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Friday, March 29, 2019 now at 4:00 pm.
To stretch the positive? We all thrive on hearing it. Even so? Stretching the positive is not a good thing. Why?
Indeed! It encourages the ego’s growth. It encourages self-love. It encourages the carnal self over the spiritual self, but!
Saturday, March 30, 2019 at 6:01 am.
Honest to goodness! I been writing all these things that I have written for the last 33 years plus without really having the slightest of the meaning of it all! Duh!
REALITY? Indeed! Our Maker’s reality. O what a marvel! Awesome revelation! SOON? Means ETERNITY …
O thank goodness! I can handle better ETERNITY than One Thousand Days for sure, but! Maybe One Thousand Days is not as bad as it sounds to me. Let’s see.
How long I’ll be there? How long I’ll be here. How long I’ll be anywhere? And at 80 years-old of my existence?
To me to keep for myself glorification? NAY! NAY! NAY! Not to me alone, but to us all. Yet? He is revealing it all one by one. What a mystery to me, but!
The following account of all happenings in the last few weeks since the last post? It shall decipher the mystery to each individual child of the Creator.
Finally! Today on the 7th Day of Rest from the work of my hands? For sure! I am on to post the whole chunk of meaningful words, and? Let the Father Creator do the rest! Amen!
Monday, March 18, 2019 4:03 am.
Indeed! Healing? Not only soul’s healing but also body’s healing? One must experience pain and suffering for healing to materialize.
The experience of pain and suffering? It must take place for us to reconsider our ways. The death or abandonment or repentance of one’s carnal ways? Must also take place for the complete healing to materialize.
If one is to experience the rebirth of one’s spiritual being? One must experience death to the carnal ways of one’s ego or carnal nature. The fact and truth?
Wow! That’s not news for the most, but! It brings about another topic for the next post. Much love, thiaBasilia.
Wow! But what is it that You are telling me in the darkness of my mind, my Father? What is happening with this issue of spirituality?
Wow! I see it! The tsunami threat upon Your creation to debunk Your supreme authority over it all. What a fearful threat to behold, but!
O my Father! How can I proclaim such threat? The multitude do not see this threat for what it is. The multitude are enchanted by it. The multitude? I fear for my life!
Matthew 10:26-28
So have no fear of them; for nothing is concealed that will not be revealed, or kept secret that will not become known.
What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered in the ear, proclaim upon the housetops.
And do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; but rather be afraid of Him who can destroy both soul and body in hell (Gehenna).
I must tell to warn others that there is a hell and One with the power destroy soul and body in that hell, but!
Hell? Not the issue here. Power? That’s the issue. Who is in power? Who have the supreme authority over the whole Universe and all therein? That’s the ignored issue, in lieu of what?
Father? Am I off on a tangent again? Not really. I’m coming to the point of experience. Why this drive to debunk Your power and Authority over us and Your whole creation?
That’s Your way to empower us to make an intelligent instead of a blind choice. An intelligent choice? A blind choice?
O my Father? You are that MENTOR Who has got the level of success we want, You know the path already. We don’t have to figure it out ourselves.
You can show us that answer. Best of all? You can also keep us from distracting ourselves with things that maybe? Are just not important anymore.
Little did I know where on that road I was to go, so? I bickered in pain quite lame! I suffered. In want and lack all alone. And vice versa. Glee! Gloom! Alternatively zoom!
My winter past. My spring at last! Flowers appear. The singing of birds, and? WOW! The voice of my Beloved Master calling me to come away with Him!
How is this all happening, my Master? Remember, My child,
“But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.” Malachi 4:2. And so?
Only ONE! It’s about reverence, worship of You! Nothing with the Universe or divine self to do!
Ha! That’s Where Humor Instead Of Anger Comes In As In Psalms 2. Quote:
WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah, Yahushua).
They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.
He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them]. (Psalms 2:1-4)
And for sure it’s obvious if one has been involved in it in the past. So, what to do? Me? Finally, for me? Do nothing. Be still. Let be. Sit still and you shall see My deliverance!
Do nothing. Be still. Let be. Sit still and you shall see My deliverance? That’s what I am suppose to do, but?
The Spirit—my Master intervenes. It’s then when I come to my senses. I quit trying. I start trusting my Master. The result?
I am now not just seeing His deliverance but experiencing it big time, but! There is nothing I can brag about it because it all happen by the given power not by my own power.
WHAT? Don’t get your liver in a quiver. I am only recording what the Spirit whispers in my ears to lighten up my dark mind.
To lighten up our dark minds. O but what a blessing it is to see the light amid the darkness of our natural minds.
Much love, thiaBasilia.
Monday, March 18, 2019 now at 6:18 pm.
What to do my Father? What to do? I wait on You. nothing promised came my way. It’s late in the afternoon. I’m tired. Sleepy. Cold, but! Not worried.
Just waiting to see how things are to end up this day. As it turned up? A visit from Maria made my day! she acknowledges me as her grandmother—Teta.
Tuesday, March 19, 2019 at 4:52 am.
O baby it’s cold inside! That was when I first got up this morning, but now? It’s 10:45 am on this Tuesday, March 19, 2019, and? The sunshine is just beautiful. Spring is here full force.
Have continued working in the arrangement of my working space, and it looks like I finally got something workable. The best part?
Small token of the practical side of His ways. Besides my apartment coming into shape? The unexpected visit from Maria? To announce to me she accepts me as her ‘tata’ (grandmother).
It’s most especial to me. Now? I need to wash some clothes, then? Enjoy the sunshine. Be back later.
No kidding! That thing? Dam if you do. Worse if you don’t. Why? …
Life? Death? Choice? Good? Better? Lower? Higher? Wit’s end at the bend
For sure? I am at my wit’s end, but!
Wednesday, March 20, 2019 at 2:47 am.
Leg cramps before 2:00 am? Miserable wake-up call! What? But I done all there is to be done to prevent the misery. What gives, my Father, what gives?
Self-denial. Is that the key to unlock the door of Your abundant life? That’s why not to do for myself, but!
O my Father! How easily my faith and trust in You go down the drain of that pain. Leg cramps? The worst pain. I am at my wit’s end, my Father! But!
Going to bed. I wait on You. It’s now Wednesday, March 20, 2019 at 3:22 am. Well? It’s now Wednesday, March 20, 2019 at 6:00 am. Things got worse instead of better.
O my Father! I am cold. Not able to turn heat on. The gas valve is stuck. First thing? I called on You. Still? Not able to turn heat on. I called Ahmad? No answer. Even so?
Father? You know all about the minute details of my daily affairs. No need for anger or frustrations. Your grace and favor to keep me in Your Presence? That’s all that matters.
Father? Instead of my concern in the darkness of my human mind for my physical conditions? You continue to surprise me with Your amazing revelations.
You have whispered in my ears Your prospective of my children from their conception until now.
Hahaha! From a very young age, perhaps 3 years-old? My baby Denise was concern about ‘God’s’ habitat. While combing her hair she asked me,
“Mommy, where is God?”
Her oldest sister Diana was nearby listening and carefully watching the situation. She, Diana? Always in control of it all around us.
Me? Of course! In control of knowledge about everything, or so I thought myself to be. I responded to my Denise with a dramatic display of my hands, I said,
“God is every-where. God is in the trees and flowers. God is in the birds that fly. God is in Youuuu!!!” pointing my finger to her chest.
Diana approached the scene to confirm God’s existence with her own conception of God. Don’t know where she conceived it, or? Perhaps not conceived. She said to Denise,
“Yeah, he is in you. I cut myself right here (pointing to her belly) and I saw his head sticking out!”
To this day? I remember such ‘cute’ incident that was not just ‘cute’ but a revelation of my two girls future.
Now?
And therefore the Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
Will elaborate in future comments perhaps on Denise’s posts in Facebook. Why? Here lately? The Spirit been revealing His plan of restoration. Denise and my family?
Wow! Will see. What a revelation! Reason to compel me to shout from the roof tops or from all means available? What He whispers to me in the darkness of my human mind.
Thursday, March 21, 2019 at 6:00 am.
Talking about righteousness. You do? Self-righteous. You don’t? A pagan. What’s the good news about either?
That’s the thing my Teacher is whispering to me in the darkness of my mind. Also the thing tied up with each individual family in restoration.
Until the next post? Much love to all, thiaBasilia, Denise’s mother.
Friday, March 22, 2019 at 6:22 am.
Oh my Father! Thanks for Your whisper in the darkness of my mind to bring me to the light of Your doings in my life for the last few days since I posted last.
Depression? Inevitable. I felt like I was going on reverse instead of forward. How could I have posted anything the way I was feeling?
The pangs of discomfort began with the breakage of several of my cherished trinkets, and? The breakage of the wife’s cherished gifted ceramic pot, but!
Maria recognized me as her Teta—grandmother, plus? I had the opportunity to break the news to the wife that her favorite pot was broke, and?
O what a blessing, my Father—a gift from Your heart of mercy to comfort this child of Yours. Even so?
I saw Ahmad’s predicament. He simply cannot take care of us as he has done in the past, so? The next day I decided to take care of myself, but!
No more joy in what I was doing. My apartment was in shambles waiting for help to fix it. Realizing there was no help to be had? I began by putting together the broken pot. Next?
I’m suffering with the pain in my arm for lack of the proper desk. Ahmad came to my aid with a new arrangement, but? Not enough, and? Frustration began to set in. Why? How?
So? I react as human naturally, but! I’m at the point to live an effortless life under the loving control and dominion of my Heavenly Father, and?
That’s when I wind up in the hole of depression. Along comes doubts—fears—regrets even of my birth, but! That’s also when I run to my Father in the heavens and in my heart.
Yesterday? I worked physically all day. Did most of the things I was waiting for somebody to do for me. All the time? I was in pain feeling sorry for myself for the lack of help.
I hurt from head to toe. Woke up several times screaming in pain. Then? Woke up last around 6:00 am and? Suddenly!
O but what a blessing it is to be free even to be a human being. The funny thing? The more settled I get in my Father’s Presence, the weirdest things happen that I take for granted.
My reaction? A human reaction. The minute something goes against what I am expecting? I go to pieces no matter how hard I try to understand—to let go of my hurt feelings.
The Internet is not working. I can’t communicate with Ahmad. Like most humans? Ahmad is only interested in justifying himself—no concern on how his behavior is hurting me, but!
I will unplug turn off the computer. See if the computer gets in line with the Net. It seems like the whole world is against me. My Father? Maybe He is against me as well.
Net is trying to come back. That’s what was going on yesterday. I quit recording. Did not come to record until Friday, March 22, 2019 at 2:54 pm. But!
Around 5: pm I was exhausted. I went to bed. Slept for a couple hours. I woke up in pain. It came to me to drink a cup of coffee flavored with honey and ginger.
It’s now Friday, March 22, 2019 at 9:51 pm. I’m sleepy. Will write the rest when I wake up next, I hope.
The same situation as many times before—emergency! Father’s heart attack! Hospital! All family on alert! Life on hold for all! And me?
Am I callous and uncaring? Not at all. On the contrary. My heart is set in line with the Father Creator of our beings—waiting, waiting until their willful mounts bolt them down!
O my Father! Your words by the prophet Isaiah are coming to pass verbatim. Isaiah 30 is only too clear about what goes on amid the inhabitants of this earth as it stands now.
Or so they chant as the exhilaration of the fast run swells their heads. The sound of laughter is deafening! The whole public in the stands loudly cheers the runners. And me?
At first? The whole parade shocked me, but now? Father is cementing me down in the reality of His love and wisdom.
All of that came about at the end of yesterday. Yes, physically? I hurt, but! Spiritually. Mentally. Emotionally?
The headlines are attuned to the mentor’s issue. Get a mentor! Be a mentor! Go back to your mentor! The headlines? Like a magnet are pulling millions to amass great fortunes. Me?
My Loving Mentor from the beginning gently pulled me away from the magnet that magnetized me. What now?
It’s now Saturday, March 23, 2019 at 4:05 pm. Don’t know. Don’t care to know anymore. All that struggle to learn things? Useless.
Well? Many times I have stated the fact that I am not a scholar nor quote Scriptures out of my head or my understanding. I quote the Scriptures as the Master reveals those to me. Quote:
Daniel 12:4
(4) But you, O Daniel, shut up the words and seal the Book until the time of the end. [Then] many shall run to and fro and search anxiously [through the Book], and knowledge [of God’s purposes as revealed by His prophets] shall be increased and become great. [Amo 8:12].
Amos 8:12
(12) And [the people] shall wander from sea to sea and from the north even to the east; they shall run to and fro to seek the word of the Master [inquiring for and requiring it as one requires food], but shall not find it.
Sunday, March 24, 2019 at 12:02 am
It’s midnight on this Sunday, March 24, 2019. Have not been posting for a while, why? The people’s wonderings and hopes been keeping me in suspense, but!
The Master’s revelations can be frightening, but! The power of His love and wisdom is not. (Must brake to sleep. It’s now Sunday, March 24, 2019 at 12:40 am.)
Sunday, March 24, 2019 now at 4:14 am.
My heart constricts, but? O my Father, I no longer resist the pain and agony in Your own heart as the polygamy at large amid Your children persists and insist. Even so?
I understand now Your purpose to let Your workers, including myself, suffer and agonize and even die to seize the attention in Your children’s conscience.
I been called for the specific purpose to be a witness of Yahushua’s Presence in my heart—to proclaim the Creator’s claim of His love for this world. Quote:
Acts 1:6-11
(6) So when they were assembled, they asked Him, Lord, is this the time when You will reestablish the kingdom and restore it to Israel?
(7) He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know N1what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed N2years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power.
(8) But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.
(9) And when He had said this, even as they were looking [at Him], He was caught up, and a cloud received and carried Him away out of their sight.
(10) And while they were gazing intently into heaven as He went, behold, two men [dressed] in white robes suddenly stood beside them,
(11) Who said, Men of Galilee, why do you stand gazing into heaven? This same Jesus, Who was caught away and lifted up from among you into heaven, will return in [just] the same way in which you saw Him go into heaven.
And so? My story go. Is it going for the sake of thiaBasilia’s to fame ambitions? Perish the thought, but! I am hearing my Father’s words from the beginning, quote:
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Fear not.
I did not set you up for you to make an impact in this world.
I set you up to impact the world with the work I always do in your heart.
Whether you are discouraged or not.
Whether you are elated or depressed.
No matter what?
I am impacting this world with everything I give you to proclaim in whatever place or situation I happen to place you in.
I am your Anchor. Fear not. You shall not be put to shame.
It’s now Sunday, March 24, 2019 at 7:58 am.
In the morning? I thought about asking the wife to fix a chicken pizza, but then I forgot all about it. Can you imagine my surprise last night?
My young friend brought me what I asked for that morning. No mention about the pizza. My friend left but did not displayed the covered food as he usually does. After a minute or so, I opened the bag with the food. Wow! A chicken pizza still warm ready for me to feast on it!
Now? I have not heard from my children. They send me money but, nothing else. Ahmad? No change. Sometimes he calls. Sometimes he does not call or visit. Same excuses all the time
I never saw that before. I never understood my anger and disappointment with all of my concern. I never understood my suffering and pain, until now, but!
Sunday, September 18, 2016 at 8:08 pm
This day is coming to an end for me. So much has transpired. So much You have accomplished within my being. Will all of it make an impact on Your children? Will they just read a few words and dump me in the trash bean? I don’t know. But You do. I must remember Your words. But that is something You have to burn into my soul. I remember Your words,
“O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Rejoice! For your punishment is over. You have learned your lesson! You have now learned what it means to learn obedience by the things you suffer. Rejoice and be glad! Enjoy My fellowship. You are now fit to teach transgressors My ways, and sinners shall be converted and return to Me. For as I heard My servant David I have heard you. Remember My servant David’s words you quoted only a few paragraphs above.
Psalms 51
Make me to hear joy and gladness and be satisfied; let the bones which You have broken rejoice. Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.
Create in me a clean heart, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/ Yahushua, and renew a right, persevering, and steadfast spirit within me. Cast me not away from Your Presence and take not Your Set Apart Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your deliverance and uphold me with a willing spirit.
Then will I teach transgressors Your ways, and sinners shall be converted and return to You. Deliver me from blood-guiltiness and death, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, the Almighty of my deliverance, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness—Your rightness and Your justice.
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, open my lips, and my mouth shall show forth Your praise. For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/ Yahushua is a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, You will not despise.
Do good in Your good pleasure to Zion; rebuild the walls of Jerusalem. Then will You delight in the sacrifices of righteousness, justice, and right, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering; then bullocks will be offered upon Your altar.
And so my story goes. On and on my story flows through the waves of the NET, and? Now more than ever before I know, You are the ONE Who makes my story flow.
How do I know whether to post or not to post? What to do or not to do? What to say or not to say? Whether to let be and be still, or, to speak up and shout?
By The Sound Of The Teacher Reminding You To Do As It’s Written At Any Given Moment. Quote:…
Ezekiel 3:18-27
(18) If I say to the wicked, You shall surely die, and you do not give him warning or speak to warn the wicked to turn from his wicked way, to save his life, the same wicked man shall die in his iniquity, but his blood will I require at your hand.
(19) Yet if you warn the wicked and he turn not from his wickedness or from his wicked way, he shall die in his iniquity, but you have delivered yourself.
(20) Again, if a righteous man turns from his righteousness (right doing and right standing with God) and some gift or providence which I lay before him he perverts into an occasion to sin and he commits iniquity, he shall die; because you have not given him warning, he shall die in his sin and his righteous deeds which he has done shall not be remembered, but his blood will I require at your hand.
(21) Nevertheless if you warn the righteous man not to sin and he does not sin, he shall surely live because he is warned; also you have delivered yourself from guilt.
(22) And the hand of the Lord was there upon me, and He said to me, Arise, go forth into the plain and I will talk with you there.
(23) Then I arose and went forth into the plain, and behold, the glory of the Lord stood there, like the glory I had seen by the river Chebar, and I fell on my face.
(24) Then the Spirit entered into me and set me on my feet; He spoke and said to me, Go, shut yourself up in your house.
(25) But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.
(26) And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.
(27) But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Lord God; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house.
In the Creator’s mind. The Creator is revealing Himself as He deals with the truth about my carnal self that sets me free.
Until the next post? Much love to all, thiaBasilia.
Monday, March 25, 2019 at 3:57 am.
O my Father! What a day You are giving to me! A day to improve my communication skill with Your so loved world. At 3:51 I wrote:
Oh. wonder when you’ll check this one. My communication skills are improving, but! there is still much improvement needed. the center of my dream last night? An old TV rabbit’s ear antenna, Emily and husband. Emily putting on me 3 different sweaters. Slaughter house but no blood or just a hint of it. looking at left over beans in a plate and thinking how much good food we waste.
My take? The news about you all? Received with my new attitude of ‘I don’t understand what goes on but! No need any longer to understand to control it all. That’s what the Teacher revealed to me that is what it was with my continuous try to understand and be understood, for what? to control any situation.
Now? I’m OK with whatever goes on. I find myself casting all my thoughts and feelings under the feet of the Master and going on by the power of His love and wisdom for us all. my Father–my Master is in control of it all. No worries. No problems without solution any longer. love, mom :-)
Indeed! I never realized it before, but! That’s why I would get bent out of shape with the lack of understanding—no understanding? Not able to control the matter.
Food for thought … Much love to all, thiaBasilia.
Let the Spirit Who inspired all posts I post hold the attention of the reader to profit from every word He gives me to record. It’s my hope for the reader visitor of this blog to read and consider it all.
Monday, March 25, 2019 at 6:47 pm.
Father? Thanks for the few hours of sleep, but! I don’t feel good. I’ll try to sleep some more. I wait on You.
It’s now Monday, March 25, 2019 at 11:46 pm.
Midnight again. I find myself grateful to have the ceiling fixed, but? That does not make much difference in my concerns for the higher spiritual matters versus the necessary material matters ones.
O my Father? You know all about the way I am feeling. You know I do not like my natural self. My human reactions are a heavy burden to me. I want to do good, but! I just don’t.
I will now unplug turn off this computer, and? Go to bed. I wait on You to resolve these matters with myself that are causing me so much pain.
Tuesday, March 26, 2019 at 12:02 am.
No matter which way it goes, You are with me. You never leave nor forsake me. I know when I wake up next? You will still be here with me. That’s the fact.
Aha! Your revelation! That’s Your mercy for me on this wonderful new day. Denise? Posted a new video. Click! Wow! Light switch? Quick-quickly! I see. I heard.
Yes! I been in suspense in a sense. Why? I questioned myself over and over in disgust. Why none of my Father’s promises are happening?
How and why should I post anything under this actual conditions of glee for thee but not for me? I don’t envy such glee, but! I hurt big time! No time to envy or to whatever!
On and on my suspense raged while I push and bend and taped here and there this piece, this plant or the other, and?
O well! Hello human thiaBasilia. What you going to do about it? Don’t even think to ask me such stupid question because I’m liable to throw something and kill you!
I love you with an insensitivity never grasped by your brilliant mind! And don’t tell me that you love me unconditionally because you don’t even know how stupid statement that is!
And don’t tell me that you know that because the way you act? You are in control. Not only you think to be in control yourself, but you want to control me. That’s the truth and fact!
That’s all for this post. Much love for all, regardless! thiaBasilia.
Wednesday, March 27, 2019 at 7:09 am.
Well? No use to cement whatever we think to do next. Yesterday? I intended to post, but! The connection was not working, I could not do what I intended to do. So?
It’s now Tuesday, March 26, 2019 at 10:32 pm. The post and graphic are ready to publish, but! No connection, and? I don’t feel good anyhow. I’ll go back to bed.
Again? Sound sleep? It did not happen. Not really. Much discomfort. A restless night, but! This time? No worries. Only Power! Courage! No sorrier/sorrow about tomorrow. Instead?
My night ended at exactly 5:46 am. I saw the light of day peeping through the curtains. I got up. Much determination to stand up and go on!
Accept The Unacceptable? Impossible for a human to do, unless? The human submits to the Mighty One Creator of our beings.
The nature of the One Supreme Creator of it all. His Authority over the human nature? Must remain for us to flow supernaturally not naturally. What’s the difference?
We cannot flow with the Master on to a blissful eternity. Divine limitless nature—our nature? Not Divine. There is a natural ease to living, but! It leads to eternal death not a bliss. This is not how to wake up to who we are.
This is only a product of the human’s imagination to satisfy all carnal pleasures—a dream life of glee free from all restrains and pains, and?
Wish it was because then? You could chalk me out without any consequences at all, but! I am only recording what I am to proclaim.
Quote: John 3:16-17
For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life.
For God did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find salvation and be made safe and sound through Him.
It got nothing to do with me alone. It got to do with me and thee. Daily we experience the natural, but! The supernatural?
The human can only the natural see. So? The human readily accepts what the human can see, and? The human mind is magnetized with statements like Denise’s latest one. Quote:
When we ACCEPT WHAT IS, we flow in our Divine limitless nature. There is a natural ease to living, and we can follow our bliss. This is how we wake up to who we are. This is how we create a new earth.
Soon? The multitude will the falsity of the Wizard of Oz shall find, and, soon as well? The multitude One by One shall find? The way of witches is not fine, but!
It is His plan. I can only proclaim what He reveals. I cannot deduct how, when, that plan will take hold on anyone.
That’s for the Master to hold on until the given time. Even what’s happening with me? He holds it on until the given time to reveal it to me, and?
In honesty I confessed how disgusted I was with myself and with all going on. All the time? I been resigned to whatever I thought to be for me from Him, but!
My teacher led me to read Denise’s post for the day. That’s how He opened my eyes to see. Acceptance of my suffering empowers me to overcome such plus.
Suffering? Yes, but! As a privilege not as punishment. A privilege to suffer patiently with composure while I wait for the revelation of His completed restoration of His creation.
I have written. Now I shall publish. Then I’ll optimize, and? Let You do the rest. Four long post. Will it all be included in the next book You’ll have me compile? Will see.
In the meantime? Let the reader visitor of this blog read it all. Let Your Spirit hold the attention of the reader to profit from every word You give me to record.
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Should my choice be to live by the Creator’s divine nature? That does not make me ‘divine’! I remain a human endowed with my carnal nature. What’s the point?
It’s all a matter of sitting the carnal self in the throne of our hearts. Perhaps the people claiming to be ‘divine’ do not consider all those ramifications in their claim?
Saturday, March 16, 2019 at 4:35 pm.
I almost miss recording today. It seems to me that I got involved in optimizing the post I started to post yesterday, and? I never returned to record about my now confession. So, here it is:
HalleluYah! Now I really know myself—I’m wicked, deceitful, manipulative, conniving, all for what? To control it all in toll! That’s the fact—the way I act, and?
Jeremiah 17:9:
The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly perverse and corrupt and severely, mortally sick! Who can know it [perceive, understand, be acquainted with his own heart and mind]? [Mat 13:15-17; Mar 7:21-23; Eph 4:20-24].
Job 42:1-6:
THEN JOB said to the Master, I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted.
[You said to me] Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel [by words] without knowledge?
Therefore [I now see] I have [rashly] uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. [Job 38:2] [I had virtually said to You what You have said to me:]
“Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me.”
I had heard of You [only] by the hearing of the ear, but now my [spiritual] eye sees You. Therefore, I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
Checking Things Out In Lieu Of Direction …
Saturday, March 16, 2019 at 6:39 pm.
I’ll head for bed. Will continue on waking up. Woke up around 9 pm. Been checking and reading some interesting new likes. But now?
It’s now Saturday, March 16, 2019 at 10:52 pm. End of this day. Check those I love I tell their faults.
Sunday, March 17, 2019 at5:06 am
Wow! Yesterday? I told Ahmad his faults again, and again? He responded offended instead of repentant. So? I feared I done wrong, but? I casted my fear to my Father. His response?
I woke up at 4:44 am. That number reminded me of mankind. I fixed me some coffee and asked what was I to eat today? I checked my emails—a free book on Kindle publishing.
As I began to read, it came to me to go to record in my journal to find out why that book?. I did go to record, and? I noticed the numbers in the dates I recorded.
Sunday, March 17, 2019 now at 11:36 am.
O my Father? What to do? I’m cold. Winter is back. Spring in my soul remain, but! I am distracted by so many rabbit’s tales in my way, plus?
Could it be the lack of understanding between Ahmad and my closest loved ones? Perhaps. Sadness, not anger is heavy within me. I wish I could cry but my eyes are dry. Even so?
Have You led me to read about, How to Publish a Kindle Bestseller? Have You led me to read about The Law of Attraction, or what? Are those just chasing rabbits?
At 12:14 pm I went under the covers to warm me up. It’s now Sunday, March 17, 2019 at 3:23 pm.
Is that just a waste of my time, or do You have a purpose for it all? Why do I go off on a tangent, my Father?
“My child, I am delighted with your presence in My Presence. To live in My presence is My plan for your life.
This is also the plan I have set up for all My children to come into My Presence by the power of My love and wisdom. My purpose?
To lead and guide you all to choose life instead of death. I am your Creator. I am the only One to know the path to lead you to life eternal.
There is a way that seems right to live by unto mankind, but! The end thereof is death. I am aware of all your doings, and? In the economy of your life, I do not waste any of your doings.
It’s all to show you the different ways that lead to death despite the appearance of full and abundant life.
O My child, fear not. No matter what you see? I am in control of it all, but! The sadness in your soul in view of your loved ones’ behavior? That’s the same as My sadness.
For it is necessary for My children to experience the good and the evil they are now experiencing.
Such experience does not thwart My plan to restore all My children to the original intent for their creation. One by one? My children shall be restored.
Therefore? Do not despise your sadness. On the contrary? Embrace it because you are one with Me. Soon? Very soon you will see the now unseen.
In the meantime? Relax. Know of a surety, I am delighted in your trust and confidence in Me. Continue in the task I have assigned unto you. I am doing the rest.”
Thanks, my Father! Your words are a lamp to light the way for me in the darkness of this human existence. I’m going on. By the power of Your love and wisdom? I am going on.
It’s now Sunday, March 17, 2019 at 6:48 pm.
I’ll try to sleep. Slept on and off until 3:14 am on Monday, March 18, 2019. Though I cannot yet see the unseen with the eyes of my understanding?
Will continue in the next post. Much love to all, thiaBasilia.
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Saturday, March 9, 2019 now at 9:55 pm.
I had a full day. It’s now time to hit the bed. I thank You for everything. You know this was the first day with no pain. I wait on You for whatever You have in store next for me.
Sunday, March 10, 2019 at 3:16 am.
O my Father? In the darkness of my mind You speak to me in dreams. Dreams that leave me wondering what is it that You are telling me? A dream. Quote:
I saw the multitude running towards me. Then I saw myself in a wilderness road. I heard someone coming towards me. Somehow? I step aside to hide.
Who was coming? I saw one of them going by. I looked to my right. I saw a hidden home in the wilderness. I woke up.
One in the Important list. Someone claiming to have seen my profile wanting to be my friend. Someone claiming to have a message for me asking to email them.
I don’t know what are You warning me about? Could it be about the homosexuals liking the posts You inspire to me. I wonder why are these people in my likes? Are they only mocking the message?
It’s not my business to condole or approve or disapprove such practice. I don’t know the reason these people are visiting the blog, but! I hope the reason to be because:
To Him I go with all my dilemmas. What is the meaning of all of this, my Father? I do not feel safe going to Google to search for anything anymore.
It’s now Sunday, March 10, 2019 at 3:47 am.
Thanks, my Father. You quickened me to call Roxana. She confirms the danger I sense You are telling me in the dream. So many things. So many dangerous pit falls.
You alone have the answer for each one of us individually. You command. You entice. You plead with us to come to You, but! We insist in mounting our own horses and ignore You. Me?
No longer need to chase after all that is out there to throw me off kilt. You are in control of every minute detail of my life. You are in control of it all. That’s my security!
You are in control of it all. That’s the message in that dream. That is what You are telling me in the darkness of my human mind.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? I am completely blown away! How am I to proclaim this message, my Father? Danger is upon us but You are in control of it all is the message.What’s the danger upon us?
Indeed! You know all about our set sinful ways, but! We do not. Even so? One by one You aim to convict and restore us.
In our set ways? We have left our First Love. In the darkness of our human mind we have set our ways in what we think is best. Wow!
Talking about revelation not analyzation?
“In the journey of your life in My Presence I have implanted My written words within you to produce LIFE & STRENGTH to live accordingly to My will and desire for you to live by! LIFE & STRENGTH to live the life that you are now experiencing is the HARVEST and the most valuable product that you have to offer to My children in all that you write.” said Father Yah to thiaBasilia.
From the wild grass on the dirt of these earthly grounds,
to the rocky spots.
On to the tree of life’s tops.
All the way beyond the sky and far,
the life of yours truly has come to settle down in her heart?
The luscious fruit from the work of the Almighty’s hands in the core of her being,
for all to harvest at its best.
Let your light so shine before men that they may see your N1moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven. (Matthew 5:16)
And to the angel (messenger) of the assembly (church) in Philadelphia write: These are the words of the Holy One, the True One, He Who has the key of David, Who opens and no one shall shut, Who shuts and no one shall open: [Isa 22:22]
I know your [record of] works and what you are doing. See! I have set before you a door wide open which no one is able to shut; I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept My Word and guarded My message and have not renounced or denied My name.
Take note! I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say they are Jews and are not, but lie–behold, I will make them come and bow down before your feet and learn and acknowledge that I have loved you. [Isa 43:4; Isa 49:23; Isa 60:14]
Because you have guarded and kept My word of patient endurance [have held fast the lesson of My patience with the expectant endurance that I give you], I also will keep you [safe] from the hour of trial (testing) which is coming on the whole world to try those who dwell upon the earth.
I am coming quickly; hold fast what you have, so that no one may rob you and deprive you of your crown.
He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My God; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My God and the name of the city of My God, the new Jerusalem, which descends from My God out of heaven, and My own new name. [Isa 62:2; Eze 48:35]
He who can hear, let him listen to and heed what the Spirit says to the assemblies (churches). (Revelation 3:7-13)
Suddenly! As I’m wondering the meaning of all that goes on in my journey in Your Presence? You quickened me to look up the meaning of the Philadelphia word.
Phil·a·del·phi·a (fĭl′ə-dĕl′fē-ə)
- An ancient city northeast of the Dead Sea in modern-day Jordan. The chief city of the Ammonites, it was enlarged and embellished by Ptolemy II Philadelphus (285-246 bc) and named in honor of him. Amman, the capital of Jordan, is now on the site.
- An ancient Greek city of Asia Minor in present-day western Turkey. Founded in the second century bc, Philadelphia was a center of early Christianity.
Jordan is the spot You have assigned for my final destination on these earthly grounds as they stand now. You are now revealing these things to settle and secure my mind away from the uncertainty of my future. Wow!
You, Master are long-suffering and slow to anger, and abundant in mercy and loving-kindness, forgiving iniquity and transgression; but He will by no means clear the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, upon the third and fourth generation. [Exo 34:6-7] (Numbers 14:18)
Sunday, March 10, 2019 at 11:32 pm.
This is the end of a very peculiar day. I hope for You to lead me in what am I to do when I wake up next. I think I need to put together all that You have shown me today, but!
After talking to Ahmad tonight? I just letting You take control. I don’t know. I do not care to know anything that is not for me to know. Going to bed.
Monday, March 11, 2019 at 1:07 pm.
O my Father? You have a reason and purpose for all my doings. Today? Been working with the graphics. You know how much I enjoy my graphics skill.
I have taken a break to fix my eats and drinks, but! Other than that? I still got so much to do in this apartment. Even so?
Are now not that important when hard times come. Today is the second day of sunshine. Wow! I even spotted a blooming pink courageous winter survival.
Tuesday, March 12, 2019 6:22 am.
Wow! Indeed! My winter is past. My spring is here in the most amazing way! Yesterday was a day of deep reflection for me.
I wrote the headline, but! I left it there. I went back to continue my graphic creation for whatever I am to post next. Eventually, I went to sleep. I did not come back to record anymore yesterday. Next?
Still reflecting. Not knowing what on earth I was to do next. Wondering of the amazing power and strength of a life of eternal security. I went back to bed.
The night before? Ahmad’s visit showed to me he is in life threatening conditions, and? Nothing I could do to help him, but!
Nothing I could do? No matter. It’s useless for me to aspire to help my Ahmad, and? Peace. Power. Amazing security. Not an inkling of worrying about it. Instead it came to me to sleep.
Before I woke up around 6 am? I saw myself coming to an ICU room. A white room. A patient’s bed among the many wires and connections to give life to the dying patient, but!
Wow! I kicked my covers off. I sat by bed side in wonder. I looked at the daylight through the curtains on my windows. I looked at the time on my mobile. Slowly I got up still in wonder.
For an answer? My eyes were directed at the headline I recorded last yesterday– Winter Is Past. Spring Is Here! Suddenly! It dawned on me what it all means!
At last. At last. At last? I am not only hearing but best of all? I am experiencing the amazing love saga of the Song of Solomon, and?
O my Father! My Beloved Master—You are all each one of us need to experience the ultimate love song of all songs! Wow!
This time? Through the writing, publishing, optimizing task that You have giving to me? You are and have been preparing us all to hear and experience Your passionate love for each one of us individually. Quote:
Pain. Disappointment. Discouragements. Elations. Deflations. Imaginations. Human expectations? Where did they go? Away with the winter past that misery is gone! Just like You told me it was to be for me.
Tuesday, March 12, 2019 at 9:15 pm.
Had another full day, my Father, but! You know it. Now? I’ll try the bed. Hope for sleep, but my hope did not materialized.
Wednesday, March 13, 2019 at 1:34 pm.
Father? I am in trouble again. There is a deep wound in my soul. I cannot ignore it any longer. You know all about it. Help me, my Father.
This matter is so painful! A mountain too high for me to climb. Even so? Inevitable! I must face that mountain at every turn of my way. What to do my Father?
The human mind never stops churning our own understanding of everything. But You know it, my Father?
Day by day? I see the public life of my children, and? I weep. The seven of them seem to care for each other, yet? I don’t know what to think. I don’t want to think anything, but!
I am beginning to see the reason why we are not to lean on our own understanding of anything. What does that mean?
We live by what we understand to be the best way to live. So? What’s wrong with that? Much wrong in every way.
There it comes! Disagreements. Disappointments. Division. Quarrels. Hate, and what have you! Stumbling block in the human’s life? Quite obvious, and?
Me? I am experiencing the fact that what is impossible for this human that I am? It’s all possible with You, my Father!
That’s the reason for me to You appeal. I’m finding myself with no desire to continue posting. I sense You are holding me back, until?
Wow! O my Father! Such realization? Your gift to me this day. Now? I understand why I have not known what to do for a couple days.
I can now wait on You with patience and composure. I know now how Your grace and favor are enough for me to withstand any evil against me.
Thursday, March 14, 2019 at 12:13 am.
Another midnight working in Your Presence. How blessed I am! I find myself quite comfortable; not just because I am free of troubles, but! Because?
My life until now? One of lamenting the lack of human help and care. For a while there, in the mountains of North Carolina in the USA? O how I miss my beloved helpers, and?
Father has given me the power and ability to help myself, but! I couldn’t get rid of the resentment for the lack of help until today. Worse misery to live on, but!
Indeed! It’s decreed! On Friday, March 8, 2019 at 5:07 am? The Loving Father Creator of myself decreed it to be so. On that exact moment, He spoke to me to decree the end of my misery.
“Your misery is ending now, My beloved. I am delighted with your honesty. Moral evil comes from the enemy of your souls, but! Physical evil comes from Me as it’s written. Quote:
I form the light and create darkness, I make peace [national well-being] and I create [physical] evil (calamity); I am the Master, Who does all these things. (Isaiah 45:7) (Must read the whole chapter!)
No kidding. People gets religious on me the minute I mention the Scriptures misnomer the ‘Bible’ or my Heavenly Father. Why? Later! Right now? On to bed. It’s now Thursday, March 14, 2019 at 1:18 am.
The truth? Because I used to be religious big time! Now? I’m suffering the consequences of my sin. Yeap! Religiosity is a sin. The sin the Creator condemned from day one. Quote:
From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. (Matthew 4:17)
This issue has become a religious cliché. I, like most all in the Christian religion? Repeated and blindly appropriated those words as possessors of supernatural knowledge.
I am stating the truth as revealed to some of us. The truth? Not a single human being can apprehend with the natural human mind, the deep meaning of those words. Why?
The human mind cannot apprehend such words, but! Like myself in the past? I thought to possess the mind of Yahuwah/Yahushua—the Creator.
Rather than bashing? I am confessing. Whatever for? To make me feel good? Nay! Only to obey my Master’s command to tell for others to rethink their ways.
That’s not me! You don’t know me! I know myself! God knows my heart! How true, God knows your heart and mine—wicked, deceitful. Mercy! Mercy! Take that thing out of me!
HalleluYah! Now I really know myself—I’m wicked, deceitful, manipulative, conniving, all for what? To control it all in toll, but!
He created us to be His family, and? That’s what we are! My family? A dysfunctional family yes but a loving family we were and still are.
Thursday, March 14, 2019 at 10:18 pm.
Been glad and not so glad in learning to quick select in the latest Photoshop. Sometimes I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I am now going to bed.
Friday, March 15, 2019 at 12:08 am
I came into the kitchen holding an empty paper-cup. The cup falls under the table. I bend over to pick it up.
Phew! A dead stinking fish amidst much debris. The cup? Past the debris next to the head of the stinking dead red fish. Of course? I left it there as unfit for use anymore.
I sat by my bedside. Slowly I walked to the bathroom. In my mind? Many thoughts churning about the dream, but! None to hit the mark, until?
In all that was churning in my mind? Judging the actions of the present time workers, but! I denied my thoughts. I sat by the heater. I began to think about it all objectively.
I wondered what she is up to now? I click. Wow! The rightful meaning of it all in my dream. An excerpt from her take. Quote:
From this vista, we can look at things as the movie that is our life. And as in any movie or story, there are heroes and villains and conflict, otherwise it wouldn’t be much of a movie or story. Since each of us are evolving different aspects of the collective through our individual experience, the conflict in our “movie” is varied and necessary for us to bring healing to our aspect of the collective. Those who undergo the most extreme trauma, have the greatest potential to heal the collective through their individual experience.
This is why doesn’t serve to judge anyone’s experience. In order to heal something, we must first experience it. There is a respect and honor for what each person is doing, as well as an understanding that each of us get to choose how we evolve our aspect of the collective.
That’s why it occurred to me to check the inbox. How mysterious yet simple are Your ways, O my Father! What did You show me as I read my Denise’s post?
That’s what we are! My family? A dysfunctional family yes but a loving family we were and still are by the power of Your love and unfathomable wisdom. The best part?
HalleluYah! My family? In restoration by the power of our Loving Father Creator’s love and unfathomable wisdom. A link to restoration? Memories I created for them.
In reading Denise’s post this morning? Father materialized the closure to the deep wounds in my soul. Those memories I created for them? The balm to heal my wounds.
Yes indeed! My heart is full with it all. Humor instead of anger as I see the seven of them enjoying themselves aloof from this thing that I have been, but!
O yes! As Denise states: ‘In order to heal something, we must first experience it.’ Yes indeed! Experience is the need!
Let me end this portion of my saga for now. Perhaps the next post? Meaningful Post from the past To Apply For This Moment.
Much love, thiaBasilia.
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Thursday, March 7, 2019 at 9:23 am.
Angry and disgusted I am, but! O my Father? You have brought to my remembrance a humorous episode from my younger years.
It might have been an ordinary mare, but! To me at that time? She looked so majestic and loving. Her colt beside her so wabbly and fragile. I began to approach such a beautiful pair, but!
Like lightening the mare lifted its head. It lurched towards me. Me? Like lightening as well hauled tail up the nearest tree.
There I sat on a branch watching that mare on her hind legs scratching the tree trunk trying to get to me. I watched holding tight to that branch.
Was I scare? I don’t remember. I think I was mostly glad that the mare could not reach me. How long was I in that predicament? A long time. The mare was angry. It was determinate to? Who knows?
Finally? A blessed field hand came by on his way to his bunk. He saw my predicament. He courageously grabbed the mare by its neck and led it away from the tree. He soothed it. Then?
He signaled me to come down. I came down and hail tail to my home where I belonged. I don’t remember anyone questioning me. Perhaps because? That’s was my free life to go and come as I pleased.
The anger and retaliation of that mare? Similar to the bursts of anger and disgust I must go through at the sight of threatening circumstances to me.
Well? It’s a matter of my human nature. A matter of my human nature’s lack of understanding of everything. So? What’s threatening to me?
Now? Am I analyzing this matter? NAY! But, I am about to relate what to do in the place of analyzing all things. You see? Living in the Presence of the Almighty Creator? No need to analyze anything. Why?
It’s His job to reveal to us the why of all our doings; the why of everybody’s doings. That’s not analyzing. That’s revelation.
Simple. I have been sharing the details of my life with several friends for years and years, but! It looks to me, again it looks to me like they have not profit one iota from the work Father is doing in my life.
Their insulting remarks. Yes, those remarks are insulting to me because? Those remarks are in fact highly arrogant. Those remarks only show the ignorance of the Almighty’s ways, but!
Where do I get that from? From Psalms 2. Quote:
WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah, Yahushua).
They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.
He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them]. (Psalms 2:1-4)
I’ll choose to humor my friend who replied to me: “I do my part and I KNOW that He will do His”. Why such remark was insulting to my carnal nature?
Her remark is something that I repeatedly use in whatever I write to give the honor to my Creator, but! I never realized how stealthily I was competing for honor to myself, until?
Humored my insulted carnal nature! Hahaha! The joke is on me. Like that mare? I was defending my own threatened colt—my human nature.
Yes! There is room to learn from the Spirit of our Creator within us. Our Creator aims to be our only supreme Teacher above all human teachers. Quote:
Come near to me and listen to this: I have not spoken in secret from the beginning; from the time that it happened, I was there.
And now the Mighty Master has sent His Spirit in and with me. Thus says the Master, your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:
I am the Master your Mighty One, Who teaches you to profit, Who leads you in the way that you should go.
Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments! Then your peace and prosperity would have been like a flowing river, and your righteousness [the holiness and purity of the nation] like the [abundant] waves of the sea.
Your offspring would have been like the sand, and your descendants like the offspring of the sea; their name would not be cut off or destroyed from before Me. [Gen 13:16; Jer 33:22; Luk 19:42] (Isaiah 48:16-19) End of quote.
Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding. In all your ways know, recognize, and acknowledge Him, and He will direct and make straight and plain your paths. Be not wise in your own eyes; reverently fear and worship the Master and turn [entirely] away from evil. [Pro 8:13] (Proverbs 3:5-7)
Indeed! We are clearly warned about what to do or not to do, but! Who cares? We’ll do whatever suits us to be the best not only for us individually but also for the whole world. So?
Friday, March 8, 2019 at 5:07 am.
Well! To me at the point of time in my life? To me it’s useless, but! My times are in the hands of my Master—the Spirit of my Father/Creator. So?
Regardless my own thinking, feeling, or ideas, conclusions dictated by negative or positive circumstances, and? Regardless the same from any human being acquainted with me and my doings.
The truth and fact? I care enough to get fed up with mine and the rest of the world’s arrogance, vainglory, and plumb stupidity. That’s that!
Who do I blame? O my Father! I blame You! Why? Because You are the only One Who can set me free from all the miseries driving me up the wall, but! You seem to pay no mind to my miserable predicament.
You instill enough confidence in me that it is so. Thus? I can talk to You. Really talk to You without the frilliest of lip talk. What? What am I hearing now?
“Your misery is ending now, My beloved. I am delighted with your honesty. Moral evil comes from the enemy of your souls, but! Physical evil comes from Me as it’s written. Quote:
I form the light and create darkness, I make peace [national well-being] and I create [physical] evil (calamity); I am the Master, Who does all these things. (Isaiah 45:7) (Must read the whole chapter!)
Indeed! Most of my life? My Bible teachers told me the opposite. “God is not like that. He loves you. He won’t hurt you” If I heard such a claim a zillion time? It wont count enough. Why such claim?
The matter is obvious by now, but! Soon our creations? Halted! The Almighty Sovereign Creator of the Universe and all there in, including ourselves? He is now revealing Himself to each one of us individually.
Friday, March 8, 2019 now at 7:41 pm
Will try the bed now my Father! See if I catch me a long nap.
It was the end of such awesome Friday. I slept with no pain, but! Earlier, even after hearing my Father pronouncing the end of my misery? By the time day light came? The pain returned, and?
So did my panic as I realize that it was Friday—a holiday—no gas. How am I to withstand this miserable pain? You promised me my misery would end today but!
I resigned myself to the situation. Somehow? Powerful moment of unshakable confidence in my Father caused me to withstand the misery. Next?
I resumed my work. Suddenly! The unexpected knock. I open the door. Ephraim comes in. He quietly proceeds to work on the heater. Soon the gas vendor arrives. Gas on Friday!
No question about it, but! To Ahmad? Only because he talked to the vendor the night before. Poor fellow! Just a human being. Why didn’t he do that any other Friday that I had to suffer without heat?
Saturday, March 9, 2019 at 12:35 am.
A new day. A new 7th Day of rest—a most especial Day for me it is. And the date? The 12th hour on this 9th day or this 2019 for sure to be our Jubilee year. The date meaning?
No question about it. My lifetime misery of pain and suffering? Is ending now says my Master! Has he confirmed His words? Indeed!
Saturday, March 9, 2019 now at 11:22 am.
Here I am. Slept from midnight until 5:48 am. No pain when I got under the covers. No pain when I got up to start me day. The pain is my computer arm has diminished big time, and?
What more could I ever want for? No even a hint to turn back. Instead? Unbelievable power to go on and on despite the thoughts, feelings, ideas, and opinions of mine and others.
Much to come in future posts. These days? Dark days they have been, and? The Master says: “What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered in the ear, proclaim upon the housetops.”
Much love, thiaBasilia.
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While formatting this record? You led me to check a headline in my inbox. I had tears in my eyes as I listen to such an amazing message for the USA.
Dear human fellow, I am no longer doing tings as for what I think is best to gain popularity. Whatever I do now? I do it because I must obey my Master regardless anything else. Here is the link, hope it works.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7rNLlWhvpE
Sunday, March 3, 2019 at 2:00 pm.
When I get into graphics? It certainly is a spell! The hours go by unnoticed. Graphics for me? No need to waste my time analyzing the matter. Just have fun!
Whatever for? Why waste my creative imagination analyzing my behavior? Whatever for the brilliant minds of the present engage in such a waste of time?
OF COURSE! We humans are in a constant state of analyzation. Success depends on analyzation. Psychoanalysis is practically a house-hold word. And all for what?
The Advance Of Civilization? Duh! Bless my heart! It took me half of my lifetime to quit advancing civilization! Hahaha! Now?
Dear fellow human being, no kidding, I was a stalwart for knowledge and civilization, until? The power of love and wisdom from on high?
Indeed! Love and wisdom to drill my thick skull. Then? Pour some sense into my polluted brains. WHAT? My brains polluted?
That’s what! No matter how indignant offended anyone gets for the most? No way to deny a fact. The human brain is programmed to call evil good and good evil, period. So?
Confusion? Just watch the so called ‘news’. Read the headlines. Visit Google—The Tree Of The Knowledge Of Good And Evil.
Ignorance is not a bliss. Just because you choose to ignore it all? It does not make it go away at all. Things are getting worse by the hour sometimes, but!
Monday, March 4, 2019 at 11:46 am
O my Father? I see now the reason for Your sadness within my heart. So much You have for us! The immensity of Your wealth at our disposal? It does not fit in the human mind. So?
True. Many manage to turn that mirage into water, but! At what price? The price of their souls—the price of Living Water to sustain them eternally. Even so?
O my Father? So much to behold, but! Your children remain aloof from such beholding. They are too busy chasing the status quo to measure up in this world.
I Wish To Cry But My Eyes Are Dry …
It’s now Monday, March 4, 2019 at 1:21 pm.
Why do I wish to cry? O my Father, to tell the truth? I do not know exactly why, but! I am sure now, You will show me why and more. For the moment? I’ll try to sleep.
Monday, March 4, 2019 now at 6:34 pm.
Another one of those days when, in waking up I don’t know whether is morning or night. I woke up at almost 6 pm but I thought it was 6 am. I was waiting for the sunshine to appear. Meanwhile?
I woke up in pain—my whole body hurt. I didn’t know what to do or what to drink to alleviate my suffering, but! It came to me to drink my ginseng drink. Then? No coffee for a few days. Next?
“In the near future money and University degree will amount to nothing. Family and relationships built by My power of love and wisdom will be the only thing to avail.”
Earlier? I learned Ahmad’s trouble—his obsession with the University degree for his children. He feels if his children are not #number 1 candidates for the coveted University degree? They’ll be doomed to shame.
Such an attitude? Threw me for a loop of anger and hate as I considered the egocentric human nature not just in Ahmad but! Ingrained in all of us human beings.
Behold! My Father’s answer to my plea to help me came through big time. He gave me to sleep for almost 5 hours. Then?
Wow! Anger? Hate? Not a trace of such demons to trouble and disturb me any longer. The peace that surpasses my human understanding returned to my soul. Next?
Detox my body. Ginseng honey—hot water for 3 days. I will start tomorrow. Today I must consume the rest of my breakfast and my fruit salad.
Tuesday, March 5, 2019 at 7:57 am.
Yeap! It happens all the time. I hear that lovely voice from within my being? I take off on my own from there on. What am I talking about?
Been composing a mail out for my children, but! I decided to include others. Perhaps I better not include others? I’ll delete others.
Tuesday, March 5, 2019 now at 3:14 pm.
O my Father? Been trying to ignore the pain all over my body, but! I just can’t ignore it any longer. It’s not just the pain, it’s also the cold—my hands and feet are like ice.
Fear of not knowing what to do? Not knowing what’s the cause for these flare ups in my body? I called Ahmad for help, but! He has not yet arrived.
I fixed me a cup of coffee. At least my hands and feet have warm up, but! I never realized what was happening. Never gave a thought to my carnal doings. So?
O my Father! Frances and Jimmy are in Jerusalem. They can’t come to Amman. They asked me to come to Jerusalem, but! I cannot go to Jerusalem.
You are in control of it all. Even so? You know the tendency of my human nature is to enter into a state of fear. Not able to go to Jerusalem?
Who would take care of me? Help me, my Father! Help me! I know You have a good plan for me. I beseech You to give me a clue. It’s now 3:51 pm. I hear thunder. Perhaps I should turn off the computer.
Sure enough. I ask for my Father to protect Ahmad. While I asked? I realized that I had acted in fear. Thus? I had exposed Ahmad to danger unnecessarily. Even so?
Wednesday, March 6, 2019 at 1:07 am.
O my Father? You open my eyes to see Your reality. For You know when I sit. You know when I stand. You know what I am going to say before I say it.
I asked You for a clue about Your plan for me. For an answer? It seems to me that in the short interchange I had with Frances You gave me that clue, but!
O my Father, I beseech You! deliver me from making castles in the air. Deliver me from outguessing Your answers.
Deliver me from thinking that You will put in Frances heart to raise the monies needed to develop Your plan to return my wealth as You promised to do.
It’s now Wednesday, March 6, 2019 at 2:47 am
I will prepare for bed now. I ate what You led me to eat. Not much drink. I’ll see. Thanks, my Father. Three hours of sleep did me good. Ready now to start my day refreshed in Your mercy.
It’s now Wednesday, March 6, 2019 at 6:39 am.
Yes, at my wits end, earlier this morning, not knowing what to do or what to eat or drink? You led me to drink the honey apple cider vinegar without coffee.
You led me to eat my crispy bread plus the avocado half saturated with lemon and salt. It worked! Next? I felt sleepy. You led me to prepare to sleep.
I slept soundly. Now? Your purpose for these flare ups? To learn to avoid getting stuck to depend in any kind of system to live by but to flow with Your Spirit.
It’s now Wednesday, March 6, 2019 at
Since You led me on what to drink/eat at that moment earlier this morning before I went to sleep? O well! When I first woke up, I prepared to do a repeat, but!
Should drink coffee or just my vinegar honey water? I figured I should prepare the same avocado mixture. I figured one thing or the other, and?
I figured on the usual thing You lead me to do lots of time—search Google for the coffee relating to dehydration. Oops! This time? NO GOOGLE! Hahaha!
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Have you been living in My Presence all these years since I called you to follow Me in 1985, and still? You have not learned? Even so?
I have carefully arranged all good and evil in the journey of each one of My children including in your journey.
For the same reason that I gave you a will of your own to choose life or death.
Regardless! My wisdom is unfathomable. I knew in the process of molding you into My image? You will attempt to be My parent, but!
Yes! It saddens Me to see you suffering in your attempts to take care of yourselves disregarding My Authority as a Parent over you, but! I am not worried.
Waiting on each one of My children to come to the realization of My infinite mercy and loving kindness for each one of My beloved children.
As I am dealing with you? I am dealing with each one of My children. Even so? O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Only wait a little while longer. You in for the surprise of your life!
For a small moment I turned My face from you, but! I have now gathered you to Myself again never to let you go. My hold on you? I have gifted you with child-like obedience. Therefore?
It’s your power and strength to overcome the most strenuous of circumstances the world could hand to you. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?
No fears. No worries. No problems that I cannot resolve. You are blessed indeed! The best part? Your blessings are blessing all beyond the scope of your imagination.
It’s My Word for you on this Wednesday, March 6, 2019 at 10:00 am. Otherwise? The 10th hour on this 6th day of this 2019 or the Jubilee year for My beloved human children.
Go on! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Go on and on! Onward! Never backwards! Only a little while longer for you to experience the end of man’s slavery. End of quote, but!
It’s now Wednesday, March 6, 2019 at 4:44 pm.
While formatting this record? You led me to check a headline in my inbox. I had tears in my eyes as I listen to such an amazing message for the USA.
Dear human fellow, I am no longer doing tings as for what I think is best to gain popularity. Whatever I do now? I do it because I must obey my Master regardless anything else. Here is the link, hope it works.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7rNLlWhvpE
Much love, thiaBasilia.
