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Living Wonderfully Free! Suffocating Fears?

No Longer My Lifetime Invaders nor My Persuaders!

Up And About! Ready To Bid Your Will On The Spot …

Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 6:00 am.

No matter what? You have empowered me to set my mind and heart on the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for Your Being and all that pertains to Your will and heart intent for my creation.

  • That is the way it is. That’s the way it shall remain forever!
  • Thank You.

Master? This Day Is Not Working Out …

Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 10:43 am.

Surprise in the familiar posting procedure in WordPress.com. There is a new procedure without the option to revert to the familiar one I been using for a long time.

I Can’t Keep Up With All The Changes My Master! What To Do? …

Ha! Perhaps there is no need for me to keep up with anything on my own. I must wait on You. I must learn to wait on You. Help me!

O Help Me My Master! Boldly I Come To Your Throne Of Grace And Mercy …

It is so easy to waste my time with my attempts to help myself heedlessly. All I manage to accomplish is frustration and waste of time, but!

  • Behold Your never-ending patience and mercy!
  • Perhaps Your patience and mercy is what You are implanting in me?
  • I wait and see.
  • Perhaps You are leading me to change the whole setup with the posting?
  • It is coming to me to investigate the matter.

Now Is The Time To Shine. To Set My Gaze Up High Over My Mind …

Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 5:45 pm.

Time to soar high! Higher than the eagles soar to Him with Whom I have to do. The computer crashed at this moment. No repair.

  • Nothing worked until 7:43 pm.
  • I recorded this by hand.
  • Two hours until now. Windows 10 installing at last!
  • And with that I went to sleep.

A Disastrous Day To Say The Least My Master! …

Sunday, August 30, 2020 at 11:36 pm.

I woke up around 11 pm at the sound of my little friend’s voice. The new welcome screen. It all looks normal but! I fear the disastrous day is not over.

  • Again? Perhaps Your patience and mercy are what You are implanting in me?
  • I am waiting on You for my next move.
  • Checking the NET now.

All Working Fine For Now. We’ll See. Am I Doubting You? …

Monday, August 31, 2020 at 7:14 am.

Nay! I am doubting myself. And that is a good thing contrary to all believe not to be not good, but! You are revealing things to be not good as good for I used to call evil good and good evil.

Well, My Master? Here You Have Me. Uncomfortable? Yes, Big Time, But! …

Out of my lips came the words, “I don’t have to be always elated and feeling good. I am OK.” I got up to take care of chores. A working computer. The last day of this 8th month in the world’s calendar.

In Your Calendar? Who Knows For Sure? To You Time Is Eternity …

Why waste my time following mankind’s timelines? Why waste my time trying to figure You out when You clearly forbid me to do so?

Alright! You Have Led Me To The Source Of Computer’s Problems Resolutions …

Monday, August 31, 2020 at 8:23 am.

What a great way to end this disastrous moment in my NET world. There is no telling how You resolve it all despite my floundering like a fish out of water when disaster falls on me! HalleluYah!

What An Envious Life I Live Basking In The Springtime Of Your Presence In My Soul …

Monday, August 31, 2020 at 2:55 pm.

Watching it all take place with amazing precision! You are blowing a cool breeze on me. The ISO is downloading nicely. I am no longer getting the no response error. The mouse is not jumping. Wow!

  • On the hour for this record I have the number 2 and double 5.
  • The Number Two – Division
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • The no responding error popped! I thought i had spoken too soon, but!
  • That happened on Monday, August 31, 2020 at 3:24 pm.

This Time I Calmly Waited. Did Not Touch Anything. Just Watched, And? …

Monday, August 31, 2020 at 6:44 pm.

Big trouble! Computer crashed again! This time? The new ISO CD to the rescue after several fatal notices to repair the problem. How did You help me? I’ll record after I restart.

All Well Again. Thank You For All You Are Teaching Me …

Monday, August 31, 2020 at 10:19 pm.

I will head for bed. Can’t keep my eyes opened. Two hours of sleep did me wonders. I know You are working on my painful body.

Chronic pain. Is There Anything Too Big That You Cannot Resolve? …

Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 1:06 am.

The first day of the 9th month. You quickened the question that led me to Jeremiah 32: 27 Behold, I am the Master, the God of all flesh; is there anything too hard for Me?

  • Forty-four verses of Scripture to begin the 9th month of 2020. The Number Four – Creation and the World
  • Quote:
    • All of the numbers used in scripture have some variety in their meaning. However, every number has a common theme that runs through each one. The number ‘four’ is no exception. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.

How Appropriate To The Headline You Quickened Me To Start This Month In Your Unbroken Companionship …

Sitting up on this 4th flour, I watch all things with Your sight. The things that others do now are the same things I used to do.

  • In the span of forty-four verses of Scripture You showed me the horror of my rebellion and the immensity of Your mercy in the last portion of those 44 verses. Quote:

Jeremiah 32: 33-44.

