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No Longer Set on My Beliefs To My Credit …

No Longer Set on My Beliefs To My Credit …

Can You Believe It? …

Anyhow? That’s My Reality to Begin 2024 …

  • Monday, January 1, 2024, at 4:44 am.

How appropriate! I don’t believe in numbers, but I pay attention to the Author of the numbers recorded in the Bible and appearing to me often enough at the appropriate times. As I began to record a moment ago, my eyes sat on the hour at 4:44 am. The meaning of number 444 is without a doubt a confirmation of what I just posted. Coincidence? Perhaps that is what it is in the human’s mind, but!

My Human’s Mind Is Unreliable …

That has been my discovery for quite some time, but it is only in the past year that this matter has been confirmed to me to the point that I cannot any longer rely on my human mind. For it has been a shocking matter to discover that practically all stored information has been misinterpreted by my human mind. No kidding! Even so, the whole issue is under the control of the Master of my being.

  • Therefore? No regrets. No fears. No worries. Instead?
  • Courage to state what I am inspired to state about the truth to set us free in an inoffensive way.

About My Goals …

What are ‘my goals’? From the beginning my goal was to make piles of money to eliminate poverty in this world, what a joke! Time! There is humor in the course of time, no doubt about it. Of course, time & timing sense of humor march together determinate to knock some sense into our nonsensical cranial cavities.

  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 5:48 am.
  • The 2nd day in 2024.
  • What’s the meaning of 2024?

Number 2024 Meaning: Listen to The Inner Voice …

This is my prayer now more than ever before. So many wonderful things are developing in our midst! It’s most important to me to continue listening to the inner voice within my being, specially at the times of illness & discouragement. Yesterday was one of those times, but? After midnight things turned to announcing health & riches coming my way.

What Am I To Make Out of All These Happenings …

I am still not feeling well. Fear & doubt somewhat lingering dragged me down. I have all the means to be what I meant to be, yet? My body is not responding giving way to doubt and fear that is all a pie in the sky. Time for a break. I cannot sit here feeling the way I am feeling. Something has to change for the best of that, I am sure.

  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 8:44 am.
  • Humor instead of anger, why not?
  • Right now, I don’t feel a bit humorous.
  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 9:16 am.
  • But I decided to pull up some jokes to cheer me up.
  • It did not work.
  • It’s now Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 11:24 am.
  • I am still in a funk.
  • I have not hear from anyone which makes me feel worse.
  • But then Diana called to invite me to lunch.
  • Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 2:14 pm.
  • Back from lunch.
  • Still in the funk.
  • All seems hopeless right now.
  • I am beginning to see the cause of it all has to do with my perspective.
  • I need Your help Almighty Yahuwah!
  • Unless You come through for me there is no one nor any way that I can overcome this moment of anguish.
  • Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.
  • It’s now Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 5:25 pm.
  • I will head for bed now with good thoughts in my mind.
  • Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 2:09 am.
  • Getting up for a bit perhaps go back to bed after a while.
  • I have all the means to conquer myself and accept the change from my past failures to the present triumphs.
  • For by the power invested upon me I aim to conquer the fear, the dread and great trembling after I had come among my loved ones a year ago.

Quoting The Scriptures To Conquer My Dread …

Paraphrased:

And my language and my message were not set forth in persuasive (enticing and plausible) words of wisdom, but they were in demonstration of the Almighty Spirit and power a proof by the Spirit and power of God, operating on me to give witness of the Presence of Yahushua within me. Whether my testimony has had any impact is not for me to worry about. Instead, I resolved to know nothing (to be acquainted with nothing, to make a display of the knowledge of nothing, and to be conscious of nothing) among my people except Yahushua the Messiah and Him crucified.

Hopefully, by the hearing of my testimony their faith might not rest in the wisdom of men (human philosophy), but in the power of God, as per 2 Corinthians 2:1-5.

NOW FAITH is the assurance (the confirmation, the title deed) of the things we hope for, being the proof of things we do not see and the conviction of their reality faith perceiving as real fact what is not revealed to the senses, as per Hebrews 11:1.

