master! The Effect Of Your Power Of Love And Wisdom Is A Sheer Bliss! No Kidding …

Beauty, delight, hope joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one. Nothing like I ever imagined to be. Unimaginable but real!

Quote of this supernatural version in my files. Don’t know who wrote it or how it is in my files. Wow! That’s Your supernatural ways if I ever thought about it before. Quote:

The story was about a farmer who stumbled upon an eagle’s nest with an egg in it. Not wanting the little eagle to die he took it home with him and places it under one of his chickens that was setting eggs.

But right from day one the little eagle didn’t fit into the barnyard scene even though that was all he had ever known.

All he was sure of was somewhere deep inside something was telling him, “This isn’t home”. The farmer kept his wings clipped in hopes he would become a pet so unable to fly he set it on a post in the barnyard looking up into the sky.

His body confined to the earth his heart in the heavens. He didn’t know why nor he could understand his feelings, but he knew there that something deep within him that wanted to be free.

As time went by the farmer forgot to clip the eagle’s wings and one-day as the eagle set on his post looking upward a great gust of wind caught him under his wings and he was lifted from his perch.

With a scream of victory and freedom he left the barnyard seen forever and soared into the heavens to meet his own kind.

Isa.40: 31, I loved this story and saw how it related to all we have experienced and are experiencing in our walk with the Lord. Eagles here are symbolic of certain Christians. The “mount up” process is important and necessary for those who are called to go higher, Philp.3:14. To those who are willing to wait in His presence, Ps.27:14; Ps.37:34; Ps.62:5; Rom.8:25.

Not everyone who enjoys God’s blessings, grace will want to destroy the idols of this world that have been set in the temple of their hearts. Nor will they want to pay the price to soar with the Father. Only those who know they have been called to a higher calling will want to consider this.

Chickens are earthbound, they keep their eyes on the things of this world, Jam.4:4; 1Jh.2:15-16. They scratch out an existence and never lift their heads to look any higher then where they are.

They scratch in the dirt, eat whatever is thrown to them and search greedily in their crowed barnyards for more to fill their bellies, much of it unclean. By nature chickens are an unclean bird, they are bound to their existence and are satisfied with it.

But not the eagle, he has an inherited nature that will not survive confinement. To fulfill his purpose in life he must be free to soar the heavens. It may look lonely up there because not many will dare to rise to such heights. But the eagle doesn’t care; it’s not in his nature to need the approval of the majority. Deut.32:11;

Its time for these “willing eagles” to soar and our “Mother”, the Holy Spirit, is the one who will make our nest very uncomfortable. Just like the mother eagle that tears up the soft bed of her little one and breaks the twigs so that the jagged ends stick him. In short his life becomes miserable in the place he was once comfortable and safe.

Are “Heavenly Parents”, do much the same things in our lives in order to get us to do what is best for us, thus fulfilling our purpose for being here or should I say, fulfilling the will and purpose of our Father. 1Cor.13:11; Gal.4:1-2; Heb.5:12-6:2;

Has your place in the Father, the place that once met the needs in your life now seem rough, tight or uncomfortable?

Don’t worry; your Father is just getting you ready to be pushed off a cliff and into new heights.

Are the jagged edges of that which was once such a comfort to you now starting to prick you?

Maybe you have even asked if you were in the Fathers will. Well, wonder no more, accept it in faith, because a great work is about to come forth in your life and it’s not the Father’s wrath it’s His love and wisdom, making you willing to take the next big step, off that cliff.

By nature we love security so God has to make us sick of our “nest”, so that we will willingly let Him take us on our spiritual journey.

Unfortunately some do not want to leave the nest. When the little eagle rebels the mother eagle starts to beat her wings and the wings that once protected him from danger have now become his enemy.

To escape this danger the little eagle climbs onto her back and now wherever she goes, he will go. He holds on for dear life as his mother soars higher and higher when suddenly without warning she dives out from under him.

He screams and falls; instinctively his wings stretch out to try to catch the air but try as he must he feels like all hope is gone, then out of no where mother eagle swoops under him and carries him up on her wings. Ps.139:10; Josh1:5.;

But just as the little eagle feels safe once more the bottom falls out from under him and the process starts all over again, until he finely learns to soar.

Sometimes the flutter of our Fathers wings makes us think He is going to beat us to death but the bible says if we do not receive correction we are not His sons, Heb.12:5-8.

When we are willing He takes us to great heights. Then sometimes when everything seems wonderful the bottom suddenly drops out from under us again and we wonder Father where are you? But just who do you think that is holding you up and restoring your strength?

Only to find out this process may start all over again as we grow, until we come into that fullness He has prepared for us, the place where we learn to soar in the Father. Eph.4:13-16

When a baby eagle flat refuses to learn after all of his mother’s attempts to teach him she takes him high into the heavens and lets him fall to his death as she screeches in pain, knowing he must either fly or die on the rocks below.

In the kingdom there are those who flat refuse to grow, Jer.10:2; Matt.11:29-30. They resent the furnace of affliction and its purifying fire, Isa.48:10; Pro.17:3; Heb.12:29, they love the safety of the nest but hate the discipline.

But God is always patient, 1Cor.13:4-8; Jam.5:7; 2Thes.3:5, and long-suffering. He works with them, giving them chance after chance. Until He finely let’s them fall to the rocks of religion, worldly desires, or home to save their souls, Isa.57:1-2.

If Jesus had to learn through what He suffered then so will all of us, Heb.5:8. We have seen some of these great ministries come in, soar and then crash.

This does not lessen the true revelations they received or the gifts they walked in. But the word says Lk.9:62, it would have been better for them if they had stayed with the chickens in the safety of the barnyard.

God’s tests are carefully designed to show us what is in our hearts and to bring our rebellion to the surface to be dealt with. Heb.4:12; Jer.17:9-10;.

God’s chosen are coming through these fires. I loved what Isaiah said when he saw his heart, Isa.6:5. End of quote.

Wow! Now Is The Time For The Material To Decrease. For The Spiritual To Increase …?

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 8:43 am.

Master? My heart is heavy. Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance? It’s a heavy subject. Even so? You are carrying the weight for me. Don’t let me ever forget it. Don’t let me ever think that I am anything on my own.

I Am Going On Propelled By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 3:15 pm.

Master? I can’t overcome this heaviness in my soul because the statement I read, something like, “I am love. When I enter a room? Love covers that room.”

I Fear The Repercussions From Such Statement …

I am? Mercy my Father. Only You are. In essence to state “I am love” we are setting ourselves in Your Place. We are usurping Your Authority.

Have Mercy. O My Master! I Refuse To Doubt You …

The fear of rejection is driving Your children to this insane attempt to take Your place, and? You knew it all along. Yet You promised to bring us back. I wait on Your mercy.

New Life Really Began On 2017, But!

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 11:28 pm.

Three years later I find myself heavy with the realization that things at large are quite frightening. This 2019? The year of my Jubilee! My 80^th birthday marks that beginning as my eternal reality. Even so?

O My Master? You Know Exactly The Solution To My Heaviness …

Every inch of my body hurts, but? I am not disturbed about it because I know You are in control of it all. Been sleeping hoping for relief to no avail. I hear thunder. Computer off. 11:53 pm.

Where Was I, My Father? I’m Feeling Better …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 2:09 am.

What’s the meaning of this fly literally attacking me? How can a fly be so distracting? Thankfully You gave it to me. It’s dead. Anyhow?

You Have A Reason For Bringing Up This File From 2017 …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 3:25 am.

