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I Am Learning to Conquer My Aberrations.

My Conquests Strengthen the Brethren …

Talking About My Aberrations …?

It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 9:00 pm. I am not sleepy, but I need to rest. I’ll head for bed, perhaps sleep comes my way. It’s now Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 2:03 am. I have been up for 2 hours checking things out. I am not too happy with my doings, why? Well? I keep getting hooked up searching for approval that it seems like I am not getting as I would like to get in my posts.

  • What’s wrong with this state of my doings?
  • It seems to me that I am still limiting myself to my idea of what or how I am supposed to be or act or post or whatever.
  • What to do? I’ll wait to see what happens next.
  • For one thing? Right now, I’ll go and take care of my soup and forget all these aberrations of mine.
  • Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 5:21 am. Bed.
  • Woke up around 6 am. Fixed breakfast. Pictures of sunrise.
  • Then my phone shut off.
  • I set it to charge and forgot about it.
  • Back to bed.
  • Awake now on Wednesday, October 25, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • Will work on graphics.
  • A couple of hours later I realized I needed to check things out.
  • Suddenly, I heard what I thought to be Diana, but it was Melisa, Diana had been trying to call me to no avail. She was not home, and she asked Melisa to come and check on me.
  • O well! Guess what?
  • I heard that lovely voice within my being.
  • I listened. I responded.
  • All stable now.
  • Ready to conquer ALL my aberrations!
  • Bless my heart! I need it.

What’s The Point? …

Good question! Now I must figure out how to answer concisely. I have been considering all these matters as I go along. That’s the moment I get the answers needed.

  • It came to me how it strengthens me when I read or hear something about someone’s conquests.
  • Furthermore, I realized that I do not necessarily acknowledge the author of such matters.
  • The same is true with the readers of my posts.
  • So? What’s the use?
  • I do not need acknowledgement to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life to strengthen the brethren.
  • I am going on likes or no likes at the end of my posts.
  • One more aberration down to the ground.
  • The weight is lifted.
  • I feel so much lighter now.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

Belief Or Relationship? …What’s the Purpose of my Life?

The Topic For This Post …

What This Post Shall Be About? …

Who knows right now? Monday, October 23, 2023, at 1:33 am, I posted, Where did it all Begin around 1 am today. I had a hard time putting that post together. I had a hard time with everything yesterday. It’s quite frustrating to keep making the same mistakes over & over again. Not only with the post but also, I mess up the soup by adding cayenne pepper to it when I know that cayenne pepper triggers my itching & pain.

  • Perhaps today I can make progress overcoming such old habits, I pray it is something of a reality in my new perspective of life.
  • After all, I can achieve incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.  
  • What else is new?
  • Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 2:00 am, breaktime.
  • Monday, October 23, 2023, at 3:03 am.
  • Well? I got caught up in the kitchen, that’s encouraging.
  • Next thing there is to do is to take care of the soup.
  • I shall try now to drink my coffee, hopefully it won’t upset my belly.
  • I must learn to think, to reconsider things before I act.

What now? …

It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 4:44 am. I feel good, no itch, no pain. Will try some more sleep. Slept until after 7 am. An array of could be decisions and the thing to do for me keep popping up in my mind. But I hear that lovely voice within telling me,

  • “It’s easy for you to succeed.  
  • Believe in your capabilities.  
  • You can heal and get better.  
  • You are attracted to the things that make you happy.  
  • And you are beginning to look forward to waking up every morning. …
  • Nothing can stop you now to fulfill your purpose of your life I have set in the plan I have in mind for you.”
  • The plan in Your mind for me, what that would be?
  • On my way to look for that record.

Record Found …

I found the record where the purpose of my life is stated, an excerpt from Welcome to my Life, as it is as it was come to mind.

Quote:

September 3/85, You alone are my God and my Lord and in You do I put my trust. To You my Lord I yield my spirit, soul and body, do unto me as it is Your will. Thank You Lord that You made me willing to turn to You. Thank You Lord that You showed me my sin and caused me to repent. Thank You Lord that You made provision with Your blood to take away my sin. Thank You Lord for taking me to the Cross with You and delivering me from my self. Thank You Lord that you made provision to deliver my mind from the grip of Satan. Thank You Lord for Your bountiful blessings.

September 5/85, As I walk in the Promise Land of the Born Again, I surrender willingly to my Lord. These words are easier said than done. With pride I shouted those words and in good faith I thought that I was doing just that.

Then my blessed Lord stepped in and in gentleness said, “Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I have prayed for you that when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”

Strengthen The Brethren …?

Am I or have I been strengthening the brethren? Ha! Now I know how to use the graphic that popped in the Pinterest which so impressed me. My question clearly indicates that I have been doing so without me knowing that I am doing so like the graphic tells it is. Of       course, the graphic is about my attractiveness but it could well apply to everything I do including whether I am encouraging anyone or not.

Quote:

Signs that you are super attractive and don’t know it

These signs indicate that you are super attractive, and you haven’t even realized it!

How many times have you looked in the mirror thinking you’re not pretty, forget about those terrible thoughts, these signs will help you realize how attractive you are, even if you think otherwise.

People are shocked when you confess that you have complexes and insecurities:

When people are in front of someone attractive, they take it for granted that they are super confident and their self-esteem is sky high, they just think they are confident in their attractiveness.

There you have it!

On my way to work on the cover for Broken to Serve which I’ll use in the next post. The next post? The MESSAGE, I think. Right now? Creating new memories in texting with Diana, quite a novelty for me. Back to the mill with a thrill. Monday, October 23, 2023, at 8:38 am. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at 10:24 am. I have been busy collecting information to show me how to continue with this post. Breaking now.

  • Met Diana. Great opportunity to share.
  • She showed me her latest master’s pieces.
  • She loaded me up with goodies.
  • Back to my computer on Monday, October 23, 2023, at 11:09 am.
  • It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings.
  • And the above graphic is part of the memory of how my children tease me when I teasingly state that I am beautiful just looking for reassurance but inevitably I hear, ‘that’s debatable!’ Bless their hearts. 
  • But that is why I created that graphic for my own reassurance undependably on my children. 
  • And that was a good memory to record.

That Was a Good Memory We Created …

It surely is quite important to record these happenings to build our new beginnings. I have been working on the covers. It’s now Monday, October 23, 2023, at11:21 pm. Heading for bed. HalleluYah! I woke up singing around 5 am this morning on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. Did the usual, headed to fix a plain coffee cup but I added a chamomile bag. I danced in the kitchen. Came to the computer to record but instead I decided to check the goings on in the NET. I wound up reading my latest post, Where did it all Begin, and missed recording anything.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 7:00 am.
  • My coffee is still too hot for my taste.
  • I will head now to fix my oatmeal and to check what goes on in my world in this wonderful place I am living in.
  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 8:21 am.
  • Ready to begin whatever.

Three Books in The Series. One Published. Two To Go …

Here we go. Everything happens right on time.   I am accepting of others.   I tap into my inner greatness.   I welcome the unexpected.    I embrace the mysteries of life.   I say yes to a new development any day. Thus, it’s a wonderful way to live by.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 10:08 am.
  • I finished with the graphics I am to use in this post.
  • How is this day developing?
  • Surprise like from my first viewer when I started blogging in 2006.
  • Will see what develops next.

Belief Or Relationship …What’s the Purpose of my Life. …The Topic For This Post …

I don’t believe in my parents, nor do my parents believe in me. The fact is that they exist and so do I. Moreover, is not a matter of belief it’s a matter of relationship. Also, a matter of existence. What if I deny my parents’ existence or what about if I don’t BELIEVE my parents exist? Does that negate the fact that I am related to my parents by way of my birth not by my belief?

  • Well? Here we go! The biggie of the times!
  • There is no God or Devil …
  • No right or wrong …
  • Only unconditional love …

Let’s Reconsider the Matter …

I get lost in the middle of all reasonable explanations. I see. Quite deeper than I would like to see, I see. The worse? I am to write and tell the righteous & the unrighteous of their error but! Thirty-seven years of doing so were beginning to wear me out. Suddenly! In a matter of moments, the weariness lifted giving way to what? My dreams come true. HalleluYah! I exclaimed as I swung my legs from under the cover to get up. Waiting for the coffee water to heat up I began to sing & dance!

When the Spirit of my Yah comes upon my head, I can dance, I can dance, I can dance like David danced …..!!!

Everything Happens Right On Time For Real …

Man! That’s the first time I felt like dancing for a long time. That happened around 5 am on Tuesday, October 24, 2023. It’s now Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 2:25 pm. Lots of things have come to mind for me to say & do but I have refrained from saying or doing any of them. Instead, I have been reconsidering all those things. Ha! What a way to get rid of those subtle things that trigger a hilarious moment for me but annoying matter to others most of the time. Truly, everything happens right on time. When is time to share I always can share appropriately the way it should be.

  • But! It has been hard for me to adjust the time to stop my sharing.
  • Anyhow? I am on the way.
  • Trial & error my dear Homer G. McKeithan, Jr. Pastor would exhort me every time I would inquired on how to know the will of God.

