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Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you. all …

Christmas Season Over. What Gives Now? Either Elation, Depression, Or Neutral—No Change.

O My Master! Where Did I Go Wrong? How Did I Miss The Mark Or Continued Living A Sinful Life? …

Tuesday, December 31, 2019 at 4:18 am.

I heard Peter’s words from Jimmy’s lips, and? In no time the baptism ceremony took place. Not only myself but the whole family. Quote:

Acts 2:38  And Peter answered them, Repent (change your views and purpose to accept the will of God in your inner selves instead of rejecting it) and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Yahushua Messiah for the forgiveness of and release from your sins; and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.

Even So? Within A Month We Were All Back To Life As Before. No Change. What Happened, My Master? …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than ever before.

What happened then to you and your family is exactly what is happening now with most all families of My beloved children.

Yes! They are My children.

Yes! I have gifted them their deliverance, but!

The change of lifestyle is not automatic.

It does not depend on quitting your bad habits.

It is not an emotional superficial experience in man’s nature.

My Set-Apart Spirit does not come prior to the baptism of fire.

This baptism does not come by the will of man and on the understanding of man’s concept of My Spirit and My time.

This baptism of fire takes a lifetime to develop as per My unfathomable wisdom.

Therefore? I have set numerous examples in My written words on how this process is developed in the life of My ancient servants.

At the present time I have set you and several others as an example of the fire you had to endure before I could grant you the power to repent and turn around to the lifestyle you are now living in My Presence.

That’s what this ending year of 2019 was all about in your life.

In the year of 2019, I summarized your entire life of suffering and misery because of your sinful lifestyle.

Why was your lifestyle sinful when in fact you devoted your life to worship Me?

Your lifestyle was sinful for the exact reason that My children are now living a sinful worldly life while they devote themselves to worship Me, but!

My children are not aware that I have turned My face away from them.

Exactly as I turned My face away from you for the twelve years you went back to church against My instructions to you in 1986.

Those twelve years you were admired as a good Christian woman. You claimed and wrote and shared My written words but! I was no longer inspiring those words to you.

For twelve years you enjoyed the best this world had to offer you—your children support and loving care; your friends, brothers and sisters support and loving care as well.

Even so? You were dying not only physically but mainly spiritually.

Somehow you knew it to be so. You prayed and fasted. You did all kinds of things to help yourself, but! I could not answer you until the allotted time to do so.

The Allotted Time Came. I Turned The Fire On …

The flames of purification burned up to 2019, and today?

It’s finished! It’s now time for the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia! Onward!

I am with you and for you along Ahmad, your precious children, and all the souls I have placed in your path.”

I have prevented your posting since the last post. For I needed you to wait until I was to give you the finish word.

Go on to place the record for this day to introduce the post. Change the title to, Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you.

Wow! O My Master! You Are Really Leading And Directing Me In All Areas Of My Life! …?

Tuesday, December 31, 2019 at 9:21 am.

This is the perfect way to begin this so very especial post. I sense many souls shall be attracted to benefit from the promised abundance to us all. On to page 2.

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My Journal. Not A Secret. Not My Imagination. My Journal? Supernatural!

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A new cover & more. Been a long time since my last post. Now you can see why? A long account of the matter.

Psalms 139:5  You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me. (Amazing accuracy of the Father/Creator’s dealings with yours truly).

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, August 8, 2016 at 3:43 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? I did not continue to record yesterday. It seems to me that am I recording the same thing over & over again, perhaps it is not Your will for me to continue doing so. Do I need to change the subject, O my Father—O Father of mine?

Today I have been busy changing themes again. You know why I do all things that I do. Changing themes is getting to be a simple thing in a way. Still, there is much to be done with each change. Also I am reformatting Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally. You have inspired me to change the title to simply, Overcoming Supernaturally.

My mind is spinning with ideas.

Tumultuous Dysfunctional Past

Calm Serene Productive Present

Tuesday, August 9, 2016 at 12:49 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? More and more every day I sense Your leading and guidance in all that I do.  You know how easily I get down in the dumps because of things or happenings coming against me.

The confession out of my mouth this morning got me to think. I confessed to You something I do not remember confessing before. I said, “It is not my will & desire for all of those ills coming to Ahmad. Just like it was not our will for Cory to die!”

Indeed! O my Father—O Father of mine? None of us wish to suffer the kind of loses that we suffer, sometimes, what it seems to be for no reason at all.

You know of my doings since yesterday. I got pictures of my father, mother and children. Looking at those pictures brought so many good memories. Then, suddenly! Tears began to flow out of my lacrimal. Why?

So many happy faces. So many great memories. But then? One disaster after the next and the next. Divorces. Re-marriages. Trying to get a dysfunctional family into functioning. Mental insanity. Alcohol. Drugs. Nearly fatal accidents. Imprisonment. Major disagreements. Separation. Rejection. Broken relationships. And to top it all? Cory’s death. What now, O my Father—O Father of mine?

Where have I been, O my Father—O Father of mine? One of my children says I was never there for her. What happened to all the happy memories? What happened to my passion to raise them to be productive citizens in this world? What happened to that mother, cook, house keeper, caretaker, chauffeur, teacher, disciplinarian, entertainer that I used to be?

Tuesday, August 9, 2016 at 2:08 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? You sent me to the Book of Job. I re-read Your words to Job. I re-read Job’s words to You. Suddenly! I understood something I did not understand before.

O my Father—O Father of mine, thanks from bringing me to the depth of despair to utter words without knowledge to You, just like Job did. And liken to Job? You confronted & have re-instated me into Your Presence for good

Wednesday, August 10, 2016 at 8:46 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? My days are flying by me. I aim to succeed in preparing the book to sell. But why am I so intent in this matter, my Father?  It’s Wednesday, August 10, 2016 at 11:24 pm. Going back to bed. I know You will answer me sooner than later.

Thursday, August 11, 2016 at 3:09 am

Thanks for sleep, O my Father—O Father of mine. Whatever will be today? It will all be under Your loving control of my life. I thank You.

Thursday, August 11, 2016 at 9:25 am – 11:14 am

New Keeper Cover, I hope.

Overcoming Supernaturally.

·         Tumultuous dysfunctional past

·         Bipolar Depression Schizophrenia

·         OVERCOMING It all Supernaturally

Calm Serene Productive Present

THEN…The BIG question mark. Oh? Indeed, that question mark solves my ‘too much to cover in a book cover’ problem. Even so? It’s not my problem needing to be solved. But it is the necessity to attract readers to at least read the description that counts. Thus, the BIG beautiful question mark? Could be elimanted. We’ll see.

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Now, if this cover does not catch the eye of the reading public element? I haven’t got the slightest of what or of if I should do anything at all.

O my Father—O Father of mine? You really are leading me all the way. And You really do talk and listen to me and I talk and listen to You. Even so, at times, the world’s ways—unbelief, cynicism, arrogance, false humility, humanitarianism, knowledge, romantic love, beauty as well ugliness, cruelty, shame, etc. etc. it all? It gets to me!

But You know it my Father. O my Father—O Father of mine?  You know it all. You know when I sit and when I stand. You know my thoughts before I even think them. You know what I am going to say before I say it. So You let me know so in Psalms 139. Therefore, why do I bother to stress myself with the ways of the world in the way I do all the time?

Alright! I hear You. Because I am human. Oh? Could You give me a clue on what to do? I know all my troubles come from my human side. Still, I also know that You have Your reasons to let me wander and pander for days on end.

Regardless, I sense a breakthrough it all today. For one thing You gave me a new title for the book, OVERCOMING SUPERNATURALLY. That title ought to do the selling trick, I am mostly sure. And the new cover You inspired to me? WOW!

 

There is awe in my being. A pause to let my being rest in Your best. A sense of Your goodness so immense. No comparison in any sense to any and all the beauty and the goodness to the human’s senses known.

