Fear Not! The Truth To Set Us Free? Separation Of It All And The True Love From On High …

Posted. New Post. Ahmad Just Called. I Spoke Truth To Him …

From here on out I will continue to share my witness of the truth to set us free now and forever to be.

Truth To Set Us Free? Separation. The Vile Romantic Love From The True Love From On High …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 11:56 am.

This separation is yet the most painful thing I am experiencing. This is the moment when for the most we human beings make up our minds to take care of things even at the cost of our souls.

For The Most We Are Moral Human Beings, But! Sorrow Strikes A Deadly Blow! What Do We Do? …

We quit all resembles of moral and intrinsic values in response to the blow. And we go for the world’s way that seems right unto man but the end thereof is eternal death.

How Did I Miss It? Separation Of The Breath Of Life (Soul) And The Immortal Spirit …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The separation of our soul and the immortal spirit must take place, but! It is something so ethereal that it goes right over our heads for the most. Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that the Almighty speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Soul Is The Seat Of The Romantic Love That We Humans Practice …

O my Master? Such fact never occurred to me until this moment when You quicken me to read again that passage of Your words.

Now I Better Understand Your Words About Separating The Vile From The Precious …

Now I understand what it means to be Your mouthpiece. Now I understand why You admonished me in 1986 not to yield to them, to the people. Quote:

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 8:55 pm.

O my Master! You are here with me. The stabs of pain I can hardly bear, but! I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive Ahmad. I choose to wait on You confidently without reservations.

• No matter what it looks like You are in control of it all. Nothing and no devil or human can thwart Your plan to restore us.

Whatever Is The Issue I Am Sure You Will Resolve It For Me …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 1:06 am.

Perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is. And if that is so, I am ready to accept such possibility. I wait on You.

O Mighty One Of Israel! You Are Unchangeable, But! …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 5:34 am.

You can change Your mind whenever is necessary for You to do so. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.

• Even so? You know I need help.
• I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
• That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
• Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!
• So far help is not to be found since this ordeal began.
• I am at my wits end!
• The pain is different from past painful episodes.
• The stabs of pain feel like lashes from a sharp whip making me wince in agony.
• But You know it. No matter. You have given me power to choose according to Your will for me to choose.
• I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive all injustices from Ahmad and son.
• I choose to reject all my feelings, thoughts, and ideas.
• I choose to wait on You however long I must wait.
• I am experiencing the truth to set us free from the chains of romantic love!

Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

It is a painful ordeal, but it is all worthy. I am at the point of what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.

• Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Your Prompt Response …

Amazing are Your ways! As long as I kept asking You to quicken Ahmad to come to help me, You remained silent, but!

• At daybreak this morning, I confessed the things You were waiting to hear from me:

1. My readiness to accept the possibility that perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is.
2. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.
3. Even so? You know I need help.
4. I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
5. That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
6. Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Well? Ahmad Showed Up. First Impression? An Angry Stranger …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 7:34 pm.

You sent me the man You have told me Ahmad to be besides being Your blessing of a son. Ahmad proceeded to ask me questions about the pain like a doctor usually does.

• No show of his usual son attitude.
• He assessed my painful ordeal still as a doctor in charge.
• Suddenly! His stranger attitude vanished!
• He fixed the drops and lovingly applied them in my ears.
• He then proceeded to update me on what he is doing.
• He is under training for the upkeep of bees to produce honey for medicinal purpose,  and?
• He wanted to know my thoughts about his doings.
• Wow! What an opportunity to share with him I no longer giving out my thoughts or ideas about anything because I realize now I do not know anything.
• O my Master! Ahmad was all ears as I proceeded to witness Your doings in my heart.
• I ended sharing with him that my task was to uphold and encourage him as he takes care of the task You have assigned unto him.
• And? I added, A bee farm and herbs has been the dream You have ingrained in my heart and mind. Wow!
• You Returned my Son. Thank You.
• Set Us Free Forever In Your Heart To Be!
• Let Us Fly Soar Up High To Your Light!

Truly? You Have Invested Power On Me To Abide In Your Will …

Wednesday, July 29, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Here I am exactly 24 hours since I began to record my experience of the Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above on Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Now What? Is It The End Of This Matter? Not Really. …

In fact? Is only the beginning. O my Master! You have taught me to live without an agenda of my own.

My Whole Being Is Now Permanently Set In You Without Reservations …

Master? I see it! I see Your purpose for my ordeal of the last few days. It all came to me to make me see the results of my ‘people pleaser’ attitude.

Ha! I Also See Your Aim To Show The Same Thing To The Rest Of Your So Loved World …

Hahaha! Most certainly, we don’t see the matter. We are programmed to program others to please or perish. Of course, it is called, Productive Citizens.

O Well! I Haven’t Got The Slightest Anymore Of What Is Taking Place Near Or Far From Me, But! …

One thing is for sure. You are here with and for me and I am finally satisfied that it is so. No need for my plans or agendas of any kind.

O My Master! What A Relief! You Are Leading The Show Of My Eternal Life To All …

I am going on and on. Complete rest in You. Peace. Security. Carefree. Certainty. Courage. Invested with Your love for You, for me, for all!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Helpers Helping Helpers To No Avail! Only One Source to avail. It is Surfacing On This 2020 Year With The COVID-19 Fear …

Master? I Sense You Are Leading Me To Upgrade Windows …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 12:24 am.

The beauty of everything I am doing now is that You are in control of my doings, so? It comes to me to come to You for Your leading and direction, but!

• No need to worry if I take off on my own and get into trouble because, You are always there for me to lead me back to the still waters of Your Presence within me.
• Anyhow, You taught me much with the last week long fiasco. The computer is now back to working perfectly, but the issue with the new big update is still there.
• Only now? All is in order. The option to download and install that update is now in my settings.
• Even so? It is coming to me to create a recovery drive in the flash drive just in case I cannot get the computer to start at all to get to the recovery in the desktop.
• That’s what I’ll do now before I update.

It Is Done! Working Perfectly Again …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 6:35 am.

It took all night but! I don’t know how long it will last because of the problem with the Internet in this area.

• I am told that Zain is ordered to shut down the Internet for a time because of school finals. I don’t understand the situation but every time they shut down stays down in my computer.
• Maybe now that the computer is updated to the latest Windows 10 the problem is resolved. I wait on You my Master.
• For now I will shut down to do some tweaking in my set up. I need to set the monitor closest to me and make space for my mouse.

Things Are Looking Good, But I Must Take A Break …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:28 am.

I am so grateful my Master for Your strength and grace to accomplish so much with a good attitude. I will now continue with my graphics.

Well? New Me. You Have Given Me Powers I Did Not Have Before …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

Ha! Just now I realized how much of a ‘people pleaser’ I have been. I have gone out of my way to please people at my own expense, for what? That’s the catch!

O My Master! You Have Set Me Free! …

All my life I have been a victim of the human nature in others and in my own self. Our programmed human nature is our worst enemy.

• Any expert in the field of mental health is aware of the ‘people pleasers’ syndrome. They have many suggestions and ways to correct the problem but!

Unless You Do The Work, We Laborers Work In Vain …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

It’s the 7^th day of rest and I am resting on You despite the multitude of thoughts running through my mind.

• There is no unrest for me any longer.
• I am no longer sorry for what I do or don’t do.
• Not because I don’t care but because You finally cut through my thick human layer. Quote:

Hebrews 3:7-19 AMPC+

Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa 95:7-11]

[Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered the Almighty against them]. [Psa 95:7-8]

For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on the Almighty [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num 14:1-35]

Hebrews 4:12-13

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Word That You Speak To Me Now? …

Those are the same words I have read and appropriated them with my own understanding in the many years past of my religious living, but!

• The words remained powerless to cut through me. Why?
• Because I had to go through the molding process as per Your written words. Quote:

Romans 8:28-30 AMPC+

We are assured and know that [the Almighty being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love Him and are called according to [His] design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew [of whom He was aware and loved beforehand], He also destined from the beginning [foreordaining them] to be molded into the image of His Son [and share inwardly His likeness], that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also glorified [raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being].

Ha! That Last Sentence? The Reality Of My Crest …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 3:05 pm.

You have raised me to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being. Wow! That’s Your exact words to me. Quote:

“O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering. Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”

• The number one Meaning Of Dignity? The quality or state of being worthy of esteem or respect.

I Been A ‘People Pleaser’ All My Life. No Dignity At That …

But as of last night? NO MORE! Never have I been able to say no to whomever so pleases to take advantage of my eagerness to please.

Does That Mean I Have Become Heartless And Unconcern For People’s Needs? …

Not at all! But my eagerness to please people indiscriminately at my own expense has come to an end under the sharp edger of the sword of Your Word.

Showcase. Musings From A Former ‘People Pleaser’ …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

• But why have I been so eager to please people with my unsolicited help?
• Fear!
• Craving for man’s attention and respect and love.
• Grandiose ideas to become a millionaire to change this world.
• Pipe dreams of an educated fool roaming and moaning on this valley of death we humans are traveling on.
• What a difference nowadays!
• No more grandiose ideas.
• No more pipe dreams.
• No more mine anything.
• Only the dignity of a Highest Royalty Queen!
• And as of today?
• It came to me to place the crest as the heading for the site to end with might this 2020 year of light.
• The saga continues on 2020.
• His victory to shout!
• That’s what is all about.

So Now? No Longer To This World’s Helper I Run. Boldly I Come To The Throne …

No kidding! It feels good to be under Your hood. So good to come to Your Throne of grace to ask for help.

• For You are the only One to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with my weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation.
• So good to say an appropriate no.
• For such is Your key to set me free from the mental chain labeled ‘people pleaser’ I used to be. Quote:

Hebrews 4:14-16

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of the Almighty, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of the Almighty’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

And That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:47 am.

Over and out until the next episode You’ll have me to publish to reach the many souls hearts and mind to set them free like You set me.

Reflections On The New Me Before I Post …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:12 pm.

Recapping matters as of lately. It’s been a long haul, but it is paying off big time. You have accomplished the submission of my will to Your will. What a marvel!

• I spent my day optimizing the site and?
• Reflecting. Reflecting. Reflecting.
• My whole being attuned to Your Being.
• It came to me to weight out my choices under the present circumstances on the aftermath of COVID-19.
• Ahmad and I are on the outs again, but!
• As the day went by without a peep from him, I began to think soberly on the matter.
• Why is Ahmad acting up again?
• Ah! Language barrier along the way this culture ingrained in his mind.
• I told him the last time he came that I was now able to help myself and take a load off of him until his back would be mended.
• What did he understand?
• “Well I am not needed any longer…”
• I did not realize until yesterday how much hurt he expressed in those words.
• Well? That the last I saw of him.
• No calls. No visits. No response to my calls.
• At one point we had it out on the phone because of their attempt to take away the good monitor and set me up with the old beat up monitor I had to suffer for a long time.
• Next thing? We been talking on the phone with repressed emotions, but!
• He continues to test me if I should go back to my old ways that he knows and misses.
• So? Yesterday I began to think soberly:
• What’s keeping me from quitting Ahmad and go back to take care of myself like I had done before Ahmad took it up on himself to take care of me?
• I could easily do that, why not?
• Ha! That is such a human way to redeem my rights!
• Sweet revenge for all the hurts inflicted upon me! Glory be!

“Really? O thiaBasilia! You are so childish! Do you think I would bless and take over your care when you attempt to take care of your own self?

What about My love and wisdom? What about the bond I have established between you and Ahmad?

Even so, My precious child, you are safe. Under no circumstances I will ever let you go back to your lopsided ways of the past.

Go on! No matter what it looks like to you, I am working all things for your good. Your good and all of your concern good including Ahmad and family

I see the joy in your heart despite all the churning thoughts of your flesh.

But you know that you owe nothing to your flesh. Such knowledge I have ingrained in you to keep you aloof and free from your own flesh.”

Hahaha! HalleluYah! I Can Laugh Again! Why Not? …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 8:00 am.

O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted! And all of that is being recorded on the number 8 followed by two zeroes. Meaning?

• The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
• The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

• Your message is all inclusive to flow over the Internet waves to reach the mind and heart of each individual child of Yours.
• The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
• Relationships are in the healing process.
• Great response to the latest posts carrying the message in the NET.
• There is HOPE.
• There is ALWAYS hope for Your promised blessings.
• Only we MUST wait for Your time and discretion to bless us.
• What or when would that time be?
• When Your conditions are met. Quote:

Joel 2:12-13.

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

You Revoke Your Sentence Of Evil When Your Conditions Are Met …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 12:44 pm.

O my Master! Your conditions are clearly written in versions of the written words or the Scriptures and in practically all spoken languages in this world. Quote:

The Reign of the Master’s Anointed

Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,

Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.

He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.

Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

• Even so? It is also clearly written the fact that we can only grasp and meet those conditions on Your time and at Your discretion.

O But I Am Blessed Happy, Fortunate, And To Be Envied, Why? …

Why not? O my Master! I distinctively hear the sound of Your voice calling me to You in the same way as King Solomon did in the Song of Solomon 2:10-17.

You spoke and said unto me,

Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone;

the flowers appear on the earth;

the time of the song is come,

and the voice of the turtle dove has been heard in our land;

the fig tree has put forth her green figs,

and the vines in blossom have given forth their fragrance.

Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Your lovely voice cut deep into my heart.

• I came away, I remain with You for eternity.
• You’ll never let me go away.
• To fend for myself in disarray.
• What now in my life’s orderly array of Your making?

Freedom. Joy. Carefree. Wisdom. Power. Productivity …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Here we go with 20, 2020, and 2:00. The number 20? Sticks out 3 times followed by the number 2 with two zeroes.

• All those numbers apply to the headline.
• It’s really uncanny how important it is to record the date and time of my doings.
• As You told me from the beginning the date and time were to be stepping stones into my future.

For Now? I Am Hot. Uncomfortable. Will Close Computer And Take A Break.

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

Things are not going well in the material, but in the spiritual? That’s a different story. At peace. Confident. Waiting on You.

Master? I Need You. Only You Can And Are Able And Willing To Help Me …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 9:35 pm.

Four hours of sleep did not help the discomfort of the moment. You know it. This is the moment when most humans give up on You. And why not?

• Pain and discomfort can drive anyone to insanity. You know that as well. And though You seem to be silent You are not.
• Even at the peak of our miseries You are there for us. You are not silent but we cannot hear much less see You. What a mystery!

A Mystery Now Revealed In Your Way, At Your Discretion …

Who am I to question You? How can I give up on You? How can I forget the reality of Your Loving Presence within me? You have united Yourself with me. Quote:

John 17:20-21 AMPC+

Neither for these alone do I pray [it is not for their sake only that I make this request], but also for all those who will ever come to believe in (trust in, cling to, rely on) Me through their word and teaching,

That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

I Am One With You? Ha! No Wonder! …

Indeed! O my Master! Yahushua weeps as He intercede for us with the Father. Yes, Yahushua weeps still because of our sins. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-6 AMPC+

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father—it is Yahushua our Messiah, the all righteous upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action.

And He, that same Yahushua Himself is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern daily, by experience that we are coming to know Him, to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him, I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth of the Gospel is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Hebrews 4:14-16 AMPC+

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

Well? O My Master! All The Above Quoted Scriptures Are Now Alive Within Me …

You have lately seared those words within my being. You have done the work that others may see the good works in me and honor You not me.

Master? You Cover Every Single Situation In Our Lives In Your Written Words …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 12:33 am.

This You are now revealing to me. Right now? The thought came to me how in the world a millionaire comes up on the hour but here we are, begging for money. Malachi 3 comes to mind. Quote:

Malachi 3:1-18 AMPC+

BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Master, the Messiah, Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple; the Messenger or Angel of the covenant, Whom you desire, behold, He shall come, says the Master of hosts.

But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap; He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Master offerings in righteousness.

Then will the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasing to the Master as in the days of old and as in ancient years.

Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Master of hosts.

For I am the Master, I do not change; that is why you, O sons of Jacob, are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers you have turned aside from My ordinances and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Master of hosts. But you say, How shall we return?

Will a man rob or defraud the Almighty? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev_26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal_2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve the Almighty, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test the Almighty, they escape [unpunished.

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves the Almighty and him who does not serve Him. End of quote.

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving way beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4^th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

• Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

• Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Master? Things Are Not Looking Good. What To Do?

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 11:43 pm.