Trial & Error? …

It’s quite interesting the things that trigger my direction to overcome troublesome matters like my overbearing. What is a trial? A state of pain or anguish that tests patience, endurance, or belief, in my case? The fiery trial through which I had to pass to get to where I am now. Interesting, isn’t it? But so that I blunder a little bit I can stop before people excuse themselves to go to the restroom! Hahaha! HalleluYah! There is hope for me.

  • Tuesday, October 24, 2023, at 5:57 pm.
  • Goodness’s sake! The time escaped me!
  • O well! I fixed and ate my supper and fixed a cup of coffee which has to cool off before I can drink it.
  • Diana surprised me with some goodies a couple of hours ago.
  • I have made progress formatting the post, but I still have ways to go.
  • Perhaps today I can find my way to set it all in the best reading form.
  • Without more ado let me close until the next post.

Where did it all begin? …

My home for the 1srt 10 years of my life.

My father, Don Miguel Licona, A Pioneer Warrior and a courageous pioneer to erect the beautiful Vega Grande.

Food For Thought …? What Kind of Food?

Organic or Chemical? …

What can I afford? A matter of economics or taste? …

One alternative? Grow my own. Again ‘Food for Thought’. What a vicious cycle: FOOD! Food has been the issue from the time of man’s creation. What to eat. Live or die. On and on man’s tall tale goes. Am I rambling ignorantly? It could be but the thing is that numerous souls feeding ‘the thought’ are now considering such an issue. No kidding, such is the fact that is coming to pass.

For Myself? I Am Feeding My ‘Thought’ …

It’s about time, won’t you say? Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 6:54 pm. Sunday, October 15, 2023, at 11:01 pm. Four hours of sleep did me good. I am overcoming this sluggish moment. I know I am suffering the consequences of indulging in so much sugar. Even so, I am glad to find out what makes my body react.

  • I do all things in love.  
  • I give myself extra time to accept what happened.  
  • I can express my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment.  
  • Inner peace is possible for me.  
  • I let go in the reality of each moment whether pleasant or unpleasant.

Anew. Afresh. New In A Different Way …?

How is this Monday, October 16, 2023, at 12:03 am to be different? I don’t know but one thing is set to be today, that is to get rid of the one week’s accumulation of garbage. I’ll try the bed again. Hopefully more sleep shall do me good.

  • It surely did! A couple more hours of sleep did me good!

Amazing! I Have The Answer …?

I was getting kind of bored by writing the same thing every day. That was my insinuation with the question of difference. Well? This day certainly promised to be new, afresh, though is new it is new in a different way. I am set now to write about my roots as far back as before my birthday. Starting with the fact that on this day the mightiness of my roots beginning with my father has touched the depth of my soul!

  • Ah! I’ll start the post with my graphic about my birthplace. Then?
  • I will flow the matter to right now inserting a historian account of my birth’s father—a most exceptional man.

Quote:

I AM STILL HERE.

Following the history of my town, trying to document the glorious past of characters who planted with courage and courage, the seed that now blooms in magnificence of my beautiful town. As a historian I continue with this arduous task, my reimbursement is the satisfaction of keeping our identity alive.

DON MIGUEL LICONA, A PIONEER WARRIOR.

By: Edgar Barahona Pineda,

Almost no one remembers this taxpayer anymore, who forged the foundations of progress for a people that now moves abundance and prosperity.

Around the year 1910, Mr. Miguel Licona came to these lands, the government awarded him perhaps more than 100 knights of land, where he founded a tax and called him Vega Grande. His origin was European as his grandfather’s surname was, “Mertens” and his father’s surnames “Haengendorens”.

Don Miguel, a man of middle height, an old hat covered his head, his feet wore leggings, a Smith and Wesson revolver over the shoulder in a sling bag, and his good brioche mule. a man of character, determined and obedient to his word

In 1910 he faced the virgin forest that lay in that colossal wild power, with garbo and bravery, slowly dominated the dantesque closed vegetation where hundred-year-old trees slept, built the first ranches in the clear open to axe blow and sharp machete,

A caudalous stream serenaded that fertile soil, giving freshness and flavor to vergel, its crystal clear waters after a slight fall, formed wells with abundant fish, where reflected that green and lush vegetation with large trees, that took off towards the blue sky.

After years of hard work made his house with better amenities, and a large troje where he stored beans, corn, they say at the top hung the dry plants of rice, and later they went through a mortar the necessary for feeding, cultivated, ayotes, camote, cassava, malangas and banana.

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marmed by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the beauty.

I was telling don Narciso Zarceño, that even the mounted police heard him, at that time the path of Los Amates to his estate, was a path full of mud, the mules and oxen sank to the belly of mud, traveling to the village was a hard day, but don Miguel Jose Licona, did it often.

He went up to the mule, to the summit of the manacal, and then went down to the other side direction of Motagua there had a one-room house opposite Santa Inés, in that village had another house, where lived his wife Mrs. Teresa Zarceño to get to her crossed the river Motagua on a canoe.

Don Manuel Hernández RIP, born on January 15, 1934, in an interview he told me, that as in 1947 there were no banks, the money in coins loaded him in a leather saddle, 13-year-old Don Manuel accompanied him loading the bag and complained of the weight of she later bought a small strong box, which according to tens were last seen abandoned in the yard.

Don Miguel came into the world in 1873, and died in the hospital of Quiriguá on April 6, 1955, Miguel José Licona’s grandmother, was called Isabella Haengendorens her grandfather was, Yannes Mertens who did not recognize his father Carolus, who acquired the surname of his mother, being the name of the Father, Carolus Haengendorens,

Don Carrolus married Mrs. Agustina Licona Girón, from there was born Don Miguel José Licona, who was also not recognized and got the surname Licona from his mother Agustina, Don Miguel with his first wife Mrs. Petrona Morel, procreo three children who were:

Agustina was born on August 24, 1889, and José Felipe, on April 25, 1913, “Lawyer”, Trinidad de la Light, was born in Morales Izabal on May 28, 1905, all under the surname Licona Morel.

With Mrs. Maria Dolores Jerez, I have three daughters: Carlota Antonia was born in Los Amates, March 18, 1915, Maria del Rosario 1917 Morales Izabal, and Amanda Isabel August 14, 1919 morales Izabal, the three surname Licona Jerez.

With Mrs. Teresa Zarceño, I produced 6 children they were: Basilia, Soledad, Juan Francisco, Mauro, Elena and Adela, of surnames Licona Zarceño.

This is the resemblance of a character who sowed a swamp in the history of my people.

Photographs, #1, beautiful deer hunted by don Miguel, #2, don Miguel fishing in the big vega stream Los Amates, Izabal, #3, Mrs. Agustina Licona Morel, daughter of don Miguel and Mrs. Petrona Morel.

(Biographic Report: of Julieta Licona, great-granddaughter of don Miguel José L. ) End of quote.

I Saw My Father Cry …?

I noticed in this account the transition from Vega Grande to Santa Inez is not clearly stated. Why did my Father uproot us from Vega Grande to plant us in Santa Inez? This incident is in my memory with fond thoughts and respect for my father.

  • Fire! The hut served as the kitchen & storage of all goods burned to the ground!
  • I was only about 8 years old but O clear the incident is burnt into my memory.
  • I slept through the whole ordeal.
  • I woke up. I stood by the door of the sleeping hut totally perplexed.
  • My grandmother and the woman workers were busily cooking on an improvised stove.
  • Suddenly! My father was coming towards me or simple to the sleeping hut I don’t know but!
  • Whether he saw me or he was talking to himself I don’t know either.
  • Tears were flowing from his eyes while he was saying, “He was only 1 month old”.
  • Strange, evidently Carlitos had died but I did not know it.
  • What occurred to me even then, my father was not lamenting about the fire, Carlitos was a greater loss to him. The strangest thing is that I do not remember how the uprooting came to be. Neither I remember why we never went back or how papa Chicho—my mom’s father was living there with a different woman than my grandmother. I would hear so many rumors about the situation but I never made heads or tails of all that I heard until today.
  • What trigger the matter as I read the historian Edgar Barahona account of my father?
  • Quote:

In 1920, he raised cattle in abundance, which was marred by the constant attacks of tigers that abounded at that time in that wild region, don Narciso Zarceño narrated enthusiastically how he hunted tigers with traps and don Miguel donated them to the government.

There was in his land a large planting of cane, from which he produced sweet pot, which part was going to stop his flock and part sold to the people of Amates,

It was a very influential Hacendado, respected by the authorities.

When a peasant was detained by the authority, for drunkenness, some for land disputes, and others for confiscation of old shotguns, they turned to him who voluntarily rode his mule and advocated for them with the intendant, and recovered the weapon, or paid the fine to get the aggressor out of the ‘bote’ slang for jail.

