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What Do I, Do You, Do Us Do With Our Problems? …

November 29, 2023 2 Comments

Let’s See. My Problems? They Go Up High, Why? …

One Year Ago …?

One year ago, Jordan time, I left Amman, Jordan. I arrived at the airport in Mobile, AL some 22 hours later. I beheld the beautiful face smiling big time of my first-born child! Joy inexplicably flooded my heart. Determination but uncertainty in my mind. The onset for the rest of my days on this earth as it is now. What has transpired since then?

Problems, Solutions & Healing …?

For myself, what did I do with the problems? Sit still. Wait. Go with the ethereal flow. Of course, that took a while to get a hold of me. The result? Stated in the DM of today.

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Conclusion. Decisions …

Wednesday November 22, 2023

You’re about to make some important decisions in your life.
Stick to your core values.
Don’t let social norms make you doubt your worth.
You’re going to do well.
You have gained the wisdom and perspective to make the right decision.
You’ve got this. You have learned the lessons.
You have gone through the preparation phase.
You’ve already done the inner work.
Release the fears about messing things up.
You’re going to be on a new path.
You’re going to meet new people, make meaningful connections, and find the right opportunities.
Your Affirmations For Today:
I feel safe and secure.
I am becoming physically and mentally more healthy.
Am I making myself a priority? In a way, yes & no.
I am focusing on making small changes every day.
All of my problems are going upwards, higher …
To the only One Who can solve them all.
What a blessing!

The First Thing to Marvel About …?

Healing. The marvel of the restoration of our health, for me, the restoration of the wealth inherited from my father. It is a marvelous thing the way everything is developed. In reality, no human hand could have developed such a plan. What a marvel!

Memories …?

Sweets memories to cherish of a lifelong gone for me. But for my children those memories of a life still going on are the healing elements to cherish.

Thursday, November 23, 2023, at 12:54 am.

Thanksgiving Day in 2023 …?

What an appropriate Thanksgiving Day to fall on the anniversary of my return to the USA. “Ah! But your anniversary was on the 21^st!” would my Diana insist. Well? That opens the door to discuss time & timing for our memories to affect our lives.

Time & Timing …?

Perhaps that is a subject only from the mouth of the old ones who had survived the time enough to put together the exactitude of timing. Reading the history of my earthly roots in the book ‘Los Amates Amor y trópico’ by Edgar Barahona Pineda opened my eyes to see the immensity of my heritage. History way back to 1889. I am talking about my roots in my birth registered in Los Amates, Izabal in Guatemala Central America.

Time & Uncertainty …?

The mystery. Why is it that in this generation of prodigious humans the mysteries of life have become only flimsy cliché that is not worthy to mind? Ah! But the tide is changing! I see a glimpse of subtle interest in the gestures of several that bear with my attempts to proclaim my findings on these matters. Time shall tell.

In the Meantime …?

It’s 2:00 am on Thursday, November 23, 2023, time for me to start the arduous task to get ready for the trip. We are leaving at 6:00 am in route to Tallahassee, Fl, to celebrate Thanksgiving Day with my three seniors girls, Diana, Denise & Roxana & mates. I am looking forward to an exiting time to create new memories to last for the rest of our days on this earth as it is right now.

Well? It’s 5:22 am on Thursday, November 23, 2023, Thanksgiving Day. I am ready, we shall be leaving soon. The computer shut off to rest for the next 3 days.

Recorded by hand in Tallahassee, Fl. …

Friday, November 24, 2023, around 3 am. What a wonderful day my Thanksgiving Day was! My lovely Emily sparked my day, but the rest did no less. Much came to me about why we are the way we are? The answer came to me. Even so, it’s a delicate subject to bring about on Thanksgiving Day.

Saturday, November 25, 2023, at down, my mind was set on our reactions of the last 3 days. Emotions? Feelings? Anger! All deeply implanted within our beings. It’s now Saturday, November 25, 2023, at 8:46 pm, time for bed, will continue when awake. It was 3:27 am on Sunday, November 26, 2023, when I woke up. It’s now Sunday, November 26, 2023, at 5:53 am. What has transpired since I woke up? A wealth of true knowledge from above. What am I to do with such wealth?

Keep it for now. Don’t push anything on anyone. It’s Sunday, November 26, 2023, at 7:20 pm. Currently I am no longer interested in talking about anything with anyone. I had enough. I need to digest it all before I continue recording.

Well? A New Day Has Arrived …?

So? How is today to differentiate from yesterday? Have I digested my frustration of last night? It’s Monday, November 27, 2023, at 4:33 am. The accumulated rubbish of the week has been collected in and out of the house. How about the rubbish in my mind? How can I rid myself of such stink? O but I am exhausted with the insidious task to take control of things one way or another. And what? Am I the only one so set in accomplishing that control? Indeed! The whole race is intent in such a task. It drives me nuts!

What To Do? Where To Turn? …

Thank goodness! I can turn my head, my eyes, way up high! Past the stars the mun & the sun, on to the infinity of eternity. Why not? I have practically & unequivocally exhausted all the means to achieve, to relieve what cannot by any terrestrial means can be achieved or relieved. Why not lift my all form whence comes my help?

A Song of Ascents. I WILL lift up my eyes to the hills [around Jerusalem, to sacred Mount Zion and Mount Moriah]–From whence shall my help come? [Jer_3:23]

My help comes from the Lord, Who made heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip or to be moved; He Who keeps you will not slumber. [1Sa_2:9; Psa_127:1; Pro_3:23, Pro_3:26; Isa_27:3]

Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade on your right hand [the side not carrying a shield]. [Isa_25:4]

The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night. [Psa_91:5; Isa_49:10; Rev_7:16]

The Lord will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life. The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore. [Deu_28:6; Pro_2:8; Pro_3:6] Psalms 121:1-8. End of quote.

Master Versus Lord or Lord Versus Master? …

A subject giving way to numerous debates all claiming supremacy over the other. For myself I have opted Master because Lord to me denotes a term of condescending superiority ownership. As per Master to be an ownership of loving protection—ownership of my being to take care and protect me from the inevitable daily terrestrial perils in my journey.

Thus, Has Been My Experience Of The Great I AM …?

But then again, my experience is not to be imposed on anyone. Even more so, one year’s experience of Diana & Mike’s company has confirmed that fact to me. Therefore, I can now digest all my frustrations to my benefit instead of clamping inwards to store such frustrations in the cove of silent retaliation like I felt doing last night.

Mules Stuck in The Mud Pile Of The Beautiful Side Of Evil …

“Let them be My thiaBasilia, child of my heart, let them be stuck in such a mud. In time the torrential rain of blessings on them and curses for those not of your lot shall ease the mud they are trapped in. it is then when shall be released to gamble from their entrapment like calves from the stall”

Monday, November 27, 2023, at 8:50 am.
Readying for my day.
Monday, November 27, 2023, at 5:50 pm, I am back.
I need to take a break from recording right now.
Perhaps some reading is in place before I head for bed.
Monday, November 27, 2023, at 6:49 pm headed for bed.
Tuesday, November 28, 2023, at 4:21 am.