Thursday, August 11, 2016 at 9:10 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? There is something I need to record. I cannot figure out what is it. It’s got to do with a summary I need to include about my life and the book Overcoming Supernaturally. Perhaps after I sleep for a bit You will show me what to do.

Friday, August 12, 2016 at 1:57 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? You are so real to me! You do hear and You do answer every minute situation in my mind and in my heart. How do You do that? Simply. You impress a thought in my mind.

Sometimes, I quickly catch on what to do. Other times? I procrastinate. Times passes away. Sometimes many days. I keep asking. I keep wondering what to do. Whatever You impress in my mind stays there until I act on it, but, I get distracted with many other things. I keep procrastinating.

At 9:10 pm yesterday I decided to sleep and hoped to get Your help on the next awaking. I woke up exactly at midnight still on a fog on what to do next. Checked emails. I found the pictures from Diana that I requested last week. Proceeded to download to my hard drive.

I look at the clock. Man! Almost two hours since I woke up. Been downloading pics, reading articles on bread and more. Feeling groggy and uncomfortable. Maybe I’ll shower and wash my hair. Proceeded to take hair pins out of my hair. I look around. My place is filthy. Need to clean before I shower. Ah! What was it that I needed to check on Google?

Hum! For quite a few days You, O my Father—O Father of mine, for quite a few days You have impressed upon me to search Google about what people thinks or do about writing & reading personal journals. Ah! Let me check it now before I do anything else. WOW!

I clicked several times. Finally I found what You intended for me to find and read about the matter.

Article title: How, What, Why to write in ‘My personal diary’.? Personal diary writing methodology.

WOW! A perfect description of what my diary meant many, many years ago. Funny thing? Diana’s pics in the inbox? A reminder of those days when a ‘Diary’ was a top-secret kept under lock & key.

Suddenly! The answer to my recent dilemma on what to do. Forget about cleaning my place & myself. Forget my momentary discomfort. Wake up! Write the title for what you need to write, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, write the title to start the summary I have placed in your mind & heart.

Wow! ‘My Journal. Not A Secret. Not My Imagination. My Journal? Supernatural!’ Man! O man! O man! Exactly what is needed in the habitat of my blogging world. WHAT?

I’m going to fix me a cup of coffee before I write one more word on this matter. Coffee is ready and so am I to proceed with this most important summary about my journal.

The number one truth to set me free from all the bags I carried within my being for so many years?

  • Our secrets are the confinement, the prisons that keep us laden & heavy weighted with so many ills until death do us part.

Once those secrets are exposed they are disposed, thrown out, discarded from holding us in the bitter prison of all our ills and frills but, they are not forgotten, only not any more hold on us they gotten.

Alright! So far this summary is taking shape. What’s next?

  • My imagination. Yeap! My imagination. Biggest obstacle in the way of the reality of my life in the Presence of my Father. Oh?

Yes siree! A great number of my friends & loved ones have set their minds in the idea that what I write and claim to be from our Father/Creator is all in my imagination. To them there is no weight to my claim to live in the Father/Creator’s domain.

Me? I have knocked myself down in a vain attempt to convince all that such is not the truth at all.

The Father/Creator? From the depth of my being comes the command, ‘Sit still and you shall see My deliverance’.

Then comes my retort until recently, ‘How can I sit still when they are wronging me?’.

Until recently. Recently? I began by paying attention to the consequences of my efforts to prove myself to others. Ah! Why now not before? Due time. All things happen in our Father/Creator’s due time. Psalms 25 comes into play.

Psalms 25 and comments

Sunday, November 01, 2009 (4:16pm).

Thank You my Master—my Beloved thank You for this day. I am going to retire for the day. I am cold so I need to get under the covers.

Monday, November 02, 2009 (12:20am-1:00am).

Master—my Beloved You are so good to us! Diana’s response to my latest really encouraged me! Right now I am under attack from the imps of hell undermining this computer. Thank You for enlightening me about it. I believe the problem is now under control.

Master—my Beloved the following has been my most favorite Psalm for years and years. How You have responded to my cry with this Psalm! How amazing are Your ways!

Psa 25:1-22

UNTO YOU, Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, do I bring my life. O my Master—Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, I trust, lean on, rely on, and am confident in You. Let me not be put to shame or my hope in You be disappointed; let not my enemies triumph over me.

How amazingly You have answered my cry and have kept me from my enemies—depression and insanity—my greatest enemies!

Yes, let none who trust and wait hopefully and look for You be put to shame or be disappointed; let them be ashamed who forsake the right or deal treacherously without cause.

Yes, my Master here are included all Your faithful believers—my children and brothers and sisters.

Show me Your ways, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty; teach me Your paths.

O how can I describe the exactitude of Your answer here? For You have shown and keep showing me Your ways at every turn I take in my daily existence!

Guide me in Your truth and faithfulness and teach me, for You are the Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty of my salvation; for You—You only and altogether do I wait expectantly all the day long.

Remember, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Your tender mercy and loving-kindness; for they have been ever from of old.

Remember not the sins (the lapses and frailties) of my youth or my transgressions; according to Your mercy and steadfast love remember me, for Your goodness’ sake, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty.

You answer me in Your next verse: Yes, you do teach and instruct us sinners in Your way so we sin no more!

Good and upright is Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty; therefore will He instruct sinners in His way.

Amazingly accurate!

He leads the humble in what is right, and the humble He teaches His way.

Whoever is humble enough to give up his understanding of life and everything under the sun!

All the paths of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty are mercy and steadfast love, even truth and faithfulness are they for those who keep His covenant and His testimonies.

Yes, and because of Your mercy and goodness You discipline us!

For Your name’s sake, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, pardon my iniquity and my guilt, for they are great.

Yes! It is a great sin to doubt Your goodness and integrity! To doubt Your Word of promise when we fulfill the part of the covenant to trust You, to love, to obey You!

Who is the man who reverently fears and worships Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty? Him shall He teach in the way that he should choose.

Amazingly accurate!

He himself shall dwell at ease, and his offspring shall inherit the land.

The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty have they who fear (revere and worship) Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning.

Again, how amazingly accurate this verse is!

My eyes are ever toward Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, for He will pluck my feet out of the net. Master—my Beloved turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted.

The troubles of my heart are multiplied; bring me out of my distresses. Behold my affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins of thinking and doing.

Yes, Master, all my doubtful and panicky thoughts!

Consider my enemies, for they abound; they hate me with cruel hatred.

My enemies of depression and mental insanity!

O keep me, Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, and deliver me; let me not be ashamed or disappointed, for my trust and my refuge are in You.

Let integrity and uprightness preserve me, for I wait for and expect You.

Your integrity and uprightness, I want no self-achieved righteousness whatsoever!

Redeem Israel, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, out of all their troubles.

Yes, Israel—all Your people, Your lost sheep scattered all over the world!

Give esteem to Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty forever and ever!

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah!

O my Master—my Beloved truly my emotions are under Your control and my feelings for goodness as well as badness have intensified! And I have no more trouble when the weeping waves invade my being or the elation of wonderful feelings do likewise. I can now sensibly accept such emotions and not act on them because You have also taken control of my thoughts and wild imaginations! HalleluYah!

My imagination? I should say not. The Father/Creator forever has imprinted in my heart those written words in the pages of the Book. Thus those words are alive and a reality in my nowadays life.

No kidding, I live and breathe by those words without thinking or premeditation or studying or making any plans or systems about living by those words. It’s my present life, period.

No more church or religion of any kind for me. No more ‘Bible’ studies or groups. No more self-efforts to please our Father/Creator. I am what I am by the power of love from on high. My due time came for me to straighten out my act and now? O well!

Dear people, now? I am not a saint! I am not the pinnacle of goodness. I am not. I am not. I am not anything that I can brag about! I am simply a human being without any frills & trills.

The end. That’s the summary about my journal. It’s done. Now I can post it. How about the cleaning? Ah! That can wait. The cleaning of my procrastination is more important at the moment.