I have no connections since yesterday. It’s almost midnight, perhaps someone comes with my supper. I wait on You.

• On top of it all the news about the virus are getting really scary but Your people here are doing nothing to prepare for what it looks like. Help!
• Well? Just now my supper arrived. I ate. I slept until around 2 am.
• I woke up from a nightmare, I was spanking one of my children for messing up my html setup. I was furious. Woke up trembling
• Don’t know what that is all about but I am not too happy about all going on right now between Ahmad, the family and myself.
• One thing been coming to mind, separation
• Separation vile from precious.

Separation Of Romantic From True Love. Vile From Precious …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 4:37 am.

Ha! So that’s what is going on between us right now. Actually between myself and mankind. That’s the meaning of Your words that October 21, 1986. Quote:

Jeremiah 15:19-21 AMPC+

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning the Almighty’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Repentance: The Cleansing My Own Heart …

No Kidding! My day of reckoning from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness knocked me down to the ground for good.

True To Your Promise I Am Now Your Mouthpiece …

And I do sense myself as a fortified, bronze wall; they fight against me, but they will not prevail over me, for You are with me to save and deliver me.

• Fight against me? Who is fighting against you? You are the one fighting against us say the hypocrites.

Indeed! Distasteful Hypocrisy! That’s What The Romantic Gooey Love Is! …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Yes! I am the one fighting against the vile in us. The separation of the vile from the precious is imperative!

Imperative Separation Or Perish …

That is the fright within my being! To see Ahmad and the whole multitude in Your so loved world so engrossed with the romanticism practiced in all forms of lifestyles is quite frightening to me. For it is written, quote:

Do Not Love the World …

1 John 2:15-18 AMPC+

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Warning Concerning Ant Messiahs

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the ant Messiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many ant Messiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

And The Question Goes, Who Then Can Be Saved? And Your Answer?

Quickly Your written words come to mind. Those words give me hope. Those words strengthen and encourage me to go on with the task You have assigned unto me. Quote:

2 Chronicles 7:13-14 AMPC+

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Joel 2:12-14 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

Who knows but what He will turn, revoke your sentence [of evil], and leave a blessing behind Him [giving you the means with which to serve Him], even a cereal or meal offering and a drink offering for the Master, your Almighty? End of quote.

• The focus there is on REPENTANCE not in all of those calls to emotional fearful prayers to the multitude.
• It is an individual call to repentance, a call to abandon the religious worldly system and return to the Master Creator of our beings as in the First and most Important of the Commandments.

Individual Repentance? What Are You Waiting For My Master? …

Ha! How clear it comes to mind my Master! You are waiting for the preachers to get off their pulpits.

• For the starts get off the limelight.
• For the followers to quit following each other.
• For the advisers to heed their own advice.
• For the teachers to quit teaching the error of their teachings.
• Ha! My Master! But That Is A Total Impossibility As I See It …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:17 am.

Instead of any of that happening all is turning unto me for the worst as far as my relationship with Ahmad and the rest of my loved ones with a few exceptions.

That Is FRIGHTENING! But Again Your Written Words Calm My Fright …

You are so timely. You remind me of how You did not withdraw You promise of Isaac’ birth despite Sara’s Ishmael.

• It’s the same for me. Despite my frights and doubts You have accomplished the impossible with me.
• And You will do the same for each one of Your children.

Quote:

Genesis 18:14 AMPC+

Is anything too hard or too wonderful for the Master? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]

Matthew 19:26 AMPC+

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

A Silver Lining When His Conditions Are Met …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:40 pm.

His conditions? Repentance or the separation of true and romantic love—separation of the vile from the precious.

Ominous Reality—WOE Is Unto Us Rebellious Children …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 5:09 am.

Master? I know You are working in the individual basis, so? The only thing I can see is the obsession with the things of this world ingrained in our human nature, and?

• I tremble! How can this be? The monstrosity of COVID-19 is consuming the human life while Your people’s concern is on, dear me! Schools and Universities.

But How Can This Be? Still Running Away From Your Sovereign Authority …

Ha! This time all shall know You to be a Mighty One of justice longing to be gracious to us. And so it is happening even when I cannot see it happening. What a marvel!

O My Master? I Am Beginning To Go Downwards …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 11:06 am.

The separation of true and romantic love is a hard thing to bear. But You know it. Even so? The knowledge of Your love and the love for me and for all sustains me.

I Thank You My Master For Your Strength To Carry The Burden …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 12:28 pm.

This burden is the burden of my own carnal self. You have set me free and free I am indeed, but! I am in this world which does not know You, and?

Because I Am Not Of The World, I Am No Longer One With It, But! …

You have chosen, selected me out of the world, the world hates (detests) me. And there is where my carnal self becomes a burden.

It Is Burdensome To Incur The Hate From The World Delivered By One’s Closest …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 2:09 pm.

Even so? You are in control of it all. As long as one goes along with the romantic love charade the world exalts one big time! One becomes a hero/heroine.

Stand Up For Intrinsic Values Against The World’s Vanity, Emptiness, Falsity, And Vainglory And? …

The hero/heroine becomes the villain on the way to the guillotine to get one’s head chopped off for good.

So? That Is What Is Going On In My Life Right Now, But! …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:28 am.

Master? You have brought me back to the month of March 2020—an amazing repeat of what is going on right now. Quote:

The Naked Truth: “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.” …?

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:20 am.

Such is the naked truth on discovery by each individual human being created in the Creator’s imagine. This 2020 year is the end of all cycles; the beginning of the eternal cycle.

• Humankind shall never be the same.
• This 2020 unique year is the year the Master Creator shall separate the tares from the wheat.

And So I Wait For What You Have Next, My Beloved Shepherd, My Master Redeemer Of My Soul …

“Indeed, My precious child! This is the year I will gather the wheat into My barn to burn away the tares from the field of My so loved world.

• This is the year my loved world shall discover the naked truth to set it free.

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

• Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
• I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.
• Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

• Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Confused. Nothing Is Adding Up.

Master? Your Ways Are Unfathomable—Impossible To Predict …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:43 am.

So? I refuse to make any decisions on my fate. Though that I have several possibilities at my disposal none are of my choosing.

I Wait On You To Resolve My Present Situation On Your Time And At Your Discretion …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 8:59 am.

Hahaha! Master? I am on the roll by Your design and purpose. Just when You are putting me in terms with Yourself and Your Unfathomable unpredictable doings? Up pop the headlines to instigate my loving rebuttal!

Written by Dr. Eric Perry:

• How to Stop Sabotaging Yourself

Posted on FB by my daughter Denise:

• There’s nothing wrong with you.
• There’s nothing wrong with me.
• There’s nothing wrong with your journey.
• There’s nothing wrong with my journey.

I Beg Your Pardon? Read My Posts If Not My Lips …

No kidding! After practically all my life under Mental Health Care to no avail, my reckoning moment knocked my mental health into place! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No misunderstanding here …

There is much need for the loving Mental Health Caretakers to hold us up until our moment of reckoning comes by.

• Reckoning? Yes, my precious Denise, there is a moment for each one of us to give an account of all our wrong thinking, feelings, and doings.
• Honest to goodness! That moment been coming to me on stages, bless my heart.
• It has not been an automatic miracle.
• I had to go to the process of my human nature.
• Gruesome. Gross. Painful. Hateful. Grievous?
• Indeed! But! The results? Wow!
• That’s why I urge you to read my latest posts.
• What a Mighty Yah we serve!

This 7^th Day Of Rest? Finds Me In Complete And Delightful Rest Despite …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 9:49 am.

Despite the negative circumstances of the last few days between Ahmad and myself. What ended my suffering under such repeat circumstances?

Ha! O My Master! That’s The Beauty Of Your Unpredictable Doings! …

I never know how You are to respond to my plea for help. For I no longer ask You for anything because I don’t know what to ask for. So?

• I say, HELP! And wait. And wait. And wait while my mind is churning all possibilities at my disposal.
• Suddenly! Earlier this morning while my tears were still flowing I exclaimed, “I refuse to make any decision on my future from here on!”
• Sure enough. My tears dried. I read Your words back in March. Next? The post from Denise. Next? Dr. Eric Perry following one of my sites. I clicked his sabotage headline.

That Did It! A Surge Of Your Passionate Love For Us All Invaded My Being …

What a marvel! You are with me and for me! No matter the blows to knock me down, You never ever leave nor forsake me.