Pain, Doubt, Uncertainty, But No Fear …

Yes, I am down again. I spent a slumbering night; half-awake half sleep trying to piece together all I have learned about myself in the last few weeks. Pain, doubt, uncertainty, but at the same time no fear for I know, I trust my Creator with my whole being. Of that I have no doubt whatsoever. It’s really an uncanny, mysterious, or impossible to explain thing, especially when causing uneasiness or astonishment.

What’s Going On, What’s Wrong? …

Why I am down, obsessed with putting together the pieces of my past? That is something I have yet to figure out. Even so, right now I am somewhat reluctant to rush on any conclusion to answer such question. I am so tired of the continuous analyzing trying to figure out things ahead of time.

Trying To Figure Out Things Ahead of Time? …

Ha! That’s the PROBLEM! That’s the mud pile I get stuck in my own self! No wonder why the pain, doubt, and uncertainty. Am I deaf? Not really, I just put a deaf ear when it comes to the mules stuck in the mud pile. It does not occur to me that I could be one of those mules.

Just At That Moment, I Hear That Lovely Voice From Within …?

“O My precious child, My thiaBasilia how you delight My Being as you perceive the fact of your humanity. Indeed, My child, you are human subject to all the maladies the human kind deserve because of their insistence of self-sufficiency.

Regardless, I am Who I AM.

I have never given up My heart desire for a loving family to look up to Me with the loveliness of a baby looks up to loving parents doting on him.

Even so, I had to pay the price for such a family with My blood.

And there is the stumbling block, or the mud pile my beloved children including yourself get stuck in.

But soon, sooner than expected it will all become clear to all My children as clear as it has become to you.

Go on My precious child, you have nothing to fear but all to look forward to no matter the circumstances of the moment.”

Alright! Alright! So that voice from within is my Father Creator’s voice. He speaks to us all individually & collectible but, the majority of His children He has become what it amounts to a cliché or an expression that has lost much of its force through overexposure. Of course, I speak in hindsight. But, as I observe the jargon of these days, I am not far from the fact.

The Almighty Creator of Everything In Existence Is Relegated To: …

The Universe, my energy, my true self, I am love, I am free, there is no wrong or right, unconditional love, on and on goes the tirade of words without the knowledge of the Unknown God. Indeed! The Almighty is unknown so, His children have opted to adopt their own standards for what they assumed to be the reality of eternal love. The thing is, they are more convincing than ignored. Why?

Reflecting in the Creator’s Presence Before I Record Further …

Tuesday, November 28, 2023, at 6:48 pm. Headed for bed mainly to reflect on the matter. I woke up almost at 2 am on Wednesday, November 29, 2023. I do not wish to impose any of my beliefs or agenda on anyone because I do not possess either of them. I no longer believe anything that I believed before the Almighty stepped into my life and straitened my crooked beliefs. What I possess now is a relationship with the Creator gifted to me for His own purposes for my life. (Jeremiah 15:19-20) The Creator knows each one of His children as well as every single creature of His creation. (Hebrews 4:12-13) In short, what I write is what transpires between the Creator and me.

What Is the Purpose for My Writings …?

I have expounded on this matter before, but the human mind does not retain all that is heard, so, the need for a reminder. From the beginning of my writings

Why The Trend of The Days? The Insatiable Need To Control …

Plus anger—fear. The why of the matter has been revealed to me for my own edification. It took a long time to sear these things into my being to empower me to fulfill the purpose of my life as it’s written in Luke 22:31-32 & Jeremiah 15:19-20.

Quote: (I was inspired to put my name instead of Peter because Yahushua (Jesus) was talking to Simon then but now He was speaking to me.

Simon, Simon (thia, thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that [all of] you be given up to him [out of the power and keeping of God], that he might sift [all of] you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9] But I have prayed especially for you [thia], that your [own] faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. (Luke 22:31-32)

Wednesday, November 29, 2023, at 4:30 am.
At this point sleep overtook me.
I headed for bed.
Slept until 6:30 am.
I am awake now on Wednesday, November 29, 2023, at 7:14 am, ready to continue the narration.

Under Satan’s Power I Lost My Faith for A Moment …?

For Yahushua (Jesus) had prayed for me that my faith would not fail me. Therefore, on October 21, 1986, things were against me. I complained. His words to respond to my complaint hit me like a ton of bricks. He got my attention. My faith in Him was restored.

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(17-18) I have not joined the people in their merry feasts. I sit alone beneath the hand of God. I burst with indignation at their sins. Yet you have failed me in my time of need! You have let them keep right on with all their persecutions. Will they never stop hurting me? Your help is as uncertain as a seasonal mountain brook—sometimes a flood, sometimes as dry as a bone.”

The Lord replied: “Stop this foolishness and talk some sense! Only if you return to trusting me will I let you continue as my spokesman. You are to influence them, not let them influence you! They will fight against you like a besieging army against a high city wall. But they will not conquer you, for I am with you to protect and deliver you, says the Lord. Yes, I will certainly deliver you from these wicked men and rescue you from their ruthless hands.” (Jeremiah 15:17-21 TLB)

Your words were found, and I ate them; and Your words were to me a joy and the rejoicing of my heart, for I am called by Your name, O Lord God of hosts.

I sat not in the assembly of those who make merry, nor did I rejoice; I sat alone because Your [powerful] hand was upon me, for You had filled me with indignation. Why is my pain perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will you indeed be to me like a deceitful brook, like waters that fail and are uncertain?

Therefore thus says the Lord [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people]. And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Lord. And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. (Jeremiah 15:16-21 AMPC). End of quotes.

Well? For A Refresher To The Readers …

The quotes above set the basis for the content of my writings since 1985. Since then, absolutely everything in my life has come to pass exactly as it is written in all versions of the Bible. Since 1974 I had acquired several versions of the Bible frantically trying to make sense of all that I was reading. But the more I read the worse things got for me at the expense of my precious children. For I had become a religious bigot—strongly intolerant of those who differed with my agenda to force my children to comply without any consideration of their tender natures. By 1986 I quit reading those versions. I was inspired to get the Amplified version for better understanding of what I was reading.

Honestly? My children have gone through horrors beyond whatever my deluded imagination had conceived! But! From the mud I was willingly stuck in, my prayer was not to get unstuck but to plead with my Heavenly Father to take care of my precious children because I could not do it myself.

Anyhow, Change Was in The Way For Me …

The change started on that 21^st day of October in 1986 with the above Scriptures penetrating the depth of my soul. Yahushua (Jesus) had to pull quite hard to get me unstuck from the mud pile that was about to extinguish the life out of me.

With His first pull of the rope around my neck He jerked me all the way to Waveland MS, to the home of my beloved Neen & Skee Picone.
Another jerk back to New Orleans to the home of Pauline who was the mother of my sponsor to reside in the USA.
Then? The final jerk to the place of quiet and rest my Heavenly Father had promised to me.
That was the apartment beyond the house of Norman Joseph Martinez, My Honey or N. J. Martinez Only To Me when I wanted to get his full attention.
Under the loving care of this truly unique gentleman, I remained from 1987 to 1992 when he was taken from me.
I went into a shock for about a year.
Even so, the metamorphosis from a caterpillar into a butterfly had already taken the form of the butterfly that now in 2023 is showing off its beauty in full splendor.

What Truly Matters to Me Now …

To stay aligned to the will of my Master, owner of my soul. By all means, I do not want to be free and on my own. No! No! No! I’ll be the greatest fool should I even think of such freedom! I been there I done that! Ten million religions, beliefs, religious as secular, as well what is understood as spiritual, Md’s, PH’s, Philosophers, Dali this Mohamad’s that, Yoga, and what have you, none, absolutely none can pluck me out of Yahushua’s heart where I reside. How blessed I am!

What Is to Happen Next …

Next? The unexpected blessings that I could not see much less appreciate when I was stuck in the mud pile of my staunch deranged beliefs. I am no longer trying to figure out what is to happen next. I am finally sitting still but working in perfect peace expressing myself with clarity, the type which engages the attention of whomever is attracted to read my posts.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

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Family Affairs–NEW DOORS …

November 22, 2023 Leave a comment

Good News …

New Doors Are Opening for US …

The new year will bring an abundance of good news for us. For myself, I have been feeling stuck for so long, But things are starting to fall into place.

Friday, November 17, 2023, at 6:52 pm. Bed.
Up at 2:14 am on Saturday, November 18, 2023.
Things are starting to fall into place despite the inevitable daily difficulties the world can handle for me, for us.
For it is no longer just me, is US for sure.

Well? It Seems to Me …?

It seems to me that I can’t get away from regression at times, but! It never ceases to amaze me how quickly my regression turns into progression. I need to reflect some more about this matter. It is now Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 10:58 am. Time for a lunch break.

I appreciate everything I have. I am curious about the lessons I can learn in this chapter of my life. I let life surprise me. I am attracting enriching experiences. It’s easy for me now to see clearer than ever before.
Saturday, November 18, 2023, at 9:50 pm.
This 7^th Day of Rest found me unable to rest.
That is unable to rest the way I conceive rest to be.
I see.
What does it mean to rest from the work of one’s hand as in the book of Hebrews 4 on to the end of the book?
Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 12:03 am.
I will head for bed.
I will expound later what I have been reading again in the book of Hebrews.
I got up about an hour ago.
It’s now Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 4:24 am.
I trembled as I read again such fearful words, how those words are speaking to me in a personal way.
Even right at this moment I am in suspense.

Am I Still Catering to My Human Nature? …

That is something that leaves me in suspense. Anxious, apprehensive, I dare not decide for myself what is the answer to my question. The answer must come from on high. I’ll sit still, I’ll wait for the answer. I’ll halt my doings for now. I am remembering to finish reading Edgar’s book about Los Amates in Guatemala.

Time to quit. Sunday, November 19, 2023, at 9:42 pm.
It was 3:22 am on Monday, November 20, 2023, when I got up to do my Monday chores.
It’s now Monday, November 20, 2023, at 4:35 am.

What’s So Interesting in This Saga of Mine? …

Why am I bothering to record over and over the same boring details every single day? That’s my mood right now. Now I see it. Now I don’t! Then I won’t. On goes that song, “nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I’m gone eat some worms….!!!”

But Why, Why, Why!!! …?

Why not? O PLEASE! Ruffle not my fleece! DM. Religionistically, pray! Pray you say? Religionistically pray! Pray! Pray! O mine! And I used to pray, pray, pray! All kinds of prayers I prayed on my knees for hours I prayed, until? …I heard say, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” What? Who’s talking to me to say that? “Well, who are you praying to? I am answering you, don’t you know?” Oh? And how am I supposed to pray to You? “Just talk to Me, talk to Me as you would talk to your natural father, for I Am your Father Who created you to be loved or take care of you as your natural father should do. I created you to be loved to love Me first and uppermost so I would empower you to love yourself then love your neighbor as you would love yourself.”

Suspense. A Moment of Suspense …?

I am just bug off! I read in FB someone quoting all the Scriptures telling all to pray, pray, and pray! Goodness’ sake! That brought to mind how such quotes drove me to pray, pray, and pray with my own conception of what prayer was all about. But I had read several books about prayer and how to pray. I was zealous to follow such instructions confident that I was moving the hands of my God to bid my every wish in my natural mind.

Well? Isn’t That What Is Generally Understood Prayer to Be? …

Hum! Maybe I am wrong and everybody else is right, who knows? I dare say today! Anyhow, that day, I had prayed, I mean prayed! Bible opened in front. On my knees, on my face, my hands raised, tears flowing from my eyes, pious voice supplicating, praying in that way was my custom every single morning when I would jump out of bed to my ready pillow on the side of my bed was my daily custom to pray. That day? I was sure to get all that I had prayed for, instead, it came from within me, as I wrote above, “Why do you change your voice and do all those pantomimes when you pray?” That’s what came to me that exact day. I quickly answered, “And how You want me to pray?” “Just talk to Me as if I was right there with you. For that I Am. I Am with you, inside of you. I never leave nor forsake you. I never will forsake you, no, not ever will I forsake you. Talk to Me continuously as your day advances with all its implications. Talk to Me. Ask for My directions at every step of your way.”

Well? How Clearly, I See It Even Today …

Even today I am not feeling that much better physically as I keep hoping to happen. Then also as I read all those prayer quotes on FB. Yes, it reminded me of my religious days and It Just Bugs Me! Why? O well! We are all doing the best we can do. No need for me to let the doings in FB bug Me! I am off to fix whatever for my early eats on Monday, November 20, 2023, at 6:34 am. I’ll figure out how to continue this line of thought.

Okay! I Figure It Out, I Think …?

Leave me alone! Let me be! For the last few days, I have figured out that everything that I do, I do it to please or to impress others! That is what is bugging me! And the bugging infects everything that comes my way, what I read other doings, bugs me. What good, wonderful people like Diana, are doing to help me in all facets of my life, bugs me. I am just BUGGED! Keep away from me!

On Second Thought …?

May the Almighty have mercy on me! May He put that mercy within my children and all who are acquainted with me including whoever bumps into these posts I publish. The truth? When I come to my healthy loving senses, I realize big time how WE are all doing the best we can do to help ourselves and everybody else on these perilous days that we are going through. May these days be shortened for our sakes.

Go With the Ethereal Flow …?

Earthly flow could mean to go along with people’s doings to find out what people or trends are like among other meanings. Go with the Ethereal Flow means to find out the unexpected blessings I could not see when I was going along the earthly flow.

Indeed! All My Blessings Come from Above …?

Human hands deliver those blessings to me. For that I am grateful. Monday, November 20, 2023, at 9:33 pm. As usual I am tired, time to head for bed. Up at 2:12 am on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at the sound of copious rain. Rain is a blessing as well as a curse. Thank goodness for the many ways to protect ourselves and property from the harm that rain can cause. Tomorrow in Jordan time, shall be a year since my arrival back to the USA.

Should I Say Back Home Where I Belong? …

Where is home? And can we ever go back home where we belong? In retrospect, reading Los Amates book puts the question in my mind. So many solid homes—families that have managed to keep together preserving the legacy of their ancestors. For the most, we are like sheep without a pastor roaming about the shores of this earth. Even so, numerous are the souls that by now have awakened the urge to find out where is the home where we belong.

Where Are the Roots of The Tree …?

Where are the roots of so many dysfunctional families? That is the subject to consume my time from now on. I am on to a good start reading Edgar Barahona Pineda’s historical book. Back to the book on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 4:22 am. Restart for updates on Tuesday, November 21, 2023, at 9:45 am.

To Gain Insight into That Which We Cannot See …?

I have waited on the Almighty for that insight. Now I have it. He has developed all things in perfect sequence since He first stepped into my tumultuous life in 1985. Astonished I remain. His peace floods my being. He has turned on a supernatural switch to light up my whole being with the Light of His matchless unbroken companionship. How blessed I am!

What Are the Goals Supernaturally Set in My Mind? …

It is set in my mind to build large works that benefit society for a long time. And from now on I’ll do get things done not by my power and might but by the Almighty’s Set Apart Spirit within my being.

My senses and mental faculties are trained by practice to discriminate and distinguish between what is morally good and noble and what is evil and contrary either to divine or human law as per Hebrews 5:14.
That’s what I need to report in the anew, afresh HAPPINESS NEWSPAPER—thiaBasilia Reporting. And that’s what I am doing despite my fears & misgivings.

So be it , period, lov, thia.

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Family Memories Present/Past …

November 17, 2023 Leave a comment

New-Anew-Afresh Another Day …?

What Will It Be? …

The best to expect on this Sunday, November 12, 2023, at 3:31 am. All set for coffee then a good shower. Things are progressing. Need to restart computer on Sunday, November 12, 2023, at 3:09 pm. Monday, November 13, 2023, at 12:00 am. This has been a trying day with my computer.

Here We Go, Let Me Move to the Next Day …

That would be Monday, November 13, 2023, at 5:00 am. I have been up for about an hour taking care of my Monday chores. I am now beginning the process of reinstalling Windows 11 hoping to fix my computer problems. Well? It installed but it took me back to old versions of my files. I am just now figuring out how to overcome the problem.

This is the time for me to change my working routine.
The main thing is to attempt to learn new techniques taking advantage of the amazing improvements practically in all applications, especially the Windows 11 improvements.
Not to mention Microsoft Office and Photoshop 2025.
I really have the top of the cream of the top programs.
I must live up to them.

But That’s My Thinking Right Off The Top Of My Head …

Of course, my thinking does not materialize as my thinking portrays to me. Tuesday, November 14, 2023, at 3:26 am I got up feeling lousy. I have been up since 1:30 am today. Yesterday was a time of reconsidering my decision to live up to my call and purpose for my life beginning at home. I have been working on a graphic to deliver a message to imply we are all doing the best we can. But things were not clicking upsetting my apricot. I want to deliver that message in the next post I am to post. Right now, I am frustrated, ready for coffee break.

I’ll See What Happens Next When …?

When wake next time It’s 11:23 am on this Tuesday, November 14, 2023, but it feels like the day has ended. Well? The day is finally ending for me. It’s 7:07 pm on Tuesday, November 14, 2023. Much satisfied with the graphic. I worked hard and still have to clean up but I am tired, I need to head for bed.

It seems to me that this life in the world does not change. Everything repeats constantly no matter what. I do not feel very optimistic right now. But that is Ok. One thing is for sure, I do not trust my feelings. Reality or the quality or state of being actual or true does not depend on my feelings. Rather, reality does not depend on feelings. Things are the way they are despite my feelings. But at the moment it came to me to look up the DM.

Reflecting On the Matter …

I am beginning to see where the DM motivations are coming from. Way back in Genesis 3:15 we are given a clue to what is happening today. In general, we do not compare our doings with the doings stated in the Bible. Yet, our doings synchronize what is happening today with the Bible. Therefore, the Bible stands firm despite humanity standards of today.

You Know What? It Never Ceases to Amaze Me …?

It never ceases to amaze me how this ‘Bible’ thing has driven me bananas from the very first time I laid my eyes in the pages of that 1^st copy of the Bible was laid in my hands to read. O mine, I was insulted! The young Baptist pastor realized that I was born Catholic and had never read the Bible plus English being my second language he figured to gift me the easiest to read version. But when I began to read the preposterous things to me that I was reading I surmise such version was written for ignorant people that had no command of the English language like I did. I got insulted!

So? I requested for a real Bible that would make sense instead of the copy given to me. Bless his heart, the young pastor took a long trip to the Baptist Book Store and presented me with the red King James Bible.

O man! I began to read in earnest. Wow! Those written words began to jump out of the pages into my heart. I could hardly put the book down. But I was under a lot of pressure taking care of 7 children under 10 years old, 3 from my own and the other 4 from different families. So much strife was going on between us all while I was enthralled with the discovery of the Bible. It all ended up with a complete nervous breakdown, my mind snapped! It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005 out of print but you can read a free version here: https://acrobat.adobe.com/id/urn:aaid:sc:us:cf58a996-ee08-49d1-a478-a6b63337d039 .

Creating New Memories …

Anyhow, that happened in the span of 74 years of my life. A past that has troubled and caused me the degeneration not only of my body but also in my attitude towards life in general. Even so, it is a past that has ceased to trouble me now in this 2022-2023 year coming to close on November 22, 2023. What a year it has been! A time to create new memories from the old ones.

New Memories Created …

Indeed! I can candidly mention that past now without affecting me of anyone in a negative way because the way at look at life now with a new perspective dotted to me from on high, no doubt about it. The neat thing is that the leading and protection from on high comes to me from different reliable sources just appearing without my asking or searching from them. And that’s the way the DM came to me.

What Is My Attitude Now? …

Like night & day happened with different circumstances every day or night so does my attitude. Everyday my attitude happens with different circumstances. The best part? I am now empowered to handle those circumstances like a pro.

Quote:

My potential to succeed is infinite. I have the power to change. I respond to difficulties with grace and confidence. I embrace my vulnerability. I live in the moment. I am A-Okay whatever it rains or shines! Simply? It never ceases to amaze me. End of quote.

While I was recording the matter last night much hurt prevented me from ending my record so? I headed to bed on Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 12:37 am. I had quite a time getting situated to relieve my pain and sleep. But sleep finally came. I woke up around 5:30 am. It’s now Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 6:50 am, time for me to start this day empowered like I never been before.

Wednesday, November 15, 2023, at 8:40 pm.
Exhausted, I went to bed.
It was a testing day again.
I changed my meal menu to see what would happen.
It was not a good idea to do so.
In the other hand, I got a surprise call from my Koury family in Jordan.
I also had a great chat with my Denise, and I got to talk to my Jude in Arizona.
I spent the whole afternoon on the phone but then something so special took place.
In my quest to optimize the graphic I am to post I began to search for pictures I needed to include.
In my search for pictures, I checked my old downloads folder.
Wow! I found the childishly-simple-premium-child theme.
Can you imagine that?
I purchased that theme in 2013 for the measly sum of $4.98.
I used it for a while then I decided to venture into the wide world of experimenting with numerous other ways & methods to blog.
To this day I have continued to experiment with this whole affair of blogging to my exasperation going from bad to worse.
Pity, isn’t it?

Well? Today Is A Turning Point …?

I have been at an accelerated learning point of my life. For what purpose? To establish me in the position of the head instead of the tail. I have lived my life as the tail for the most part. What kind of talk is that? Reminders popping in my head directing me to go in the way I am to go in the rest of my life.

Must head for bed on Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 5:32 pm.
Friday, November 17, 2023, 1:09 am.
Well? Another day after my 7 hours of sleep.
What was I doing while sleep overtook me?
Editing the record of the day.
Time to continue the task now.
Let me see.

It was Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 4:47 am. Yesterday was my Denise’s birthday. I must figure out how to celebrate it. For one thing, I must continue to listen & obey that voice within my being. What am I to quote on this day to get an idea of what is happening in my life that could affect the rest of my family as well as the rest of my readers. Why are things happening the way those things are happening?

Here Is The Unquestionable Reason For It All …?

O mine! I set myself up to search for the blessings record but instead I found the most amazing record of the post I recorded on Wednesday, December 20, 2017, at 12:56 am. Amazing! The year 2017 is the year when my whole life turned on the way up to where I am now. Now I must figure out how to post what I intend to post today. What I have been intending to post since I posted last.

Break time to reflect on the matter on Thursday, November 16, 2023, at 6:07 am.

What A Day This Is Turning Out To Be …

I had forgotten that today we were to the Library for a Christmas celebration. So? I barely had time to get ready to go. It was a nice affair. I had the opportunity to fellowship with Linda. Also, on coming back Diana asked Linda to drive me home while she had to go to take care of other matters. That was a blessing for it gave me the chance to share my testimony with Linda.

Next thing? I headed to collect my order.
Everything is OK except for my posture vest—too small.
Disappointed? Of course, but then I had the power to let go of such.
I put on my new high-top shoes.
I headed to show them to Diana.
I came back to head for bed.
Well? Back to Why are things happening the way those things are happening …?

At last! Here Is The Unquestionable Reason For It All …?

Confession, I am aware of my misgiving about coming out straight to the point of this matter. Why do I hesitate to come clear to the answer to the question? Because the answer is powerfully rejected by the most skeptical human beings inhabiting the world. Fear!

What Is It That I Fear? Good Question! …?

Well? So far, I sense that my children are beginning to enjoy my presence back into their lives. That means a lot to me but! But then? Coming out with the answer to the question of why things are happening the way that are happening these days would offend my children.

Hey! That’s What I Fear! What A Parading Of My Humanity!

I might as well accept the fact that as a human I tend to behave so as to attract attention; show off. I say that because the way I feel when the attention in a gathering goes to somebody or something else. Yeah, the worse? I pity the other party for being such a ‘show off’. Pittiful, isn’t it?

Let Me Cut To The Chase …?

I must remember the fact that I am not responsible for anyone’s reaction to my posts. No kidding! The best part? I am to be still, to wait, to write & publish all inspired words at any moment as I observe it all developing in the midst of my present living setup. Ha! Guess what again. I am now empowered to publish again that post in 2013 despite all my fears and missgivings.

My Bravado Is Troten Down …?

Somehow I wound up reading Diana’s updated page in FB. Suddenly I felt my heart constricting. In shock with my reaction I figured the best thing to do was to lay down, go to sleep. I slept for a couple of hours. It’s now Friday, November 17, 2023, at 9:14 am. I am now able to think clear.

My thoughts are becoming clearer.
I deserve to feel joy.
I take many conscious breaks every day.
I have the chance to slow down.
I always find a way to keep moving forward.
I will now see about heading to Diana’s to seek her help with the order.
Friday, November 17, 2023, at 9:38 am.
Diana is busy right now.
So, I went ahead to fix & eat my brunch.
Now I am ready to clearly record what is the best course of action to take under the moment’s circumstances.
For one thing, we are enjoying our company more than before.
There is no need for me to engage in controversial issues which the post in 2013 is all about.
All controversies are in the mind of the Creator’s plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation, to be loved by Him and for us to love Him in return.
This is a matter ingrained within us that shows in the relationships of parents and children.
We conceive our children with the wholesome intent to love and take care of them, molding them in the image of ourselves.
Of course, such is an instinct that we hardly recornize.
My instructions at the moment is to create new memories from the past/present.
That is what I shall continue to do from now on.

Prodigy Children …

That is what this generation is all about. Diana is the first one I recognized but, in the long run, I have been observing the amazing talents and glorified positions that my 7 children possess. Not only my 7 but also their friends who were part of their growing up as well as their mates and their mate’s families. Amazing!

How Clear I See It All Now …?

The suffocating fears that have troubled me in the past are becoming extinct, giving way for me to realize the beauty in the thread of our lives. The best part? I see how it is the same for my precious seven. I am looking forward to that embracing each other to become a reality.

Until the next post, lov, thia

Bible, Christianity, Computers, Family, Food, Health, love, poetry

Expecting The Best …?

November 12, 2023 1 Comment

Honestly, I Am Improving In My Way To Look At All Matters …

My Sense …?

Reflecting I can sense the wisdom from on high descending on me. Better yet, I detect such wisdom in so many souls that have influenced my behavior at the present time. For the most part I am reaping the wisdom they portrayed to me throughout my lifetime.

How intriguing such findings are to me.
Time now? Wednesday, November 8, 2023, at 11:13 am.
I did not record anything until Thursday, November 9, 2023, at 4:35 pm when I went to bed.
Up at 12:04 am on Friday, November 10, 2023.
I am grateful to wake up with the knowledge of the Presence of my Heavenly Father hovering over me.
I know that He has me surrounded with love, peace, beauty, and abundance at all times.
Right now, it is Friday, November 10, 2023, at 2:34 am. I am enjoying a foot soaking in the super foot soaking artifact that Diana provided for me, and?
I am thinking about Diana.

About Diana …?

I was blessed with 7 children to raise, three of my own, four from other families but I treated the 7 as if they were my own. We were a dysfunctional family but a loving family we were, we still are. For Diana, being my 1^st born and the oldest has managed to keep that love in us alive despite all our differences. What a blessing that child is to all of us!

More about Diana …?

There is so much to talk about this prodigy child now senior. But she has shown her unusual & marvelous talents from her birth until the present. She never ceases to amaze me. She has an amazing way to come through with help for anyone in need of help despite anything that could hinder others to provide such help. She gives of herself without reservation. This I did not recognize until now. And I feel that the same is true with all of us, we have not properly recognized her as a prodigy or recognized her unusual talents. Though that we often mention the fact that ‘Diana knows’ for we all know we can depend on her for the answer for us. She is the leader of the pack.

Friday, November 10, 2023, at 3:57 pm.
Take for instance this Friday.
My day started on a good note around midnight as I recorded above.
Then by 8:30 am I texted Diana to say, ‘Good morning’.
She texted back offering to call me at 9 am.
She called to invite me to go with them to Laurel.
On the way to Laurel, we enjoyed the scenery.
Then I began to mention what I had been thinking about the situation with her improvised way of computer work, but she stopped me to inform me of her plans for the next few weeks.
Wow! Exactly what I had in mind for the setup of my living arrangement with improvement.
Totally amazing because she gave up her comfort to make way for my living arrangements.
A whole year she has giving it all up working so hard to rearrange her own comfortable living to make a way for me.
But for the last month or so the results of her efforts began.
Understanding each other, cheerful exchanges.
Much less worry about my health condition.
This is the sort of thing that happens whenever I take a step forward with my attitude looking at things with the wisdom from on high.

Significance …

How can I convey, communicate, make known the significance of our doings for the whole year now? Perhaps sharing my reflections on this matter can do. It seems to me that the whole mess of fears & worries & hurts deep wounds inflicted upon each other unknowingly, all that mess accumulated like a big boil has boasted and promoted the needed healing.

Quote:

But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy. And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Lord of hosts. [Earnestly] remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on [Mount] Horeb [to give] to all Israel. Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13] And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the [estranged] fathers to the [ungodly] children, and the hearts of the [rebellious] children to [the piety of] their fathers [a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly], lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17 (Malachi 4:2-6)

The FACT …

No kidding Malachi 4:2-6 is coming to pass verbatim. I have been referred to as one Elijah many times. But I have come to recognize several of the Elijahs now sent before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]. I know that for centuries there has been numerous false prophets, false alarms, doom sayers and more to dull the fact stated in the Bible in more ways than one. But now what is going on is no longer false alarms, instead the message now is a loving warning as in Matthew 24.

Quote:

See, I have warned you beforehand. So if they say to you, Behold, He is in the wilderness (desert)–do not go out there; if they tell you, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms–do not believe it.

For just as the lightning flashes from the east and shines and is seen as far as the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be. Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together. [Job_39:30]

Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15] Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]

And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the N1universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14] (Matthew 24:25-31) End of quote.

Experience Over Understanding …?

I have been proclaiming my understanding of such verses of Scriptures for a long time, but now I no longer proclaim my understanding of the quoted verses. Now I proclaim my experience of the fact as I see it coming to pass but I do not understand how or when. For I am inspired to live today as the coming of the Master or the end of time as we know time to be shall happen tomorrow.

Quote:

And He told them a parable: Look at the fig tree and all the trees; When they put forth their buds and come out in leaf, you see for yourselves and perceive and know that summer is already near. Even so, when you see these things taking place, understand and know that the kingdom of God is at hand.

Truly I tell you, this generation (those living at that definite period of time) will not perish and pass away until all has taken place. The sky and the earth (the universe, the world) will pass away, but My words will not pass away.

But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose; For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth. Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man. (Luke 21:29-36) End of quote.

Worldly Worries and Cares Pertaining to The Business Of This Life …?

For years on end those verses have been engraved within my being. Even though I have floundered at times I always come back to heed the warning in that passage of Scripture. And now more than ever before, I am on the alert as I see what is going on in Jerusalem without any political influence at all. For the political issue in this world is the most corrupt issue that has captured the soul of most of human beings on this world.

Regardless, It Is Not Up To Me To Try To Change The World …

That is all the business of the Master Creator of everything in existence including us human beings. His purpose for my life is to change the world with mine and similar testimonies giving witness of His Presence in our hearts leading and directing us in the way that we should go to fulfill His purpose for our lives.

What Is Coming To End This Glorious Month …

A colorful month this is. Shades of light & dark green, yellow sprinkles abundantly, then the reddish orange & the brown they all embellish the panorama. It is now 5:07 am on Saturday, November 11, 2023. Is the2nd 7^th Day of Rest of this 11^th month of 2023. The things coming up, Denise’s birthday on the 16^th and Ahmad’s birthday on the 17^th. Then there are 12 days to go for our reunion on Thanksgiving Day. From there on big changes are expected. It’s just an exciting time for us to give thanks and more.

Can You Believe It? …

No pills. No mantras. No addictions for me. Even though I am practicing nutrition to restore my health I refuse to get stuck in one routine of doing things whether they work or not. Also, I refuse to argue or try to convince anyone about anything. I respect sound advice even when it does not apply to me. By the same token I fear not to offend or get offended. But I have lived in other countries among the richest and the poorest as I have lived in the USA. I have experienced life from both sides of the coin enough to take a neutral stand. As far as my health is concerned, I have also experienced all sides of the coin. Therefore, I am now experimenting with my own way based on the effects of my past experience.

In this moment, I am letting myself be myself.
I let go of the constant need to do something or be something more.
I tune out everything and look inside of myself.
I connect with my heart’s wisdom.
My life is becoming deeply satisfying.
I invite more peace and clarity into my life.
I am ready to unlock my full potential.
I embrace the fresh perspective from on high.
I trust that the future will unfold beyond my wildest expectations.
I always attract the best opportunities.
I am satisfied with what I have.
I value all the opportunities I have.
I see mistakes as learning opportunities.

On this note I shall post today, I think. I’ll see what develops. Saturday, November 11, 2023, at 9:33 am.

Until the next post, lov, thia

Bible, Family, love, mental health

Well? I Posted. Now What? …

November 8, 2023 Leave a comment

It was Tuesday, October 31, 2023, around 6:45 am when I posted.

I found myself sleepy and no ambitious at all. Ah! Updates in CC. Updated to Photoshop 2025. Hopefully there will be no surprises.

What is more, it’s now Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 3:07 pm and my post has not been checked by anyone, I wonder why.
Just then the bell rang to announce a mail from WordPress support telling me what was wrong with the site.
At their suggestion on how to correct it, I remember how to fix it myself by finding the theme that had worked for me before.
Once I corrected the site it came to me how to continue posting to strengthen the brethren.
I am working on a graphic to head the next post with the following words:
My dreams are coming true.
My wealth & my health are restored.
I wish the same for you.
All working fine I decided to take a break.
Nice sunny day inviting for a walk.
Suddenly Diana & Mike on the way to lunch.
They invited me to join them. I had a delightful time.
You know what?

Now I Know What …

I am authentic, that’s why I am beginning to take all things with a grain of salt. I found that out in the extra DM email in my inbox.

Quote:

Being Authentic – The End of the Month Message for October

By Jigeesha

Last Updated: October 30, 2023

We’re willing to go to great lengths to make people like us.

So sometimes, we hide our true selves, engage in people-pleasing behaviors, and shut down the voice of our intuition.

But no matter how hard you try, you can’t change how others perceive you.

We do not have an ideal world.

People are quick to judge. They do things with a hidden agenda. They mock those they don’t fully understand.

Some people will always be judgmental.

But you don’t have to live life feeling suffocated because of people who are scared of your confidence and uniqueness.

Start Living as Your Authentic Self

You deserve to be free. You deserve to live a fulfilling life.

Stop living a life of lies.

It’s time to embrace a new sense of freedom in your life!

Shut out the noise

You shouldn’t have to feel like you’re constantly betraying yourself.

Cut down the noise. Tap into the truth of who you are. Your life doesn’t have to look like anyone else’s! You can live freely on your own terms.

Learn to become your authentic self.

In order to live true to yourself, you have to know yourself first.

Many of our behaviors and habits are influenced by past events and experiences that we are not fully aware of.

You have to practice self-awareness to uncover the source of your beliefs.

Learning to Trust Yourself

You know what’s best for you, so trust yourself. Choose your response based on what you value.

Becoming more secure and building self-confidence is a skill you can gradually develop.

The way you talk to yourself significantly impacts the way you behave, act, and perceive the world around you.

Practicing positive self-talk allows you to become your own cheerleader.

It’s natural to have certain doubts and fears, but when you’re self-confident and have the right mindset, you can overcome your fears.

You can realize your full potential in life.

Building Self-Confidence: 4 Ways to Help You Get Started

Living an Authentic Life is Within Your Reach

An authentic life doesn’t necessarily mean a perfect life.

Life will still have challenges and obstacles. But living authentically will give you greater confidence and courage to tackle everything that comes your way. You will be able to live a life that’s more peaceful and fulfilling. Goodness will come to you effortlessly.

Live up to your core values.

Live in the flow and listen to the wisdom of your heart.

Let the answers come to you.

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You have overcome the traumatic event, but you don’t feel the same sense of excitement anymore. You feel jaded and worn out. It won’t always be this way. Slowly, you will be able to reconnect with this life of yours.

Complete your Motivation…

Whatever More Could I Want For? …

A desk with a keyboard & mouse & a footrest & a decent chair to help my faulty posture. Hahaha! The truth? All my wants don’t make a hill of beans! Whatever want I have when it comes to be I always figure out another want! On and on my wants surge in my volatile mind but guess what? I am on to my wants. I pay no mind to them. I make do with whatever I have with a grateful heart. Bless that heart of mine.

Regardless! Patience. Wait …?

Good things come to those who wait. Honestly, the more I let go or forget about my wants, the more I get over & above whatever I had wanted for! Isn’t that enchantingly amazing? How blessed I am! And I wish the same for you dear & precious reader of these unique posts of mine.

If you read this post, please read the previous & pass on the word for all to wander about? Perhaps my mental health. Hahaha! HalleluYah! Until the next post, lov, thia.

Tuesday, October 31, 2023, at 5:40 pm. Break. I am learning. What triggers my emotional reactions and why? Help me my Beloved.

Hope Is the Evidence Of Things Not Yet Seen …

Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 3:05 am. The 11^th month of 2023 has arrived with bells of healing ringing in my ears. My day is planned. Shopping trip.

I am becoming the best version of myself.
No doubt about it. My perspective is shifting from my own to the Master of my being.
My confidence is growing, for sure.
I am making a difference in the world, even when there is no sign that I am doing so.
But I can explore all of my interests fearlessly.
Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 5:06 pm.
Back from my fabulous trip!
Bed. Will finish unpacking when wake up.
Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 7:15 pm.
Up but still sleepy. While debating whether to go to sleep Denise called. Long constructive sharing. Time now? Wednesday, November 1, 2023, at 9:05 pm.

I Hear That Lovely Voice Inside Of Me …

“My Beloved, it is not about words, what you do, what you think, or what you feel others think or feel about you.

It is about WHO YOU ARE.

You are a unique person.

You are a Queen.

A Queen does not need to validate herself.

No doubt about it.

Your perspective is shifting from your own to the Master of your being.

Indee! You are making a difference in the world, even when there is no sign that you are doing so.

My Beloved, you are no longer dreaming.

Without any effort of your own it is all taking place just as I have promised you it was to be.

I am demonstrating to all what a Queen in my domain is to be.

Nothing at all likens to the highest royal in the world.

You are unique.

You are genuine.

No need to wear a gold crown.

No need to sit on an earthly throne.

No need to impose your rulership over the kingdoms of this world.

You are enough to yourself because YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.”

The time now? Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 3:32 am.

Evidence Not Hearsay …

Well? I just as well continue posting as I am inspired to do. It seems that I have lost all my readers but, I refuse to continue lamenting about it. I also refuse to be pushed to frantically search & follow the many ways of marketing the words I write and publish. Here is the definitions that explains the head line of what is happening and my reaction as I woke up this morning on Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 2:34 am.

Quote:

ev·i·dence (ĕv′ĭ-dəns) n.1.

A thing or set of things helpful in forming a conclusion or judgment: The broken window was evidence that a burglary had taken place. Scientists weighed the evidence for and against the hypothesis.
Something indicative; an indication or set of indications: saw no evidence of grief on the mourner’s face.
Law
The means by which an allegation may be proven, such as oral testimony, documents, or physical objects.
The set of legal rules determining what testimony, documents, and objects may be admitted as proof in a trial.

hearsay

noun

information received from other people which cannot be substantiated; rumor.

Example: according to hearsay, Bez had managed to break his arm. End of quote.

Well? So Much for My Vain Concerns …

Such definition is mainly for my own encouragement. I will now continue to optimize the header and the graphics to complement the header before I post again.

Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 9:29 am.
Tried to sleep but Diana called.
Change of plan we are going for my pedicure now instead of this afternoon.
All worked out perfectly.
Back now at 2:00 pm on Thursday, November 2, 2023.
I had the best pedicure since I came back a year ago.
My feet feel the best in years.
The best part? The pedicurist was wonderful.
Her name is Sky…. Must learn how to spell it and pronounce it.
Back to the graphics.
Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 3:08 pm.
Up on Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 6:34 pm.
Sleep is a healing agent.
I continue to live expectantly.
For now I will have a byte for supper and drink my chamomile cup of tea.
Time? Thursday, November 2, 2023, at 7:30 pm.
It’s now 8:00 pm on Thursday, November 2, 2023.
Time for graphics.

Sidetracked …

O well! It’s now Friday, November 3, 2023, at 1:56 am. I got sidetracked again. I worked on the graphics for a bit but then I got an email from Joseph Dumond. It came to me again to get in touch with him. I composed what came to me and sent it. But it took all this time to complete that task.

Now I don’t know what to do next.
Perhaps I should go to bed but I am not sleepy at all.
All is quiet, not a single sound.
I am comfortable, at peace within.
Let me stretch my legs.

I Am Evolving, My Dreams Are Evolving …

Yet, I find myself still looking for approval, limiting myself to a particular way of life, not letting go of ‘shoulds’. It is inevitable that my mind races none stop like an unbridled horse. Regardless of such limitations I am evolving along with my dreams.

I can find greater happiness, I am sure.
Life is beautiful when I see it with the Master’s mind for me.
I choose to focus on good as per my Master’s desire.
I am attracting more positivity into my life.
The universe, that includes the host of heaven, is working in my favor.
I live each moment hoping to discover the promised revelation of my Master.

The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.] (John 14:21)

Friday, November 3, 2023, at 10:44 pm.
Twelve hours since I woke up.
Went back to bed.
Slept until about 2:30 am.
I have been optimizing header & background in the site.
I am stuck, waiting for support to help me.
Time now? Saturday, November 4, 2023, at 7:44 am.
It’s the first 7th Day of Rest on this 11th month of 2023.

In My Heart There Rings A Melody …A melody of LOVE!

It’s splendorous to start the day with love ringing in the heart. All difficulties, site setbacks, uncertainty, wanderings, pleadings for love & understanding like a gush of wind swiftly flew by me without disturbing even a single hair in my head. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Heading for bed on Saturday, November 4, 2023, at 7:01 pm. Twelve hours have gone by again. It’s now Saturday, November 4, 2023, at 11:12 pm. Interesting combination of numbers. The 11th meaning disorder. The 12th meaning perfect governmental foundation. Every day I am heading to that perfection. I slept from 7 to 10:30 pm.

Reflecting …?

What was the words that rang in my ears from within my being?

Let’s see. Ha! The things that come to me while I am writing recording whatever the Presence within me inspires me to write or do are so special at times. This time I received the Daily Motivation message at 8:03 AM (15 hours ago). I copied it but I never pasted it. I got sidetracked into shopping online for the things I have been talking about to help me with my posture plus other things including high top shoes for the winter.

Wow! Unbelievable but true.
I found everything that would have cost a couple of hundred dollars for half that amount.
I went ahead and ordered.
Then I got engrossed with the graphics.
Next, in checking the emails about the order I found out that in the process, I made some changes in the form of payment that I had to correct.
I did it all using my own judgment, but Diana needed to be informed since she is the one handling my financial situation.
For a moment my confidence was shaken.
Diana informed me that the company I was dealing with was a bad company she had dealt with before.
O well! Should I cancel the order?
No, let’s wait to see what they deliver.

Ah! Whatever Happened with The Daily Motivation Message? …

O man! Talking about the return of my confidence? O but how real that Presence within comes to my aid! The following words cannot be more appropriate for this precise moment when my confidence was tottering.

Quote:

Your Daily Motivation

Saturday November-4-2023

Your sacrifices will pay off. Don’t lose hope.
You’ve been the giver for so long.
No doubt, you have undeniable strength within you.
But when you’re mired in sadness and despair, it can be hard to tap into your inner strength.
You need support. You deserve to be taken care of.
This journey will get easier for you.
The opportunity you’ve been wishing for will come to you very soon.
Have faith. New blessings are arriving.
You will get time to relax and focus on what feels good to you.
You will get the chance to tune out everything else and simply focus on your needs.
Everything will fall into place.
Amazing! Bed again on Sunday, November 5, 2023, at 2:06 am.
It is now Sunday, November 5, 2023, at 7:53 am.
I could not continue recording earlier.
I slept until almost 7 am.
Truly is amazing how things are developing in my world.
Things to resolve issues that have plagued me most of my life are popping up so fast that makes me wonder more about what is going on and what to do about it.

What To Do About What Is Going On …

Ha! The answer is clear in the so-called my affirmation for this Sunday, November 5, 2023. Totally amazing to me.

Quote:

I am on the right path for me. I accept responsibility for my decisions. I have the courage to start on something new. I have a positive outlook on life. I am attracting more positive reactions. No more angry reactions. …

Wow! Even My Crampy Belly Is Settled Down …

Honestly, more and more I am realizing that it is not only what I eat or drink triggering the pain & itch troubling me. The fear of offending my daughter or burdening her in any way is a weight I have been carrying since I came because I know that taking care of myself is an extra weight on her. Also, I am anxious for Mike’s approval. I have not been able to shake those fears so far. But those fears are the main trigger for my pain.

Even so, we are overcoming our issues day by day.
No worries are becoming more and more our reality.
We are beginning to really enjoy ourselves.
For myself, I am beginning to go with the flow of my life abiding in the Presence within my being.
That is the only way I have been able to overcome everything that comes my way.
The only way as well to accept myself for who I am.
Now I am working on remembering the positive experiences better than the negative ones.
Thank goodness I am in a safe environment.
I am cultivating an attitude of gratitude.
A lot of good, healthy humor is much help in my endeavor.

Take What Happen This Morning …

This morning I woke up with a painful belly. I could not figure out the cause for such. I had no idea of what to drink or eat or do about it. But it came to me to put on my back belt that puts pressure in my belly, then to begin to zip my coffee mixture while I was checking my concerns about the purchase I made yesterday.

While doing that a hearing aid information popped.
I clicked. Hum! That would be the thing I need to resolve my hearing problem.
Should I inquire about the trial offer?
With that in mind I investigated the company and its prices.
I started to email the information to Diana but quickly I refrained from doing that.
I decided to sit still and wait.
That’s exactly when the DM for Sunday, November 5, 2023 popped in the inbox with the answer to my dilemma and decision to wait.
Like magic my belly hurt stopped!

I Am Not Even Try to Justify These Matters Anymore …

Let it be. Let it all happen without my two cents input. I am going to eat my porridge and enjoy it for the rest of my day. Period!

Bed on Sunday, November 5, 2023, at 8:34 pm.
I am too tired to continue. It’s now Monday, November 6, 2023, at 6:12 am.
I had a restless night.
But I am on to the how of my mind relating to those pesty fears, so, I am making progress in finding the solution once and for all.

In the meantime, I will work today in posting again.

Until the next post, lov thia.