It Is Only In Your Timing The Silver Lining Finding …
Repeat! Don’t Quit! …
But Master? I been repeating—for years I been repeating! What is the use? Your people is stuck in their ways like mules in a mud pile. It’s Tuesday, December 22, 2020 at 4:34 am I am going back to bed.
Ah! What Is This That I Am Hearing? …
Are You rebuking or encouraging me? Don’t You see? You quicken me to click here or there to find whatever I don’t know but what I find?
Hum! I find Your people following each other by the thousands and You?
Just an object for discussion and expressions of opinions by the zillions.
What About You? What About Your Perfect Plan Of Restoration? …
Ha! I dare not to disclose Your expression and confession while in bed I tried to forget but You won’t me let to forget. So up the covers flung! I can sleep later. Let me see what is with Thee, how You shall deal with me.
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Honest to goodness! You are a trip on the strip! You have a short span memory when it comes to My doings with and for you. For that matter?
You are no different than the rest of My rebellious children when it comes to My ways and My thoughts, but! You amuse Me. O how You amuse Me way over what your imagination can conceive.
In spur moments of frustration with the least of the inevitable daily oppressions? You fling the thing with a loud ring to Me you fling! Guess what? I don’t duck. I give you much slack. Why at that?
My greatly beloved thiaBasilia, you really are My precious jewel. No matter how you fling anything the fact is? You come to Me just like I ask of thee. Remember My words in Isaiah 1:18”
Come now, and let us reason together, says the Master. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be like wool.
Your sins? Your sins remain in your human nature.
They remain to remind thee without Me?
No good could ever come from thee.”
I Got It! O I Got It My Master! Yes! I Do! You? Amused With My Short Fuse? …?
“O yes! That I am! Amused With your Short Fuse. Why? Alright! Today is My day to let you in the thing to ring in the span of these earthly grounds. This ring shall resonate in the ears of My children roaming lost on such grounds.
But how is this thing to ring so far ajar for all to come in? Ah! My child hold on to your sit. I will tell you about it. Indeed! Like a motion picture each one of your lives is now playing in the greatest movie house in existence—the movie house of My dormant nature within each one of your hearts, but!
Pause. Reflect My child. How is this thing to ring in the Internet from within your heart for those lacking access to the Internet?
Yes! I know how you recoil at the thought to amalgamate My sacred doings in your life with the worldly mundane noise at rampart nowadays.
Fear not! I shall direct it all to the greatest effect in the souls of each individual child of Mine. Remember, at this time of the age of mankind I am addressing the individual not the multitude.
The time is coming for the multitude of billboards all over the world shall announce:
‘Ahmad & thiaBasilia? What A Pair!
Now Playing in the movie house of each local.
The Motion Picture Of The Year!!!
And The Rest? Shall Not Repeat. History Shall No Longer Repeat …
Eternity shall never end.
Shall never quit!
Shall you be in the limelight?
Indeed You Be! But Not In Any Way That Limelight On thee. It shall be on ME! …
For openers, what do I have for you to publish next? Direct the readers to each link to the posts that shall be included in The Motion Picture Of The Year!!! Next?
Be still. Let go of all your preconceived ideas of what or how I shall develop the matter. Wait.
I Am Still On My Throne. No One. Not A Thing. Nothing At All Can My Being Dethrone …
For the moment? Go on to create the graphic to illustrate the grand event in My plan for the near future. I am never late not tardy.” End of Your words for now.
It Is Done! …
Tuesday, December 22, 2020 at 9:55 am. Working on illustration. Not doing too good. Can’t grasp Your leading on it. I know You’ll show me soon enough. It’s now Tuesday, December 22, 2020 at 3:31 pm. Here are some of the links to be included in the Motion Picture of the Year!
Bed 6:29 pm on Tuesday, December 22, 2020. Slept until 2 or 3 am. Woke up thinking about the stimulus check. It made me feel somewhat disgusted with myself thinking about money instead of enjoying You and Your Presence altogether. Next?
My Mind In The Gutter …?
Mercy! O mercy my Master! Get me out! Lift me up! Deliver me from the gutter of my greed for money and material things lurking and popping insidiously against my will. O wretched one that I am!
I don’t celebrate Christmas anymore, but I sure keep checking the emails for Christmas gifts, and?
How soon will I get that stimulus check, and?
Will anyone donate money through PayPal or?
When? How? All that money You promised will I see, and?
What am I going to get when I get any money, and?
The list churning in my mind in the gutter goes on!
Disgusting! Disturbing! And?
What else, my Master?
I am so ever disgusted with my own self!
The worst?
Reading stories on the ultimate good on these earthly grounds just make feel even more aware of my own wicked selfishness.
Countless are the stories of good hard working unselfish people being rewarded but me?
my Master help! Let me quit this line of my own selfishness that’s forever with me.
Even worst?
I think I don’t get anything that I wish for because of that selfishness is evident to all but to me.
And YOU?
Where are You in this gutter I find myself in?
Get me out! Lift me up from the gutter my Master help me is my shrilling cry on this moment at 5:57 am on the dawn of this Wednesday, December 23, 2020.
Silence all around. But the faint sound of the heather pouring out some heat that is not even warming me up. How strange. Looking to my left, to my right. Looking up. Looking down. To my front. All in place. All in order. Wy the disorder in my mind? How strange.
Pausing. Reflecting. What Am I Expecting? …
Ha! What am I expecting? It is now Wednesday, December 23, 2020 at 7:44 am. Again, what am I expecting? The truth? You know it my Master.
I am expecting only goodness, mercy, and unfailing love to follow me all the days of my life, and?
Through the length of my days Your house, Your Presence to be my dwelling place now and forever!
All That Junk In The Gutter Of My Mind …?
Nonrelevant! The gutter is the gutter not to matter in the skim of Your perfect plan to win the love and respect from children soon to come into effect.
Wow! And It All Rhyming With The Ring That Shall Ring The Victory Win O Death Where Is Your Sting …?
Until the next update?
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
Me Too! Or? Shouldn’t I Be Watching Mine Instead Of Ours Or Yours …?
Who Would Have Thought that a little girl born some 81 years ago in a remote area in Guatemala C.A. would become a mother to a son born many years later in the famous Middle East?
I look every morning for blooms in my trees. I let them know I am waiting for those blooms. Next morning? New leaves but no blooms! I just look at them with hope, but I don’t say anything to them. After a bit, I remind His promise to my Master. His answer? “Soon. Sooner than you expect it.” So I wait with patience and composure. What a life!
Done Posting. Now What? Is Raining. I Am Cold …?
This is getting kind of old. It’s now 1:42 pm on Wednesday, December 16, 2020. Been up since 2 am. Had a full day already. Help me my Master to get over these unpleasant moments. I don’t know what to ask of You. But You do.
Am I Watching The Motion Picture Of Our Or Only My Life? …
Well? That poses an interesting challenge from You my Master. You got my attention. Here I am. Your Presence is for real. Even so? I get in these lousy moods just because? O well! Because?
You Tell Me My Master, Maybe Because …?
You are not pampering me as I see fit that You should do. Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! I just read Your word to lift me up from this moody instant I am experiencing. Quote:
Jeremiah 30:16-19
But in that coming day, all who are destroying you shall be destroyed, and all your enemies shall be slaves. Those who rob you shall be robbed; and those attacking you shall be attacked. I will give you back your health again and heal your wounds. Now you are called “The Outcast” and “Jerusalem, the Place Nobody Wants. But, says the Lord, when I bring you home again from your captivity and restore your fortunes, Jerusalem will be rebuilt upon her ruins; the palace will be reconstructed as it was before. The cities will be filled with joy and great thanksgiving, and I will multiply my people and make of them a great and honored nation. End of quote.
Were You Speaking To Jerusalem Or To Each Individual Member Of Jerusalem?
It is now Wednesday, December 16, 2020 at 2:25 pm. Now I hear You, and my mood? What mood? Instead? Reflect. The truth? Nothing is as I see fit that You should do. It is all far above my human reasoning, but!
Thank Goodness That It Is So! That’s For Sure! …
Otherwise? I dare not to even think of the otherwise choice. I am A-OK under Your loving control and authority. No need to fear otherwise.
As Well? No Need To Fear The Moods That Swing My Body Up And Down …
It’s all a matter of sugar balance or imbalance caused by my body’s ability or inability to properly digest whatever I eat. Ha! I sound so professional, don’t I? Big deal! Professional or not? Your promise to restore my body stands.
I have literally tried everything! No sugar. No bread. No honey. No coffee and back! No change! Pain and misery either way.
So? I Am Not Any Longer Anxious About What I Eat Or Not Eat …
The results? No more pain. Peace. Security. You bless me with sleep. It’s Wednesday, December 16, 2020 at 11:21 pm since 4:25 pm. About six hours and I might go back to sleep even more in a bit. What a blessing.
And People? And Company? And Money? And So Forth …?
You know that I need all those things. Your command? “Do not be anxious like the heathen are. I take care of the birds in the air as I do with the flowers in the field, why not take care of you faithless one that you are?”
O My Master, But What Am I To Do? I Need …?
I need an electric blanket, I need a printer, I need? What else do I need? My goodness! I done run out of needs! That blanket and printer? Those just pop in my mind today. Go figure it!
Master? You Are So Good! The Only Good One In Existence …
But me? A faithless one. A doubting Thomas. A foolish, stupid one. Should I go on? O well! I have managed to fool people who think highly of me, but! Most certainly? I cannot fool Thee! Even so?
You Are Taking Care Of Me For The Sake Of Your Name Or Your Word …
Yes, You are and always have been taking care of me, but! What about others? O man! I do not understand a whit about You! How to reconcile all those discrepancies in Your doings?
All Over Is Written, ‘Fear Not’ As Well As ‘The Fear Of You’. What Is To Be? Do I Fear Or Not Fear? …
And that is only about fear, but then? I read, “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his [own] father and mother [in the sense of indifference to or relative disregard for them in comparison with his attitude toward God] and [likewise] his wife and children and brothers and sisters–[yes] and even his own life also–he cannot be My disciple.” Luke 14:26 AMPC+.
How to reconcile that with, “And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself.” [Lev_19:18] Matthew 22:39 AMPC+
“Regard (treat with honor, due obedience, and courtesy) your father and mother, that your days may be long in the land the Lord your God gives you.” Exodus 20:12 AMPC+
You See My Dilemma My Master? Help! …
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 1:09 am. I never made it to bed. Instead? The reading the discrepancies founded by some highfalutin scholars brought about the finding of my own discrepancies.
And So My Master? The Perennial Human Issue Comes To Mind …?
Why the evil in this world? Is there God in existence? If so? Why He lets evil rampart in the world? Why suicide? Why mental and all kinds of illnesses? Why my child died? Why the stillborn or deform babies? Why the horrors done to women or babies? Why pornography? Why? Why? Why?!!!
Me? You Have Let Me Into The Center Of Your Heart, And There …?
In there You have begun to show me Your covenant and reveal to me its deep, inner meaning. No kidding. Echoing the Psalms, Psalms 25 been one of my favorites, and? You are now enlivening every single favorite word of mine.
Enlivening? Giving spirit and vivacity. Animating. Invigorating. Imparting strength and vitality to every favorite word written in the Scriptures commonly known as the Bible.
You Are Now Searing In My Heart Your Invigorating Word To Avail Me Forever! …
So? You are reconciling all discrepancies that have troubled me most of my life, and? In Your doing so You are reaching and touching many souls melting away all discrepancies by the power of Your wisdom and passionate love for Your creation.
What A Mighty Yah You Are! Fact Not Flattery …
How easy it is to flaunt those words without foundation on solid ground. I know. What am I talking about? O my Master! But You know how I flaunted those words in good times. Came bad times. Such words? Nonexistent.
Regardless! In The Economy Of My Life? You Do Not Waste A Second, So …?
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 2:21 am. Time to head for bed. You blessed me with over a couple more hours of sleep. Now it’s a new day. Continue.
So? On The Issue Of Discrepancies? It All Got To Do With Timing/Circumstances …
How ‘bout that? Isn’t that an ‘smart’ statement? It is better than ‘smart’, the truth? That’s the fact to be exact but!
Such fact did not enter into my carnal mind until nowadays.
Why?
I am a very ‘smart’ human being, and?
The smarter that a human being could be?
The dumber he/she becomes.
How is that?
The smarter we are the farther away from the Source of our beings we become.
Independence is not always the best.
Not even close to the best.
Independence from whatever evil oppresses us?
Perhaps if we consider the meaning of freedom.
The fact?
At large the meaning of freedom is far from what is meant to be.
We consider ourselves free when in reality we are slaves to our own humanity.
Wow! The Question Is Who Is My Master …?
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 6:37 am. How did I get into all of this freedom matter, my Master?
Ah! The discrepancies! What is the source of such an issue, my Master?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Go back as far as you can remember of your childhood. It is said that a two-year old child is continuously asking ‘why?’ but you?
“I purposely let you remember only you giving answers not asking questions. One incident I have imprinted in your mind, the incident of your grandmother Lucila and her prayer routine to pray the Rosary prayer imposed to all in sight.
“She kept forgetting how the Rosary prayer went, so? She would have everybody start from the beginning. O no! your knees on the rough dirt ground were about to bleed. But you submitted without complaining.
“Then you were sent to school. After a while in school, you came home on the weekend and announced to your grandmother, “Abuelita, I know the Rosary prayer!” You were aiming to teach that prayer to your ‘abuelita’ but it backfired on you. She replied, “You do? Now go pray it!”
“The point? You didn’t ask the question ‘why?’. You went ahead to the answer. Is the same to this day and time. You have been observing the human dilemma with the Scriptures from the moment I set your eyes on such enigmatic writings, but!
“You have been putting such matter on hold until now. Why? Because of My Timing and the Circumstances at any time of the age of mankind.
“That is something which escapes in the most brilliant human minds of My creation for My own good reasons. Meaning?
“I created the human being in My image to be in My likeness, therefore, the most brilliant human minds exist. Even so? I created the human in image to be in My likeness but not to be above Me.
“Not to be above Me required for Me to develop a plan to prevent the human’s attempt to do so.
“This is the plan in effect through the age of mankind and the plan that eludes the most brilliant human minds.
“Nevertheless, My timing is now to reveal the ultimate plan for the eternal good of My creation including the humankind in its whole inclusive ways and manners of thinking and feeling.
“Who shall be saved or spared to be included in such plan?
“That, My child is something that I reserve for individual revelation.
“Therefore? My instruction to you to be still, to let go, to wait. And?
“I am delighted with your obedience to do so despite your human lapses.
“O My precious one, how My unbroken companionship with you delights My Being.
“Again, My delight is your strength.
“Your strength to be still, to let go, to wait for Me to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in your life however long you must wait.
“I am satisfied. Your patience. Your understanding of things you never understood before quite satisfy My Being.
“I see you wondering right now.
What about are you wondering right now?
Ah! It’s now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 8:15 am, would I send you Ahmad this morning?
Would you get your chocolates and honey?
What about your desk lamp?
And will I send you the means to get your printer and electric blanket before the year ends?
Will you get the stimulus check from the government?
Hum! All those things in your churning mind?
My provocative question to you in view of your wonderings:
Have I been with you so long My child and you are still wondering whether or not I AM?
But guess what? I am the One to give you such freedom to come to Me with all your wonderings!
Therefore, I am delighted to hear and respond to you far above all your wonderings.
Wait. It won’t be long. It is as it is written. Quote:
But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with God. [Gen_18:14; Job_42:2]
Then Peter answered Him, saying, Behold, we have left [our] all and have become Your disciples [sided with Your party and followed You]. What then shall we receive?
Yahushua said to them, Truly I say to you, in the new age [the Messianic rebirth of the world], when the Son of Man shall sit down on the throne of His glory, you who have [become My disciples, sided with My party and] followed Me will also sit on twelve thrones and judge the twelve tribes of Israel.
And anyone and everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or lands for My name’s sake will receive many [even a hundred] times more and will inherit eternal life.
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are a trip in the strip! Now you are wondering whether you will have to wait until Yahushua sit down on the throne of His glory.
“Pause. Reflect My child, where is Yahushua’s throne of glory right now? Is it not in the throne of the deepest chamber of your heart? There is your ‘when’ answer.
“No, not waiting until then, I am already fulfilling all promised as I see fit to do. Only remember, when there is other person included to fulfill My promises, I need to deal with that person before I materialize My promises to you.
I Got It My Master! I’ll Wait …
It is now Friday, December 18, 2020 at 6:53 am—a holyday in these parts of the world. Will Ahmad come to visit as he promised he was to do? Perhaps. I wait on You. Your doings in his life are beyond my conception.
I am working on my seed of faith garden
Grown From Avocado Seeds? No Avocados Shall One See …?
Ah! But in a dream you let me see, “I got avocados in my trees!!!!” my enthusiastic exclamation woke me up. Avocados in my trees? Then? That’s My Seed Of Faith Garden …
It is written, quote:
Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. End of quote. Habakkuk 2:4. Found also in [Rom_1:17; Gal_3:11]
O My Master? You Know There Is No Avocados …
It is now Friday, December 18, 2020 at 2:34 pm. I finished the illustration. The thought came to me that people could think there are avocados in my trees already because of the avocados in the illustration. But!
Maybe not! Even so? I’ll add a caption to make sure.
‘Caption: I look every morning for blooms in my trees. I let them know I am waiting for those blooms. Next morning? New leaves but no blooms! I just look at them with hope, but I don’t say anything to them. After a bit, I remind His promise to my Master. His answer? “Soon. Sooner than you expect it.” So I wait with patience and composure. What a life!’
On The Illustration …
Illustrating the present posts as a motion picture made me think that perhaps presenting future entries as a motion picture was not such a good idea.
O But How My Human Mind Churns …
Why such thought? It’s a long story. I will relate it as this post continues. My churning got to do mainly with the illustration graphic and the announcing:
Ahmad & thiaBasilia? What A Pair!
Now Playing.
Motion Picture Of The Year!!!
Perhaps this approach is not the best.
Master? It made me think that perhaps that was my own idea not Yours.
Then? Problems with the accounts was also churning in my mind.
Help! O my Master! Help!
One More Day Ending. Another 7th Day Of Rest Begins …
It is now Friday, December 18, 2020 at 10:44 pm. So my Master? I am having seconds thoughts about approaching the future parallel to a motion picture. I need to hear from You.
For now I am going to continue investigating the situation with my accounts.
Sleep is overtaking me. Heading for bed at 10:58 pm on Friday, December 18, 2020.
Microsoft Office needs Updating on Saturday, December 19, 2020 at 5:00 am
I need to close this file and the computer for the update.
It is now Saturday, December 19, 2020 at 6:00 pm.
Ha! What A Nightmare! …
It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 3:02 am. I spent my 7th Day of rest trying to wake up from such nightmare. I am still confused. What happened?
Well? I Thought I Had Lost All Entries Since November 29. Why? …
It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 4:30 am
In retrospect? I have been engross creating the illustration for this post that I had not opened the journal to post anything since the restart of the computer.
When I Finally Decided To Post? What? …
And old version of The Tribe Journal From 2020 on dated back to November 29! What is this? What is happening? Where is my last saved at 5 am on December 19?
From There On? My Mind Went Into A Panic Spin …
Spent hours waiting for help from Microsoft. Finally a kind tech spent practically the whole day attempting to restore my latest file to no avail.
At last, I gave up trying to recuperate the file and decided to recreate it from the posts.
I came down. My mind settled.
Then? It came to me, the files were corrupted when my Gigabyte computer CPU bit the dust.
That happened last November as I posted.
I remember I overcame that problem by restarting the computer.
But this time I did not restarted.
That caused the havoc that nearly drove me crazy yesterday.
Suddenly!
The Miracle! O Yes! Miracle …?
What made me turn off/unplug the computer plus disconnect the external drive for the umpteen time? Ah! The best to come. After about 10 minutes turn on computer, connect hard drive. Next?
What Quickened Me To Go To My External Folders To Check For What? …
Had no idea what was I to check, but once I opened the external folders? I clicked, ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’ WOW! My latest file!
How When Was The Tribe Journal From 2020 On Saved Under ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’
To this minute I cannot figure it out. It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 6:08 am. O my Master! How real You are! Truly? I absolutely have nothing to worry or panic about.
Not To Brag But I Am Above Average When It Comes To Computer Troubleshooting, But!
The time is coming and it is here now when all the knowledge and the money in the world shall not avail at all! I am getting it my Master!
For Sure! Your Aim Is To Get My Attention, And …?
You are succeeding. Thank You. I dare not go any further with this matter. I wait on You. You are Sovereign over Your cherished creation. Your plan is perfect. Nothing and no one can or could thwart it. Thank Goodness!
And So? You Continue To Play The Motion Picture Of My Life In Your Presence …
Now? Now? Please! Don’t knock yourselves down looking where my Master’s Motion Picture Of My Life In His Presence is playing. It’s playing right here in the movie house of His lively nature within my heart!
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
It Is As Yesterday Or Tomorrow No More Sorrow. Indeed! My Life Was In Shambles …?
The Beauty In This World? Relax. Rejoice. Be Real Not Fake …
Sunday, December 13, 2020 at 9:05 am.
Genuine not counterfeit. Humor and strength of character are to be your gifted trademark from Me to reach many of souls. So? This is the new me You have restored.
Reflecting On Relax. Rejoice. Be Real Not Fake …
Sunday, December 13, 2020 at 8:57 pm -11:42 pm.
Genuine and authentic; not artificial or spurious. This day is ending. I spent the last three hours searching for the day of my arrival to Amman, Jordan. In the process? Some records worthy to recall. Quote:
Is Ahmad’s Birthday! Who is Ahmad? My gifted son …
Thursday, November 17, 2016 at 5:03 am
The year was 2010. Somewhere around November 02, 2010.
A Bond Was Established …
That night it came to me to create a graphic about the dream/vision I had when I asked Father to take all my affection for Ahmad out of my heart.
That night again, after my request I went to sleep and I found myself at the edge of a pool at the bottom of a rushing water cascade. I knew that from that cascade babies would be still-born and I was there to KILL those babies for sure…suddenly! A beautiful baby girl came rushing down the cascade crying and attached to this girl by the umbilical cord was a long boy apparently sleeping and I exclaimed: I CANNOT KILL THESE BABIES! THEY ARE ALIVE!
Then I bend over and picked up the little girl and somebody else picked up the boy and we were looking for scissors to cut them apart but then I heard Ahmad’s voice saying: “NO! DON’T CUT THEM NOW! WE CAN DO THAT LATER!” And I woke up!
The Spirit told me that day that my affection for Ahmad was to be the umbilical cord to transmit LIFE into Ahmad’s being. He would not take it out of my heart but on the contrary, He would nurture my affection until due time—His time for Ahmad to accept the life that I would transmit to him.
Basilia & Ahmad—What A Pair!
It had been a year—for that 4th day of November was to mark the exact date when Basilia & Ahmad met for the first time! O what a year! Never a dull moment! And a very productive year it turned out to be at the expense of Basilia’s carnal pride! For after humiliation plus humiliation her pride? Spent—no more pride left!
Basilia and Ahmad—what a pair! Neither Basilia much less Ahmad had any concept of our FATHER doings! For our FATHER purposely did not and does not to the present, let Basilia know much ahead of time for obvious reasons. Should the Father/Creator let Basilia know all the details of His plan, Basilia will for sure take it upon herself to improve and execute such plan accordingly to her own carnal or human reasoning just like everybody does!
And so, again, it had been a year, for that 4th day of November was to mark the exact date when Basilia and Ahmad met for the first time! O what a year! Never a dull moment! A very productive year it has been at the expense of “Poor Basilia’s carnal pride!
Believe me there is no pride left in “Poor Basilia” to the present 2016 year! All pride spent in seven years of one humiliation after another after another to the point that now, just now in 2016, I can humbly recognize that wicked pride and subdue it! How? Only by the power of love from on high.
The day the matter actually took place ….
Ahmad and I joined by the umbilical cord of eternal life!
Thursday, November 25, 2010 (7:35 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua what is it that I dreamed? All I remember is that two babies came out of somebody’s womb into a fountain of clear water and evidently these babies were supposed to be killed for whatever reason—Maybe they were supposed to be dead already but when they come out of the womb there was a beautiful tiny lively little girl but crying and a little boy and I said,
“I cannot kill these babies they are alive!” and we whoever was with me picked them up and were looking how to cut the umbilical cord but somebody maybe a doctor holding the umbilical cord said, “we can do that later” and I woke up!
What is the meaning of this most peculiar dream? There was no feelings involved during the dream or when I woke up. It seems that it was a good dream telling me something good about myself and perhaps about Ahmad.
It seems that in my dream Ahmad was the one holding the umbilical cord and saying “we can do that later”. Perhaps You are answering my request earlier this morning about my hurt feelings and emotions?
“My child—My precious and beloved Thia yes this dream represents the birth of a new beautiful relationship that just took place between you and Ahmad—a relationship of twin newborn babies destined to live tied by the umbilical cord of My nature ingrained within you.
“I know how intense within you is the urge for your children and friends and Ahmad’s fellowship and affection. But I also know the strength of your commitment to My Being—for such is the strength that I have invested upon you!
“In your dream the beautiful little girl was lively and alive but the little boy was not even awake though not without life—and so it has been in the reality of your relationship with Ahmad up to the moment of your interchange early this morning.
“For Ahmad walked in your room while you were praying for me to kill or to destroy these hurtful feelings caused by the sense of Ahmad and all your relations lack of understanding of the most intense affection I have placed in your heart for them!
“Because Ahmad and your children and friends are so bugged down with the affairs of this world they cannot understand what I am doing with your life though that they are tied down to you by the umbilical cord of My nature within you!
“Yes! Such is the fact and Ahmad is beginning to understand that tie now after witnessing the integrity of your character and your commitment to Me.
“For quite a while now I have let you feel My sadness as I see My children running around like sheep without a pastor totally consumed with the affairs of this world fending for themselves and totally oblivious to My good will and plan I have for them.
“But on days like this when your family will be absorbed in celebrating this Thanksgiving day to the point of exhaustion and when you witness Ahmad and his predicament of life your sadness comes to a peak along with My sadness!
“Yet My child—My beloved and precious Thia I cannot kill those feelings and emotions coming out of the core of your being—I cannot cut the heart of life that I have given to you as I ingrained My nature within your being!
“Nonetheless I am empowering you to live tied to Ahmad and your children and friends by the umbilical cord of My nature within you until the time comes for them to fully assimilate and wake up to My nature!
“This morning Ahmad has begun to assimilate that nature and soon he shall come to life—to a healthy and lively existence while he abandons his troublesome affairs and engages in My affairs!
“Thus by My intervention in Ahmad’s mind and heart Ahmad is beginning to understand and see this tie—this umbilical cord of My nature within you offering life to him and he knows it.
“Thus My child—My beloved Thia from here on out I am empowering you to live above any hurt feelings coming your way. And you shall continue submitting your thoughts to My Being and conquering for My esteem and honor! I delight in you My child and My delight in you is your strength!”
O HalleluYah! I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my salvation be exalted!
I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my salvation be exalted!
I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of salvation be exalted!!!
Wow! What A Finding! Your Leading Is Impeccable …
Sunday, December 13, 2020 at 11:55 pm
I had no idea how to continue from now on, but! Your leading! You led me to the above recording which was far from my mind. I had completely forgotten such a record. Not so with You.
You are now putting all pieces together starting from the first piece.
The disorder and judgement of the past month has ended.
It is now time for the meaning of number five.
How timely! Quote:
The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation. This number associates the idea of Your grace and life to it. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life. The creation responds to You, the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.
Your Ultimate Act To Flourish …
Monday, December 14, 2020 at 12:02 am
Time to produce fruit, to shine light, and to provide just the right atmosphere for your ultimate act to flourish. Your Ultimate Act? Indeed!
BEHOLD! Governing Order Rulership. The Power Of Your Wisdom and Love Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
Watching It All Take Place With Amazing Precision! …
The quoted records? Exactly 10 years ago almost to the date on Thursday, November 25, 2010—Thanksgiving Day in 2010. Now I know why my Thanksgiving Day episode surfaced on Friday, December 11, 2020.
From 1974 To 1985 To 1995 To 2005 To 2015 To ?
Monday, December 14, 2020 at 1:31 am.
This last 2015 year? Maybe ten years, started on 2015 when You planted me in Amman, Jordan. Will it end in 2025? Only You know my Master. Me? Today. Today You have opened my ears to hear and obey.
Today You are leading me to continue building my House on the Rock that You are.
Indeed! My Life Was In Shambles, But! …
Moment by moment. Day by day. Week by week. Month by month. Year by year?
All came neat.
The seasons came.
The seasons went.
My time?
It was rent! It was bent!
O the time bygone!
Old life? With my time is gone.
Where now is new life to begin with the grin of spring?
On the mountain top in the Presence of my Master.
There where the flowers bloom.
Where there always springtime is faster.
Where the blooming is never to stop.
Where summertime arrives none too soon.
My life in shambles? No more rambles.
Steady New Life is now ready.
The suffering? Myself to purify.
The New Life’s cleanser Suffering to be tried, smelted, and refined.
Within me the wicked cannot understand how it can no longer stand crushing my hand
Behold! The power of my Father’s love and wisdom?
I now quite understand as I sit still in the mill In the Presence of the Master!
Old life gone! 2017 New Life Begins….
Today. It Is As Yesterday Or Tomorrow No More Sorrow …
Monday, December 14, 2020 at 7:38 am.
The dates on the moment I record continue to impress me. Now I have Monday for the 1st day of the week. The 14th day of December the 12th month of the year 2020 at the 7th hour plus 38 minutes on this morning. Numbers meaning?
Number 1 meaning the Creator’s Unity.
Number 12 meaning Governing Order Rulership.
Number 14 composed of number 7 twice.
Number 2020 composed of double 10 twice meaning When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.
Number 7 meaning Completeness and Rest. The Creator does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
Number 38 composed of numbers 3 & 8 meaning
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles.
The number eight or the last number on the date of this moment presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
Can You Now See My Ways Clearly My Child? …
Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living? The dates/time are the steppingstones in the crossing the river of your life.
Yes, I Can Now See Quite Clear The Steppingstones In The Crossing The River Of My Life …
Monday, December 14, 2020 at 8:49 am.
The River Of My Life? It has been ragingly flowing carrying away the debris from the past for the most, but there been stretches of peaceful flowing Your loving Presence enjoying.
Seven Years Have Gone By Since 2013—Your Leading To Recall …
Amazing how You are leading me to place those steppingstones in Your Governing Order Rulership. It is all neatly ready for display for all to see Your righteous way.
Quote:
The Beauty In This World…
Three Requirements To Enter The Kingdom Of Heaven!
Lean Not On Your Own Understanding
Become Like Little Children
Do Not Call Anyone ‘Teacher’ Or ‘Father’ Or ‘Leader’
Are We Eligible Or Will We Be Denied By Reason Of Our Neglect To Meet Such Requirements?
Wednesday, April 10, 2013 at 2:12 am
Father Yah, how but how can we ever be able to detach ourselves from the beauty in this world? Beauty, beautiful people, beautiful things, beautiful words, beautiful music, breathtaking scenery, outstanding works of art, loving & caring people and more saturates this world as much as corruption & ugliness do!
How easy it can be to break away from corruption & ugliness but to break away from beauty & the beautiful side of this world? It’s impossible my Father and You know it! Yet, NOTHING absolutely NOTHING is impossible to You!
Wednesday, April 10, 2013 at 3:39 pm
My days are spent in sorrow because I hear not from anyone who is paying mind to Your words, my Father. If I was writing from and for myself I would have no problem to join them and laugh and enjoy the maximum beauty that this world has to offer just like everybody else is doing!
But such is not the case so I lift up my whole being unto You my Master pleading for mercy for me and for all of those of my concern!
Wednesday, April 10, 2013 at 7:27 pm
So, I guess I’m only thinking of myself—self-centered? It’s a pity my Father but You know that I don’t know what to think or what to do or how to just be when the brunt of aloneness in this world hits my whole being!
If I am right or wrong it does not matter because whatever I am or do it does not change the fact that Your people continue to live according to what seems good to them and not according to Your Word or Your commandments.
So, they perform all those rituals and keep all those festivals and adhere to what seems good to them and immerse themselves in a world of beauty & goodness but the truth of the matter is that when it comes to the core of Your written words as in the famous Sermon on the Mount in Matthew 5-7 & Luke 6 & many other chapters in Your written words those words are totally out of the scope of human capability to observe & keep them!
Thus, instead of accepting such incapability and turning to You my Father we just frame & quote & study & dissect those words with much diligence then go on doing what we think is best to do to keep and do those words never for one minute realizing that we are not fit to keep and do those words by our own power of thinking and emotional hype!
Thus, Your commandment not to lean in our own understanding, to become like little children and not to call anyone ‘teacher’ or ‘father’ or ‘leader’ are totally ignored and replaced by our own ideas & concepts of what it all means!
Can your people not see that we are programmed by the religious & secular systems in this world to do exactly the opposite of Your commandments?
Ah! But Your people is appalled to give up such beauty & goodness! It feels so good! It’s such pleasure to hear and to see the glitter of beautiful words of comfort & encouragement & sympathy!
Am I deranged to suggest that such beauty is an abomination unto You my Father?
Hum! Think again! Am I or are you the deranged one? Go over the words from the lips of our Messiah & check yourself against those words before you analyze this donkey that I am!
I love you! Yes I love you with the love of my Yah in spite of your cruelty to the one human being most concerned with your eternal destiny! And yes I miss you but I will not bow down to your style of living opposite to the commandments from our Maker no matter how enticing such style of living it is!
Thursday, April 11, 2013 at 12:10 am
I’m going back to sleep. It’s 1:41 am and I’m awake but in much pain. I will go back to sleep. It’s now 4:36 am and I hope that now I can stay awake and continue the work that You have assigned unto me.
O my Father, as I reflect on Your words from the very first ‘In the beginning…’ words in the book of Genesis I am totally baffled and astonished to realize how mankind has managed to mangle and twist and exploit Your pure and simple instructions for us to live in Your Presence forever!
But this is the way You knew things would go for this is the way that You chose to purify & temper Your children to mold us into Your image.
So, I might as well chill out and suffer this incredible moment of pain that I am going through as I witness the preposterous behavior of my own children and my friends towards me and towards You.
But they all in one accord despise all that You my Father have given to me to stand firmly on for they consider themselves to be outstanding citizens in the sight of man and in Your sight!
So be it Father Yah! Up to this moment of time You have had me reaching out and plead with my loved ones in one way or the other because You made it my business to do so.
But now this is no longer my business! This is all Your business from now until You lift up my head as You see fit to do! I will no longer reach out to my children or my friends begging for them to reciprocate this love of Yours that I hold in my heart for them.
I will sit still and let their conscience be their guide. For I know that sooner than later You will penetrate that conscience within them and then You will accomplish Your heart’s desire for them and for me! Amen & HalleluYah!
Impeccable Your Leading Remains …
Monday, December 14, 2020 at 9:19 am.
Smile. Why? Your Impeccable leading me to publish such daring message! And that at the time that the river of my life is peaceful flowing for my enjoyment. Why disturb such peace, my Master?
“Ah! What a delightful jolt to My Being! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What a joy it is for Me to see My child open to My leading even when My leading disturbs the peaceful flowing of the river of her life. It won’t be for long My child, it won’t be. Fear not! Relax! Remember, My ways? My thoughts? Unbelievable higher than yours.” End of Your loving words.
That Sure Is A GOOD Thing Over My Down To Nothing Of My Ways And Thoughts …
Monday, December 14, 2020 at 12:10 pm.
One more record to quote. This record shall equalize the record above, I hope. It is a quote on Monday, April 2, 2018 at 2:28 pm that was made into a book. Quote:
O my Father! Nothing seems to add up. One moment I see clear. The next moment? A dark cloud impairs my vision. My heart constricts. Do you measure up? My mind persists.
A challenging moment? Perhaps. What is my challenge, my Father? What must I respond to the measuring up in a humble spirit? Do I measure up at all in Your sight?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Yes, you measure up in My sight. Because you measure up? Daniel 12 is coming to fulfilment on this your moment of suffering.
