What Is To Happen Is Really, Really Happening NOW! …
Food For Thought—The Man Is Incomplete Without The Woman …
The Woman Was Made From The Flesh And Bones Of The Man.
Thus, the woman is the soul of man.
Should men and women consider this matter?
O well! what do I know!
What An Enlightenment On My 81st Birthday …
But that is not what this post is all about. Even so? This post is an indication of our Creator’s passionate love for His creation and His doings to restore it.
The Fiery Wrath To Destroy The Corruption Engulfing All Creation
The Creator’s Passionate Love To Restore His Creation
Well? My Birthday Is Here. What’s The Big Deal About It? …
Sunday, June 14, 2020 at 3:13 am.
O my Master! It has been 81 years since that 3 am of the 14th day of June 1939 when my father recorded my birth.
My birth was recorded in Spanish by hand in the books of The Registrar in that mini town of Los Amates, Depto. Izabal, Guatemala C.A. Quote:
“Nombre Basilia Licona nacida en Los Amates, Departamento de Izabal, el 14 de Junio de 1939 a las 3 de la manana. Nombre del padre Miguel J. Licona. Nombre de la madre, M. Teresa Zarceno. Registrada en el libro 28, folio 275.”
Guess what? I had a copy of the original but! I lost it. Pity. For it was such a neat copy on a 3×4 tattered card. I ordered a second copy but that came in a regular legal paper.
Somehow, I lost that copy as well. I went ahead and tried to get a 3rd copy.
Shock! When the clerk went to retrieve the record, all those records had turned into dust!
No record of my renown birth. I don’t exist in this world anymore! Hahaha! HalleluYah! My citizenship is above. Quote:
Philippians 3:20 AMPC+
But we are citizens of the state (commonwealth, homeland) which is in heaven, and from it also we earnestly and patiently await [the coming of] the Master Yahushua the Messiah [as] Savior,
Shucks! My Diana found that 2nd copy just when I was ready to remain in the state (commonwealth, homeland) which is in heaven while I wait for Your return.
O well! I’m back on existence on these earthly grounds. Whatever for? To share my saga on this 2020 year.
That I will continue to do with extra ump now that I know where my citizenship is set.
Going To Bed. 4:22 Am. Wonder What You Got In Store For Me, My Master …
Sunday, June 14, 2020 at 7:15 am.
Thanks, my Master. I am well. My body is healing nicely. Though I sense there will not be anything especial today, I do set my expectations on You.
Perhaps the unsettling dreams of a moment ago are the indication of the lurking fears in my mind.
Let’s see what is it that I fear? For one thing I fear the family to be upset with me for being so rough with the oldest son.
Then I fear that perhaps Denise is distancing from me because You have led me to speak up and set forth the truth about her new endeavor to create a new earth.
Then I fear there is yet no connection with Ahmad or my children.
I fear that perhaps they are still considering me to be deluded and waiting for me to come to my senses.
Plus, the response to the post You led me to publish yesterday is not extraordinary, but!
You promised this is to be the onset of the materialization of Your promises to me.
I refuse to give way to such lurking fears.
You are in control of my thoughts and fears. I have nothing to worry about.
Something neat an unusual just happen: two doves set themselves cooing on my windowsill to make love to each other.
Wow! I love doves. You know they represent Your Spirit to me. Here in this area there are doves all around me but very seldom they settle in my roof or window sill.
Actually? This is only the second time to experience such visible sign of Your Presence in my life.
And on my 81st And two making love to each other.
Making love to each other? A sure sign of our relationships set on Your love—Your passionate love for us all!
(If you look carefully I placed the two doves in the window sill of the graphic under the banner of ‘Relationships? In the healing process.’)
O my Master! But my heart is full!
I will now work on the new graphic as You are inspiring me to create.
Just Then? The Phone Rang. Ahmad Online …
Sunday, June 14, 2020 at 9:57 am.
Ha! online and on-time. Indeed! About 8 am. Calling to wish me happy birthday. I shared my bounty with him for almost an hour. Such blessing!
Only The Beginning Of The Wonders You Have In Store For Me …
Sunday, June 14, 2020 at 10:10 am.
Next? My eats. What? The date! A double 10 meaning what is to happen is really, really happening NOW!
Intense with my graphical creation to illustrate this post but keeping an eye on my inbox.
Ha! at last! Denise and Robin. Diana is sure to pop later.
I Must Share Denise’s Greeting. Such A Gift From On High …
Yes indeed! I must share the fulfilment of the written words; the onset for You to materialize Your promises to me.
Honestly, what is to happen is really, really happening NOW. Quote:
Matthew 5:13-16 JUB
Ye are the salt of the earth, but if the salt has lost its savour, with what shall it be salted? From then on it is good for nothing, but to be cast out and to be trodden under foot of men.
Ye are the light of the world. A city set upon a mountain cannot be hid.
Neither do men light a lamp and put it under a bushel, but on the lampstand, and it gives light unto all that are in the house.
Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father who is in the heavens.
Thus, Here is the fulfilment of those words in Denise’s greeting. Quote:
Hi Mom,
Another year around the sun for you! I celebrate you and what you bring to our world. I love the way you bring joy and love here. I love the way you are creative and funny and compassionate. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me and for so many others. Thank you for all the sacrifices you’ve made. Thank you for all the suffering you’ve endured in this lifetime. May this next year be a rich and joyful experience for you, full of blessings and health. I love you so much!
❤️ Denise
Tears Of Joy Flow. Then? Smile. Then? Humor Instead Of Anger …
My reply began: ‘HA! Amazing! Here you are bearing your loving heart with you, and? All I was hoping for was my toilet seat to be repaired! Hahaha! My heart is full to the brim! …
Next? Diana In The Inbox At Last But Not Least! The Confirmation Of Fulfilled Words. Quote:
Happy Birthday
A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one’s heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away.”
As we age, this proverb becomes more and more understandable because we know each other more each year. There is nothing to hide and no fear of misunderstanding.
I salute you and thank you for your life!!
Happy Birthday, Mom.
Love,
La Vieja Segunda, Diana
Great ideas to continue with the new graphic to illustrate these delightful happenings just to begin the wonders You have in store for my 81st birthday.
Well? My Big Birthday Came And Went Without My Permission …
Monday, June 15, 2020 at 1:44 am.
Sleep at midnight. Yes. My 81st birthday came and went leaving my heart full to the brim. No, nothing material at all. My 81st birthday blessings?
Blessings Of Immeasurable And Infinite Value To Last For Eternity …
Monday, June 15, 2020 at 11:27 am.
Two words resound continuously from my mouth, ‘Thank You.’. Just a simple thank You to the only One able, willing, and gracious to so fill my heart.
Beautiful Springtime Day Out There And In Here …
Monday, June 15, 2020 at 5:20 pm.
An absolutely amazing quiet and peaceful day. I distinctly hear the sound of Your voice calling me to You. Quote:
Song of Solomon 2:10-17 JUB
My beloved spoke and said unto me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone;
the flowers appear on the earth; the time of the song is come, and the voice of the turtle dove has been heard in our land;
the fig tree has put forth her green figs, and the vines in blossom have given forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is beautiful.
No Two Ways About It, I Am Not Here Anymore …
Monday, June 15, 2020 at 5:33 pm.
No way to explain this amazing phenomenon. Is like I am here quite aware of all going on, yet! It is as it all is happening in a world no longer affecting me at all.
Pain, lack of human contact, unfinished work that once drove me nuts, nasty thoughts of despair, no sound from Ahmad, no replies to my emails, it all? Aloof from me.
Truly I Have Risen. I Am Gone Away. My Life Shall Never Be The Same …
No way to explain. Somehow? This new world is no other than the paradise of my dreams. This time? No more ups and downs. Steadiness. That’s all I know.
I Am Not My Own Anymore …
My Beloved is mine, and I am His. This time it is for real not just mere words of beauty repeated without substance. What a difference!
I Refuse To Speculate—The Little Foxes, Which Spoil The Vines …
I am away and yet I am here. Complete. Perfectly content yet not elated. In awe I am beholding the Lover I been searching for all my life.
No Kidding! What Is To Happen Is Really, Really Happening NOW! …
Monday, June 15, 2020 at 6:33 pm.
Nothing like I ever imagine. Way over my highest expectations. Cannot find words to describe the magnitude of what You have in store for me from this day forth.
No kidding! At this stage of my age I come to the one realization to settle my mind on the issue of human wisdom against our Creator’s unfathomable wisdom. REALITY:
We are all humans—members of the human race. No matter the color or nationality or pedigree, king or pauper, rich or poor, highly intelligent or a perfect witless rogue, black, white, red, or in between we are all HUMANS!
No matter the insults or the praises, whether we are up the scale of success or down at the bottom of failure, leaders or followers, we are all HUMANS!
Hoopie! What’s The Big Deal About Such Realization? …
Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 2:16 am.
Man, O Man! It will take me pages to express the crucial importance of this realization. The thing about it is that for the most we do not realize this matter about us.
Honestly, the way most of us act and live is as if we are the only humans. The rest? They are animals or? Maybe saints, great philosophers or ‘ers’ of many kinds, but!
To put us all in the same human basket? Ah! Oh! Ooh! That is not wise. Not humanly wise.
Don’t insult my intelligence! I am not a savage! Don’t compare me with that black animal!
Don’t compare me to that arrogant Muslim or corrupt Christisn or evil Jew. I am not like that. I am different. I am OK. I am number 1 in the whole country! I AM! I am LOVE! I am this. I am that!
Hahaha! Albert Einstein quote? “Two things are infinite: the Universe and Human Stupidity; and I’m not sure about th’Universe! “
That is so true! But O my Master how You got me to realize such matters?
Such Are The Perils Of Human Wisdom. Even So?
Though You warn us of the perils of human wisdom You give us a choice.
And here comes the touchy part of this information that I must post for the benefit of this so loved world.
What Is ‘Touchy’ About These Posts? …
I quote the Scriptures or written words from the Bible, and? The Bible is considered to be a religious book.
Even so? The Bible is not a religious book as it is generally conceived because some religions are based on the Bible.
In the long run, journaling my daily life since 1985-1987 has enlightened the matter to me and?
It is my hope that reading my journal published in these posts may enlighten the reader as well.
A Loving Invitation From The Passionate Lover Of Our Creation …
O the wonders of Your passionate love for us. Every day, every moment in the day You open my eyes to see such passion. It is clearly expressed in Isaiah 55. Quote:
Isaiah 55 AMP REVISED NAMES
WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat!
Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing.
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy?
Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy.
Incline your ear submit and consent to the divine will and come to Me; hear, and your soul will revive; and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with you, even the sure mercy or kindness, goodwill, and compassion promised to David.
Behold, I have appointed him (Him) David, as a representative of the Messiah, or the Messiah Himself to be a witness one (One) who shall testify of salvation to the nations, a prince (Prince) and commander (Commander) to the peoples.
Behold, you, Israel shall call nations that you know not, and nations that do not know you shall run to you because of the Master your Almighty, and of the Set-Apart One of Israel, for He has glorified you.
Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah while He may be found claiming Him by necessity and by right; call upon Him while He is near.
Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him return to Master Yahuwah, and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him, and to our Almighty Creator, for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.
“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.
For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens, and return not there again, but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return to Me void without producing any effect, useless, but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.
For you shall go out from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil into the homeland with joy and be led forth by your Leader, the Master Himself, and His word with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.
Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree; and it shall be to Master Yahuwah for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign of jubilant exaltation and memorial to His praise, which shall not be cut off. End of quote.
I have been so astonished at the happenings of yesterday that I could not fall asleep until 3:57 am today bed at last!
What Happened Yesterday? Astonishing! Against My Human Will I Blew Up Again …
Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 9:31 am.
Let me get back to the beginning of how my mind began to fill up with the most upsetting developments in the USA plus the long waited for repairs of this apartment mishap.
It all began when I received an email from Roxana updating me about the killings and riots in the USA.
Based on that update I wrote the headline for the last post. From there the zigzag of things began to happen leaving me agonizing in pain again!
At the end of the horrific painful Tuesday as I learned how all the wonderful plans for the apartment had come to a halt with Ahmad’s fall and busting his back.
MINE! The whole suppressed expression of my disapointment with the work done in the bathroom plus Ahmad back to help his brother instead of taking care of what he intents for this apartment began to churn in my mind.
My mind churning all the ugly mixture of the truth of human condition burst up leaving a clean mind. How did it happen?
I called Ahmad and blew up! I spew at him the whole suppressed truth about his ways of leaving me stranded when I am ill plus the disarray of my living conditions.
I refused to hear his lame excuses. I spoke my piece and hung up.
I went to bed. This is too much! Agonizing in pain. I lay in bed and finally cried up to You, my Master but You know it.
In despair I considered jumping ship again. That’s when automatically and with certainty I cried,
“You never give us anymore than what we can take! Unless You intervene, there is no hope for me.” I turned around got comfortable and went to sleep.
Ha! I Woke Up A Few Hours Later. Your Response? Amazing! Astonishing! …
Thursday, June 11, 2020 10:27 am.
Wow! A clean renewed mind by your power my Master not by my own power. By my power I was suppressing the truth and reality of the situation between Ahmad and I, but!
By Your power I was able to express instead of supress the truth. Yes, I blowup the whole churning messy truth instead of being nice and understanding of Ahmad’s predicament created by himself.
The results? Nothing to compare with the human’s ways to be polite and understanding in the face of all human’s injustices.
From that moment on You opened my eyes to see the futility of being nice and understanding or tolerant of the human’s conniving and deceitful ways.
That included my own conniving and deceitful ways.
Indeed! Be kind and understanding in the face of Ahmad’s wrong doings to make him happy and maybe I can get him to help me.
Everything in my doings with the ulterior motive to get my way.
Anyhow? I had no intentions to speak up. I kept hurting and churning all the evil in my mind until You my Master sent the burning coal and touched my lips to burn it all away.
From there on You gave me the power to arrange this apartment in a livable condition while I wait for Ahmad to resume with the repairs if he ever so please to do.
I no longer want to do anything with ulterior motives.
In due time You will reach Ahmad’s heart and open his ears to hear and listen to You to bid Your will and be healed regardless my ulterior motives.
Yes, on Wednesday I did the impossible without physical strain. And it felt good to be able to set Ahmad at ease when he called after the blow up of the day before.
But! It backfired on me. Ahmad was thankful with my sharing but it did not reach him at all.
His call was only to inquire whether I had Internet or not. Much concern with the Internet issue.
Next thing? His heroics. He walked in pain for two hours to the Internet Office.
They told him the Internet was to connect yesterday but it did not. He talked to his son to look into the issue.
His son called and promised to come and fix the problem last night, but he did not show up.
After 11 pm it came to me to work on the problem myself.
It took several hours before I gave up my trying to work with my own wits to solve the problem.
When I gave up my trying, You my Master came through and showed me to open a new Google account. I did. Turn on the Internet. Wow! All perfect! And fast!
A miracle? Yes indeed! In awe all I could say was, You are an amazing Yah and went to sleep.
I Woke Up A Few Hours Later Free Of Pain. Ready For A New Day …
Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 4:01 pm.
You know what? No matter how many times You cleanse and renew our minds the tendency to return to the mire of our own wits is always there despite Your graciousness to us humans.
Even So? You Have Now Empowered Me To Resist All Evil Tendencies, How? …
Ah! The beauty of Your doings. How have You empowered me to resist my evil carnal tendencies? By expressing instead of suppressing the truth about my evil tendencies.
Just When I Was Relishing With The Internet Miracle The Phone Rang …
Ah! At last! I had not heard from Ahmad or son since yesterday. No call from Ahmad or son to explain anything.
Ha! The Son On The Phone. What? In A Wink Of An Eye I Blew Up Again! …
After a bit Ahmad on the phone. What for? To reprimand me for insulting his son. This time? Honestly. This time? Not my anger at all. Your anger flashed out of my lips.
Well? This time as well Your anger is flashing on me. Back to hurting. Back to uncertainty. Back to the miserable fear of something dreadful coming to me.
A Remarkable Week Of Blessings In Disguise …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:37 am.
By far I am not out of the woods of unusual happenings yet. I am back hurting. Lurking fears of something dreadfully wrong is going on with my body, but!
No Way Whatsoever For It All To Truncate Your Good Plan For Me And All …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 5:56 am.
Of that I am 100% sure. I feel like crying. I don’t feel good at all. I don’t know what to do; what to eat; what to drink.
I Cast My Whole Being At Your Feet O Mighty Creator Of My Being …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:43 am.
The sordid truth? I was sitting there wailing and actually enjoying feeling sorry for myself. How disgusting! Even so?
You Are In Control Of It All …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:51 am.
You have a purpose for this moment of despair. At Your discretion You will lift me up. I am cold. Back to bed.
(Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:34 pm been in bed since last night. Be still. Let go. Wait. Got up to read Scriptures about 1 hour ago. Now I must restart computer for update at 4:37 pm)
In My Despair Lost Not Knowing What To Do, I Heard Again, Be Still. Let Go. Wait …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:51 pm.
This time on hearing Your instructions it came to me to head for bed. I did. While in bed, still, letting go of all things I could do to alleviate the new symptoms in my body.
As I lay still, letting go of it all, You brought me to the Garden. Once there You revealed to me how You are honoring me to experience one speck of Yahushua’s bitter cup he had to drink.
The bitter cup—the sins of the world. The impact of Your wrath. The cause of the human’s body decay. The corruption and destruction of Your so loved creation.
Genuine Experience Bound To Impact Us All …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 10:21 pm.
You delight in my obedience. Your delight is my strength. I thank You for the honor to experience a tiny speck of Your wrath as well as Your sacrifice to restore our beings.
We have sinned. We have rebelled against You. Yes, we, for of sinners I am chief. I was born and lived in sin but for Your mercy to restore my being for no merit of my own.