And they have turned their backs to Me and not their faces; though I taught them persistently, yet they would not listen and receive instruction.

But they set their abominations [of idol worship] in the house which is called by My Name to defile it.

And they built the high places [for worship] of Baal in the Valley of Ben-hinnom [son of Hinnom] to cause their sons and their daughters to pass through the fire [in worship also of and] to Molech–which I did not command them, nor did it come into My mind or heart that they should do this abomination, to cause Judah to sin. [Jer_7:30-31]

And now therefore thus says the Master, the God of Israel, concerning this city of which you say, It shall be delivered into the hand of the king of Babylon by sword and by famine and by pestilence:

Behold, I will gather them out of all countries to which I drove them in My anger and in My wrath and in great indignation; I will bring them again to this place, and I will make them dwell safely.

And they will be My people, and I will be their God.

And I will give them one heart and one way, that they may [reverently] fear Me forever for the good of themselves and of their children after them.

And I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will not turn away from following them to do them good, and I will put My [reverential] fear in their hearts, so that they will not depart from Me. [Jer_31:31-34]

Yes, I will rejoice over them to do them good, and I will plant them in this land assuredly and in truth with My whole heart and with My whole being.

For thus says the Master: As I have brought all this great evil upon this people, so will I bring upon them all the good that I have promised them.

And fields shall be bought in this land of which you say, It is desolate, without man or beast; it is given into the hands of the Chaldeans.

Men shall buy fields for money and shall sign deeds, seal them, and call witnesses in the land of Benjamin, in the places around Jerusalem, in the cities of Judah, in the cities of the hill country, in the cities of the lowland, and in the cities of the South (the Negeb), for I will cause them to be released from their exile, says the Master. End of quote.

  • To bed Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 3:20 am.
  • Off/unplug pc. Back before 5 am.

Ready To Start My Day In Your Loving Presence …

Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 5:00 am.

Master? All Your indications are for our blessed future, but! The present moment? You know it, I am about to cave in under the stress of pain and summer heat.

  • Even so? You also know that Your purpose for my ill confessions is not for Your people to feel sorry for me.
  • On the contrary, Your purpose is for Your people to feel sorry for themselves.
  • When You were suffering the ultimate of pain that any human being could suffer, the women began to wail feeling sorry for You. But You reproved them. Quote:

Luke 23:27-34

And there accompanied Yahushua a great multitude of the people, [including] women who bewailed and lamented Him.

  • But Yahushua turning toward them, said, Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for Me, but weep for yourselves and for your children.

For behold, the days are coming during which they will say, Blessed (happy, fortunate, and N1to be envied) are the barren, and the wombs that have not borne, and the breasts that have never nursed [babies]!

Then they will begin to say to the mountains, Fall on us! and to the hills, Cover (conceal, hide) us!

For if they do these things when the timber is green, what will happen when it is dry?

Two others also, who were criminals, were led away to be executed with Him. [Isa_53:12]

And when they came to the place which is called The Skull [Latin: Calvary; Hebrew: Golgotha], there they crucified Him, and [along with] the criminals, one on the right and one on the left.

And Yahushua prayed, Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do. And they divided His garments and distributed them by casting lots for them. [Psa_22:18] End of quote.

Pain. Heat. Enough To Do Me Under, But! …

You are with and for me. I will not be to the shame as a quitter. On the contrary Your purpose for my journey living in Your Presence is to impact the world with Your work to transform me.

And That Is What My Saga Is All About …

Tuesday, September 1, 2020 at 8:49 am.

Living in Your Presence is not at all the peaches and cream flavor in the physical, but the spiritual flavor of the fruits and flowers You hold in my heart? Wow! No comparison.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

How Did I Get Here?

Step By Step. Day In Day Out. Sometimes Holding His Hand. For The Most? He Carried Me Not Touching The Land …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:26 am.

So easy to read the wonderful journeys of blessed souls. So hard to grasp the meaning of writing and reading the tales.

Memories. Memories. Memories …

Good memories. Bad ones. Is there a purpose for my memories, Master? Back to the paradigm of my human nature. Back to the cause and effect of living without You.

Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!

  • Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
  • Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
  • Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
  • Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.

It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.

You Are With And For Me For Sure! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm.

Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen. I have waited all day. The silence is overwhelming. Just when I considered again the possibility to give up? You intervened.

  • Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
  • I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and? Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:

Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning

“Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.

The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.

That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.”

  • I tried to call Ahmad to no avail. But! As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
  • Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.

What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.

Perhaps. One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all! I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.

All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …

It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.

What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …

Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.

Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.

Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?

  • You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.

You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …

What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:

Isaiah 41:15-20

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.

I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …

“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”

  • It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.

“    and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”

From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.

  • You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:

Psalms 19:1-14

THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]

Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.

There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.

Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.

Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.

  • (Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
  • But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])

The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.

The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.

The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.

More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.

Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.

Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.

Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.

Proverbs 9:10

The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding.

So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.

Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.

  • The number One meaning Unity.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!

So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.

  • What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.