Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. … Thursday, June 30, 2016 at 6:36 am O my Father—O Father of mine? It’s the last day of this most especial month for me. And what a month this 2016 June has been! I find myself soberer than I have ever been in my lifetime. I guess sober & real shall be my trade mark for the rest of my time on these earthly grounds that I am traveling on singing along the victory song. Victory? Yeap. Victory over my own fearful and overbearing creature of past times. Past times that have slowly ended but ended they have on this most memorable month of my journey on these treacherous earthly grounds that we are all traveling on. Yeah, people like and enjoy my company but only for a few moments. Once they figure me out? They scoot away as fast as they can. Only a few faithful ones remain to suffer my overbearing ways out of my Father’s love & mercy for me. That is His way! Hahaha! HalleluYah! And so it goes. In this life in the Presence of my Father/Creator? There is never a dull moment. Father makes even my most boring & treacherous moments worth the time they last for my best. Who knows? Later on I might again be intoxicated with whatever my emotions elevate in my moment’s slate but? I now rest assure, Father is in control for sure. One look that’s all it took for Peter to repent. One look from my Master? All my shenanigans do scoot, scoot with one look in my Master’s Book. That is that. Soberly speaking? That is that. So what? Life goes on and so do I go along singing & praising my Master’s uplifting. Friday, July 1, 2016 at 2:22 am O my Father—O Father of mine? July 2016 is here. All things are starting new on this 7th month of the world’s calendar. That’s the way it has been for me for a long time. The Dysfunctional Mother In A Dysfunctional Family shall now reside in https://www.thia-basilia.com. WOW! https://www.thia-basilia.com will not any longer be for Shocking Info. It will now be titled, Dysfunction Gone or something like that. O my Father—O Father of mine? You are leading. All is well. All is swell. All posts will be giving an account of the present functional over the past dysfunctional of that mother. How ‘bout that? His love in my heart for all remain for eternity existing. thiaBasilia.
Monthly Archives: June 2016
How Am I Coming Through? Not So Good. No Worries. No Apology. Truth Is Truth. No Need To Apologize.
Wednesday, June 29, 2016 at 4:24 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? You are so good to me. I got my first negative and caustic feedback. I know this feedback came from You to open my eyes to see my carnal self in action once again. Quote,
And, to be honest this sounds like you just want me to end up buying your book or going to ur blog. PLUS it looks like you think you’re a self-help Christian guru. I may be Christian but I don’t take kindly to people assuming things about me and telling me what to do considering everyone is unique and has unique experiences. We aren’t all the same, yet all Self-Help books treat people that way. If you read my blog, you would see I actually have posts about the whole thing being a money making scheme to sell books and hosts seminars and speak at churches- again painting everyone with the same brush and claiming they KNOW THE TRUTH TO SALVATION AND A HEALTHY LIFE.
But send away if you want to. I don’t mind receiving work. I do like when I receive work from people who have read mine, have followed me and are inspirational themselves. From what I read on your page, you don’t seem that way.
Blow me away! I am guilty. In my eagerness to sell the Dysfunctional Mother In A Dysfunctional Family? I did not realize how I was coming through.
Definitely? I do not belong in the marketing arena. I have learned much. Bryan emphasizes honesty. I like that. I will discontinue the course though because? Not only I cannot afford it but also I cannot go along with the underlying motives for the whole process.
Let’s face it? All is done to get reviews, to get emails, to get buyers to make money. Like in the feedback of today? The whole thing being a money making scheme to sell books and hosts seminars and speak at churches- again painting everyone with the same brush and claiming they KNOW THE TRUTH TO SALVATION AND A HEALTHY LIFE.
That is the naked truth and? I have no intentions to continue traveling in that wagon. I will continue to remind all to buy the one book I will offer for sale but? All goals and ambitions I could have about the situation are all secondary. The book stands for itself. It is worth the read.
It is not that I do not aspire to fame & fortune at all. I am a human being and of course as such there is always that subtle hypocrisy lurking in my mind, but?
Father knows all about it and? He always exposes my sneaky, snaky, wicked ways. Thus the feedback for today. It is said, ‘the end justifies the means’ but? That is not necessarily so.
O well? There are so many sayings as many as there are people and opinions and reasoning based on what seems good to the human mind. Not all that shines is gold. That’s for sure. So?
What’s my lesson for today? Again, “Quit trying & start trusting” Ha! I thought I had already learned that lesson, O my Father—O Father of mine? Guess the feedback today was just a friendly reminder of what I already know. Hahaha! HalleluYah!
My motive to sell the book is to gain respect from new readers. It seems to me that people has not any respect for free books since the bona fide authors recognized in the field do not offer their books for free. Let’s face it, I am not anywhere near bona fide.
Of course, I have benefitted from the many free books to learn different skills to equip anyone to earn a living. That is good. And that is different. But then? It is like it is said in the feedback—It is all about making money.
I have tried to be personal with the authors of these books to no avail, why? Because they fear my distasteful hypocrisy to get something for nothing. To take advantage of their generosity. To tell the truth? That is what I have been doing even when I could not see it until this moment.
Father is in control. I will continue to mention to all the sale of the book but? I will not change my own personal approach to the matter as Father leads me to do. Anyone wants to buy it? That’s good. No one wants to buy it? That’s just as good. No worries.
I respect the noble intentions of Bryan & the rest. I simply do not fit in the marketing world. No hard feelings. The opposite is the truth. I love you all.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.
Three posts flowing. There is rhythm. Connection. Conclusion.
Dysfunctional Mother In A Dysfunctional Family
The Book to enthrall your mind & heart from beginning to end. Will hit the market in the middle of July. Be prepared! Buy it.
First Post …
O Do I Have Some Good News. Big Chance To Sell The Book At The Cost Of My Question Marks. Boring.
Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Tuesday, June 28, 2016 at 3:57 am
O do I have some good news. Big chance to sell the book at the cost of my question marks. No more cute question marks or otherwise marks out of the ordinary & boring period and comma must take place, but?
Since I am not selling my posts? I’ll indulge. It seems to me? The business world is the most boring and demanding world in existence. Regardless? Father says, “Give honor to whom honor is due.” He was referring about paying taxes in Mar 12:14-17. So? I will honor the business world and do away with all my cutties.
Tuesday, June 28, 2016 at 4:39 pm
The day is almost gone. I have been wrestling with my Scriptures on line all day long. It seems that I lost the program for no reason at all and I cannot get it back.
Tuesday, June 28, 2016 at 6:25 pm
Thanks O my Father—O Father of mine? All things are working now. I can relax and continue with the task You have assigned unto me. I am making super progress in the course with Bryan. I have to get back to it and see what’s next.
Second Post …
Aha! Aha! Aha! As the days advance towards the launching? …
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Wednesday, June 29, 2016 at 5:07 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? I do believe that’s a neat heading for this post, and? I know You are the One who inspired it to me. So? What ‘launching’ am I talking about? Ah! The launching of launchings—the launching of, Dysfunctional Mother In A Dysfunctional Family. WOW!
This is the Book to enthrall your mind & heart from beginning to end. No kidding! As I been told, ‘it’s a brave’ approach to the reality of many lives in this world that we inhabit.
Dysfunctional – Bipolar – Depression – Schizophrenia and a sleuth of many other labels? All are labels saddled on unsuspecting human beings.
Many souls inhabit this dysfunctional world saddled with all kinds of psychological labels that are nothing else but labels that do not convey the truth about many of us saddled with such.
So? Dysfunctional Mother In A Dysfunctional Family is actually the author’s own story expressed in a narrative format as if the author is only relating the story of any mother in a dysfunctional family.
You want to know a secret? Proofing, editing, rewriting this story has touched my own heart in its deepest part. What an amazing journey of life.
Amazing and impossible for any human being to accomplish with human power. You have to read it. You must read it. This story is well written. If nothing else? You will get to know the real person that the author is and? Perhaps add a friend to your list of friends. How about it? Have I caught your attention? I sure hope so.
His love in my heart for you and for all, thiaBasilia.
Post Three …
My Father’s Wisdom. It’s My Wisdom Nowadays Whether I Or You Believe It Or Not.
Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, June 29, 2016 at 6:04 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? You really know me and You know what I am thinking and what I am debating in my mind at all times, and? You make things clear to me in vivid dreams that I cannot dismiss.
Sometime earlier this morning I dreamed of a black raven. That bird is so vivid in my mind that I finally went to check its meaning in Google. Amazing!
At the moment? I am seriously weighting out my present circumstances of living. Am I to remain in this country for the rest of the time before the end or? Will I go to my birth country of Guatemala? … Over & over the same dilemma comes to mind with the least provocation.
My reaction to such dilemma? “Father? You are in control of every minute detail of my life. I will do & go wherever You bid me to do or go regardless of my selfish & capricious wants.” Hum! No sooner I voice my reaction? I doze off and a black raven comes to my invisible world while I doze off. The meaning of a black raven in my dream? Quote,
Black Bird.- To see a crow in your sleep signifies that you have come to some realization about something that it takes a certain amount of wisdom to truly understand. Crows are seen to be wise birds and birds are thought to be wise animals, so it only follows that when you see a crow in your dreams it has some meaning related to its inherent wisdom. Have you been trying to discover something recently or come to terms with something that didn’t previously make any sense to you? This type of dream would suggest that it has finally made sense. You can finally understand why things work this way. You are increasing your wisdom and knowledge little by little and it means good things for you.
To dream that you see a raven means that you are dealing with a problem of important consequence that may have serious repercussions if it is not solved. There are many reasons why a person might dream of a black bird, but if that bird is a raven then you are going to want to reconsider the urgency of some of the problems that you have on your plate currently. You are probably dealing with something right now that you are unsure of how much significance to afford to it. You have problems on your plate sure, but how important are they to you? Now you know for sure that this problem should not just be brushed aside. Now you know that this problem you are dealing with could have major consequences and matters to more than just your own selfish interests.
Wow! Wisdom, ‘You are increasing your wisdom and knowledge little by little and it means good things for you.’ Father’s words at the beginning of this period of my life come to my mind.
And what that would be? Well, the Almighty Spirit has whispered to me that for the first six years in this region of the world Father gave me to demonstrate His anger caused by the behavior of His children towards me and ultimately towards Him!
More so, I also heard the whisper that this is the beginning of my 7th year and now Father will demonstrate His wisdom in all of my doings and there will be no more anger under any circumstance!
Wow again! I am dumbfounded. Flabbergasted. How accurate. How fitting. All the words that the Spirit of our Father/Creator has whispered to me? Are now coming to pass verbatim! No kidding. It is truly making a believer out of me. I hope it also makes a believer out of whoever has been following my writings.
His love in my heart for you and for all, thiaBasilia.
My past? Dysfunctional. My present? WOW!
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Monday, June 27, 2016 at 4:42 am
Ha! What do ye know? What to post today? Fessing up time. My past? Dysfunctional. My present? WOW!
Alright? My sordid past? I was so ugly it is no wonder that two husbands dumped me and? Never found a third one.
My present? I am walking now on my 77th since my birth and? I have already been proposed by excellent gentlemen, but? Not now. Father says, wait. really and in all honesty? Marriage to me? I just can’t even imagine it. To live and be committed to another human being instead of enjoying my blessed privilege to live alone in the Presence of my Father? I just can’t even imagine it!
Alright? Let’s not talk about marriage in the past or the present. Let’s talk about me—my favorite subject. Talking about our own selves? Isn’t that what most of us enjoy?
Know what? I am just now realizing my warped past concepts. Because I am always talking about myself? Many a ones, called me ‘self-centered’ and dump me! Ah! Boohoo. Boohoo. Boohoo! That’s the past.
The present? I absolutely don’t mind telling you, talking about myself? My favorite subject, and? People loves it. Oh?
Would you like me talking about you? How can I do that, do tell me? How can I do that when I do not know your heart? When you give me a chance to see a lil’ bit about you, whether good or evil? Indeed! I talk about you.
Otherwise? I relish making public all my goods—whether of inferior or superior quality, but? It is all under the control and direction of the invisible power of love from on high. Oh?
Oh well? You got to continue reading my posts to verify or confirm my statement. Know what else?
In the past? People did not like being around me for too long. In the present? The same people are now wanting to hear more of me telling them about me. How ‘bout that? And the best part?
People is beginning to mind what I am saying about me, why? I think it is because I am like a mirror to a lot of unknowns to me. That’s a wonderful thought! Hope it is so.
Anyhow I am sleepy again. Think I’m going back to sleep just as soon as I post this here so interesting post. Don’t you think so?
His love in my heart for you and for all, thiaBasilia.
Talking About Confidence & Trust In My Own Self? Hahaha! There Is None. I Greatly Fear A Negative Or A Non-Response But? I Am Fully Trusting You, O My Father—O Father Of Mine …
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Thursday, June 23, 2016 at 5:39 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? I sense Your inspiration to solve my problem? Starting a new file for the journal of my life in Your Presence.
Thursday, June 23, 2016 at 8:05 pm
At this time? Exhausted with all the activity in my computer and in my mind—I collapsed in bed. Slept on and off all night.
Friday, June 24, 2016 at 7:29 am
All is quiet at the moment but? In a few minutes the racket of out of tune screeching voices will hit the air like salt in an open wound. Me? I am learning to tolerate such disturbance with the power of love from on high.
All that I do. All that happens to me or around me? It ALL comes from Your hand of mercy O my Father—O Father of mine? It all comes to me by the power of Your love from on high to temper my character.
My heart rejoices at such realization. I know now how Yahushua and the prophets and Your twelve disciples faced the horrors they had to face. O Your unfathomable wisdom, O my Father—O Father of mine!
Indeed! In a very small scale? I am going through a situation that is not near any good thing that the American or worldly mind can imagine.
How can I truly rejoice and be glad under the straight circumstances of my moment of existence on these earthly grounds? How can I not retaliate and do something about the comfort of my capricious wants like in the past? Like any normal human being is entitled to do? Only by the power of Your love from on high, O my Father—O Father of mine.
What a blessed privilege. Where is the cringing fear of man’s disapproval? Where is my hunger for love & attention & adulation? Where are all my capricious wants, my grandiose ideas, my secret evil desires for revenge, my longings for the things I have not, my lust for human attention all of it. It all? Withering as the green herb withers and is no more!
Building confidence? O my Father—O Father of mine? You always to my mind bring so many of a good thing. To my mind You bring my child’s remark, “I have never known anyone to love as intensely as you love, mom.” What more could I ever want for?
So? What are You bringing to my mind now? Sound information about my past doings so similar to the evil things the ancient chosen people did. Ha! It’s all written in, 1 Corinthians 10:1-33 but I will only quote a couple of verses to illustrate,
Now these things befell them by way of a figure [as an example and warning to us]; they were written to admonish and fit us for right action by good instruction, we in whose days the ages have reached their climax (their consummation and concluding period).
O my Father—O Father of mine? You are now bringing back to my mind Psalms 37. Why? Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Ah! Most certainly I paused and? I dozed off to see a birthday cake on a party table prepared for a birthday celebration. The cake was sitting at the end of the table. I saw the whoever the party was meant for try to handle the cake but? Whoever tumble the cake down from the table.
Wow! What an illustration of these two passages of Scripture You are bringing to my mind for me to write down to make clear to me what You are doing and why You are doing the work within my being.
Ha! I am getting it all O my Father—O Father of mine? All my capricious wants are described quite well in 1 Corinthians 10:1-33 and? You are showing me now how those are all withering as the green herb withers and is no more—meaning of the cake tumbling down from the table but? Psalms 37 comes back into place,
“Commit your way to my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah /Yahushua—roll and repose each care of your load on Him; trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident also in Him and He will bring it to pass. And He will make your uprightness and right standing with our Almighty Creator go forth as the light, and your justice and right as the shining sun of the noonday.”
Wow! How timely O my Father—O Father of mine, You bring to my mind the exact words to build my trust and confidence in You and ultimately in all my doings and whatever happens in my world.
Wow! So? That is why You have made a way for me to take Bryan’s course and? Not only taking the course but also to get better acquainted to this Bryan Cohen—a child of Your heart just like I am.
Man O man! Talking about confidence & trust in my own self? Hahaha! There is none. I greatly fear a negative or a non-response from Bryan as well as from all, but? I am fully trusting You, O my Father—O Father of mine for You to make Bryan and all receptive to what You are doing in all of our lives.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.