• No kidding! What is to be is set to be despite all human’s fears, figure on, feelings, or thinking to know and understand.

It’s All Under And In Control And Supreme Authority Of The Mighty One Of Israel …

He alone can break the shackles of anger and unforgiveness suffocating us. He alone can cause us to recognize that anger and unforgiveness are the cause of the state of physical trauma and mental illness destroying us all.

We Must Humble Ourselves And Recognize The Futility Of Our Doings and Repent, But! …

You alone can empower us to recognize the futility of our doings and repent. And that is what You are doing with the lines You have compelled me to write and publish for the last 35 some years.

Me? O Me! Back In Your Joyful Wagon Singing Your Victory Song All Along …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 10:30 am.

What? Victory Song? Ha! The hour and minutes! Ten for what is to happen is really, really happening now. And?

The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

According to Luke 3:23, Yahshua begins His ministry at the age of thirty. This moment is dedicated by YHVH Himself in Mattityahu 3:13-17, while introducing His only Son to the world at His immersion. This fulfilled the priestly requirements contained in B’midbar 4:3. Thirty was also the number of pieces of silver that was to be the ‘blood money’ to betray the Messiah as prophesied in Z’kharyah 11:12-13 and fulfilled in Mattityahu 26:15: End of quote.

Indeed! Dedication? We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

In You we have our beings despite all our shenanigans to the contrary. And so? Why not Sing Your Victory Song All Along on this blessed 7^th day of rest for our best?

Master? I Had Forgotten All About The Book …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 11:53 am.

I started publishing from the last day of 2019 but! I did not even end the month of January 2020 in three books. What to do now?

• Perhaps combine the first 3 books and add the rest of January. Then? Format each month starting in February into one book.
• The 7^th month is about to end, that means I have a humongous task to format 7 books.
• Help! My Master, help me to figure out how to do this number. I’ll wait for Your incentive.

Ha! No Sooner I Put This Matter To You I Got Info About Markdown Apps …

Lo and behold! I have never heard of such apps or perhaps I never paid attention because I had not the slightest of what they were until today.

• my Master! That means I’ll have to learn a new app as if I didn’t have enough troubles with the apps You have gifted to me so far. What to do?
• Master? Your words sustain me. Thank You for the ability to embellish those words with my graphics skill.

O My Master! I Am In Big Trouble With Pain. Help! …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 8:46 am.

Fear knocks at my door. What about if this new ear pain turns out to be a warning for worse things in my body? I never had earache before. It is almost unbearable.

• I am in tears. I can hardly work. I had forgotten the pain episodes of the past. This atrocious pain came up on me yesterday but it worsens this morning.
• It’s now Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:00 am.
• I am still getting stabs of pain but not as often or as drastic as before.
• I think the problem is with water in my ear, but I don’t understand how it turn out into this atrocious pain.
• I had water in my ear before with no problem it came out. What happened this time?

O My Master? I Don’t Want To Be Imagining Things. I Wait On You For An Answer …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 5:21 pm.

I have no clear answer yet, except seeing the reality of not knowing my own grown children much less knowing Ahmad. How can this be my Master?

Maybe All Things As They Stand Now Is For Me To Be Only A Spectator …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:16 pm.

I am witnessing the reward of the wicked. The wicked? Ha! It just came to me, the wicked within me and Ahmad. Hahaha! I was only thinking of the wicked within Ahmad.

There We Go! You Turned The Tables Back To Me Again! Thank You …

Of course, the wicked within me is suffering its just reward as it is with Ahmad’s wicked within himself, but!

• What a comfort! That wicked carnal self cannot access our new nature from You. We remain safe in Your secret place, O Mighty One of Israel!
• We have made You our refuge, our dwelling place O Most High by the power of Your love and grace not by our carnal power and ambition.

Well, Well, Well! It Is Just Coming To Me, The Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All Our Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

None! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

• Without more ado, I am closing this post on Your time and discretion for me to do so.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Much To Do In 2020. Forget About Our Say So. It’s All Much Greater! Full Size Beyond My Conception.

A flat version of the book I am working on, and the cover for the book. It’s slow in coming, but! In due time? For sure! :-)

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving ways beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4^th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

• Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

• Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Let’s Get On With The Show in that post back in the middle of January 2020 …?

Thanks, My Master! For What Now? For It All You Are In Control …

Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Been sleeping the whole afternoon. Disgusted. Not knowing what to do in view of all that goes on with my thinking and feelings. Guess I just don’t want to be human anymore.

But Here Is The Riff, I Am Human. I Think And Feel Like Any Other Human …?

Ha! I woke up about and hour ago. One word in my mouth: Laugh. Hum! That brought to mind Sarah’s laugh at the announcement she was to give birth to Issac at her age.

• Master? Been reflecting on the matter. Ha! Sarah’s laugh applies to me now. Indeed! All Your amazing promises makes me laugh because of the impossibilities as humanly speaking I see, but!
• You did not withdrew Your promise for Sarah to bare Issac. Only You reinforced it. It’s the same with me now. Humanly speaking, I nearly despair. The human’s neglect to obey or to listen to You just gets to me.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All Including My Humanity In Its Whole …

On to page 2

No More Complaining. No More Rehashing All Evils Done To And From Me? That’s The Meaning Of Praying For Forgiveness!

Only Then You Shall Release All Material Blessings You Promised To Me.

It all hinges on three facts found in the last 5 chapter of the book of Job, Job chapters 38 to 42.

1. Gird up now your loins like a man,
2. Where were you when I
3. But now my [spiritual] eye sees You, and I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.

• Those three facts plus as this post develops day by day the facts found in Isaiah 30:15-23.
• On to the content of this crucial moment in my journey in the Presence of my Creator.

Prepared. Ready To Bid Your Will At A Moments Notice …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 5:31 pm.

I began the posting in the main site yesterday but! I done much editing that put stop to the publishing in the rest of the sites. Now I know why.

You Showed Me Further Matter To Include In The Post …

That included the changing of headlines. That includes reformatting and adding a new graphic. I am on the task. You are in control of it all.

• Problem monitor since Tuesday night. Began handwritten record on Wednesday, June 24, 2020 at 8:07 pm.

I need to update all handwritten records.

Saturday, June 27, 2020 at 8:31 pm.

Will do so as soon as I can figure out what goes on with the machine. Right now I am installing card and all.

• It’s now Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 12:01 am. Heading for bed. Hope for Your blessings.

When I? …

When I prayed for forgiveness. When I let go of it all. Only then You shall release all material blessings You promised to me.

No More Complaining. No More Rehashing All Evils Done To And From Me …

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 10:31 am.

That’s the meaning of praying for forgiveness! Duh! And I thought I had to lay my hand on Ahmad and pray to You to forgive him! O but the height of my, what should I call it?

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 4:45 pm.

• I will now check the computer to see what it has been done in it.
• Internet problem. Update downloading now. It’s 6:04 pm.
• It’s now 7:24 pm. Update not now. Will update automatically whenever.
• I will work on my graphics to ease my mind from all of the inconveniences of the moment.
• Still no news from Joyce. You are in control. I’m worrying unnecessarily. Forgive me my Master.

The Day Is Ending Without Me Complaining …

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 11:34 pm.

The day is ending without me complaining despite the fact that things are still in suspense. O my Master, You are truly my Shepherd, I shall not want for anything whatsoever

And So? Things Are On The Up And Up …

Monday, June 29, 2020 at 12:00 am

Starting a new day with renewed hope. I know You are working all things for our good. I am now living on today for tomorrow might never come.

Amazingly Soon As I Quit Complaining And Worrying …?

All things are coming together quite nicely. The computer is working better than before. The physical set up is now better situated without me waiting to buy one thing or the other, but!

The Best Part? Ahmad And I Relationship On The Mend …

Now, I am not building castles in the air thinking that all shall now be smooth sailing. No. instead? I am counting on Your wisdom to handle any situation that comes my way.

All Is Well. All Is Swell. No Need To Complain. Much Need To Refrain …

Monday, June 29, 2020 at 5:55 pm.

Whenever I am tempted to complain or feel sorry for myself, I heard and repeat what I hear: ‘no need to complain. All is well. All is swell.’

• That’s the way You empower me to refrain from all my complains.
• That’s the way You empower me to be still, to let go, to forgive myself and others.
• That’s the way You empower me to wait confident that You are in control of it all.

When I Refrain From Complaining …

It’s amazing how everything falls into place despite my lack of the technical knowledge that I used to have. Despite my emotional upheavals.

• The computer is set to perfection both physical and digital. The truth? No credit to myself or the several experts who attempted to resolve my problems with it all to no avail.
• O well! I need to record the handwritten notes.

The Crucial Enlightenment Of The Last Few Days …

The problem started with the monitor on Tuesday night. Began handwritten record on Wednesday, June 24, 2020 at 8:07 pm.

• I fell asleep in front of the screen last Tuesday night. I woke up to a black screen.
• I press enter, enter, the monitor flashed, no video input.
• Make the story short, not the monitor. the video card!
• It’s been a nightmare until? I complained that Ahmad had taken my charger and now my phone was out and I was completely cut from everything and everybody!
• Guess what I heard loud and clear?
• “NOT AHMAD. I HAVE DONE IT! REMEMBER MY SERVANT JOB!”
• All Scriptures You are applying to me personally. It’s amazing!
• What happened from reading about Job? Peace be still. let go. wait. I am now waiting more confident than ever before.
• Anyhow? Big hassle to get the computer fixed. The way they do things here is unbelievably frustrating. I finally got it a couple hrs. ago.
• I know now the problem is with the motherboard, but they refused to replace it and I can do nothing about it except trust You word to give me back what the locust of my sins have eaten.
• On Your time and at Your discretion all shall harmonize. Of that I’m 100% sure.
• Joyce has not answered my request to send me my birthday money to pay for the computer card. I don’t know if she got the emails or not.
• I don’t know but You know. No problem. I wait on you.
• Heading for bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep. It’s now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 7:12 pm.
• Woke up at 9:07 pm. Food. Ate. Computer acting up again. Help, my Master! Will turn off unplug go bk to sleep. Now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 10:10 pm.

My Shepherd. My Master! You Have Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame …

Tuesday, June 30, 2020 at 12:43 am.

You lead me through the still waters of Your Presence in my heart. You protect me. Though a thousand thoughts of shame and destruction churn in my mind, You are my shield and my buckler.

• Such is the facts that sustain me.

Master? Much problem with computer. Help!

Tuesday, June 30, 2020 at 6:33 pm. I am not worried. Instead I am learning much as I investigate the cause for the computer’s failure.

A New Month. Renewed Hope. You Are With Me Always …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 6:19 am sleep. Up at 7:36 am.

You never leave nor forsake me. Thank You for Your reminders when I feel so lonely and abandoned but! That’s getting to be a thing of the past.

Master? You Know What Is Going On. I Refuse To Try To Figure It All Out …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 8:58 am.

Whatever is happening I refuse to go back to my old way of thinking and doing. I submit myself under Your loving authority. Thank You for empowering me to do so.

Master? Thank You. You Are Changing Everything About Me …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 9:52 pm.

Not only my attitude about everything and everybody but my working habits as well. And to boot it all? You are showing me how to avail myself of the things that I thought I had to wait for.

Midnight On The First Day Of This Promising 7^th Month Ahead …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 12:00 am.

So much both good and tragic transpired on the 6^th month. This 7^th month shall be different. Already You got me situated with a working computer and advance knowledge in my graphics skill.

The Ideas To Illustrate The Message Keep Popping Up …

Thursday, July 2, 2020 at 7:08 am.

You have taken Your time to enlarge my mind’s opening to pour the wealth of technical information to avail You to deliver Your message of the restoration of Your creation.

• It all hinges on the facts found in the last 5 chapter of the book of Job, Job chapters 38 to 42, along with Isaiah 30.

1. Gird up now your loins like a man,
2. Where were you when I
3. But now my [spiritual] eye sees You, and I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
4. “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”
5. But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!”
6. Therefore, you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”
7. Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.
8. And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
9. For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
10. people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
11. And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
12. Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!
13. Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.

Into Graphics Big Time! …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 8:34 am

What a day the 2^nd day of the 7^th month turned out to be. It started wit a long productive talk with Ahmad.

• Big discovery! Ahmad is reading my posts and sharing them with the wife.
• I discover the problem with my browser is a glitch with the Windows supper update they are working on fixing it.
• That discover led me to work from the Windows default browser.
• Fantastic! I was able to resume my work which I had not been able to do since the monitor quit.
• How to resume my work? A fantastic detailed course to learn all the ins and outs of the graphic’s designer skill. Amazing!
• I took an overview of what I am to learn while all reasons for me to take this course seriously kept coming to my mind. What a Mighty Yah I serve!
• Then to close the day with a bang? Big surprise! My monthly monies came yesterday instead of today, so?
• On Thu, Jul 2, 11:46 PM the notice in the email with the info to get the money. Wow!
• What a way to close the day at exactly 14 minutes before the 2^nd day of the 7^th month ended!
• I worked on the graphics until around 3:30 am. Slept until around 6 am. Got up not feeling too good but I confessed again not to complain.
• Went ahead to take care of my plants. Fixed me some coffee. Ahmad promised to come but he is not here yet.

Even So? No Worries. No Complaining. All Is Well. All Is Swell …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 9:15 am.

What a difference from my former days of agonizing with the gloomiest thoughts that churned on my mind against Ahmad and You and this whole strange culture You have set me in.

• Now? I am already feeling better.
• Ready for whatever you have in store for me today.
• Much work ahead for me.
• Will fix my eats before I do anything else.
• No need to waste my time with wondering why things are the way they are anymore.
• Today I hear Your voice to come into Your rest.
• I hear. You have given me the power to obey You.
• Thank You.

This 7^th Month Is Significative In My Life …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

From the beginning You have told me the book was to end on the 7^th month. the number 7 has represented God’s completed acts.

• As of this month You have completed Your work of creating a new me.
• A new me ready and able to bid your as you see fit for me to do regardless …

Unbelievable! The Way You Empower Me To Bid Your Will …

Nothing like I ever dreamed it to be. Yes, all my dreams shall now materialize but not the way I thought it was to be.

• Friday, July 3, 2020 at 11:27 pm heading to bed. No feeling good.
• A painful end of my day still not complaining.

Here I Am My Master! Send Me …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 4:03 am.

Take the coal. Touch my lips as many times as You deem necessary to do. Send me. The aftermath of COVID 19 seems to be one of hate and shock but no change.

My precious children: Your so loved world are dusting themselves ready to mount their own rides to continue the rebellion against Your loving commands. Still? There is hope.

Send Me. Send The Message You Have Given To Me To Proclaim This Year 2020 To Be? …

Your restoration year. No matter what. No matter who. No man or devil can come close to thwart Your passionate love for Your creation including us rebellious humans. Quote:

Romans 8:35-39

Who shall ever separate us from Yahuwah/Yahushua’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter. [Psa_44:22]

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of our Creator which is in Yahushua Messiah our Master.

Your Loving Voice Resounds In My Ears Down To The Depth Of My Heart …

What a Mighty One of hope You are! In You, with You? There is always HOPE! And on this note You will have me to close this post.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

While In The South The Americans Still Sucking Crawfish Heads and in Jordan? Loads Of Pita Bread …

The Graphics Outline The Post …

thiaBasilia’s Crest …

Why thiaBasilia’s Crest?

It is meant to declare to all your belonging in My Royalty—the Highest Royalty of all Royalties.

For the moment you are suffering as a pauper. I hear your concerns about such suffering. I am aware of your doubts and fears.

Even so? I delight in your nearness not only in My heart but most important in the truth and reality of your resurrected life.

Why is such life not now manifested? That is the reason for My delight when I see your determination to trust Me for such blissful future despite not having the slightest sign of such coming to pass.

O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering.

Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like.

I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.

History Repeats Itself, But! O My Master? You Are Gracious …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 7:20 am.

YES! The sight is overwhelming to say the least if not ridiculous. I for one have gone through the ups and downs of looking all around.

Even So? O My Master! The Impact Of Your Wham? Open My Eyes Big Time …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 4:15 pm.

I see the horror coming but few do. The Americans are not yet running scare at all. Actually, they are dusting themseves, preparing to remount their steeds.

The Exactitude Of Your Written Words Is Taking Place, And?

It looks like Your people remain oblivious to such fact. Nevertheless, Isaiah 30 is now in full play. No matter how it looks, You are now lifting Yourself up. Your timing.

• Mercy and loving-kindness to us You plan to show. Quote:

Isaiah 30 8 33

…. “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”

But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!”

Therefore, you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”

Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.

And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.

For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.

And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.

Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!

Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.

The oxen likewise and the young donkeys that till the ground will eat savory and salted fodder, which has been winnowed with shovel and with fork.

And upon every high mountain and upon every high hill there will be brooks and streams of water in the day of the great slaughter [the day of the Master], when the towers fall [and all His enemies are destroyed].

Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

Behold, the Name of the Master comes from afar, burning with His anger, and in thick, rising smoke. His lips are full of indignation, and His tongue is like a consuming fire.

And His breath is like an overflowing stream that reaches even to the neck, to sift the nations with the sieve of destruction; and a bridle that causes them to err will be in the jaws of the people.

You shall have a song as in the night when a holy feast is kept, and gladness of heart as when one marches in procession with a flute to go to the temple on the mountain of the Master, to the Rock of Israel.

And the Master shall cause His glorious voice to be heard and the descending blow of His arm to be seen, coming down with indignant anger and with the flame of a devouring fire, amid crashing blast and cloudburst, tempest, and hailstones.

At the voice of the Master the Assyrians will be stricken with dismay and terror, when He smites them with His rod.

And every passing stroke of the staff of punishment and doom which the Master lays upon them shall be to the sound of [Israel’s] timbrels and lyres, when in battle He attacks [Assyria] with swinging and menacing arms.

For Topheth [a place of burning and abomination] has already been laid out and long ago prepared; yes, for the [Assyrian] king and [the god] Molech it has been made ready, its pyre made deep and large, with fire and much wood; the breath of the Master, like a stream of brimstone, kindles it. [Jer. 7:31, 32; Matt. 5:22; 25:41.] End of Quote.

He Lifts Himself Up …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 4:54 pm.

O my Master! You had me proclaimed this fact for a long time, but, it had not sink in until this moment. Stun. Left alone. One by one. Until Your work is done.

All In All? I Am Encouraged Despite It All …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 5:49 pm.

Conviction: Where Were You When I …??? Who? Me? Denied Your Providence? Wham! Acquittal Not The Slam Is to continue now.

Hey! Don’t Reason With Me. I’m A Convict Of Wrong Reasoning, But! …

No problem. I am acquieted on the grounds to abstain from reasoning with this so loved world of reasoning in all seasons.

Repentance: I Now See. I Loathe Myself And Repent In Dust And Ashes …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 11:29 am.

O My Master! But My Heart Is Full! Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. It’s been 4 days since You led me to post. Since then You been enlightening meon many things.

• All enlightenment is in reference to the main issues surfacing on this 2020:
• The Fiery Wrath To Destroy The Corruption Engulfing All Creation is already en force.
• The Creator’s Passionate Love To Restore His Creation is as well en force big time, but!
• This is not another article to air out information just to satisfy the human’s inquiring mind.

The Only Thing I Am Airing Out Is The Dealings Of The Creator With Yours Truly …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 12:41 pm.

Hahaha! I been airing out my laundry dirty as well as clean! Isn’t that funny? O well! I just don’t want anyone to be dazzled or frazzled with my ways of expressing myself.

• On to air out my laundry on these lines that I must continue to use to air it all.

Spring In My Heart From This Day Forth Until Eternity …

Tuesday, June 16, 2020 at 9:12 am.

Could it be that with time this tale could become stale? After all, don’t You think we need some excitement in our lives?

• Ah! But You got me covered! Humor instead of anger is to be my motto from here on out to forever.
• Can you believe it dear reader of these lines, Ahmad just called? He got himself stuck with a slipped disk on his back—the poor fellow!
• It costed his brother big old dinars to pay the hospital so they could tell him his problem but! Not really the solution
• On the other hand? I had already told him what his problem was and what to do about and did not charge him a nickel.
• O yes! We humans have so many reasons and excuses for absolutely all that we think, feel, and do, so many reasons and excuses that staggers one’s mind.
• The truth? The greatest advancement of civilization is not only killing us but taking us to the poor house as well.
• No kidding! Am I talking nonsense? I wish I was but I am not. O yes! The richer gets richer and the poorer gets poorer.

Conviction: Where Were You When I …???

Tuesday, June 16, 2020 at 1:58 pm.

Repentance: WHO? ME? Denied Your providence? WHAM! The Master answered this thiaBasilia of His out of the whirlwind and said over and over “Where were you when I if you know so much!”

Who? Me? Duh! But The WHAM Prevented Me From Going Into The Slam Of Damn …

Yes, I was the guilty one of setting myself to utter words without knowledge, quoting Scriptures as if I had written them.

• But after many years, O my Master, You WHAM me to open my eyes to see with my spiritual eyes the enormity of my sin.
• I had no choice but to down to the ground my face to bound.
• “I now see. I loathe myself and repent in dust and ashes.”
• The BAM WHAM! impact greatly improved my eyesight’s bind.

The Springtime Continues. The Winter Is Past …

Wednesday, June 17, 2020 at 6:41 am.

At 2:48 am the lights went out in the area but not in my soul. My inner light continued to shine. Truly? The winter is past. Springtime will last in Your Presence, O my Master!

• Back to my graphics task.

Repentance Means Restoration …

Wednesday, June 17, 2020 at 5:41 pm.

Still into graphics creation. Intense all day. Much to share. Waiting on You my Master every step of the way. The graphics outline the posts.

• The Saga In 2020
• LOVE—The End Of The Matter.
• The Power Of Love.
• It never fails. It always avails!
• That is what is all about.

Again, Doing The Graphic All Day …

Thursday, June 18, 2020 at 9:28 pm.

O my Master, You know all that is going on concerning me. So much is coming clear in my mind, but I must wait for You to organize.

• I’ll sleep for a couple of hours. I wait on You.
• Friday, June 19, 2020 at 3:40 am I will try the bed now and hope You give sleep to renew my body.

The Task Is Finished! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 5:27 pm.

Master? As I typed the above headline You quickened to me, it downed on me the message in that headline, crucial message leading to our restoration.

I Am So Ever Fascinated With The Way You Are Leading, Enlightening Me …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 6:23 pm.

I used to be so frustrated because I could never stick to one thing. My life was full of unfinished business. Reason why the many mental labels applied unto me.

Ha! Now I Know Why. The Labelers Are Mental But I Am Coincidental …

Coincidental or I Happen or exist at the same time with the rest of the mentalis! Hahaha! I thought that to be a fun funny thought, maybe not, but!

The Point Being To Put The Tragic Past On A Silver Platter To Lighten The Matter …

The truth? Being fictitious can become vicious or even pernicious. The word fictitious means something is false, made-up, bogus, untrue, non-existent, fabricated, counterfeit, feigned, spurious, apocryphal.

O Well! Words! Maybe I Am Not Coincidental Or Fictitious Or Mental. Maybe I Am Apocryphal, But! …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 4:00 am.

Why am rambling about words? Patience, patience. I am coming to it directly. Not rambling. Only driving a point or stating bitter truths humorously or fictitiously. Why?

Honesty. Of All Humans In This World I Dare To Think Myself Number One In Honesty …

No kidding! Of course, I am labeled as blunt and rude, that’s where my fictitiously humoral streak shines. But it backfires on me to my utter consternation or hillariouslation!

• Ha! no definition for the word ‘hillariouslation’ so? I added the word to my dictionary to pacify my grammatically correct dictionary in rule.

Let’s Come Now To The Word Imagination …

This word is not cut out as it is meant to be by the human element. In fact? My imagination is the culprit for all the trouble and the rubble in my entire life.

Wow! I Am Finally Catching Up Your Drift My Master! Enlightenment …

Imagination and meditation. The bitter truth? Meditation hinges on imagination. O mine! Here we go, imagination, thoughts and feelings, sensations all trouble variations.

Variety Or Sort: Varieties Of Behaviors Stemming From My Imagination …

That’s why I quit this thing of ‘meditation’. Call me a ‘party pooper’ because that’s what in fact I am. Quote:

Definition of party pooper

: a person who refuses to join in the fun of a party

broadly : one who refuses to go along with everyone else.

Why? O My Master! That’s What You Have Worked Within Me For A Good Reason …

What good reason that could be? Ha! A reason to make me see the reality of what my imagination can conjure up.

Conjure Up? Wow! I Never Knew The Meaning Of That Phrase Until This Moment …

So much the proof on Your leading in all that I write even to the use of the exact word that applies to what I am writing. Quote:

con·jure  (kŏn′jər, kən-jo͝or′)

1. con·jured, con·jur·ing, con·jures

v.tr.

1.

1. To summon (a devil or spirit) by magical or supernatural power.
2. To influence or effect by or as if by magic: tried to conjure away the doubts that beset her.

2.

1. To call or bring to mind; evoke: “Arizona conjures up an image of stark deserts for most Americans” (American Demographics).
2. To imagine; picture: “a sight to store away, then conjure up someday when they were no longer together” (Nelson DeMille).

My Goodness! That’s Scary To Say The Least …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 5:30 am.

No wonder why You have emphatically forbidden me to ‘meditate’. Even to what is called in the Christian world, ‘Quiet Time’.

No Kidding! It All Is Making Sense To Me Now …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:16 am.

O my Master! You have removed the blinds from my eyes. Not blind anymore. I can now see what has become of this so loved world of Yours.

Your ancient workers recorded it all but they were not allowed to see what You are letting me for one see at this point of Your time.

• This so loved world of Yours is now what it was in ancient times. History repeats itself. Quote:

Acts 17:16-34 AMPC+

Now while Paul was awaiting them at Athens, his spirit was grieved and roused to anger as he saw that the city was full of idols.

So he reasoned and argued in the synagogue with the Jews and those who worshiped there, and in the marketplace [where assemblies are held] day after day with any who chanced to be there.

And some also of the Epicurean and Stoic philosophers encountered him and began to engage in discussion. And some said, What is this babbler with his scrap-heap learning trying to say? Others said, He seems to be an announcer of foreign deities–because he preached Jesus and the resurrection.

And they took hold of him and brought him to the Areopagus [Mars Hill meeting place], saying, May we know what this novel (unheard of and unprecedented) teaching is which you are openly declaring?

For you set forth some startling things, foreign and strange to our ears; we wish to know therefore just what these things mean–

For the Athenians, all of them, and the foreign residents and visitors among them spent all their leisure time in nothing except telling or hearing something newer than the last–

So Paul, standing in the center of the Areopagus [Mars Hill meeting place], said: Men of Athens, I perceive in every way [on every hand and with every turn I make] that you are most religious or very reverent to demons.

For as I passed along and carefully observed your objects of worship, I came also upon an altar with this inscription, To the unknown god. Now what you are already worshiping as unknown, this I set forth to you.

The God Who produced and formed the world and all things in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in handmade shrines.

Neither is He served by human hands, as though He lacked anything, for it is He Himself Who gives life and breath and all things to all [people]. [Isa 42:5]

And He made from one [common origin, one source, one blood] all nations of men to settle on the face of the earth, having definitely determined [their] allotted periods of time and the fixed boundaries of their habitation (their settlements, lands, and abodes),

So that they should seek God, in the hope that they might feel after Him and find Him, although He is not far from each one of us.

For in Him we live and move and have our being; as even some of your [own] poets have said, For we are also His offspring.

Since then we are God’s offspring, we ought not to suppose that Deity (the Godhead) is like gold or silver or stone, [of the nature of] a representation by human art and imagination, or anything constructed or invented.

Such [former] ages of ignorance God, it is true, ignored and allowed to pass unnoticed; but now He charges all people everywhere to repent (N1to change their minds for the better and heartily to amend their ways, with abhorrence of their past sins),

Because He has fixed a day when He will judge the world righteously (justly) by a Man Whom He has destined and appointed for that task, and He has made this credible and given conviction and assurance and evidence to everyone by raising Him from the dead. [Psa 9:8; Psa 96:13; Psa 98:9]

Now when they had heard [that there had been] a resurrection from the dead, some scoffed; but others said, We will hear you again about this matter.

So Paul went out from among them.

But some men were on his side and joined him and believed (became Christians); among them were Dionysius, a judge of the Areopagus, and a woman named Damaris, and some others with them. End of quote.

You Know What? O My Master! I Never Saw This Before As You Are Showing It To Me At This Exact Moment …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:28 am.

Shocking! The bitter truth? Perhaps my former Christian teachers and leaders of the flock could continue to disregard me, but!

Athenians? Never Saw It Before …

Athenians in the whole meaning of the word. Never saw it when I sat in my same seat Sunday after Sunday listening to whomever had something newer than the last. Quote:

For the Athenians, all of them, and the foreign residents and visitors among them spent all their leisure time in nothing except telling or hearing something newer than the last–

But Your Mercy, O Mighty One! …

This time? No one shall deny You, my Master. The organized Church or religious group going by different names and beliefs about You and us, all without exception shall know Your name to be the Master Sovereign over Your creation. Quote:

Jeremiah 16:14-21 AMPC+

Therefore, behold, the days are coming, says the Master, when it shall no more be said, As the Master lives, Who brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt,

But, As the Master lives, Who brought up the children of Israel from the land of the north and from all the countries to which He had driven them. And I will bring them again to their land which I gave to their fathers.

Behold, I will send for many fishers, says the Master, and they will fish them out; and afterward I will send for many hunters, and they will hunt them from every mountain and from every hill and out of the clefts of the rocks.

For My eyes are on all their ways; they are not hidden from My face, neither is their iniquity concealed from My eyes.

First [before I bring them back to their land] I will doubly recompense and punish them for their iniquity and their sin, because they have polluted My land with the carcasses of their detestable idols and with the abominable things offered to false gods with which they have filled My inheritance.

[Then said Jeremiah] O Master, my Strength and my Stronghold, and my Refuge in the day of affliction, to You shall the nations come from the ends of the earth and shall say, Surely our fathers have inherited nothing but lies, emptiness, and futility, worthless things in which there is no profit!

Can a man make gods for himself? Such are not gods!

Therefore [says the Master] behold, I will make them know–[yes] this once I will make them know My power and My might; and they will know and recognize that My name is the Master

Well? Today Is My 35^th Anniversary …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 1:38 pm.

O my Master! I never saw what You are showing me about myself right now. I never saw myself as having a knack for business and material accumulation.

Wow! What Awakening From The Nightmare Of Losing Such A Knack, But! …

You had to put me through Your processing machine before You would confirm and uphold such a knack.

I Am Blown Away With This Processing Machine Of Yours …?

Even so? My heart wants to sing every song of praises unto Your mightiness! No kidding! This is BIG! Mighty BIG! What on earth am I rambling on?

Not Rambling As Roaming; Wandering. Stating Rambling As Lengthy And Digressive …

Talking about lengthy? O mine! That it is. But how encouraging! It is also quite digressive. That is talking about my talks, my writings.

Again, I Am Not Rambling. I Am Stating Your Mighty Work Of Processing For 35 Years …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 2:42 pm.

Flowing with Your Spirit in the numbers. I just noticed the three 20 in the date. One more amazing revelation.

First amazing revelation? The meaning of number 35.

• A knack for business and material accumulation is the prominent resonance of the number 35.
• It’s also creative, especially in relation to expressing itself — and insists on the freedom to do so.
• 35’s interests are predominantly temporal, concerned with material values and with building significant works — examples are systems with long-term social benefit; solid, architecturally-pleasing buildings; roads; and political effectiveness.
• The numerology essence of the number 35 generally is comfortable interacting with others, personally and socially.

Second one? The meaning of number 20.

• The number 20 is a team worker and effective diplomat with a comprehensive point of view.
• 20 is primarily focused on relationships. It understands the dynamics of relationships better than the essence represented by any other number.
• The essence of 20 is so much a part of the team it rarely considers the idea of operating by itself. In fact, it shys from situations that would result in it being alone for an extended period of time, even if it would benefit itself.
• As an overview, the numerology number 20 represents a composition containing the ideas of:
• Relationships
• Teamwork
• Companionship
• Coexistence
• Diplomacy
• The Basic or Core Essence of 20
• The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 20 is a holistic understanding of relationships and an inclination to use the understanding to benefit the team.
• For the 20 essence to express itself fully, it must exist with at least one other, as a team. If it finds itself alone, it becomes highly sensitized to the vibrations of relationships to help it locate teams it may want to become a member of.
• Although it won’t accept membership in just any team, not being alone is very important to 20. It can handle itself alone, it’s not lost or anxious, but it can’t realize itself fully while existing separate from a team.
• The team may consist of itself and a romantic interest or special companion, or the team may consist of itself and a group of others.
• When a full member of a team, 20 can be a glue that holds it together. Its deep intuitive understanding of relationships and interpersonal dynamics are the foundation for 20’s highly effective diplomacy and negotiations.
• Imagine being a member of a team with your skills maintaining smooth, comfortable, understanding, and stress-free interaction among members. You solve any friction quickly and effectively to the full satisfaction of all affected parties.
• That’s 20.
• Also, The number ‘twenty’ appears quite often in the scriptures. It seems to speak of redemption, for it was the 20th year of the sons of Israel, that they were redeemed with half a shekel of silver.

What Is Happening, My Master? …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 4:58 pm.

There is silence from all parties of my concern. I am comfortable and calm. All thoughts of what the reason for the silence could be are calmly rejected.

• In due time You will reveal to me what is happening and what You want me to do about if anything I am to do. Of that I am confident.

Master? What Am I To Do With All You Have Revealed Today? …

Ha! Back to, Hey! Don’t Reason With Me. I’m A Convict Of Wrong Reasoning, But! No problem. I am acquitted on the grounds to abstain from reasoning with this so loved world of reasoning in all seasons.

And SO? Forget It! The Jig Is Up! Be Still. Let Go. Wait …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 5:24 pm.

Well, my Master? You give me no choice but to wait. For no one answers my calls; no one honors me with an updating email of their lives for quite a few days now.

So Be It. I Wait On You By The Power You Have Invested Upon Me To Do So …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

This 7^th Day of Rest is ending. Silence remains as well as calmness. In the long run today it all amounts to Your restoring of my Wealth As Well As my Health confirmation.

Ah! Sleep For More Than 4 Hrs Did Me Good …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Ha! the end of my big 35^th anniversary came and went. Coming to think about my thoughts about the crucial message in the headline got sidetracked.

• Let me get back on that track. Back to the headline: Task Is Finished! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …

Crucial Message? Indeed! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …???

Your accomplishment, my Master not mine. The message? Clearly. Powerfully. It hit me! Unless You do the work, we laborers work in vain. Wow!

So True! Here Is The Riff, We Humans Are Never Quite Satisfied …

O yes! We let our imaginations soar high into the Spiritual Realm searching for that elusive comfort and satisfaction only to find a mirage we take to be for real.

Me? You Have Placed Me In The Observation Tower …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 4:04 am.

As You did with Your prophet Habakkuk, so You have done with me. My reaction? Same as Your ancient prophet.

Well My Master You Know That I Did Get Sidetracked, But! …

You are now bringing me back on track. Observing the pattern in my daughter’s grief journey has quickened this matter of satisfaction in our journeys on this earth.

I Have Not Been Able To Write About This Matter, Why? …

You know that after the death of my grandson Cory my daughter and I parted ways for a time, Your time.

I could not write down what I sensed You were instructing me to write—what I saw so clear as I actually sensed myself in the shoes of Your Prophet Habakkuk but!

• It was not Your time for me to write about the matter.
• Your process in our lives had to materialize for me to write about the matter.
• Your time is now here to do so.
• For this 2020 year is Your appointed time to materialize Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation, loved to love.
• In the meantime? All these past years since Cory’s death, You have consistently shown me the same matter as in the book of Habakkuk. Quote:

Habakkuk 1:1-4

THE BURDEN or oracle (the thing to be lifted up) which Habakkuk the prophet saw. O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save?  Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore, the law is slackened and justice and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the—hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted.

My Master when I read those words in the past You know that I only considered the wicked being within others amongst the wicked humans roaming this earth but!

• I did not consider the wicked being within my own self! Even so, Your answers to the prophet have avail me to reconsider my considerations! For it is written.

Habakkuk 1:5-17

Look around you, Habakkuk, among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days such that you would not believe it if it were told you replied the Master.

For behold, I am rousing up the Chaldeans, that bitter and impetuous nation who march through the breadth of the earth to take possession of dwelling places that do not belong to them.

So? You Have Convicted And Acquitted Me, And? …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 5:00 am.

Exactly at 5:00 am You are quickening me as You did with Your ancient prophet. The meaning of the date?

• Grace and Preparation=5
• Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

What Are You Telling Me, My Master? …

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. It includes Grace and Preparation not only to survive the days ahead but mainly to overcome those days

Now? You must continue with the parallel between My ancient prophet and yourself because it applies to the moment of time on this so loved world of Mine.

My child, I know of your lurking fears as you quote the words I compel you to quote because some of your relatives are alcohol merchants, and?

Some of your children have declared themselves homoxecsuals or openly living immoral lives among a tolerant society.

But your worst concern is with the wave of New Age beliefs engulfing My so loved world including your own child

Fear not! Continue to quote the Scriptures despite your own misgivings.

For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.

Go on now with the quote and post.”

Quote:

Habakkuk 2:1-20 AMPC+

OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to God! I will [in my thinking] stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make [as His mouthpiece] to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.

And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by.

For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb 10:37-38]

Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. [Rom 1:17; Gal 3:11]

Moreover, wine and wealth are treacherous; the proud man [the Chaldean invader] is restless and cannot stay at home. His appetite is large like that of Sheol and [his greed] is like death and cannot be satisfied; he gathers to himself all nations and collects all people as if he owned them.

Shall not all these [victims of his greed] take up a taunt against him and in scoffing derision of him say, Woe to him who piles up that which is not his! [How long will he possess it?] And [woe to him] who loads himself with promissory notes for usury!

Shall [your debtors] not rise up suddenly who shall bite you, exacting usury of you, and those awake who will vex you [toss you to and fro and make you tremble violently]? Then you will be booty for them.

Because you [king of Babylon] have plundered many nations, all who are left of the people shall plunder you–because of men’s blood and for the violence done to the earth, to the city and all the people who live in each city.

Woe to him who obtains wicked gain for his house, [who thinks by so doing] to set his nest on high that he may be preserved from calamity and delivered from the power of evil!

You have devised shame to your house by cutting off and putting an end to many peoples, and you have sinned against and forfeited your own life.

For the stone shall cry out of the wall [built in sin, to accuse you], and the beam out of the woodwork will answer it [agreeing with its charge against you].

Woe to him who builds a town with blood and establishes a city by iniquity!

Behold, is it not by appointment of the Master of hosts that the nations toil only to satisfy the fire [that will consume their work], and the peoples weary themselves only for emptiness, falsity, and futility?

But [the time is coming when] the earth shall be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Master as the waters cover the sea. [Isa 11:9]

Woe to him who gives his neighbors drink, who pours out your bottle to them and adds to it your poisonous and blighting wrath and also makes them drunk, that you may look on their stripped condition and pour out foul shame [on their glory]!

You [yourself] will be filled with shame and contempt instead of glory. Drink also and be like an uncircumcised [heathen]! The cup [of wrath] in the Lord’s right hand will come around to you [O destroyer], and foul shame shall be upon your own glory! [Rev 16:19]

For the violence done to Lebanon will cover and overwhelm you; the destruction of the animals [which the violence frightened away] will terrify you on account of men’s blood and the violence done to the land, to the city and all its inhabitants.

What profit is the graven image when its maker has formed it? It is only a molten image and a teacher of lies. For the maker trusts in his own creations [as his gods] when he makes dumb idols.

Woe to him who says to the wooden image, Awake! and to the dumb stone, Arise, teach! [Yet, it cannot, for] behold, it is laid over with gold and silver and there is no breath at all inside it!

But the Master is in His holy temple; let all the earth hush and keep silence before Him. [Zep 1:7; Zec 2:13] end of quote.

It Does Not Take A Rocket Scientist To See Our Situation In Those Lines, But! …

Monday, June 22, 2020 at 12:18 am.

Thee is hope. There is always hope. We humans for the most are utterly ignorant of the magnitude of our Creator’s mercy and passionate love for His creation.

Master? This Is What Shall Be The Subject In Your Mind for us To Digest In The Next Posts …

Monday, June 22, 2020 at 3:18 pm.

Heading to posting grounds with Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.