In Gloom Or In Glee You Are With Me …

Hahaha! Let laughter explode at the sight of hope for “Poor Basilia”. Perhaps at the sight of “Poor you”! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Dear & beloved children, friends, brothers & sisters in the spirit and by the Spirit,
It is not by chance we are acquainted with each other. I am not a preacher nor I intent to preach. I come to you with my heart replete with the power of love from on high. This love is the powerful glue that shall bind us all for eternal bliss.

In this season of glee & national euphoria in the USA, I come to you with a message seemingly of gloom at first sight but! Not all things are as they seem to be. The message is in fact a message of eternal glee; a message to avail us when the glee & euphoria is not anymore among us to be found. Read on. Let the subtle beauty in the content of this message permeate your being.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, November 15, 2016 at 12:16 am

“Poor Basilia.” Almost daily do I hear. “Poor Basilia my foot!” I, in rage defend & retaliate in high voice proclaiming, “The poor one is you, dumb thing that you are! Get out of my sight before I smack you a blow of death!” Hahaha! Comes the sound of laughter at my own expense—the expense of my natural & carnal nature.

Not two ways about it. I got to live bearing the cross. The cross? What on earth am I talking about. Hahaha! Never thought about it before. Never really understood those dark sayings in the written Scriptures. I now laugh at my own stupid assumption. For I thought my cross to be anyone of my dislike. Never thought the cross to be, my own natural & carnal me!

In gloom or in glee You are with me. I am not alone, O my Father—O Father of mine. In sickness or in health until death do us part. Indeed! Only death can separate us. Death? Yes, the second death should I choose my lower life instead of You.

What would I do should You choose to give me riches & fame to satisfy the lust of my carnal self? I dare not to think about it. I pause. I reflect on Your past doings. On the past doings of Your people including King David & King Solomon. All is written for examples unto us to refrain from acting likewise.

Tuesday, November 15, 2016 at 6:56 am
Yes, yes, without a shadow of a doubt, O my Father—O Father of mine, In gloom or in glee You are with me. Why did I not think of that before? Because of that natural & carnal mind ingrained within my being even before my birth.

Indeed! That natural & carnal mind of my birth is my worst enemy but! Not per the general consent. In the general consent the natural & carnal mind must be cultivated. It must be elevated to the max. Cultivate & elevate? Imperative to obtain whatever status quo the human wishes to attain & retain. Such is the fact to be exact.

Conclusion. This ‘Poor Basilia’? Watch out! Continue to follow this saga. Right now, this ‘Poor Basilia’ is intent in the picking brain business. Intent in picking the brains of the most successful & respected human beings in this world. This brain picking? It is not working! Why? O ‘Poor Basilia’! “Poor Basilia?” That’s me! Who called my name?
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia. Hope for your visit in the next post. :-)

How I Became A Genuine Human Being …

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Saturday, November 12, 2016 at 1:24 pm
First of all, I talk to my Father. He talks to me. Or? Is it the other way around? Sometimes in my most pious long gone days, I would be going on with my perennial litany: “Make me into what You want me to be.” Suddenly! I heard,

“What is it My child that you want Me to make you into? I already made you a human being. Go! Be a genuine human being! Renounce that distasteful hypocrisy of yours! Why do you want to be super good? Is it not for your own selfish gain?”

Ha! Now You tell me! Okay! I’ll be but! How can I be ‘genuine’? I rack my brains trying to be. Only to find out I am not! It does not make sense, O my Father—O Father of mine! I have no clarity. I have no competence. I have no confidence. O! my doom for sure! Or? Am I talking or writing nonsense?

“Yeah, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, for sure you just recorded seven sentences of nonsense! Clarity. Competence. Confidence? I have handed it all to you in the silver platter of the power of My love from on high. So, quit your nonsense. Go on with the task I have assigned on to you.”

Since that day, I am genuine. I make no bones or pretensions about a goodness that is not my own. A goodness that only stems from my carnal mind or volatile emotions. If I am angry? I do not grin & bear. Instead, I vent out my anger and let it go! If I am glad, I vent out such feeling as well.

Then? I close my doors and weep in agony of my ill manners! Not to be able to control your temper or your euphoric feelings? Totally humiliating! Go figure it!

But, that what it takes to be genuine! There is no need for the insidious quest for self-improvement. The carnal self is beyond improvement. Either one is genuine or coated with the layer of self-improvement—a layer with no intrinsic value. Of course, by nature? We call evil good and good evil. Go figure that as well. ONLY by the power of love from on high we can have the courage to be genuine.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Good News! Really?

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 12:08 am
Sleep is overtaking me. Well, nowadays sleep is my thing. I slept until around 4:30 am. Been checking emails & comments. Now back to my task.

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 6:43 am
My week is starting with a bang of assertiveness. Where does my help come from? My help does not come from the hills of the human mind. My help comes from the Mighty Presence of my Father/Creator within my heart. O my Father—O Father of mine, where am I going? I know I need to continue putting together ‘The Harvest Today’ but, I keep getting distracted with other things. Perhaps now is the time? I’ll see.

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 11:41 am
O my Father—O Father of mine, where are You? The daily re-run of nothingness is getting to me. Not only to me. Is getting to everyone else. We are all suffering the consequences of our own selfishness. No two ways about it. There is no peace for the wicked nature within our beings.

Constant struggle to survive. Constant struggle period. I beseech You, bring me back into Your rest. Here is my dilemma, to sit & wait while my loved ones get further away from me? How long, my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine, how long am I to wait?

What is it going to take for me to set my gaze on You. How long is it going to be for me to see Your Deliverance?

Of course, there are the ones that do not struggle with such matters. Even so, the struggling of humanity affects all living souls. No two ways about it.

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 3:07 pm
Good News! Yeap! Good News! There is no need for us to worry about anything much less worry about things beyond our conceptions. You know what? That sounds preachy but, if I am preaching it is to my own self that I am doing so. Please bear with me.

I am up here, in my roof apartment of my dreams, 4 floors from the ground floor. Surrounded by lively greenery. Books, pens along all kinds of trinkets I could use for whatever. At the moment I am enjoying a delicious fruity mixture hot drink. I am blessed with a powerful desktop computer & printer. All things ingeniously placed within my reach. My bed is right behind my desk. Soon as my eyelids begin to close I simply get up. I walk a couple of steps. I crawl under my velvet blankets. Ah! Thanks, my Father, how good You are to me. Sweet sound sleep takes over me.

On waking up, hum! Where is all that beauty of a moment ago? Need this. Need that. Where is Ahmad? Perhaps an email? Nothing! Father! Father! O my Father—O Father of mine, what is happening to me?

We cannot change eternity. We cannot change the Ever Existent One. No matter what are our religious or secular beliefs, our opinions, our philosophies, our concepts, our theories, conclusions & resolutions about all things in the whole Universe, no matter. We still have to wrestle with our own selves. With our churning minds. With our volatile feelings.

Ah but! There is hope. There is always hope in the power of love from on high. Whether gloom or glee, the power of love from on high is right there, as close to me as the heart that pumps the blood in my body for me to breathe & live. The power of love has never fail me. The power of love from on high will never fail thee. That’s the ‘Good News’!
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Good News! Really?

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 12:08 am
Sleep is overtaking me. Well, nowadays sleep is my thing. I slept until around 4:30 am. Been checking emails & comments. Now back to my task.

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 6:43 am
My week is starting with a bang of assertiveness. Where does my help come from? My help does not come from the hills of the human mind. My help comes from the Mighty Presence of my Father/Creator within my heart. O my Father—O Father of mine, where am I going? I know I need to continue putting together ‘The Harvest Today’ but, I keep getting distracted with other things. Perhaps now is the time? I’ll see.

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 11:41 am
O my Father—O Father of mine, where are You? The daily re-run of nothingness is getting to me. Not only to me. Is getting to everyone else. We are all suffering the consequences of our own selfishness. No two ways about it. There is no peace for the wicked nature within our beings.

Constant struggle to survive. Constant struggle period. I beseech You, bring me back into Your rest. Here is my dilemma, to sit & wait while my loved ones get further away from me? How long, my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine, how long am I to wait?

What is it going to take for me to set my gaze on You. How long is it going to be for me to see Your Deliverance?

Of course, there are the ones that do not struggle with such matters. Even so, the struggling of humanity affects all living souls. No two ways about it.

Monday, November 7, 2016 at 3:07 pm
Good News! Yeap! Good News! There is no need for us to worry about anything much less worry about things beyond our conceptions. You know what? That sounds preachy but, if I am preaching it is to my own self that I am doing so. Please bear with me.

I am up here, in my roof apartment of my dreams, 4 floors from the ground floor. Surrounded by lively greenery. Books, pens along all kinds of trinkets I could use for whatever. At the moment I am enjoying a delicious fruity mixture hot drink. I am blessed with a powerful desktop computer & printer. All things ingeniously placed within my reach. My bed is right behind my desk. Soon as my eyelids begin to close I simply get up. I walk a couple of steps. I crawl under my velvet blankets. Ah! Thanks, my Father, how good You are to me. Sweet sound sleep takes over me.

On waking up, hum! Where is all that beauty of a moment ago? Need this. Need that. Where is Ahmad? Perhaps an email? Nothing! Father! Father! O my Father—O Father of mine, what is happening to me?

We cannot change eternity. We cannot change the Ever Existent One. No matter what are our religious or secular beliefs, our opinions, our philosophies, our concepts, our theories, conclusions & resolutions about all things in the whole Universe, no matter. We still have to wrestle with our own selves. With our churning minds. With our volatile feelings.

Ah but! There is hope. There is always hope in the power of love from on high. Whether gloom or glee, the power of love from on high is right there, as close to me as the heart that pumps the blood in my body for me to breathe & live. The power of love has never fail me. The power of love from on high will never fail thee. That’s the ‘Good News’!
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

To Introduce Myself AGAIN. LOL. Need to Avoid Confusion About My Genre Or Whatever Is Called What I Write About…

Taking Adam Gouge’s course. One Introduction to the group…

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Sunday, November 6, 2016 at 6:30 pm
Hello everyone!
Who wants to be my friend? I know my genre or whatever is called what I write about, is different. I also know that it fits quite well in what I see it is called Mental Health. Mental Insanity. Who is not affected by the mental insanity in this troubled world?

I have been blessed with ‘mental insanity’ most of my life. Still, some days? I question the fact that I have overcome the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels! Lol it’s a daily battle but! Overcoming I remain. After each battle? I emerge ten-fold stronger.

Conclusion of A Message to Impact the World of Insanity. Part 1

Then I dropped the bomb on my children. “You are insane!” some of them retorted and quit their mom. They had had enough of my crazy whims and mental insanity but, this was not insanity nor a whim after all. Years later it has proven it not to be so.

To conclude, for the record, it is now Thursday, October 20, 2016. Tomorrow will mark 30 years since October 21, 1986. That is another remarkable date in my journey of life in the Presence of my Father/Creator. That was the date when Father marked me as a writer to honor His name.

The honor of our Father/Creator’s name. what does that mean? A mouth full of misunderstanding but, not outside of the Father/Creator’s control & dominion & knowledge. His wisdom is unfathomable. That will be the subject for subsequent posts on this line. Why?

What the honor of the Father/Creator’s name got to do with mental insanity? The answer to that question gives way to the Innovative Approach to Mental Health that needs to be proclaim to the whole world if there is to be any hope to restore our sanity to avail us for eternity.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

To Introduce Myself AGAIN. LOL. Need to Avoid Confusion About My Genre Or Whatever Is Called What I Write About…

Taking Adam Gouge’s course. One Introduction to the group…

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Sunday, November 6, 2016 at 6:30 pm
Hello everyone!
Who wants to be my friend? I know my genre or whatever is called what I write about, is different. I also know that it fits quite well in what I see it is called Mental Health. Mental Insanity. Who is not affected by the mental insanity in this troubled world?

I have been blessed with ‘mental insanity’ most of my life. Still, some days? I question the fact that I have overcome the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels! Lol it’s a daily battle but! Overcoming I remain. After each battle? I emerge ten-fold stronger.

Conclusion of A Message to Impact the World of Insanity. Part 1

Then I dropped the bomb on my children. “You are insane!” some of them retorted and quit their mom. They had had enough of my crazy whims and mental insanity but, this was not insanity nor a whim after all. Years later it has proven it not to be so.

To conclude, for the record, it is now Thursday, October 20, 2016. Tomorrow will mark 30 years since October 21, 1986. That is another remarkable date in my journey of life in the Presence of my Father/Creator. That was the date when Father marked me as a writer to honor His name.

The honor of our Father/Creator’s name. what does that mean? A mouth full of misunderstanding but, not outside of the Father/Creator’s control & dominion & knowledge. His wisdom is unfathomable. That will be the subject for subsequent posts on this line. Why?

What the honor of the Father/Creator’s name got to do with mental insanity? The answer to that question gives way to the Innovative Approach to Mental Health that needs to be proclaim to the whole world if there is to be any hope to restore our sanity to avail us for eternity.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Do I Talk Too Much Or Is It Our Father/Creator The One Talking To Us? …

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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, November 4, 2016 at 1:22 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? I talk too much. Everybody wants to talk. Not everybody wants to listen and profit from my much talking. Perhaps, O my Father—O Father of mine, perhaps it is the same with You? You talk to us. In many, many ways & situations, You talk to us. Regardless, we remain oblivious to Your words.
We call on You, we talk to You. Talk, talk, & talk some more but, hardly anyone wants to listen and profit by Your much talking. Perhaps it is time for me to shut up. Perhaps that is what You do. For there is a time when You no longer talk to us. There is a time when You remain silent.
Perhaps there is a time when You let us talk, talk, & talk about nothing of intrinsic value until we exhaust all words, rather until we come to realize the futility of all our empty talk and become silent.
O but that blessed moment to come to pass. I know now what is the purpose for Your silence when it comes to yours truly. I am now exhausted. I have no more strength to talk. Your children are not able to listen. There is no need for my much talking any more.
Friday, November 4, 2016 at 4:29 am
O my Father—O Father of mine, no need for my much talking anymore? What now my Father? How can I keep quiet? How can I hold the immense treasure within my heart and not share it? I will sleep now. I will wait to hear what am I to do next.
Friday, November 4, 2016 at 7:42 am

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause. Reflect on the matter at hand. Have I not set you at the entrance of the narrow gate to enter My Kingdom? Have I not placed in your path young & old hungry to hear your much talking?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause. Reflect. Have I not given you a son to take care of you until the time of your Messiah’s return? Did I not set Adeeb in your path for Adeeb to experience My Presence in your heart? Did I not set you in Adeeb’s path for My purpose to impact so many lives with the death of a righteous man?
What is next for you? What is next for My children within your reach? Hear, listen, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Hear & listen, the platform is built to deliver this message to the leaders of My flock on to each follower of such leaders. Now, is time for you to go back to sit still, to be quiet for a few weeks while My children digest the much talking you have been doing for most of your life.
Thus, I will build My Tribe to surpass all human’s tribes, all human groups, all human religious organizations. I will build My Tribe. I will build the congregation of My children. I will be their Loving Father. There will be no more sorrow. No more separations. No more disgruntled groups. No more confusion. No more illness of any kind. No more disagreements. No more disappointments. No more idleness. No more empty talk. No more greed. No more arrogance. No more ignorance. No more work by the sweat of the brow.
Instead of the sweat of the brow, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, all the ones I have placed within your reach either in person, by physical contact or through the waves of the Internet, all the ones in your reach will be My jewels, My especial possession. I will be their Father, their Loving Father to cherish and protect them always. They will be My loving, obedient children, loving and attentive each to My voice and direction for their individual journey while they remain in this world in wait for My Son’s return.
Instead of the sweat of the brow or the stress of their frantic efforts to survive causing them all kinds of illnesses and miserable painful conditions, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, My children shall be empowered to keep the First and most important of all commandments. Indeed, My words to bless your keeping of the most important commandment shall not be in vain.
Furthermore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! I have given to you the spirit of Rachel. Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament. Thus My words addressing Rachel applies to you at this point and time of the age of mankind. Those words are written,
Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.
Therefore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Pause. Reflect and Rejoice. For I am empowering you to sit still while you see My deliverance, even Yahushua take His rightful place in the hearts of My children.

Until the next post, His love in my heart for all remains, thiaBasilia.

Do I Talk Too Much Or Is It Our Father/Creator The One Talking To Us? …

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, November 4, 2016 at 1:22 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? I talk too much. Everybody wants to talk. Not everybody wants to listen and profit from my much talking. Perhaps, O my Father—O Father of mine, perhaps it is the same with You? You talk to us. In many, many ways & situations, You talk to us. Regardless, we remain oblivious to Your words.
We call on You, we talk to You. Talk, talk, & talk some more but, hardly anyone wants to listen and profit by Your much talking. Perhaps it is time for me to shut up. Perhaps that is what You do. For there is a time when You no longer talk to us. There is a time when You remain silent.
Perhaps there is a time when You let us talk, talk, & talk about nothing of intrinsic value until we exhaust all words, rather until we come to realize the futility of all our empty talk and become silent.
O but that blessed moment to come to pass. I know now what is the purpose for Your silence when it comes to yours truly. I am now exhausted. I have no more strength to talk. Your children are not able to listen. There is no need for my much talking any more.
Friday, November 4, 2016 at 4:29 am
O my Father—O Father of mine, no need for my much talking anymore? What now my Father? How can I keep quiet? How can I hold the immense treasure within my heart and not share it? I will sleep now. I will wait to hear what am I to do next.
Friday, November 4, 2016 at 7:42 am

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause. Reflect on the matter at hand. Have I not set you at the entrance of the narrow gate to enter My Kingdom? Have I not placed in your path young & old hungry to hear your much talking?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause. Reflect. Have I not given you a son to take care of you until the time of your Messiah’s return? Did I not set Adeeb in your path for Adeeb to experience My Presence in your heart? Did I not set you in Adeeb’s path for My purpose to impact so many lives with the death of a righteous man?
What is next for you? What is next for My children within your reach? Hear, listen, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Hear & listen, the platform is built to deliver this message to the leaders of My flock on to each follower of such leaders. Now, is time for you to go back to sit still, to be quiet for a few weeks while My children digest the much talking you have been doing for most of your life.
Thus, I will build My Tribe to surpass all human’s tribes, all human groups, all human religious organizations. I will build My Tribe. I will build the congregation of My children. I will be their Loving Father. There will be no more sorrow. No more separations. No more disgruntled groups. No more confusion. No more illness of any kind. No more disagreements. No more disappointments. No more idleness. No more empty talk. No more greed. No more arrogance. No more ignorance. No more work by the sweat of the brow.
Instead of the sweat of the brow, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, all the ones I have placed within your reach either in person, by physical contact or through the waves of the Internet, all the ones in your reach will be My jewels, My especial possession. I will be their Father, their Loving Father to cherish and protect them always. They will be My loving, obedient children, loving and attentive each to My voice and direction for their individual journey while they remain in this world in wait for My Son’s return.
Instead of the sweat of the brow or the stress of their frantic efforts to survive causing them all kinds of illnesses and miserable painful conditions, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, My children shall be empowered to keep the First and most important of all commandments. Indeed, My words to bless your keeping of the most important commandment shall not be in vain.
Furthermore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! I have given to you the spirit of Rachel. Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament. Thus My words addressing Rachel applies to you at this point and time of the age of mankind. Those words are written,
Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.
Therefore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Pause. Reflect and Rejoice. For I am empowering you to sit still while you see My deliverance, even Yahushua take His rightful place in the hearts of My children.

Until the next post, His love in my heart for all remains, thiaBasilia.