Ha! I Did Good Not To Speculate. Never Could Have I Connected Psalms 37 With Bryan Cohen’s Course. WOW! Here We Go!
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Wednesday, June 22, 2016 at 7:29 pm
Bipolar? Manic Depression? Schizophrenia? What’s your label? Scratch them all. There is one way to scratch them all. Some have found it. You too will find it. Conquer your worries. Overcome your sorriest. Overcoming Dysfunctional Mother? Worth its price in gold. Buy it.
Thursday, June 23, 2016 at 6:51 am
Am I doing the right thing? O my Father—O Father of mine? Is joining Bryan Cohen in Your will for me? I am trusting You. I have messed up so many times that? I cannot trust my judgement about any of these decisions I make. So? I cast this matter unto You for? I know that You are leading me all the way. I wait on You.
Why do I want to sell the book? Why have I written the book to begin with? I want to sell the book to obtain credibility and respect from the public. I have written the book at Your bidding and command to do so. What is to happen now that I have joined Bryan Cohen? I have to, I must wait on You to get an answer to this matter as the next two weeks come along.
Bryan Cohen is talking about pretty much the same way You have led me through all of these years since I been working on this book about my life and Your work within my being for the benefit of all of Yours and mine concern.
The difference between Bryan Cohen’s account about this writing & publishing & selling one’s book? Bryan Cohen as well as most all other experts in this matter attribute their success to what it seems to me is the mind or some Universal force and? Me? I attribute every minute detail of my doings to You and only to You O my Father—O Father of mine. Oh?
Do I belittle myself by attributing all details of my doings to You, O my Father—O Father of mine? Nay! Nay! Nay! If You, O my Father—O Father of mine, if You would not be in full control of myself? I would not be writing or even living at all but? You have lovingly taken control of myself even when You have not deprived me of the full use of my mind & emotional make up. Ha! What do ye’know? That’s the difference between the experts and myself.
Yes! By all means I have full use of my mind & emotions but? That mind & emotions of mine are fully submitted to our Father/Creator of our beings in practice not just by lip service.
Now? Here is the big question to all who read these lines. WHY the experts do not guarantee their followers to make the kind of income the experts are making? (Read the agreement—it attest to this matter.) Because the experts can easily assess the why a great majority of the followers for the most fail to achieve the coveted success and quit the experts?
Hum. Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause. Reflect. What is it that you observe at the sight of the experts?
What do I observe? In the face. In the voice. In the writings from all the experts? I observe, I sense a certain indescribable dissatisfaction in all the experts regardless their amazingly good endeavors and magnificent success. Oh? Oh? Oh?
What on earth kind of statement is that? Wait. Hold your opinion just a little while more. Another famous Scripture that most all are familiar with comes to mind. Let us read it and see how such Scripture that came to my mind unexpectedly much applies to this statement.
1 Corinthians 13:1-xx
IF I can speak in the tongues of men and even of angels, but have not love—that reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion such as is inspired by the Almighty Creator of our being’s love for and in us, I am only a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
And if I have prophetic powers (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), and understand all the secret truths and mysteries and possess all knowledge, and if I have sufficient faith so that I can remove mountains, but have not love—the Almighty Creator of our being’s love for and in me I am nothing (a useless nobody). Even if I dole out all that I have to the poor in providing food, and if I surrender my body to be burned or in order that I may glory, but have not love the Almighty Creator of our being’s love for and in me, I gain nothing.
Love endures long and is patient and kind; love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy, is not boastful or vainglorious, does not display itself haughtily. It is not conceited (arrogant and inflated with pride); it is not rude (unmannerly) and does not act unbecomingly. Love—the Almighty Creator of our being’s love for and in us, does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking; it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it—it pays no attention to a suffered wrong. It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness, but rejoices when right and truth prevail. Love bears up under anything and everything that comes, is ever ready to believe the best of every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances, and it endures everything—without weakening. Love never fails never fades out or becomes obsolete or comes to an end.
O well! O my Father!—O Father of mine? How many times people has quoted those words to me to question my seemingly unloving attitude to most anyone that do not honor You but assume they do so? Too numerous to name yet? I cannot stress enough the fact—the naked truth of our inability to keep Your first commandment to love You above all things. Next?
Psalms 37 comes back to mind. Where did I leave the matter of Psalms 37. Ah! I am listening to Bryan Cohen and? These verses of Scripture go along with what he is saying but? With a different slant. Bryan is talking about the world’s way of doing things. I am walking on a different world but? Bryan’s suggestions? Still apply. Quoting the allured verses in the previous post.
“Commit your way to my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah /Yahushua—roll and repose each care of your load on Him; trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident also in Him and He will bring it to pass. And He will make your uprightness and right standing with our Almighty Creator go forth as the light, and your justice and right as the shining sun of the noonday.”
I pause. I reflect. The first thing Bryan is talking about, is the Selling Mentality. Three reasons why I am not selling.
1. I am not confident that what I have is worth it. Self-confidence—Self-esteem.
2. I don’t want to be a sell out.
3. I don’t understand how to do it.
Self-confidence—Self-esteem for me in the past? NIL. Self-confidence—Self-esteem in the present? WOW! How did I become so confident and assertive as I now am? Honest, candid answer. Not by my own efforts but? By the power of love from on high. What am talking about?
Aha! That’s the incentive anyone reading these lines should have to buy my next title, Overcoming Dysfunctional Mother in order to connect with the meaning of my above statement.
The next two points in this course,
I don’t want to be a sell out.
I don’t understand how to do it.
Excellent suggestions. I am all ears. Will let you know my progress in the next posts.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.
Personality Against Functionality? Perfect Against Imperfect? Robot Against Humanity? It’s All? Satan’s Plot Unless …
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Tuesday, June 21, 2016 at 7:33 am
What a title! I paused. I reflected. To pay mind? I did fine. That’s the title of tiles it came out of? My pausing. My reflecting. My paying mind to do fine! How ‘bout that O my Father—O Father of mine?
It’s now 11:45 am. Have not heard from anyone. The problem with this Word 2016 program has recurred. Tried to get help but? I failed. I will now try to shut down the computer for a bit. Then I’ll attempt to sign in the correct account. Maybe that solves my problem. When I come back on? I will expound the title for this post.
Tuesday, June 21, 2016 at 1:46 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? I still have not heard from anyone. No problem. No worries. That’s my story among stories. Personality against functionality? Perfect against imperfect? Robot against humanity? It’s all? Satan’s plot unless …we all reconsider the way things are. The way we are. And away we go!
What is personality, functionality, perfect, imperfect, robots and? What is HUMANITY? The big question deserves a big answer.
By far? I am not a linguist but? The meaning of words and anything to do with the words commonly used to express our ideas and concepts about everything on, under and on top of these earthly grounds that we inhabit? That’s a matter that has always piqued my curiosity. So?
I pause. I reflect. I wonder what it all means? O my Father—O Father of mine but? You know all of that is in my mind. Do You have an answer for me? Please tell me what is what somewhat in the skim of all things.
Tuesday, June 21, 2016 at 3:01 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? I cannot yet determine what is Your answer for me. Right now all things are not going well for Ahmad therefore for me as well things are not too swell. Even so? I am not falling apart nor in panic like things caused me to be in past times.
I am making good use of my time. Perhaps that’s the answer You giving to me? I’ll see. Perhaps You are establishing my steps as in Psalms 37? Psalms 37. Ha! Your answer for sure! My word! I found Psalms 37 personalized for Thia. I can hardly believe it! Nine hundred and fifty two (952) words to be exact. What a blessing to be addressing those precious words from You to thiaBasilia—a child of Your heart! Talking about making good use of my time? What better use it could be that hearing the glad tidings from Your heart abiding.
Psalms 37 personalized for Thia.
FRET NOT yourself because of evildoers, neither be envious against those who work unrighteousness—that which is not upright or in right standing with my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua. For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb.
Tuesday, June 21, 2016 at 6:38 pm
Wow! Just now O my Father—O Father of mine, just now? I came back to Psalms 37. I read,
FRET NOT yourself because of evildoers, neither be envious against those who work unrighteousness—that which is not upright or in right standing with my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua. For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb.
I read and? Once again I asked, Who are the evildoers, O my Father—O Father of mine? I started to answer my own question but? Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—child of My heart? Pause. Reflect back to My words in Romans 3:10-12
As it is written, None is righteous, just and truthful and upright and conscientious, no, not one. [Ps. 14:3.] No one understands [no one intelligently discerns or comprehends]; no one seeks out God. [Ps. 14:2.] All have turned aside; together they have gone wrong and have become unprofitable and worthless; no one does right, not even one!
Tuesday, June 21, 2016 at 11:19 pm
I need some more sleep. Will continue when I wake up next time. Your words describing the naked truth about us are so true.
Wednesday, June 22, 2016 at 4:12 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? I pause. I reflect. Those words describing the naked truth about us are so true. Do You mean to tell me that? We are all the evildoers You will soon be cutting down like the grass, and wither as the green herb?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—child of My heart? Have I not cut you down? Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—child of My heart? Have I not cut you down like the grass, and? Now, at this very moment of time? You are withering as the green herb. What is My meaning you might ask?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—child of My heart? All your capricious wants, your grandiose ideas, your secret evil desires for revenge, your longings for the things you have not, your lust for human attention all of it. It all? Withering as the green herb withers and is no more!
WOW! SO? That’s your answer? O my Father—O Father of mine? I am to look for the things I have and be thankful. I am to quit looking for the things I have not and quit complaining and lamenting and feeling sorry for my wicked self!
WOW! O my Father—O Father of mine? I don’t even have to pause & reflect on this one matter. I get it right where it matters—the center of my will and a mind to do the opposite of Your heart’s desires– that which is not upright or in right standing with You.
I am flabbergasted! Dumbfound! Astonished! As the blessed lesson of this moment sinks and settles down in the very core of my being! O but how good this cup of withered cinnamon sticks left in my cup from the days that I had plenty of cinnamon and honey to sweeten it to my capricious taste.
Delicious! Where is my demand for honey? Where is my accusing finger to Ahmad for not complying with my demand? Where is my lack of understanding and compassion for Ahmad on these troubled times that he is going through? I have water. I have a pot to fill with water. I have gas in my stove to hit that water. I have a cup to fill with that hot water and? What d’ye know? Cinnamon sticks at the bottom of that cup! O my Father—O Father of mine? How good to me You are! A delicious cup of cinnamon tea? What more could I ever want for?
I rest my case. Class dismiss. Lesson learned. O my Father—O Father of mine? And I don’t have to include the whole long chapter of Psalms 37. Two verses, that’s all. The lesson learned? Could be written in jillions of verses without avail if the teacher the lesson has failed to learn for his own self.
Next lesson? Next post? Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—child of My heart? I pause. I reflect. Ah! I get it. Next lesson? The next four verses only of that long Psalms 37.
“Commit your way to my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah /Yahushua—roll and repose each care of your load on Him; trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident also in Him and He will bring it to pass. And He will make your uprightness and right standing with our Almighty Creator go forth as the light, and your justice and right as the shining sun of the noonday.”
Can’t wait! But I won’t speculate. I wait on You, my Teacher—my Master. I wait on You, O my Father—O Father of mine, I wait on You.
His love in my heart for you and for all, thiaBasilia.
On This Anniversary Of Your Service To Me? …
On this anniversary of Your service to Me?
Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Sunday, June 19, 2016 at 12:21 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine. Everything is just fine only? I am beginning to be comfortable or at least able to be alone with no one else but You without the longing for the human fellowship that all humans must have. I need to sleep.
Sunday, June 19, 2016 at 6:30 pm
This day is almost gone. That is the daylight of the day is almost gone but? The twilight will soon arrive to give way to the working hours of my choosing much alive.
Surveys. Surveys. Surveys on the way. What is this O my Father—O Father of mine? Send me the surveys if that is the way You have chosen to supply the much needed funds to these days survive. Thanks O my Father—O Father of mine. Whatever for me You choose is always fine!
Monday, June 20, 2016 at 1:37 am
On this anniversary of Your service to Me? O My child—O child of My heart, I do bequeath to thee this bouquet of roses from the ones I have placed right within your heart on that 20th day of June exactly 31 years this day marks to be.
Rejoice and be glad for Your work shall be rewarded and your reward? Safeguarded until the day I pronounce unto you, Well done, you upright (honorable, admirable) and faithful servant! You have been faithful and trustworthy over a little; I will put you in charge of much. Enter into and share the joy (the delight, the blessedness) which your master enjoys. (Matthew 25:23)
O my Father—O Father of mine? Your joy? Your joy is my strength at much length.
Monday, June 20, 2016 at 7:16 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? What will today to me You bequeath? Shall, whatever be, hidden underneath the day’s reverses my mind rehearses? Spare me my Father—O Father of mine? Stop my mind … stop my mind … stop my mind let it not rewind!
Everything is fine. No need to let my mind wind the wiles on the imagination’s confines. My hope? To advance the sure winding of the title Overcoming Dysfunctional Mother to its ending without it bending. I wait on You for Your leading, for Your bidding.
His love in my heart for you dear reader and for all passersby on the fly, thiaBasilia
Overcoming Mother
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Click to read it! So much You gave me on my 7th Day of Rest …
So much You gave me on my 7th Day of Rest …
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Click to see what Father gave me on that 7th Day of Rest.
Overcoming Mother
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Friday, June 17, 2016 at 12:18 pm
Perfect silence at the moment. In a few minutes? The sound of voices like a pack of howling wolves which disturb this perfect silence and myself as well? Those voices for sure cause my soul a moment of hurt even in my skull! No problem. Let them howl. Me? I sing with my soul & heart in the spring that my Father to me always bring!
Saturday, June 18, 2016 at 4:18 am
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia child of My heart? Pause. Reflect. How you got to be at where you are at? O my Father—O Father of mine? I do pause. I do reflect. Sometimes to no effect. So many trails on that respect.
Right now I am wondering. Right now I am pondering. Why alone ourselves so many times we are finding? I remember June. I remember Barbara. And ah! Do I remember my beloved Betsy Mae? Alone they sit. No one in sight for a visit. And me? In the mountains of North Caroline. In the valleys of Louisiana. Up on the roof in Jordan? There I sit no one in sight for a visit. How is this to be, O my Father—O Father of mine? Even so?
Now of me You inquire. “How you got to be at where you are at?” How my Father—O Father of mine, how? How I got to be at where I am at? I pause. I reflect. So many trails. So many fails. Life is mostly all travail. What is to be done? O my Father—O Father of mine. What is to be done? What is what I must do. What is it that You want for me to do now that I got at where I am at?
In the roof I sit aloof but not really alone at that, for now I know what is what. Oh? Well? Perhaps at times I know what is what and take comfort at that but for the most? It all bypass my highest thoughts. It is all far beyond the understanding of my soul. So what?
It’s only me. No biggie. The world does not revolve around me. Why do I insist & persist in acting as if me is the king pin in the skim of all things? Silly me? But O my Father—O Father of mine. Why of me You inquire? What am I to answer? I do not know what am I to answer to Your inquire of How you got to be at where you are at? I do not know the answer to that. I wait on You to show me what is what.
Saturday, June 18, 2016 at 8:57 am
While I dozed off I saw a bright silver kettle sitting on my stove. Then I saw water dripping on it. What it means, my Father—O Father of mine what does it mean?
Spiritually, a kettle represents renewal, rebirth, new beginnings, and magic forces that contribute to the larger good. If you dream of a kettle and tea or coffee this means you can transfer your fears and your vulnerability in life to a positive situation. To dream of seeing a kettle boil shows that you will be much admired by others in the future. To see a washed kettle in your dream signifies a new interest resulting in much joy and happiness that will take over your time. To dream that you are washing a kettle indicates that you will be addicted with love and desire for someone close to you.
WOW! Before I dozed off I said to myself, “The book shall be a success because? You have inspired it from the first line of its conception to the last line of its completion. I must record that phrase to end the Overcoming Dysfunctional Mother.” And I drifted into dream world only to dream of? That big silver kettle sitting on my stove …and? All of that after I told you all that I was cooking on a gas stove. Hahaha! HalleluYah! And this post I end with? A super WOW!
Time will tell of the accuracy of such vivid dream to the esteem of the One that such dream to me has deemed.
His love in my heart for you now faithfully reading this last line of this post and also His love be? To all that in the present or in the past? Have these lines only glanced at quite fast, thiaBasilia.