“Daniel 12:10 Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan_11:33-35]
“Now? The time is here for the teachers and those who are wise to understand. To understand? Yes. To understand least they fail the test and fall with the rest of unbelievers.
“Daniel 11:33-35 And they who are wise and understanding among the people shall instruct many and make them understand, though some [of them and their followers] shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.
“Now when they fall, they shall receive a little help. Many shall join themselves to them with flatteries and hypocrisies.
“And some of those who are wise, prudent, and understanding shall be weakened and fall, [thus, then, the insincere among the people will lose courage and become deserters. It will be a test] to refine, to purify, and to make those among [the Almighty’s people] white, even to the time of the end, because it is yet for the time [the Almighty] appointed.
“My child, The Sermon of the Mountain is to penetrate the leaders of My people full force by the power of My love and wisdom not by their own power of understanding My written words.
“There are Three Requirements To Enter The Kingdom Of Heaven!
Lean Not On Your Own Understanding
Become Like Little Children
Do Not Call Anyone ‘Teacher’ Or ‘Father’ Or ‘Leader’
“Are you Eligible Or Will you Be Denied By Reason Of your Neglect To Meet Such Requirements? That’s my challenge to the Leaders of My people.
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You must set a link to the Sermon on the Mount plus the other writings I have quickened you to check for this moment.
“From now on? I am leading you to challenge My people. It’s time. They have reached the max of their cleverness to no avail. Why?
“My children shall never find what they are looking for until they come and reason with me to obtain the power to repent of their own cleverness to live independent of Me.
“Go on My child! I am with you and for you. You shall never be put to shame. I am delighted in your continuing obedience despite the cost to your own humanity.
“Remember, My delight in your obedience is your strength. Do not despair. The greatest miracle in your life is about to happen. Rejoice!” End of quote.
Thanks, my Father. You alone have the power to settle and harmonize all inharmonious circumstances no matter how they surface daily, at any moment.
May Your will be done in our hearts down here on earth as it is in heaven. Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear reader and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.
Wow! Dumbfound I Am Found …
Monday, December 14, 2020 at 1:25 pm.
On Your leading heading to posting grounds. May Your will be done in the heart of each one of Your children on this earth as it is done in Heaven.
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
Peace of mind? Something so far from politics, mind you! We, O my Master! We are talking about Your peace that surpasses all human understanding. Quote:
John 16:1-33
I HAVE told you all these things, so that you should not be offended—taken unawares and falter, or be caused to stumble and fall away—I told you to keep you from being scandalized and repelled.
They will put you out of—expel you from the synagogues; but an hour is coming when whoever kills you will think and claim that he has offered service to God. And they will do this because they have not known the Father or Me.
But I have told you these things now, so that when they occur you will remember that I told you of them. I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you. But now I am going to Him Who sent Me, yet none of you asks Me, Where are You going? But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts taken complete possession of them.
However, I am telling you nothing but the truth when I say it is profitable—good, expedient, advantageous for you that I go away. Because if I do not go away, the Comforter—Counselor, Helper, Advocate, Intercessor, Strengthener, Standby will not come to you into close fellowship with you; but if I go away, I will send Him to you to be in close fellowship with you.
And when He comes, He will convict and convince the world and bring demonstration to it about sin and about righteousness—uprightness of heart and right standing with the Mighty Creator of your beings and about judgment: About sin, because they do not believe in Me—trust in, rely on, and adhere to Me; About righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with your Creator, because I go to My Father, and you will see Me no longer; About judgment, because the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world [Satan] is judged and condemned and sentence already is passed upon him.
I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now. But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message on His own authority; but He will tell whatever He hears from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him, and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come that will happen in the future.
He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you. Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He—the Spirit will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.
Master? You Have Turned My Sorrow Into Joy As It Is Here Written …
In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me. So some of His disciples questioned among themselves, What does He mean when He tells us, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me, and, Because I go to My Father? What does He mean by a little while? We do not know or understand what He is talking about.
Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?
I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy. A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.
So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and then your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).
And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me—you will need to ask Me no questions. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name as presenting all that I AM.
Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name as presenting all that I AM; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.
Master? You Have Overcome The World For Me As Is Here Written …
I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).
At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf for it will be unnecessary.
For the Father Himself tenderly loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father. I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.
His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)! Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Father.
Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? Do you believe it at last? But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have perfect peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted! For I have overcome the world. I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you. End of quote.
Indeed! O My Master? You Have Ingrained Those Words Into My Being …
Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 12:04 am
It is a new day by all means of the word. There was distress on my 7th Day of Rest but it ended with a good note: a call from Yazeed and a good laugh.
What provoked our laugh?
Compliments and the lack of them.
Funny thing?
Such matter goes along with the words I just finished quoting.
How?
In The World You Have Tribulation And Trials And Distress And Frustration …
Logic. I called Ahmad because of my frustration with his doings nowadays. Well? I called, called, and called. No answer from Ahmad but Yazeed answered to tell me Ahmad was asleep.
By and by I expressed my frustration to Yazeed.
Then? I asked him to please get me things I am lacking.
One of those things? Honey.
Yazeed responded with, “I will buy you especial honey for you tomorrow because you are especial.”
To his remark I responded, “I will be so ever grateful. You are so especial yourself!”
To my remark he responded, “Thank you. No one told me that before. That makes me feel really good!”
Now? Let me back off a bit.
Compliments in this culture are not freely given.
Customs? Formalities? Protocol?
Of the utmost importance.
While chatting with my Canadian educated friend at his phone shop in Aqaba, a customer came in.
No words. He put something on the counter. My friend got him what he needed. The customer paid and off he went.
My friend exclaimed, “MULE!”
I asked, “why do you call him ‘mule’?
His amusing reasoning, he said,
“Because he is a mule not a donkey.
A donkey at least knows how to improve itself by mating with a horse.
But a mule remains a mule, no improvement.
No manners with that fellow.
No smile. No, how are you? Nothing!”
I say, “what in the world are you talking about?”
He said, “Here? No one just burst into a place. One is supposed to smile and inquire about health and family and such, otherwise one is considered to be like a mule.”
I burster out laughing and exclaimed, “I guess I am considered to be a ‘mule’ then because I never think to follow such protocol! From now on? I’ll keep that in mind!”
So? I came to visit my next friend and saluted him with, “Good afternoon. How are you? How is your health? How is your family? I am not a mule!”
My friend just laughed and laughed! Since then?
The incident has been a relaxing way to communicate with my friends over here when in distressed situations.
I reminded Yazeed of the matter. He laughed.
That Is What Happened To End My Distress Of The Day …
How beautiful simple are Your ways to lift me up and out of the dumps of distress. Such is the peace that surpasses all human understanding, as quoted above.
Back to Governing Order And Rulership Is To Be Set Yet …
The USA is in suspense with the Presidential Election. No final decision yet. But why the suspense? O my Master! You know it. Suspense because they are ignoring You.
‘MULES’
No manners!
No respect!
Arrogance!
No improvement!
You cannot call them donkeys
For a donkey seeks improvement by matting a horse!
But! O well!
But It All Makes You Laugh And Mock Them And? …
Kindly invite them with the greatest invitation any human could even fathom—”Kiss the Son pay homage to Him in purity”.
Not easily done. In fact?
Impossible for a productive wealthy human to oblige!
Even so?
With mankind is impossible to oblige, but!
With The Master Creator Of Our Beings? All Things Are Possible! …
Quote:
Luke 18:18-30 AMPC+
And a certain ruler asked Him, Good Teacher [You who are essentially and perfectly morally good], what shall I do to inherit eternal life [to partake of eternal salvation in the Messiah’s kingdom]?
Yahushua said to him, Why do you call Me [essentially and perfectly morally] good? No one is [essentially and perfectly morally] good–except the Almighty Creator only.
You know the commandments: Do not commit adultery, do not kill, do not steal, do not witness falsely, honor your father and your mother. [Exo_20:12-16; Deu_5:16-20]
And he replied, All these I have kept from my youth.
And when Yahushua heard it, He said to him, One thing you still lack. Sell everything that you have and divide [the money] among the poor, and you will have [rich] treasure in heaven; and come back [and] follow Me [become My disciple, join My party, and accompany Me].
But when he heard this, he became distressed and very sorrowful, for he was rich–exceedingly so.
Yahushua, observing him, said, How difficult it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of the Almighty Creator!
For it is easier for a camel to enter through a needle’s eye than [for] a rich man to enter the kingdom of the Almighty Creator.
And those who heard it said, Then who can be saved?
But He said, What is impossible with men is possible with the Almighty Creator. [Gen_18:14; Jer_32:17]
And Peter said, See, we have left our own [things–home, family, and business] and have followed You.
And He said to them, I say to you truly, there is no one who has left house or wife or brothers or parents or children for the sake of the kingdom of the Almighty Creator Who will not receive in return many times more in this world and, in the coming age, eternal life. End of quote.
Hard Words To Understand Until You Open One’s Mind To Do So …
Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 2:06 am.
Master? You know how I went to sleep at this hour and? Did not wake up until 6:00 am. On waking up? Computer mess up—on airplane mode and no Internet for downloading.
Is The Problem With The Internet Or With The Computer? …
Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 2:08 pm.
Master? You know I have been working on the problem since I woke up to no avail. I never had this problem before. Without the Internet? No way to find out how to fix the problem, but!
You are in control of the matter, so?
No fear.
It will get fix in the same way it was unfix!
Least that is my confidence in You.
At least I am able to work offline.
Thank You.
Going Back To Gigabyte Computer To Work on Photoshop …
Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 4:12 pm.
Never made it there. Yazeed came with the goodies promised and? He tried to resolve my computer problem to no avail. After he left? You quickened me to disconnect my external. Wow! Problem fixed, but still no Internet.
Monday, November 23, 2020 at 1:04 pm restart to reset dns.
No Internet. What Now My Master? …
Monday, November 23, 2020 at 3:10 pm.
You know that I have exhausted all possibilities to fix the problem to no avail. I will now stay put. I will see what You develop next.
One neat thing You have done?
Fix the colors for me to see really good what I am doing in the screen.
Thank You.
Meanwhile? The neglected chores are waiting for me!
On to the task.
Monday, November 23, 2020 at 5:54 pm time to nap.
That Was A Long Nap. No Change On Waking Up …
Monday, November 23, 2020 at 11:31 pm.
No Internet. Silence. No one called or came. Still? No panic. The churning in my mind is overcome with Your peace that surpass human understanding.
Panic? Perhaps Not The Norm …
Even so? O my Master! I am not normal, not by a long shot! I am not normal, and I do not live under normal circumstances. But You know it my Master.
So? For Me? Peace Of Mind Is A Miracle! …
Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 12:20 am.
No kidding! To think of my past medical history? It’s a horror story to say the least. But O my Master! You meant it all to be an example for others to heed.
Of course, there are so many medical stories opposite to mine.
Who Is To Tell? Human Justification Is The Norm Regardless …
The thing is my Master that I am human. So? Of course, my tendencies have been human even now. That is the bottom line in the churning of my mind! Bless my heart.
Right now? I ate and I have stomachache.
I am cold because no gas in the heater, but!
I am not by far in the dreadful circumstances You just delivered me from.
So, I am going to bed and hope to sleep and wake up all perked up.
Thank You.
Back Trying To Get Internet Services …
Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 6:23 am.
Master? It is now Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 12:17 pm. All my tries to no avail. No Internet. There is something that I am missing from Your leading. I’ll wait until You reveal to me what is it that I am missing.
Nothing Yet. I’m Working On My Gigabyte Computer …
Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 4:50 pm.
Master? I don’t know what goes but You do. I will now turn off and unplug this machine and head for bed. Perhaps You send me some help later on.
Thank You For The Help …
Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 8:38 pm.
Master? I still have no Internet but Yazeed put minutes in my mobile so at least I can call to update him on the connection problem. But You know all about it. I wait on You.
New Day Again. No Panic. No Fear. No Tears. Peace …
Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 12:27 am.
Your peace, my Master—the peace that surpass even my own understanding. Things are still not peachy pink without Internet, heat, or even a call or visit from Ahmad.
Even so? No Panic. No Fear. No Tears. Peace.
Heading for bed.
Thank You for Your unbroken companionship.
I worship You.
Here I Am My Master! Waiting On You …
Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 8:26 am.
I thank You for Your power to wait on You with patience and composure—something brand new to me. I have enjoyed Your unbroken companionship—Your loving Presence in my life but never before like I am enjoying it now.
Right now? Your words as written in John 16 come to mind again.
I quoted those words on Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 11:06 pm.
Just three days ago I was thinking about the unrest at large when I recorded:
‘Peace of mind? Something so far from politics, mind you!
We, O my Master! We are talking about Your peace that surpasses all human understanding.’
But now I am thinking about my personal stand to be forever.
That Is The Reason Why I Must Quote Those Words Again …
Master? The way You are developing the rest of my life living on these earthly grounds as they are now is strictly on the authority of Your written words.
It is imperative for me to keep those words fresh on my mind as You lead me to do.
I no longer fear whether others skip or find it boring to read Your words over and over again, but!
It is not at all because I do not care what others do.
The fact?
My care for my children, friends, and all that You place in my path is now altogether in Your loving hands.
Without any more ado, let me quote and reflect on those words with the utmost care.
Quote:
John 16:1-33
I HAVE told you all these things, so that you should not be offended—taken unawares and falter, or be caused to stumble and fall away—I told you to keep you from being scandalized and repelled.
They will put you out of—expel you from the synagogues; but an hour is coming when whoever kills you will think and claim that he has offered service to God. And they will do this because they have not known the Father or Me.
But I have told you these things now, so that when they occur you will remember that I told you of them. I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you.
But now I am going to Him Who sent Me, yet none of you asks Me, Where are You going? But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts taken complete possession of them.
However, I am telling you nothing but the truth when I say it is profitable—good, expedient, advantageous for you that I go away. Because if I do not go away, the Comforter—Counselor, Helper, Advocate, Intercessor, Strengthener, Standby will not come to you into close fellowship with you; but if I go away, I will send Him to you to be in close fellowship with you.
O My Master! How Amazingly Accurate! Such Is My Present Experience …
And when He comes, He will convict and convince the world and bring demonstration to it about sin and about righteousness—uprightness of heart and right standing with the Mighty Creator of your beings and about judgment:
About sin, because they do not believe in Me—trust in, rely on, and adhere to Me;
About righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with your Creator, because I go to My Father, and you will see Me no longer;
About judgment, because the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world [Satan] is judged and condemned and sentence already is passed upon him.
I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now. But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth).
For He will not speak His own message on His own authority; but He will tell whatever He hears from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him, and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come that will happen in the future.
He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you. Everything that the Father has is Mine.
That is what I meant when I said that He—the Spirit will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.
Master? You Have Turned My Sorrow Into Joy As It Is Here Written …
“In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me.”
So some of His disciples questioned among themselves, What does He mean when He tells us, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me, and, Because I go to My Father? What does He mean by a little while? We do not know or understand what He is talking about.
Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them,
“Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?
I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy. A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.
So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and then your hearts will rejoice, and).
Wow! No One Can Take From Me My Joy (Gladness, Delight. Not Anyone Doings For Or Against Me …
And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me—you will need to ask Me no questions. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name as presenting all that I AM.
Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name as presenting all that I AM; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.
That is exactly what I am doing now to much avail. HalleluYah!
Master? You Have Overcome The World For Me As Is Here Written …
I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).
At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf for it will be unnecessary.
For the Father Himself tenderly loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.
I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.
His disciples said, “Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)! Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Father.”
Yahushua answered them, “Do you now believe? Do you believe it at last? But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have perfect peace and confidence.
In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted!
For I have overcome the world. I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you. End of quote.
One More Day So Glad To Be Alone In Your Presence …
Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 9:38 am.
Indeed! O my Master! You have seen to deprive me of the Internet. No Internet? No way to seek and search the NET of human beings for their presence in my life.
Wow! What comfort!
Your unbroken companionship is super sufficient for me.
What a marvel!
What a blessing!
Thank You.
Even so? You will see to it all.
On Your time and discretion?
All thing shall harmonize in my life as well as in all my loved one’s lives.
When And How? No Longer Of My Concern …
Master? I keep repeating my words but You know it is necessary for me to do so. Otherwise? I will settle on whatever routine suits me like I did in the past.
I Am Thankful To Have Kept My Gigabyte Computer …
Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 10:13 am.
I started to give it away, but You kept me from doing so. Now? The amazing gifted from my loving children HP supercomputer lacks the proper configuration due to my? O well! I mess it up, or? Was it You Who did the deed?
Guess that is all part of Your doings and?
No longer questioning or lamenting Your doings.
Only amazed! Your doings are so unpredictable.
Totally at ease with peace of mind.
Guess what?
I was working on that peace of mind illustration when the HP computer turned airplane all on its own!
Next? No Internet.
My digital apps including Photoshop are no longer working in that computer.
So? Back to my indestructible Gigabyte gift from You.
How about that?
Wonder What You Got For Me Next? …
Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 11:05 am.
GAS at last! Thank You my Master! Ha! This is getting quite interesting my Master. My indestructible Gigabyte computer just kiss me goodbye on waking up around 2 am.
The best part? All recorded in it up to this moment is gone with it!
Now What My Master? You Give. You Take Away. Blessed Be Your Name Forever …
Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 4:19 am.
Master? I am so silly! I have spent the last two hours or so trying to recuperate what the Gigabyte computer took with it. Why waste my time? You are in control of every minute detail of my life. Why not live by such knowledge?
There is a simple answer, I think.
I don’t live by such knowledge because I am human.
Bless my heart.
Alright! O My Master, What Would You Have Me To Do Now? …
You are aware of my human doings and undoing’s. You know my thoughts. My words as well You know before I think or speak them. Your hand is heavy upon my head because? O well! I don’t know that ‘because’.
Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devastated day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me.
Even so? Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?
That is the gist of the recordings for the last 4 days.
All about my past and my present.
You have always been there for me even on my most devastating times.
You knew me before I was born.
That is what You tell me in Psalms 139.
Isaiah 54?
That is how far You would have me to record, why?
Because since that day?
I have gone through my most devastating as well as my most splendid times.
But Master? All Of That Has Been Recorded In The Journal Of My Saga …
Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 5:00 am.
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am. I have always been. I will always be with and for you. Even when your father or mother abandons you I will never ever forsake or abandon you.
You are right. The record of the last 4 days is not lost. It is all recorded as I bid you to record in the journal I compelled you to write since 1985.
What happen in the last 4 days? The last 4 days are the link of your past with your present. Important?
The dates I compelled you to record as you recorded all the words I would inspire you to record.
Are you noticing the hour and minutes of the moment you begun to write these present words? The number five followed with a double zero. Meaning?
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. No bad things to say about it. This number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
Followed by double 0?
The meaning of Zero
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
There you have My agenda for you from now on.
What Is Happening With All The Computer, Internet Setbacks? …
Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 7:04 am.
Notice the hour, minutes My child. A seven followed by a zero then a four. Meaning?
The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
The meaning of Zero again:
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
The Number Four – Creation and the World
This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
Completeness. Rest. My Message It’s An All-Inclusive Message …
Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? My message is an all-inclusive message of your Completeness and Rest along with the material creation, the expression of My purpose in the world/earth.
Therefore? Your steady stand in the security of My written words.
My faithfulness to My words is your present stand.
You no longer stand by the standards of the world.
For I have separated the preciousness of My nature from the vile human nature within you.
So? What is the purpose for the computer setbacks?
Well? You Remain A Human Being As Long As You Exist On These Earthly Grounds, But!
Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 10:12 am.
Your reaction to work on the computers was not wasted. Once again it gave you the opportunity to see the futility of human wisdom. But mainly? It gave you the opportunity once again to renounce such wisdom.
You see My child? The way I see things are higher than your ways.
But Why Your Continuous Trying To Live By My Ways? …
O My child! My ways are in My nature within you. What is the problem then? Big problem! You try and try to live by My ways depending on your mind power of knowledge.
It cannot be done My child!
The only thing you can accomplish is to become a stench unto My nostrils.
On my way to bed. I am cold. I am sleepy. Hope to wake up when Your day warms up. 11:19 am.
Well My Master? You See Me. Cold. Hot. Turn On/Off Heater. What? …
Tried the bed to no avail. No sleep. Get up. Try the NET again hoping that perhaps You fix the problem. No NET yet. Your time shall come. Of that I am sure.
Meantime? I wait.
Perhaps You give me the getup and go to rearrange things again.
Things look kind of warped. Crowded.
Am I Evading You My Master? …
Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 1:42 pm.
I have the sense like I have heard those words before, many of times and yet I am still physically uncomfortable. I am not in pain anymore, but I am still itching. Plus?
Not knowing what to do with the computers.
The lurking fear of isolation without the Internet.
I am thankful or am I my Master?
One thing I can tell. My body is uncomfortable but not my mind.
I am experiencing the peace that surpasses my own understanding.
For sure, this elusive sense of fear is not getting to me.
Maybe I need some sweets?
Who knows? You might send me something chocolaty!
I fixed some honey raisings almonds.
I enjoyed them.
Now I’m heading for bed again.
Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 3:58 pm
Wait on You for sleep and comfort.
Thank You. I Feel Much Better, But! …
Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 7:57 pm.
O my Master! My body is still a problem. Then? I don’t know what to do because I don’t feel like writing. And without Photoshop? I’m lost! Help me, my Master! Help me!
Ha! How neat—You have led me to work in Paint 3D.
I had only saved my work in psd Photoshop format when the computer went airplane on its own.
What? How it happen?
On Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 2:06 am.
Master? You know how I went to sleep at this hour and? Did not wake up until 6:00 am. On waking up? Computer mess up—on airplane mode and no Internet downloading.
Is The Problem With The Internet Or With The Computer? …
That was my request.
I Am Just Now Putting The Pieces Together By Your Leading And Inspiration. Internet? No service …
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 12:05 am.
That was the farthest thing in my mind. I am now remembering what I wrote in the Gigabyte computer, but I am Sleepy. Will head for bed. Will record when You wake me up.
Sleep Always Help. Ready Now To Continue …
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 3:58 am.
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Notice the hour/minutes. A three followed by a five and eight. Meaning? The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation. The Number Five – Grace and Preparation. The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles.
The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …
Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living?
The dates/time are the stepping stones in the crossing the river of your life.
Newness and Cycles? Psalms 139 comes to mind …
Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devastated day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me. Even so? Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?
That is the gist of the recordings for the last 4 days.
All about my past and my present.
You have always been there for me even on my most devastating times.
You knew me before I was born.
That is what You tell me in Psalms 139.
Isaiah 54?
That is how far You would have me to record, why?
Because since that day?
I have gone through my most devastating as well as my most splendid times.
Alright! Now I Am Catching Up With The Thread Of Your Developments …
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 5:49 am.
Look at that? It took almost two hours to catch up with You. The date now? A five followed by a four and a nine. Meaning.
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation. Again, the number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. This number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
The Number Four – Creation and the World. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose In The World/Earth To Bear Fruit And Giving …
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?
My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?
Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.
Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.
The Fact?
No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!
If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?
If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?
You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.
That, My child, will never ever happen.
No matter all in the human department?
I am sustaining you in My department.
Don’t you ever forget it!
Now? Go On With Your Lately Doings …
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 7:08 am
Well? I had only saved my work in ‘.psd’ Photoshop format when the computer went airplane on its own. So? I have been searching for a way to convert one of the pictures to .jpg or ‘.png’ format to no avail.
Ha! What do you know? How neat—You have led me to work in Paint 3D.
That is a new graphics program in the fabulous Windows 10 latest update.
What a blessing!
The Month Of November? Disorder And Judgment. It began …
Sunday, November 1, 2020 at 10:14 am.
What do I know? I have entered this 11th month of 2020 year under the duress of eye pain. You know what and why this trouble has come upon me. I have my suspicious but that is all those are, suspicious. Nothing to stake my claim on.
In Your time and at Your discretion You shall reveal this matter to me.
In the meantime? By Your grace I am here ready to bid Your will.
The Month Of November? Disorder And Judgment. It Is Ending …
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 7:45 am.
It shall end at midnight. I have the whole day to introduce the fabulous 12th month or? Your perfect government. Order And Beauty On The Way To The Top.
Your Order Is Now Set Within My Being …
The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership is now set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well.
All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished …
The building I building I have been living in up until this moment? DEMOLISHED! But not me. Photoshop? Demolished along that building of my past habitat.
Really? Talk To Me My Master! I Need To Hear From You …
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 8:40 am.
Wow! You always talk to me with the authority of Your written words. I noticed the hour/minutes right now. This time not the meaning of number forty, but! Isaiah 40 immediately came to mind. Comfort for My People.
It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31.
Quote:
COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.
Ha! Talking about punishment? The Number Forty means Trial and Testing.
And that is what is ending for me right now.
Even so? The authority of Your written words is to be proclaiming from now on.
The meaning of numbers? Only markers to serve their purpose not to live by.
That is how Your words continue in this chapter.
A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings!
Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.
And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.
A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered,
Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the WORD of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.
O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah,
Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings!
Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him.
Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.
He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.
Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?
Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?
Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master.
All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness).
To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?
The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.
Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning?
These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols.
Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see!
Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator?
Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
Talking About The Faint And Weary? That’s Me For Sure! …
He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound.
Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted;
but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.
Wow! What Good Tidings To Proclaim On This Last Day Of November—The Month Of Disorder And Judgment …
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 10:26 am.
Indeed! O my Master? You have renewed my strength, my power. Not just physical strength/power but mainly? Renew my strength/power to lift my wings, to mount up close to You in worship, with every minute detail of my daily living.
That’s The Fact To Begin The Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership …
Your Governing Order and Rulership—the solid foundation to set my abode in—that is my abode in Your Secret Place, in You my Master Yahushua on the authority of Your written words. Quote:
John 15:4-5 AMPC+
Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.
I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing.
Will Now Begin To Explore Paint 3D …Perhaps?
Monday, November 30, 2020 at 11:02 am.
Hum! Can’t get it to work for me. I’ll see what You have for me. No telling how You’ll get me going Your way not mine.
Help! O my Master! Help! …
Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 1:03 am.
Here I am my Master! Trying. Trying. Trying again to work in Paint 3D to no avail. What to do now? This is the Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership.
Teach Me All About Your Governing Order And Rulership …
For You know that at this point of my life in Your Presence under Your loving control I do not have any inclination to keep up with my trying and doings. I wait on Your leading even with the next breath I take.
Is coming to me to begin with setting this place in order again.
Great! On to the task
Computer off/unplug on Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 1:24 am.
Well? The Number Six? Man Was Created On The 6th Day …
Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 6:12 am.
The number six is written from the first to the last page of the Scriptures. It too me six hours to create somewhat of an orderly working environment, and?
The first thing I noticed as I sat in front of the screen after six hours away from it?
The hour and minutes!
The six neatly followed by the twelve.
The Number Six—Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Six is the number that clearly represents man, satan, sin, and slavery.
The Number Twelve—This is the Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership.
Ha! What A Neat Way To Answer My Request To Teach Me About Your Order …
I am just bubbling up! Joy inexplicable full of Your esteem and honor! Your message is so clear to me. On the 6th day man was created, and?
Man created the disorder meaning of Number Eleven– The Month Of November?
Disorder And Judgment. It Is Ending.
To Begin The Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership—The Month Of December?
Reading Brad Scott Gematria again made things even more clear to me.
Quote:
The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night. 12 signs of the mazzaroth and 360 degree (12×30) orbits. Israel was to be represented by 12 tribes as also there were 12 apostles to sit upon 12 thrones (Mattityahu 19:28). Many juries in our judicial system are made up of 12 jurors.
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Godly rulership involves righteous judgment in this world based upon the instructions and precepts of a heavenly Creator.
Indeed! O My Master? Your Rulership Involves Righteous Judgment In This World Based Upon Your Instructions And Precepts …
Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 1:22 pm.
Your Instructions And Precepts? The Ten Commandments engraved in stones tablets, but! Those tablets were broken at the sight of sinful Israel. Wow! You just revealed to me the meaning of that passage of Your written words.
How about that?
I never gave a thought to such a matter.
This revelation changes my whole outlook!
O my Master! I’ll pause to reflect.
What Fun! New Heavens. New Earth. New Jerusalem. New Governing Order And Rulership. New Hair Style …
Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 5:21 pm.
O what fun to be a rejoicing and a joy! I been keeping my head covered for warmth but yesterday? My head itched big time! So? I flipped the head cover off my head and began to scratch and finger comb my hair. Somehow I looked myself in the mirror and booster in laughter saying, I’m glamorous!
I called Ahmad to come and enjoy my new glamorous look but he didn’t answer. I called again this morning. He came and took my picture.
Master? Among The Things You Have Taken From Me? My Hair …
But You know it. A few months ago my hair would not stay in place. I don’t use hair spray anymore, but I got the bright idea to put aloe vera gel to hold my wild hair. O my Master, but why didn’t You stop me?
I had figured the aloe vera was to wash away once I wash my hair.
Ha! To my bewilderment? It did not happen.
For months on end I tried to loosen the knot to no avail.
So? A couple months ago I asked Ahmad to cut the knot because I could not do it myself.
Ahmad was thrill to death to oblige.
Since then my hair been growing a bit but still a problem until yesterday.
How appropriate for You to choose the last disorder and judgement month to put my disorderly hair in order!
O but you! You are creating everything new including my hair.
And Jerusalem? And Your people? A rejoicing! A joy …
Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 9:32 pm.
And so it is written and so is the fact. And the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind. The fact to be proclaim in text or images is ordain, that is plain.
Isaiah 65:17-18 AMPC
For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth. And the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind. [Isa_66:22; 2Pe_3:13; Rev_21:1]
(18) But be glad and rejoice forever in that which I create; for behold, I create Jerusalem to be a rejoicing and her people a joy.
Marching On From Here On …
Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 5:25 am.
All former things shall not be remembered or come into mind. The building I was living in has been demolished but not I. New heavens and a new earth and a new renewed me! Including?
My looks.
My working habits.
My routines.
Routines? O How You Hate Them! …
Isaiah 1 comes to mind. You are opening my mind to understand Your written Scriptures from Genesis to Revelation. I now understand Your words in Isaiah 1.
There You expose the insanity of Your chosen people.
There You plead with Your chosen to come and reason with You.
There is the promise of complete restoration of Your chosen’s souls.
But Who Are Your Chosen People? …
We are. By now the four corners of the earth are populated by Your exiled chosen people identified as gentiles by their choice, but! That is Your way and purpose from the moment You created us to be Your loved to love in return cherish family.
Has Your Plan Failed You? …
Perish the thought! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Indeed! I am delighted with your reflections. I am delighted to show Myself to you by the authority of My written words.
It is been said of My written words to be My love letter to you. That is exactly what My written words are. A love letter now I am delighted to open up to you at last.
My chosen people have been groping on the four corners of this earth like blind man without My identity by My design and purpose all along.
Such is the mystery of My thoughts and ways to be higher than yours—the why of every single word in existence. The why human wisdom shall come to naught, and?
The Why To Compel You To Journal The Saga Of Your Life …
My precious child, you have been living by the authority of My written words since the moment I called you into My service in June of 1985. It is all recorded in the journal of your life. The why to compel you to write it? It is written in Jeremiah 3. Quote:
Jeremiah 3:14-15 AMPC+
Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Husband to you, and I will take you [not as a nation, but individually]–one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk_15:20-22]
And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.
I Have Called You As One From A City. I Have Sent You To Every Place You Have Been. That Is The Why …
Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 6:32 am.
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? As a human being you are looked at as a fool by the elite of this so loved world of Mine. But! By My design and purpose? I have called you as I called my servant Shaul of Tarsus—Paul, Saul. Quote:
Acts 9:15-16 AMPC+
But the Master said to him, Go, for this man is a chosen instrument of Mine to bear My name before the Gentiles and kings and the descendants of Israel; for I will make clear to him how much he will be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake.
My Child, Remember My Call To You To Go To The Lost Sheep Of Israel …
I told you exactly what to expect. I sent you like a sheep among the wolves. I made clear to you how much were to be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake. Quote:
Matthew 10:16 AMPC+
Behold, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; be wary and wise as serpents, and be innocent (harmless, guileless, and without falsity) as doves. [Gen_3:1].
Those Words Did Not Penetrate Your Mind, But! …
Those words have been fulfilled in more ways than one to your astonishment. Even so? Shaul of Tarsus along with all My ancient servants never saw the fulfillment of My words I inspired to them. Not so it is to be with many of My present workers.
I have shown you My covenant and reveal to you its deep, inner meaning on the authority of My written words in Psalms 25.
Quote:
Psalms 25:14 AMPC+
The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of the Master have they who fear (revere and worship) Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning. [Joh_7:17; Joh_15:15]. End of quote.
Break time for breakfast and reflection at 7:55 am.
Master? Thank You For The Sound Four Hours Of Sleep, And? …
Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 11:23 pm.
Thank You for the encouraging dream. It was exactly 6 pm when I became drowsy and headed for bed. You woke me up at a few minutes past 10 pm. The dream? Ahmad messing with some heavy machinery. I asked, ‘How much he gave you?’. Ahmad reply, ‘Ten thousand for now. He’ll give me ten thousand when he closes.’ I woke up. So peaceful! A few minutes. Got up.
Ha! No one came with food.
Fixed a cup of coffee.
Fiddle around with the graphic illustration to no avail.
What Now My Master? …
Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 11:47 pm
This day is about to end with a perfect number seven in the time. Silence all around. Peace. Rested. Confidently, patiently, and with composure waiting on You to reveal Your next secret to me. Is my mind churning evil thoughts? Nay! No! Not ever again! Peruvian chocolates instead! Your Presence? So real!
Back to see what You have for me in the graphics department.
Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 2:54 am. Drowsy. Heading for bed.
Two More Hours Sleeping Did Me Good. Ready Now To Go On …
Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 6:03 am.
Master? You continue to amaze me with Your doings. The way You show me Your covenant and reveal to me its deep, inner meaning on the authority of Your written words in Psalms 25. I went to sleep wondering whether my baby Roxana’s birthday was the 3rd or the 4th. Imagine loosing tract of my baby’s birthday, but!
No Matter. It Is All Part Of Your Doings …
No Internet. No way to check anything. No way to send a greeting to Roxana. No way for any of my former ways. Bless my heart! You have brought me a long way since You gifted me my precious child. That child was really not by my will—she was an ‘accident’—a miraculous accident some 57 years ago. She knows it—born by Your will not mine.
The best part right now?
You let me forget whether her birth was today or tomorrow.
Only way to check the matter?
Search Your inspired records from 2019.
Talking about blown away?
I am! What a finding!
Quote:
Well? It’s Another Day On This Winter Month …
Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 3:30 am.
O my Beloved Master! I really, really do not like the winter. It’s the spring that I so wait for. It’s in the spring when You call me to come away with You.
Song of Solomon 2:10-13
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
Spring In My Heart? It’s My Reality Nowadays …
I go to sleep with the cry in my lips, “Your banner over me is love!” Sleep underneath Your everlasting arms. Your banner of love still over me. You hear my cry, “I am cold. I really, really don’t like winter!” And?
You Bring To My Mind The Spring In My Heart …
Indeed! The spring in my heart has always been there. Only the winter in my mind? Has kept me in confine! So long not strong. So long the winter’s coldness froze my heart. So long the winter wouldn’t depart.
But one day some 56 years back? Spring in my heart. A birth! …
The child has been the spring in my heart never to depart—Your gift. How amazing are Your loving ways to bring to my remembrance the spring in my heart on my beloved child’s 56th birthday!
Spring Within. Let’s Sup With HIM! …
Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 4:21 pm.
It’s been a trying day with the program, but! O my Master! You have come through for me one more time. Everything went crazy. The support is no longer available. Suddenly! All got fixed.
I Have No Earthly Idea How It All Got Fixed, But! …
Spiritually? No doubt at all! You intervened. Master! O my Master, spring is really within. No need any longer to fret about the winter. Only need to enjoy the spring of Your visit to sup with me.
Human Love? How Fickle! It Can Get You In A Pickle …
Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:10 am.
Just a trickle dose of love’s harmony propose could poison my soul to spiritual death. No matter. This world offers the sweet poison of its love. No need to even consider it for a second at all!
You, My Master? Intent Setting Up The Fountain Of Youth Within My Soul …
Yesterday You woke me up to set my mind on the spring in my heart’s confine. Just a moment ago, You let me see the hands setting up the Fountain of Youth within my inner most being. Wow! It’s written, quote:
John 7:37-38.
Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Yahushua stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink! He who believes in Me [who cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] as the Scripture has said, From his innermost being shall flow [continuously] springs and rivers of living water. End of quote.
Full Force The Winter Is Raging While Spring Sets In My Innermost Being …
What a marvelous thought to keep my eyes set on away from the tinsels of human’s sweet poisonous love. ‘No need!’ Would Adeeb tell me on the mention of such sweet.
Indeed! This World Is Set On The Tinsels Of Love, But!
Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:44 am.
You have overcome this world for me. Wow! This moment’s date? Wednesday or the 4th day of the week on the 4th day of the 12th month at exactly the hour and minutes of 4.44—four 4s—one 12. Meaning? Quote:
The Number Four – Creation and the World
All of the numbers used in scripture have some variety in their meaning. However, every number has a common theme that runs through each one. The number ‘four’ is no exception. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership
The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. End of quote.
O! O! O! Indeed! O My Master! Blow Me Away And Put Me Back On These Earthly Grounds …
As long as You are supping and setting the Fountain of Living Waters within my innermost being to satiate the thirst of these earthly arid grounds.
No Need To Forgive Anymore. Have Forgiven. Been Forgiven …?
It really, really is amazing how You are putting all things in order in this mind of mine. By all means! It’s not about thiaBasilia. It’s about the work You have and continue to do within thiaBasilia’s innermost being.
You Must Increase. I Must Decrease. All Done By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …
Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 6:07 am.
My decrease shall increase the effectiveness of the message You compel me to proclaim to Your people. But that decrease must be Your work not mine. Otherwise?
Self-Righteousness. Pride Before The Fall Sets In …
The condition, the position. Behold the glamourizing of Your sacred words. Behold the glamourizing of the deity they have made You to be. So far from You. So opposite to Your ways.
Be Still. Let Go. I Hear. You Are So Near! …
The moments. The amazing instances. I could reach over. I could touch You. You are so near on these sacred grounds I am now standing on, but!
I Must Not Come Near Yet! I Must Put My Shoes Off My Feet. I Stand On Sacred Ground …
I must take off the profane—corrupt morally or by intemperance or sensuality within my human mind. No kidding! No matter how good and righteous we fancy ourselves to be we just can’t be. Why?
We Are Humans. A Human At His Best Is Profane …?
O my Master! You know. I’m let it all be. By the power of Your loving discipline I have let go of my mind once filled with the human corruption.
You Have Now Set Me To See From Your Perspective …
From Your Perspective? Indeed! The human’s perspective? Like the human, it is corrupt, debase, debauch, demoralize, deprave, misdirect, pervert, vitiate, subvert, alter, change, modify – cause to change; make different; cause a transformation; (from the dictionary definition of a human.)
Well? Enough About Our Profanity. New Day Again …
Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 1:40 am.
O my Master! I know I should go to sleep, but I am so key up with all Your doings sleep has evaded me. My day was full. You have bountifully supplied not only food and stuff but mainly? Your supply of life! End of quote.
Wow! That was the end of 2019 To Begin 2020.
Gas problem again.
Gas out.
No sun in sight right now.
No telling when gas shall be replaced, but!
No need to worry.
Confidently waiting on You to resolve gas and all or any problem You send my way.
On to my task.
I will take a break from recording for now.
I will continue illustrating.
Amazingly?
You Have Shown Me How To Illustrate Using The Latest Microsoft Word …
Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 8:09 am.
Talking about my working habits? Could not imagine living without Photoshop. Bless my heart. But You have demolished my living in that Photoshop building. You create new heavens and a new earth. And the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind, including this Photoshop matter.
Well? That’s what comes to mind now, but!
When all is said and done?
You might give me Photoshop back to work with a new perspective.
I’ll see. You give. You take away. Blessed be Your name.
Your Message Must Go On Despite All Setbacks …
The hour/minutes? An eight followed by a zero and a nine. The message to me is clear. The eight for newness of cycle. The zero all inclusive of the nine. The number nine – fruitfulness and giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
So? Lack of anything including basic necessities like gas and health food as well as Internet and Photoshop?
Will not stop the message from bearing fruit and giving.
On with the illustrations now.
All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished …
Finished Illustration. Back to How Did 2019 Began? …
Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 8:41 pm
O my Master! You led me to search for that record as well. It began with the voice in the wilderness crying for each individual child of Yours to let each one know how much You love them.
I did not get much of a response.
I think the way I worded turned out to be not a good way to get Your people’s attention.
But it is all in my learning curve under Your tutelage.
Since then? Much improvement!
I am not a ‘mule’! lol
Thank You.
Even so? Your words went out.
It has not returned empty.
As You Finish Transforming Me To Rule And Reign Within, You Transformed My Way Of Working And Doing Things …
Friday, December 4, 2020 at 12:26 am.
Master? You know I am still in trouble with the Internet. I am using Yazeed’s router to connect for tonight, but it is not working as well as my router. I am very tired. I need more sleep but I am waiting on the NET to respond.
All well now. The NET worked to let me get the number I needed.
Also, Yazeed brought me gas.
Thank You. Your Unbroken Companionship Is For Real …
Friday, December 4, 2020 at 2:26 am.
Your passionate love for me and for each one of Your children is also for real. It is such wonderful experience. I am so blessed. Last year You compelled me to proclaim the power of Your love and wisdom.
Quote:
How To Impact The World With The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High?
Hello! Hello! Hello World! You Are So Loved To Love …
Hello World! Here Is A Voice Crying Among The Wilderness Of The Multitude …
Hello Single, Unique, Especial Human Being Inhabiting The World …
Thus, Goes The Cry Of That Loving Voice For Today. Did It Hit Me? Big Time! …
I am ready for that voice to continue expounding to me the fact and reality about this thing I have called ‘life’. Perhaps tomorrow? That voice shall continue. Yes, I am ready to hear, ready to be instructed, ready to find my way out of this world wilderness. Ready to find out how I am loved so I can love. What about you, Dear Unique Human?
Much love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.
And So? The Year Of 2019 Began With Such Challenge …
Friday, December 4, 2020 at 3:17 am.
Indeed! In 2019 You challenged me in more ways than one. But! You have satisfied Your summons for me to act with the power of Your wisdom, the power of Your passionate love for us all.
Now? You are compelling me to recap mainly to set things straight in my mind
The headlines to illustrate:
Marching On From Here On …
The building I was living in has been demolished but not I. …
All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished …
New heavens and a new earth and a new renewed me! Including? …
My looks.
My working habits.
My routines.
But the biggie?
My life’s perspective
To fulfill Your objective!
Well? What About The Earth? …
my Master! You bow to destroy the earth as it exists now. Why?
The corruption is beyond repair.
So it is written. So it has been prophesied.
And so it is with the inhabitants of the earth for the most.
New Heavens. New Earth. New Jerusalem. New Governing Order And Rulership …
New Hair Style!
And Jerusalem? And Your people? A rejoicing! A joy …
O what fun to be a rejoicing and a joy!
I Am Going On From Here On …
Security. No fear. No worries.
Behold! The Power Of Your Love Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! …
O But Your Faithfulness To Your Words! I Had It All Wrong …
Saturday, December 5, 2020 at 5:34 am.
Indeed! Your faithfulness? To Your words not to me necessarily! No wonder why so many have shunned me! You just revealed that to me. Bless my heart! And no wonder why the recapping of my writings have fling somewhat down and out in shame. But!
No problem. No worries.
Peace. Security. Power.
All that is the fact!
On to illustrate.
Here Is My Work For The Last Couple Of Days …
Saturday, December 5, 2020 at 7:01 pm.
Master? Thank You for giving me Photoshop back. It is such joy to illustrate what You are doing in my life in Photoshop; even when I only use a couple of its features I enjoy my creations.
In You I Rest. In You I Have My Being …
Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 12:09 am/
Beginning this new day with a 12 followed by a nine. Twelve for Governing Order Rulership. Nine for Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
What a perfect hour I am living in Your Presence my Beloved Master!
Back to bed.
Run To Your New Habitat For A Fact Run thiaBasilia Run! …
O Well? Why Not Change My Posting Ways?
The Graphic Illustrates The Matter.
Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 4:31 am.
Ah! Duh! What a fool I have been. But! The beam deem not block my run not my victory song! Why not the beam did not my run block. Behold Your time clock! TO EVERYTHING?
Ecclesiastes 3:1-15
… there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:
A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]
A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,
A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,
A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,
A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]
A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]
End of quote.
It Is Not A Matter Of Looks Or Ancestry! It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation!
Master? Do I have Internet this morning?
Am I to post this entry along the latest graphic illustrations I am dying to exhibit?
I’ll give it a try.
Yes, I am ready to hear, ready to be instructed, ready to find my way out of this world wilderness. Ready to go back to the top to be alone with You. Ready to find out how I am loved so I can love.
BEHOLD! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!?
To be loved to love in return.
Loved to love.
Loved to proclaim Your crystal pure love now in my heart for You above all.
For all You set in my way to love with Your crystal pure love in my heart.
Well? No NET Yet. No Posting. Hear NET On The Way Today …
Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 11:29 am.
I’ll see. You put me to sleep earlier this morning. You gave me a clue to encourage me—a dream. I found myself in a cemetery. Just looking. I woke up. You quickened me to lookup for the meaning of such dream. Quote:
A graveyard in your dream is a sign of progress in life, such as luck, searching for a secret or a prosperous future. To dream that you are in a graveyard suggests that you ended a habit or behavior. Graveyards suggest changes or disappearances.
Master? What A Clue! You Are For Real! …
Every turn of my way You give me the clues to go to the left or to the right just like it is written You would do. Why today’s clue? Why no Internet to download the graphics to post even when there is Internet to download other pages?
It is all happening to show me the power of Your wisdom and passionate for me, for all.
Wow! What A Revelation! What Has Been Happening? …
Master? The biggie? You have ended my habits, my aberrations, my obsessions once for all! Then? You have ingrained Your perspective in all things happening.
Now You Know? I Fix Things Up That I Can’t Get To The Site To Post! Help! …
Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 7:41 pm.
Stuck again, my Master! But! Two good things today. One? You gave me back the Internet. Two? You gave me back my friend Jan Cadell. Unbelievable the way You are working things up for me.
Even More! You Show Me The Problem And Solution To Get To Work In The Sites. What A Blessed Day! …
Alright! O my Master You now got me set up to do some dangerous work as my Diana predicted to be with Your amazing HP computer gift. What a marvel!
All Now Set But! You Continue To Develop Surprises For Me …
Monday, December 7, 2020 at 6:46 am.
Where did You lead me to go on waking up sometime around 3 am? You led me to learn about the world’s prepared digital financial future. Ha! Somehow You have already revealed such matter to me, and? I am now more than before waiting for Your will in the matter.
Dream About The Graveyard To Mean Progress In My Life …
By all means! My searching for a secret or a prosperous future or a way to end my habits or behavior? Changed! For all matters and purposes? Disappearances. Habits and behavior?
Disappeared! To be seeing no more!
For true? Why am I so sure it is so?
What makes me believe my habits and behavior are permanently changed?
The Words You Speak To Me. Your Command Not To Forget Those Words …
Monday, December 7, 2020 at 7:19 am.
No kidding. Almost four weeks ago I was in a bad shape. I came to You. For my own sake I must bring up those words again even when You have ingrained those words within me.
But You also command me to write those words to view at all times.
On Wednesday, November 11, 2020 at 5:06 am. I recorded the headline for the entry:
Well? O My Master! The Light Is Out. Waiting On Your Daylight …
Then? I proceeded to spill my guts to You like I usually do here lately.
I still have no garlic, my eye not improved, I am running out of tissues and toilet paper. But You are strengthening me to such difficulties. I refuse to despair. I do not know at times whether I am awake or asleep, but You do.
Then? You Burnt The Following Words Within Me …
Quote:
“Fear not My precious thiaBasilia! Fear not!
I am strengthening and hardening you to the inevitable daily difficulties in your way.
Do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Beloved Master Yahushua.
I am strengthening and hardening you to difficulties, yes, I am helping you; yes, I am holding you up and retaining you with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice.
Do not establish any routine for your daily living.
Live your life for today ready to bid My will on the spot.
Do not worry about your mind churning continuously.
I am in control of your mind and soul for your good and the good of all of your concern.
On My time and discretion, I will provide over and above all the healthy and delicious eats I have set in your dreams.
Do not worry about your health.
I am restoring your health and your wealth.
No need to continue your obsession to wash your hands.
It is impossible for you to prevent contamination.
Relax. Be still. Let go of it all. Wait.
All supplies needed for your comfort will soon materialize.
Your apartment shall be properly repaired sooner than expected.
Do not worry about any skim to get money.
I will come through with all monies promised.
Relax. My words are penetrating the depth of your being to relax and empower you to go on.
Go on my precious thiaBasilia.
From your face on the ground your praise and adoration—your worship is ascending to the center of My heart.
Your obedience is the delight of My Being.
Do not ever forget it!
For My delight in your obedience is your strength.
Relax! Be still. Let go. Rejoice! Go on and on!
My grace and favor are sufficient unto you from this moment on.” End of Your precious words for the moment.
Wow! And The Learning About The World’s Financial Plan For The Future? …
I hear loud and clear:
“Do not worry about any skim to get money.”
The Matter Is Settled. Let Go Of The World! …
Power to let go of the world’s glamor, leave it behind out of my mind. Millionaires? Billionaires? By the thousands! And me? And you? One by one says the Master!
Indeed The Matter Is Settled. Burnt Within My Being. No Turning Back. That’s The Fact …
Monday, December 7, 2020 at 1:24 pm.
On my way back to the top to be alone with You. Nothing. No one. Stranger or the ones close to my heart. No one is to disturb Your loving Presence on the mountain top within my heart.
And no, I am not any longer ready to tell you dear reader what to do when it comes to these writings when it comes to your hearing, your instruction, your way and ways, your willingness to find out how you are loved to love HIM above all
Even above your most cherished possessions.
That is all the Master’s business to tell you on His time and discretion.
HalleluYah! Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
In the dream I came out of a building that was being demolished. I can still see the huge been that flew past me. The building I was in was demolished but not me.
No Kidding. Not thiaBasilia’s Prediction …
Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 10:24 am.
Master? Like magic I woke up knowing exactly what Your perspective in all my doings is plus what goes on the so loved world but deceived world of Yours.
No kidding. Not thiaBasilia’s prediction.
Only The Reality Of The Written Words Despite Any New Predictions …
The matter has been predicted and prophesied from day one of our human existence. Even so? The love of the great body of people has grown cold because of the multiplied lawlessness and iniquity.
So? We are living as it was in the days of Noah. Quote:
As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.
For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark, End of quote.
Only nowadays? That’s what goes on.
But hopefully? Or for sure?
The King Is Coming!
Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.
Thus? The purpose for these posts.
New Day. New Perspective. New Post …
Behold! The power of Your love and unfathomable wisdom Almighty Yahuwah! It is by such power and wisdom that I have my being
Broken Promises no longer matter …
Monday, November 16, 2020 at 9:43 am.
Two days now since Ahmad’s unexpected visit last Saturday. Much was promised to be delivered yesterday, but? Nothing has yet materialized. No explanation. Not even a phone call, and?
I am not disturbed!
A sense of security.
A powerful sense never experienced before remains.
Well? What A Day! …
Tuesday, November 17, 2020 at 10:51 pm.
Master? Somehow You quickened me to work in Joyce’s site. I have been so absorbed with the task that I almost miss recording today.
Today is Ahmad’s birthday.
I did not forget it but since last year we have quit celebrating birthdays.
It looks like over here birthdays are not a big deal.
Even so? I make sure to at least acknowledge the day.
But I missed doing so today.
Such is life on these grounds.
Yesterday and the whole day today I have not taken time not even to eat.
The day is ending.
I’ll see about eating. Then? Will take a break.
Well? Well! Well? Will This Be Another Day Like Yesterday? …
Wednesday, November 18, 2020 at 9:44 am.
Master? Two days working on Joyce’s site—something that was far from my mind to do. As I recorded above, I even almost neglected to bless Ahmad on his birthday. It was such peculiar day.
The gas went off yesterday.
I called Ahmad, he told me I would get gas this morning.
But then last night I went to bed around midnight.
When I woke up around 3 am I was very cold and?
It came to me to try the gas again.
Sure enough the gas been on since that time.
Now? I tried for the last two hours to get in touch with Ahmad to tell him I don’t need gas after all but there is no answer.
Maybe his phone is not working.
Anyhow? It just came to me to quit trying to get in touch with Ahmad.
You have all things under Your control.
But the strangest thing in my email when I check it first thing on waking up?
An email offering me a position to evaluate the social nets content.
Immediately, it came to me it to be an opportunity to reach Your people.
So? I applied and? They are in the process to offer me my first assignment.
What Is This All About, My Master? …
It seems to me as an afterthought that I will get paid for sharing whatever You have in mind to share.
How strange
Ahmad just called.
I told him not to worry about gas today, we shall see if this tank lasts me one more day.
Now? What Am I Am To Do My Master? …
Wednesday, November 18, 2020 at 7:24 pm.
Master? I just found out I have no other way to communicate other than the Internet. Because of COVID-19 all official business is closed.
So? The PO BOX is inaccessible.
The Internet local office is closed as well.
All business must be conducted online or by phone.
About The Position As Search Engine Evaluator
They are asking for my address here in Amman, Jordan.
Ha! I do not have one.
I live in the deprived area of Amman.
Nice buildings, but?
No street or house or building’s name or number.
What a life!
Email Requesting Information …
Quote:
Dear Search Engine Evaluator,
Thank you for your interest to be part of Appen Connect! In order for us to process your application, kindly reply to this ticket with your current country of residence together with your complete address information so we can make necessary updates to your profile.
House number/Door number:_________
Village name/Building name:_________
Locality/District:_________
City:______
State/Province:______
ZIP/Postal code:________
Country:_______
In addition to this, we noticed that you indicated _ (_) as your primary language. Please confirm if this is accurate as well as your Spoken and Written Fluency for the said language. Select one from the following criteria listed below in order from lowest proficiency rating to highest proficiency rating: (Choose one criteria for Spoken Fluency and one for Written Fluency)
*1 is the lowest and 6 is the highest proficiency*
Beginner
Intermediate
Advanced
Fluent
Near Native
Native or Bilingual
Spoken Fluency: 6_____________
Written Fluency :6 _____________
EXAMPLE:
Spoken Fluency: 3. Advanced
Written Fluency : 4. Fluent
Your application will be on hold until we receive a detailed response from you as we must ensure that all information presented in your profile is accurate.
Thank you and we hope to work with you soon!
Kind Regards, Your support team
My Reply To Their Request …
Wednesday, November 18, 2020 at 7:40 pm.
Dear Support team,
I am a very especial person in a very especial way of life as you can read above. Thus? I cannot supply my house or street number, but!
About my primary language? Be glad to oblige!
The number 6. Native or Bilingual applies.
Spoken Fluency: 6_____________
Written Fluency :6 _____________
Logical Explanation …
I am an inspired writer with skillful use of the dictionary for each word I set on the lines I write. Why the skill? The words that I write are inspired to me. For the most?
I have not the slightest on how to spell such words, so?
I clicked the free dictionary online and write how the words sounds to me.
Kindly the nice dictionary gives me several suggestions.
I pick. Wow! The word expresses exactly what comes to mind when I write it.
Furthermore?
I Am A Naturalized USA Citizen With Dual Citizenship And Bilingual Skills …
I am a native of Guatemala C.A. My native language is Spanish but I have adopted English USA because I no longer think in Spanish. I think in English. Why not?
I came to the USA at the tender age of 20. Was told, “Speak English or go back to Guatemala.” I chose to speak English.
I am now on my 81th birthday.
I am not 20 anymore and?
My tongue is no longer suitable to pick up a new language.
Therefore? I find myself facing a language barrier.
Even so? No problem.
My gifted ability to pick up on the loving local ways overcomes any barrier.
Anyhow? Languages are quite an amusing subject to me.
I speak and write fluently English as well as Spanish.
About This Search Engine Evaluator Matter? …
I see it as a sacred opportunity to share valuable information to resolve our present global confusion forever. To understand better such statement, please refer to the Saga of my Life.
Thank you for considering my application for the position as a Search Engine Evaluator.
Kind regards,
Basilia Licona
So Much In My Mind …
Thursday, November 19, 2020 at 2:28 pm.
Master? So much in my mind but I am not worried about any of it. Nothing is working as I thought it would be. Even so? You are in control of it all. I fear not.
You have led me to change servers.
Dreamhost.com is to be my new server.
I have purchased the plan but!
O well! My vision is not too good, so I have messed things up.
Now I am waiting for it all to straighten out.
No Change Yet …
Thursday, November 19, 2020 at 10:52 pm.
Heading to midnight. Still no change in the site. It is down. It might not be until tomorrow that the issue is resolved. The waiting used to drive me crazy but not anymore.
This Is My Life In Your Presence …
Friday, November 20, 2020 at 5:50 am.
Master? You spoke to me in a dream again. In the dream I came out of a building that was being demolished. I can still see the huge been that flew past me. The building I was in was demolished but not me.
That is exactly what is going on with me right now.
The allegory? A building must be demolished when it is beyond repair.
So it is with my physical built.
And coming to think about it?
So it is with the site or, is it so my Master?
Well? What About The Earth? …
O my Master! You bow to destroy the earth as it exists now. Why? The corruption is beyond repair. So it is written. So it has been prophesied. And so it is with the inhabitants of the earth for the most.
All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished …
Friday, November 20, 2020 at 10:38 pm.
Master? You are Sovereign over Your creation. You alone are able and willing to destroy and rebuild it all. And that is what You are doing beginning with myself.
The day is ending. So are my hopeful expectations about it all.
I must willingly and humbly face and submit Your reality and perspective.
My face remains to the ground in worship of Your Mighty Loving Being.
Another Fail Attempt To Save Money And Troubles! …
Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 1:08 am.
So be it! SiteGround is supposed to have some good offers next Friday they tell me. I’ll see. Dreamhost.com was not wasted time at all. I learned a little more technical skills to defend myself online.
Starting A New Day With Your Perspective …
Master? Is raining! I will close and wait on You. I slept until about 5 am on Saturday, November 21, 2020. I woke up with a totally new perspective on everything that I have been doing the last few weeks.
Headlines for this post:
No Halloween? No Mardi Gras? In New Orleans? WHAT? …
Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 10:24 am.
Master? Like magic I woke up knowing exactly what Your perspective in all my doings is plus what goes on the so loved world but deceived world of Yours.
Only The Beginning. No Maybe Next Year …
No kidding. Not thiaBasilia’s prediction. Only the reality of the written words despite any new predictions. The matter has been predicted and prophesied from day one of our human existence.
On Que This Day Has Begun. A New Day Immersed In Your Crystal Pure Love Continues …
Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 12:09 pm.
Your order is now set within my being. The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership is to be set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well.
Master? This Is The Order You Are Setting In Each Individual Child Of Yours …
So be it.
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
November? Disorder And Judgment Or Forgivingness A Matter Of The Will.
And Now? You Shall Prevail Against The Disorder In Our Lives …
Sunday, November 1, 2020 at 10:14 am.
What do I know? I have entered this 11th month of 2020 year under the duress of eye pain. You know what and why this trouble has come upon me.
I have my suspicious but that is all those are, suspicious.
Nothing to stake my claim on.
In Your time and at Your discretion You shall reveal this matter to me.
In the meantime? By Your grace I am here ready to bid Your will.
Now I Understand How Your Grace Is Sufficient unto Me …
Indeed! As it was for Shaul of Tarsus so it is for me at the present moment. You continue to amaze me with Your ways to enliven the written words to me.
November! The 11th Month Of This 2020 Year …
Sunday, November 1, 2020 at 11:24 am.
What does it mean my Master? The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10).
Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment.
Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
Aha! This Month Shall Prove The Meaning Of This Number Eleven …
Sunday, November 1, 2020 at 2:37 pm.
In two days the fate of the USA shall come to be. The moment is frightening my Master! You know it but Your people don’t seem to be concerned at all.
For myself? To think of my eyes condition and the negative possibilities frightens me to death!
Even so? You have invested me with the peace that surpasses all human understanding.
I am going on by Your grace and power.
Today? I Woke Up Ready To Go On Despite My Feelings …
Monday, November 2, 2020 at 3:54 pm.
My eyes, Ahmad’s delay in coming as promised, my worries and my concerns? It all became secondary to the task You have assigned unto me.
Indeed! Today Was The Opposite Of Yesterday …
Ahmad finally showed up with his usual tales, but this time I surprised him with the truth You have revealed to me about all of us human beings.
It is 4:02 pm. I will go to bed and rest my eyes—give You the open door for my healing.
November? Disorder And Judgment Or Forgivingness A Matter Of The Will …
November 3, 2020 at 10:13 am.
The dreadful day is here. I have been up and down since yesterday. The glare. The pain. The concerns for all that You are showing to me? It all got to me big time.
Earlier I woke from the most estrange dream of all dreams.
A vivid dream that shall stay with me until You resolve it for me.
It was so strange there is no way to search for the meaning of it anywhere else.
The cramps in my leg made get up.
I got up and put away all foods.
Cleaned all things and went back to bed.
I shed some tears because of the dream.
And because of the dream I determined to remain still in bed until Ahmad would show up to help me.
I waited a long time but eventually Ahmad showed up and helped me.
Thank You my Master.
And Now I Will Clean Up While I Wait On You To Continue Leading Me …
Tuesday, November 3, 2020 at 11:33 am.
All clean up. Including my thinking and feeling. What am I to do now my Master? It’s coming to me to modify and change the headline to suit the moment of today for this post.
Well? What If You Purpose To Take President Trump Away From Your People? …
For what You are revealing to me all You have done in favor of Your people in the USA has been taken for granted. There has been no change in their business as usual.
The weather disasters. The plagues. The monster killings.
Nothing has affected their business as usual.
They dust themselves and mount their steads again.
Perhaps Your People Need Whatever You Have For Them Next …
Perhaps such is the reason for Your leading to post this matter today. I don’t know but You do. Whatever You do today? Perhaps this post shall make people reconsider their ways.
For The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through!
Here I Am My Master—Annoyed By A Fly! …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 5:40 am
And that is to put the icing on the cake! I am frustrated because after of waiting for hours for Windows install to download at the end I find out I can’t install for one reason or another.
I quit again!
You are in control of it all.
I am no longer afraid to try things out.
Your leading and loving control is unique.
Nothing like this world’s controlling ways!
Ha! New Headline For Next Post—A Drop Of Love …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 8:32 am.
Perfect headline for the moment Your so loved world is going through! It shall be a take from Mathew 24 that I never saw before until? Now that You are giving life within my being to Your written words.
Sound Confession Of My Wrong Conceptions Of The Past …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 11:19 am.
This is not an oops I goofed flippant declaration. Nay! But it is a sound confession of my faults and humbling myself in Your sight. It is a confirmation of what You have been doing within me for the last 10 years since You called me to these strange grounds in the wilderness of people.
It is a proclamation of Your work within me that has led me to repentance or turning around and away from my past life.
The Results? You Have Now Opened My Mind To See Things I Never Saw Before In Your Written Words …
You have shown me how I misinterpreted Your words. Even more how I looked unto my leaders and peers for confirmation of my interpretation. I did not go to You. So? I had no power to repent. No power to abide in Your will.
My life was a life of ups and downs like the waves of the sea.
A powerless life. No ability to control the flow of the waves.
What A Difference From What My Life It Is Today …
I am still the especial unique human being that You have created me to be, but! No longer depending on mine or any other human’s uniqueness. Rather, I am now depending on You for all practical purposes.
Does that mean I have no respect for other’s abilities and skills?
Not at all! In fact, the opposite is the truth.
The best part?
I now have the power to proclaim the truth from the Master’s mind not from mine.
What Are The Misconceptions I Lived By And See Now Others Still Living By? …
The misconception about Babylon. So many have declared and convinced many including myself that Babylon is the USA. On such basis alarms to leave the USA or perish with it have popped all over for many years.
Wow! You have been showing to me over and over that the USA IS NOT BABYLON.
The USA is only part of what Babylon represents.
What is then BABYLON?
Babylon is the whole world inhabited by people living by the lust of the flesh—craving for sensual gratification and the lust of the eyes—greedy longings of the mind and the pride of life—assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things. (1Jn_2:16).
The saddest part of it all?
Many left the USA thinking they were getting out of Babylon, but!
They carried Babylon in their hearts and minds and their cherished belongings.
They came to Aqaba, Jordan and set up their own Babylon in the residential area away from Aqaba local people.
What a fallacy!
But You know all about it my Master.
And none of it affects Your good plans for us.
Then? Yahushua Plainly Declared In Matthew 24 That No One Not Even Himself Knew The Time Of The End, But!
Numerous people have been wasting their time figuring out timelines. And so many live by such timeliness. And so many are obsessed watching the signs but still living a worldly life in Babylon more or less.
Me? O My Master? You Have Graciously Debunked All Such Misconceptions For Me …
Now I can honestly confess my faults. And in the last ten years, I have wept humbling myself in Your sight as per James 4. Quote:
James 4:9,10
As you draw near to your Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the Presence of the Master, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant]. End of quote.
Indeed! You Have Lifted Me Up. You Have Made My Life Significant …
For sure, this is not a feeling or bragging of my own. But it is the truth. My life IS significantly making a global impact through the waves of the Internet as You have declared it to me. Quote:
“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify tenfold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.” End of quote.
O Mine! I Surely Don’t ‘Feel’ Significant Perched Up On This Roof All By My Lonesome …
Hahaha! HalleluYah! Sure glad that my feelings have ceased to get the best out of me. I go on despite feelings and? O the thoughts! My mind churning out unceasingly all those lustful thoughts of my flesh.
But O My Master? You Bring Me Out Of My Mind And Set My Gaze On Your Mind …
Thursday, October 29, 2020 at 6:39 pm.
Thus this morning You quickened this post to me. I am troubled with my vision. Had to quit to sleep and rest my hurting eye ball. Don’t know what goes on with my eyes but You do. You are the Master Healer. I wait on You.
About This Post …
Many, many times I have read Matthew 24—the basis of all You are leading me to proclaim from now on.
This is not one more false alarm from the span of my imagination.
This is a real warning from the Creator and Redeemer of our souls.
A drop of love from His heart of mercy.
You quicken me to read the chapter quite often, but! This time?
You showed me a little bit more about the time this all is to take place.
For one thing I had been wondering about my loved ones arrival to this land.
It is not a matter of if but a matter of when.
And when I see my loved ones so settled in their good lives in the USA, I wonder big time!
Until You show me today the passage in Matthew 24 that settles my wondering. Quote:
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15]
Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]
And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14]. End of quote.
There It Is! Clearly Stated When My Loved Ones Shall Arrived! …
Amazing how You reward my dependence and waiting on You for all my answers. Though that I had wondered I have not paid mind to any man made calculations and assertions about the time and date for it all to happen against Yahushua’s words to the contrary.
Today’s revelation still does not reveal the exact time. Only settles my mind to wait with patience and composure.
Furthermore? You are compelling me to proclaim Your words instead of the details of my daily living from now on
So? Here Is The Chapter To Proclaim To Settle Your People’s Mind On The Reality Of Your Times …
For myself? You have empowered me to separate the precious from the vile—cleansing my own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness, thus You have made me into Your mouthpiece to proclaim Your words on Your time and discretion.
So? Without any more ado, I shall publish this post as per Your leading and instructions. Quote:
Yahushua Foretells Destruction of the Temple
Matthew 24:51 AMPC+
YAHUSHUA DEPARTED from the temple area and was going on His way when His disciples came up to Him to call His attention to the buildings of the temple and point them out to Him.
But He answered them, Do you see all these? Truly I tell you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.
Signs of the End of the Age
While He was seated on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately and said, Tell us, when will this take place, and what will be the sign of Your coming and of the end (the completion, the consummation) of the age?
Yahushua answered them, Be careful that no one misleads you [deceiving you and leading you into error].
For many will come in (on the strength of) My name [appropriating the name which belongs to Me], saying, I am the Christ (the Messiah), and they will lead many astray.
And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are not frightened or troubled, for this must take place, but the end is not yet.
For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in place after place;
All this is but the beginning [the early pains] of the birth pangs [of the intolerable anguish].
Then they will hand you over to suffer affliction and tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake.
And then many will be offended and repelled and will begin to distrust and desert [Him Whom they ought to trust and obey] and will stumble and fall away and betray one another and pursue one another with hatred.
And many false prophets will rise up and deceive and lead many into error.
And the love of the great body of people will grow cold because of the multiplied lawlessness and iniquity,
But he who endures to the end will be saved.
And this good news of the kingdom (the Gospel) will be preached throughout the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then will come the end.
The Abomination of Desolation
So when you see the appalling sacrilege [the abomination that astonishes and makes desolate], spoken of by the prophet Daniel, standing in the Holy Place–let the reader take notice and ponder and consider and heed [this]–[Dan_9:27; Dan_11:31; Dan_12:11]
Then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains;
Let him who is on the housetop not come down and go into the house to take anything;
And let him who is in the field not turn back to get his overcoat.
And alas for the women who are pregnant and for those who have nursing babies in those days!
Pray that your flight may not be in winter or on a Sabbath.
For then there will be great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again]. [Dan_12:1; Joe_2:2]
And if those days had not been shortened, no human being would endure and survive, but for the sake of the elect (the Creator’s chosen ones) those days will be shortened.
If anyone says to you then, Behold, here is the Messiah! or, There He is!—do not believe it.
For false Messiahs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect (your Creator’s chosen ones).
See, I have warned you beforehand.
So if they say to you, Behold, He is in the wilderness (desert)–do not go out there; if they tell you, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms–do not believe it.
For just as the lightning flashes from the east and shines and is seen as far as the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be.
Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together. [Job_39:30]
The Coming of the Son of Man
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. [Isa_13:10; Isa_34:4; Joe_2:10-11; Zep_1:15]
Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory [in brilliancy and splendor]. [Dan_7:13; Rev_1:7]
And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, [even] from one end of the universe to the other. [Isa_27:13; Zec_9:14]
The Lesson of the Fig Tree
From the fig tree learn this lesson: as soon as its young shoots become soft and tender and it puts out its leaves, you know of a surety that summer is near.
So also when you see these signs, all taken together, coming to pass, you may know of a surety that He is near, at the very doors.
Truly I tell you, this generation (the whole multitude of people living at the same time, in a definite, given period) will not pass away till all these things taken together take place.
Sky and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away.
No One Knows That Day and Hour
But of that [exact] day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.
As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.
For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark,
And they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man. [Gen_6:5-8; Gen_7:6-24]
At that time two men will be in the field; one will be taken and one will be left.
Two women will be grinding at the hand mill; one will be taken and one will be left.
Watch therefore [give strict attention, be cautious and active], for you do not know in what kind of a day [whether a near or remote one] your Master is coming.
But understand this: had the householder known in what [part of the night, whether in a night or a morning] watch the thief was coming, he would have watched and would not have allowed his house to be undermined and broken into.
You also must be ready therefore, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour when you do not expect Him.
Who then is the faithful, thoughtful, and wise servant, whom his master has put in charge of his household to give to the others the food and supplies at the proper time?
Blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) is that servant whom, when his master comes, he will find so doing.
I solemnly declare to you, he will set him over all his possessions.
But if that servant is wicked and says to himself, My master is delayed and is going to be gone a long time,
And begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with the drunken,
The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour of which he is not aware,
And will punish him [cut him up by scourging] and put him with the pretenders (hypocrites); there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.
Not An Scary False Alarm At All! Rather A Sound Warning …
And that from the only One Who knows the end from the beginning. “See, I have warned you beforehand” Yahushua lovingly informs us on what to expect on these times of Noah that we are going through. He told us then what is happening already, quote:
For false Messiahs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect (your Creator’s chosen ones).
Even Better? He Told Us Then Plainly What We Are To Do When These Times Would Come …
O my Master! It is coming to me to publish these words in the social nets so popular nowadays. Such nets are the vivid representation of the times of Noah—eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, but!
Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.
Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above …
For The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Such is the purpose for this post to be air out in the world’s net as well as in the social nets.
Who Is Paying Mind To Such Ominous Prophesied Fact?
Well? Time To Let The Pieces Of Broken Romanticism Go! …
Time now to let Your love shine in all lines. Time to love with and in Your love. Your love? The crazy glue to fix the broken pieces of romanticism. Here is the illustration:
What A Note To End This Most Especial Day …
Thursday, October 15, 2020 at 11:34 pm.
I don’t know what is to be for me from now on, but You do. One thing is for sure, this time? It is not going back. Forward! Steady upwards closer and closer to You.
It Is Friday! The Last Day To Work In The USA—TGF …
Friday, October 16, 2020 at 3:56 am.
For Christians and productive citizens for the most? Five days. Eight hours each day makes the 40 hours week of work, work, work! Saturday and Sunday? O well! Do your own thing called rest.
That rest starts Friday night with a night out.
Saturday one takes care of chores in the house.
Sunday for the most is ‘Church’ day.
A couple hours for You my Master the rest of that day?
For family and friends.
May times there is a mini vacation from Friday night to Sunday night.
On those vacations You are put aside until convenient times.
Such way of wonder life in the USA?
Covid-19!? Wonder Life Halts …
Friday, October 16, 2020 at 10:31 am.
Ha! I slept on and off for quite a few hours. Then I woke up to the wonder of Internet again! What a blessing to begin the day. Immediately I got in touch with Adobe support to fix the Photoshop crashing issue.
I have been working in Photoshop to test it out. So far so good.
Things are working pretty good I think.
There are some new things in Windows and Office 365 that I have yet to get used to.
Meanwhile, Ahmad promised to come this morning to work in the apartment.
Don’t know yet what time he will arrived but I am not concerned about it.
The thing is that I am finding myself without a care in this world without any effort of my own.
It looks like all things are falling into place as You promised they would.
Why worry about it?
Master Sovereign!
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 12:54 am.
O my Master! We are coming now to the nitty-gritty of the matter. “Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!” Psalms 2:12 AMPC+
Would They Now Quit This Site My Master?
Sunday, October 18, 2020 at 1:15 pm.
You are leading me to introduce this post with these touchy entries for many who are set in the religion of their choice. But You know all about it. I am on to he task.
Ready To Jump Off My Roof To End The Misery Of Such Knowledge, but! …
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:02 am.
Recollecting that moment. Ahmad came for a visit after his absence of several days. I shared with him the wonders of my experience. Then I ask for him to share his stand. What? What I heard was like a dagger piercing my heart.
“I want to move us out of here. I been searching for a building in West Amman where we can all live in the same building.”
Shocking confession!
What about this building?
What about the restoration of this area?
What about all that I stand for?
No response…
I recorded that day.
It Is With Much Sadness This Day Is Continuing For Me …
Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 4:17 pm.
The most devastating thing for my moment? Discovering that the words You have given to me for the restoration of this area are discarded plus I am expected to move out with the family to another area.
Master? Unless You intervene for me You know I cannot withstand this blow.
My Soul My Heart Are Broken. Only You Can Mend Them …
Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 11:01 pm.
I cast the rubbish that broke them under Your feet! I’ll be still. I’ll let go, overlook, I’ll wait on You. It all as You empower me to do. My head hurts. I pray for relief. Thank You.
I could hardly sleep. Tears. Perhaps accept defeat and go back to the USA? More tears.
The Human Mind Churning Spitting Out An Avalanche Of Thoughts …
Monday, October 05, 2020 at 1:03 am.
Master? Such is the way You have developed the saga of my life. O but how You are revealing these matters to me. And that just at the point when I am ready to terminate my miserable existence.
Yes, I was so desperate I became suicidal.
I wanted to jump from my roof to the ground but!
You opened my eyes to see the aftermath of my haste,
No I would not have die.
Instead? I would provoke the people to gawk the scene.
The police would have come and haul me to the Looney Toomey house!
O well! No jumping!
Just on You dumping!
Dumping all that rubbish attempting to suffocate me.
O The Wonders Of Your Mercy! Fifteen Days Later And? …
Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:29 am.
The content for this post. The tribulation and our aberrations vivid in my mind. A phone call. Ahmad on the line. He was to come the next day to work in my apartment. Strange.
Next Day? That Was Yesterday. He Came. Work? Well …
He did one thing with my help. Then he sat. Me? Minding my business. Enjoying my crazy slider I have set in my desktop. He said how much he enjoys watching me laughing. Then? Wow!
“I want to talk, don’t interrupt me.”
He proceeded to share with me how he has figured out how to buy this roof.
Once he gets the ownership, he will fix all as per my dream.
He is waiting for the owners to confer and give him price and terms.
Then he shared how he aims to get the monies to pay for it.
I exclaimed! That is wonderful news! But please! Forget all thoughts on how to get the monies. The monies are coming to you. Wait.”
I proceeded to emphasized to him the urgency to educate his people about the great tribulation at hand before any monies or buying can take place.
Talking About Your Spirit Within Me Doing The Talk? Exactly …
Just like You quicken me in the quote above. What a day yesterday was! The Internet came back. The acceptance of my lot on the daily basis? A reality.
No need to ask for a printer or this or that. Let be. Be still. Quit all your doings.
You Now Have The Power To Do So For Keeps …
Thank You my Master! How amazingly indescribable is the experience of Your power. Nothing I can describe. It is a reality to last me eternally.
Let me now pick up from the last post.
The Question Remains Who Sinned? Who’s Fault? We Are Now Getting Our Answers …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 8:39 am.
O my Master! Then? “Thou was altogether born in sins, and dost thou teach us? And they cast him out.” Now? “If you were somehow able to admit that you have emotional and mental disabilities.
That’s why no one accepts you. It is not you it is your denial of the fact that you are bipolar.
It Is Not Me. It Is What I Stand For …
Master? The day You broke the chains of the world’s labeling me? That’s the day my children cut me off as mentally insane. But You told me clearly that was to happen. Quote:
Matthew 10 is being fulfilled,
See, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves.
Therefore be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.
But beware of men, for they shall deliver you up to sanhedrins (courts) and flog you in their congregations.
And you shall be brought before governors and sovereigns for My sake, as a witness to them and to the gentiles.
But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it shall be given to you in that hour what you shall speak, for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking in you.
And brother shall deliver up brother to death, and a father his child.
And children shall rise up against parents and shall put them to death.
And you shall be hated by all for My Name’s sake.
But he who shall have endured to the end shall be saved.
And when they persecute you in this city, flee to another.
For truly, I say to you, you shall by no means have gone through the cities of Yisrael before the Son of Adam comes.
A taught one is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master.
It is enough for the taught one to become like his teacher, and a servant like his master.
If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more those of his household!
Therefore, do not fear them.
For whatever is covered shall be revealed, and whatever is hidden shall be made known.
What I say to you in the dark, speak in the light.
And what you hear in the ear, proclaim on the house-tops.
And do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the being.
But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both being and body in Gehenna. End of quote.
It Is Written! Such Is Not A Figment Of My ‘Bipolar’ Condition! Such Is The FACT!
Master? The truth about Your children? For the most they are productive citizens in this world. They rejoice and be merry in the comfort that this world has offered them.
In their joy they bow down to all kinds of evils—from psychological disorders to the most treacherous diseases and social-economic mishandling of their souls and bodies!
But they call it all ‘life’ because in their childish gullibility they believe themselves totally able and capable to handle anything for the sake of what they call ‘sanity’ ‘wisdom’ ‘common sense’!
No kidding! We are a bunch of children believing ourselves to be grownups.
It reminds me of Ahmad’s 8 year-old son. He called to tell Ahmad to send him 15 JOD. Ahmad asked him why? He answered, “I am coming to Aqaba.” Ahmad asked, “Your mom with you?” His 8 year-old answered, “No! I am coming by myself, I am a man!”
And so? The truth about the way we are and act? That is all in Your mysterious plan for our creation and restoration.
Well? You Are Now Restoring Your Creation …
You are shaking souls to the max. Nothing shall remain to block Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation.
The power of Your love and wisdom is descending upon Your children one by one as it is written. Quote:
Jeremiah 3:14-15
Turn, O backsliding children, saith the MASTER; for I am married unto you: and I will take you one of a city, and two of a family, and I will bring you to Zion:
And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.
FACT. Master? Your Written Words Applied To Me Personally Become Alive …
By Your words You transformed me. You brought me into Your Presence to live a higher life. So? You empower me to act according to Your will even when You have not stripped from me my human personality!
The truth? You command me to quit my search for righteousness in the natural or carnal state of my being.
You have created me as human.
I am to remain human as long as I exist in this earth as it is now.
Only to be genuinely human I am to quit my insidious quest to be a ‘good’ human.
There is no such a thing. No one is righteous.
Not a single human being in the whole earth is good.
What a human call good is evil and vice versa what a human call evil is good.
Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! You Are An Awesome Yah! Thank You For Applying Your Written Words To Me …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.
You are now bringing to my remembrance some of the many Scriptures alive within my being before I continue with the present expose! But Master? Who shall have the patience to read even when such Scriptures are so important?
Who knows? Perhaps many will benefit from the reading of all quoted Scriptures. Quote:
Luke 22:31-32
Simon, Simon—Peter—(Thia, Thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of the Father, that he might sift all of you like grain, Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9 But I have prayed especially for you Peter (Thia), that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.
Act 9:16
For I will make clear to him (to me Thia) how much he (she) will be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake.
Col 1:23-29
And this He will do provided that you continue to stay with and in the faith in Messiah, well-grounded and settled and steadfast, not shifting or moving away from the hope which rests on and is inspired by the glad tidings (the Gospel), which you heard and which has been preached as being designed for and offered without restrictions to every person under heaven, and of which Gospel(Good News) I, Paul, (Thia) became a minister.
Even now I rejoice in the midst of my sufferings on your behalf. And in my own person I am making up whatever is still lacking and remains to be completed on our part of Messiah’s afflictions, for the sake of His body, which is the assembly or the congregation put together by the Set Apart Spirit without human hands!
On And On Go The Numerous Scriptures Seared In My Soul To Transform Me …
Listing the main passages ingrained within me:
Romans 8:11-14
1Corinthians 3:10-23
Romans 9:14-20
Romans 11:32-36
Master? Show Me How To Recap The Recent Ordeal …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:15 pm.
Recapping to follow the thread of Your dealings with me. What caused me to lose the working environment You provided for me? A lapse of my gaze set on You.
It started with my search on how to obtain Windows 10 at a discount. The results?
Big trouble! I wound up downloading a bunch of product keys for Windows 7 and purchasing a key for Windows 10 for $20.00 or so.
Then? To go further into the trap, they insisted in getting my email to subscribe and get further information.
Without thinking of the consequences, I subscribed!
Immediately the trap opened downloading lewd programs over and over again!
From there on my nightmare began.
Finally? O my Master! You led me to install the Norton antivirus in the original cd for the Gigabyte motherboard installed in the computer.
Norton clean up the virus in the external drive but! I have to connect to the Internet to clean the virus there. The problem?
My Internet account has depleted the downloading gigas. I cannot add anymore gigas for now. Must wait for 3 days I am told.
This problem with the Internet here in Jordan is beyond my comprehension. I bought 10 JOD but now they are charging me 41 JOD.
I have not been able to get help because of the language barrier plus everybody busy with their own problems not able to help me.
Yazeed is supposed to come tonight. Will he come? Will the problem be resolved? Master? It is all in Your hands. You are in control of it all.
I refuse to worry. But I am disgusted with the whole situation. My body is reacting to my disgust. I don’t feel good. I am hurting again.
Regardless, my confidence and trust remain set on You 100%. I wait on You. On Your time and at Your discretion all things shall harmonize.
It’s Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:55 pm. I will head for bed. I hope You bless me with sleep.
Master? Thank You For Sleep …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 9:16 pm.
I feel better but! There is no sign of Yazeed or anyone. No calls either. Whatever is happening, I remain confident on You. Even so? You are in control of my thoughts.
I been thinking that perhaps You intent to remove me from these premises.
It is a thought that makes me tremble for these people.
Nevertheless? If You remove me, perhaps things will materialize according to Your plan.
I don’t know. Perhaps.
You work in mysterious ways.
I am willing to flow with Your Spirit.
You know the situation with my visa plus the hindrances to travel overseas because of the COVID-19 crisis.
You know all about it. No problem is there without a solution from You.
I am willing to abide in whatever is Your plan for me.
Travel or not. Gloom or glee? You are with and for me.
About Recapping? It’s Been Done Already …
In the search for solutions in the computer You have led me to two files to update for the moment I am going through. Up above I have updated the first one on The fulfillment of Matthew 10.
I am now to update a message You had me to record in 2011.
One More Urgent Plea From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings…
Wednesday, March 09, 2011 (10:34 am)
O well my Master here I am ready to record what You are giving to me to share with Your Tribe on this perilous moment that we are going through.
Why am to share the following with Your Tribe in the most specific way?
O my Master! This 2020 year is the year to enlighten Your Tribe or the selected group of readers with you for the common grounds of our lives.
You have created Your Tribe by reaching Your precious children one by one as written. You are not reaching out to the multitude. Indeed only one from a city and two from a tribal family! (Jeremiah 3:14)
Sharing …
Master? Thank You for releasing me from sharing that exact message as recorded in 2011. I will only share the core of Your urgent plea for Your people to return to Your original intent for our creation.
The purpose for the sharing is for Your people to take notice of the necessity for a radical change in all areas of our lifestyles.
For by all means, this radical change has to take place with the leaders first in order for the followers to take notice!
And what is it that I am to share?
Mainly, I am to invite Your people to reconsider the sharing of my life in the posts published throughout my Journey since You called me into Your service in 1985.
You have judged and disciplined me all those years since 1985. For what purpose? To prevent me what You would openly tell me on that day: Quote:
“I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly—disregarding My commands.”
There is no question about it—we have spiritualized every word spoken by Yahushua to make them say what we or our inspired teachers have interpreted them to say.
We have been learning from each other what was handed down by what we call, ‘the great man of God.’ Well Yahushua said, quote:
“I have come in My Father’s name and with His power, and you do not receive Me—your hearts are not open to Me, you give Me no welcome; but if another comes in his own name and his own power and with no other authority but himself, you will receive him and give him your approval.”
Perhaps All This Talk Seemingly Negative Could Cost Me A Lot Of Visitors …
But O my Master, You know that I am more than willing to suffer the rejection from all circles of society in order to accomplish Your will.
You have given me the strength to continue to deliver Your message in the pages of my journal even if my death is required of me!
Master? Perhaps I Am Whining For Nothing …
Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 11:39 pm.
You know all about it. I am at my wits end with the ways of these people. They seem to be so stuck up on themselves. They are only concerned with whatever good they do to be noticed.
But! They refuse to consider the hurt they inflict on me with the lack of their understanding and responsibility.
Going on four years of misery is taking its toll on me.
You know it my Master.
Yazeed finally showed up with a router that is not working.
I started to explain to him how much they are hurting me, but!
Impossible to reach him.
Again, maybe I am whining for nothing.
Maybe I am not. I don’t know but You do my Master.
You are in control of my thoughts and my words. I wait on You.
Master! You Have Invested Me With Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:18 am.
Whatever for? To be Your witness. Perhaps, You are now preparing me to go to the uttermost part of the earth.? As written in Acts 1. Quote:
Acts 1:6-8 (will insert AMP+)
When they therefore were come together, they asked of him, saying, Master, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel?
And he said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the seasons, which the Father hath put in his own power.
But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
Whatever You Plan For Me? I Am Ready And Willing To Obey …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:15 pm.
Who knows? You do, my Master! You know exactly what is happening. You have Sovereign Authority over Your creation including myself. I fear no evil.
Right now it seems to me that Microsoft Office 365 is downloading. It is really slow but I wait. Perhaps it will not need to be activated if it finish installing. If it does I will simply uninstall it.
In the meantime, I am thankful to have Office 2010. It is not as sophisticated as the 365 but it is adequate until You provide whatever You have for me. Thank You.
Well? The Download Didn’t Work …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 2:20 pm.
Just as well, my Master. You are in control. In due time, You will lead me to wherever You know is best for me. No problem. Thank You for Your grace and favor.
You are working all things not just for my good but for the good of us all. Thank You.
Wow! She Saw Me Dressed In A Long White Robe …
Monday, September 28, 2020 at 6:47 pm.
Master? How You comfort me! My daughter saw me today dressed in a long white robe. She email it to me just when You recovered the email inbox. Meaning, quote:
WHAT DID THESE WHITE ROBES MEAN?
The white robes show the immaculate purity of their character. White signifies perfection; it is not so much a colour as the harmonious union and blending of all the hues, colours, and beauties of light. In the characters of just men made perfect we have the combination of all virtues, the balancing of all excellences, a display of all the beauties of grace. Are they not like their Master, and is He not all beauties in one?
III. WHAT LESSON COMES OUT OF THIS?
I would say to you, first, meditate on it. A sight of Christ in His agony is a wondrous sure for our agonies.
But the chief thing is this — in all times of tribulation the great matter is to have the blood of Christ actually applied to the soul. End of quote.
Master? I Have Messed-Up Everything! Help! …
Tuesday, September 29, 2020 at 2:17 am.
The more I try to fix things up the more mess-up. I can’t sit still to wait on You. Help me my Master! Help is my shrilling cry. I will head for bed but I can’t even sleep. At my wits end! HELP!
I hear to leave this matter for the next post. The way You have led me to post is out of sequence, so? It is really difficult for me to figure out what to post, but! You are in control of it all. No problem. No worries.
I don’t know how it all shall work from now on, but! Day by day. Moment by moment You are showing me the way.
Strange Things Are Happening In This Area, And? …
It all seems so far from me. Hundreds of people rioting down below. Police on the scene. Maybe the rioting is over. Things are now quieted. My little friend arrived with food.
His brother came along. They updated me on what is going on but!
None of what they tell me makes sense.
So be it.
You Are In Control Not Only Of It All But Also In Control Of Every Minute Detail Of My Life …
Wednesday, September 2, 2020 at 12:21 am.
Master? You really, really are in control of every minute detail of my life. You know my thoughts before I even think of them. You know I been thinking to ask for more money than what I got last month, but!
I refuse to take things in my own hands. So?
I been talking to You about the matter for You know better how much I need.
Ha! So that is what the vision was all about.
What I saw is still vivid in my mind.
I had a vague feeling of Your message, but You have not led me to look for the meaning of it until today.
The vision: I was sitting in front of the computer with my left foot halfway in my sandal. Someone I know appears, bent over, and placed some folded bills in my sandal for my maybe future?
I don’t know, but I began to finish putting my foot on top of the bills in my sandal. I woke up.
The meaning You led me to read jolted Your complete message in that vision. Quote:
Dreaming about shoes in general – If you dreamed about shoes without many other details in the dream, such dream could symbolize going on a spiritual journey aiming to develop your spirituality.
This dream could also symbolize the progress on your life path and the move towards your goals and desires. It could also symbolize coming to an understanding of something.
Wow! I Am Coming To The Understanding That You Really, Really Are In Control Of Every Minute Detail Of My Life …
You are also revealing to me the progress on my life path and the move towards the goals and desires You have implanted within me.
Sleep. What A Blessing! Ready Now To Partake Of More …
Wednesday, September 2, 2020 at 6:21 am.
The summer heat is at its peak, and so it is with the spring in my soul. What a blessing it is to rejoice in my infirmities instead of letting those deprive me of the bliss of Your morning kiss.
Here I Am My Master! On The Way To Create Your Way …
Thursday, September 3, 2020 at 2:42 am.
My Tribe To Shine! Shine Tribe Shine! You had me to work on the cover for the Tribe nonstop all day yesterday. Before midnight I crashed in bed. Master? I don’t remember what went on while I slept on and off until 5 am.
Master? You Know Why I Crashed And Couldn’t Getup Until 5 Am …
Thursday, September 3, 2020 at 3:20 pm.
The pain, the summer heat, the silence? I been wondering why? Things have been on the up and up. Even a cool spring day to my delight. I heard from my children and from Ahmad. Suddenly!
Back To Pain And The Misery Of The Summer Heat And Silence Again! Enough To Make Me Wonder …
Wonder or doubt or what, my Master? What have I done or not done? All indications are for Your blessings. Ha! Perhaps all this hardship is a blessing! I see it, my Master! Just now I see it.
You Are Toughening Me Out For The Near Great Tribulation …
Wow! What a revelation! What time it is? It is 3:57 pm. What that means? Why You quickened the time to me right now? Let me see.
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
Wow! It Is All Leading To Your Tribe To Shine! …
Shine Tribe Shine! Is Your command. In retrospect, the month of July began Your preparation to setup Your Tribe or Your selected group of readers with You for the common grounds of our lives.
It began with You changing everything about me on July 1, 2020. Quote:
Master? Thank You. You Are Changing Everything About Me …
Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 9:52 pm.
Not only my attitude about everything and everybody but my working habits as well. And to boot it all? You are showing me how to avail myself of the things that I thought I had to wait for. End of quote.
Here Comes The Reality Of The Change …
Thursday, September 3, 2020 at 10:58 pm
Problems! Now I cannot login to the site to work on it. Will restart and see if it works. It did not work. I slept. Got up to continue with the quest to login to the site.
Nothing Worked. No Much Help From Siteground, But! …
Friday, September 4, 2020 at 10:45 am.
It came to me to reset Windows and to restore backup from Siteground. It is done. I will now restart and see what happens.
Here I Am My Master. I Remain Resting and Confident On You …
Saturday, September 5, 2020 at 2:53 pm.
It’s the first 7th Day of Rest of this 9th month of 2020. You are leading me all the way despite all setbacks. The Internet quits on and off. Not being able to find the solutions for the computer crashing unexpectedly, but!
You are leading me to find the cause of the problems.
Even so? O my Master You know how exhausted I am with the intense search for solutions totally beyond my reach until today.
Today You led me to Adobe Support before I reinstalled Photoshop.
Good thing that I did.
The tech has been working on the solution on the right track, but!
The computer crashed while he was at work.
I have not been able to recuperate from the crash until now.
I am waiting for the tech to come back to help me.
I wait on You.
Nothing Is Working Yet, But! …
Saturday, September 5, 2020 at 6:16 pm.
All things happening leave a jolt of joy in my soul. New ideas keep popping up on what to do or say or think. No kidding. You are for real!
You Are Nothing Like We Have Made You To Be ….
Saturday, September 5, 2020 at 7:38 pm.
You are a Mighty Spirit Being far above anything or spiritual beings. It is sad how we confuse Your Spirit Being with spiritualism or psychic world.
Anyhow? Enlightening On The Matter Shall Be The Topic For The Tribe …
Saturday, September 5, 2020 at 7:45 pm.
And with that You are leading me to create a brand-new file on drive C: and name it ‘The Tribe Journal from 2020 on’.
That is the way to begin a brand-new clean way to work.
Perhaps this shall end the crashing problems.
On to the task.
Working Now On The Tribe Journal …
I will now see about downloading Photoshop. From now on I will save all Photoshop Files on the new folder in Drive C: along with the Word files.
Will close this file to start the download of Photoshop at 8:00 pm on Saturday, September 5, 2020.
It Is All Looking Good, My Master! Thank You …
Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 12:09 am.
I just checked my drives. Wow! All cleaned up! Adobe Support came through at last! Thank You. I will now work on the new folder in Drive C: with minimal data input.
To bed. Exhausted but feeling super good! Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 12:14 am.
It Is Already Hot And Muggy My Master …
Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 7:01 am.
Perhaps is just my mood. I am not hurting, just uncomfortable and down and out. You know how and why my body gets out of balance. Maybe what I eat but I don’t think so anymore.
I sense this mood to be because of what You have me to see going on in this so loved world of Yours.
Your Tribe? It constantly comes to my mind.
Evil surrounding me in all directions, but! This time?
The way I see it all is not affecting my trust and reliance on You.
Are These Confessions Of Mine A Necessary Thing In Your Agenda, My Master? …
Help me to abide in You under all circumstances You see fit to come my way. Your material blessings on waking up? So much food and goodies I have not enough room to store, and yet?
I am down and out! Go figure it, O my soul!
Ha! It’s Just Coming To Me. All These Goodies But Not Any Fellowship …
What is the use? O my Master! It is not the material that could ever satisfy my spirit being. And my body reacts with whatever does not satisfy me spiritually.
And it is also coming to me much sadness to see the immensity of the spiritualism consuming so numerous souls.
What Is The Difference Of What Consumes Me? …
Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 7:42 am.
Big difference. I am not consumed by a what but by a Who. That is my Master what You are clarifying in my mind for Your Tribe’s benefit. Definition of spiritualism. Quote:
spiritualism (ˈspɪrɪtjʊəˌlɪzəm)
n
(Alternative Belief Systems) the belief that the disembodied spirits of the dead, surviving in another world, can communicate with the living in this world, esp through mediums
(Alternative Belief Systems) the doctrines and practices associated with this belief
(Philosophy) philosophy the belief that because reality is to some extent immaterial it is therefore spiritual
any doctrine (in philosophy, religion, etc) that prefers the spiritual to the material
the condition or quality of being spiritual. End of quote.
O My Master! The Last Entry Is What Makes It Easy To Confuse My Spirit Stand On You, But! …
Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 3:37 am.
You know that I am consumed with You. A Mighty Spirit Being beyond human comprehension. You are not spiritual. You are Spirit.
I want nothing to do with the psychic world at rampart unless You direct me to check them out for one reason or another.
Well? You Came Through Again! …
Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 5:49 pm.
Finally! An angel named Stanimir V in the chat support resolved the login problem I been wrestling with for the last 2 or 3 days.
So Now I Am All Setup To Work Your Tribe To Shine The World Over …
Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 10:14 pm.
I am still getting the unexpected crashes, but You have shown me how to recuperate quickly. I hate to feel smug about all You have resolve for me but I can’t help it. You know all about it.
One Thing Is For Sure, You Keep Me From Showing Off. Thank You. …
Also, you continue to show me the futility of my attempts to get help. Only when I quit floundering around like a fish out of water You come through for me immediately.
I exhausted all possible ways to resolve the problems with the computer to no avail.
One last attempt, SiteGround. They refused to help me.
So I gave up but I sent a strong message to SiteGround.
I got it off my chest, but I did not think it’ll do any good.
Just then? I quit and turned to You again.
I restated the fact that You are in control of it all.
Immediately it came to me to post the message in the Chat.
Sure enough. Solution!
Now I Am All Setup To Begin The Posting In Your Tribe To Shine …
Monday, September 7, 2020 at 4:19 am.
This is truly healthy excitement! O my Master! The way You have cleaned not only my act but all my peculiarities in my way to a healthy life in Your Presence.
The computer crashed again. But this time?
No problem anymore.
Turn off. Unplug. Turn on after 5 minutes.
All working again. What?
Not signed in the dashboard.
No problem anymore.
Repeat procedure form SiteGround.
SiteGround now in my Bookmarks bar.
How ‘bout that?
I Will Now Customize The Header To Welcome The Tribe …
Monday, September 7, 2020 at 6:49 am.
Thanks for sleep my Master! All things are now in order. You are now leading me to close and post the details of the moment.
So? I Been Editing And Tweaking Things Up.
Monday, September 7, 2020 at 1:31 pm.
Soon as I get it all together under Your leading, I shall post. I am almost there. I will brake now. Hopefully I finish before the day is over.
Ah! Great News Before I Post …
Monday, September 7, 2020 at 3:14 pm.
O but this is even better than great news! You are teaching me to communicate with people. Such skill is taught but I have never acquired it.
Anyhow? You finally quickened the root of the computer trouble to me.
I passed that on to the chat support in SiteGround.
Sure enough! I know now You solved the problem.
But You had to lead me through the maze of the digital world.
That way I was able to state the problem to be solved.
I will now restart the computer before I continue with my task.
Thank You.
I Am Back In Business. All Seems To Be Working …
Monday, September 7, 2020 at 4:09 pm.
I will now continue with my task. If the computer crashes again, I am to reset it one more time. Each time it gets better and better. You are really in control of it all.
Up And About! Ready To Bid Your Will On The Spot …
Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 6:00 am.
No matter what? You have empowered me to set my mind and heart on the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for Your Being and all that pertains to Your will and heart intent for my creation.
That is the way it is. That’s the way it shall remain forever!
Thank You.
Master? This Day Is Not Working Out …
Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 10:43 am.
Surprise in the familiar posting procedure in WordPress.com. There is a new procedure without the option to revert to the familiar one I been using for a long time.
I Can’t Keep Up With All The Changes My Master! What To Do? …
Ha! Perhaps there is no need for me to keep up with anything on my own. I must wait on You. I must learn to wait on You. Help me!
O Help Me My Master! Boldly I Come To Your Throne Of Grace And Mercy …
It is so easy to waste my time with my attempts to help myself heedlessly. All I manage to accomplish is frustration and waste of time, but!
Behold Your never-ending patience and mercy!
Perhaps Your patience and mercy is what You are implanting in me?
I wait and see.
Perhaps You are leading me to change the whole setup with the posting?
It is coming to me to investigate the matter.
Now Is The Time To Shine. To Set My Gaze Up High Over My Mind …
Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 5:45 pm.
Time to soar high! Higher than the eagles soar to Him with Whom I have to do. The computer crashed at this moment. No repair.
Nothing worked until 7:43 pm.
I recorded this by hand.
Two hours until now. Windows 10 installing at last!
And with that I went to sleep.
A Disastrous Day To Say The Least My Master! …
Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 11:36 pm.
I woke up around 11 pm at the sound of my little friend’s voice. The new welcome screen. It all looks normal but! I fear the disastrous day is not over.
Again? Perhaps Your patience and mercy are what You are implanting in me?
I am waiting on You for my next move.
Checking the NET now.
All Working Fine For Now. We’ll See. Am I Doubting You? …
Monday, August 31, 2020 at 7:14 am.
Nay! I am doubting myself. And that is a good thing contrary to all believe not to be not good, but! You are revealing things to be not good as good for I used to call evil good and good evil.
Well, My Master? Here You Have Me. Uncomfortable? Yes, Big Time, But! …
Out of my lips came the words, “I don’t have to be always elated and feeling good. I am OK.” I got up to take care of chores. A working computer. The last day of this 8th month in the world’s calendar.
In Your Calendar? Who Knows For Sure? To You Time Is Eternity …
Why waste my time following mankind’s timelines? Why waste my time trying to figure You out when You clearly forbid me to do so?
Alright! You Have Led Me To The Source Of Computer’s Problems Resolutions …
Monday, August 31, 2020 at 8:23 am.
What a great way to end this disastrous moment in my NET world. There is no telling how You resolve it all despite my floundering like a fish out of water when disaster falls on me! HalleluYah!
How direct the answer I have been so desperately looking for.
Even so? In my desperation? I sensed Your loving hand on me.
Confidence. Desperate but not hopeless.
You are with and for me for sure!
What An Envious Life I Live Basking In The Springtime Of Your Presence In My Soul …
Monday, August 31, 2020 at 2:55 pm.
Watching it all take place with amazing precision! You are blowing a cool breeze on me. The ISO is downloading nicely. I am no longer getting the no response error. The mouse is not jumping. Wow!
On the hour for this record I have the number 2 and double 5.
The Number Two – Division
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
The no responding error popped! I thought i had spoken too soon, but!
That happened on Monday, August 31, 2020 at 3:24 pm.
This Time I Calmly Waited. Did Not Touch Anything. Just Watched, And? …
Monday, August 31, 2020 at 6:44 pm.
Big trouble! Computer crashed again! This time? The new ISO CD to the rescue after several fatal notices to repair the problem. How did You help me? I’ll record after I restart.
All Well Again. Thank You For All You Are Teaching Me …
Monday, August 31, 2020 at 10:19 pm.
I will head for bed. Can’t keep my eyes opened. Two hours of sleep did me wonders. I know You are working on my painful body.
Chronic pain. Is There Anything Too Big That You Cannot Resolve? …
Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 1:06 am.
The first day of the 9th month. You quickened the question that led me to Jeremiah 32: 27 Behold, I am the Master, the God of all flesh; is there anything too hard for Me?
Forty-four verses of Scripture to begin the 9th month of 2020. The Number Four – Creation and the World
Quote:
All of the numbers used in scripture have some variety in their meaning. However, every number has a common theme that runs through each one. The number ‘four’ is no exception. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
How Appropriate To The Headline You Quickened Me To Start This Month In Your Unbroken Companionship …
Sitting up on this 4th flour, I watch all things with Your sight. The things that others do now are the same things I used to do.
In the span of forty-four verses of Scripture You showed me the horror of my rebellion and the immensity of Your mercy in the last portion of those 44 verses. Quote:
Jeremiah 32: 33-44.
And they have turned their backs to Me and not their faces; though I taught them persistently, yet they would not listen and receive instruction.
But they set their abominations [of idol worship] in the house which is called by My Name to defile it.
And they built the high places [for worship] of Baal in the Valley of Ben-hinnom [son of Hinnom] to cause their sons and their daughters to pass through the fire [in worship also of and] to Molech–which I did not command them, nor did it come into My mind or heart that they should do this abomination, to cause Judah to sin. [Jer_7:30-31]
And now therefore thus says the Master, the God of Israel, concerning this city of which you say, It shall be delivered into the hand of the king of Babylon by sword and by famine and by pestilence:
Behold, I will gather them out of all countries to which I drove them in My anger and in My wrath and in great indignation; I will bring them again to this place, and I will make them dwell safely.
And they will be My people, and I will be their God.
And I will give them one heart and one way, that they may [reverently] fear Me forever for the good of themselves and of their children after them.
And I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will not turn away from following them to do them good, and I will put My [reverential] fear in their hearts, so that they will not depart from Me. [Jer_31:31-34]
Yes, I will rejoice over them to do them good, and I will plant them in this land assuredly and in truth with My whole heart and with My whole being.
For thus says the Master: As I have brought all this great evil upon this people, so will I bring upon them all the good that I have promised them.
And fields shall be bought in this land of which you say, It is desolate, without man or beast; it is given into the hands of the Chaldeans.
Men shall buy fields for money and shall sign deeds, seal them, and call witnesses in the land of Benjamin, in the places around Jerusalem, in the cities of Judah, in the cities of the hill country, in the cities of the lowland, and in the cities of the South (the Negeb), for I will cause them to be released from their exile, says the Master. End of quote.
To bed Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 3:20 am.
Off/unplug pc. Back before 5 am.
Ready To Start My Day In Your Loving Presence …
Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 5:00 am.
Master? All Your indications are for our blessed future, but! The present moment? You know it, I am about to cave in under the stress of pain and summer heat.
Even so? You also know that Your purpose for my ill confessions is not for Your people to feel sorry for me.
On the contrary, Your purpose is for Your people to feel sorry for themselves.
When You were suffering the ultimate of pain that any human being could suffer, the women began to wail feeling sorry for You. But You reproved them. Quote:
Luke 23:27-34
And there accompanied Yahushua a great multitude of the people, [including] women who bewailed and lamented Him.
But Yahushua turning toward them, said, Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for Me, but weep for yourselves and for your children.
For behold, the days are coming during which they will say, Blessed (happy, fortunate, and N1to be envied) are the barren, and the wombs that have not borne, and the breasts that have never nursed [babies]!
Then they will begin to say to the mountains, Fall on us! and to the hills, Cover (conceal, hide) us!
For if they do these things when the timber is green, what will happen when it is dry?
Two others also, who were criminals, were led away to be executed with Him. [Isa_53:12]
And when they came to the place which is called The Skull [Latin: Calvary; Hebrew: Golgotha], there they crucified Him, and [along with] the criminals, one on the right and one on the left.
And Yahushua prayed, Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do. And they divided His garments and distributed them by casting lots for them. [Psa_22:18] End of quote.
Pain. Heat. Enough To Do Me Under, But! …
You are with and for me. I will not be to the shame as a quitter. On the contrary Your purpose for my journey living in Your Presence is to impact the world with Your work to transform me.
And That Is What My Saga Is All About …
Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 8:49 am.
Living in Your Presence is not at all the peaches and cream flavor in the physical, but the spiritual flavor of the fruits and flowers You hold in my heart? Wow! No comparison.