It was written in January of 2017. Your reason? A reminder of how my new life is developing under Your careful plan. Amazing work within me in less than two years.

Comes January 2020? Will Begin My 3^rd Year Living A New Life …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 4:39 am

Thunder! Computer off!

Back! The Storm Subsided Around 6 Am. But! …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 10:23 am.

I been updating the header for the main site. I don’t know exactly what to do? Reformat the newfound file or work in the Promised Land book. I am now sleepy. I wait of Your lead.

Master? My Arm Is Getting Worse Instead Of Better …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 3:21 pm.

You are the only One I wish to help me. Unless You heal me, I refuse to seek for help from the human element. Why? Because the human element does not know my body. Maybe sleep could help.

Yes! Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! The End? Saved! Restored! But!

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 7:00 pm. – 9:34 pm.

I Must Count The Cost. The Cost Is High. Nothing Is Free …?

Everywhere one turns around nowadays one gets the big sign pushed, FREE! Me? I been a sucker for free stuff ever since I got wind of the Internet.

Well? All That Is In A Past I Now See Objectively …

Yeah, my books are free for lack of a better word: Valuable. The thing is that nowadays the name of the game is ‘Marketing!’ everything is about buy and sell.

My eyes are closing. Sleep 10:07 pm. Woke up around midnight. Couldn’t stay up. Back to bed slept until around 1:30 am. My life’s pattern of sleep anyhow.

Thinking On The Counting The Cost Issue …

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 2:24 am.

What is the connection between free and counting the cost? What does it mean to count the cost? To count the cost means to count what is the cost of whatever given for free or without money payment, but!

O My Master! You Are Opening My Eyes To See That Nothing Is Really Free …?

Even our salvation is by no means a freebie. In fact? Our salvation has the highest price tag in this world despite all the fanfare about grace and unconditional love.

The Unbiased Truth: What Is Our Salvation Cost? Our Present Worldly Lifestyle …?

Honestly? I never realized this matter before. Even so? This matter is not news. I have heard it before. The only confusing matter to me is that many of the ones preaching the matter to me in the past do not live it themselves now.

Even So? Despite What I See You Have The Perfect Number Who Are Living It And?…

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 9:49 am.

You have blessed me with their testimony. Those are the instruments You have used to bring me to where I am now. Like them? I have not bowed my knees to kiss the glory of a worldly life.

A Worldly Life? Not Necessarily A Sinful Life …?

That’s what has made it so confusing until now that You are revealing these matters to me. It’s been devastating for me to see the ones that once quietly and humbly helped me are now in the lime-light and no longer have any time for me.

Ha! The Matter Is Clear Now. It’s No Longer Confusing To Me, Why? …

O my Master! Because You are now unraveling these matters to me. Every single incident in the human’s life happens to fulfill the Scriptures.

The Rejection In Mathew 10. The Great Fallen Away In 2 Thessalonians 2. The dreadful end for the self-righteous in Matthew 7? …

Must Be Fulfilled. Even so? There is hope. O my Master! You are now revealing to me, it’s all written for examples for us now to avoid the final judgement.

Wow! What A Revelation! It Dispelled All My Fears’ Spell …?

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 3:20 pm.

O my Master! Moment by moment You make Yourself real to me. It came to me to illustrate how You have dispelled all my fears, so? Been looking for words You inspired to me before on the matter to no avail.

Frustrating! On Top Of That? Ahmad Not Answering My Calls …?

As usual? I gave up. I went to bed to try to sleep. I called on You. Sure enough. Within minutes my phone rang. Ahmad on the line.

“My father is seriously ill. My brothers and me been with him. He does not want to go to the hospital. The wife taking care of him, no time to cook.”
Me? “No problem Ahmad! I understand. I’m OK. Don’t worry about me. Take care of your father.”

All Fears And Frustrations? Gone! Then? …

It came to me where to look for the words I been looking for to no avail. I got up. Turned the computer on. Went straight where it came to me to look.

Wow! You Are Faithful To Your Promise To Reveal Yourself To Me …

And so? The rejection in Mathew 10. The great fallen away in 2 Thessalonians 2. The dreadful end for the self-righteous in Matthew 7 have been three fears that troubled me until now.

Those Scriptures Must Be Fulfilled. Even So? There Is Hope.

O my Master! Yes! It’s all Happening now as it’s written to fulfill those words, but! Behold! You Power Of Love despite our rebellious doings.

No Matter What? The Power Of Your Love And Unfathomable Wisdom? It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.

This Day You Revealed Yourself To Me To Dispel All Fears By Your Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 9:59 pm.

Master? You know I don’t feel good. Slept from around 4 pm to 7:28 pm. Could not stay up. Hurting bad. Went back to bed. Slept until my little friend woke me up with food around 9:17 pm.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do. I’ll Go Back To Bed And Wait On You …

It’s now Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 10:11 pm.

I’ll wait. I’m sure You have a purpose for all details of my daily living. Perhaps Ahmad’s situation with his Father at the point of death is why I am feeling this way. You’ll show me. I am sure.

Through The Wilderness Of Life You Have Brought Me To Yourself …

Thursday, October 17, 2019 at 3:25 am.

Through much tribulation I have entered Your Kingdom even now while on these forsaken grounds. Your Presence illuminates and dispels the darkness of all fears in my mind.

Fears Dispelled You Make Me Well. Pain At Bay A Bright Smile I Can Now In Your Presence Display …

Thursday, October 17, 2019 at 3:48 am.

The fear of repercussion for all our rebelliousness sayings and doings caused me much pain in the last couple of days, but! You showed me Yourself. You made Yourself real to me as You promised to do.

Yes! There Is Repercussion From Our Present Actions …?

Repercussion or an effect or result of some previous action or event is inevitable, but! Your unfathomable wisdom and passionate love for us is also inevitable.

Thus? Though You Feed Us The Bread Of Affliction Because Of Our Sins …

Our Teacher does not hide Himself from us anymore. So? We learn how to be loved, how to love in return. Nothing like all the notions of love we humans have conjured!

That’s Why My Thirty Some Years Testimonial Journal …?

That’s The Matter Just Now In 2019 You are Revealing To Me To Pass On To Your loved ones scattered in the four corners of the earth.

Wow! Time To Close This Post On Thursday, October 17, 2019 At 4:09 Am.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Am I Looking For Your Approval? Are You Looking For My Approval? …

October 13, 2019

Do I Feel You Are Trying To Convince Me. Do You Feel I Am Trying To Convince You? …

No Problem! That’s Human, And? Surprise! We Are Humans ….

No kidding! We are all humans …

Thursday, October 10, 2019 at 8:55 am.

No kidding! We are all humans. Basically, we think and feel alike, but! We rally ourselves in the fact that we are all a ‘little different’. Hahaha!

I’m Having Me Some Fun Indeed! A ‘Little Different’? …

A ‘Little Different’? What an understatement! Me? I feel smug right now. Why? The truth? I don’t know why I feel smug about making fun of our human ways, but! It’s something that’s natural with me.

Hey! Maybe. O Maybe! Could It Be My ‘Gift From Above’? C’mon! Give Some Slack! …

Here is the scoop. In my social interchange? I talk, talk, talk, and? Talk some more. It seems that all I want is to convince or impose myself upon others not giving them a chance to do the same to me.

Ha! That’s The Truth In A Nut Shell, But! …?

The real truth about me? I been Tried. Purified. Refined. Chosen On High Seas or? Should I say, Hot waters? Or? The furnace of affliction?

No Kidding! But The Same Is Truth About You Et All, Only? …

We are ‘a little different’! Hum! I should say, a LOT different! And that’s what makes me laugh now more than ever before. Why? because!

Little Did I Know 33 Years Ago …?

About all that ‘Tried. Purified. Refined.’ Affair! If I would have known? I would have never gone there! That’s for sure!

But ‘FATHER’ Knows Best. That’s The Truth For The Rest …

O my Master! How simply You are unraveling all suffering, evil, corruption and whatever we must go through to shape us as genuine human beings. Otherwise?

Perish The Thought! We Would Have Been Just Like Rabbits Eating Carrots And Making Babies …?

Hahaha! That just came to me! Master? You are funny. We would have replenished the earth with rabbits digging for carrots. And no one to plant those carrots!

No One To Tend To The Garden …?

Isn’t that funny? But Master? Couldn’t You had come up with something different than that evil monster You use to Try. Purify. Refine these humans You created to be loved to love? I wonder.

Ooo! It’s written, quote:

And if we are His children, then we are His heirs also: heirs of Our Creator and fellow heirs with Messiah sharing His inheritance with Him; only we must share His suffering if we are to share His esteem.

But what of that? For I consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the esteem that is about to be revealed to us and in us and for us and conferred on us!

For even the whole creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for Our Creator’s sons to be made known waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship.

For the creation (nature) was subjected to frailty (to futility, condemned to frustration), not because of some intentional fault on its part, but by the will of Him Who so subjected it—yet with the hope that nature (creation) itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and corruption and gain an entrance into the esteemed freedom of Our Creator’s children.

We know that the whole creation of irrational creatures has been moaning together in the pains of labor until now.

And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the Set Apart Spirit a foretaste of the blissful things to come groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption (our manifestation as Our Creator’s sons).

For in this hope we were saved. But hope the object of which is seen is not hope. For how can one hope for what he already sees?

But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure.

Honest To Goodness! I Am Not Trying To Convince, Convert, Or Change Anyone Anymore…

O but You know it, my Master. I talk, talk, talk, and talk some more to share not to convince, convert, or change anyone, but only to share what You reveal and compel me to share with Your people

You Are A Loving Father Not A Tyrant. Your Wisdom? Unfathomable, But! …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 5:06 am.

We humans have taken it upon ourselves to judge You. The worst? To outguess Your wisdom. To gain the advantage over You by cleverness or forethought—to outwit You.

How True! How Emphatically The Humans Deny Such Truth …

Therefore? The human becomes really touchy about the subject. Everybody is in the defense or push mode, but!

We Do Not Realize That We Are Either Pushing Or Defending Ourselves, Why? …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 7:02 am.

Why? because we are humans. We possess a mind of our own. We always do what we think is best, and? Push our best on others or, defend ourselves because our best does not agree with the pushers’ best.

What A Revelation! Have I Figure Out Those Matters On My Own? Nay! …

O my Master! Honestly, You have opened my eyes to see my error or my sin since You called me into Your service in 1985. Now? I neither push or defend. I share whatever You compel me to share.

What About ‘Unconditional’ Love? The Unbiased Truth …

To claim unconditional love means a love without limitations or restrains. As romantic as such seems to be, it is a misleading term to say the least. Why?

Limitations And Restrains Are Necessary To Truly Love …?

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 4:24 pm.

Master? This is a crucial subject. I do not want to write anything about it bound to my former bias. I wait on You for a clue to write verbatim what it comes from You.

Hey! About The Graphics …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 4:29 pm.

I been working on this graphic the whole day. But You know it my Master. You have given me to create the perfect background, but I am stuck on how to add the text. I wait on You.

Those are mini books my Master inspires unto me. Windows into my soul to illustrate the content of whatever is written there.

Master? It’s Another Day But You Know It …?

Will it be another day of waiting, my Master? I weary of waiting to no avail, but! You sustain me. So? I loose my temper with inconsiderate selfish people.

Do I Worry About It? I Do For A Moment, Then? …

I fume in anger. I think of all the sort of things I’ll say and do to retaliate. Suddenly! I hear, “The people do not consider you, but! You do not consider them.”

Pause. Reflect. I Do Not Consider Them? …

Hum! I never thought about it, my Master, but! You are so ever right! I just think of what I need. Other people’s needs? Maybe as an afterthought.

Yeap! An Afterthought—A Thought After You Have Them Supply For Me …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 1:11 am.

Ha! So that’s the lesson You have taught me about my outburst of anger today. Wow! Help! My Master! Help! How can I consider the aggressor infringing pain and discomfort to me?

Sleep?

Not Possible With Me, But! With You …?

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 4:20 am.

All things ARE possible. Master? I am not angry anymore. Your wisdom is prevailing me, but! I feel so sad! I wish to cry but my eyes are dry. I come to You for help.

Automatically The Tears Begin To Flow Along With Blessings …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:38 am.

I lift up my voice to plead for blessings for my Ahmad. I implore forgiveness for my lack of consideration for my beloved son.

Automatically As Well Your Peace Along With Power To Overcome My Sadness Returns To My Soul …

What an amazing way to lead and teach me Your ways. I am now enjoying Your peace that surpasses all understanding.

Afternoon Ends. No Clue Of What’s Going On Out Here, Perhaps …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 6:34 pm.

Perhaps whatever is going on out there is not any of my business. Thanks, O thanks my Master! It feels good to mind my own business—to let You mind Yours. One more graphic completed, I think.

All Things Are Working Together For Our Not Just For Mine Good …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 7:23 pm.

With that thought in mind? I’ll try to sleep again. It’s the end of one more 7^th Day of Rest. I remain resting in You for all matters and purposes.

Your Power To Overcome Is A Mystery To Me …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:13 pm.

Actually? You are a mystery to me despite Your undeniable Presence within me and in all details of my life. I see the futility in this worldly life. Is inevitable to see it.

What I Don’t See? Inevitable Troubles Me, But! …

I must endure by that unfathomable power of love You have invested on me. Moreover? I must proclaim that matter I do not yet see. Why? Because You compel me to do so.

What Is It That I Don’t See, My Master? Why It Troubles Me? …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:47 pm.

I’m going back to bed. Need to reflect. I wait on You. Slept for 3 more hours. Woke up about an hour ago on this next day. My body in pain. My mind at peace.

I Am Not Appealing To Any Human Being For Help. I Am Appealing To You …

Sunday, October 13, 2019 at 2:27 am.

This is to be my year of Jubilee. All my debts forgotten. Yet? The agony of painful misery continues to drive me insane.

No Matter. In Sickness Or In Health I Refuse To Doubt You …?

It’s so easy to believe in You when things are going well, but! With the least twitch of pain? I wail in doubt of You. Even so?

You Are Teaching Me The Difference Between Lip And Genuine Service …

That’s the difference I do not see around me. That’s what troubles me. Master? Where am I at in that issue. Am I concerned with others thinking I am only giving You lip service as I see it done around me?

Ha! I Get It! My Only Concern Should Be Your Approval Of Me …

Wow! How easy it is to stumble on the trap of human’s approval. The fear of rejection is innate in my human nature. Wow!

So? That’s The Fear That Troubles Me With Ahmad’s Absence …

And that’s what I have not been able to see until now that You are revealing it to me. Funny thing! When things go well between Ahmad and me that fear lurks away, but! It remains at bay, until?

The Next Negative Episode Pops Up …?

It’s been a vicious circle not only with my gifted son but with all my relationships in the past. And here is fitting to talk about the new trend of ‘Unconditional Love’.

‘Unconditional Love’ The Human’s Solution To Human’s Rejection …

Wow! The wounds we inflict upon each other because of the fear of rejection are monumental to the point of insanity.

‘Unconditional Love’ Is The Insane Reaction To The Fear Of Rejection …

Wow! So that’s how I am to expose this monstrous issue that’s on fire from all angles of the human life. The worst of it all?

To Confuse Moral Laws And Conditions With Tyranny and You …?

How far from the Loving Mighty One that You are, but! That does not rattle Your Mighty love and unfathomable wisdom to create and discipline or mold us into Your image.

Create And Discipline Or Mold Someone …?

Isn’t that what we parents do with our children? Hahaha! What a revelation! We certainly knock ourselves out to discipline our children in an attempt to mold them in our image.

Unfortunately? Our Children Grow Up To Do Whatever Suits Them To Be The Best …

O my Master! Exactly Your predicament with us Your children doing whatever we think is best. And what is what we think is best is?

Unconditional Love. No Discipline. No Conditions. No Rules …?

Ah but You are not a man that we should judge You like one. Yes, there is a comparison between Your ways and our ways. No doubt about that comparison. Quote:

And have you completely forgotten the sacred word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons?

My son, do not think lightly or scorn to submit to the correction and discipline of the Master, nor lose courage and give up and faint when you are reproved or corrected by Him; for the Master corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes.

You must submit to and endure correction for discipline; the Almighty is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not thus train and correct and discipline?

Now if you are exempt from correction and left without discipline in which all of the Almighty’s children share, then you are illegitimate offspring and not true sons at all.

Moreover, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we yielded to them and respected them for training us. Shall we not much more cheerfully submit to the Father of spirits and so truly live?

For our earthly fathers disciplined us for only a short period of time and chastised us as seemed proper and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain good, that we may become sharers in His own set-apartness. End of quote.

Reading the whole chapter after witnessing the results of the Spirit at work within me? It should encourage anyone tenfold to be whatever that one is created to be.
To bed at 3:59 am. Could not sleep. This time? Joyfully absorbing what You have in Your mind for this area and how Ahmad and I fit in Your plan of restoration.

Back To ‘Unconditional Love’ The Aim? Break All Restrains …

Sunday, October 13, 2019 at 4:51 am.

Master? You know all about my shock to come face to face with what this wave of ‘unconditional love’ is bringing ashore—Pollyanna relationships, living together without legal commitment, homosexuality, nothing is wrong or right, tolerance of immorality in lieu of Unconditional Love.

Strange. The First Trade In This Wave? Sexual Immorality …

Hahaha! It just came to me, this should be called, Immoral Love Instead Of Unconditional Love, but! I guess that would be brutal honesty not as appealing to sophisticated souls engaged in this wave.

But Really? What Is The Aim Of This ‘Unconditional Love’?

O The Trickery Of Our Human Minds! To Break All misunderstood restrains imposed by the tyrant ‘God’ they have made You out to be is the aim of this ‘Unconditional Love’.

Your Aim? To Restore Us To The Original Intent For Our Creation To Be Loved To Love In Return …

That’s the truth and reality of the matter, but! YOU, Ever Existent O Mighty One of Israel are still in control of it all, and? You compel me now to let go of all concerns about this and all issues going on with Your people.

As You Compel All Fears Are Dispelled …

I can now post this matter to encourage not to discourage. I no longer have an opinion or bias in all that I write. I am only reporting what applies to me in all written in the Scriptures misnomer the Bible. On to post.

On to post.

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Well? It Feels Good To Mind My Own Business …?

October 7, 2019

On To Mind My Eats, My Chores Galore …

Talking About Galore …?

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 6:25 am.

Galore of everything, including the usual mundane irritations like ants that do not cease to trouble me! Hahaha! HalleluYah! And right now? Ahmad to eat breakfast with me. Hum! Maybe?

How Can You Catch A Cloud And Pin It Down? …

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 1:45 pm.

O my Master! I guess one can capture it with a camera or create it in a graphic, but! Physically that I can touch it? Impossible! And so are my thoughts and my imaginings. You know it, my Master.

What Thoughts And Imaginings Are Running In My Mind Right Now? …

Ha! You know it my Master. It’s another pay day and no ATM card to get the monies for my monthly keep. The thought of calling to get the monies via Western Union are not pleasant thoughts. I dread to ask. Even so?

You Are In Control Of My Dreadful Thoughts And Imaginings …

I wait on You. I refuse to dwell on my thoughts. I have one more hour before I must make that call. I call on You now to take it all in Your control as a whole.

Master? Is This Happening To Show Me The Difference …?

The difference between the past and the present in my life’s attitude. In the past? Panic! Begging for help from the human element. In the present? No panic. Wisdom. Calling on help from You.

Wow! From Where Comes My Help? My Help Comes From You …

And Your written words continue to guide and light the way ahead of me. What a way to let go of my thoughts without any efforts of my own. Just the sound of Your voice from within dispels those thoughts away! Quote:

Psalms 121:1-8

I WILL lift up my eyes to the hills around Jerusalem, to sacred Mount Zion and Mount Moriah—From whence shall my help come?

My help comes from the Master, Who made heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip or to be moved; He Who keeps you will not slumber.

Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The Master is your keeper; the Master is your shade on your right hand, the side not carrying a shield.

The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night. The Master will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life.

The Master will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore.

I Am Dumbfound Once Again! I Caught The Cloud, And? …

Pin it down for sure! What cloud? The cloud of my dreadful thoughts and imaginings. Did I really catch that cloud and let it go? Nay!

The Master Is My Keeper. The Master Keeps Me From All Evil …

O my Master! What a way to keep me from all evil. It is evil to trust or depend on the human mind train of thought., but?

No Need To Board That Train Anymore! Aboard The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m Sailing On Now! …

What to expect while sailing on this ship? The sun shall not smite me by day, nor the moon by night. The Master will keep me from all evil; He will keep my life.

The Master Will Keep My Going Out And My Coming In From This Time Forth And Forevermore …

What an enviable life! Indeed! You have implanted Your written words within me to produce LIFE & STRENGTH to live accordingly to Your will and desire. Whatever for?

To Be Envied. Envious Not Jealous …?

Master? It totally amazes me the way You unravel the meaning of Your written words to me nowadays. In the past? I had a tacit understanding implied or inferred without direct expression of the word ‘envied’, but!

Right Now? I Understand. I See. O My Master! You Have Shown Me …

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 4:09 pm.

For the last two hours I been looking for the meaning of envy, envied, and jealous jealousy. Wow! What a finding. From the dictionary:

Traditional usage holds that we are jealous when we fear losing something that is important to us and envious when we desire that which someone else has
You use enviable to describe a possession, quality, or ability that someone has, and that you wish you had yourself.
Jealousy: Jealous resentment against a person enjoying success or advantage; anger or fear of losing something or someone to a rival.

From That Meaning You Firmly Implanted In My Soul The Sermon Of The Mount …

Excerpts from Matthew 5:

SEEING THE crowds, He went up on the mountain; and when He was seated, His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the poor in spirit (the humble, who rate themselves insignificant), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven! …

… Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heaven enjoys His favor and deliverance) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with our Father in the heaven), for they shall be completely satisfied! Isa. 55:1, 2.

…. Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.

Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.

You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.

Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.

For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.

Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. End of quote.

Now? About My Own Business …?

What You told to the ancient workers? You are now telling it to me, and? I got it, my Master! I really, really got it this time! No longer a problem. You set me to mind my own business on high seas. WHAT?

Indeed! The High Seas? Dangerous Waters Away From This World’s Shores And Business…?

The world’s business? What about that man or this one woman? Forget it! No time to worry about that business. Must mind my own business to follow You unto the High Seas Dangerous Waters. Whatever for?

O! O! My Eyes Set On You At The Helm Of The Ship Or Else! …

Talking about Your ways? Master? You know how I am stuck with the last lines I been writing. I think I done lost the thread of this writing. I’ll go to sleep. I’ll wait to see how You’ll unstuck me. It’s Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 9:52 pm.

Ah! You Unstuck Me! How?

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 1:40 am.

Master? You are awesome! You let me fret in bed for a couple of hours. Next? You led me to get up. What to do? Tried to call my friends Jan Caddell, June, Fanny Mae to no avail. Finally? Call Pat.

Bless My Beloved Pat—You Always Give Me Clues When I Call Her …

I ramble on and on about what I am recording now and how I feel lost. She did not say much, until the end. In response to our ages and my beginning to live at eighty, she said, “We are all different.”

Ha! Your Clue To Unstick Me! …

Somehow? I sense the same response from all corners, and? It throws me for a loop! I find myself lost. The response does not match with Your word about my life to be envied, but!

I Saw The Light! It Shined On My Enthusiasm About Beginning To Live At Eighty! …

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 5:11 am.

Master? You know that I am up but I sure don’t feel up the part. I don’t know what to ask of You. I don’t know how to pray, but I take comfort because Your Spirit knows what to ask as per Your will. I wait. Back to bed

Two More Hours Of Sleep Did Me Good …

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 8:31 am.

Thank You, my Master. I woke up around 7 am. Been reading about the racial hate. Whites against blacks and vice versa then. Now? Religion against religion it’s at its peak. That kind of hate makes me cringe, but!

Behold! The Power Of Your Love And Unfathomable Wisdom …

My mind and imagination are not capable to grasp one smidgen of such power and wisdom. Even so? You seen fit to gift me with The Secret Of Your Sweet, Satisfying Companionship.

Moreover? You Seen Fit To Show Me Your Covenant, And? …

Reveal to me its deep, inner meaning as per written in Psalms 25. The Truth? You Know It My Master. The more I read Your written words? The more my mind wails!

My Mind Cannot Grasp Your Awesome Words, But! …

I am beginning to see more and more the importance to let go of my mind. Even so? I find myself in trouble knowing that I must let go of my mind and not being able to let go.

O What A Wretched Woman Am I Until …?

You see fit to empower me to do so in the most unexpected way. And so? The incident with my friend Pat came about this time.

Alright! Why Mind My Own Business …?

Master! What about my friend Pat as well as Ahmad, my children and family? “WHAT is that to you? O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? YOU FOLLOW ME!

Unstuck! HalleluYah! Where Is The Key To Unstick My Close Mind? …

In Your hand, my Master. At Your decreed time You place that key in the lock’s hole that lacks my mind, and? Turn it. Yippee! My mind opens up to let Your words penetrate my being. Thus, I heard, and?

Power To Obey. Power To Follow You. Power To Let Go. The Only Way To Avail Eternally …

Numerous human’s lists on how to let it go. How to do one thing or the other. Millions of success inspirers. Millions of success accomplishers. Untold number of satisfied souls in good standing with themselves and with the world.

Turning off cmp to update Friday, October 4, 2019 at 4:23 pm

What About You, My Master? …

Your Wisdom To Shine From My Heart And Mind …

Saturday, October 5, 2019 at 4:21 am.

What about You? Ha! This time? All nations. Each individual child of Yours. The whole kit and caboodle are fixing to know and respect Your Majesty and sovereignty over Your whole creation. And me?

What About Me? Who Wants To Know About Me? …

O my Master! Who wants to know about me? YOU! You want to know, what? What do You want to know about me that You already know, my Master?

Could It Be? O Man! What Could It Be? …

Saturday, October 5, 2019 at 7:58 am.

O my Master! If I had any doubts lingering in my mind and soul about the accuracy of what I write? You have now dispelled them for good and forever. A vision:

I could not figure out what You wanted to know about me that You already knew, so? As usual I left the headline there. Went ahead to the graphics. Suddenly! I found myself attempting to reach Denise’s heart with the accuracy of all that I write because it does not come from me, but! She was adamant to shut me off not wanting to hear my opinion she kept repeating. Even so? I prevailed. I firmly and calmly stated: “I do not have an opinion. I am only reporting what is written in the Bible.” I opened my eyes. So real. I could almost touch my Denise. But? Only the mouse I was touching.

Ha! So That’s What You Wanted To Know! Wow! …

Sunday, October 6, 2019 at 9:22 am.

I left the headline there. Went about the graphics. Chores. Site optimizing. Suddenly! Thunder! Storm! Quickly shut all programs. Turn off/unplug computer. The time? 2:52 pm turning off machine went to sleep.

Time For Your Wisdom To Shine From My Heart And Mind …

No kidding! Wisdom instead of panic. O my Master! By the power of your love and unfathomable wisdom? Emotional upheavals are a thing of the past! Amazing!

Wisdom Instead Of Panic …

Sunday, October 6, 2019 at 10:15 am.

Master? You know I am sensing the need to respond in all situations with wisdom instead of emotional upheavals of any kind, but? I don’t know how to start

Alight! New Day. Ready To Start In Your Presence …?

Monday, October 7, 2019 at 5:25 am.

O my Master! What was the hold up to record the most important thoughts that I am to record right now? A hold up to demonstrate our human innate behavior.

Human Behavior? Beating A Dead Horse? …

That’s what we humans do. Instead of listening to You, my Master? We mount our own horses to do our own thing until the horse bolts us down. Then? We still don’t listen. We begin to beat the horse. O well! Go figure it.

Encouragement To My Baby Child …

Ha! O my baby? Your mom been beating a dead horse in hope to resuscitate it. Guess what? As soon as I quit beating the animal? It came ALIVE to my eye! What am I talking about?

The Update About Your Health That’s What I’ll Talk About …?

Monday, October 7, 2019 at 5:48 am.

It thrilled me big time to see the amazing progress of the Master’s work in your life, but! No more emotional upheaval and panicky reactions. The graphic animal is the thing to beat while I wait on the Master before I react nowadays.

Anyhow? Here Is The Scoop …?

Your symptoms? My exact ones. You been dabbling in the hereditary thing. You wonder about what you inherited from me? Your health condition period.

Let Me Share With You And With All What Has Been Revealed To Me About Our Health …

Our ill health has its source in one nasty hole in our gut. It’s called LEAKY GUT! Hooray! My hole? Esophageal hernia is labeled. Little did I know what that meant at the time the x-ray show it up.

What Was Done About? Aciphex At The Tune Of $100 Bucks A Month …

O man! If only I would have known! That hole was the portal to my blood system. Wow! We have come a long way by the power and design of our Master. What am I talking about?

TO EVERYTHING There Is A Season, And A Time For Every Matter Or Purpose Under Heaven: …

No kidding. Ecclesiastes 3 tells it plainly, but? How do that apply to the moment we are living? As per it’s written. I have quoted before, now? More than just quoting it. Living it.

Indeed! The Promised Abundant Life Begins At Eighty For Me…

It’s a miracle. My health. My wealth? RESTORED! After a life of suffering the consequences of my ignorance about the root of my ill health, physical, mental, and spiritual health I am talking about.

And? It All Because Of That Hole …?

No kidding. Humor instead of anger. The open or close holes in our bodies and in our minds are the root of all our inharmonious circumstance in our lives.

Baby, I Refuse To Tell You What You Should Do But! …

My task? Write, Publish. Optimize. The Master Creator is doing the rest with all He inspires me to write. One thing He is inspiring to me to share right now?

All My Efforts To Alleviate My Suffering Only Made Things Worse …?

From the specialists to the human wisdom to the money factor? I went close to the point of death and the poverty line.

Encouragement. No Fooling. You Know All About Your Mom’s History …?

I cannot for the life of me tell you what you should do, but! To share with you the bounty in my present life? That I am compelled to do!

You Know How I Talk With Innuendos, So Ask If You May …

Here is the legal explanation of the word ‘Innuendo’:

a. an explanation of the construction put upon words alleged to be defamatory where the defamatory meaning is not apparent
b. the words thus explained

Lov, mom.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Harmony And Sense Versus?

October 3, 2019

Harmony And Sense Versus?

Conflict, Discord, Strife, Contention, Dissension, Clash …

Well? Steady Goes It …?

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 6:38 pm.

It feels good to be steady. Thanks, my Master. It’s the hour that I used to feel pretty unsteady, but now? No problem anymore. Your promise is fulfilled. Quote:

Psalms 37:23-24.

The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Master when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step].

Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Master grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

The Midnight Approaching Again …

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 11:37 pm.

Slept from 8 to 10 pm. My little friend brought me some goodies. Been checking the inbox. New followers and likes in one of the websites I have not been keeping up. I went ahead and updated it.

Now? Not Sure Of What Is Next, But!

No problem. I’ll wait on You. Did not hear from Ahmad today. You know what’s going on there, my Master. I no longer trouble myself with Ahmad’s absence. What a relief!

Ahmad’s Decreed Time? Not As Per My Pleasure …?

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 7:03 am.

Numbers tell. The 2^nd day. Meaning of number two? Division! Dividing my willful pleasures from Your decreed Laws. What a revelation to start this 2^nd day of the 10^th month. Wow!

Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endure! The End? Saved! …

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 2:13 pm.

Master? You have given me 7 hours since I recorded this headline. Meantime? You led me to illustrate the post. You gave me the incentive to catch up with my chores. Lastly?

Let It Go! In The Subject Line. I Clicked …?

Wow! The command from the leaders of Your flock. O my Master! You flashed into my mind my whole life of bondage to such command.

What A Heavy Burden Imposed Upon Unsuspecting Me, But! …

Not without my willing consent. I am the one who placed the leaders of Your flock ahead of You. What a revelation! And on this 2^nd day meant to divide the precious from the vile.

Skip The Dividing of The Human Willful Pleasures From Your Decreed Laws? …

There you have the core of all Conflicts, Discords, Strives, Contentions, Dissensions, Clashes in the human’s lives. WHAT?

O Well! Must Wait On You To Give Me Exactly What I Need To Write Next …

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 6:24 pm.

O my Master! I know this is incredible! The whole world’s system is set on the ‘Let It Go!’, but! The whole system is now bankrupt! More and more people are realizing it does not work! Even so?

The Leaders Are Now More Than Ever Before Intent In Making It Work …?

History repeating itself. It’s happening all over like it happened at the beginning. The blaming game. Anger. Rebelliousness. We have become our own gods, and declare:

Divine Self. The Universe. Unconditional Love …?

Master? What are You showing to me? Ha! The three words now household words mixed with the words ‘God’, Positive Thinking, and Your written words? The sure recipe for the predicted great falling away.

O My Master! This Is Not A Welcome Subject, I Fear, But! …

Despite my fears? You are still in control of it all. Those words encompass the Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields Your people is set on. You know it. What to do now, my Master?

“Fear Not! Do Exactly As You Been Doing—Write, Publish, And Optimize …

I am doing the rest no matter how it looks to you. This time? My people are responding to Me not to you. Remember, you are the product in My business not the owner of the business.”

Phew! What A Relief! No Need For My Concerns …

No need to concern myself with the likes or comments or followers. You have already told me it is beyond my imagination the multitude of souls You have reached with these writings You inspire to me.

On To My Task. Let You Do Your Task …

Tried. Purified. Refined. Chosen On High Seas. Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endure! The End? Saved! On lower seas. Sing! Rejoice! Aboard The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m sailing on!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Could You See This World? A Huge Field Of Dry Grass Under!

September 30, 2019

A Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields …

Is There Hope For LIFE &STRENGTH To Overcome? …

Saturday, September 28, 2019 at 8:13 am.

O man! Master? You know how easy it is for a drunkard or a whore to see, but! Not so for the ones living on the veneer of green luscious fields. It’s impossible for a human to give up such veneer. Even so?

Nothing Is Impossible With You. Dry Field? Stamped With? …

Saturday, September 28, 2019 at 2:07 pm.

Stamped with the turquoise fertility stamp! Wow! That just came to me. Been thinking all day about what I saw before I woke up this morning.

I saw a vast dry grass field. Somehow, I had a huge stamp in my hand. I began to stamp the field. It was so real, but I couldn’t figure it all out.
It came to me This World is a huge field of dry grass but all we can see is a Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields. So? I wrote the headline for the post. Next I recorded what came to me until I recorded the headline about stamped with.
I left it there because I didn’t know with what the field was stamped. I had a sense that the stamp in my hand had something to do with the turquoise rose allegory, but I didn’t know how to connect the field with the stamp until it just now.
I remember to come to record in the journal. I had no idea of what I was to record. I recorded date and time. I began to write with what was the field stamped to my own amazement. So simple. As if I should have known it all the while.

And So? My History Been Recorded In The Journal , And…?

Sunday, September 29, 2019 at 9:06 am.

O my Master! And You are now revealing it to me. Whatever for? For the benefit of all readers present as well as former and future. What has taken place from the time You called me to journal my life until this very moment?

Harmony And Sense In My Life Is And Has Been A Reality …

Sunday, September 29, 2019 at 10:58 pm.

Things worked out pretty well today. Thanks, my Master! Will go to sleep now. Hope to catch up. Awake at 3:47 am.

A New Day Waiting On You My Master …

Monday, September 30, 2019 at 3:53 am.

Like a maiden wait for her mistress so my soul waits on You. Illustrating my history recorded in this journal is the task consuming my time while I wait on You.

Talking About Harmony And Sense In My Life Is A Reality …?

Monday, September 30, 2019 at 4:01 pm.

Master? The truth is You are the Author of harmony and sense. Yes, the reality of my life has always been in harmony and much sense, but!

As A Human Being? All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Known To Me, Until…?

Your decreed time to unravel and harmonize my life came to me. But why all known to me before has been all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun?

All Is Crystal Clear To Me Now, No Kidding! …

The Harmony And Sense In My Life? Totally opposite of what the world knows for harmony and sense! Wow! NOW! This moment. IT ALL FIT TOGETHER! What am I talking about?

My Former Life Of Conflict, Discord, Strife, Contention, Dissension, Clash …?

That’s what I am talking about. No kidding! My family and the people that known me in the past can all testify about it all. No wonder why most all are skeptics about this miraculous transformation of my being!

The Best Part? JOY Inexplicable Full Of Your Esteem Bubbles Up Within Me …?

Master! Master! Master! Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! No more anger. No more conflicts. No more regrets. No more wondering. No more sorriest! What a marvel!

Your Work Is Done! The Adjustment To All Is For Real! …

That shall be the subject for future posts. For now? I am finished optimizing the illustration for this post. Lead me as I am preparing to post again. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:13

13 All has been heard; the end of the matter is: Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments, for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of God’s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun] and the whole [duty] for every man. End of quote.

Ha! I Started To Insert The Post In The Site, But!

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 12:46 am.

I had to hit the bed. Slept for 6 hours! Wow! I needed that! Midnight. Woke up. Another day. Another month. The first day of 10^th month. The 12^th hour. The minutes? I noticed, the number 46 or 4+6=10. The number 10?

Master! You Telling Me What Is To Happen It’s Really, Really Happening Now? …

O but what can I say, my Master? There are no words, no ways of any kind to figure You out. I never know what You got in store for me until You see fit to show it to me. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Master?. Am I To End This Post With Another Quote From Your Written Words I Got In The E-Mail Inbox Just Now?

I happen to check my inbox as I was editing the published post. I read the important email. Didn’t know what to make of it until I read the ending Scripture. How appropriate to quote it to end this post!

“Let them shout for joy and rejoice, who favour my vindication; and let them say continually, ‘The Lord be magnified, Who delights in the prosperity of His servant.’” (Psalm 35:27, NASB)

On to post now for sure.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

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Effective Ways To Produce The Integrity Of One’s Character …

September 27, 2019

Effective Ways To Produce The Integrity Of One’s Character …

Perfect Timing! All Over The World The Spirit Is Moving …

A Post’s Comment …

Quote:

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 5:43 am.

I have only read your introduction. Astonished! The year was 1985. The Master Creator of our beings decreed me as a writer for His honor. He then began the process to mold me into what I was born to be—His child to be loved to love. The process is now completed. A new life has begun at my 80^th birthday on this 2019 year, but! It was only this week that I came to terms with my reality, and? Here you appear! What’s next? Nothing but the best for us all! Glad for our crossing. Much love for all. thiaBasilia. 😊

“Yes, My Ways To Deal With You Are Effective To Produce The Integrity Of Your Character” The Master said to me …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 10:15 am.

Now You tell me! It’s about time! Either the nut house or the cemetery would have been my end! Phew! Thank goodness! You are neither late nor tardy. You always on time!

And The Things You Hate? Exactly The Things We Humans Love …?

O but how we love to look good to others! Our goodness? A cover up for the bad things deep in our gut. No kidding. I know this is offensive to hear, but!

It’s The Truth To Set Us All Free …?

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:09 am.

It’s the truth that set me free. The hour is coming and it’s here now for that truth to set us all free by the power of Your love and wisdom for them and me.

The Midday Hour Is Coming, And? …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:55 am.

I am free, but! I am still human. I do wonder. I have a hard time waiting on You to act in our behalf. In reality? I have a hard time waiting for things to change, but it’s not happening. No change.

The Sad Part? It’s Not Really Hard At All, But!…?

It’s just sad to see Ahmad et all struggling, struggling, struggling. No time to stop. No time to smell Your roses. All the time? Smelling the smell of carnal pleasures, whether religious or otherwise— success, food, vacations, entertainment the list goes on.

Even So? You Bless Some Of Us With The Fragrance Of Your Presence In Our Lives …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 3:41 pm.

Well? This is some four hours later. Slept for about three hours. Feeling surprisingly good. Updated files and links. Absolute silence. No news from Ahmad. But the fragrance of Your Presence? Sustains me in peace.

What A Difference From The Turmoil In My Past …?

Yeah. It’s not altogether smooth sailing 100%. No. there are waves of panic. Moments of mind churning junkie carnal thoughts, but! O my Master! You control those thoughts of mine now. What a blessing!

My Life In A Turquoise World Of Fertility …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 7:20 pm.

Life goes on. No change that I can tell. Am I struggling to make things better? O my Master! My life now? You have filled me to capacity with Your love and wisdom. No need to struggle anymore.

To Sleep On Monday, September 23, 2019 At 11:56 Pm.

Slept for more hours than usual. Got up to take care of myself. Finished around 6 am. Watered my plants. Been reading Dereck’s long email. Started reading his free book. Reading it all? I wondered.

Here We Go. Where Are We Going? Nobody Really Knows …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 7:48 am.

Honest to goodness! We are all going, going, going. Yeah, going to one place or the other. We are all searching. Searching, searching, searching for what? We don’t really know.

Happy Times. Bad Times. There Is A Solution For Either One. Really? …

Indeed! We humans think of many solutions for the least to the greatest circumstances in our lives, are those solutions worth it? That remains to be seen. Food for thought.

Me? The Almighty Done Plucked Me Out Of The Solution Department, And? …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 9:47 am.

It’s a good thing He did! None of my solutions came close at all to resolve the basic unsolvable human’s problem, but!

The Only Solution I Am Now Compelled to Proclaim? It’s Reaching Its Aim …?

Therefore? No need for me to complain in disdain to the blatant human arrogance to pretend to solve from the least to the greatest needing solution. Why?

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation? …

It’s now shinning for. It’s no longer just a metaphor. O my Master! Every single moment You come forth. You let the shinning light of Your plan shine over my human mind, and?

I Take Courage To Overcome The Darkness Surrounding Me …

Wednesday, September 25, 2019 at 6:33 am.

Yes, this a world of darkness even in the light of human wisdom but You know it my Father! No matter. Your words are a lamp unto my feet to always point the way.

As A Human? I Panic. I Despair, But! …

Thursday, September 26, 2019 at 3:25 am.

The Ever Existent One has lifted me up to live above my human nature. He has wakened up His nature within me to live by. A mouth full of an unexplainable phenom. Even so?

After My Human’s Nature Panic And Despair? Grace. Favor …?

Behold! His Power Of Love and Wisdom From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!

By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom? I Am Living And Going On …?

Is that something that I can brag and take it for granted? By no means. It’s a humbling experience. A power and wisdom way beyond my human’s imagination, yet!

As Simple As Becoming Like A Little Child …

Even so? Becoming like a little child? A process. We live in a world of spiritual darkness not suited for a little child. Thus?

A Supernatural Process Must Take Place …

There you have another mouth full an unexplainable phenom, but! I spent the whole day yesterday attempting to illustrate the matter. Guess what? Going back to the task. Got a better perspective now.

Would You Want To Know Your History?

A Simple Way To Find It Out.

True History! Worth Checking Into …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 11:42 am.

It’s as simple as taking a second look about the way we look at things. But of course, we are so set in our ways that it’s nearly impossible for us to consider any other way. Even worse?

We Resist Change Of Our Way With A Purple Passion! Why? …

Because our ways really define ourselves. True. Many of us try and try to change our ways. There are numerous of institutions and individuals set to help anyone in that department, but!

The World Has Yet To Find A Solution As Much As Problem Solutions Are Hailed Effective …

Effective yes, for that specific problem, but! The basic or source of all our problems remains unsolved until the time comes for each one of us individually.

The Time? The Appointed Time That Is. That Time? …

Supernaturally decreed. I know I sound ‘goofy’—religious—out on the left field—insane—or whatever label could be saddled on me. Regardless! It’s not about me.

True History Stands. Regardless All Objections And Biases …

The heading graphic encompasses our whole history. Been working on it for many days. I pause from my writing. I reflect on all written. I wait to hear that voice from within to change, add, or take from it.

Finally! The Moment Of Truth. Finished? We’ll See …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 2:49 pm.

Master? Am I to take for an answer the words You spoke to me in 2013? I am beginning to see Your order and ways with my life. My life’s history? Repeats itself. A crucial moment in 2013 repeat? Let me see.

Still On The Second Day Of This Crucial Moment Of My Life…

The heading caught my attention. I began to read the same thoughts and feelings I ‘been going through for the last few days. Strange. It did not hit me until this moment the meaning of pulling that file by accident.

Now I See. There Are No Accidents In My Life …?

Every minute detail of my life has been carefully planned by the Master Creator of my being’s invisible power of love and unfathomable wisdom. No two ways about it. His words? My proof. Quote:

“Indeed! My child, I have given you as much wisdom as I gave to King Solomon and from now on I will show the world that indeed such is the case.

“Remain in this room in silent until I open your mouth to speak the words of My wisdom that I will put in your mouth when the time comes for Ahmad to approach you.

“From now on fear no longer shall assail you. For I’m injecting within your being more courage than the most courageous man in this world and cringing fear will be a thing of the past in your daily existence.

“On the contrary, from now on your enemies shall fear you and all the rats in this world will not dare to attack or frighten you with their unwanted presence.

“And because of the work that I am now consummating between you and Ahmad many people shall learn the meaning of fearing Me!

“For I am Almighty Yahuwah and this time all nations shall know and fear My name. And My people shall learn what it is to offer Me a pleasing service and acceptable worship, with modesty and pious care and righteous fear and awe!

“Again, remain in this room in silent & composure for I am with you to strengthen & sustain you under any and all circumstances that I allow to develop in your midst.”

Who Am I? What Do I Do?

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 1:20 am

I am thiaBasilia. Was called to journal my life since 1985. Have not missed a day since March 1987. My life’s Journal? To tell my story. The purpose? To proclaim the Master Creator of our being’s Name for the work of transformation from a cringing fearful creature I once was to a new fearless one that I am now.
Started blogging since 2006. I have created several sites, but the main one is https://www.thia-basilia.com/. Have posted all my writings. The following post is one of my latest. Much is written, but! Don’t be surprised if you bump into one of the other sites to a post that speaks directly to you.

Why Am I Telling You About Me? …

Simple. I know the answer about our history by my own personal experience of it. But? Regardless! It’s not about my knowledge at all!

May Your Spirit O Mighty One, Enlighten Each One Of Your Children …

What is all about? This time? Your children will respond. So You have decreed it to be. Me? Waiting, waiting, waiting on You with patience and composure now more than ever before.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

I Feel Ageless, But! I Weight Out My Pitiful Stand Among The Young And Strong.

What To Do With Mom And Dad? …

Well? At 6:xx Am I Wake Up. Is It Morning Or Night I Don’t See Any Light …?

My Mind Bounces To My Age. I’m Eighty But I Sure Don’t Feel My Age …?

What Happened, My Master? How Are We In Such Stand In The Land …?

O My Master! What’s Your Purpose For My Waking Up With This Heavy Issue In My Mind …?

Alright! Cain Came To Mind …?

I Get It, My Master! On To Read The Story Of Cain Again …

What A Lesson For This Day While I Muse In All That I Been Reading …?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel He’s King Over All!

Continue To Muse On All Read …

How Can I Get Excited My Master When I Read The End Of The Wicked …?

I See All The Evil Around. You Have Shown It To Me …

You Promised, This Time All Nations Shall Know And Fear Your Name …?

Thanks For Your Peace. The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail …

I See It. You are aware of The Plight Of Your People …?

But You Have Chosen Some Of Us To Do The Mourning …

You Aim To Restore Us To The Original Intent For Our Creation, But! …

Master? I’m Coming To You. Reformatting? Tough Job…

O My Master! About The Changes Going On In My Relationships …?

I Wailed In Bed Thinking That Ahmad Had Given Up On Me, Why? …

But, O My Master! Though I Stumble In Agonizing Doubt And Fear Of Defeat …

The Problem With Ahmad? It Arose In My Mind Only, But!

I Waited On You For Solutions. You Came Through In That Dream …?

Now What, My Master? Guess To Tackle That Reformatting Job? …

Help Me My Master! Get Those Irons Off The Fire In My Mind …

No Bed. Instead? Back To The Beginning …?

The Time Was October 21, 1986. You Promised Me That Place, And …?

I Responded Willing To Obey. Within 6 Weeks Your Promise Became My Reality …?

And What A Life It Has Been …?

“You Don’t Belong Here Any Longer!” And? Your Call On April 27, 2008 At 5:48 am.

Perfectly Fitted In Your Presence …

What An Enviable Life. What An Exciting Tale Has This Tale Of Mine Is Turning Out To Be …

This World Is At The Peak Of Carnal Glory …

Seniors? Dementia No Potentia In The Limelight Of Success Is Our Plight …?

So? In The Midst Of This Euphoric State Of Your People …

O The Mighty One Of Israel! His Banner Over Us Is Love!

Again and Again! O The Mighty One Of Israel His Banner Over Us Is Love!

Surprise Visit From Ahmad …

My Tale Is Never Stale. Open Book. Take A Look! …

Guess What? My Art Instructor Is Back! …

Among His Many Talents Ahmad Is An Art Major, But! …

O What A Blessing! Thanks My Master! Making Artistic Progress For Your Honor …

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We Have Gone Bonkers With This Nutrition Fling …

About Laughter And Disaster …?

Here we go in a fun funny about our eats and defeats …

You Are What You Eat Is The Claiming Thing! …

A Lot Of Us Don’t Do Psychiatrists. We Are Googlers …

Why Am I Quoting These Fun Tales? Because …

Master? It’s The End Of The Afternoon. Don’t Feel Funny Anymore …

I Wait On You To Get Me Out Of This Mood. I Need Your Ump! …

You Are Faithful! You Always Deliver Me Lots Of Time While I Yet Speak …

Thanks, My Master! It’s All About Your Grace To Be Sufficient Unto Me …

Hahaha! O My Master? You Have Blessed Me With Some Real Down To Earth Servants Of Yours …

Fun Funny Memories To Relieve My ‘Pain In The Neck’ Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Hey! What About My Nutrition Tonight? Let Me See …

Well? It’s A New Day, My Master! As If You Didn’t Know It …

Caught Up! Ready For Whatever You Have For Me Next …?

It’s All Because Your Continuous Work And Leadership. But O My Master! What Am I To Do With Those Last Two Beauties? …

Indeed! I Am Well. This Last Bout With Neck Pain? Really A Pain In The Neck! …

Bless The Humorless World. Their Loss. I’ll Enjoy My Beauties To The Fulliest …

Now! Sure, One Can Exist Without A Knowledge Of The Mighty One Of Israel, But! …

So Glad That You ARE The First And The Last—The EVER EXISTENT ONE Period …

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Our Relationships Are Lame Ducks. Harmony And Peace Are Elusive …

Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Negative Issues Keep Popping Up …

You Are Aware And In Control Of It All, My Master …

My doings …

Now What, My Master? …

Perhaps Begin The Reformat Of Meditating In The Promise Land? …

Meditating In The Promise Land … An Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose … ?

Master? Fears Are Knocking At My Mind’s Door …

The Truth? Our Life’s Styles On This Earth Are All Out Of Control …?

What Is The Use Of Knowledge We Cannot Or Would Not Implement? …

Three Major Fearful Issues Consuming My Mind …

I Pay Mind To You And You As My First Priority. The Rest? …

Sitting Still And Yet My Activity In The Realm Of The Creator’s Invisible Kingdom Shall Intensify Tenfold …

Unbelievable! Miracle! You Answered Me Verbatim! …

Master? This Miracle Happened Mainly For My Sake …?