So It Goes Between Pat & I. Thirty Years To Be Exact. Thirty Years Of Turning Away And Coming Forward. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Thursday, January 5, 2017 at 4:11 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? The news about the times are disturbing. So many gurus interpreting Bible Prophesy. So many conflicting interpretations. Hardly anyone calling people to repentance.

You are my refuge. I know You will never leave or forsake me. Even so, these fearful times at the door in the USA are beginning to sink in my brains. You know it. For You know my thoughts even before I think them. I cast all these disturbing thoughts under Your feet. I wait on You for comfort.

Friday, January 6, 2017 at 4:44 am

Comfort? Yes indeed! Sleep was sweet! Woke up refreshed! Where was I, O my Father—O Father of mine? Pat! I followed Your lead to call Pat. I needed help with a project You are inspiring to me. Cheerfully Pat was so glad to have ‘her highness’ call her! Hahaha!

Pat is a dear! A true friend. Our relationship reminds me of carnal minded Brother Peter relating to Yahushua.

Then Peter took Him aside to speak to Him privately and began to reprove and charge Him sharply, saying, Yah forbid, Master! This must never happen to You!

But Yahushua turned away from Peter and said to him, Get behind Me, Satan! You are in My way, an offense and a hindrance and a snare to Me; for you are minding what partakes not of the nature and quality of the Almighty Creator, but of men.

O well, I am not Yahushua but! Yahushua speaks to all from my heart. Pat and most all in my world of my immediate acquaintance not yet honor His Presence in my heart. I am human. A genuine human. So, without putting any airs of goodness, I turn away from Pat but! Not before I burst the truth about her doings! Polite? Nay! No distasteful hypocrisy coming from the heart of Yahushua within me.

So it goes between Pat & I. Thirty years to be exact. Thirty years of turning away and coming forward. She is gentle. I am rough. She is ‘polite’. I am blunt. Regardless! Whether Pat is closest to the Father than yours truly? That’s none of my business. Yahushua tells me, “You follow Me!” So, as He commands me to do He also empowers me to obey Him without any reservation at all!

Anyhow, it came to me to call Pat. I had my reservations but! I called! Cheerful Pat! So happy to hear from…O well! Me? “Just find that Scripture for me Pat!” Weary of the world’s cheer despite the horrors at our door. How can I return a cheerful attitude? Nay! No use!

Go to sleep. Wake up refreshed & comfortable. Check emails. Pat’s email again. Let’s see what she has for me. Hope is good. Ah! Not bad! Not bad at all. Quote,

Leaves. The more I thought about it, the more I thought that they

must be important, since Jeshua created them.

From Genesis, when “they sewed fig leaves together,”

to Revelation, where ‘the leaves of the trees were for the

healing of the nations.”

I stayed with Revelation.

At first they were used to hide their shame. But then they

will have a therapeutic effect to bring healing and bring whatever

is necessary to meet a need.

To plant figuratively, to establish,

authorize teachers or their doctrines; to plant the gospel.

Hum! Perfect for the project You are inspiring me to work on! How ‘bout that? And You are have given to Pat the pivot point of the project! Hahaha! HalleluYah! That makes me sing joyful melodies of gratitude to You my Father/Creator, my Redeemer—Yahushua Messiah, my Master and Owner of my being.

On to work on the project. How long it will be until my next post? Maybe tomorrow I’ll post what I have recorded previously but not posted. We’ll see.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

So It Goes Between Pat & I. Thirty Years To Be Exact. Thirty Years Of Turning Away And Coming Forward. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Thursday, January 5, 2017 at 4:11 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? The news about the times are disturbing. So many gurus interpreting Bible Prophesy. So many conflicting interpretations. Hardly anyone calling people to repentance.

You are my refuge. I know You will never leave or forsake me. Even so, these fearful times at the door in the USA are beginning to sink in my brains. You know it. For You know my thoughts even before I think them. I cast all these disturbing thoughts under Your feet. I wait on You for comfort.

Friday, January 6, 2017 at 4:44 am

Comfort? Yes indeed! Sleep was sweet! Woke up refreshed! Where was I, O my Father—O Father of mine? Pat! I followed Your lead to call Pat. I needed help with a project You are inspiring to me. Cheerfully Pat was so glad to have ‘her highness’ call her! Hahaha!

Pat is a dear! A true friend. Our relationship reminds me of carnal minded Brother Peter relating to Yahushua.

Then Peter took Him aside to speak to Him privately and began to reprove and charge Him sharply, saying, Yah forbid, Master! This must never happen to You!

But Yahushua turned away from Peter and said to him, Get behind Me, Satan! You are in My way, an offense and a hindrance and a snare to Me; for you are minding what partakes not of the nature and quality of the Almighty Creator, but of men.

O well, I am not Yahushua but! Yahushua speaks to all from my heart. Pat and most all in my world of my immediate acquaintance not yet honor His Presence in my heart. I am human. A genuine human. So, without putting any airs of goodness, I turn away from Pat but! Not before I burst the truth about her doings! Polite? Nay! No distasteful hypocrisy coming from the heart of Yahushua within me.

So it goes between Pat & I. Thirty years to be exact. Thirty years of turning away and coming forward. She is gentle. I am rough. She is ‘polite’. I am blunt. Regardless! Whether Pat is closest to the Father than yours truly? That’s none of my business. Yahushua tells me, “You follow Me!” So, as He commands me to do He also empowers me to obey Him without any reservation at all!

Anyhow, it came to me to call Pat. I had my reservations but! I called! Cheerful Pat! So happy to hear from…O well! Me? “Just find that Scripture for me Pat!” Weary of the world’s cheer despite the horrors at our door. How can I return a cheerful attitude? Nay! No use!

Go to sleep. Wake up refreshed & comfortable. Check emails. Pat’s email again. Let’s see what she has for me. Hope is good. Ah! Not bad! Not bad at all. Quote,

Leaves. The more I thought about it, the more I thought that they

must be important, since Jeshua created them.

From Genesis, when “they sewed fig leaves together,”
to Revelation, where ‘the leaves of the trees were for the
healing of the nations.”

I stayed with Revelation.

At first they were used to hide their shame. But then they
will have a therapeutic effect to bring healing and bring whatever
is necessary to meet a need.

To plant figuratively, to establish,
authorize teachers or their doctrines; to plant the gospel.

Hum! Perfect for the project You are inspiring me to work on! How ‘bout that? And You have given to Pat the pivot point of the project! Hahaha! HalleluYah! That makes me sing joyful melodies of gratitude to You my Father/Creator, my Redeemer—Yahushua Messiah, my Master and Owner of my being.

On to work on the project. How long it will be until my next post? Maybe tomorrow I’ll post what I have recorded previously but not posted. We’ll see.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.
 

Why The Altercations? Why This? Why That? Behold! The Power Of Love From On High! Questions Halted….

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 9:39 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? Why the altercations? Why the unnecessary problems? Why do we hurt the ones that are closest to our hearts?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, one answer to your 3 questions: Because you want to control one another. Such is the human nature. You are human. Even so, I am now in control of your human nature as per your own volition.

O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? I am your Portion. I am your Father. I am your Husband—your Keeper. I will never ever leave nor forsake you. I have established your steps. I have promised much riches & wisdom to you. Just a little while longer for you to see the fulfillment of My promises to you. I am delighted with your faithfulness in the face of despair. Go now to bed. Rest, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, rest underneath My everlasting arms.

In silence, I worship You!

Thursday, January 5, 2017 at 4:01 am

Thanks, O my Father—O Father of mine, thanks. Several hours of fretful sleep. Painful moment. Going through a cleansing of my body. Thanks for cuddling me underneath Your everlasting arms while it all is taking place.

Because of Your cuddling I woke up quite sober and thoughtful. For the cleansing is going on in my soul as well as in my body. Musing while I took care of the chores You led me to take care of. I came to the computer. I recorded the date & time. I recorded my thanks and? “Check your emails” came to me.

Check. Umb…email from Pat? Opened it up. Hum! Nothing from Pat except the draft I never sent. Let me delete it! Stop! Copy & paste it first. OK. Go to MS Word program. Get blank document. Paste. Read. Wow! This is a perfect expression of what You are leading to write & publish. Alright! How do I begin? How should I introduce this email?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, make it plain. Post the email just like it is now. Later, publish what you recorded the previous day and have not yet published.

The reply I never sent to my dearest friend because she ticked me off!

Dearest sister,

We been through a lot but! Father is in control of it all. I wrote the following email the day you sent me a reply with your comment about me buying a heater instead of honey as the money was meant to be for. I did not send it. Why? It was not time to send it. It is now time. Even more, it will be posted for the benefit of many. For it follows into place with what is happening in our world and what Father is doing with it.

Pat,

The carnal self always wants to have the last word. Am I having the last word? Spare me the gruesome details. Whether your last word or mine, got nothing to do with nothing. Who cares? The fact is that we have to live with our carnal self. We are so ridiculous. Why tell me about my carnal self? why accuse me? O yes, I know you have the ‘right’ excuse for all your doings. It does not matter. None of your answers matter.

I do not call you to get such stupid remarks. I call you to share how Father takes care of my carnal self’s struggles to control myself and everybody else. If you feel threatened by my doings, that’s your prerogative. No need to continue sharing. We are only blowing smoke. No spiritual benefit.  My carnal self gets offended but! His nature in me causes me to see how my carnal self gets not only offended but also angry, disgusted, discouraged, frustrated, Why? Because I do not want to see anyone jealous, envious, competitive, judgemental always pleading to be good, always claiming to know.

I refuse to know anything! I told you all that! So, what’s for me to do about it? Recognize it. Expose it. The sooner I recognize & expose it? that’s the minute the nature of our Father shines forth. You don’t believe me? Your carnal reasoning no longer matters. Think whatever you want to think. Make your own deductions. Whatever you approve, disapprove, agree or disagree I could care less! I do not need any of it! That’s honest anger. Because you are attacking the Father’s nature in me! You are challenging me to doubt the integrity of my confessions. You are challenging me to confuse His nature in me with my wicked carnal nature.  Father knows it. He is my Vindicator. May He bless you with an insight of that sickening ‘politeness’ that so disgusts not only me but anyone that has any sense of being real & genuine.

No need for me to hear sweet & sickening reason from anyone’s wicked carnal nature. I am angry but I am also glad to see things for what they are without losing one smidgen of my trust & confidence in Him. On the contrary, each challenge to my integrity doubles that trust & confidence that He is working all things together for our good.

As per instructions, on my way to online and post. Perhaps later on today. Perhaps tomorrow. I don’t know. Whenever Father leads me to post & publish, I will do.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

 

Why The Altercations? Why This? Why That? Behold! The Power Of Love From On High! Questions Halted….

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 9:39 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? Why the altercations? Why the unnecessary problems? Why do we hurt the ones that are closest to our hearts?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, one answer to your 3 questions: Because you want to control one another. Such is the human nature. You are human. Even so, I am now in control of your human nature as per your own volition.

O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? I am your Portion. I am your Father. I am your Husband—your Keeper. I will never ever leave nor forsake you. I have established your steps. I have promised much riches & wisdom to you. Just a little while longer for you to see the fulfillment of My promises to you. I am delighted with your faithfulness in the face of despair. Go now to bed. Rest, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, rest underneath My everlasting arms.

In silence, I worship You!

Thursday, January 5, 2017 at 4:01 am

Thanks, O my Father—O Father of mine, thanks. Several hours of fretful sleep. Painful moment. Going through a cleansing of my body. Thanks for cuddling me underneath Your everlasting arms while it all is taking place.

Because of Your cuddling I woke up quite sober and thoughtful. For the cleansing is going on in my soul as well as in my body. Musing while I took care of the chores You led me to take care of. I came to the computer. I recorded the date & time. I recorded my thanks and? “Check your emails” came to me.

Check. Umb…email from Pat? Opened it up. Hum! Nothing from Pat except the draft I never sent. Let me delete it! Stop! Copy & paste it first. OK. Go to MS Word program. Get blank document. Paste. Read. Wow! This is a perfect expression of what You are leading to write & publish. Alright! How do I begin? How should I introduce this email?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, make it plain. Post the email just like it is now. Later, publish what you recorded the previous day and have not yet published.

The reply I never sent to my dearest friend because she ticked me off!

Dearest sister,

We been through a lot but! Father is in control of it all. I wrote the following email the day you sent me a reply with your comment about me buying a heater instead of honey as the money was meant to be for. I did not send it. Why? It was not time to send it. It is now time. Even more, it will be posted for the benefit of many. For it follows into place with what is happening in our world and what Father is doing with it.

Pat,

The carnal self always wants to have the last word. Am I having the last word? Spare me the gruesome details. Whether your last word or mine, got nothing to do with nothing. Who cares? The fact is that we have to live with our carnal self. We are so ridiculous. Why tell me about my carnal self? why accuse me? O yes, I know you have the ‘right’ excuse for all your doings. It does not matter. None of your answers matter.

I do not call you to get such stupid remarks. I call you to share how Father takes care of my carnal self’s struggles to control myself and everybody else. If you feel threatened by my doings, that’s your prerogative. No need to continue sharing. We are only blowing smoke. No spiritual benefit.  My carnal self gets offended but! His nature in me causes me to see how my carnal self gets not only offended but also angry, disgusted, discouraged, frustrated, Why? Because I do not want to see anyone jealous, envious, competitive, judgemental always pleading to be good, always claiming to know.

I refuse to know anything! I told you all that! So, what’s for me to do about it? Recognize it. Expose it. The sooner I recognize & expose it? that’s the minute the nature of our Father shines forth. You don’t believe me? Your carnal reasoning no longer matters. Think whatever you want to think. Make your own deductions. Whatever you approve, disapprove, agree or disagree I could care less! I do not need any of it! That’s honest anger. Because you are attacking the Father’s nature in me! You are challenging me to doubt the integrity of my confessions. You are challenging me to confuse His nature in me with my wicked carnal nature.  Father knows it. He is my Vindicator. May He bless you with an insight of that sickening ‘politeness’ that so disgusts not only me but anyone that has any sense of being real & genuine.

No need for me to hear sweet & sickening reason from anyone’s wicked carnal nature. I am angry but I am also glad to see things for what they are without losing one smidgen of my trust & confidence in Him. On the contrary, each challenge to my integrity doubles that trust & confidence that He is working all things together for our good.

As per instructions, on my way to online and post. Perhaps later on today. Perhaps tomorrow. I don’t know. Whenever Father leads me to post & publish, I will do.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

 

Complete. No Longer Need For Likes Or Dislikes. No Longer Need For Approval Or Otherwise. No Longer Need To Control….

The gist of the matter. The paradigm of life. We want control! Unfortunately? We are controlled! Secret solution? Give the control of my being and my life to the Loving Father/Creator of our beings. Boo-ya! Need for control? Vanished!

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 10:23 am

I am re-arranging all things in my apartment. The moisture of winter in these buildings is really annoying but, I thank You my Father. You are giving me the incentive to work. Incentive to resolve the situations instead of lamenting about them. Closing the computer to be safe.

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 3:39 pm

Well, I am not quite finish but, I need a break. One thing I am glad, it’s my third day of fasting. I feel good, not hungry or missing food at all. Continue to muse and reflect about all the goings in my world. Observing my world near and afar. Seeing all events that once were so important to me. Now? All tinsel have ceased to amuse me.

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 12:00 am

Wow! Exactly the end of this second day of 2017. About four hours ago I receive the news of my brother Juan’s death. Since then much transpired. I spoke to Denise. We shared amazing discoveries about ourselves, but! I will record whatever I need to record about it all. For the moment I am going back to bed. Hope You give Your beloved sleep.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 5:29 am

Wow! Every single morning new mercies I see! Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? I continue musing not imagining anything. Today is the third day of following Your lead to detox not only my body but also my mind. I am musing not imagining things anymore. Deep in thought about the way You are leading me in this new beginning. New beginning in this life in Your Presence that already began many years ago.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 7:37 am

Well, is the third day of the month. Pay day! Am I expecting Ahmad to come see what I need? Nay! Not anymore. The best part about my expectations? They are there no more by the power of Your love from on high! Thanks my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? For You alone have the power to transform us into Your likeness.

So, what is it that I am musing about? O my Father—O Father of mine, You know it. I am musing about Your ways. About the way You have been leading me for the last 31 years since that memorable day June 20, 1985. Oh? Perhaps You have been leading me all the days of my life. For You knew and loved me even before my birth. For You have a definite purpose for such a life of mine.

Indeed! My new beginning. A new life begins shinning like star from the power of Your love from on high!

Do I owe such privilege to the many encouraging suggestions I took to my heart many years ago? Nay! Why not? Because I was seeking for such a privilege with the power of my mind. I read many books and articles. I listened to many inspired speakers. I searched to the depth of hell and back. Such privilege remained elusive!

Behold! The power of Your love drenched my being! Your love found me. I came to my senses. Like the prodigal son, I came home to You. My search ended! No need to search. Why search for what is already mine?

Now I read the same things that once magnetized my mind and, like magic, I detect what is the magnetism in such books. I read. Wow! How hard I tried to put to practice such suggestions? Hum! The harder I tried, the greater my frustration at the impossibility to attain the desires results!

The truth? We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of such suggestions. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results to no avail.

Many, multitudes are in the same situation of life liken to my past life. It is only the minority that proclaim such amazing results. It works! Why the testimonials? To entice the reader to follow suit. Let’s read the suggestions from Rick Hanson. Some many are out there with pretty much the same suggestions. Quote,

Rarely do we realize how our negativity bias hijacks our brain and affects our outlook on life and our well being.

Seven ways your brain is hijacked:

  • A good day has no lasting effect on the following day—a bad day carries over.
  • We process negative data faster and more thoroughly than positive data, and they affect us longer.
  • Socially, we invest more in avoiding a bad reputation than in building a good one.
  • Emotionally, we go to greater lengths to avoid a bad mood than to experience a good one.
  • In our era of political correctness, negative remarks stand out and seem more authentic.
  • People – even babies as young as six months old – are quick to spot an angry face in a crowd, but slower to pick out a happy one; in fact, no matter how many smiles we see in that crowd, we will always spot the angry face first.
  • Two thirds of English words convey the negative side of things. In the vocabulary we use to describe people, this figure rises to a staggering 74%.

Now if these research nuggets were not enough to get our attention, here is one that I am sure will shock you—you may even reject it (Yes, that persistent negativity bias.)

We are likely to give more credence and more weight to negative claims about positions or candidates that we oppose than we are to positive claims about them.

Bottom line our brains are very good at learning from bad experiences but very bad at learning from good ones. So, if our brains are built with greater sensitivity to negative news, experiences and feedback at the earliest stage of processing what can we do?

Strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact: 

  • Rethink your sources and exposure to news.
  • Schedule and manage social media time. Set specific and defined times to engage with social media. By adjusting the settings you can shut off streams of information and content that don’t support growth in your most important roles and goals.
  • Build focus timeinto your schedule to fully concentrate your time and attention on completing projects and building relationships that lend themselves to raising your personal and professional impact.
  • Be mindful of any tendency toward putting on rose-colored glasses or ignoring real and vital information and input. Develop an attitude of critical and informed thinking.
  • Hard-wire your positive experiences.Our brain is wired with short-term memory buffers. As a result, it takes 10 to 20 seconds for a positive experience to be transferred to our long-term memory. Identify a positive experience, close your eyes and reimagine it for up to a minute.

You were created for impact—uniquely positioned to positively impact the people we love and lead. The race for impact will never be easy—life doesn’t work that way. Delivering impact requires intentionality and diligence in order to break through the resistance. We don’t have to worry or concern ourselves with being aware of danger and risk—our brain’s default setting guarantees it.

“Staying with a negative experience past the point that’s useful is like running laps in Hell: You dig the track a little deeper in your brain each time you go around it.”

—Rick Hanson, Hardwiring Happiness

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 1:03 pm

Been working on posts. Still musing. Still rejecting my imaginations. Deep in thought while I work, I muse. All those strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact? All, I practice now by the power of love from high. Spontaneously, all those strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact have been done. Spontaneously. No need for me to:

  • Schedule and manage social media time. ….

My times are in my Father/Creator’s hands. Does that mean I live disorganized & haphazardly? Nay! My Creator knows far better than myself how to manage my time not only in social media but also the time of my life.

  • Build focus time into your schedule to fully concentrate your time and attention on completing projects and building relationships that lend themselves to raising your personal and professional impact.

Uuuh! I have wasted half of my life in such endeavour to no avail. Now? My focus is set permanently & forever on my Father/Creator. I am sure of it by the power of love from on high.

  • Be mindful of any tendency toward putting on rose-colored glasses or ignoring real and vital information and input. Develop an attitude of critical and informed thinking.

Bless my heart! This suggestion alone have caused me the most painful repercussion of them all.

  • Hard-wire your positive experiences.Our brain is wired with short-term memory buffers. As a result, it takes 10 to 20 seconds for a positive experience to be transferred to our long-term memory. Identify a positive experience, close your eyes and reimage it for up to a minute.

Wow! I don’t think any human being can imagine the extent of my positive affirmations. The results? Nil! Zero!

So, these suggestions did not work for me. The truth is, these suggestions only work if you willingly submit to them. Something I just could not do. Why? Beats me! Indeed! At the time and for a long time I thought myself as hopeless. Those were the times when I would sink to the bottom of depression.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 3:09 pm

Ha! The honest truth about such suggestions. Indeed! Those were the times when I would despair of life. Those were the times when I would think myself worthless & sink to the bottom of corruption. Anger, resentment, envy, suicide came into play big time! Could that be the case for the majority of failures and despairs among human beings?

What a difference it is today! Behold the power of love from on high! Negativity bias? What is that? How could I be negative about such power engulfing my being? Even the mention of such sordid past is as foreign to me as I if talking about a strange character in a fictional novel.

In conclusion, what is the missing link in all strategies, systems, gold settings, positive thinking, self-improvement et all? The missing link? Behold! The Almighty Father/Creator of our beings as well as the Universe and all there in!

Nevertheless, to the chagrin of so many wise man, philosophers, scribes, scholars, investigators, logicians, debaters of this present time and age, the missing link is now a reality for many not yet revealed. The Almighty Loving Father/Creator is still on His throne. His wisdom is unfathomable. His love has no limits. By the power of His love He is in control no matter what the human mind is unable to conceive.

This time? He will succeed in the restoration of us all. I do not understand much of how or when all of this will come to pass, but! I know, this time all will know He is Almighty Yahuwah the ever existent One Creator of heaven and earth and all in between.

Me? Not by my own efforts but! By the power of His love He is my Portion. I revere and worship Him, knowing that He is. By His power invested on me I keep His commandments. For He has demonstrated to me this is the whole of man—the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of the Almighty Loving Father/Creator‘s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and, the whole duty for every man.

In the depth of my being those words are my reality. In awe of my Father I humbly submit my being to His loving control and worship Him with all my might, spirit soul & body. In Him I am complete despite even of my own carnal nature. Complete. No Longer Need For Likes Or Dislikes. No Longer Need For Approval Or Otherwise. No Longer Need To Control….

Preview of next post, I Sense In My Heart A Deep Sadness. A Sadness Too Deep To Describe. I Am Sensing Your Sadness. Why Not?

We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of positive thinking. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results, but! The sound testimonials attesting ‘Repentance’ to be the only way to attain permanent and eternal joy? Ha! “Don’t talk to me like that!” “I don’t want to hear it!”. …Sad…Regardless! Behold, the power of love from on high!