Ha! Now I Can Surmise What Were The Rumors About …

My grandmother told me her sad story. She came from a good family, but she met papa Chicho who wanted to marry her. Her family forbid the marriage because papa Chicho was a drunkard with a bad reputation as a womanizer. My grandmother defied them and eloped. She got married but papa Chicho turned out to be just like his reputation and wound up in jail. My father bailed him out, that was the reason why my father had control of papa Chicho.

  • That makes sense and it’s something that was top secret given way to all kinds of rumors and insinuations that my father had done such awful things.
  • My father did not give a nickel for the ignorance of the rumor makers nor explain or defend himself.
  • He was a man of principles and sound character.
  • But my father could not tolerate ignorant people who busy themselves with such rumors out of anger or envy.
  • It is true about all the children he procreated and some of them do not bear his name nor inherit anything from him.
  • Even so? People only assumed things but have no idea of the reality of what or why some things are or were the way they are or were at the time.
  • For what I remember from my early childhood I deduct that my father was quite a shrew man.
  • Nothing passed his keen sight & observation.
  • Therefore, he acted according to what he knew to be the truth not according to what it seemed to be to others.
  • Thus, he had knowledge others did not have about his relationships.
  • But such knowledge was top secret to the public.

I find miracles in my everyday life.   I am about to have a breakthrough.   Things are starting to look up for me.   Things are only going to get better from here on.   I feel connected to my father now more than ever before….

  • Monday, October 16, 2023, at 7:24 pm.
  • Tuesday, October 17, 2023, at 6:03 am.
  • Up & down the saga marches on from these earthly grounds on to eternity.

Connecting. Disconnecting. Now We See, Now We Don’t See …?

Thank goodness there is a voice inside of us—the voice of the Great I Am. This is the voice leading us on the right path despite our own selves with all our quirks & cracks. It boggles our minds when we realize our plot when it comes to confronting the ambiguity in our lives. Myriad sources of information. Countless beliefs-religions-opinions and? The powers to be, controlling them all. Unbelievable but true.

  • Even so, despite it all the Great Am has a greater plan in His mind for us reckless human beings.
  • Remember whether the Bible is read or not the story of Cain & Abel is well known the world over, remember the Great I Am did not kill Cain and Seth replaced Abel for Cain slew him. (Genesis 4:25).
  • The meaning behind all those happenings in the Bible is coming to light now.
  • Cain represents our human nature as for Seth is the representation of the nature of the Great I Am.
  • Such are my personal revelations from my relationship with the Great I am through Yahushua His Messiah.
  • Nevertheless, there are reliable sources if only a person allows the Great I Am to take control of a person’s existence on these early grounds.
  • In that case, in due course, He leads the person to the right source of information.
  • That is what has been happening to this writer since Yahushua stepped into the direct actuality of her life in 1985. https://anewthiabasilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/12/c5573-my-life.pdf . Please come back to continue reading the post.

Well? About The Numbers In The Bible …

The numbers issue such as horoscopes, angel numbers, psychics, witchery, and more is a controversial subject to say the least. Primordial I was a staunch believer of the evil in it all. Then? Yahushua stepped into my life. Little by little He succeeded in debaunking all my staunch beliefs to institute His unfathomable wisdom within my mind & heart.

It has taken quite a while but His unfathomable wisdom is now beginning to show up in all my doings despite my former thinking of a past plus my painful body still plaguing me continuously. No matter, this morning on a painful waking up that lovely voice led me to note the number 3 in the date I had just recorded. Ha! I found the meaning of number three plus why the importance of the numbers in the Bible in the NUMBERS – GEMATRIA

The Design of Scripture, Introduction by Brad Scott.

Who was Brad Scott? …

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Brad had been teaching the Scriptures since 1971. Raised in Missouri, he began in the Lutheran system and was taught traditional “Christian” theology. In 1978, he began his studies in the Greek language and soon discovered that the well-defined Greek structure was NOT so well-defined. He then began to learn the Hebrew language, and sat at the feet of Rabbinical scholars, much the same way Sha’ul may have done so! Having been trained that the New Testament was written in Greek, Brad discovered through other scholars of the New Testament and the Dead Sea Scrolls that the New Testament may well have been written in Hebrew. He had been teaching the Hebrew language and culture since 1983. Brad was an ordained minister through a non-denominational pastoralship.

Brad was a professional musician, as well, and enjoyed leading or just participating with Praise and Worship teams by playing keyboard and singing. Although he played all styles of music, Brad enjoyed the Hebrew Roots, Messianic (whatever!) style best.

Brad is no available to conduct seminars, lead praise and worship, perform Passover seders, etc. He passed away 10 July 2020. May he rest in peace.

Although he may be have been vertically challenged, he always had a good sense of humor.

His surviving widow, Carol Scott, is maintaining The Wild Branch Ministry in all its fullness as best she can without her soul mate.

Shalom Alecheim! End of quote.

  • I had the honor to meet and fellowship with Brad for a little while. He impressed me as a genuine soul called to clarify many absurd practices and beliefs in the body of monotheisms. His teaching on the numbers in the Bible prove the accuracy of Yahushua’s words to me at the time. The number 3 along the numbers in the Bible meaning came to mind this morning.

Quote:

Messiah taught that heavenly things are understood by our belief in the earthly things (Yochanan 3:12). We can begin to see what He means when we see the presence of three in creation. What we see in creation is designed to be easily grasped so that we might be able to glimpse into the unseen world. There are three dimensions to our visible world. Time is represented by past, present and future. There are three persons in grammar, as there are three degrees of quality. In school we learned about solid, liquid and gas, and about the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral kingdoms. The number three is used in a chance to complete something. “I am going to give you to the count of three to … ” Or, “Are you ready? One two, three, Go!” The building blocks of creation are found, according to the voluminous testimony of scripture, in combinations of three letter roots in Hebrew words. Vocals sound their best in three part harmony. Some of my favorite groups are Earth, Wind, and Fire, 3 Dog Night, and Crosby, Stills, and Nash. And how about the 3 Stooges! And why only three blind mice … or the Three Musketeers? All right, enough already.

Before we talk about the Hebrew word for three, let me stop and explain how Hebrew expresses numbers. In the numerous, available, extant Hebrew texts, we have numbers expressed in fully written words, such as echad for one, ‘ariba’ah ‘asar for fourteen, and ve’alepayim ve’areba’-me’ot for twenty four hundred. This is what we know from the available texts of the Tenakh. The expression in Hebrew of what we know as Arabic numerals or symbols such as 1, 2, 3, 28, 100, etc., is where much speculation comes in. Historically, the concept of gematria, or each individual Hebrew letter representing a numeral, is considered to be a relatively late phenomenon. Most experts in Biblical languages and numerology consider the idea to be taken from the influence of the Greek culture. It is clear that the Massorites used gematria in the period between 300 and 600 A.D. Little evidence can be seen any earlier than that. However, this does not take away from what is discovered when one applies this concept to the written text. The constant reoccurring presence of certain numerical combinations found in related Hebrew words is too astounding to ignore. Which drives most students of scripture to one inescapable conclusion. YHVH wrote the text and not man. This will become more obvious as we get into larger numbers. I will put enough into each teaching to get the point across, but the abundant presence of these relationships are too numerous for these teachings.

Now, on to the number three. In Hebrew, the cardinal number three is from the word shalosh. The word shalosh means to measure or to sum up. So, you see that even the word itself implies completeness or fullness. Here are a few examples of the number three used in it’s root. End of quote.

My Home. Surrounded By Life Peace Beauty Love …

My breakfast. Construction. Roaming Goats. Enchanted me. My dreams are coming true …I can and I will.   I take responsibility for my actions.   I am patient, and respectful with others.   I am thankful for all the good things in my life.   I believe that better days are a reality in our times …

Help! Heal Me And Shall Be Healed. Save Me And I Should Be Saved …

I am thankful for my blessings, but! I am just finding out that to be thankful for my blessings is not enough without extending my thanks for the blessings coming to you my friend. In talking to Pat a moment ago I realized that Pat is my faithful friend for years. And for years she has been listening to me as it was meant to be. Even so? It is time now for me to listen to Pat. She is suffering like so many of us are suffering. O my Beloved Master, help me to comfort my friend. You know how hard it is to receive comfort when we are in pain. Anything I wish to say seems to be so insensitive, so? I pray for You to touch her painful condition to save and heal her. Only You can save & heal us all. Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 4:25 pm.
  • It’s my time to shine.
  • I should be ready to reap the rewards of my hard work.
  • And yes, I am attracting experiences that excite me.
  • I focus on healthy choices.
  • I could heal and thrive …yet?
  • I wonder.
  • I guess I need to accept myself as I am and I just don’t like myself as I am.
  • I look myself in the mirror, what do I see?
  • Nothing like I would like to see.
  • On top of that?
  • I keep taking pictures of myself to express the joy, peace, and love within my being but!
  • One shot is worse than the other, I just as well delete them all, have no idea why I don’t.

Anyhow? The War Is Going On …

The war is going on and here I am concerned about my looks. I just can’t put 2 +2 together. What can I do? How can I forget about myself and concentrate on the purpose of my life?

