From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
Tuesday, January 13, 2015 at 5:41 am
Chee whiz! O my Father, I thought I have lost a day, but, no, I did write yesterday and the day before. Only I been reading about a great number of Your people in the course Blogging 101 and I am overwhelmed with the diversity of the content in most blogs.
The picture of the whole spectrum of writers and their concerns is overwhelming to me because 99% of the content of their blogs is about elevating the carnal or human nature disguised in many different terms and interpretations of who we are!
I have determined that You must lead anyone to read what You give because there is so many, many people that have their own ideas on how to help others.
What about me, my Father? It seems to me that many, many in this Blogging 101 are intent to help others and have their own ideas of the help needed.
As for me? O my Father! Only You know what kind of help is needed and I have quit my helping others! My whole aim in my life now is to give my testimony of how You alone helped me!
But unless You intervene and give understanding of my aim to anyone I would be tossed in with the rest of the helpers and Your message will not make an impact in anyone’s soul!
Tuesday, January 13, 2015 at 10:57 pm
O my Father, this day is almost gone and I am still in awe of Your doings in Blogging 101. In the midst of hundreds You send me only one here and there, how neat!
But today I received a comment on my About page from Humanity 777. I checked that site and found the most amazing testimony of Your work in the author of that site and commented back!
O my Father, I was so excited about reading that testimony and I stated so in my comment. Well, You know my Father why the connection with this person was not established.
Then, it also seems that the connection with a couple of other bloggers that have replied to me at the beginning it is not established. I wait on You to see what develops next.
Wednesday, January 14, 2015 at 12:11 am
Well, Wednesday has arrived! Tuesday ended with doubtful results in all of my doings. Number one the misunderstandings in Blogging 101. Then Ahmad neither called me nor answered my call.
Then I have had another painful day—so painful that I want to scream out of sheer pain! Even so, my peace remains and I thank You! Now what, my Father?
Furthermore, I have not heard from Robin and I am wondering what is going on with her. Then I have not been able to figure out things and that alone troubles me because such figuring is only a temptation to do things on my own power & will!
So, no matter what? I wait on You for I know that You care for me and You have all things coming my way under Your control!
Father? Actually, You know what is in my mind and what is disturbing me; and just now You are enlightening me and I can see, exactly, the cause of my disturbance?
The cause of my disturbance is because as I get to understand this Blogging 101 and see the reaction of the bloggers to the many, many writers writing all kinds of things, again, I fear that it is of no use for me to write at all! Why?
O! O! There is my wicked nature attempting to take over me! That’s why! Thus, with the least provocation I get all bent out shape and I want to quit writing! O wretched woman that I am!
Even so, who delivers me from my own wicked nature? Ah! Who else, my Father? You do! And so I am going to post this in Blogging 101 and let the high go with the low—I quit!
Yes! I quit all my elated expectations that all bloggers are going to fall down in awe of my pitiful observations!
If anything my post will probably be tossed just for the lust of tossing blogs that do not satisfy what the brilliant mind in our heads has in store for us! So be it! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia