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Complete. No Longer Need For Likes Or Dislikes. No Longer Need For Approval Or Otherwise. No Longer Need To Control….

The gist of the matter. The paradigm of life. We want control! Unfortunately? We are controlled! Secret solution? Give the control of my being and my life to the Loving Father/Creator of our beings. Boo-ya! Need for control? Vanished!

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 10:23 am

I am re-arranging all things in my apartment. The moisture of winter in these buildings is really annoying but, I thank You my Father. You are giving me the incentive to work. Incentive to resolve the situations instead of lamenting about them. Closing the computer to be safe.

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 3:39 pm

Well, I am not quite finish but, I need a break. One thing I am glad, it’s my third day of fasting. I feel good, not hungry or missing food at all. Continue to muse and reflect about all the goings in my world. Observing my world near and afar. Seeing all events that once were so important to me. Now? All tinsel have ceased to amuse me.

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 12:00 am

Wow! Exactly the end of this second day of 2017. About four hours ago I receive the news of my brother Juan’s death. Since then much transpired. I spoke to Denise. We shared amazing discoveries about ourselves, but! I will record whatever I need to record about it all. For the moment I am going back to bed. Hope You give Your beloved sleep.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 5:29 am

Wow! Every single morning new mercies I see! Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? I continue musing not imagining anything. Today is the third day of following Your lead to detox not only my body but also my mind. I am musing not imagining things anymore. Deep in thought about the way You are leading me in this new beginning. New beginning in this life in Your Presence that already began many years ago.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 7:37 am

Well, is the third day of the month. Pay day! Am I expecting Ahmad to come see what I need? Nay! Not anymore. The best part about my expectations? They are there no more by the power of Your love from on high! Thanks my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? For You alone have the power to transform us into Your likeness.

So, what is it that I am musing about? O my Father—O Father of mine, You know it. I am musing about Your ways. About the way You have been leading me for the last 31 years since that memorable day June 20, 1985. Oh? Perhaps You have been leading me all the days of my life. For You knew and loved me even before my birth. For You have a definite purpose for such a life of mine.

Indeed! My new beginning. A new life begins shinning like star from the power of Your love from on high!

Do I owe such privilege to the many encouraging suggestions I took to my heart many years ago? Nay! Why not? Because I was seeking for such a privilege with the power of my mind. I read many books and articles. I listened to many inspired speakers. I searched to the depth of hell and back. Such privilege remained elusive!

Behold! The power of Your love drenched my being! Your love found me. I came to my senses. Like the prodigal son, I came home to You. My search ended! No need to search. Why search for what is already mine?

Now I read the same things that once magnetized my mind and, like magic, I detect what is the magnetism in such books. I read. Wow! How hard I tried to put to practice such suggestions? Hum! The harder I tried, the greater my frustration at the impossibility to attain the desires results!

The truth? We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of such suggestions. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results to no avail.

Many, multitudes are in the same situation of life liken to my past life. It is only the minority that proclaim such amazing results. It works! Why the testimonials? To entice the reader to follow suit. Let’s read the suggestions from Rick Hanson. Some many are out there with pretty much the same suggestions. Quote,

Rarely do we realize how our negativity bias hijacks our brain and affects our outlook on life and our well being.

Seven ways your brain is hijacked:

  • A good day has no lasting effect on the following day—a bad day carries over.
  • We process negative data faster and more thoroughly than positive data, and they affect us longer.
  • Socially, we invest more in avoiding a bad reputation than in building a good one.
  • Emotionally, we go to greater lengths to avoid a bad mood than to experience a good one.
  • In our era of political correctness, negative remarks stand out and seem more authentic.
  • People – even babies as young as six months old – are quick to spot an angry face in a crowd, but slower to pick out a happy one; in fact, no matter how many smiles we see in that crowd, we will always spot the angry face first.
  • Two thirds of English words convey the negative side of things. In the vocabulary we use to describe people, this figure rises to a staggering 74%.

Now if these research nuggets were not enough to get our attention, here is one that I am sure will shock you—you may even reject it (Yes, that persistent negativity bias.)

We are likely to give more credence and more weight to negative claims about positions or candidates that we oppose than we are to positive claims about them.

Bottom line our brains are very good at learning from bad experiences but very bad at learning from good ones. So, if our brains are built with greater sensitivity to negative news, experiences and feedback at the earliest stage of processing what can we do?

Strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact: 

  • Rethink your sources and exposure to news.
  • Schedule and manage social media time. Set specific and defined times to engage with social media. By adjusting the settings you can shut off streams of information and content that don’t support growth in your most important roles and goals.
  • Build focus timeinto your schedule to fully concentrate your time and attention on completing projects and building relationships that lend themselves to raising your personal and professional impact.
  • Be mindful of any tendency toward putting on rose-colored glasses or ignoring real and vital information and input. Develop an attitude of critical and informed thinking.
  • Hard-wire your positive experiences.Our brain is wired with short-term memory buffers. As a result, it takes 10 to 20 seconds for a positive experience to be transferred to our long-term memory. Identify a positive experience, close your eyes and reimagine it for up to a minute.

You were created for impact—uniquely positioned to positively impact the people we love and lead. The race for impact will never be easy—life doesn’t work that way. Delivering impact requires intentionality and diligence in order to break through the resistance. We don’t have to worry or concern ourselves with being aware of danger and risk—our brain’s default setting guarantees it.

“Staying with a negative experience past the point that’s useful is like running laps in Hell: You dig the track a little deeper in your brain each time you go around it.”

—Rick Hanson, Hardwiring Happiness

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 1:03 pm

Been working on posts. Still musing. Still rejecting my imaginations. Deep in thought while I work, I muse. All those strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact? All, I practice now by the power of love from high. Spontaneously, all those strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact have been done. Spontaneously. No need for me to:

  • Schedule and manage social media time. ….

My times are in my Father/Creator’s hands. Does that mean I live disorganized & haphazardly? Nay! My Creator knows far better than myself how to manage my time not only in social media but also the time of my life.

  • Build focus time into your schedule to fully concentrate your time and attention on completing projects and building relationships that lend themselves to raising your personal and professional impact.

Uuuh! I have wasted half of my life in such endeavour to no avail. Now? My focus is set permanently & forever on my Father/Creator. I am sure of it by the power of love from on high.

  • Be mindful of any tendency toward putting on rose-colored glasses or ignoring real and vital information and input. Develop an attitude of critical and informed thinking.

Bless my heart! This suggestion alone have caused me the most painful repercussion of them all.

  • Hard-wire your positive experiences.Our brain is wired with short-term memory buffers. As a result, it takes 10 to 20 seconds for a positive experience to be transferred to our long-term memory. Identify a positive experience, close your eyes and reimage it for up to a minute.

Wow! I don’t think any human being can imagine the extent of my positive affirmations. The results? Nil! Zero!

So, these suggestions did not work for me. The truth is, these suggestions only work if you willingly submit to them. Something I just could not do. Why? Beats me! Indeed! At the time and for a long time I thought myself as hopeless. Those were the times when I would sink to the bottom of depression.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 3:09 pm

Ha! The honest truth about such suggestions. Indeed! Those were the times when I would despair of life. Those were the times when I would think myself worthless & sink to the bottom of corruption. Anger, resentment, envy, suicide came into play big time! Could that be the case for the majority of failures and despairs among human beings?

What a difference it is today! Behold the power of love from on high! Negativity bias? What is that? How could I be negative about such power engulfing my being? Even the mention of such sordid past is as foreign to me as I if talking about a strange character in a fictional novel.

In conclusion, what is the missing link in all strategies, systems, gold settings, positive thinking, self-improvement et all? The missing link? Behold! The Almighty Father/Creator of our beings as well as the Universe and all there in!

Nevertheless, to the chagrin of so many wise man, philosophers, scribes, scholars, investigators, logicians, debaters of this present time and age, the missing link is now a reality for many not yet revealed. The Almighty Loving Father/Creator is still on His throne. His wisdom is unfathomable. His love has no limits. By the power of His love He is in control no matter what the human mind is unable to conceive.

This time? He will succeed in the restoration of us all. I do not understand much of how or when all of this will come to pass, but! I know, this time all will know He is Almighty Yahuwah the ever existent One Creator of heaven and earth and all in between.

Me? Not by my own efforts but! By the power of His love He is my Portion. I revere and worship Him, knowing that He is. By His power invested on me I keep His commandments. For He has demonstrated to me this is the whole of man—the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of the Almighty Loving Father/Creator‘s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and, the whole duty for every man.

In the depth of my being those words are my reality. In awe of my Father I humbly submit my being to His loving control and worship Him with all my might, spirit soul & body. In Him I am complete despite even of my own carnal nature. Complete. No Longer Need For Likes Or Dislikes. No Longer Need For Approval Or Otherwise. No Longer Need To Control….

Preview of next post, I Sense In My Heart A Deep Sadness. A Sadness Too Deep To Describe. I Am Sensing Your Sadness. Why Not?

We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of positive thinking. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results, but! The sound testimonials attesting ‘Repentance’ to be the only way to attain permanent and eternal joy? Ha! “Don’t talk to me like that!” “I don’t want to hear it!”. …Sad…Regardless! Behold, the power of love from on high!

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Musing. 2017 Is Here. To Be Present? Quit My Obsession To Look Good! Genuine Better Than Good. Genuine Equals Perfect. …

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The Reality Of Being Genuine. It Is Not Fun Nor Funny. Strength & Power? Yes! That’s What It Takes.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, December 30, 2016 at 6:32 pm

I am exhausted. Been re-arranging again. The glare in my computer screen prevented me to read it. I had to do something. It’s working for now. Will record when I wake up next. I slept until around 3 am but, had to clean up.

Saturday, December 31, 2016 at 9:16 am
Just now I finished all chores. I spent a very restless night. I was not feeling well. I have been indulging eating things not in benefit for my health. Eating has become a problem. For everywhere I turn eating is the welcome thing in the world. Unfortunately for me, I cannot eat what the world has to offer without suffering the consequences.

One more hurdle to overcome. Fortunately, You have overcome the world for me. So I sense power to fast to detox my body. Then, I know You will empower me to overcome the eating hurdle without stumbling anybody. What am I talking about?

I am talking about being genuine. It is really easy to use other people’s customs & hospitable ways to indulge ourselves. Sweets are the welcome sign of love everywhere in the world. Sweets as well as traditional food. I love & pride myself in enjoying the welcome from the locals. I also love sweets. So? I indulge seemingly to be polite.

The truth? It is not about ‘polite’. Sweets or sugar are for me an addiction. I know sweets or sugar is the worst poison for our bodies, but! Once I have one sweet is like nonstop sweets. It is confusing to others. One day I am super healthy preacher with the do & don’t eat this or that. Next day? I am behaving like a veritable glutton.
This time? I know You are taken care of this addiction of mine for good. What makes me so sure?

O my Father—O Father of mine? There is no ending to the ways You lead & teach me all things for my benefit and the benefit of others. Thus, I am sure this time this addiction of mine will be no more! For You are in control of every minute detail of my doings. You quicken me on the spot what I need to do. I am to fast for the ten days that take to detox my body.

I know by past experience, the tremendous benefits of fasting not only for health but also to cast out the demons that get a hold of our bodies at the drop of a hat but! I also know it is not the actual fast that matters. What matters is one’s motives. Am I fasting only to please my ego? Am I fasting only to show off? Or, am I fasting under the leading & power of Your Set-Apart Spirit for nobler reasons other than just to please my egoic nature? That’s the gist of the matter.

Saturday, December 31, 2016 at 11:31 am
Thanks, my Father! O my Father—O Father of mine? I am already feeling better. Just to know You are in control of my being and my life makes a world of difference. What it means to be present?

Saturday, December 31, 2016 at 10:12 pm

The question at 11:31 am. The answer not until I was settling in under my covers around 10 pm. What was I musing as I got under my covers? Musing about the world’s New Year’s upheaval. Thinking about my past consumed in that world’s affair. Musing. Beginning with exuberant claims for a new future better than the present. Ending with the answer to my question, What it means to be present?

Ha! The remembrance of those empty days of folly came. My gratitude for my present days of wisdom remains steady. I concluded, “You are my portion. You are my Present, Past, and Future. I live in the Present in Your Presence. No need for empty celebrations to satisfy the lusts of the flesh. Constant celebration. Joy inexplicable. Future & past have all faded fast. Present in Your Presence is the reality of my now life. Yes, 2017 is here for me presently. It’s a new life that has already begun! O yes! I can now get back under my covers. I can now rest underneath the everlasting arms!

Sunday, January 1, 2017at 2:43 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? Present in Your Presence I can now breathe and live. The future or the past have all faded fast. A new year has begun. The new beginning. New life platform You have designed for me. Not a wishful thought but! Hope for the sure things not yet seen by any human being.

I am on top of Your mountain enjoying Your Presence. Whether is gloom or glee in the midst of me? Let it be it does not concern or affect me but! You? You are working it altogether to restore Your children to the original state of their creation.

Sunday, January 1, 2017 at 12:35 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? Musing. The reality of being genuine. It is not fun nor funny. Strength & power? Yes! That’s what it takes. You know it my Father. Three days ago I put up several questions to You: “Father, is it time for me to go? Where am I to go my Father? The dreadful time is at the door for what is happening with the kings of this earth. Their aim to destroy Jerusalem is about to flourish. There is only one way out. Repentance. Otherwise? I tremble for all unrepentant ones.

Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? Three days ago I was imagining all kinds of evil about Ahmad’s absence. Today, I am not imagining. Today is the first day of the year 2017 accordingly to this world’s calendar. I am musing not imagining. Deep in thought in all You are & have been doing in my life. Even so, sadness invades my being. I wish I could cry.

No, I am not depressed. I am not angry nor disgusted. You know that my Father. Only on this especial day for people in general, I sense in my heart a deep sadness. A sadness too deep to describe. I am sensing Your sadness. Why not? Why not?

Just to muse about all happenings between 1985—2007—2016 makes me sober. Nine years in this region of the world. Thirty one years altogether since You began my transformation. Everything has been recorded. Numerous souls touched by those records. My children and close friends remain un-touched. Not unlike Your children and chosen ones.

Even so, though You shed tears as You move me to do myself, there is hope. There is always hope. Why? Because, though You shed tears to see Your children happily marching to their inevitable doom…Behold! Your power of love from on high.

Your power of love from on high keeps & sustains me. No matter what? No matter who? I will sit still and wait for Your deliverance as per Your instructions. Psalms 37, Psalms 46:9-11, and 2 Chronicles 20:17 tells me exactly what it is; what will be; and who am I?

I am aware of the wisdom of human kind. The wise man (the philosopher). The scribe (the scholar). The investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age. They claim there is no heaven or hell or Satan. No right or wrong. No need to look up to the Creator. No mention of the Ten Words written in stones. Though they quote selected Scriptures to prove their teachings, they do not believe the Scriptures.

Of course, the Scriptures cannot be understood by the human mind but! For the most, all religions do not believe that. For the most they consider ‘Knowledge” to be essential. For the most knowledge, understanding or the human mind are the key to live by. Thus, they do what seems good to each individual or to their peers as per their own individual understanding.

Has not the Almighty shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom? Over & over we see the proof of our Father/Creator’s unfathomable wisdom to no avail. So far, I have been quoting the Scriptures as I am led to expose these matters but, perhaps to link the Scriptural references spoken & engraved in my being by the power of love from on high is a better way. psalms-37-psalms-46-and-2-chronicles-20-be-still

To conclude, What it means to be present?

Ha! The remembrance of those empty days of folly came. My gratitude for my present days of wisdom remains steady. I concluded, “You are my portion. You are my Present, Past, and Future. I live in the Present in Your Presence. No need for empty celebrations to satisfy the lusts of the flesh.

Constant celebration. Joy inexplicable. Future & past have all faded fast. To Be Present? Quit My Obsession To Look Good! Genuine Better Than Good. Genuine Equals Perfect. Present in Your Presence is the reality of my now life.
Yes, 2017 is here for me presently. It’s a new life that has already begun! O yes! I can now forever rest underneath the everlasting arms!

Therefore, I am free from all worries & concerns of this world’s affairs. I will now publish these musings. I know this is the right time. His time for me to post.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Musing. 2017 Is Here. To Be Present? Quit My Obsession To Look Good! Genuine Better Than Good. Genuine Equals Perfect. …

 

The Reality Of Being Genuine. It Is Not Fun Nor Funny. Strength & Power? Yes! That’s What It Takes.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, December 30, 2016 at 6:32 pm

I am exhausted. Been re-arranging again. The glare in my computer screen prevented me to read it. I had to do something. It’s working for now. Will record when I wake up next. I slept until around 3 am but, had to clean up.

Saturday, December 31, 2016 at 9:16 am
Just now I finished all chores. I spent a very restless night. I was not feeling well. I have been indulging eating things not in benefit for my health. Eating has become a problem. For everywhere I turn eating is the welcome thing in the world. Unfortunately for me, I cannot eat what the world has to offer without suffering the consequences.

One more hurdle to overcome. Fortunately, You have overcome the world for me. So I sense power to fast to detox my body. Then, I know You will empower me to overcome the eating hurdle without stumbling anybody. What am I talking about?

I am talking about being genuine. It is really easy to use other people’s customs & hospitable ways to indulge ourselves. Sweets are the welcome sign of love everywhere in the world. Sweets as well as traditional food. I love & pride myself in enjoying the welcome from the locals. I also love sweets. So? I indulge seemingly to be polite.

The truth? It is not about ‘polite’. Sweets or sugar are for me an addiction. I know sweets or sugar is the worst poison for our bodies, but! Once I have one sweet is like nonstop sweets. It is confusing to others. One day I am super healthy preacher with the do & don’t eat this or that. Next day? I am behaving like a veritable glutton.
This time? I know You are taken care of this addiction of mine for good. What makes me so sure?

O my Father—O Father of mine? There is no ending to the ways You lead & teach me all things for my benefit and the benefit of others. Thus, I am sure this time this addiction of mine will be no more! For You are in control of every minute detail of my doings. You quicken me on the spot what I need to do. I am to fast for the ten days that take to detox my body.

I know by past experience, the tremendous benefits of fasting not only for health but also to cast out the demons that get a hold of our bodies at the drop of a hat but! I also know it is not the actual fast that matters. What matters is one’s motives. Am I fasting only to please my ego? Am I fasting only to show off? Or, am I fasting under the leading & power of Your Set-Apart Spirit for nobler reasons other than just to please my egoic nature? That’s the gist of the matter.

Saturday, December 31, 2016 at 11:31 am
Thanks, my Father! O my Father—O Father of mine? I am already feeling better. Just to know You are in control of my being and my life makes a world of difference. What it means to be present?

Saturday, December 31, 2016 at 10:12 pm

The question at 11:31 am. The answer not until I was settling in under my covers around 10 pm. What was I musing as I got under my covers? Musing about the world’s New Year’s upheaval. Thinking about my past consumed in that world’s affair. Musing. Beginning with exuberant claims for a new future better than the present. Ending with the answer to my question, What it means to be present?

Ha! The remembrance of those empty days of folly came. My gratitude for my present days of wisdom remains steady. I concluded, “You are my portion. You are my Present, Past, and Future. I live in the Present in Your Presence. No need for empty celebrations to satisfy the lusts of the flesh. Constant celebration. Joy inexplicable. Future & past have all faded fast. Present in Your Presence is the reality of my now life. Yes, 2017 is here for me presently. It’s a new life that has already begun! O yes! I can now get back under my covers. I can now rest underneath the everlasting arms!

Sunday, January 1, 2017at 2:43 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? Present in Your Presence I can now breathe and live. The future or the past have all faded fast. A new year has begun. The new beginning. New life platform You have designed for me. Not a wishful thought but! Hope for the sure things not yet seen by any human being.

I am on top of Your mountain enjoying Your Presence. Whether is gloom or glee in the midst of me? Let it be it does not concern or affect me but! You? You are working it altogether to restore Your children to the original state of their creation.

Sunday, January 1, 2017 at 12:35 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? Musing. The reality of being genuine. It is not fun nor funny. Strength & power? Yes! That’s what it takes. You know it my Father. Three days ago I put up several questions to You: “Father, is it time for me to go? Where am I to go my Father? The dreadful time is at the door for what is happening with the kings of this earth. Their aim to destroy Jerusalem is about to flourish. There is only one way out. Repentance. Otherwise? I tremble for all unrepentant ones.

Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? Three days ago I was imagining all kinds of evil about Ahmad’s absence. Today, I am not imagining. Today is the first day of the year 2017 accordingly to this world’s calendar. I am musing not imagining. Deep in thought in all You are & have been doing in my life. Even so, sadness invades my being. I wish I could cry.

No, I am not depressed. I am not angry nor disgusted. You know that my Father. Only on this especial day for people in general, I sense in my heart a deep sadness. A sadness too deep to describe. I am sensing Your sadness. Why not? Why not?

Just to muse about all happenings between 1985—2007—2016 makes me sober. Nine years in this region of the world. Thirty one years altogether since You began my transformation. Everything has been recorded. Numerous souls touched by those records. My children and close friends remain un-touched. Not unlike Your children and chosen ones.

Even so, though You shed tears as You move me to do myself, there is hope. There is always hope. Why? Because, though You shed tears to see Your children happily marching to their inevitable doom…Behold! Your power of love from on high.

Your power of love from on high keeps & sustains me. No matter what? No matter who? I will sit still and wait for Your deliverance as per Your instructions. Psalms 37, Psalms 46:9-11, and 2 Chronicles 20:17 tells me exactly what it is; what will be; and who am I? Psalms 37 Psalms 46 and 2 Chronicles 20 Be still

I am aware of the wisdom of human kind. The wise man (the philosopher). The scribe (the scholar). The investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age. They claim there is no heaven or hell or Satan. No right or wrong. No need to look up to the Creator. No mention of the Ten Words written in stones. Though they quote selected Scriptures to prove their teachings, they do not believe the Scriptures.

Of course, the Scriptures cannot be understood by the human mind but! For the most, all religions do not believe that. For the most they consider ‘Knowledge” to be essential. For the most knowledge, understanding or the human mind are the key to live by. Thus, they do what seems good to each individual or to their peers as per their own individual understanding.

Has not the Almighty shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom? Over & over we see the proof of our Father/Creator’s unfathomable wisdom to no avail. So far, I have been quoting the Scriptures as I am led to expose these matters but, perhaps to link the Scriptural references spoken & engraved in my being by the power of love from on high is a better way. Psalms 37 Psalms 46 and 2 Chronicles 20 Be still

To conclude, What it means to be present?

Ha! The remembrance of those empty days of folly came. My gratitude for my present days of wisdom remains steady. I concluded, “You are my portion. You are my Present, Past, and Future. I live in the Present in Your Presence. No need for empty celebrations to satisfy the lusts of the flesh.

Constant celebration. Joy inexplicable. Future & past have all faded fast. To Be Present? Quit My Obsession To Look Good! Genuine Better Than Good. Genuine Equals Perfect. Present in Your Presence is the reality of my now life.
Yes, 2017 is here for me presently. It’s a new life that has already begun! O yes! I can now forever rest underneath the everlasting arms!

Therefore, I am free from all worries & concerns of this world’s affairs. I will now publish these musings. I know this is the right time. His time for me to post.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.