As it is? Sleep overtook my body. Then Ahmad came for a visit. Then I had to cook & eat my breakfast. Finally? Back to the matter of posting this post.

Friday, August 12, 2016 at 11:01 am. Just now the post is ready to hit the publish button. O what a life! No problems. No worries. No conforming to dead lines. No bondage of any kind. Perfect freedom. Calm–Serene–Productive Present.

Hoping all to be so while His love in my heart remains for all, thiaBasilia.

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Progression of my book cover & book description.

Hilarious is the word! Talking about hard work? Sure, hard it was but, it was lots of fun to hear the voice of my critics, “GET RID OF THAT STUPID ?” Well, all is turning out super easy and super good. Not many of those cute things with the curved tail and a dot to make interesting! Hahaha! All because of the power of love from on high coming to me through all my helpers! Don’t be a stranger. Keep up your visits. You are most welcome!
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Depression? Aqaba Behind Still In My Heart & Mind. Am I Still Depressed, Angry, Hurt And Perplexed Under The Heavy Hand Of The Rejection From The Society Of Mankind? Nay! None Of That.

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Aqaba behind still in my heart n mind
The background in this picture is a photo of the view of Aqaba from my apartment window when I lived in beautiful Aqaba, Jordan.

Note to my faithful readers,
Once again I wish for these long writings of mine to captivate your attention. I am well aware of the short attention span of our human minds by my own experience. So, I am depending on the Set Apart Spirit of our Master to expand your attention span and captivate your attention to read the whole thing carefully, not to skimp through the lines like I do when I come across a long writing.
For most of the time all I want from most writings is to get to the point of the matter or to get the info that I am searching for. There is no time to slow down and get on with the writer’s intention for the write up.
I fear for others to do likewise with my writings. Thus, I am writing this confession in the hope that you spare me the same treatment. Mercy! For I am not writing for myself but, I am writing for the Master that I serve. Thanks!

Thursday, November 26, 2015 at 11:07 am
So, I just now realized that today is Thanksgiving Day in the USA. Big day! So many memories of long ago family & friend’s gatherings…do I miss them? Miss them?

Not really. At this stage of my steady life in the Presence of my Father? I really do not miss anything from the past.
I have become perfectly content and satisfied in whatever state I am at any time.

Be it a day for others to celebrate or a regular day of the week for me, those are all the days that my Father has made.

Thus, I rejoice and I am glad and thankful for each one of my days be those of glee or gloom!

So, on this BIG day for the USA, I rejoice and I am glad that my Yah has given me one more day to worship & praise Him for He is worthy of both.

Thursday, November 26, 2015 at 2:50 pm
Well, my Father, it looks like this is another day without much of an indication that things are working out for the better. There seems to be no change whatsoever.

Of course, the day is just beginning in the USA. Perhaps I’ll hear from somebody later on. In the meantime, maybe I’ll work in the next book? Maybe.

The hours, the days, the weeks, the months and even the years, flash by us with an immense velocity. What are we doing?
We are doing the same thing that we did yesterday and the day before and the week and month and even the same thing that we did last year.

Yes, there are the usual changes, still, those changes are the same changes that come to pass as the norm of our lives. Same thing. Over and over again and again just as simple & plain, will it ever end?

Thursday, November 26, 2015 at 7:41 pm
Most definitely, it will all end in due time. Funny thing! After I wrote the last sentence above, I went to bed and slept until my mobile rang. Ahmad at my door. Got up. Opened the door.

Ahmad loaded hands with food and a bag of fruit comes in. I take the bag and motion him to set the food on the table. He visits for a bit. I give him some oregano for wife to make him a brew to alleviate his chest congestion. He leaves.

I am in front of my computer screen looking at the pictures that I was working on before I went to sleep. I begin to finagle them around until I came up with my favorite Aqaba photo behind my passport picture for a background to use in whatever would be the occasion. I save it.