All of that said, it becomes only a religious jargon unless You step in the human’s life to substantiate those words.
O My Master! We Have Made A Gossamer Of Words Lacking Substance Out Of Your Words …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 11:29 pm.
It breaks my heart to quote Your words to be rejected as mere religious jargon. Why? The truth? That is what Your words are until You step in our lives.
For unless You step in our lives to substantiate Your words Your words have no substance, no power to change our worldly lifestyles.
Right Now? I Am Feeling The Weight Of Rejection …
Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 12:09 am
Yes, rejection. Not an outright rejection. No. We have come to an stage of tolerance that anything and all things are accepted and thrown in the magic LOVE word.
Thus, I am facing such rejection as I observe the struggle to return to business as usual attitude in reaction to the COVID-19 pandemic.
Even So? You Are Still In Control Of It All …
Therefore, I refuse to worry and be anxious as the evident rejection of Your words with that struggle to return to business as usual weight in my mind.
Rest. Be Still. Let Go. The 7th Day Of Rest Is Now Here Again …
Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 3:16 am.
I woke up feeling much better and encouraged with Your faithfulness to Your written words as stated in Isaiah 55.
Indeed! Your Thoughts Are Not My Thoughts Neither Are My Ways …
Therefore, I am lifting my cry to You to take control of my thoughts and my ways now more than ever before.
My Master, You have opened my eyes and ears this morning to see and hear myself speaking words without knowledge when it relates to my daily doings based on human wisdom.
What? How Do I Do Such A Thing, My Master? …
Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:30 am.
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? No biggie. It is the normal thing to do for a human being because the human knowledge is not My knowledge as it is written,
“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.
But the human knowledge is programed into your heart and mind from birth until death do you part. So? You are human. I do not expect for you to act otherwise.
In fact, I expect you to be what you are and to quit acting otherwise. Therefore, I do not condemn your human doings.
I condemn the human’s persistence to place those doings above My supreme authority over all human’s doings.
Thus, the human’s parading of good as well of evil lifestyles heading to the brown ground hole without a sound, as My warning words are written,
Proverbs 14:12-13 AMPC+
There is a way which seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death.
Even in laughter the heart is sorrowful, and the end of mirth is heaviness and grief.
Even so, My precious child, those are words of instruction not condemnation. Therefore, on this 2020 year I am clarifying all quotes of My written words in the posts I have compelled you to publish.
Your quotes at times need clarification because though you are human you are also My selected vessel to experience My written words that I give to you to quote.
And yes, from the human’s point of view those are words without knowledge that could be taken as mere religious jargon.
Fear not, My precious thiaBasilia, My children are now quite enthralled with My ways to deal with you on the daily basis.
The truth? Humor instead of anger shall prevail among each one of My children’s relationships.
Rejoice! Tomorrow is the onset of 81st birthday. It is also the onset to materialize all My promises unto you in a way beyond your highest expectations.
Rejoice and be Glad! For You are precious in My sight, and? So it is with Ahmad, Roxana, Joyce, Denise, Diana, Robin plus all and each one of the rest of your children and friends and all I have placed in your path of life on these earthly grounds.”End of my Master’s words for now.
Wow! And All I Was Hoping For Was My Toilet Seat Repair! …
Hahaha! HalleluYah! How short sighted our expectations can be. Even our grand expectations in actuality are quite short sighted.
At This Point The Phone Rang. Ahmad On The Line Unexpectedly…
O my Ahmad! I had already discarded him as a lost cause. Even so I had already let go of all my whatever. So?
Before I answered the phone, I quickly pleaded, “Master? Give me Your words to speak.” I picked up and said ‘Hello’.
Ahmad began in the most pitiful tone of voice to tell me he had been downstairs in my building but did not have the strength to come up.
I listened. No comment. He asked, ‘How are you?’ I calmly answered, ‘I am fine. How are you?’
From there Your words of wisdom began to come out of my mouth.
I could sense Ahmad’s undivided attention. How long, what words I spoke?
Only remember stating at the end that the only way to solve our miseries is to ask Yahushua to come into our hearts.
Wow! To my astonishing this time, Ahmad responded, “I have listened. This is the best talk of all talks. I am encouraged.”
My Reaction? Not An Emotional Reaction At All …
Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:03 pm.
Calmly. Steady. Certain. This is the onset to materialize all Your promises to me. What a Mighty Yah You are!
Thank Goodness! Your Passionate Love for Your Creation Extends To All Your Short Sighted And Even Plum Blind Rebels That We Are! You Are An Awesome YAH!
Rejoice and enjoy my fellow humans! The Kingdom is coming to earth as it is in Heaven! So be it.
Healing In Progress. Response Increase. What Will It Be?
Healing In Progress. Thank You My Master …
Tuesday, June 2, 2020 at 3:18 am.
Not just the healing of my body but most important, the healing of my soul. You are a Mighty Yah. All things are now ready for publishing.
Well? I Went Ahead And Posted As Per Your Leading …
Tuesday, June 2, 2020 at 5:18 pm.
Your children’s response is increasing with each post You lead me to post here lately. Me? Observing. Waiting on You. Peace, tranquility remain steady.
Whatever Comes Next? All In Your Loving Hands. No Problems. No Worries …
Just the way You plan for all to be with me on Your timing. I find myself dumbfounded. O my Master, You have fulfilled Your will for me. What a marvel!
The Cover Continues To Improve As Per Your Leading …
Wednesday, June 3, 2020 at 3:35 am.
The fact is my entire setup is improving heading to perfection. That includes my new attitude set on Your wisdom.
Master? Is it time now to work on the 2nd book? …
That is what just came to mind.
Indeed! The 2nd Book In Progress Beautifully …
Wednesday, June 3, 2020 at 11:54 am.
Ha! been working on it on and off for the last 9 hours. The post following the previous post You had me published yesterday needs much improvement. Quite a challenge, but! A joy as well.
Torrential Blessings Shall Drench Us All …
January 2, 2020
Came midnight ending 2019. Me?
Never ending rest in the best for 2020.
The Latter Rain Is Pouring Down.
Let it drench you as is drenching me.
Security. Health. Wealth. Peace.
All restored. All is well in store
From myself You have set me free.
Free On To The Higher Life You Have Meant For Me …
Thus, You continue to remind me as my days develop on that higher life You have set me to go from now until eternity. Your words, quote:
The One Headline To Catch My Attention Big Time? Here It Is …
This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears … Posted on February 18, 2020.
The Year To Come Boldly To The Throne Of Grace For The Much-Needed Help To Abandon Our Fears …?
The impressive graphic:
Here I Am Some Three Months Later, Quite Impressed, Why?
Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 9:54 pm.
O my Master! The posts from the last day of 2019 until today are quite impresive if I may say so myself.
Now? What Is In Your Mind To Do With It All? …
Perhaps set this 2020 year up to date in book format? I wait on You to lead the way. It sure looks like quite a challenge.
Heading For Bed. It’s Another Day …
Friday, May 29, 2020 at 12:25 am.
Sleep comes. Sleep goes. Sometimes I wake up in pain. Other times I wake up without pain. Pain comes. Pain goes. Me? Peace and tranquility no matter what.
Peace And Tranquility. What A Blessing! …
Friday, May 29, 2020 at 9:20 am.
So what if I expect for Ahmad to show up on his promised to do so but he does not? It no longer disturbs that peace and tranquility.
Complete Rest In Your Presence And Unbroken Companionship …
Aloof from fears and worries and doubts and hurt feelings and the churning of my mind. You are my Shepherd O Mighty One! I shall not want.
Only goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life. I shall dwell in Your Presence now and for eternity.
Such Is The Reality Of My Existence Now …
Friday, May 29, 2020 at 11:05 pm.
But it was not so before. For You were there all the time while I could not sense Your Presence because I was full of anger and resentment. It’s the end of my day. Heading for bed.
I Went To Hell And Back. I Could Not Get Away From You …
Saturday, May 30, 2020 at 4:40 am.
Indeed! Through the waters of the oceans I sought to hide my shame to no avail. You were there.
I sought to hide in the darkness of hell, but even there, darkness became light. Quote:
Psalms 139:7-12 TLB
I can never be lost to your Spirit! I can never get away from my Yah!
If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the place of the dead, you are there.
If I ride the morning winds to the farthest oceans, even there your hand will guide me, your strength will support me.
If I try to hide in the darkness, the night becomes light around me.
For even darkness cannot hide from God; to you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are both alike to you.
What A Mighty Yah You Are! …
Saturday, May 30, 2020 at 5:13 am.
Here I am on the threshold of my 81st birthday. Complete rest. No more attempts to hide my shame. You have heard and answered my echo of the Psalmist prayer. Quote:
Psalms 39:1-13 TLB
I said to myself, I’m going to quit complaining! I’ll keep quiet, especially when the ungodly are around me.
But as I stood there silently the turmoil within me grew to the bursting point. The more I mused, the hotter the fires inside. Then at last I spoke and pled with the Master:
Master help me to realize how brief my time on earth will be. Help me to know that I am here for but a moment more.
My life is no longer than my hand! My whole lifetime is but a moment to you. Proud man! Frail as breath! A shadow! And all his busy rushing ends in nothing. He heaps up riches for someone else to spend.
And so, Master, my only hope is in you.
Save me from being overpowered by my sins, for even fools will mock me then.
Master, I am speechless before you. I will not open my mouth to speak one word of complaint, for my punishment is from you.
Master don’t hit me anymore—I am exhausted beneath your hand.
When you punish a man for his sins, he is destroyed, for he is as fragile as a moth-infested cloth; yes, man is frail as breath.
Hear my prayer, O Master; listen to my cry! Don’t sit back, unmindful of my tears. For I am your guest. I am a traveler passing through the earth, as all my fathers were.
Spare me, Master! Let me recover and be filled with happiness again before my death.
You Have Spared Me. You Are Recovering Me. You Are Filling With Joy Inexplicable …
Joy Inexplicable? Indeed! Joy Inexplicable full of You. For You are LOVE, joy, the ultimate happiness I never dreamed I could obtain.
And So? Now I Know What To Do …
Sunday, May 31, 2020 at 7:00 am.
It is the 7th day and the last day of the 5th month on this 2020 year at exactly the 7th hour and 00 minutes. All is well. all is swell.
I Know What To Do, And? I Am Doing It …
O my Master! nothing is by chance. You have turned the saga of my life on the sure and straigtht way to Your will for my good and the good of Your creation.
You Have Made The Way Clear To Me Since The Last Day Of 2019 …
Five months now of my upwards journey. I am to set it all into books. Yesterday You set me up to begin my task.
Amazing! The Task Is Already Marked Quite Clear …
I am having no trouble at all setting up the chapters—those are already marked as if I knew what I was doing when I originallly wrote the posts which I did not know it then.
Yes! Reading My Own Writings? I Am Amazed …
You have made The Saga In 2020 quite sensible from the first day of 2020. The cover tells it all in one sentence, quote:
‘The Year NOT To Fear Our Fears!’
Sunday, May 31, 2020 at 7:48 am on to revise the cover.
Here I Am, My Master! Send Me …
Monday, June 1, 2020 at 5:38 am.
Master? I spent the day yesterday revising the cover for the book. Besides that, the work You have planned for this apartment is now materializing. What joy!
Joy? Yes, not really because of the work, rather it is such joy to see Ahmad so earnestly taking care of it all with gusto and gladness.
The results of Your work for the last ten years in Ahmad’s heart and mine are unbelievable, ashtonishing! What do I mean?
Well? Let me put like this, You, my Master, have been working in me since 1985 as far as I can remember. From that time on You have written Your words in my heart to restore my being.
On my waking up earlier I continued revising the cover to perfection. Then, I came to record in the journal as usual not knowing what was I to record?
And so, I wrote ‘Here I am, my Master! the following two words came automatically, ‘send me’. Wow!
Send me? Immediately the words of the Prophet Isaiah came to mind. Reading the account of those words just blows my mind. Why? Quote:
Isaiah 6:1-13 TLB
1 The year King Uzziah died I saw the Lord! He was sitting on a lofty throne, and the Temple was filled with his glory.
2 Hovering about him were mighty, six-winged angels of fire. With two of their wings they covered their faces, with two others they covered their feet, and with two they flew.
3 In a great antiphonal chorus they sang, “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord Almighty; the whole earth is filled with his glory.”
4 Such singing it was! It shook the Temple to its foundations, and suddenly the entire sanctuary was filled with smoke.
5 Then I said, “My doom is sealed, for I am a foul-mouthed sinner, a member of a sinful, foul-mouthed race; and I have looked upon the King, the Lord of heaven’s armies.”
6 Then one of the mighty angels flew over to the altar and with a pair of tongs picked out a burning coal.
7 He touched my lips with it and said, “Now you are pronounced ‘not guilty’ because this coal has touched your lips. Your sins are all forgiven.”
8 Then I heard the Lord asking, “Whom shall I send as a messenger to my people? Who will go?” And I said, “Master, I’ll go! Send me.”
9 And he said, “Yes, go. But tell my people this: ‘Though you hear my words repeatedly, you won’t understand them. Though you watch and watch as I perform my miracles, still you won’t know what they mean.’
10 Dull their understanding, close their ears, and shut their eyes. I don’t want them to see or to hear or to understand, or to turn to me to heal them.”
11 Then I said, “Master how long will it be before they are ready to listen?” And he replied, “Not until their cities are destroyed—without a person left—and the whole country is an utter wasteland,
12 and they are all taken away as slaves to other countries far away, and all the land of Israel lies deserted!
13 Yet a tenth—a remnant—will survive; and though Israel is invaded again and again and destroyed, yet Israel will be like a tree cut down, whose stump still lives to grow again.”
I Did Not See You, My Master, As The Prophet Isaiah Did …
No. Not at all. I did not see You ‘sittingon a lofty throne, and the Temple was filled with his glory. But!
I Have Seen You Sitting In The Temple Of My Heart For Many, Many Years Now, And? …
For the last few weeks? Your glory flares within the temple of my heart big time! Even so? Your glory has shaken the temple of my heart big time as well. Why?
The Truth About My Human Nature. Not Pretty …
To read the complete book with all details, click, click, quickly click:
This is Book 1 of the books I am to publish from the journal entries from that post forward.
The discovery of our Creator’s doings in my existence for the benefit of each one of His children as well as for the whole so loved world’s benefit has flooded my soul big time. The best part?
The Master compels me to share my wealth by all means available. Thus this Book 1 is ready now for your reading benefit.
Solution? I AM LOVE Above All Circumstances In My Creation Says The Creator …
Out Of Represed Anger Up Pops Unconditional Love, Why?
We live in a conditional love society of human beings. This society takes its toll when we faithfully attempt to abide by all its so-called loving conditions only to suffer the greatest reverses of life.
Of Course, We Rebell! Unconditional Love. Love It All! No Restrains. No Conditions …
Discover your Divine self. Be happy! Enjoy yourself. Do whatever makes you happy. There is nothing wrong. Moral or immoral? Unconditional love for all! The Universe is for us. There is no devil! We are love. We are eternal. We are creating a new earth. Phew!
And Corruption And Divine Run Hand In Hand In The Land …
Colossal Chaos Confusion Corruption are inevitable. It does not take a rocket scientist to see the matter. It is quite visible.
EVEN So? Says the Creator, My So Loved World Cannot Yet Recognize My Existence. But! …
The time is now on 2020 to reveal Myself to each one of My children individually. In the aftermath of COVID-19 the message of restoration shall reach each of their hearts and minds.
Soon, My Children One By One Shall Shake From The Dust Of The Present Circumstances, And?
Each one shall arise, sit erect in a dignified place loose from the bonds of their own ways and lifestyles aloof from the reality of My passionate love for each one of them.
COMFORT, COMFORT My People! Your Time Of Service, Warfare Are Ended; Your Punishment Is Accepted; Your Iniquity Is Pardoned …
Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 4:27 am.
Master? I do not know about anyone else, but! Me? Most certainly You have granted such pardon to me.
What An Experience! What Comfort! The Ultimate Bliss For Just A Kiss …
Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 11:09 am.
Master? It is coming to me to quote the three chapters of Your written words that confirm the headlines in this post.
It all is not about religion or any notion or idea or belief from any human being.
It Is All About Your Plan Of Restoration …
Your Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation. You created us to be loved to love in return. Loved to love
In Your Mind And Heart? The Family—The Perfect Family Created In Your Image …
Indeed! You created us in Your image to be like You, but not You. You remained the supreme authority over all in existence.
The Family In Your Mind All The Time …
It is the expression of your passionate love for your creation. But Your children wander on this world looking for love in all the wrong places. Why, my Master?
Refreshing Of Your Words …
Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 12:32 pm.
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than ever before.
What happened then to you and your family is exactly what is happening now with most all families of My beloved children.
Yes! They are My children.
Yes! I have gifted them their deliverance, but!
The change of lifestyle is not automatic.
It does not depend on quitting your bad habits.
It is not an emotional superficial experience in man’s nature.
My Set-Apart Spirit does not come prior to the baptism of fire.
This baptism does not come by the will of man and on the understanding of man’s concept of My Spirit and My time.
This baptism of fire takes a lifetime to develop as per My unfathomable wisdom.
Therefore? I have set numerous examples in My written words on how this process is developed in the life of My ancient servants.
At the present time I have set you and several others as an example of the fire you had to endure before I could grant you the power to repent and turn around to the lifestyle you are now living in My Presence.
That’s what this ending year of 2019 was all about in your life.
In the year of 2019, I summarized your entire life of suffering and misery because of your sinful lifestyle.
Why was your lifestyle sinful when in fact you devoted your life to worship Me?
Your lifestyle was sinful for the exact reason that My children are now living a sinful worldly life while they devote themselves to worship Me, but!
My children are not aware that I have turned My face away from them.
Exactly as I turned My face away from you for the twelve years you went back to church against My instructions to you in 1986.
Those twelve years you were admired as a good the Christian woman. You claimed and wrote and shared My written words but! I was no longer inspiring those words to you.
For twelve years you enjoyed the best this world had to offer you—your children support and loving care; your friends, brothers and sisters support and loving care as well.
Even so? You were dying not only physically but mainly spiritually.
Somehow you knew it to be so. You prayed and fasted. You did all kinds of things to help yourself, but! I could not answer you until the allotted time to do so.
The Allotted Time Came. I Turned The Fire On …
The flames of purification burned up to 2019, and today?
It’s finished! It’s now time for the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you.
Even so? Again, the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you is not automatic the way you figure it to be, but! It is certain.
Only a little while longer, My precious child, only a little while longer you must wait even against all odds. Meanwhile?
Onward, My precious thiaBasilia! Onward!
I am with you and for you along Ahmad, your precious children, and all the souls I have placed in your path.
To close this post quote the Scriptures I have quickened to you to confirm not only the headlines in this post but also to confirm My promises to you all.” End of quote.
Scriptures For Confirmation And Enlightenment …
O my master! Your words: your peace that surpasses even my own understanding sustains me. Quote:
Psalms 2:1-12 KJV
Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing?
The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the MASTER, and against his anointed, saying,
Let us break their bands asunder and cast away their cords from us.
He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Master shall have them in derision.
Then shall He speak unto them in his wrath and vex them in his sore displeasure.
Yet have I set my King upon my holy hill of Zion.
I will declare the decree: the MASTER hath said unto me, Thou art my Son; this day have I begotten thee.
Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen for thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for thy possession.
Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel.
Be wise now therefore, O ye kings: be instructed, ye judges of the earth.
Serve the MASTER with fear and rejoice with trembling.
Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish from the way, when his wrath is kindled but a little.
Blessed are all they that put their trust in him.
Isaiah 40:1-31
COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.
A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.
A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.
O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.
He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.
Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?
Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?
Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?
The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.
Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.
Isaiah 52:1-15
AWAKE, AWAKE, put on your strength, O Zion; put on your beautiful garments, O Jerusalem, the holy city; for henceforth there shall no more come into you the uncircumcised and the unclean. [Rev 21:27]
Shake yourself from the dust; arise, sit [erect in a dignified place], O Jerusalem; loose yourself from the bonds of your neck, O captive Daughter of Zion.
For thus says the Master: You were sold for nothing, and you shall be redeemed without money.
For thus says the Master Creator: My people went down at the first into Egypt to sojourn there; and [many years later Sennacherib] the Assyrian oppressed them for nothing.
Now I delivered you from both Egypt and Assyria; what then can prevent Me from delivering you from Babylon?
But now what have I here, says the Master, seeing that My people have been taken away for nothing? Those who rule over them howl [with joy], says the Master, and My name continually is blasphemed all day long. [Rom 2:24]
Therefore, My people shall know what My name is and what it means; therefore they shall know in that day that I am He who speaks; behold, I AM! [Exo 3:13-14]
How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who brings good tidings, who publishes peace, who brings good tidings of good, who publishes salvation, who says to Zion, Your Master Creator reigns! [Act 10:36; Rom 10:15; Eph 6:14-16]
Hark, your watchmen lift up their voices; together they sing for joy; for they shall see eye to eye the return of the Master to Zion.
Break forth joyously, sing together, you waste places of Jerusalem, for the Master has comforted His people, He has redeemed Jerusalem!
The Master has made bare His holy arm before the eyes of all the nations [revealing Himself as the One by Whose direction the redemption of Israel from captivity is accomplished], and all the ends of the earth shall witness the salvation of our Creator. [Luk 2:29-32; Luk 3:6]
Depart, depart, go out from there [the lands of exile]! Touch no unclean thing! Go out of the midst of her [Babylon]; cleanse yourselves and be clean, you who bear the vessels of the Master [on your journey from there]. [2Co 6:16-17]
For you will not go out with haste, nor will you go in flight [as was necessary when Israel left Egypt]; for the Master will go before you, and the Mighty One of Israel will be your rear guard.
Behold, My Servant shall deal wisely and shall prosper; He shall be exalted and extolled and shall stand very high.
[For many the Servant of God became an object of horror; many were astonished at Him.] His face and His whole appearance were marred more than any man’s, and His form beyond that of the sons of men—but just as many were astonished at Him,
So shall He startle and sprinkle many nations, and kings shall shut their mouths because of Him; for that which has not been told them shall they see, and that which they have not heard shall they consider and understand. [Rom 15:21]
Wow! Talking About Willingness The Son To Kiss For The Bliss? …
Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 1:09 pm.
O my Master! Mesmerized. Fascinated, mesmerised, spellbound, transfixed are the words to express what the re-reading of those words have done to my being.
No Two Ways About It, You Shall Startle And Sprinkle Many Nations …
Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 2:14 pm.
And kings shall shut their mouths because of the Son; for that which has not been told them shall they see, and that which they have not heard shall they consider and understand. [Rom 15:21]
COVID-19 Aftermath? Confusion Ends. We All Shall Know …
Making Things Clear …
Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 10:42 am.
The Master Creator of our beings has made it clear to me that He has not set me up to change His so loved world, but! He has set me up to change His world with the work He has done to change me. As written, quote:
Matthew 5:16
Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven.
Indeed! He has changed me for no merit of my own from a cringing fearful overbearing creature to a woman emaning His love and wisdom.
Now He has set me as His scapegoat.
Master! Why And How I Am Your Scapegoat? …
You have reconciled me by means of repentance and confession of my sins. You are now showing this to be so to Your so loved world. Why?
That is what shall be discovered at the end of this post.
A Declaration By thiaBasilia …
Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 10:51 pm
I, thiaBasilia, I am not the one making things clear in these posts that I publish. Things are just as unclear to me as they were the day I was born, but!
The Reality Of The One Who Knew Me Before I Was Born Is Now Clearing Away For Me …
Monday, May 25, 2020 at 6:05 am.
It is totally uncanny, unbelievable. The simplicity of Your ways, O Mighty One Creator of my being, Your simplicity? How terrible I have complicated it!
Anyhow? You Have Had Enough Of My Complications …?
What is it that You are doing now, right now at this instant of my time in Your Presence? What is this belly ache and no gas to fix me something hot to help myself?
Ha! You Are About To Prove Your Simplicity at My Expense …
For goodness sake, what are You insinuating? At my expense? You mean I am the object to illustrate simplicity and complication.
O mine! My belly is hurting bad! If only Ahmad would have listened to my plea to provide that extra tank of gas.
Alas! No matter. My plea considered unnecessay. No need for gas now that the winter is over.
No extra gas! Today is holiday, no gas for sale. Ahmad is sleeping at this hour. My belly is crying for a hot drink, and me?
Just About To Burst In Laughter To See The Way You Setting Me For Your Scapegoat …?
Honest to goodness! I am You scapegoat. And You are revealing this to me along the meaning of the Jewish holiday of Yom Kippur. Quote:
Definition of scapegoat (Entry 1 of 2)
1: a goat upon whose head are symbolically placed the sins of the people after which he is sent into the wilderness in the biblical ceremony for Yom Kippur
2a: one that bears the blame for others
b: one that is the object of irrational hostility
Yom Kippur In Brief
What: Yom Kippur is the holiest day of the year, when we are closest to G‑d and to the essence of our souls. Yom Kippur means “Day of Atonement,” as the verse states, “For on this day He will forgive you, to purify you, that you be cleansed from all your sins before G‑d.”1
Mine O Mine! Talking About Clarity? How Liberating! …?
My confusion. My bewilderment. My ignorance or lack of understanding of it all? Slowly but surely banishing away for good!
No Need To Elaborate With Our Conclussions And Solutions Prematurely …
Monday, May 25, 2020 at 7:00 am.
The Master Creator Sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers. Quote:
Isaiah 40:22
It is God Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like [gauze] curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in,
O Master Creator Of Us Grasshoppers! You Love And Cherish Us …
You are fixing to end our annoying chirping with all kinds of silly chirpings. We have ceased to amuse You.
The Time Is Now For You To Lift Yourself Up And Be Gracious To Your Grasshoppers …
Indeed! You have planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds—a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun, but You alone can satisfy. Quote:
Ecclesiastes 3:11
11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty has done from the beginning to the end.
Let us now take things on stride. Calmly. Let not our ways and opinions about all going on in this world distract us from the way back to our Loving Creator.
SHALL WE?
The Kings Of The Earth Take Their Places; The Rulers Take Counsel Together …
Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 4:19 pm.
Thanks for this good day my Master. I will now have for bed. I will continue recording, doing whatever You lead me to do when I wake up.
Ha! After 3 Hrs You Woke Me Up …
Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 7:53 pm.
Up with Your strength to joyfully in peace and tranquility go on and on until the end of ends. No problem.
Let the Kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together.
WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion, uproar and confusion of voices, and why do the people imagine, meditate upon and devise an empty scheme?
The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One—the Messiah, Yahushua. They say, [Act_4:25-27]
“Let us break their bands of restraint asunder and cast their cords of control from us.”
Ha! That Is What Is Written In Psalms 2, But What Is It That I Hear Nowadays …?
Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 8:19 pm.
Mine, O mine! No wonder why I am ever so troubled as I read the expressions of Your people—Your precious ones of Your creation expressing exactly the same as in Psalms 2.
But Why Your Precious Ones Are Aligned With The Kings Of The Earth? …
O my Master! How well You know it. Anger. Your punishment is too harsh for us. Like Cain at the beginning of our misserable life on these earthly grounds, our anger is towards You.
Enlightenment! The Strange Ways We Show That Anger …
Self-righteousness. Humanitarian’s ways. Human exalting human. Human’s goodness of all kinds as well as the most despicable corrupt, vile behavior shocking Your so loved world.
What? Am I Crazy? I Wish I Was, But! …
Crazy or not NO ONE, not a single human being or the devil, the powers and principalities over us, NONE, nothing can change the fact and reality of Your Sovereignty over all!
That’s The Fact To Be Exact, And? You Are Using Me As Your Scapegoat To Demonstrate Such Fact …
Monday, May 25, 2020 at 1:16 pm.
How is that? Well? I started to fix me a hot drink to relieve my belly ache. Surprise! No gas. I called Ahmad to let him know about my gas situation expecting him to come over to help me.
O my expectations! I found out that Ahmad cannot come because his brother needs him right now.
Did I get angry or bent out of shape like I did in the past? Not at all!
Complete Rest From My Past Unseemly Behavior …
Wow! I drank some water. I was cold. Uncomfortable. Not knowing what to do. I became drawsy. Headed for bed. On covering myself I said, ‘You are in control of it all’ and? Slept!
Here I am some 4 hours later. I woke up itching like crazy. I wondered how no one had come to help me with gas to cook and eat.
Ha! Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat …?
It all descended from on high into my mind. Wow! Now I know what to do. Thanks, my Master!
It is unbelievable the things you can do when we don’t know what to do
What’s The Point Of This Matter, My Master?
Monday, May 25, 2020 at 1:54 pm.
I have a notion about this whole situation going on right now among us as well as among the entire world, but!
O my Master! Unless, You give me exactly how to record this matter to light up the minds and hearts of Your people, I refuse to record my notions and ideas.
I wait to see what You develop for me to know what and how to record it.
Master? What Is Going On? …
Monday, May 25, 2020 at 4:45 pm.
I don’t know how to express this new me. The peace and tranquility within me are simply an amazing thing to me. That is what is going on right now.
No matter what is happening no longer disturbs that peace and tranquility within me.
What Is Happening?
My day started with clarity at exactly 7:00 am. My confusion. My bewilderment. My ignorance or lack of understanding of it all? Slowly but surely banishing away for good!
While waiting on You the whole afternoon I accomplished a lot clearing more clutter around me.
Next, I came to record how my day was going and realized that it is after 4 pm and I have not heard from anyone. Suddenly! Before I could record anything, my screen went black.
Ha! I hit the Enter key. Nothing. The electricity steady. Pushed the on button. Nothing. I wonder, ‘have I lost my computer’? What if? What to do with no computer?
Unplug and replug came to mind. I did. Computer came back. Where did it go and why? Maybe just to let me know I could have no computer. O well!
What is th e point of making all kinds of suppositions to resolve all or any problematic situation?
Yes, I know. We have solutions for all our ‘supposes’ that’s for sure, but!
The truth is all our solutions are temporal and limited.
There is a better way coming to surface nowadays.
That is what is going on.
Back To The Fact Of Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat …?
Monday, May 25, 2020 at 5:44 pm.
Master? You have brought to mind Your reason for making me Your scapegoat. You have clarified the meaning of Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat.
I Am Fasting, Why?
Well? It came to me to fast under the present circumstances with no gas to cook, but it also came to me that my lost of apetite meant for me to fast.
Ha! I Can Now See Why And How I Am Your Scapegoat …
Monday, May 25, 2020 at 8:22 pm.
You have reconciled me by means of repentance and confession of my sins. You are now showing this to be so to Your so loved world. Why?
It Is My Fault. Contrary To The World’s Claim That It Is Not My Fault For Whatever …
Ah! What a trick to keep us from confessing and repenting from our faults. For once I admitted or confessed my faults repentance or turning away from those faults became a reality.
But Why Am I Still Suffering The Consequences Of My Faults? …
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 3:59 am.
Master? You know how badly I am feeling. I am hoping You are purifying my body. I am hurting, my Master. I will head back to bed hoping for sleep.
Thank You My Master. You Are Always With And For Me …?
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 10:49 am.
All is well with my soul. Despite the fact that I have not hear from Ahmad, Your peace and tranquility are here in me to stay forever.
No more despair.
No more anguish at the thought of lack of love and care.
No more loneliness.
No more fear of any kind.
Instead? Wisdom, Your Wisdom Is The Reality Of My Life Now To Stay Forever …
I am going on with Your strength; Your peace; Your joy leads the way. All is well while my plea for Ahmad, my children as well as all of my concern to be likewise.
You Are LOVE—The LOVE Now Flourishing Within My Being …
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 2:46 pm.
What more could I ever want for. Truly? In my heart and mind I want for nothing, but! I am still human. The human’s behavior still affects my physical conditions. Even so?
There is no need to expect for myself to behave in the way to make me look good.
No need to pretend I understand when I don’t.
No need for anger, but!
There is much need to let people know how they are affecting my living conditions.
And Here Is The Reason To Abandon Our Wills And Thoughts …
Wow! What a revelation! What a way to cement Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being. What happen yesterday?
Early in the morning yesterday I let Ahmad know I had run out of gas. I needed for him to come over to connect the tank from the heater to the stove.
Ha! He told me he could not come because his brother needed him. He promised to come when he finished with his brother.
I did not understand his response, but it came to me to fast, so I didn’t fret about it.
In fact, I spend my day in Your Presence as my body was reacting to the fast, but!
I kept hoping for Ahmad to show up. I definitely thought he had understood my predicament.
You know my Master, how it came to me that perhaps his brother was in trouble at the hospital thus Ahmad could not call me.
I lifted my voice to You to bless them. And I hoped for the best.
All this time my drinking water is running out, but no worry.
I know You are in control of it all.
Ahmad did not come or call until a few minutes ago
Me? Thankful for Your Presence and sleep, on waking up this last time I laid there feeling so much better when the phone rang at last.
My word! Ahmad did not understand me at all. He thought all I wanted was a tank of gas. He has been looking for gas to no avail. He has been looking for my bathroom repairs.
What? I began to tell him off but his phone cut me and did not have the chance to tell him I have no drinking water. Evidently the battery went out.
I called his house, but I had no answer.
Guess what? My human reaction? No different than before, but!
Lo And Behold! Your Wisdom Prevailed! …
Immediately, Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being overcame my temporal human reaction.
Complete Rest. My Trust Is Set On You Period …
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 4:19 pm.
O my Master! Humor instead of anger. Ahmad just called again. I had the oportunity to show him the humor in all of these strange happenings.
Strange? Indeed! From my matted hair, my bathroom repair on hold because of Covid-19 and Ramadan to this moment.
I been sneezing like crazy. Sure way to announce a cold coming to me, but! My trust is set on You. You are my Refuge and my Fortress. Your word of promise is sound. Quote:
He Who Dwells In The Secret Place Of The Most High Shall Remain Stable And Fixed Under The Shadow Of The Almighty.
I will say of Yahuwah, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my Almighty, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I confidently trust!”
And because I live under His shadow, He will deliver me from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence.
And He will cover me with His pinions, and under His wings shall I trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler to me.
And I shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow—the evil plots and slanders of the wicked that flies by day, nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday.
And a thousand may fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, but the evil shall not come near me. Only a spectator shall I be—myself inaccessible in the SECRET PLACE of the Most High as I witness the reward of the wicked.
Because I have made Yahuwah/Yahushua my refuge, and the Most High my dwelling place, there shall no evil befall me, nor any plague or calamity come near my tent.
For He will give His angels—messengers especial charge over me, to accompany and defend and preserve me in all my ways of obedience and service.
They shall bear me up on their hands, lest I dash my foot against a stone. I shall tread upon the lion and adder, the young lion and serpent shall I trample under foot. (Hebrews 1:14 Are not the angels all ministering spirits—servants sent out in the service of Yahuwah Almighty for the assistance of those who are to inherit salvation?)
“And because you My child—My beloved thiaBasilia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you; I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never!
And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you; I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you.
With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!”
Thus says my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! End of quote.
You Know What? Been Quoting This Psalm Since 1987, But! …
It never penetrated my being until this moment. Wow! With all the going ons in my body? I am totally convinced that no evil is to befall me, nor any plague or calamity come near my tent.
But What Is My Convincing When I Am Still Suffering? …
I am suffering big time, yes! But, Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being overcome all my suffering.
I know now for sure my body is decaying because of my sinful nature. Even so, You have subdued my sinful nature. I no longer live by the dictates of such nature.
For now Your Spirit is in me. The same Spirit Who raised Yahushua shall restore my body to life now while I am still walking on these earthly grounds
Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 12:06 am I became drowsy. Headed for bed.
Awake. I Am Now Established By Your Spirit Who Dwells In Me …
Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 2:34 am.
What joy it is to be established by Your Spirit. No matter what? I remain steady and straight in Your sight, and? Your people is taking note. The best part?
Ahmad is taking note big time!
No more fighting.
No more anger.
No more fear and doubt.
He now comes on his time to enjoy my company.
He comes to help me with much gladness.
He no longer comes to please me but!
We finally connects by the power of Your love, my Master!
The power of Your love like lightening has hit Ahmad’s and I both minds and hearts.
What a marvel!
And all like we never imagined it was to happen.
What Now My Master? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Two sinners have come home.
thiaBasilia and Ahmad are now home to stay for good.
No more wandering looking for love in all the wrong places.
And the angels joyfully sing in My Presence.
For two not just one but two sinners have come home.
My written words fulfilled as those words are written:
Luke 15:10
Even so, I tell you, there is joy among and in the presence of the angels of God over one [especially] wicked person who repents (changes his mind for the better, heartily amending his ways, with abhorrence of his past sins).
That is what is going on these days in My Presence in your daily living.
And so? Go on and report this matter to My so loved world through the waves of the Internet” End of my Master’s words.
I Awe Of Your Being The Matter Is On The Way To The NET …
Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 9:13 am.
The graphic and format/edit done. Ready to publish.
O what a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!
Wow! As Lightening The Power Of Love Strikes Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …
My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.
I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.
No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.
Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.
You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.
For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.
Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.” End of the Master’s words.
Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …
Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.
That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!
What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!
Well? I am glad you have given me the power to ignore my feelings & thoughts altogether.
Only way to go on to everlasting peace & tranquility.
O my Master! I Am Not Feeling Bad, Glad, Or? …
Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 6:58 pm.
Or should I say, instead, I am not paying mind to my feelings & thoughts? For I am feeling somehow resigned to my lot in life, and? I don’t like that feeling, but!
You have convicted me to let go of my feelings as well as of my thinkings. Why?
My Feelings, My Thoughts? Unreliable. Nothing Is The Way I Feel Or Think, But! …
Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:10 pm.
I have nothing to worry about because it all is the way You planned it to be before You created it all, and?
Your plan to restore us to the original intent for our creaation is good. My body right now is decaying, but!
You plan to restore my body even now while I am still walking on these earthly grounds. So it’s written. Quote:
Romans 8:10-11
But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].
And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Yahushua from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.
Ha! How Encouraging! How Clear You Are Making This To Me Right Now …
Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 1:52 am.
I have read. I have quoted those Scriptures in the past whithout a sound base as I have now. For You are now making Your words clear to me. Wow!
So? That explains this temporary state and condition of my body. It never occurred to me to apply those Scriptures to my situation for the last few days.
I thought those words were for a future resurrection at the sound of the trumpet. Goodness sake! I see now what I never saw before, Your Spirit dwells in me now, then?
‘He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.
Wow! What A Revelation! Now Is The Time …
Ha! That is why You keep telling me to relax, not to worry about my body’s condition. O my Master! What a way to strengthen my feeble knees.
Even So? The Snow Dream Keeps Popping In Mind …
What it means to dream of snow? How You have been interpretting the dream for me. The uncomfortable moment I am going through with my body plus.
The suspense as this moment lingers. What area of my life needs further purification? All applies in the dream. Quote again:
To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.
Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.
Master? I sense the cleansing of Daniel 12. Quote:
Daniel 12:10-
Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan 11:33-35]
O My Master! How Harsh Or Cold A Cleansing Experience Is …
Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 8:45 am.
It feels exactly like a very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though I am being punished.
The emotional isolation feels like I am getting a ‘cold shoulder’ from my loved ones.
I fear a loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones.
Nothing feels like this 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.
The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter.
The things I Hear. The things I imagine. The things I Read.
All going on around in this world is frightening to my child-like personality!
This is an agonizing moment I am going through.
I sense the wicked doing wickedly to steal my peace and security.
A nightmare earlier today.
A thief stole my belongings while I had left those laying around in the open to check in with my loved ones in the house.
I found them all sleeping while out there in the open all my belongins were raked away by a thief.
I woke up screaming for help to no avail.
All sleeping. No one to help.
You know it, my Master.
Right now, all around I see the stress causing all to sleep exhausted from that stress caused by COVID-19.
Ha! That is the unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones that I fear.
Instead of turning to You they are sleeping on their laurels, trusting, following one another while the enemy of our souls is stealing all goods from You to them.
Human following human is the sure road to eternal death.
No wonder why I am ill, miserable, and in distress!
But it is all under Your loving control.
Despite it all, 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.
No Use For Me To Try To Figure It Out …
Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 8:23 pm.
Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 10:03 am.
The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter. Perhaps the fact of my transformation from a cringing fearful creature that I was into the sensible woman that I am now, is all the clue that I need.
Regardless! Clue or not clue. Gloom or glee, my gaze is set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom. Nothing to do with human’s kind of love or wisdom
Your faithfulness to Your Word is the only thing that matters.
I refuse to try to figure it all out.
Let Your will be done.
Let Your Kingdom come as it is in heaven in our hearts while we are still on this earth.
Let it all happen.
I wait.
The Wait Continues. Hot Weather. No Clue. Suspense …
Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 4:45 am.
The insidious question, How long yet to wait for the misery to end? I started to search for Your previous answer to that question, but I had to go to bed. I felt ill again.
As I laid in bed tears began to flow. I felt so utterly discouraged not having a clue of the reality or the materialization of all that I recorded.
I laid out my misery at Your feet. The miserable itching and overactive bladder interrupted my sleep several times. At certain point I dreamed.
A Dream. Holding A New Brown Belt …
Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 7:50 am. 8:01 am
I woke up to look for the meaning of the dream. You always lead me to find out what is it that You are telling me in my dreams. Quote:
The signification of a belt, or girdle, is a general bond; for it gathers up, encloses, holds in connection, and secures all the interior things, which without it would be set loose, and would be scattered.
That the belt denotes a general bond to the intent that all things may look to one end, is because in the spiritual world the end reigns, insomuch that all things there may be called ends; for the Lord’s kingdom, which is a spiritual world, is a kingdom of uses, and uses there are ends: thus it is a kingdom of ends.
But the ends there follow one another and are also associated together in a varied order; the ends which follow one another being called intermediate ends, but the ends which are associated together being called consociate ends.
All these ends have been so mutually conjoined and subordinated that they look to one end, which is the universal end of them all.
This end is the Lord; and in heaven with those who are receptive, it is love and faith in Him.
Love is there the end of all their wills, and faith is the end of all their thoughts, these being of the understanding.
[2] When each and all things look to one end, they are then kept in an unbroken connection, and make a one; for they are under the view, the government, and the providence of One who bends all to Himself in accordance with the laws of subordination and consociation, and thus conjoins them with Himself; and also at the same time bends them to their companions in a reciprocal manner, and in this way conjoins them with each other.
From this it is that the faces of all in heaven are kept turned to the Lord, who is the Sun there, and is thus the center to which all look; and this, wonderful to say, in whatever direction the angels may turn (AC 3638).
And as the Lord is in the good of mutual love, and in the good of charity toward the neighbor-for He loves all, and through love conjoins all-therefore the angels are also turned to the Lord by regarding their companions from this love.
Ha! What Was The Reason For My Discouragement Last Night? …
No question about it, I had or was tempted to turn my face from You, O my Master. The agonizing itch plus memories that chill my soul throw me downwards.
I despair of recording anything. The pounding in my mind related all my writings to be pure imaginings, fantasies of my own.
Nothing is coming to pass. It’s of no use for me to continue with my dreams and fantasies.
My Wilma. Blisters will burst leaving itching sores on her body—a rare blood decease on a woman to be admired among many women.
The memory? Five children, none to move in to take care of her. They will come for a few moments but then they had to go back to take care of their business.
Me? I lived across her door. She had been there for me, but at such a crucial time of her life? I failed her. Yes, I will check on her for a few moments, then? Back to my own business.
My time has come. Though not as extreme as my Wilma’s condition, my condition brings Wilma’s condition to mind continuosly.
The worst to come to mind? My inability to laydown my life for my precious Wilma.
Likewise, is happening to me now. Though my children including Ahmad do their best to help and take care of me, not a one has made an effort to laydown their lives for me.
Ten years in this wilderness of people deprived of all comforts, kicked, spit on my face, hurting, lonely, and?
The last three years? In this forsaken area, isolated, no one to hand me even a glass of water at the most crucial moments of my journey in this valley of death I been traveling on. But!
O my Master! You always have been with me. Not for one second have You forsaken me. At the worst moments of despair, You touch me to sleep.
You lift me up. You always do. Sleep comes my way. When I wake up You enable me to hear Your words of comfort again. Quote:
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart, I let you go on because the truth of the matter your fantasizing is your future reality, but! I reserve the time for all to materialize.
In the meantime, your pain, misery, and tears are inevitable. You grieve for those who will not listen and prepare.
You can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see your family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is your greatest suffering.
And why it is so? Because, O My precious child, you are now One with Me—you are grieving with Me, but you are human, there is nothing you can do about it.
Even so, you know I am at work. You know I will do whatever is impossible for you to do.
Therefore, your fantasies are not really just imaginings, indeed! They are your soon to be the reality of your future.
That’s the reason for my continuous reminder, “Just a little while longer, My precious child, wait.”
And you wait.
O Master! Your Love Conjoins The Royal Families …
Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 6:43 pm.
What is love? O my Master I am so distraught with my body’s condition that I am having a hard time even getting comfort in Your words—that is the hardest blow to take!
If I can’t find comfort in You, what else is there for me to do?
There is no help to be found among human beings.
I know, and You know why and how I know it.
Of course! People can claim to have-to be love, experts, heroes, and overcomers supper-successful multimillionaires and followers can discard me as whatever for making such statement, yet?
O well! O my Master thankYou for Your strength to joyfully in peace and tranquility I can go on and on until the end of ends.
So? What Is Love? What Is That Elusive Love Which People So Flipantly Mouth Around …?
Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 10:08 pm.
Now, You are leading me to tell truth not to make my children including Ahmad feel guilty or me ungrateful. No. But!
What is the truth about the love my children including Ahmad claim to have for me?
My children have always been there for me until? O my Master! until the day You called and gave me the power to follow You.
That day You warned me my children, my peers, and all I considered to be my allies were turn against me, even kill me.
But I, as close I was to my children thought for sure they were to be the exception. What a fallacy.
Since that day, my credentials in 1 Corinthians 1:10-31 have been established 100%.
Talking about the furnace of affliction, the bread of adversity, pain, sorrow, and tears?
Coming To This Thing About Human Love …
The human loves for the most when is convenient, but! To laid down our lives for the sake of love for our neighbor?
Totally Impossible Unless It Is Supernaturally Done. So? …
Here I am today, distraught. It’s hot and not the luxury of airconditioner. My body in bad shape. I can hardly walk. I am not hungry. Whatever I eat makes nausetous.
My apartment? Still a mess.
I am only 80 years old, but I am at the point of needed help, and?
That’s what I was distressed about! No help.
Yes! I am given food, money, lots of ‘I love you’- ‘I’m sorry’- and a few hours of help as can be spared, but!
Anymore that can be spared?
O com’ on now, I’m being unreasonable.
You Know What? O My Master! How You Get Me Out Of My Distress …
It’s now Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 11:31 pm. I can’t go no more. I am heading for bed. So I did with the thought of being unreasonable in my mind.
Ha! Unreasonable? The Truth To Set Me Free From The Moment’s Misery …?
Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:05 am.
What a liberating revelation! And the date of this moment? How significant. Master? You always fix my eyes on certain dates for the record. This moment’s date:
Friday=the 6th day of the 7 days week.
May=the 5th month of the 12 months of the year.
The day=22nd day of the 30/31 days in a month.
The year=2020 thousand years since You walked among men.
The hour=the 5th hour of the 24 hours in one day.
The minutes=05 minutes of the 60 minutes in one hour.
My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.
I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.
No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.
Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.
You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.
For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.
Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.”
Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …
Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.
That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!
What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!
Are We Ready To Find It? The Aftermath Of COVID-19!
A Prayer Addressed To You My Master …
In my distress I came to You. Quote:
You command me not to fear but fear I cannot escape when I see the hopelessness around me.
When my feet and belly are swollen.
When I can’t even eat.
When my bladder is overactive.
When my hair is matted.
When I itch.
When I have no one to help me at these critical moments when I am so dizzy, I can’t even walk.
When I fear to fall down at each step I take to help myself to the bathroom.
How can I not fear something dreadful is wrong with me and around me?
Even so? I REFUSE TO FEAR.
I trust; I believe You;
I believe in You;
I will not despair!
You are my Master, my Loving Shepherd.
Your banner over me, Your banner over my children, including Ahmad, Your banner over all of my concern, AND?
Your banner over Your so loved world is LOVE & PROTECTION. There shall NO EVIL truncate our well-being for one second longer than You allow its attempts to do so.
I thank You for hearing me. I thank You for answering me. You always do. I thank You for the much-needed sleep. And? I drifted into sound sleep. End of prayer.
This time I slept until around 10 am.
Got up feeling pretty decent.
Now? Here I am ready to post this matter aligned to Your will for me to do so with the headline of Your choice. So be it.
When? When I Do Not Know How? I Come To You …
Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 4:53 am.
Life, or what is called life goes on in these earthly grounds. You know it my Master. You know it all because You are The Cause And The Effect Of All.
I have nothing to worry about. I am what I am by Your design and purpose not by anything else.
No need to explain and defend. At the end? It is all coming to light. But in the meantime? I must live for today not worry about tomorrow.
What Shall It Be Today, My Master? …
Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 6:37 am.
Yesterday I was not able to sleep during the day despite the fact that I was falling sleep in front of the screen. But once I would go to bed I could not sleep.
Finally? I slept on and off from around 9 pm until around 4 am this morning. I was extremely uncomfortable on getting out of bed.
What to do? I asked of You.
You led me to fix some coffee and my bread croutons. I did. I ate. I drank my coffee.
Ready Now For Whatever You Have For Me On Today …
Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 8:00 am.
I thank You for the way I am feeling. I feel like the morning glory. It is a good laughter feeling, but! You know that I am now well aware of the transitorieness of feelings.
Instead! There Is Joy Inexplicable Surging From My Heart. Why? …
Ha! That is the inexplicably that cannot be explained. But the way You are developing the relationships in our midst? The cause for that inexplicable joy!
Enlightenment! So Much To Enlighten Us About …
Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 8:30 am.
The meaning for this heading in the date. Amazing! No kidding. The dates are the steppingstones towards the future. Meaning of this date:
Thursday= the 5th day of the week.
May=the 5th day of the month.
14=twice the number 7.
2020=twice the number 10
8:00=8+twice the number zero.
Am=the beginning of the day.
What Is Your Message, My Master? …
Ha! for one thing I never done before? Here is a shock to my children, lol. I have taken my shoes off. It came to me to walk barefoot in my apartment. What?
O My Master! That Is What You Commanded Moses To Do. Why? …
The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! The only thing that matters these amazing days of my journey in Your Presence is what You call me to do.
“Put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground.”
Two instances about taking off and putting on the shoes. Quote:
Exodus 3:5 God said, Do not come near; put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground.
Exodus 12:11 And you shall eat it thus: [as fully prepared for a journey] your loins girded, your shoes on your feet, and your staff in your hand; and you shall eat it in haste. It is the Lord’s Passover.
O My Master! The 2nd Quote Is What You Quickened Me To Do A Long Time Ago …
That is the reason why my peculiar way to keep my shoes and clothes on at all times. And when I go to bed my shoes are besides my bed to quickly go on as I get up.
Even the way I eat a lot of times. I eat standing up. Hahaha! Haven’t got the slightest what people thinks of my peculliarities, and?
It has never occurred to me to change my peculiar ways for fear of what people thinks.
That is one fear that has never entered in my mind.
Guess the devil is satisfied with whatever makes me look however in the sight of people.
What a blessing!
I cringe when I think of my past ways of daily shower, priming my way to look good and fit for whatever occasion.
The worse? I forced my children to abide in such routine!
Thank goodness! You have now set me free from all my shenanings to look good!
But! Now? Take Off My Shoes. Why? …
For the place on which I stand is holy—set-apart ground. HalleluYah! I am now standing on the set-apart ground in Your Presence to recibe Your instructions for what You have planned for Ahmad and I before we were even born.
So? What Is Your Message In The Date I Started To Record This Entry? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What joy you are to Me! The joy inexplicable bursting in your heart is My joy.
I am shedding My light on what I am doing on the beginning of the day to start the preparations not only to survive the great tribulation but!
Mainly to overcome all difficulties concerning My plan of deliverance of My so loved world.
That is the meaning of the date and time in the numbers.
I am actually, practically, materializing My purpose for your life in conjunction with Ahmad’s life.
The Number 5: Grace and Preparation
The Number 7: Completeness and Rest
The Number Ten: Law, Testing, and Representation
The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.”
The Beginning Of The Day …
Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 9:30 pm.
It is a new day! New cycle. New beginning. The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! The only thing that matters these amazing days of my journey in Your Presence is what You call me to do.
Sometimes, I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I feel like gamboling & leaping for joy as a calf released from the stall. I feel like the morning glory.
Good laughter feelings, but! Undependable. I am now well aware of the transitorieness of feelings that come & go like the waves of the sea.
Thank goodness! O my Master, You have set me free from depending on those feelings.
O My Master? Sleep Has Evaded Me This Night …
Friday, May 15, 2020 at 3:54 am.
Been up since midnight. I posted in all sites. Mess with the graphic for the next post but! It is not working out. Will redoit.
4:28 am ah! Maybe sleep
Well? You Now Have All My Ducks In Place …
Friday, May 15, 2020 at 10:30 am.
Amazingly simple, yet? Must wait, but! There is that 10 for whatever is to happen it is really, really happening now, and? The number 30. What about the number 30?
The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah
The Message Is Simple. Enlightenment. The Time Is Now …
The Time Is Now to dedicate all means available to proclaim the true meaning of The Blood of Messiah.
The Blood Of Messiah? The Stumbling Block In Our Way …
Why The Blood of Messiah has become our stumbling block? O my Master! I need an answer from You. I need for people to see You not me in all that You give me to write about.
I Need For All To Know I Am Not The One Pushing The Buttons …
Friday, May 15, 2020 at11:00 am
O but how easily we can blame each other for pushing our buttons. Such revelation is amusing to me. Why? Because of sinners I am chief! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Now What? Somehow My Master Let Your People Know You Are The Pusher Not Me …
Friday, May 15, 2020 at 9:46 pm.
O my Master! my request is superfluous. People already know Who You are in my life. Furthermore, You are now making clear Your purpose and aim for my life.
Fact Not Delusion. A New Day For Sure To Settle The Confusion …
Saturday, May 16, 2020 at 7:10 am.
What it seems to be my delusions You are fixing to turn them into solutions. What is it that many consider me to be? Mentally ill as in my medically history.
The Truth? Though That I Was Declared Mentally Insane Since 1982, I Am Not.
Saturday, May 16, 2020 at 12:33 pm.
I talked to my heavenly Father–I still do. I will always do. I had many spiritual experiences, but no one believed that I was talking to my Father. So? They declared me insane.
10:39 pm bed hope 4 sleep.
Gifted Not Insane Is The Reality Now Revealed To Me …
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 3:35 am.
What a delight! What a healing experience. All the sufferings of the past are now joy inexplicably full of the Father Creator’s loving pasion for His so loved world.
Conclusion? There Is Only One Solution—That Is Not My Conclusion …
Let the headlines glare the glory of mankind to find solutions for the aftermath of COVID-19. No matter.
Enlightenment In 2020. Fact: One Solution …
Swiftly, effectively, victoriously the message with that solution travels through the waves of the net! Wonder where is it going? Wonder no more! For sure, your mind and heart.
Will It Reach Its Destination …?
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 4:10 am.
For sure as well. I do not know when. I do not know how for that is something the Almighty Creator reserves for His time and discretion, but!
I Know For Sure The Message Has Reached My Mind And Heart. A big Start! …
Free at last to let the world be! The world is now free from all my opinions and conclusions however brilliant those could be.
And That Is The Conclusion For This Post As You, My Master Are Leading Me To Do …
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 5:21 am.
Paying no mind to how I feel, much less to what I think, I am going on. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.
Snow In My Dream …
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:16 am.
Master? You sent me to sleep only to dream of beautiful snow on the ground. Brief sight. I woke up. Meaning of dream. Quote:
To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.
Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.
I am not feeling good at all. Help me my master. Going back to bed.
All those fears are knocking at my door, but!
You guard my door. No fear can come in whatsoever.
Ha! In Bed Your Answer Came For My Relief …
I heard, “Get up, prepare all things to wash your hair in the kitchen sink.” Immediately You gave me the strength to obey Your command.
While washing my hair? Surprise visit from Ahmad when I was just about to colapse. Ahmad helped me to finish the job safely.
I realized right there and then the clear message in my snow dream.
Master? Surely, I Am Experiencing Something Has Come To An End …
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:51 pm.
What that would be? Perhaps the many faces of craving for love and acceptance? I now sense a new sense of clarity. A sense of spiritual peace and tranquility never experienced before.
After giving it some thought I wrote a comment in one article discussing the psycological impact of COVID-19. Quote:
Enlightenment? COVID-19 in 2020
Has anyone considered the Almighty Creator of our beings? Yes! I, for one. lol So have others, but! I can only talk for myself. Why lol? Because, O well, believe it or not, our Creator separated me in this roof apartment of my dreams since 2017. Whatever for? To finalize His testing me face to face as it is written.
The last day of 2019? He pronounced His work within me for the benefit of His so loved world was GOOD! Wow!
What is happening now? Ha! Amazing! In 99 F summer heat in Amman, Jordan where the heat is so extreme one can hardly move plus the devastating info on COVID-19?
For me? It is a new day! New cycle. New beginning. The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! Sometimes? I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I feel like gamboling & leaping for joy as a calf released from the stall. Right now? Today? I feel like the morning glory. Why?
Enlightenment In 2020. Fact: One Solution …
Swiftly, effectively, victoriously the message with that solution travels through the waves of the net! Wonder where is it going? Wonder no more! For sure, your mind and heart.
Will It Reach Its Destination …?
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 4:10 am.
For sure as well. I do not know when. I do not know how for that is something the Almighty Creator reserves for His time and discretion, but!
I Know For Sure The Message Has Reached My Mind And Heart. A big Start! …
Free at last to let the world be! The world is now free from all my opinions and conclusions however brilliant those could be.
And That Is The Conclusion For This Post As You, My Master Are Leading Me To Do …
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 5:21 am.
Paying no mind to how I feel, much less to what I think, I am going on. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia. 🙂
You Know My Master My Intentions To Keep Quiet, But!
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 9:37 pm.
But You tell me to proclaim Your aim to save Your so loved world. So? I wrote the comment. Indeed! There is clarity in all You lead me to do.
How Clear I See It All Now? …
For years and years in my dreams I found myself walking on long roads only to wind up at a dead end. And in real life? I was a super-hero battered woman.
People simphatized with me. People admired and helped me and I helped people big time!
Still, I craved for an ilusive love I could not get a hold of.
I tried to buy that love. I gave it all money wise.
And my life? I laydown my life hoping for that ilusive love in return to no avail.
Ha! How Clear I See Now The End Of My Search …
Will try bed. Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 10:27 pm.
Monday, May 18, 2020 at 4:49 am.
Mounted on my own white horse, I was looking for love in all the wrong places in this earth as it is now. O my Master! You saw it but You let me go.
And You waited, waited, waited for that horse to bolt me down with no love to be found.
Only then You were able to lift Yourself up and have mercy on me.
Only then You were able to be gracious with Your love You were to hand over to me.
What Kind Of Love Is That? …
That is the everlasting only love only wothty to seek and search for. That is Your love from on high. That is Your pasionate love for Your creation including us human beings.
It is written through out the 66 books that comprise the library called the Bible. One quote:
Isaiah 30:18.
And therefore, the Master [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Master is the Almighty of justice. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who [earnestly] wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him [for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship]! [Joh 14:3, Joh 14:27; 2Co 12:9; Heb 12:2; 1Jn 3:16; Rev 3:5]
Here And There The Stories Are Told …
Rebellious ungrateful children that refuse to their parents’ upbringing. They refuse to work and blatanly remain at home muching off their parents until?
The parents seemingly heartless kick them out and refuse to help them any more than the help already given.
Those parents suffer greatly to see their children suffering for a time. But!
At the end? Those children turn out grateful, respectful adults, productive citizens of any country.
Where does the family concept comes from?
The truth?
Enlightenment!
Such Concept Ingrained In Our Beings Comes From You O Master Creator Of Our Beings …
Monday, May 18, 2020 at 6:56 am.
That is the amazing truth to set us free from our own selves. Free from all our ideas, concepts, opinions, and diversity of beliefs rampart big time around the world.
O My Master! You Are Not What We Have Made You To Be, But! …
Why have we turned out to be the way we are? Why the rebellion, the pain and suffering, the misery of living even when we cover ourselves in the luxury of laughter?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? How clear you now have an answer to it all. How clear you see in your own children’s rebellion your past rebellion against Me.
Indeed! O My precious child, that is the meaning of the record of Cain and Abel. Cain’s rebellion and anger were not addressed to his parents as the children do now. Cain’s rebellion and anger were addressed to Me.
It is likewise today, but The children of today lack understanding of who they are and why they are on this earth.
The children of today only know they were born by the will of their mother and father. Thus, they blame their parents for their successes or for their failures.
Their anger or hate as well as their love are addressed to them for bringing them to this world.
In the other hand, if the children are brought up in a religious culture, they learn to worship the religious concept of Me, there you have the ostentatious show of public worship as the children become adults.
Very well, now? Should life deal to any of them a bad deal like the death of a child or the loss of their fortunes? The most ostentious of worshipers quickly abandon their worship and take things into their own hands. They discover the powers hidden in the spiritual realm to overcome such blow by the insights from that spiritual realm.
Those are the magnets who attract the multitude to heal themselves by the power of their own inner self completely ignoring even My existence.
Then we have the ones who under the same circumstances turn to Me to overcome such pain, but! They never abandon their religious ways nor their understanding of My words and My ways.
Those are the ones stuck in self-righteousness with their finger pointed to them never to themselves. They are the stench in My nostrils.
And of course, there are the numerous ones called to lead My flock. Unfortunately, the majority of them are not following Me, they are following each other.
Those are the ones out there in the world either proselything or casting out demmons or helping the widows and the orphans by their own power of understanding My written words.
Those are the ones in the saddest group of all. At the end? I will have to declare to them their iniquity or their Lawlessness.
My child, you have been a faithful member in each one of those groups in your search for love and acceptance to no avail.
But why I let you on your own for the 80 years of your existence on this earth? My reason is now clear to you.
I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.
No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world. End of my Master’s words.
O My Master! By 10:36 Pm I Could Not Go Anymore Last Night …
Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 1:36 am.
You know it. I crawled in bed. Perhaps I slept until after midnight. I got up feeling somewhat better. I checked the emails. What did I find? Encouragenment. A message from Jeff.
The subjet line? Quote:
I’ve been lying to you
Jeff Goins via n.convertkit.com
May 18, 2020, 10:44 PM (3 hours ago)
to me
Hey ThiaBasilia,
We’re friends, right? Good. I think that’s an important place to start, because friends tell each other the truth, and I want to be honest with you: I’ve been lying to you.
The truth is I’ve been lying to myself, playing a role I thought I was, only to realize there is something deeper beneath the facade I’ve shared with the world for the past ten years. …
O My Master! How Real Can You Be? A Message To Let Me Know It …
Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 2:17 am.
You know of my lingering fears while I record such long words from Your heart of love. So? You always come through to encourage me, to remove my fears.
Master? It is useless to take my eyes off of You to look at the hoplesness around me. When I do, the fears clamor to arise again.
What Happened Yesterday While I Was Recording Your Words To Me? …
Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:25 am.
Yesterday my body was not taking the heat at all. I felt lousy. Lost of apetite. Thirsty. Felt nauseous. Swelling legs, feet, and belly. Bugs byting me. Itching. Not able to sleep. But!
It came to me to wet myself and go on.
I did. I was able to keep wetting myself to go on until I finished recording.
That happened around 8:30 pm.
Just Then, Ahmad Stepped In With Supper To Share With Me …
By that time, I was feeling somewhat better. I was able to eat with him, but! Afterwards, I became miserable again. Unfortunately, Ahmad did not notice my discomfort. He left.
What Was Your Purpose For Such A Day, My Master? …
Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:56 am.
When I got up around 2:17 am while recording my reply to Jeff, I was still suffering. My head itched. It came to me to wet my head. I did. It helped. I was able to work until around 5 am.
At that time, I became drowsy. I headed for bed. Slept until about 7:15 am.
Around 3:30 am I witnessed a strange situation. I heard children playing in the street. Voices. I went out in the roof with no light for me not to be noticed while I checked.
Ha! Four children having a grand time. Furniture on the sidewalk. Two adults carrying that furniture in the apartment down in my building. At 3 am? On curfew time?
Even more, all around me the curtains in the windows were up. Lights on but no people that I could see in the houses. How strange.
It’s now Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 9:18 am.
Drowsy again. Heading for bed.
As I was getting comfortable, I had a flash of my long hair floating nicely. It had been untangled!
A Prayer Addressed To You My Master …
You command me not to fear but fear I cannot escape when I see the hopelessness around me. When my feet and belly are swollen. When I can’t even eat. When my bladder is overactive. When my hair is matted. When I itch. When I have no one to help me at these critical moments when I am so dizzy, I can’t even walk. When I fear to fall down at each step I take to help myself to the bathroom. How can I not fear something dreadful is wrong with me and around me?
Even so? I REFUSE TO FEAR. I trust; I believe You; I believe in You; I will not despair! You are my Master, my Loving Shepherd. Your banner over me, Your banner over my children, including Ahmad, Your banner over all of my concern, AND? Your banner over Your so loved world is LOVE & PROTECTION. There shall NO EVIL truncate our well-being for one second longer than You allow its attempts to do so.
I thank You for hearting me. I thank You for answering me. You always do. I thank You for the much-needed sleep. And? I drifted into sound sleep.
This time I slept until around 10 am.
Got up feeling pretty decent.
Now? Here I am ready to post this matter aligned to Your will for me to do so with the headline of Your choice. So be it.
O my Master! Yesterday weather wise was a cloudy rainy cold winter day, but! Your strength availed me. Not so with Your Ahmad. My hope?
I Hope For You To Reveal Yourself To Ahmad Today …
In the last post, You have demonstrated to us all the meaning of our sufferings. Thus my request on behalf of Ahmad.
Ha! Today Would Have Been My 60th Wedding Anniversary. …
Funny thing, hardly ever I noticed my wedding anniversaries. Wonder why I noticed such right now? I will see what You develop on the matter if anything.
I am still cold. Heading to get under the covers to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.
Am I Ready Is The Question …?
Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 5:30 pm.
Indeed! Such is the question that brought me to my senses.
Sleep 7:47 pm
The Day Went By Without Much Ado …
Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 11:58 pm
I did hear from Roxana. She sent me a Mother’s Day gift. I did not hear from Ahmad but his young son, my lil friend brought me some food. He told me his father been sleeping.
So, I am not worried. I know You are in control of his life.
Soon You will let me know the good news of his, Ahmad’s recovery.
You sent me a veggie and flowers alphabet. I spent my day creating a graphic with it. Don’t know how it will be used but!
I am enjoying combining all little bits I have learned here and there about graphics.
I shall wait on You to see what You develop with the graphic if anything.
Meantime? Not sure if I should go back to sleep.
I wait on You.
Friday, May 8, 2020 at 1:23 am bed finally!
Well? You Led Me To Mess With The Graphic …
Friday, May 8, 2020 at 9:53 am.
Wow! The numbers! The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. Grace and Preparation=5. And? The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation. What?
I just wrote a reply in Denise’s post, quote:
Can I chime in? You all inheritors of my ‘crazy bonne’! Best time? Not as bestest than the time I’m having just watching how, how, how brown cow are we all coming together as unique as each one of us are! 🤣🥰😉
Not only that but I just wrote a reply to an email that goes hand in hand with this reply.
From my friend:
I don’t know where you got the information that the democrats are going to be sending another $200.00 a month to us. They want to try and bankrupt the united states so they can start a socialist government. If that was to happen you, me and all the social security people will no longer be getting any money. If this should happen we all will be eating out of the garage cans like the poor people in venezuela.
I sent you your social security check plus the stimulus minus the fee to wire the money to you. Denise money did not get here until the 5th of the month. The mail like everything else is slow., some days I don’t get mail. That money is in the bank. When Roxana money is deposited you will have $xxxxx dollars in the bank.. Remember what I said don’t count on any money until you get it in your hand. ( In other words don’t count your chickens before they hatch.) LOL
Who’s idea to buy that building?
My response:
LOL LOL LOL! xxx honestly, I am not crazy I just do and say crazy things that are now coming to pass to my own surprise.
From day one in this building the woman that ownes it is after Ahmad and find excuses to talk and tell Ahmad all kinds of things that Ahmad has to pay or whatever.
Hit the send button by accident. Anyhow, no one tells Ahmad what to do period! So, he would come to me complaining about the woman. I told him, “TELL THAT WOMAN YOU ARE GOING TO BUY THIS BUILDING!!!”
Well? Ahmad laughed. He told me, “with WHAT MONEY? I need 100000 JOD!” and he left! After he left, I thought, “now, why in the world did I tell him such a thing, but! I know this is my building. …”
That was almost 4 years ago. Since then I continuously repeat the same words to Ahmad because of the words that our Father speaks to me on the daily basis about everything that is going on with Ahmad, with you all, with the world, with the present, past, and future, with every minute detail of my daily living.
It is all like a fantasy, but here lately the Spirit has demonstrated to me in the Scriptures that what seems to me and to everybody else that crosses my pass, what seems like a fantasy or crazy ways and sayings of mine are not really fantasies but IT IS HIS REALITY AND OUR SOON TO BE REALIZED DESTINY!
Blow me away, xxx. It is all coming to pass right before our eyes, but we cannot yet see it because nothing that our Father Creator is and is doing is even CLOSE to anything any human could have figured it to be.
I keep hiting the send button but there is more. No one yet has shown any real interest in what I record in the Internet on the daily happenings of my life.
I have thousands of followers, but none committed yet to what the Almighty is compelling me to publish in the NET. Even so? Even Ahmad is now beginning to see and almost mind what I pass on to him that the Almighty reveals to me for the benefit of us all. In other words? Time is telling.
The TRUTH? I am totally blown away with what I write and publish, but! The results? VERY SUBTLE! lol
My wealth, my health, my identity? IS A REALITY, xxx! $575.00 in my account and coming! The numbers 5-7-5 mean greatest abundance is on the way. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.
That’s all folks! love, thia
Grace and Preparation=5. It means grace or favor with means to prepare for the great tribulation.
Completeness and Rest=7. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
Grace and Preparation=5. Why not the marvellous thing to favor us with all needed to do as He wills us to do?
The Best Part? Laughter! The Result Of Your Promise Despite? …
Despite all the Ishmael we have given birth for lack of patience and unbelief for the Isaiac promised just like Sarah did, quote:
Isaac’s Birth Promised
Gen 17:15 And God said to Abraham, As for Sarai your wife, you shall not call her name Sarai; but Sarah [Princess] her name shall be.
Gen 17:16 And I will bless her and give you a son also by her. Yes, I will bless her, and she shall be a mother of nations; kings of peoples shall come from her.
Thirteen Years Went By. No Sign Of Sarah Giving Birth …
Ah! We all know the story of Sarah and Ishmael, but we do not apply it to ourselves. Anyhow? The story continues, in verse 17 with Abraham’s laugh as such impossibility because of their age. Quote:
Genesis 17:17-22
17 Then Abraham fell on his face and laughed and said in his heart, Shall a child be born to a man who is a hundred years old? And shall Sarah, who is ninety years old, bear a son?
18 And [he] said to God, Oh, that Ishmael might live before You!
19 But God said, Sarah your wife shall bear you a son indeed, and you shall call his name Isaac [laughter]; and I will establish My covenant or solemn pledge with him for an everlasting covenant and with his posterity after him.
20 And as for Ishmael, I have heard and heeded you: behold, I will bless him and will make him fruitful and will multiply him exceedingly; He will be the father of twelve princes, and I will make him a great nation. [Fulfilled in Gen 25:12-18.]
21 But My covenant, My promise and pledge, I will establish with Isaac, whom Sarah will bear to you at this season next year.
22 And God stopped talking with him and went up from Abraham.
Now for the record. I am quoting the Scriptures as they are written. I normally change some the words to refer to our Creator like Lord and God but!
The Master Creator compels me now to let go. To post the words as understood by the public.
So? You Stopped Talking To Abraham …
Sure enough, a year later? What a marvel! Laughter! Even so? For years and years, I have read such Scriptures without a hint of how marvellously those Scriptures apply to me personally.
No kidding! It is just now that I am grasping the immensity of Your ways to tell us our own history in the 66 books that comprise the library called Bible.
Well! The story continues. Quote:
Genesis 18:1-21
1 NOW THE Lord appeared to Abraham by the oaks or terebinths of Mamre; as he sat at the door of his tent in the heat of the day,
2 He lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, three men stood at a little distance from him. He ran from the tent door to meet them and bowed himself to the ground
3 And said, My lord, if now I have found favor in your sight, do not pass by your servant, I beg of you.
4 Let a little water be brought, and you may wash your feet and recline and rest yourselves under the tree.
5 And I will bring a morsel (mouthful) of bread to refresh and sustain your hearts before you go on further–for that is why you have come to your servant. And they replied, Do as you have said.
6 So Abraham hastened into the tent to Sarah and said, Quickly get ready three measures of fine meal, knead it, and bake cakes.
7 And Abraham ran to the herd and brought a calf tender and good and gave it to the young man [to butcher]; then he [Abraham] hastened to prepare it.
8 And he took curds and milk and the calf which he had made ready, and set it before [the men]; and he stood by them under the tree while they ate.
9 And they said to him, Where is Sarah your wife? And he said, [She is here] in the tent.
10 [The Lord] said, I will surely return to you when the season comes round, and behold, Sarah your wife will have a son. And Sarah was listening and heard it at the tent door which was behind Him. [Rom 9:9-12]
11 Now Abraham and Sarah were old, well advanced in years; it had ceased to be with Sarah as with [young] women. [She was past the age of childbearing].
12 Therefore Sarah laughed to herself, saying, After I have become aged shall I have pleasure and delight, my lord (husband), being old also? [1Pe 3:6]
13 And the Lord asked Abraham, Why did Sarah laugh, saying, Shall I really bear a child when I am so old?
14 Is anything too hard or too wonderful N1for the Lord? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]
15 Then Sarah denied it, saying, I did not laugh; for she was afraid. And He said, No, but you did laugh.
16 The men rose up from there and faced toward Sodom, and Abraham went with them to bring them on the way.
17 And the Lord said, Shall I hide from Abraham [My friend and servant] what I am going to do, [Gal 3:8]
18 Since Abraham shall surely become a great and mighty nation, and all the nations of the earth shall be blessed through him and shall bless themselves by him? [Gen 12:2-3]
19 For I have known (chosen, acknowledged) him [as My own], so that he may teach and command his children and the sons of his house after him to keep the way of the Lord and to do what is just and righteous, so that the Lord may bring Abraham what He has promised him.
20 And the Lord said, Because the shriek [of the sins] of Sodom and Gomorrah is great and their sin is exceedingly grievous,
21 I will go down now and see whether they have done altogether [as vilely and wickedly] as is the cry of it which has come to Me; and if not, I will know.
Coming To This Moment On Friday, May 8, 2020 At 12:30 Pm …
What? The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah. Amazing!
That Is Exactly How You Are Developing Your Plan To Save Your So Loved World! Wow! …
Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 6:36 am.
Ha! No kidding! Things are happening right on cue. I truly feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.
Once I accepted wholeheartely the fact The Number Twelve stands for Governing Order and Rulership, Your light shone in the haze of my mind, and?
O my Master! Ahmad at the door! He came to work for You! …
What an amazing response to my request to You I did last night! For six hours Ahmad did exactly what I been hoping to be done with the clutter in my kitchen. Wow!
Hope—the evidence of things not yet seen.
Hoping by the power of Your love and wisdom not by the power of our minds.
Only You can instill in us the hope to wait on You with patience and composure.
A proven fact now confirmed to me.
Wow! And It All Finding Me On This 7th Day Of Rest! …
Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 7:00 am.
Ha! There is that amazing seven again! Meaning You are doing amazing things on this earth with that number, and?
A double zero meaning Your message to this so loved world of Yours is all inclusive with Your plan of salvation by the blood of Yahushua.
What a way to open the human mind to understand this thing about Yahushua …?
No kidding! This thing about Yahushua has been the stumbling block in the human’s journey on these earthly grounds.
Indeed! Enlightenment. You Opened Their Minds…
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 6:28 am.
O my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. What am I talking about now? O my Master? You know it.
For such a long time until this exact moment, I been concerned with the doings of most devoted Christians. Why?
Because all see everywhere I turn around is the hahaha! Be happy chant against Yahuwhua’s words in the famous Sermont of the Mount.
But today You opened my mind with the Scriptures telling if Your people don’t praise You the stones will. Quote:
Luke 24:38-53
38 And He said to them, Why are you disturbed and troubled, and why do such doubts and questionings arise in your hearts?
39 See My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself! Feel and handle Me and see, for a spirit does not have flesh and bones, as you see that I have.
40 And when He had said this, He showed them His hands and His feet.
41 And while [since] they still could not believe it for sheer joy and marveled, He said to them, Have you anything here to eat?
42 They gave Him a piece of broiled fish,
43 And He took [it] and ate [it] before them.
44 Then He said to them, This is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.
45 Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures,
46 And said to them, Thus it is written that the Christ (the Messiah) should suffer and on the third day rise from (among) the dead, [Hos 6:2]
47 And that repentance [with a view to and as the condition of] forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.
48 You are witnesses of these things.
49 And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.
50 Then He conducted them out as far as Bethany, and, lifting up His hands, He invoked a blessing on them.
51 And it occurred that while He was blessing them, He parted from them and was taken up into heaven.
52 And they, worshiping Him, went back to Jerusalem with great joy;
53 And they were continually in the temple celebrating with praises and blessing and extolling God. Amen (so be it).
Luke 19:37-40
37 As He was approaching [the city], at the descent of the Mount of Olives, the whole crowd of the disciples began to rejoice and to praise God [extolling Him exultantly and] loudly for all the mighty miracles and works of power that they had witnessed,
38 Crying, Blessed (celebrated with praises) is the King Who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven [freedom there from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin] and glory (majesty and splendor) in the highest [heaven]! [Psa 118:26]
39 And some of the Pharisees from the throng said to Jesus, Teacher, reprove Your disciples!
40 He replied, I tell you that if these keep silent, the very stones will cry out. [Hab 2:11]
Thus, I am no longer concerned about the matter anymore.
I Had To Go To Sleep. Dreams …
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 12:42 pm.
O yes! My my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me. Next?
I saw a huge truck full of red tomatoes coming to me. That is what I remember quite vividly.
What Does It Mean, My Master? …
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 3:59 pm.
My Master, it seems to me tthat You are telling me that I am loved despite how it looks like to me. How it looks like it to me?
Well? You know it. The doings of Ahmad and my children give me the impression of their lack of concern for what I am in Your sight.
Yes, they are much concerned about my physical needs. Therefore, as long as they provide food and money for me they are quite satisfied, but!
I do not want any longer to be looking forward for anything from anybody.
Even so? I find myself doing so only to suffer big disappointment when the thing I am looking forward do not happen.
But mainly my Master, I hate the evil thoughts that arise with each disappointment!
I need You!
Help me to let go.
Help me to be still.
Help me to wait on You.
Help me to expect from You alone.
Mother’s Day 2020—So Especial! …
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 8:31 pm to Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:05 am
Wow! What a day! It ended with 5 hours of sound sleep. Uncertainty until late in the afternoon. Then? Your gift. Roxana and Denise publicly honored me.
Roxana published a documentary of her life with me. Denise? A letter that touched the depth of my being. Quote:
From Roxana:
Thia Basilia Licona – did you know when you came to the states as young woman that you would be married, with threee daughters within 5 years? Many more years, children, ups and downs….here are portions of our story, Me and You, Momma…..
You are 80 years old now. You still have your passion and love and you still push through with joy.And I look forward to being reunited with you again someday…. I Love You!!!
Mom, I believe this is the last time I was able to hug you. I miss that more than anything. Giving you a hug. So here’s a BIG HUG now, virtually
From Denise:
Hi Mom,
This is your twin wishing you a Happy Mother’s Day!
You love with such a big heart! It’s so hard to understand everything you did for me and our family.
Honestly, I think it’s easy to throw the baby out with the bathwater and to remember the trauma and forget the beauty and all of the hard work and pure love that you lavished upon us.
You tried so hard meeting everyone’s needs and demands and trying to make everyone feel special, despite the fact that you were dealing with so much pain. I have a theory about people that experience so much drama and trauma… They are very old and powerful beings that were entrusted with some very difficult things to heal.
You are a superhero. I see you.
Thank you for the countless hours you put into caring for me and the rest of us and for doing your best make us feel special, which wasn’t easy with all those kids. So many demands on you that it was so difficult for you to know what it is that you wanted and needed. And everybody just wanted more and more of you. It’s a lot!
And it sure didn’t help that you picked people that didn’t value you. You were going through your own journey with your unworthiness, just like the rest of us, only yours was pretty intense.
Thank you for being there for me and for helping me with my kids so selflessly.
Thank you for not giving up and for making our world a more beautiful place. You are important. You have changed the course of human history by your presence here.
Words are inadequate to really express what I would like to say. But just know that I am always with you and I love you with all of my heart.
❤️ Denise
O My Master! What A Way To Give Me Your Message In My Tomatoe Dream …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:08 am.
Again! Silly me! Looking out for the tomatoes of material wealth. Duh! No matter any longer. You are paying no mind whatsoever to our wicked carnal ways of thinking and doing.
What About The Burnt Sausage In My Dream? …
Ha! that was the first part of the dream. A message of how my day was to begin with Ahmad’s strange call around 5 am.
I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me.
Ha! My day began and ended with Ahmad, but! O well!
I thought it to be a repeat of Ahmad’s deceiving ways!
He comes. He helps. He promises to come back the next day to finish the work.
The next day? No Ahmad. It seems like he dropped off to another plannet.
On the third day? He comes with his melodramatic excuses why he can’t help me.
This time? I was expecting him to come with the promised things he was supposed to get for me.
Instead? Only some food not even close to what I was expecting!
Even worse? He claimed to be so exhausted to let me share Roxana and Denise’s gift to me.
Next? He gets ready to leave because his daughter is expecting to eat dinner with her.
A burst of anger!
What about dinner with me as promised?
Well? Back To The Meaning Of My Dream …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:42 am.
O my Master! how clear the meaning of that dream You have opened my mind to see it all this morning. Quote:
If you dreamed of someone cooking for you, such dream is a good sign. It indicates you are loved and cared for. It can symbolize the care and attention of a special person in your life, who is doing everything to make you happy.
That is Ahmad!
This dream could also reveal someone admiring you, without you being aware of that.
That are my children! Perhaps? My Joyce?
If you dreamed about cooking sausages, such dream is a good sign, indicating the success of our planned projects and endeavors.
How encouraging even against all odds!
If you dreamed of completely burning the food you were cooking, such dream might not be a good sign. It might signify someone you care about getting disappointed in you because of some actions you did or words you said.
That was my burst of anger last night!
The Day After …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:49 am.
To Diana:
Cry, cried, cry, cried some more. repeat. then? 5 long hrs of sound sleep! wow! wow! wow! What a day! Our Father’s gift! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
It Is Now The Day After, And? …
Who or what is in my mind? Wondering why not a peep from my Diana? Went about my business. Came to the computer. Put on my glasses. Adjusted them to see what was in my inbox if any. What?
A card from Diana. Much trouble with the Internet. Could not reply. Puzzled. Turned off Chrome. Unplug/replug the modem.
Back to my journal. Needed to copy/paste some of the comments in Roxana’s FB. Turn on browswer. Clicked FB.
Ha! There is my Diana! Crying like mom! Wow!
O My Diana! Your Precious Gift To Me, O Master Of Mine! …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:00 am.
O my Master! Grace and Preparation=5, and? Zero twice meaning the certainty of Your message being inclusive of Your plan of salvation for us all. Wow!
Dear, Dear Child Of Mine. Dear Diana …
Unbeknown to me, You are my grand prize as time is telling. From the ten months I carried you in my womb the number 10 applies to us. Quote:
The Number Ten
Law, Testing, and Representation
Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.
Well? There You Have It! The Time Is NOW …
Despite the fact that NOW could be a long time. Bless my heart! Such revelation brings me back to square one—wait!
And I wait only empowered by the power of Your love and wisdom. Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.
The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.
What is The beauty of a relationship set in Your will? …
The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.
So? There Is The Meaning Of My Tomatoes Dream …
You see, my Diana how it is all coming together in the numbers and my dreams? What is the meaning of tomatoes in my dream? Quote:
To see tomatoes in your dream symbolizes domestic happiness and harmony.
Tomato is often associated with good luck. The dream about tomatoes symbolizes you will step into new phase at work or in life. Also, to see a tomato in your dream suggests everything will go well.
Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:42 am.
The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?
When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.
Lov, mom.
Taking It All In Stride …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:48 pm.
Such is the reality of my life in Your Presence at last! It took a long time, but! You accomplished what You aimed at with my life.
Anger? For A Good Reason …?
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:47 pm.
Master? I sure thank You for giving me the power to take things in stride including my bursts of anger. To deal with anger or any unseemly thing calmly or acceptingly.
You led me to an entry dealing with anger in 2013, seven years ago. I pulled the file but I did not pay mind to it until right now
I sense Your lead to quote that entry, why? because it expressess my determination to let You deal with my anger instead of taking things into my own hands of self-improvement. Quote:
Am I Angry? Yes I Am And So Is Our Creator! Why? Read On & Find Out Why?
The Lack Of Respect & Consideration From The Younger To The Older Generation Breaks Our Creator’s Heart As Well As My Own Heart!
Sunday, March 10, 2013 at 7:52 am
Father, I’m having a hard time dealing with myself and You know it! Unless You intervene to change or to take full control of my emotional system, I refuse to take things into my own hands to deal with myself or with anyone else’s self!
The world emphasizes self-discipline & self-control when it comes to our emotions or our bodily habits; but I know now that such practices only lead to self-righteousness and I want nothing to do with such a thing.
My determinate purpose is set on Your righteousness not on anything that the carnal self can define as righteous. As it’s written in Philippians 3,
But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as one combined loss for Messiah ‘s sake. Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege—the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage of knowing Messiah Yahushua my Master and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him —of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly.
For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish—refuse, dregs, in order that I may win—gain Messiah Yahushua and that I may actually be found and known as in Him, not having any self-achieved righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Torah’s or the Bible’s or any other book of Laws & commands’ demands—ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with our Creator thus acquired, but possessing that genuine righteousness which comes through faith in Messiah Yahushua, the truly right standing with our Creator, which comes from our Creator by saving faith.
For my determined purpose is that I may know Him that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly, and that I may in that same way come to know the power out flowing from His resurrection which it exerts over believers, and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.
WOW! Those last words in the passage of Scripture quoted have just come to life within my being and all is well within my soul again! Why? Because it is as it’s written for me!
…. and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.
Indeed! “His sufferings” continuously elevate my emotions just like it happened to Yahushua while He walked among us as well as now as Yahushua sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us!
No! Such revelation is not new revelation given to me. Indeed! Over & over Yahushua told us that unless we abide in Him or become one with Him of our own, we could do nothing pleasing unto our Father Creator.
And so why do I get so angry with the lack of respect & consideration from the younger generation to the older generation? Because such is a major offense in the sight of our Creator. And such offense is the cause of Yahushua’s sufferings as well as my own sufferings. Why?
Because I abide in Yahushua or I am one with Him as I submit and obey His commands & instructions over & above my own understanding and regardless this world’s concepts of self-discipline & kindness & love & all such things that have actually produced only a whole world of self-righteous fools!
Such is the FACT—the most tragic & sad fact of all facts! Whether anyone chooses to believe it or not!
Wow! Seven Years Have Passed. Now? Your Confirmation …?
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:51 pm.
Yes, I have obeyed Your instructions to proclaim such fact by all means available to me.
Even so? It is only now that You are beginning to show me the results of my obedience. Your words to me at the beginning of 2020. Quote:
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have lived as per the meaning of dignity, but! For the most?
The world has not recognized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.
I am the cause and the effect of all that happens, to all that has happened, to all that will happen in the life of the queen that you are.
Fear not. I know who you are. I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all. I know it all, but!
I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to Yahushua that I might acquit.
Until then, My precious child, you must wait, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.
So? I have been waiting. I am waiting. I shall continue to wait.
5:09 pm
Master! You Are An Awesome Yah! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 5:19 am.
O my Master! I am going for broke on this day. Bless my heart! You have given me my lot in life, but! this lot You have given me has not been to my liking until now.
What is my lot? The same lot You gave to the prophets of old thought that I am not a prophet per say.
What was that lot You gave to the prophets? To tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin.
That to begin with has been my stumbling block until You chose to remove that block.
Of course! I did not want such lot! I objected from the beginning, but!
You prevailed over my objections. I had no choice but to accept my lot or perish for eternity.
How Did You Remove That Stumbling Block? …
In Your timing and at Your discretion You chose to open my mind to understand Your misunderstood written words.
That is the fact that I cannot change no matter what!
What On Earth Am I Talking About?!!! …
O mine! O mine! O mine! There is no way that I, a human being possesor of a brilliant natural mind and a natural heart yet there is no way that I can explain or defend You and Your ways of doing, period.
Even So? You Are Doing Your Own Explaining And Defending Yourself. How? …
Simple. Simple. Simple. But? We are a bunch of complicated humans rejecting Your simple ways of doing things for our good.
What A Revelation! No Need For My Two Cents …
It is simple. You compelled me to journal my daily living without any embellishment to make me look good and attractive.
Is That Simple? Yes, But! Not To The Natural Man …
Including my own natural man. Indeed! I have bickered and complained and repeat because of the results of my exposing my human wickedness. But!
On Mother’s Day 2020? Enlightenment! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 6:31 am.
Enlightenment? Ha! More like lightening hitting me from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet without burning me to death! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
I Am Alive And Well And Ready To Tell …?
Tell what? Tell Denise and the whole lot of my fellow human beings we are all WRONG! Nothing, absolutely nothing is the way we humans have figured out to be!
Thank Goodness! Now? O Well! Now I Speak For Myself …
It is truly, joy inespeakable full of Your esteem! The peace that surpasses even my own understanding invades my whole being.
Joy! Peace! Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! The End? Saved! Restored! Complete! That is me.
The Truth Has Set Me Free! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 7:00 am.
Such revelation and on the numbers 7-0-0. Indeed! You are doing wonders with that number 7! And the Zero? Double its meaning applies to all written.
And My Mind Churns—None Stop Churns, But? …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 11:13 am.
Let it churn, churn, churn! You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words.
Honest To Goodness! After Such Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020? …
Time to come down to the reality of humankind. We humans are a unique especimen among Your entire Creation, but!
We Are Some Complicated Beings That Love To Complicate The Simplest Of Things …
Thus? We rally on finding solutions for our complicated thinking. Me? Seven years—You have done wonders in my life with that number of 7 years.
So? This Morning, The Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020 Settle Down, and? …
On to these earthly brown grounds. Ha! what to do now? People is saying all kinds of good things about me! Mercy my Master! It is written,
Luke 6:24-26
But woe to (alas for) you who are rich (abounding in material resources), for you already are receiving your consolation (the solace and sense of strengthening and cheer that come from prosperity) and have taken and enjoyed your comfort in full [having nothing left to be awarded you].
Woe to (alas for) you who are full now (completely filled, luxuriously gorged and satiated), for you shall hunger and suffer want! Woe to (alas for) you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep and wail!
Woe to (alas for) you when everyone speaks fairly and handsomely of you and praises you, for even so their forefathers did to the false prophets.
Talking About My Mind Churning? But! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:00 pm.
My mind began churning, churning, churning all kinds of fears to deflate my emotional high because of Your Mother’s Day gift to me! Even so? I replied to Denise’s latest. Quote:
You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words–
My mind is churning, churning, churning! Ha! Let it churn, let it churn, let it churn!!!
And guess what?
My mind quit churning when laughter burst up from the depth of my being!
Can u believe it?
Then I thought, the mind can keep churning all those evil thoughts but eventually it all turns into a compost fertilizer moisted with my past tears for the fears that so troubled me, and?
Enlightenment!
From the horizon of the earth, Enlightenment floads my being!
All fears, all evil thoughts turn into beautiful flowers shining with the pure liquid gold of love from above!
Hey my precious lil teacher! Quickly, quickly, grab on to those gold shining flowers and hand them to?
O well? What do I know?
I am just enjoying the ride, singing and praising voices are raising
I’ll not repine!
That’s all. lov, mom
Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:28 pm.
The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?
When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.
And? That goes for all priviledged who read Roxana’s tribute to me as well as for all mentioned in the journal entries. Keep in touch.
The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose On Heavenly Shores …?
Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:22 am.
At last! The heavenly shores. Joy inexplicable. Steady. Quite ready. No more mundane insane fearful earthly chores!
I am going on propelled by higher power. Love as liquid gold. Wisdom in my hold.
My soul? Sold!
My looks? Bold!
A calf released from my fears stall
Skipping and dancing and singing
My sheaves to You my Master I am bringing.
The Year Was 2019. Tried At High Seas. The Year Is 2020. Set On Highest Royalty For All To See …
Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:54 am.
The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose is now back to my daily earthly living in Your loving Presence.
What Do You Have To Welcome Me Back While My Treasures I Unpack? …
O thiaBasilia! You remain a Child of My Heart for eternity never to depart.
What now I have for you? King Solomon—the richest and way more famous than any other human being.
His conclusion in all earnest to take hold ofyou for all plainly to view. That is what I have for you.
Go on My precious child, go on. It is written,
Ecclesiastes 12:11-14.
The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:
Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
Keep His Commandments
For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
The Root Of Character
The Foundation Of All Happiness
The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun
And The Whole Duty For Every Man
For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.
Proverbs 14:26-29
In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge.
Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.
Furthermore? You are now ONE in Us—Father and Son, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You, the Father have sent Me, the Son.
Global Impact. It is A Fact! All Over The World My Spirit Is Making Contact …
Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 10:44 am.
Wow! To Shut Up? To Listen? There is the Power to Understand Your Knowledge for sure! How amazing is Your knowledge! What’s going on?
You, My Master Are Penetrating To The Dividing Line …
The dividing line of the breath of life (my soul) and my immortal spirit, and of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of my nature, exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of my human heart.
My Soul. My Immortal Spirit. My Joints And Marrow? Powerfully Set Apart …
My precious child, the world has not recornized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.
I Am The Cause And The Effect Of ItAll:
Whatever happens,
Whatever has happened
Whatever will happen in the life of the queen that you are?
I Am The Cause And The Effect Of it All, period.
Fear not! I know who you are.
I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all.
I know it all, but!
I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to My Son that I might acquit for all to go on.
Until then, My precious child, you must wait for it all to completely materialize, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.
And so? I wait on You with patience and composure in the hope for all to witness the power of Your passionate love for Your creation.
Suffering Is Inevitable, But! Suffering Is The Anointing Oil To Heal Us All! …
The Time Is NOW …
Why thiaBasilia’s Crest? It is meant to declare to all your belonging in My Royalty—the Highest Roralty of all Royalties. For the moment you are suffering as a pauper. I hear your concerns about such suffering. I am aware of your doubts and fears. Even so? I delight in your nearness not only in My heart but most important in the truth and reality of your resurrected life. Why is such life is not now manifested? That is the reason for My delight when I see your determination to trust Me for such blissful future despite not having the slightest sign of such coming to pass. O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering. Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be. Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty. Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Roralty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.
O Where? Where Did We Go Wrong?
Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 11:23 am.
When we recognized our Creator, but we did not give thanks. So, it is written, but! We pay no mind to what is written.
And If We Pay Mind? It Is Done From The Natural Carnal Minds …
To pay mind from the natural carnal minds ingrained in our beings until death do us part, is against the clear instructions not to lean on our understanding. Even so?
In the economy of our lives our Creator do not waste a second.
He uses every minute detail of our lives for our maximum good revealed at His time and discretion.
Therefore? The Scriptural Quotes In These Writings Are Not Meant To Condemn …
Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 7:32 pm.
On the contrary the Scriptural Quotes are meant for enlightement’s source about our lives with all its ups and downs.
The Numbers’ Quotes Are Essential To Understand The Meaning Of The Scriptures …
Such is the reason why the Master Creator compels me to quote, quote, quote. O me? My fear? No one has the time to read such long quotes, but!
At Your Command, My Master I Shall Continue To Quote, Quote, Quote …
Forget my fear. Let go! Be still. Wait. Thanks O my Master for empowering me to do so. It is totally amazing how You are working things out for our maximum good.
The time is NOW …
Despite the fact that NOW could be a long time. Bless my heart! Such revelation brings me back to square one—wait!
And I wait empowered by the power of Your love and wisdom. Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.
The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.
What is The beauty of a relationship set in Your will? …
The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.
O well! Let me take you to the intended post for today.
The Things That Keep Coming To Mind To Include In This Post …
Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:54 pm.
The thing is that all coming to mind must wait for Your timing. I do not need to make any predictions like many do. I sense Your leading to wait until You materialize whatever I am to proclaim.
Ha! Now I know why the graphic today. Your words came to mind just now. Quote:
“Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Roralty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”
Wow! The graphic is about my name in the Highest Royalty.
The matter has to harmonize with what You are doing with Ahmad and myself.
Whatever is to happen next shall be in sequence with all writings recorded since day one of Your call to journal my life. amazing!
It is all so ever exciting, yet?
I must keep my composure.
The best part?
I now have the power to keep my composure.
I wait. I can now wait with patience and composure.
And Romans 8:18-27 comes into play.
Sleep from Saturday, April 25, 2020 at 12 am to 2am back now at 3:20 am.
The New Cycle Begins With A Dream …
Saturday, April 25, 2020 at 11:15 am.
When I first woke up I had mixed feelings about the dream, but! Once You interpreted for me? I can’t wait to see how You shall materialize it later on today.
I was fishing in the ocean with my dear long-gone Raymond—my precious long-gone mentor’s son. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish. We kept swinging our lines back and forth, but! Nothing! Then? I walked a little way up. Suddenly a peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. I woke up.
In another escene, Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. I do not know the end or the beginning of that escene. Maybe it was after the frozen fish escene.
Will record on waking up. Bed at 2:19 am on Sunday, April 26, 2020.
All Written Is Coming To Life Right Before My Eyes. What An Amazing Experience! …
Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 8:16 am.
Not only Romans 8:14-17 but 1 Peter 2:1-12 come into play big time! I can now wait with patience and composure for the escenes in the dream:
The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish=The power to wait for the unseen with patience and composure.
A peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. = How not only the stimulus check is frozen for the moment but the super abundance coming to us is frozen as well.
Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. = This I take it to be the need to act now—the need to change all there is to ourselves by the power of love from on high not by the power of our own natural minds.
Such Is The Significance Of My Coat Of Arms …
Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 10:04 am.
O my Master! My new life is set in the Highest Royalty—Your royalty. My family roots are royal as per Your written words in Romans 8:14-17 and 1 Peter 2:1-12.
Master? You Know All Details Of My Life …
Monday, April 27, 2020 at 4:48 pm.
If You are working to move me, I am willing to go wherever You lead me to go. I don’t want to dwell on the things that I do not know. There is no honesty in this world. You know all about it.
Well! Well! Well! Totally Unexpected …?
Tuesday, April 28, 2020 at 1:13 pm.
The truth about Ahmad and me? We know too much humanly speaking, and we don’t know what to do with what we know.
So? we make fun of everything until we see that with all our knowledge there is nothing, we can do about all that we make fun of.
Then? We explode!
Thank goodness! For You know all about us, my Master.
After each explotion we come to a better understanding of You and Your ways to teach and empower us to listen to You.
Ending This Day With Internet Trouble Again …
Tuesday, April 28, 2020 at 11:59 pm.
Thanks, my Master for giving me the power to take things in stride. Have no idea why the Net is acting up now, but You know all about it. All is well with my soul living in Your Presence.
1:36 am on Wednesday, April 29, 2020 I am editing to post but I need to go back to sleep.
All Well Now. Net Up. So, Am I …?
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 12:11 am.
New day. New attitude. Four hours of sleep did me good. No news about the check, but! You are in control of it all.
In Your time You will let us know where and why we stand about that check.
The Things That Keep Coming To Mind To Include In This Post …
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:11 am
Again, the thing is that all coming to mind must wait for Your timing. I do not need to make any predictions like many do. I sense Your leading to wait until You materialize whatever I am to proclaim.
Ha! Now I Know Why The Check Has Not Materialized …?
Wow! The graphic is about my name in the Highest Royalty. The matter has to harmonize with what You are doing with Ahmad and myself.
Whatever is to happen next shall be in sequence with all writings recorded since day one of Your call to journal my life. Amazing!
It Is All So Ever Exciting, Yet? I Must Keep My Composure …?
The best part? I now have the power to keep my composure. I wait. I can now wait with patience and composure.
Yes Indeed! Romans 8:18-27 comes into play.
Back To Suffering …?
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:28 am.
The truth? Honest to goodness! Ahmad and I have not suffered enough to deserve the manifestation of that check!
Ha! That is the meaning of that big frozen fish in my dream—the dream about fishing as I recorded on Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 8:16 am.
Not only Romans 8:14-17 but 1 Peter 2:1-12 come into play big time! I can now wait with patience and composure for the escenes in the dream:
The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish=The power to wait for the unseen with patience and composure.
A peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. = How not only the stimulus check is frozen for the moment but the super abundance coming to us is frozen as well.
Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. This I take it to be the need to act now—the need to change all there is to ourselves by the power of love from on high not by the power of our own natural minds.
Wow! Now I See Why The Fish Is Still Frozen …?
Yes, Ahmad and I are relatively waiting with patience and composure, or, are we? I am afraid our patience and composure need a little more testing.
Hahaha! We are not suffering at all! But?
We keep on the lookout for the check!
What a sneakey way to pretend patience and composure!
Mercy! O My Master! Mercy! …
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:52 am
We have no power to be patient and compose with the uncertainty of the moment. Ahmad is about to lose his mind thinking about going back to work to support us. Me?
Me? The mother of impatience! “If you go back to work, I do not want to have anything with you anymore! For if you back to work that means you are not trusting the Master that I serve!”
Support? What kind of support am I showing to him?
Well! Maybe, that is the way to support and encourage him to trust in You, my Master?
For it looks like it worked, as of yesterday, he did not go back to work, but!
I do not know about today.
I fear he is out of money while I keep on with my continous needing a thousand things as if he had millions to give me and his family whatsoever comes to our wanton minds!
There you have the pitiful panorama of our, should I dare to say, ‘our wicked self-nature?
Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! …
Unless You intervene, we are powerless to abide in Your will as the monster of hunger and pain threatens to get the best from us, but!
It all got to do how we human beings react with Your blessings and curses. It’s written:
Isaiah 26:9-11
My soul yearns for You [O Master] in the night, yes, my spirit within me seeks You earnestly; for [only] when Your judgments are in the earth will the inhabitants of the world learn righteousness (uprightness and right standing with the Almighty).
Though favor is shown to the wicked, yet they do not learn righteousness; in the land of uprightness they deal perversely and refuse to see the majesty of the Master.
Though Your hand is lifted high to strike, Lord, they do not see it. Let them see Your zeal for Your people and be ashamed; yes, let the fire reserved for Your enemies consume them.
Now I See What You Want Me To See About Us Human Beings …?
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 8:47 am.
It is all about our relationships. Ounce again You let me notice the last number 47 in this moment’s date and time. The meaning of number 47? It blows the socks off my feet. Wow! Quote:
Number 47 Meaning
The number 47 is a relationships number.
The numerology number 47 is a relationships number. It has a focus on developing a secure foundation for building a relationship that will prosper. 47 is also a teamwork and romance number.
And it’s intuitive.
Companionship is essential for the essence of the number 47 to be what it is. Without companionship, it feels lonely, as if its essence is suppressed. Interaction with others lets it resonate its fullness.
It’s 47’s nature to be cooperative.
It has a special knack for using a diplomatic approach when solving issues between itself and another, or between other parties.
The number has a pragmatic approach with relationships. When it determines a method that works, it tends to stick to it.
It Is About The Relationship Between Ahmad And I Along My Children And All Others In My Path Of Life …
So? That is what You want me to see. All our suffering ends when our relationships come in line with Your will for our good.
Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.
The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.
The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.
Wow! I Got It! Do You? Hahaha! Halleluyah! …
That is all for this post for now. Next? Who knows? Maybe I’ll die of hunger for chocolates, or? The check will defrost for me to buy the Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory! Won’t that make a BELIEVER out of you whoever reading these fact lines that I record? Be blessed.
Just Kidding! No Need To Continue Thinking About My Belly …
O my Master! As it turned out it was not Your will for me to close this post with such childish thinking.
Seriously? You will now declare to Your so loved world where do I and my family fit in the realm of Your world. I must continue with this record.
We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator …
Thursday, April 30, 2020 at 7:56 am.
Indeed! The Family Roots are Royal. Only for the most we have lived our lives as paupers—weak subordinates to a corrupt worldly system
O But That Is Not True Of You? …
You are a genius—free, independent, on top of the world, a multimillionaire! O? Think again. You are still a victim of the corrupt world system as long as you breath along with all paupers.
And sooner or later you’ll come face to face with death like all paupers.
End of the day. End of the month. Going To Bed …
Thursday, April 30, 2020 at 11:47 pm.
You know how tired I am. I cannot think straight anymore today. I am sure sleep will restore me to continue listening and recording whatever You haave me to record.
Been Up But Have Not Recorded Anything …
Friday, May 1, 2020 at 8:35 pm.
Well? I have been intent on working on my family’s crest. The truth? I did not want to admit my uncertainty of the moment.
It’s the first of the month but still?
No news about the expected monies.
In my heart and soul, I have not any doubt whatsoever about Your provision.
Even so? I am human.
It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.
But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?
Saturday, May 2, 2020 at 4:29 am.
That is the exact truth. Our Father Creator knows it ALL! Every minute the detail of our lives; every deep buried secret; every twicht of pain; every inflated or deflated mood?
The Father knows it ALL!
What about our sinful, rebellious lives?
He knows it better than we ever dream or imagine for ourselves, period.
Yes, Ahmad And I Are Goofy, But! …
Like a few other human beings, we are not crazy or dishonest or criminals of any kind. We are different because we are selected as examples of the Creator’s work in our hearts. Quote:
Matthew 5:10-20
Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!
Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.
Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.
You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.
You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.
Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.
Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.
For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.
Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
Well? What Part In That Quote Is It That We Willfullly Ignore? …
In retrospect? I will tell next the part that I, not ‘we’ but I willfully ignored and the why and how I ignored such part. The matter is just coming to me.
Royal Family Roots
The Creator’s Royalty
The King Is Coming …
Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 3:33 am.
Meantime? Yes indeed! King Yahushua is coming, and? Am I ready? That is the question to ask. Not are ‘you’ ready, but!
Am I ready, or am I just thinking and rambunctiously bragging about my readiness?
Now I am coming to the nitty-greety of the matter.
Ha! up to even yesterday my concern has been for you my child, my friend, my fellow human being, but!
Once again yesterday I heard, “What is that to you? You follow Me.” Quote:
John 21:17-22
He said to him the third time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me [with a deep, instinctive, personal affection for Me, as for a close friend]? Peter was grieved (was saddened and hurt) that He should ask him the third time, Do you love Me? And he said to Him, Master, You know everything; You know that I love You [that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend]. Yahushua said to him, Feed My sheep.
I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, when you were young you girded yourself [put on your own belt or girdle] and you walked about wherever you pleased to go. But when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will put a girdle around you and carry you where you do not wish to go.
He said this to indicate by what kind of death Peter would glorify the Almighty. And after this, He said to him, Follow Me!
20 But Peter turned and saw the disciple whom Yahushua loved, following–the one who also had leaned back on His breast at the supper and had said, Master, who is it that is going to betray You?
When Peter saw him, he said to Yahushua, Lord, what about this man?
Yahushua said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? [What concern is it of yours?] You follow Me!
Since Long Ago I Took Those Words In A Personal Way …?
I still do. For Yahushua has confronted me with those words each and every time that I am questioning someone else’s doings. That’s the fact to be exact.
And So? What Part In That Or Any Other Quote Is It That I Not ‘We’ But I Willfullly Ignore? …
Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.
Hahaha! HalleluYah! Thank You my Master for reminding me once again of Your spoken words to me personally. What a blessing!
What a trip on the strip of my human’s nature!
And once again You would have me to notice the dates of this morning’s recording.
I started to record on Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 3:33 am.
Then? The date of this moment? Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.
Meaning of 3- 4 -0 -7?
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
The Number Four – Creation and the World
The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest.
“Put It All Together My Child” …
Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.
Your message is all inclusive of my complete rest.
But? Once Again, I Am Talking In Riddles …?
How is anyone reading these lines that I record to know what is in my mind? Or rather, what is the state and condition of my mind when I record all these things that I record?
Alright! Let Me Recap! That Shall Settle The Matter …
It all started when wind came to me that I qualified for the stimulus check for USA citizens. I went to quite a few days wondering and figuring when and what was I to do with that money.
At last I heard Your words again to let go and be still and not to look for the blessing but to set my gaze on You for You were at work.
Well? I listened.
I quit looking for the check.
Instead, I started looking for Your manifestation.
By and by it came to me to look for the day my regular check was to be deposited in my bank this month.
Wow! The check was to be deposited on the 1st not on the 3rd of this month.
Still, no news about my extra check, and?
Me? Not concerned anymore because I heard and listened to Your word to let it go, to be still. To wait.
But I emailed asking my friend to send it to me as she did last month.
I waited for her reply, but she did not reply just then.
That really got to me.
It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.
But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?
Suddenly! Late that night, her reply in my inbox! Not only my monthly check but the stimulus checks as well, only?
Her email was bittersweet with her instructions implying doubt as to the handling of my money. Therefore, implying dishonesy in Ahmad’s part.
Surprise! Any other time in the past that such issue came about, I would get angry.
The Truth? I Been Angry With My People’s Misconception Not OnlyAbout Ahmad, But! …
The utter misconception about Jordan just made me angry in the past. Mainly, the misconception about myself in Jordan and the realtionship You have established between Ahmad and I angred me big time.
Guess What? This Time Not Anger. Instead? Your Love and Wisdom Prevailed…
I shared my heart with my friend in a reply to her concern for my safety. My friend kindly responded with her understanding of my situation.
Next? My New Approach In Sharing With Ahmad …
Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 10:10 am.
In Yah We Trust. And the Angels Sing!!! Power to let go, be still, wait. We shall forget our understanding of the written words in the Bible as well as other books.
The Truth? Our Roots Are Set In The Dust Of Paradise As Written …?
Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 8:29 pm.
O my Master! This year is the year of enlightenment for sure. I hardly believe how You are piecing it all together for me from the very moment of our creation. Quote:
Genesis 2:7
Then the Master Creator formed man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath or spirit of life, and man became a living being. [1Co 15:45-49]
O Well! You Really, Really Are At Work For The Ultimate Good Of Your Creation …?
Monday, May 4, 2020 at 8:24 am.
Master? As You turn the tables on me so You shall do with the rest of Your dust human beings on this 2020 year.
The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
Me? I been agonizing looking at all going on amidst my loved ones as well as with the rest of the inhabitants of these earthly grounds.
That is what I been doing until You turn the tables on me with the question “Are you ready?”
Such A Question Was The End Of My Agonizing. The Beginning Of My Complete Rest …?
Right on cue? I completed my crest! Perfect! I emailed it to my closest of children with the message, ‘Relationships are in the healing process. lov, mom’.
Great response from two of my girls and from Ahmad.
“I like it! Don’t touch it. It’s perfect! Said Ahmad.
‘Now. Don’t touch it! Leave it alone. It is finished.’ Wrote Roxana.
Phew! I’ll abide. I must! For I need to continue with what You originally intended for me to post.
A New cycle in the record of my journey in Your Presence.
Is This World A Jungle? You Bet! A Place Of Ruthless Struggle For Survival …
Something that baffles or frustrates by its tangled or complex character
Ruthless Struggle For Survival? Indeed! That’s What This World Is!
Sunday, April 19, 2020 at 2:42 am.
O my Master! I’m having a grand time following Your lead on this posting matter. Ruthless? No kidding! You gave the headlines. I looked at the definition of ruthless. Wow it fits this world to the tee! Quote:
Definition of jungle
1a: an impenetrable thicket or tangled mass of tropical vegetation
b: a tract overgrown with thickets or masses of vegetation
2a(1): a confused or disordered mass of objects : JUMBLE
(2): something that baffles or frustrates by its tangled or complex character : MAZE
the jungle of housing laws
— Bernard Taper
b: a place of ruthless struggle for survival
the city is a jungle where no one is safe after dark
— Stuart Chase
Master? It’s Really Neat How You Lead Me In All That I Write …
Sunday, April 19, 2020 at 5:20 pm.
It’s a beautiful day outside. So glad that winter is over. But I am even gladder for the winter gone from my heart and life.
All day long I been searching the myriad of files searching on how You want me to proceed with this post. Amazing! You are leading me to recap.
I been editing the graphics in the books You are leading me to include in this post, but the text does not need much editing.
The amazing thing is that the posts back from the last day of 2019 and the books that were written a few years back, are like if I have written them now.
Master? For The Benefit Of The Readers, Why Are You Leading Me To Recap? …
Monday, April 20, 2020 at 3:19 am.
Ha! The number 12 in play. On Sun, Apr 19, 9:53 PM (5 hours ago) I wrote in an email to my friend, ‘I just found out that I qualify for the$1200.00 and that the checks are already in banks since April 13. Would I be so blessed?”
I continued working on the links to include in the post then I went to sleep around 11 pm. On waking up I got an answer from my friend.
The check has not been deposited yet. Fear that I might have to file taxes or whatever to get that check kind of lurks in my mind, but!
I am thinking that today is the 7th day since the 13th, so? It might be deposited today but I won’t know until after 3 pm my time.
Or maybe it will come on the 12th day which will be next Saturday.
O me! There I go with my figuring! So useless! Not even close to the reality of Your doings.
Let Me Let Go, Be Still For You Are At Work My Master …
It’s now 4:08 am on Monday, April 20, 2020. I am wondering on what You want me to do right now.
Ah! The numbers in the date.
Looking at the date above, Monday, April 20, 2020 at 3:19 am quickened me to look at the meaning of number three and 19 again.
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
The number ‘nineteen’ seems to speak of faith.
O My Master? Completion And Manifestation And Faith In The Meaning Of Number Three And Nineteen …
Monday, April 20, 2020 at 4:48 am.
Maybe I am not just figuring things out on my own. Rather, You are deciphering it all for me in response to the why the recap from the end of 2019 and beginning of 2020. I need to hear from You, my Master. You know it.
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Add to three and nineteen The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. What do you get?”
Could not answer. I became dizzy. I crawlsed in bed at 6:09 am. Slept until 8:21 am.
I am OK now. Ready to think on the answer to Your question.
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
The number ‘nineteen’ seems to speak of faith.
The Number Twelve: Governing Order and Rulership
What Do I Get? Completion And Manifestation. Faith. Governing Order And Rulership …
Monday, April 20, 2020 at 8:52 am.
O my Father! In the meaning of the numbers in the date and time at the moment I record anything, You discepher the meaning of Your message to me and to Your so loved world, but!
For Emphasis? You Will Now Have Me Recap Your Message From Previous Records …
Monday, April 20, 2020 at 1:50 pm.
Master? I am concerned with the news from the USA: Severe storms and tornadoes could hit the South again on Sunday, forecasters warn.
I am only observing what’s going on, but! I am not in panic. Concerned? Yes, You know that my Master. Even so?
My hope and expectation are set on You.
You are in control of it all.
I wait on You for further information from my family.
I Heard From The Family. All OK. Thank You …
Monday, April 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.
O my Master! here we go. Only a couple of days of spring. Now? It feels like summer, hot summer that is, but! I love it!
The date and time right now?
Three good numbers in the hour and minutes—5-3-7.
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
I Hear Your Question Again only this time I must ad the number 5 and 7 …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Add to three and nineteen The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. What do you get?”
Completion And Manifestation=3. Faith-19. Governing Order And Rulership=12. Grace and Preparation=5. Completeness and Rest=7.
The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with the number7.
Ha! This 2020 year is the year that Almighty Yahuwah is doing and shall do marvelous things in the earth with the number7
Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:03 am.
Ah! My Master! completion and manifestation in the hour, but! The minutes? Completion and manifestation are preceded by a Zero. The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Quote:
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
What Are You Telling Me, My Master? …
Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:37 am.
“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. Now? Look at the whole date of this moment:
Tuesday=the 3rd day of the week.
The week=7 days.
April=the 4th month of the year.
The day= The number 21
The year=12 months.
The hour=the number 3.
The minutes=the number 37.
What’s The Meaning Of Number 37? …
First I noticed the 3 and the 7. Then it came to me to Google the number 37 because it is not included in Brad’s Gematria. Quote:
According to Fathers of the Church, thirty-seven is a symbol of the Christ. It is the symbol of the alive word of God. To this number is thus allotted a certain dignity.
O My Master? The Number 37 Is The Symbol Of Your Alive Word! …
Wow! In other words? All happenings of the moment are a symbol of You! Personally? You are manifesting Yourself with Your provision of money to begin the repairs of my living conditions. Wow!
I’m looking forward to the manifestation of Your complete work today.
You know that the $1200.00 are in my mind.
Hoping that today will be the day.
Even so? It will happen at Your discretion and Your timing.
You also know that it is not Your blessing that I am looking forward.
Rather, I am looking forward for Your people and even my own self to see You in all that happens to me.
Actually? I read that some people will get an extra $200.00.
In that case? Perhaps You are sending me $1400.00 instead of $1200.00. Why not?
Fourteen is a doulbe seven. Seven= Completeness and Rest.
And? You are doing marvelous things in the earth with the number7.
I wait on You with confidence and hope.
What Can I Say Or Do Or Think About All Of This, My Master? …
Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:56 pm.
For one thing, I know that waiting on You with confidence and hope means that one is ready to wait for the things not yet seen; and the things not yet seen may happen today or any day.
Today? My body is responding to all that heavy work from yesterday, but!
You sent me Ahmad—a blessing!
To See You In All That Happens To Me? …
Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 9:19 pm.
Most certainly! That is the end of the matter expressed in the number thirty-seven—a symbol of the Messiah. It is the symbol of the alive word of Yahuwah. Right now?
The number 9 stands for Fruitfulness and Giving; number 1? Stands for Unity in Yahuwah is One.
Master? How Those Numbers Tied With Number Thirty-Seven? …
“O My child! Think back to Ahmad’s visit this evening. What was Ahmad’s mind set on? Why did I give you the means to tie-down the unity of your relationship for the whole purpose of Fruitfulness and Giving?”
That was the magic word to get Ahmad’s attention away from his mind set on despair. Wow!
Yes Indeed! I See You In All That Happens To Me In General Including My Relationship With Ahmad …
Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 10:37 pm.
Wow! There is that 37 again! This time preceded by the number 10 meaning: the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.
Ha! do I dare to hope for Ahmad’s help starting tomorrow?
my Master! You are is the symbol of the alive word of Yahuwah, so?
This time I shall see the manifestation of the things not yet seen or hope for.
Whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen. Wow!
That calls for a chocolate treat for sure!
Another Day! Was In Bed By Midnight …
Wednesday, April 22, 2020 at 8:05 am.
The date? The 4th day of the week. The 22nd day of the 4th month at the 8th hour plus 05 minutes. Meaning of 8-0-5?
The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles
Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
The Message? …
“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. So? My message right now?
Newness and Cycles, meaning Ahmad shall come to start a new cycle in his life.
He is receiving My grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
I am also giving you My grace to support and uplift him to do what he is called to do.”
Bed 10:09 pm on Wednesday, April 22, 2020
Ahmad Came And Went. New Cycle In Progress …
Thursday, April 23, 2020 at 8:20 am.
O my Master! You are working all things quite nicely but! Nothing like I could have figure it out. Every step in my journey is a step forward against all odds.
For both Ahmad and I are not pain and discomfort free.
Out bodies are not cooperating with all the work that needs to be done.
Even so? We are going on.
You give us Your strength to keep going no matter what comes against us.
New Cycle. New Attitude. What A Blessing! …
Friday, April 24, 2020 at 1:47 am.
I did not hear from Ahmad until late in the afternoon. Then? Nothing. Guess what? I said to myself, “Well? He is free to do whatever he is doing. My role now is to support him not to tell him what he needs to do.”
Wow! What peace! What wisdom! Certainty. Emotionalism has fled away!
It is a new cycle. Brand new attitude.
The whole day spent optimizing the graphic.
Finally? It was after 9 pm and no sign of Ahmad.
I was cold. I head to bed. Cover myself. Got comfortable. Dozed of.
Suddenly! Ahmad in the door!
What a productive visit as I shared with him my new attitude.
He fixed me some coffee. He helped me to soak my feet. He left up lifted.
I went back to finish the graphic.
Now I am heading for bed at 2:07 am on Friday, April 24, 2020.
Will get under the heavy covers. For sure I’ll sleep.
O The Simplicity Of Your Doings My Master!
Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:05 am.
What numbers in the last three numbers of the date and time? 7+0+5—by far the best three numbers of them all!
Completeness and Rest=7.
Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
Grace and Preparation=5.
What Am I To Expect From Now On? …
Completeness and Rest. Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It is an all-inclusive number. Grace and Preparation.
Rest.
No worries while You are working all inclusive matters in Your so loved world.
Grace and favor while we rest and wait on You to manifest Yourself to us all.
Time To Format, Edit, And Get Ready To Post …
Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:30 am.
On cue with number 30. A reminder that we are to dedicate our time to proclaim the meaning of Yahushua’s blood. You are giving us grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah
Well? Somehow, I Spent The Day Practicing Text Effects On My Name …
Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:46 pm.
I just did not get around to posting. I sense there is something to happen before I post next, so? I let go. Be still. Wait. For I know You are at work for our benefit. Let Your will be done not mine.
What Now To Do, My Master? …
Add these last entries at the beginning of the post. Then? Write and add the caption for your crest.
It is done. Entries from Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:54 pm to now on Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 8:20 pm are added at the beginning of this post.
O my Master! I Am Having A Hard Time Piecing The Post, But! …
Wednesday, May 6, 2020 at 7:07 am.
But You know all about it, and? What are the three numbers in the hour right now telling me? The numbers 7-0-7 stand for:
The number 7 stands for Completeness and Rest. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
Ha! I Must Stand At The Complete Rest You Have Brought Me Into …
That means I must relax because You are leading me at all times. I have edited, edited, and edited. Enough!
I Sense You Are Leading Me To Relax Now And Go On …
Wednesday, May 6, 2020 at 11:08 am.
So? On I go to the WordPress editor for the final edited prior to posting. Again, I feel like joyfully skipping like a calf released from the stall.
Whether I Gain Or Loose Readers It Is No Longer My Concern …
You are in control of all writings I set up on these posts I publish. It is Your message to each child of Yours. Would the message reach its destination? Certainly!