(5)  Also when [the old] are afraid of danger from that which is high, and fears are in the way, and the almond tree [their white hair] blooms, and the grasshopper [a little thing] is a burden, and desire and appetite fail, because man goes to his everlasting home and the mourners go about the streets or marketplaces. [Job_17:13]

(6)  [Remember your Creator earnestly now] before the silver cord [of life] is snapped apart, or the golden bowl is broken, or the pitcher is broken at the fountain, or the wheel broken at the cistern [and the whole circulatory system of the blood ceases to function];

(7)  Then shall the dust [out of which God made man’s body] return to the earth as it was, and the spirit shall return to God Who gave it.

(8)  Vapor of vapors and futility of futilities, says the Preacher. All is futility (emptiness, falsity, vainglory, and transitoriness)!

(9)  And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.

(10)  The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.

(11)  The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]

(12)  But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

(13)  All has been heard; the end of the matter is: Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments, for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of God’s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun] and the whole [duty] for every man.

(14)  For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. Ecclesiastes 12:5-14. End of quotes.

In Conclusion, What Is It That I Am Dreading? …

Ha! I am dreading the quoting of Scriptures might turn people away setting me as another religious fake. Wow! There it is! The fear shocking the life of me. No wonder I am so miserably sick! All I have to do now is to hope in You Almighty Yahuwah, Master of my being. My hope in You is my lifeline. I wait, confident that You are working all things as You intend all things to fit together for our good.

  • It is now 4:50 am on Wednesday, January 3, 2024.
  • I am cold.
  • Heading for bed to warm up perhaps I fall asleep.
  • Up again on Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 7:50 am.
  • It’s now 10:16 am on Wednesday, January 3, 2024, things are progressing.
  • I am no longer confessing how bad I feel.
  • I am doing so.
  • I am concentrating on the fact that I am doing well despite my bad feelings.

What’s The Sense to The Continuous Checking Things Out …

Perhaps that is my futile attempt to understand. But! I do not need to understand if I am to live by faith as it is written. Time to let go of the old and concentrate on enjoying the new. What a wonderful thought to avail me for the rest of my days.  It’s written:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

(11)  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end. End of quote.

Learning To Laugh at Myself Despite Pain & The Rain as It Is All In Vain …

Fun message in 2024. Humor instead of anger. Red hat: reminder I love you. And the apron? Reminder to work on myself! It’s now Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 2:00 pm. Graphic to illustrate complete. Time for a break.

  • It’s now Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 7:05 pm.
  • I have succeeded in baking my chicken tights & legs.
  • I enjoyed a piece but now I am sleepy, I shall head to bed.
  • Slept until 1:30 am on Thursday, January 4, 2024.
  • Got up since I could not sleep anymore.
  • I have been putting my cooking away.
  • It’s now Thursday, January 4, 2024, at 3:15 am.
  • Ready to close and post this record.

Until the next post, lov, thia.

Beginning Again? O Well! Bless My Heart …

Figure 1I am not ashamed of quoting the Bible because I am watching it coming to pass exactly as it is written. The following quote clearly tells us what is to come at the end of the miserable times we have been experiencing up until now.

Plot: The Antagonist Innate Self Of Mine …

Let see if I can correct the situation with the viewing of the posts. First of all, the former website: http://www.thia-basilia.com/ has been deleted so all posts in that site cannot be found but nothing is lost because the posts can be found in  https://atomic-temporary-48388854.wpcomstaging.com so, that’s the site to click. Then, sometimes I get a bunch of likes in a post but, in the next post? No likes to my disappointment. Well? Guess what? Immediately the vindictive self of mine judge the readers DONT like the post! O me! Today? I found out the fault is my own in a way because I live in another world and when I come back to this world of human beings I am not all there, so? I forget what I am supposed to do in order for the post to be read. Therefore, the post does not appear in the site and it takes me some time to investigate the situation. Bless my heart. The matter is now corrected, hopefully? All readers can get curious to find out what really is my? Whatever in this most unusual site.

Fear Again Knocking At My Door …

Dreamed of eating Covid 19 infected apples out of all things. It took a bit to reason out the matter. Only a threat in a dream. How in heavens can I be infected with such virus? I have been suffering with muscle pain all my life way before the pandemic came about. O well!

  • Monday, March 20, 2023, at 3:09 am.

Triumphally Going On …

A cup of strong coffee loaded with cinnamon the pain? Gone! It is written, ‘Psalms 91:1 HE WHO dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand].’ Finally, the Almighty Creator—the Great I Am has completed His work within my being. Psalms 91 is indelible forever ingrained within my being.

Now? Rejoicing In My Infirmities …

Indeed! No need to panic, to run to the doctor or to the lab for testing. My help comes from the Almighty Creator—the Great I Am, Who made heaven and earth as it is written in Psalms 121. That’s all to begin this day.

  • Monday, March 20, 2023, at 10:00 pm, bed.
  • Up around 4:30 am on Tuesday, March 21, 2023.
  • Tuesday, March 21, 2023, at 5:31 am.

For the new as well as for all readers following this site …

Entering the portal of an interesting journey of life expressed in this most unusual SITE—Welcome!

Entering the portal of an interesting journey of life expressed in this most unusual journal—to say the least the thoughts expressed in this SITE will intrigue you—indeed! Hopefully such thoughts will quicken your desire to arise over all the adversities in your world by the unseeing power of our Creator as it happened to the author!

Opposition & Controversy! Why bother with this matter?

Why the thoughts expressed in this SITE should intrigue you? For the simple reason that these thoughts are totally opposed to the thoughts of the great majority who happens to read them; for these thoughts or concerns do not come from my human understanding. Indeed! I have a hard time understanding such thoughts that I must record! But I am compelled record them and record them I must in spite of the humongous opposition & controversy about everything that it’s written so far.

Yes, I know I do not make sense at first sight, but as my story develops in this SITE the whole purpose for relating my story will come clear to all and the thoughts or concerns recorded will become the reader’s own thoughts. Of that I’m sure otherwise I won’t be bothered with this whole project!

What’s the project? …

I am committed to put together a series of books beginning with my autobiography that was published in May 2005, a very tedious work. It will be a while before I complete the project. Therefore, I invite you dear reader to check the posts already published at random, whatever head line pops to your attention. Take notice: the former website: http://www.thia-basilia.com/ has been deleted so all posts in that site cannot be found but nothing is lost because the posts can be found in  https://atomic-temporary-48388854.wpcomstaging.com so, that’s the site to click.

thiaBasilia Recording

To be or not to be in Blogging 101?

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
Thursday, January 15, 2015 at 3:55 am
Father, I am dumb found because what happened to a fellow blogger in Blogging 101—they cancelled his account thus he is banned from posting for the simple reason that too many were following his articles.
It is certainly depressing to see the ways of the world. For I believe that the real reason for this action from the authorities stems from the fact that this blogger was helping us to understand what really is behind all of this net of blogs and bloggers.
Thus great number of bloggers flocked to his site enough to break the rules somehow. I do not understand much about all of this but, I won’t be surprised if they find a reason to ban me as well for one reason or another!
But, You know all about it and You have warned us that all of these and worse things yet will take place! And You promised to shorten these days for the sake of the elect!
Furthermore, I am wondering my Father if perhaps my time in this Blogging 101 is over? I will now write a post about who are my dream readers? How many more posts can I post? That is the question at hand!
Thursday, January 15, 2015 at 6:03 am
O my Father, here I am ready to write that post, I hope! You know that I mean to write about my dream readers, but, the situation with my blogger friend has side tracked me!
Even so, I am not a quitter! I am a trooper! I will not let fear & doubt daunt my enthusiasm about Blogging 101. I will remain posting until my Father sees fit for me to quit!
Now, about my dream reader? Who is my dream reader? Anyone that can read beyond my first paragraph and tell me, “You are writing my thoughts!” Or whoever can tell me, “You have blessed me!” “You have made my day!”
Alright, let’s go one step ahead, Who is not my dream reader? By all means! I do not need any corrector of what many consider to be ‘my ways’!
That’s number one! Number two: I do not any interpreters or teachers of the Scriptures misnomer the Bible! I now have the Teacher leading & directing by all practical purposes!
All that said, I have to confess that in this Blogging 101 I have found several of my dream readers and I am delighted about such miracle in my present moment of time!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia