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Making Castles In The Air For A Bit …?

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A Day Of Surprises …?

by thiaBasilia

Indeed! A Day Of Surprises It Was …!

Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 5:00 pm. It has been a day of surprises and? In a way making castles in the air for a bit. This time? I thought of making those castles with Kay, all of a sudden!

I Saw The Snare …?

As I realized, I have not only time on my hands to do whatever I can do to help myself and by doing so, I can help Diana instead of hindering her. That’s my number 1 priority. Then? My 2nd best is to heed that inner voice leading me to sit still, to wait on my Heavenly Father.

Come And Reason With Our Father/Creator Not With Me …?

I am living the reality of my Father’s words spoken to me quite a few years back when I was uncertain about my Father’s presence in my life, “Father, where are You? I asked. Or maybe You are asking me such question? I sense that all that is happening right at this moment of time as it has been in the past, I sense that it’s all orchestrated by You to strengthen the bond between You and me, is that a fact my Father?”

“Yes, My child, such is the fact! I know how you feel and what you think about writing My words to you. I know that you wonder a lot of times whether you are writing your wishful thinking about what you would like for Me to answer to you, I know it, My child, I know it all!

“Because I know how you feel and what you think I am letting you live the reality of the words that I speak to you and you sense that such is what I am doing, yet you really are asking Me to re-assure the matter to you.

“My child, you are doing exactly as it is My desire for you to do; for it is not My desire that you set yourself up and stagnate in any of the stages of your life that I orchestrate for you.

“It is a fact in the realm of My Spirit that you are not to worry and plan further than today for your own self contrary of what the society of mankind demands! Thus, it’s written,

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Matthew 6:13-34

…. No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve your Creator and mammon (deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in).

Therefore, I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is life not greater in quality than food, and the body far above and more excellent than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? Ps. 39:5-7. And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin. Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these.

But if your Creator so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore, do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear? For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. End of quote.

  • …. then all these things taken together will be given you besides’. How true this matter turned out to be after 13 years of lacking even the bare necessities sometimes I now lack for nothing thanks to my Diana’s generosity.

Father’s Words continue:

O my Father! You are awesome! How can I express the courage & strength that You funnel into my being just at the right moment when I feel so alone & misunderstood by all of my concern? There are no words to express the matter! But the kingdom of our Father/Creator is not about words anyhow but about excellence of character as it’s written,

Quote:

1 Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of the Almighty consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul).

And so, I am going on and on and on until the kingdom comes, fearless and with such power as my Father injects in my being! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

No More Castles In The Air …?

My children, my friends, are doing their best for me and for them. No need to burden them with my foolishness. Besides? I must concentrate on doing the best for myself to strengthen the brethren as I am called to do.

Hey! Here Is A Riddle Before I Close This Post …?

The rumors about Yahushua’s death & resurrection have continued through the centuries. I have given much thought to the issue. Nothing is simple for the human mind, but! Has anyone thought of Shaul of Tarsus’ words,

Quote:

1 Corinthians 15:50-55

(50)  But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of God; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

(51)  Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of God). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed)

(52)  In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in Christ] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

(53)  For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

(54)  And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished forever) in and unto victory. [Isa_25:8]

(55)  O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting? [Hos_13:14]. End of Quote.

There Is The Answer To The Riddle …?

  • The rumors are false.
  • His body was not stolen or buried anywhere.
  • His body was changed, transformed into immortality as it is written above. Selah. Think calmly about that …
  • Bed: Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 8:09 pm.
  • Up: still on Sunday, August 27, 2023, at 11:51 pm.

Thinking. Thinking about it all …

How did I grow up with my eyes closed and my mouth shut? I must obey. I must sit still, watch. Wait for my Master to continue to manifest Himself to me. I don’t feel good at all, but I must ignore these distressful moments invading my space.

Of Course, That’s The Thing To Do! …

Monday, August 28, 2023, at 12:19 am. Another day. It’s Monday, the day to get rid of the week’s accumulation of rubbish both in the trash cans and in my soul. ‘Fear not!’ the voice proclaims within my being. I’ll head for bed. Perhaps sleep is what I need. My times are in Your hands. Twelve hours of sleep did the trick. No kidding! I feel on top of the world again ready for the next swirl down. O death, I am on to you.

Indeed! Those Hands Lead Me To The Left Or To The Right …

Monday, August 28, 2023, at 5:17 am. Victory! O death where is your sting? No way could you ever get a hold on me! The end of your devious hold has ended. The reality of my eternity is now in firm stand. No need to judge or condemn. Respect others as I wish them to respect me. So be it.

Until the next post, lov, thiaBasilia

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Classes. Nobility. The Masses …?

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Instead Of Anger. Laughing At My Arrogant Ignorance? Humility Sure to Gain To sustain ….?

I’m Humbled Not Humiliated …

I will continue posting parts as my life harmonizes to share with all the simplicity of the creator’s ways.

Waiting. Watching. Caring …

What are the possibilities right now? Don’t ever agree to take a picture of yourself. The ugliness of distortion is, to say the least, terrifying! Why am I saying this first thing on waking up from a dream? Dreams: the most important thing to happen to ourselves as well as the most important detail about us all. For myself?

  • The cleansing results are just now coming into perfect lighting.

Into Another Day …

I am starting with a cup of coffee. Hopefully the results from the cleansing are not anything like it happened yesterday. Will see. What happened yesterday? Sleep became impossible when night came. I finally crashed in bed. Somehow the itching painful moment ceased. I fell asleep around 2 am. It’s now Friday, August 18, 2023, at 8:35 am. I feel pretty decent after the evil moment receded.

  • As of this moment?
  • I woke up a few minutes ago.
  • I wondered what to do under the circumstances.
  • It came to me to drink a cup of coffee, to wait a couple of hours before I put anything else into my mouth.
  • That’s the way to find out what coffee shall tell my body.

One of my Families in Jordan in the Middle East …

Adeeb Khoury, a heart of gold. I am so blessed to have holden that heart of gold. In return I joyfully gave him my own heart. I can still see that blessed smile to smooth off his gruffy face the minute I walked in Human Market. So proud to belong in his family by his choice. I am just now coming to terms with the fact that though he is gone I still see him in you, dear Human—his oldest son.

Mysterious Dream …?

This day has been preloaded in a strange dream last night. Who knows? Like reading in a book, a girl had sneaked into the library to send a series of emails to warn people of major disaster coming. Somehow, she is writing ashore a great body of water. There was a man fishing with a string fastened to a plain stick from a tree branch. Next scene she is fishing but she does not see that the string is gone. Bad omen: an incredible sound of an explosion as she sends the email. Somehow, she is back into the library sending the emails while the whole matter is stirring up people in all kinds of ways.

  • Who knows? Perhaps this dream is telling what is going on with my saga.
  • Glutton for punishment, starting off with a cup of coffee again.
  • Bless my heart.
  • I haven’t bothered to even search for meaning of the dream.
  • But the cleanse?
  • It remains a mystery to me yet.
  • Time shall tell.
  • It’s now Sunday, August 20, 2023, at 7:00 am.
  • Back to stomach cramps.
  • Not to worry.
  • Not too bad this time.
  • I’ll live, hopefully.
  • This is when faith avails.

My Intestinal System Is In Bad, Bad Shape …?

That’s why the cleansing is taking longer to work. My gut has been leaking into my blood causing me not only the miserable itching along cramps, painful muscles, et all. But I am so grateful to know exactly what’s the problem is, to have the strength to take care of it.

  • Thankfully, Diana is providing all the necessary staples to take care of the problem.
  • In the meantime?
  • I’ll occupy myself with the tall tales in the saga of my life.

Well? What Is Coming To Me …

To tell the ridiculous in my saga without any regrets for the tragic results due to the innate drive to do whatever I thought best to do despite any authority. Honest to goodness! I was convinced. I thought myself to be a natural! The truth? I have lots of tall tales to tell.

  • That’s what I’ll do.
  • I’ll tell on me.
  • Then I’ll tell on them related to me.
  • Especially my computer tales.
  • Those are the best, the humblest of them all.
  • Rude awakening when I discovered I was not a computer genius!

You Site Is Ancient …?

Download Joomla! O well! I’ll tell about that tale in the next post.

Until then …

 

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Happiness versus Joy …

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What Is Happiness? What Is Joy? …

Humor Instead Of Anger Shall My Motto From Now On …

Question I Must Ask For Myself …

Especially at times like I am going through when it seems to me the whole human race is intent on searching for that elusive happiness coveted gold. The truth? I find myself excluded for the most. Why? I find such gold is not in my Master’s plan for me in His mind. Still, I wonder why I feel excluded, why not just be ‘happy’ like everybody else?

Happiness Is A Temporal External Emotional Feeling …

Joy is a stronger, less common feeling than happiness. Witnessing or achieving selflessness to the point of personal sacrifice frequently triggers this emotion. Feeling spiritually connected to a god or to people. This is a fact that has come to my knowledge only recently. I speak by my earthly experiences based on the following recent knowledge:

  • Joy, Spiritual experiences: caring for others, gratitude, thankfulness an outward expression of elation—inward peace and contentment.
  • Happiness, earthly experiences: temporary, based on outward circumstances, aka, happy celebrations religious as well as secular. Outward emotional excitement not lasting instead quite changeable any time.

Recent Knowledge Always at the Appropriate Time …

My Heavenly Father’s pattern to come to my aid whenever in doubt or indecision. His answers always come in the most unexpected knowledge. This time? Not only about my exclusion but also further knowledge about my father’s history. Why my earthly father’s history? I don’t know. But one thing it has come to mind is that a while ago my Father up above instructed what was to be my motto from now on:

  • Humor Instead Of Anger Shall My Motto From Now On …

Quote.

This happened while in Jordan in the Middle East:

Children’s Chanting? How Annoying To Me. Why? Well? I do not speak the language so, it’s annoying to hear the tune of repetition.

It’s distracting. Impossible to ignore it. Not knowing what to do, but! Today it came to me. I heard that lovely voice from within me,

“No need to worry, My child. No need for your annoyance. These people are living accordingly to My old commandments. Those commandments are still in full force, but! Not according to the ancient times. Times have changed. The grand event I promised from the beginning of your creation has taken place in the conception, birth, earthly life, and resurrection of Yahushua—the Messiah.

It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of your creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets.  Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

  • Give them space. Refrain from judging or condemning.

Until the next post.

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Hello! How Are You? …

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I Am Fine …

But I Like To Hear From You …

I am concerned with the lack of communication between us. We have not been in touch for a long time. Perhaps it is my fault. I have been so busy improving my writing & graphic skills that I have neglected my communications one.

Our Lives Are Constantly Evolving …

Almost day by day so much so that is difficult to keep up with our friends. Even so, while in Jordan in the Middle East I lost tract of my USA life. Now, after 8 months back, I am just now catching up.

  • I leave things like that.
  • I hope this short notice starts us with a new line of communication.

Until the next post.

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What’s The Deal With The Viral Posts …?

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The Emotional Upheaval Of The Times …


I Am Just A Watcher—An Observer …

A watcher, observer to record my experience of life both eternal as well as temporal life. I am not into any kind of religion, crusade, group or the likes at all! But the Truth of Life eternal or temporal has always fascinated me.

  • This is 6th day of the cleansing.

This Cleansing Is Working On My Mind As Well As My Body …?

I continue to be intrigued by the whole emotional spectrum of the world. It seems to me that the negative as well as the positive have reached its peak. Thinking about the numerous viral posts with thousands of emotional followers online on the subject of food, & drink, nutrition, health, rules, regulations and more, it came to mind to check what the Scriptures say about the matter.

Why the Scriptures? …

I am aware of the controverse about the Scriptures. It is not my intention to defend or condemn the Scriptures. My aim is simply to witness the impact the Scriptures have had within my being.  From the moment I first began to read the Scriptures in 1974 those words became alive to me. The way things began to happen it halted my reading them.

I Lost My Mind …

I was taken to the mental hospital. I was coerced to sign myself in, once I did, they injected a drug in me that knocked me down for 3 days. On waking up it was told that I might never recover my mind, but? Miraculously I was rushed out of that place as soon as I woke up. Unfortunately, I halted my reading of the Scriptures until supernatural things began to happen that prompted me to turn to my reading again.

My Life Was In Shambles …

At my wits end, I turned to the Scriptures. It is all recorded in my autobiography published in 2005. Anyhow? After half a century experience of the Scripture it is time to share my experience for the honor and praise and to glorify the Author of those Scriptures Who I now recognize as my Father Who is in heaven.

Rendezvous With My Father Who Is In Heaven …

Otherwise, my experience of life and truth is as it written in Matthew 5:5: Blessed (happy, blithesome, joyous, spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in God’s favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the meek (the mild, patient, long-suffering), for they shall inherit the earth!

  • Also written in Psalms 37:23-24 The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Lord when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step]. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Lord grasps his hand in support and upholds him.
  • Psalms 37:29: [Then] the [consistently] righteous shall inherit the land and dwell upon it forever.

Regardless Of My Outward Conditions …

I am blessed. Of course, it is hard for me to believe that when my health is not up the par. Even though, I cannot deny the truth about my life for as I reflect it always comes the reminder of my Father’s providence. He has been faithful to inscribed within my heart His Word of promise as per the Scriptures.

My Future …?

I am keeping my mind set on the Creator or of my being or My Father Who Is In Heaven, but He send His only Son Master Yahushua to redeem me from the present life. In my future He tells me in more ways than one there shall be no more tears, no pain or sorrow. What bliss!

I Used To Believe. Now I Know Instead …

Indeed! I used to believe all sorts of things about God and myself but none of my beliefs avail me to change my lifestyle for the best. I kept living a productive worldly life abiding by the rules and regulations of my religion as was expected of me. Instead of belief, by experience I know now how to live a superior life far over the worldly life than I used live. I now live by the supernatural power of the laws of My Father Who Is In Heaven. I can’t emphasize this matter enough mainly for my own self.

So? The Scriptures Are Reliable …

As soon as I quit taking things out of content depending on my programed mind as well as the mind of my worldly leaders my life radically changed. But even my quitting was done out of conviction not by the power of my mind. What a difference has it made.

Wisdom To Discern Not To Condemn …

So? Let the emotional upheaval with thousands of followers & leaders go on and on, it is no longer my concern. I am only a watcher, an observer. I march along fearless, resolute to fulfill the purpose of my life in my Heavenly Father’s plan in His mind for me.

  • Yes, I am blessed to live an enviable life.

Until the next post.

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Family Matters On These Uncertain Days …?

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Personal Words From My Heavenly Father Come To Mind …

These words keep me going & going without fear regardless all adversities that come my way. Quoting a short excerpt from my repertoire,

  • “And in My appointed time I will act on your behalf; only do not speculate that my answer would be to satisfy the carnal self of mankind both within you and within all of your concern! But I will fulfill My promise to you to deliver and restore all your children—both your flesh & blood children and all the other children that I have given unto you including the families that have blessed you especially the newest families in this Land.” Isaiah 48.

Isaiah 41:9-16

  • You whom I [the Master] have taken from the ends of the earth and have called from the corners of it, and said to you, You are My servant–I have chosen you and not cast you off [even though you are exiled].
  • Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice. [Act_18:10]
  • Behold, all they who are enraged and inflamed against you shall be put to shame and confounded; they who strive against you shall be as nothing and shall perish.
  • You shall seek those who contend with you but shall not find them; they who war against you shall be as nothing, as nothing at all.
  • For I the Master your God hold your right hand; I am the Master, Who says to you, Fear not; I will help you!
  • Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I will help you, says the Master; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel.
  • Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.
  • You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

From my Heavenly Father:

  • Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, fear not. For I have already taught you the fact about feelings. Feelings are only fleeting emotions that come & go like the waves of the sea. Those feelings are temporary. They recede in due time. At times when negative & disturbing feelings recede you feel like a superwoman. But when those feeling surface again, you feel like a mere nothing, emotionally depleted & depressed.
  • How to handle such situation? By the power of My love from on high. My power of love sustains you whether you are up or down. Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, fear not. there is nothing to fear, for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Almighty Father/Creator of your being. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice.

On the rapture & more:

Wow! O my Father—O Father of mine? You really do speak to me at the most needed times. This is not my imagination at all, it does not matter what anyone chooses to label such a matter between You and me. You are a reality in my daily journey. It’s a pity to see my loved ones hanging on to their ways and concepts of good and evil; of right & wrong.

Regardless, there is hope. For You are working all things for our good. I have a vision of myself as a mother with arms of immense length arched and opened ready to embrace all of my children. Why? Because I have thought my loved ones were to come to Jordan to wait for Yahushua’s return as per the written words.

Quote:

Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.

Those written words were referring to Rachel. But before You sent me to Jordan You spoke to me in a dream. In that dream I was at the airport at the counter to get my papers approved to load the plane. I lifted my eyes above the counter. In huge letters I read aloud, “I am Rachel.”. I woke up.

O my Father—O Father of mine, You are an awesome Yah. The way You are working things out surely does fit with these words You repeatedly spoken to me during these last years in that region of the world. I had assumed that You were to do something like the famous rapture that lots of misguided souls are expecting but, again my suppositions and assumptions are proving to be wrong.

Why Am I Back In The USA? …

You send me back to be Your witness as per Acts 1:7-8.

Quote:

He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power.

But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.

So? How Does It All Fit Together …?

Well, You have guided me to reconsider Mathew 24. After the great tribulation there shall be a rapture. The trumpet shall sound in the four corners of the earth, we shall be raptured to meet the Master in the air but? He shall not lead us to Heaven instead heaven—the New Jerusalem shall come down to earth to establish Yahushua’s Kingdom.

Quote:

Revelation 21:2-8

(2)  And I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God, all arrayed like a bride beautified and adorned for her husband;

(3)  Then I heard a mighty voice from the throne and I perceived its distinct words, saying, See! The abode of God is with men, and He will live (encamp, tent) among them; and they shall be His people, and God shall personally be with them and be their God. [Eze_37:27]

(4)  God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more, neither shall there be anguish (sorrow and mourning) nor grief nor pain any more, for the old conditions and the former order of things have passed away. [Isa_25:8; Isa_35:10]

(5)  And He Who is seated on the throne said, See! I make all things new. Also He said, Record this, for these sayings are faithful (accurate, incorruptible, and trustworthy) and true (genuine). [Isa_43:19]

(6)  And He [further] said to me, It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I [Myself] will give water without price from the fountain (springs) of the water of Life. [Isa_55:1]

(7)  He who is victorious shall inherit all these things, and I will be God to him and he shall be My son.

(8)  But as for the cowards and the ignoble and the contemptible and the cravenly lacking in courage and the cowardly submissive, and as for the unbelieving and faithless, and as for the depraved and defiled with abominations, and as for murderers and the lewd and adulterous and the practicers of magic arts and the idolaters (those who give supreme devotion to anyone or anything other than God) and all liars (those who knowingly convey untruth by word or deed)–[all of these shall have] their part in the lake that blazes with fire and brimstone. This is the second death. [Isa_30:33]

Next? The Kingdom Is Established On The Earth Not In Heaven …

I see it now. That is the reason why I am back to the USA to reestablish my relationships and to be a witness of Yahushua’s presence within my being as per Acts 1:7-8 quoted above.

This Master Cleansing Is Already Clearing My Mind …?

And it’s only the 2nd day. Who knows what wonders I shall be posting as things develop in the next 8 days. Will post as things develop.

Love to all, thiaBasilia.

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I Was Born Trapped! …

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Action Not Passive Knowledge …

Am I Talking Nonsensical Imaginations? …

Who Knows …?

At my ripe age I have learned to take all coming to me with a little grain of salt to enjoy the taste of whatever. I often wonder about the posts that go viral, why? It just bothered me enough to struggle to gain likes and comments big time as viral posts did. Pitiful! But that was me in the trenches of radical change about life’s existence on this earth aground. No kidding! Radical that change it was! Do I regret that troublesome past?

I Was Born Trapped! …

From the last post: Indeed! We human beings are born trapped in the huge cage of our natural birth. Now, now, I am not stating this matter as if it is a fact deducted from my high intellect. The truth of the matter is that such a fact has been brought to light from the beginning of our creation but! For myself? Automatically, I rebelled against such a fact.

No Regrets Instead?

Freedom to really love. Perennial joy burst from my heart. I know by experience what it means to be loved by my loving Creator, to love myself and my neighbor. Therefore, I have His love within my being to love. Love—the love of my Creator for sure.

I Can Proceed To Prove Myself …

But what’s the use? Isn’t that what I have been doing in the past? Action not passive knowledge trying to justify my doings is what matters. Therefore? From now on my resolve is to relate my present experiences free of biases of any kind whenever is appropriate to so.

Looking Forward …

Forward to the next moment whatever that moment brings to me. (Hopefully it won’t be the fire alarm announcing my burnt intended chicken broth. My dear Diana always tells me to remain next to the cooking but, I forget! It’s now 2:32 pm. Well? I just checked it, it got long to go, maybe another hour but I’ll keep checking it. Maybe, just maybe I’ll get me a couple of cups of good old chicken bone broth, won’t that be nice? Bless my heart.)

Until the next post, love to all, thia.

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Where Did It All Begin …?

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And Where Does It All End, If, There Is An End …?

It’s now Thursday, July 27, 2023, at 10:02 am. I placed my order for the things I need to recover my health. I am making progress to overcome my cravings, praise Yah! Back to prepare for the next post.

You Know What? The Unexpected Is For Real …

A call from Diana to invite me for lunch. Ha! Post and all tossed aside. I pretty up myself within a few minutes. Never miss an invite from Diana, that’s for sure. A couple hours later, back to check the goings in my inbox. Hum! Two Facebook emails.

I Have Detached Myself From Facebook For A Long Time Now, Why? …

Well, I have gone through a period of purification and transformation in my life as in Hebrews 4:12-13. Anyone who has gone through this kind of transformation can appreciate the reason for my detachment.

  • Regardless, this period has culminated for me in the last 8 months since I came back to the USA after 13 years in Jordan in the Middle East.

Considering The Things That Trouble Me …

The purpose of my life is to wake up Self-consciousness in my fellow human beings. Self-consciousness or to become aware of oneself as an individual or of one’s own being, actions, or thoughts. This subject is largely ignored to the detriment of the human race.

But How Am I To Fulfill The Purpose For My Life …?

That’s the thing that troubles me. I read all sorts of things. I search and research likewise. The more I do so, the more inclined I am to discover the proper way to do whatever without condescendence or bias of any kind. It is so easy to become patronizing or condescending assuming equality with a person regarded as inferior. I know, I ‘been there, that I know as I check my past writings and behavior.

  • I cringe when I realize how I have alienated not only my children but practically all my friends even acquaintances from the past.
  • The fact: how did I fall into that trap?

O Mine! O Me! I Did Not Fall Into It—I Was Born Trapped! …

Indeed! We human beings are born trapped in the huge cage of our natural birth. Now, now, I am not stating this matter as if it is a fact deducted from my high intellect. The truth of the matter is that such a fact has been brought to light from the beginning of our creation but! For myself? Automatically, I rebelled against such a fact.

  • I mounted my own horse—a runaway stead.
  • I broke the bars imprisoning me.
  • I was free!
  • Glorious freedom until the horse bolted me.

That’s Me I Don’t Know About Anyone Else …

But in my enthusiasm, I jumped to preaching the matter. Eventually, I became condescending provoking the alienation that justly deserve, but! It all served well at the end.

  • No regrets.
  • Love—true love only engendered from the supernatural loving Creator of our beings.
  • It all at last at the end gained.
  • An ornament (a garland or diadem) of beauty instead of ashes.
  • The oil of joy instead of mourning.
  • The garment [expressive] of praise instead of a heavy, burdened, and failing spirit.
  • That I may be called oak of righteousness, lofty, strong, and magnificent, distinguished for uprightness, justice, and right standing with my Creator.
  • I am the planting of the Master, that He may be glorified.
  • (A paraphrase of Isaiah 61:1-3.)

Are You Ready For Judgment? The Question?

It comes from authorities placed over us. I used to tremble as that question landed on my soul. I would device all kinds of ways to forgive and to repent to no avail. Then?

  • When I was convicted to repent, in my enthusiasm:
  • I made myself an authority.
  • I began to preach.
  • What do I mean by preaching?
  • I mean with good intentions I began to tell others what to do.
  • I preached repentance, salvation, warnings and so far, backing it all with quoted Scriptures, until?
  • Actually a few days as in the previous post.
  • Mercy! Mercy! Mercy!
  • Bless my heart.
  • I have some explanations to do.

Why Do I Use Different Words Than The Norm To Address God …

The word ‘God’ can signify any God or higher power. But Almighty Creator of everything in existence including humankind can leave no doubt of Who I am referring to.