  • Wednesday, October 18, 2023, at 11:37 pm.
  • Thursday, October 19, 2023, at 3:44 am.
  • Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:00 am.
  • I don’t believe in my parents, nor my parents believe in me.
  • The fact is that they exist and so do I.
  • Food for thought …

Troubles Come. Troubles Go …

Big problem editing & publishing post. Will troubleshoot. Restart on Friday, October 20, 2023, at 5:45 pm.

Back at 6:02 pm on Friday, October 20, 2023. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:10 am.

It’s Has Been 37 Years Since …

Today is a very special day, is my 37th anniversary. MESSAGE: The message that I learned groping in the wilderness of life for 37 years! In the final analysis it is, it was, and it shall be God only and only God. How can we get out of the mess of the tragedy of our present life and find our true life in God?  

  • How can we find our way to satisfy that gnawing yearning for something more than the earthly love that we give and get?  
  • How can we suffice ourselves and become what we are supposed to be?  
  • How can we save ourselves all the trouble and struggle to be something, to find happiness, to find fulfillment, to take direction, to find meaning in life? 

How, How, How Can We?

We can’t.  Only God can. That is why God gave us His only begotten Son Yahushua the Messiah to do the work for us, for we can’t do it, only God can! That is what I learned in my 37 years journey through the wilderness of a life of struggle and works. No kidding, it’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am and I find myself struggling with the same issues that trouble me 37 years ago.

What To Do? My Prayer on High …

The answer came to me in the record of October 21, 1986—Jeremiah 15:19-21. That was the moment of decision. Likewise, it has to be today. I must decide to stand firm in the purpose of my life, yet! I cannot take things into my own hands to make my own plans like I used to do. I’ll wait for the answer.

Well? In the meantime, I caught up with my dirty dishes. fixed coffee & drank it. I showered, fixed breakfast. Worked on graphic for a couple hours. I fixed soup & salad & blue tea for my lunch. I ate. Had ice cream for dessert. I came to the computer to record. Fell asleep in front of the screen. Woke up. Crawled in bed, at what time? Who knows? I woke up at 6:40 pm. The last recorded date? Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 1:46 am. What a day!

Let’s Recap, What Happened Since I Woke Up Today? …

I vividly remember that on waking up the memory of 37 years past came strongly to my mind. I took that to be the answer to my prayer. Why? I found myself struggling with the same issues that troubled me 37 years ago. Therefore, I set myself to search for the record. No problem finding such a record with the MESSAGE I recorded above.

There You Have It! Decision …?

I had to decide whether take things in my own hands to resolve my concerns & troubles or? Go with the flow of the Blessed Presence within my being. My responsibility is to flow to go in the right direction. How? Quit my thinking & my doings so far. Sleep! Wow!

It’s now Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 7:51 pm. I’m going to sit in the sunroom to see what’s going on. Ha! Flow with the go! Diana at my door! A brief recap of my situation to acknowledge my need for her help. Just like I had in mind to do but decided not to go ahead to quickly do whatever came to mind. Instead? To let things happen without my pushing for those things to happen.

Perfect Arrangement But …

I’ll sleep on it because I need to sleep again. But before anything I need to find the Biblical meaning of 37. Saturday, October 21, 2023, at 8:45 pm. Bed. Woke up around 11 pm on Saturday, October 21, 2023. It’s now Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:28 am. Strange. I know I have been keeping up with the Daily Motivation but when I check it today the last record was on the 19th. I have spent all this time trying to figure out why the record was outdated.

  • In the process I read a lot of the words I needed to notice confirming that those words come from the inner voice within my being.
  • My head is hurting.
  • Breaktime on Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 1:38 am.

What’s The Meaning of It All …?

Since my comeback almost a year ago the change in my lifestyle has been drastically. But it all happened on que with the Master’s plan for my life. The main adjustment has been in the change of environment. In Jordan I have been isolated from the public for many years for my own protection. Even so, there were signs leading me in the way to go in line with the Master’s will. In my present environment the signs were subtle until now. It is only in the last month or so that I have been able to figure out how is all coming together for me, for us.

The Significance Of Signs On Yesterday …

The thirty-seventh Psalm, written by King David, encourages those who believe in God to trust he will judge evildoers and give us all what we need. How appropriate is this Psalm for the times we are going through. Why the significance of it? It all boils down to what I am to do to continue fulfilling the purpose of my life.

  • Here is the deal.
  • The MESSAGE to deliver now is in Psalms 37.

BROKEN TO SERVE By thiaBasilia …

This is the title for the book I have been announcing for quite a while. This shall be the 2nd book in the series. It all is coming to me as it should be, not as I had planned to be. O well! What else is new? I will see now how I am to post next. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 3:45 am.

I Got It!

I am focused on creating new memories.   I focus more … I am ready to welcome the good things that are coming into my life.   I am capable of achieving incredible things.   My thoughts are a source of inspiration and creativity.   What else is new? Creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. Sunday, October 22, 2023, at 5:07 am, breaktime. Well? I got it now. I was thinking of quoting the MESSAGE but instead of quoting the MESSAGE now I will close this and wait to quote it whenever I put it together in the promised book which I will title Broken to Serve. In the meantime, I will concentrate on creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past.

Until the next post, lov thia.

Strange but Enchanting …

So Is The Way My Life Is Developing …

A Day Only In My Memory …?

It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023 at 1:51 pm. I have been up since around 3 am. I have not recorded anything since I posted on October 11, 2023 3:57 am. Strangely, I remember that on Tuesday October-10-2023 I was so excited with the message in the daily motivation that I decided to include in post. Also, I decided to change the heading for the site. Suddenly I could not keep my eyes open. I decided to record the time and then head for bed. I did not realize that on Wednesday I did not record the date at all but the addition to the last post on October 11, 2023 3:57 am is what I did on Wednesday October-11-2023.

Now, What Else Is So Strange? …

The happenings since I went to bed yesterday are somewhat strange but well taken. The electricity went off several times during the night. The last thing I remember was laying in bed reading in the mobile until the lights came on. I got up to post. Next? The plan for the day? Diana was supposed to come early to prepare the house for her friend to sleep overnight. Then they planned to take a trip but she did not come as planned. I called her to find out what was going on. Their plan was changed because of the electricity and the rain. They decided to leave earlier, and her friend is not coming over. Somehow the whole thing sort of shocked me. But I recuperated from the shock rather quickly.

The best part?

I got a hold of myself like turning a light switch on. Quickly I realized I was regressing to the awfulness of feeling left out of Diana & Mike’s life. As soon as I recognized the feeling it stopped. Immediately I saw the opportunity to take care of the things I have been waiting for Diana to take care of like the situation with the keyboard holder. I needed to undo the thing to place it level to the height of the chair so that my arm quit hurting but I did not want to burden Diana because I know she got a lot in her hands already.

Lo & Behold! I Did It! …?

Not only did I fix the keyboard but the lighting as well. I can now see what I am doing quite clearly. What a blessing! It’s now Thursday, October 12, 2023, at 9:13 pm. Also, I am very excited about the new Adobe Express app which is included in my plan. I will work with it a little longer until I get sleepy.

    • Peaceful sleep.

    • New afresh day.

    • Friday, October 13, 2023, at 4:14 am.

The sunflowers & butterflies?

On time the buds become flowers-the caterpillars butterflies liken to us. Alive! Fluttering my wings to celebrate life! I truly enjoy creating my own graphics. And being empowered to walk alone and again takin care of myself is the experience of my lifetime. How blessed I am. The strange but enchanting realization has come to me suddenly in the last few weeks. The new perspective I have been claiming for a while is now not just a claim, it’s a reality. Every single day this reality manifests itself to me. It’s a beautiful picture shadowing my day.

From Whence Comes My Help? …

I could easily attribute my help to come from the understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation, but it is not primarily so. My help comes from the Almighty Loving Creator of everything in existence—the Unknown ‘God’.

Reflecting On the Daily Motivation I Can Now Clearly See …

I can see what I could not see before. Why was I not able to see it before. Because it was not time for me to see. As so many loving souls would tell me to be patient, patience was not a virtue I could get a hold of. But why am I going on with these insidious explanations which are public knowledge?

    • Here I pause to calmly think of that.

    • I need to weigh the matter to record it as I see it now not as I thought to see before.

    • Friday, October 13, 2023, at 10:00 am.

    • It is time for me to think seriously about such important matters.

    • I do not need to compare myself to others, but I find it inevitable comparing myself to the written words.

    • The following 3 verses of Scripture makes me tremble. Quote:

IF I [can] speak in the tongues of men and [even] of angels, but have not love (that reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion such as is inspired by God’s love for and in us), I am only a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.

And if I have prophetic powers (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), and understand all the secret truths and mysteries and possess all knowledge, and if I have [sufficient] faith so that I can remove mountains, but have not love (God’s love in me) I am nothing (a useless nobody 13:2)

Even if I dole out all that I have [to the poor in providing] food, and if I surrender my body to be burned or in order that I may glory, but have not love (God’s love in me), I gain nothing.  (1 Corinthians 13:1-3). End of quote.

Actually? The Whole Chapter In 1 Corinthians 13 Sobers Me Up with the Question About Love …

Do I have the love of the Almighty Creator in me? Yes, I do now but before? No, I did not! It is true the right perspective changes one’s life. It’s like a switch turns on and one’s happiness levels instantly increase. Everything becomes clearer.

The Question Is, Who Turned The Switch On? …

The understanding hearts in the Daily Motivation state:

    • In order to achieve that “right perspective”, you need to cultivate patience.

    • Allow the experience to unfold fully before making a judgment. Take time to self-reflect.

    • Focus on what your higher self tells you.

    • Instead of outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture.

    • Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.

I Have Faithfully Practice, Practiced, Practice the Above To No Avail …?

    • Hey! Maybe what seemed to me to be of no avail it is paying off now, I have been actually ‘cultivating patience’! How ‘bout that? But! I still have other qualms with the statement. I guess it is in the line of ‘outright rejecting a positive thought or idea, sit with it. Look at the bigger picture. Consider that there may be a better way of looking at things.’ Let me ‘sit with it’.

Who Is My Higher Self? …

That’s another term I have been considering to be selfish indicating that I am my own ‘god’. Indeed! That appears to be for many souls of my acquaintance, but it does necessarily be so. Surely it pays off to sit with it instead outright rejecting a positive thought or idea. Yes indeed! I am getting better and better by the moment. I am a calm person now. I have the strength to grow from my challenges. I can create the life I want …OOHOh! Who me? Mrs. power itself? Who do I think I am? Mrs. ‘Big stuff’? O well! Let me ‘sit on it’.

    • It’s now Saturday, October 14, 2023, at 5:16 am. I am focused on creating new memories.   I focus more …What else is new?

Overcoming & Defeat & Repeat …

What else is new? The sudden change in a new perspective on life. This is story of an 84years old woman willing to expose her vulnerability along her strengths in the hope to help others to reconsider their own lifestyles. Read on.

She Is Empowered To Walk Alone …

Alone on the treacherous road of life’s existence on these earthly grounds. Alone yet? She is not alone. Read on. Perhaps what she has faithfully practiced most of her life, which seemed to her to be of no avail it is paying off now, she has been actually ‘cultivating patience’!

    Latest Not Only in This Woman’s Saga …?

    Healing of the incurable wounds inflicted unto humans because of sin. What is sin? Deliberate disobedience to the known will of the unknown God. Why are we angry? Why do we complain? What is this woman’s saga about? …Feelings. Thoughts. Doubts. Dread. Abandonment. Walking the lonely roads at night not knowing where are those roads to end? Confusion. Delusion. Illusion. Words without knowledge? [Job_35:16]. The doom sayers pretending to know? Phew! What a waste of time! Hey human! Let it be known this human recording these things DO NOT CLAIM UNDERSTANDING of it all! Her eyes are set to live today as if the end is coming tomorrow. Who knows? It could be.

    The Reality In This Woman’s Saga …

    Along with her children she is now creating new memories and acknowledging the ones from the past. She welcome each day with all included. Her dreams are coming true.

    • Anew. Afresh.
    • Expectantly she looks forward to the good things come in for her …

    Could it be this same thing is true for me & you …Food for thought …

    Until the next post, lov, thia

    Do Not Allow Other People’s Hurtful Words To Dull Your Shine …?

    Easily Said Than Done …?

    I Know …

    It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:31 am. What do I know? The things that I have tried to accomplish in the past to no avail. Now I can discern, I can appreciate the well meaning of words telling me to do one thing or the other to overcome my hurt feelings. The truth? The hurt persists whether I let affect me or not. It is not that easy to do what you wish to do when it comes to feelings among human beings. But!

    The Reality? It’s Simple & Easy …?

    Only we humans love to complicate matters in the guise of reasonable deductions from all visible matters. But, nothing is like it seems to be. There are no reasonable anything when it comes to the bottom of everything we can see & touch & feel.

    Ha! I Sure Sound Like I Am a Troublemaker, Don’t I? …

    Maybe I am. Maybe I am not! Let’s have some fun with these dilemmas of mine, shall we? To begin with let’s not forget that I have been in existence for the long 84 years since my birth. It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:19 pm. Sleepy. Head for bed.

    • Up on Sunday, September 24, 2023, at 2:04 am.
    • Wondering again on what I am to do?
    • Should I drink coffee with sugar?
    • How can I relate or express myself without condescending or bias of any kind?
    • How am to reconcile the ambiguity in the Scriptures?
    • How can I ignore my concerns about money & the waste of supplies?

    Ha! The Boogeyman Is After Me …!

    Boogeyman otherwise considered to be my fearful concerns or unnecessary worries. Guess what? Just yesterday I bumped into Hebrews 13:5-6. Isn’t that amazing? I got the answer before all those fearful concerns on waking up a little while ago.

    Quote:

    (5)  Let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money [including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions] and be satisfied with your present [circumstances and with what you have]; for He [God] Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. [I will] not, [I will] not, [I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let [you] down (relax My hold on you)! [Assuredly not!] [Jos_1:5]

    (6)  So we take comfort and are encouraged and confidently and boldly say, The Lord is my Helper; I will not be seized with alarm [I will not fear or dread or be terrified]. What can man do to me? [Psa_27:1; Psa_118:6]

    O! But O Me! No Wonder Why? Why What? …

    No wonder why my precious children worry about me. No wonder they handle me with ‘kid gloves’ never knowing what’s going to upset my apricot. Bless our hearts. But guess what again? Things are changing for the best like magic. Just now? I done forgot all those fearful concerns on my waking up a while ago. Silly me! Ah! My drink, I guess I’ll include the teaspoon of instant coffee & white sugar fearless of all said about the no nos of sugar & coffee. Good choice! Unto the task.

    Allow Myself to Indulge in Nostalgia From Time To Time …?

    From time to time? Ha! I do it most of the time every single day, that’s for sure. That’s part of what keeps me on top of that ‘Boogeyman’ daily poking me! But reminiscing on those beautiful moments helps me to keep hope alive and believe in life’s great possibilities ahead of me. Especially when the echo of those lovely words reverberate from within my being.

    Quote:

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” end of quote.

    Indeed! I Fear Not! …

    It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 12:34 am, I am up in excruciating pain, drinking a coffee mixture hoping for relief. I have no idea what has triggered this pain but the thoughts of Covid-19 have been knocking in my mind. What would happen if I could be infected? Would I be forced to take the vaccine? What would happen if I refused to take that dreadful vaccine? Would I die and my children curse my Beloved Master?

    • Ha! What’s the matter with me?
    • I will not die!
    • Get up!
    • Drink water, you are dehydrated.
    • Fix yourself the coffee mixture even if you haven’t done that for a long time because it had ceased to work.
    • Guess what?

    Now I Just Realized Why the Drink Ceased to Work …?

    Yes, all things are fitting together as if by magic. That coffee mixture had become a routine for me even when the migraines had stopped troubling me, but I thought. I don’t know what I thought, maybe I thought I had discovered the sure cure for migraines and for pain in general. Silly me!

    • Even so, that lovely voice within my being warned me a long time ago not to get stuck in doing things because those things had worked before.
    • It warned me how the practical routines practiced at rampart were leading people into spiritual stagnation.
    • Those routines were the chains strangling the unsuspecting human beings.

    Wow! Indeed! All Things Are Fitting Together As If By Magic …?

    No kidding! The best part? I am to be still, to wait, to write & publish all inspired words at any moment as I observe it all developing in the midst of my present living setup. Ha! Guess what again.

    • Big smile brightens up my face even when I am not looking in the mirror, but!
    • The pain has subsided as well as all those dreadful thoughts.

    What Does It All Mean? …

    It all means I am not deluded nor mentally ill. It means I am perfectly set up for the Almighty Creator & Master of my being to fulfill His purpose for my life, but! By no means this setup is a garden of roses just for me to enjoy. Rather, this setup is a garden of roses with the thorns to prick me anytime I stick my hand to mess in the bush. Thank goodness I am finally learning how to handle my little rose bush gifted to me for Mother’s Day by my darling Roxana—what a gift!

    Bless My Heart! What On Earth Am I Talking About …?

    Well? I am so blessed to live under the loving care of Diana & Mike, but! It has taken 10 long months for me to begin to make sense of all happenings in that last 10 months since I arrived back to the USA. How is it all making sense on this Monday, September 25, 2023 as I struggled to take care of the miserable pain on waking up? Ah! That lovely voice again! It recalled John 16:19-33. Let me quote it for such passage of the Scriptures says it all quite clear.

    Quote:

    John 16:19-33

    Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

    I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy.

    A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

    So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

    And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me [you will need to ask Me no questions]. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]. [Exo_3:14]

    Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

    I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

    At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

    For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

    I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

    His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

    Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from God.

    Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

    But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

    I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]. End of quote.

    • Yes, indeed! John 16:19-33 is coming to pass exactly as it is written.
    • The best part?
    • Reading like testimonies as mine, the elect shall begin the journey back home where they belong.
    • Hope. There is always hope!

    Hey! It’s Raining! What A Good Sign! …?

    It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 3:27 am. Just as I decided to end the post I heard the sound of copious rain. Wow! It has been quite dry & hot for the last few days. In a way so it has been for us three, Diana, Mike, and me. Isn’t significant how the rain is falling on this moment of my appreciation of the happenings in our midst? Magic! Isn’t it? Bless my heart!

    Until the next post, lov, thia.

    I Am Grateful For This Life …

    I Embrace The Power Of Inner Stillness …

    I Bravely Step Into The Unknown …

    Yes, those three headings came today in the Daily Motivation I have finally subscribed to. Why did I subscribe to this Community Family. Simply, I have secretly lived my life guided by mysterious messages that come to me in dreams & visions, in the meaning of numbers & the clouds & birds & flowers, and many other unsuspecting ways, like this email from daily motivation that appeared in my inbox a while ago. Then it stopped. But I remember how appropriate came the answers to whatever I needed guidance at the moment. So? I searched. I found it and subscribed least for now.

    Now What? The Unknown …?

    The Unknown now claimed to be known. Not so. Indeed! I am prepared to meet the Master Redeemer of my soul. I am not just saying this out of human knowledge and wisdom. For I do have enough knowledge to see the possibility that in 7 days The Abomination That Makes Desolate of Matthew 24, could be set up, but! O there is that but of mine. Why?

    • O well because of that lovely all powerful secret Guide of mine. He has never failed me, nor will He ever do, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I walk into the unknown fearless and confident at the sound of that lovely voice.
    • Yes, The Abomination That Makes Desolate has been knocking at our door for centuries with the warning many claim to know when and how it is to happen.
    • It is now Friday, September 15, 2023, at 8:54 pm. It has been a day! But I am tired, frustrated, and? Sleepy I guess for I am not comfortable at all! Heading for bed.

    Learning To Walk Physically Alone …?

    In the daytime among human beings? Alone. At nighttime, walking on a road aside a dangerous cliff, alone. Where did everybody go? They were with me at first but now they have disappeared. I am lost. Where am I going?

    I Woke Up. Have I? …

    Honestly, sometimes I don’t know whether I am awake or still sleeping. I just laid there for a moment. I begin to put things together. The question, Where are You, my Beloved? Silence. I struggle to get up. Is it all an illusion? What in heavens name is for real?

    “You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!”

    And So? In Rain Or Shine I Walk Alone Yet …?

    I am not alone. Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don’t. What is this thing we call feelings? Ha! So much written unwritten in fancy paper even in stones both ways to be torn or broken up. Do I sound quite pompous and resentful. That’s because I am. But why deny or defend myself? Because it is of no use. The truth needs not my defense. The TRUTH is the Advocate that set me free.

    I Am Free! Empowered To Walk Alone But! …

    I am no longer lost on a road going nowhere. Sunday, September 17, 2023, at 7:17 am. At this point in my anew, afresh, recreated life I refuse to memorize any technique or routine to live in the human concept of happiness and peace and freedom. I heartly embrace the leading & guidance of that lovely voice within my being. Phew! THAT’S TRUE FREEDOM! Not a learned practice, only the outcome of my submission to the only Being worthy of my submission & obedience as it’s promised.

    Blessings for Obedience …

    Read it in your own Bible, it’s written in Deuteronomy 28:1-14

    Now, Why Are We So Heck Up To Claim & Proclaim “Time and Money Freedom” …?

    The struggle to make choices that empower one to BE, DO, HAVE and GIVE more than what one now has is now rampart the thing is driving thousands of enchanted souls. It baffles me but I am not surprised at all. I been there, I done that.

    Am I Now Disenchanted? Thank Goodness I AM! …?

    I’m crazy, ain’t I? But it feels SO good! To be empowered with wisdom from on high. No kidding! Perhaps someone in my closest circle is bound to exclaim, “it’s about time!” that’s because they have no conception yet of Who is and has been teaching/leading me all the time from before my birth until my eternity comes into view.

    Anyhow? Again, The Thing Is I Now Have Time And Money Freedom Without Any Struggle Of My Own …?

    For true, I have Time And Money Freedom all the time beyond my wildest imagination. But I have no foot to stand on should judge or criticize both the leaders or the followers of the ‘millionaire’s dream’ for I was there not too long ago chasing the mighty Dollar.

    Of Course, That’s What Is Now Call ‘Blocks To Super Abundance’ …

    Indeed! The best part of the deal? The huge discount if I am willing to give 1 hour a week listening to the lesson to overcome such ‘blocks’ and only 10 minutes per day repeating the ‘confirmation’ to instill time & money freedom into one’s mind. And to think how willing I then was? It kind of makes me …O well! I don’t know whether it makes me laugh or cry for shame. I choose to laugh, there is nothing to be ashamed about.

    • My thought? Yahushua’s laughter rings in the heavens!
    • And just for that? I stuck a delicious Godiva chocolate in my mouth.
    • Ah! But I thought I was not doing chocolates anymore.
    • Ha! Ain’t I entitled to change my mind as it fits the time?
    • I’ll take a break, it’s now Tuesday, September 19, 2023, at 5:27 pm. Tea time.

    Leaving The Beauty Of Autumn …

    Looking up to the promised abundance of a summer soon to emerge to consume my entirety humanity. My humanity or my past that still lingers while my physical existence on these earthly grounds as those grounds exist now.

    He Carried Me All the Way To The Moment And Beyond …?

    What can I say? It’s the odyssey of my life—the saga I am now to portray in the positive aspect of it all. Here we go, humor instead of anger or regret is to be my motto from now until forever. No kidding it’s so much fun to laugh at this life’s stumbling blocks in the road to my eternal destination. Laughter! It makes all troubles flee away like beaten dogs with their tails between the legs.

    Funny Thing? …

    That’s it for the introduction to this stretch of my journey unto forever joy and peace shall reign under the loving care of the One Who has turned out to be, my Father as well as my Husband as per Isaiah 54. Funny thing? Yes, He is my Father as well as my Husband but! So, He is for you reading these unusual lines that seem crazy to be. Even so, no feelings of jealousy or anything like that, instead?

    • The super admiration for the One Who honors me to be that especial one to comfort Him with my submission and obedience to His will. Amen.

    Until the next crazy post on Covid 19 or 20 or who knows?  Lov, thia

    Experience Not Theoretically …?

    What Am I Babbling About Now …?

    I Don’t Babble Anymore. I Express my Experience with Wit & Candor …?

    Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note on Friday, September 8, 2023, at 7:14 pm. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why? Good reasons:

    • I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
    • I can transcend my traumas.
    • I can express myself without fear of judgment.
    • I can easily find out I am not alone.
    • For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
    • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
    • I don’t live here anymore.

    Am I Deluded?

    By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for. …

    Okay! Let Me Go On With My Saga …

    Observing My Own Self. It is now Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 2:01 am. O But That I Would Have Hearken To the ten Commandments most humans know or have heard about. That’s where my mind keeps reverting to. Even so, here lately I have concluded to quit lamenting about it, why?

    • Because by a supernatural power I am now keeping those commandments thus receiving the benefits of doing so.

    What’s The Use Of Lamenting Without Action? …

    Again, as I have stated before, on this day I aim to summarize a recreated life for the human mind ingrained on me. It all boils down to living by the 1st and most important of the Ten Commandments as well as by the 2nd likened to the 1st.

    Here Is Something That Is Palpable In Sight …?

    Quote:

    It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of My creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

    Keeping Up With My Daily Living …?

    Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 6:44 am. I’m sleepy but I wish to stay awake to finish the graphics and take care of whatever develops today. Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 8:30 pm, time to try the bed.

    The Unknown Things Of Eternal Value …?

    Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

    • Entering into the unknown things of eternal value.

    I Refuse To Despair …

    Friday, September 1, 2023, at 3:43 am. Slept on and off since 9 pm last night. I am up now starting this month still itching like crazy, even so? I refuse to despair. My inner voice is persistent with “fear not!” Love, good at the end shall prevail. Friday, September 1, 2023, at 9:23 pm, heading for bed but I am not sleepy. Slept until 1:55 am on the new day.

    No More Or Limited Scriptural Quotes …?

    Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 3:03 am. 1st 7th Day of Rest on the 9th month in 2023—a new day of rest for the people of the Almighty Creator commonly known as ‘God’. Therefore, His Holy Spirit says in Hebrews 3:7-19. (Just a reference. The quotes are a thing of my past writings. Is time to relate the tall tales that tell the truth in the saga of my life.)

    The Confusion About Nutrition …

    Where does it stem from? Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I have been searching how to fight my affliction. I was led to a site instructing me to eat exactly what other sites tell me to avoid. Phew! Fixed me my delicious black beans soup. I sure hope to win this war from now on. One thing they all agree on is to stay away from sugar. On that I am making progress.

    • The biggest conquest is my cravings for chocolates and chocolate desserts.

    About The Rubbish Both In My Mind And In The House …?

    Monday, September 4, 2023, at 3:40 am. It is time again to get rid of rubbish both in my mind and in the house. Fear not! Onward! Upward! On with the saga of my life. Had labor day brunch at Diana’s. at the end I came back home because I didn’t feel good. Slept. Frustrated creating free blog for autobiography.

    Keeping a record of my time:

    • Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 6:40 am. Ready for whatever this day brings. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 7:25 pm. Pc off, no internet. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 10:29 pm. I finally went to bed. Slept.
    • Wednesday, September 6, 2023, at 5:32 am. Been up for a couple hours composing and replying to Denise with the contents of the next post. Will fix breakfast now. The Net quit again. Will turn off to see if that helps.
    • Thursday, September 7, 2023, at 2:14 am. This was a day of reckoning. Ending with quite stark realizations again.

    Reflecting …

    Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why?

    • Because I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
    • I can transcend my traumas.
    • I can express myself without fear of judgment;
    • I can easily find out I am not alone. For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
    • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
    • I don’t live here anymore. My citizenship is the heavens.

    Am I deluded?

    By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for.

    O well! The wanting? …

    Something I have to deal with constantly. Nevertheless, I now control them not them control me. This Saturday, September 9, 2023, at 9:18 am I came upon the Daily Motivation for Saturday September-9-2023.

    Quote:

    • You are overcoming your trauma triggers.
    • You are on a path of deep healing.
    • Some days will be harder than others, but you must keep going.
    • Do not let your past life keep you from embracing joy in the present.
    • Bigger blessings are coming your way.
    • Everything is okay now.
    • Life is about to give you what you have been wishing for.
    • You’re being guided to where you are meant to be.
    • It’s your turn to celebrate and get excited again.

    A New Season Is Here …?

    I feel more grateful each day. I embrace the sweetness of life. I am okay with imperfection. I am falling in love with my life again. I am reconnecting with my truth. I am singing again despite my belly ache plus breaking my gifted jar of lemon-fig preserve. I am tempted to say “I got up on the wrong side of the bed as my father used to say when someone woke up crossed. But I caught myself and began to sing:

    I’m so happy as I travel, traveling with an angel band.

    And I’m living so my life for Yahushua to shine!!!

    • Must continue on waking up.
    • I slept for a few hours.

    There Is No Such Thing As Learning To Love …

    Or, is there such a thing? Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 9:40 pm. Sleepy. Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 12:48 am. I am up. Reflecting. What’s this thing about learning to love myself? I do understand to love myself is the 2nd most important of the commandments but it’s only half of it as it is written.

    • I can’t undo the past events, experiences, and moments of darkness that changed me from what I meant to be.
    • I do not “like” who I am in the eyes of this world right now.
    • But I still have to “love” myself to change myself for the better.

    Funny! I Have Been Swimming Against The Current All My Years …?

    No problem. The Master Creator of my being has let me know that I have a strong connection with Him. I am fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of His Presence within me.

    Ha perhaps Your response is in the meaning of the number 37.

    Quote:

    Back to the number 37. Modified quote by My Spirit within you.

    What Does It Mean When you Keep Seeing 37?

    If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

    1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
    2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
    3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help, flow with your situation.
    4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
    5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

    A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?

    Quote:

    “O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

    Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

    I am aware of your frustrations.

    But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

    My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

    There is nothing I can deny to you.

    I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

    Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

    You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

    And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

    One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

    Your children as well shall do the same.

    Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

    You are now playing in My Major League.

    My highest Royalty in Authority.

    The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

    The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

    Just the same.

    Governing Order and Rulership.

    A perfect governmental foundation.

    Your Jubilee.

    Your Liberation From Oppression.

    Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

    A burst of joy in your heart you get.

    Onward My precious child!

    I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

    Indeed! The Shocking Facts To Me …?

    1. As of now, 40% of the victims have not been identified.
    2. The master mind of the plan to blow up the towers have been caught but not yet try.
    3. This man’s statement, his reason beyond his criminal actions.

    Amazing! Talking About The Decline Of The Age …?

    Even so? No comment. My whole being is set on solid grounds. I am no longer searching for answers. It is futile. The Master Creator of everything in existence has all the answers. So what? Accept. Submit.

    • I have gone that route.
    • I have been faithful to Him.
    • What did I get?
    • The shaft!
    • NO THANKS!!!
    • Don’t even mention such words to me.
    • I have come to love myself & others unconditionally!!!

    Wow! A Burning Flame Of Repressed Anger!

    Rampart, unrecognized anger. The kind of anger that isolates one to their own conclusions & beliefs, and? The worst: the root of the great ‘fallen away’. It’s now Tuesday, September 12, 2023, at 11:35 am. I choose to withhold my comment. I need to wait. Will resume my reading for now, perhaps I fall asleep.

    • I have been sensing such anger in most souls of my acquaintance claiming unconditional love but I could not putt it together until now by the way things are developing.
    • First the burst of anger. Then?
    • The reasonable explanation about what is conceived as ‘unconditional love’.

    Quote:

    As far as unconditional love, I don’t need you to love me back, or to understand, and respect me for me to love you. If there isn’t balance and reciprocation, then the actual physical relationship, may become nonexistent, but the unconditional love still remains.

    And each of us must work out what it is that we’re willing to do or who we’re willing to be in a relationship with based upon this balance. But if I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone because I’m not in alignment with them, it does not mean that I don’t unconditionally love them. Because unconditional love cannot be earned. It’s simply means that I’m gonna go my Way and that person is going to go to their way but the respect and love remains. End of quote.

    Can We Really Be Free & Complete Without …?

    Without the primordial need to be loved back? I am beginning to realize it cannot be done. And that is for a good reason. We were created to be loved so that we can love in return. Well? Here comes the biggie!

    • I am not ashamed of who or how I am.
    • As of this moment I no longer fear the awful predicament of not fitting in.
    • Why should I struggle to fit in any or all situations that come my way?
    • Why should I demand of myself to fit in or choose retreat from socializing?
    • What is worst, why should I miss an opportunity to mend the broken threads of my dysfunctional former family?
    • It does not make sense to tell the truth.

    I Need To Face The Matter, That’s For Sure …?

    No matter what, when, or how things were or things are, for me? I need to face the fact that I am not fighting against flesh & blood. I am fighting against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere as in Ephesians 6:10-20.

    • I have not forgotten the Scriptures.
    • Only, here lately I have been convicted of my misinterpretation of such words. Naturally, I have stopped quoting them, but as of the moment I see the necessity to quote the fallacy of my former interpretation.

    My Idea To Apply The Written Words To Live By …?

    I was determined to be strong in my concept or my belief in the Savior of our souls. O but how ridiculous I see my former beliefs & practices. Good thing that as of lately the Master Redemer of my being has absolved me. Therefore, I am ready now to tell on me. What a relief!

    Quote:

    Ephesians 6:10-20

    (10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

    (11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

    • Every morning I would get up and read those verses without fail for that was my idea to be ‘strong in the Lord’ as well as ‘Putting on God’s whole armor’.
    • Ha! Ha! It reminds me of little Steven—my precious son. I got a note from his 1st grade teacher informing me that Steven was not turning in his homework.
    • I was puzzled because every day I would ask him about doing his homework, his answer, “I did it in school!” and off he would run to resume his playing in the street without a care in this world.
    • So, I headed to school to talk to his teacher.
    • What? The teacher would write on the blackboard what the children had to do for their homework and would prompt the children to write it down so they could remember what to do.
    • Of course, my boy faithfully complied to do what he thought to be his homework. Bless his heart and mine!

    Once I Faithfully Claimed The First Two Verses …?

    No doubt about it, I was convinced that I was not wrestling with flesh and blood but I was dressed with the Lord’s armor, enabling me to resist and stand my ground on the evil day. This routine went on and on for many days that turned into weeks, months, even years until? My Beloved Master put stop to it.

    • Well? O well! My Master’s wisdom to keep a lid on his plan for my life in His mind.
    • Wednesday, September 13, 2023, at 5:03 am.
    • Break time, time to discover what’s beyond my Master’s wisdom. Last night was a breakthrough in the line of mysteries.

    Acceptance. Submission. Discernment. Love …?

    Tall, tall words to utter them flippantly. So much written on them words. So much done about them, and? It has all been practically in vain! Our lives like the novels I read have plot twists too. The only results?

    Frustration. Confusion. Corruption. The worst? Further rebellion. Suppressed Anger. Denial …?

    Even when we choose to only look to that elusive goodness, we in vain pursue. Hey! Where are you, my brother, my sister, my friend, my mother as well as my father? And for goodness sake, Where are you, Almighty Creator of everything in existence? By the way, where am I?

    Hopefully, I hope. Hope. There is always hope! Thank goodness!

    There is the beauty of the sunset of the age to hope for …

    Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

    At My Prime Again!!! Winning the Itching Battle …

    • Greetings to my friends in the USA, S. Africa, Jordan, United Arab Emirates, India, and the four corners of the earth.

    Really? What On Earth Makes Me So Sure It Is So? …

    I am Practicing being happy for no reason. Everything is temporary in life…Go figure it, lol.

    Indeed! I Am Sure This Time. I Am As Serious About It As A Massive Heart Attack …?

    How this can be? That’s what I am asking myself. How this can be my prime again? Last night I developed a massive headache. I racked my brain searching my memory for relief. A cup of coffee would do, I thought. I headed to the kitchen. O me! I got the bright idea to fix me a cappuccino. Yeah, I enjoyed it.

    • After a while the headache subsided.
    • I went to sleep.
    • Suddenly ferocious itching woke me.
    • for heaven’s sake!
    • The itching had stopped.
    • What is going on with my body, with my mind?

    Stark Realizations …

    My body is reacting to my mind. What is in my mind twisting my body with painful extremely uncomfortable reactions that is driving me to insanity?

    Have You Ever Questioned Your Reactions …?

    I wonder and ponder. Crazy me. Why wonder about you? Why not let go, leave you to your own self?

    What Are You To Me? What Are The Realities I Am Dealing With …?

    Well? For now I, you, and the rest of the worldlings are beginning to merge into a beautiful tapestry, intriguing but emanating the light of healing the horrors of a buried sulking past.

    O Well! That’s Just Me! …?

    What’s the matter with me? Ah! Don’t you see what you are doing to yourself. Why don’t you quit all the nonsense and accept the fact that you are old, and you are not going to be young again?

    Ha! Ha! Ha! Wait Until Your Turn Comes …?

    Do you really think you will enjoy turning into an invalid? … Silence. Hum! That’s enough! I don’t want to talk about such things. I’m busy …? End of conversation, but!

    The Bright Shinny Spark Of The Meeting Of Our Minds …?

    Ah! Maybe, just maybe this miserable itching shall turn tails away to the land of no return. Hope. There is ALWAYS hope …

    • It’s now Friday, September 8, 2023, at 4:55 am. Just finish drinking my cup of coffee, just coffee no cappuccino for me, that’s for sure …least for a time, eh?

    Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

    It’s Time For My Tall Tales …?

    A Long Time Ago …?

    That Was The Time …

    That was the time I was humbled but not humiliated.  For me anyhow when there was only phone support to solve my forever computer problems were needed. The techs for the most from India, most patient and quite knowledgeable. This specific time, the blessed tech asked me to read to him the apps I had installed in the Programs feature, I started with the ‘a’ for apple until I got to the ‘n’ ‘e’ ‘s’ …=”nescafe” I pronounced. “I never hear of that app” says the blessed tech, spell it for me again” I said, ‘n’ for no, ‘e for eye’ ‘s for sam’ ‘c’ for cat ‘p’ for Peter ‘e’ for eye= NETSCAPE! Exclaimed the tech with a chuckle.

    I used to thank them for their patience but they inevitable would respond, “no it is us to thank you, you are teaching us a lot!”

    Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 9:45 pm. Bed. Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I

    Your Site Is Ancient …?

    What? I just perfected my use of boxes, how dare you call my site ‘ancient’?! “Why don’t you download Joomla?” “What on earth is that?” I exclaimed quite peeved with the young punk. “Joomla! is a free and open-source content management system (CMS) for publishing web content. Download it, you will see.” He told me. Mercy me!

    CMS stands for open-source content management system, something I had never heard of, bless my heart! Talking about ‘ancient’ to say the least. O well! I downloaded Joomla but I could not make it out, but? Somehow I had discover Wilks Community College offering free continuing education for seniors, of course I enrolled. Needless to say, I discovered the famous WordPress.com and? I have been hooked since.

    Regardless, for the life of me I can’t remember how I got into the Internet even before I enrolled in Wilks. I do remember creating websites with Frontpage.com. also, I remember how the techs practically did my menu bar. Only thing I made the mistake of checking the ‘update automatically’ thus I have not been able to find out when I created those so unique sites about my autobiography but, I can still pull and enjoy my humble beginning building websites.

    file:///G:/Wanted%20files/My%20Web%20Sites/my%20site2/chapter1.htm

    This link only works for me, but I am diligently working on making those writings available to others. Will see.

    Embracing Discernment Without Condemning Others …

    Perhaps that is what now is called ‘unconditional love’. Perhaps. Still, no need to argue. No need to prove myself as well as others right or wrong. No need to defend the Almighty Creator of everything in existence.

    And the biggest? No need to be incensed with anger however justified such anger could be. Only need for me is to let go. Fear not! I am not alone; I am not abandoned. I never have been. I never shall be!

    How blessed I am despite my fat ankles, my faulty hearing, my expensive loose dentures & equally expensive eyeglasses that don’t stay in place, plus looking at my hanging belly in the mirror as I disrobe to ready myself to the shower; and running to the toilet like in a marathon. Let alone my inability to follow instructions to take care of my concept of creating artistic beauty. And the infernal itch? And my painful back? And the lurking fears attempting to defeat me? O well! bless my heart.

    I will just go on reminiscing about my tall tales that tell on me! Humor instead of anger is the motto to come out smelling like a rose to my own self. And the privilege to sing to my heart’s desire without disturbing the delicate human ears? Hahaha! HalleluYah! Whatever more could I want for? Lov, mom.

    Diana says:

    Yesterday, we ate out for our 44th wedding anniversary. The young waitress asked what our secret is. After thinking for a moment, I said, “Work”. She replied, “And love.”

    Nope. It’s work. Daily working on yourself, your relationship, your goals, etc. Most anyone can love another to start with. The effort that it takes to keep that person as a life partner is the “secret”.

    • Right on the money I should say if it was indispensably to have my say.

    O Well! Guess There Is No Cure For My Going On And On …

    I guess as well is best for me to quit this unending drive to be what I am not supposed to be. Can you imagine that? I quit! Chilled out!

    Until the next post, lov thia.

    Rationalizing-Finding Out-And? …

    Stagnation Is Bound To Be One’s Station …

     

     

     

    Miracles Are Not Subject To The Rationalizing Shackles …

    Why not just acknowledge, enjoy, deploy the weapons to destroy the stagnation of my life’s saga in any station? Fear not!

    • I’m alive!
    • Free from the stagnant waters in the shackles of rationalizing in the fear of mankind.

    What’s ahead?

    Only the Master knows, but I am living free from stagnation with much progression towards eternity.

    What Is Eternity? …

    That’s the thing I am about to find out. It’s now Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

    • Eternity: ethereal or impossible for the human mind to grasp.
    • What time is it now?
    • Time as we know time to be but soon to be no more: 6:27 am on Thursday, August 31, 2023.
    • Otherwise?
    • The last day of the 8th month.
    • Tomorrow?
    • Anew, afresh the 9th month shall be upon us all. And what shall it be on that 9th month we are tomorrow see? No man knows for sure. The numerous theories, timelines, doom sayers shall continue with desperation now on the time of inevitable separation of the tares and the wheat as it has been written for once in Matthew 13:24-30.

    Quote:

    Matthew 13:24-30

    (24)  Another parable He set forth before them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field.

    (25)  But while he was sleeping, his enemy came and sowed also darnel (weeds resembling wheat) among the wheat, and went on his way.

    (26)  So when the plants sprouted and formed grain, the darnel (weeds) appeared also.

    (27)  And the servants of the owner came to him and said, Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? Then how does it have darnel shoots in it?

    (28)  He replied to them, An enemy has done this. The servants said to him, Then do you want us to go and weed them out?

    (29)  But he said, No, lest in gathering the wild wheat (weeds resembling wheat), you root up the [true] wheat along with it.

    (30)  Let them grow together until the harvest; and at harvest time I will say to the reapers, Gather the darnel first and bind it in bundles to be burned, but gather the wheat into my granary.

    Why The Parables …?

    Nothing is left amidst for us to remain ignorant of the truth to set us free. Read on—you will find that truth.

    Quote:

    Matthew 13:10-17

    (10)  Then the disciples came to Him and said, Why do You speak to them in parables?

    (11)  And He replied to them, To you it has been given to know the secrets and mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it has not been given.

    (12)  For whoever has [spiritual knowledge], to him will more be given and he will be furnished richly so that he will have abundance; but from him who has not, even what he has will be taken away.

    (13)  This is the reason that I speak to them in parables: because having the power of seeing, they do not see; and having the power of hearing, they do not hear, nor do they grasp and understand.

    (14)  In them indeed is the process of fulfillment of the prophecy of Isaiah, which says: You shall indeed hear and hear but never grasp and understand; and you shall indeed look and look but never see and perceive.

    (15)  For this nation’s heart has grown gross (fat and dull), and their ears heavy and difficult of hearing, and their eyes they have tightly closed, lest they see and perceive with their eyes, and hear and comprehend the sense with their ears, and grasp and understand with their heart, and turn and I should heal them. [Isa_6:9-10]

    (16)  But blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are your eyes because they do see, and your ears because they do hear.

    (17)  Truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous men [men who were upright and in right standing with God] yearned to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.

    Until the next post, lov, thia