I Was There. Now I Am Here. How ‘Bout You?

July 8, 2017

(What to do with this? Maybe I can sell it somewhere. Ahmad needs money! Hahaha!)

By thiaBasilia

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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, July 7, 2017 at 8:31 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? I don’t know what to do with myself right now. I am aware that I don’t have to do anything sometimes, but! Is just a strange feeling. I don’t feel like writing or sleeping or eating or reading or talking to anybody. I don’t even feel like crying or laughing. Maybe I am just bored with everything! So much You bless me. Where is my gratitude? But I know that You are with me. You know all about these moments I must go through. Maybe I just fall asleep.

Saturday, July 8, 2017 at 3:10 am

I just posted, Where Are Ye All At In This World Of Insanity? Let me now be specific. I was there in 1985:

First Words my Father spoke to me in 1985

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

“You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers.

“Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked,

“Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?

And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

“Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

“Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

“Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day and know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

Wow! That was some 32 years ago—almost half my life-time. Where am I now in 2017? Another WOW! A Fresh Start with a bang! Even when my saga continues.

Rejoice, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, rejoice! This is truly your Fresh Start on to a blissful eternity!

From the previous post…

Me? Dear Reader, from the moment I woke up this morning been doing nothing but, a lot of thinking and reconsidering matters.

The situation between Ahmad and I is constantly in my mind. The more I purpose to ignore Ahmad’s antics, the more Ahmad gives me fuel to explode because of such antics.

No sooner we get on to good graces, we are all peaches and cream for a day or so, then? Ahmad no more. Two, maybe three or more days, ‘where is Ahmad?’

All kinds of possibilities both good and bad running through my mind, until last night. Rather until the moment I came to the closing of Fresh Start.

He came over last night. A pitiful sight! He thinks he got the flu this time. Two days in his room because he does not want to contaminate the baby.

He got no power to even stand up. How he managed to climb 4 floors of stairs? Go figure it! But, he came to talk about money. That’s enough to give him power to raise up from the dead! Hahaha! Anyhow, he no longer gets to me with all his dramatics.

I know him like a book. He is a wonderful man. Other than my beloved Honey of a friend and mentor, the late Norman J. Martinez, and my latest friend the late Adeeb T. Khoury, I have never met anyone to resemble real goodness, but!

Ahmad is also plagued with a brilliant mind that works against his goodness. So, we crash! No kidding.

One explosion after another until this day! Suddenly! As I am in the middle of a sentence, it comes to me, “Call Ahmad and tell him you miss him! You miss your son!”

Sure enough! I obey. I call. The end of the strife between us. How? What happened?

Ahmad answered my call. We talked for a while. The money subject came about. I told him about my concern. He told me not to worry. He would take care of me even if there was no money.

Then! It came to me to read to him the Father’s instructions to me about my attitude towards money.

As I read those words to him, he kept agreeing. Suddenly! I exclaimed, “Ahmad! You are better than me! This is your attitude about money! Absolutely! I never saw it before until this minute!”

O my Father—O Father of mine? How cleverly You have ended the horrible strife between my beloved Ahmad and me!

How can I express the super joy in my heart of this moment? It is not a hype. I am sure.

For every single day, every single moment, You steady my steps. The rain of Your power of love and wisdom from on high drenches my whole being.

• It will never fail us. It will always avail for us.

What a Mighty Yah We Serve! HalleluYah! End of quote.

What is it that you do, Ahmad?

Well, it’s now Saturday, July 8, 2017 at 3:38 a. WOW! Pay you mind to the number 8. Here we are. The 8th day of the 8th month. A DOUBLE EIGHT! The number eight means new beginnings. I sense today to be a new beginning yet for me and for Ahmad.

Now, why did I write that? Is it wishful thinking, O my Father—O Father of mine? O but how I long for it not to be so. How I long to see some tangible results on this day.

YES! RESULTS—Ahmad bought my water filter at last! Better yet, he came for a visit last night to make up for his 3 days absence. He looked pretty good. He kind of broke my boredom of yesterday. I asked, “What is it that you do? One day you are lamenting your 12/16 hours work day. Next day? You are not at work at all? What gives?

“Basilia, my brother! He dropped! Hospital! Quickly! Quickly! But I just got home. Told wife to fix you some eats. Got your water filter. Tomorrow I’ll get the man to install it.”

Hum! Do I believe him? NAY! But! It’s a fresh start for us. Maybe. Maybe I’ll get my filter today. It’ll be so nice to drink filter instead of boiled water. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

So, my dear Reader, that’s where I was and where I am at now. What about you?

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Wednesday, July 5, 2017 at 11:20 pm

Well, O my Father, my day is almost over. So much You gave me today. I will now proceed to register for the course in Wilks Community College. Maybe when I finish with the registration I will feel like sleeping. Right now I am quite awaken. I wait on You.

Thursday, July 6, 2017 at 8:33 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? How blessed I am. I am not alone. You are with me, and! With You so many of Your children are with me. Bless them all, my Beloved Father, bless them with even more blessings that You bestow on me. I ask You for especial blessing for Ipuma Black today.

And I ask for Your blessing for Ahmad and for Joyce. You know my concern for Ahmad & Joyce’s troubles. All my former troubles and tribulations have disappeared. But, my two keepers’ troubles have not. Even so, You are in control of every minute detail of our lives. So, help us to see Your blessings in disguise. Going to fix me some breakfast. Be back, I hope.

Thursday, July 6, 2017 at 12:43 pm

Dear Reader, as you know from reading previous posts, I am a tutorial aficionado. Mention ‘free tutorial’? You got my attention! Quickly, I can’t enter my email fast enough. Well, most tutorials I never finish, but! I do get much here and there. But why I do not finish most tutorials? Simple, the Father/Creator leads me all the way. Whatever I do, I do it because that is what He has led me to do at that precise moment.

Well, it is by the grace of the Father/Creator that people comes into my life through my inbox. So, when it comes to the tutorials, for the most the tutorials coming my way are all about the same thing, either sales or marketing—what am I supposed to do to get good at either. Only the Father/Creator tells me: “Do what they tell you, but, do not do what they do.”

It takes me a while to abide by such instruction. I start the tutorials to see what is that I am supposed to do, but then, I get to the part of doing? I quit. I go to my journal. Father quickens one or another issue. He quickens me to click one link or the other. I read, read, read for a while until I get His leading on what am I to write next. What am I driving at? What’s my point?

The truth? I am pointless! I just write and publish and optimize whatever the Father/Creator’s Spirit within me leads me to write and publish and optimize. How ‘bout that? I am finally seeing what He means by “Do what they tell you but do not do what they do.” Wow!

What is it that all the successful and the normal law-abiding citizen of any country do? They abide by the laws and rules and are passionate about reinforcing such laws and rules. Everything the good people do is done accordingly to their laws and rules of their doings.

Thus, their lives runs like a well-oiled machine. Some of those machines are quite tempting. In my cleverness? I can’t find anything wrong with such lives, until? The Spirit within me says: “Tell the righteous about their sin.” What sin? Why are all these beautiful people sinning? They good people. They are doing all what they are supposed to do for You. It is then when I hear that sad voice in my head:

“Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.

Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?

And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands]. Matthew 7:21-23

“I Never Knew You…”

Me? Nay! You won’t catch me claiming such amazing powers! At one point of my life, when I was trying life as I saw fit to live, yes, I whine and whine because others were highly honored for their power to cast out demons and such, but! Father paid no mind to my whining.

Now? No way I want to hear those four most horrible words. But! I don’t have to worry about that. Why? Despite all my whining Father has not given me such powers or commonly called, ‘gifts’ to quote our Brother Paul. I don’t even have a power to kill that roach that came to intrude in my little piece of heaven the other morning. I think Father got rid of it as I asked Him to do. I do not see it anymore. Guess that’s my point, you think, dear reader?

O well, my Father, guess I am supposed to back to the title for this post. Where Are Ye All At In This World Of Insanity? Indeed! This is a world of INSANITY!

I SEE! What do I SEE, my Father? Ha! I have in mind the whole euphoric world of happiness at any cost. Yoga & meditation is the thing of the day. Me? I been there. I done it all. Up goes my latest request about my past and my present, O my Father—O Father of mine? Just now the perennial question in my mind pop up, “Why do you let me see evil all around me?” The prophet Habakkuk comes into play. It all ties down to my past & my present, isn’t, my Father?

Dear, Reader, bear with me while I quote the Scripture. It is quite relevant to this moment:

Habakkuk 1:2-4

O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save? Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore, the law is slackened and justice, and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the [hostility of the] wicked surrounds the [uncompromisingly] righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted.

Your answer to the prophet:

Habakkuk 1:5-12 Look around [you, Habakkuk, replied the Master] among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days [such] that you would not believe it if it were told you.

Habakkuk 2:2-6 AMPC+

Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by. For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day.

Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness.

Hebrews 10:36-39 AMPC+

For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of God, and thus receive and carry away [and enjoy to the full] what is promised.

For still a little while (a very little while), and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.

But the just shall live by faith [My righteous servant shall live by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to God and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it]; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him.

But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most, through Yahushua, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul.

Friday, July 7, 2017 at 6:03 am.

Alright, my dear Reader, is time for me to respond with my child’s heart. It is no longer time for me to react with my human ‘grown up’ heart. It is no longer time to react with wisdom from below in the human mind from the start.

To repeat, “But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most, through Yahushua, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul.”

There is no argument. There is no debate. There is no explanation. There is no longer a desire to impose upon others what I believe. For what I believe is not a ‘belief’. Rather, by faith my soul is preserved. For what I believe in is not a belief or a doctrine or religion of any kind.

I believe or I cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most. He sent Yahushua, the Messiah, period. I believe in such a Mighty Being.

There is no human explanation. There is no human ability to grasp the scope of the doings or actions of such a Mighty Being that has captivated my trust and faith on Him without any reservation whatsoever.

How did He captivate my trust and faith on Him? That’s what the journal of my life is all about. That’s why He instructed me to write the story of my life in a journal of my daily living on these earthly grounds. And that’s why He spoke to me that day on August of 1985.

First Words my Father spoke to me in 1985

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

“You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers.

“Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked,

“Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?

And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

“Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

“Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

“Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day and know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

So, that’s where I am at, my dear Reader. Now, there is a Fresh Start after 32 years since our Father spoke those words to me. Those words that have come to pass verbatim as written.

On the morning of June 20, 1985, Yahushua stepped into my life. When I think of how religion did not avail me, I felt that ‘God’ had failed me. I went my way. I was angry, but! That morning of June 20, 1985, Yahushua stepped into my life and religion became to be no more for me.

He gave me a new life. He set me free from my religious life. He began a radical transformation of my being. It took 32 years to develop my transformation, but! This 2017 year He declared it to be finished.

I observe the present of so many of my people, once living a religious and righteous life, it leaves me dumbfound. Why? Because, I also observe the many that have been burnt by religion. They are angry, but! They can’t acknowledge that anger. So, they abandon their concept of ‘God’. They resolve to find a way to happiness for themselves. There is where so many stand at the present time—happy but away from the Almighty Creator of our beings.

Even so, I now rejoice because, Father reveals to me every single day, the work He is doing in each one of His children’s heart. What a marvel to see!

How about you, my Friend? I read your posts. I sense a general connection among us all, but! Could we begin to personalize our connection? I appreciate Matthias comment. And! On the most personal way? I am so blown away with the connection with my daughter Denise.

Father has brought us back to each other after a long separation of about 10 long years. Ten years of intense pain, but!

Ten years precisely scheduled by the Master hand of our Father/Creator.
Am I or is she imposing upon me or I upon her?
Not at all!
Relating to each other not imposing is a more appropriate word to describe what is happening between us.

The same is happening with several of my readers that have commented on the posts. And that’s where I am at, my dear reader. We live in an INSANE WORLD. No two ways about. We all have our amazing moments in our lives. As I read your posts I am touched by your moments and I express it so in a comment sometimes.

Why not comment all the time? I don’t know. Perhaps, it is a matter of how the Spirit of our Father leads me to do. And, perhaps you do not comment because that’s how the same Spirit is leading you to do. But I hope the Spirit leads you to share how your news relate to what you read in what I post.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Wednesday, July 5, 2017 at 11:20 pm

Thursday, July 6, 2017 at 8:33 am

Thursday, July 6, 2017 at 12:43 pm

“Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.

Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?

And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands]. Matthew 7:21-23

“I Never Knew You…”

O well, my Father, guess I am supposed to back to the title for this post. Where Are Ye All At In This World Of Insanity? Indeed! This is a world of INSANITY!

Dear, Reader, bear with me while I quote the Scripture. It is quite relevant to this moment:

Habakkuk 1:2-4

O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save? Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore, the law is slackened and justice, and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the [hostility of the] wicked surrounds the [uncompromisingly] righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted.

Your answer to the prophet:

Habakkuk 1:5-12 Look around [you, Habakkuk, replied the Master] among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days [such] that you would not believe it if it were told you.

Habakkuk 2:2-6 AMPC+

Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by. For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day.

Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness.

Hebrews 10:36-39 AMPC+

For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of God, and thus receive and carry away [and enjoy to the full] what is promised.

For still a little while (a very little while), and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.

But the just shall live by faith [My righteous servant shall live by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to God and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it]; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him.

But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most, through Yahushua, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul.

Friday, July 7, 2017 at 6:03 am.

To repeat, “But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most, through Yahushua, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul.”

I believe or I cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most. He sent Yahushua, the Messiah, period. I believe in such a Mighty Being.

First Words my Father spoke to me in 1985

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

“You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers.

“Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked,

“Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?

And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

“Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

“Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

“Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day and know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

So, that’s where I am at, my dear Reader. Now, there is a Fresh Start after 32 years since our Father spoke those words to me. Those words that have come to pass verbatim as written.

Even so, I now rejoice because, Father reveals to me every single day, the work He is doing in each one of His children’s heart. What a marvel to see!

Father has brought us back to each other after a long separation of about 10 long years. Ten years of intense pain, but!

Ten years precisely scheduled by the Master hand of our Father/Creator.
Am I or is she imposing upon me or I upon her?
Not at all!
Relating to each other not imposing is a more appropriate word to describe what is happening between us.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Insanity Abolished!

July 5, 2017 thiaBasilia Leave a comment

Restored!

Physically, Mentally, Spiritually.

Life & Strength.

The Harvest In My Soul…

The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation has begun in ONE. It shall continue One by One.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, July 4, 2017 at 8:38 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? It is such comfort to live under Your loving control and dominion. Earlier this morning, while I was in the middle of a sentence, I spotted a big roach. It went under my bed! Panic! I loathe those varmints! I stopped writing. I lifted my mattress. I saw nothing. Went back to my writing. After a few minutes, the varmint showed up again! I grabbed a shoe, but! I missed. The varmint went into hiding again. Where is it now, my Father?

O my Father—O Father of mine? You know all about my fears. I fear a roach infestation in my lovely apartment. I called Ahmad, but I did not get any answer. Then? It came to me: “Father? You are the only one who can control these varmints. There is not much that Ahmad can do, but! You can keep this roach from infesting this lovely apartment You have gifted to me. I thank You for taking control of this matter.”

Tuesday, July 4, 2017 at 10:40 am

New title for thia-basilia.com: Insanity Abolished! Subtitle: Restored. Physically, Mentally, Spiritually.

Head Line: The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation has begun in ONE. It shall continue One by One.

Hello everybody! This is the most appropriate day to post a summary of my health restoration. Yeah, I talk about myself primarily, why? Because I am the product the Almighty Creator of our beings is offering to you all! How ‘bout that?

Health restoration? Mine took every bit of 32 long years. Some of you were not even born when the Almighty started the arduous task to restore my health. No kidding! I pay attention to the meaning of numbers and number combinations because the Scriptures are specific with the mention of numbers for everything written therein.

So, the combine number of 32 is, 3+2=5. The Number Five – Grace and Preparation. Now, this year I am walking on my 78^th birthday. The combine number of 78 is, 7+8=15=3×5. That means 78 is Grace and Preparation multiplied 3 times! Wow! But! The Number Seven, Completeness and Rest. The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles.

All means:

Grace and Preparation
Completeness and Rest
Newness and Cycles

Alright, let’s keep that in mind for this summary. Because that is the sequence of events in the process to restore my health physically, mentally, and spiritually. In retrospect, I see now how the physical, the mental, and the spiritual were not restored separately. Rather it was a progressive series of events that took place for my complete restoration.

These series of events were precisely scheduled by the Master Mind Who created me. Dear Reader, relax. I will now abide by the rules of human attraction and attention span. I will only give you a lil at the time.

Wednesday, July 5, 2017 at 11:23 am

Well, O my Father, You know what I been doing. Been working on the cover graphic for my new title and subtitle. I think I got it now. I am ready to publish what I got so far. But I am open to any changes You quicken to me. Also, I wait on You as I go along on where to publish. Your leading is so accurate. It leaves me dumbfound! You are an awesome Yah!

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Insanity Abolished!

July 5, 2017 1 Comment

Restored!

Physically, Mentally, Spiritually.

Life & Strength.

The Harvest In My Soul…

The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation has begun in ONE. It shall continue One by One.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, July 4, 2017 at 8:38 am

Tuesday, July 4, 2017 at 10:40 am

New title for thia-basilia.com: Insanity Abolished! Subtitle: Restored. Physically, Mentally, Spiritually.

Head Line: The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation has begun in ONE. It shall continue One by One.

All means:

Grace and Preparation
Completeness and Rest
Newness and Cycles

Wednesday, July 5, 2017 at 11:23 am

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Not Preaching! Sharing The Information That Transformed My Being. From Cringing Fear To Courage To Move Mountains!

July 4, 2017 thiaBasilia 1 Comment

Me? I know nothing! That is, I choose to know nothing else but?…

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Tuesday, July 4, 2017 at 2:41 am

Yes, I quote the Scriptures extensively. Why? Because, I have a relationship with the Scriptures. The Scriptures are the WORD. The WORD symbolizes the Son and the Father. The Scriptures cannot be taught. The Scriptures must be experienced by the power of love & wisdom from on high. We must allow this power of love and wisdom from on high to take over our beings. There is no other way.

No other way. All is futility. All is vanity! Take time to read King Solomon Ecclesiastes. King Solomon try it all! Take time to read my journal. I have, as well, tried it all! Passionately we searched heaven and hell to no avail. There is only ONE way. We will ALL conclude as King Solomon and I and many others in the present and in the past, we must ALL conclude in the same way. Not out of fear of punishment or hope for reward, but! Out of the power of love & wisdom from the Father/Creator of our beings. We must ALL come to terms with that MIGHTY conclusion!

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh. All has been heard; the end of the matter is:

Fear the Almighty [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
Keep His commandments
For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
The object of God’s providence.
The root of character
The foundation of all happiness
The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man

For the Almighty shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

In the reverent and worshipful fear of the Master there is strong confidence, and His children shall always have a place of refuge
Reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is a fountain of life, that one may avoid the snares of death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:14
In a multitude of people is the king’s glory, but in a lack of people is the prince’s ruin.
He who is slow to anger has great understanding, but he who is hasty of spirit exposes and exalts his folly. [Pro_16:32; Jas_1:19]

Dear Reader, I leave you with that thought in mind. I write and publish and optimize whatever the Spirit of the Father/Creator within my heart gives to me to write and publish and optimize. He is doing the rest. May it so be done.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Not Preaching! Sharing The Information That Transformed My Being. From Cringing Fear To Courage To Move Mountains!

July 4, 2017

Me? I know nothing! That is, I choose to know nothing else but?…

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, July 4, 2017 at 2:41 am

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14

Fear the Almighty [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
Keep His commandments
For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
The object of God’s providence.
The root of character
The foundation of all happiness
The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man

For the Almighty shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

In the reverent and worshipful fear of the Master there is strong confidence, and His children shall always have a place of refuge
Reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is a fountain of life, that one may avoid the snares of death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:14
In a multitude of people is the king’s glory, but in a lack of people is the prince’s ruin.
He who is slow to anger has great understanding, but he who is hasty of spirit exposes and exalts his folly. [Pro_16:32; Jas_1:19]

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Enough Is Enough It Is Time To Be Sober.

July 3, 2017

Intellectual Power. Emotional System. Philosophical Reasoning And Psychological Toughness? Where? GONE! They Will Vanish In An Instant Of Time! Me? Me? Me? Duh!

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Sunday, July 2, 2017 at 2:53 am

Father? What is happening with me? I have been quite awoken all night. Sleep is out of my mind for now. I finished Fresh Start… I posted it. I started getting comments around 5 pm. I switch to photoshop and got intense in composing a family picture. I forgot all about my boiling water, and! I burnt my best pot! How discouraging! I have no idea why I am not sleepy or hungry. It’s now 4:23 am. I will try to sleep now.

I remember coming to record the date, but! I wound up reading the book SHOCKING! TV S.A.— Satan’s Altar? Perhaps reading the info in that book got to me. For in retrospect, the information has not make a dent in people’s television watching. They refuse to see the danger. They refuse to give up such addiction. Satan has accomplished his mission to destroy us, but! You are in control my Father. My trust and focus are in You.

Sunday, July 2, 2017 at 11:56 am

I finally got a couple hours of sleep. Got up around 7 am. Been trying to decipher why thia-basilia.com has no visitors. All my visitors click in other sites but not in thia-basilia.com. You have led me to take a free course with HotSpot.com. I will learn how to correct whatever is wrong with the site. Thanks, my Father. You are leading all the way. I will now start the course. Also, I like to continue optimizing the book. I know when I am finish, You will show me what to do with it.

I am also discouraged because it seems to me that Your words in 2012 did not materialize. It makes me think of my inadequacy to capture Your words in full. Even so, You give and You take away. So, I will continue as You constantly instruct me to do. On to the course. Hopefully, I will finish it before I start in Wilks Community College.

Sunday, July 2, 2017 at 3:35 pm

Remarkable! You have brought me to the optimization of the blog. Timely, a free course for INBOUND CERTIFICATION came to my inbox. Their guidelines for valuable content is most important. I must tweak the way of presenting the content You have given to me.

Monday, July 3, 2017 at 1:35 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? I need to hear Your words to express the concerns in my soul for the condition and state of Your people. I cannot forget Mathias statement. Quote:

….I am convinced that spiritual advancement is key to humanity and I try to appreciate any efforts to facilitate that, e.g., by providing inspiration, knowledge, etc.. To be clear, I mean spirituality, not religion. Organizations tend to assume power to a certain individual or God, by separating against other institutions. If an organization is based on competition (having to conquer others), or fear and promises (talking about punishment and perishment and salvation from it, e.g., through payments), then I am maybe over-sceptical. Otherwise, what better than together promote well-being for all! Philosophical reasoning and psychological toughness help us to help ourselves in a connected universe. It was a good place where we came from (or does anybody have bad memories of it?:-), so it will be fine to return there as well:-). Thanks and all the best

Herein with the following statement lays the stark reality of the state and condition of this world. Chaos. Confusion at its highest peak. Truth is trampled under the human feet. The arrogance of mankind reigns!

‘Philosophical reasoning and psychological toughness help us to help ourselves in a connected universe. It was a good place where we came from’

Unfortunately, the statement is not the sole property of Matthias. Indeed! Multitudes are caught into such gigantic net of misconception about EVERYTHING of intrinsic value, but! The Almighty Creator of the Universe and all therein including our beings, is STILL on His Throne.

Yes! O my Father! Almighty Creator of the Universe and all therein including our beings, You are STILL on Your Throne. You are STILL in the heart of Your chosen children regardless the whole gamut of traps they are caught in. regardless the arrogance of mankind to defy Your Majesty. Romans 9 comes into play. Quote:

Romans 9:1-33

I AM speaking the truth in Messiah. I am not lying; my conscience enlightened and prompted by the Set-Apart Spirit bearing witness with me that I have bitter grief and incessant anguish in my heart.

For I could wish that I myself were accursed and cut off and banished from Messiah for the sake of my brethren and instead of them, my natural kinsmen and my fellow countrymen. [Exod. 32:32.]

For they are Israelites, and to them belong Almighty Yahuwah’s adoption as a nation and the esteemed Presence. With them were the special covenants made, to them was the Law given. To them the temple worship was revealed and Almighty Yahuwah’s own promises announced. [Exod. 4:22; Hos. 11:1.]

To them belong the patriarchs, and as far as His natural descent was concerned, from them is the Messiah, Who is exalted and supreme over all, Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua, blessed forever! Amen (so let it be).

However, it is not as though Almighty Yahuwah’s Word had failed—coming to nothing. For it is not everybody who is a descendant of Jacob (Israel) who belongs to the true Israel. And they are not all the children of Abraham because they are by blood his descendants. No, the promise was Your descendants will be called and counted through the line of Isaac though Abraham had an older son. [Gen. 21:9-12.]

That is to say, it is not the children of the body of Abraham who are made Almighty Yahuwah’s children, but it is the offspring to whom the promise applies that shall be counted as Abraham’s true descendants.

For this is what the promise said, About this time next year will I return and Sarah shall have a son. [Gen. 18:10.]

And not only that, but this too: Rebecca conceived two sons under exactly the same circumstances by our forefather Isaac, and the children were yet unborn and had so far done nothing either good or evil. Even so, in order further to carry out Almighty Yahuwah’s purpose of selection (election, choice), which depends not on works or what men can do, but on Him Who calls them, It was said to her that the elder son should serve the younger son. [Gen. 25:21-23.] As it is written, Jacob have I loved, but Esau have I hated held in relative disregard in comparison with My feeling for Jacob. [Mal. 1:2, 3.]

What shall we conclude then? Is there injustice upon Almighty Yahuwah’s part? Certainly not! For He says to Moses, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy and I will have compassion (pity) on whom I will have compassion. [Exod. 33:19.] So then Almighty Yahuwah’s gift is not a question of human will and human effort, but of Almighty Yahuwah’s mercy. It depends not on one’s own willingness nor on his strenuous exertion as in running a race, but on Almighty Yahuwah’s having mercy on him.

For the Scripture says to Pharaoh, I have raised you up for this very purpose of displaying My power in [dealing with] you, so that My name may be proclaimed the whole world over.

So then He has mercy on whomever He wills (chooses) and He hardens (makes stubborn and unyielding the heart of) whomever He wills.

You will say to me, Why then does He still find fault and blame us for sinning? For who can resist and withstand His will?

But who are you, a mere man, to criticize and contradict and answer back to Almighty Yahuwah?

Will what is formed say to him that formed it, Why have you made me thus? [Isa. 29:16; 45:9.] Has the potter no right over the clay, to make out of the same mass (lump) one vessel for beauty and distinction and honorable use, and another for menial or ignoble and dishonorable use?

What if Almighty Yahuwah, although fully intending to show the awfulness of His wrath and to make known His power and authority, has tolerated with much patience the vessels (objects) of His anger which are ripe for destruction? [Prov. 16:4.]

And what if He thus purposes to make known and show the wealth of His esteem in dealing with the vessels (objects) of His mercy which He has prepared beforehand for esteem, Even including ourselves whom He has called, not only from among the Yehudites but also from among the Gentiles (heathen)—the Lost Sheep of Yisrael?

Just as He says in Hosea, Those who were not My people I will call My people, and her who was not beloved [I will call] My beloved. [Hos. 2:23.]

And it shall be that in the very place where it was said to them, You are not My people, they shall be called sons of the living Almighty Yahuwah. [Hos. 1:10.]

And Isaiah calls out—solemnly cries aloud over Israel: Though the number of the sons of Israel be like the sand of the sea, only the remnant (a small part of them) will be saved from perdition, condemnation, judgment!

For Almighty Yahuwah will execute His sentence upon the earth—He will conclude and close His account with men completely and without delay, rigorously cutting it short in His justice. [Isa. 10:22, 23.]

It is as Isaiah predicted, If Almighty Yahuwah of hosts had not left us a seed from which to propagate descendants, we Israel would have fared like Sodom and have been made like Gomorrah. [Isa. 1:9.]

What shall we say then? That Gentiles who did not follow after righteousness who did not seek salvation by right relationship to Almighty Yahuwah have attained it by faith a righteousness imputed by Almighty Yahuwah, based on and produced by faith, whereas Israel, though ever in pursuit of a law for the securing of righteousness (right standing with Almighty Yahuwah), actually did not succeed in fulfilling the Law. [Isa. 51:1.]

For what reason? Because they pursued it not through faith, relying instead on the merit of their works they did not depend on faith but on what they could do. They have stumbled over the Stumbling Stone. [Isa. 8:14; 28:16.]

As it is written, Behold I am laying in Zion a Stone that will make men stumble, a Rock even Yahushua Messiah that will make them fall; but he who believes in Him who adheres to, trusts in, and relies on Him shall not be put to shame nor be disappointed in his expectations. [Isa. 28:16.] End of quote.

Dear Reader, I hope the above lines impressed you as they impress me every time I read them. I find them to be so much clear as we advance in our civilization.

Monday, July 3, 2017 at 11:22 am

Will continue this issue when I resolve backup problems with the site. I am back. Have to figure out yet what’s the problem with the backup. Father? I know You will show it to me as You show me all things whether I can figure them out or not.

Monday, July 3, 2017 at 1:00 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? Step by step You are showing me what I need to do next to wake up Your people. Yes, I know the thing of the moment is to be:

no hell,
no wrath,
no right or wrong.
Only unconditional love for whoever & whatever.
Find your true self.
Believe in yourself.
New Age.
The femininity of God….
Must I go on?

Monday, July 3, 2017 at 5:18 pm

O yes! I must go on. Where are You in all the euphoric moment of what they call, ‘spirituality, not religion’? Of course, it is inevitable to associate the term ‘God’ with ‘religion’, but!

Little do they know that You are not that ‘God’ in the religions of this world.
Little do they know that the religions of this world serve the same purpose as all those practices under the banner of spirituality.
Religion and spirituality both aim to separate Your people from You.
Why is this such an enormous issue in the minds of Your people?
Why the skepticism?

Instead, why not?

“I like you. I been reading your writings. I am not sure, but! Let me give you a chance to prove this Father/Creator of yours”?

Dear Reader, a provocative thought to challenge you to respond if you have been interested enough to read until these last lines.

Enough Is Enough It Is Time To Be Sober.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

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Fresh Start! He Chose… And! He Chose To Impact The World With The Work Done In My Life.

July 1, 2017 thiaBasilia Leave a comment

Fresh Start… A Booklet. I will use this booklet to open many eyes and unplug many ears.

Excerpts…

I Go On…

Despite It All I Go On!

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Monday, June 26, 2017 at 6:46 am

INDEED! DESPITE MY own skepticism and all the sceptics in this world? I am going on. Nothing can deter me from His purpose for my life.

Not my doubts and fears. Not the most reasonable deductions from the human mind. Not the most brilliant scholars. Not the most popular and sought after inspired human beings. Not even the most enticing practices and beliefs swiping the spiritual atmosphere.

Neither death nor life. Nor angels or principalities. Nothing, nothing at all can deter His purpose for my life.

I been writing the comment You gave to me in reply to Mathias comment. Here it is. How faithful You are.

Excellent description of my own skepticism. Even so, despite it all, I have to obey the leading of the Father/Creator of our beings. His Spirit leads me. For the last ten years His Spirit has led me to do things totally against my own judgement. I argue, if I do that I am going to get killed. He answers, Are you willing to obey me regardless your cost? I obey. I come back. I been kicked, punched, spit on my face. I say, You see? He says, “Your obedience is a delight to My Being. My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

No more arguing. I obey. Now? United Kindred Spirits Organization? Oh no! I’ll be thrown in with the rest! But, over and over I am told, “Write & publish & optimize what I give you. I will do the rest.”

So, O dear Mathias, I go on. In fear of HIm alone, I go on. My reward? Little by little He is revealing to me His progress. Progress in restoring us. Progress in uniting us. Progress in preparing us for the inevitable future to engulf the globe.

Unite out of fear or expectation for reward? NAY! Unite by the power of HIS LOVE–a totally different matter than fear or reward as we know such to be.

Dear Mathias, I have experienced His ways to be so much higher than ours. And the more such experience the greater is the freedom from my own ways and concepts about life and everything!

I know because He says so, this time He will prevail in gaining the submission of our beings to Him. I rejoice!

Your time to share your heart with me? Wow! Thanks! Much love, thiaB.

Drive To Succeed. Do I Have That, My Father?

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Monday, June 26, 2017 at 11:28 am

O MY FATHER—O FATHER of mine? How expertly You teach and correct my natural doings in Your time. Time is of essence in all Your doings.

Here I was, since You instructed me to set the month of writings in April, 2017 in a book. To title it, LOVE –The End Of The Matter….The Power Of Love? I have been changing the setup almost on the daily basis. Couldn’t find my way until today.

Today, it came to me to follow Your instructions to set the month of April not any other months, but! I have been adding from the end of March to the present June, 2017. Well, You will not waste what I have done so far, but! Today? Back to follow Your instructions. The month of April, 2017 it is. It’s now all coming together nicely. I am encouraged. Thanks, my Father.

Monday, June 26, 2017 at 12:59 pm

Father? For a whole year I been hearing super-successful people tell their stories. It seems to me they all have one thing in common: the drive to succeed.

Do I have that, my Father? I just can’t get driven by anything. Even now, what is it that I want in this world? I can’t think of anything I want so bad that I am willing to sacrifice my life to get it.

Attitude towards money

When it comes to making money? I been there. I done that. No biggie! Money or lack of it has always been there. Either way been Okay! No problem. Now? Is still the same, but! You promised to give it to me. You know I could use it now as I did before. So, what am I to do about it? Ah! You already gave me that answer. Quote,

“My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it.
You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you.
You don’t need to go after money to supply for your own self.
All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies.
Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such.
Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money.
Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it.
Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance.
Do not change the course I have marked for you because money.
Again, sit still and wait on Me.”

Nothing from this world.

No need of any worldly, materialistic things. Only need to seek for Your Kingdom.

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Monday, June 26, 2017 at 2:43 pm

Fantastic! You heard my tirade of a moment ago. “What is it that I want?” I ranted on and on for a few minutes. Ha! I was falling sleep in front of the computer screen. I went to bed in hope to fall asleep and forget everything out of my control and pleasure, but! I couldn’t sleep. It came to me to come back and look up the writing about money. There! All well with my soul now.

There is nothing wrong with me…Click for the rest: Fresh Start

Ending With A Chuckle…

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, July 1, 2017 at 1:19 am

O MY FATHER, MAYBE I should not take the course. You tell me I don’t need any more money than what You provide for me. You know how much I want to take that course, but! There are other things needed.

My check simply does not take care of what is needed. I know those are just things, they are not crucial and I have been doing OK without them, but! You decide for me what is what. I will now sleep. I wait on You.

Saturday, July 1, 2017 at 6:11 am

Taking care of many chores. Thinking. Thinking. Always thinking. What should I do, my Father?

This is the first day of the 7^th month, could it be this is the perfect month to complete one stage of Your plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation?

I have not finished formatting the Fresh Start book. I will now attempt to finish and post as per Your instructions.

Saturday, July 1, 2017 at 12:20 pm

O people! Dear Reader, laugh with me at me! Years on end the Father/Creator been putting up with my good intentions, but! Those good intentions of mine? Make not a bit of difference on my Father/Creator’s plan for each one of my days!

Always, ‘I am on to the task! I will finish whatever today! No more unfinished anything! Next?

There is a video that caught my attention. Man! There went a whole hour before I would go to my task.

Ah! I must write this comment. There went another hour!

Well, I am hungry. Guess is time to fix some eats. Another hour yet while my task is waiting.

Alright, alright! Got to get to work! Let’s see, where was I?

Ah! Let me start from the beginning, but! I just can’t keep my eyes opened. Got to get me some sleep…wake up?

Start the whole routine of distractions over again!

Did I finish formatting LOVE—The End Of The Matter…The Power Of Love.

NAY! But guess what? Father is in control. I have not finished anything I have promised to finish until, now!

Now is the time to finish Fresh Start! Phew! Did I finish it? NAY! Father is declaring it finished with His blessing,

Rejoice, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, rejoice! This is truly your Fresh Start on to a blissful eternity!