Why Master instead of Lord? The word ‘Lord’ implies the lordship in the world which demands innate superiority over inferiority. But the word ‘Master’ implies the ownership to love and protect not only a family but the whole creation itself.

Why Yahushua instead of Jesus. Common sense should tell the fact that we name our children in lieu of our nationality as a rule, but especially if one comes to learn something about the costumes and traditions of what is misnomer ‘Jewish’ people, definitely in no way the Savior would have been named by the Spanish Jesus.

Why The Misunderstanding? …

It is now coming to light how the ancient translators translated all things including history under mandate of their kings under penalty of death. Whoever differed was eliminated as a heretic creating the huge controverse, the confusion persistent until today.

Is It A Wonder?

How I have been the victim of the general confusion of the times? Yet, no regrets! Death where is your sting? No more preaching just the joy and comfort of my fellow human beings fellowship.

Until the next post? Lov to ye all, thia.

 

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I Think About All Sorts Of Things …

Some Things Are Worth My While …

Encouraging me to start my day free of vile. Some are quite troublesome. Some are gruesome. Anyhow? Most of the time, whichever way the things I think about while I’m washing dishes or walking or eating or socializing do not fit with the world at large. So I pray, not regular repetitious prayers, what I mean is that I talk to the Almighty Creator of our beings no matter what I am thinking or whatever the circumstances may be as per Matthew 6:5-8 & 1 Thessalonians 5:17-25.

I Do Whatever Like Everybody Else Do …

In other words, I socialize. But for the life of me I can’t help but see the futility of it all. Of course, the things I have been recording, the things I talk about are preposterous, yet? I am aware that such is only an appearance of human thinking. Even so? I was troubled about the matter not knowing what to do about it.

  • Funny thing, upon reflection on the matter?
  • A message popped in the inbox.

“The way you speak to yourself matters. Smile. Sparkle. Shine. It is not about who you impress. It is about who you impact. What is meant for you will make its way to you. Be YOURSELF.

How Neat! Exactly What I Have Been Knowing For A Long Time …

Yes, I know who I am. I know what to do. I know how to do it. The beauty of it all? I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all!

  • Bed: Wednesday, July 26, 2023, at 7:14 pm.
  • Up: Wednesday, July 26, 2023, at 10:15 pm.
  • Date & time now: Thursday, July 27, 2023, at 12:34 am.

That’s The Problem! Bless My Heart …

Because I haven’t got the slightest how I know it all, I despair. Fear & doubt knocks at my door. I become despondent. I lose my cool. The tears flow. Smile, Sparkle, Shine? Gone!

  • What’s wrong with you?
  • Take a deep breath!
  • Drink water!
  • Eat!
  • Take the pill!
  • You got to change your ways!

Poor Soul That I’m …

But only at times. Times when I guess I ‘been deceived. I got to be normal like everybody else!. I cringe! Down, down under the brown ground I almost plunge, suddenly! Like magic, up, up I go! Like the eagles mounting up closer to that One Wo loves so. Smile, Sparkle, Shine again like never before.

And That’s What The World Calls ‘Bipolar’ …

No problem anymore. I am proud to be able to appreciate the North/South poles. Better yet, as I posted a long time ago,

Quote:

We, ‘Bipolars’ are the envy of the town. Whether up or down? We can keep the audience in derision. Gloom or glee? We can operate in both poles—North or South. Why not?

Positive and Negative? The two extremes captivating the human attention and retention. Bipolar! The doctor concludes. The Big Pharma? “I think I need a bigger box!” with glee explodes, and?

The wacky journey on this valley of death that we call ‘life’ begins in all earnest. The Bipolar, schiz, manic depressive amidst? O well! I top the list.

POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Humor instead of anger is my own conclusion not at all an illusion! Done fix myself a logo with my ‘brand’ new motto. Isn’t beautiful?

Soon, very soon, sooner than our human minds complicated state? Sooner than our fancy imaginations can fancy? The Loving Father Creator of our beings will shout and sing, “Death, where is your sting?” End of quote.

No Kidding! Freedom Is Not Just A Feeling …

Nor is it knowledge. It is not what we say it is from our engaging memories. The truth? It is useless to define the etherealness of freedom, love, and many other words I used to so flippantly defined. Mea culpa. But the experience of such words? Dumbfounded! But delighted!

Meantime and until the next post? Lov to all, thia.