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Do Not Allow Other People’s Hurtful Words To Dull Your Shine …?

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Easily Said Than Done …?

I Know …

It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:31 am. What do I know? The things that I have tried to accomplish in the past to no avail. Now I can discern, I can appreciate the well meaning of words telling me to do one thing or the other to overcome my hurt feelings. The truth? The hurt persists whether I let affect me or not. It is not that easy to do what you wish to do when it comes to feelings among human beings. But!

The Reality? It’s Simple & Easy …?

Only we humans love to complicate matters in the guise of reasonable deductions from all visible matters. But, nothing is like it seems to be. There are no reasonable anything when it comes to the bottom of everything we can see & touch & feel.

Ha! I Sure Sound Like I Am a Troublemaker, Don’t I? …

Maybe I am. Maybe I am not! Let’s have some fun with these dilemmas of mine, shall we? To begin with let’s not forget that I have been in existence for the long 84 years since my birth. It’s now Saturday, September 23, 2023, at 8:19 pm. Sleepy. Head for bed.

  • Up on Sunday, September 24, 2023, at 2:04 am.
  • Wondering again on what I am to do?
  • Should I drink coffee with sugar?
  • How can I relate or express myself without condescending or bias of any kind?
  • How am to reconcile the ambiguity in the Scriptures?
  • How can I ignore my concerns about money & the waste of supplies?

Ha! The Boogeyman Is After Me …!

Boogeyman otherwise considered to be my fearful concerns or unnecessary worries. Guess what? Just yesterday I bumped into Hebrews 13:5-6. Isn’t that amazing? I got the answer before all those fearful concerns on waking up a little while ago.

Quote:

(5)  Let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money [including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions] and be satisfied with your present [circumstances and with what you have]; for He [God] Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. [I will] not, [I will] not, [I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let [you] down (relax My hold on you)! [Assuredly not!] [Jos_1:5]

(6)  So we take comfort and are encouraged and confidently and boldly say, The Lord is my Helper; I will not be seized with alarm [I will not fear or dread or be terrified]. What can man do to me? [Psa_27:1; Psa_118:6]

O! But O Me! No Wonder Why? Why What? …

No wonder why my precious children worry about me. No wonder they handle me with ‘kid gloves’ never knowing what’s going to upset my apricot. Bless our hearts. But guess what again? Things are changing for the best like magic. Just now? I done forgot all those fearful concerns on my waking up a while ago. Silly me! Ah! My drink, I guess I’ll include the teaspoon of instant coffee & white sugar fearless of all said about the no nos of sugar & coffee. Good choice! Unto the task.

Allow Myself to Indulge in Nostalgia From Time To Time …?

From time to time? Ha! I do it most of the time every single day, that’s for sure. That’s part of what keeps me on top of that ‘Boogeyman’ daily poking me! But reminiscing on those beautiful moments helps me to keep hope alive and believe in life’s great possibilities ahead of me. Especially when the echo of those lovely words reverberate from within my being.

Quote:

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!” end of quote.

Indeed! I Fear Not! …

It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 12:34 am, I am up in excruciating pain, drinking a coffee mixture hoping for relief. I have no idea what has triggered this pain but the thoughts of Covid-19 have been knocking in my mind. What would happen if I could be infected? Would I be forced to take the vaccine? What would happen if I refused to take that dreadful vaccine? Would I die and my children curse my Beloved Master?

  • Ha! What’s the matter with me?
  • I will not die!
  • Get up!
  • Drink water, you are dehydrated.
  • Fix yourself the coffee mixture even if you haven’t done that for a long time because it had ceased to work.
  • Guess what?

Now I Just Realized Why the Drink Ceased to Work …?

Yes, all things are fitting together as if by magic. That coffee mixture had become a routine for me even when the migraines had stopped troubling me, but I thought. I don’t know what I thought, maybe I thought I had discovered the sure cure for migraines and for pain in general. Silly me!

  • Even so, that lovely voice within my being warned me a long time ago not to get stuck in doing things because those things had worked before.
  • It warned me how the practical routines practiced at rampart were leading people into spiritual stagnation.
  • Those routines were the chains strangling the unsuspecting human beings.

Wow! Indeed! All Things Are Fitting Together As If By Magic …?

No kidding! The best part? I am to be still, to wait, to write & publish all inspired words at any moment as I observe it all developing in the midst of my present living setup. Ha! Guess what again.

  • Big smile brightens up my face even when I am not looking in the mirror, but!
  • The pain has subsided as well as all those dreadful thoughts.

What Does It All Mean? …

It all means I am not deluded nor mentally ill. It means I am perfectly set up for the Almighty Creator & Master of my being to fulfill His purpose for my life, but! By no means this setup is a garden of roses just for me to enjoy. Rather, this setup is a garden of roses with the thorns to prick me anytime I stick my hand to mess in the bush. Thank goodness I am finally learning how to handle my little rose bush gifted to me for Mother’s Day by my darling Roxana—what a gift!

Bless My Heart! What On Earth Am I Talking About …?

Well? I am so blessed to live under the loving care of Diana & Mike, but! It has taken 10 long months for me to begin to make sense of all happenings in that last 10 months since I arrived back to the USA. How is it all making sense on this Monday, September 25, 2023 as I struggled to take care of the miserable pain on waking up? Ah! That lovely voice again! It recalled John 16:19-33. Let me quote it for such passage of the Scriptures says it all quite clear.

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John 16:19-33

Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy.

A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me [you will need to ask Me no questions]. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]. [Exo_3:14]

Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from God.

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]. End of quote.

  • Yes, indeed! John 16:19-33 is coming to pass exactly as it is written.
  • The best part?
  • Reading like testimonies as mine, the elect shall begin the journey back home where they belong.
  • Hope. There is always hope!

Hey! It’s Raining! What A Good Sign! …?

It’s now Monday, September 25, 2023, at 3:27 am. Just as I decided to end the post I heard the sound of copious rain. Wow! It has been quite dry & hot for the last few days. In a way so it has been for us three, Diana, Mike, and me. Isn’t significant how the rain is falling on this moment of my appreciation of the happenings in our midst? Magic! Isn’t it? Bless my heart!

Until the next post, lov, thia.

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I Am Grateful For This Life …

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I Embrace The Power Of Inner Stillness …

I Bravely Step Into The Unknown …

Yes, those three headings came today in the Daily Motivation I have finally subscribed to. Why did I subscribe to this Community Family. Simply, I have secretly lived my life guided by mysterious messages that come to me in dreams & visions, in the meaning of numbers & the clouds & birds & flowers, and many other unsuspecting ways, like this email from daily motivation that appeared in my inbox a while ago. Then it stopped. But I remember how appropriate came the answers to whatever I needed guidance at the moment. So? I searched. I found it and subscribed least for now.

Now What? The Unknown …?

The Unknown now claimed to be known. Not so. Indeed! I am prepared to meet the Master Redeemer of my soul. I am not just saying this out of human knowledge and wisdom. For I do have enough knowledge to see the possibility that in 7 days The Abomination That Makes Desolate of Matthew 24, could be set up, but! O there is that but of mine. Why?

  • O well because of that lovely all powerful secret Guide of mine. He has never failed me, nor will He ever do, of that, I am sure. Therefore, I walk into the unknown fearless and confident at the sound of that lovely voice.
  • Yes, The Abomination That Makes Desolate has been knocking at our door for centuries with the warning many claim to know when and how it is to happen.
  • It is now Friday, September 15, 2023, at 8:54 pm. It has been a day! But I am tired, frustrated, and? Sleepy I guess for I am not comfortable at all! Heading for bed.

Learning To Walk Physically Alone …?

In the daytime among human beings? Alone. At nighttime, walking on a road aside a dangerous cliff, alone. Where did everybody go? They were with me at first but now they have disappeared. I am lost. Where am I going?

I Woke Up. Have I? …

Honestly, sometimes I don’t know whether I am awake or still sleeping. I just laid there for a moment. I begin to put things together. The question, Where are You, my Beloved? Silence. I struggle to get up. Is it all an illusion? What in heavens name is for real?

“You are not alone My Beloved thiaBasilia. I am with you whether you feel or sense My Presence. I am not an illusion or a figment of your imagination. I am your reality. I am with you whether I am far or near. I am always with you. Wake up! I am giving you the power to walk alone into the unknown that only I know. Fear not!”

And So? In Rain Or Shine I Walk Alone Yet …?

I am not alone. Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don’t. What is this thing we call feelings? Ha! So much written unwritten in fancy paper even in stones both ways to be torn or broken up. Do I sound quite pompous and resentful. That’s because I am. But why deny or defend myself? Because it is of no use. The truth needs not my defense. The TRUTH is the Advocate that set me free.

I Am Free! Empowered To Walk Alone But! …

I am no longer lost on a road going nowhere. Sunday, September 17, 2023, at 7:17 am. At this point in my anew, afresh, recreated life I refuse to memorize any technique or routine to live in the human concept of happiness and peace and freedom. I heartly embrace the leading & guidance of that lovely voice within my being. Phew! THAT’S TRUE FREEDOM! Not a learned practice, only the outcome of my submission to the only Being worthy of my submission & obedience as it’s promised.

Blessings for Obedience …

Read it in your own Bible, it’s written in Deuteronomy 28:1-14

Now, Why Are We So Heck Up To Claim & Proclaim “Time and Money Freedom” …?

The struggle to make choices that empower one to BE, DO, HAVE and GIVE more than what one now has is now rampart the thing is driving thousands of enchanted souls. It baffles me but I am not surprised at all. I been there, I done that.

Am I Now Disenchanted? Thank Goodness I AM! …?

I’m crazy, ain’t I? But it feels SO good! To be empowered with wisdom from on high. No kidding! Perhaps someone in my closest circle is bound to exclaim, “it’s about time!” that’s because they have no conception yet of Who is and has been teaching/leading me all the time from before my birth until my eternity comes into view.

Anyhow? Again, The Thing Is I Now Have Time And Money Freedom Without Any Struggle Of My Own …?

For true, I have Time And Money Freedom all the time beyond my wildest imagination. But I have no foot to stand on should judge or criticize both the leaders or the followers of the ‘millionaire’s dream’ for I was there not too long ago chasing the mighty Dollar.

Of Course, That’s What Is Now Call ‘Blocks To Super Abundance’ …

Indeed! The best part of the deal? The huge discount if I am willing to give 1 hour a week listening to the lesson to overcome such ‘blocks’ and only 10 minutes per day repeating the ‘confirmation’ to instill time & money freedom into one’s mind. And to think how willing I then was? It kind of makes me …O well! I don’t know whether it makes me laugh or cry for shame. I choose to laugh, there is nothing to be ashamed about.

  • My thought? Yahushua’s laughter rings in the heavens!
  • And just for that? I stuck a delicious Godiva chocolate in my mouth.
  • Ah! But I thought I was not doing chocolates anymore.
  • Ha! Ain’t I entitled to change my mind as it fits the time?
  • I’ll take a break, it’s now Tuesday, September 19, 2023, at 5:27 pm. Tea time.

Leaving The Beauty Of Autumn …

Looking up to the promised abundance of a summer soon to emerge to consume my entirety humanity. My humanity or my past that still lingers while my physical existence on these earthly grounds as those grounds exist now.

He Carried Me All the Way To The Moment And Beyond …?

What can I say? It’s the odyssey of my life—the saga I am now to portray in the positive aspect of it all. Here we go, humor instead of anger or regret is to be my motto from now until forever. No kidding it’s so much fun to laugh at this life’s stumbling blocks in the road to my eternal destination. Laughter! It makes all troubles flee away like beaten dogs with their tails between the legs.

Funny Thing? …

That’s it for the introduction to this stretch of my journey unto forever joy and peace shall reign under the loving care of the One Who has turned out to be, my Father as well as my Husband as per Isaiah 54. Funny thing? Yes, He is my Father as well as my Husband but! So, He is for you reading these unusual lines that seem crazy to be. Even so, no feelings of jealousy or anything like that, instead?

  • The super admiration for the One Who honors me to be that especial one to comfort Him with my submission and obedience to His will. Amen.

Until the next crazy post on Covid 19 or 20 or who knows?  Lov, thia

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Experience Not Theoretically …?

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What Am I Babbling About Now …?

I Don’t Babble Anymore. I Express my Experience with Wit & Candor …?

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note on Friday, September 8, 2023, at 7:14 pm. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why? Good reasons:

  • I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment.
  • I can easily find out I am not alone.
  • For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore.

Am I Deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for. …

Okay! Let Me Go On With My Saga …

Observing My Own Self. It is now Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 2:01 am. O But That I Would Have Hearken To the ten Commandments most humans know or have heard about. That’s where my mind keeps reverting to. Even so, here lately I have concluded to quit lamenting about it, why?

  • Because by a supernatural power I am now keeping those commandments thus receiving the benefits of doing so.

What’s The Use Of Lamenting Without Action? …

Again, as I have stated before, on this day I aim to summarize a recreated life for the human mind ingrained on me. It all boils down to living by the 1st and most important of the Ten Commandments as well as by the 2nd likened to the 1st.

Here Is Something That Is Palpable In Sight …?

Quote:

It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of My creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

Keeping Up With My Daily Living …?

Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 6:44 am. I’m sleepy but I wish to stay awake to finish the graphics and take care of whatever develops today. Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 8:30 pm, time to try the bed.

The Unknown Things Of Eternal Value …?

Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

  • Entering into the unknown things of eternal value.

I Refuse To Despair …

Friday, September 1, 2023, at 3:43 am. Slept on and off since 9 pm last night. I am up now starting this month still itching like crazy, even so? I refuse to despair. My inner voice is persistent with “fear not!” Love, good at the end shall prevail. Friday, September 1, 2023, at 9:23 pm, heading for bed but I am not sleepy. Slept until 1:55 am on the new day.

No More Or Limited Scriptural Quotes …?

Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 3:03 am. 1st 7th Day of Rest on the 9th month in 2023—a new day of rest for the people of the Almighty Creator commonly known as ‘God’. Therefore, His Holy Spirit says in Hebrews 3:7-19. (Just a reference. The quotes are a thing of my past writings. Is time to relate the tall tales that tell the truth in the saga of my life.)

The Confusion About Nutrition …

Where does it stem from? Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I have been searching how to fight my affliction. I was led to a site instructing me to eat exactly what other sites tell me to avoid. Phew! Fixed me my delicious black beans soup. I sure hope to win this war from now on. One thing they all agree on is to stay away from sugar. On that I am making progress.

  • The biggest conquest is my cravings for chocolates and chocolate desserts.

About The Rubbish Both In My Mind And In The House …?

Monday, September 4, 2023, at 3:40 am. It is time again to get rid of rubbish both in my mind and in the house. Fear not! Onward! Upward! On with the saga of my life. Had labor day brunch at Diana’s. at the end I came back home because I didn’t feel good. Slept. Frustrated creating free blog for autobiography.

Keeping a record of my time:

  • Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 6:40 am. Ready for whatever this day brings. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 7:25 pm. Pc off, no internet. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 10:29 pm. I finally went to bed. Slept.
  • Wednesday, September 6, 2023, at 5:32 am. Been up for a couple hours composing and replying to Denise with the contents of the next post. Will fix breakfast now. The Net quit again. Will turn off to see if that helps.
  • Thursday, September 7, 2023, at 2:14 am. This was a day of reckoning. Ending with quite stark realizations again.

Reflecting …

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why?

  • Because I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment;
  • I can easily find out I am not alone. For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore. My citizenship is the heavens.

Am I deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for.

O well! The wanting? …

Something I have to deal with constantly. Nevertheless, I now control them not them control me. This Saturday, September 9, 2023, at 9:18 am I came upon the Daily Motivation for Saturday September-9-2023.

Quote:

  • You are overcoming your trauma triggers.
  • You are on a path of deep healing.
  • Some days will be harder than others, but you must keep going.
  • Do not let your past life keep you from embracing joy in the present.
  • Bigger blessings are coming your way.
  • Everything is okay now.
  • Life is about to give you what you have been wishing for.
  • You’re being guided to where you are meant to be.
  • It’s your turn to celebrate and get excited again.

A New Season Is Here …?

I feel more grateful each day. I embrace the sweetness of life. I am okay with imperfection. I am falling in love with my life again. I am reconnecting with my truth. I am singing again despite my belly ache plus breaking my gifted jar of lemon-fig preserve. I am tempted to say “I got up on the wrong side of the bed as my father used to say when someone woke up crossed. But I caught myself and began to sing:

I’m so happy as I travel, traveling with an angel band.

And I’m living so my life for Yahushua to shine!!!

  • Must continue on waking up.
  • I slept for a few hours.

There Is No Such Thing As Learning To Love …

Or, is there such a thing? Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 9:40 pm. Sleepy. Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 12:48 am. I am up. Reflecting. What’s this thing about learning to love myself? I do understand to love myself is the 2nd most important of the commandments but it’s only half of it as it is written.

  • I can’t undo the past events, experiences, and moments of darkness that changed me from what I meant to be.
  • I do not “like” who I am in the eyes of this world right now.
  • But I still have to “love” myself to change myself for the better.

Funny! I Have Been Swimming Against The Current All My Years …?

No problem. The Master Creator of my being has let me know that I have a strong connection with Him. I am fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of His Presence within me.

Ha perhaps Your response is in the meaning of the number 37.

Quote:

Back to the number 37. Modified quote by My Spirit within you.

What Does It Mean When you Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help, flow with your situation.
  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?

Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

I am aware of your frustrations.

But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

There is nothing I can deny to you.

I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

Your children as well shall do the same.

Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

You are now playing in My Major League.

My highest Royalty in Authority.

The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

Just the same.

Governing Order and Rulership.

A perfect governmental foundation.

Your Jubilee.

Your Liberation From Oppression.

Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

A burst of joy in your heart you get.

Onward My precious child!

I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Indeed! The Shocking Facts To Me …?

  1. As of now, 40% of the victims have not been identified.
  2. The master mind of the plan to blow up the towers have been caught but not yet try.
  3. This man’s statement, his reason beyond his criminal actions.

Amazing! Talking About The Decline Of The Age …?

Even so? No comment. My whole being is set on solid grounds. I am no longer searching for answers. It is futile. The Master Creator of everything in existence has all the answers. So what? Accept. Submit.

  • I have gone that route.
  • I have been faithful to Him.
  • What did I get?
  • The shaft!
  • NO THANKS!!!
  • Don’t even mention such words to me.
  • I have come to love myself & others unconditionally!!!

Wow! A Burning Flame Of Repressed Anger!

Rampart, unrecognized anger. The kind of anger that isolates one to their own conclusions & beliefs, and? The worst: the root of the great ‘fallen away’. It’s now Tuesday, September 12, 2023, at 11:35 am. I choose to withhold my comment. I need to wait. Will resume my reading for now, perhaps I fall asleep.

  • I have been sensing such anger in most souls of my acquaintance claiming unconditional love but I could not putt it together until now by the way things are developing.
  • First the burst of anger. Then?
  • The reasonable explanation about what is conceived as ‘unconditional love’.

Quote:

As far as unconditional love, I don’t need you to love me back, or to understand, and respect me for me to love you. If there isn’t balance and reciprocation, then the actual physical relationship, may become nonexistent, but the unconditional love still remains.

And each of us must work out what it is that we’re willing to do or who we’re willing to be in a relationship with based upon this balance. But if I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone because I’m not in alignment with them, it does not mean that I don’t unconditionally love them. Because unconditional love cannot be earned. It’s simply means that I’m gonna go my Way and that person is going to go to their way but the respect and love remains. End of quote.

Can We Really Be Free & Complete Without …?

Without the primordial need to be loved back? I am beginning to realize it cannot be done. And that is for a good reason. We were created to be loved so that we can love in return. Well? Here comes the biggie!

  • I am not ashamed of who or how I am.
  • As of this moment I no longer fear the awful predicament of not fitting in.
  • Why should I struggle to fit in any or all situations that come my way?
  • Why should I demand of myself to fit in or choose retreat from socializing?
  • What is worst, why should I miss an opportunity to mend the broken threads of my dysfunctional former family?
  • It does not make sense to tell the truth.

I Need To Face The Matter, That’s For Sure …?

No matter what, when, or how things were or things are, for me? I need to face the fact that I am not fighting against flesh & blood. I am fighting against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere as in Ephesians 6:10-20.

  • I have not forgotten the Scriptures.
  • Only, here lately I have been convicted of my misinterpretation of such words. Naturally, I have stopped quoting them, but as of the moment I see the necessity to quote the fallacy of my former interpretation.

My Idea To Apply The Written Words To Live By …?

I was determined to be strong in my concept or my belief in the Savior of our souls. O but how ridiculous I see my former beliefs & practices. Good thing that as of lately the Master Redemer of my being has absolved me. Therefore, I am ready now to tell on me. What a relief!

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Ephesians 6:10-20

(10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

(11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

  • Every morning I would get up and read those verses without fail for that was my idea to be ‘strong in the Lord’ as well as ‘Putting on God’s whole armor’.
  • Ha! Ha! It reminds me of little Steven—my precious son. I got a note from his 1st grade teacher informing me that Steven was not turning in his homework.
  • I was puzzled because every day I would ask him about doing his homework, his answer, “I did it in school!” and off he would run to resume his playing in the street without a care in this world.
  • So, I headed to school to talk to his teacher.
  • What? The teacher would write on the blackboard what the children had to do for their homework and would prompt the children to write it down so they could remember what to do.
  • Of course, my boy faithfully complied to do what he thought to be his homework. Bless his heart and mine!

Once I Faithfully Claimed The First Two Verses …?

No doubt about it, I was convinced that I was not wrestling with flesh and blood but I was dressed with the Lord’s armor, enabling me to resist and stand my ground on the evil day. This routine went on and on for many days that turned into weeks, months, even years until? My Beloved Master put stop to it.

  • Well? O well! My Master’s wisdom to keep a lid on his plan for my life in His mind.
  • Wednesday, September 13, 2023, at 5:03 am.
  • Break time, time to discover what’s beyond my Master’s wisdom. Last night was a breakthrough in the line of mysteries.

Acceptance. Submission. Discernment. Love …?

Tall, tall words to utter them flippantly. So much written on them words. So much done about them, and? It has all been practically in vain! Our lives like the novels I read have plot twists too. The only results?

Frustration. Confusion. Corruption. The worst? Further rebellion. Suppressed Anger. Denial …?

Even when we choose to only look to that elusive goodness, we in vain pursue. Hey! Where are you, my brother, my sister, my friend, my mother as well as my father? And for goodness sake, Where are you, Almighty Creator of everything in existence? By the way, where am I?

Hopefully, I hope. Hope. There is always hope! Thank goodness!

There is the beauty of the sunset of the age to hope for …

Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

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It’s Time For My Tall Tales …?

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A Long Time Ago …?

That Was The Time …

That was the time I was humbled but not humiliated.  For me anyhow when there was only phone support to solve my forever computer problems were needed. The techs for the most from India, most patient and quite knowledgeable. This specific time, the blessed tech asked me to read to him the apps I had installed in the Programs feature, I started with the ‘a’ for apple until I got to the ‘n’ ‘e’ ‘s’ …=”nescafe” I pronounced. “I never hear of that app” says the blessed tech, spell it for me again” I said, ‘n’ for no, ‘e for eye’ ‘s for sam’ ‘c’ for cat ‘p’ for Peter ‘e’ for eye= NETSCAPE! Exclaimed the tech with a chuckle.

I used to thank them for their patience but they inevitable would respond, “no it is us to thank you, you are teaching us a lot!”

Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 9:45 pm. Bed. Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I

Your Site Is Ancient …?

What? I just perfected my use of boxes, how dare you call my site ‘ancient’?! “Why don’t you download Joomla?” “What on earth is that?” I exclaimed quite peeved with the young punk. “Joomla! is a free and open-source content management system (CMS) for publishing web content. Download it, you will see.” He told me. Mercy me!

CMS stands for open-source content management system, something I had never heard of, bless my heart! Talking about ‘ancient’ to say the least. O well! I downloaded Joomla but I could not make it out, but? Somehow I had discover Wilks Community College offering free continuing education for seniors, of course I enrolled. Needless to say, I discovered the famous WordPress.com and? I have been hooked since.

Regardless, for the life of me I can’t remember how I got into the Internet even before I enrolled in Wilks. I do remember creating websites with Frontpage.com. also, I remember how the techs practically did my menu bar. Only thing I made the mistake of checking the ‘update automatically’ thus I have not been able to find out when I created those so unique sites about my autobiography but, I can still pull and enjoy my humble beginning building websites.

file:///G:/Wanted%20files/My%20Web%20Sites/my%20site2/chapter1.htm

This link only works for me, but I am diligently working on making those writings available to others. Will see.

Embracing Discernment Without Condemning Others …

Perhaps that is what now is called ‘unconditional love’. Perhaps. Still, no need to argue. No need to prove myself as well as others right or wrong. No need to defend the Almighty Creator of everything in existence.

And the biggest? No need to be incensed with anger however justified such anger could be. Only need for me is to let go. Fear not! I am not alone; I am not abandoned. I never have been. I never shall be!

How blessed I am despite my fat ankles, my faulty hearing, my expensive loose dentures & equally expensive eyeglasses that don’t stay in place, plus looking at my hanging belly in the mirror as I disrobe to ready myself to the shower; and running to the toilet like in a marathon. Let alone my inability to follow instructions to take care of my concept of creating artistic beauty. And the infernal itch? And my painful back? And the lurking fears attempting to defeat me? O well! bless my heart.

I will just go on reminiscing about my tall tales that tell on me! Humor instead of anger is the motto to come out smelling like a rose to my own self. And the privilege to sing to my heart’s desire without disturbing the delicate human ears? Hahaha! HalleluYah! Whatever more could I want for? Lov, mom.

Diana says:

Yesterday, we ate out for our 44th wedding anniversary. The young waitress asked what our secret is. After thinking for a moment, I said, “Work”. She replied, “And love.”

Nope. It’s work. Daily working on yourself, your relationship, your goals, etc. Most anyone can love another to start with. The effort that it takes to keep that person as a life partner is the “secret”.

  • Right on the money I should say if it was indispensably to have my say.

O Well! Guess There Is No Cure For My Going On And On …

I guess as well is best for me to quit this unending drive to be what I am not supposed to be. Can you imagine that? I quit! Chilled out!

Until the next post, lov thia.

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Making Castles In The Air For A Bit …?

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A Day Of Surprises …?

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Indeed! A Day Of Surprises It Was …!

Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 5:00 pm. It has been a day of surprises and? In a way making castles in the air for a bit. This time? I thought of making those castles with Kay, all of a sudden!

I Saw The Snare …?

As I realized, I have not only time on my hands to do whatever I can do to help myself and by doing so, I can help Diana instead of hindering her. That’s my number 1 priority. Then? My 2nd best is to heed that inner voice leading me to sit still, to wait on my Heavenly Father.

Come And Reason With Our Father/Creator Not With Me …?

I am living the reality of my Father’s words spoken to me quite a few years back when I was uncertain about my Father’s presence in my life, “Father, where are You? I asked. Or maybe You are asking me such question? I sense that all that is happening right at this moment of time as it has been in the past, I sense that it’s all orchestrated by You to strengthen the bond between You and me, is that a fact my Father?”

“Yes, My child, such is the fact! I know how you feel and what you think about writing My words to you. I know that you wonder a lot of times whether you are writing your wishful thinking about what you would like for Me to answer to you, I know it, My child, I know it all!

“Because I know how you feel and what you think I am letting you live the reality of the words that I speak to you and you sense that such is what I am doing, yet you really are asking Me to re-assure the matter to you.

“My child, you are doing exactly as it is My desire for you to do; for it is not My desire that you set yourself up and stagnate in any of the stages of your life that I orchestrate for you.

“It is a fact in the realm of My Spirit that you are not to worry and plan further than today for your own self contrary of what the society of mankind demands! Thus, it’s written,

Quote:

Matthew 6:13-34

…. No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve your Creator and mammon (deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in).

Therefore, I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is life not greater in quality than food, and the body far above and more excellent than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? Ps. 39:5-7. And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin. Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these.

But if your Creator so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore, do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear? For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. End of quote.

  • …. then all these things taken together will be given you besides’. How true this matter turned out to be after 13 years of lacking even the bare necessities sometimes I now lack for nothing thanks to my Diana’s generosity.

Father’s Words continue:

O my Father! You are awesome! How can I express the courage & strength that You funnel into my being just at the right moment when I feel so alone & misunderstood by all of my concern? There are no words to express the matter! But the kingdom of our Father/Creator is not about words anyhow but about excellence of character as it’s written,

Quote:

1 Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of the Almighty consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul).

And so, I am going on and on and on until the kingdom comes, fearless and with such power as my Father injects in my being! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

No More Castles In The Air …?

My children, my friends, are doing their best for me and for them. No need to burden them with my foolishness. Besides? I must concentrate on doing the best for myself to strengthen the brethren as I am called to do.

Hey! Here Is A Riddle Before I Close This Post …?

The rumors about Yahushua’s death & resurrection have continued through the centuries. I have given much thought to the issue. Nothing is simple for the human mind, but! Has anyone thought of Shaul of Tarsus’ words,

Quote:

1 Corinthians 15:50-55

(50)  But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of God; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

(51)  Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of God). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed)

(52)  In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in Christ] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

(53)  For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

(54)  And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished forever) in and unto victory. [Isa_25:8]

(55)  O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting? [Hos_13:14]. End of Quote.

There Is The Answer To The Riddle …?

  • The rumors are false.
  • His body was not stolen or buried anywhere.
  • His body was changed, transformed into immortality as it is written above. Selah. Think calmly about that …
  • Bed: Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 8:09 pm.
  • Up: still on Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 11:51 pm.

Thinking. Thinking about it all …

How did I grow up with my eyes closed and my mouth shut? I must obey. I must sit still, watch. Wait for my Master to continue to manifest Himself to me. I don’t feel good at all, but I must ignore these distressful moments invading my space.

Of Course, That’s The Thing To Do! …

Monday, August 28, 2023, at 12:19 am. Another day. It’s Monday, the day to get rid of the week’s accumulation of rubbish both in the trash cans and in my soul. ‘Fear not!’ the voice proclaims within my being. I’ll head for bed. Perhaps sleep is what I need. My times are in Your hands. Twelve hours of sleep did the trick. No kidding! I feel on top of the world again ready for the next swirl down. O death, I am on to you.

Indeed! Those Hands Lead Me To The Left Or To The Right …

Monday, August 28, 2023, at 5:17 am. Victory! O death where is your sting? No way could you ever get a hold on me! The end of your devious hold has ended. The reality of my eternity is now in firm stand. No need to judge or condemn. Respect others as I wish them to respect me. So be it.

Until the next post, lov, thiaBasilia

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What Is Going On? Have I Lost My Touch? …

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I Wonder …?

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The Fearful Past. Where Did It Go …?

It turned into a steppingstone. Isn’t’ that amazing! Miracles are still in vogue, that’s a fact. I commented in one of my likes in an old post.

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2021? It’s now 8/26/2023. I find myself wondering why my visitors in the past no longer visit me. So? I began to check. I clicked! Wow! Why I did not interact with my visitors before? What a poem! What a soul! FEAR! But guess what? All in due time. Today? My time fearless I march nonetheless. Free to face the past with no regrets. Let go! Let that fearful past be the stone to step on to go higher and higher on the steps to that Heavenly Kingdom on earth not in heaven–on the way to the New Jerusalem … How soon? Who knows? It could be tomorrow or? Who Knows? By faith shall the just shall live still stands. Glad I clicked! lov, thiaBasilia. End of quote

  • Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 1:33 am.

And Then There Is Kally …?

My precious one, my Kally far away on a land totally out of my fertile imagination. Now precious Kally, go ahead and laugh at me and with me. Of course, I am drawn with super admiration of your endeavor to help others. But then? I come to the end of my reading. Wow! Thousands of likes and comments. What? Dear Kally, you tell me, “Your new website looks amazing! Looking forward to reading and inspiring more posts from you.” But Kally, you get thousands of likes & comments but me? Maybe one like never one single comment. What’s wrong with my site? Can you imagine that? Am I jealous? Nay, nay! It’s not jealousy at all! It’s enlightening!

No Need To Condemn Myself. No Room For Jealousy. …?

But there is ample opportunity to display the fear of the Master to promote the Wisdom from above I proclaim to possess. No kidding, Kally, the reverent fear and worship of the Master is the beginning and the principal and choice part of knowledge [its starting point and its essence]; but fools despise skillful and godly Wisdom, instruction, and discipline. (Psalms 111:10– Proverbs 1:7.)

 

Worldly Wisdom Is Bias …?

I make this statement without prejudice, merely as a product of my experience of worldly wisdom to deem me to act unwise when in fact, that was not the case. Most of my life I spent under the influence of worldly wisdom, but rather than wisdom I saw such wisdom as the fear of men.

The Fear Of Man? The Cause, the Effect Of All Evil Down On Us …?

Rules & regulations to contain the masses but not the privileged elite. Instead? The fear of the Master Creator of everything in existence including us human beings is the beginning of the higher Wisdom from above to cause, to affect all good descending upon us in due time, the perfect time unbeknown to us.

But Guess What? All Unbeknown Is Now Coming To Be Known …?

That’s the fact. I for one can speak as per the horse’s mouth. Indeed! Day by day. Moment by moment all my ‘unbeknownst’ are disappearing at the sound of the voice of the blessed gifted souls liken to Kally Tay’s to encourage rather than discourage.

What A Marvel! How Blessed We All Are …?

Blessed??? Am I nuts? How can I call blessed this infernal belly ache & itching driving me insane? Aha! Aha! But I rejoice in my infirmities counting them as nothing comparing with the soon revelation of my station in the glorious Kingdom soon to be established on the renewed earthly grounds. (2 Corinthians 12:9-10.)

  • No kidding, there is hope, there is always hope.
  • But if we see what we are hoping for then hope is no longer hope.
  • Selah! Calmly think about that.

One More Thing About Rules & Regulations …?

Today is supposed to be a day of fasting according to the rules & regulations of ancient times. Well? Thank goodness! I am free from such bondage! For a bondage it was bounded by the fear of man! But as I got the warning in the inbox yesterday, I found myself? Well, almost caught in the snare, but! That blessed inner voice reminding me to check Isaiah 58:4-14.

Quote:

Isaiah 58:4-14

(4)  [The facts are that] you fast only for strife and debate and to smite with the fist of wickedness. Fasting as you do today will not cause your voice to be heard on high.

(5)  Is such a fast as yours what I have chosen, a day for a man to humble himself with sorrow in his soul? [Is true fasting merely mechanical?] Is it only to bow down his head like a bulrush and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him [to indicate a condition of heart that he does not have]? Will you call this a fast and an acceptable day to the Lord?

(6)  [Rather] is not this the fast that I have chosen: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the bands of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every [enslaving] yoke? [Act_8:23]

(7)  Is it not to divide your bread with the hungry and bring the homeless poor into your house–when you see the naked, that you cover him, and that you hide not yourself from [the needs of] your own flesh and blood?

(8)  Then shall your light break forth like the morning, and your healing (your restoration and the power of a new life) shall spring forth speedily; your righteousness (your rightness, your justice, and your right relationship with God) shall go before you [conducting you to peace and prosperity], and the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. [Exo_14:19-20; Isa_52:12]

(9)  Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; you shall cry, and He will say, Here I am. If you take away from your midst yokes of oppression [wherever you find them], the finger pointed in scorn [toward the oppressed or the godly], and every form of false, harsh, unjust, and wicked speaking, [Exo_3:14]

(10)  And if you pour out that with which you sustain your own life for the hungry and satisfy the need of the afflicted, then shall your light rise in darkness, and your obscurity and gloom become like the noonday.

(11)  And the Lord shall guide you continually and satisfy you in drought and in dry places and make strong your bones. And you shall be like a watered garden and like a spring of water whose waters fail not. End of quote.

(12)  And your ancient ruins shall be rebuilt; you shall raise up the foundations of [buildings that have laid waste for] many generations; and you shall be called Repairer of the Breach, Restorer of Streets to Dwell In.

(13)  If you turn away your foot from [traveling unduly on] the Sabbath, from doing your own pleasure on My holy day, and call the Sabbath a [spiritual] delight, the holy day of the Lord honorable, and honor Him and it, not going your own way or seeking or finding your own pleasure or speaking with your own [idle] words,

(14)  Then will you delight yourself in the Lord, and I will make you to ride on the high places of the earth, and I will feed you with the heritage [promised for you] of Jacob your father; for the mouth of the Lord has spoken it. [Gen_27:28-29; Gen_28:13-15]. End of quote.

That’s now the way I live. And for the rules on how to keep the Sabbath? I hear:

Quote:

Hebrews 3:7-19

(7)  Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

(8)  Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

(9)  Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

(10)  And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

(11)  Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa_95:7-11]

(12)  [Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

(13)  But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

(14)  For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

(15)  Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered God against them]. [Psa_95:7-8]

(16)  For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

(17)  And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

(18)  And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

(19)  So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on God [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num_14:1-35]. End of quote.

The Best Part About The Situation …?

I discovered today that my Diana is not convinced that I am not at all the religious person that I used to be. What a discovery! The best part about it is that I did not explain much nor defend myself. Just joy and relief that I am no longer obligated to fit in in the world’s square.

No, I Am Not Unruly Doing My Own Thing …?

But it is a joy inexplicable and full of esteem to be submitted to that inner voice from the Master Creator of my being leading me in the way that I should go living in the future under His power and authority, in a perfect governmental foundation. And that is the completeness of my being. Complete: I want for nothing. (Well? Maybe a broil organic chicken or some fruit or one thing or the other for the simple reason that so that I am living in the ethereal world, let me face it, I am still a human being. Bless my heart!)

Until the next post. Lov, thia.

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Classes. Nobility. The Masses …?

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Instead Of Anger. Laughing At My Arrogant Ignorance? Humility Sure to Gain To sustain ….?

I’m Humbled Not Humiliated …

I will continue posting parts as my life harmonizes to share with all the simplicity of the creator’s ways.

Waiting. Watching. Caring …

What are the possibilities right now? Don’t ever agree to take a picture of yourself. The ugliness of distortion is, to say the least, terrifying! Why am I saying this first thing on waking up from a dream? Dreams: the most important thing to happen to ourselves as well as the most important detail about us all. For myself?

  • The cleansing results are just now coming into perfect lighting.

Into Another Day …

I am starting with a cup of coffee. Hopefully the results from the cleansing are not anything like it happened yesterday. Will see. What happened yesterday? Sleep became impossible when night came. I finally crashed in bed. Somehow the itching painful moment ceased. I fell asleep around 2 am. It’s now Friday, August 18, 2023, at 8:35 am. I feel pretty decent after the evil moment receded.

  • As of this moment?
  • I woke up a few minutes ago.
  • I wondered what to do under the circumstances.
  • It came to me to drink a cup of coffee, to wait a couple of hours before I put anything else into my mouth.
  • That’s the way to find out what coffee shall tell my body.

One of my Families in Jordan in the Middle East …

Adeeb Khoury, a heart of gold. I am so blessed to have holden that heart of gold. In return I joyfully gave him my own heart. I can still see that blessed smile to smooth off his gruffy face the minute I walked in Human Market. So proud to belong in his family by his choice. I am just now coming to terms with the fact that though he is gone I still see him in you, dear Human—his oldest son.

Mysterious Dream …?

This day has been preloaded in a strange dream last night. Who knows? Like reading in a book, a girl had sneaked into the library to send a series of emails to warn people of major disaster coming. Somehow, she is writing ashore a great body of water. There was a man fishing with a string fastened to a plain stick from a tree branch. Next scene she is fishing but she does not see that the string is gone. Bad omen: an incredible sound of an explosion as she sends the email. Somehow, she is back into the library sending the emails while the whole matter is stirring up people in all kinds of ways.

  • Who knows? Perhaps this dream is telling what is going on with my saga.
  • Glutton for punishment, starting off with a cup of coffee again.
  • Bless my heart.
  • I haven’t bothered to even search for meaning of the dream.
  • But the cleanse?
  • It remains a mystery to me yet.
  • Time shall tell.
  • It’s now Sunday, August 20, 2023, at 7:00 am.
  • Back to stomach cramps.
  • Not to worry.
  • Not too bad this time.
  • I’ll live, hopefully.
  • This is when faith avails.

My Intestinal System Is In Bad, Bad Shape …?

That’s why the cleansing is taking longer to work. My gut has been leaking into my blood causing me not only the miserable itching along cramps, painful muscles, et all. But I am so grateful to know exactly what’s the problem is, to have the strength to take care of it.

  • Thankfully, Diana is providing all the necessary staples to take care of the problem.
  • In the meantime?
  • I’ll occupy myself with the tall tales in the saga of my life.

Well? What Is Coming To Me …

To tell the ridiculous in my saga without any regrets for the tragic results due to the innate drive to do whatever I thought best to do despite any authority. Honest to goodness! I was convinced. I thought myself to be a natural! The truth? I have lots of tall tales to tell.

  • That’s what I’ll do.
  • I’ll tell on me.
  • Then I’ll tell on them related to me.
  • Especially my computer tales.
  • Those are the best, the humblest of them all.
  • Rude awakening when I discovered I was not a computer genius!

You Site Is Ancient …?

Download Joomla! O well! I’ll tell about that tale in the next post.

Until then …

 

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What’s The Deal With The Viral Posts …?

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The Emotional Upheaval Of The Times …


I Am Just A Watcher—An Observer …

A watcher, observer to record my experience of life both eternal as well as temporal life. I am not into any kind of religion, crusade, group or the likes at all! But the Truth of Life eternal or temporal has always fascinated me.

  • This is 6th day of the cleansing.

This Cleansing Is Working On My Mind As Well As My Body …?

I continue to be intrigued by the whole emotional spectrum of the world. It seems to me that the negative as well as the positive have reached its peak. Thinking about the numerous viral posts with thousands of emotional followers online on the subject of food, & drink, nutrition, health, rules, regulations and more, it came to mind to check what the Scriptures say about the matter.

Why the Scriptures? …

I am aware of the controverse about the Scriptures. It is not my intention to defend or condemn the Scriptures. My aim is simply to witness the impact the Scriptures have had within my being.  From the moment I first began to read the Scriptures in 1974 those words became alive to me. The way things began to happen it halted my reading them.

I Lost My Mind …

I was taken to the mental hospital. I was coerced to sign myself in, once I did, they injected a drug in me that knocked me down for 3 days. On waking up it was told that I might never recover my mind, but? Miraculously I was rushed out of that place as soon as I woke up. Unfortunately, I halted my reading of the Scriptures until supernatural things began to happen that prompted me to turn to my reading again.

My Life Was In Shambles …

At my wits end, I turned to the Scriptures. It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. Anyhow? After half a century experience of the Scripture it is time to share my experience for the honor and praise and to glorify the Author of those Scriptures Who I now recognize as my Father Who is in heaven.

Rendezvous With My Father Who Is In Heaven …

Otherwise, my experience of life and truth is as it written in Matthew 5:5: Blessed (happy, blithesome, joyous, spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in God’s favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the meek (the mild, patient, long-suffering), for they shall inherit the earth!

  • Also written in Psalms 37:23-24 The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Lord when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step]. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Lord grasps his hand in support and upholds him.
  • Psalms 37:29: [Then] the [consistently] righteous shall inherit the land and dwell upon it forever.

Regardless Of My Outward Conditions …

I am blessed. Of course, it is hard for me to believe that when my health is not up the par. Even though, I cannot deny the truth about my life for as I reflect it always comes the reminder of my Father’s providence. He has been faithful to inscribed within my heart His Word of promise as per the Scriptures.

My Future …?

I am keeping my mind set on the Creator or of my being or My Father Who Is In Heaven, but He send His only Son Master Yahushua to redeem me from the present life. In my future He tells me in more ways than one there shall be no more tears, no pain or sorrow. What bliss!

I Used To Believe. Now I Know Instead …

Indeed! I used to believe all sorts of things about God and myself but none of my beliefs avail me to change my lifestyle for the best. I kept living a productive worldly life abiding by the rules and regulations of my religion as was expected of me. Instead of belief, by experience I know now how to live a superior life far over the worldly life than I used live. I now live by the supernatural power of the laws of My Father Who Is In Heaven. I can’t emphasize this matter enough mainly for my own self.

So? The Scriptures Are Reliable …

As soon as I quit taking things out of content depending on my programed mind as well as the mind of my worldly leaders my life radically changed. But even my quitting was done out of conviction not by the power of my mind. What a difference has it made.

Wisdom To Discern Not To Condemn …

So? Let the emotional upheaval with thousands of followers & leaders go on and on, it is no longer my concern. I am only a watcher, an observer. I march along fearless, resolute to fulfill the purpose of my life in my Heavenly Father’s plan in His mind for me.

  • Yes, I am blessed to live an enviable life.

Until the next post.

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Family Matters On These Uncertain Days …?

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Personal Words From My Heavenly Father Come To Mind …

These words keep me going & going without fear regardless all adversities that come my way. Quoting a short excerpt from my repertoire,

  • “And in My appointed time I will act on your behalf; only do not speculate that my answer would be to satisfy the carnal self of mankind both within you and within all of your concern! But I will fulfill My promise to you to deliver and restore all your children—both your flesh & blood children and all the other children that I have given unto you including the families that have blessed you especially the newest families in this Land.” Isaiah 48.

Isaiah 41:9-16

  • You whom I [the Master] have taken from the ends of the earth and have called from the corners of it, and said to you, You are My servant–I have chosen you and not cast you off [even though you are exiled].
  • Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice. [Act_18:10]
  • Behold, all they who are enraged and inflamed against you shall be put to shame and confounded; they who strive against you shall be as nothing and shall perish.
  • You shall seek those who contend with you but shall not find them; they who war against you shall be as nothing, as nothing at all.
  • For I the Master your God hold your right hand; I am the Master, Who says to you, Fear not; I will help you!
  • Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I will help you, says the Master; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel.
  • Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.
  • You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

From my Heavenly Father:

  • Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, fear not. For I have already taught you the fact about feelings. Feelings are only fleeting emotions that come & go like the waves of the sea. Those feelings are temporary. They recede in due time. At times when negative & disturbing feelings recede you feel like a superwoman. But when those feeling surface again, you feel like a mere nothing, emotionally depleted & depressed.
  • How to handle such situation? By the power of My love from on high. My power of love sustains you whether you are up or down. Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, fear not. there is nothing to fear, for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Almighty Father/Creator of your being. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice.

On the rapture & more:

Wow! O my Father—O Father of mine? You really do speak to me at the most needed times. This is not my imagination at all, it does not matter what anyone chooses to label such a matter between You and me. You are a reality in my daily journey. It’s a pity to see my loved ones hanging on to their ways and concepts of good and evil; of right & wrong.

Regardless, there is hope. For You are working all things for our good. I have a vision of myself as a mother with arms of immense length arched and opened ready to embrace all of my children. Why? Because I have thought my loved ones were to come to Jordan to wait for Yahushua’s return as per the written words.

Quote:

Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.

Those written words were referring to Rachel. But before You sent me to Jordan You spoke to me in a dream. In that dream I was at the airport at the counter to get my papers approved to load the plane. I lifted my eyes above the counter. In huge letters I read aloud, “I am Rachel.”. I woke up.

O my Father—O Father of mine, You are an awesome Yah. The way You are working things out surely does fit with these words You repeatedly spoken to me during these last years in that region of the world. I had assumed that You were to do something like the famous rapture that lots of misguided souls are expecting but, again my suppositions and assumptions are proving to be wrong.

Why Am I Back In The USA? …

You send me back to be Your witness as per Acts 1:7-8.

Quote:

He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power.

But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.

So? How Does It All Fit Together …?

Well, You have guided me to reconsider Mathew 24. After the great tribulation there shall be a rapture. The trumpet shall sound in the four corners of the earth, we shall be raptured to meet the Master in the air but? He shall not lead us to Heaven instead heaven—the New Jerusalem shall come down to earth to establish Yahushua’s Kingdom.

Quote:

Revelation 21:2-8

(2)  And I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God, all arrayed like a bride beautified and adorned for her husband;

(3)  Then I heard a mighty voice from the throne and I perceived its distinct words, saying, See! The abode of God is with men, and He will live (encamp, tent) among them; and they shall be His people, and God shall personally be with them and be their God. [Eze_37:27]

(4)  God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more, neither shall there be anguish (sorrow and mourning) nor grief nor pain any more, for the old conditions and the former order of things have passed away. [Isa_25:8; Isa_35:10]

(5)  And He Who is seated on the throne said, See! I make all things new. Also He said, Record this, for these sayings are faithful (accurate, incorruptible, and trustworthy) and true (genuine). [Isa_43:19]

(6)  And He [further] said to me, It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I [Myself] will give water without price from the fountain (springs) of the water of Life. [Isa_55:1]

(7)  He who is victorious shall inherit all these things, and I will be God to him and he shall be My son.

(8)  But as for the cowards and the ignoble and the contemptible and the cravenly lacking in courage and the cowardly submissive, and as for the unbelieving and faithless, and as for the depraved and defiled with abominations, and as for murderers and the lewd and adulterous and the practicers of magic arts and the idolaters (those who give supreme devotion to anyone or anything other than God) and all liars (those who knowingly convey untruth by word or deed)–[all of these shall have] their part in the lake that blazes with fire and brimstone. This is the second death. [Isa_30:33]

Next? The Kingdom Is Established On The Earth Not In Heaven …

I see it now. That is the reason why I am back to the USA to reestablish my relationships and to be a witness of Yahushua’s presence within my being as per Acts 1:7-8 quoted above.

This Master Cleansing Is Already Clearing My Mind …?

And it’s only the 2nd day. Who knows what wonders I shall be posting as things develop in the next 8 days. Will post as things develop.

Love to all, thiaBasilia.