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The Human Rubble Is Surmounting! Overwhelming To The Limit, But! …

The Time Is Here To Overcome It All …

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Wednesday, June 12, 2019 at 5:55 pm.

Master? Hold me. The rubble is surmounting. Shocking conclusions are the norm for most human beings of my acquaintance. The worst part? They become furious should anyone does not abide by their unsound shocking conclusions, but!

You Are My Shield And My Buckler. I Will Not Despair …

Even so? My heart constricts. The tears flow. Let them flow. I will now go to laid my head down. I wait on You. In silence, I worship You.

Overcoming Human Rubble …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 4:26 am.

I woke up to a stuck-up computer. None of the key combos or the click of the mouse to respond. Pressed the turn on button to turned it off. What happened? Haven’t got the slightest.

Perhaps The Machine Was As Overloaded As Myself …

But one thing I know to do? Toss the trouble to You, my Master. You are the only One able and willing to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in Your children’s lives. So?

The Turmoil In My Soul Ended Just About Midnight …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 5:25 am.

Try the bed one more time. It’s now Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 9:47 am. I find myself nearly hopeless. I see no signs of improvement in the miserable situation of my entire life.

What Is It That Makes My Life So Miserable? …

Of course, the professionals as well as the amateurs or individuals unskilled in or having only a superficial knowledge of a subject or activity? Readily have an answer to such question, but!

The Naked Truth? Their Answer Is The Axe That Chops Many Heads …

How many times have I found myself devoid of hope? As many times as I hear from persons I respect and cherish them as friends pronounced the words, “Get that nonsense out of your mind!”

Nonsense? The Sacred Words From The Creator’s Spirit In My Heart? Nonsense? …

O but it would be less painful if they would physically chop my head off my neck! Despite them all? Behold! My Father’s faithfulness to deliver me from the ruthless tyrants.

As He Promised To The Prophet Jeremiah, He Promised To Me On October 21, 1986. Quote:

Therefore, thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]:

  • If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister;
  • and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness],
  • you shall be My mouthpiece.
  • [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].
  • And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.
  • And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Wow! How Faithful You Are To Your Word …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 2:09 pm.

Amazing! The human rubble lingered in my mind until? I began to record Your words to me in 1986. That was around 10 am this morning. Suddenly!

Overwhelmed. Desperate. I Wanted To Get Out Of Here! I Called Ahmad …

“I want to come and visit you at your work!” I blurted out. “What brought that up?” came Ahmad’s response along with copious tears that refused to flow before. I had to hang up, but!

  • Just as suddenly? My tears ceased. I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair flying wild. My scarred nose. I thought to myself, ‘there is no way I can go anywhere looking like this!’.
  • I reached over got the comb. Began to fix my hair. I noticed the pain in my elbow is not that sharp any longer. Spring weather is quite refreshing. Finish my hair. Fixed me a healthy lunch. Ate.
  • Came back to the computer, I said aloud, “Tomorrow is my birthday. Here is my birthday wish:
  1. I need a car.
  2. Most of all? I need You to heal my body and soul.
  3. I need to overlook the human rubble—the cruelest words spit at me from trusted friends.
  4. I desperately need to see You—I need for Your words to materialize as promised:

“Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”

My mind? Set on You while All the above was going on. Perfect And Constant Peace. Quote:

You will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind [both its inclination and its character] is stayed on You, because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You.

So trust in the Master (commit yourself to Him, lean on Him, hope confidently in Him) forever; for the Master Creator is an everlasting Rock [the Rock of Ages].

Sleep? Your Tool To Overall Healing Came Upon Me …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 6:08 pm.

Master? My beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua—You are in control of every minute detail of my life, both present, past, and future.

My Mind And Soul? Set On You Not The Universe …

For You are the Creator of the Universe and all therein including us human beings, but! The trend now? Man’s discovery of supernatural powers to reprogram the human mind and soul to ascend to the highest.

What’s The Catch? Human Against Your Supreme Authority—The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …

Ha! How funny it is. A moment ago, before I went to sleep? I recorded my birthday wish. First wish? I need a car. On waking up? Go check emails. I clicked to cancel email for order pending, instead I got:

“How To Magically Manifest

REAL, SPENDABLE CASH

Starting In The Next 24 Hours!”

Welcome, Dear one.

I’ve been eagerly awaiting your arrival.

You see… the divine journey that delivered you to this page was no random event.

As you’re about to discover…

There are no accidents in this Universe.

Every major event in your life has happened for areason, all to bring you to…

THIS Moment…
Right Now

How In The World I Landed On Such Page? Beats me…

Of course, I continued reading. I had just recorded my birthday wish. The first wish? A car. Well? The first thing the fellow got as the magic he is selling came through for him? Quote:

The first thing I bought was a brand new car with all the features I never dreamed I’d have…

O My Master? I Definitely Need You! Your Protection Is Vital …

The magical spiritual realm? Rampart. Aggressive. Millions are sucked in by such powerful magnet they call, ‘The Universe’. Me? The power of Your wisdom to read it all. Power to discern. Power to say, NO WAY!

O My Master! You Are Awesome! …

In this whole episode, You reveal Yourself to me. You show—reveal, manifest Yourself to me. You let Yourself be clearly seen by me and make Yourself real to me.

The Best Part? Soon—You Will Do The Same For All Your Children …

Of that? I am 100% sure! No matter all the human rubble. No matter all the pain of the human disdain for Your words within my heart? Despite it all, You are doing Your part.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

Well! My Master? It’s My Birthday! My 80th Birthday To Be Exact. Do You Remember It?

Am I Getting My Wish List? …

You Holding It All Until You Come Back? Mercy! …

How On This Earth Shall I Be Able To Wait? …

Friday, June 14, 2019 at 3:03 am.

This date and time on my 80th birthday? Amazing! 6-14-3:03=the day and hour of my birth some 80 years ago.

Emphatically! I do not believe or uphold angel numbers or the spirituality in the psychic world rampart now as it has been from ancient times, but!

I definitely believe in the Numbers in Scripture by Design of the ultimate Designer of them all. Besides? My Teacher leads me all the way. He leads me to find the closest to His meaning of everything. So?

On this 80th birthday of mine, first thing?

He led me to notice the date and time. Then He led me to recall the meaning of the numbers on today’s date and time. Beginning with number 80, quote:

  • When you keep seeing 80, it signifies that you are about to go on a spiritual expedition. This will lead to your spiritual growth and enlightenment.
  • Your challenges in life will contribute to it, and you will ultimately discover your divine life path. You will find the answers that you have been seeking, and they will fill you with peace and serenity.
  • The number 80 also signifies humility. I know You led me to find the message You are sending me on this 80th birthday of mine because I need to remain humble, especially now with so many achievements and accomplishments You done in my lifetime.
  • The Number Fourteen. The number ’14’ is a multiple of seven, and for that reason alone, we should be sensitive to it’s appearance. This number speaks of salvation, for it is the 14th of Aviv that the Passover lamb is to be killed.
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation followed by the number 0 then the number three again.
  • Primarily, the spiritual meaning of zero deals with pure potentiality.  It is the point from which all other numbers spring forth. Even visually – the number zero is symbolic of the seed, womb or egg from which pure potential emerges.
  • Because the zero also visually resembles a circle, this is symbolic of eternity, evolution, infinity. Additionally, as with most symbols comprised or containing the circle we’re dealing with meanings of cycles, evolution, and time.

Wow! What A Message On My 80th Birthday! But Me?

Concerned mainly with my Birthday Wish List! Duh! First thing I recorded, ‘I need that car now, my Master. Or, do I? Do I need that car or I just think that I do?’

Master? Have Your Way With Me. Car Or Not? Let Your Will Not Mine Be Done! Quote:

Yahushua said to them, My food (nourishment) is to do the will (pleasure) of Him Who sent Me and to accomplish and completely finish His work.

Do you not say, It is still four months until harvest time comes? Look! I tell you, raise your eyes and observe the fields and see how they are already white for harvesting.

Already the reaper is getting his wages [he who does the cutting now has his reward], for he is gathering fruit (crop) unto life eternal, so that he who does the planting and he who does the reaping may rejoice together.

For in this the saying holds true, One sows and another reaps. I sent you to reap a crop for which you have not toiled. Other men have labored and you have stepped in to reap the results of their work. John 4:34-38

Blessed (happy—with life-joy and satisfaction in your Creator’s favor and salvation, apart from your outward condition—and to be envied) are you when people despise (hate) you, and when they exclude and excommunicate you [as disreputable] and revile and denounce you and defame and cast out and spurn your name as evil (wicked) on account of the Son of Man.

Rejoice and be glad at such a time and exult and leap for joy, for behold, your reward is rich and great and strong and intense and abundant in heaven; for even so their forefathers treated the prophets. Luke 6:22-23

I Got It! I Humbly Accept My Lot Car Or Not Car? Your Will Not Mine Must Be Done …

Enough with all my shenanigans. You promised all things to me. No need for me to manipulate You with my foolishness. No need for a wish list. You have already imprinted that list in my heart. Quote:

Psalms 37 personalized for Thia

  • FRET NOT yourself because of evildoers, neither be envious against those who work unrighteousness—that which is not upright or in right standing with my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua. For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb.

  • Trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident in my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua and do good; so shall you dwell in the land and feed surely on His faithfulness, and truly you shall be fed.

  • Delight yourself also in my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, and He will give you the desires and secret petitions of your heart.

  • Commit your way to my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah /Yahushua—roll and repose each care of your load on Him; trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident also in Him and He will bring it to pass.

  • And He will make your uprightness and right standing with our Almighty Creator go forth as the light, and your justice and right as the shining sun of the noonday.

  • Be still and rest in my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua; wait for Him and patiently lean yourself upon Him; fret not yourself because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who brings wicked devices to pass.

  • Cease from anger and forsake wrath; fret not yourself—it tends only to evildoing. For evildoers shall be cut off, but those who wait and hope and look for my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua in the end shall inherit the earth.

  • For yet a little while, and the evildoers will be no more; though you look with care where they used to be, they will not be found.

  • But the meek in the end shall inherit the earth and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace.

  • The wicked plot against the uncompromisingly righteous—the upright in right standing with my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua; they gnash at them with their teeth.

  • My Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua laughs at the wicked, for He sees that their own day of defeat is coming.

  • The wicked draw the sword and bend their bows to cast down the poor and needy, to slay those who walk uprightly—blameless in conduct and in conversation.

  • The swords of the wicked shall enter their own hearts, and their bows shall be broken.

  • Better is the little that the uncompromisingly righteous have than the abundance of possessions of many who are wrong and wicked.

  • For the arms of the wicked shall be broken, but my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua upholds the consistently righteous.

  • My Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua knows the days of the upright and blameless, and their heritage will abide forever.

  • They shall not be put to shame in the time of evil; and in the days of famine they shall be satisfied.

  • But the wicked shall perish, and the enemies of my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua shall be as the fat of lambs that is consumed in smoke and as the glory of the pastures.

  • They shall vanish; like smoke shall they consume away. The wicked borrow and pay not again for they may be unable, but the uncompromisingly righteous deal kindly and give for they are able.

  • For such as are blessed of our Almighty Creator shall in the end inherit the earth, but they that are cursed of Him shall be cut off.

  • The steps of a good man are directed and established by my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua when He delights in his way and He busies Himself with his every step.

  • Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

  • I have been young and now am old, yet have I not seen the uncompromisingly righteous forsaken or their seed begging bread.

  • All day long they are merciful and deal graciously; they lend, and their offspring are blessed.

  • Depart from evil and do good; and you will dwell forever securely. For my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua delights in justice and forsakes not His set apart ones; they are preserved forever, but the offspring of the wicked in time shall be cut off.

  • Then the consistently righteous shall inherit the land and dwell upon it forever.

  • The mouth of the uncompromisingly righteous utters wisdom, and his tongue speaks with justice. The law of his Almighty Creator is in his heart; none of his steps shall slide.

  • The wicked lie in wait for the uncompromisingly righteous and seek to put them to death. My Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua will not leave them in their hands, or suffer them to condemn them when they are judged.

  • Wait for and expect my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua and keep and heed His way, and He will exalt you to inherit the land; in the end when the wicked are cut off, you shall see it.

  • I have seen a wicked man in great power and spreading himself like a green tree in its native soil, Yet he passed away, and behold, he was not; yes, I sought and inquired for him, but he could not be found.

  • Mark the blameless man and behold the upright, for there is a happy end for the man of peace. As for transgressors, they shall be destroyed together; in the end the wicked shall be cut off.

  • BUT THE DELIVERANCE OF THE CONSISTENTLY RIGHTEOUS IS OF MY MASTER—MY BELOVED YAHUWAH/YAHUSHUA; HE IS THEIR REFUGE & SECURE STRONGHOLD IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE.

  • And my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua helps them & delivers them; He delivers them from the wicked & saves them, because they trust & take refuge in Him! End of quote.

One Remark About The Wicked Here So Mentioned …

Funny, funny thing! In my book? I been quite smug appropriating this Psalm for myself. Thinking about the unfortunate wicked out there in this insanity ridden world.

That Wicked Human That I Am? Never Occur To Me To Be Included In This Psalm. Duh! …

But now? Reading this blessed Psalm on this 80th birthday of mine? I just about burst with laughter! How blessed I am! My Master has not only delivered me but!

My Master Has Destroyed The Power Of That Wicked Human To Control Me!

What a revelation to begin my 80th birthday day! Quite higher than the wishes in my wish list. Guess I won’t be getting that car for a while, or? Who knows? You know my Master.

What Is The Meaning Of Renewal—A Switch From The Natural To The Supernatural?

Friday, June 14, 2019 at 10:17 am.

O me! Bless my heart! My idea of renewal? Not quite in par with the fact. My view of abundance? I expressed my disappointment on waking up feeling down and heavy again! I said,

“I have no kind words for anyone. Neither did Yahushua.”

Wham! The Light Sprang. I Am Molded Into The Image Of My Master. What Else Should I Expect? …

What brought me to say such words? Thinking of the kind words already coming on this birthday of mine. How did my Master respond to kind words? Shockingly, but!

That Should Be My Response As Well …

My misconceptions? The same misconceptions programmed into the human mind without exception. Human beings are programmed to adopt certain conceptions about life and all pertaining to it.

Me? I Am Human, But! I Been Renewed. Meaning? …

Meaning a radical change in my behavior. Even so? My misconception about renewal meaning material abundance? Is now made clear for what it is—a misconception.

The Scriptures Portray All Kinds Of Examples To Enlightening Us On The Matter, But! …

We take it all for granted. Least that’s what I have done. The beauty of my day? Power to assess compliments soberly. Those are just words to reduce the pain of our human lives, but!

Such Words Have Not Eternal Value. Only Temporal Value, And?

Our temporal values? The hold of our souls to remain struggling to keep up with such values. No room for the Master’s touch to radically change our temporal values into eternal values.

Regardless! The Master Is In Control Of It All.

My thoughts, feelings, conceptions, my times, and all concerning my being? It’s all under His control and dominion. Behold the power of His love and wisdom.

On My 80th Birthday? It’s Okay To Feel The Heaviness Of Kind Words …

O for heaven’s sake! Don’t give me any slack! All we do is talk, talk, talk, and talk some more with no action to listen—to learn to apply all that talk to our own selves.

I’m ready to post now. Lots of simple ‘Happy Birthdays’! Much appreciate them all.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia

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One Reason Why You Should Reconsider Whatever Written In This Blog …

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A Life Renewed To Begin Fresh At Eighty—A Good Reason To Mind At These Times …

My Life Shall Never Be The Same Despite All Pain And Disdain …

Wednesday, June 12, 2019 at 7:45 am.

Ha! The meaning of this date and time? Quite interesting.

  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership.
  • The number seven – completeness and rest.
  • The number 45—Symbolizes the cosmic solidarity which is expressed in the life of all the beings—5 x 9 = 45—according to R. Allendy. A compass opens at forty-five degrees indicates that the matter is not completely dominated: there is not perfect balance between the forces of the spirit and the matter

Wow! This Day Is The First Day To Begin A Renewed Cycle Of My Life. The Meaning? …

In the last sentence: ‘there is not perfect balance between the forces of the spirit and the matter’ a matter to keep me, like never before sober, attentive to my inner Teacher.

One Day At A Time Cannot Be Flippantly Come Out Of My Mouth. Instead? …

Power to relax. Power to flow to the left or to the right on the assigned track by the power of love and wisdom from on high.

No Need To Premeditate. No Need To Set My Mind To Live One Way Or The Other. No Need To Stifle The Flow …

The struggles of my mind must cease by the power from on high not by my own efforts. Hey! Am I missing my good day? It’s spring! Do I again hear the Song of Solomon?

My beloved speaks and says to me, “Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.”

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me,

“O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.”

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire,” Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.”

She said distinctly, ”My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies.

[Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried] “Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains [which separate us].” Song of Solomon 2:10-13. End of quote.

The Mountains Which Separate Us? …

Indeed! Tall dark mountains of the trouble rubble created by the human element in each one of us human beings.

Nine Days Of Trouble Rubble? The Foxes, The Little Foxes That Spoil The Vineyards …

  • “The foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.”

The Number Nine—Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. Ha! I Am In The Seclusion Of The Clefts In The Solid Rock Of My Master ready to bear fruit!

Wow! What A Revelation! One Needed To Close This Post, And?

Enjoy this gifted spring day—a day to arise and come away to climb the rocky steps up the hillside, to the sheltered and secret place of the cliff. Quote:

HE WHO dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty Whose power no foe can withstand. Psalms 91:1

Indeed, dear Reader! Effortlessly? Beautifully simple. Renewed. There I shall remain forever stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty Whose power no foe can withstand.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)

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You May Not Know This: Renewed! Life Will Never Be The Same …

I Been Renewed, But! I’m Going Through The Worst Time In My Life, Why? …

All Things Must Happen As It Is Written …

The whole chapter of Isaiah 30 is an eye opener to reconsider what here in written.

  • And therefore, the Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
  • For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice.
  • Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
  • O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more.
  • He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you.
  • And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
  • And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
  • Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone! Isaiah 30:18-22. End of quote.

Renewed Is A Word Taken Lightly …

Friday, June 7, 2019 at 1:22 am.

So many important words in our vocabulary are taken lightly, but! Most all get highly insulted if the matter is questioned in their lives

I Been Renewed, But! I’m Going Through The Worst Time In My Life …

Friday, June 7, 2019 at 11:34 am.

I’m very tired. Need to rest. Will finish this post later. Unless you help me ? I no longer know what to do or where to turn for help.

Saturday, June 8, 2019 at 12:45 am.

This is one of the worst moments I am going through. I am hurting so bad that I can’t sleep. I find myself sleeping in front of the screen. I go to bed? Pain. No way to get comfortable to sleep.

What Gives? I Am Not Renewed? …

Saturday, June 8, 2019 at 7:12 am.

Yes! I have questioned my renewal, why not? In the agony of worse pain than before, it’s only natural to question matters, but!

The Unseen Beauty From The Natural Realm? Wow!

Dear Reader, I will give you a bulleted summary of how this renewal of mine has been on the making for the last 45 years since 1974 when I discover the Scriptures.

It took all those years for me to fling away my idols. To say to all my idols, ‘Be gone’!

Here is the promised list:

  • The year was 1974—I discovered the Scriptures. Got into the unknown spiritual realm. Lost my mind. Stopped reading the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1979—amazing healing experience from deep wound inflicted upon me in my childhood. The result? Regained my physical health. Back in the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1983—Gruesome divorce. Felt apart. Lost hope. Lost all morals. Hit the top of immoral living.
  • The year was 1985—Suddenly! Unexpectedly! My whole life was run like a film strip in my view. What did I realize as I viewed the film? I had gone through life unaware of the secret saving power of the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being, taking everything and everybody for granted without consideration of anything other than my own understanding of life, and the raw feelings of my emotions. Restored, A second mental breakdown. Called to journal my life, but! Did not listen.
  • The year was 1986—convicted. Power to quit it my work. Power to listen.
  • The year was 1987—began new life under my gifted mentor. Began to journal my life consistently.
  • The year was 1992—saddest year for me, my mentor died. I became lost. I felt abandoned. Back to my old life of family and church.
  • The year was 1994—bought property. Became sort of independent. Happy time.
  • The year was 1995—depression treatment? Electric shocks. Almost destroyed me. My daughter rescued me, but that’s the year my prescription drug addiction began.
  • The year was 1999—inspired to go live with family. Sold my property. Things did not work out. I felt spiritually dead.
  • The year was 2001—back on my own again. Got beautiful apartment, but! Got involved in helping seniors instead of my call to journal my life as instructed to do.
  • The year was 2007—that’s the year I dropped unconscious, victim of misdiagnose. Rushed to the emergency room at the point of death. Convicted. Repented. Restored.
  • The year was 2008—called to go to the ‘lost sheep of Israel. Power to accept the call.
  • The year was 2009—called to get out of the USA. Destination? The wilderness of people to judge me face to face.
  • The year was 2015—call to go with my gifted son Ahmad. He is to be my authority while we wait for Yahushua’s return.
  • The year was 2017—got the roof apartment of my dreams. My renewed life began.
  • The year is now 2019—WOW! What a year it has been. This is to be the year of our jubilee, but! O well?

It Surely Doesn’t Look Like Jubilee At All! But!

The Almighty Creator is in control of His creation. I am committed and submitted to Him as my supreme Authority. He has declared me to be His messenger. So?

It Does Not Matter How It Looks To Us …

Us? Ahmad and I. We are going through the worst times that anyone can go through. The banks are closed here in Amman, Jordan until Monday. We are unable to get the monies needed for my support.

Perhaps, That’s Not A Big Deal To Many, But To Us?

Though that we are patiently waiting? Myself more than Ahmad tremble to think of the implications when banks close—something that it’s prophesied it will happen.

Behold! The Importance To Prepare …

How are we to prepare? Mainly spiritually—we must kiss or submit to the Son (Psalms 2). Then? What is to be done in the physical comes second.

Not My Ideas Or Predictions At All. Only A Fact As It Is Written …

Many are preparing physically, but that shall be of no avail if the spiritual is not done. The subject for future posts.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

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A Peaceful Not Too Hot 7th Day Of Rest …

A Peaceful Not Too Hot 7th Day Of Rest …

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest

Saturday, June 1, 2019 at 1:15 pm.

It looks like the whole week shall be mild in comparison with previous days. Master? Is this Your way to make Your Presence real to me?

It’s A Strange Moment Of Peace. Strange Moment Of Rest From My Usual Labors …

All quiet. The old-time noise, hazzle to keep up the Shabbath’s ritual is no more in my mind. You have, finally brought me into Your rest—a supernatural rest of my soul and mind and body.

Wow! You Are Now Revealing All To Me. Now I See What I Been Doing All My Past Days …

I been zealous. I have exerted myself and strived diligently to enter that rest of Yahuwah, to know and experience it for myself.

And The Best Part? Your Power To Endure All Misconceptions Rampart In Your World …

Wow! I must savor this unique moment of my life in Your Presence. What peace! Not even the absence of Ahmad and my children is disturbing my peace at all.

A Solemn Moment Of Silence. Only The Faint Cooing Of A Dove Is Heard …

I can hardly move. In silence I worship You. It’s my moment of Your visitation, however brief, for now the noise is intruding the moment again.

Noise? The Destroyer Of Peace …

Sunday, June 2, 2019 at 12:20 am.

Twenty minutes into this new day. My soul. My mind? Remain at rest despite my body. Despite the noisy physical atmosphere.

Let It So Be. My Times Are In Your Hands …

I’m Heavy. Copious Tears Flow …

Sunday, June 2, 2019 at 10:18 am.

Copious Tears Flow looking to relieve the heaviness all in vain. Relief can’t be. Not now anyhow. I must endure, not grin and bear, but! …

Face And Withstand It All—Good Or Bad With Courage By The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High Invested Upon Me …

I Do Face And Withstand It All But Is Not A Picnic On A Garden Of Roses …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 2:56 am.

Perhaps it is a garden of roses. Only those roses are quite thorny. Right now? It’s 3:00 am in this garden of my inheritance. I’m overwhelmed with the task ahead of me. This ought not to be.

Even So? You Know All About It My Master …

Heading for bed. Slept as usual for a couple of hours. Up. Back to bed. Finally? Up around 5:30 am. Fix coffee. Enjoyed the daybreak sitting at the roof sipping my coffee.

What’s In Mind? Ahmad’s Promised Visit …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 6:36 am.

It may happen, who knows at what time morning is meant in Ahmad’s mind?  It could run into the afternoon if there is no emergencies.

O The Ways Of This Culture! No Choice But To Endure …

How is it possible for me to endure— face and withstand it all—good or bad with courage? It used to be a totally impossibility, but now?

O My Master! You Have Invested Your Power And Wisdom To Withstand It All …

Therefore? I’m not anxious nor desperate anymore, but in Your wisdom? I’m contemplating to record the possibilities to establish the relationship You have in mind for us. Quote:

  • Malachi 4:1-6
  • FOR BEHOLD, the day comes that shall burn like an oven, and all the proud and arrogant, yes, and all that do wickedly and are lawless, shall be stubble; the day that comes shall burn them up, says the Master of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch. [Isa_5:21-25; Mat_3:12]
  • But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.
  • And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Master of hosts.
  • Earnestly remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on Mount Horeb to give to all Israel.
  • Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]
  • And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the [estranged] fathers to the [ungodly] children, and the hearts of the [rebellious] children to [the piety of] their fathers [a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly], lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17]. End of quote.
  • The Wicked? How’s About The Wicked In Me Or You To Become Ashes Under The Soles Of Our Feet? …

Wow! So that’s what I’m to record today. How ‘bout that?

In my mind this morning came the idea of conviction— repentance—restoration once again.

How Can We Repent If There Is No Conviction? …

What is Conviction? As per the dictionary, quote:

Conviction

  1. Law
  2. The judgment of a jury or judge that a person is guilty of a crime as charged.
  3. The state of being found or proved guilty: evidence that led to the suspect’s conviction.

What’s Our Crime? What Are We Guilty Of? …

Ungodliness. Rebelliousness. By nature? We question our parent’s piety. But, the greater sin? We not only question such piety but? We rebel at such piety big time, and?

That Includes? Defiance Toward An Authority Or Established Convention …

Who can deny such a fact about our human behavior? Even the most loving children are guilty of such behavior. How is that? Observe.

These Days? The Children Have Become The Parents …

And why not? We parents have taught self-sufficiency—independence—productivity—to stand up for themselves.

Respect? Only When Is Advantageous To Achieve Our Goals …

Yeah! For sure! I must respect that impressive police officer, else? The slam! That’s the laws of the land, but?

The Highest Authority Laws And Commands? That’s Up To My Own Discretion For The Most …

Yeap! Up to my own discretion? Phew! That means whatever I feel or think those laws and commands are to be kept.

The Police For Those Laws And Commands? Totally Out Of Bounds, Why? …

Why not? They are only policing their warp interpretation of something higher, much higher than the human mind can conceive.

Anyhow? That’s What My Master Is Now Revealing To All …

No need for me to explain any further. Only giving the basis for what came to mind this morning in reference to conviction—repentance—restoration.

Conviction—Repentance—Restoration From On High? Quite A Marvel To Experience …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 9:26 am.

Been checking procedure to convict someone in the courts of these lands. Nothing comparing to the conviction—repentance—restoration from on high.

(O well! Dear Reader saved you a lengthy and boring display on the matter. Saved by my own conviction! lol Here is the next post. )

The Question I Need To Answer Before Is Too Late …

Ha! And Here I Was Wondering About Others Answering Such Question! Duh!

Off the track but I am back …

Tuesday, June 4, 2019 at 1:39 am.

I just got up to plug and turn the computer on. Overwhelmed about my writing task plus the lack of help, my inability to take care of myself painlessly? It came to me to rest, until? Just a few minutes ago.

Woke Up. Now What? The Question Came To Me, And?

I began to reflect in all happenings lately between Ahmad, my children, and myself. I began to deliberate in my mind how I was to put the question to them, when?

The Question, “Did You Kiss The Son?” Cut To The Clutter In My Brains …

Wow! Talking about a hit! Off track again on my own terrain I was writing it all in vain. No need for me to go on about things that cannot be explained in logical terms.

Turning From The Natural To The Supernatural? …

What is that to me? It’s all my Father’s business, but! I’m always trying to meddle in His business instead of mindfully following His instructions to me.

Phew! You See What I Mean Dear Reader? …

You see how easily one can get off track to wonder into somebody else’s track? My business is to share  what is happening in my track not to meddle in your track.

Ah! But The Wonder Of My Father’s Discipline …

One poignant question? My hands off his business. Back on track to mind my own business to share with all the intricacies of this abundant life that I now live, and?

Guess what? My apartment and dishes are clean, but!

The ants! Those varmints have no respect for anything. I called to thank Ahmad about his wonderful help. Telling him about the ants? He said, “they love you”. I said, “everything that loves me bites me!” and we had a hearty laugh!

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

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We Have Lost The Strength To Endure, But! …

There Is Hope And The Strength To Endure For Sure! …

Thank Goodness! Behold! The Great I AM? He can give you hope and the strength to endure whatever hard times come your way.

New Day. New Month. Renewed Life!

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 11:47 pm.

Only a few minutes and? The last day of the 5th month of this 2019 year. Thirty-one days flew past leaving us still oblivious to the meaning of time. How strange. Anyhow?

Power To Endure Is The Gift Of My Day …

And I am not bragging or flipping this so amazing gift for sure. This power is not a lite matter. Even so? I don’t expect to become a stoical fool. Rather?

Humor Instead Of Anger Remains To Be My Motto …

Only? There is a season for everything. A time to laugh. There is a time to cry. The power of love and wisdom from on high avails me now more than ever before.

In This So Loved World? Pain—Sorrow—Trials—Difficulties?  Inevitable! …

Despite of it all? The Father Creator chose to bless me with His Spirit. His Spirit within me? Overcomes the world for me. I’m now totally free!

Free To Go On Fearlessly. Empowered To Endure Not Despair …

Of course! That’ not so rare. Multitude of witness cheer me on! So it’s written. Only those written words? Totally out of my experience in the past. Not so anymore.

About The Written Words? …

Saturday, June 1, 2019 at 2:55 am.

On to bed. Hope for sleep. Slept until around 5:00 am. Woke up thinking about endurance as the persistent pain in my body reigned. Guess what?

The Power To Endure? Overcame The Reign Of Pain. No Kidding …

I got up. Fixed me some coffee. Watered my plants. Sat to admire my Father’s heavens over His so loved world. Then it came to me, what?

No Strength To Endure. All Strength Is To Procure. Wow!

Saturday, June 1, 2019 at 6:42 am.

To procure? To get by special effort; obtain or acquire. Amazing truth! But isn’t that what was decreed way over in the creation story now a mere cliché? Quote:

  • To the woman He said, I will greatly multiply your grief and your suffering in pregnancy and the pangs of childbearing; with spasms of distress you will bring forth children. Yet your desire and craving will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.
  • And to Adam He said, Because you have listened and given heed to the voice of your wife and have eaten of the tree of which I commanded you, saying, You shall not eat of it, the ground is under a curse because of you; in sorrow and toil shall you eat [of the fruits] of it all the days of your life. Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth for you, and you shall eat the plants of the field.
  • In the sweat of your face shall you eat bread until you return to the ground, for out of it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you shall return.
  • The man called his wife’s name Eve [life spring], because she was the mother of all the living.
  • For Adam also and for his wife the Master Creator made long coats (tunics) of skins and clothed them. And the Master Creator said,
  • Behold, the man has become like one of Us [the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit], to know [how to distinguish between] good and evil and blessing and calamity; and now, lest he put forth his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever—
  • Therefore the Master Creator sent him forth from the Garden of Eden to till the ground from which he was taken.
  • So the Master Creator drove out the man; and He placed at the east of the Garden of Eden the cherubim and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep and guard the way to the tree of life. [Rev 2:7; Rev 22:2, Rev 22:14, Rev 22:19] Genesis 3:16-24. End of quote.

Just A Simple Observation. No Need To Rehash The Matter, But!

Those written words totally explain mankind’s fate on these earthly grounds. What developed since then? Is man to end at his return to the ground? Is man to return to the dust to end the matter?

Hardly? But, The Mystery Of The Story? …

Way above our highest imaginations and interpretations. Even so? That’s the sit of mankind’s drive to procure for himself. Work. Work. Work!

That’s What Came To Me This Morning, And? …

Like magic! Enlightenment shone within my being to encourage me to endure—to desist for myself to procure.

What On Earth Am I Talking About? …

O people! Dear, precious ones living in my heart along my Beloved Father’s Presence, listen up! Our lives are really a spiritual quest: an odyssey of discovery.

Every Morning? Now A New Discovery! …

What magic! What wonderment! What do You have next to delight my being, my Beloved Master? What a relief not just a belief, but, for sure?

Power To Endure Whatever Hard Or Good Times Come My Way. WOW!

No more struggle to procure and secure for myself! All power to endure. Power to let You hand me at Your discretion, hard times or a huge portion of good times, whatever is in line with Your good plan for us all in Your heart and mind.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

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You May Not Think About It But! Swiftly? Time Marches On …

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Is It Living Us Behind? Are We Marching Ahead Of It? …

Perhaps That’s Too Deep For You To Think About? …

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 8:28 am.

Perhaps, the opposite is the fact. More and more every single day I hear tell the exact same concern as my concern—I don’t need anything but the understanding of my soul, no one cares, no one understands.

The Understanding Of My Soul? What Is It That I Need? …

Finally! For the last few months? My cry “I need YOU!” has reach the highest. No kidding! What now? How do I know that my cry has reached the highest to be the fact?

By Revelation Knowledge …

Every interchange with people? I see clear the root of my own troubles. Example? My doings to help myself at the least or the most of provocations.

Ah! But! I Proclaim Big Time To Trust My Master. Really? …

If my claim was sound? I won’t be looking for ways to alleviate or cure the pain in my soul and body as it’s the norm with mankind.

What’s Wrong With That? Haven’t Got The Slightest, But! …

I see clear now. The search and find for solutions is nothing else but lack of trust in my Master. Instead? My Master is empowering me to endure. To carry on through, despite hardships; undergo or suffer. Quote:

Do Not Grow Weary

  • Just think of Him Who endured from sinners such grievous opposition and bitter hostility against Himself [reckon up and consider it all in comparison with your trials], so that you may not grow weary or exhausted, losing heart and relaxing and fainting in your minds.
  • You have not yet struggled and fought agonizingly against sin, nor have you yet resisted and withstood to the point of pouring out your [own] blood.
  • And have you [completely] forgotten the divine word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons?
  • My son, do not think lightly or scorn to submit to the correction and discipline of the Master, nor lose courage and give up and faint when you are reproved or corrected by Him; For the Master corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes.
  • You must submit to and endure [correction] for discipline; the Father Creator is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not [thus] train and correct and discipline? Hebrews 12:3-7. End of quote.

Therefore? Power To Endure Is My Gift For Today …

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 11:16 am.

Sleep? Awake now. Thinking? About the futility of explaining, complaining, defending one’s self. All that explaining et all only adds to the human mind’s confusion and delusion.

It’s All Blowing Dusty Wind Against Each Other …

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 1:05 pm.

In vain we go around telling each other to do one thing or the other to resolve our hardships. That’s something I’m just now realizing.

From Birth Until Death We Humans Are Intent On Education …

Education. Knowledge. Not only for our sakes but mostly for the sake of others. But then at the end? What have we accomplished?

Is It Not The Peak Or The Pointed Summit Of A Corrupt Civilization? …

Is it not the peak or the pointed summit of a civilized corruption eating up on greed and grandiose ideas to shake off all restrains to fulfill our most lofty ideas to climb above the highest throne?

Even So? It’s Altogether Futile To Expound The Matter …

Best thing I’m now learning to do? Mind my business to communicate intimately with the Ever-Existent Almighty Creator—to be in a state of heightened, intimate receptivity to the deep inner meaning of His blood covenant with us.

O My Master! What Power You Are Investing Upon Me, But! …

Only You can impress this matter in the heart of Your people, and? You are doing so. More power for me to chill out!

Much love, thiaBasilia.

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Not Many Can Accept Truth And Fact …

We Call Evil Good. We Call Good Evil. We Stone Whoever Differs …

Our Fabrications? Remain The Base For Our Thinking System …

O my Master! You alone know the facts and the truth of our existence. Therefore? We are living in a lie we have fabricated to be the truth.

Who’s Stoning Anyone? The Question Remains Through The Centuries …

Saturday, May 25, 2019 at 1:10 pm.

True. The old-time stoning is no longer the way, but! O the modern stones? WORDS. It is not true that sticks and stones may hurt my bones but words never hurt me.

Stoning Words Hurt Deeper Than The Greatest Boulder Flung To Kill, But! …

The problem with words? The condition of our hearts. Did you mean to hurt me with nice or otherwise words?

That’s The Question With A Worthy Answer Yet To Be Found …

Sunday, May 26, 2019 at 12:23 pm.

Indeed! There are may answers to that question, but! A worthy answer? Quite an elusive matter to most. Why? We are not quite aware of the condition of our hearts, but!

Despite Our Staunch Beliefs? The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High Shall Overcome It All …

That’s what my story is all about. It’s related in the many books, articles, and posts published since that memorable year of 1985, and now? On cue to impact this so loved world that we inhabit.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

 

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You May Not Know This: Religion? Huge Misconception! The Cause For The Colossal Division And Hate Among Human Beings, But! …

Better yet? You May Not Know WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among us all …

  • Religion Like Pain? Can Drive Anyone Into The Nut House.
  • I Know—It Drove Me Three Times—I’m Slow Learner—Bless My Heart …
  • That I know, but what I did not know?
  • What was exactly the cause of discord in my life.
  • That’s the knowledge my Master is now inscribing in my heart.
  • Religion Falls Into The Category Of What Seems Good To Mankind—subject for future posts.

Am I against religion? NOT ME! I am not against anything. Even if I was? …

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 5:27 am.

Even if I was against anything? It wouldn’t matter at all. Fact is fact. Only? The lack of respect for the facts of life is rampart nowadays.

O My Master? All These Matters Are Just Wearing Me Out! HELP!…

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 9:18 am.

You have Your perfect number of messengers to Your people. You are revealing Yourself in many different ways, but! Your whole spectrum even of my life? Too much! But You know it.

I’m Worn Out! Have No Idea Of What’s Next For Me To Do …

Last night? Horrible again. This morning, right now? There is no pain, no horror, just a blah feeling. Suddenly? I just realizing how much the lack of visible change is affecting my well-being.

Frustrating! I Don’t Want Anything. I Want You, But!

The insidious expectation for things to come my way? It’s driving me crazy. Nothing is coming my way. That’s what I am just now realizing.

Regardless! You Are In Control Of It All. My Times Are In Your Hands …

What about if all this despair is nothing else but my carnal nature’s wiles and doings? It’s true, nothing is coming out my way. In fact? The things coming to me are nothing like what I expect, and?

The Truth? My Nature Can’t Bow Down, But!

I am in a situation where I have no choice. I have to take whatever I get and be nice about it, and? I can’t do that! Therefore?

O Wretched Woman That I Am! …

I want to be and look good, but instead? I act like a demanding, ungrateful wench! O the carnal nature. O the tongue of man? No man can control for sure!

Aha! So That’s The Lesson You Are Engraving In My Soul. Wow!

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 12:36 pm.

Let me check the Scriptures. I did, and? Man! I cannot emphasize enough Your ways to deliver me from the miseries of the carnal material world that I live on.

What Happened When I Read Chapter 3/Chapter 4 Of The Book Of James? Conviction. Repentance. Restoration, But! …

Conviction. Repentance. Restoration? Nothing like can be explained in logical terms. It’s a conviction that empowers one to a supernatural eternal repentance or turning from the natural to the supernatural.

Supernatural Repentance Is The Only Way That One Can Be Restored …

Wow! What a revelation! Now I know how though I had repented I was never quite fully restored, but! Now? What a difference!

That’s The Difference Between Religion And Experience …

Dear Readers, many Christian and otherwise religious souls have quit me for proclaiming the truth about religion, but! The truth?

Religion Falls Into The Category Of What Seems Good To Mankind …

Monday, May 20, 2019 at 5:01 am.

Here we go! I had no idea how was I to close this writing until this moment. Thinking about the many remarks I hear about the good of religion? I heard that lovely voice from my heart. Quote:

There is a way that seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death. Proverbs 16:25. End of quote.

WOW! The subject for future posts as directed by the Almighty Spirit of the Father Creator of my being—my Master and Teacher within my heart leads me to proclaim.

Much love, thiaBasilia. :-)

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You May Not Know This: I’m A Happy Camper! Living The Kingdom’s Abundant Life. Whooppee! Who Cares? …

You Do, Or? You Wouldn’t Be Following Me Blogs! Hahaha!

A Cool Day Ahead …

Saturday, May 18, 2019 at 5:13 am.

Master? I’m looking forward for a cool day, both physical and spiritual, but! I sure would like to get a hold on the pain depriving me of strength to function. What?

I Do Got A Hold On The Pain, Duh! …

How that happen? How did I get a hold on the pain? Well? Not me really, but! At the end of horrible yesterday? It came to me to ice my pain.

Ice My Pain? How? The Fridge Is Broke But The Freezer Part Works, So? …

I been freezing a couple of small towels to ice my shoulder, but! Those melted fast. So? It came to me to use the jar that was holding the towels in shape. So?

  • I put the icy jar under my sleeve directly on my sore shoulder.
  • Ah! That felt so good!
  • After a while? I put the jar under my arm. Ummn…How refreshing!
  • Next? I put it on my neck. O but what relief!
  • I wound up laying on bed with the jar under my neck.
  • Ah! Sleep. Sweet sleep at last! A blessing the jar didn’t brake, but!
  • I woke up refreshed but the pain? O well! I wrote the paragraph about the cool day and hope for my pain to go away. Then?

I Noticed There Were Likes In The Inbox. Forgot The Pain. Headed To Check Things Out. Wow!

A new follower, and the best! A notice about a reply to my comment of yesterday. I had already forgotten that comment, so? I rushed to check. What did I find? One remark with untold meaning. I replied, quote:

Ummmm …it’s the way I feel as I read yours. BTW and I’ll say this with smile in my face, if I could? I’ll send you a donation, but! My friend who manages my account? Don’t let me forget that I am limited. She can’t understand the things of the Spirit. She’s skeptical and practical, but guess what? All over the world the Spirit is moving, including in her world.
The problem that she objects is the fact that I, too, have asked for donations and got none! lol Guess all our readers are in the same boat that we are, but! Guess what? Somewhere in the Scriptures it’s written, ‘The wealth of the wicked shall come to the righteous’!
Well? I was expecting that to mean the wealth of the gamblers and drunkards, but! The Spirit straitened me out. “No! The wicked carnal nature within My wealthy children!” Hahaha! there is a millionaire good righteous people popping up on the hour, what are they doing with their millions? Wiggling their toes on sandy beaches–having a grand time. Just you wait! CONVICTION is coming to all, and? We’ll be the recipients. No kidding.
But DON’T SET YOUR EYES ON THOSE MILLIONS, FOR GOODNESS SAKE! Let’s continue to fear the Master. I for one? I plead on the daily basis. “O please my Master! deliver me from my own self! I can’t help myself. I want to do good, to obey You, but inevitable? I do bad! I need YOU! Don’t need ANYTHING ELSE!” Ha! In the blink of an eye? He makes Himself real to me in the most unexpected ways.
Like yesterday? the WORST! 100 F temp. fridge broke, no AC of course, haven’t even seen an AC in the last 10 years since I left the USA. The pain from head to toe? Incredible! Impossible to accomplish much of all basic needs. Yet? He brought me through.
TODAY? the temp down to 63 F. beautiful weather. The pain is under control. It’s Shabath! The 7th Day of rest! A new cool day…First thing? A meaningful one remark from you! Typing all this essay without pain at all. Somebody shall come to fix the fridge. And? No telling what wonders He has in store for me. What an abundant life we live!
All I can say and do? Hahaha! HalleluYah! Thanks my Master! Don’t let me get smug about Your blessings. I worship You above all things.
Much love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

That’s How The Pain Came Under Control …

Haven’t got the slightest about my brother’s reaction, but! By the time I finished writing the reply? My pain was under control! Wow! Then I heard that lovely voice quote me the Scriptures:

Do Not Be Anxious

Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater [in quality] than food, and the body [far above and more excellent] than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life?

And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin. Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these.

But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear? For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek aim at and strive after first of all His kingdom and His righteousness His way of doing and being right, and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:25-34. End of quote.

Next? I Headed To Get Graphics To Illustrate The Given Scriptures …

It’s really neat the way the Spirit—my Teacher leads me to the exact graphics needed. Been working on that project until now.

Now. Why Am Relating This Shattering Happenings To You? …

Simple. To get the crypted or mystery out of my doings! Somehow, these simple things that I make out to be so ‘cryptic’? They are really things that we usually take for granted, and?

We Miss The Beauty Of Our Maker’s Doings To Comfort, To Encourage Us …

Saturday, May 18, 2019 at 2:54 pm.

Well? This cool day is advancing, and? My pain and discomfort are not. I feel pretty decent. Master? Do You have anything else to add to this post? I sense I’m missing something. I’ll wait before I post.

Ah! Now I Know What I Needed To Add …

Saturday, May 18, 2019 at 8:13 pm.

The one thing making my writings cryptic or mysterious? The quoting of Scriptures when I do not claim to adhere to any religion. Why?

In General? People Equates The Scriptures With Religion, But! …

That’s the huge misconception of the matter, and? The cause for the colossal division and hate among human beings.

Food For Thought In Future Posts …

The subject for future posts geared to take the mystery out of my writings by the power of love and wisdom from on high, not by the power of my worldly knowledge.

On to the posting grounds. Much love, thiaBasilia. :-)

 

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Who Is Greater Than The Almighty Ever Existent One Creator Of All In Existence? No One But!

Humankind Is Oblivious To Such Fact.

  • What Do You Know About Yourself?
  • The Truth? Not Much But? You Think Otherwise …

Master? You Know …

I am earnestly waiting for You. You know that I expect and look and long for You—for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship, but!

I Keep Missing You, And? …

Loneliness. Longing for human companionship sets in my soul. Today the USA celebrates ‘Mother’s Day’. All mothers are blessed and exalted.

Even So? I Quit Celebrating The Day A Long Time Ago, Why?

Because of the materialism involved in it. So, now? My children do not really bless me, and? It makes me wonder.

Could This Be The Way For Them To Show Me Their Hurt—Resentment because of my Absence? …

  • I don’t know.
  • I don’t need to assume that such is the case.
  • Instead of mopping about it? I will attempt to change the apartment again. I don’t like my bed position, but!
  • Moving the bed and cover and drawers? Big job.
  • My arm still hurts. I fear not being able to finish should I start the project.
  • What to do, my Master?
  • I know You are restoring my health.
  • I know that no matter what I feel or think.
  • No matter the reality of my arm’s pain?
  • I must wait on You.

O But The Feelings And Thoughts That Determine Our Behaviour! …

Monday, May 13, 2019 at 2:49 am.

Master? I am going to bed. I’ll try to sleep again. You know why I have not been able to enjoy some sound sleep for the last few days. Help! O help me, my Master!

Too Much Mixed In My Mind, But! You Know It My Master …

Monday, May 13, 2019 at 7:50 am.

I’ll wait until You clear my mind to record. So much mixed in my mind? Ha! Not in my mind only—all humankind? Guilty!!!!

So Much Mixed In My Mind? Ha! Not In My Mind Only—All Humankind? Guilty!!!!

Monday, May 13, 2019 at 10:44 am.

Well? My two cents worth—Humankind as a whole is infected! Spiritual Leprosy? Man! Now that I am out of the leprosy colony, I can clearly see it.

The Plague Is Global. Even So?

How can we see the difference when we are all look and behave alike? Master? I’m feeling really strange. Could it be the daisy tea? Maybe sleep?

(It’s now 1:19 pm. More problems. Lost my calls with google phone #. It’s now Monday, May 13, 2019 at 11:11 pm. Restarting computer to see if that fixes the problem.)

Well? Nothing Is Working ….

Tuesday, May 14, 2019 at 7:49 am.

  • I lost the phone icon to make calls from my inbox.
  • Things keep changing. I can’t keep up.
  • The ants keep biting me. Done all I can think off to get rid of them. I keep asking You for help to no avail.
  • The pain in my shoulder comes and goes.
  • My sleep is erratic.
  • Sometimes I feel pretty decent.
  • Sometimes I feel lousy.
  • I lack the help needed to fix this messed up apartment.
  • No matter how much money You supply for me it’s never enough to take care of things.
  • You keep promising me impossible things.
  • I keep waiting.
  • I refuse to doubt You, but!
  • I need YOU. How can I experience Your Presence?
  • How can You materialize or confirm Your promises?
  • You promised me I will not be put to shame, but!
  • If You do not materialize Your promises?
  • I will be the laughingstock for all.
  • Perhaps? Such fear is my trouble.
  • Help me! Help me! Help me!

Tuesday, May 14, 2019 at 8:15 am. Turning off unplug PC. Fixed food for the day. Fixed drink. Ate it by the roof. Ahmad called. Sun very hot. I came inside. Turn on computer. No change, but!

It Came To Me What To Check To Fix The Phone Calls Problem …

Awesome! First? It came to me how to clean my bookmarks bar. In the process? I found a link with instructions to solve the phone calls problem. Next?

It Came To Me How To Deal With My Shoulder Pain …

Wow! While cleaning the bookmarks? I found the links to download three e-books on honey that I purchased but did not download when I first got the links. Next?

Retracing The Steps To Deal With Pain …

In retrospect? Back to 2007. The migraine headaches had driven me to the painkillers’ addiction, but! The more I used those? The worst my general health declined. So?

That Year 2007 Is The Year Father Yah Convicted Me—Restored My Soul …

It’s totally uncanny the way all things are and have been happening in my daily journey. My problem? Whatever happens that works to make me comfortable, I exalt the matter, and?

Automatically? Dismiss The GIVER Of The Matter …

So? All the past years I been going around preaching, “Two teaspoons of ACV-two tea spoons of honey-and one tea spoon of instant coffee to make sure it works!”

  • Well? The mixture worked to relieve the migraine headaches, but lately? Nothing works, so? I increased the amount of ACV. OOPS! Wrong move. I got to feeling worse than ever, but!

The Mercy Of My Heavenly Father! Behold The Power Of His Love And Wisdom …

Again, and again! His ways? His thoughts? The power of His love. His unfathomable wisdom? Way over my puny imagination!

Don Basilio The Adviser Is Dead …

Wednesday, May 15, 2019 at 10:27 am

Master! How explicitly timely You speak to me in my dreams. I been posting and reading interesting articles since early this morning. Suddenly I became drowsy. I headed for bed. I don’t know how long I was asleep, but I just woke up from a vivid dream.

  • I was looking down from a balcony. Suddenly! I saw one of my daughters riding on a bike. I watched as she turned to my door. She opened my door. She announced: “I came to tell you that ‘don Basilio’ his adviser is dead!” I woke up. Amazed!

What Is The Dream All About, My Master?

In the dream, my daughter was referring to her husband’s advisor. In real life my daughter has expressed her love for me as well as her concern that she might not get to see me again because of my advanced age same as her ill husband’s age.

Been Wondering About My Daughter’s Concern, But! …

You know that, my Master. The dream is not about my daughter’s concern. Instead? It’s about my response to comfort her with the power of Your love and wisdom. Quote:

Dearest xxxx, my baby,

Right on time your words touched the depth of my heart. Please read what I am including in this email. You will understand how timely your mail came.

Why do you love me? Why do I love you? Why all circumstances bringing us apart and now gathering us back again?

You and all seven of you? In my mind every single moment of my existence. You are my treasure. My gift from above.

It all has been recorded in The Family A True Story Volume 1. I am attaching the book. I sense it’s time for you all to read it.

Our story will open many eyes to see the work of transformation our Father has done in me, and? Glorify and exalt Him not me or us, but!

We are to fully enjoy my transformation. I am not predicting anything! I am only flowing with His Spirit by His power not mine. So?

Who knows? Perhaps our Father brings little Ziva into my arms and you can take a picture of me holding her right here on my beautiful roof! Nothing is impossible for our Father.

He promised to give me the desires in my heart, and so He will do, of that I am a 100% sure even when I haven’t got the slightest how or when He will materialize His promises.

For now? Like the song goes: “I don’t live here anymore!” lol I’m living in my citizenship up above, literally as you can read in the following entries of the last few days.

Lov mom. 😊

Amazed? Indeed! The Way You Make Your Presence Real To Me …

Despair. Uncertainty. A blah feeling waiting on You to materialize Yourself? The way You do materialize whatever is troubling me? WOW!

Your Way To Squish My Fears As I Squished That Black Beetle The Other Night? …

It’s simply amazing to me. The way You infuse into my being the power of Your love and wisdom? It’s the certainty of my present and my future, no kidding.

You Are Alive! You Live Within My Being, And? …

For sure! No two ways about it, because You are alive living in my heart? I can face tomorrow. All fears are gone! For sure? I’m now going on and on! (See feature graphic.) Quote:

Malachi  4:1–6

  • FOR BEHOLD, the day comes that shall burn like an oven, and all the proud and arrogant, yes, and all that do wickedly and are lawless, shall be stubble; the day that comes shall burn them up, says the Master of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch. [Isa_5:21-25; Mat_3:12]

  • But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.

  • And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Master of hosts.

  • Earnestly remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on Mount Horeb to give to all Israel.

  • Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]

  • And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the estranged fathers to the ungodly children, and the hearts of the rebellious children to the piety of their fathers a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly, lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17]. End of quote.

Such Is The Certainty Of My Present And My Future, But! …

Wednesday, May 15, 2019 at 5:46 pm.

By no means I intent to get smug about it. This time? The power of my Master’s wisdom avails me to remain in awe, only waiting on Him for whatever He has planned for me next.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. :-)