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Drops Of Love Raining Upon Us Continue …

Life, And The Life Was The Light Of Men And The Light Shines On In The Darkness …

My Eyes Are Hurting. Will Go Back To Bed To Rest Them.

Friday, October 30, 2020 at 3:14 am.

Master? You know how troubled I am with this new problem with my eyes. But I refuse to give way to my fear that something is dreadfully wrong with my eyes. For it does not matter whether such is true or not.

  • Either way You are my Healer and Redeemer of my being. I am depending on You period.

Like A Maid Awaits For Her Mistress Instructions So I Wait On You …

Friday, October 30, 2020 at 11:28 am.

What am I to post next my Master? Perhaps bring on Isaiah 30 or Isaiah 1? Perhaps concentrate on Yahushua’s written words? The book of John comes to mind. From the first chapter that book is the most revealing book to me. I will read it again and wait to see how You want me to proceed.

  • My eyes are better.
  • I have been adding cinnamon and honey to my coffee.
  • This morning You quickened me to stop. To drink a cup of hot water instead.
  • Also, I have been sleeping with my feet elevated.
  • As I laid down last time it came to me to quit that as well.
  • I woke up with hardly any pain in my eyeball.
  • I will now fix me a cup of coffee with honey only.
  • See what happens. I wait on You with the results.

Life, And The Life Was The Light Of Men.

And The Light Shines On In The Darkness …

Friday, October 30, 2020 at 4:24 pm.

Ha! Your leading to the perfect headline to continue proclaiming Your written words from Your heart and mind not mine. Indeed! Your light is shining in the darkness of many of our minds. What a marvel!

  • Another drop of Your passionate love for Your creation.

But! What Do I Continue To See And Hear At Every Turn Of My Way? …

Saturday, October 31, 2020 at 9:23 am.

This is the last 7th Day of Rest on the 10th month of 2020 year. As You lead me to look around me, I do. I have watched the news from Israel. You quickened Psalms 2 again.

So? You are leading me to quote Psalms 2 again based on what I watched on Jerry Golden’s site. Here we go!

WHY DO The Nations Assemble With Commotion Uproar And Confusion Of Voices …

And why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? How well the tragic aftermath of COVID-19 is described in those words written in Psalms 2.

  • And watching Israel News?
  • Well, I confess my Master, I do not understand how Your called ministers like Jerry Golden express their lack of understanding of what goes on with the governments, but!
  • At the same time I realize how I have been guilty of the same thing because of my misinterpretation of Your words and Your call to me.
  • It is really amazing to see how You are in control of it all.
  • As Jerry confesses his lack of understanding You are showing me You are bringing Jerry to search deep into himself to see how he has quit relying on You to place his assurance in his own resources or in the stability of earthly things. (1Jn_2:16).
  • That is the reason why until today I had not understood Jerry’s obsession to bring Jews to Israel contrary to Yahushua words in Matthew 24. Truly, it is amazing how You are putting all the pieces of the puzzle in my mind together. Also, I see now why You laugh and mock us. Without a doubt we are laughable—ridiculous.

He Who Sits In The Heavens Outright Laughs. Quote:

Sovereign Authority Over His Creation!

  • Psalms 2:1-12
  • WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
  • The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,
  • Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.
  • He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.
  • He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,
  • Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.
  • I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.
  • Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.
  • You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.
  • Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.
  • Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.
  • Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.
  • O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

And Now? On To The Book Of John …

Saturday, October 31, 2020 at 10:53 am.

This is the most revealing book for this 2020 year. The year for enlightenment to rain upon us. The Life Was The Light Of Men. And The Light Shines On In The Darkness. So be it.

The Word Became Flesh

John 1:1-51 AMPC+

IN THE beginning [before all time] was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God Himself. [Isa_9:6]

He was present originally with God.

All things were made and came into existence through Him; and without Him was not even one thing made that has come into being.

In Him was Life, and the Life was the Light of men.

And the Light shines on in the darkness, for the darkness has never overpowered it [put it out or absorbed it or appropriated it, and is unreceptive to it].

There came a man sent from God, whose name was John. [Mal_3:1]

This man came to witness, that he might testify of the Light, that all men might believe in it [adhere to it, trust it, and rely upon it] through him.

He was not the Light himself, but came that he might bear witness regarding the Light.

There it was–the true Light [was then] coming into the world [the genuine, perfect, steadfast Light] that illumines every person. [Isa_49:6]

He came into the world, and though the world was made through Him, the world did not recognize Him [did not know Him].

He came to that which belonged to Him [to His own–His domain, creation, things, world], and they who were His own did not receive Him and did not welcome Him.

But to as many as did receive and welcome Him, He gave the authority (power, privilege, right) to become the children of God, that is, to those who believe in (adhere to, trust in, and rely on) His name–[Isa_56:5]

Who owe their birth neither to bloods nor to the will of the flesh [that of physical impulse] nor to the will of man [that of a natural father], but to God. [They are born of God!]

And the Word (the Messiah) became flesh (human, incarnate) and tabernacled (fixed His tent of flesh, lived awhile) among us; and we [actually] saw His glory (His honor, His majesty), such glory as an only begotten son receives from his father, full of grace (favor, loving-kindness) and truth. [Isa_40:5]

John testified about Him and cried out, This was He of Whom I said, He Who comes after me has priority over me, for He was before me. [He takes rank above me, for He existed before I did. He has advanced before me, because He is my Chief.]

For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift.

For while the Law was given through Moses, grace (unearned, undeserved favor and spiritual blessing) and truth came through Yahushua Messiah. [Exo_20:1]

No man has ever seen God at any time; the only unique Son, or the only begotten God, Who is in the bosom [in the intimate presence] of the Father, He has declared Him [He has revealed Him and brought Him out where He can be seen; He has interpreted Him and He has made Him known]. [Pro_8:30]

The Testimony of John the Baptist

And this is the testimony of John when the Jews sent priests and Levites to him from Jerusalem to ask him, Who are you?

He confessed (admitted the truth) and did not try to conceal it, but acknowledged, I am not the Messiah!

They asked him, What then? Are you Elijah? And he said, I am not! Are you the Prophet? And he answered, No! [Deu_18:15, Deu_18:18; Mal_4:5]

Then they said to him, Who are you? Tell us, so that we may give an answer to those who sent us. What do you say about yourself?

He said, I am the voice of one crying aloud in the wilderness [the voice of one shouting in the desert], Prepare the way of the Master [level, straighten out, the path of the Master], as the prophet Isaiah said. [Isa_40:3]

The messengers had been sent from the Pharisees.

And they asked him, Why then are you baptizing if you are not the Messiah, nor Elijah, nor the Prophet?

John answered them, I [only] baptize in (with) water. Among you there stands One Whom you do not recognize and with Whom you are not acquainted and of Whom you know nothing. [Mal_3:1]

It is He Who, coming after me, is preferred before me, the string of Whose sandal I am not worthy to unloose.

These things occurred in Bethany (Bethabara) across the Jordan [at the Jordan crossing], where John was then baptizing.

Behold, the Lamb of God

The next day John saw Yahushua coming to him and said, Look! There is the Lamb of God, Who takes away the sin of the world! [Exo_12:3; Isa_53:7]

This is He of Whom I said, After me comes a Man Who has priority over me [Who takes rank above me] because He was before me and existed before I did.

And I did not know Him and did not recognize Him [myself]; but it is in order that He should be made manifest and be revealed to Israel [be brought out where we can see Him] that I came baptizing in (with) water.

John gave further evidence, saying, I have seen the Spirit descending as a dove out of heaven, and it dwelt on Him [never to depart].

And I did not know Him nor recognize Him, but He Who sent me to baptize in (with) water said to me, Upon Him Whom you shall see the Spirit descend and remain, that One is He Who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.

And I have seen [that happen—I actually did see it] and my testimony is that this is the Son of God!

Yahushua Calls the First Disciples

Again the next day John was standing with two of his disciples,

And he looked at Yahushua as He walked along, and said, Look! There is the Lamb of God!

The two disciples heard him say this, and they followed Him.

But Yahushua turned, and as He saw them following Him, He said to them, What are you looking for? [And what is it you wish?] And they answered Him, Rabbi—which translated is Teacher—where are You staying?

He said to them, Come and see. So they went and saw where He was staying, and they remained with Him that day. It was then about the tenth hour (about four o’clock in the afternoon).

One of the two who heard what John said and followed Yahushua was Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother.

He first sought out and found his own brother Simon and said to him, We have found (discovered) the Messiah!—which translated is the the Anointed One).

Andrew then led (brought) Simon to Yahushua. Yahushua looked at him and said, You are Simon son of John. You shall be called Cephas—which translated is Peter [Stone].

Yahushua Calls Philip and Nathanael

The next day Yahushua desired and decided to go into Galilee; and He found Philip and said to him, Join Me as My attendant and follow Me.

Now Philip was from Bethsaida, of the same city as Andrew and Peter.

Philip sought and found Nathanael and told him, We have found (discovered) the One Moses in the Law and also the Prophets wrote about–Yahushua from Nazareth, the [legal] son of Joseph!

Nathanael answered him, [Nazareth!] Can anything good come out of Nazareth? Philip replied, Come and see!

Yahushua saw Nathanael coming toward Him and said concerning him, See! Here is an Israelite indeed [a true descendant of Jacob], in whom there is no guile nor deceit nor falsehood nor duplicity!

Nathanael said to Yahushua, How do You know me? [How is it that You know these things about me?] Yahushua answered him, Before [ever] Philip called you, when you were still under the fig tree, I saw you.

Nathanael answered, Teacher, You are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!

Yahushua replied, Because I said to you, I saw you beneath the fig tree, do you believe in and rely on and trust in Me? You shall see greater things than this!

Then He said to him, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you all, you shall see heaven opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of Man! [Gen_28:12; Dan_7:13]. End of quote.

The Voice Crying Now As It Was In The Days Of John The Baptist.

Saturday, October 31, 2020 at 2:16 pm

It is all about preparing the way. Prepare the way of the Master [level, straighten out, the path of the Master], as the prophet Isaiah said.

The Thing Is My Master Unless You Empower Us To Prepare? …

We labor in vain. Even worst, we become self-righteous. For the most we all do our best to prepare and to live according to Your Word, but! We come short in Your sight.

What Must We Do, My Master? …

So far the ministers of my acquaintance don’t seem to be concerned in the least with what You are doing in my life. The whole spectrum of leaders and followers is quite alarming to me, but!

Your Words Comfort Me …

Sunday, November 1, 2020 at 2:05 am.

Master? You know that I am writing these words under extreme duress. Not only with my eye hurting but also with my heart in suspense with all that You let me see happening among Your people.

Even So? Your Word Must Go Forth ,,.

Your words are a lamp under my feet showing me the way to go for all matters and purposes. You know all about my concerns about the lack of monies to take care of things that perhaps are only the lust of my eye.

And You know that my concern with what You show that goes on with Your people is even greater. But!

Yahushua’s Words In The Book Of John Comfort Me …

Quote:

John 6:32-40 AMPC+

Yahushua then said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Moses did not give you the Bread from heaven [what Moses gave you was not the Bread from heaven], but it is My Father Who gives you the true heavenly Bread.

For the Bread of God is He Who comes down out of heaven and gives life to the world.

Then they said to Him, Lord, give us this bread always (all the time)!

Yahushua replied, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more (at any time).

But [as] I told you, although you have seen Me, still you do not believe and trust and have faith.

All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].

For I have come down from heaven not to do My own will and purpose but to do the will and purpose of Him Who sent Me.

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

For this is My Father’s will and His purpose, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] at the last day. End of quote.

And Believes In And Cleaves To And Trusts In And Relies On The Son …

Mercy my Master! Mercy! For most of my life I thought I believed, cleaved, trusted and relied on the Son, but! For all matters and purposes I believed, cleaved, trusted and relied on in my own resources or in the stability of earthly things. (1Jn_2:16)

And Such Are My Concerns Of The Moment …

What am I to do about such concerns my Master? You are my Shepherd, my Master, the Redeemer of my soul. I have no intentions to go to any earthly resource for my answers as I did in the past.

  • That You know, my Master.
  • For sure, even if I go blind I do not intent to go to the eye specialists.
  • You healed even the one that was born blind, why not heal this misery with my eyeball?
  • No matter. Whether You heal me or not, You will give me the strength to go on and on.

What A Difference From My Pitiful Past …

Even so? I cannot brag about my determination to rely on You for my healings. Not at all! Indeed! Not bragging only sharing what You have made out of me. You did the work.

You Are The Only One To Debunked Our Misconceptions So Far …

And that is Your purpose for compelling me to post these matters. And that is the way You are reaching the heart and mind of each one of Your children.

Compliments?

Ha! In the past when I first started blogging, I beg for likes and comments and compliments on the guise to encourage each other, but now? Hum!

  • My heart constricts with any compliment that comes my way.
  • I am not kidding!
  • But You have revealed to me how the complimentary is looking at me not You in all my doings.

Wow! What A Revelation!

And with that note You are leading me to close this post for all its worth. I am sure You are accomplishing Your purpose in the heart of each one of Your children with each post You compel me to write and publish.

So be it.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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The Great Tribulation Is Now Nearer Than Has Ever Been, But! …

Who Is Paying Mind To Such Ominous Prophesied Fact?

Well? Time To Let The Pieces Of Broken Romanticism Go! …

Time now to let Your love shine in all lines. Time to love with and in Your love. Your love? The crazy glue to fix the broken pieces of romanticism. Here is the illustration:

What A Note To End This Most Especial Day …

Thursday, October 15, 2020 at 11:34 pm.

I don’t know what is to be for me from now on, but You do. One thing is for sure, this time? It is not going back. Forward! Steady upwards closer and closer to You.

It Is Friday! The Last Day To Work In The USA—TGF …

Friday, October 16, 2020 at 3:56 am.

For Christians and productive citizens for the most? Five days. Eight hours each day makes the 40 hours week of work, work, work! Saturday and Sunday? O well! Do your own thing called rest.

  • That rest starts Friday night with a night out.
  • Saturday one takes care of chores in the house.
  • Sunday for the most is ‘Church’ day.
  • A couple hours for You my Master the rest of that day?
  • For family and friends.
  • May times there is a mini vacation from Friday night to Sunday night.
  • On those vacations You are put aside until convenient times.
  • Such way of wonder life in the USA?

Covid-19!? Wonder Life Halts …

Friday, October 16, 2020 at 10:31 am.

Ha! I slept on and off for quite a few hours. Then I woke up to the wonder of Internet again! What a blessing to begin the day. Immediately I got in touch with Adobe support to fix the Photoshop crashing issue.

  • I have been working in Photoshop to test it out. So far so good.
  • Things are working pretty good I think.
  • There are some new things in Windows and Office 365 that I have yet to get used to.
  • Meanwhile, Ahmad promised to come this morning to work in the apartment.
  • Don’t know yet what time he will arrived but I am not concerned about it.
  • The thing is that I am finding myself without a care in this world without any effort of my own.
  • It looks like all things are falling into place as You promised they would.
  • Why worry about it?

Master Sovereign!

Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 12:54 am.

O my Master! We are coming now to the nitty-gritty of the matter. “Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!” Psalms 2:12 AMPC+

Would They Now Quit This Site My Master?

Sunday, October 18, 2020 at 1:15 pm.

You are leading me to introduce this post with these touchy entries for many who are set in the religion of their choice. But You know all about it. I am on to he task.

Ready To Jump Off My Roof To End The Misery Of Such Knowledge, but! …

Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:02 am.

Recollecting that moment. Ahmad came for a visit after his absence of several days. I shared with him the wonders of my experience. Then I ask for him to share his stand. What? What I heard was like a dagger piercing my heart.

  • “I want to move us out of here. I been searching for a building in West Amman where we can all live in the same building.”
  • Shocking confession!
  • What about this building?
  • What about the restoration of this area?
  • What about all that I stand for?
  • No response…
  • I recorded that day.

It Is With Much Sadness This Day Is Continuing For Me …

Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The most devastating thing for my moment? Discovering that the words You have given to me for the restoration of this area are discarded plus I am expected to move out with the family to another area.

  • Master? Unless You intervene for me You know I cannot withstand this blow.

My Soul My Heart Are Broken. Only You Can Mend Them …

Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 11:01 pm.

I cast the rubbish that broke them under Your feet! I’ll be still. I’ll let go, overlook, I’ll wait on You. It all as You empower me to do. My head hurts. I pray for relief. Thank You.

  • I could hardly sleep. Tears. Perhaps accept defeat and go back to the USA? More tears.

The Human Mind Churning Spitting Out An Avalanche Of Thoughts …

Monday, October 05, 2020 at 1:03 am.

Master? Such is the way You have developed the saga of my life. O but how You are revealing these matters to me. And that just at the point when I am ready to terminate my miserable existence.

  • Yes, I was so desperate I became suicidal.
  • I wanted to jump from my roof to the ground but!
  • You opened my eyes to see the aftermath of my haste,
  • No I would not have die.
  • Instead? I would provoke the people to gawk the scene.
  • The police would have come and haul me to the Looney Toomey house!
  • O well! No jumping!
  • Just on You dumping!
  • Dumping all that rubbish attempting to suffocate me.

O The Wonders Of Your Mercy! Fifteen Days Later And? …

Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:29 am.

The content for this post. The tribulation and our aberrations vivid in my mind. A phone call. Ahmad on the line. He was to come the next day to work in my apartment. Strange.

Next Day? That Was Yesterday. He Came. Work? Well …

He did one thing with my help. Then he sat. Me? Minding my business. Enjoying my crazy slider I have set in my desktop. He said how much he enjoys watching me laughing. Then? Wow!

  • “I want to talk, don’t interrupt me.”
  • He proceeded to share with me how he has figured out how to buy this roof.
  • Once he gets the ownership, he will fix all as per my dream.
  • He is waiting for the owners to confer and give him price and terms.
  • Then he shared how he aims to get the monies to pay for it.
  • I exclaimed! That is wonderful news! But please! Forget all thoughts on how to get the monies. The monies are coming to you. Wait.”
  • I proceeded to emphasized to him the urgency to educate his people about the great tribulation at hand before any monies or buying can take place.

Talking About Your Spirit Within Me Doing The Talk? Exactly …

Just like You quicken me in the quote above. What a day yesterday was! The Internet came back. The acceptance of my lot on the daily basis? A reality.

  • No need to ask for a printer or this or that. Let be. Be still. Quit all your doings.

You Now Have The Power To Do So For Keeps …

Thank You my Master! How amazingly indescribable is the experience of Your power. Nothing I can describe. It is a reality to last me eternally.

  • Let me now pick up from the last post.

The Question Remains Who Sinned? Who’s Fault? We Are Now Getting Our Answers …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 8:39 am.

O my Master! Then? “Thou was altogether born in sins, and dost thou teach us? And they cast him out.” Now? “If you were somehow able to admit that you have emotional and mental disabilities.

  • That’s why no one accepts you. It is not you it is your denial of the fact that you are bipolar.

It Is Not Me. It Is What I Stand For …

Master? The day You broke the chains of the world’s labeling me? That’s the day my children cut me off as mentally insane. But You told me clearly that was to happen. Quote:

Matthew 10 is being fulfilled,

  • See, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves.
  • Therefore be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.
  • But beware of men, for they shall deliver you up to sanhedrins (courts) and flog you in their congregations.
  • And you shall be brought before governors and sovereigns for My sake, as a witness to them and to the gentiles.
  • But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it shall be given to you in that hour what you shall speak, for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking in you.
  • And brother shall deliver up brother to death, and a father his child.
  • And children shall rise up against parents and shall put them to death.
  • And you shall be hated by all for My Name’s sake.
  • But he who shall have endured to the end shall be saved.
  • And when they persecute you in this city, flee to another.
  • For truly, I say to you, you shall by no means have gone through the cities of Yisrael before the Son of Adam comes.
  • A taught one is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master.
  • It is enough for the taught one to become like his teacher, and a servant like his master.
  • If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more those of his household!
  • Therefore, do not fear them.
  • For whatever is covered shall be revealed, and whatever is hidden shall be made known.
  • What I say to you in the dark, speak in the light.
  • And what you hear in the ear, proclaim on the house-tops.
  • And do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the being.
  • But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both being and body in Gehenna. End of quote.

It Is Written! Such Is Not A Figment Of My ‘Bipolar’ Condition! Such Is The FACT!

Master? The truth about Your children? For the most they are productive citizens in this world. They rejoice and be merry in the comfort that this world has offered them.

  • In their joy they bow down to all kinds of evils—from psychological disorders to the most treacherous diseases and social-economic mishandling of their souls and bodies!
  • But they call it all ‘life’ because in their childish gullibility they believe themselves totally able and capable to handle anything for the sake of what they call ‘sanity’ ‘wisdom’ ‘common sense’!
  • No kidding! We are a bunch of children believing ourselves to be grownups.
  • It reminds me of Ahmad’s 8 year-old son. He called to tell Ahmad to send him 15 JOD. Ahmad asked him why? He answered, “I am coming to Aqaba.” Ahmad asked, “Your mom with you?” His 8 year-old answered, “No! I am coming by myself, I am a man!”
  • And so? The truth about the way we are and act? That is all in Your mysterious plan for our creation and restoration.

Well? You Are Now Restoring Your Creation …

You are shaking souls to the max. Nothing shall remain to block Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation.

  • The power of Your love and wisdom is descending upon Your children one by one as it is written. Quote:

Jeremiah 3:14-15

Turn, O backsliding children, saith the MASTER; for I am married unto you: and I will take you one of a city, and two of a family, and I will bring you to Zion:

And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.

FACT. Master? Your Written Words Applied To Me Personally Become Alive …

By Your words You transformed me. You brought me into Your Presence to live a higher life. So? You empower me to act according to Your will even when You have not stripped from me my human personality!

  • The truth? You command me to quit my search for righteousness in the natural or carnal state of my being.
  • You have created me as human.
  • I am to remain human as long as I exist in this earth as it is now.
  • Only to be genuinely human I am to quit my insidious quest to be a ‘good’ human.
  • There is no such a thing. No one is righteous.
  • Not a single human being in the whole earth is good.
  • What a human call good is evil and vice versa what a human call evil is good.

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! You Are An Awesome Yah! Thank You For Applying Your Written Words To Me …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

You are now bringing to my remembrance some of the many Scriptures alive within my being before I continue with the present expose! But Master? Who shall have the patience to read even when such Scriptures are so important?

  • Who knows? Perhaps many will benefit from the reading of all quoted Scriptures. Quote:

Luke 22:31-32

Simon, Simon—Peter—(Thia, Thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of the Father, that he might sift all of you like grain, Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9  But I have prayed especially for you Peter (Thia), that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

Act 9:16

For I will make clear to him (to me Thia) how much he (she) will be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake.

Col 1:23-29

And this He will do provided that you continue to stay with and in the faith in Messiah, well-grounded and settled and steadfast, not shifting or moving away from the hope which rests on and is inspired by the glad tidings (the Gospel), which you heard and which has been preached as being designed for and offered without restrictions to every person under heaven, and of which Gospel(Good News) I, Paul, (Thia) became a minister.

Even now I rejoice in the midst of my sufferings on your behalf. And in my own person I am making up whatever is still lacking and remains to be completed on our part of Messiah’s afflictions, for the sake of His body, which is the assembly or the congregation put together by the Set Apart Spirit without human hands!

On And On Go The Numerous Scriptures Seared In My Soul To Transform Me …

Listing the main passages ingrained within me:

  1. Romans 8:11-14
  2. 1Corinthians 3:10-23
  3. Romans 9:14-20
  4. Romans 11:32-36

Master? Show Me How To Recap The Recent Ordeal …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:15 pm.

Recapping to follow the thread of Your dealings with me. What caused me to lose the working environment You provided for me? A lapse of my gaze set on You.

  • It started with my search on how to obtain Windows 10 at a discount. The results?
  • Big trouble! I wound up downloading a bunch of product keys for Windows 7 and purchasing a key for Windows 10 for $20.00 or so.
  • Then? To go further into the trap, they insisted in getting my email to subscribe and get further information.
  • Without thinking of the consequences, I subscribed!
  • Immediately the trap opened downloading lewd programs over and over again!
  • From there on my nightmare began.
  • Finally? O my Master! You led me to install the Norton antivirus in the original cd for the Gigabyte motherboard installed in the computer.
  • Norton clean up the virus in the external drive but! I have to connect to the Internet to clean the virus there. The problem?
  • My Internet account has depleted the downloading gigas. I cannot add anymore gigas for now. Must wait for 3 days I am told.
  • This problem with the Internet here in Jordan is beyond my comprehension. I bought 10 JOD but now they are charging me 41 JOD.
  • I have not been able to get help because of the language barrier plus everybody busy with their own problems not able to help me.
  • Yazeed is supposed to come tonight. Will he come? Will the problem be resolved? Master? It is all in Your hands. You are in control of it all.
  • I refuse to worry. But I am disgusted with the whole situation. My body is reacting to my disgust. I don’t feel good. I am hurting again.
  • Regardless, my confidence and trust remain set on You 100%. I wait on You. On Your time and at Your discretion all things shall harmonize.
  • It’s Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:55 pm. I will head for bed. I hope You bless me with sleep.

Master? Thank You For Sleep …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 9:16 pm.

I feel better but! There is no sign of Yazeed or anyone. No calls either. Whatever is happening, I remain confident on You. Even so? You are in control of my thoughts.

  • I been thinking that perhaps You intent to remove me from these premises.
  • It is a thought that makes me tremble for these people.
  • Nevertheless? If You remove me, perhaps things will materialize according to Your plan.
  • I don’t know. Perhaps.
  • You work in mysterious ways.
  • I am willing to flow with Your Spirit.
  • You know the situation with my visa plus the hindrances to travel overseas because of the COVID-19 crisis.
  • You know all about it. No problem is there without a solution from You.
  • I am willing to abide in whatever is Your plan for me.
  • Travel or not. Gloom or glee? You are with and for me.

About Recapping? It’s Been Done Already …

In the search for solutions in the computer You have led me to two files to update for the moment I am going through. Up above I have updated the first one on The fulfillment of Matthew 10.

I am now to update a message You had me to record in 2011.

One More Urgent Plea From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings…

Wednesday, March 09, 2011 (10:34 am)

O well my Master here I am ready to record what You are giving to me to share with Your Tribe on this perilous moment that we are going through.

  • Why am to share the following with Your Tribe in the most specific way?
  • O my Master! This 2020 year is the year to enlighten Your Tribe or the selected group of readers with you for the common grounds of our lives.
  • You have created Your Tribe by reaching Your precious children one by one as written. You are not reaching out to the multitude. Indeed only one from a city and two from a tribal family! (Jeremiah 3:14)

Sharing …

Master? Thank You for releasing me from sharing that exact message as recorded in 2011. I will only share the core of Your urgent plea for Your people to return to Your original intent for our creation.

  • The purpose for the sharing is for Your people to take notice of the necessity for a radical change in all areas of our lifestyles.
  • For by all means, this radical change has to take place with the leaders first in order for the followers to take notice!
  • And what is it that I am to share?
  • Mainly, I am to invite Your people to reconsider the sharing of my life in the posts published throughout my Journey since You called me into Your service in 1985.
  • You have judged and disciplined me all those years since 1985. For what purpose? To prevent me what You would openly tell me on that day: Quote:
  • “I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly—disregarding My commands.”
  • There is no question about it—we have spiritualized every word spoken by Yahushua to make them say what we or our inspired teachers have interpreted them to say.
  • We have been learning from each other what was handed down by what we call, ‘the great man of God.’ Well Yahushua said, quote:

“I have come in My Father’s name and with His power, and you do not receive Me—your hearts are not open to Me, you give Me no welcome; but if another comes in his own name and his own power and with no other authority but himself, you will receive him and give him your approval.”

Perhaps All This Talk Seemingly Negative Could Cost Me A Lot Of Visitors …

But O my Master, You know that I am more than willing to suffer the rejection from all circles of society in order to accomplish Your will.

  • You have given me the strength to continue to deliver Your message in the pages of my journal even if my death is required of me!

Master? Perhaps I Am Whining For Nothing …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 11:39 pm.

You know all about it. I am at my wits end with the ways of these people. They seem to be so stuck up on themselves. They are only concerned with whatever good they do to be noticed.

  • But! They refuse to consider the hurt they inflict on me with the lack of their understanding and responsibility.
  • Going on four years of misery is taking its toll on me.
  • You know it my Master.
  • Yazeed finally showed up with a router that is not working.
  • I started to explain to him how much they are hurting me, but!
  • Impossible to reach him.
  • Again, maybe I am whining for nothing.
  • Maybe I am not. I don’t know but You do my Master.
  • You are in control of my thoughts and my words. I wait on You.

Master! You Have Invested Me With Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:18 am.

Whatever for? To be Your witness. Perhaps, You are now preparing me to go to the uttermost part of the earth.? As written in Acts 1. Quote:

Acts 1:6-8 (will insert AMP+)

When they therefore were come together, they asked of him, saying, Master, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel?

And he said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the seasons, which the Father hath put in his own power.

But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

Whatever You Plan For Me? I Am Ready And Willing To Obey …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:15 pm.

Who knows? You do, my Master! You know exactly what is happening. You have Sovereign Authority over Your creation including myself. I fear no evil.

  • Right now it seems to me that Microsoft Office 365 is downloading. It is really slow but I wait. Perhaps it will not need to be activated if it finish installing. If it does I will simply uninstall it.
  • In the meantime, I am thankful to have Office 2010. It is not as sophisticated as the 365 but it is adequate until You provide whatever You have for me. Thank You.

Well? The Download Didn’t Work …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 2:20 pm.

Just as well, my Master. You are in control. In due time, You will lead me to wherever You know is best for me. No problem. Thank You for Your grace and favor.

  • You are working all things not just for my good but for the good of us all. Thank You.

Wow! She Saw Me Dressed In A Long White Robe …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 6:47 pm.

Master? How You comfort me! My daughter saw me today dressed in a long white robe. She email it to me just when You recovered the email inbox. Meaning, quote:

WHAT DID THESE WHITE ROBES MEAN?

  1. The white robes show the immaculate purity of their character. White signifies perfection; it is not so much a colour as the harmonious union and blending of all the hues, colours, and beauties of light. In the characters of just men made perfect we have the combination of all virtues, the balancing of all excellences, a display of all the beauties of grace. Are they not like their Master, and is He not all beauties in one?

III. WHAT LESSON COMES OUT OF THIS?

  1. I would say to you, first, meditate on it. A sight of Christ in His agony is a wondrous sure for our agonies.
  2. But the chief thing is this — in all times of tribulation the great matter is to have the blood of Christ actually applied to the soul. End of quote.

Master? I Have Messed-Up Everything! Help! …

Tuesday, September 29, 2020 at 2:17 am.

The more I try to fix things up the more mess-up. I can’t sit still to wait on You. Help me my Master! Help is my shrilling cry. I will head for bed but I can’t even sleep. At my wits end! HELP!

I hear to leave this matter for the next post. The way You have led me to post is out of sequence, so? It is really difficult for me to figure out what to post, but! You are in control of it all. No problem. No worries.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia

Bible, Christian, Computers, love, poetry, Pondering, truth that set you free

The Aftermath Of COVID-19? Comfort For Many Souls …

What A Comfort It Is To Live Under The Creator’s Protection …

Comfort for My People

It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31. Quote:

  • COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.
  • A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.
  • A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
  • The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.
  • O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.
  • He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.
  • Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?
  • Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
  • Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?
  • Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?
  • The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.
  • Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
  • It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
  • Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
  • To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
  • Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
  • He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired. End of quote.

The Visionaries Of Ancient Times Told Us All About It.

So it is written but we pay no mind or we take for granted what it is written. That is the way You designed the past present and future.

The Visionaries Of The Present …

I for one have come to terms with Your design. How and why? That is what You, my Master have been revealing to me since 1985 in dreams and visions as You did with the visionaries of ancient times. As it is written, quote:

Joel 2:17-32

  • Let the priests, the ministers of the Master, weep between the porch and the altar; and let them say, Have pity and spare Your people, O Master, and give not Your heritage to reproach, that the [heathen] nations should rule over them or use a byword against them. Why should they say among the peoples, Where is their God?
  • Then was the Master jealous for His land and had pity on His people. Yes, the Master answered and said to His people, Behold, I am sending you grain and juice [of the grape] and oil, and you shall be satisfied with them; and I will no more make you a reproach among the [heathen] nations.
  • But I will remove far off from you the northern [destroyer’s] army and will drive it into a land barren and desolate, with its front toward the eastern [Dead] Sea and with its rear toward the western [Mediterranean] Sea. And its stench shall come up [like that of a decaying mass of locusts, a symbol and forecast of the fate of the northern army in the final day of the Master], and its foul odor shall come up, because He has done great things [the Master will have destroyed the invaders]! [Isa_34:1-4, Isa_34:8; Jer_25:31-35; Joe_2:11]
  • Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice, for the Master has done great things! [Zec_12:8-10]
  • Be not afraid, you wild beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness have sprung up and are green; the tree bears its fruit, and the fig tree and the vine yield their [full] strength.
  • Be glad then, you children of Zion, and rejoice in the Master, your God; for He gives you the former or early rain in just measure and in righteousness, and He causes to come down for you the rain, the former rain and the latter rain, as before.
  • And the [threshing] floors shall be full of grain and the vats shall overflow with juice [of the grape] and oil.
  • And I will restore or replace for you the years that the locust has eaten–the hopping locust, the stripping locust, and the crawling locust, My great army which I sent among you.
  • And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Master, your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you. And My people shall never be put to shame.
  • And you shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your God and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.
  • And afterward I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions.
  • Even upon the menservants and upon the maidservants in those days will I pour out My Spirit.
  • And I will show signs and wonders in the heavens, and on the earth, blood and fire and columns of smoke.
  • The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Isa_13:6, Isa_13:9-11; Isa_24:21-23; Eze_32:7-10; Mat_24:29-30; Rev_6:12-17]
  • And whoever shall call on the name of the Master shall be delivered and saved, for in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be those who escape, as the Master has said, and among the remnant [of survivors] shall be those whom the Master calls. [Act_2:17-21; Rom_10:13]. End of quote.

You Always Bring Those Words To My Mind …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 4:32 am.

Yes, in these days I am one of those maidservants upon whom You have pour out Your Spirit for witnessing purposes. Thus, You compel me to proclaim by all means available over the four corners of the earth Your dealings with my ways.

Your Dealing With My Indecision And Lack Of Understanding …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 8:44 am.

I recorded last at 4:32 am. At that moment I became dizzy and blurred vision. Could not write anymore. I headed for bed. As I laid down the tears began to flow. Why?

  • After few days of indecision not knowing or understanding Your doings, I came clean to You searching for relief.
  • First thing I confessed my gratitude for the pain relief and ability to take care of myself, plus the computer gift.
  • I asked of You once again to bless all contributors for such blessing.
  • Next, I confessed my lack of understanding for the itching, the incontinence, the inability to regulate my sugar levels, the defective vision, the hardship reading digitally even with the new monitor, the need for a printer, the indecision to ask for it for fear again of what would they think of me.
  • Plus, the lack of understanding of Your doings amidst ourselves.
  • Furthermore, I confessed again my lack of understanding when I have no inkling of any change among Your people.
  • I confessed my indecision and lack of comfort despite all Your latest blessings.
  • I lifted my shrilling cry for mercy for us all once again.
  • Slept!

On Waking Up At The Light Of Dawn? Wow! …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 9:20 am.

Never mind your peeves! Go on to fix that latest setup to safely place your greenery. Take one of the boards covering the stand outside. It will suit your purposes.

  • Not finding a suitable board for the setup was one of my frustrations earlier.
  • The truth? No amount of money or professional help to set up my working area could replace the setup that I am now enjoying. Wow!
  • Plus, come wintertime when there is need for the heater under the back setup?
  • It can be removed without affecting my working area. What comfort!
  • But then again, who knows?
  • By that time perhaps You might bless me with AC for cold or heat.
  • Your doings are beyond my conceptions.
  • No matter! You are working a good plan for us all.
  • Not me nor any human or devil can thwart such plan.
  • Your Sovereign Authority over Your creation remains untouchable eternally.

You Shall Sit On Your Throne Forever …

No kidding! O My people, ALL shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your Almighty Yahuwah and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.

Your People? The Mystery Now Revealed …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 10:05 am.

O but Your unfathomable wisdom! Your people now roam the four corners of the earth lost for the most without their rightful identity. How that came to be?

The Fulfillment Of The Very First Command To Your First Created Human Being …

Indeed! We humans been roaming these earthly grounds for more years that anyone can accurately count. We have not really forgotten our identity with You but! Such thing is only a vague memory ingrained without us. Regardless, it is written, quote:

  • Genesis 1:26-31
  • And the Father said, Let Us [Father, Son, and Holy Spirit] make mankind in Our image, after Our likeness, and let them have complete authority over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, the [tame] beasts, and over all of the earth, and over everything that creeps upon the earth. [Psa_104:30; Heb_1:2; Heb_11:3]
  • So the Father created man in His own image, in the image and likeness of the Father He created him; male and female He created them. [Col_3:9-10; Jas_3:8-9]
  • And  the Father blessed them and said to them, Be fruitful, multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it [using all its vast resources in the service of the Father and man]; and have dominion over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, and over every living creature that moves upon the earth.
  • And  the Father said, See, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the land and every tree with seed in its fruit; you shall have them for food.
  • And to all the animals on the earth and to every bird of the air and to everything that creeps on the ground–to everything in which there is the breath of life–I have given every green plant for food. And it was so.
  • And the Father saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it completely. And there was evening and there was morning, a sixth day. End of quote.

Funny Thing! The Way We Twist Such Words …

We skip the part that says, ‘in the service of the Father and man’ and proceed to live in the service of mankind. O but we are ordained ministers! Is our duty to serve mankind. Really? Read it again.

  • … in the service of the Father and man

Mercy Me! O My Master, We Do The Same With Your First And Most Important Of Your Commandments, But!

That is the way You designed for all to develop. And that is the mystery now becoming public knowledge. And that is Your purpose for my existence on these earthly grounds.

What A Mighty Yah I Serve …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 11:23 am.

Master? You know how we read that Your ancient workers did not see what they prophesied as we are seeing it now, and? We proceed to consider ourselves privileged. Never realizing that what we see now is not the end.

The End Of The Final Cycle On These Earthly Grounds Remains A Mystery …

Yes, You are revealing the mystery of Your doings but only at Your discretion. The final end will only be revealed when it actually happens.

  • That is the fact to be exact.
  • So what is the use to trouble myself with my lack of understanding of it all?
  • No use. That is Your word for me today.
  • Thank You.
  • Forget my peeves.
  • Go on with the posting.
  • Pick it up from the last post.

All Was Going Super Well, Until …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:32 pm.

O my Master? I fear to brag but I know this computer is indestructible. I do not have to spend a nickel on it. It’ll keep working no matter all attacks from the powers to be.

  • You know the reason why I fear to brag about all You do to keep this machine going.
  • What is that reason? Before this nightmare began, the computer was working beautifully! And?
  • I turned my head a bit, what did I see?
  • The computer fan that has not worked for a long time right then, turning, turning, turning.
  • I smiled big at Your work, then?
  • Boom! Black screen! You have no OS!!!
  • WHAT? It did not dawn on me the hard drive had crashed. Poor Basilia!
  • The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …

Destructive Fears …

Master? There is an immensity of fears that crowd the human mind. Destructive fears that have claimed many of human souls. Even so? You are in control of it all.

Solutions On The Way …

Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 6:32 am.

Master? It looks like You are showing me the way to go. I am waiting to see if this new download of the drivers would work to connect me to the NET.

Victory! Your Victory My Master! …

Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 3:25 pm.

Master! You led me to fix the problems all by myself. No way to get hooked-up with anyone to help. Amazing! I must now  install the rest of my programs and?

Back To The Task You Have Assigned Unto Me! …

Friday, September 18, 2020 at 6:32 am.

Thanks, my Master! I am all situated for now. If only people knew the extent of Your doings in the last two weeks of computer troubles. Wow!

The wisdom and knowledge You invested upon me is priceless.

  • Human knowledge and wisdom?
  • Wasted money and time.
  • What basis are there for such statement?
  • What is the core of it all?

Lack Of Faith And Trust In You …

Friday, September 18, 2020 at 7:55 am.

No kidding. O my Master? The numbers on the hour right now? The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest and Five for grace and preparation.

Completeness And Rest. Grace And Preparation …

What does that mean my Master? I hear You. It means to be complete in all manners and shapes this life can deal to me as I rest and depend on You absolutely.

On This 7th Day Of Rest …

Saturday, September 19, 2020 at 9:26 pm.

You are leading me to acquire computer skills to do my own troubleshooting. It is quite an interesting way You are leading me to the left or to the right on the maze of the computer world.

Master? I Don’t Know What Is Going On With Me But You Do …

Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 7:44 pm.

You are my Master. You have brought me into Your Presence for all practical purposes. I no longer wish to take things back into my own hands. I refuse to act the way I think or feel.

  • You know I wish to have Windows 10 back because I have yet to succeed configuring Windows 7 and Windows Vista.
  • It is coming to me to try one more time to create the Windows 10 install with the Microsoft tool. Perhaps now it will work. No. It will not work because of the drive format.
  • Master? Show me the way. Should I buy the Windows 10? Show me if there is a discount where I can afford to buy it. I will check now.

Unless You Resolve The Problems With This Computer …

Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 11:05 pm.

There is no way for me to find what is needed. I’ll quit now. There is peace like a river funning in my soul. Thank You for the couple hours of sleep.

Now What My Master? Perhaps Attempt To Install Photoshop? …

Monday, September 21, 2020 at 2:22 am.

Much problems activating Windows. Was not able to record on Tuesday

It Is Now Another Day Starting With Frustrations …

Wednesday, September 23, 2020 at 5:11 AM.

Master? I can’t find Your way. I am at my wits end. Unless You intervene? I haven’t got the slightest of what I will do. I simply abhor the idea of spending monies You have not supplied for me.

I will try once more to reinstall Windows Professional. But I am running low on disk space on C: and I have not succeeded in fixing the problem. I will try to fix it one more time. I wait on You.

Two Frustrating Days! No Internet Connection …

‎Friday, ‎September ‎25, ‎2020 at 6:17 pm.

I have not been able to setup a working environment. Not able to install my programs or check emails. But You know all about it my Master.

I will struggle to record in this WordPad, nothing like Microsoft Word but better than Notepad.

  • Right now I am exhausted but not discouraged or despondent at all. You are with and for me. I have nothing to worry about. In due time You will resolve all this problems.

Master? You Continue To Lead Me …

Friday, September 25, 2020 at 9:41 pm.

There is no way I can continue my attempts to connect to the Internet. I am out of downloading gigas, that is why I cannot connect to download the necessary programs, but!

  • I had an old Office CD so it installed. I can now at least record whatever You are doing on my daily experience of Your Presence in my life.
  • I cannot install Photoshop because it won’t work without Internet, I think. Let me see. Maybe the old CD works without Internet.

So Many Fears Churning In My Mind …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:33 am.

My mind is my worst enemy. Thank You for Your power to overcome it. I fear this drive could crash any minute. But the worst fear?

The possibility the virus infection is still actively filling my drives to the crashing point including the tetra external. It is coming to me to install antivirus from the Gigabyte cd.

Once Again I Find Myself Dumbfound Mute In Awe …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 7:01 am.

Master! I don’t know where or how to begin to relate the update of Your doings. In my search for ways to avail myself of the programs to continue the task You have assigned to me? Surprise!

I Do Not Need To Continue As Before. Change! …

Ha! So that is Your purpose for the nightmare of the last few weeks. Today, on this last 7th day of rest of the 9th month You surprised me big time!

You Opened My Eyes To See Your Will For Me To Continue Your Work With And For Me …

On the first 7th Day of Rest of this 9th month of 2020. You are leading me all the way despite all setbacks. The Internet quits on and off. Not being able to find the solutions for the computer crashing unexpectedly, but! You are leading me to find the cause of the problems.

The Cause Found. Profound Are Your Ways …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 10:46 am.

Master? Your knowledge is so vastly profound that the human mind cannot grasp but a tiny spec of it. This is what You are demonstrating to me as my journey in Your Presence continues.

What Caused The Nightmare Of The Last Few Weeks? …

Not what but Who. Who caused the nightmare? You did my Master. Why? To prevent me from stagnation in my own way of doing things routinely like a ritual. What?

Indeed! My Ways Are Stagnant Opposite To Your Ways …

Wow! What a revelation! You hate routines and ritualistic ways. It is not a matter of lack of order and organization. Not at all. It is a matter of flexibility to bid Your will.

If I Establish My Daily Routine I Close The Door To Bid Your Will …

Wow again! I see it my Master! I see it! So far You have kept me from establishing myself in my own ways, but! Since things were going so well in the way You had established for me? Ha!

I was getting ready to grab on to those ways and be happy ever after.

  • How easy it is to take my gaze off from You.
  • How easy it is to set my gaze on Your ways not in You.

Ah! What A Joy It Is To Discover Your Hidden Ways! …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:42 am.

Master? How could I have ever established a routine when in pain at the mercy of the hot summer unable to help myself even to the simplest tasks? Daily routine? Forget it! But!

  • Once You fixed even the dead fan in my computer.
  • Once You relieved my pain and discomfort?
  • At that moment I began to set my gaze on Your ways.
  • Well? You knew it my Master!
  • Wham! You broke my hard drive!

Alright! You Challenged The Powers To Be To Hit My Hard Drive …

O my Master! Now I understand Your doings with good old brother Job. How accurately You apply Your written words at every turn of the way.

But What Old Job Got To Do With My Situation? …

  • “Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Think back to 1983.
  • Did I not wiped away all of your material possessions and relationships?
  • Then, since that time, have I not taken and given several times?
  • Yes, I am well pleased with your determination to be found in Me despite all the setbacks I have placed in your way.
  • My child, contrary to the world’s ways, it is all a matter of your willpower not a matter of your mind or soul.
  • And it is not about your faith, it is all about My faithfulness to fulfill My words.
  • Yes, I know your lack of understanding My ways remains, but!
  • I have invested on you the power to desist of your search for the knowledge of good as well of evil.
  • Instead? I have invested you with My power of love and wisdom to overcome this world’s knowledge.
  • And now My child, you are experiencing such power of wisdom and love in all your doings whether you understand anything or not.
  • I see your mind churning all possibilities of what I have in store for you.
  • I know how you are wondering whether the old drive you are now using will continue to be useful even when and if I provide a new drive and operating system plus an extra computer for you.
  • But I also see the joy of My deliverance overcoming your mind’s wonderings.
  • O but how you delight My Being!
  • Soon My precious child, sooner than expected you shall wonder no more.
  • Only continue to be still not taking things into your own hands to resolve anything.
  • Let go or overlook all evils done to you and from you.
  • Continue to wait.
  • Rejoice!
  • For I am with and for you My precious thiaBasilia.” End of my Master’s words.

O But How Can I Say Thanks Unto You? …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:14 pm.

I know how? The joy of my deliverance to experience Your Presence for all practical purposes on the daily basis are enough thanks unto You.

Master? What To Do Now? …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 5:00 pm.

Ha! Again, a five followed by double zeroes in the hour and minutes for this entry. Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes announcing again Your all-inclusive message.

  • Your message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.
  • No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.

But How Are We To Prepare? …

You are reminding me again the first words when Yahushua walked among us. Those words were addressed to righteous religious people not to the wayward drunks or prostitutes. Quote:

Matthew 4:17 AMPC+

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.

Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …

“Repent (change your mind for the better, …” including my past sins. But what were my past sins? I thought like everybody else that mean smoking, drinking, and sexual vices.

  • Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
  • In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
  • You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
  • Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
  • I still kept going backwards to my ways.
  • Such is the way of the human nature in me.
  • Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
  • Since then, no turning back!
  • I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.

So Now? You Have Invested Me With Your Power To Be Your Witness …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

Master? I am down and out. I just can’t record. Will head for bed. I wait on You. Not able to sleep. I’m up. What goes on with my body?

The Question Remains My Master …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:01 am.

In the numbers of the hour right now You give me the answer. The why of everything in this so loved world of Yours is clearly stated in Your written words. One incident comes to mind. Quote:

  • John 9:1-41 AMPC+
  • AS HE passed along, He noticed a man blind from his birth.
  • His disciples asked Him, Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be born blind?
  • Yahushua answered, It was not that this man or his parents sinned, but he was born blind in order that the workings of God should be manifested (displayed and illustrated) in him.
  • We must work the works of Him Who sent Me and be busy with His business while it is daylight; night is coming on, when no man can work.
  • As long as I am in the world, I am the world’s Light.
  • When He had said this, He spat on the ground and made clay (mud) with His saliva, and He spread it [as ointment] on the man’s eyes.
  • And He said to him, Go, wash in the Pool of Siloam–which means Sent. So he went and washed, and came back seeing.
  • When the neighbors and those who used to know him by sight as a beggar saw him, they said, Is not this the man who used to sit and beg?
  • Some said, It is he. Others said, No, but he looks very much like him. But he said, Yes, I am the man.
  • So they said to him, How were your eyes opened?
  • He replied, The Man called Yahushua made mud and smeared it on my eyes and said to me, Go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and I obtained my sight!
  • They asked him, Where is He? He said, I do not know.
  • Then they conducted to the Pharisees the man who had formerly been blind.
  • Now it was on the Sabbath day that Yahushua mixed the mud and opened the man’s eyes.
  • So now again the Pharisees asked him how he received his sight. And he said to them, He smeared mud on my eyes, and I washed, and now I see.
  • Then some of the Pharisees said, This Man [Yahushua] is not from God, because He does not observe the Sabbath. But others said, How can a man who is a sinner (a bad man) do such signs and miracles? So there was a difference of opinion among them.
  • Accordingly they said to the blind man again, What do you say about Him, seeing that He opened your eyes? And he said, He is [He must be] a prophet!
  • However, the Jews did not believe that he had [really] been blind and that he had received his sight until they called (summoned) the parents of the man.
  • They asked them, Is this your son, whom you reported as having been born blind? How then does he see now?
  • His parents answered, We know that this is our son, and that he was born blind.
  • But as to how he can now see, we do not know; or who has opened his eyes, we do not know. He is of age. Ask him; let him speak for himself and give his own account of it.
  • His parents said this because they feared [the leaders of] the Jews; for the Jews had already agreed that if anyone should acknowledge Yahushua to be the Messiah, he should be expelled and excluded from the synagogue.
  • On that account his parents said, He is of age; ask him.
  • So the second time they summoned the man who had been born blind, and said to him, Now give God the glory (praise). This Fellow we know is only a sinner (a wicked person).
  • Then he answered, I do not know whether He is a sinner and wicked or not. But one thing I do know, that whereas I was blind before, now I see.
  • So they said to him, What did He [actually] do to you? How did He open your eyes?
  • He answered, I already told you and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Can it be that you wish to become His disciples also?
  • And they stormed at him [they jeered, they sneered, they reviled him] and retorted, You are His disciple yourself, but we are the disciples of Moses.
  • We know for certain that God spoke with Moses, but as for this Fellow, we know nothing about where He hails from.
  • The man replied, Well, this is astonishing! Here a Man has opened my eyes, and yet you do not know where He comes from. [That is amazing!]
  • We know that God does not listen to sinners; but if anyone is God-fearing and a worshiper of Him and does His will, He listens to him.
  • Since the beginning of time it has never been heard that anyone opened the eyes of a man born blind.
  • If this Man were not from God, He would not be able to do anything like this.
  • They retorted, You were wholly born in sin [from head to foot]; and do you [presume to] teach us? So they cast him out [threw him clear outside the synagogue].
  • Yahushua heard that they had put him out, and meeting him He said, Do you believe in and adhere to the Son of Man or the Son of God?
  • He answered, Who is He, Sir? Tell me, that I may believe in and adhere to Him.
  • Yahushua said to him, You have seen Him; [in fact] He is talking to you right now.
  • He called out, Master, I believe! [I rely on, I trust, I cleave to You!] And he worshiped Him.
  • Then Yahushua said, I came into this world for judgment [as a Separator, in order that there may be separation between those who believe on Me and those who reject Me], to make the sightless see and to make those who see become blind.
  • Some Pharisees who were near, hearing this remark, said to Him, Are we also blind?
  • Yahushua said to them, If you were blind, you would have no sin; but because you now claim to have sight, your sin remains. [If you were blind, you would not be guilty of sin; but because you insist, We do see clearly, you are unable to escape your guilt.] End of quote.

Sad To Say But! You Know My Master Things Have Not Changed In This World …

That shall be the subject for the next post. Wait. Will post whenever. 😊

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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The Aftermath Of COVID-19? Comfort For Many Souls …

What A Comfort It Is To Live Under The Creator’s Protection …

Comfort for My People

It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31. Quote:

  • COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.
  • A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.
  • A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
  • The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.
  • O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.
  • He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.
  • Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?
  • Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
  • Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?
  • Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?
  • The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.
  • Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
  • It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
  • Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
  • To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
  • Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
  • He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired. End of quote.

The Visionaries Of Ancient Times Told Us All About It.

So it is written but we pay no mind or we take for granted what it is written. That is the way You designed the past present and future.

The Visionaries Of The Present …

I for one have come to terms with Your design. How and why? That is what You, my Master have been revealing to me since 1985 in dreams and visions as You did with the visionaries of ancient times. As it is written, quote:

Joel 2:17-32

  • Let the priests, the ministers of the Master, weep between the porch and the altar; and let them say, Have pity and spare Your people, O Master, and give not Your heritage to reproach, that the [heathen] nations should rule over them or use a byword against them. Why should they say among the peoples, Where is their God?
  • Then was the Master jealous for His land and had pity on His people. Yes, the Master answered and said to His people, Behold, I am sending you grain and juice [of the grape] and oil, and you shall be satisfied with them; and I will no more make you a reproach among the [heathen] nations.
  • But I will remove far off from you the northern [destroyer’s] army and will drive it into a land barren and desolate, with its front toward the eastern [Dead] Sea and with its rear toward the western [Mediterranean] Sea. And its stench shall come up [like that of a decaying mass of locusts, a symbol and forecast of the fate of the northern army in the final day of the Master], and its foul odor shall come up, because He has done great things [the Master will have destroyed the invaders]! [Isa_34:1-4, Isa_34:8; Jer_25:31-35; Joe_2:11]
  • Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice, for the Master has done great things! [Zec_12:8-10]
  • Be not afraid, you wild beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness have sprung up and are green; the tree bears its fruit, and the fig tree and the vine yield their [full] strength.
  • Be glad then, you children of Zion, and rejoice in the Master, your God; for He gives you the former or early rain in just measure and in righteousness, and He causes to come down for you the rain, the former rain and the latter rain, as before.
  • And the [threshing] floors shall be full of grain and the vats shall overflow with juice [of the grape] and oil.
  • And I will restore or replace for you the years that the locust has eaten–the hopping locust, the stripping locust, and the crawling locust, My great army which I sent among you.
  • And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Master, your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you. And My people shall never be put to shame.
  • And you shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your God and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.
  • And afterward I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions.
  • Even upon the menservants and upon the maidservants in those days will I pour out My Spirit.
  • And I will show signs and wonders in the heavens, and on the earth, blood and fire and columns of smoke.
  • The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Isa_13:6, Isa_13:9-11; Isa_24:21-23; Eze_32:7-10; Mat_24:29-30; Rev_6:12-17]
  • And whoever shall call on the name of the Master shall be delivered and saved, for in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be those who escape, as the Master has said, and among the remnant [of survivors] shall be those whom the Master calls. [Act_2:17-21; Rom_10:13]. End of quote.

You Always Bring Those Words To My Mind …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 4:32 am.

Yes, in these days I am one of those maidservants upon whom You have pour out Your Spirit for witnessing purposes. Thus, You compel me to proclaim by all means available over the four corners of the earth Your dealings with my ways.

Your Dealing With My Indecision And Lack Of Understanding …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 8:44 am.

I recorded last at 4:32 am. At that moment I became dizzy and blurred vision. Could not write anymore. I headed for bed. As I laid down the tears began to flow. Why?

  • After few days of indecision not knowing or understanding Your doings, I came clean to You searching for relief.
  • First thing I confessed my gratitude for the pain relief and ability to take care of myself, plus the computer gift.
  • I asked of You once again to bless all contributors for such blessing.
  • Next, I confessed my lack of understanding for the itching, the incontinence, the inability to regulate my sugar levels, the defective vision, the hardship reading digitally even with the new monitor, the need for a printer, the indecision to ask for it for fear again of what would they think of me.
  • Plus, the lack of understanding of Your doings amidst ourselves.
  • Furthermore, I confessed again my lack of understanding when I have no inkling of any change among Your people.
  • I confessed my indecision and lack of comfort despite all Your latest blessings.
  • I lifted my shrilling cry for mercy for us all once again.
  • Slept!

On Waking Up At The Light Of Dawn? Wow! …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 9:20 am.

Never mind your peeves! Go on to fix that latest setup to safely place your greenery. Take one of the boards covering the stand outside. It will suit your purposes.

  • Not finding a suitable board for the setup was one of my frustrations earlier.
  • The truth? No amount of money or professional help to set up my working area could replace the setup that I am now enjoying. Wow!
  • Plus, come wintertime when there is need for the heater under the back setup?
  • It can be removed without affecting my working area. What comfort!
  • But then again, who knows?
  • By that time perhaps You might bless me with AC for cold or heat.
  • Your doings are beyond my conceptions.
  • No matter! You are working a good plan for us all.
  • Not me nor any human or devil can thwart such plan.
  • Your Sovereign Authority over Your creation remains untouchable eternally.

You Shall Sit On Your Throne Forever …

No kidding! O My people, ALL shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your Almighty Yahuwah and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.

Your People? The Mystery Now Revealed …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 10:05 am.

O but Your unfathomable wisdom! Your people now roam the four corners of the earth lost for the most without their rightful identity. How that came to be?

The Fulfillment Of The Very First Command To Your First Created Human Being …

Indeed! We humans been roaming these earthly grounds for more years that anyone can accurately count. We have not really forgotten our identity with You but! Such thing is only a vague memory ingrained without us. Regardless, it is written, quote:

  • Genesis 1:26-31
  • And the Father said, Let Us [Father, Son, and Holy Spirit] make mankind in Our image, after Our likeness, and let them have complete authority over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, the [tame] beasts, and over all of the earth, and over everything that creeps upon the earth. [Psa_104:30; Heb_1:2; Heb_11:3]
  • So the Father created man in His own image, in the image and likeness of the Father He created him; male and female He created them. [Col_3:9-10; Jas_3:8-9]
  • And  the Father blessed them and said to them, Be fruitful, multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it [using all its vast resources in the service of the Father and man]; and have dominion over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, and over every living creature that moves upon the earth.
  • And  the Father said, See, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the land and every tree with seed in its fruit; you shall have them for food.
  • And to all the animals on the earth and to every bird of the air and to everything that creeps on the ground–to everything in which there is the breath of life–I have given every green plant for food. And it was so.
  • And the Father saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it completely. And there was evening and there was morning, a sixth day. End of quote.

Funny Thing! The Way We Twist Such Words …

We skip the part that says, ‘in the service of the Father and man’ and proceed to live in the service of mankind. O but we are ordained ministers! Is our duty to serve mankind. Really? Read it again.

  • … in the service of the Father and man

Mercy Me! O My Master, We Do The Same With Your First And Most Important Of Your Commandments, But!

That is the way You designed for all to develop. And that is the mystery now becoming public knowledge. And that is Your purpose for my existence on these earthly grounds.

What A Mighty Yah I Serve …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 11:23 am.

Master? You know how we read that Your ancient workers did not see what they prophesied as we are seeing it now, and? We proceed to consider ourselves privileged. Never realizing that what we see now is not the end.

The End Of The Final Cycle On These Earthly Grounds Remains A Mystery …

Yes, You are revealing the mystery of Your doings but only at Your discretion. The final end will only be revealed when it actually happens.

  • That is the fact to be exact.
  • So what is the use to trouble myself with my lack of understanding of it all?
  • No use. That is Your word for me today.
  • Thank You.
  • Forget my peeves.
  • Go on with the posting.
  • Pick it up from the last post.

All Was Going Super Well, Until …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:32 pm.

O my Master? I fear to brag but I know this computer is indestructible. I do not have to spend a nickel on it. It’ll keep working no matter all attacks from the powers to be.

  • You know the reason why I fear to brag about all You do to keep this machine going.
  • What is that reason? Before this nightmare began, the computer was working beautifully! And?
  • I turned my head a bit, what did I see?
  • The computer fan that has not worked for a long time right then, turning, turning, turning.
  • I smiled big at Your work, then?
  • Boom! Black screen! You have no OS!!!
  • WHAT? It did not dawn on me the hard drive had crashed. Poor Basilia!
  • The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …

Destructive Fears …

Master? There is an immensity of fears that crowd the human mind. Destructive fears that have claimed many of human souls. Even so? You are in control of it all.

Solutions On The Way …

Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 6:32 am.

Master? It looks like You are showing me the way to go. I am waiting to see if this new download of the drivers would work to connect me to the NET.

Victory! Your Victory My Master! …

Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 3:25 pm.

Master! You led me to fix the problems all by myself. No way to get hooked-up with anyone to help. Amazing! I must now  install the rest of my programs and?

Back To The Task You Have Assigned Unto Me! …

Friday, September 18, 2020 at 6:32 am.

Thanks, my Master! I am all situated for now. If only people knew the extent of Your doings in the last two weeks of computer troubles. Wow!

The wisdom and knowledge You invested upon me is priceless.

  • Human knowledge and wisdom?
  • Wasted money and time.
  • What basis are there for such statement?
  • What is the core of it all?

Lack Of Faith And Trust In You …

Friday, September 18, 2020 at 7:55 am.

No kidding. O my Master? The numbers on the hour right now? The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest and Five for grace and preparation.

Completeness And Rest. Grace And Preparation …

What does that mean my Master? I hear You. It means to be complete in all manners and shapes this life can deal to me as I rest and depend on You absolutely.

On This 7th Day Of Rest …

Saturday, September 19, 2020 at 9:26 pm.

You are leading me to acquire computer skills to do my own troubleshooting. It is quite an interesting way You are leading me to the left or to the right on the maze of the computer world.

Master? I Don’t Know What Is Going On With Me But You Do …

Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 7:44 pm.

You are my Master. You have brought me into Your Presence for all practical purposes. I no longer wish to take things back into my own hands. I refuse to act the way I think or feel.

  • You know I wish to have Windows 10 back because I have yet to succeed configuring Windows 7 and Windows Vista.
  • It is coming to me to try one more time to create the Windows 10 install with the Microsoft tool. Perhaps now it will work. No. It will not work because of the drive format.
  • Master? Show me the way. Should I buy the Windows 10? Show me if there is a discount where I can afford to buy it. I will check now.

Unless You Resolve The Problems With This Computer …

Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 11:05 pm.

There is no way for me to find what is needed. I’ll quit now. There is peace like a river funning in my soul. Thank You for the couple hours of sleep.

Now What My Master? Perhaps Attempt To Install Photoshop? …

Monday, September 21, 2020 at 2:22 am.

Much problems activating Windows. Was not able to record on Tuesday

It Is Now Another Day Starting With Frustrations …

Wednesday, September 23, 2020 at 5:11 AM.

Master? I can’t find Your way. I am at my wits end. Unless You intervene? I haven’t got the slightest of what I will do. I simply abhor the idea of spending monies You have not supplied for me.

I will try once more to reinstall Windows Professional. But I am running low on disk space on C: and I have not succeeded in fixing the problem. I will try to fix it one more time. I wait on You.

Two Frustrating Days! No Internet Connection …

‎Friday, ‎September ‎25, ‎2020 at 6:17 pm.

I have not been able to setup a working environment. Not able to install my programs or check emails. But You know all about it my Master.

I will struggle to record in this WordPad, nothing like Microsoft Word but better than Notepad.

  • Right now I am exhausted but not discouraged or despondent at all. You are with and for me. I have nothing to worry about. In due time You will resolve all this problems.

Master? You Continue To Lead Me …

Friday, September 25, 2020 at 9:41 pm.

There is no way I can continue my attempts to connect to the Internet. I am out of downloading gigas, that is why I cannot connect to download the necessary programs, but!

  • I had an old Office CD so it installed. I can now at least record whatever You are doing on my daily experience of Your Presence in my life.
  • I cannot install Photoshop because it won’t work without Internet, I think. Let me see. Maybe the old CD works without Internet.

So Many Fears Churning In My Mind …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:33 am.

My mind is my worst enemy. Thank You for Your power to overcome it. I fear this drive could crash any minute. But the worst fear?

The possibility the virus infection is still actively filling my drives to the crashing point including the tetra external. It is coming to me to install antivirus from the Gigabyte cd.

Once Again I Find Myself Dumbfound Mute In Awe …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 7:01 am.

Master! I don’t know where or how to begin to relate the update of Your doings. In my search for ways to avail myself of the programs to continue the task You have assigned to me? Surprise!

I Do Not Need To Continue As Before. Change! …

Ha! So that is Your purpose for the nightmare of the last few weeks. Today, on this last 7th day of rest of the 9th month You surprised me big time!

You Opened My Eyes To See Your Will For Me To Continue Your Work With And For Me …

On the first 7th Day of Rest of this 9th month of 2020. You are leading me all the way despite all setbacks. The Internet quits on and off. Not being able to find the solutions for the computer crashing unexpectedly, but! You are leading me to find the cause of the problems.

The Cause Found. Profound Are Your Ways …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 10:46 am.

Master? Your knowledge is so vastly profound that the human mind cannot grasp but a tiny spec of it. This is what You are demonstrating to me as my journey in Your Presence continues.

What Caused The Nightmare Of The Last Few Weeks? …

Not what but Who. Who caused the nightmare? You did my Master. Why? To prevent me from stagnation in my own way of doing things routinely like a ritual. What?

Indeed! My Ways Are Stagnant Opposite To Your Ways …

Wow! What a revelation! You hate routines and ritualistic ways. It is not a matter of lack of order and organization. Not at all. It is a matter of flexibility to bid Your will.

If I Establish My Daily Routine I Close The Door To Bid Your Will …

Wow again! I see it my Master! I see it! So far You have kept me from establishing myself in my own ways, but! Since things were going so well in the way You had established for me? Ha!

I was getting ready to grab on to those ways and be happy ever after.

  • How easy it is to take my gaze off from You.
  • How easy it is to set my gaze on Your ways not in You.

Ah! What A Joy It Is To Discover Your Hidden Ways! …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:42 am.

Master? How could I have ever established a routine when in pain at the mercy of the hot summer unable to help myself even to the simplest tasks? Daily routine? Forget it! But!

  • Once You fixed even the dead fan in my computer.
  • Once You relieved my pain and discomfort?
  • At that moment I began to set my gaze on Your ways.
  • Well? You knew it my Master!
  • Wham! You broke my hard drive!

Alright! You Challenged The Powers To Be To Hit My Hard Drive …

O my Master! Now I understand Your doings with good old brother Job. How accurately You apply Your written words at every turn of the way.

But What Old Job Got To Do With My Situation? …

  • “Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Think back to 1983.
  • Did I not wiped away all of your material possessions and relationships?
  • Then, since that time, have I not taken and given several times?
  • Yes, I am well pleased with your determination to be found in Me despite all the setbacks I have placed in your way.
  • My child, contrary to the world’s ways, it is all a matter of your willpower not a matter of your mind or soul.
  • And it is not about your faith, it is all about My faithfulness to fulfill My words.
  • Yes, I know your lack of understanding My ways remains, but!
  • I have invested on you the power to desist of your search for the knowledge of good as well of evil.
  • Instead? I have invested you with My power of love and wisdom to overcome this world’s knowledge.
  • And now My child, you are experiencing such power of wisdom and love in all your doings whether you understand anything or not.
  • I see your mind churning all possibilities of what I have in store for you.
  • I know how you are wondering whether the old drive you are now using will continue to be useful even when and if I provide a new drive and operating system plus an extra computer for you.
  • But I also see the joy of My deliverance overcoming your mind’s wonderings.
  • O but how you delight My Being!
  • Soon My precious child, sooner than expected you shall wonder no more.
  • Only continue to be still not taking things into your own hands to resolve anything.
  • Let go or overlook all evils done to you and from you.
  • Continue to wait.
  • Rejoice!
  • For I am with and for you My precious thiaBasilia.” End of my Master’s words.

O But How Can I Say Thanks Unto You? …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:14 pm.

I know how? The joy of my deliverance to experience Your Presence for all practical purposes on the daily basis are enough thanks unto You.

Master? What To Do Now? …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 5:00 pm.

Ha! Again, a five followed by double zeroes in the hour and minutes for this entry. Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes announcing again Your all-inclusive message.

  • Your message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.
  • No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.

But How Are We To Prepare? …

You are reminding me again the first words when Yahushua walked among us. Those words were addressed to righteous religious people not to the wayward drunks or prostitutes. Quote:

Matthew 4:17 AMPC+

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.

Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …

“Repent (change your mind for the better, …” including my past sins. But what were my past sins? I thought like everybody else that mean smoking, drinking, and sexual vices.

  • Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
  • In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
  • You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
  • Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
  • I still kept going backwards to my ways.
  • Such is the way of the human nature in me.
  • Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
  • Since then, no turning back!
  • I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.

So Now? You Have Invested Me With Your Power To Be Your Witness …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

Master? I am down and out. I just can’t record. Will head for bed. I wait on You. Not able to sleep. I’m up. What goes on with my body?

The Question Remains My Master …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:01 am.

In the numbers of the hour right now You give me the answer. The why of everything in this so loved world of Yours is clearly stated in Your written words. One incident comes to mind. Quote:

  • John 9:1-41 AMPC+
  • AS HE passed along, He noticed a man blind from his birth.
  • His disciples asked Him, Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be born blind?
  • Yahushua answered, It was not that this man or his parents sinned, but he was born blind in order that the workings of God should be manifested (displayed and illustrated) in him.
  • We must work the works of Him Who sent Me and be busy with His business while it is daylight; night is coming on, when no man can work.
  • As long as I am in the world, I am the world’s Light.
  • When He had said this, He spat on the ground and made clay (mud) with His saliva, and He spread it [as ointment] on the man’s eyes.
  • And He said to him, Go, wash in the Pool of Siloam–which means Sent. So he went and washed, and came back seeing.
  • When the neighbors and those who used to know him by sight as a beggar saw him, they said, Is not this the man who used to sit and beg?
  • Some said, It is he. Others said, No, but he looks very much like him. But he said, Yes, I am the man.
  • So they said to him, How were your eyes opened?
  • He replied, The Man called Yahushua made mud and smeared it on my eyes and said to me, Go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and I obtained my sight!
  • They asked him, Where is He? He said, I do not know.
  • Then they conducted to the Pharisees the man who had formerly been blind.
  • Now it was on the Sabbath day that Yahushua mixed the mud and opened the man’s eyes.
  • So now again the Pharisees asked him how he received his sight. And he said to them, He smeared mud on my eyes, and I washed, and now I see.
  • Then some of the Pharisees said, This Man [Yahushua] is not from God, because He does not observe the Sabbath. But others said, How can a man who is a sinner (a bad man) do such signs and miracles? So there was a difference of opinion among them.
  • Accordingly they said to the blind man again, What do you say about Him, seeing that He opened your eyes? And he said, He is [He must be] a prophet!
  • However, the Jews did not believe that he had [really] been blind and that he had received his sight until they called (summoned) the parents of the man.
  • They asked them, Is this your son, whom you reported as having been born blind? How then does he see now?
  • His parents answered, We know that this is our son, and that he was born blind.
  • But as to how he can now see, we do not know; or who has opened his eyes, we do not know. He is of age. Ask him; let him speak for himself and give his own account of it.
  • His parents said this because they feared [the leaders of] the Jews; for the Jews had already agreed that if anyone should acknowledge Yahushua to be the Messiah, he should be expelled and excluded from the synagogue.
  • On that account his parents said, He is of age; ask him.
  • So the second time they summoned the man who had been born blind, and said to him, Now give God the glory (praise). This Fellow we know is only a sinner (a wicked person).
  • Then he answered, I do not know whether He is a sinner and wicked or not. But one thing I do know, that whereas I was blind before, now I see.
  • So they said to him, What did He [actually] do to you? How did He open your eyes?
  • He answered, I already told you and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Can it be that you wish to become His disciples also?
  • And they stormed at him [they jeered, they sneered, they reviled him] and retorted, You are His disciple yourself, but we are the disciples of Moses.
  • We know for certain that God spoke with Moses, but as for this Fellow, we know nothing about where He hails from.
  • The man replied, Well, this is astonishing! Here a Man has opened my eyes, and yet you do not know where He comes from. [That is amazing!]
  • We know that God does not listen to sinners; but if anyone is God-fearing and a worshiper of Him and does His will, He listens to him.
  • Since the beginning of time it has never been heard that anyone opened the eyes of a man born blind.
  • If this Man were not from God, He would not be able to do anything like this.
  • They retorted, You were wholly born in sin [from head to foot]; and do you [presume to] teach us? So they cast him out [threw him clear outside the synagogue].
  • Yahushua heard that they had put him out, and meeting him He said, Do you believe in and adhere to the Son of Man or the Son of God?
  • He answered, Who is He, Sir? Tell me, that I may believe in and adhere to Him.
  • Yahushua said to him, You have seen Him; [in fact] He is talking to you right now.
  • He called out, Master, I believe! [I rely on, I trust, I cleave to You!] And he worshiped Him.
  • Then Yahushua said, I came into this world for judgment [as a Separator, in order that there may be separation between those who believe on Me and those who reject Me], to make the sightless see and to make those who see become blind.
  • Some Pharisees who were near, hearing this remark, said to Him, Are we also blind?
  • Yahushua said to them, If you were blind, you would have no sin; but because you now claim to have sight, your sin remains. [If you were blind, you would not be guilty of sin; but because you insist, We do see clearly, you are unable to escape your guilt.] End of quote.

Sad To Say But! You Know My Master Things Have Not Changed In This World …

That shall be the subject for the next post. Wait. Will post whenever. 😊

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.