Then, automatically I wrote, Aqaba Behind Still In My Heart & Mind…Hmmm? What am I thinking, my Father? Suddenly, I realized it! The last paragraph I wrote before I fell asleep,

Yes, there are the usual changes, still, those changes are the same changes that come to pass as the norm of our lives. Same thing. Over and over again and again just as simple & plain, will it ever end?

Wow! Will it ever end? The answer to such question? Most definitely, it will all end in due time.

Ah! In due time it will all end in Aqaba, Jordan. What? Why on earth have I come up with such left field statement?

Beats me! Even so, from ancient times it has been prophesied that this region of Aqaba and Petra have been reserved by our Creator to be our home while His wrath is dealt to the rest of the corrupt world. Go figure it! I already did by the power of love from on high.

For I came to Aqaba in 2009 and fell in love with it. I felt like ‘I am home’! Why? I didn’t exactly know, and it sort of bothered me for a while. Why did it bother me to feel like Aqaba was my home?

Duh! To this moment of time, I hear from everybody that comes to visit Jerusalem, “O, I feel I have come home!” But me? I had no such sentiment.

In fact, all I could feel during my few weeks there was, the trampling of my being. So, Father enlightened me about what is going on in Jerusalem and why?

Of course, this enlightening does not make me an expert on these matters in this part of the world, only it has avail me to understand the reason why I am here.

For one reason, I am here for Father’s purpose to teach me the truth about Himself and His ways. Thus, little by little Father has chosen to reveal to me certain things as they fit the circumstances that Father develops for me.

Therefore, I am not any longer concerned about what other people feels or thinks about this matter of Jerusalem.

In addition, it no longer bothers me to hear such exclamations about Jerusalem from the visitors as well as from the people that comes from Jerusalem but live in Aqaba out of Jerusalem for political reasons.

All of them, with the least provocation exclaim, “Jerusalem—my Land!” “Jerusalem! Jerusalem! Jerusalem!” All of them? Mostly, unhappy and discontent beings living out of Jerusalem.

Me? I only see the problem. Problem? Yes, the people love Jerusalem instead of loving the One that created Jerusalem along the whole Universe! How sad! What a tragedy!

There you have the paradigm of the human conflict. For it is not just Jerusalem that people love ahead of the Creator. Indeed! The loves of the people are countless.

Idolatry? Few are the ones that like myself have thrown away the idols of our choice and set ourselves out to follow the Master. But what of that? Have we chosen to follow the Master out of our own goodness?

Ha! There is absolutely nothing good within my human nature. The sins of my past idolatrous life are not a secret.

Yet, Father has chosen to show the people what by nature I was and what I have become by the power of His love from on high.

But why am I bringing this matter to the surface again? Am I still depressed, angry, hurt and perplexed under the heavy hand of the rejection from the society of mankind? Nay! None of that.

Instead, I am bringing this matter to the surface again because that is how the Master wants to conclude His reasoning with His children.

For even when we are counted as a few in comparison to the world’s population, we are, by far a great crowd of witnesses for the Master to avail the whole of the human race. As it’s written in many passages of the Scriptures as well as in Hebrews 12:1-29. May you read the whole passage, I am only quoting the first couple of verses,

THEREFORE THEN, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses who have borne testimony to the Truth, let us strip off and throw aside every encumbrance (unnecessary weight) and that sin which so readily (deftly and cleverly) clings to and entangles us, (the sin of unbelief as in previous chapter) and let us run with patient endurance and steady and active persistence the appointed course of the race that is set before us, looking away from all that will distract to Yahushua, Who is the Leader and the Source of our faith—giving the first incentive for our belief and is also its Finisher—bringing it to maturity and perfection.

By far, I am not depressed, angry, hurt and perplexed under the heavy hand of the rejection from the society of mankind as it was thought of me to be for most of my life.

Indeed! I have never been in such condition as it was programmed in my own mind that it was so. For, what is this thing of depression, anger, hurt and perplexity under the heavy hand of the rejection from the society of mankind?

What is this thing that makes us gifted individuals a sort of experimental grounds for the medical society?

This thing is nothing else but a plot from Satan himself to destroy and annihilate our presence on these earthly grounds.

For we are a threat to the god of this world. Why? Because we are the instruments in the hands of our Master Creator of our beings to rescue His children from the grip of the monster that controls this world. Make no mistake about it.

Again, I do not speak on my own terms. The whole matter is clearly written down and needs not any interpretation from yours truly or any other human being. Let us quit ignoring these things and claiming lack of understanding of the written words. It’s clearly written,

1 Corinthians 1:10-31
But I urge and entreat you, brethren, by the name of our Master Yahushua Messiah, that all of you be in perfect harmony and full agreement in what you say, and that there be no dissensions or factions or divisions among you, but that you be perfectly united in your common understanding and in your opinions and judgments.
For it has been made clear to me, my brethren, by those of Chloe’s household, that there are contentions and wrangling and factions among you. What I mean is this, that each one of you either says, I belong to Shaul (Paul), or I belong to Apollos, or I belong to Cephas (Peter), or I belong to Messiah.
Is he Messiah divided into parts? Was Shaul (Paul) crucified on behalf of you? Or were you baptized into the name of Shaul (Paul)?
I thank my Master that I did not baptize any of you except Crispus and Gaius, lest anyone should say that I baptized in my own name. Yes I did baptize the household of Stephanas also. More than these, I do not remember that I baptized anyone.
For Yahushua Messiah sent me out not to baptize but to evangelize by preaching or sharing the glad tidings—the Gospel or Good News, and that not with verbal eloquence, lest the stake of Messiah should be deprived of force and emptied of its power and rendered vain (fruitless, void of value, and of no effect).
For the story and message of the stake is sheer absurdity and folly to those who are perishing and on their way to perdition, but to us who are being saved it is the manifestation of the power of our Maker.
For it is written, I will baffle and render useless and destroy the learning of the learned and the philosophy of the philosophers and the cleverness of the clever and the discernment of the discerning; I will frustrate and nullify them and bring them to nothing.
Where is the wise man—the philosopher? Where is the scribe—the scholar? Where is the investigator—the logician, the debater of this present time and age? Has not our Maker shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?
For when the world with all its earthly wisdom failed to perceive and recognize and know our Maker by means of its own philosophy, our Maker in His wisdom was pleased through the foolishness of preaching deliverance, procured by Yahushua Messiah and to be had through Him, to save those who believed—who clung to and trusted in and relied on Him. For while Yehudites demandingly ask for signs and miracles and Greeks pursue philosophy and wisdom, we preach Yahushua Messiah impaled, preaching which to the Yehudites is a scandal and an offensive stumbling block that springs a snare or trap, and to the Gentiles it is absurd and utterly unphilosophical nonsense.

My Credentials Along The Rest Of Witnesses…

But to those who are called, whether Yehudite or Greek—Gentile), Yahushua Messiah is the Power of our Maker and the Wisdom of our Maker. This is because the foolish thing that has its source in our Maker is wiser than men, and the weak thing that springs from our Maker is stronger than men.
For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth. No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame. And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.
But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom our Maker made our Wisdom from our Maker, revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of deliverance previously hidden, manifesting itself as our Righteousness thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with our Master, and our Consecration making us pure and set apart, and our Redemption providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin. So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahushua Messiah.
1Corinthians 1:24-31

There you have it! No! I am NOT depressed, angry, hurt and perplexed under the heavy hand of the rejection from the society of mankind!

In addition, I am not bipolar nor schizophrenic at all! That was only the label that Satan saddle on me as Satan has done to many of our Father’s children!

Instead, now, with gusto I can sing,
It is joy inexplicable and full of glee
And the half has never yet been told!

Yes! Indeed! Soon that song shall be sang by all of us in the Oneness with the Spirit of our Father/Creator of our beings! Thus shall it be by the power of love from on high! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other, reaching the hearts & minds of my Father’s beloved children! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher

It is my hope for the beauty of that Loving Spirit that inspired these words to catch & hold the reader’s interest from the beginning of this writing to the end!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia